ending life easy found perfect method coward throwaway account obvious reasons  found it perfect painless way die want much ive terrible childhood still living abusive parents gay male  years old people around always told go hell never considered christian years brainwashing manipulation partly also not good school nuns know scared really eternal suffering death waiting me scared dying itself big deal already almost died hospital bed once know feeling thing stopping hope hope would get better patience run out want hope want live never lonely britney said my loneliness killing meeeeee
ending life easy found perfect method coward throwaway account obvious reasons found it perfect painless way die want much ive terrible childhood still living abusive parents gay male years old people around always told go hell never considered christian years brainwashing manipulation partly also not good school nuns know scared really eternal suffering death waiting me scared dying itself big deal already almost died hospital bed once know feeling thing stopping hope hope would get better patience run out want hope want live never lonely britney said my loneliness killing meeeeee
finding life easy found perfect method cobarde desechaway cuenta razones obvias encontró perfecto manera indolora muerte deseo mucho vida terrible infancia todavía vivir abusivo padres gay hombres años personas alrededor siempre dijo infierno nunca considerado cristiano años lavado de cerebro manipulación en parte también no buenas monjas de la escuela saben miedo realmente eterno sufrimiento muerte esperar me miedo morir a sí mismo gran cosa ya casi muerto cama del hospital una vez saber sentir cosa parar la esperanza conseguiría mejor paciencia quiero esperanza quiero vivir nunca solitario Britney dijo mi soledad matando meeeeeeee