two days berlin kill resurrect dark period life conrad leslie say unexpected message strange facebook give wife comfort unlike anything experience since son uc berkeley student die nice france terror attack july.the message leslie say put rest recur nightmare couple vision son body promenade alone hours fact woman daughter surround nicholas leslie body candle pray throughout night leslie learn instead run fear ask police could stay say leslie del mar san diego county cold night stay body like christmas story us miracle almost facebook message come french woman whose mother vacation nice every year say mother run two women also mother daughter tell story find young man body along promenade stay first responders came.the woman learn story read article le monde quote leslie say one son base description young man body location die report newspaper connect dot tell daughter speak english track leslie once.after connect facebook leslie say try track mother daughter stay son body know exist go find said.nicholas leslie picture 20 france study-abroad program uc berkeley study business environmental sciences summer program students encourage develop startup ideas create way measure lactic acid generation athletes real time.on night july 14 nicholas leslie friends stroll promenade des anglais along mediterranean group plan watch bastille day fireworks get bed early trip next morning barcelona spain.leslie say son long stride gait 10 feet front friends dive beach man drive cargo truck intentionally run dozens people kill 86. one friend swear saw nick run away late find probably ptsd leslie say help us get strength go nice look uncertainty pain recall vivid detail monday similar truck attack bustle christmas market central berlin kill 12 people injure dozens huge manhunt continue thursday german officials work track attacker bring back moment us parent felt desperation pain leslie say new world live terrible leslie engineer mostly lapse catholic say write death 18th century scientist emanuel swedenborg help cope although bother people tell son death god nicholas leslie good place leslie say take comfort swedenborg idea two angels carry son heaven embody mother daughter pray him.the family nicholas create scholarship name nicolos leslie memorial fundraiser read sfchronicle miracle connection parent college student kill terrorists france heroic strangers