uh heyso ive feeling really lately even tho dont much feel about wish wasnt alive googling things redflag found post reddit group saying theres tons supportive people decided make account vent here maybe help idk uh im  dont really much complain about life fine rn amazing parents amazing friends amazing girlfriend feel depressed anxious dont know do wish wasnt alive rn think need meds changed maybe upped seasonal depression setting in girlfriend coming see tomorrow nd time see eachother irl first time went see thats asked gf im scared seeing again realized im ugly gross transgender hates im scared idk dont even know gonna coming town dont think knows fucked am every day past weeks ive thinking would happen died rn would it want pain stop wish could sleep weeks everything okay again dont know else im supposed say point feel empty nothing makes happy anymore wish wasnt alive
uh heyso ive feeling really lately even tho dont much feel about wish wasnt alive googling things redflag found post reddit group saying theres tons supportive people decided make account vent here maybe help idk uh im dont really much complain about life fine rn amazing parents amazing friends amazing girlfriend feel depressed anxious dont know do wish wasnt alive rn think need meds changed maybe upped seasonal depression setting in girlfriend coming see tomorrow nd time see eachother irl first time went see thats asked gfim scared seeing again realized im ugly gross transgender hates im scared idk dont even know gonna coming town dont think knows fucked am every day past weeks ive thinking would happen died rn would it want pain stop wish could sleep weeks everythingokay again dont know else im supposed say point feel empty nothing makes happy anymore wish wasnt alive
eh heyso ive sentimiento realmente últimamente incluso tho dont mucho sentir sobre el deseo no estaba vivo googleando cosas Redflag encontrado grupo post reddit diciendo theres toneladas personas de apoyo decidieron hacer la cuenta de ventilación aquí tal vez ayudar idk uh im no mucho quejarse de la vida buena rn increíble padres asombrosos amigos increíble novia se siente deprimido ansioso no sé deseo wast vivo rn pensar necesidad medicamentos cambio tal vez upped estación depresión ajuste en novia venir ver mañana y vez ver cada uno otra irl primera vez fue ver que se preguntó gfim miedo ver de nuevo se dio cuenta im feo gross transgénero odios im miedo idk ni siquiera saber va a venir ciudad no creo que sabe follada am cada día semanas ive pensar que pasaría muerto rn si quiere dolor punto deseo podría dormir semanas todo bien otra vez no sé más im supuesto decir punto sentir vacío nada hace feliz más deseo no estaba vivo