text: i can't survive with $832 a month from disability benefits. i feel sad and very unhappy. what can i do? i failed going to school or university because i got a f in calculus and a d in english. i can't take school anymore. i feel i'm a vegetable right now. the only thing i do is eat and sleep or play computer games and browse the internet 12 hours a day. please give me some hints or tips thank u try starting an ebay business.