I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear looking into my old memory of being in the military and for looking back then when I was 21 as I imagine myself being trained to murder, and trained by the military to be a killer, and trained to sabotage life and society, humans and other life forms, and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to regret that I was ever there.
Me perdono a mi mismo por haber permitido y aceptado a mi mismo creer que seré criticado por otras personas si me ven solo Me perdono a mi mismo por haber permitido y aceptado a mi mismo imaginar/pronosticar los pensamientos de crítica de otras personas hacia mí al verme solo sin otras personas a mi alrededor, y por tal razón creer que hay algo malo en mi.