know anymore know keep livingi  obese around  lbs give take lbs disability ptsd severe social anxiety absolutely friends family go months years without anyone talk too tried making friends one lasts ghost lead sick mind game theirs cant take loneliness anymore know anymore even tried dating told ugly disgusting worthless told nothing woman wants even told women would want me laughed at mocked at made fun of even catfished couple times know anymore know keep living isolated life style even keep living life isolated live small town like rowena texas  miles away one way nearest town taxi uber lyft town  fast food places super walmart several dentists churches far religious tried going churches get behind even around it dunno anymore maybe best exist anymore
know anymore know keep livingi obese around lbs give take lbs disability ptsd severe social anxiety absolutely friends family go months years without anyone talk too tried making friends one lasts ghost lead sick mind game theirs cant take loneliness anymore know anymore even tried dating told ugly disgusting worthless told nothing woman wants even told women would want me laughed at mocked at made fun of even catfished couple times know anymore know keep living isolated life style even keep living life isolated live small town likerowena texas miles away one way nearest town taxi uber lyft town fast food places super walmart several dentists churches far religious tried going churches get behind even around it dunno anymoremaybe best exist anymore
know more know keep livingi obesos around lbs give take lbs disability ptsd severa ansiedad social absolutamente amigos familia ir meses años sin nadie hablar demasiado tratado hacer amigos uno último fantasma llevar mente enferma juego de ellos cant take soledad más saber más incluso intentó salir con fea desagradable inútil dicho nada mujer quiere incluso le dijo a las mujeres me gustaría reírse de burlarse de incluso catfished par de veces saber más saber seguir viviendo estilo de vida aislado incluso seguir viviendo vida aislada pequeña ciudad littlerowena texas millas de distancia una manera más cercana ciudad taxi uber lyft ciudad comida rápida lugares super walmart varias iglesias religiosas lejos intentaron ir iglesias detrás incluso alrededor de él dunno más tal vez mejor existir más