hiso hi guess sorry really broken ramble lot relevant one way another guess  really know thisll actually work hell probably long shot reading comments posted guess start fact im  feeling suicidal exactly knew me ive casually thinking good two years thinking upon kind shrugged puberty shit whatever hormones guess ive thinking recently come realisation redflag coming mind more more hell even feel bad thinking kill reading others put know people family losses huge god damn fallouts everybody know contrasting reasoning seems petty guess ill post here family wise see family see dysfunctional fuck eyes aka relatives close me sit computer day honest true theyll say hello ive heard comments parents asking anti sociable hes rude parents responding oh hes always like ignored also happens parents friends well struggle conversations hell time cant hold one one conversation thirty seconds mum dad split mum split boyfriend four years two weeks ago give less shit him never talked actively avoided me ever said theorising problems kids caused who got along fine actually fault saying mum proceeded shout me ill get later dad probably family member like little basically lets stuff freely ie eat dinner wherever sleep schedule choice things like that ive got chores often thats fine never shouts unless ive actually done something really pisses off three times fifteen years also sometimes like every two months stuff like go golf free time go computer browse web play games like csgo terraria family see disappointment apparently life never go friends more thats mum tells though stuff like homework leave school times last day friends varied even know like huge act try get away whenever attempt socialise couple friends constantly actively attempt annoy hurt emotionally physically in minds probably bit fun annoy me like talk makes breaks lunches okay school  outside school talk though stick couple groups talk playing games time im silent reason probably talk pity as one said privately serious anger issues whole amount stuff said previous three four years keep trying bottle up sometimes ill slip start getting incredibly annoyed something pathetic cant contain myself nobody gets hurt im weak thin feel like parents like me although like dad see weekends seems like like me conversation telling dinner is hes going bed mum hand seems get annoyed shout me know aspergers although pretty mild affect looks smart like some knows said shell stop shouting getting annoyed however happen probably said front person diagnosed make seems like loves me shell get annoyed something also take everyone else however im normally one there resulting shouted at one friend told recently thought killing said thats stupid idea thats it proves care overall feel pathetic family care me little amount friends affected death recently feeling edge suicidal thoughts constantly popping up kill would mean badly school aka annoying teachers would affect someone  minutes theyd go without giving shit already redflag plan consists oding pills jumping unfenced bridge probably also hitting car bottom ive enough hide fake smiles laughs jokes comments aimed me refuse go physiatrist tell family one friend tell care need help 
hiso hi guess sorry really broken ramble lot relevant one way another guess really know thisll actually work hell probably long shot reading comments posted guess start fact im feeling suicidal exactly knew me ive casually thinking good two years thinking upon kind shrugged puberty shit whatever hormones guess ive thinking recently come realisation redflag coming mind more more hell even feel bad thinking kill reading others put know people family losses huge god damn fallouts everybody know contrasting reasoning seems petty guess ill post here family wise see family see dysfunctional fuck eyes aka relatives close me sit computer day honest true theyll say hello ive heard comments parents asking anti sociable hes rude parents responding oh hes always like ignored also happens parents friends well struggle conversations hell time cant hold one one conversation thirty seconds mum dad split mum split boyfriend four years two weeks ago give less shit him never talked actively avoided me ever said theorising problems kids caused who got along fine actually fault saying mum proceeded shout me ill get later dad probably family member like little basically lets stuff freely ie eat dinner wherever sleep schedule choice things like that ive got chores often thats fine never shouts unless ive actually done something really pisses off three times fifteen years also sometimes like every two months stuff like go golf free time go computer browse web play games like csgo terraria family see disappointment apparently life never go friends more thats mum tells though stuff like homework leave school times last day friends varied even know like huge act try get away whenever attempt socialise couple friends constantly actively attempt annoy hurt emotionally physically in minds probably bit fun annoy me like talk makes breaks lunches okay school outside school talk though stick couple groups talk playing games time im silent reason probably talk pity as one said privately serious anger issues whole amount stuff said previous three four years keep trying bottle up sometimes ill slip start getting incredibly annoyed something pathetic cant contain myself nobody gets hurt im weak thin feel like parents like me although like dad see weekends seems like like me conversation telling dinner is hes going bed mum hand seems get annoyed shout me know aspergers although pretty mild affect looks smart like some knows said shell stop shouting getting annoyed however happen probably said front person diagnosed make seems like loves me shell get annoyed something also take everyone else however im normally one there resulting shouted at one friend told recently thought killing said thats stupid idea thats it proves care overall feel pathetic family care me little amount friends affected death recently feeling edge suicidal thoughts constantly popping up kill would mean badly school aka annoying teachers would affect someone minutes theyd go without giving shit already redflag plan consists oding pills jumping unfenced bridge probably also hitting car bottom ive enough hide fake smiles laughs jokes comments aimed me refuse go physiatrist tell family one friend tell care need help
hiso hi adivina lo siento realmente roto divagar mucho relevante de una manera otra conjetura realmente saber Thisll realmente trabajo infierno probablemente largo tiro lectura comentarios posted guess start fact im sentimiento suicida exactamente me conocía viva casualmente pensar bien dos años pensando en amable encogerse mierda pubertad encogida cualquier hormonas conjetura vida pensar recientemente venir realización bandera roja venir mente más infierno incluso sentirse mal pensar matar leer otros poner saber personas pérdidas familiares enormes dios malditos caídas todo el mundo sabe contraste razonamiento parece pequeña conjetura mal post aquí familia sabio ver familia disfuncional mierda ojos alias familiares cerrarme sentarse computadora día honesto verdad dicen hola he oído comentarios padres pidiendo anti sociable hes padres groseros responder oh él siempre como ignorado también pasa padres amigos bien lucha conversaciones infierno tiempo no puede mantener una conversación treinta segundos