gave ol college try lifes meive trying really have want things stopped thinking negatively telling everythings fine bad im bouncing back anymore every day im closer it chipping away me feel im irrational im depressed want life chose hard path want anymore chose it brought myself many days stretched ahead me nothing look forward to plenty shitty memories look back on keep night punctuate thoughts throughout day repress say im good good things feel might want know never happen try hold ahead me like donkey carrot im even convinced things would fix anymore ive trying distract myself patch emptiness working fact failed effort making worse faking til make working making fake think every day multiple times day usually plan question ability carry out logistically could press button done would stellar im baby cant stand pain complicates things need help another human alive answers im irrational theres rational reason live want to genuinely tried already mean anything unhappy justified mean mental problem depressed dont least tonne htps like candy nothing  looks like brain chemicals  fine maybe circumstantial circumstances changing time soon think push next several years outcome guaranteed even sure thing change mind anymore really want it ive trying years working decide today waiting years reasonable no death comes everyone grand scheme things shaving yr really change understand people suicidal know theyre going die eventually enjoy journey not thats reason living understandable want to  people care im gone regret thats case enough keep anymore im sitting around waiting things get better years surely thats representative timeframe needed get chest suppose someone tell ive made huge glaring errors
gave ol college try lifes meive trying really have want things stopped thinking negatively telling everythingsfine bad im bouncing back anymore every day im closer it chipping away me feel im irrational im depressed want life chose hard path want anymore chose it brought myself many days stretched ahead me nothing look forward to plenty shitty memories look back on keep night punctuate thoughts throughout day repress say im good good things feel might want know never happen try hold ahead me like donkey carrot im even convinced things would fix anymore ive trying distract myself patch emptiness working fact failed effort making worse faking til make working making fake think every day multiple times day usually plan question ability carry out logistically could press button done would stellar im baby cant stand pain complicates things need help another human alive answers im irrational theres rational reason live want to genuinely tried already mean anything unhappy justified mean mental problem depressed dont least tonne htps like candy nothing looks like brain chemicals fine maybe circumstantial circumstances changing time soon think push next several years outcome guaranteed even sure thing change mind anymore really want it ive trying years working decide today waiting years reasonable no death comes everyone grand scheme things shaving yr really change understand people suicidal know theyre going die eventually enjoy journey not thats reason living understandable want to people care im gone regret thats case enough keep anymore im sitting around waiting things get better years surely thats representative timeframe needed get chest suppose someone tell ive made huge glaring errors
le dio a la universidad probar vidas meive tratando realmente han querido que las cosas dejen de pensar negativamente diciendo todo está bien mal