text: sudden depression? everything is really ok in my life. i have a good job, i live in a nice plac ein a cool city, i am engaged, etc. but i get these random depression strikes where i start completely exeturating my situation, and literarly losing it. i am kindda sensative to what people think about me, and how they treat me although i never show that. ex: i met my friends dad the other day for the first time, and he told her that he though i wa svery nervous. so deep insid ethat really bothered me. and there are many other little thinsg like that. i have friends but i'm also always the shy and not the most loved on in the group. i don't actually have to many great friends (although i do have some really good fun friends0. so there have been a couple of incidents where i would just lose it with my fiance. since i feel like he is the closet one to me, i guess i can lose it with him. things get really out of control , but when i think back about that it's mostly my fault, because i dramatize to much hello! i have been in exactly the same boat...i believe some of us are just born extra sensitive. i am always hyper-aware of what others may think of me, and what i think about myself. i just had to tell myself that i don't care what others think! i spent too many years of my life with that worry and it was hindering me in all aspects of my life. once you come to that realization, you will feel like a weight has been lifted off of your shoulders. that is one step you can make in a positive direction. don't let what others say bother you...i know that is easier said than done. i just got upset the other day about what my boyfriend's father said about me. but i was able to talk myself through the situation, and i realized i was overreacting. it is not something that we can get rid of, rather we can put our emotions in check and realize we can change how we approach things. know you are a valuable person. you are not "crazy"! just think that your sensitivity is a gift, and there is nothing wrong with you for being that way. you will feel so much better when you realize that you are a wonderful person. you have a good job and are going to get married. that is an accomplishment right there! good luck to you!