feeling really alone wrote thisits always like this everyone seems think works like grief hit waves waves pull back slowly completely get better waves stopped ill  next march hear happiness said  genetic family tree pretty upsetting one unfortunately true nothing mean friends those mean family found family one given dysfunctional makes life harder made life hell living has see world around me eyes woken peaceful nightmare see real painful world cant keep this cant keep giving heart people trying friend receiving agonizing pain especially always ask anything back started realized self respect something supposed pretend have days far behind me beginning life either im weary starts im sad im kind wallow seek help usually takes long whatever reason get worse start build way back stability myself im bad it usually get help along way usually therapist take look got bad work love therapy always have get better better sort of hits always different always hard times easier most always springs back me theres cure even want it i want risk would rather peace feel alone afraid like first times hit hard thing ive called help ive asked around ive done bit im therapy weight everything crushing much chronic depression doesnt always go away functions similarly grief lingers hangs air keeps you isnt simple never be
feeling really alone wrote thisits always like this everyone seems think works like grief hit waves waves pull back slowly completely get better waves stopped ill next march hear happiness said genetic family tree pretty upsetting one unfortunately true nothing mean friends those mean family found family one given dysfunctional makes life harder made life hell living has see world around me eyes woken peaceful nightmare see real painful world cant keep this cant keep giving heart people trying friend receiving agonizing pain especially always ask anything back started realized self respect something supposed pretend have days far behind me beginning life either im weary starts im sad im kind wallow seek help usually takes long whatever reason get worse start build way back stability myself im bad it usually get help along way usually therapist take look got bad work love therapy always have get better better sort of hits always different always hard times easier most always springs back me theres cure even want it i want risk would rather peace feel alone afraid like first times hit hard thing ive called help ive asked around ive done bit im therapy weight everything crushing much chronic depression doesnt always go away functions similarly grief lingers hangs air keeps you isnt simple never be
El sentimiento realmente solo escribió esto es siempre como esto todo el mundo parece pensar que funciona como dolor golpe olas tirar hacia atrás lentamente completamente mejor olas paró mal próxima marcha escuchar felicidad dijo árbol familiar genético bastante molesto uno por desgracia verdad nada significa amigos que familia media encontró familia uno dado disfuncional hace la vida más difícil vida infierno vivir ha ver mundo alrededor de mí ojos despertado pesadilla pacífica ver mundo real doloroso no puede mantener este no puede seguir dando corazón personas tratando de amigo recibir dolor agonizante especialmente siempre preguntar cualquier cosa comenzó realidad respeto a sí mismo algo supone tener días detrás de mí principio vida o im cansado comienza im triste im amable wallow buscar ayuda por lo general toma cualquier razón peor empezar construir camino atrás estabilidad yo mismo es malo generalmente conseguir ayuda a lo largo de camino por lo general terapeuta tomar mirada consiguió mal trabajo terapia de amor siempre han conseguido mejor mejor tipo de golpes siempre diferentes tiempos difíciles más fácil siempre primaveras volver cura me theres incluso quiero riesgo más bien paz se siente solo miedo como primeras veces golpeó duro uve llamado ayuda have preguntado alrededor ive hecho bit