im fucking sick painful cycleevery day seem try jump hoop day day without change want everything end decided go college state get away family keep giving three lines encouragement give crawl day turns out ones surprise cost tuition state large emotional burden ive wasted k make here midterms over odds getting gpa back reduced null adds emotional burden im trying get schools psychological services proving take weeks meds trick cant get ahold doctor ive trying  weeks im tired disconnected courses want end it cant even sit read book without wanting fucking slit throat books next victim want withdrawal school also take mental toll shame going back fucking family still thousands debt know want curl ball done
im fucking sick painful cycleevery day seem try jump hoop day day without change want everything end decided go college state get away family keep giving three lines encouragement give crawl day turns out ones surprise cost tuition state large emotional burden ive wasted k make here midterms over odds getting gpa back reduced null adds emotional burden im trying get schools psychological services proving take weeks meds trick cant get ahold doctor ive trying weeks im tired disconnected courses want end it cant even sit read book without wanting fucking slit throat books next victim want withdrawal school also take mental toll shame going back fucking family still thousands debt know want curl ball done
l mierda enfermo ciclo doloroso todos los días parecen intentar salto aro día sin cambio quieren todo final decidido ir universidad estado escapar familia seguir dando tres líneas de estímulo dar día de arrastre resulta unos costo sorpresa matrícula estado gran carga emocional ive desperdiciado k hacer aquí mitades de período sobre probabilidades conseguir gpa de nuevo reducido nulo añade carga emocional im tratar de conseguir escuelas servicios psicológicos prueba toma semanas meds truco cant get ahold doctor ive semanas de prueba i cansado cursos desconectados quieren terminar ni siquiera puede sentarse libro de lectura sin querer maldito libro de garganta corta próxima víctima quiere retiro escuela también tomar pena mental peaje volver puta familia todavía miles de deuda saber quieren rizo bola hecho