lay bed hours point back pain get work  minutes clock in motivation anything days off literally stare computer screen force something bare minimum find wanting end it would bad ask myself lonely always broke hopeless disgusting looking half blind know nobody could ever actually want me decent paying job always playing catch financiallyin end resolve kill myself though want continue living would upset something killed me think id grateful always tired
lay bed hours point back pain get work minutes clock in motivation anything days off literally stare computer screen force something bare minimum find wanting end it would bad ask myself lonely always broke hopeless disgusting looking half blind know nobody could ever actually want me decent paying job always playing catch financiallyin end resolve kill myself though want continue living would upset something killed me think id grateful always tired
lay horas de cama punto de espalda dolor conseguir trabajo minutos reloj en la motivación cualquier día de espera literalmente pantalla de ordenador fuerza algo desnudo mínimo encontrar el final sería malo preguntarme a mí mismo solo roto sin esperanza desagradable aspecto medio ciego saber nadie podría realmente quererme trabajo decente pago siempre jugar a atrapar financieramente en fin resolver matarme aunque quiero seguir viviendo me molestaría algo me mata pensar id agradecido siempre cansado