anxiety pushing edgei sick life cannot enjoy single minute without brain reminding fucking loser everything failure made big post rdepression sum up hate myself nothing going me almost  live shitty basement relationship since  driving license never travelled never year felt good defeat defeat it gets better yet failing school potential jobs friends family nightmares every night upcoming exams failed hard last year told horrible field every single day fear upcoming stuff feared first  weeks fo years months going lot courses etc went fine felt anxiety something else exams  days first exam brain already decided fail it big exam end month yup probably fail too dont want live fear wont ever get drivers license fear capable right never get girlfriend know waaay better men there terms do nice look cannot swim think gets dark  hours ill jump drown panic hopefully never found sorry everyone hurt good life life meant everyone
anxiety pushing edgei sick life cannot enjoy single minute without brain reminding fucking loser everything failure made big post rdepression sum up hate myself nothing going me almost live shitty basement relationship since driving license never travelled never year felt good defeat defeat it gets better yet failing school potential jobs friends family nightmares every night upcoming exams failed hard last year told horrible field every single day fear upcoming stuff feared first weeks fo years months going lot courses etc went fine felt anxiety something else exams days first exam brain already decided fail it big exam end month yup probably fail too dont want live fear wont ever get drivers license fear capable right never get girlfriend know waaay better men there terms do nice look cannot swim think gets dark hours ill jump drown panic hopefully never found sorry everyone hurt good life life meant everyone
ansiedad empujando edgeti vida enferma no puede disfrutar de un solo minuto sin cerebro recordar perdedor todo fracaso hecho gran post rdepression resumen odio a mí mismo nada que me va casi vivir mierda sótano relación ya que la licencia de conducir nunca viajó nunca año se sintió buena derrota derrota se pone mejor aún fracaso escuela potencial trabajos amigos pesadillas familia cada noche próximos exámenes fallaron duro año pasado dijo horrible campo cada día miedo cosas próximas temido primeras semanas fo años meses va mucho cursos etc fue bien se sintió ansiedad algo más exámenes días primer examen cerebro ya decidido fallarlo gran examen final mes yup probablemente fallar demasiado no quiero vivir miedo nunca conseguir conductores licencia miedo nunca capaz derecho conseguir novia waaay mejores hombres allí términos hacer buen look no se puede nadar pensar consigue horas oscuras mal salto ahoga pánico esperanza nunca encontró pena todos heridos buena vida significaba todos