realized motivation live thats likely changei think zoloft past couple months cleared mind many pointless thoughts realize really want kill myself actually motivation improve know would even mean goal life want partner kids im asexual believe god hobbies would amount meaningful progress justify existence sure could spend next however many years natural lifespan eating shitting going work sleeping would want that survive people thing driving forward dont close friends im distant family continuing life burden would willingly put myself reason whatsoever perform mundane bodily functions naturally cant anymore
realized motivation live thats likely changei think zoloft past couple months cleared mind many pointless thoughts realize really want kill myself actually motivation improve know would even mean goal life want partner kids im asexual believe god hobbies would amount meaningful progress justify existence sure could spend next however many years natural lifespan eating shitting going work sleeping would want that survive people thing driving forward dont close friends im distant family continuing life burden would willingly put myself reason whatsoever perform mundane bodily functions naturally cant anymore
realized motivation live thats probably changei think zoloft pasado par de meses despejado mente muchos pensamientos sin sentido se dan cuenta realmente quiero matarme realmente motivación mejorar saber incluso significa meta vida querer pareja hijos im asexual cree dios hobbies cantidad progreso significativo justificar la existencia seguro podría pasar siguiente sin embargo muchos años de vida natural comer mierda ir a trabajar dormir querría que sobrevivir gente cosa conducir hacia adelante no amigos cercanos familia im distante carga de la vida continuar me pondría de buena gana razón cualquiera que sea realizar funciones corporales mundanas no puede más