almost feels worse dont reason feel suicidalim college work friends family girlfriend reason want die jesus christ think sometimes obsess past know brain feel like fucking terrible person waste drain people around me fact theres external cause feeling makes feel much helpless went long time thinking everyone went periods think killing  one time close friend confided death someone knew first time life thought would like without the friend around hit isnt normal think way fucking time ugh wish would happy want dead
almost feels worse dont reason feel suicidalim college work friends family girlfriend reason want die jesus christ think sometimes obsess past know brain feel like fucking terrible person waste drain people around me fact theres external cause feeling makes feel much helpless went long time thinking everyone went periods think killing one time close friend confided death someone knew first time life thought would like without the friend around hit isnt normal think way fucking time ugh wish would happy want dead
casi se siente peor no la razón se siente suicidaim trabajo universitario amigos familia novia razón quieren morir Jesús Cristo creo que a veces obsesiones pasado saber cerebro se siente como mierda persona terrible desperdicio personas a mi alrededor hecho Theres externo causa sensación hace sentir mucho desamparado se fue mucho tiempo pensando que todo el mundo fue períodos pensar matar una vez amigo cercano confió la muerte alguien sabía la primera vez que la vida pensaría como sin el amigo alrededor golpe no es normal pensar la manera de mierda tiempo ugh deseo sería feliz querer muerto