text: who do you think god is? make it personal, please.! he is my eternal heavenly father and the father of my spirit.   i believe that i grew in a greater understanding of his love and my relationship with him when i lost my daughter.  when i gave birth to may daughter, it was the most awe inspiring experience. nothing can even compare with the feelings that are instantaneous when you set eyes on the perfect little baby that you where a part of helping to make. (miracle) loosing her has been to date the most difficult trial, but upon reflection and deep pondering this is how i explain it.  i yearn for her and miss her. i want to see and be with her again.  well heavenly father is i feel is not so very different, i know that our families are central to heavenly fathers plan so that we can better understand his great love for us. nothing compares to parenthood.  i imagine that each time he sends one of us down here his heart is broken and sad why, because many of us won't find him again, or choose not to.  when we leave his presence to come here to this earth we are given our agency out of his great love for us.  how sad it must be for him to wait and watch as we struggle through this existence.  the same ache that is in my heart over not having my daughter anymore i can imagine heavenly father having. except, for my love even though it was great was and is not even close to gods great love for us that is perfect.