Meantime she went on living under the conditions of her old life and was horrified at herself, at her utter and unconquerable indifference to all her past, the things, habits, and people who had loved and still loved her, to her mother who was hurt by her indifference, to her dear, affectionate father whom she had previously loved more than anyone else on earth.
Живя старою жизнью, она ужасалась на себя, на свое полное непреодолимое равнодушие ко всему своему прошедшему: к вещам, к привычкам, к людям, любившим и любящим ее, к огорченной этим равнодушием матери, к милому, прежде больше всего на свете любимому нежному отцу.