you will not be able to be just between your women even though you are eager. do not be altogether partial so that you leave her as if she were suspended. if you reform and are cautious allah is the forgiver the merciful.
ولن تستطيعوا أن تعدلوا بين النساء ولو حرصتم فلا تميلوا كل الميل فتذروها كالمعلقة وإن تصلحوا وتتقوا فإن الله كان غفورا رحيما