know anymorei know im going die young funny thing used love idea young hated thought growing old want nothing live long want experience life visit amazing places amazing things know thats going happen im going die young theres nothing it im  body feels like old woman ive enough horrible events fill lifetime many days want end all wheather die naturally redflag know able look back say life one worth living way honestly dont even know im still alive right now maybe fear unknown idea whats going happen die maybe ill go somewhere stay eternity maybe disappear maybe soul go like candle light maybe christians right go hell killing myself doesnt really matter since im pretty sure im already hell maybe punishment something maybe something horrible personal form hell maybe deserve this guess none matter die eventually hope quick hope doesnt happen messed way like murdered even though surprised someone want kill me im exactly good person friends family tell am know im not know truth know deserve happiness even im selfish enough want anyway sometimes im upset ask god kill me cant bring it ask me people cared me maybe could go without worry would happen them because honest ive wanted die really long time everytime im end it think people miss me cant go it really want fucking die cant remember last time even slightly happy feels like dream cant had goal cant reached cant ever happy live know watching movie day girls family abusing her met guy saved suddenly fine think lot mostly load shit usually isnt prince save things get bad make many movies anyway prince struggling getting called names everyday mother sobbing shower time would leave alone time could feel extent happening screamed showed emotion made scar arm people stare ask questions about diagnosed one worst mental illnesses have needed him nowhere thing prince charming nobody save you save yourself die trying sounds glum true sadly true ten days im supposed kill myself remembered set day calendar basically im supposed kill unless actually magically feel want live havent really felt long time im probably going it dont worry me honestly dont think anything save point im actually kinda glad maybe finally rest maybe feel pain anymore
know anymorei know im going die young funny thing used love idea young hated thought growing old want nothing live long want experience life visit amazing places amazing things know thats going happen im going die young theres nothing it im body feels like old woman ive enough horrible events fill lifetime many days want end all wheather die naturally redflag know able look back say life one worth living way honestly dont even know im still alive right now maybe fear unknown idea whats going happen die maybe ill go somewhere stay eternity maybe disappear maybe soul go like candle light maybe christians right go hell killing myself doesnt really matter since im pretty sure im already hell maybe punishment something maybe something horrible personal form hell maybe deserve this guess none matter die eventually hope quick hope doesnt happen messed way like murdered even though surprised someone want kill me im exactly good person friends family tell am knowim not know truth know deserve happiness even im selfish enough want anyway sometimes im upset ask god kill me cant bring it ask me people cared me maybe could go without worry would happen them because honest ive wanted die really long time everytime im endit think people miss me cant go it really want fucking die cant remember last time even slightly happy feels like dream cant had goal cant reached cant ever happy live knowwatching movie day girls family abusing her met guy saved suddenly fine think lot mostly load shit usually isnt prince save things get bad make many movies anyway prince struggling getting called names everyday mother sobbing shower time would leave alone time could feel extent happening screamed showed emotion made scar arm people stare ask questions about diagnosed one worst mental illnesses have needed him nowhere thing prince charming nobody save you save yourself die trying sounds glum true sadly true ten days im supposed kill myself remembered set day calendar basically im supposed kill unless actually magically feel want live havent really felt long time im probably going it dont worry me honestly dont think anything save pointim actually kinda glad maybe finally rest maybe feel pain anymore
know olteri know im going die joven cosa divertida usado idea de amor joven pensamiento odiado envejecer querer nada vivir largo querer vivir la vida visitar lugares increíbles cosas increíbles saber que va a pasar im go going die joven no hay nada que el cuerpo se siente como la vieja mujer ive suficientes eventos horribles llenar vida muchos días quieren terminar todo trigo morir naturalmente flag rojo saber capaz mirar atrás decir vida uno vale la pena vivir honestamente ni siquiera sé todavía vivo en este momento tal vez miedo idea desconocida lo que va a pasar morir tal vez mal ir en algún lugar estancia eternidad tal vez desaparecer tal vez alma ir como vela luz tal vez cristianos derecho infierno matarme a mí mismo no importa realmente ya im bastante seguro ya infierno castigo algo tal vez algo horrible forma personal infierno tal vez merece esta suposición ninguno importa morir eventualmente esperanza rápida no sucede mal camino como asesinado incluso aunque sorprendido alguien quiere matarme im exactamente buena persona amigos familia decir am knowim no saber verdad merece felicidad incluso im egoísta bastante querer