maybe death fastest way outthrowaway obvious reasons ive raised abusive parents make feel like shit berating small thing ive done wrong bringing past mistakes like fucking scrapbook feels like horrible unhealthy lifestyle would willingly leave small chance standing ominously around like vultures ive subject verbal abuse  years physical abuse first  yo feel anymore compassion parents great academically ive picking pace starting work towards better future however nothing seems change perception me view waste space money money could spending better stuff son want last ive contemplating redflag  years now understand live anymore always thought good child small things one took note grateful for cant live household parents might end point youll never amount anything fucking life cant even keep shit together i understand hes aiming be you lazy fuck playing games never studying slacking off even waste money going school i want help people ive always wanted doctor you want become fucking doctor yeah right quit school go work would useful slightest huh funny im studying become doctor occupation saves lives yet cant save myself funny irony works world tonight night ive cracked decided act upon wishes ever since middle school written long facebook post going end myself people truly came support middle school classmates ive better family school hoe life set ultimatum end year nothing changes im going take fathers firearm shoot head it better live drowned alive course ive thinking long hard whether go it seems dead husk might well saving grace eye parents seems ill either become stronger this leave world forever friends would maybe go way help someone im afraid damage could cause leaving suddenly brother person love envy most never gone ive gone through get berated abused baby family take blunt blows like punching bag even punching bags break really know im post maybe bit solace empathy people going experiences also edge much closer blissful kiss death guess im also looking reason live defy odds win war attrition them want pity want reason smile laugh ruins wall parents ravaged im sorry wordiness seems much empathetic real writing image words hey thanks reading reddit pretty cool place ive come many times back find solace real pain leaps every step goodbye may last chapter ever come across ampxb
maybe death fastest way outthrowaway obvious reasons ive raised abusive parents make feel like shit berating small thing ive done wrong bringing past mistakes like fucking scrapbook feels like horrible unhealthy lifestyle would willingly leave small chance standing ominously around like vultures ive subject verbal abuse years physical abuse first yo feel anymore compassion parents great academically ive picking pace starting work towards better future however nothing seems change perception me view waste space money money could spending better stuff son want last ive contemplating redflag years now understand live anymore always thought good child small things one took note grateful for cant live household parents might end point youll never amount anything fucking life cant even keep shit together i understand hes aiming be you lazy fuck playing games never studying slacking off even waste money going schooli want help people ive always wanted doctor you want becomefucking doctoryeah right quit school go work would useful slightesthuh funny im studying become doctor occupation saves lives yet cant save myself funny irony works world tonight night ive cracked decided act upon wishes ever since middle school written long facebook post going end myself people truly came support middle school classmates ive better family school hoe life set ultimatum end year nothing changes im going take fathers firearm shoot head it better live drowned alive course ive thinking long hard whether go it seems dead husk might well saving grace eye parents seems ill either become stronger this leave world forever friends would maybe go way help someone im afraid damage could cause leaving suddenly brother person love envy most never gone ive gone through get berated abused baby family take blunt blows like punching bag even punching bags break really know im post maybe bit solace empathy people going experiences also edge much closer blissful kiss death guess im also looking reason live defy odds win war attrition them want pity want reason smile laugh ruins wall parents ravaged im sorry wordiness seems much empathetic real writing image words hey thanks reading reddit pretty cool place ive come many times back find solace real pain leaps every step goodbye may last chapter ever come across ampxb
Tal vez la muerte manera más rápida de salir de la basura razones obvias ive criados abusivos padres hacen sentir como mierda reprender pequeña cosa ive hecho mal trayendo errores pasados como mierda scrapbook se siente como horrible estilo de vida malsano voluntariamente dejar una pequeña oportunidad estar de pie ominosamente alrededor como buitres ive tema abuso verbal años abuso físico primero siento más compasión padres grande académicamente ive picking ritmo comenzar trabajo hacia mejor futuro sin embargo nada parece cambiar percepción me ve desperdicio espacio dinero podría gastar mejor cosas hijo quiere último ive contemplating redflag años ahora entender vivir más siempre pensé buen niño pequeñas cosas uno tomó nota agradecido por cant live familia padres podría terminar punto youll nunca cantidad cualquier mierda vida cant incluso mantener mierda juntos entiendo que él apunta a ser perezoso mierda jugar juegos nunca estudiar perder dinero va escolar quiero ayudar a la gente ive siempre quería doctor usted quiere ser jodido doctoryeah derecho dejar la escuela ir trabajo sería útil más bien divertido divertido