washington former democratic presidential candidate hillary clinton say new book donald trump make skin crawl stalk around stage campaign debate wonder tell back creep audio excerpt book happen air wednesday msnbc clinton describe 2016 campaign joyful humble infuriate plain baffle acknowledge fail millions supporters lose trump november election excerpt clinton describe oct. debate st. louis trump follow closely stage lurk behind field question live television audience debate come two days audiotape emerge trump hear brag grope women ok think clinton say second presidential debate donald trump loom behind small stage matter walk follow closely star make face incredibly uncomfortable literally breathe neck skin crawl clinton say one moments wish could hit pause ask everyone watch well would stay calm keep smile carry repeatedly invade space turn look eye say loudly clearly back creep get away know love intimidate women intimidate me clinton say choose first option keep cool aid lifetime deal difficult men try throw say clinton question whether choose second option certainly would good tv say maybe over-learned lesson stay calm bite tongue dig fingernails clench fist smile determine present compose face world clinton say write book due release come weeks easy every day candidate president know millions people count bear idea let say get job do clinton book say trump 's debate stalk make skin crawl