im tired trying anymorei know start im struggling mom ptsd several mental health issues feel like cant reach help state ive using marijuana help ptsd flashbacks anxiety husband great guy were stagnant bedroom hes stopped helping around house kitchen mess also huge trigger me step father would beat shit dishes cleaning fast enough later evening would sexually abused him im done everything im good enough parent kid im good enough spouse christmas going happen year  year old even sure well able pay rent electric bills point break kid year heart surgery im stressed yell time makes feel shitty end it family would happier without me get survivors benefits ss
im tired trying anymorei know start im struggling mom ptsd several mental health issues feel like cant reach help state ive using marijuana help ptsd flashbacks anxiety husband great guy were stagnant bedroom hes stopped helping around house kitchen mess also huge trigger me step father would beat shit dishes cleaning fast enough later evening would sexually abused him im done everything im good enough parent kidim good enough spouse christmas going happen year year old even sure well able pay rent electric bills point break kid year heart surgery im stressed yell time makes feel shitty endit family would happier without me get survivors benefits ss
Estoy cansado tratando más ya sé empezar mi lucha mamá ptsd varios problemas de salud mental se siente como no llegar ayuda estado ive uso de marihuana ayuda ptsd flashbacks ansiedad marido gran chico se estancó dormitorio éls dejó de ayudar alrededor casa cocina desastre también enorme gatillo me paso padre golpearía platos de mierda limpieza bastante rápido tarde abusaría sexualmente él im hecho todo im lo suficientemente bueno padre kidim buena cónyuge Navidad va a pasar año de edad incluso seguro bien capaz pagar alquiler facturas eléctricas punto romper niño año cirugía corazón im estresado grito tiempo hace sentir mierda endit familia más feliz sin mí conseguir sobrevivientes beneficios sss