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im close giving upwhen im friends feel nothing im family feel nothing im something used enjoy feel nothing realized little care friends give shit me give shit themim hardly even close reason talk im desperate talk someone even connect real way love family realize much caremebut still feel nothing single good day year day ended felt mind that good day ive realized little person inside really unless express people meaningful way ive realized much shy anxious silent really life cant connect people cant make people like you cant someone ever really know you utter piece dirt inside hey funny impressionable people like you even trying cynical accepted anxiety bars life want throwing towel care anymore romantasize everything life wanting great perfect life never put work get worst part is get lowest point want everything change improve life let things go back shitty normal cant take anymore
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