private Image getImage() {
    if (!myImageLoaded) {
      Image image = loadImageFromUrl();
      myImage = ImageUtil.toBufferedImage(
        image != null ? image : ((ImageIcon)UIManager.getLookAndFeelDefaults().get("html.missingImage")).getImage(),
        false, true
      );

      myImageLoaded = true;
    }
    return myImage;
  }
private Image getImage()