want fucking hang sexualityi think every fucking day aspects life getting better improving except one always destroy biggest insecurity hate it feel fucking trapped feel numb dead inside hate fucking lesbian fucking mental illness fair get trapped shit able put cure it hear its bad thing thats fucking true even was allowed try get conversion therapy redflag euthanasia im staying closeted forever every since found felt nothing hatred depression teens years ripped away im different every fucking person cant normal life cant happy feel stuck live every aspect life work hobbies friends shit improve except this always going fucking plague me always going horrible shit forever able date like normal straight person able fucking hold hands girl able respected going seen fucking sex object people theyll sexualize me treated like normal fucking person want fucking suffocate myself want dead point living im going dragged mental deformity every fucking day
want fucking hang sexualityi think every fucking day aspects life getting better improving except one always destroy biggest insecurity hate it feel fucking trapped feel numb dead inside hate fucking lesbian fucking mental illness fair get trapped shit able put cure it hear its bad thing thats fucking true even was allowed try get conversion therapy redflag euthanasiaim staying closeted forever every since found felt nothing hatred depression teens years ripped away im different every fucking person cant normal life cant happy feel stuck live every aspect life work hobbies friends shit improve except this always going fucking plague me always going horrible shit forever able date like normal straight person able fucking hold hands girl able respected going seen fucking sex object people theyll sexualize me treated like normal fucking person want fucking suffocate myself want dead point living im going dragged mental deformity every fucking day
Quiero mierda colgar sexualidad creo que todos los malditos aspectos de la vida mejorando excepto uno siempre destruir mayor inseguridad odio se siente atrapado mierda se siente adormecido muerto dentro odio mierda lesbianas mierda enfermedad mental justa conseguir atrapado mierda capaz poner cura escuchar su cosa mala que es verdad mierda incluso se permitió tratar conseguir terapia de conversión eutanasiaim bandera roja permanecer cerrado para siempre desde encontrado sentía nada odio depresión adolescentes años arrancado im diferente cada puta persona no puede la vida normal no se siente feliz se atascó vivir cada aspecto trabajo hobbies amigos mierda mejorar excepto este siempre va mierda mierda me va horrible mierda para siempre capaz fecha como normal persona recta capaz de cogerse las manos chica capaz respetado va visto sexo mierda objeto personas que sexual me sexualizan tratado como normal puta persona quiere mierda suffocate yo mismo quiero muerto punto de vida im va arrastrado mental deformidad cada maldito día