year half  since last tried kill myselflong story short ive severely suicidal since graduated college  even that im honest constantly inpatient  years recent attempt landed icu three days seizure like brain activity breathing tube shoved throat one worse experiences life really sucks im feeling suicidal again really dont want put family something like again thought past bullshit
year half since last tried kill myselflong story short ive severely suicidal since graduated college even that im honest constantly inpatient years recent attempt landed icu three days seizure like brain activity breathing tube shoved throat one worse experiences life really sucks im feeling suicidal again really dont want put family something like again thought past bullshit
año medio desde la última vez que intentó matarme historia corta y severamente suicida desde la universidad graduada incluso que soy honesto constantemente hospitalizado años recientes intento de aterrizaje ICU tres días convulsiones como actividad cerebral tubo de respiración garganta empujada una peor experiencias la vida realmente chupa mi sentimiento suicida de nuevo realmente no quiero poner a la familia algo como otra vez pensamiento pasado mierda