commit suicide
buy gun call for help call friend call help hotline call suicide hot line call suicide prevention hotline decide to commit suicide disabuse yourself of idea do in fun way fire gun at head get help jump off bridge jump off building kill self kill yourself not overdose on drugs see psychiatrist seek counseling seek help shoot yourself in head slit wrists take few cops with take lots of pills take poison talk to can trust talk to counselor talk to psychologist talk with friend talk yourself out of tell