text: where can i get treatment for borderline personality disorder in canada? all the programs in my city for full.  i am suicidal almost all the time but the hospital will not admitt me because they don't believe it would be helpful (they don't have any beds either).  what am i supposed to do?  i need help and i've asked for it and i'm not getting it.  what can i do?  i just want to die.  my life is horrible.  the health system has let me down and i don't know where to turn now.  please someone help me. lana, i don't know if you are religious or not but speaking to a priest or a minister could be help-full. i'm not religious myself, but i know these are good and caring people and have access to many resources. please don't do anything to hurt you self, i'm sure there are people that love you and it would hurt them as well.  good luck