love life left im emotional ruins right nowso heres storyits long one years ago met girl video game yes video game pleasure talk conversations quickly went video game talk personal talk next thing know added facebook exchanged numbers taking place last  years high school somewhat young  years since then anyways never interest romantically back would occasions would drop grid months time okay that lives half way across country life live i  one day get text blue her high school get talking like old days admits feelings towards admit her things went  real quick talking finally meeting real life plans future well times needed time herself straight admitted handle long distance relationship would get lonely always waited come back feeling back head would back always was months ago came back nonexistent months said sorry distant things went right back been everything perfect practically counting days could finally meet her date set said wanted run away me excited nervous finally meet her well things went south blue told living guy dating never ended like this know pathetic strong feelings girl ive never met honest one friends years fact ive technically physically alone  going  years leave like that kills me kills know wasted many years hoping fantasy would finally come true kills know never cared me temporary fix loneliness found someone real life promises made meant nothingi feel betrayed humiliated go here move on ive thought making tinder something hate rejected im interested casual dating want something serious want know someone actually cares me feel empty insideive turned alcohol sleeping pills save me sleeping pills worthless alcohol much make daily habit want die really see reason keep going first time life courage end all help me 
love life left im emotional ruins right nowso heres storyits long one years ago met girl video game yes video game pleasure talk conversations quickly went video game talk personal talk next thing know added facebook exchanged numbers taking place last years high school somewhat young years since then anyways never interest romantically back would occasions would drop grid months time okay that lives half way across country life live i one day get text blue her high school get talking like old days admits feelings towards admit her things went real quick talking finally meeting real life plans future well times needed time herself straight admitted handle long distance relationship would get lonely always waited come back feeling back head would back always was months ago came back nonexistent months said sorry distant things went right back been everything perfect practically counting days could finally meet her date set said wanted run away me excited nervous finally meet her well things went south blue told living guy dating never ended like this know pathetic strong feelings girl ive never met honest one friends years fact ive technically physically alone going years leave like that kills me kills know wasted many years hoping fantasy would finally come true kills know never cared me temporary fix loneliness found someone real life promises made meant nothingi feel betrayed humiliated go here move on ive thought making tinder something hate rejected im interested casual dating want something serious want know someone actually cares me feel empty insideive turned alcohol sleeping pills save me sleeping pills worthless alcohol much make daily habit want die really see reason keep going first time life courage end all help me
amor vida izquierda im ruinas emocionales ahora mismo así que heres historia hace mucho tiempo un año conoció chica video juego sí video juego placer charla conversaciones rápidamente fue video juego hablar conversación personal siguiente cosa saber añadido facebook intercambio números teniendo lugar los últimos años escuela secundaria algo jóvenes desde entonces de todos modos nunca interés romántica espalda ocasiones caer cuadrícula meses tiempo bien que vidas medio camino a través de país vida i un día obtener texto azul su escuela secundaria llegar a hablar como los viejos tiempos admite sentimientos para admitir que sus cosas fueron realmente rápido hablar finalmente conocer planes de vida real futuro bien tiempos necesarios tiempo directamente admitido manejar larga distancia relación se sentía solo siempre esperado volver volver volver volver la cabeza siempre fue meses atrás hace meses que no existía meses dijo que las cosas distantes volvieron fue todo perfecto prácticamente contar días podría finalmente cumplir su conjunto dijo quería huir emocionado finalmente conocer su pozo cosas salió azul le dijo vida chico nunca terminó como este saber