text: how to appologize for being a drunken retard? ive been with this guy for years and we broke up but were stillliving together.i just found out he was lying to me and was doing dope. now hes a full blown crack head junky. after work (where i guzzled a bunch of whiskey)a mutual frined and i went out and got even more drunk and then i came home. he was laying on the couch (i thought he was mad at me ) and then out of nowhere we started fighting and then he called me a c*** (which is the most offensive thing someone i love can call me)so supposedly i threatened to stab him and his parents (who normally love me) got really pissed and so i left. well my mom (who wasnt talking to me) picked me up and just started screaming at me and told me how much she hated me blahh blahh blahh. so i ran out the house and somehow ended up 8 miles in the "worst" city in ny (not in nyc) where i got picked up by the police.lately ive been so hurt& neverbeen so wasted in mylife and now he wants nothing to do with me. what do i do to earn his friendship back for someone to do that to you why look for ways to earn his friendship back. you have been hurt. it is best if you move on in your life and find someone new that will love you for who you are . not what you are . take care