stopped following therapist discovered experience treating depressed people hid fact specialized couples therapy me psychology intern volunteered help me dumped apparently condition complicated her two years antidepressants redflag meds antipsychotic meds antiepileptic meds  months psychiatric ward guess what single improvement lol everyone spout your life worths living crap quits soon discovered many traumas bear fucking greedy world depriving joy making feel less human single friend never felt like relevant someone life piece garbage used walked on even family except mom still care me despises wishes born including dumb fatheri wish undo birth single happy memory help cope back square one
stopped following therapist discovered experience treating depressed people hid fact specialized couples therapy me psychology intern volunteered help me dumped apparently condition complicated her two years antidepressants redflag meds antipsychotic meds antiepileptic meds months psychiatric ward guess what single improvement lol everyone spout your life worths living crap quits soon discovered many traumas bear fucking greedy world depriving joy making feel less human single friend never felt like relevant someone life piece garbage used walked on even family except mom still care me despises wishes born including dumb fatheri wish undo birth single happy memory help cope back square one
deja de seguir terapeuta descubrió experiencia tratando personas deprimidas escondió hecho terapia de parejas especializada me psicología interna voluntario me ayudó a deshacerse aparentemente condición complicada sus dos años antidepresivos meds bandera roja meds antipsicóticos meds antiepiléptico meses sala psiquiátrica adivinar qué sola mejora lol todos vomiten su vida vale la pena vivir mierda deja pronto descubrió muchos traumas oso puto mundo codicioso privando alegría haciendo sentir menos humano amigo único nunca se sintió como alguien relevante pieza de la vida basura utilizado caminada en incluso familia excepto mamá todavía me importa desprecia deseos nacidos incluyendo tonto padre deseo deshacer nacimiento único feliz memoria ayudar a hacer frente atrás cuadrado uno