cant stop crying want overi  depressed long remember getting worse last days find randomaly breaking crying alot redflag mind time isnt new thought years thinking more friends ever friends ever online grown real lives arnt computer anymore completely alone now used dog gave sense companionship gone cant get another one asexual virgin never date life never since interested men women live mother dont get along basically share interests ever ever talks tell something gets drunk yell me happens quite bit nothing far career prospects go education besides high school severe test anxiety tried take emr emergency medical responder studied well day day classes got mid term sorts froze flunked wasting  feel alone cant stop crying want pain end dont feel like ever change hear bs dont see how pain years death would relief feel deserve
cant stop crying want overi depressed long remember getting worse last days find randomaly breaking crying alot redflag mind time isnt new thought years thinking more friends ever friends ever online grown real lives arnt computer anymore completely alone now used dog gave sense companionship gone cant get another one asexual virgin never date life never since interested men women live mother dont get along basically share interests ever ever talks tell something gets drunk yell me happens quite bit nothing far career prospects go education besides high school severe test anxiety tried take emr emergency medical responder studied well day day classes got mid term sorts froze flunked wasting feel alone cant stop crying want pain end dont feel like ever change hear bs dont see how pain years death would relief feel deserve
No puedo dejar de llorar quiero overi deprimido largo recordar cada vez peor últimos días encontrar al azar romper llorando alot redflag mente tiempo ist nuevo pensamiento años pensando más amigos siempre en línea adultos vidas reales arnt ordenador ya completamente solo ahora perro usado dio sentido compañerismo ido no puede conseguir otro asexual virgen nunca salir vida nunca puesto que los hombres interesados mujeres viven madre no se llevan bien básicamente compartir intereses siempre hablar decir algo se emborracha gritar me pasa bastante nada lejos perspectivas de carrera va educación además de la escuela secundaria severo examen ansiedad probado tomar emr emergencia respondedor médico estudió bien clases de día medio plazo se congeló dispersión se siente solo no puede dejar de llorar quiero dolor extremo no se siente como siempre cambio escuchar bs no ver cómo dolor años la muerte se siente merece alivio