feels like ive pushed edgemy mind reset feels like newfound clairvoyance bottomless pit kept emotions mind mere colander see ever happy never achieve satisfaction happiness sure it incapable feeling sort positivity want spend life slaving away corperation survive unable appreciate anything want unable retire live constant paranoia anxiety may good enough gained home want deal anymore pain life offer ive enough experience every ounce pain hardship die ive felt like since  specifically thoughts awful years today felt far deep now ive started let go hopes die faster disguised health issues cigarettes substance abuse alcohol binge eating sitting around moping name it feel almost certain one point was certain flawed doomed individual feel much time left place here im simply meant earth happiness unreachable want worry family friends came strangers maybe one day heal allow time gamble point
feels like ive pushed edgemy mind reset feels like newfound clairvoyance bottomless pit kept emotions mind mere colander see ever happy never achieve satisfaction happiness sure it incapable feeling sort positivity want spend life slaving away corperation survive unable appreciate anything want unable retire live constant paranoia anxiety may good enough gained home want deal anymore pain life offer ive enough experience every ounce pain hardship die ive felt like since specifically thoughts awful years today felt far deep now ive started let go hopes die faster disguised health issues cigarettes substance abuse alcohol binge eating sitting around moping name it feel almost certain one point was certain flawed doomed individual feel much time left place here im simply meant earth happiness unreachable want worry family friends came strangers maybe one day heal allow time gamble point
Se siente como ive empujed edgemi mente reset se siente como recién encontrado clarividencia bottomless pit mantenido emociones mente mero colander ver nunca feliz nunca alcanzar satisfacción felicidad seguro que incapaz sentir clase positividad querer pasar la vida esclavizando lejos corporation sobrevivir incapaz apreciar cualquier deseo incapaz jubilar vida constante paranoia ansiedad puede ser suficientemente bien ganado casa querer trato más dolor vida ofrecer experiencia suficiente cada onza dolor dificultad morir vida se sintió como ya que específicamente pensamientos horrible años hoy se sintió muy profundo ahora ive comenzó a ir esperanzas morir más rápido disfrazado problemas de salud cigarrillos droga abuso alcohol atracón comer sentado alrededor de mopeo nombre se siente casi seguro un punto era cierto mal condenado individuo sentir mucho tiempo izquierda lugar aquí im simplemente significa tierra felicidad inalcanzable deseo preocupación familiares amigos vinieron extraños tal vez un día sanar permitir tiempo jugar punto