please hear second feel difference day day work believe depression since  years middle two years absolutely peaked self harm constant impulsive suicidal thoughtsas would say suicidal grateful life either final year ugso since past months noticing taking time usual performing tasks like numerical calculations solving integrals trouble remembering code syntax solving problems etci usually know bad mental state counting times efficient normal vanilla processing power looks like decliningsince last  years actively trying aware feelings surroundings really feel difference kind making pretty angry nowi actually surprised see noticeable difference going lie scary therapy expensive lockdown parents right now tried explain mental health given up get arguments man upany help really appreciated noticed unable process things efficiently used to cognitive abilities actually deteriorating
please hear second feel difference day day work believe depression since years middle two years absolutely peaked self harm constant impulsive suicidal thoughtsas would say suicidal grateful life either final year ugso since past months noticing taking time usual performing tasks like numerical calculations solving integrals trouble remembering code syntax solving problems etci usually know bad mental state counting times efficient normal vanilla processing power looks like decliningsince last years actively trying aware feelings surroundings really feel difference kind making pretty angry nowi actually surprised see noticeable difference going lie scary therapy expensive lockdown parents right now tried explain mental health given up get arguments man upany help really appreciated noticed unable process things efficiently used to cognitive abilities actually deteriorating
Por favor escuchar segundo sentir diferencia día trabajo creer depresión desde años mediados dos años absolutamente pico auto daño constante impulsivo pensamientos suicidascomo diría suicida vida agradecida o bien último año ugso desde meses pasados notando tomar tiempo habitual realizar tareas como cálculos numéricos resolver integrales problemas recordar código sintaxis resolver problemas etci generalmente sabe mal estado mental contar tiempos eficiente normal vainilla procesamiento poder parece como declinar ya que los últimos años activamente tratando de sentimientos conscientes entorno realmente sentir diferencia tipo haciendo bastante enojado nowi realmente sorprendido ver diferencia notable va a mentir terapia de miedo caro bloqueo padres en este momento trató de explicar salud mental dados argumentos hombre upany ayuda realmente apreciado notó proceso eficiente cosas eficientemente utilizados a capacidades cognitivas deterioro