im tired paini live life people would envy dont work go school anymore sit around home nothing day problem mind longer feel happiness pain things ive through everyday wake flashbacks horrible things happened me sexual abuse bullied abusive parents brain loves take back make feel everything again like kind sadist know reminding world horrible place need go soon ive tried pills therapy nothing really cures pain knowing hurt living great lives sense power me love best friend cant enjoy time anymore due misery im going feel bad hurt him know needs done end suffering im cleaning little happens planning way wont fail year over thank you
im tired paini live life people would envy dont work go school anymore sit around home nothing day problem mind longer feel happiness pain things ive through everyday wake flashbacks horrible things happened me sexual abuse bullied abusive parents brain loves take back make feel everything again like kind sadist know reminding world horrible place need go soon ive tried pills therapy nothing really cures pain knowing hurt living great lives sense power me love best friend cant enjoy time anymore due misery im going feel bad hurt him know needs done end suffering im cleaning little happens planning way wont fail year over thank you
I cansado dolori vivir la vida la gente envidiaría no trabajar ir a la escuela más sentarse alrededor de casa nada día problema mente más tiempo sentir felicidad dolor cosas live a través de diario despertar flashbacks horrible cosas me pasó abuso sexual abusivo padres cerebro ama volver hacer sentir todo otra vez como amable sádico saber recordar mundo horrible lugar necesidad ir pronto ive probado píldoras terapia nada realmente cura dolor saber vivir grandes vidas sentido poder me amor mejor amigo no puedo disfrutar el tiempo más debido miseria me voy sentir mal daño él sabe necesidades hecho fin sufrimiento im limpieza poco sucede planificación manera no fallar año gracias