text: in less than 5 hours i'll know if i'm terminally ill but i don't feel anything? i've been waiting a week so far but i haven't even been thinking about it. i almost had sex but i don't remember for sure if i did or not with this girl, at one point we were both naked i remember that but then i think i passed out, it was the stupidest thing i've ever done and i'm not even sure what happened i don't think there was pentration but still the first results that came back when i went to the clinic were positive for clamidia and its rumoured that this girl may have been hiv positive. i have never had any other unprtected sex before and was completley suprised to find that i had anything i just went for peace of mind but it doesn't even seem real to me that i may be infected. if they tell me i am i won't know how to feel cause i'm already depressed. i don't even know if i would outlive my parents. woul;d aprettiate all comments on this thanks. i am so sorry you are going through such a hard time right now. also i can not promise you that you do not have hiv. what i can say is that it is very unlikely. even if she has hiv and you slept with her only once you may have caught it but more likely you have not caught it. try to think of it like this: a women who is trying to fall pregnant may fall pregnant first time but more often she has to make a few attempts before she falls pregnant. hiv is a bit like that also. i hope it all goes well for you and please remember to use a condom in the future. all the best and take care. xx