dont think make itten years ago wasnt good year compared whats happened earth shattering handle everyone live either moved away friendships severed died overdose know one person left alive arent good terms all care addict always feels like trap sunday went hospital panic attack god damn time hate conflict lot started three years ago boyfriend four years found dead overdose didnt know addict less year died im stupid didnt know hid well tried hard enough carry guilt die literally feel gutted friend whos good terms cutting actions hurts like hell hes one left knows through losing friends even turn  trapped watching even something bad happens hearts hurting much nothing helps hell father died  cant take it miss death dont know live life changes mom threw away years work things went ahead changed whole house thats fine taken darkest places almost died three times last year tried hardest save her theres guy im catching feelings im already scared hell feel like shouldnt feel like im cheating boyfriend whos dead three years moment feel like im going heart attack non stop shake feel like crap tried take life many times cant take world hate it cant eat sleep nightmares get wish lived state assisted redflag allowed afraid live leave house cant function im sick stomach theres help there
dont think make itten years ago wasnt good year compared whats happened earth shattering handle everyone live either moved away friendships severed died overdose know one person left alive arent good terms all care addict always feels like trap sunday went hospital panic attack god damn time hate conflict lot started three years ago boyfriend four years found dead overdose didnt know addict less year died im stupid didnt know hid well tried hard enough carry guilt die literally feel gutted friend whos good terms cutting actions hurts like hellhes one left knows through losing friends even turn trapped watching even something bad happens hearts hurting much nothing helps hell father died cant take it miss death dont know live life changes mom threw away years work things went ahead changed whole house thats fine taken darkest places almost died three times last year tried hardest save her theres guy im catching feelings im already scared hell feel like shouldnt feel like im cheating boyfriend whos dead three years moment feel like im going heart attack non stop shake feel like crap tried take life many times cant take world hate it cant eat sleep nightmares get wish lived state assisted redflag allowed afraid live leave house cant function im sick stomach theres help there
No creo que hacer que hace años no era un buen año comparado con lo que pasó tierra destrozando manija todo el mundo vive lejos amistades cortadas muerte sobredosis saber una persona dejó vivo no son buenos términos todos cuidado adicto siempre se siente como trampa domingo fue hospital pánico ataque dios maldito tiempo odio conflicto lote comenzó hace tres años novio cuatro años encontrado muerto sobredosis no sabía adicto menos año murió im estúpido no sabía escondió bien probado lo suficientemente duro llevar culpa morir literalmente se siente destripado amigo que buenos términos cortar acciones duele como infiernos uno sabe a través de perder amigos incluso se vuelven atrapados viendo incluso algo malo sucede corazones duele mucho nada ayuda infierno padre murió no puede tomarlo falta muerte no sé vida cambio mamá tiró lejos años trabajo cosas se fueron por delante cambió toda casa que está bien tomado lugares más oscuros casi murió tres veces el año pasado intentó más difícil salvar su Theres chico im atrapar sentimientos