feels like constant battle mind recently ive started losinghey first time posting google sub this ive dealing what assume is diagnosed anything depression years part could push past thoughts even get day week recently graduated uni perhaps lack social interaction bringing lack motivation anything forced careers event long ago touched cv advice got still complete lack motivation im much familiar depressive thoughts getting ive never dealt real suicidal thoughts past ive thought dark times real intent passed normally taking walk dog time friends would clear thoughts too usually longterm recently first time day real suicidal thought intent dog felt defeated since usually helps clear mind yesterday another step happening previously finally managed get house friend although hours leading really wanted cancel fun part way wanted go home again thankfully convinced stay  drink turned another hours fun rest yesterday mind clear today im writing here forced bed shower make something upon sitting back bed sat silence wondering imagined scene im top building wanting fall off weird talking mind me  different entities i want commit redflag mind making think good idea im constantly reminded mistakes ive made uselessuglystupid etc currently am im scared get worse gets better scene roof want job relationship everything else normal cant find motivation push forward know get it sorry turned bit long
feels like constant battle mind recently ive started losinghey first time posting google sub this ive dealing what assume is diagnosed anything depression years part could push past thoughts even get day week recently graduated uni perhaps lack social interaction bringing lack motivation anything forced careers event long ago touched cv advice got still complete lack motivation im much familiar depressive thoughts getting ive never dealt real suicidal thoughts past ive thought dark times real intent passed normally taking walk dog time friends would clear thoughts too usually longterm recently first time day real suicidal thought intent dog felt defeated since usually helps clear mind yesterday another step happening previously finally managed get house friend although hours leading really wanted cancel fun part way wanted go home again thankfully convinced stay drink turned another hours fun rest yesterday mind clear today im writing here forced bed shower make something upon sitting back bed sat silence wondering imagined sceneim top building wanting fall off weird talking mind me different entities i want commit redflag mind making think good idea im constantly reminded mistakes ive made uselessuglystupid etc currently am im scared get worse gets better scene roof want job relationship everything else normal cant find motivation push forward know get it sorry turned bit long
Se siente como constante mente de batalla recientemente ive comenzó a perderhey primera vez publicar google sub este ive tratar lo que se diagnostica cualquier depresión años parte podría empujar pensamientos pasados incluso conseguir día semana recién graduada uni tal vez falta interacción social trayendo falta motivación cualquier evento carrera forzada hace mucho tiempo Consejos CV tocados todavía completa falta motivación im mucho familiar pensamientos depresivos conseguir ive nunca trató pensamientos suicidas reales pasados ive pensamiento tiempos oscuros intención real pasado normalmente teniendo perro caminar tiempo amigos aclararía pensamientos demasiado largo tiempo recientemente primer día real suicida pensamiento intención perro se sintió derrotado ya que generalmente ayuda a mente clara ayer otro paso sucediendo previamente finalmente manejado conseguir casa amigo aunque horas realmente quería cancelar diversión parte quería volver a casa afortunadamente convencido quedarse bebida vuelta otra hora diversión descanso ayer mente claro hoy im escritura aquí cama forzada ducha hacer algo sobre sentarse detrás de la cama sentado silencio preguntándose imaginada escenaim edificio superior querer caer extraña mente hablando me diferentes entidades quiero comprometer mente hacer pensar buena idea