text: i feel like being a nudist and enjoy multidimensional love making experiences? i feel naturism is close to spirituality and orgasm gives a feeling of reflection of merging with god - feeling totally pure from within. but my family values and social/cultural background does not permit me to go ahead. should i suppress all my feelings and ........keep on feeling bad deep within ....... what should i do? your guidance is solicited as being a delicate subject, i am unable to interact with my known circle. i am a highly educated female, close to 30 (unmarried) and looking forward for a practical solution by which self dignity is maintained and desires are also completely fulfilled. thanks! go ahead and try experiencing these things you crave.  there is nothing morally wrong about naturism, the enjoyment of our god-given bodies in the natural environment can indeed be a spiritual experinece.  if you don't try these experiences, you will always feel you are missing out and deprived.  you need to be brave and throw off your background inhibitions.  you can always stop if you find the experience doesn't match up to the expectation.  but, it is the things that we lack the courage to try that we regret, not trying things and deciding from a position of knowledge that we don't like them. i had a similar dilemma to you (still working on it actually) but where i have confronted it and accepted my desires and embraced them i am much happier.  you can contact me directly if you want to discuss it further.