think killing self everydayi dont want use gun bc idea get one plus know wouldnt able go it mostly fear wouldnt shoot correctly end vegetable state cant take pills bc none strong enough dont want end getting stomach pumped ive considered slitting wrists letting bleed many things online say takes hours itt effective bc many people cut right area people wake feel nauseas lightheaded lot pain wish someone would kill would get diagnosed something will dont want live anymore im afraid it im coward hate myself want die
think killing self everydayi dont want use gun bc idea get one plus know wouldnt able go it mostly fear wouldnt shoot correctly end vegetable state cant take pills bc none strong enough dont want end getting stomach pumped ive considered slitting wrists letting bleed many things online say takes hours itt effective bc many people cut right area people wake feel nauseas lightheaded lot pain wish someone would kill would get diagnosed something will dont want live anymoreim afraidit im coward hate myself wantdie
Creo que matar a uno mismo cada día no quiero usar arma bc idea conseguir uno más saber no podría ir mayormente miedo no disparar correctamente final estado vegetal cant tomar píldoras bc ninguno lo suficientemente fuerte no quiero terminar conseguir estómago bombeado ive considerado cortarse las muñecas dejando sangrar muchas cosas en línea dicen horas itt efectivo bc mucha gente corta zona derecha gente se despierta náuseas dolor mucho mareado desea que alguien mataría le diagnosticarán algo ya no querrá vivir másim miedo im cobarde odio a mí mismo querer