Chapter 3 - Panam


 So came the moment of truth. The time for Panam to decide whether she was done with the Nomad life or whether she would follow the Aldecaldos out into the world. With V at the top of her game in Night City, it would’ve made sense to stay. Panam knew that. I could have anything I want… 

 But what was the point of staying and being better off if that meant sacrificing her identity? Worse, what if that meant sacrificing the good of the tribe? What if they needed her out there? There’s nothing here worth staying for, Panam kept telling herself. Not even V. 

 The Aldecaldos had almost finished the prepwork. The only thing left were some supplies that should’ve had weeks before but they could no longer get their hands on due to unknown interference. It was a chance to step up. For Panam to prove to them once and for all that she could stuff done. “I’ll get the supplies,” she promised. 

 There was no real plan at the time; but Panam figured V could hook her up somehow. Panam ended up driving to V’s new estate, wondering what got into her to buy such a luxurious place. I guess deep down she’ll always be a Corpo, huh? 

 Panam felt a little uncomfortable as she went to the door. Partly because she didn’t want to leave Nighty City indebted; but mingled with that was a fright that V would stir too many emotions in her, of things that were and things that could be that could never come to pass if she left this place. I need to do this.

 As she waited at the door she became glum, but V’s grin upon answering immediately lifted her spirits. “Well, if it isn’t Ms. Palmer.” V embraced her and it felt genuine. “Good to see you again. For the last time?” 

 Panam gulped anxiously and made a face. “I think so.”

 V put an arm around her neck. “It’s going to be okay. You’re tough as shit. You know that.” 

 Panam sighed, feeling more comfortable already. “I guess that has to be true, right?” 

 Her eyes suddenly picked up on the skin tight black outfit with a vest V was wearing. It looked like it could’ve been military-issue, but the cheap fabric told her it wasn’t. “What’s that?”

“Oh, this! Sorry,” said V with a laugh. “You just caught me having some time with my boyfriend.” 

“Oh…” 

 V whispered: “He loves it when I dress up as Motoko for him. Even though I don’t have your ass.” 

 Panam pursed her lips and looked away. That was a provoking topic. This wasn’t the right time to be getting into stuff like this. I need to keep things cool. She cleared her throat. “So this thing…” 

“Your supplies,” said V. “Right, right. Tell me about it.” 

 Panam explained her predicament to her. The Aldecaldos had already secured a shipment and made a downpayment, but the suppliers were saying they had attempted to rob them of it and now were refusing to let it go. No amount of trying to convince them they were innocent was working, since their footage of the event got encrypted remotely.

 V sat down on the sofa. “Did you try to rob them?”

“Of course not!” Panam exclaimed. “Why would we try to rob something we paid for? We just want to get the hell out of here”

“I guess that makes sense,” V conceded. “So what do you want me to do?”

“You know, talk to them. You have the right authority now. Or maybe just send some of your guys with me. If they see it’s all Nomads I’m afraid they’ll shoot on sight.” 

 As they spoke, heavy footsteps could be heard coming down the staircase. 

 Panam saw the unfamiliar large guy and realized he must have been V’s new boyfriend. V mentioned that she had found somebody the last time they spoke; but Panam was picturing someone a little sweeter to counterbalance V’s toughness. Or maybe a freak that went even beyond and made her look sweet by comparison. But this guy just looked like your usual out-of-shape nerd. 

“Oh, this is Bugs,” said V. 

 Panam rose and politely shook his hand, trying to smile. Seeing all that flesh moving on his body made her a bit grossed out. “Nice to meet you.” 

 Bugs grinned. “Nice to meet you too. V’s told me a lot about you. The Nomads are fucking cool!” 

 How was she supposed to respond to that? Panam just blushed and averted her gaze. “Right… Anyway, V, I don’t want to take more of your guys’ time. Do you think you could squeeze in some time today to help out?”

 V nodded solemnly and crossed her arms. “Always. That isn’t even in doubt. In fact, I’ll help you with this right now.” 

 Panam sighed with restraint, overwhelmed with relief and gratitude. “It won’t take long.” She could feel Bugs’ eyeing up her thick body and she was hoping V would leave him at home when they left. The next words out of her friends’ mouth shocked her: “Bugs will help you out.”

 Panam’s jaw almost dropped. “What?” How was this overweight guy going to help her with anything? To get killed, maybe!

 V bounced to her feet and patted her arm. “Don’t worry, he’ll do a good job. He’s more of a smooth talker than I am and he knows his way around tech. He’s been helping out at the Afterlife too from time to time - you’re in good hands. Sounds perfect for you. They’d look at anyone from the Afterlife and assume they’re up to no good. But Bugs? Look at him! What the hell could he want but to help out?” 

 Panam looked back at the fat boyfriend, deeply confused and troubled. What exactly was this guy going to do when a dozen armed psychos put their barrels in his face? Surely there was a better way. 

“You know, I think I’ll just take care of it,” said Panam. “I shouldn’t get others involved.” 

 V’s mouth twisted, her nose scrunched up in offense. “What? Look, Bugs is going to get it done. I promise you. Fucking do as I say, okay? If he fails, I swear, I’ll come and blow their brains out and personally deliver the goods.” 

 Panam prepared her retort but Bugs suddenly took her gently by the hand. “I know I don’t look like much, but trust me, if it’s tech-related I’ve got you.” 

 Do I have an option here? “Alright,” she conceded. “So long as it gets done.” 

 V hugged her tightly. “If I don’t get to see you again later, good luck out there.” Two amicable pats on the back was all Panam got. “Thanks for everything.” 

 Panam could feel her breath catch. She struggled to find the right words. “Y-Yeah, of course,” she stammered. “Thanks, V.” 

 V turned to Bugs and gave him a playful slap. “Take care of Panam. I’ll be seeing Judy. I’ve got something special planned for you tonight.” 

 His face lit up. “Oh really?” 

 V traced her finger from his chest to his chin and sent him off with a flick. “You’ll see.”



 Three hours later, Panam was leaning against the car with Bugs, waiting for her guys from the Aldecaldos to come take away the shipment. It amazed her that he was able to secure the deal just as V had promised her he would. Panam thought he would fuck it up somehow the moment they got out to talk, but Bugs managed to smoothtalk his way with them and convince them that if they let him have a look at their encrypted files that he could get them working again. Just as Panam insisted, the footage proved the failed raid on their place wasn’t in any way related to the Aldecaldos. 

 Forty minutes later, he did just that. And an hour after that a Corpo-looking woman with slicked-back hair apologized profusely to Panam before sending her men off to take revenge on the people that were actually responsible for the attack and nearly starting a war between them and the Aldecaldos. Those fuckers.

 Panam kept looking over at Bugs as he stood next to her, trying to find the courage to say thank you. “I owe you one for today,” she said. 

 He shielded his eyes from the noon sun’s glare and shook his head. “What? No way. Plus, V told me you were best friends. So there’s nothing to owe me for.”

 Panam blushed and looked away. “Still.” He was surprisingly humble despite getting her and the tribe out of a possible life and death predicament. “I’ll try to make it up at one point.” 

 As they spoke, the Aldecaldos arrived and began taking in the supplies.

“You guys are going to take off, right?” 

 Panam gazed wistfully at the towering blocks of night city that loomed in the distance. “I guess so. Tonight, that’s the plan.”

“Then you can make it up to me by coming and giving V a proper goodbye.”

“I’m not sure there’s time for that…”

“Come on, come on,” he insisted. “She may not be the best at showing it, but I know she’ll miss you like crazy once you’re gone.” 

 The deal was salvaged and the supplies were coming. Maybe her fellow Nomads could be understanding if she took some time to be late to give thanks to the people that made it happen. They’ll have to one way or another, Panam thought, suddenly feeling empowered. She walked around to the other side of the car and slid into her seat. “Come on. I’m going to take you up on that offer.” 



 Bugs insisted on making her a drink and some food as they chatted and waited for V. She was surprised at the gentleness he displayed in the way he avoided saying that could even be misinterpreted as hurtful and the loving way he spoke about V. He wanted to know more about the Nomads but he wasn’t sure how to ask without making too many implications about their lifestyle.

“Sounds like you two have a good life here,” said Panam, changing the topic. Deep down, looking at the exquisite interior of the house and the comfy life the couple had here, she was starting to wonder if this wasn’t what she really wanted as well. It wasn’t what she was born to do. It wasn’t the Nomad way. And yet…

 Bugs could sense her discomfort. “Something wrong?” 

 Panam avoided looking him in the eyes. How can I be so weak? “Nothing, it’s just - nothing, nothing.” She took a sip of the drink he made. “I think maybe I should go. V’s running late. Maybe there’s some trouble.”

 Bugs padded over and took her by the hand. “This isn’t about V, is it?” 

 His gaze was so earnest and warm that Panam thought it too much of an indignity to lie to his face. Not after being so nice to her. Her eyes were clear and there was a certain desperation to her tone: “I just don’t know what I’m doing. I feel like I’m expected to leave. But do I want to? I don’t know. What am I staying for? I wish somebody just chose for me.”

“Come on, let’s sit down.” Bugs tugged on her hand and guided her over towards the sofa in the living room. “You can tell me about it.” 

 Panam sighed as she plopped down next to him, drained of energy and slouching. The more she admitted to herself that she felt uncertain about going, the worse she felt. I’m supposed to. “I don’t know. I don’t want to make big choices like these… You know, I’m sorry I may have been off towards you before. I just saw you and given the way you look I immediately assumed you weren’t going to do much. Even that feels so rude to say. I’m just bad with words. But I’m sorry. I think maybe leaving Night City will be the best for me. I’ll come back a better person - if I do come back.” 

“You’re a great person now. I mean, you may have decided against me when you first saw me, but I decided for you long before I saw you. V told me all about you.” 

 Panam smiled sadly. “Did she? And what did you think after? When you saw me?”

 For a moment, she wondered if that context was a little too straightforward. A bit too sexual in nature. Truth be told, she had spent these last few hours wondering just how good Bugs must have been in bed to satisfy a person like her friend. He was incredibly nice and all, nice enough that any girl could appreciate having a boyfriend like him, but there was no doubt in Panam’s mind that V wasn’t the type of woman to be with a guy if he couldn’t satisfy her sexually, no matter how positive his attitude.

 And more than once today, Panam glanced over at Bugs with a sense of disgust initially. That massive, lumbering physique was difficult to ignore - so much fat on him that the rolls swayed under the clothing as he moved, even as he breathed. But every so often she caught sight of the bump in his pants. Big enough that she assumed at first that she must have been seeing things or that there was something trapped in his pocket…. 

“I thought you were great as soon as I saw you,” said Bugs. “You look as beautiful as V said.” 

 Panam blushed and giggled. She pushed back a lock of hair and bashfully gazed at him. “My butt lived up to the reputation, too?”

 Bugs grinned. “Well, seems rude to say that. But it sure did. Was hard not to stare at it all day if I’m honest. I know that sounds awful.” 

 Panam put her hand down on his meaty thigh and squeezed it. “It doesn’t.” It was only meant as a warm gesture, but she could not bear to move it away afterwards. 

 Their eyes locked and Bugs went speechless for a moment, his own cheeks flushing. Panam knew she was already being naughty, definitely way more than was right to be with her friend’s boyfriend, but that also made it too difficult to stop. Her palm slid up his thigh till the tips of her fingers were pushing against his hard crotch. 

 Though all she could see was a bulge throbbing like a heart wrapped in fabric, the power of the pulsations and the heat coming from it made her shudder. Panam licked her lips. “I noticed some stuff about you today too,” she confessed. 

 Bugs tried to speak but she put a finger to his mouth and shushed him. She was afraid that he might disapprove of what was about to take place, so Panam wanted to spare herself the pain of going directly against his wishes. “Give me a moment. Don’t talk. Please.” 

 Panam got up and lifted her jacket and shirt, teasing him with her round and perky boobs. They weren’t the biggest, and definitely not as big as V’s; but she squeezed them and pulled on her nipples to show just how much of a slut she was willing to be for him. “You like that?”

 Bugs smiled like an excited kid. “They’re superb.” 

 Panam laughed to hear him talk that way about her unremarkable chest and pushed her forelocks back again. “I think you’ve earned access to the real show.” 

 She could feel Bugs’ gaze moving over her body as she turned around and brought her huge booty right before him. Her fingers lifted the ass from below and made the whole thing wobble for him. “This isn’t too fat, right?”

 Bugs’ face was getting as red as a cherry. The first rivulets of sweat were trickling down his forehead. “Hell n-no!” he stammered. He shifted uncomfortably and Panam could tell his big cock caused trouble with his tight pants as it stiffened up.

“You know how many guys have touched this ass? I can count them on one hand. And you know how many got to do whatever they wanted with it?”

 Bugs gulped nervously. “None?” 

 Panam grinned over her shoulder. “That’s right. None.” Then she dropped into his lap and tried to wrap her arms around his neck. “But you’re going to. Not for myself, you understand. Consider this payment from the Aldecaldos.” 

 His huge hands grabbed her waist and Bugs kissed her deeply as she started grinding against his crotch. What she said wasn’t a lie either. There were probably thousands of psychos out there that would’ve done just about anything to get a chance with her and use her body however they wanted to. But they would never get a chance, not even with their incredibly fit and expensive physiques. Panam never felt comfortable trusting anyone that much.

 Giving herself over completely to a guy that was so fat he never would’ve registered on her radar felt oddly oddly satisfying. Did V enjoy that too? To know that she was willingly putting out for Bugs when guys that put thousands of hours into their appearance were getting completely blocked? Just the tender way Bugs’ fingers moved over her body made Panam gasp. His cock was throbbing so hard against her ass that she decided to spare him and got up. “I think we need to take some stuff off.” 

 Panam waited for him to unbutton his pants, then grabbed them and pulled them off. The monster cock her mouth watered after the whole day was right there, so big that it couldn’t even fit his shorts and the head was coming out. Panam dropped down to her knees and kissed both his knees in worship. Then she grabbed the shorts and slid them off. 

 Now his massive dick was right there, the shaft veiny and gnarled, so heavy that it could barely lift itself against the tug of gravity. “Christ!” Panam whispered, shivering just from imagining it inside. 

 Bugs gently caressed her face. “Your turn.” 

 She smiled. “That’s true. I’ve been keeping you waiting, haven’t I?” 

 Panam rose and turned her ass towards him again, then took her time wiggling out of the tight jeans. She revealed one inch of her plump cheeks at a time, pulling the fabric against her butt as hard as possible so that it spilled over and jiggled. It was showing off, but it was a while since she got to do that. And she never showed off quite like this.

“Go on. You can touch it,” she said. 

 Bugs grabbed the top part of her butt between two fingers and bit his lip. “Fuck.”

“V’s got a lot of things,” said Panam. “She can offer a lot. More than I can. But this is one thing she can’t give you.” 

 She lowered the pants the rest of the way and let his fingers stroke her huge butt. Panam could feel a tingly sensation in her tummy and already decided she would take his seed inside of her. A man like Bugs did not come up all the time - in fact, she had never even met one before. And if she was going to leave on such a long journey, it would be with her womb creamed by him. Why not? What have I got to lose? 

 Bugs was touching her with increasing confidence and Panam let him bring her back down in his lap. This time the soft ass grinded directly against his cock, and the feeling of each one of those bulging veins rubbing against her pussy and asscrack made Panam gasp over and over. 

 He was much paler than she was. Seeing those big white hands moving over her sensitive brown body was delightfully satisfying. Panam kissed him again. “I’m sorry for V. For doing this.” 

 Bugs gently stroked her pussy. “Why? She said it’s fine if it comes to this.” 

 Panam blushed. “Did she?”

“I mean, she doesn’t have to. I can take anyone I want if I tell her. But she was saying she wanted to hear how this would go down at the end of the day.”

 Damn you, V, thought Panam, grinning wildly. Was that why you wanted me to go with him? Not because it really couldn’t have been resolved without Bugs, but maybe because her friend sensed Panam needed a little something to bring her back to life and knew that her boyfriend could do the job. I’m going to have to thank you, too. 

 With the little bit of guilt and shame that came from betraying her friendship washed away in the light of this new knowledge, Panam was ready to give this her all. 

 She raised herself from his lap and lifted up his cock, then held it in place as she massaged her butt cheeks against it. Bugs moved his head back and groaned. “You like that?” 

 His strong fingers gripped her ass as she held his cock and squeezed the cheeks against it. “It’s so nice. So soft.” 

 Panam laughed mischievously and gave him another quick kiss. “Is the Nomad lifestyle calling to you yet? Come with me and you’ll get this ass all day long.” 

 She turned her head to kiss him until her back was glued to his chest, his throbbing monster of a cock nestling cozily between her cuddly ass. Panam made sure to use her glutes to please him as much as possible and flexed as the shaft rested between them. Bugs was so aroused that his precum flowed copiously over the great Nomad ass, allowing her to slide that much more comfortably against his rock-hard surface. 

 Her own pussy was dripping, the clitty so sensitive that just touching it sent shivers down her spine and left her entire body vibrating for him. 

“You’re so wonderful,” Bugs told her. 

 Panam smiled weakly, starting to wonder where all of this would lead to. All she wanted was to give him a proper reward and leave Night City feeling great. But having these massive hands over her body and surrendering to him felt more right than anything else. Panam could envision being Bugs’ pet and taking his every order and it felt liberating to think of that future.

“Do whatever you want to me,” she begged. “Please. Don’t hesitate. Ruin me if you have to. Just use me like you’d never dream of doing to anyone else. Go as hard as possible.” 

 Her plea must have unleashed some bottled-up energy inside of him because she could feel his cock throbbing so powerfully as a result that it left her a little shocked. Bugs’ gaze hardened and his touch got rougher too. 

 The big guy grabbed her by the throat and choked her softly, slurping her tongue into his mouth as they made out. Then he suddenly threw her off of him and stood up, his glorious cock dripping seed all over the floor. Panam was so hungry for it that she nearly dropped on her knees to lick it up. She wanted nothing more than to kneel and suck him off. 

 Bugs threw her face-down on the sofa. Then he spread her ass wide and buried his face into it, devouring her pussy with so much gusto that Panam breathlessly held onto the furniture and struggled to keep calm. His tongue felt insanely slippery as it stretched up into her and lovingly caressed her insides. There was no shame or hesitation in the way he ate her out, just pure enjoyment, and the thought that he loved her pussy so much made her juices flow constantly.

“Fuck…” Panam squeaked, feeling like a little girl again in his hands. “Baby. I can’t take it. I can’t take you…’ 

 Bugs lifted up his face, still dripping with her juices, and licked up her back and up her neck till he got to her ear. He bit down on her earlobe. “Should’ve thought about that before. Now you’re going to be mine for good. You aren’t going anywhere.”

 The head of his cock passed down her entire ass teasingly. Panam bit down into the pillow of the sofa and got ready. “I want to stay. Make me yours. Take me. Do it.” 

“You’re my property now. You’re owned.” 

 Despite his words, Bugs took her gently and carefully, but she still howled from having a thing that massive enter her tight pussy. There was no guy that she had been with that came close to this size, not even a third of it, and Panam had struggled with those too. But to have this monster grinding against her insides and stretching her to the tearing point was a new feeling altogether. 

 Tears flowed from her eyes as she took it and Bugs gently kissed her face. “You can do it, Panam. You’re strong. You can take it.” 

 That was true. She was too emotional to thank him for every kiss and every inch of that perfect dick, but she suddenly lifted up her legs and found the strength in them and her ass, determined to help him give her the best fuck of her lifetime. Then again, it wasn’t even all in yet and it was already the best fuck of her life. 

 No wonder V loves him, she thought. This was definitely a reason to stay in Night City. Several reasons, actually, from his big dick, to his cuddly body and his sweet persona. 

 Bugs looked into her eyes as he kissed her freckled nose. “You’re so cute, Panam.” Then he slapped her ass so hard that her eyes gaped violently. “Such a cute slut.” 

 Panam grinned back at him with excitement and kissed him deeply, trapping his filthy tongue in her mouth, knowing it had just been inside of her. “All yours.” His dick was going deeper and deeper and it was making it difficult even to breathe. Bugs could tell and he slowly pulled it out, holding her down as she shook so hard in his grip that her toned brown body was nearly vibrating.

 As he brought it back for a second time, Panam groaned in pleasure and her eyes rolled. “Fuuuck,” she cooed. “I love you so much. I need you. I’ve always needed you.”

“You’re staying here. You understand? This is your home.”

“Yes…” It all felt so right now. “Yes, I’m yours. All yours. You can order me to do whatever you want.” 

 Her tight little pussy was starting to mould itself around his veiny cock and Bugs was pushing her harder. He took it out and thrust in properly the first time, clamping a hand over her mouth as Panam prepared to shriek. She was both laughing and crying, the tears of heavenly pleasure coming down her fine cheeks as her eyes rolled white in her skull. She had never felt such joy and wasn’t sure how to deal with it. Her body just twitched in response to his cock, becoming nothing more than a soft and plump brown toy for him to do whatever he wanted with. 

 Which was exactly what she wanted. 

 I’m staying, she told herself, suddenly feeling so free and happy. I’m not going anywhere. I’ll just be his...

 Bugs wrapped his arms around her waist and put his palm against her midriff. “You feel that?” Panam gasped as he sent his own cock against his palm through her. “Good, right?”

 Panam flashed her teeth as she laughed and melted down into pure bliss. He picked up in speed and was starting to fuck her properly, slamming it into her savagely as the sweat dripped down his body and face. 

 Panam took it all, squeaking, crying, shouting, screaming, shrieking - ultimately enjoying every single moment of it. Control over the muscles in her face was as gone as the control over her pussy, and she could see Bugs looking over her sweetly as she gazed at him criss-crossed making a stupid aheogao face. 

 She was no longer anything but pure arousal, just wet clay in his hands to use however he wanted…

“I love you,” Panam whispered, or at least she thought she was getting the words out. To make sure, she said them over and over, almost chanting them as his massive dick pumped her pussy. The sound of their slapping flesh, his animal grunts, and her dedications of love was all that she could hear in that entire room…

“And I love this city.”



 V and Judy came from the shopping spree still wearing their shades despite the late time in the evening. “Wow, so late already,” said Judy. “Time flies.” 

“It’s fine,” said V. She tossed the bags into the back and closed it up. “Time to go check on the merry couple.” 

 Judy gazed out the window at Night City as they left the city streets proper behind and made their way towards home. The streets were crowded. “You think he actually likes Panam? Maybe she’s left already.” 

“Could be. She’s not the one for long goodbyes.” 

“I don’t think she’s his type.”

“His type?” V gave her a look. “He’s got a lot of types. That’s why he loves it when I cosplay for him so much. Keeps him engaged. Yeah, I bet he’s going to love what I got for him today. He liked what we did last night so much he was still fucking me this morning before Panam came around.” V giggled darkly as she reminisced just how thoroughly he fucked her. Hours and hours of nonstop pounding.

 Judy clicked her tongue. “Trying to make me jealous?”

“Nah. I’ll leave that to Panam.”

 When they got back home, they noticed the lights were still on. “Well, well, well,” drawled V. “Dear Panam is still here.” 

 V wasted no time. She opened up and found Panam, alright... so busy worshiping her boyfriend that she never noticed they were at the door. Bugs’ massive cock rested over Panam’s sweaty face, thick drops of cum oozing out as she tenderly massaged and sucked both his huge balls in her mouth. 

 At length, she noticed them and spit the balls out. “Guys?…”

 V began to laugh. “Oh, man. You owe me some money,” she told Judy.

 Panam and Bugs both looked confused at them. “Huh?” 

 Judy looked jealously over at Panam. “Nothing.” 

 V said: “We made a bet. I told her if anyone else would be able to take Bugs’ big nuts, it’d be you. But you know Judy.” 

“You made a bet?”
“Come on, I knew you were going to fuck.” V came over and patted her on the head. She noticed Panam had her shirt on. She pinched it between her fingers, tugging on her friend to follow upstairs. “Let’s go. I think we have some stuff to finish up…” 
