life joke think people would better without mehi everyone name max im sixteen first post reddit may last one ive depressed really long time think time get rid ending life friends lack social skills spend every day playing video games watching social media avoid emptiness people know think im stupid lazy weird im afraid idea speak people think relate every time try say something usually connect other see loss time especially got enough money cant hang regularly always wanted express self way dress dad never gave opportunity choose want feel comfortable clothe wear hate people get wrong idea really like dress that people often reject way look make fun me parents care much feel theyre busy theyve never asked feel would like do know much education even talk ive never girlfriend im shy strange people interesting hobbies could get attention girls ignore time all anything special also cant anything without ruining it math music english hella nightmare cant anything right without committing stupid errors used good school seems like get dumber year sleep well anxiety depression harassing every night watch youtube videos get exhausted finally fall asleep nobody takes seriously im joke classmates teachers think im funny speak strange accent every time teacher orders us make groups activity class often leave alone cant like everyone expects be im different are feels like born another culture im colombia believe say cant relate them act like kind american european people do mean take things seriously prefer bother anything let things happen also music listen to movies watch language prefer speak way different do would like move us family cant afford it special talent something else actually nothing could make feel meaningful every day feels same take drugs think phone thing makes forget life empty used someone ton reasons live child seems like every dream ever forgotten tried hang twice regretted jumping chair think im afraid idea something could go wrong process stuff bothers every day apart ive said thats personal share internet want stop suffering
life joke think people would better without mehi everyone name max im sixteen first post reddit may last one ive depressed really long time think time get rid ending life friends lack social skills spend every day playing video games watching social media avoid emptiness people know think im stupid lazy weird im afraid idea speak people think relate every time try say something usually connect other see loss time especially got enough money cant hang regularly always wanted express self way dress dad never gave opportunity choose want feel comfortable clothe wear hate people get wrong idea really like dress that people often reject way look make fun me parents care much feel theyre busy theyve never asked feel would like do know much education even talk ive never girlfriend im shy strange people interesting hobbies could get attention girls ignore time all anything special also cant anything without ruining it math music english hella nightmare cant anything right without committing stupid errors used good school seems like get dumber year sleep well anxiety depression harassing every night watch youtube videos get exhausted finally fall asleep nobody takes seriously im joke classmates teachers think im funny speak strange accent every time teacher orders us make groups activity class often leave alone cant like everyone expects be im different are feels like born another culture im colombia believe say cant relate them act like kind american european people do mean take things seriously prefer bother anything let things happen also music listen to movies watch language prefer speak way different do would like move us family cant afford it special talent something else actually nothing could make feel meaningful every day feels same take drugs think phone thing makes forget life empty used someone ton reasons live child seems like every dream ever forgotten tried hang twice regretted jumping chair think im afraid idea something could go wrong process stuff bothers every day apart ive said thats personal share internet want stop suffering
broma de la vida piensa que la gente sería mejor sin mehi todo el mundo nombre max im dieciséis primer post reddit puede durar un ive deprimido realmente mucho tiempo pensar tiempo deshacerse de terminar la vida amigos falta habilidades sociales pasan todos los días jugando videojuegos viendo redes sociales evitar el vacío la gente sabe pensar im estúpido perezoso raro