text: i have a question about this weird feeling im having right now? well i recently culminated from middle school and i had this teacher that is so important to me and well they gave me these books that well they read in colledge but said they might interest me now and like they gave me this list of people and books and like i felt and still feel this feeling of lonliness or like i start feeling weird about my soon to be colledge years when ever i think about the books or what the teacher told me why??? you are going through the toughest years of your life now and you are maturing and realizing the enormity of your future. everyone feels this way... and since you associate the books with college... and you associate college with growing up and moving away... this would give anyone anxiety! my advice is to not worry too much about growing up too fast- believe me enjoy the years you are experiencing now- and dont grow up too fast. be a teenager and have fun!