disappointedso im writing mobile hospital bed please forgive formatting length made attempt little week ago almost worked mother law walked bedroom which never does found unconscious tell me even  minutes later would late diagnosed type  bipolar  year ago clarified ptsd induced bipolar time started taking meds again january admitted psychologist psychiatrist suicidal instantly changed meds gave impression working wasnt little week ago waited kids asleep beds went bathroom took recently filled meds considering take  mood stabilizers plus meds migraines something else sleep lot stomach started feel heavy that felt great felt free knew matter time put letters written kids husband parents put sure theyd found laid waited remember falling asleep feeling like finally free fast forward  days im waking icu mother asleep chair next bed one sisters boyfriend asleep couch room life me cant understand im still alive work whole body hurts tubes coming arms im pissed worked got explanations realized mother law called ambulance thing feel hatred hate picked walk in leave alone let die know shouldnt cant help it want here perfect plan ruined it im stuck hospital life want in people cant understand much hurts breathe every day completely sucks
disappointedso im writing mobile hospital bed please forgive formatting length made attempt little week ago almost worked mother law walked bedroom which never does found unconscious tell me even minutes later would late diagnosed type bipolar year ago clarified ptsd induced bipolar time started taking meds again january admitted psychologist psychiatrist suicidal instantly changed meds gave impression working wasnt little week ago waited kids asleep beds went bathroom took recently filled meds considering take mood stabilizers plus meds migraines something else sleep lot stomach started feel heavy that felt great felt free knew matter time put letters written kids husband parents put sure theyd found laid waited remember falling asleep feeling like finally free fast forward days im waking icu mother asleep chair next bed one sisters boyfriend asleep couch room life me cant understand im still alive work whole body hurts tubes coming arms im pissed worked got explanations realized mother law called ambulance thing feel hatred hate picked walk in leave alone let die know shouldnt cant help it want here perfect plan ruined it im stuck hospital life want in people cant understand much hurts breathe every day completely sucks
Decepcionóso im escritura móvil cama de hospital por favor perdone formato longitud hecho intento poco hace semana casi trabajo madre ley caminó dormitorio que nunca se encontró inconsciente me dicen incluso minutos después tarde diagnóstico tipo bipolar hace tiempo ptsd inducido bipolar comenzó a tomar medicamentos de nuevo enero admitido psiquiatra psiquiatra suicida instantáneamente cambió la impresión trabajo era poco hace semana espera niños dormir camas ir baño tomó recientemente lleno medicamentos teniendo en cuenta tomar estabilizadores de humor más medicamentos migrañas algo más sueño mucho estómago comenzó sentirse pesado que se sentía muy bien sentido libre sabía materia tiempo poner cartas escritas niños marido padres poner seguro que se encontraron esperó recordar quedarse dormido sentir como finalmente libre rápido adelante días im icu madre silla dormida al lado cama una hermana novio sueño sofá habitación vida me no puedo entender im todavía vivo trabajo todo cuerpo duele tubos venir brazos im enojado consiguió explicaciones se dio cuenta madre ley llamada ambulancia cosa sentir odio elegido caminar solo dejar morir saber no debe ayudar a querer aquí plan perfecto arruinado