thinking overdosing escape tremendous stress get school relationshipbecause covid classes conducted online somehow assignment load also increased months literally spend  hours every day work projects really stressing im stuck home couldnt much make matter worse boyfriend currently working overseas  hours difference knows able return due prevailing situation recently feel like emotionally distanced take  days reply wait another day attempted call twice miss company didnt pick call back feel shitty could overbearing communication maybe thats avoiding me loss him dont know take another hit especially one made believe love again exes trashes im feel like messed life really seek want end life overdosing sedatives painless swift however cowardice also makes worry death would affect loved ones really need help
thinking overdosing escape tremendous stress get school relationshipbecause covid classes conducted online somehow assignment load also increased months literally spend hours every day work projects really stressing im stuck home couldnt much make matter worse boyfriend currently working overseas hours difference knows able return due prevailing situation recently feel like emotionally distanced take days reply wait another day attempted call twice miss company didnt pick call back feel shitty could overbearing communication maybe thats avoiding me loss him dont know take another hit especially one made believe love again exes trashes im feel like messed life really seek want end life overdosing sedatives painless swift however cowardice also makes worry death would affect loved ones really need help
pensar sobredosificación escapar de tremendo estrés conseguir relación escolar porque las clases covid conducidas en línea de alguna manera la carga de asignación también aumentó meses literalmente pasan horas cada día proyectos de trabajo realmente estresantes im atascada casa no podía hacer mucho peor novio actualmente trabajando en el extranjero la diferencia sabe capaz volver debido a la situación dominante recientemente se siente emocionalmente distanciado tomar días respuesta esperar otro día intento de llamada dos veces falta empresa no recoger llamada volver sentir mierda podría sobredosificar comunicación tal vez eso evita me pérdida él no sabe tomar otro golpe especialmente uno hecho creer amor otra vez exes basuras im se siente como vida desordenada realmente buscar fin de la vida sedantes sin dolor sin embargo cobardía también hace preocupación muerte afectar a los seres queridos realmente necesitan ayuda