<s>[INST] I'm 17 years old and IM a female I've been suicidal since I was 13 nobody believed me and thought I was just doing it for attention every now and than I'll have a sharp pain go through my chest and than it feels like a elephant is crushing me, and I've been depressed here lately [/INST] HelloThanks for the query to HCM Forum.Usually in this age group this is  a common problem but you must face this challenge because you are having depression and suicidal thoughts are part of this thing .First of all think that you are a 17 years girl and and whole of life is in front of you .Try to control your emotions and accept the situation and face it .Still no relief then consult a psychiatrist and get his opinion and consultation and counselling .After 4-5 seating you will feel better.Good luck. </s>