And just now, when he knew her and loved her in the right way, he had been humiliated before her and had lost her for ever, leaving her nothing but a shameful memory of himself.
И теперь-то, когда он узнал ее, полюбил, как должно было любить, он был унижен пред нею и потерял ее навсегда, оставив в ней о себе одно постыдное воспоминание.