screwed kill myselfi completely screwed life job friends family nothing do trying move away horrible expensive town covid hit cant move away landlord want job cant get job away employers want someone local area want people experience train you supposed anything want anything apart job direction life everything reach get chance anything whats point living im thinking jumping cliff nearby ive tried hanging uncomfortable wish could shoot myself
screwed kill myselfi completely screwed life job friends family nothing do trying move away horrible expensive town covid hit cant move away landlord want job cant get job away employers want someone local area want people experience train you supposed anything want anything apart job direction life everything reach get chance anything whats point living im thinking jumping cliff nearby ive tried hanging uncomfortable wish could shoot myself
jodido matar melfi completamente jodido trabajo de la vida amigos familia nada hacer tratando de mudarse horrible caro ciudad covid golpe no puede mover lejos propietario quiere trabajo no puede conseguir trabajo lejos empleadores quieren alguien zona local quieren gente experiencia tren supone que cualquier cosa quiere aparte dirección de trabajo vida todo llegar a cualquier posibilidad lo que sea punto de vida vida im pensar saltar acantilado cerca de ive tratado de colgar deseo incómodo podría dispararme a mí mismo