future someone like meive spending days nothing sit front computer look sites expecting something new lay bed bit look window theres nothing want anymore nothing brings happiness anymore feels like im going crazy spend  hours like that mom would sad thought used stop me starting work anymore mom one let play kids move bunch times finding new jobs childhood fault ended messed up cant normal growing like that cant friends im alone hate everyone time fell love someone guy internet would talk hours obscure music mangaanime politics internet stuff everything else time actually happy someone much common shared almost interests cant feel irl person theyre nothing normie trash me ive tried friends before did enjoy moment still hate them isolate everyone cant find anything similar made happy back then taste perfection talking guy taste dreams coming true nothing else ever good enough yeah falling love guy huh im bisexual im basically gay interest women exist pretty small add top everything else im already obscure edgelord spends day room cant connect anyone im also gay theres chance me see real life annoying obnoxious gays im also digusted by desire part socalled community go on accuse internalized homophobia wrong care hate life it theres nothing me never born here enough years trash again nothing changes cant see way out cant anything reason live future someone like me
future someone like meive spending days nothing sit front computer look sites expecting something new lay bed bit look window theres nothing want anymore nothing brings happiness anymore feels like im going crazy spend hours like that mom would sad thought used stop me starting work anymore mom one let play kids move bunch times finding new jobs childhood fault ended messed up cant normal growing like that cant friends im alone hate everyone time fell love someone guy internet would talk hours obscure music mangaanime politics internet stuff everything else time actually happy someone much common shared almost interests cant feel irl person theyre nothing normie trash me ive tried friends before did enjoy moment still hate them isolate everyone cant find anything similar made happy back then taste perfection talking guy taste dreams coming true nothing else ever good enoughyeahfalling love guyhuhim bisexual im basically gay interest women exist pretty small add top everything else im already obscure edgelord spends day room cant connect anyone im also gay theres chance me see real life annoying obnoxious gays im also digusted by desire part socalled community go on accuse internalized homophobia wrong care hate lifeit theres nothing me never born here enough years trash again nothing changes cant see way out cant anything reason live future someone like me
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