staying alive mistake die insteadmy entire life ive spoonfed lies stay alive know redflag right answer me ive told  missed  life value  much offer world  make people happy staying alive  cared yet assertions completely incredulous patently cliche impossible even take seriously absurd it gets better trope basis fact mom obody truly knows person ive asked friends basic facets life favourite food born birthday even know answers thats suggestive people happy staying alive rather completely ignora essential things define me blatant deception addition nobody would notice gone tried disabling various social media accounts see comes looking me  months gotten single letter mail single phone call former coworkers socalled friends nobody come house check welfare except mom abused me count proof anything benefit offer world either spent years trying share talents interests people often rejected criticized mocked ridiculed myself indication anything value offer society true individual even assume sake argument something offer society millions people offer thing nothing special worth suffering miserable existence tiny fraction population potentially appreciate continuing stay alive would rather dead likewise reason believe life value live planet  billion people could disappear today human civilization would continue before impact anything absence might bring improvement since would longer disrupting societal norms worthless existence checklist incidents given cause reconsider purpose living horrible society a molested mom growing up would always play genitals say fun even would tell stop b boss took transgender pride flag threw floor stomped repeatedly shouted see think shitty tranny people c coworker last year sneaked apartment building asleep threw brand new bike dumpsters practical joke spent  months saving buy another bike d spending  new bike lock stolen rack outside apartment building two days later never found e general manager previous job told raped even though been said mustve asking since bisexual f boss job always tells im going arrested dress since thinks wearing womans clothes outlawed g crisis worker laughed thought silly smile hide fact im clinically depressed stormed office followed outside started swinging bike racks like little kid h counselor told want end life thinks totally okay recommended going side deserted road putting sleep im ready die i psychiatrist dared go home put plastic bag head think id really able commit redflag j four years ago brutally attacked security guards er attempted leave hospital without signing discharge papers even though crisis worker insisted you wasted everyones time coming here told released k two years ago riding bike downtown teenage boy ran street punched face jumped bike riding circles taunting me called police officer bother file report told since involved minor would criminal charges l banned  years local shopping mall wearing womens clothes security officer told crossdressing abnormal n homeless man spit face bus terminal yesterday informed security guards refused take action instead reassured since hes homeless nothing do o ive raped multiple times gay men even kept begging stop repeated i know want it forced sex them p two years ago brought er psych eval sitting calmly one observation rooms hour nurses doctor threatened inject drug calm down refused ordered two security guards put restraints q banned using paypal employee googling name online discovered photos dressed womens clothes abuse department claims violated end user agreement selling pornography never able produce evidence r bullied gay man quora angry posted question sexual orientation relates transgender people even though question way violated quora policies began harassing name gender identity getting moderator delete profile usually tell counselors social workers horrible experiences dismiss you must strong person still alive listen people first all im strong person im damaged person secondly part society caring people think thats fundamental reason human civilization still exists thirdly incidents traumatized less people think me rather act toward me whats particularly frustrating strangers pretend care announce plan kill myself apparently im worth peoples attention im dead maybe people nicer others still living instead waiting inevitable act like life suddenly matters course never forgive forget incidents abused neglected otherwise mistreated mental health system add thousands dollars billed services rendered ie forced psychological trauma certainly charge people raped we forced pay strangled thrown floor pushed wall tied bed forcibly medicated medical professionals guise healthcare health care health torture refuse part society government condones endorses systematic torture mentally ill people accountability even helpless vulnerable state mental health supposed hope healing psychological manipulation financial extortion physical violence taken advantage time time again nothing ever done help me therefore people concerned needed help most obviously concerned now suggest otherwise nothing short patronizing staying alive mistake die instead
staying alive mistake die insteadmy entire life ive spoonfed lies stay alive know redflag right answer me ive told missed life value much offer world make people happy staying alive cared yet assertions completely incredulous patently cliche impossible even take seriously absurd it gets better trope basis fact mom obody truly knows person ive asked friends basic facets life favourite food born birthday even know answers thats suggestive people happy staying alive rather completely ignora essential things define me blatant deception addition nobody would notice gone tried disabling various social media accounts see comes looking me months gotten single letter mail single phone call former coworkers socalled friends nobody come house check welfare except mom abused me count proof anything benefit offer world either spent years trying share talents interests people often rejected criticized mocked ridiculed myself indication anything value offer society true individual even assume sake argument something offer society millions people offer thing nothing special worth suffering miserable existence tiny fraction population potentially appreciate continuing stay alive would rather dead likewise reason believe life value live planet billion people could disappear today human civilization would continue before impact anything absence might bring improvement since would longer disrupting societal norms worthless existence checklist incidents given cause reconsider purpose living horrible society a molested mom growing up would always play genitals say fun even would tell stop b boss took transgender pride flag threw floor stomped repeatedly shouted see think shitty tranny people c coworker last year sneaked apartment building asleep threw brand new bike dumpsters practical joke spent months saving buy another bike d spending new bike lock stolen rack outside apartment building two days later never found e general manager previous job told raped even though been said mustve asking since bisexual f boss job always tells im going arrested dress since thinks wearing womans clothes outlawed g crisis worker laughed thought silly smile hide fact im clinically depressed stormed office followed outside started swinging bike racks like little kid h counselor told want end life thinks totally okay recommended going side deserted road putting sleep im ready die i psychiatrist dared go home put plastic bag head think id really able commit redflag j four years ago brutally attacked security guards er attempted leave hospital without signing discharge papers even though crisis worker insisted you wasted everyones time coming here told released k two years ago riding bike downtown teenage boy ran street punched face jumped bike riding circles taunting me called police officer bother file report told since involved minor would criminal charges l banned years local shopping mall wearing womens clothes security officer told crossdressing abnormal n homeless man spit face bus terminal yesterday informed security guards refused take action instead reassured since hes homeless nothing do o ive raped multiple times gay men even kept begging stop repeated i know want it forced sex them p two years ago brought er psych eval sitting calmly one observation rooms hour nurses doctor threatened inject drug calm down refused ordered two security guards put restraints q banned using paypal employee googling name online discovered photos dressed womens clothes abuse department claims violated end user agreement selling pornography never able produce evidence r bullied gay man quora angry posted question sexual orientation relates transgender people even though question way violated quora policies began harassing name gender identity getting moderator delete profile usually tell counselors social workers horrible experiences dismiss you must strong person still alive listen people first all im strong person im damaged person secondly part society caring people think thats fundamental reason human civilization still exists thirdly incidents traumatized less people think me rather act toward me whats particularly frustrating strangers pretend care announce plan kill myself apparently im worth peoples attention im dead maybe people nicer others still living instead waiting inevitable act like life suddenly matters course never forgive forget incidents abused neglected otherwise mistreated mental health system add thousands dollars billed services rendered ie forced psychological trauma certainly charge people raped we forced pay strangled thrown floor pushed wall tied bed forcibly medicated medical professionals guise healthcare health care health torture refuse part society government condones endorses systematic torture mentally ill people accountability even helpless vulnerable state mental health supposed hope healing psychological manipulation financial extortion physical violence taken advantage time time again nothing ever done help me therefore people concerned needed help most obviously concerned now suggest otherwise nothing short patronizing staying alive mistake die instead
Permanecer vivo error morir en lugar de toda mi vida live shoufed mentiras mantenerse vivo saber Redflag