self hatred hurting around methis recurring issue life past year ive grown depressed sad myself ive lost capacity give others treatment deserve course leads people agitated leads becoming even depressed makes cycle worse become grossed cant even jerk anymore ive tried multiple times past week leads feeling sick disgusted myself dont honestly think ill commit redflag thought become rather prevalent back mind kind always there waiting something wrong point becomes louder louder drowns everything else typically goes away pretty quickly incident like this fuck cannot handle hurting close dont like myself fuck even done that order stop hurting others stop hating myself hard hate hurt others
self hatred hurting around methis recurring issue life past year ive grown depressed sad myself ive lost capacity give others treatment deserve course leads people agitated leads becoming even depressed makes cycle worse become grossed cant even jerk anymore ive tried multiple times past week leads feeling sick disgusted myself dont honestly think ill commit redflag thought become rather prevalent back mind kind always there waiting something wrong point becomes louder louder drowns everything else typically goes away pretty quickly incident like this fuck cannot handle hurting close dont like myself fuck even done that order stop hurting others stop hating myself hard hate hurt others
auto odio dolor alrededor de mí este tema recurrente vida el año pasado ive crecido deprimido triste yo ive capacidad perdida dar a otros tratamiento merece curso conduce a la gente agitada plomos llegar a ser incluso deprimido hace peor ciclo se vuelve grosera cant aún más ive probado varias veces la semana pasada conduce a sentirse mal asqueado yo mismo no honestamente pensar mal cometer pensamiento de bandera roja llegar a ser bastante dominante mente de nuevo amable siempre allí esperando algo mal punto se vuelve más fuerte ahoga todo lo demás típicamente desaparece bastante rápidamente incidente como este mierda no puede manejar el dolor cerca no como yo mismo mierda hecho incluso esa orden dejar de herir a otros dejar de odiarme odio duro herir a otros