getting feelings outi mostly feel dead empty emotion ever feel annoyance anxiousness resisting urge drink somehow made weekend hard kept justifying reasons mind drink saw guy walking holding six pack beer jealous him felt okay him okay me still drink though want to want judgement so still fantasy killing strong image tying belt around neck plays head im afraid pain im afraid people think im sure yet think anything here see point strength make effort
getting feelings outi mostly feel dead empty emotion ever feel annoyance anxiousness resisting urge drink somehow made weekend hard kept justifying reasons mind drink saw guy walking holding six pack beer jealous him felt okay himokay me still drink though want to want judgement so still fantasy killing strong image tying belt around neck plays headim afraid painim afraid people think im sure yet think anything here see point strength make effort
conseguir sentimientos outi mayormente siento emoción vacía muerta alguna vez siento molestia ansiedad resistir impulso bebida de alguna manera hecho fin de semana duro se mantuvo justificando razones mente bebida vio chico caminar sosteniendo seis paquete cerveza celoso él se sentía bien okay yo todavía beber aunque quiero querer juicio así que todavía fantasía matar fuerte imagen atar cinturón alrededor del cuello juega cabeza miedo dolorim miedo gente piensa que todavía creo que cualquier cosa aquí ver punto fuerza hacer esfuerzo