wish good daysive always persistent suicidal thoughts ten fifteen years weeks feel somewhat normal might passing thought times day days occurs every second sleep try silence it ive found taking cold showers day silence everything brief moments working helps times too always helps keep mind quiet live alone rely everything really live anyone else im deathly allergic pets fur companions several oversized plushies feel calm lying floor hugging them good days bad days feel good free feel like god himself days wish someone would kick door end quickly stay away people since im afraid may accidentally hurt someone days overconfidence days self hatred wish could good days bad
wish good daysive always persistent suicidal thoughts ten fifteen years weeks feel somewhat normal might passing thought times day days occurs every second sleep try silence it ive found taking cold showers day silence everything brief moments working helps times too always helps keep mind quiet live alone rely everything really live anyone else im deathly allergic pets fur companions several oversized plushies feel calm lying floor hugging them good days bad days feel good free feel like god himselfdays wish someone would kick door end quickly stay away people since im afraid may accidentally hurt someone days overconfidence days self hatred wish could good days bad
deseo buen día siempre pensamientos suicidas persistentes diez quince años semanas se sienten algo normal puede pasar pensamiento veces día días ocurre cada segundo sueño intentar silencio que se encuentra tomando duchas frías día silencio todo breves momentos de trabajo ayuda tiempos también siempre ayuda a mantener la mente tranquila vivir solo confiar en todo realmente vivir cualquier persona im mortíferamente alérgico mascotas compañeros de piel varios felpa sobredimensionado sentir calma tumba piso abrazarlos buenos días malos días sentirse bien libre sentir como dios mismodías deseo que alguien patearía la puerta terminar rápidamente mantenerse alejado personas ya que im miedo puede dañar accidentalmente a alguien días sobreconfianza deseo de sí mismo podría buenos días malos