want kill myselfi  year old adult india clearly find purpose life come poor family since childhood grew lack money never enough money live decent life always thought killing since last  years good studies till high school completing high school got admission college clearing toughest exam india joining college happy dream college come way started hating college course life everything tried kill twice often used go bed thinking might kill myself failed killing began search money thought money bring happiness tbh short time did became happy started earning  months earned  forgot depression everything found purpose life felt way never felt before gloomy evening lost around  dollars almost lost everything lost source income day struggling find purpose life able focus studies sleep properly eat want kill leave earth want electrocute myself really know do
want kill myselfi year old adult india clearly find purpose life come poor family since childhood grew lack money never enough money live decent life always thought killing since last years good studies till high school completing high school got admission college clearing toughest exam india joining college happy dream college come way started hating college course life everything tried kill twice often used go bed thinking might kill myself failed killing began search money thought money bring happiness tbh short time did became happy started earning months earned forgot depression everything found purpose life felt way never felt before gloomy evening lost around dollars almost lost everything lost source income day struggling find purpose life able focus studies sleep properly eat want kill leave earth want electrocute myself really knowdo
want kill gumei year adult india clearly find purpose life come poor family desde la infancia creció falta de dinero nunca suficiente vida decente vida siempre pensó matar desde los últimos años buenos estudios hasta la escuela secundaria completar la escuela secundaria consiguió admisión universidad aprobación examen más duro india unirse universidad feliz sueño universidad venir manera comenzó odio universidad curso vida todo lo intentado matar dos veces se utiliza a menudo ir a la cama pensar me falló matar comenzó búsqueda dinero pensamiento dinero traer felicidad tbh poco tiempo hizo llegó feliz comenzó ganar meses ganados olvidado depresión todo encontrado propósito vida se sintió manera nunca se sintió antes triste noche perdido alrededor de dólares casi perdido todo fuente de ingresos lucha encontrar propósito vida capaz enfoque estudios dormir adecuadamente comer quieren matar dejar la tierra quiero electrocutar yo mismo realmente saber