almost  years clinical depression ive finally started genuine attempt pull out one people never see best myself ive never able bee good enough standards set myself kinda like anorexia aspects life guess always problem me example swimmer actually pretty good swimmer first year high school swimming almost made state championships fact times good enough place pretty well state team really good youre able send certain amount people state back then saw good enough couldnt see past fact didnt make it never even considered fact first year never even considered fact multiple gold medals jv meets races saw enough last pretty muchyear gained  pounds  pounds insanely depressed ashamed past like  months massive problem me way could pretty much anything sports need get back shape finally got motivation start turning life around right now im going try start getting regular exercise start eating healthier im going get consistent sleep schedule finally start homework sorry sucks im pretty trash writer  tldr finally got motivation start trying pull depression
almost years clinical depression ive finally started genuine attempt pull out one people never see best myself ive never able bee good enough standards set myself kinda like anorexia aspects life guess always problem me example swimmer actually pretty good swimmer first year high school swimming almost made state championships fact times good enough place pretty well state team really good youre able send certain amount people state back then saw good enough couldnt see past fact didnt make it never even considered fact first year never even considered fact multiple gold medals jv meets races saw enough last pretty muchyear gained pounds pounds insanely depressed ashamed past like months massive problem me way could pretty much anything sports need get back shape finally got motivation start turning life around right now im going try start getting regular exercise start eating healthier im going get consistent sleep schedule finally start homework sorry sucks im pretty trash writer tldr finally got motivation start trying pull depression
casi años depresión clínica ive finalmente comenzó un intento genuino sacar a una gente nunca ver mejor yo mismo ive nunca capaz bee suficientemente buenos estándares me puse un poco como anorexia aspectos vida conjetura siempre problema me ejemplo nadador realmente bastante bueno nadador primer año escuela secundaria natación casi hecho campeonatos estatales hecho tiempo suficiente lugar bastante bien equipo estatal realmente bueno youre capaz enviar cierta cantidad de personas estado en ese entonces vio lo suficientemente bueno no podía ver pasado hecho no lo hizo ni siquiera considerado hecho primer año nunca siquiera considerado hecho múltiples medallas de oro jv meets carreras vio suficiente pasado bastante bastante bastante bastante año ganado libras locamente deprimido pasado como meses problema masivo me manera podría casi cualquier cosa deportes necesidad volver a la forma finalmente consiguió motivación empezar a dar vuelta a la vida en este momento voy a tratar de empezar a hacer ejercicio regular empezar a comer más saludable im ir consistente horario de sueño finalmente empezar tarea lo siento chupa im bastante basura escritor tldr finalmente consiguió motivación empezar a tratar de tirar depresión