Analyze the tweet "I meet new people and I had to grow up with the reality that people can be desgusting and fake and so I lost my cheerfulness and started to" and indicate which emotions from the list (anger, anticipation, disgust, fear, joy, love, optimism, pessimism, sadness, surprise, trust) are expressed. If no emotions are found, answer with "neutral or no emotion".
anger, disgust, pessimism