text: what pills could you take that wouldn't kill you but put you in oblivion for a while? i'm hurting really bad, and know i don't want to die, but i just don't know how much more i can take right now.  i would love to be able to just take a couple of days off mentally.  it would be a relief to just sleep for a week, then hopefully i could wake up refreshed.  yeah, i am a depressive bipolar, but my meds aren't working apparently. you're going to wake up from a massive hangover and feeling worse than ever if you try to treat depression this way.  the following link gives you emails and phone numbers for bipolar hotline volunteers.  they can probably help you feel better without putting your health in jeopardy.  http://www.mental-health-today.com/suicide/hotline.htm