feel depressed lostthere days life feel useless lately ive felt like life real know feel this ive tried cope drugs year smoking half pound weed month thought would help didnt really know type life feels meaningless attempted redflag twice now second attempt landing hospital ended mental hospital days birthdaythe odd thing actually enjoyed last day cuts wrist wear bandages weeks cuts healed throughout weeks people school would ask obviously knew never said anything started community college failing misriably old college northern california recently moved back home certain situations forcing move time im sorry rambling know write since feel depressed anxious lately hands actually shake sometimes im anxious times memory lately shit smallest things get angry idk why
feel depressed lostthere days life feel useless lately ive felt like life real know feel this ive tried cope drugs year smoking half pound weed month thought would help didnt really know type life feels meaningless attempted redflag twice now second attempt landing hospital ended mental hospital days birthdaythe odd thing actually enjoyed last day cuts wrist wear bandages weeks cuts healed throughout weeks people school would ask obviously knew never said anything started community college failing misriably old college northern california recently moved back home certain situations forcing move time im sorry rambling know write since feel depressed anxious lately hands actually shake sometimes im anxious times memory lately shit smallest things get angry idk why
Se siente deprimido perdido allí días la vida se siente inútil últimamente se siente como la vida real se siente este ive probado hacer frente a las drogas año fumar media libra hierba mes pensamiento ayudaría realmente no sabía tipo la vida se siente sin sentido intento de bandera roja dos veces ahora segundo intento de aterrizaje hospital terminó días de hospital mental cumpleaños la cosa extraña realmente disfrutado el último día cortes de muñeca usar vendas semanas cortes curados a lo largo de semanas la gente la escuela preguntaría obviamente nunca se dijo nada comenzó universidad comunitaria falla mal mal vieja universidad norte california recientemente se mudó a casa ciertas situaciones obligando a moverse tiempo lo siento divagar saber escribir ya que se siente deprimido ansioso últimamente las manos en realidad sacudir a veces ansioso memoria últimamente mierda cosas más pequeñas se enojan identificación ¿por qué