endi feel like im end rope met somebody online genuinely intrested dating me turn saw look like aunt died watch scatter ashes wonderful human life justdumped water friends getting annoyed constantly telling this tell start conversations anymore start it ive waited see long took  days lonely acted like perfectly fine messaged joking around stuff ive lost friends depression before cant lose more now im writing this  morning one awake house may live house nother father brother honesty ive never felt damn lonely killing me im wits end theres train track house know could go there lay head never feel way again idk im trying achieve writing this honestly know feel like get out perhaps final letter world last words want happy ive tried therapy ive tried meds ive tried finding job talking people work never does try right want work once idk theres god ive never given much thought hope is least send someone grant strength keep going want die want live feel like thing point die im fucking scared
endi feel like im end rope met somebody online genuinely intrested dating me turn saw look like aunt died watch scatter ashes wonderful human life justdumped water friends getting annoyed constantly telling this tell start conversations anymore start it ive waited see long took days lonely acted like perfectly fine messaged joking aroundstuffive lost friends depression before cant lose more now im writing this morning one awake house may live house nother father brother honesty ive never felt damn lonely killing me im wits end theres train track house know could go there lay head never feel way again idk im trying achieve writing this honestly know feel like get out perhaps final letter world last words want happy ive tried therapy ive tried meds ive tried finding job talking people work never does try right want work once idk theres god ive never given much thought hope is least send someone grant strength keep going want die want live feel like thing point dieim fucking scared
Endi se siente como si im end cuerda conoció a alguien en línea genuinamente intensted datating me vuelta vio como tía murió ver esparcir cenizas maravillosa vida humana agua amigos que se molestan constantemente diciendo este decir iniciar conversaciones más empezar ive esperado ver largo tiempo tiempo solo actuó como perfectamente bien mensaje broma alrededor de amigos perdidos depresión antes de no poder perder más ahora im escritura esta mañana una casa despierta puede vivir casa no su padre hermano honestidad ive nunca se sintió maldito solo matándome mí final theres train trail track house saber podría ir allí ya cabeza nunca sentir de nuevo idk im tratar de lograr escribir este honestamente saber sentir como salir tal vez carta final mundo últimas palabras quieren feliz live probado terapia ive probado meds ive probado encontrar trabajo hablar gente trabajo nunca intenta derecho quiere trabajo una idk theres dios nunca dio mucho pensamiento esperanza es menos enviar a alguien conceder fuerza seguir queriendo morir quiero vivir sentir como cosa punto dieim maldito asustado