im lonely unsure fix it kind turned rant lonely since early high school found near impossible make friends escaped problem thinking ever playing videogames night sleeping school literally parents even got cool pillow fit pocket existential crisis deleted games computer set conquer shyness worked longer shy however shyness problem simply idea interact people took approach towards solving problem every problem ive ever had looked internet unfortunately unable find much useful data online almost information make girls magically attracted without exercise  easy steps  time could find databases conversations showing pick friends would much useful casual sex im junior college now got two year codependent relationship idea establish emotional intimacy outside romantic relationship maintain small talk decent period time come across awkward imagine post sounds usually communicate directly thoughts acquaintances get drunk hang occasionally one really caring close friend saw crying looking me one close friend used love fear still is making irresponsible seek support spend days trying distract logic puzzles music alcohol drugs hang people know like they dislike me nice people indifferent sitting room alone depressing im failing school motivation see piece paper allows get job want make happy counseling utterly useless tell problems tells im depressed take drugs barely outperform placebo arguably due bias studies reported use inert placebos friday must decide whether energy pass finals friday last day take medical leave much hope future idea make friends lonely im beginning believe perhaps lack skills unchangeable part personality keeps isolated one make friends asked question people always get answers involving things understand do go talk people how join club did club activities people incredibly impressed ability listen talk invited social circle interested math technology climbing things mixed martial arts building things find anything interesting hard activity compete sitting room crying p always exceptionally good math perfect math scores math team performance certainly reason able get good university despite putting almost effort classes high school ability get math classes without homework studying hours tests reason yet failed out feel like might happy life could somehow use gift benefit people suffering try think situation would make happy position help many people irreplaceable seems one justify existence feel emotionally immature age im ready graduate take life want curl ball cry im lonely wish friends im exactly sure im posting this feels good so anyone similar position learned interact people would appreciate advice feel like need know offer advice please ask would willing help via chat would appreciate too
im lonely unsure fix it kind turned rant lonely since early high school found near impossible make friends escaped problem thinking ever playing videogames night sleeping school literally parents even got cool pillow fit pocket existential crisis deleted games computer set conquer shyness worked longer shy however shyness problem simply idea interact people took approach towards solving problem every problem ive ever had looked internet unfortunately unable find much useful data online almost information make girls magically attracted without exercise easy steps time could find databases conversations showing pick friends would much useful casual sex im junior college now got two year codependent relationship idea establish emotional intimacy outside romantic relationship maintain small talk decent period time come across awkward imagine post sounds usually communicate directly thoughts acquaintances get drunk hang occasionally one really caring close friend saw crying looking me one close friend used love fear still is making irresponsible seek support spend days trying distract logic puzzles music alcohol drugs hang people know like they dislike me nice people indifferent sitting room alone depressing im failing school motivation see piece paper allows get job want make happy counseling utterly useless tell problems tells im depressed take drugs barely outperform placebo arguably due bias studies reported use inert placebos friday must decide whether energy pass finals friday last day take medical leave much hope future idea make friends lonely im beginning believe perhaps lack skills unchangeable part personality keeps isolated one make friends asked question people always get answers involving things understand do go talk people how join club did club activities people incredibly impressed ability listen talk invited social circle interested math technology climbing things mixed martial arts building things find anything interesting hard activity compete sitting room crying p always exceptionally good math perfect math scores math team performance certainly reason able get good university despite putting almost effort classes high school ability get math classes without homework studying hours tests reason yet failed out feel like might happy life could somehow use gift benefit people suffering try think situation would make happy position help many people irreplaceable seems one justify existence feel emotionally immature age im ready graduate take life want curl ball cry im lonely wish friends im exactly sure im posting this feels good so anyone similar position learned interact people would appreciate advice feel like need know offer advice please ask would willing help via chat would appreciate too
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