<s>[INST] I am an extremely sensitive person and have always been throughout my life.  My relationships have always been intense and end dramatically with me feeling abandoned and asking why?  How can people take their love away in a split second?  I don't understand.  I am no longer in contact with my parents.  Both are mentally ill…Being my father displays socio-path attributes and my mother, well, I am a Daughter of a narcissistic mother.  In any case, my parents do not love.  I was in a relationship with a man who is ADHD…out of no where on the phone he takes his love away and told me to move on.  This triggers all my wounds to re-open after I started to feel that this relationship was secure.  My question is…I never thought of myself as having BPD,  just thought of myself as a really sensitive person.  But my reactions to the fear of lost love, is disabling in many ways.  My brain just keeps asking why? [/INST] DearWe understand your concernsI went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. I sincerely opine that the problem you are facing now is of your own creation. I don't think you are BPD. But you are disappointed with your life. Disappointment due to negative events in life can trigger symptoms related to depression, anxiety disorder or rather BPD. Disappointment do happen with everyone and how you perceive the disappointment and how you accept it, is the key. Accept the life, know and understand it. You may need assistance of a psychological counselor.If you still need my help, please describe the whole problem in detail and post a direct question to me. I shall definitely help you with psychotherapy techniques to over come your problems.Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications.Good luck. </s>