almost  year anniversary im thinking sooner please help melast year march th  abuser left me werent abuser time well yes were favorite person loved lot woke morning message skype saying good bye need leave me removed contact im gonna go much detail almost day cried nonstop couldnt it person liked fucking left me then became abuser would want talk them would call names partner would literally describe wanted maim me wanted murder cold blood happened spam id say  months nightmares  happened turned  still going on attempted kill using childrens liquid ibuprofen remember taste it burning throat nothing happened though much shit happened want repress bad know fresh mind im panic attack cried sleep would cut oh god cutting remember total  cuts got home school one day incredibly unstable then earlier year got called everything   post one exfriends made tumblr said everything did every disgusting creepy thing did screenshots provided abuser friends boyfriend contributed post saying stuff ex stuff didnt want revealed stuff happy do people reblogged it saying oh god disgusting wrote redflag letter public saying would steal bottle robittusin drink night didnt it oh god memories oh god im fucking scared someone love leave march th year one week away want memories repressed bad im abuser im fucking abuser shit did fucking creepyass shit  unstable shit deserved it didnt i wrote fic drew art didnt care  didnt care ruined ruined ruined oh god im crying im crying im scared im fuckign scared please god exist let march th average day please dont let leave like dont desreve thus anymroe im trying hard survive im home alone could literally take one dads belts hang right second everything would finally over would finally everything ever would lead moment know wont affected theyll shrug theyll go oh well deserved it go life im crying im fucking scared didnt desreve time dont want dont want this please god help edit went throguh tumblr archives march  see could find anything th found face wnant throw also found posts exact time got ruined httpsgyazocombbdeedade
almost year anniversary im thinking sooner please help melast year march th abuser left me werent abuser timewell yes were favorite person loved lot woke morning message skype saying goodbye need leave me removed contact im gonna go much detail almost day cried nonstop couldnt it person liked fucking left me then became abuser would want talk them would call names partner would literally describe wanted maim me wanted murder cold blood happened spam id say months nightmares happened turned still going on attempted kill using childrens liquid ibuprofen remember taste it burning throat nothing happened though much shit happened want repress bad know fresh mind im panic attack cried sleep would cut oh god cutting remember total cuts got home school one day incredibly unstable then earlier year got called everything post one exfriends made tumblr said everything did every disgusting creepy thing did screenshots provided abuser friends boyfriend contributed post saying stuff ex stuff didnt want revealed stuff happy do people reblogged it saying oh god disgusting wrote redflag letter public saying would steal bottle robittusin drink night didnt itoh god memories oh god im fucking scared someone love leave march th year one week away want memories repressed bad im abuserim fucking abuser shit did fucking creepyass shit unstable shit deservedit didnt i wrote fic drew art didnt care didnt care ruined ruined ruinedoh god im crying im crying im scared im fuckignscaredplease god exist let march th average day please dont let leave like dont desreve thus anymroe im trying hard surviveim home alone could literally take one dads belts hang right secondeverything would finally over would finally everything ever would lead moment know wont affected theyll shrug theyll gooh well deserved it go life im crying im fucking scared didnt desreve time dont want dont want this please god help edit went throguh tumblr archives march see could find anything th found face wnant throw also found posts exact time got ruined httpsgyazocombbdeedade
Casi año aniversario im pensando antes por favor me ayudaste el año pasado marzo th abusador me dejó abusador tiempo bueno sí eran favorito persona amado lote despertado mañana mensaje skype diciendo adiós necesidad me eliminado contacto im va a ir mucho detalle casi día lloraba sin parar no podía ser persona le gustaba mierda me dejó entonces se convirtió en abusador quería hablar ellos llamaría nombres socio literalmente describiría querido muim me quería asesinato sangre fría pasó spam id decir meses pesadillas se convirtió todavía en intento de matar usando niños ibuprofeno líquido recordar gusto que la garganta ardiendo nada sucedió aunque mucha mierda pasó quiere reprimir mal saber fresca mente im pánico ataque lloraba sueño cortaría oh dios cortar recordar cortes totales consiguió escuela en casa un día increíblemente inestable entonces año anterior se llamó todo post un ex-amigos hizo tumblr dijo que todo hizo cada cosa repugnante espeluznante hizo capturas de pantalla proveía abusador amigos novio contribuyó post diciendo cosas ex cosas que no quieren revelado cosas feliz hacen la gente rebloged it say oh dios repugnante carta redflag público escrito diciendo robar botella robitusin bebida noche don it itoh dios recuerdos