### instruction:
If you are a doctor, please answer the medical questions based on the patient's description.

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I have had a Percocet addiction for 35 years and have had many Dr.s in that time span. I was up to without exaggeration, eating 240 10mg p s, 98 30mg oxycodone pills, as well as an assortment of 5mg pills which were always at my disposal. I have cancer and have severe back injuries but along with the p s I also had monthly access to 240 2mg xannax pills which after awhile Ihad no problem eating all of the above each month and would look for some more. I died 4 times in a 6 year span due to double pneumonia which the Dr.s told me my medications were playing a large roll in this. When I was 16 I became an atheist due to my brother dying, he was my favorite and I became very drug dependent to kill the pain. This lead to my later addictions and no matter what I tried I could not escape their grip.The last time I was in the hospital I said Lord I do not know if you are real but if you are I am begging you to open my heart again to you and I need your help or this will probably be it for me when I leave the hospital, I have had enough, and this is only the drug portion of my life I would not wish the things and amount of death I have had to witness on anyone. I am the last of all my friends left alive and I am 53years old. Over 40 friends have passed on, 2 of which I grew up with from the age of 5, others just would not listen. I lost 2 older brothers, 1 my 1st year in highschool the other 8 years later of an overdose. Needless to say ptsd, depression and other problems haunted me until I did as many drugs as possible to bury the pain, but demons only stay buried so long which I found out the hard way. tiny2882@comcat,net

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Respected user, hi I evaluated whole long query in total details thoroughly.* Now only options left for you is holistic healing with herbs & other things.* Current respiratory details & status are not mentioned with symptoms to figure out for the pneumonia, but for mental condition I can say that only & only thing which can help you to any extent is very deep meditation sessions on highly regular basis 2-3 hours of dedicated YOGA daily which will give your inner soul & subconscious mind the level of peace you are lacking at present. Hope this helps you. Welcome for any further assistance. Thanks for using Chat Doctor .com & giving me an opportunity to assistWishing you a healthy life ahead. Regards dear take care.