trappedhello anyone kind read listen troubles truly wonder hear suicidal person im end rope severe depression anxiety plagued since   grew abusive home developed agoraphobia that tandem mental illnesses rules life give idea bad anxiety is failed classes scared leave seat turn work living childhood cat died year half ago event long figured would mark demise ready kill shortly passing days spent preparation met amazing person still boyfriend get year lot help lose job six months ago move boyfriend horrid upstairs neighbors consistently deprive sleep insomnia iswas already issue so know it days become entirely comprised nothing trying sleep im scared leave house miserable constantly incredibly stressed neighbors feel completely trapped fear dying way out moved back mom briefly daily companionship boyfriend saw mental state unravel even worse neighbors it would love run away live car was homeless once im dependent upon medication and unfortunately opiates opiates counteract horrible thing called akathisia already tried killing due wretched disorder twice opiates brought miraculous relief though theyre obviously doubleedged sword cant get meds either would undoubtedly end redflag experiencing depression unleashed again im stuck job home despise scared ever leave substance dependence allow freedom im afraid of zero future prospects general list listed everything wrong head life post would even lengthy want hurt boyfriend family cant keep life up thought could get today long got spend time boyfriend waiting week agonizing amount time desperate die came home headache go straight bed works long tomorrow really think cant make another day
trappedhello anyone kind read listen troubles truly wonder hear suicidal person im end rope severe depression anxiety plagued since grew abusive home developed agoraphobia that tandem mental illnesses rules life give idea bad anxiety is failed classes scared leave seat turn work living childhood cat died year half ago event long figured would mark demise ready kill shortly passing days spent preparation met amazing person still boyfriend get year lot help lose job six months ago move boyfriend horrid upstairs neighbors consistently deprive sleep insomnia iswas already issue so know it days become entirely comprised nothing trying sleep im scared leave house miserable constantly incredibly stressed neighbors feel completely trapped fear dying way out moved back mom briefly daily companionship boyfriend saw mental state unravel even worse neighbors it would love run away live car was homeless once im dependent upon medication and unfortunately opiates opiates counteract horrible thing called akathisia already tried killing due wretched disorder twice opiates brought miraculous relief though theyre obviously doubleedged sword cant get meds either would undoubtedly end redflag experiencing depression unleashed again im stuck job home despise scared ever leave substance dependence allow freedom im afraid of zero future prospects general list listed everything wrong head life post would even lengthy want hurt boyfriend family cant keep life up thought could get today long got spend time boyfriend waiting week agonizing amount time desperate die came home headache go straight bed works long tomorrow really think cant make another day
trapishhello anyone style leed listen problemas verdaderamente maravilla escuchar suicida persona im end cuerda depresión severa ansiedad plagada desde que creció abusivo hogar desarrollado agorafobia que tándem enfermedades mentales reglas vida dar idea mala ansiedad clases fallidas miedo turno turno trabajo vida infancia gato murió año hace medio evento largo figuraría marca muerte listo matar poco pasando días pasados preparación se reunió increíble persona todavía novio conseguir mucho ayuda perder trabajo hace seis meses mover novio horrible arriba vecinos constantemente privar sueño insomnio iswas problema así que sé que los días se convierten en nada compuesto por tratar de dormir im miedo salir de casa miserable constantemente increíblemente estresado vecinos se sienten completamente atrapados miedo morir manera de salir se mudó mamá brevemente día compañero novio vio estado mental desentrañar peores vecinos que le encantaría huir coche vivo era sin hogar una vez que depende de la medicación y por desgracia opiáceos opiáceos contrarrestar horrible cosa llamada akathisia ya trató de matar debido desorden miserable