text: my ex boyfriend was selling marijuana out of my apartment without my acknowledgement he ran i was charged? i've been goin to court trying to fight my charge with a public defender but it hasn't been looking to well.  i can't afford a private lawyer.  since i was arrested i got a restraining order and sole custody of my children...he says he will not turn himself in, and my lawyer tells me that even if he did i still would be charged.  i have never ever been in trouble with the law and obtained my apartment for 3 years before i allowed my ex to move in...within 7  months the police were busting down my door.  i am not listed on the search warrant but the description of my ex was.  they are trying to give me a felony and 120 days of community service....i am not guilty so ive been fighting this since june 2006.  i currently am having trouble finding employment because my background checks show that i'm currently goin to court for the charge.  i dont know what to do or anything that can help me with my case.  my public defender doesn't seem to be to interested... fire public defender which creates conflict of interest.  have court appoint a private attorney.  get full discovery and find out where this boyfriend is if he doesn't own up give info to your lawyer - da.  i know u don't want 2 be a snitch but if you don't you will be convicted of at least possession, if not distribution