You certainly wished to die (for the cause of God) before you actually faced death. Then you faced death (in the battlefield and only a few of you had the true desire to die).
Kuma lalle ne, haƙĩƙa kun kasance kuna gũrin mutuwa tun a gabãnin ku haɗu da ita, to lalle ne kun gan ta, alhãli kuwa kuna kallo.