shoulda done ittwo weeks ago today planned out wrote note told best friend nice things say her even tried contact ex boyfriend tell hes entirely responsible death around am everything set up gonna hang necktie closet partial suspension hanging put neck loop pushed down felt spooking tighten around neck began feel light headed began pass out it tellyou why reached undid knot around neck psychiatrists ive seen my parents found sent hospital ive ever since told really want die thats total bullshit ive never wanted anything die maybe way cat meowing me scared someone saving me maybe instincts anyways getting tothe point this ive spent every day since regretting choice going it ive miserable thought death since longer stay alive want be made harder alone whole redflag thing write new note since therapist yelled gave mine read truth is nothing changed two weeks ago now except maybe reaffirming choice end everything anyway guess im venting whatever shit still sucks sorry spelling errors im writing ipod
shoulda done ittwo weeks ago today planned out wrote note told best friend nice things say her even tried contact ex boyfriend tell hes entirely responsible death around am everything set up gonna hang necktie closet partial suspension hanging put neck loop pushed down felt spooking tighten around neck began feel light headed began pass out it tellyou why reached undid knot around neck psychiatrists ive seen my parents found sent hospital ive ever since told really want die thats total bullshit ive never wanted anything die maybe way cat meowing me scared someone saving me maybe instincts anyways getting tothe point this ive spent every day since regretting choice going it ive miserable thought death since longer stay alive want be made harder alone whole redflag thing write new note since therapist yelled gave mine read truth is nothing changed two weeks ago now except maybe reaffirming choice end everything anyway guess im venting whatever shit still sucks sorry spelling errors im writing ipod
Debió haberlo hecho hace dos semanas, hoy planeó escribir una nota le dijo a su mejor amigo cosas agradables decir su incluso intentado contacto ex novio le dicen que es totalmente responsable muerte alrededor de mí todo va a colgar corbata armario suspensión parcial colgante puesto cuello bucle empujado hacia abajo sentir miedo apretarse alrededor de cuello comenzó sentir luz cabeza comenzó a pasar te dicen por qué alcanzó nudo undid alrededor cuello psiquiatras i vies mis padres encontraron enviado hospital ive desde entonces dijeron realmente quieren morir que es total mierda ive nunca quería nada morir tal vez manera gato me dio miedo alguien salvarme tal vez instintos de todos modos llegar al punto este ive pasó todos los días desde que lamenta la elección va a ive miserable pensamiento muerte ya que más tiempo permanecer vivo quiere ser más difícil entero Redflag cosa escribir nueva nota desde terapeuta gritado dio a mí leer la verdad es nada cambió hace dos semanas ahora excepto tal vez reafirmando elección final todo de todos modos adivinar im venting cualquier mierda todavía chupar pena errores de ortografía im escritura ipod im