Losing Chrissy
What I'm left with now is not only all of Chrissy's things for the time being, but this drive to carry on without her. I refuse to acknowledge we lost, that I am defeated. She wouldn't want that. I try to appreciate beautiful days for both of us. I've caught myself wondering if I can accurately gauge what she would and wouldn't have loved. I think I can. No, wait -- I know I can.
lose chrissy leave chrissy thing time drive carry refuse acknowledge lose defeat want try appreciate beautiful day catch wonder accurately gauge love think wait know