text: why am i so hateful?i feel like i`m possessed by a devil? i get something in my head and i`m like a dog with a bone,i shake it every which way but loose! usually when we hate, we hate an external manifestation of something within us that we don't like.  if you're asking the question for real, then it's time to sit down with a mirror and a pad and start free-writing; let yourself rant onto the page and you'll not only feel better, you can start to connect the dots that need connecting.  it's worth the effort. best of luck!