dying terrifies me cant see way outhey guys hoped id never post here im desperate right now ive episodes depression years now last four months wrecked me im medschool started internship last year completed feb took break home month folks lot stuff going needed there college absolute piece shit responsible nearly issues ive struggled weight gotten good place college joined everything went hell people around bodyshame like crazy especially family ive able tolerate past even laugh it got back room home month want go again want see ingrates work shitty hospital ive lying everyone last four months love anything anymore friends little brother talk to doesnt help anymore know itll wreck cant take anymore even finish internship familys still going bunch asshats ill still alone shitty little town want know im going go on wish could go therapy cant afford it cant see way ending it
dying terrifies me cant see way outhey guys hoped id never post here im desperate right now ive episodes depression years now last four months wrecked meim medschool started internship last year completed feb took break home month folks lot stuff going needed there college absolute piece shit responsible nearly issues ive struggled weight gotten good place college joined everything wenthell people around bodyshame like crazy especially family ive able tolerate past even laugh it got back room home month want go again want see ingrates work shitty hospital ive lying everyone last four months love anything anymore friends little brother talk to doesnt help anymore know itll wreck cant take anymore even finish internship familys still going bunch asshats ill still alone shitty little town want know im going go on wish could go therapy cant afford it cant see way ending it
moribundo me aterroriza no puedo ver manera outhey chicos esperaban id nunca post aquí im desesperado ahora mismo episodios ive depresión años ahora pasados cuatro meses meim medschool comenzado pasantías el año pasado completado feb tomó descanso casa mes gente mucho cosas va necesidad allí universidad pieza absoluta responsable casi problemas ive luchado peso consiguió buen lugar universidad unido todo gohell gente alrededor bodyshame como loco especialmente familia ive capaz tolerar pasado incluso reirse volvió a la habitación casa mes quiere volver a ver ingratos trabajo mierda hospital ive mentir todo el mundo durante cuatro meses amor más amigos hermano pequeño hablar con ya no ayuda saber itll naufragio no puede tomar más incluso terminar familias de pasantías todavía va montón culos enfermo todavía solo mierda ciudad quiere saber im ir en el deseo podría ir terapia no puede permitirse ver de la manera de terminarlo