text: at times i feel strong wish of towards gay act? never been into it in real but use to fancy of geting into it at times especialy when to b frank i fantasize about incest at tht moment the strong urge of gay relationship also arisen and think mostly about being a perfect botom at times about top as well, am maried hve two children also enjoying married life and stil gay feelings, never gona tel nybody about tht coz none of friend of this taste rather they abuse me if i share my feelings with them just afraid also that if i have it once in real then i will just b doing all the time gay and be no more a straight, wish to be straight also but at same time enjoying all shapes of sex means gay, incest and so on... any suggestions about tht coz  wna sincere and limited gay friendship not a very open one should i try it in real if so with whom should i and wt else...................... i've always been told i have an amazingly high sex drive and limited self-control. you have no idea how many people you just proved wrong by comparison.