tw disordered eatingsuicidal ideation know lost motivation anything either eating much little constipated fuck tired slept  hours even motivation cook anything order shit apartment live in poor cannot hold job month without redflages building break down makes feel like acting like entitled piece shit making excuses work something tried approach sucking redflag hoping disappear work like that parent pressured move screaming constantly telling ill never amount anything life toxic judged every move never really felt good enough think killing much effort tried therapy work tried medical marijuana developed scary hallucinations know life existing likely end street likely become drug addict nothing bother people thinking running away literally much want here feel worthless
tw disordered eatingsuicidal ideation know lost motivation anything either eating much little constipated fuck tired slept hours even motivation cook anything order shit apartment live in poor cannot hold job month without redflages building break down makes feel like acting like entitled piece shit making excuses work something tried approach sucking redflag hoping disappear work like that parent pressured move screaming constantly telling ill never amount anything life toxic judged every move never really felt good enough think killing much effort tried therapy work tried medical marijuana developed scary hallucinations know life existing likely end street likely become drug addict nothing bother people thinking running away literally much want here feel worthless
Tw desordenado comer ideación suicida saber la motivación perdida cualquier cosa bien comer muy poco estreñido polvo cansado horas dormido incluso motivación cocinar cualquier orden mierda apartamento vivir en pobres no puede mantener el mes de trabajo sin Redflages edificio se rompe hace se siente como actuar como título pedazo mierda haciendo excusas trabajo algo tratado acercamiento chupar bandera roja esperar desaparecer trabajo como ese padre presionado movimiento gritar constantemente decir mal cantidad de nada tóxico vida juzgado cada movimiento nunca realmente se sintió lo suficientemente bien pensar matar mucho esfuerzo probado terapia trabajo marihuana médica desarrolló alucinaciones miedo saber la vida existente probablemente fin de la calle probablemente convertirse en adicto a las drogas nada molestar a la gente pensar huir literalmente mucho querer aquí se siente inútil