im sick dealing lifeim  diagnosed depression anxiety ptsd  due trauma related dad lost custody  feeling form regret life bad moments even tiny bit close mom treats me divorce remember telling im older ill see much monster mom is time brushed mom forced thinking psychotic monster see talking about emotionally verbally abused day day constantly guilt tripped need here ive worsening suicidal thoughts since  im writing room mom trying hold back tears close ending it family memebers go to grandparents family friends even friends go to ive called cps never form wellness check cant go therapy im planning ending soon sounds dramatic really cant wait another  years im scared mom im scared continuing live
im sick dealing lifeim diagnosed depression anxiety ptsd due trauma related dad lost custody feeling form regret life bad moments even tiny bit close mom treats me divorce remember telling im older ill see much monster mom is time brushed mom forced thinking psychotic monster see talking about emotionally verbally abused day day constantly guilt tripped need here ive worsening suicidal thoughts since im writing room mom trying hold back tears close ending it family memebers go to grandparents family friends even friends go to ive called cps never form wellness check cant go therapy im planning ending soon sounds dramatic really cant wait another years im scared momim scared continuing live
Im enfermo traficando vidaim diagnóstico depresión ansiedad ptsd debido trauma relacionado padre pérdida de la custodia forma arrepentimiento vida malos momentos incluso un poco cerca mamá me trata el divorcio recordar decirle a mi mayor mal ver mucho monstruo mamá es tiempo cepillado mamá forzado pensamiento psicótico monstruo ver hablar de emocionalmente verbalmente abusado día constantemente culpa tropezado necesidad aquí ive empeoramiento pensamientos suicidas puesto que im sala de escritura mamá tratando de contener las lágrimas cerca terminar con su familia memebers ir a abuelos amigos de la familia incluso amigos ir a ive llamado cps nunca forma cheque de bienestar no puede ir terapia im planificación terminar pronto suena dramático realmente no puede esperar otro año im asustado momim miedo seguir en vivo