life over theres nothing left worth keepingi objectively failure human ive let reach point brain rot job higher education source income survive leeching mother given trying make something life left house  minutes time past  years convenience store night get junk food ive even lost taste food junk life nothingness ive allowed reach point ive lost change it day write drivel internet part control family mentally emotionally abused early went extremist religious brainwashing younger feel caused lasting damage makes impossible function society cant get help therapists country know anything particular religion ones understand followers it longer support system world type trauma afflicted this besides cant afford therapy anyway im neet im fucked front know get move somehow cant find me feel broken beyond salvation ive shutin long im afraid outside world cant get job im scared people im unable look anyone eye cant job interviews qualifications get online job hate hate appearance skin color religious name feel hated everyone every place go cant seen people even online support communities help accept people shun turn reason room place feel safe may live rest life like this feel worth live like that
life over theres nothing left worth keepingi objectively failure human ive let reach point brain rot job higher education source income survive leeching mother given trying make something life left house minutes time past years convenience store night get junk food ive even lost taste food junk life nothingness ive allowed reach point ive lost changeit day write drivel internet part control family mentally emotionally abused early went extremist religious brainwashing younger feel caused lasting damage makes impossible function society cant get help therapists country know anything particular religion ones understand followers it longer support system world type trauma afflicted this besides cant afford therapyanyway im neet im fucked front know get move somehow cant find me feel broken beyond salvation ive shutin long im afraid outside world cant get job im scared people im unable look anyone eye cant job interviews qualifications get online job hate hate appearance skin color religious name feel hated everyone every place go cant seen people even online support communities help accept people shun turn reason room place feel safe may live rest life like this feel worth live like that
La vida por allá no hay nada que valga la pena mantener i fracaso objetivamente humano ive dejar llegar punto cerebro pudrirse trabajo educación superior fuente de ingresos sobrevivir sanguijuela madre dada tratar de hacer algo vida izquierda casa minutos tiempo pasados años tienda de conveniencia noche conseguir comida chatarra ive incluso sabor perdido comida basura vida nada ive permitido llegar punto ive perdido cambioit día escritura drivel internet parte control familia emocionalmente abusado temprano ido extremista religioso lavado de cerebro más joven sentir causado daño duradero hace imposible función sociedad no se puede obtener ayuda terapeutas país saber algo religión particular uno entiende seguidores más tiempo apoyo sistema trauma tipo mundo afligido esto además no puede permitirse terapiaanyway im neet