girl interested me thought would escape self loathing id finally found reason give second chancei bullied high school got called ugly lot high school guys really shot self confidence one wanted associate anyone find voice stand bullies caused isolate  develop social anxiety hate myself ive already tried commit redflag two times back high school little sister saving suffocating myself nearly everyday feel like im good enough womans romantic interest see attractive people relationships  makes mad want have makes feel like im meant alone thought previous girlfriend great extremely attracted her really clicked  lost interest ever since  ive working trying rebuild selfconfidence finally built courage verbally flirt girl  something ive trying since th grade hd date  even kissed  tells interested anymore mightve little shy besides idea wrong im left assume looks lack selfconfidence ever want feel like again im also tired much consumerism affects life wish want money attractive  relationship need someone something take mind much hate  dead none would matter
girl interested me thought would escape self loathing id finally found reason give second chancei bullied high school got called ugly lot high school guys really shot self confidence one wanted associate anyone find voice stand bullies caused isolate develop social anxiety hate myself ive already tried commit redflag two times back high school little sister saving suffocating myself nearly everyday feel like im good enough womans romantic interest see attractive people relationships makes mad want have makes feel like im meant alone thought previous girlfriend great extremely attracted her really clicked lost interest ever since ive working trying rebuild selfconfidence finally built courage verbally flirt girl something ive trying since th grade hd date even kissed tells interested anymore mightve little shy besides idea wrongim left assume looks lack selfconfidence ever want feel like again im also tired much consumerism affects life wish want money attractive relationship need someone something take mind much hate dead none would matter
chica interesada me pensó escapar de sí mismo odio id finalmente encontrado razón dar segunda oportunidad secundaria intimidado se llamó feo lote chicos de secundaria realmente tiro confianza en sí mismo uno quería asociado alguien encontrar voz stand bullies causado aislamiento desarrollar ansiedad social odio ive ive ya probado comisión Redflag dos veces atrás escuela secundaria pequeña hermana ahorrando asfixiarse casi todos los días sentir como im suficientemente buenas mujeres interés romántico ver atractivas personas relaciones hace enojarse han se siente como im significado solo pensamiento anterior novia grande extremadamente atraído su interés perdido realmente cliced desde ive trabajo tratando de reconstrucción autoconfianza finalmente construido valor flirteo chica algo ive intento ya que la fecha grado hd incluso beso le dice interesado más podría poco tímido además de idea malim izquierda asumir miradas falta de autoconfianza siempre quiero sentir como otra vez im cansado mucho consumismo afecta la vida desea dinero relación atractiva necesidad de alguien algo tener en cuenta mucho odio muerto nadie importa