want explain fucking terrible feel young y female generally mental health struggles since childhood due diagnosed treated severe clinical depression lots trauma variety areas made friends lacking support systems many misdiagnoses variety adults failed getting dream career joining military  know stupid thing sad plans could afford college own starved developed eating disorder still miss  inches per standardsi managed recover that somehow managed sit pandemic kind caring even felt like last bit kindness left gotten apartment spent entire year change quarantine yet angry exhausted hurt literally could end think would mind seen people care about feels almost like final time given quiet goodbye hope figure out ready go ready stop peace once ready want die typing unsure anyone care plans matter enough keep here think maybe hurt parents best friend lost important people demon before tired fighting everyday gets stronger hands shake every morning cry wishing would end laying sword down giving up everything bleeding bones broken alone want fight anymore place before real reason keep going time
want explain fucking terrible feel young y female generally mental health struggles since childhood due diagnosed treated severe clinical depression lots trauma variety areas made friends lacking support systems many misdiagnoses variety adults failed getting dream career joining military know stupid thing sad plans could afford college own starved developed eating disorder still miss inches per standardsi managed recover that somehow managed sit pandemic kind caring even felt like last bit kindness left gotten apartment spent entire year change quarantine yet angry exhausted hurt literally could end think would mind seen people care about feels almost like final time given quiet goodbye hope figure out ready go ready stop peace once ready want die typing unsure anyone care plans matter enough keep here think maybe hurt parents best friend lost important people demon before tired fighting everyday gets stronger hands shake every morning cry wishing would end laying sword down giving up everything bleeding bones broken alone want fight anymore place before real reason keep going time
quiero explicar mierda terrible sentir joven y mujer generalmente problemas de salud mental desde infancia debido a diagnóstico depresión clínica severa lotes trauma variedad áreas hizo amigos que carecen de sistemas de apoyo muchos diagnósticos erróneos variedad adultos fracaso conseguir carrera de sueño unirse militar saber estúpido planes tristes podría permitirse universidad propia hambre desarrollado trastorno alimenticio todavía falta pulgadas por estándarsi logrado recuperar que de alguna manera gestionado sit pandemia tipo cuidado incluso se sintió como último poco amabilidad izquierda apartamento pasado todo el año cambio cuarentena pero enojado dolor agotado literalmente podría terminar pensar que la mente ver la gente se preocupa por se siente casi como última hora dado tranquilo adiós esperanza figura listo ir listo parar paz una vez listo querer morir escribir planes de cuidado importa lo suficiente mantener aquí pensar tal vez lastimado padres mejor amigo perdido importante personas demonio antes cansado lucha diario consigue manos más fuertes temblando cada mañana deseando terminar de poner espada hacia abajo dando todo sangrado huesos rotos solo quiero luchar más lugar antes de razón real seguir adelante tiempo