text: its not fricken fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!? i have 3 beautiful children,a boyfriend tht loves me very much..a nice apartment with nice things...in the past year, i cant work,cant drive,i have panic attacks,go to the hospital for the wierdest things when i have an attack, i have racing thoughts and bipolar...i am 28 yrs old and this just happened..why me, i am a good person i dnt do bad things...why do i have to deal with this? that sucks! but no one can really answer your question, except maybe your parents, or grand parents had the same thing, genetics-yeah it can suck big time.