text: why is hurtting myself so much fun?!? why do i have fun createing my own pain by watching my self bleed!!!!!????? i cut. it gives me a feeling of release....but i dont find it fun. im ashamed of it...i wish i didnt do it. it makes us feel slightly better.  but i wuldnt never say thats its fun. it is not a hobby of mine. so i really dont know. if ur doing it for fun try find something else fun which doesnt involve inflict pain apon your self and leaving you with scars. looking back in later life you dont want a body for of scars from something you found fun!  also it is an attention seeking thing.   stop now...at least try (im trying and i do it for a reason not because i find it fun!)