I found a jointI had a stroke and heart attack and almost died yesterday and is going away today, while almost dying inside, so I'm smoking a fucking jointI think the disposable vape pen did it to me, I'm almost certainI think the clot finally dissipatedFelt it pass through the heart a few timesI honestly thought I was going to dieBut I'm not dead, and now I want to live But not as I was beforeBut someone entirely different Stronger, not passive, unafraid, ready to fight, fuck you additide if you deserve itI'm tired of being nice to those who don't deserve it, so I'll be nice to those who are nice, but enjoy seeing the fear in the eyes of the bully as I am the super bully beaterI am smarter and meaner then any one of you on this planet if I chose to beDon't let my autistic nice appearance fool youI'm the lion in this denYolo