text: is it time for me to get help? i have posted two questions so far on yahoo answers, all of them bleak. that was about 6 months ago. 2day i am still struglling with the same problems as before. i am relapsing with my anorexia, more paranoid than ever and depressed beyond beleif. after being physically, sexually and emotionally abused, overcoming cancer, and fighting anorexia aho wouldn't be. then at the lowest point in my life my boyfriend of almost 8 months and i decided to split. that was april. i still have strong feelings for him. to top off my misearable life for the past couple of months i have been worried about everything under the sun from money to making sure that i have a place to stay and its taking its toll. i have been considering suicide.  i had a shocking revelation, one that scared me. if u don't get help you're going to kill urself. i don't know what to do. maybe i left ga to soon. maybe i did'nt get a chance to forgive and heal and move on. i'm depressed, stressed and at a loss. yes it's time to seek help, i would not waste any more time obviously you are depressed and need professional assistance.  try to take the positives from each and everything, cos negativity is the ruination of mankind, it is hard when you are low is there any family member who can take you in for a short time whilst you seek treatment?  i'm sorry to hear you have been emotionally and sexually abused this also is a heavy burden, but the positive angle is you are here talking about it, so are recognising the need for help.  you have fought against the bigc, you are a survivor, this is just another hurdle in life to jump over, i wish you well and good luck