when i write about schizophrenia, i am more accurately detailing a crème brûlée scented vape cloud. i am writing about the snow and the fog in Silent Hill.i am writing about the way we transmit disease particles through the air over time.i find myself stumbling over words.i am perhaps talking more about 'schizo-culture,' which was meant as more of an introduction to more radical and avant-garde ways of thinking.much like the body without organs, i approach schizophrenia like a horizon instead of a goal.i'm giving myself a headache trying to figure out what point i'm trying to get toi have 322 open tabs in the internet browser on my iphone.frederic jameson said something about 'postmodernism' into'late-capitalism' being tied to 'pastiche and schizophrenia.'i maybe am trying to use schizophrenic to describe a style of work that i like.when lacan said "the word is the murder of the thing," was he writing about schizophrenia?what about when barthes said that "the sentence, the word, is a way of murdering the outside world"?it's all about context, really.jameson also said that "the allusive and elusive plagiarism of older plots is, of course, also a feature of pastiche."perhaps schizophrenia, by my terms, is a realization of plagiarism?