text: i have a terrible problem thanks to a man i loved and trusted? i was introdused to a terrible thing by a man who loved me , he sat me down on his knee on my birthday , i was 30 byt he way and said try this baby it'll make you feel great , i was afraid but he promised it wouldn't hurt me , the ting was crystle meth , and now i'm addicted for the past 5 years , we have since broke up and don't talk at all but my addiction is here to stay ,,i try to fight it off , i saty away from people who have it , but i can't fight it , i need it to make me want to get up and do things..i try all day to figure out where to get more and if i don't have it i'm a wreck , what can i do , i know all the usual suggestions , drug theropy , a good friend or church , well nothing has worked for me , its destorying my life , whats left of it .. stay away from all the losers who do that hun n seek help there r a lot of places now a days 2 help u n get u off that shit.i was once a crack addict(started by my exhusband) but i found counciling n help and have been clean for over 8 years. and i would never go back.stop n get some help everyone needs help sometime.