know much live for thats makes worsei dont know start this dont know right place me dont think ill kill myself cant write this toddler asleep chest kindergartner asleep next room husband left work feel irreparably broken want stop im getting help im medicated enough im afraid tell doctor enough were running pills try im afraid im broken plan ive plan like fantasy vacation play head go beach leave keys phone shoes sand take pills left swim swim far can fall asleep go under one find clean me im really trying everytime feel like im ok something knocks again tired completely tired keep throwing things hole chest cant fill it medication working self harm burns leg working family loves fucking much working fuck wrong me desperately want ok want happy want ok swimming fall asleep feels like way
know much live for thats makes worsei dont know start this dont know right place me dont think ill kill myself cant write this toddler asleep chest kindergartner asleep next room husband left work feel irreparably broken want stop im getting help im medicated enough im afraid tell doctor enough were running pills try im afraid im broken plan ive plan like fantasy vacation play head go beach leave keys phone shoes sand take pills left swim swim far can fall asleep go under one find clean meim really trying everytime feel like im ok something knocks again tired completely tired keep throwing things hole chest cant fill it medication working self harm burns leg working family loves fucking much working fuck wrong me desperately want ok want happy want ok swimming fall asleep feels like way
Sé mucho vivir para eso hace peor no sé empezar este no sé lugar correcto no creo que me mate mal no puedo escribir este niño dormido pecho kindergartner dormido habitación al lado marido izquierda trabajo se siente irreparablemente roto quiero dejar de recibir ayuda im medicated lo suficiente im miedo decirle al doctor lo suficiente estaban corriendo píldoras intentar im plan ive como fantasía vacaciones play head leave keys shoes while sand take pildoras left snap snap left snap left snap lew puede quedarse dormido ir bajo uno encontrar limpio meim realmente intentar cada vez sentir como im ok algo golpea otra vez cansado seguir tirando cosas agujero pecho no puede llenarlo medicación trabajo auto daño quema piernas trabajo familia amor mierda mucho trabajo mierda mal ok quiero feliz quiero ok nadar se duerme se siente como manera