caught making plan back mind againim  apparently post wall whatever means moment fleeting glimpse meant truly happy heart growing radiance talked kids would like made feel safe finally ok vulnerable didnt maintain fiercely independent facade finally slept peaceful sleeps arms laughed thought loved over put tiny amount weight unwell left went back red pill recognise lied compulsively idealised devalued discarded believe met person cannot actually compassion act conscience act god like complex trying right make right genuine understanding pain actually causing yet im still trying empathise understand could actually like mean cant measure lifes value someone else isnt first time ive success world doesnt matter heart empty  figure income work part time ive lost mojo ive lost passion work feels meaningless im tired again still
caught making plan back mind againim apparently post wall whatever means moment fleeting glimpse meant truly happy heart growing radiance talked kids would like made feel safe finally ok vulnerable didnt maintain fiercely independent facade finally slept peaceful sleeps arms laughed thought loved over put tiny amount weight unwell left went back red pill recognise lied compulsively idealised devalued discarded believe met person cannot actually compassion act conscience act god like complex trying right make right genuine understanding pain actually causing yet im still trying empathise understand could actually like mean cant measure lifes value someone else isnt first time ive success world doesnt matter heart empty figure income work part time ive lost mojo ive lost passion work feels meaningless im tired again still
Al parecer, después de la pared cualquier medio momento fugaz vislumbre significó verdadero corazón feliz crecimiento de la radiación hablado niños gustaría hacer sentir seguro finalmente ok vulnerable no mantener una fachada ferozmente independiente finalmente dormido sueño tranquilo brazos reídos pensados querido sobre poner pequeña cantidad de peso no bien izquierda volver Red píldora reconocer mentira compulsivamente idealizado devaluado descartado creer que la persona no puede realmente acto de compasión acto de conciencia dios como complejo tratar de derecha hacer derecho genuino comprensión dolor realmente causando sin embargo todavía estoy tratando de empatía entender podría en realidad como medio cant medir vidas valor alguien otro no es la primera vez que el éxito en vivo mundo no importa corazón vacío figura ingresos trabajo parte tiempo live perdido mojo ive perdido pasión trabajo se siente sin sentido im cansado otra vez todavía