im strugglinghi im spain im  know many kinda feel think time almost over ive always sad dark person even little extemely sensitive emotional im good hiding feelings emotions  lost mother cancer person entire life understood loved me still today devastated move moms family started drinking smoking heavily couple years later got relationship current girlfriend everything seemed nice could believe it could see mother sounds kinda wierd know way talked way took care loved me on girlfriend mental problem borderline personality disorder embraced beginning helped much could one had moved back town lives quit studying help her point didnt even money eat still stood side took dinner to cinema try make happy turns out cheated me last summer older guy  ambulance driver used go teraphy with could believe it left him knew guy money new car devastated day am cope pain insecurity nothing harmed feel something hurt end all attempted redflag  times before btw still relationship her feel free ask anything thank edit story way way deeper written
im strugglinghi im spainim know many kinda feel think time almost over ive always sad dark person even little extemely sensitive emotionalim good hiding feelings emotions lost mother cancer person entire life understood loved me still today devastated move moms family started drinking smoking heavily couple years later got relationship current girlfriend everything seemed nice could believe it could see mother sounds kinda wierd know way talked way took care loved me on girlfriend mental problem borderline personality disorder embraced beginning helped much could one had moved back town lives quit studying help her point didnt even money eat still stood side took dinner to cinema try make happy turns out cheated me last summer older guy ambulance driver used go teraphy with could believe it left him knew guy money new car devastated day am cope pain insecurity nothing harmed feel something hurt end all attempted redflag times before btw still relationship her feel free ask anything thank edit story way way deeper written
Im forcejeohi im spainim saber muchos tipo de sentir tiempo casi sobre ive siempre triste persona oscura incluso poco emocionalmente sensible bien ocultar emociones perdidas madre cáncer persona entera vida entendida me amaba todavía hoy devastada mudanza mamás familia comenzó a beber fumando pesadamente pareja años más tarde consiguió relación novia actual todo parecía agradable podía creer que podía ver madre sonidos un poco wierd saber manera hablado manera me tomó cuidado en novia problema mental límite trastorno de la personalidad abrazada principio ayudó mucho podría uno había vuelto a vivir en la ciudad dejó de estudiar ayuda ni siquiera dinero comer todavía se mantuvo de lado cena para cine tratar de hacer feliz resultas me engañó el verano pasado viejo chico ambulancia conductor utilizado teraphy con podría creer que le dejó sabía chico dinero nuevo coche devastado día estoy frente dolor inseguridad nada se siente herido final todo intento Redflag veces antes btw todavía relación se siente libre preguntar cualquier cosa gracias historia edición manera más profunda escrito