text: women, women, women? i find myself torn between two paths here, one alone and one with her. but i am waiting for her to choose. and while i'm waiting here, i find myself thinking of things i want to say to her, ways to really express myself, and it hits me that i want to tell her how much i love her and want to be with her. but in the same breath, i want to tell her she's being a selfish *****, that her indecision is breeding contempt and resentment in me for her, and that she ought to think twice before she assumes any guy as nice, as caring, as into her as i am is going to come around and wait for her to make up her ******* mind, she really is crazy! should i feel bad for even thinking like that? b/c i honestly feel better just writing that down.  (we have/had, i don't even really know right now, dated for about 6 mos and everything started off fantastically) well, it is kind of irritating to be in your situation so don't feel bad, it is frustrating. i suggest that you just keep on writing you irritations down here so when she makes that decision, and she chooses you, all you have left are the nice words and feelings. keep that written, semi-anonymous rants pouring in here!