know why felt compelled share anecdote todayperhaps belong here ill probably delete post alcohol benzodiazepines wear offbefore pick bottle face struggle another  hours however thought would share moment life suppose true relief feels like number months ago working longtime friend mine owned small business hired work me road day talking felt convinced take day visit large city far liveone largest america walking street massive city hundreds thousands people still felt completely alone much always do then single young woman morning run passed us met eyes mine short couple seconds one deepest conversations ever hadbut words ever spoken ive gotten proficient putting mask on ive become master showing others expect see instead real moment though let see unguarded self decades internal pain torment tears hurt buried long reasoni felt understoodlike seconds okay never talked it im sure remember young man day still gives peace able think back moment know ill never another like it id like think last conscious breath im able see kind understanding eyes looking back minds eye able to perhaps others young woman day sometimes simple moments like mean troubled us
know why felt compelled share anecdote todayperhaps belong here ill probably delete post alcohol benzodiazepines wear offbefore pick bottle face struggle another hours however thought would share moment life suppose true relief feels like number months ago working longtime friend mine owned small business hired work me road day talking felt convinced take day visit large city far liveone largest america walking street massive cityhundreds thousands people still felt completely alone much always do then single young woman morning run passed us met eyes mine short couple seconds one deepest conversations ever hadbut words ever spoken ive gotten proficient putting mask on ive become master showing others expect see instead real moment though let see unguarded self decades internal pain torment tears hurt buried long reasoni felt understoodlike secondsokay never talked itim sure remember young man day still gives peace able think back moment know ill never another like itid like think last conscious breath im able see kind understanding eyes looking back minds eye able to perhaps others young woman day sometimes simple moments like mean troubled us
¿Sabes por qué se sintió obligado compartir anécdota hoy tal vez pertenecen aquí mal probablemente eliminar post alcohol benzodiacepinas desgaste antes de recoger botella lucha cara otra horas sin embargo pensamiento compartir momento la vida supone verdadero alivio se siente como número meses hace trabajar mucho tiempo amigo mío propiedad pequeña empresa contratada trabajo me carretera día hablar se sintió convencido visitar gran ciudad lejos vivouno más grande walking street masiva ciudad cientos miles de personas todavía se sentían completamente solos mucho siempre hace entonces solo joven correr por la mañana pasó nos encontró ojos corto par de segundos una conversación más profunda nunca había pero las palabras nunca hablado ive conseguido hábil poner máscara en ive convertirse en maestro mostrar otros esperan ver en lugar real momento aunque vamos a ver desprotegido sí mismo décadas dolor interno tormento lágrimas dolor enterrado larga razón se sentía entendido como segundosokay nunca lo habló seguro recuerdo joven día todavía da la paz capaz pensar momento volver sabe mal nunca otro como itid como pensar último aliento consciente im capaz ver ojos amables ojos miradas espalda ojos capaces de tal vez otras jóvenes mujeres día a veces simples momentos como nos molestan