days try positive end regret kill years agoto honest right know stuck ways useless worthless wretch human become unfit dumb dulled irritable mess person every single thing tried make happy succeed days want someone kill disappear use world anyone around me go belong dead grave like future talents skills lost seems destroy annoy ruin things around me ampxb cannot even bring focus mentally job feel worse tired tired utterly worthless useless job home feels like everyone around despises keeps around pathetic pity ampxb days try tell redeem myself future get good something productive deep know lie cannot believe anymore dumb become good anything days play video games watch youtube even work thing keeps bad thoughts walking trying jump building again heck walked work spent minutes almost  minutes car debating whether try jump something quit job ampxb lot time know deal sort even try cope anymore feel tired lost mostly defeated ampxb felt feelings nowhere near bad time get feel accomplished stronger all tired times wished killed earlier least feel like died feeling like human ampxb know bunch incoherent rambling think trying vent either die decline mentally although feel like much real person anymore like dulled psychopathic shell
days try positive end regret kill years agoto honest right know stuck ways useless worthless wretch human become unfit dumb dulled irritable mess person every single thing tried make happy succeed days want someone kill disappear use world anyone around me go belong dead grave like future talents skills lost seems destroy annoy ruin things around me ampxb cannot even bring focus mentally job feel worse tired tired utterly worthless useless job home feels like everyone around despises keeps around pathetic pity ampxb days try tell redeem myself future get good something productive deep know lie cannot believe anymore dumb become good anything days play video games watch youtube even work thing keeps bad thoughts walking trying jump building again heck walked work spent minutes almost minutes car debating whether try jump something quit job ampxb lot time know deal sort even try cope anymore feel tired lost mostly defeated ampxb felt feelings nowhere near bad time get feel accomplished stronger all tired times wished killed earlier least feel like died feeling like human ampxb know bunch incoherent rambling think trying vent either die decline mentally although feel like much real person anymore like dulled psychopathic shell
días tratar de final positivo arrepentimiento matar años haceto honesto derecho saber atascado maneras inútiles inútil miserable humano convertirse en tonto tonto aburrido lío irritable persona cada cosa intenta hacer feliz éxito días querer que alguien matar desaparecer mundo uso cualquiera alrededor de mí ir pertenecen tumba muerta como futuros talentos habilidades perdidos parece destruir fastidio ruina cosas a mi alrededor ampxb ni siquiera puede traer foco trabajo mental se siente peor cansado cansado completamente inútil inútil trabajo casa se siente como todo el mundo alrededor desprecia sigue alrededor patético lástima ampxb días tratar de decir redimirme futuro conseguir algo bueno productivo profundo saber mentira no puede creer más tonto convertirse en bueno nada juegos de vídeo ver youtube incluso trabajo cosas mantiene malos pensamientos caminar tratando de salto construcción de nuevo heck caminado trabajo pasado minutos casi minutos coche debate si tratar de saltar algo dejar de trabajo ampxb mucho tiempo saber trato tipo incluso tratar de hacer frente ya se sienten cansados perdido mayormente derrotado ampxb