ones fault wanted artisthello redflag watch  years old still living home moved previously lasted couple years afford it feel like life chosen blessing curse days plagued depression enjoy playing music painting working house painter past five years faced reality able follow dreams would like ive trying little money picking jobs scarily produce enough art work sell also learn lot covers play make money know im shooting foot genuinely want make something call own younger felt potentialwork ethic someone never hit stride feel like becoming loser despite efforts many friends really know make friends school long im practically unemployed every time think applying one im held back thoughts little social skills also adds sense shame never create without thinking real job adds guilt consider workingartmusic physical means paycheck really bad episode months ago make get bed currently write someone drifting grow older realize world view getting limited cant seem leave childlike perspective
ones fault wanted artisthello redflag watch years old still living home moved previously lasted couple years afford it feel like life chosen blessing curse days plagued depression enjoy playing music painting working house painter past five years faced reality able follow dreams would like ive trying little money picking jobs scarily produce enough art work sell also learn lot covers play make money know im shooting foot genuinely want make something call own younger felt potentialwork ethic someone never hit stride feel like becoming loser despite efforts many friends really know make friends school longim practically unemployed every time think applying one im held back thoughts little social skills also adds sense shame never create without thinking real job adds guilt consider workingartmusic physical means paycheck really bad episode months ago make get bed currently write someone drifting grow older realize world view getting limited cant seem leave childlike perspective
unas fallas buscado artisthello reloj de bandera roja años de edad todavía viviendo en casa mudada anteriormente duró un par de años permitirse sentir como la vida elegida bendición maldición días plagada depresión disfrutar de la música pintura trabajo pintor casa pasado cinco años enfrentado realidad capaz de seguir sueños como ive intentar poco dinero recoger trabajos escalofriantemente producir suficiente trabajo arte vender también aprender mucho juegos portadas hacer dinero saber Im tiro pie realmente quieren hacer algo llamar propio sentido más joven potencialwork ética alguien nunca llegó a zancar se siente como convertirse en perdedor a pesar de los esfuerzos muchos amigos realmente saben hacer amigos escuela largo tiempo prácticamente desempleado cada vez que pienso aplicar un im retardo pensamientos poco habilidades sociales también añade sentido vergüenza nunca crear sin pensar trabajo real añade culpa considerar trabajoarte música física medios de pago hacer llegar cama episodio hace meses actualmente escribir alguien a la deriva envejecer realizar visión del mundo conseguir limitado no parece dejar perspectiva infantil