five days ago decided going today planned wrote note alli promised best friend go roadtrip him wanted time cuddle girlfriend go work it work night receptionist thought would give enough time space clear mind get itand keep climbing roof cannot it keep trying saying going back reception order cry uncontrollably  mins continue working another  found new meaning life would happy everything seems fucking desperate was feel like better was deserve want  days ago planned outso point venting know happening want jump cannot make it feel stuck limbo whatever is thought going today
five days ago decided going today planned wrote note alli promised best friend go roadtrip him wanted time cuddle girlfriend go work it work night receptionist thought would give enough time space clear mind get itand keep climbing roof cannot it keep trying saying going back reception order cry uncontrollably mins continue working another found new meaning life would happy everything seems fucking desperate was feel like better was deserve want days ago planned outso point venting know happening want jump cannot make it feel stuck limbo whatever is thought going today
Hace cinco días decidió ir hoy planeada nota escrito alli prometió mejor amigo ir roadtrip él quería tiempo acurrucarse novia ir a trabajar trabajo noche recepcionista pensamiento daría suficiente espacio de tiempo mente clara conseguir y seguir subiendo techo no puede seguir tratando de decir volver atrás orden de recepción llorar incontrolablemente minutos continuar trabajando otro encontrado nuevo significado vida feliz todo parece jodidamente desesperado era sentirse como mejor era merecer necesidad hace días planeado tan punto de ventilación saber pasar querer saltar no hacer que se siente atascado limbo lo que se piensa ir hoy