holding threadim stay home dad day medical pot grower night married two kids wife works dispensary home kids oldest almost  days consist waking hungry baby three year old wife gets ready work wakes non stop alarms banging around mornings matter late im caring grow  every morning take care babies morning im bitched either good enough job kidshouse maybe gone late last night must cheatingthroughout day blow phone asking constantly asking cheating ive noticed random people suspiciously driving slowly past house clearly trying see it never dishonest ever even received complement women since weve together idk always thinking im cheating gets home get complaints made dinner something might missed cleaning even kids wet home hour without changing them im ignored phone till falls asleep lonely grow room wallow pathetic depression feel worthless dead inside ive lost people feel like ever loved year im sure deserve much pain im sick path im going whats making even harder know babies taken care well im gone cant dad be im worthless cant anything right destroy everything touch everyone everything love dies goes away try hard make friends anyone talk every time someone around wife mean disappear like something make angry know whats wrong ive worked hard make everyone around happy feel would rather gone dont know anymore think able hang anymore one go know do
holding threadim stay home dad day medical pot grower night married two kids wife works dispensary home kids oldest almost days consist waking hungry baby three year old wife gets ready work wakes non stop alarms banging around mornings matter late im caring grow every morning take care babies morning im bitched either good enough job kidshouse maybe gone late last night must cheatingthroughout day blow phone asking constantly asking cheating ive noticed random people suspiciously driving slowly past house clearly trying see it never dishonest ever even received complement women since weve together idk always thinking im cheating gets home get complaints made dinner something might missed cleaning even kids wet home hour without changing them im ignored phone till falls asleep lonely grow room wallow pathetic depression feel worthless dead inside ive lost people feel like ever loved year im sure deserve much pain im sick path im going whats making even harder know babies taken care well im gone cant dad be im worthless cant anything right destroy everything touch everyone everything love dies goes away try hard make friends anyone talk every time someone around wife mean disappear like something make angry know whats wrong ive worked hard make everyone around happy feel would rather gone dont know anymore think able hang anymore one go know do
holding threamingim stay home papá día medicina olla cultivador noche casado dos hijos esposa trabaja dispensario hogar niños más viejos casi días consisten despertar hambre bebé tres años esposa consigue listo trabajo despiertas no stop alarmas golpear alrededor de mañanas materia tarde im cuidado crecer cada mañana cuidar bebés mañana im perra o bien bien trabajo kidshouse tarde anoche debe hacer trampas durante el día teléfono soplado pidiendo constantemente engaños notó personas al azar conducir lentamente pasando casa claramente tratando de ver nunca deshonesto incluso recibido complementar mujeres ya que hemos juntos idk siempre pensar que im trampa llega a casa conseguir quejas hizo la cena algo podría faltar limpieza incluso niños húmedos hora en casa sin cambiarlo im teléfono ignorado hasta que se queda dormido habitación solitario wallow depresión patético se siente sin valor muerto dentro de ive perdido personas se sienten como siempre amado año im seguro merece mucho dolor im camino enfermo im ir lo que hace aún más difícil saber bebés cuidado