anyone else weird experiences hospitalits year since last attempt go me think ive fully processed experience the hospital think  days constant redflag watch first couple days hallucinating vomiting violently drugs put on im still slightly convinced put drugs try deter trying if so worked afterwards like prep school try get out practice say make sure washed clean looked presentable would hopefully let out went saw psychiatrist supposed check see allowed let out started telling needed jesus needed accept lord could happy told stuff relationships time which looking back abusive picked that told stay away men except godly men surprised treat badly nodded nodded told id go church finally let go like  hours im still processing shit anything im processing something like could allowed happen nhs
anyone else weird experiences hospitalits year since last attempt go me think ive fully processed experience the hospital think days constant redflag watch first couple days hallucinating vomiting violently drugs put on im still slightly convinced put drugs try deter trying if so worked afterwards like prep school try get out practice say make sure washed clean looked presentable would hopefully let out went saw psychiatrist supposed check see allowed let out started telling needed jesus needed accept lord could happy told stuff relationships time which looking back abusive picked that told stay away men except godly men surprised treat badly nodded nodded told id go church finally let go like hours im still processing shit anything im processing something like could allowed happen nhs
cualquier otra extraña experiencia hospitalística año desde el último intento ir yo pensar ive experiencia completamente procesada el hospital pensar días constante reloj de bandera roja primer par de días alucinación vómitos violentamente drogas puesto en im todavía ligeramente convencido poner drogas tratar de disuadir de intentar si tan trabajado después como la escuela preparatoria tratar de salir práctica decir asegurarse de lavado parecía presentable con suerte dejar salir vio psiquiatra supuesto cheque ver permitido dejar de contar necesidad Jesús necesita aceptar señor podría feliz dijo cosas relaciones tiempo que mirando atrás abusivo elegido que dijo permanecer alejado hombres excepto hombres piadosos sorprendido tratar con mala asintió asintió dijo iglesia finalmente dejar ir como horas im todavía procesar mierda cualquier cosa im procesar algo como podría suceder nhs