stupid even get way outeven wanted to dont enough drugs kill tonight dont gun it tried bleeding change mind last second every time get car makes real honestly dont think could ever actually end life reason im writing thread though point life never thought possible im point life makes sense end life im point dont feel passion family encourage to im point know dont matter know everyone would done it stay here wont know like left behind temporary wont make permanent decision want know reason writing thread go feeling justified kill feeling valuable to maybe im ranting idiot idk need hope maybe motivational tdocumentary something would help choose keep going logically doesnt matter do
stupid even get way outeven wanted to dont enough drugs kill tonight dont gun it tried bleeding change mind last second every time get car makes real honestly dont think could ever actually end life reason im writing thread though point life never thought possible im point life makes sense end life im point dont feel passion family encourage to im point know dont matter know everyone would done it stay here wont know like left behind temporary wont make permanent decision want know reason writing thread go feeling justified kill feeling valuable to maybe im ranting idiot idk need hope maybe motivational tdocumentary something would help choose keep going logically doesnt matter do
Estupido incluso salir incluso quería no suficiente drogas matar esta noche no arma trató de sangrar cambio de mente en el último segundo cada vez que conseguir coche hace real honestamente no creo que podría realmente terminar la vida razón im hilo de escritura aunque punto la vida nunca pensó posible im punto la vida hace sentido final vida im punto no siento pasión familia animar a im punto saber no importa todos lo harían aquí no sé como dejado atrás temporal no quiero tomar una decisión permanente quiero saber razón escritura hilo ir sentimiento justificado matar sentimiento de valor a tal vez im despotricar idiota Idk necesidad esperanza tal vez motivación documental algo ayudaría a elegir seguir yendo lógicamente no importa