im getting tiredive going battle cant asked fight anymore theres future me even manage successful fucking what cant happy im literally afraid to ive miserable long thats know be life school fucking anarchy im good one subject im already year behind time running me im supposed going uni next year failed extra year im  context uk go college   years uni failed first year mental health depression recently got diagnosed well body dysmorphic disorder know reddit fucking tired it tired taking medication tired fucking school tired spending majority time alone  friends always feel isolated excluded ive never party even fucking go regularly partly bdd wanting leave house without makeup ever seems piss people disappoint them im tired myself even fucking anything sit think think think either cry vomit learn hobbies live im there go school feel depressed go home feel depressed rinse repeat wanna blow head feel like massive burden know future holds me cant even get job bdd likes fuck over live shitty area too literally worst london everything fucked time pulled plug train wreck
im getting tiredive going battle cant asked fight anymore theres future me even manage successfulfucking what cant happy im literally afraid to ive miserable long thats know be life school fucking anarchyim good one subjectim already year behind time running me im supposed going uni next year failed extra year im context uk go college years uni failed first year mental health depression recently got diagnosed well body dysmorphic disorder know reddit fucking tired it tired taking medication tired fucking school tired spending majority time alone friends always feel isolated excluded ive never party even fucking go regularly partly bdd wanting leave house without makeup ever seems piss people disappoint them im tired myself even fucking anything sit think think think either cry vomit learn hobbies live im there go school feel depressed go home feel depressed rinse repeat wanna blow head feel like massive burden knowfuture holds me cant even get job bdd likes fuck over live shitty area too literally worst london everything fucked time pulled plug train wreck
I conseguir cansado ir batalla cant pregunta pelea más allá futuro me incluso manejar éxito follando lo que no puede feliz im literalmente miedo a vivir miserable largo que sabe ser vida escuela puta anarchiim buena un subjectim ya año detrás de tiempo correrme im supuesto ir uni el próximo año fracasado año extra año im contexto uk go universidad años uni fracaso primer año salud mental depresión recientemente se diagnosticó bien cuerpo desorden dismórfico saber reddit puta cansado tomar medicación cansado mierda escuela cansado pasar la mayoría tiempo solo amigos siempre se sienten aislados ve nunca aislado ni siquiera follando regularmente bdd querer salir de casa sin maquillaje nunca parece orinar la gente les decepciona a mí mismo cansado incluso mierda cualquier sit pensar pensar o llorar vomito aprender hobbies vivir im allí ir escuela se siente deprimido ir a casa se siente deprimido enjuague repetir querer soplar cabeza se siente como enorme carga saber me tiene ni siquiera puede conseguir trabajo bdd como mierda sobre vivo zona de mierda demasiado literalmente peor london todo jodido tiempo tiró plug accidente de tren