prepare roll eyesim  dismissed university pittsburgh let go student job thousands dollars student debt behind months worth rent see plain day life over ive worse im tired ive failed many times getting difficult summon strength thankfully time spend failing doors close stars ive shooting come closer ground every time miss attended swanson school engineering whim found depressing city broken people relationships uninspired jobs deadend cant help realize im constant factor superficial interests spend days watching youtube videos ad nauseam think site preys bored depressed alike spend days entertaining myself think maybe secret passion entertaining others im definitely critical maybe writer director even youtuber irresponsibly bought condensor microphone wrote script wanted make someone laugh week struggling release first  minute video ive realized anything im going want require hard work feel like me  years misery beaten joy life kicked  month spicebath salts addiction years ago find im still weak piece garbage waiting next source entertainment id say passions life really passion life feel like trying continue making videos really anything creative help cant express enough feels like im moving quicksand like theres small voice within begging keep going muster expressionless labored movements trouble would cause loved ones would jumped next life seconds hope writing embarrassing whiny drivel ive least shown im authentically unhappy importantly hope forgive taking time thank reading id appreciate feedback really
prepare roll eyesim dismissed university pittsburgh let go student job thousands dollars student debt behind months worth rent see plain day life over ive worse im tired ive failed many times getting difficult summon strength thankfully time spend failing doors close stars ive shooting come closer ground every time miss attended swanson school engineering whim found depressing city broken people relationships uninspired jobs deadend cant help realize im constant factor superficial interests spend days watching youtube videos ad nauseam think site preys bored depressed alike spend days entertaining myself think maybe secret passion entertaining others im definitely critical maybe writer director even youtuber irresponsibly bought condensor microphone wrote script wanted make someone laugh week struggling release first minute video ive realized anything im going want require hard work feel like me years misery beaten joy life kicked month spicebath salts addiction years ago find im still weak piece garbage waiting next source entertainment id say passions life really passion life feel like trying continue making videos really anything creative help cant express enough feels like im moving quicksand like theres small voice within begging keep going muster expressionless labored movements trouble would cause loved ones would jumped next life seconds hope writing embarrassing whiny drivel ive least shown im authentically unhappy importantly hope forgive taking time thank reading id appreciate feedback really
preparar rollo ojosim despedido universidad pittsburgh dejar ir estudiante trabajo miles de dólares estudiantes deuda detrás de meses vale la pena alquiler ver vida día simple sobre ive peor cansado ive fracaso muchas veces conseguir difícil llamar fuerza afortunadamente tiempo pasar fallas puertas cerca estrellas ive tiro llegar más cerca tierra cada vez que falta asistió a la escuela swanson ingeniería capricho encontrado deprimente ciudad rotos personas relaciones no inspirados empleos deadend no puede ayudar a realizar im constante factor superficial intereses pasar días viendo youtube videos ad náuseam pensar sitio presas aburrido deprimido por igual pasar días entretener a mí mismo pensar tal vez pasión secreta entretener a otros im definitivamente crítico director de escritor incluso youtuber irresponsablemente comprado micrófono de condensador escribió guión quería hacer que alguien risa semana lucha lanzamiento vídeo de primer minuto