cant forgive something heinous teenager cant stop thinking bad awful ami dont know start even start really struggling past weeks moment feels life difficult times anything dont know do brain keeps fixating event late teen years think  im worried means life whether im worthy alive moment stupidity encouraged family dog lick there didnt last long couple seconds maybe dont know  fact capable thinking split second thats ok even option mortifies me terrified makes monster akin people abuse molest take advantage weak innocent  makes feel though dont deserve live redflag constantly rattled around head release hate ruined life story never look back fondly past self capable thing mortifies me wish could take back really do worry ill never find love feel dont deserve worry never able enjoy sex time anything enjoyable related sex partner reminded worst action plays constantly head ruins everything feel guilty ashamed want stop thinking end all need know horrible compared rest humanity want know horrible awful disgusting was feel trapped horror story making  every second feels like skin fire want die know go living knowing im monster cant believe this dont want beleive
cant forgive something heinous teenager cant stop thinking bad awful ami dont know start even start really struggling past weeks moment feels life difficult times anything dont know do brain keeps fixating event late teen years think im worried means life whether im worthy alive moment stupidity encouraged family dog lick there didnt last long couple seconds maybe dont know fact capable thinking split second thats ok even option mortifies me terrified makes monster akin people abuse molest take advantage weak innocent makes feel though dont deserve live redflag constantly rattled around head release hate ruined life story never look back fondly past self capable thing mortifies me wish could take back really do worry ill never find love feel dont deserve worry never able enjoy sex time anything enjoyable related sex partner reminded worst action plays constantly head ruins everything feel guilty ashamed want stop thinking end all need know horrible compared rest humanity want know horrible awful disgusting was feel trapped horror story making every second feels like skin fire want die know go living knowing im monster cant believe this dont want beleive
No puedo perdonar algo terrible adolescente no puedo dejar de pensar mal horrible ami no sé empezar incluso empezar realmente luchando semanas pasadas momento se siente la vida momentos difíciles nada no saber hacer cerebro sigue fijando evento tarde adolescente años piensa im preocupado significa vida si im digno momento vivo estúpido animado perro familia lame allí no duró largo par de segundos tal vez no sé hecho capaz pensar split segundo ques ok incluso opción me mortifica aterroriza hace monstruo akin gente abusador abusador tomar ventaja débil inocente hace sentir aunque dont merece vivir rojo flag constantemente sacudido alrededor cabeza liberación odio arruinado vida historia nunca mirar atrás pasado amor capaz cosa mortifica me podría recuperar realmente preocuparse mal nunca encontrar amor sentir mal nunca encontrar amor no merece preocupación nunca capaz disfrutar sexo tiempo algo agradable pareja sexual relacionada recordar peor acción juega constantemente cabeza ruinas todo sentirse culpable vergüenza querer dejar de pensar final todos necesitan horrible comparado descanso la humanidad quiere saber horrible horrible desagradable fue sentirse atrapado historia de terror hacer cada segundo se siente como piel fuego quiere morir saber ir a vivir sabiendo im monstruo no puedo creer esto no quiero beleive