Chapter 4 - Blue Suns

 What Hagen said was what she did. 

 The moment Tali signed up to come on this ship, she knew that she would be losing her dignity. That the damned mercs would be using her however they pleased. That she would be little more to them than a whore, the lowest member of the crew that they could all make use in their time of need. 

 What she never expected was to become something less still: the toilet of the Blue Suns, barely ranking as a living thing in their estimation. The moment Hagen took her to get fucked by the rest she knew that the romance she felt with him was pure fakery. He enjoyed that in a sick way, only clothing himself in it as a fantasy, while he was more than eager to watch her get degraded and humiliated in other ways.

“Do you like that?” the old human asked her. 

 Hagen fucked her from behind and tugged on the leash connected to her neck. Every so often he would press the button on her collar that would shock her and send tingles all the way down to his dick. 

“What do you think Shepard would say if he saw you like this?” As her big ass clapped against him, Hagen gave it a slap and rubbed the purple skin as it reddened. “A quarian shouldn’t have an ass this fat. Don’t you know that? You should be so fucking ashamed of yourself.”

 The shock came again. Her pussy squeezed him as a result, her toes and fingers flexing. “I am. I’m ashamed,” Tali admitted. At least she could be honest with him. He seemed to enjoy knowing exactly what was on her mind. The lower her self-esteem dropped, the more he relished it. 

 Hagen cleared his throat, then spit into his hand and brought the sloppy fingers into her mouth. “Did I tell you to fucking talk?” His fingers grabbed her tongue and pinched it. “Did I, you quarian slut?”

“Nuh-uh,” Tali muttered, shaking her head. 

 He yanked the leash and pulled her up hard, getting her back to grind against his strong chest as his dick pushed into her from behind. As her body slowly moved into an upright position, the human dick wound its way deeper inside, impaling her all the way down till she reached the base.

“This is what Shepard deserves from you. He could’ve chosen any sort of girl for himself. Instead he chose some fat-ass quarian. If you marry a whore, this is what you get.” 

 Was that even wrong? Of course, poor Shepard had no idea what sort of stuff could cross her mind sometimes, nor was he exposed to the stuff she did. But did Hagen not have a point? Shepard knew her well enough when he chose her as his to be wary. When they first met, wasn’t she just a suitrat scrounging by, desperate for help? Was he so attached to her ass that he never considered what kind of trash he was marrying? 

“Does that feel good?” said Hagen, pumping her from behind. “This time I’m asking you a question, whore.”

“Yes, sir.” Tali accepted his dick breathlessly, feeling the force behind it each time he drove it inside. She was close to coming and they both knew it. What a whore I have to be to come first. 

“I bet Shepard never fucks you like this.” Hagen released the leash and pushed her down on the bed. He got on top of her, spreading her legs wide with his own and hooking his arms around hers so that she got locked in place. The human ravaged her with his entire weight bearing down, smashing into her soaked pussy until its wet sounds resounded throughout his cabin.

“Tell me you love me,” he whispered. “Tell me you wish Shepard fucked you like this.”

“I love you,” Tali whimpered. “And I do wish he fucked me like this. I deserve worse.” How could she not, when she allowed other men to use her in such nasty ways?

“That’s right, you dumb fucking suitrat. You should thank me for fucking you like this.”

“Thank yuuu~” 

 There was barely time to finish her sentence as the pressure from within became too intense. Tali could feel her orgasm welling up from inside, ready to overwhelm the dam and break over.

 The quarian screamed as the commander pushed into her one last time, lashing out with his cock as if it were a weapon trying to stab her, a dagger going straight into the loving heart she bore for her Shepard. “It feels so good!” Tali cried mindlessly. “It feels so good…” 

 It only took a few seconds for the most intense peak to wear off and to leave her feeling like a slut again. “Come here,” said Hagen. 

 The Blue Suns leader got off and stood up, waiting for her to kneel. Tali crawled down to her knees and opened her mouth, waiting for his load. “If you keep making me happy, maybe I’ll be good to you again.”

 But in that exact moment, all Tali wanted was to have his warm seed going down her throat and get it over with. She closed her eyes and gladly accepted the ropes of jizz that covered her face and fed into her mouth.

 Hagen sighed and began to get dressed. “I’ve got some duties to deal with now.” He jerked his hand to the wet spots on the bed. “I want you to clean everything up before I’m back. If not, I’ll punish you.” 

 The quarian was ready to do his bidding. As soon as Hagen left his cabin, however, a few mercs came knocking. Tali ignored them at first, thinking of carrying on her with her business. She hadn’t reflected enough to realize that it was her they were looking for in the first place.

“Open up, quarian! We want to talk to you.” 

 Tali’s heart beat as she wondered what to do. Hagen gave her to the crew before, but did he give them permission to come and use her however they wanted? She remained quiet, waiting for them to go away; but then the door opened and the commander stood there, arms crossed. “Why the hell aren’t you opening? I told you you’ve got to help around the ship, didn’t I?”

“I…”

 Hagen grabbed her by the hair and shoved her out of the room. “Shut up and go with them.”

“My suit…” she dared to whisper. 

“I don’t give a fuck about your suit!” he shouted. “If you get sick, you get sick.” 

“You’re worthless to us anyway,” said a guy from the gang of mercs. “Just a little entertainment.”

 Tali was still foolishly hoping Hagen would not allow such ill treatment; but one of the armed turians prodded her in the back with his gun and shoved her forwards. Tali first fell to her knees, then got up, trembling, and the rest of them laughed and laughed at the sad display, calling her names and commenting on her looks. 

“That ass is so wasted on a quarian,” one of them said.

“Absolutely,” the turian agreed. “Quarians are just fucking vermin. The sooner they’re wiped from the galaxy the better.” 

“Nah, they just need to learn their place. But we can start with one quarian at a time.” 

 The human that said that rushed forwards and tripped her up so that she fell. They all laughed again, but as Tali attempted to stand the turian gang leader put his boot down on her back. “You don’t walk upright, stupid cunt. That’s reserved for the species that warrant respect. You walk on all fours and you walk behind us. You understand?” 

 Tali gasped, feeling the pressure of his foot on her back. “Yes,” she agreed breathlessly. “I’m just vermin.”

 They went over to the supply area where a couple of lower crew members were moving around containers and opening them up. The turian asked if they could finally get to eat a proper meal, but the worker there immediately noticed Tali. “This is the one the captain got for us? Nice…” 

 The turian punched him in the shoulder hard enough to send him tottering. “Watch it. We outrank you. But I guess we could leave her here with you if you promise we won’t be eating nutrient paste for dinner.”

 The guy gave the quarian a long look then got the nod of confirmation from his boys. “Fine. We’ll try to move some stuff around. But we want at least an hour with her!”

 The turian laughed. “You got it.” He pressed down on Tali’s head and rubbed her face into the ground. “You better do as they tell you. If not, there’ll be hell to pay when we come back.” 

“Yes, sir,” said Tali obediently. Why would she ever disobey them at this point? They owned her now, she knew that. 

 As the armed mercs took off, the rest of the crew came forwards, admiring her body together as if she were another tool in their bay. “God, I want to fuck this. Who’s going first?” 

 In less than a minute, their back and forth concluded a system of favors that decided who would go first. A human that appeared way too fat to be a part of a merc group took her up first. He carried her over to one of the crates and bent her over. Wheezing, he opened his suit and pushed into her, his dick already hard and throbbing.

“Fuck, this feels so good,” he told the others. “Like fucking some fine fruit.”

“Hurry up!” they said. 

 Perhaps because they were in such a rush for everyone to get a chance to fuck her properly, they all fucked her as hard as they could and came within minutes. Tali wasn’t sure how many minutes passed but there was already a pool of seed at her feet that her soles were slipping over. 

 They weren’t as rough or as direct as the higher-ups, limiting their comments to whispers between one another rather than direct insults to her. But Tali could still hear how they talked about her and her body, how they brainstormed about how great it would be if they could just keep her there constantly, tied up and ready to be fucked at a moment’s notice. 

 At least twenty men must have fucked her by the time the armed turian returned. Tali had come several times as well and struggled to keep things under control She did not want to cause a scene with these guys, but it wasn’t easy to bite back every moan that wanted to leave her mouth.

“Time’s up,” said the turian. “You, rat, get back on your fucking knees.” 

 As the harsh voice floated over to her ears she immediately dropped back down and lowered her head. “That’s a good whore.” Though she couldn't see his face, Tali could feel his lecherous grin. The worst part was that it felt right to be treated this way by him. She deserved it for being such a slut from the beginning and getting roped into all of this. She deserved it for taking the best man that ever was, her commander, her Shepard, and turning him into an unwitting cuckold by going around to whore her body. And for what, in the end? Because somewhere deep down, she enjoyed it - at least, she knew it was necessary. 

 Letting superior species de-stress by using her suitrat body was the least she could do. Maybe the only thing she could do truly right. 

 As they left, one of the men commented, “Look at her, she’s fucking filthy now. We never should’ve let those guys touch her.” 

“I guess you’re right. We should clean the bitch up.” 

 For a quarian, a person that valued cleanliness so much, to hear them talking about her like some pet that soiled itself was nothing short of humiliating. It wasn’t like she was going to endanger them. They were the ones that could’ve made her sick and killed her. 

“Come on, let’s take her to the showers.” 

 Tali noticed as they went that there was no place reserved for females to shower in on the ship. That made sense considering the vast majority if not all of the Blue Suns were male. The few females they had probably either got treated as one of the guys or fulfilled the same service as Tali did for them. 

 As they entered the shower area, a few of the guys that were already washing whistled over at the sight of her. Tali recognized a few from the last time they fucked her in the cantina on Hagen’s orders. Her temporary turian master took off his suit and took her by the hair. Together with the rest of the guys, they walked into the shower and moved her to the center. 

“Wow!” said one of the humans she fucked before. “It’s nice to see you again.” 

  The turian brought the showerhead and forced it into Tali’s face. She cried out as the hot water entered her nose and mouth, realizing he was having a little too much fun with it. “I bet your insides are probably the filthiest, aren’t they?” With that said, he took the showerhead and brought it up against her pussy, slapping away her swatting hands as she screamed from the harsh torrent of water hitting her clit and sensitive lips. 

 Tali almost fell over, but one of the other mercs caught her and held her in place. She was right in the middle of them now, completely vulnerable, surrounded by naked men whose only intention was to use her as they wanted. 

 Tali shrieked as the showerhead pumped water inside of her cunt, washing out the seed from before. Her legs flailed; but there was more pleasure than pain. Realizing she was nice and ready, the turian dropped away the showerhead and took her up in his arms. He was so strong that Tali felt like a child as he manhandled her into position and began to fuck her. 

 The other guy slapped at her ass and face, eager to get their own chance. The turian held her eyes powerfully. “Hagen said he was bringing us a good whore, but I never expected one as fitlthy as you. There’s nothing we could ask that you wouldn’t do, is there?” 

 Tali opened her mouth to respond but all she got was his spit hitting her right across the face. “You stupid rat.”  

 The turian rammed into her mercilessly and squeezed her tightly against his body. Her small purple body became nothing more than a fucktoy for him to use as the others watched in appreciation. “Yeah!” They yelled. “Get her, get her!” 

 He turned her around and started fucking her from behind, forcing her to look at the wall of cocks formed by the men waiting to fuck her. “Tell them you want their cocks, you whore!” the turian ordered. “Go on!” 

“I want your cocks!...” Tali no longer had any control of her body. He just held her up by the waist, working her however she wanted. And all these guys she was looking at were as erect as she was. “I need them…” 

 One of the humans stepped forwards and put his slightly-curved veiny monster against her face. “What would you rate my dick, huh? Is your husband’s dick this big?”

 Tali did not want to insult Shepard. That was the one rule she wanted to keep. But she did not want to lie. “No…” 

“So what would you rate this?”

 Tali could feel the gnarled surface of the shaft grinding against the silky skin of her face. “As high as it gets…” 

 Everyone laughed. “Nah, I think you need to try it.” 

 The human shoved his dick down her throat and grabbed her by the hands right as the turian grabbed her thighs from behind. They spitroasted her together, one ramming her throat, the other stretching her pussy, lifting her up to the cheers of their fellow crewmembers that got more frenzied by the sight of her suffering.

 They’re all going to fuck me, thought Tali, her alert eyes sweeping across the room full of hard dicks. Big, hard, tasty non-quarian cocks that she knew were going to use her and dump her load either on her or in her. Why did that seem so appealing? What’s wrong with me? Tali thought of her honorable father for a mere moment, wondering how such a degraded rat could come from such a prestigious admiral. And how a hero of the galaxy like Shepard could choose to marry her. You poor fools...

 The cock in her mouth went so deep down her throat that Tali gagged and drool shot out her nose. That didn’t stop the human. If anything, he was getting rougher, as was the turian, both of them fucking her and pushing in as deep as they could, as if they were trying to have their dicks meet halfway inside of her. 

 The turian was the first one to come, almost professionally so. He spilled every drop of his seed and held her in place, making sure it settled inside of her, then passed her onto the next guy with disgust. “The whore is all yours.” 

 They did that for hours. Tali wasn’t sure how long it all lasted because at some point it all just blended in together. One guy fucked her mouth, another fucked her pussy, and new ones came in all the time. At some point she couldn't even see any of the guys from the start, so new ones were coming in, probably drawn in by the rest of the crew. 

 It was Hagen that finally appeared and put an end to it. “I’ve come to get my girl,” he said. The two guys fucking her dropped her numb and shaking body down on the ground. All Tali could see through blurred and teary eyes was Hagen’s face and big hands as he picked her up and threw her over the shoulder like a wet rag.

 He carried her back to his cabin completely naked, giving her a few pats on her jiggling butt. “You’ve done well, Tali. I think I’ll reward you tonight. You put in the work. Put in the hours. Shepard must be really proud of you.” 

 Shepard? Proud of her? She couldn't even think about that. All she could think about were the hot loads still swirling inside of her body. There was so much cum inside of her that Tali suspected she weighed way more than usual. 

 As Hagen dropped her on the bed and undressed, ready to make use of her by himself, Tali moved her fingers gingerly over her swollen, cum-filled belly. “I’m a whore,” she said, surprised to find her mouth usable after so many hours of being stuffed. It almost felt… weird to be without cock in her mouth.

“That’s right,” said Hagen. He dropped down next to her and gave her a kiss on the neck, moving his hand up to lovingly play with her nipple. He would be nice to her tonight. “You’re our whore.” 



 The ordeal of being with the Blue Mercs passed her by as if it had only been a handful of days rather than the nearly two weeks she ended up spending. Hagen fucked her every day, though her treatment would alternate between being nice and loving and treating her worse than the crew did, coming up with new ways to degrade her. 

 In the beginning Tali theorized that it might relate to whether or not the rest of the crew was happy. But that wasn’t true either. The man was just a complete mystery, all sealed up. The few times she asked him questions he would either answer laconically or tell her it wasn’t for whores to be nosy.  

 When it came time to leave, Hagen did not even appear to mind much. As they approached home, he let her get dressed and watched her. “Happy to be going back to your husband?”

 Something about the situation and the way she asked made her feel normal, and so Tali answered as she would to anyone else. “Of course. It’s good to be going back home.” 

 The rest of the crew, though, were unhappy to lose her. A few of them came knocking asking if they could fuck her for one last time but Hagen forbid it. “She’s going back to her husband,” he said, sounding almost proud. “He must miss you, after you’ve been away for so long. Working so hard.” 

 There was condemnation in that tone and it made her feel guilty. Being talked to as an adulterer, especially in such a mature way, felt way worse than just being treated as a whore. The latter had no real freedom. Whether or not a whore wanted to get fucked, it would happen, it wasn’t up to her. Not even feeling pleasure was a real choice since that was just what whores did. 

 Adulterers, though, chose to be cheaters. 

 But I’m not a cheater, Tali thought, and believed it. I’m not…

 Just a whore. 

 Shepard came to pick her up all dressed up in an army-issued blazer and wearing some shades. “Mrs. Shepard. It’s good to have you back.” 

“Thank you, honey…” 

 He gave scooped her up in his arms and spun her around, then hugged her against his chest. “You ready to come back? You won’t believe the nice homemade meal I’ve got waiting for you. I hunted it myself. Prepared it. Even got that nice asari honey marinade you like.” 

 He was so good to her. So good, when she was so awful.... He deserved a real woman that would treat him with honesty and respect. One that would be worthy of this kind of reception. The truth was that she would’ve been just as happy to be welcome by a facefuck followed by being given chores. She wasn’t a princess to be spoiled. 

“What do you want when we get home, huh?” Shepard kept insisting. “You want anything special?”

“Just to take a shower, that’s all.” Though she doubted that could wash away all the taint on her. All she could think back on was that day in the showers and how many men fucked her. She kept trying to wonder how many it could’ve been…

“So, how was it with those guys? I was worried they might rough you up.”

“Not at all,” said Tali, “they barely spoke to me.”

 Her husband pursed his lips and bobbed his head, apparently relieved to hear that. “So it was nice?”

 There must have been at least three dozen cocks going in and out of her on that day… 

“It was exhausting,” said Tali with a small voice. 

 Shepard laughed and hugged her even tighter. “I bet. Come on. It’s time to give my special girl a proper welcome.”

