everyone idea make omar mateen murder 50 people pulse nightclub orlando supposedly drive commit sick disgust act see two men kiss allegedly pledge allegiance isis less hour open fire may even dark side though one permeate entire society whether want admit not.witnesses say mateen regular pulse least three years ty smith chris callen perform drag show pulse remember escort club numerous occasion drink gourd saw picture tv connection massacre floor profess shock see face tv guy say callen perform name kristina mclaughlin go bar least three years express incredulity story tell mateen father wake shoot gunman scandalize visit miami sight men kiss other.they say mateen saw plenty men kiss far close home miami bullcrap right offence straight-up crap around us smith say monday interview glbt community center central florida people little kiss outside bar party people supposedly drive another regular pulse kevin west tell los angeles time mateen message year gay chat app msnbc chris hay report report know several people record say shooter several gay date apps message christopher hay chrislhayes june 14 2016 several regulars pulse recognize shooter one say come regularly past years christopher hay chrislhayes june 14 2016and gay classmate shooter police academy say use go gay bar shooter ask christopher hay chrislhayes june 14 2016it terrifyingly possible mateen gay tough painful pill swallow light idea gay man could sink evil perpetrate horrific massacre community belong hurt however muslim possibly extreme muslim value mirror right-wing christian value allow hatred lgbtq community supposedly free nation world eric biesterfeld gay man explain facebook post wonder need gay pride pride opposite shame true shame unchangeable harmless facet humanity cause much pain bring 49 live own.and yes blame would use religion cause shame another act louis alemayehu write post biesterfeld share say something similar us suspect internalize oppression deadly many ways must nurture accept one another early age self hatred and/or denial implications way beyond individual family community ultimately world interconnections profound immediate point hateful bigoted homophobes straight cisgender people think lgbtq gross place society lgbtq people internalize bigotry many hate-filled homophobes loud influential mouthpieces try enshrine oppression lgbtq community laws govern land name religious freedom despite chris hay tweet excuse mateen anything bang-on right make mistake call mateen anything murderer none would exculpate sheer hatred rage evil murderer even explain sense complicate christopher hay chrislhayes june 14 2016but hay right complicate tragedy root societal ill ill vile idea lgbtq community wrong dirty identities wrong disgust true way practice religion force others oppression bad violence.there way know really go mateen head hate whatever drive evident make co-workers uncomfortable one mateen ex-coworkers g4s security tell complain man frequent slur attack gays black david ovalle davidovalle305 june 12 2016 would never sentence without use word queer dike always violence tell david ovalle davidovalle305 june 12 2016mateen also dalliances pga village neighborhood want cheat wife little respect women david ovalle davidovalle305 june 12 2016whether drive exclusively extreme religious ideology make bigot consume hate fill self-loathing powerful all-consuming come horribly violent pyroclastic eruption tragic result same.right-wing christians need look mirror want discover possible cause massacre come lgbtq community value identical value islam guilty mateen senseless deaths.featured image via screen capture regulars pulse nightclub say shooter often use gay date app