im lonely miss her wanna talk someone dunno howa year ago took job could easily gotten wanted february wanted get city since knew gonna get laid nothing there recently broken girlfriend swore would stay single got settled new job physically training big getting shape buddies girlfriend called told throwing surprise birthday party him wanna go wanted go swim friend years even though wanna go went anyway saw girl magnificent way outta league high school always called fat ugly think chance girl beautiful scheduled leave september march figured try it told pal set us triple date hit off wanted make sure wasnt gonna play her made little challenges idk them seemed worth it feeling made set christmas tree one challenges told much tree looked like crap laughed whole time still thought beautiful finished tree sat next her talked about  hours night started dating one day told job leave it however family still city id back wasnt leaving september wanted stay would told perfectly fine it week later broke me cried phone broke me next time saw acted like still together called job asked could leave soon possible wanna home anymore moved june getting ready leave told cried more left going back relationship september rolled around ignored asked still alive proceded tell met someone else broke heart girl wanted with girl offered give job for cheated me picked smoking time sitting smoking december friends got text message her really long message loved me ever wanna hurt me stuff bought called her never slept together whole time want things get complicated never pushed it girl meant with id it work one time outside smoking where work overlooks ocean one cooks came realized thinking looked said are gonna it thinkin it many people would sad though hurt anyone like that cant it you know anyone felt gone well dont wanna see mom id going couldnt handle goin away forever cant bring jumping recently started talking find last week one night stand guy took virginity never knew virgin forgot tell part started dating year months months together guy important ever was hes fucked shes coming back me cant listen songs reminds see pictures anything brings seeing face wants friend cant it much planned future im  tell everyday your kid things get better cant even drink yet meet people get older family really wanna do im good hours til start missing family friends her wanna go home cant im neck debt caused stupidity im young hang friends work im lonely im gonna hurt myself like said couldnt bring it dont wanna keep waking depressed every morning wish life simple wanna wake  years later took test says im pretty damn depressed know need go see shrink realize im depressed dont need someone tell me hide good enough front everyone else think im always happy always say idk always damn hyper always great mood reason really inside im torn up although people know low self confidence level dont trust anyone hard believe anyone believe kids high school said ugly know im fat anymore though alot people say im not im cute cant build courage meet new people dont even know going that guys tips advice please help me
im lonely miss her wanna talk someone dunno howa year ago took job could easily gotten wanted february wanted get city since knew gonna get laid nothing there recently broken girlfriend swore would stay single got settled new job physically training big getting shape buddies girlfriend called told throwing surprise birthday party him wanna go wanted go swim friend years even though wanna go went anyway saw girl magnificent way outta league high school always called fat ugly think chance girl beautiful scheduled leave september march figured try it told pal set us triple date hit off wanted make sure wasnt gonna play her made little challenges idk them seemed worth it feeling made set christmas tree one challenges told much tree looked like crap laughed whole time still thought beautiful finished tree sat next her talked about hours night started dating one day told job leave it however family still city id back wasnt leaving september wanted stay would told perfectly fine it week later broke me cried phone broke me next time saw acted like still together called job asked could leave soon possible wanna home anymore moved june getting ready leave told cried more left going back relationship september rolled around ignored asked still alive proceded tell met someone else broke heart girl wanted with girl offered give job for cheated me picked smoking time sitting smoking december friends got text message her really long message loved me ever wanna hurt me stuff bought called her never slept together whole time want things get complicated never pushed it girl meant with id it work one time outside smoking where work overlooks ocean one cooks came realized thinking looked said are gonna it thinkin it many people would sad though hurt anyone like that cant it you know anyone felt gone well dont wanna see mom id going couldnt handle goin away forever cant bring jumping recently started talking find last week one night stand guy took virginity never knew virgin forgot tell part started dating year months months together guy important ever was hes fucked shes coming back me cant listen songs reminds see pictures anything brings seeing face wants friend cant it much planned future im tell everyday your kid things get better cant even drink yet meet people get older family really wanna do im good hours til start missing family friends her wanna go home cant im neck debt caused stupidity im young hang friends work im lonely im gonna hurt myself like said couldnt bring it dont wanna keep waking depressed every morning wish life simple wanna wake years later took test says im pretty damn depressed know need go see shrink realize im depressed dont need someone tell me hide good enough front everyone else think im always happy always say idk always damn hyper always great mood reason really inside im torn up although people know low self confidence level dont trust anyone hard believe anyone believe kids high school said ugly know im fat anymore though alot people say im not im cute cant build courage meet new people dont even know going that guys tips advice please help me
Im sola señorita ella quiere hablar a alguien no sé cómo hace un año tomó trabajo podría fácilmente conseguir buscado february quería conseguir ciudad ya que sabía que iba a tener sexo nada allí novia recientemente roto juró permanecer soltero consiguió establecido nuevo trabajo físicamente formación grande conseguir amigos novia llamada dijo lanzar sorpresa fiesta de cumpleaños él quiere ir a nadar amigos años a pesar de querer ir de todos modos vio chica magnífica manera de salir de la escuela secundaria de la liga siempre se llama gordo feo pensar suerte chica hermosa programada dejar marcha september pensó intentar le dijo a amigo nos puso triple fecha de éxito quería asegurarse de que no iba a jugar ella hizo pequeños desafíos idk ellos parecía merecer la pena sentirse set árbol de Navidad un desafío dijo mucho árbol parecía mierda se rió todo el tiempo todavía pensó hermoso árbol se sentó después de ella habló horas noche comenzó a salir un día le dijo trabajo sin embargo familia ciudad todavía id back no se iba september quería quedarse le dijo perfectamente bien