The Wisdom  
of 
lnsecurity  
 
by ALAN  W. WATTS  
 
 
 
 
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lnc. CONTENTS  
 
 
 Preface  9 
1 The  Agc  of Anxiety  13 
11 Pain  and  Time  29 
m The  Grcat  Stream  39 
1v The  Wisdom  of the Body  55 
v On Being  Aware  75 
v1 The  Marvelous  Moment  89 
v1
1 The  Transformation  of Lifc   
vm Creativc  Morality   
1x Religion  Reviewed    
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
TO D O R O T H Y   
PREFACE  
 
l have always been fascinated by the law of 
reversed  effort. Sometimes l calls  it the 
"backwards law." When  you try to stay on the 
surface of the water, you sink; but when you try to 
sink you float. When you hold your  breath you lose 
it-which immediately calls to mind an  ancient and 
m11ch neglected saying, "Whosoever would  save  
his soul  shall  lose  it." This book is a,1 exploratio11 of this law in 
relation to  man's quest for psychological security, 
a11d to his efforts  to find spiritual and intellectual  
certainty in religion  and philosophy. It is written  
in the conviction that no  theme could be more 
appropriate  in a time when human  life seems to be 
so peculiar/y insecure and uncertain. lt  maintains 
that this insecurity is the result of trying to be  
secure, and that, contrariwise, salvation and sanity 
con- sist in the most radical recognition that we 
have no way  of saving  ourselves. This b e g i n s  to  sound  like  something  from  
Alice  
Through the Looking Glass, o/ which this  book is a 
sort  of philosophical  equivalent. For the reader  
will  fre- quently find himself in a topsy -turuy world 
in which tite  normal order of things seems to be 
complete/y reversed,  and common sense turned 
i11side out and uj1side down. Those who have read 
sorne of my former books, .such as Behold the Spirit 
and The Supreme Identity, will find  things that 
seem to be total contradictions of much that  J have  
said  be/ore. This,  however,  is true  only  in sorne  
9  TIIE  WISDOM  OF JNSECURITY  
minor respects. For 1 have  discovered  that the 
esse11ce  and crnx  of wl,at  1 was trying  to say in those  
books  w a s seldom understood ; the framework a11d 
the context of my thought  o/ ten  hid thc mea11ing. My 
i11tentio11   here  is to approacl, tl,e same mca11i11g 
from e11tirely divert  premiscs, a11d i11 lerms which 
do not con/use thought  with the multitude of 
irreleua11t associations which time a11d  tradition  
haue  hu11g  upon  thcm. in those  boohs  I was  concerned  to vindicate  
certai11  
principies o/ religion, philosophy, and metaphysic 
by rei11tcrpreti11g them. This was, l thi11k, likc 
fmtting legs  on a snake -w111ccessary  a11d  con/ using,  
beca use  only  doubt/111  trrill1s  11eed  clefe11se. This 
book, however,  is in the spirit of tlu: Chinese sage 
Lao-tzu, that master o/  the law' of reversed eff ort, 
who declared that those who  justify themselves  do not 
co11vi11ce, that to lwow trnth  one must gct rid o/ 
knowledge, and that 11othing is more  powerf 11{ and 
creative than empti11css -from which men  shri11k. 1 -
Jere,  tl,en, my aim is to show -bachwards•  fashion -
that thosc essential realities of religio11  and  
melaph)•sic are vindicated in doi11g wilhout thcm, 
and manifested  in being  destroyed. lt is my hap/1y  cluty  lo acknc>wledge  that  the 
prepara - 
tion of this book has been made possible by tlze 
gener - osity  o/ the Fo,mdation  cstablished  by the 
late  Franklin  
J. Matchette  o/ New  York,  a man  who  deuoted  much  
o/ 
his life to the problems o/ science and metaphysic, 
being  one of those somewhat rare business men 
who are not  wholly absorbed in the vicious circle of 
making money  to make mo11ey to make money. The 
Matcheltc Fou11da - tio11  is therefore  dedicated  to the 
fmrsuit  o/ metaphysi - 
10 PREFACE 
cal studies, and, needless to say, it is to me a sign o/ 
in- sight and imagination on their parl that they 
have been  willing to i11terest thcmselvcs in so 
"contrary" an ap - proach  to mctaphysical  
kriowledge. ALAN  W . WA·rrs. San Francisco. May  1951. 11  
 
I. T H E  A G E  OF A N X I E T Y   
 
BY ALL  OUTWARO  APl'EARANCES  OUR  LIFE  IS A SPARK  
of light betwcen one eternal darkness and anothcr. Nor is the interval between these two nights an un - 
clouded day, for the more we are able to fcel pleas - 
ure,  thc more  we are vulnerable  to pain -and,  
whether in background or foregrouncl, thc pain is  
always with us. \iVc havc bccn accustomed 10 make  
this existence wonh -while by thc bclieí that thcrc is  
more than  the outwarcl appearance -that we live  for 
a future beyond this lifc here. For the outward ap- 
pearance <loes not seem to make sense. lf living is to 
end  in pain,  incompleteness,  ami nothingness,  it 
secms a cruel ancl futilc expcrience for bcings who  
are born to rcason, hope, crcalc, ancl !ove. í \.lan, as a  
being of sensc, wants his life to make scnsc, and he 
has found it hard t0 bclieve thar ir cloes so unlcss  
there is more than what he sees -unlcss there is an  
eternal order and an eternal life behind the uncer - 
rain  and momentary  experience  o[ life-ancl -death. I may not, perhaps, be forgiven for introducing  
saber matters with a frivolous notion, but the prob - 
lem of rnaking sense out of thc sccming chaos of cx - 
periencc reminds me of my childish clesire to scnd  
someone a parcel o( water in the mail. The recipienc  
unties  the stri11g,  rcleasing  thc deluge  in his lap. But THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
the game would  never work, since  it is irritatingly  
impossible  to wrap and tie a pound  of water  in a 
paper package. There are kin<ls of paper which 
won't  distintegrale whcn wet, but the trouble is to 
get the  water itself imo any manageable shape, 
and to tic the  string  without  bursting  Lhe bundle. The more one studies attempted solutions to 
prob - lems in polilics and economics,  in art, 
philosophy,  and religion, the more one has the 
impression of ex- tremely giftcd pcople wcaring 
out their ingenuity at  the impossible and  futile  
task  of trying to get  üie water  of lifc into  neat  and 
permanem  packages. Thcre  are many  reasons  why  this should  be 
par- 
cicularly evident to a pcrson living today. vVc 
know  so much about history, about all the 
packagcs which  have bcen ticd and which havc 
duly come apare. We know so much dctail about 
the problems of life that  they resist casy 
simplification, and scem more corn - plex and 
shapeless than evcr. Furthcrmore, science  and 
industry have so increased both thc tempo and 
the violence of living that our packages sccm to 
come  apare  fas ter and faster  cvery  day. There  is, then,  Lhe fccl1ng  that  we live in a 
time  
of unusual insecurity. In thc past hundrecl years 
so many  long -cstablishcd  Lraditions  have  brokcn  
clown  
-traditions of family ancl social  life, of 
governmcnt,  of che econornic order, ando( 
rcligious belicf. As the  years go by, there secm  to 
be fcwcr and fewcr rocks  to which  we can hold,  
fewer  things  which  we can THE  AGE  OF ANXIETY  
regard as absolutely right and true, and fixcd for all  
time. To sorne this is a welcome release from the rc- 
straims  of moral,  social,  and spiritual  dogma. To 
othcrs it is a dangerous and terriEying breach with  
rcason and sanity, tencling to plungc human life into  
hopeless  chaos. To most,  perhaps,  the immediate  
sensc of release has given a brief exhilaration, to be  
followecl by the deepcst anxiety. For if all is relative,  
if lifc is a torrent witholll forrn or goal in whose flood  
absolUtely  nothing  savc  change  itself  can last,  it 
seems to be something in which thcrc is "no future"  
and th us no hope. Human bcings appear to be happy just so long as  
they have a future to which they can look forward - 
whcther  it be a "good time" tomorrow oran everlast - 
ing lifc beyond the grave. For various reasons, more  
and more peoplc find it harcl to bclieve in thc laner. On tl1e othcr hand, the formcr has the disadvantage  
that when this "good time" arrives, it is. clifficu lt to  
enjoy it to the full without sorne promise of more to 
come. If happiness always depencls on something ex- 
pectcd in the future, wc are chasing a will-o'-the-wisp  
that cvcr eludes our grasp, until thc futurc, and our - 
selves,  vanish  into  the abyss  of dcath. As a maucr of fact, our age  is no more  insecure  
than any othcr. Poveny, disease,  war,  changc, and 
cieath are nothing new. In thc best of times "sccurity"  
has never  becn  more  than  temporary  and apparent. THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
But it has been  possible  to make  the insecurity of  
human  life supportable  by belief  in unchanging  
things  bcyond  thc rcach  of calamity -in God,  in 
man's immortal soul, and in the government of 
the universe  by eternal  laws  of right. Today such convictions are rare, even in 
religious  circles. There is no leve! of society,  thcre 
must even  be few individuals,  touched  by modern  
education,  where therc is not sorne trace of the 
leaven of doubt. h is simply self -evident that 
during the past century  the authority of science 
has Laken thc place of the authority o[ rcligion in 
the popular imagination, and that scepticism, at 
least in spiritual  things, has be - come  more  
general  than  belicf. The decay  of belief  has come  about  through  
the 
honest  dou bt, the ca re ful  and fearless  thinking  of 
highly  intclligent  men  of science  and philosophy. Moved by a zeal and reverence for facts, they have  
trice! to sce, understand,  and facc  life as it is 
without  
\\'Íshful thinking. Yct for ali that they have done 
to improve  the conditions of lifc, their picture of 
the universe seems to leave the individual 
without ulti•  mate hope. The price of thcir 
miraclcs in this world  has been thc disappearance 
of the world -to-come, and onc is inclincd to ask the  
old qucstion, "What shall it  profit a man if he gain 
the whole world and lose his soul?" Logic,  
intelligence, and  reason  are satisfied,  but the 
heart goes hungry. For the heart has learned  to 
feel that  we live for thc future. Science  may,  
16  THE  ACE  OF ANXIETY  
slowly and uncertainly, give us a better future -for 
a few years. And then, for each of us, it will end. lt 
will all end. However long postponed, everything 
com - posed  must  decompose. Despite sorne  opinions to the contrary, this is 
still the general view of science. In literary and 
religious  circles it is now often supposed that the 
conflict be - tween science and belief is a thing of 
the past. There  are even sorne rather wishful 
scientists who feel that  when modero physics 
abandoned a crudc atomistic  materialism, the 
chief reasons for this conflict ,vere  removed. But 
this is not at ali thc case. In rnost of our  great 
centers  of learning,  those  who  rnake  it thcir  
business to study the full implicaLions of science 
and its methods are as far as ever from what they 
under - stand  as a religious  point  of view. Nuclear physics and relativity have. it is true, 
done  away with thc old matcrialisrn,  but they 
now give us a view of the ·univcrse in which  there  
is even less room  for ideas of any absolute  
purpose or design. The modero scientist is not so 
naive as to deny God  because he cannot be found 
with a telescope, or the soul because it is not 
rcvealed by the scalpel. He has  merely noted  that 
thc idea of God  is logically un - necessary. He even 
doubts that it has any mc:ming. lt  docs not hclp 
him to cxplain anything which he can - not cxplain  
in sorne  othcr,  and simpler,  way. He argues  that  if everything  which  happens  is 
said  
to be under  the providence  ami control  of God,  
this 
17 THE  WISOOM  OF INSl::CURITY  
actually  amounts  to saying  nothing. To say that  
everything is govcrncd and  crcated  by Gocl  is like 
saying, "Everything is up," -which means nothing 
al ali. The notion docs not hclp us Lo makc any 
verifi - ablc prcdicLions, and so, from the scientific 
stand - point,  is of no valuc whatsoevcr. Scientists 
may be right  in this respcct. They may be wrong. It is  not our purpose here Lo argue this point. We 
need only  note that such sccpLicism has immense 
inílucnce, and  sets  the prcvailing  moo<l  of thc agc. What scicnce has said, in sum, is this: Wc do not,  
and in ali probabiliL)' cannot,  know whcthcr  Gocl  
cxisLs. NoLhing Lhat wc do know suggcsLs that he  
docs, and ali thc argurncnLs which claim to prove 
his existencc are founcl to be without logical 
meaning. There is nothing,  indeed, tO prove tbat  
there is no  God, but Lhe burdcn of proof reses 
wiLh those who  proposc thc idea. lf. the scicntists 
would say, you bc - lievc in Cod, you 1nL1St do so 
on purcly cmotionnl  grounds,  without  basis  in 
logic  or fact. Practically  speaking, this may amount 
LOnthcism. Thcoretically,  it is simple agnosticism. For it is of che csscnce of  scientific honesty thnt 
you do not prctcnd to know  whaL you do noL know, 
and of thc csscncc of scicntific  methocl Ihat you do 
not cmploy hypothcscs which  cannot  be tcsted. Thc immcdiatc rcsults  of this honesty  have bccn  
deeply unscttling and depressing. Forman sccms 
to be unablc  Lo live wiLhout  myth,  without  the 
belicf  
18  THE  AGE  OF ANXIETY  
that the routine and drudgery, the pain and fear of 
chis life have sorne  meaning and goal in the  
future. Al once new myths come into being -
political an<l  economic myths with cxtravagant  
promiscs  oE the  bcst oí fucurcs in the prcsenc 
worl<l. These myths  give  the individual  a certain  
sense  of meaning  by making him pan of a vasl  
social effort, in which he  loses someching of his 
own emptincss and loneliness. Yet the very 
violence of these political rcligions be - trays  the 
anxicty  bcncath  thcn1 -for  they  are  bul  mcn 
huddli11g togcthcr  and shouting to give them - 
selvcs  courage  in the dark. Once  therc  is the suspicion  th:n  a religion  is a 
rnyth, its power has go11e. lt may be neccssary 
for man to have a myth, but he cannot self-
consciously  prescribe onc as he can mix a pill for a 
headache. A  myth can only "work" whcn it is 
thought to be truth,  and man cannot for long 
knowingly and imcntionally  "kid"  himsclf. Evc11 the best modern apologists for religion 
seem  ro overlook this fact. For their most forceful 
argu - ments for sorne  son of rcturn to onhodoxy 
are those  which show the social and moral 
advantages of be - lief in God. llut this <loes not 
prove that  God is a  reality. lt pro\'eS, at mosl, that 
bclicving in God is  usdul. "I EGorl dicl nol cxist,  it 
woulcl be necessary  LO invem him." Perhaps. Dut if 
the public has any suspicion thac he does nol cxist, 
the invemion is in  vain. THE  WISOOM  OF lNSECURITY  
lt is for this reason that most oE the current 
return  to onhodoxy in sorne intellcctual  circles 
has a rather  hollow ring. So much of it is more a 
belief in belicv - ing L11an a bclief in Cod. The 
contrast bctween thc  insecurc,  ncurotic,  cducatcd  
"modern"  and the quiet dignit}' and  inner pcace 
of the old -fashioned  believer, makes the  latter a 
man  ro be envied. But it  is a serious  
misapplication  of psychology  to make  the 
presence or absence of neurosis the touchsrone of 
truth, and to argue that if a man's philosophy 
makes  hirn neurotic, it 111ust be wrong. "l\fost 
atheists and  agnostics are neurotic, whereas most 
simple Catholics  are happy and at  peace with 
themsel \'es. Therefore  the views of the  former are  
false, and of the latter  true." Even  if the observation  is correct,  the reasoning  
bascd on it is absurcl. lt is as if to say, "You say 
therc  is a firc in the base111cnt. You are upset 
about ir. De - cause you are upset, therc is 
obviously no fire." The  agnostic, thc sceptic, is 
ncurotic, but this <loes not  imply a false 
philosophy; it implies thc discovery of  faets to 
which he clocs not know how to adapt him - self. The intellectual who tries to escape from neu - 
rosis by cscaping from thc facts is 1nerely acting 
on the principie that  "whcrc ignorance is bliss , 'tis 
folly  to be wise." \Viten  belief  in 1he eternal  becomes  
impossible,  
and thcre  is only  thc poor su bstit me of bel ief  in be- 
lieving,  mcn  seek  thcir  happincss  in the joys  of 
time. !. !O  THE   AGE   OF   ANXIETY  
However much they may try to bury it in the depths  
of their minds, they understand  these joys  are both 
uncertain and brief. This has  two results. On the one 
hand, there is the anxiety  that one may  be missing 
something, so that the mind flits nervously  and 
greedily from one pleasure to another, without  
finding rest and satisfaction in any. On the other, che  
frustration of having always to pursue a future good  
in a tomorrow which never comes, and in a world  
where everything must disintegrate, givcs  men an  
attitude  of "v\That's  thc use anyhow?" Consequently, our age is one of frustration, anx - 
iety,  agitation,  and addiction  to "dope." Somehow,  
we must grab what we can while we can, and drown  
out the realization that the whole thing is futile and  
meaningless. This "dope" we call our high standard  
of living,  a violent and  complex stimulation  of thc  
senses, which makes them progressively less sensitive  
and thus in nccd of yet more violent stimulation. Wc 
crave  distraction -a panorama  of sights,  sounds,  
thrills, and titillations  into which as much as pos - 
sible  must  be crowded  in the shortest  possible  time. To keep up this "standard" most of us are willing  
to put up with lives that consist largcly in doing jobs  
that are a bore, earning the means to seek relief from  
the tedium by intervals of hectic and expensive pleas - 
sure. These intervals are supposed to be the real liv- 
ing, the real purpose served by thc necessary evil of  
work. Or we imagine  that  the justification  of such  
21 THE  WJSDOM  OF lNSECURlTY  
work is the rearing of a family to go on doing the  
same  kind  of thing,  in order  to rear  another  
family  
... and so ad infinititm. This is no caricature. It is the simple reality of 
mil- lions of lives, so commonplace that we need 
hardly  dwell upon the details, savc to note the 
anxiety and  frustration of those who put up with 
it, not knowing  what  else  to do. But what are we to do? The alternatives seem  
to be two. The first is, somehow or other, to 
discover a  new myth, or convincingly resuscitate 
an old one. If  sciencc cannot prove there is no God, 
we can try to  live and act on the bare  chance  that  
he may exist  after ali. There seems to be nothing 
to lose in such a  gamble, fo r if death is the end, we 
shall never know  that  we have  lost. But,  obviously,  
this will never  amount  to a vital faith,  for it is 
really no more  than  to say, "Since the wholc Lhing 
is futile anyhow, let's  pretend it isn't." The second 
is to try grimly to face  the fact that life is "a tale 
told by an idiot," and  make  of it what  we can,  
letting science  and technology  serve us as well  as 
they  may  in our journey  from  nothing  to nothing. Yet these are not the only solutions. We may 
begin  by granting ali the agnosticism of a critica! science. We may admit,  frankly, that we have  no 
scientific  grounds for belief in  God,  in personal  
immortality,  or in any absolutes. We may refrain 
altogether from  trying  to believe,  taking  life just 
as it is, and no more. 22 THE  AGE  OF ANXIETY  
From this point of departure there is yet another 
way  of life that requires neither myth nor despair. But it  requires a complete revolution in our 
ordinary, ha - bitual  ways  of thinking  and (celling. The extraorc.linary thing about this revolution is  
t.hat ic reveals the truth behind rhe so -called myths of 
traditional religion and  metaphysic. lt reveals, not  
belicfs, but acrnal realities corresponding -in an un - 
expected way -to the ideas of God and of eternal life. There are reasons for supposing that a revolution of  
this kincl was thc original source of sorne of the main  
religious ideas, standing in rclacion to them as real - 
ity to symbol and cause to effect. The common error  
of ordinary religious practice is to mistake che sym - 
bol for the reality, to look at the finger pointing the 
way ancl thcn to suck it for comfort rather than fol - 
low it. Religious ideas are likc wor<ls -of little use,  
and oftcn  misleading,  unless  you know  the concrete  
-realities  to which  they  refer. The  word  '\vater"  is a 
useful means oE communication amongst those who  
know water. The same is true of che word and the  
idea  called  "Gocl." I do not, at this point, wish to seem mysterious or  
LO be making claims to "secrct knowlcdge." The real- 
ity which corresponds to "God" and "eternal life" is 
honest, above -boarcl, plain, and open for all to see. But the seeing requires a correction of mind, just as  
clear vision sometimes requires a conection of the  
eyes. THE  WISDOJ \! OF INSECURITY  
The  discovery  of this reality  is hindered  rather  
lhan hclped  by belief,  whether one  believes  in 
God  or believcs  in atheism. We must  here  make  
a clear  distincLion  between  belief  and faith,  beca  
use, in gen- eral  practice,  belief  has come  to mean  
a state  of mind  which  is almost che opposite of 
faith. Belief, as I use che word  here,  is the 
insistence  that  the truth  is what  one would  "lief"  
or wish  it to be. The believer  will open  his mind  
to the truth  on condition  that  it fits in with  his 
preconceived  ideas and wishes. Faith, on  the other 
hand,  is an  unrcserved  opening  of the mind  to the  
truth,  whatever  it may  turn out  to be. Faith  has 
no preconceptions;  it is a plunge  imo the un- 
known. Belief clings,  but faith  lets go. In this 
sense  of the  word,  faith  is the essential  virtue  of 
science,  and likewise  of any religion  that  is not self-
deception. Most of us believe in order to fcel secure, in 
order  to make our individual lives seem valuable 
and mean - ingf ul. Bclief  has thus  become  an 
attempt  to hang  on to lifc, to grasp and keep it for 
one's own. But you  cannot understand life and  its 
mysteries as long as  you try to grasp it. Indeed,  
you cannot grasp it, just  as you cannot  ,valk off 
with a river  in a bucket. If you try to capture 
running water in a bucket, it is clcar that you do 
not understand it and that you will  always be 
disappoimed , for in the bucket che waler  does not 
run. To "have" running ,valer you must let go of it 
and let it run. The same is true of life and of God. THE  AGE  OF ANX!ETY  
The present phase of human  thought and 
history  is especially  ripe  for this "letting  go." Our 
minds  have been prepared for it by this very 
collapse of the  bcliefs  in which  we have  sought  
security. From  a point  of view  strictly,  if 
strangely,  in accord  with  certain  religious  
traditions,  this disappearance  of the old rocks 
and absol utes is no calamity, bue rather  a 
blessing. It almost compels us to face reality with  
open minds, and you can only know God through 
an open mind justas you can only see the sky 
through a  clear window. You will not sec the sky if 
you have  covered  che glass  with  blue  paint. But "religious"  people  who  resise  the scraping  
of 
the paint from  the glass,  who regard the scientific  
attitude  with  fear  and mistrust,  and confuse  faith  
with clinging to certain ideas, are curiously 
ignorant  of laws of the spiritual life which they 
might find in  their  own  tradicional  records. A 
careful  study  of comparative  religion  and spiritual  
philosophy  re- veals  thac  abandonment  of belief,  
of any clinging  to a future  life far one's  own,  and 
of any attempt  to escape from finitude and 
mortality, is a regular and  normal stage in the way 
of thc spirit. Indced, this is actually such a "first 
principie''  of che spiricual  life that it should have 
been obvious from the beginning,  and ic seems, 
after ali, surprising that lcarncd theo - logians 
should adopt anything but a cooperative at - titude  
towards  the critical  philosophy  of science. Surely  it is old news  that  salvation  comes  only  
25 TIIE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
through the death of the human form of God. Bm 
it was not, perhaps, so easy to see that God's 
human  form  is not sim pi y the historie  Ch rist, bu t 
also the images, ideas, and beliefs in the Absolute 
to which  man clings in his mind. Hcrc is the full 
sense o( the  commandment, "Thou shalt not 
make to thyself any  graven image, nor the 
likencss of anything that is in  heaven above; ... 
tl10u shalt not bow clown to them,  nor worship  
them." To discovcr Lhe ultimate Realily of life -the 
Ab- solute,  thc eternal,  God -you 1 1 1 1 1 s t  ccase  LO L r y 
lo grnsp it in the forms o( idols. Thesc idols are 
not just crude images, such as the mental picwre 
of Cod as an old gentleman on a golclen throne. They are our beliefs, our cherished 
preconceptions of the truth,  which block the 
unreserved opening of mind and  heart to 
reality. The legitimale use o[ images is to  
express  tite Lruth,  not to posscss  it. This  was  alw:iys  recognized  in the greal  
Oriental  
traditions such as Buddhism, Vedanta, and 
Taoism. The principie has not been unknown to 
Christians,  for it was  implicit  in the whole  story  
and teaching  of Christ. His life was from the 
bcginning a complete  acceptance ancl cmbracing 
of insccurity. ''The foxes  have holcs, and thc 
birds of thc air havc ncsts, but the Son of l\fan 
hath  not where  to lay his hcad." The principie is yet more to che point if Christ 
is regarded as divine in che most onhodox sense -
as the unique  and spccial  incarnaLion  of God. For 
the basic  
2G THE  ACE  OF ANXIETY  
theme of the Christ -story is that this "cxpress image"  
of God becomes the source of life in the very act of  
being dcstroyed. To che disciples who tried to cling  
tO his divinity in  the form of his human  individu - 
ality he cxplained,  "Unlcss a grain of corn  fall iuto  
the ground and die, it remains alonc. l3ut iE it dies, it  
brings forth much fruir." In rhe same vein he warned  
them,  "It is expedient  for you  that  I go away,  for if 
I go not away thc Paraclete (the Holy Spirit) cannot  
come  unto  you." These  words  are more  than  ever  applicable  to 
Christians, ancl spcak exactly to thc wholc condition  
of our times. For we have never actually understood  
the revolutionary sense beneath them -the incredible  
truth  that whac rcligion calls  the vision  of God  is 
found in giving up any belief in thc idea of God. By 
thc samc law of rcvcrscd e[ort, wc discover thc "in - 
finitc" and the "absolutc ," not by straining to escape  
from the finitc and relativc worlcl, but by the most  
complete acccpcancc o( its limitations. Paradox as il  
may  seem,  we likewise  find  lifc meaningful  only  
when we have sccn chat it is without purpose, and 
know the "mystery o( thc universc"  only when wc  
are convinced that we know nothing about it at ali. Thc ordinary agnostic, rclativist, or rnatcrialist fails  
to reach Lhis point becausc he clocs not follow his  
line of thought consistcntly to its cnd -an end which  
woulrl be the surprisc of his life. All too soon  he 
abandons  faith,  opcnness to  rcality,  and lcts his mincl  
27 TIIE  WISDOM  OF INSECURlTY  
harden into doctrine. The discovery of the 
mystery,  che wonder beyond all wondcrs, needs 
no belief, for  we can only belicve in what wc havc 
already known,  prcconccived, and imagincd. But 
this is beyond any  imagination. Wc have  but to 
open  the cyes of the  mind  widc  enough,  and "che  
truth  will out." II. P AI N  AND  T I M E   
 
AT TIMES  ALMOST  ALL  OF  US  ENVY  THE  ANIMALS. They suffer and die, but thcy do not sccm to 
makc  a "problem" of it. Their lives seem to have 
so few  complications. They eat when they are 
hungry anrl  sleep when they are tired, and 
instinct rather than  anxiety seems to govern 
thcir few preparations for  the future. As far as 
we can judge, every animal is so busy with what 
he is doing at the moment that it  ncver enters bis 
hcad to ask whether life has a mean - ing or a 
future. For the animal, happiness consists  in 
enjoying life in the immediate prcsent -not in the  
assurance that there is a wholc futurc o( joys 
ahead  of him. This  is not just  becausc  thc animal  is a 
rclatively  
insensitive clod. Often enough bis eyesight, his 
sense  of hearing and smell, are far more acute 
than ours,  and one can hardly doubt that he 
enjoys his food  and sleep immensely. Despite 
his acute senses, he  has, however, a somewhat 
insensitive brain. It is  more specialized than 
ours, for which reason he is a  creature of habit; 
he is unable to reason and make  abstractions, 
and has extremely limited powers of  memory  
and  prediction. Unquestionably the sensitive human brain 
adds  immeasurably  to the richness  of life. Yet 
far this  
29 THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
we pay dearly, because the increase in over -all 
sen- silivity makes us peculiarly vulnerable. One 
can be  lcss vulnerable by  becoming less 
sensitive -more of  a stonc and lcss of a man -ancl 
so lcss capable of en - joymcnt. Scnsitivity 
rcquircs a high degree o( soft- ness and  
fragility -cyeballs, eardrums,  taste  buds,  and 
nerve ends culminaling in che highly dclicate  
orga nism of the brain. Thcse are not only soft 
and fragile, but also pcrishable. There sccms to 
be no  effectivc way of decreasing thc delicacy 
and pcrish - abilily of living tissuc without also 
decreasing its vilality  and sensitivity. If we are to have intense pleasures, we must 
also  be liable to intense pains. The pleasurc we 
lovc, and  the pain we hate, but it seems 
impossible to have  the former withouc the 
latter. Indeed, it looks as if  lhe two must in sorne 
way altcrnate, for continuous  plcasure  is a 
stimulus  that 1 1 1 1 1 s t  either  pall or be in- creased. And  thc increase will  either barden  the scnsc  
buds with its friction, or turn into pain. A con - 
sistent diet of rich food either destroys the 
appe - tite or makes  one sick. To che degree, then, that li(e is found good, 
death  must be proportionately evil. The more 
we are able  to !ove  another person and to enjoy 
his company,  che greater must be our grie( at 
his death, or in sep - aration. The further the 
power of consciousness ven - tures  out into  
experience,  the more  is the price  it 
30 PAIN  AND  TIME  
must pay for its knowledge. It is understandable 
that  we should sometimes ask wbether life has 
not gone  too far in this direction, whcther "the 
game is worth  the candle," and whether it might 
not be better to turn the course of evolution in 
the only other possi - ble direction -backwards,  to 
the relative  peace  of thc animal,  the vegetable,  
and the mineral. Something of  this kind  is often  attempted. There  
is the woman who, having suffered sorne deep 
emo - tional  inju ry in love or  marriage, vows  never  
to let another man play on her feclings, assuming 
the role  of che hard and bicccr spinster. Almost 
more com - mon is the sensitive boy who learns in 
school to en - crust himself for life in the shell of 
the "tough -guy"  attitude. As an adult he plays, in 
self-defense, the  role of Lhe Philistine, to whom 
all intellectual and  emotional culture is 
womanish and "sissy." Carried  to its final 
extreme, the logical end of this type of re - action 
to life is suicide. The hard -bittcn kind of per - son 
is always, as it were, a partial suicide; some of 
himself  is already  dead. If, then, we are to be fully human and fully 
alive  and aware, it seems that ,ve must be 
willing to suf - fer for our pleasures. vVithout such 
willingness therc  can be no growth in thc 
intensity of consciousness. Yet, gcneraJly 
spcaking, we are not willing, and it  may be 
thought strange to suppose chac we can be. For 
"nat  me in us" so rcbcls  against  pain  chat  the THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
very notion of "willingness" to put up with it 
be- yond a certain point may appear impossible 
and meaningless. Under  these  circumstances,  lhe life thal  we 
live is a contradiction an<l a confüct. Becausc 
conscious - ness must involve both pleasure and 
pain, to strive  far pleasure to the exclusion of 
pain is, in effect, to  strive for the loss of 
consciousness. Because such a  loss is in principie 
the same as death, this means that  the more we 
struggle far life (as pleasure), the more  we are 
actually  killing  what  we lave. lndeed,  this is thc common  auitude  of man  to 
so 
much that he )oves. Far the greater part of 
human  activity is designed to make permanent 
those ex - periences and joys which are only 
lavable because  they are changing. Music is  a 
delight beca use of its  rhythm and flow. Yet the 
moment you arrest the  flow and prolong a note 
or chord beyond its time,  the rhythm is 
dcstroyed. Becausc life is likewise a flowing 
process, change and death are its necessary  
parts. To work  for their  exclusion  is to work  
against  life. However, the simple experiencing of 
alternating  pain and pleasure is by no means 
che heart of the  human problem. The reason 
lhat we want life to mean something, thal  we 
seek  God or eternal life,  is not merely thal we 
are trying to gec away from an  immediate  
experience  of pain. Nor is it far any such  
32 PAIN  ANO  TIME  
reason Lhat we assume attitucles and roles as 
habits  of perpetua! self -defcnse . The real 
problem does not  come from any momcntar}' 
sensicivity to pain, but  from our marvelous 
powers of memory and fore•  sight -in short  from  
our consciousncss  of time. For the animal to be happy it is enough that 
this moment be enjoyable. But man is hardly 
satisfied  with this at ali. He is much more 
concerned to have  enjoyable  memories  and 
expectations - especially  the latler. With these 
assured, he can pul  up with  an extremely 
miserable present. Without this as - surance, he 
can be extremely miserable in the midst  of 
immediate  physical  pleasure. Here  is a person  who  knows  that  in cwo  
weeks'  
time he has to undergo a surgical operation. In 
the meantime he is feeling no physical  pain;  he 
has plcnty to eat; he is surroundcd by friends 
and hu - man affection; he is doing work Lhat is 
nonnally oí  great intcrcst to him. But his power 
to enjoy chesc  things is taken away by constant 
drcad. He is insen - sitive to che immediaLe 
realities around him. His  mind is preoccupied 
with someching that is not yet here. ll is no1 as if 
he were thinking aboul ic in a  practica! way, 
tr}'ing to decide whether he should  havc thc 
operaLion or not, or making plans to cake  care of 
his family and his affairs if he should dic. These 
decisions havc already been made. Rather, he is 
chinking  about  the operacion  in an entirely  fucile  
33 THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURlTY  
way, which both ruins his present enjoyment of 
life and contributes nothing to the solution of any 
prob - lcm. But he cannot  hclp  himsclf. This  is the typical  human  problcm. The 
objcct  of dread may not be an opcration in the 
immediate  future. ll may be thc problcm of next 
month's  rene,  of a thrcatened  war or social  
disastcr,  of being ablc  to save  enough  for old age,  
or of death  at the last. This "spoiler of the 
present"  may not even be a fu- ture  dread. It may  
be something  out of the past,  sorne mcmory of an 
injury, somc cri111e or intliscre - tion , which 
haunts the present with a scnsc of rcscnt - ment or 
guilt. The power of mcmories and expecta•  tions  
is such that  for most  human  beings  the past  and 
thc (uture  are not as real,  bue more real  than  the 
present. The present cannot be lived happily un - 
lcss the past has becn "clearcd up" and the future 
is bright  with  promise. Therc can be no doubt that the powcr to 
rernem - ber and  predice,  to make an  ordercd 
sequence  out of a helter -skelter  chaos  o( 
disconnected  moments,  is a wonderful  
development  of sensitivity. In a way  it is lhe 
achievement  of thc human  brain,  giving  man the 
most cxtraordinary powers of survival and  
adapt:ition to li[e.  But the way  in which we 
gcner - ally use 1his power is apt to d estroy ali iLs 
advantages. For it  is of little  use to us to be able  
to remember  and predice if it makes us una ble to 
livc fully in  the present. 34  PAIN  AND  TllVfE  
What is the use of planning to be able to eat next  
week unless I can rcally enjoy the meals when they  
come? If I am so busy planning how to eat next week  
that  I cannot  fully enjoy  what  I am  eating  now,  l 
will be in the same predicament whcn ncxt week's  
meals  become  "now." H my happincss at this moment consists largely in  
reviewing happy memories and expectations,  I am  
but dimly aware of this present. I shall still be dimly  
aware of the present when  the good  things  that  I 
have been expecting come to pass. For I shall have  
formed a habit of looking behind  ancl  ahead, mak - 
ing it difficult for me to attend to che here and  now. lf, then, my awareness of the past and future makes  
me less aware of the present, I must begin to wonder  
whether  I am actually  living  in the real  world. After ali, the future is quite mcaningless ancl un - 
important unless, sooner or later, it is going to be - 
come  the present. Thus  to plan  for a future  which  
is not going to become present  is hardly more ·absurd  
than  to plan  for a future which,  when  it comes to  
me, will find me  "absent,"  looking fixedly over its  
shoulder  instead  of into  its face. This kind oE living in the fantasy of expectation  
rather than the reality of the prcsent is the special  
trouble of those business roen who live entircly to  
make money. So many people of wealth understand  
much more about making and  saving money  than  
about  using  and enjoying  it. They  fail to live be- 
35 THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
cause  lhey  are always  preparing  to live. Instead  of earning a living they are mosliy 
earning an earning. and lhus  when  thc lime  
comes  lo relax  they  are un- able  to do so. Many  11 
·'successful"  man  is bored  and miserable when 
he rclires,  and returns lo his  work  only lo prcvent  
a younger  man  from  taking his  place. From still 
anothcr point of vicw  thc way  in which  we use 
memory  and prediction  makes  us less,  rather  
than  more,  adaplablc  to life. If lo enjoy  cven  an 
cn- joyable  present  wc must  havc  thc 
assurance  of a happy  {mure,  we are "crying for  
thc moon." Wc  have  no such  assurancc. The best  
prcdictions  are still  matters  of probability  rather  
than  ccnainty,  and to the best  of our  knowlcdgc  
every  one of us is going  to suffcr  and die. If, 
then,  we cannot  livc happily  withoul  an 
assurcd  future,  we are ccrtainly  not adapted  to 
living  in a finitc  world  whcrc,  despitc  thc best  
plans,  accidents  will happen,  and where  dealh  
comes  al the end. This, thcn, is thc human problem: lhere is a 
price  to be paid for every increase in 
consciousness. Wc cannot be more sensitive to 
pleasure without being  more sensitive to pain. By rcmembering the past  we can plan for lhe 
Ílllure. But the ability to plan  for pleasurc is 
ofiscl by the "ability" to dread pain  and to fcar 
the unknown. Furthermore, the growlh  of an 
acUle sense of the past and the future gives us  a 
correspondingly dim sense of the present. In 
other  words,  wc seem  to rcach  a point  where  
lhe advan - PAIN  AND  TIME  
tages  of being conscious are outweighed by its 
disad - vantages,  where  extreme  sensitivity  makes  
us un- adaptable. Under these circumstances wc fcel in conflict 
wich  our own  bodies and  thc world around  thcm,  
and it is consoling to be able to think that in this 
contra - dictory world we are bue "strangers ancl  
pilgrims." For if our dcsires are  out of accord with  
anything  that  the finite world can offcr,  it mighc  
seem that  our nature is not of this worlcl, that our 
hcarts are  made, not for che  finitc, but for infinity. The dis- content o( our souls would appear to be 
the sign and  seal  of cheir  divinicy. Ilut docs the desire for something prove that 
che thing exists? We know  that  it does  not 
necessarily  do so at ali. le may  be consoling  to 
think  that  we are cicizens  of anothcr  world  than  
this,  and that  after our exilc upon carth we may 
return to che true  home of our heart's desire. Ilut 
if we are citizcns of  chis world, and  if chere can  be 
no final  satisfaction  of che soul's discontent, has 
not nature, in bringing  forth  man,  rnade  a serious  
mistake? For it would seem that, in man, life is in 
hopeless  conflicc with itsclf. To be happy, we must 
have what  we cannot have. In man, naturc has 
conceived dc - sircs  which it is impossible to 
satisfy. To clrink more  fully of che foumain of 
pleasurc, it has brought forth  capacities which 
make man che more susceptible to pain. It has 
givcn  us thc powcr  to control  che future  
37 THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
but a little -the price of which is the frustration of  
knowing that we must at last go clown  in defeat. If we find  this absurd,  this is only to say  that  
nature  has conceived intelligence in us to berate  
icself for  absurdity. Consciousness  secms  to be 
nature's  in- genious  mode  of self-torturc. Of course  we  do  not want  to think  that  this is 
true. But it would  be easy to show that  most rea - 
soning to  the contrary  is but wishful  thinking -na- 
turc's method of puuing  off suicide so that the 
idiocy  can continuc. Reasoning,  then,  is not 
enough. We muse go decper. Wc must look imo 
this lifc, this na- turc, which has bccome aware 
within  us, and find  out whether it is really in 
conflict with itself, whether  it actiwlly desires thc 
security and the painlessness  which  its individual  
forms  can never  enjoy. III. THE  GREAT  STREAM  
 
W E SEEM  TO BE LIKE  FLIES  CAUGHT  IN  HONEY. BE· 
cause life is sweet we do nol  want to give it up, 
and yet the more we become involved  in it,  the 
more  we are trapped, limited, and fruslrated. We lave it  and hate it at the same time. We fall 
in ! 'ove with  people and possessions only to be 
torlured by anxiety  for them. The  conAict  is not 
only  belween  oursclves  and the surrounding 
universe; it is between our - selves and 
ourselves. For imractable nalUre is both  around 
and within  us. The exaspcrating "life" which  is at 
once lavable and perishable, pleasant and pain - 
ful, a blessing  and a curse,  is also the lifc of our 
o w n bodies. lt is as if wc were  dividcd  into  two  parts. On 
the 
one hand therc is the conscious "l," at once 
intrigued  and baffled, the creature who is caught 
in Lhc trap. On the other  hand  there  is  "me,"  and  
"me"   is a part of nature -the wayward flesh with 
all its concur - rently beauti(ul and frustrating 
limitations. 'T' fan - cies itself as a reasonable 
fellow, and is forevcr crit- icizing "me" for its 
pen,crsity -for having passions  which get "l" 
into troublc, for being so easily sub - ject to 
painful and irritating diseascs, for having or - 
gans that wear out, and for having appetites 
which  can never  be satisfied -so designed  that  if 
you try to 
39  THE  WIS0OM  OF INSECURITY  
allay  them  finally  and fully  in one big "bust,"  
you get sick. Perhaps the most exasperating thing about 
"me,"  about nature and the universe, is that it will 
never  "stay  put." It is like a beautiful  woman  who  
will never be caught, and  whose very  flightiness  is 
her charm. For the perishability  and 
changefulness  of the world is part and parce! of 
its liveliness and love - liness. This is why the poets 
are so often at their best  when  speaking of change,  
of "the  transitoriness  of human life." The bcauty of 
such poetry lies in some - thing more than a note of 
nostalgia which brings a  catch  in the throat. Our revels now  are ended. These our 
actors,  As I foretold  you, were  all spirits,  
and  
Are melted  into  air, into  thin  air: 
And,  like the baseless  fabric  o/ this vision,  
The cloud -capp'd  towers,  the gorgeous  
f,alaces,  The  solemn  temf1les,  the greal  
globe  itself,  Yca, ali  which  it inherit,  shall  
dissolve,  
And,  like this insubstantial  pageant  faded,  
Leave  not a rack  behind. There  is more  in this beauty  than  the 
succession  of melodious images, and che thcmc of 
clissolution  does not simply borrow its splenclor 
from the things  dissolvecl. The  truth  is rather  that  
the images,  though beautiful in  themselves, come 
to life in the act of vanishing. The poet  takes  
away  their static  solidity,  and turns  a beauty  
which  would  otherwise  
40 THE  GREAT  STREAM  
be only  statuesque  and architectural  into  music,  
which, no sooner than it is sounded, dies away. The  towers,  palaces,  and temples  become  vibrant,  
and break  from  thc excess  of life within  them. To 
be passing is to live; to remain and cominue is ro 
die. "Unless a grain of corn  fall into  the ground  
and die, it remains alone. But if it dies, it brings 
forth much  fruit." For the poets have seen the truth that life, 
change,  movement, and insecurity are so many 
names for the  same thing. Here, if anywhere, truth  
is beauty,  for movement and rhythm are of the 
esscnc e of ali things  lovable. In sculpture, 
architecture, and painting the finished forro 
stands still, but even so the eye finds  pleasure in 
the forro only when it contains a certain  lack of 
symmetry, when, frozen in stone as it may be,  it 
looks  as if it were  in the midst  of motion. Is it not, thcn, a strange inconsistency and an 
un- natural paradox that  "l" resists change  in 
''me"  and in the surrounding  universe? For 
change  is not merely a force of destruction. Every 
forro is really a  pattern  of movement, and  every 
living thing is  like the river, which, if it did not 
flow out, would never  have been able to flow in. Life and death are not two  opposed forces;  they 
are simply two ways of looking  at the same force, 
for the movement of change is as  muc h the builder 
as the destroyer. The human body  lives because it 
is a complex of motions, of circula - tion,  
respiration,  and digestion. To resist  change,  to 
41 THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
try to cling to life, is therefore like holding 
your  brcath:  if you  pcrsisL  you  kili yoursclf. In thinking of oursclves as divided into ''I" 
and "me," wc casily forget Lhat consciousness 
also livcs  becausc it is moving. lt is as mucha part 
and product  of the strcam of change as the body 
and the whole  natural  world. If you look  at it 
carefully,  you will sce that consciousness -the 
thing you call "l"-is really  a stream  of 
cxperiences,  of sensations,  thoughts, and  feelings 
in constam motion. But becausc these cx- 
pericnccs includc mcmories, we havc the 
imprcssion  thaL "l" is somcthing solid and still, 
likc a tablct  upon  which  life is writing  a 
record. Yet the ''tablct" moves with the writing finger 
as thc river flows along with  thc ripples, so that  
memory  is like a record written on water -a 
record, not of  graven characters, but of waves 
stirred into motion  by other waves which are 
callcd sensations and facts. Thc diffcrcnce 
bctwccn "l" and "me" is largely an  illusion of 
memory. In trulh, 'T' is of the same na - ture as 
"me." lt is part of our whole being, just as  the 
head is part of the body. But if this is not realized,  
"I" and "me," the head and thc body, will feel 
at odds with cach other. "I," not undcrstanding 
that it  too is part of thc stream of changc, will try 
to makc  scnse of thc world and experiencc by 
attcmpting Lo fix it. We shall  then  have  a war  between  consciousness  
and nature,  between  the dcsire  C o r permanence  
and  THE  CREAT  STREAM  
the fact of flux. This war must  be uttcrly  fmile  and 
frustrating -a vicious  circlc -bccause  il is a conflict  
between  two parts  of thc same  thing. lt must  lead  
thought  and action  into  circlcs  which  go nowhcre  
fastcr  and faster. For whcn  wc fail to sce that  our liíc 
is changc,  we set oursclvcs against  ourselvcs and  be- 
come  likc Ouroboros,  thc misguidccl  snake, who  tries  
to eat his own  tail. Ouroboros  is the pcrennial  sym - 
bol of ali vicious circles, of evcry auempt  to split  our 
being  asunder ancl  makc  onc pan conqucr  the other. Strugglc as we may, "fixing"  will nevcr make scnsc  
out o( change. Thc  only  way  to makc  sensc  out of 
change is  to plunge  into  it, move  with  it, and join the 
dance. Religion, as most of us havc known it, has quite  
obviously tried  to make sense out of lifc by fixation. lt has tricd to givc this passing world a meaning by 
relating it to an unchanging God, and by seeing its  
goal and purpose as an immortal life in which  the 
individual becomes one with the changeless nature  
of the deity. "Resc eternal grant unto them, O Lord,  
and Jet light perpetua! shine upon  them." Likewise,  
it attempts to make sense out of the swirling move - 
ments of history by relating them  to the  fixccl  laws  
of God,  "whosc  Word  cnclurcth  for ever." Wc have  thus  made a problcm  for oursclvcs  by 
confusing the intelligiblc with  the fixed. We think  
that making sense out of life is impossible unless the 
flow  of events  can somehow  be fitted  into  a frame - 
43 TIIE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
work of rigid forms. To be meaningful, life must 
be understandable in terms of fixed ideas and 
laws, and these in turn musl correspond to 
unchanging and eternal  realitics  bchind  the 
shifting  scene. 1 But if this is what  "making  sense  
out of life"   mea ns, we have  set ourselves thc 
impossible task of making fixity out  of ílux. Before we can find out whether there is sorne 
better  way of understanding our universe, we 
must see  clearly how chis confusion of "sense" 
with "fixity"  has come  about. The root of the difficulty is that we have 
developed  the power of thinking so rapidly and 
one-sidedly that  we have  forgouen  thc propcr  rclat 
ion bet ween  thoughts and events, words and 
things. Conscious  thinking has gone ahead and 
created its own world,  and, when this is found 
to conflict with the real  world, we have the 
sense of a proíound discord be- tween "I," che 
conscious thinker, and nature. This  onc-sided 
development of man is nol peculiar to in - 
tellectuals and "brainy" people, who are only 
ex- treme  examples  of a tendency  which  has 
affected  our entire  civiliz.ation. What we havc forgotten is that thoughts and 
words  are convenlions,  and that  it is fatal  to 
take  conven - 
1Latcr  on in this bo o l<. wc  shall  sec  that  thcse  mctaphysical  
idc:u of thc unchanging ancl  1he eternal  can  havc ano1hcr sense. Thcy do not neccs.sarily  imply a static vicw oí rcality, and whilc  
ord•narily used as auempts 10 ••fix thc Aux" 1hcy havc not ah,ays  
bccn  so. 44 TIIE  GREAT  STREAM  
tions  too seriously. A convention  is a social  con- 
venience, as,  for example,  money. Money gets rid  of 
the inconveniences of barter. I3ut it is absurd 
LOLake  money too seriously,  Lo confuse  iL wiLh real  
weallh,  beca use iL will do you  no good  LOcat  it or 
wcar it  for clothing. l \íoney is more or less static, for 
gol el, sil ver,  strong paper, or a bank  balance  can 
"stay  put"  for a long  time. Dut real  wealth,  such  as 
food,  is perish - ablc. Thus a community may 
possess ali  the gold  in the world,  b11t  if it does noL  
farm  its crops  iL will  starve. In somewltat  the same  way,  thoughts,  ideas,  and 
words are "coins" for real Lhings. Thcy are 110/  
those  things,  and though  Lhey  represenc  Lhem,  
Lhere  are many ways in which they do not 
correspond aL ali. As  with money and wealth, so 
with thoughts and Lhings:  ideas and words are more 
or lcss fixecl,  whcreas real  Lhings  changc. lt is easier  LO say  "l" than  LO point  LO rour  own  
body,  and LO say  "want"  Lhan  Lo try to indicaLc  a 
vague fceling in che mouLh ancl scomach. It is more  
conveniem  to say "water"  Lhan  to lead your  friend  
co a well  and makc  suitablc  n1otions. lt is :dso  co11 - 
venicnt  to agrec  LO use  thc samc  words  for thc samc  
things,  ami to kccp  thesc  \1·onls  unchangcd. cvcn  
though  the 1ltings we are indicaLing are in comLam  
motion. In the bcginning,  the powcr  of words  musl  have  
secmed  magical,  and,  indccd,  thc miraclcs  which  
45 TIIE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
verbal thinking has wrought have justified  the im - 
pression. What a marvel  it muse  have  been  to get  
rid of the nuisances of sign -language and summon a  
friend simply by making a short  noise -his namel  lt 
is no woncler  that names have bccn considered un- 
canny  manifestations  of supernatural  power,  and 
that men have identified their names with their souls  
or used them to invoke spiritual forces. Indeed, the  
power of words has gone to man's head in more than  
one way. To define has come  to mean almost the  
same thing as to undcrstand. rore  imponant still,  
words  havc cnablcd  man  to define  himsclf -to label  
a cenain  part  of his expericnce  ·'I." This is, perhaps, thc meaning of the ancicnt belief  
that the name is the soul. For to define is to isolate,  
to separatc sorne complcx of forms from thc stream  
oí life ami say, "This is l." When man can name and  
define himsclf, he fcels that he has an idcntity. Tlws  
he begins to feel, like the word, separat.e and static,  
as over  against  the real,  fluid  world  of nature. Fccling separate, the sensc of conflict between man,  
on the onc hand, and  nawrc, on  the other,  begins. Languagc :rnd thought grapple with thc conílict, and  
the magic which can summon a man by naming him  
is appliecl lO thc univcrse. lts powcrs are namcd, pcr- 
sonalizcd, :md invoked  in mythology and  religion. Natural proccsses are rnadc intelligiblc, bccause ali  
regular proccsscs -such  as the rotation  of the  stars  
and scasons -can be fiued  to words  anci  ascribed  to 
,¡ G THE  GREAT  STREAM  
the activity of the gods or God,  the eternal Word. At a later time scicnce employs the same process, 
study - ing every kind of regularity in the universe, 
naming,  classifying,  and making  use of them  in 
ways  still more  miraculous. But because it is the use ancl nature of words 
and thoughts to be fixed, definite, isolated, it is 
extremcly  hard to describe the most important 
characteristic of  life-its movement and fluidity. Justas money docs  not represcnt t ite 
pcrishability and edibility of food,  so words ancl  
thoughts do not rcprescnt the vitality  of lifc. The 
rclation  bctween  thought  and move - menl is 
somcthing like thc diíTcrcnce between a real  man 
running anda motion -picture film which sho,,·s  
thc running  as a series  o[ "stills." \Ve reson to the con \'ention of stills "·henever 
\\'C want to describe or think about any moving 
body,  such as a train, stating that at such -ancl -such 
times it  is at such -and-such  places. Ilt11  this is not 
quite  true. \'ou can say that a train is ata panicular point 
"no"·!" But it took you somc time to say "now! '· 
and during  that time, however shon, the train was 
still mo \'ing. You can only say that the moving 
train actually  is (i.e., stops) ata par1 icular point  
for a panicular rno•  mcnt i( both are infinitely 
small. But infini1cly stnall  points  and fixcd  
momcnts  are al\\'ays  imaginary  points, being 
dcnizens of mathcmatical thcory rathcr  than  the 
real  worlcl. It is most  convcnicnt  for scic11tific  calculation  
to 
'17 TIIE  WISDO.M  OF INSECURITY  
think of a movement as a series of very small jerks or 
stills. But confusion arises when the world described  
and measured by such conventions is identified with  
the world of experience. A series of stills does not,  
unless  rapi<lly  moved  beforc  our eyes,  convey  the es- 
sential  vitality  and beauty  of movement. The defini - 
tion, the description, leaves out the most importanl  
thing. Useful as these conventions are for purposes of  
calculation,  language,  and logic,  absurdities  arisc  
when we think that the kind o( language we use or  
che kind oí logic with which  we reason can really  
define or explain the "physical" world. Pare of man's  
frustration is that he has become accustomed to ex - 
pece  language  and thought  lo offer  explanations  
which they cannot give. To wam life to be "intelli - 
giblc" in this sense is to want it 10 be somel11in g 
other than  life. lL is to prcfer a motion -picture  film  
to a real, running man. To feel thal life is meaning•  
less unless "!" can be permanenl  is like having fal - 
len desperately  in love  with  an inch. Words and measures do not givc lifc; they merely  
symbolizc it. Thus all "explanations" of the universc  
couched in languagc are circul:ir, and lcave thc mosl  
cssential things unexplaincd a11<l undcfined. The dic- 
tionary itsclf is circular. lt defines worcls in terms of 
other ,rnrds. The dictionary comes a little closer to  
life when, alongsidc sorne word, it givcs you a pic - 
ture. Ilut it will be notcd  that  ali dictionary  pictures  
48 THE GREAT STREAM 
are attached to nouns rather than verbs. An 
illustra - tion of the verb to run  would have to be a 
series of  stills like a comic strip, for words and 
static pictures  can neither  define  nor explain  a 
motion. Even  the nouns  are convcntions. You do not 
define  this real, living "something" by associating 
it with the  noise man. When we say,  "This 
(pointing with  the finger) is a man," the thing to 
which we point is not  man. To be clcarer we 
should  havc said,  "This  is symbolizcd by the noisc 
man." What, thcn, is this? We do not  know. That is 
to say, we cannot define it  in any fixed  way,  
though,  in another  sensc,  we know  it as our 
immcdiate  expcrience -a flowing  process  without 
dcfinablc beginning or end. lt is convention  alone 
which persuades me that I am simply this body  
boundcd by a skin  in space, and by birth  and 
death  in time. Whcrc do I bcgin and cnd in spacc? I have rcla - 
tions to thc sun and air which are justas vital parts 
of my existence as my heart. Thc movcment in 
which I ama pauern or convolution bcgan 
incalculable ages  before  the (conventionally  
isolatcd)  event  called  birth, and will continue  long 
afler the cvent called  death. Only words and 
convcmions can  isolatc  us from thc cntircly 
unc.leíinablc somcthing which  is cvcrything. Now  thcsc are uscful words, so long as wc treat  
them as conventions and use them likc thc 
imaginary  lines  of latitude  and longi1ude  which  
are drawn  upon 
49 THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
maps, but are not actually found upon the face of the  
earth. But in practice we are all bewitched by words. We confusc them wilh the real world, and try to live  
in the real world as iE it werc che world of words. As  
a consequence,  we are dismayed  <1nd  dumbfounded  
,vhen they do not fil. The more we try to live in che  
world of words, the more we feel isolated and alone,  
the more all the joy and  liveliness of things  is ex - 
changed  for mere  certainty  and security. On the 
other hand, thc more we are forced to admit that we  
actually livc in thc real world, thc more we fecl igno - 
rant,  unccrtain,  and insecurc  about  everything. But thcre can be no sanity unlcss the difference  
between thcsc two worlds is recognízed. The scope  
and purposes of science are woefully misunderstood  
when  the universe which  it describes  is confuscd  
with thc universc in which man livcs. Scicncc is talk- 
ing about  a symbol  of the real  universc. and this sym - 
bol has much  thc same use as money. ll is a con - 
venienc  timcsaver  for making  practica! arrange - 
mcnts. But when  money  and wealth,  reality  and 
science  are confused,  che symbol  bccomes  a burden. Similnrly, thc universe describcd in formal, dog - 
matic religion is nothing more tlrnn a symbol of the  
real world, hcing likewise construned out o[ verbal  
all{I conventional clistinctions. To separatc ·'chis per - 
son" from the rest of the universc is to make a con - 
vent.ional scparation. To want "t.his person" to be  
eternal  is to want  the words  to b<: thc rcality. and to 
50 THE  CREAT  STREAM  
insist that a convention endure for ever and ever. \.Ye hunger for the perpetuity of something which 
never  existed. Science has "destroyed ··  the 
religious symbol  of the worl<l becíluse, whcn 
symbols are con(use<l  with reality, different ways 
of symbolizin g reality will  scem  contradictory. The  scientific  way  of symbolizing  the world  is 
more suitcd to utilitarian purposes than the 
rcligious  way, but this does not mean  that  it has 
any more  "truth." Is it trucr  to classi(y  rabbits  
according to  thcir mcat or according to thcir fur? ft dcpcnds on  what you want to do with them. Thc 
clash bctwecn  science and religion has not shown 
that religion is  false an<l science is true. lt has 
shown that ali systems  of definition  are rclative  to 
various  purposcs,  and  that none of them actually 
"grnsp" reality. f \nd be - cause religion was being 
misuscd as a means for ac - tually grasping all(I 
possessíng the mys1ery of lifc, a  certain mcasurc 
of "dcb11nki11g" was highly ncccs - sary. But in the proccss of symboli7.ing thc univcrse 
in chis way or that for this purposc or drnt wc 
seem to  have lose  the actuíll joy and  mcaning of 
lifc  itself. Ali the various dcfinitions of thc 
univcrse have had  ulterior  motives,  being  
conccrncd  wi1 h  the futurc  rather than thc prcscnl. Religiou w;ints 10 assure thc  furure bcyond dcath, 
and scicncc wa111s to assure it  until dcath, and tO 
postponc dcath. Ilm tomorrow  and plans  for 
tomorrow  can have  no significance  at THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURJTY  
all unless you are in full contact with the reality of  
the present, since it is in the prescnt and only in the  
present that you live. There is no other realily than  
present reality, so that, evcn if one were to live for  
endless ages, to livc for the future would be to miss  
the point  cverlastingly. But it is just this rcality of the present, this mov - 
ing, vital  now which eludes all  the definitions and  
descriptions. Here is the mysterious real world which  
words and ideas can never pin down. Living always  
for the future, we are out of touch wid1 this source  
and ccntcr of life,  and as a rcsult ali thc magic of 
naming  and thinking  has come  to something  of a 
temporary  breakdown. The miracles of technology cause us  to live in a 
hectic, clockwork world that docs violencc to human  
biology, cnabling us  to do nothing but pursue  the 
futurc fastcr and fastcr. Deliberatc thought fincls it - 
sclf una ble to control  the 11psurgc  of thc b e a s 1  in man 
-a bcast  more  "bcastly"  than  any crcawrc  of the 
wild, maddened ancl exasperatcd by thc pursuit of 
illusions. Special ization  in verbiage,  classi fication,  
and mechanized thinking has put man out of touch  
with  many  of the  marvelous  powers  of "instincc"  
which govcrn his body. IL has,  furthcrmorc,  madc  
him feel uttcrly scparatc from the universe ,me! bis  
own "me." And  thus when ali philosophy has dis - 
solved in relativism, and can make fixed sensc of thc  
universe  no longcr,  isolated  "I" feels  miserably  insc- 
52 TIIE CREAT  STREAM  
cure and panicky, finding the real world a Aat comra - 
diction  of its wholc  being. Of course  there  is nothing  ncw  in this prcdicamcnt  
of discovering thal ideas and words cannot plumb  
the ullimate mystery of life, that  Realily or,  if you  
will,  Gocl  cannol  be comprehcn<led  by the finite  
mind. The only novelty is Lhat the predicament is  
now social rather than individual;  it is widely felt,  
not confined to the few. Almost every spiritual tradi - 
tion recognizes that a point comes when two things  
must happen: man must surrendcr his separatc -fecl- 
ing '"1,'' and must face the fact that he cannot know,  
that  is, define  the ultimate. These traditions also recognize that beyond this  
point  there lies a "vision of God"  which  cannot be  
put into words, and which is certainly someLhing ut•  
terly clifferent from perceiving a radiant gentleman  
on a gol den thronc, ora literal flash of blinding I ight.
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        The Wisdom  
of 
lnsecurity  
 
by ALAN  W. WATTS  
 
 
 
 
Vll'\TAGE  BOOKS  
A Division  of Random  House  
New York   
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Cop)right. 1951. hy Panthcon  Book \ 
 
Ali righ1  rcse1,cd 11mlcr lnt('I national :md l',111,Amcrlcan  
Copyright  Convention. l'ublishcd  in Ncw \'01k lly Panthcon  
Book,," division  of Random  I h,11,c,  lnc. a111I  In Ca nada  by 
Random  1-lousc  or C:,natla  Lio111('II,  Toron10. /ltnm,fnctured in the U11,ted  Stalc;  o/ 
A111erica  
 
VINTACE  llOOlí. S  
31C publishl'tl  b) 
Al/red  A. K11opf, frie. a111I  Random  1-louu,  
lnc. CONTENTS  
 
 
 Preface  9 
1 The  Agc  of Anxiety  13 
11 Pain  and  Time  29 
m The  Grcat  Stream  39 
1v The  Wisdom  of the Body  55 
v On Being  Aware  75 
v1 The  Marvelous  Moment  89 
v1
1 The  Transformation  of Lifc   
vm Creativc  Morality   
1x Religion  Reviewed    
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
TO D O R O T H Y   
PREFACE  
 
l have always been fascinated by the law of 
reversed  effort. Sometimes l calls  it the 
"backwards law. " When  you try to stay on the 
surface of the water, you sink; but when you try to 
sink you float. When you hold your  breath you lose 
it-which immediately calls to mind an  ancient and 
m11ch neglected saying, "Whosoever would  save  
his soul  shall  lose  it. " This book is a,1 exploratio11 of this law in 
relation to  man's quest for psychological security, 
a11d to his efforts  to find spiritual and intellectual  
certainty in religion  and philosophy. It is written  
in the conviction that no  theme could be more 
appropriate  in a time when human  life seems to be 
so peculiar/y insecure and uncertain. lt  maintains 
that this insecurity is the result of trying to be  
secure, and that, contrariwise, salvation and sanity 
con- sist in the most radical recognition that we 
have no way  of saving  ourselves. This b e g i n s  to  sound  like  something  from  
Alice  
Through the Looking Glass, o/ which this  book is a 
sort  of philosophical  equivalent. For the reader  
will  fre- quently find himself in a topsy -turuy world 
in which tite  normal order of things seems to be 
complete/y reversed,  and common sense turned 
i11side out and uj1side down. Those who have read 
sorne of my former books,. such as Behold the Spirit 
and The Supreme Identity, will find  things that 
seem to be total contradictions of much that  J have  
said  be/ore. This,  however,  is true  only  in sorne  
9  TIIE  WISDOM  OF JNSECURITY  
minor respects. For 1 have  discovered  that the 
esse11ce  and crnx  of wl,at  1 was trying  to say in those  
books  w a s seldom understood ; the framework a11d 
the context of my thought  o/ ten  hid thc mea11ing. My 
i11tentio11   here  is to approacl, tl,e same mca11i11g 
from e11tirely divert  premiscs, a11d i11 lerms which 
do not con/use thought  with the multitude of 
irreleua11t associations which time a11d  tradition  
haue  hu11g  upon  thcm. in those  boohs  I was  concerned  to vindicate  
certai11  
principies o/ religion, philosophy, and metaphysic 
by rei11tcrpreti11g them. This was, l thi11k, likc 
fmtting legs  on a snake -w111ccessary  a11d  con/ using,  
beca use  only  doubt/111  trrill1s  11eed  clefe11se. This 
book, however,  is in the spirit of tlu: Chinese sage 
Lao-tzu, that master o/  the law' of reversed eff ort, 
who declared that those who  justify themselves  do not 
co11vi11ce, that to lwow trnth  one must gct rid o/ 
knowledge, and that 11othing is more  powerf 11{ and 
creative than empti11css -from which men  shri11k. 1 -
Jere,  tl,en, my aim is to show -bachwards•  fashion -
that thosc essential realities of religio11  and  
melaph)•sic are vindicated in doi11g wilhout thcm, 
and manifested  in being  destroyed. lt is my hap/1y  cluty  lo acknc>wledge  that  the 
prepara - 
tion of this book has been made possible by tlze 
gener - osity  o/ the Fo,mdation  cstablished  by the 
late  Franklin  
J. Matchette  o/ New  York,  a man  who  deuoted  much  
o/ 
his life to the problems o/ science and metaphysic, 
being  one of those somewhat rare business men 
who are not  wholly absorbed in the vicious circle of 
making money  to make mo11ey to make money. The 
Matcheltc Fou11da - tio11  is therefore  dedicated  to the 
fmrsuit  o/ metaphysi - 
10 PREFACE 
cal studies, and, needless to say, it is to me a sign o/ 
in- sight and imagination on their parl that they 
have been  willing to i11terest thcmselvcs in so 
"contrary" an ap - proach  to mctaphysical  
kriowledge. ALAN  W. WA·rrs. San Francisco. May  1951. 11  
 
I. T H E  A G E  OF A N X I E T Y   
 
BY ALL  OUTWARO  APl'EARANCES  OUR  LIFE  IS A SPARK  
of light betwcen one eternal darkness and anothcr. Nor is the interval between these two nights an un - 
clouded day, for the more we are able to fcel pleas - 
ure,  thc more  we are vulnerable  to pain -and,  
whether in background or foregrouncl, thc pain is  
always with us. \iVc havc bccn accustomed 10 make  
this existence wonh -while by thc bclieí that thcrc is  
more than  the outwarcl appearance -that we live  for 
a future beyond this lifc here. For the outward ap- 
pearance <loes not seem to make sense. lf living is to 
end  in pain,  incompleteness,  ami nothingness,  it 
secms a cruel ancl futilc expcrience for bcings who  
are born to rcason, hope, crcalc, ancl. ove. í \. lan, as a  
being of sensc, wants his life to make scnsc, and he 
has found it hard t0 bclieve thar ir cloes so unlcss  
there is more than what he sees -unlcss there is an  
eternal order and an eternal life behind the uncer - 
rain  and momentary  experience  o[ life-ancl -death. I may not, perhaps, be forgiven for introducing  
saber matters with a frivolous notion, but the prob - 
lem of rnaking sense out of thc sccming chaos of cx - 
periencc reminds me of my childish clesire to scnd  
someone a parcel o( water in the mail. The recipienc  
unties  the stri11g,  rcleasing  thc deluge  in his lap. But THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
the game would  never work, since  it is irritatingly  
impossible  to wrap and tie a pound  of water  in a 
paper package. There are kin<ls of paper which 
won't  distintegrale whcn wet, but the trouble is to 
get the  water itself imo any manageable shape, 
and to tic the  string  without  bursting  Lhe bundle. The more one studies attempted solutions to 
prob - lems in polilics and economics,  in art, 
philosophy,  and religion, the more one has the 
impression of ex- tremely giftcd pcople wcaring 
out their ingenuity at  the impossible and  futile  
task  of trying to get  üie water  of lifc into  neat  and 
permanem  packages. Thcre  are many  reasons  why  this should  be 
par- 
cicularly evident to a pcrson living today. vVc 
know  so much about history, about all the 
packagcs which  have bcen ticd and which havc 
duly come apare. We know so much dctail about 
the problems of life that  they resist casy 
simplification, and scem more corn - plex and 
shapeless than evcr. Furthcrmore, science  and 
industry have so increased both thc tempo and 
the violence of living that our packages sccm to 
come  apare  fas ter and faster  cvery  day. There  is, then,  Lhe fccl1ng  that  we live in a 
time  
of unusual insecurity. In thc past hundrecl years 
so many  long -cstablishcd  Lraditions  have  brokcn  
clown  
-traditions of family ancl social  life, of 
governmcnt,  of che econornic order, ando( 
rcligious belicf. As the  years go by, there secm  to 
be fcwcr and fewcr rocks  to which  we can hold,  
fewer  things  which  we can THE  AGE  OF ANXIETY  
regard as absolutely right and true, and fixcd for all  
time. To sorne this is a welcome release from the rc- 
straims  of moral,  social,  and spiritual  dogma. To 
othcrs it is a dangerous and terriEying breach with  
rcason and sanity, tencling to plungc human life into  
hopeless  chaos. To most,  perhaps,  the immediate  
sensc of release has given a brief exhilaration, to be  
followecl by the deepcst anxiety. For if all is relative,  
if lifc is a torrent witholll forrn or goal in whose flood  
absolUtely  nothing  savc  change  itself  can last,  it 
seems to be something in which thcrc is "no future"  
and th us no hope. Human bcings appear to be happy just so long as  
they have a future to which they can look forward - 
whcther  it be a "good time" tomorrow oran everlast - 
ing lifc beyond the grave. For various reasons, more  
and more peoplc find it harcl to bclieve in thc laner. On tl1e othcr hand, the formcr has the disadvantage  
that when this "good time" arrives, it is. clifficu lt to  
enjoy it to the full without sorne promise of more to 
come. If happiness always depencls on something ex- 
pectcd in the future, wc are chasing a will-o'-the-wisp  
that cvcr eludes our grasp, until thc futurc, and our - 
selves,  vanish  into  the abyss  of dcath. As a maucr of fact, our age  is no more  insecure  
than any othcr. Poveny, disease,  war,  changc, and 
cieath are nothing new. In thc best of times "sccurity"  
has never  becn  more  than  temporary  and apparent. THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
But it has been  possible  to make  the insecurity of  
human  life supportable  by belief  in unchanging  
things  bcyond  thc rcach  of calamity -in God,  in 
man's immortal soul, and in the government of 
the universe  by eternal  laws  of right. Today such convictions are rare, even in 
religious  circles. There is no leve. of society,  thcre 
must even  be few individuals,  touched  by modern  
education,  where therc is not sorne trace of the 
leaven of doubt. h is simply self -evident that 
during the past century  the authority of science 
has Laken thc place of the authority o[ rcligion in 
the popular imagination, and that scepticism, at 
least in spiritual  things, has be - come  more  
general  than  belicf. The decay  of belief  has come  about  through  
the 
honest  dou bt, the ca re ful  and fearless  thinking  of 
highly  intclligent  men  of science  and philosophy. Moved by a zeal and reverence for facts, they have  
trice. to sce, understand,  and facc  life as it is 
without  
\\'Íshful thinking. Yct for ali that they have done 
to improve  the conditions of lifc, their picture of 
the universe seems to leave the individual 
without ulti•  mate hope. The price of thcir 
miraclcs in this world  has been thc disappearance 
of the world -to-come, and onc is inclincd to ask the  
old qucstion, "What shall it  profit a man if he gain 
the whole world and lose his soul. " Logic,  
intelligence, and  reason  are satisfied,  but the 
heart goes hungry. For the heart has learned  to 
feel that  we live for thc future. Science  may,  
16  THE  ACE  OF ANXIETY  
slowly and uncertainly, give us a better future -for 
a few years. And then, for each of us, it will end. lt 
will all end. However long postponed, everything 
com - posed  must  decompose. Despite sorne  opinions to the contrary, this is 
still the general view of science. In literary and 
religious  circles it is now often supposed that the 
conflict be - tween science and belief is a thing of 
the past. There  are even sorne rather wishful 
scientists who feel that  when modero physics 
abandoned a crudc atomistic  materialism, the 
chief reasons for this conflict,vere  removed. But 
this is not at ali thc case. In rnost of our  great 
centers  of learning,  those  who  rnake  it thcir  
business to study the full implicaLions of science 
and its methods are as far as ever from what they 
under - stand  as a religious  point  of view. Nuclear physics and relativity have. it is true, 
done  away with thc old matcrialisrn,  but they 
now give us a view of the ·univcrse in which  there  
is even less room  for ideas of any absolute  
purpose or design. The modero scientist is not so 
naive as to deny God  because he cannot be found 
with a telescope, or the soul because it is not 
rcvealed by the scalpel. He has  merely noted  that 
thc idea of God  is logically un - necessary. He even 
doubts that it has any mc:ming. lt  docs not hclp 
him to cxplain anything which he can - not cxplain  
in sorne  othcr,  and simpler,  way. He argues  that  if everything  which  happens  is 
said  
to be under  the providence  ami control  of God,  
this 
17 THE  WISOOM  OF INSl::CURITY  
actually  amounts  to saying  nothing. To say that  
everything is govcrncd and  crcated  by Gocl  is like 
saying, "Everything is up," -which means nothing 
al ali. The notion docs not hclp us Lo makc any 
verifi - ablc prcdicLions, and so, from the scientific 
stand - point,  is of no valuc whatsoevcr. Scientists 
may be right  in this respcct. They may be wrong. It is  not our purpose here Lo argue this point. We 
need only  note that such sccpLicism has immense 
inílucnce, and  sets  the prcvailing  moo<l  of thc agc. What scicnce has said, in sum, is this: Wc do not,  
and in ali probabiliL)' cannot,  know whcthcr  Gocl  
cxisLs. NoLhing Lhat wc do know suggcsLs that he  
docs, and ali thc argurncnLs which claim to prove 
his existencc are founcl to be without logical 
meaning. There is nothing,  indeed, tO prove tbat  
there is no  God, but Lhe burdcn of proof reses 
wiLh those who  proposc thc idea. lf. the scicntists 
would say, you bc - lievc in Cod, you 1nL1St do so 
on purcly cmotionnl  grounds,  without  basis  in 
logic  or fact. Practically  speaking, this may amount 
LOnthcism. Thcoretically,  it is simple agnosticism. For it is of che csscnce of  scientific honesty thnt 
you do not prctcnd to know  whaL you do noL know, 
and of thc csscncc of scicntific  methocl Ihat you do 
not cmploy hypothcscs which  cannot  be tcsted. Thc immcdiatc rcsults  of this honesty  have bccn  
deeply unscttling and depressing. Forman sccms 
to be unablc  Lo live wiLhout  myth,  without  the 
belicf  
18  THE  AGE  OF ANXIETY  
that the routine and drudgery, the pain and fear of 
chis life have sorne  meaning and goal in the  
future. Al once new myths come into being -
political an<l  economic myths with cxtravagant  
promiscs  oE the  bcst oí fucurcs in the prcsenc 
worl<l. These myths  give  the individual  a certain  
sense  of meaning  by making him pan of a vasl  
social effort, in which he  loses someching of his 
own emptincss and loneliness. Yet the very 
violence of these political rcligions be - trays  the 
anxicty  bcncath  thcn1 -for  they  are  bul  mcn 
huddli11g togcthcr  and shouting to give them - 
selvcs  courage  in the dark. Once  therc  is the suspicion  th:n  a religion  is a 
rnyth, its power has go11e. lt may be neccssary 
for man to have a myth, but he cannot self-
consciously  prescribe onc as he can mix a pill for a 
headache. A  myth can only "work" whcn it is 
thought to be truth,  and man cannot for long 
knowingly and imcntionally  "kid"  himsclf. Evc11 the best modern apologists for religion 
seem  ro overlook this fact. For their most forceful 
argu - ments for sorne  son of rcturn to onhodoxy 
are those  which show the social and moral 
advantages of be - lief in God. llut this <loes not 
prove that  God is a  reality. lt pro\'eS, at mosl, that 
bclicving in God is  usdul. "I EGorl dicl nol cxist,  it 
woulcl be necessary  LO invem him. " Perhaps. Dut if 
the public has any suspicion thac he does nol cxist, 
the invemion is in  vain. THE  WISOOM  OF lNSECURITY  
lt is for this reason that most oE the current 
return  to onhodoxy in sorne intellcctual  circles 
has a rather  hollow ring. So much of it is more a 
belief in belicv - ing L11an a bclief in Cod. The 
contrast bctween thc  insecurc,  ncurotic,  cducatcd  
"modern"  and the quiet dignit}' and  inner pcace 
of the old -fashioned  believer, makes the  latter a 
man  ro be envied. But it  is a serious  
misapplication  of psychology  to make  the 
presence or absence of neurosis the touchsrone of 
truth, and to argue that if a man's philosophy 
makes  hirn neurotic, it 111ust be wrong. "l\fost 
atheists and  agnostics are neurotic, whereas most 
simple Catholics  are happy and at  peace with 
themsel \'es. Therefore  the views of the  former are  
false, and of the latter  true. " Even  if the observation  is correct,  the reasoning  
bascd on it is absurcl. lt is as if to say, "You say 
therc  is a firc in the base111cnt. You are upset 
about ir. De - cause you are upset, therc is 
obviously no fire. " The  agnostic, thc sceptic, is 
ncurotic, but this <loes not  imply a false 
philosophy; it implies thc discovery of  faets to 
which he clocs not know how to adapt him - self. The intellectual who tries to escape from neu - 
rosis by cscaping from thc facts is 1nerely acting 
on the principie that  "whcrc ignorance is bliss, 'tis 
folly  to be wise. " \Viten  belief  in 1he eternal  becomes  
impossible,  
and thcre  is only  thc poor su bstit me of bel ief  in be- 
lieving,  mcn  seek  thcir  happincss  in the joys  of 
time. O  THE   AGE   OF   ANXIETY  
However much they may try to bury it in the depths  
of their minds, they understand  these joys  are both 
uncertain and brief. This has  two results. On the one 
hand, there is the anxiety  that one may  be missing 
something, so that the mind flits nervously  and 
greedily from one pleasure to another, without  
finding rest and satisfaction in any. On the other, che  
frustration of having always to pursue a future good  
in a tomorrow which never comes, and in a world  
where everything must disintegrate, givcs  men an  
attitude  of "v\That's  thc use anyhow. " Consequently, our age is one of frustration, anx - 
iety,  agitation,  and addiction  to "dope. " Somehow,  
we must grab what we can while we can, and drown  
out the realization that the whole thing is futile and  
meaningless. This "dope" we call our high standard  
of living,  a violent and  complex stimulation  of thc  
senses, which makes them progressively less sensitive  
and thus in nccd of yet more violent stimulation. Wc 
crave  distraction -a panorama  of sights,  sounds,  
thrills, and titillations  into which as much as pos - 
sible  must  be crowded  in the shortest  possible  time. To keep up this "standard" most of us are willing  
to put up with lives that consist largcly in doing jobs  
that are a bore, earning the means to seek relief from  
the tedium by intervals of hectic and expensive pleas - 
sure. These intervals are supposed to be the real liv- 
ing, the real purpose served by thc necessary evil of  
work. Or we imagine  that  the justification  of such  
21 THE  WJSDOM  OF lNSECURlTY  
work is the rearing of a family to go on doing the  
same  kind  of thing,  in order  to rear  another  
family. and so ad infinititm. This is no caricature. It is the simple reality of 
mil- lions of lives, so commonplace that we need 
hardly  dwell upon the details, savc to note the 
anxiety and  frustration of those who put up with 
it, not knowing  what  else  to do. But what are we to do. The alternatives seem  
to be two. The first is, somehow or other, to 
discover a  new myth, or convincingly resuscitate 
an old one. If  sciencc cannot prove there is no God, 
we can try to  live and act on the bare  chance  that  
he may exist  after ali. There seems to be nothing 
to lose in such a  gamble, fo r if death is the end, we 
shall never know  that  we have  lost. But,  obviously,  
this will never  amount  to a vital faith,  for it is 
really no more  than  to say, "Since the wholc Lhing 
is futile anyhow, let's  pretend it isn't. " The second 
is to try grimly to face  the fact that life is "a tale 
told by an idiot," and  make  of it what  we can,  
letting science  and technology  serve us as well  as 
they  may  in our journey  from  nothing  to nothing. Yet these are not the only solutions. We may 
begin  by granting ali the agnosticism of a critica. science. We may admit,  frankly, that we have  no 
scientific  grounds for belief in  God,  in personal  
immortality,  or in any absolutes. We may refrain 
altogether from  trying  to believe,  taking  life just 
as it is, and no more. 22 THE  AGE  OF ANXIETY  
From this point of departure there is yet another 
way  of life that requires neither myth nor despair. But it  requires a complete revolution in our 
ordinary, ha - bitual  ways  of thinking  and (celling. The extraorc. linary thing about this revolution is  
t. hat ic reveals the truth behind rhe so -called myths of 
traditional religion and  metaphysic. lt reveals, not  
belicfs, but acrnal realities corresponding -in an un - 
expected way -to the ideas of God and of eternal life. There are reasons for supposing that a revolution of  
this kincl was thc original source of sorne of the main  
religious ideas, standing in rclacion to them as real - 
ity to symbol and cause to effect. The common error  
of ordinary religious practice is to mistake che sym - 
bol for the reality, to look at the finger pointing the 
way ancl thcn to suck it for comfort rather than fol - 
low it. Religious ideas are likc wor<ls -of little use,  
and oftcn  misleading,  unless  you know  the concrete  
-realities  to which  they  refer. The  word  '\vater"  is a 
useful means oE communication amongst those who  
know water. The same is true of che word and the  
idea  called  "Gocl. " I do not, at this point, wish to seem mysterious or  
LO be making claims to "secrct knowlcdge. " The real- 
ity which corresponds to "God" and "eternal life" is 
honest, above -boarcl, plain, and open for all to see. But the seeing requires a correction of mind, just as  
clear vision sometimes requires a conection of the  
eyes. THE  WISDOJ \. OF INSECURITY  
The  discovery  of this reality  is hindered  rather  
lhan hclped  by belief,  whether one  believes  in 
God  or believcs  in atheism. We must  here  make  
a clear  distincLion  between  belief  and faith,  beca  
use, in gen- eral  practice,  belief  has come  to mean  
a state  of mind  which  is almost che opposite of 
faith. Belief, as I use che word  here,  is the 
insistence  that  the truth  is what  one would  "lief"  
or wish  it to be. The believer  will open  his mind  
to the truth  on condition  that  it fits in with  his 
preconceived  ideas and wishes. Faith, on  the other 
hand,  is an  unrcserved  opening  of the mind  to the  
truth,  whatever  it may  turn out  to be. Faith  has 
no preconceptions;  it is a plunge  imo the un- 
known. Belief clings,  but faith  lets go. In this 
sense  of the  word,  faith  is the essential  virtue  of 
science,  and likewise  of any religion  that  is not self-
deception. Most of us believe in order to fcel secure, in 
order  to make our individual lives seem valuable 
and mean - ingf ul. Bclief  has thus  become  an 
attempt  to hang  on to lifc, to grasp and keep it for 
one's own. But you  cannot understand life and  its 
mysteries as long as  you try to grasp it. Indeed,  
you cannot grasp it, just  as you cannot ,valk off 
with a river  in a bucket. If you try to capture 
running water in a bucket, it is clcar that you do 
not understand it and that you will  always be 
disappoimed, for in the bucket che waler  does not 
run. To "have" running,valer you must let go of it 
and let it run. The same is true of life and of God. THE  AGE  OF ANX. ETY  
The present phase of human  thought and 
history  is especially  ripe  for this "letting  go. " Our 
minds  have been prepared for it by this very 
collapse of the  bcliefs  in which  we have  sought  
security. From  a point  of view  strictly,  if 
strangely,  in accord  with  certain  religious  
traditions,  this disappearance  of the old rocks 
and absol utes is no calamity, bue rather  a 
blessing. It almost compels us to face reality with  
open minds, and you can only know God through 
an open mind justas you can only see the sky 
through a  clear window. You will not sec the sky if 
you have  covered  che glass  with  blue  paint. But "religious"  people  who  resise  the scraping  
of 
the paint from  the glass,  who regard the scientific  
attitude  with  fear  and mistrust,  and confuse  faith  
with clinging to certain ideas, are curiously 
ignorant  of laws of the spiritual life which they 
might find in  their  own  tradicional  records. A 
careful  study  of comparative  religion  and spiritual  
philosophy  re- veals  thac  abandonment  of belief,  
of any clinging  to a future  life far one's  own,  and 
of any attempt  to escape from finitude and 
mortality, is a regular and  normal stage in the way 
of thc spirit. Indced, this is actually such a "first 
principie''  of che spiricual  life that it should have 
been obvious from the beginning,  and ic seems, 
after ali, surprising that lcarncd theo - logians 
should adopt anything but a cooperative at - titude  
towards  the critical  philosophy  of science. Surely  it is old news  that  salvation  comes  only  
25 TIIE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
through the death of the human form of God. Bm 
it was not, perhaps, so easy to see that God's 
human  form  is not sim pi y the historie  Ch rist, bu t 
also the images, ideas, and beliefs in the Absolute 
to which  man clings in his mind. Hcrc is the full 
sense o( the  commandment, "Thou shalt not 
make to thyself any  graven image, nor the 
likencss of anything that is in  heaven above;. tl10u shalt not bow clown to them,  nor worship  
them. " To discovcr Lhe ultimate Realily of life -the 
Ab- solute,  thc eternal,  God -you 1 1 1 1 1 s t  ccase  LO L r y 
lo grnsp it in the forms o( idols. Thesc idols are 
not just crude images, such as the mental picwre 
of Cod as an old gentleman on a golclen throne. They are our beliefs, our cherished 
preconceptions of the truth,  which block the 
unreserved opening of mind and  heart to 
reality. The legitimale use o[ images is to  
express  tite Lruth,  not to posscss  it. This  was  alw:iys  recognized  in the greal  
Oriental  
traditions such as Buddhism, Vedanta, and 
Taoism. The principie has not been unknown to 
Christians,  for it was  implicit  in the whole  story  
and teaching  of Christ. His life was from the 
bcginning a complete  acceptance ancl cmbracing 
of insccurity. ''The foxes  have holcs, and thc 
birds of thc air havc ncsts, but the Son of l\fan 
hath  not where  to lay his hcad. " The principie is yet more to che point if Christ 
is regarded as divine in che most onhodox sense -
as the unique  and spccial  incarnaLion  of God. For 
the basic  
2G THE  ACE  OF ANXIETY  
theme of the Christ -story is that this "cxpress image"  
of God becomes the source of life in the very act of  
being dcstroyed. To che disciples who tried to cling  
tO his divinity in  the form of his human  individu - 
ality he cxplained,  "Unlcss a grain of corn  fall iuto  
the ground and die, it remains alonc. l3ut iE it dies, it  
brings forth much fruir. " In rhe same vein he warned  
them,  "It is expedient  for you  that  I go away,  for if 
I go not away thc Paraclete (the Holy Spirit) cannot  
come  unto  you. " These  words  are more  than  ever  applicable  to 
Christians, ancl spcak exactly to thc wholc condition  
of our times. For we have never actually understood  
the revolutionary sense beneath them -the incredible  
truth  that whac rcligion calls  the vision  of God  is 
found in giving up any belief in thc idea of God. By 
thc samc law of rcvcrscd e[ort, wc discover thc "in - 
finitc" and the "absolutc," not by straining to escape  
from the finitc and relativc worlcl, but by the most  
complete acccpcancc o( its limitations. Paradox as il  
may  seem,  we likewise  find  lifc meaningful  only  
when we have sccn chat it is without purpose, and 
know the "mystery o( thc universc"  only when wc  
are convinced that we know nothing about it at ali. Thc ordinary agnostic, rclativist, or rnatcrialist fails  
to reach Lhis point becausc he clocs not follow his  
line of thought consistcntly to its cnd -an end which  
woulrl be the surprisc of his life. All too soon  he 
abandons  faith,  opcnness to  rcality,  and lcts his mincl  
27 TIIE  WISDOM  OF INSECURlTY  
harden into doctrine. The discovery of the 
mystery,  che wonder beyond all wondcrs, needs 
no belief, for  we can only belicve in what wc havc 
already known,  prcconccived, and imagincd. But 
this is beyond any  imagination. Wc have  but to 
open  the cyes of the  mind  widc  enough,  and "che  
truth  will out. " II. P AI N  AND  T I M E   
 
AT TIMES  ALMOST  ALL  OF  US  ENVY  THE  ANIMALS. They suffer and die, but thcy do not sccm to 
makc  a "problem" of it. Their lives seem to have 
so few  complications. They eat when they are 
hungry anrl  sleep when they are tired, and 
instinct rather than  anxiety seems to govern 
thcir few preparations for  the future. As far as 
we can judge, every animal is so busy with what 
he is doing at the moment that it  ncver enters bis 
hcad to ask whether life has a mean - ing or a 
future. For the animal, happiness consists  in 
enjoying life in the immediate prcsent -not in the  
assurance that there is a wholc futurc o( joys 
ahead  of him. This  is not just  becausc  thc animal  is a 
rclatively  
insensitive clod. Often enough bis eyesight, his 
sense  of hearing and smell, are far more acute 
than ours,  and one can hardly doubt that he 
enjoys his food  and sleep immensely. Despite 
his acute senses, he  has, however, a somewhat 
insensitive brain. It is  more specialized than 
ours, for which reason he is a  creature of habit; 
he is unable to reason and make  abstractions, 
and has extremely limited powers of  memory  
and  prediction. Unquestionably the sensitive human brain 
adds  immeasurably  to the richness  of life. Yet 
far this  
29 THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
we pay dearly, because the increase in over -all 
sen- silivity makes us peculiarly vulnerable. One 
can be  lcss vulnerable by  becoming less 
sensitive -more of  a stonc and lcss of a man -ancl 
so lcss capable of en - joymcnt. Scnsitivity 
rcquircs a high degree o( soft- ness and  
fragility -cyeballs, eardrums,  taste  buds,  and 
nerve ends culminaling in che highly dclicate  
orga nism of the brain. Thcse are not only soft 
and fragile, but also pcrishable. There sccms to 
be no  effectivc way of decreasing thc delicacy 
and pcrish - abilily of living tissuc without also 
decreasing its vilality  and sensitivity. If we are to have intense pleasures, we must 
also  be liable to intense pains. The pleasurc we 
lovc, and  the pain we hate, but it seems 
impossible to have  the former withouc the 
latter. Indeed, it looks as if  lhe two must in sorne 
way altcrnate, for continuous  plcasure  is a 
stimulus  that 1 1 1 1 1 s t  either  pall or be in- creased. And  thc increase will  either barden  the scnsc  
buds with its friction, or turn into pain. A con - 
sistent diet of rich food either destroys the 
appe - tite or makes  one sick. To che degree, then, that li(e is found good, 
death  must be proportionately evil. The more 
we are able  to. ove  another person and to enjoy 
his company,  che greater must be our grie( at 
his death, or in sep - aration. The further the 
power of consciousness ven - tures  out into  
experience,  the more  is the price  it 
30 PAIN  AND  TIME  
must pay for its knowledge. It is understandable 
that  we should sometimes ask wbether life has 
not gone  too far in this direction, whcther "the 
game is worth  the candle," and whether it might 
not be better to turn the course of evolution in 
the only other possi - ble direction -backwards,  to 
the relative  peace  of thc animal,  the vegetable,  
and the mineral. Something of  this kind  is often  attempted. There  
is the woman who, having suffered sorne deep 
emo - tional  inju ry in love or  marriage, vows  never  
to let another man play on her feclings, assuming 
the role  of che hard and bicccr spinster. Almost 
more com - mon is the sensitive boy who learns in 
school to en - crust himself for life in the shell of 
the "tough -guy"  attitude. As an adult he plays, in 
self-defense, the  role of Lhe Philistine, to whom 
all intellectual and  emotional culture is 
womanish and "sissy. " Carried  to its final 
extreme, the logical end of this type of re - action 
to life is suicide. The hard -bittcn kind of per - son 
is always, as it were, a partial suicide; some of 
himself  is already  dead. If, then, we are to be fully human and fully 
alive  and aware, it seems that,ve must be 
willing to suf - fer for our pleasures. vVithout such 
willingness therc  can be no growth in thc 
intensity of consciousness. Yet, gcneraJly 
spcaking, we are not willing, and it  may be 
thought strange to suppose chac we can be. For 
"nat  me in us" so rcbcls  against  pain  chat  the THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
very notion of "willingness" to put up with it 
be- yond a certain point may appear impossible 
and meaningless. Under  these  circumstances,  lhe life thal  we 
live is a contradiction an<l a confüct. Becausc 
conscious - ness must involve both pleasure and 
pain, to strive  far pleasure to the exclusion of 
pain is, in effect, to  strive for the loss of 
consciousness. Because such a  loss is in principie 
the same as death, this means that  the more we 
struggle far life (as pleasure), the more  we are 
actually  killing  what  we lave. lndeed,  this is thc common  auitude  of man  to 
so 
much that he )oves. Far the greater part of 
human  activity is designed to make permanent 
those ex - periences and joys which are only 
lavable because  they are changing. Music is  a 
delight beca use of its  rhythm and flow. Yet the 
moment you arrest the  flow and prolong a note 
or chord beyond its time,  the rhythm is 
dcstroyed. Becausc life is likewise a flowing 
process, change and death are its necessary  
parts. To work  for their  exclusion  is to work  
against  life. However, the simple experiencing of 
alternating  pain and pleasure is by no means 
che heart of the  human problem. The reason 
lhat we want life to mean something, thal  we 
seek  God or eternal life,  is not merely thal we 
are trying to gec away from an  immediate  
experience  of pain. Nor is it far any such  
32 PAIN  ANO  TIME  
reason Lhat we assume attitucles and roles as 
habits  of perpetua. self -defcnse. The real 
problem does not  come from any momcntar}' 
sensicivity to pain, but  from our marvelous 
powers of memory and fore•  sight -in short  from  
our consciousncss  of time. For the animal to be happy it is enough that 
this moment be enjoyable. But man is hardly 
satisfied  with this at ali. He is much more 
concerned to have  enjoyable  memories  and 
expectations - especially  the latler. With these 
assured, he can pul  up with  an extremely 
miserable present. Without this as - surance, he 
can be extremely miserable in the midst  of 
immediate  physical  pleasure. Here  is a person  who  knows  that  in cwo  
weeks'  
time he has to undergo a surgical operation. In 
the meantime he is feeling no physical  pain;  he 
has plcnty to eat; he is surroundcd by friends 
and hu - man affection; he is doing work Lhat is 
nonnally oí  great intcrcst to him. But his power 
to enjoy chesc  things is taken away by constant 
drcad. He is insen - sitive to che immediaLe 
realities around him. His  mind is preoccupied 
with someching that is not yet here. ll is no1 as if 
he were thinking aboul ic in a  practica. way, 
tr}'ing to decide whether he should  havc thc 
operaLion or not, or making plans to cake  care of 
his family and his affairs if he should dic. These 
decisions havc already been made. Rather, he is 
chinking  about  the operacion  in an entirely  fucile  
33 THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURlTY  
way, which both ruins his present enjoyment of 
life and contributes nothing to the solution of any 
prob - lcm. But he cannot  hclp  himsclf. This  is the typical  human  problcm. The 
objcct  of dread may not be an opcration in the 
immediate  future. ll may be thc problcm of next 
month's  rene,  of a thrcatened  war or social  
disastcr,  of being ablc  to save  enough  for old age,  
or of death  at the last. This "spoiler of the 
present"  may not even be a fu- ture  dread. It may  
be something  out of the past,  sorne mcmory of an 
injury, somc cri111e or intliscre - tion, which 
haunts the present with a scnsc of rcscnt - ment or 
guilt. The power of mcmories and expecta•  tions  
is such that  for most  human  beings  the past  and 
thc (uture  are not as real,  bue more real  than  the 
present. The present cannot be lived happily un - 
lcss the past has becn "clearcd up" and the future 
is bright  with  promise. Therc can be no doubt that the powcr to 
rernem - ber and  predice,  to make an  ordercd 
sequence  out of a helter -skelter  chaos  o( 
disconnected  moments,  is a wonderful  
development  of sensitivity. In a way  it is lhe 
achievement  of thc human  brain,  giving  man the 
most cxtraordinary powers of survival and  
adapt:ition to li[e. But the way  in which we 
gcner - ally use 1his power is apt to d estroy ali iLs 
advantages. For it  is of little  use to us to be able  
to remember  and predice if it makes us una ble to 
livc fully in  the present. 34  PAIN  AND  TllVfE  
What is the use of planning to be able to eat next  
week unless I can rcally enjoy the meals when they  
come. If I am so busy planning how to eat next week  
that  I cannot  fully enjoy  what  I am  eating  now,  l 
will be in the same predicament whcn ncxt week's  
meals  become  "now. " H my happincss at this moment consists largely in  
reviewing happy memories and expectations,  I am  
but dimly aware of this present. I shall still be dimly  
aware of the present when  the good  things  that  I 
have been expecting come to pass. For I shall have  
formed a habit of looking behind  ancl  ahead, mak - 
ing it difficult for me to attend to che here and  now. lf, then, my awareness of the past and future makes  
me less aware of the present, I must begin to wonder  
whether  I am actually  living  in the real  world. After ali, the future is quite mcaningless ancl un - 
important unless, sooner or later, it is going to be - 
come  the present. Thus  to plan  for a future  which  
is not going to become present  is hardly more ·absurd  
than  to plan  for a future which,  when  it comes to  
me, will find me  "absent,"  looking fixedly over its  
shoulder  instead  of into  its face. This kind oE living in the fantasy of expectation  
rather than the reality of the prcsent is the special  
trouble of those business roen who live entircly to  
make money. So many people of wealth understand  
much more about making and  saving money  than  
about  using  and enjoying  it. They  fail to live be- 
35 THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
cause  lhey  are always  preparing  to live. Instead  of earning a living they are mosliy 
earning an earning. and lhus  when  thc lime  
comes  lo relax  they  are un- able  to do so. Many  11 
·'successful"  man  is bored  and miserable when 
he rclires,  and returns lo his  work  only lo prcvent  
a younger  man  from  taking his  place. From still 
anothcr point of vicw  thc way  in which  we use 
memory  and prediction  makes  us less,  rather  
than  more,  adaplablc  to life. If lo enjoy  cven  an 
cn- joyable  present  wc must  havc  thc 
assurance  of a happy  {mure,  we are "crying for  
thc moon. " Wc  have  no such  assurancc. The best  
prcdictions  are still  matters  of probability  rather  
than  ccnainty,  and to the best  of our  knowlcdgc  
every  one of us is going  to suffcr  and die. If, 
then,  we cannot  livc happily  withoul  an 
assurcd  future,  we are ccrtainly  not adapted  to 
living  in a finitc  world  whcrc,  despitc  thc best  
plans,  accidents  will happen,  and where  dealh  
comes  al the end. This, thcn, is thc human problem: lhere is a 
price  to be paid for every increase in 
consciousness. Wc cannot be more sensitive to 
pleasure without being  more sensitive to pain. By rcmembering the past  we can plan for lhe 
Ílllure. But the ability to plan  for pleasurc is 
ofiscl by the "ability" to dread pain  and to fcar 
the unknown. Furthermore, the growlh  of an 
acUle sense of the past and the future gives us  a 
correspondingly dim sense of the present. In 
other  words,  wc seem  to rcach  a point  where  
lhe advan - PAIN  AND  TIME  
tages  of being conscious are outweighed by its 
disad - vantages,  where  extreme  sensitivity  makes  
us un- adaptable. Under these circumstances wc fcel in conflict 
wich  our own  bodies and  thc world around  thcm,  
and it is consoling to be able to think that in this 
contra - dictory world we are bue "strangers ancl  
pilgrims. " For if our dcsires are  out of accord with  
anything  that  the finite world can offcr,  it mighc  
seem that  our nature is not of this worlcl, that our 
hcarts are  made, not for che  finitc, but for infinity. The dis- content o( our souls would appear to be 
the sign and  seal  of cheir  divinicy. Ilut docs the desire for something prove that 
che thing exists. We know  that  it does  not 
necessarily  do so at ali. le may  be consoling  to 
think  that  we are cicizens  of anothcr  world  than  
this,  and that  after our exilc upon carth we may 
return to che true  home of our heart's desire. Ilut 
if we are citizcns of  chis world, and  if chere can  be 
no final  satisfaction  of che soul's discontent, has 
not nature, in bringing  forth  man,  rnade  a serious  
mistake. For it would seem that, in man, life is in 
hopeless  conflicc with itsclf. To be happy, we must 
have what  we cannot have. In man, naturc has 
conceived dc - sircs  which it is impossible to 
satisfy. To clrink more  fully of che foumain of 
pleasurc, it has brought forth  capacities which 
make man che more susceptible to pain. It has 
givcn  us thc powcr  to control  che future  
37 THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
but a little -the price of which is the frustration of  
knowing that we must at last go clown  in defeat. If we find  this absurd,  this is only to say  that  
nature  has conceived intelligence in us to berate  
icself for  absurdity. Consciousness  secms  to be 
nature's  in- genious  mode  of self-torturc. Of course  we  do  not want  to think  that  this is 
true. But it would  be easy to show that  most rea - 
soning to  the contrary  is but wishful  thinking -na- 
turc's method of puuing  off suicide so that the 
idiocy  can continuc. Reasoning,  then,  is not 
enough. We muse go decper. Wc must look imo 
this lifc, this na- turc, which has bccome aware 
within  us, and find  out whether it is really in 
conflict with itself, whether  it actiwlly desires thc 
security and the painlessness  which  its individual  
forms  can never  enjoy. III. THE  GREAT  STREAM  
 
W E SEEM  TO BE LIKE  FLIES  CAUGHT  IN  HONEY. BE· 
cause life is sweet we do nol  want to give it up, 
and yet the more we become involved  in it,  the 
more  we are trapped, limited, and fruslrated. We lave it  and hate it at the same time. We fall 
in. 'ove with  people and possessions only to be 
torlured by anxiety  for them. The  conAict  is not 
only  belween  oursclves  and the surrounding 
universe; it is between our - selves and 
ourselves. For imractable nalUre is both  around 
and within  us. The exaspcrating "life" which  is at 
once lavable and perishable, pleasant and pain - 
ful, a blessing  and a curse,  is also the lifc of our 
o w n bodies. lt is as if wc were  dividcd  into  two  parts. On 
the 
one hand therc is the conscious "l," at once 
intrigued  and baffled, the creature who is caught 
in Lhc trap. On the other  hand  there  is  "me,"  and  
"me"   is a part of nature -the wayward flesh with 
all its concur - rently beauti(ul and frustrating 
limitations. 'T' fan - cies itself as a reasonable 
fellow, and is forevcr crit- icizing "me" for its 
pen,crsity -for having passions  which get "l" 
into troublc, for being so easily sub - ject to 
painful and irritating diseascs, for having or - 
gans that wear out, and for having appetites 
which  can never  be satisfied -so designed  that  if 
you try to 
39  THE  WIS0OM  OF INSECURITY  
allay  them  finally  and fully  in one big "bust,"  
you get sick. Perhaps the most exasperating thing about 
"me,"  about nature and the universe, is that it will 
never  "stay  put. " It is like a beautiful  woman  who  
will never be caught, and  whose very  flightiness  is 
her charm. For the perishability  and 
changefulness  of the world is part and parce. of 
its liveliness and love - liness. This is why the poets 
are so often at their best  when  speaking of change,  
of "the  transitoriness  of human life. " The bcauty of 
such poetry lies in some - thing more than a note of 
nostalgia which brings a  catch  in the throat. Our revels now  are ended. These our 
actors,  As I foretold  you, were  all spirits,  
and  
Are melted  into  air, into  thin  air: 
And,  like the baseless  fabric  o/ this vision,  
The cloud -capp'd  towers,  the gorgeous  
f,alaces,  The  solemn  temf1les,  the greal  
globe  itself,  Yca, ali  which  it inherit,  shall  
dissolve,  
And,  like this insubstantial  pageant  faded,  
Leave  not a rack  behind. There  is more  in this beauty  than  the 
succession  of melodious images, and che thcmc of 
clissolution  does not simply borrow its splenclor 
from the things  dissolvecl. The  truth  is rather  that  
the images,  though beautiful in  themselves, come 
to life in the act of vanishing. The poet  takes  
away  their static  solidity,  and turns  a beauty  
which  would  otherwise  
40 THE  GREAT  STREAM  
be only  statuesque  and architectural  into  music,  
which, no sooner than it is sounded, dies away. The  towers,  palaces,  and temples  become  vibrant,  
and break  from  thc excess  of life within  them. To 
be passing is to live; to remain and cominue is ro 
die. "Unless a grain of corn  fall into  the ground  
and die, it remains alone. But if it dies, it brings 
forth much  fruit. " For the poets have seen the truth that life, 
change,  movement, and insecurity are so many 
names for the  same thing. Here, if anywhere, truth  
is beauty,  for movement and rhythm are of the 
esscnc e of ali things  lovable. In sculpture, 
architecture, and painting the finished forro 
stands still, but even so the eye finds  pleasure in 
the forro only when it contains a certain  lack of 
symmetry, when, frozen in stone as it may be,  it 
looks  as if it were  in the midst  of motion. Is it not, thcn, a strange inconsistency and an 
un- natural paradox that  "l" resists change  in 
''me"  and in the surrounding  universe. For 
change  is not merely a force of destruction. Every 
forro is really a  pattern  of movement, and  every 
living thing is  like the river, which, if it did not 
flow out, would never  have been able to flow in. Life and death are not two  opposed forces;  they 
are simply two ways of looking  at the same force, 
for the movement of change is as  muc h the builder 
as the destroyer. The human body  lives because it 
is a complex of motions, of circula - tion,  
respiration,  and digestion. To resist  change,  to 
41 THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
try to cling to life, is therefore like holding 
your  brcath:  if you  pcrsisL  you  kili yoursclf. In thinking of oursclves as divided into ''I" 
and "me," wc casily forget Lhat consciousness 
also livcs  becausc it is moving. lt is as mucha part 
and product  of the strcam of change as the body 
and the whole  natural  world. If you look  at it 
carefully,  you will sce that consciousness -the 
thing you call "l"-is really  a stream  of 
cxperiences,  of sensations,  thoughts, and  feelings 
in constam motion. But becausc these cx- 
pericnccs includc mcmories, we havc the 
imprcssion  thaL "l" is somcthing solid and still, 
likc a tablct  upon  which  life is writing  a 
record. Yet the ''tablct" moves with the writing finger 
as thc river flows along with  thc ripples, so that  
memory  is like a record written on water -a 
record, not of  graven characters, but of waves 
stirred into motion  by other waves which are 
callcd sensations and facts. Thc diffcrcnce 
bctwccn "l" and "me" is largely an  illusion of 
memory. In trulh, 'T' is of the same na - ture as 
"me. " lt is part of our whole being, just as  the 
head is part of the body. But if this is not realized,  
"I" and "me," the head and thc body, will feel 
at odds with cach other. "I," not undcrstanding 
that it  too is part of thc stream of changc, will try 
to makc  scnse of thc world and experiencc by 
attcmpting Lo fix it. We shall  then  have  a war  between  consciousness  
and nature,  between  the dcsire  C o r permanence  
and  THE  CREAT  STREAM  
the fact of flux. This war must  be uttcrly  fmile  and 
frustrating -a vicious  circlc -bccause  il is a conflict  
between  two parts  of thc same  thing. lt must  lead  
thought  and action  into  circlcs  which  go nowhcre  
fastcr  and faster. For whcn  wc fail to sce that  our liíc 
is changc,  we set oursclvcs against  ourselvcs and  be- 
come  likc Ouroboros,  thc misguidccl  snake, who  tries  
to eat his own  tail. Ouroboros  is the pcrennial  sym - 
bol of ali vicious circles, of evcry auempt  to split  our 
being  asunder ancl  makc  onc pan conqucr  the other. Strugglc as we may, "fixing"  will nevcr make scnsc  
out o( change. Thc  only  way  to makc  sensc  out of 
change is  to plunge  into  it, move  with  it, and join the 
dance. Religion, as most of us havc known it, has quite  
obviously tried  to make sense out of lifc by fixation. lt has tricd to givc this passing world a meaning by 
relating it to an unchanging God, and by seeing its  
goal and purpose as an immortal life in which  the 
individual becomes one with the changeless nature  
of the deity. "Resc eternal grant unto them, O Lord,  
and Jet light perpetua. shine upon  them. " Likewise,  
it attempts to make sense out of the swirling move - 
ments of history by relating them  to the  fixccl  laws  
of God,  "whosc  Word  cnclurcth  for ever. " Wc have  thus  made a problcm  for oursclvcs  by 
confusing the intelligiblc with  the fixed. We think  
that making sense out of life is impossible unless the 
flow  of events  can somehow  be fitted  into  a frame - 
43 TIIE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
work of rigid forms. To be meaningful, life must 
be understandable in terms of fixed ideas and 
laws, and these in turn musl correspond to 
unchanging and eternal  realitics  bchind  the 
shifting  scene. 1 But if this is what  "making  sense  
out of life"   mea ns, we have  set ourselves thc 
impossible task of making fixity out  of ílux. Before we can find out whether there is sorne 
better  way of understanding our universe, we 
must see  clearly how chis confusion of "sense" 
with "fixity"  has come  about. The root of the difficulty is that we have 
developed  the power of thinking so rapidly and 
one-sidedly that  we have  forgouen  thc propcr  rclat 
ion bet ween  thoughts and events, words and 
things. Conscious  thinking has gone ahead and 
created its own world,  and, when this is found 
to conflict with the real  world, we have the 
sense of a proíound discord be- tween "I," che 
conscious thinker, and nature. This  onc-sided 
development of man is nol peculiar to in - 
tellectuals and "brainy" people, who are only 
ex- treme  examples  of a tendency  which  has 
affected  our entire  civiliz. ation. What we havc forgotten is that thoughts and 
words  are convenlions,  and that  it is fatal  to 
take  conven - 
1Latcr  on in this bo o l<. wc  shall  sec  that  thcse  mctaphysical  
idc:u of thc unchanging ancl  1he eternal  can  havc ano1hcr sense. Thcy do not neccs. sarily  imply a static vicw oí rcality, and whilc  
ord•narily used as auempts 10 ••fix thc Aux" 1hcy havc not ah,ays  
bccn  so. 44 TIIE  GREAT  STREAM  
tions  too seriously. A convention  is a social  con- 
venience, as,  for example,  money. Money gets rid  of 
the inconveniences of barter. I3ut it is absurd 
LOLake  money too seriously,  Lo confuse  iL wiLh real  
weallh,  beca use iL will do you  no good  LOcat  it or 
wcar it  for clothing. l \íoney is more or less static, for 
gol el, sil ver,  strong paper, or a bank  balance  can 
"stay  put"  for a long  time. Dut real  wealth,  such  as 
food,  is perish - ablc. Thus a community may 
possess ali  the gold  in the world,  b11t  if it does noL  
farm  its crops  iL will  starve. In somewltat  the same  way,  thoughts,  ideas,  and 
words are "coins" for real Lhings. Thcy are 110/  
those  things,  and though  Lhey  represenc  Lhem,  
Lhere  are many ways in which they do not 
correspond aL ali. As  with money and wealth, so 
with thoughts and Lhings:  ideas and words are more 
or lcss fixecl,  whcreas real  Lhings  changc. lt is easier  LO say  "l" than  LO point  LO rour  own  
body,  and LO say  "want"  Lhan  Lo try to indicaLc  a 
vague fceling in che mouLh ancl scomach. It is more  
conveniem  to say "water"  Lhan  to lead your  friend  
co a well  and makc  suitablc  n1otions. lt is :dso  co11 - 
venicnt  to agrec  LO use  thc samc  words  for thc samc  
things,  ami to kccp  thesc  \1·onls  unchangcd. cvcn  
though  the 1ltings we are indicaLing are in comLam  
motion. In the bcginning,  the powcr  of words  musl  have  
secmed  magical,  and,  indccd,  thc miraclcs  which  
45 TIIE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
verbal thinking has wrought have justified  the im - 
pression. What a marvel  it muse  have  been  to get  
rid of the nuisances of sign -language and summon a  
friend simply by making a short  noise -his namel  lt 
is no woncler  that names have bccn considered un- 
canny  manifestations  of supernatural  power,  and 
that men have identified their names with their souls  
or used them to invoke spiritual forces. Indeed, the  
power of words has gone to man's head in more than  
one way. To define has come  to mean almost the  
same thing as to undcrstand. rore  imponant still,  
words  havc cnablcd  man  to define  himsclf -to label  
a cenain  part  of his expericnce  ·'I. " This is, perhaps, thc meaning of the ancicnt belief  
that the name is the soul. For to define is to isolate,  
to separatc sorne complcx of forms from thc stream  
oí life ami say, "This is l. " When man can name and  
define himsclf, he fcels that he has an idcntity. Tlws  
he begins to feel, like the word, separat. e and static,  
as over  against  the real,  fluid  world  of nature. Fccling separate, the sensc of conflict between man,  
on the onc hand, and  nawrc, on  the other,  begins. Languagc :rnd thought grapple with thc conílict, and  
the magic which can summon a man by naming him  
is appliecl lO thc univcrse. lts powcrs are namcd, pcr- 
sonalizcd, :md invoked  in mythology and  religion. Natural proccsses are rnadc intelligiblc, bccause ali  
regular proccsscs -such  as the rotation  of the  stars  
and scasons -can be fiued  to words  anci  ascribed  to 
,¡ G THE  GREAT  STREAM  
the activity of the gods or God,  the eternal Word. At a later time scicnce employs the same process, 
study - ing every kind of regularity in the universe, 
naming,  classifying,  and making  use of them  in 
ways  still more  miraculous. But because it is the use ancl nature of words 
and thoughts to be fixed, definite, isolated, it is 
extremcly  hard to describe the most important 
characteristic of  life-its movement and fluidity. Justas money docs  not represcnt t ite 
pcrishability and edibility of food,  so words ancl  
thoughts do not rcprescnt the vitality  of lifc. The 
rclation  bctween  thought  and move - menl is 
somcthing like thc diíTcrcnce between a real  man 
running anda motion -picture film which sho,,·s  
thc running  as a series  o[ "stills. " \Ve reson to the con \'ention of stills "·henever 
\\'C want to describe or think about any moving 
body,  such as a train, stating that at such -ancl -such 
times it  is at such -and-such  places. Ilt11  this is not 
quite  true. \'ou can say that a train is ata panicular point 
"no"·. " But it took you somc time to say "now. '· 
and during  that time, however shon, the train was 
still mo \'ing. You can only say that the moving 
train actually  is (i. e. , stops) ata par1 icular point  
for a panicular rno•  mcnt i( both are infinitely 
small. But infini1cly stnall  points  and fixcd  
momcnts  are al\\'ays  imaginary  points, being 
dcnizens of mathcmatical thcory rathcr  than  the 
real  worlcl. It is most  convcnicnt  for scic11tific  calculation  
to 
'17 TIIE  WISDO. M  OF INSECURITY  
think of a movement as a series of very small jerks or 
stills. But confusion arises when the world described  
and measured by such conventions is identified with  
the world of experience. A series of stills does not,  
unless  rapi<lly  moved  beforc  our eyes,  convey  the es- 
sential  vitality  and beauty  of movement. The defini - 
tion, the description, leaves out the most importanl  
thing. Useful as these conventions are for purposes of  
calculation,  language,  and logic,  absurdities  arisc  
when we think that the kind o( language we use or  
che kind oí logic with which  we reason can really  
define or explain the "physical" world. Pare of man's  
frustration is that he has become accustomed to ex - 
pece  language  and thought  lo offer  explanations  
which they cannot give. To wam life to be "intelli - 
giblc" in this sense is to want it 10 be somel11in g 
other than  life. lL is to prcfer a motion -picture  film  
to a real, running man. To feel thal life is meaning•  
less unless ". " can be permanenl  is like having fal - 
len desperately  in love  with  an inch. Words and measures do not givc lifc; they merely  
symbolizc it. Thus all "explanations" of the universc  
couched in languagc are circul:ir, and lcave thc mosl  
cssential things unexplaincd a11<l undcfined. The dic- 
tionary itsclf is circular. lt defines worcls in terms of 
other,rnrds. The dictionary comes a little closer to  
life when, alongsidc sorne word, it givcs you a pic - 
ture. Ilut it will be notcd  that  ali dictionary  pictures  
48 THE GREAT STREAM 
are attached to nouns rather than verbs. An 
illustra - tion of the verb to run  would have to be a 
series of  stills like a comic strip, for words and 
static pictures  can neither  define  nor explain  a 
motion. Even  the nouns  are convcntions. You do not 
define  this real, living "something" by associating 
it with the  noise man. When we say,  "This 
(pointing with  the finger) is a man," the thing to 
which we point is not  man. To be clcarer we 
should  havc said,  "This  is symbolizcd by the noisc 
man. " What, thcn, is this. We do not  know. That is 
to say, we cannot define it  in any fixed  way,  
though,  in another  sensc,  we know  it as our 
immcdiate  expcrience -a flowing  process  without 
dcfinablc beginning or end. lt is convention  alone 
which persuades me that I am simply this body  
boundcd by a skin  in space, and by birth  and 
death  in time. Whcrc do I bcgin and cnd in spacc. I have rcla - 
tions to thc sun and air which are justas vital parts 
of my existence as my heart. Thc movcment in 
which I ama pauern or convolution bcgan 
incalculable ages  before  the (conventionally  
isolatcd)  event  called  birth, and will continue  long 
afler the cvent called  death. Only words and 
convcmions can  isolatc  us from thc cntircly 
unc. leíinablc somcthing which  is cvcrything. Now  thcsc are uscful words, so long as wc treat  
them as conventions and use them likc thc 
imaginary  lines  of latitude  and longi1ude  which  
are drawn  upon 
49 THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURITY  
maps, but are not actually found upon the face of the  
earth. But in practice we are all bewitched by words. We confusc them wilh the real world, and try to live  
in the real world as iE it werc che world of words. As  
a consequence,  we are dismayed  <1nd  dumbfounded  
,vhen they do not fil. The more we try to live in che  
world of words, the more we feel isolated and alone,  
the more all the joy and  liveliness of things  is ex - 
changed  for mere  certainty  and security. On the 
other hand, thc more we are forced to admit that we  
actually livc in thc real world, thc more we fecl igno - 
rant,  unccrtain,  and insecurc  about  everything. But thcre can be no sanity unlcss the difference  
between thcsc two worlds is recognízed. The scope  
and purposes of science are woefully misunderstood  
when  the universe which  it describes  is confuscd  
with thc universc in which man livcs. Scicncc is talk- 
ing about  a symbol  of the real  universc. and this sym - 
bol has much  thc same use as money. ll is a con - 
venienc  timcsaver  for making  practica. arrange - 
mcnts. But when  money  and wealth,  reality  and 
science  are confused,  che symbol  bccomes  a burden. Similnrly, thc universe describcd in formal, dog - 
matic religion is nothing more tlrnn a symbol of the  
real world, hcing likewise construned out o[ verbal  
all{I conventional clistinctions. To separatc ·'chis per - 
son" from the rest of the universc is to make a con - 
vent. ional scparation. To want "t. his person" to be  
eternal  is to want  the words  to b<: thc rcality. and to 
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insist that a convention endure for ever and ever. \. Ye hunger for the perpetuity of something which 
never  existed. Science has "destroyed ··  the 
religious symbol  of the worl<l becíluse, whcn 
symbols are con(use<l  with reality, different ways 
of symbolizin g reality will  scem  contradictory. The  scientific  way  of symbolizing  the world  is 
more suitcd to utilitarian purposes than the 
rcligious  way, but this does not mean  that  it has 
any more  "truth. " Is it trucr  to classi(y  rabbits  
according to  thcir mcat or according to thcir fur. ft dcpcnds on  what you want to do with them. Thc 
clash bctwecn  science and religion has not shown 
that religion is  false an<l science is true. lt has 
shown that ali systems  of definition  are rclative  to 
various  purposcs,  and  that none of them actually 
"grnsp" reality. f \nd be - cause religion was being 
misuscd as a means for ac - tually grasping all(I 
possessíng the mys1ery of lifc, a  certain mcasurc 
of "dcb11nki11g" was highly ncccs - sary. But in the proccss of symboli7. ing thc univcrse 
in chis way or that for this purposc or drnt wc 
seem to  have lose  the actuíll joy and  mcaning of 
lifc  itself. Ali the various dcfinitions of thc 
univcrse have had  ulterior  motives,  being  
conccrncd  wi1 h  the futurc  rather than thc prcscnl. Religiou w;ints 10 assure thc  furure bcyond dcath, 
and scicncc wa111s to assure it  until dcath, and tO 
postponc dcath. Ilm tomorrow  and plans  for 
tomorrow  can have  no significance  at THE  WISDOM  OF INSECURJTY  
all unless you are in full contact with the reality of  
the present, since it is in the prescnt and only in the  
present that you live. There is no other realily than  
present reality, so that, evcn if one were to live for  
endless ages, to livc for the future would be to miss  
the point  cverlastingly. But it is just this rcality of the present, this mov - 
ing, vital  now which eludes all  the definitions and  
descriptions. Here is the mysterious real world which  
words and ideas can never pin down. Living always  
for the future, we are out of touch wid1 this source  
and ccntcr of life,  and as a rcsult ali thc magic of 
naming  and thinking  has come  to something  of a 
temporary  breakdown. The miracles of technology cause us  to live in a 
hectic, clockwork world that docs violencc to human  
biology, cnabling us  to do nothing but pursue  the 
futurc fastcr and fastcr. Deliberatc thought fincls it - 
sclf una ble to control  the 11psurgc  of thc b e a s 1  in man 
-a bcast  more  "bcastly"  than  any crcawrc  of the 
wild, maddened ancl exasperatcd by thc pursuit of 
illusions. Special ization  in verbiage,  classi fication,  
and mechanized thinking has put man out of touch  
with  many  of the  marvelous  powers  of "instincc"  
which govcrn his body. IL has,  furthcrmorc,  madc  
him feel uttcrly scparatc from the universe,me. bis  
own "me. " And  thus when ali philosophy has dis - 
solved in relativism, and can make fixed sensc of thc  
universe  no longcr,  isolated  "I" feels  miserably  insc- 
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cure and panicky, finding the real world a Aat comra - 
diction  of its wholc  being. Of course  there  is nothing  ncw  in this prcdicamcnt  
of discovering thal ideas and words cannot plumb  
the ullimate mystery of life, that  Realily or,  if you  
will,  Gocl  cannol  be comprehcn<led  by the finite  
mind. The only novelty is Lhat the predicament is  
now social rather than individual;  it is widely felt,  
not confined to the few. Almost every spiritual tradi - 
tion recognizes that a point comes when two things  
must happen: man must surrendcr his separatc -fecl- 
ing '"1,'' and must face the fact that he cannot know,  
that  is, define  the ultimate. These traditions also recognize that beyond this  
point  there lies a "vision of God"  which  cannot be  
put into words, and which is certainly someLhing ut•  
terly clifferent from perceiving a radiant gentleman  
on a gol den thronc, ora literal flash of blinding I ight. Section summary: 

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psychology, existential crisis. He highlights several key concepts:
*       Rejection of traditional notions of god/spirituality;
    * Emphasis on embracing uncertainty/dread/disillusion/mortaliti\
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Confrontational relationship towards external factors/
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We've successfully summarized multiple paragraphs discussing topics centered around `wisdom`, highlighting prominent arguments focused predominantly.
The author argues that the pursuit of security and certainty is futile and that salvation and sanity come from recognizing that we have no way of saving ourselves.
What is the author's main argument in the preface of the book?
The author criticizes the idea of "believe" as a means of avoiding the truth and reality, and argues that this approach is self-deception.
What is the author's criticism of the concept of "believe"?
The author does not take a clear stance on the relationship between science and faith, but rather suggests that science and faith are two different ways of approaching reality.
What is the author's view on the relationship between science and faith?
The author argues that faith is not about clinging to a fixed idea or preconception, but rather about an open and receptive attitude towards the unknown.
What is the author's criticism of the concept of "faith"?
The author suggests that language is a convention that is not a reflection of reality, but rather a means of trying to grasp and understand it, and that it is not possible to pin down the ultimate mystery of life.
What is the author's view on the role of language in understanding the world?