text: why can't i seem to trust him? well i have left him 2 times in the past. the last time i left him was because he went and got his ex g/f and stayed with her in a motel room. i came back to him i just don't know why i keep doing this to myself anymore. i am almost 8 months pregnant with his child and he still don't know what it is that he wants in life. i am 24 and he is 30 and i know what i want in my life. everyday i try to trust him but it seems like everyday it gets harder to trust him why is this?  