came back edge wanted share learned anyone still thereover last months got caught bad situation  probably worst ive part of entirely caused screw ups left gutwrenching pain regret shame guilt humiliation ruined life time ruined repuatation took toll around me long long time im able recover point pain bad truly thought would better leave everything behind imagined relief would feel feel all imagined void all thats side theres pain also joy theres nothing void came close it got scared jumping in good things though time bad things overwhelming stand thought never another good time again thats kept jumping in theres never another life point void come me able stop it want sure gotten every last drop joy life does weight lifted shoulders lately feel better long while wanted share things ive come away with anyone needs hear ive are came back think possible come back did possible come back too admit yourself whatever thats buried inside want hear admit yourself admit someone trust almost everyone wants help you please ask them please ask them even people scared of please ask help ask  im anonymous face demons theyll outrun dont seriously big one must turn face them make mistake  wait face them do sense relief greater sense dread consequences face right weight lifted realized much wanted savor good times started write note wanted something remind things loved thinking last piece interruption occured never finished note like way turned out end void make sure spend life
came back edge wanted share learned anyone still thereover last months got caught bad situation probably worst ive part of entirely caused screw ups left gutwrenching pain regret shame guilt humiliation ruined life time ruined repuatation took toll around me long long time im able recover point pain bad truly thought would better leave everything behind imagined relief would feel feel all imagined void all thats side theres pain also joy theres nothing void came close it got scared jumping in good things though time bad things overwhelming stand thought never another good time again thats kept jumping in theres never another life point void come me able stop it want sure gotten every last drop joy life does weight lifted shoulders lately feel better long while wanted share things ive come away with anyone needs hear ive are came back think possible come back did possible come back too admit yourself whatever thats buried inside want hear admit yourself admit someone trust almost everyone wants help you please ask them please ask them even people scared of please ask help ask im anonymous face demons theyll outrun dont seriously big one must turn face them make mistake wait face them do sense relief greater sense dread consequences face right weight lifted realized much wanted savor good times started write note wanted something remind things loved thinking last piece interruption occured never finished note like way turned out end void make sure spend life
Regresó el borde quería compartir aprendido alguien todavía allí durante los últimos meses quedó atrapado mala situación probablemente peor parte de la vida enteramente causado cagar ups izquierda dolor desgarrador arrepentimiento vergüenza culpa humillación arruinada vida tiempo arruinada reputación tomó peaje alrededor de mí mucho tiempo im capaz recuperar punto dolor mal pensamiento realmente mejor dejar todo detrás alivio imaginado se sentiría todo vacío imaginado todo eso lado allí dolor también alegría no hay nada vacío se acercó se asustó saltando en cosas buenas, aunque tiempo cosas malas abrumadoras pensamiento nunca otro buen tiempo que se mantuvo saltando en Theres nunca otro punto de vida vacío venir yo capaz detenerse seguro consiguió cada gota alegría vida peso hombros levantados últimamente se siente mejor mientras quería compartir cosas vienen lejos con cualquiera necesita escuchar