ive dealing lot problem past years childhood present yearsever since little father died  years old elementary school ive bullied lot speech disorder weight ive repeat kindergarten speech disorder failed rd grade middle school ive developed anxiety never talk anyone speech disorder ive never friends high school year great stepfather died  thats feeling depressed sleep thinking much shit ive through im  done anything life anxiety depression cant get relationship maybe im interested attractive trust people since want use me ive throughout life keep thinking negative stupid thoughts like kill myself run away people keep telling think positive shit work though like putting happy mask forgot it
ive dealing lot problem past years childhood present yearsever since little father died years old elementary school ive bullied lot speech disorder weight ive repeat kindergarten speech disorder failed rd grade middle school ive developed anxiety never talk anyone speech disorder ive never friends high school year great stepfather died thats feeling depressed sleep thinking much shit ive through im done anything life anxiety depression cant get relationship maybe im interested attractive trust people since want use me ive throughout life keep thinking negative stupid thoughts like kill myself run away people keep telling think positive shit work though like putting happy mask forgotit
ive trading lot problem hace años infancia presente años desde que el pequeño padre murió años escuela primaria ive bullied lot trastorno del habla peso ive repetición kindergarten trastorno del habla fracaso tercer grado escuela media ive desarrollado ansiedad nunca hablar a nadie trastorno del habla ive nunca amigos escuela secundaria año gran padrastro murió que se siente deprimido sueño pensando mucho mierda ive a través de im hecho cualquier cosa vida ansiedad depresión puede conseguir relación tal vez estoy interesado confianza atractiva gente ya que quiere utilizarme ive a lo largo de la vida seguir pensando pensamientos negativos estúpidos como matarme huir personas seguir diciendo pensar positivo trabajo mierda aunque como poner feliz máscara olvidados