back pitrock bottom become familiar going redflagwatch page reading posts teenagers reminds age empty really already dead inside teen years whole neglect parents constantly told im reason family problems never able connect people moved every years nothing ever solid permanent stopped caring everything reason stayed alive brother didnt deserve deal committing redflag everyone else would okay while like empty carcass walking around even try pretend okay thats little cared ready die whenever myself finally three unsuccessful attempts thought brother saving every time life would get better times right would get used things good something bad would happen again seems like im magnet bed news despite multiple losses break up trauma experienced last year forced remain positive hopeful future now im done again empty carcass like tumbleweed legs almost feel wind blowing me want die bad go coma turn brain little while even thought moving starting motivate me wanna drive california somewhere warm happy see anything changes want happy bad think ive given up hate well know rock bottom familiar normal life im going commit redflag every time try thought brother stops me im r e d im ready done
back pitrock bottom become familiar going redflagwatch page reading posts teenagers reminds age empty really already dead inside teen years whole neglect parents constantly told im reason family problems never able connect people moved every years nothing ever solid permanent stopped caring everything reason stayed alive brother didnt deserve deal committing redflag everyone else would okay while like empty carcass walking around even try pretendokay thats little cared ready die whenever myself finally three unsuccessful attempts thought brother saving every time life would get better times right would get used things good something bad would happen again seems like im magnet bed news despite multiple losses break up trauma experienced last year forced remain positive hopeful future now im done again empty carcass like tumbleweed legs almost feel wind blowing me want die bad go coma turn brain little while even thought moving starting motivate me wanna drive california somewhere warm happy see anything changes want happy bad think ive given up hate well know rock bottom familiar normal lifeim going commit redflag every time try thought brother stops me im r e dim ready done
atrás pitrock fondo se vuelve familiar ir redflagwatch página leer posts adolescentes recuerda edad vacía realmente ya muerto dentro de adolescentes años entero abandono padres constantemente me dijo razón problemas familiares nunca capaces conectar personas se trasladó cada año nada nunca sólido permanente dejó de preocuparse de todo razón permaneció vivo hermano no merecía trato cometer Redflag todo el mundo estaría bien mientras que como carcasas vacías caminar incluso tratar de simular que poco cuidado listo morir cada vez que finalmente tres intentos fallidos pensamiento hermano salvar cada vez mejor vida sería mejor tiempos correctos conseguir cosas usadas bueno algo malo pasaría otra vez parece como im cama de imán noticias a pesar de múltiples pérdidas romper trauma experimentado el año pasado forzado permanecer positivo futuro esperanzado ahora im hecho de nuevo vacía carcasas como drowweed piernas casi sentir viento soplar quiero morir mal ir coma volver cerebro poco mientras que incluso pensamiento movimiento empezar me quiere conducir california en algún lugar cálido feliz ver cualquier cambio quieren feliz mal pensar ive ive ive up odio bien saber fondo familiar vida normal va a cometer redflag cada vez que intenta pensar hermano me detiene im r e dim listo hecho