battle insidei cut yesterday talked hospital full threatening unfriendly females manipulative little girl inside put happy face explained huge misunderstanding blood pressure high due anxiety didnt like put treated looked none full judgment full disdain full everything someone mental illness despises treated differently locked rooms chairs curtains security guess softer gentler psych wards treating like illness like caged animal needs tamed smiled nodded answered questions correctly politely thoughts violence swirled head yet never came mouth would thought well put together person could dark inside yet come across well spoken joke laugh nurses doesnt meet criteria heard say yes yes know respond okay misunderstanding one really knows meaning periodic suicidal ideation give papers walked doors ubered way home took valium sliced leg pain valium kicked brain shut fuck peaceful silence warmth blood dripping leg medication hit solace shortlived even  hours later back vengeance hurt hang die die die dont deserve live children deserve way better mother dont die dont traumatize deserve much better one wants deal talk return calls messages pay people listen pay people care well least broken things left behind broke broken hearts broken dreams broken little girl could much stronger everyone criticizes everyone talks dislike someday someday going win going die
battle insidei cut yesterday talked hospital full threatening unfriendly females manipulative little girl inside put happy face explained huge misunderstanding blood pressure high due anxiety didnt like put treated looked none full judgment full disdain full everything someone mental illness despises treated differently locked rooms chairs curtains security guess softer gentler psych wards treating like illness like caged animal needs tamed smiled nodded answered questions correctly politely thoughts violence swirled head yet never came mouth would thought well put together person could dark inside yet come across well spoken joke laugh nurses doesnt meet criteria heard say yes yes know respond okay misunderstanding one really knows meaning periodic suicidal ideation give papers walked doors ubered way home took valium sliced leg pain valium kicked brain shut fuck peaceful silence warmth blood dripping leg medication hit solace shortlived even hours later back vengeance hurt hang die die die dont deserve live children deserve way better mother dont die dont traumatize deserve much better one wants deal talk return calls messages pay people listen pay people care well least broken things left behind broke broken hearts broken dreams broken little girl could much stronger everyone criticizes everyone talks dislike someday someday going win going die
batalla initii corte ayer habló de hospital amenazando a las hembras antiamistosas manipuladora niña en el interior puso cara feliz explicó enorme malentendido presión arterial alta debido a la ansiedad no como puesto tratado parecía ninguno juicio completo completo desdén completo de todo