text: question to fellow ex-active addicts? what keeps you going every day, and inspires you from just going back and taking one more hit, one more drop, or one more shot?   a simple question...or is it? i'm a recovering cocaine addict. whenever i feel like blowing money on a sack i go shopping. i buy something nice for myself with the amount of money i would have spent on drugs and while i am buying it the urge to get high subsides because i realize the nice things i can have by not doing drugs.    i know all guys need toys, it's in their nature. next time go buy yourself some stereo equipment or something nice for your car instead. trust me it works.  good luck on your sobriety