know anymore able go like thisi even know say here absolutely destroyed now even know start absolutely nothing right genuinely feel like dying now seen family  years due political reasons away wife whos one stop killing myself poor literally choose days week eat on cant get job due country rules live in stuck clinical depression able afford real help friends whatsoever completely destroyed tried everything tried making fiverr get money mental illness tried borrowing people know ever tried gofundme nothing working out honestly cant go much longer need help know find it literally cant find reason stay alive anymore
know anymore able go like thisi even know say here absolutely destroyed now even know start absolutely nothing right genuinely feel like dying now seen family years due political reasons away wife whos one stop killing myself poor literally choose days week eat on cant get job due country rules live in stuck clinical depression able afford real help friends whatsoever completely destroyed tried everything tried making fiverr get money mental illness tried borrowing people know ever tried gofundme nothing working out honestly cant go much longer need help know find it literally cant find reason stay alive anymore
saber más capaz ir como estoi incluso saber decir aquí absolutamente destruido ahora incluso saber empezar absolutamente nada derecho realmente se siente como morir ahora visto familia años debido a razones políticas esposa que uno deja de suicidarse pobre literalmente elegir días semana comer en cant conseguir trabajo debido a las reglas del país vivir en la depresión clínica atascada capaz de permitirse la ayuda real amigos en cualquier caso destruidos todo lo intentado hacer cincorr conseguir dinero enfermedad mental intentado pedir prestado personas saben nunca probado gofundme nada funcionando honestamente no puede ir mucho más tiempo necesidad de ayuda saber encontrar literalmente no puede encontrar razón seguir con vida más