 among them is excessive hatred which i was able with the help of god almighty to conceal and cover and i overcame it to reveal all of its results. as for cutting it off completely i was not able to do so and with it i was unable to befriend anyone who had a true enmity towards me ever.
 ومنها حقد مفرط قدرت بعون الله تعالى على طيه وستره، وغلبته على اظهار جميع نتائجه، وأما قطعه البتة فلم أقدر عليه وأعجزني معه أن أصادق من عاداني عداوة صحيحة أبدا.