cant care anymoreive lost ability care everything anymore  weeks left college cant imagine anything except waiting die beginning semester ok passion once excited finish up ive lost im lowest point cannot relate people well terrible time talking anyone hindrance existence pull humor nice cant anything else trouble expressing feelings deeper thoughts small talk everything cant explain properly feel like shit around me ive offon girl bit ive accepted im type really hard understand layers complications deal far better talking dont know stand right except friends feel like giant bother her made friends college connections feel loose now half openly expressed wanting kill themselves plans stop it guess think im losing mine ive started unhealthy things one cutting never really understood get now fasting past weeks ive keeping track calories lose weight taken drastically im  lbs options dramatic long periods time decided dramatic now meeting school counseling thursday going explain everything probably use post guide help talk really thing im sort looking forward now way tell someone whats happening without feeling like burden im taking lexapro depression half dose things get real shitty know taking extra help since takes time work system might im expecting end institution counselor needs one also family midwest im massachusetts own talk mom every week thats contact back home im kind done tried faking til made cant anymore want out
cant care anymoreive lost ability care everything anymore weeks left college cant imagine anything except waiting die beginning semester ok passion once excited finish up ive lost im lowest point cannot relate people well terrible time talking anyone hindrance existence pull humor nice cant anything else trouble expressing feelings deeper thoughts small talk everything cant explain properly feel like shit around me ive offon girl bit ive accepted im type really hard understand layers complications deal far better talking dont know stand right except friends feel like giant bother her made friends college connections feel loose now half openly expressed wanting kill themselves plans stop it guess think im losing mine ive started unhealthy things one cutting never really understood get now fasting past weeks ive keeping track calories lose weight taken drastically im lbs options dramatic long periods time decided dramatic now meeting school counseling thursday going explain everything probably use post guide help talk really thing im sort looking forward now way tell someone whats happening without feeling like burden im taking lexapro depression half dose things get real shitty know taking extra help since takes time work system might im expecting end institution counselor needs one also family midwestim massachusetts own talk mom every week thats contact back home im kind done tried faking til made cant anymore want out
No puedo cuidar más de la capacidad perdida cuidado todo más semanas izquierda universidad no puedo imaginar nada excepto esperar morir comienzo semestre ok pasión una vez excitado terminar ive perdido im punto más bajo no puede relacionar a la gente bien terrible tiempo hablar cualquier obstáculo existencia tirar humor agradable cant cualquier otra dificultad expresar sentimientos pensamientos más profundos charla pequeña todo no puede explicar adecuadamente sentirse como mierda a mi alrededor ive offon chica bit ive aceptado im tipo realmente duro entender las complicaciones de capas trato mucho mejor hablar no sé pararse derecho excepto amigos se sienten como gigante molestar a sus amigos conexiones universitarias se sienten sueltos ahora medio abiertamente expresados querer matarse planes parar conjeturas pensar im perder mi vida comenzó cosas insalubres un corte realmente nunca se entiende ahora ayuno pasado semanas ive mantener el ritmo calorías perder peso tomado drásticamente im lbs dramática períodos de tiempo decidido dramático ahora reunión escuela asesoramiento jueves va explicar todo probablemente utilizar post guía ayudar hablar realmente cosa