really want die last attempt october want give family time process betteri really want die living feels wrong im sure ill never satisfied life matter much try im medication go therapy speak  languages study two careers time yet feel im stupid useless person ever existed friends still feel lonely people think im pretty cant even look without crying eyes out barely eat take showers anymore im taking care all deserve alive want anyway im disgusting ungrateful worst person ever existed ive trying make plan redflag seems like accident last attempt october want make parents sister go experience again also would love self harm rn promised mom anymore ive clean two months seem worth it know do
really want die last attempt october want give family time process betteri really want die living feels wrongim sure ill never satisfied life matter much try im medication go therapy speak languages study two careers time yet feel im stupid useless person ever existed friends still feel lonely people think im pretty cant even look without crying eyes out barely eat take showers anymore im taking care all deserve alive wantanyway im disgusting ungrateful worst person ever existed ive trying make plan redflag seems like accident last attempt october want make parents sister go experience again also would love self harm rn promised mom anymore ive clean two months seem worth it know do
realmente quiero morir último intento octubre quiero dar familia tiempo proceso betteri realmente quiero morir vida se siente mal seguro mal nunca satisfecho vida materia mucho intento im medicamento ir terapia hablar idiomas estudio dos carreras tiempo sin embargo me siento estúpido inútil persona nunca existió amigos todavía se sienten solitarios personas piensan im bastante no siquiera mirar sin llorar ojos apenas comer duchas más im cuidar todos merecen vivo wearde todos de todas maneras im repugnante desagradecido peor persona ha existido ive intentar hacer plan Redflag parece como accidente último intento octubre quieren hacer padres hermana ir experiencia de nuevo también amar auto daño r prometido mamá más ive limpia dos meses parecen vale la pena saber hacer