### instruction:
If you are a doctor, please answer the medical questions based on the patient's description.

### input:
yes i am 19 years old and i think i have adhd. i never took it before but i have did illegal drugs. ive never did good in school was never focused an my tenth grade year i never even picked up a pencil. well i got kicked out that year and .. i have the lowest self esteem that anybody can have i find i am very ugly an dont talk bout my problems. i cant ever keep a girlfriend because my trust issues are terrible. i dont have friends because i dont trust people enough to want a friend.. im talking to a girl as of now an she barely ever texts and i always think i do something wrong are like the other night i asked her if she even cares about me are am i to ugly for you... im sick and tired of living this way.. People has tried talking to me about my problems but never worked.. Im always thinking the most negative bout things like if this girl doesnt talk to me i think she cheating on me.. ive always been that way.. i have this job now and its hard for me to stay focused there to an i realy cant loose this job. and i dont have the money to pay for this untill i get my first check so i would appricieat if you would really help me out

### output:

Degree understand your concerns went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. You are not only thinking negative but also behaving negatively. People across the world knows that if they do not do anything their life will be miserable. People across the world knows that no one can predict tomorrow. Still people across the world are hopeful that positive things can happen for them and are enthusiastic about their future. What is stopping you from thinking positive? Just attitude. Make your attitude RIGHT. Talk to a psychological counselor and get elder peoples advise. You also will change. Psychotherapy techniques should suit your requirement. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this URL. http://goo.gl/aYW2pR. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe the needed psychotherapy techniques. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.