fun night friends alot fun drunk hung hours home sad lonely feel like burden everyone always struggled silence i hate fill it definitely talk much insist sharing opinionshere thoughts jotted making posti talk muchi share muchi push opinionsi accept social ques to shut up always need air realizationsobservations confident opinions confident social skills get home alone analyze behaviour want die kill myself feel like everyone tolerates would happier deadi imagine upset died either feel validated sadness or pained relieved would gone anyone else feel way know do desperately need socialize miss friends see them everytime socialize friends go home feelings almost feels worst sitting home doi g nothing alone one know keep going like this want alone feelings scare fuck literally want die make stop loss know keep going like thisi love friends never indicated annoy but feel know do adhd absolutely cannot stop talking soon let guard down know continue living like this depressed spending time friends
fun night friends alot fun drunk hung hours home sad lonely feel like burden everyone always struggled silence i hate fill it definitely talk much insist sharing opinionshere thoughts jotted making posti talk muchi share muchi push opinionsi accept social ques to shut up always need air realizationsobservations confident opinions confident social skills get home alone analyze behaviour want die kill myself feel like everyone tolerates would happier deadi imagine upset died either feel validated sadness or pained relieved would gone anyone else feel way know do desperately need socialize miss friends see them everytime socialize friends go home feelings almost feels worst sitting home doi g nothing alone one know keep going like this want alone feelings scare fuck literally want die make stop loss know keep going like thisi love friends never indicated annoy but feel know do adhd absolutely cannot stop talking soon let guard down know continue living like this depressed spending time friends
diversión noche amigos mucho diversión borracho horas colgadas casa triste solitario sentir como carga todos siempre lucharon silencio odio llenar definitivamente hablar mucho insistir compartir opinionesaquí pensamientos jotted hacer posti hablar mucho compartir mucho push opinionesi aceptar social ques para callarse siempre necesitan aire realizacionesobservacionesobservacionesconfianza opinionesconfianza habilidades sociales llegar a casa solo analizar comportamiento querer morir morir me siento como todo el mundo tolera más feliz muerto imaginar molesto muerto ya sea sentir tristeza validada o dolor aliviado alguien más se siente desesperadamente necesita socializar amigos perder ver cada vez socializar amigos ir casa sentimientos casi se siente peor sentado doi g nada solo uno sabe seguir adelante como este querer solo sentimientos miedo mierda literalmente querer morir dejar de perder saber seguir asíi amor amigos nunca indicado molestia pero sentir absolutamente no puede dejar de hablar pronto dejar de guardia saber seguir viviendo como este deprimido pasar tiempo amigos