time goive wanting end life two years thought talking people would help thought thingd would get better dont nobody cares people worst right complain apparently go see therapist destroy family somehow maybe im selfish asshole all life important matter shit decent life people told care care much anything help me care much ignore need most maybe im expecting much maybe reason lied me still understand would that ended courage to them worst even courage im coward wish strength it need get fact alone forever meant be realized  years existence maybe knew could done something
time goive wanting end life two years thought talking people would help thought thingd would get better dont nobody cares people worst right complain apparently go see therapist destroy family somehow maybe im selfish asshole all life important matter shit decent life people told care care much anything help me care much ignore need most maybe im expecting much maybe reason lied me still understand would that ended courage to them worst even courageim coward wish strength it need get fact alone forever meant be realized years existence maybe knew could done something
tiempo goive queriendo terminar la vida dos años pensó que hablar gente ayudaría a pensar que thingd conseguiría mejor no a nadie le importa la gente peor derecho quejarse aparentemente ir ver terapeuta destruir familia de alguna manera tal vez im egoísta idiota toda la vida materia importante mierda vida decente la gente le dijo cuidado mucho cuidado mucho me importa mucho ignoro necesidad más tal vez im esperando mucho quizás razón me mintió todavía entender si eso terminó valor para ellos peor incluso cobardía deseo fuerza que necesita hacerse realidad solo significa ser realizado años existencia tal vez sabía podría hacer algo