text: will my suicide matter to all you idiots?   i myself know six people who've committed suicide...all men....3 relatives, 2 high school friends and one friend from college. i think that everyone has a different method of coping and everyone's method isn't as good as others. and i also think everyone has limits to what they can handle and if people haven't learned how to cope with life's struggles, it's easy to see how they can succumb to suicide.  i've forwarded the following link to friends and acquaintances many times who've said they've reached their limit. i tell them to read just page 5, if not the entire book.  http://www.hopeline.com/docs/suicide.pdf#search='suicide%20the%20forever%20decision'   it's a pdf, so you'll need acrobat reader to view it.  there was a time more than a dozen years ago when i reached my limit and someone who could tell, saved me by asking me to read only page 5. i ended up reading the entire book. and i'm still here, so it must be good stuff.  and luckily after surfing the internet one day i found the book, now free on the internet as a service to others.  :)