ah came old friend depressionim feeling relatively calm right now theres things id like get chest family aware mental state usually avoid talking it living own although alone express feelings however like home dare cry every time do parents scorn weak emotional thats hardest part hardest part that believe ive sexually abused kid cant tell anyone it barely  think live grandparents uncle aunt summer holidays parents busy working one morning woke up felt something genitals thought fist accidental went back sleep know better weird feeling wont go away obviously cant prove anything guilty party already jail for reasons theres cousin also age think asked hand job something exchange bought snacks currently huge debt gambling mom wont stop coming house ask us money horrible memories wont go away please help can
ah came old friend depressionim feeling relatively calm right now theres things id like get chest family aware mental state usually avoid talking it living own although alone express feelings however like home dare cry every time do parents scorn weak emotional thats hardest part hardest part that believe ive sexually abused kid cant tell anyone it barely think live grandparents uncle aunt summer holidays parents busy working one morning woke up felt something genitals thought fist accidental went back sleep know better weird feeling wont go away obviously cant prove anything guilty party already jail for reasons theres cousin also age think asked hand job something exchange bought snacks currently huge debt gambling mom wont stop coming house ask us money horrible memories wont go away please helpcan
ah llegó viejo amigo depresiónim sentirse relativamente tranquilo en este momento Theres cosas id como tener pecho familiar consciente estado mental generalmente evitar hablar de vivir propia aunque solo expresar sentimientos sin embargo como en casa atreverse a llorar cada vez que los padres desprecian débil emocional que es la parte más difícil que cree que viva abusado sexual niño no puede decirle a nadie que apenas piensa abuelos vivos tío tía vacaciones de verano padres ocupados trabajando una mañana se despertó se sintió algo genitales pensamiento puño accidental volver a dormir saber mejor extraña sensación no se va obviamente no puede probar nada culpable partido ya cárcel por razones Theres primo también edad pensar trabajo a mano algo cambio comprado bocadillos actualmente enorme deuda juego mamá no dejar de venir casa pedir dinero horrible recuerdos no se van por favor ayudarcan