keep praying deathi keep praying death every night wake curse every morning always think would rather die live long remember last days ive feeling much severely tried kill  nights ago overdosing pills passed could take enough woke screaming failing finished nightly workout used make feel better normally feel normal think much want ive told family tried commit redflag one said anything act like say it im seriously considering something illegal go jail get away really cant stand anymore im sure one times fail one night ill get idea work hope tonight
keep praying deathi keep praying death every night wake curse every morning always think would rather die live long remember last days ive feeling much severely tried kill nights ago overdosing pills passed could take enough woke screaming failing finished nightly workout used make feel better normally feel normal think much want ive told family tried commit redflag one said anything act like say it im seriously considering something illegal go jail get away really cant stand anymore im sure one times fail one night ill get idea work hope tonight
seguir orando muerte seguir orando muerte cada noche despertar maldición cada mañana siempre pensar que preferiría morir vivo largo recordar los días pasados ive sentimiento mucho severamente intentado matar noches hace píldoras pasadas dosis excesivas podría tomar suficiente despertar gritando fracasos terminados entrenamiento nocturno utilizado hacer sentir mejor normalmente sentir normal pensar mucho deseo ive le dijo a la familia tratado de cometer bandera roja uno dijo cualquier acto como decir que en serio, considerando algo ilegal ir a la cárcel escaparse realmente no puedo estar más seguro de que una vez fallar una noche mal tener idea trabajo esperanza esta noche