wish euthanasiamy whole life keeps getting worse worse everyday goes by im even  yet feels like im old fuck ive work since ive  since lost dad  one supporting family financially mom barely makes anything ive work live normal life see everyone else age going friends traveling fun im house day bed usually sit outside sun thing gives happiness now go college semester drop couldnt afford one help pay off started working full time job came back home  years later quit couldnt take anymore routine everyday physically demanding didnt get paid lot hard work everyone else slacking off tired happening everyday walked never came back regret new job gives hours  minute drive dealt stress previous job didnt think would hard get job day every single employer always pick people seem cool attractive ones one cares hard work anymore wont even give chance prove it go someone looks social status feel alone sometimes one talk besides mom little brother even dont want listen sometimes gets awkward since mom never really talked showed emotion feels nice someone physically around you older siblings great life guess forgot me ive asked help think figure own feel helpless wish human euthanasia legal wouldnt feel way everyday dont know im future im scared
wish euthanasiamy whole life keeps getting worse worse everyday goes by im even yet feels like im old fuck ive work since ive since lost dadone supporting family financially mom barely makes anything ive work live normal life see everyone else age going friends traveling fun im house day bed usually sit outside sun thing gives happiness now go college semester drop couldnt afford one help pay off started working full time job came back home years later quit couldnt take anymore routine everyday physically demanding didnt get paid lot hard work everyone else slacking off tired happening everyday walked never came back regret new job gives hours minute drive dealt stress previous job didnt think would hard get job day every single employer always pick people seem cool attractive ones one cares hard work anymore wont even give chance prove it go someone looks social status feel alone sometimes one talk besides mom little brother even dont want listen sometimes gets awkward since mom never really talked showed emotion feels nice someone physically around you older siblings great life guess forgot me ive asked help think figure own feel helpless wish human euthanasia legal wouldnt feel way everyday dont know im futureim scared
Deseo eutanasiami vida entera sigue empeorando peor todos los días va por mí incluso sin embargo se siente como mi viejo trabajo de mierda desde ive desde papáne perdido apoyo financiera familia mamá apenas hace cualquier cosa live trabajo vivir vida normal ver todos los demás edad ir amigos viajar diversión