feel like human being anyone else understandim    months feel like human being bipolar disorder depressive episodes lots anxiety life im failure careerim back living parents working part time im trouble coping ive nagging feeling always personlike im extremely subhuman im always shocked people like want around when do ive never romantic relationship like kid im talking early  years old would consciously think kids people human would hate it grew older felt deserve friends praise people ever always assumed anything earned life earned people feel sorry me im almost  ive never romantic relationship sort im terrified even know id go it im alone cant stand it hate muchi wish could kill myself anxiety selfhatred much see end it im never going able things want do age two feet steady job live parents ive never relationship etc feel like leach world see point alive people tell potential waste im basket case think id world favor killing myself
feel like human being anyone else understandim months feel like human being bipolar disorder depressive episodes lots anxiety life im failure careerim back living parents working part time im trouble coping ive nagging feeling always personlike im extremely subhuman im always shocked people like want around when do ive never romantic relationship like kid im talking early years old would consciously think kids people human would hate it grew older felt deserve friends praise people ever always assumed anything earned life earned people feel sorry meim almost ive never romantic relationship sort im terrified even know id go it im alone cant stand it hate muchi wish could kill myself anxiety selfhatred much see end itim never going able things want do age two feet steady job live parents ive never relationship etc feel like leach world see point alive people tell potential waste im basket case think id world favor killing myself
Se siente como ser humano cualquier otra persona entenderim meses se siente como ser humano trastorno bipolar episodios depresivos mucha ansiedad vida im fracaso carrera volver a vivir padres trabajando a tiempo parcial im problemas living sentir siempre persona como im extremadamente subhumano im siempre conmocionó a la gente como querer cuando vive nunca relación romántica como niño im hablar temprano años de edad conscientemente pensar niños personas humanos odiarían crecer se sentía merecer amigos siempre asumir cualquier cosa ganada vida ganada personas se siente meim casi live nunca relación romántica tipo im aterrorizado incluso saber id go it im por sí solo no puedo soportar mucho odio mucho deseo podría matarme ansiedad yo mismo odio mucho ver final itim nunca ir cosas capaces querer edad dos pies trabajo constante vivir padres vivir nunca relación etc se siente como liach mundo ver punto vivo personas decirle basura potencial caso im cesta pensar id mundo favor matarme a mí mismo