text: ? how do i say ? how should i lie? one time, two times, ''i fall when im drunk, i ate wrong food, someone guy drunk n i got unlucky to be hit..one day..he found i lied behind him, he knew it not just fall, why could happened every trip back after visit him, why sad, why ? he saw what he saw from his eyes, heard what from both in the bathroom , why my face was slapped red? ''are u ok? my son ask. still i smile ,im ok, its nothing..i felt am i too dumb to fight back him, its alway only in sms i could express to bark him but its not what i want, i just need peace , peace in love n concern not every woman is rough like rock he is offering u the help u need his  asking for once be tru- so many lies and soon they will start feeling like the truth to u and then there will be no escape- help is ther but it is u that has to take it-be strong   (i think that was wot ur trying to say??)