byemy sob story im s born poverty still poverty sexuallyphysicallyemotionally abusive childhood abusers everybody immediate extended family barely scraped graduating high school flunked college lost financial aid first year ive never friends life recently thought talking feel like take much people feel guilty dont deserve help im depressed time bot problem wont bother them ive never relationship even date life im messed trauma severe ptsd think im probably also either autistic im disconnected dissociated myself everybody else isolated entire life never got chance learn humans work im fundamentally different everybody else also chronic illness causes physical pain constantly ranging moderately distracting best debilitating ive  jobs since  cant hold anything down cant anything right anybodys standards even simplest things tried therapy didnt work tried lot things feel like ive never loved never loved never loved im nothing theres nothing
byemy sob story im s born poverty still poverty sexuallyphysicallyemotionally abusive childhood abusers everybody immediate extended family barely scraped graduating high school flunked college lost financial aid first year ive never friends life recently thought talking feel like take much people feel guilty dont deserve help im depressed time bot problem wont bother them ive never relationship even date life im messed trauma severe ptsd think im probably also either autistic im disconnected dissociated myself everybody else isolated entire life never got chance learn humans work im fundamentally different everybody else also chronic illness causes physical pain constantly ranging moderately distracting best debilitating ive jobs since cant hold anything down cant anything right anybodys standards even simplest things tried therapy didnt work tried lot things feel like ive never loved never loved never loved im nothing theres nothing
byemy sob story im s born poverty still poverty sexualphysicallyemotional Abusadores de la infancia todo el mundo familia extendida inmediata apenas raspado graduarse escuela secundaria reprobado universidad perdido ayuda financiera primer año vida nunca amigos vida recientemente pensamiento hablar se siente como tomar mucha gente se siente culpable no merece ayuda im deprimido problema del bot tiempo no les molestará ive nunca relación ni fecha vida trauma severo ptsd creo que probablemente también o autistic im desconectado disociado yo mismo todo el mundo aislado vida entera nunca tuvo oportunidad aprender humanos trabajo fundamentalmente diferente todo el mundo también enfermedad crónica causa dolor físico constantemente variando moderadamente distraer mejor trabajo vital debilitante puesto que no puede contener nada derecho cualquier persona estándares incluso cosas más simples probado terapia no trabajó mucho cosas se siente como ive nunca amado nunca amado nunca amado im nada nada nada nada