made decisioni going kill myself maybe today maybe tomorrow tired sad toxic house  mostly father everyday need walk eggshells everyday fear going hit manipulate  used hit younger tried year gonna take antidepressants high blood pressure pills done dont know going work done lonely feeling fear sadness done fuck family fuck abusive ex fuck called friends irl doesnt even try call me done fuck everything lost  years life  studying stuck home depressed toxic man dont wanna live anymore wait gonna send saving money charity kill myself
made decisioni going kill myself maybe today maybe tomorrow tired sad toxic house mostly father everyday need walk eggshells everyday fear going hit manipulate used hit younger tried year gonna take antidepressants high blood pressure pills done dont know going work done lonely feeling fear sadness done fuck family fuck abusive ex fuck called friends irl doesnt even try call me done fuck everything lost years life studying stuck home depressed toxic man dont wanna live anymore wait gonna send saving money charity kill myself
toma decisioni me voy a matar tal vez hoy tal vez mañana cansado triste casa tóxica mayormente padre todos los días necesita caminar cáscaras de huevo diario miedo ir golpe manipulada usado golpe menor intentado año va a tomar antidepresivos píldoras de presión arterial alta no sé ir a trabajar hecho solitario sentir tristeza hecho mierda familia mierda abusivo ex mierda llamadas amigos irl ni siquiera tratar de llamarme hecho mierda todo años perdidos la vida estudio atrapado casa deprimido hombre tóxico no quiero vivir más esperar va a enviar ahorro de dinero caridad suicida suicida