reason havent attempted family would after mean move back burden themi f  start ive never actual attempt ive thought redflag lot even weeks ago researching type pills take specifically ive never done before havent seeked help cant afford im scared hate asking help moved new state parents siblings  miles away one best friend within hour live currently live alone recently furloughed left thoughts hardly real distraction like work used provide started dating someone march million red flags ignored believed different still living ex kids kept promising going move soon live hes distant recently today finally admitted wasnt ready leave soon jumped relationship soon break up dont feel way break up ive depressed long time feeling like losing person confide world person thought future sent spiral main question is admit failed growing moving independent move back parents dont kill myself feels cowardly burden like dont know it hope continuing live quarantine
reason havent attempted family would after mean move back burden themif start ive never actual attempt ive thought redflag lot even weeks ago researching type pills take specifically ive never done before havent seeked help cant afford im scared hate asking help moved new state parents siblings miles away one best friend within hour live currently live alone recently furloughed left thoughts hardly real distraction like work used provide started dating someone march million red flags ignored believed different still living ex kids kept promising going move soon live hes distant recently today finally admitted wasnt ready leave soon jumped relationship soon break up dont feel way break up ive depressed long time feeling like losing person confide world person thought future sent spiral main question is admit failed growing moving independent move back parents dont kill myself feels cowardly burden like dont know it hope continuing live quarantine
La razón no ha intentado la familia después de media movimiento atrás carga ellos si start ive nunca real intento ive pensamiento redflag lot incluso hace semanas investigación tipo píldoras tomar específicamente ive nunca hecho antes havent buscado ayuda cant permitid im miedo odio pidiendo ayuda moved nuevo estado padres hermanos millas de distancia un mejor amigo en cuestión de hora viven actualmente viven solos recientemente pensamientos izquierdas distracciones escasamente reales como el trabajo utilizado proporcionar comenzó citas alguien marcha millones banderas rojas ignorado cree que diferente sigue viviendo ex niños siguieron prometiendo mudarse pronto vivo él recientemente hoy finalmente admitido no estaba listo salir pronto saltó la relación pronto romper no se siente manera de romper live deprimido largo tiempo sentir como perder persona confianza mundo persona pensó futuro enviado espiral principal pregunta es admitir fracaso crecimiento movimiento independiente volver padres no se siente cobarde carga como no sé