seriously contemplated redflag never followed it made continue livingi depression im hysterically sad anything like right now ive come realization again simply anything want live for closest thing feel could live right now help parents pay house debt out gratitude much helped me even motivation greatly hinges emotionalmental well eg whenever piss off makes want help them maybe job becomes unbearable biggest reason im still alive im afraid family react im gone besides that absolutely passion life seriously highlight day eat even moment becoming bland every day things used make happy primarily video games excite anymore lost nearly interest life ive lost nearly motivation speaking people going sound like weird contradiction mind feels like theres tornado inside it filled stress confusion associated life responsibilities heart feels low unmotivated want guys think im planning killing soon anything like that seriously want give stuff save  sever contact family friends take bus beach figure there
seriously contemplated redflag never followed it made continue livingi depression im hysterically sad anything like right now ive come realization again simply anything want live for closest thing feel could live right now help parents pay house debt out gratitude much helped me even motivation greatly hinges emotionalmental well eg whenever piss off makes want help them maybe job becomes unbearable biggest reason im still alive im afraid family react im gone besides that absolutely passion life seriously highlight day eat even moment becoming bland every daythings used make happy primarily video games excite anymore lost nearly interest life ive lost nearly motivation speaking people going sound like weird contradiction mind feels like theres tornado inside it filled stress confusion associated life responsibilities heart feels low unmotivated want guys think im planning killing soon anything like that seriously want give stuff save sever contact family friends take bus beach figure there
En serio, Redflag nunca siguió hizo seguir viviendo depresión im histéricamente triste cualquier cosa como ahora ive venir realización otra vez simplemente cualquier cosa quiere vivir para lo más cercano sentir podría vivir ahora mismo ayudar a los padres pagar deuda casa gratitud mucho me ayudó incluso motivación bisagras grandes emocional bien, por ejemplo, cada vez que me cabrea desea ayuda tal vez trabajo se convierte en insoportable mayor razón todavía vivo im miedo familia reaccionó im ido además de que absolutamente pasión vida realce seriamente día comer incluso momento convertirse en soso cada día cosas utilizadas hacer feliz principalmente videojuegos excitan más perdido casi interés vida ive perdido casi motivación hablar gente va como extraño contradicción mente se siente como Theres tornado dentro de ella confusión estrés asociado responsabilidades de la vida se siente bajo sin motivación desea chicos pensar im planificación matar pronto cualquier cosa como que seriamente quieren dar cosas salvo sever contacto amigos familiares tomar figura de la playa autobús allí