text: i think im depressed and i cut myself.... i need help? ok well my parents broke up and today i relized all the memories my mom and dad had and then i got really quiet and i thought to my self(cuz we were with my dads girl friend) that she shouldent be here.. i should be with my mom and dad. he should not even know her.... how is this happinning to me... and then later i cut myself.... i've been doing that for about 2 years and my parents still dont know.... ive thought about suiside and i tryed but i couldent get the blade to cut...... i wanna stop but i really dont know how... i have so many cuts and i just wanna die... i hate it and i really think im depressed... how do i know and how do i stop the cutting.... plz help me befor i get to far.... thanks suicide is not worth it. i've been there before myself. check out the links below for some crisis hotline numbers which i hope can help you. e-mail me at chad@jesusfreak.com if you'd like to talk.