user10950: When I wake up in the morning I don't feel like meditating straight away. I usually feel heavy and drowsy. So I have some breakfast and coffee and then I will sit. This morning I tried to sit for an hour as soon as I woke up but it was really difficult. My mind was not clear at all. Not sure I was thinking about anything in particular but I felt cloudy and uncomfortable with strong cravings to go back to sleep. I was so uncomfortable that I decided to open my eyes at 45 minutes. 
My meditation feels like a struggle a lot lately. I feel like I've kind of lost touch with why I'm doing it. It feels like a bit of a chore. Sitting there day in and day out watching the breath for years and years but failing to become any more concentrated unless on retreat has become kind of pointless. Does anyone else feel like this? 
I was hoping that after all this time that maybe something would change in my life and I might see more clearly about how I cause myself suffering, that I would have "insights" but it seems to just be this endless watching the breath, thinking, watching the breath, thinking.  I'm not sure if maybe I'm expecting too much but it doesn't feel like I'm gaining any benefit for the amount of time I put in to it so then I start thinking that I'm doing it wrong etc. I can't believe that after 6 years I'm still thinking/feeling this way. Feeling intense Dukkha today.

user8157: As I inferred in my other post, for me, meditation must bring happiness, which comes from intensive development. 
As you posted here: "failing to become any more concentrated unless on retreat has become kind of pointless". This shows why retreat is important.
As soon as the sun starts to rise in the morning, I leave my home & go for a long walk in nature. 
It certainly sounds like your mind is feeling dukkha today. The Buddhist path does not come easy, unless practised a lot. This is why people become monks & nuns & live in a natural environment. 

user11179: If you struggle with sitting and meditating then don't sit and meditate. That can come in time. There are more ways of meditating.
Myself, I like to go for a walk. 
Walking meditation is an important practice, and is commonly interspersed between sitting meditation.
In walking meditation I like to stroll slowly. It may just be around the room, or around the garden, or even a longer distance walk - it's up to you, whatever you feel comfortable with. Focus on every action you perform while walking. The feel of the floor under your feet as you set them down. The movement of the muscles as you move your arms and legs. The feel of the air against your skin. The sound of the birds singing. Oh, and your breathing of course. The feel of the air passing your lips...
It's all calming the mind and bringing you thoughts back within yourself. You don't have to sit in the lotus position and go "Om".

user362: If you're experiencing physical and mental problems, it could very well be lack of nutrients, exercise and sleep. I suggest you do a quick check on these. You might find this book very helpful: Spark
Watching breath without knowing why you're doing is likely to do more harm than good. Anäpänä sathi meditation is supposed to be done with Sammä Ditti. Sammä Ditti is not a simple topic and becomes best understood once you become an arhat. I suggest reading material on Arya / Lokotthara Sammä Ditti before doing any Buddhist practice related to meditation. 
Hope your problems are sorted out soon and may your realize the Four Noble Truths soon through the Noble Eightfold Path. 

user11258: Don't stress yourself trying to do those meditations uselessly. Just try out this:  you just focus on your day to day activities with a good comprehension and awareness. In short be concious when doing things. That inhaling -exhaling meditation is just a basic and elememtry meditation which was taught for beginners. Just try iut what i explained.

user295: 
I usually feel heavy and drowsy.

This is Slot and Toper. You should overcome this and other Hindrances. Many of the techniques are found in: 

The Five Mental Hindrances and Their Conquest Selected Texts from the Pali Canon and the Commentaries compiled and translated by Nyanaponika Thera
Nīvaraṇa by Piya Tan
Thīna,middha by Piya Tan [these might also be interesting: Vyāpāda, Uddhacca,kukkucca, Vicikicchā, Kāma-c,chanda by the same author]


...  Feeling intense Dukkha today.

When you do not achieve spiritual goals unsatisfactoriness may arise. [Sal,āyatana Vibhanga Sutta] Best is try to keep you mind and practice steady. Also see if you are putting too much effect leading to restless worry. Also do not measure progress too often. Just do what needs to be done, i.e., just practice!

user-1: I think an hour is too long. It's too long on your body, and it makes meditation a more daunting challenge. I also sit with my eyes open, which is standard in Zen. Having your eyes closed makes you more likely to fall asleep, and having them open brings you fully into the here and now (although you might find it difficult if you're not used to it).
Don't sit immediately after getting out of bed. Have a wash, get into loose clothing, spend 5 - 10 minutes having a tea or coffee. You can also do some yoga, which will stretch your body and wake you up a bit more.
Have a set time at which to sit so there isn't a debate or struggle going on in your mind. Then just sit.
Don't have expectations about what meditation should be. If you're sleepy or distracted, then that's just what is. Sit with it, don't judge it, don't comment on it, don't reproach yourself. As long as you maintain awareness, and correct thinking and sleepiness when you notice them, you're doing it right.
Everyone who has an established practice has gone through and continues to go through periods like this, and very often it feels like a chore. Don't have expectations! Just knuckle down and get on with it :)
I'd also strongly advise you to make contact with a temple/monastery/meditation group - having the support of fellow meditators who are going through the same things as you is an invaluable aid to your practice.
Edit: Don't have breakfast before meditation, food in the belly interferes with your posture and promotes sleepiness.

10950: <p>When I wake up in the morning I don't feel like meditating straight away. I usually feel heavy and drowsy. So I have some breakfast and coffee and then I will sit. This morning I tried to sit for an hour as soon as I woke up but it was really difficult. My mind was not clear at all. Not sure I was thinking about anything in particular but I felt cloudy and uncomfortable with strong cravings to go back to sleep. I was so uncomfortable that I decided to open my eyes at 45 minutes. </p>

<p>My meditation feels like a struggle a lot lately. I feel like I've kind of lost touch with why I'm doing it. It feels like a bit of a chore. Sitting there day in and day out watching the breath for years and years but failing to become any more concentrated unless on retreat has become kind of pointless. Does anyone else feel like this? </p>

<p>I was hoping that after all this time that maybe something would change in my life and I might see more clearly about how I cause myself suffering, that I would have "insights" but it seems to just be this endless watching the breath, thinking, watching the breath, thinking.  I'm not sure if maybe I'm expecting too much but it doesn't feel like I'm gaining any benefit for the amount of time I put in to it so then I start thinking that I'm doing it wrong etc. I can't believe that after 6 years I'm still thinking/feeling this way. Feeling intense Dukkha today.</p>
 8157: <p>As I inferred in my other post, for me, meditation must bring happiness, which comes from intensive development. </p>

<p>As you posted here: "<em>failing to become any more concentrated <strong>unless on retreat</strong> has become kind of pointless</em>". This shows why retreat is important.</p>

<p>As soon as the sun starts to rise in the morning, I leave my home &amp; go for a long walk in nature. </p>

<p>It certainly sounds like your mind is feeling <em>dukkha</em> today. The Buddhist path does not come easy, unless practised a lot. This is why people become monks &amp; nuns &amp; live in a natural environment. </p>
 11179: <p>If you struggle with sitting and meditating then don't sit and meditate. That can come in time. There are more ways of meditating.</p>

<p>Myself, I like to go for a walk. </p>

<p>Walking meditation is an important practice, and is commonly interspersed between sitting meditation.</p>

<p>In walking meditation I like to stroll slowly. It may just be around the room, or around the garden, or even a longer distance walk - it's up to you, whatever you feel comfortable with. Focus on every action you perform while walking. The feel of the floor under your feet as you set them down. The movement of the muscles as you move your arms and legs. The feel of the air against your skin. The sound of the birds singing. Oh, and your breathing of course. The feel of the air passing your lips...</p>

<p>It's all calming the mind and bringing you thoughts back within yourself. You don't have to sit in the lotus position and go "Om".</p>
 362: <p>If you're experiencing physical and mental problems, it could very well be lack of nutrients, exercise and sleep. I suggest you do a quick check on these. You might find this book very helpful: <a href="http://rads.stackoverflow.com/amzn/click/0316113514" rel="nofollow noreferrer">Spark</a></p>

<p>Watching breath without knowing why you're doing is likely to do more harm than good. Anäpänä sathi meditation is supposed to be done with Sammä Ditti. Sammä Ditti is not a simple topic and becomes best understood once you become an arhat. I suggest reading material on Arya / Lokotthara Sammä Ditti before doing any Buddhist practice related to meditation. </p>

<p>Hope your problems are sorted out soon and may your realize the Four Noble Truths soon through the Noble Eightfold Path. </p>
 11258: <p>Don't stress yourself trying to do those meditations uselessly. Just try out this:  you just focus on your day to day activities with a good comprehension and awareness. In short be concious when doing things. That inhaling -exhaling meditation is just a basic and elememtry meditation which was taught for beginners. Just try iut what i explained.</p>
 295: <blockquote>
  <p>I usually feel heavy and drowsy.</p>
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<p>This is Slot and Toper. You should overcome this and other <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Five_hindrances" rel="nofollow noreferrer">Hindrances</a>. Many of the techniques are found in: </p>

<ul>
<li><a href="http://www.accesstoinsight.org/lib/authors/nyanaponika/wheel026.html" rel="nofollow noreferrer">The Five Mental Hindrances and Their Conquest Selected Texts from the Pali Canon and the Commentaries</a> compiled and translated by Nyanaponika Thera</li>
<li><a href="http://www.themindingcentre.org/dharmafarer/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/32.1-Nivarana.-piya.pdf" rel="nofollow noreferrer">Nīvaraṇa</a> by Piya Tan</li>
<li><a href="http://www.themindingcentre.org/dharmafarer/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/32.6-Thinamiddha-piya.pdf" rel="nofollow noreferrer">Thīna,middha</a> by Piya Tan [these might also be interesting: <a href="http://www.themindingcentre.org/dharmafarer/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/32.5-Vyapada-piya.pdf" rel="nofollow noreferrer">Vyāpāda</a>, <a href="http://www.themindingcentre.org/dharmafarer/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/32.7-Uddhaccakukkucca-piya.pdf" rel="nofollow noreferrer">Uddhacca,kukkucca</a>, <a href="http://www.themindingcentre.org/dharmafarer/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/32.8-Vicikiccha-piya.pdf" rel="nofollow noreferrer">Vicikicchā</a>, <a href="http://www.themindingcentre.org/dharmafarer/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/32.2-Kamacchanda-piya.pdf" rel="nofollow noreferrer">Kāma-c,chanda</a> by the same author]</li>
</ul>

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  <p>...  Feeling intense Dukkha today.</p>
</blockquote>

<p>When you do not achieve spiritual goals unsatisfactoriness may arise. [<a href="http://www.themindingcentre.org/dharmafarer/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/29.5-Salayatana-Vibhanga-S-m137-piya.pdf" rel="nofollow noreferrer">Sal,āyatana Vibhanga Sutta</a>] Best is try to keep you mind and practice steady. Also see if you are putting too much effect leading to restless worry. Also do not measure progress too often. Just do what needs to be done, i.e., just practice!</p>
 -1: <p>I think an hour is too long. It's too long on your body, and it makes meditation a more daunting challenge. I also sit with my eyes open, which is standard in Zen. Having your eyes closed makes you more likely to fall asleep, and having them open brings you fully into the here and now (although you might find it difficult if you're not used to it).</p>

<p>Don't sit immediately after getting out of bed. Have a wash, get into loose clothing, spend 5 - 10 minutes having a tea or coffee. You can also do some yoga, which will stretch your body and wake you up a bit more.</p>

<p>Have a set time at which to sit so there isn't a debate or struggle going on in your mind. Then just sit.</p>

<p>Don't have expectations about what meditation should be. If you're sleepy or distracted, then that's just what is. Sit with it, don't judge it, don't comment on it, don't reproach yourself. As long as you maintain awareness, and correct thinking and sleepiness when you notice them, you're doing it right.</p>

<p>Everyone who has an established practice has gone through and continues to go through periods like this, and very often it feels like a chore. Don't have expectations! Just knuckle down and get on with it :)</p>

<p>I'd also strongly advise you to make contact with a temple/monastery/meditation group - having the support of fellow meditators who are going through the same things as you is an invaluable aid to your practice.</p>

<p>Edit: Don't have breakfast before meditation, food in the belly interferes with your posture and promotes sleepiness.</p>
