text: i am in emotional dillema  in my life? pls help.? i'm  guy from nagpur. engg. grad be electonics. from the childhoood iam studies guy from medium class family.when i was 14 yrs. i used to go my friends house to study. after few years we r got best friends. i came in best touch with thier failiy. who is having sis 3 yrs younger than me. we where close friends. i fall in love deeply with her when gone 23-24 . after few days they broke up. but i cant told her her my deeep feeelings for her. at last my studies got affected  and got held in unsuccessful degree holder. meanwhile ihad in touch with my old classate she proposed me. but i said ilove the other one but after days i too got emotional toward her and statded loving her. but due unssessful in academics, her parents got her marriies with some her firend who is md doctor.meanwhile after consulting to a friend itold my feeling. but too denied that u r late. now i got depressed inmy life. . i want to end my life...she is somewhere india. i dont wannna anything. what i did wrong?now 29 y if she hasn't married yet,..you still have an apportunity. just catch her anywhere she is even you have sacrifice many things for her. it is still worthy to have someone you falling in love with than you have manything without her.  but if you already lost her in her marriage,..please do not blame your self..let the past be the past and you make that most expensive experience that you hv to paid in your life as your teacher. please forget her even it is very hard. i know...i can feel what you feel...i have same experience with you that i lost him forever. i love him for many years....9 years!! i have been thru very hard..very hard life facing my days without him...knowing he married to someone else.  but...i realize i can not be stupid that i would waste my rest life in unusefull things..you know...life still goes on....  i try a single hard days with many positive things to forget him...and i didn't want to do anything that would memorize me to him...after...2 years...i found somebody who loves me..and i happy with my marriage even i don't love him at first but time already proved and his love healed me from hurts and make me like this man and this like feeling already changed into deep love now. i love my hubby.  so...even you hurt very deep...and very heard to forget her..please try. give chance to time to help you make it. and give your heart open and chance to have another love. you will find someone better. believe me. blame your self just make your self and situation worst.   ok, you cannot forget her...so let she is be your someone very special in your past...but give space to your future... good luck!!