understand lifei know im posting here feel ashamed im posting here want die want live feel like ive never really gotten life ground im  im smart talented educated creative people love artwork ive built following around it whenever opportunity comes get scared say no maybe right opportunity know feel like cant make decisions feel like life drastically different might sound sad ive never fully sex man boyfriend years ago things never went way i wanted to reason still get want know feels like one things thats keeping going eventually know thats going enough writing sentence makes want break tears want go ive living toxic parents house almost  years boomeranging actually right ive got  name crazy credit card debt theyre almost point charged off real income speak of feel like im always running direction know why cant give dream famous successful creative people tell maybe get job art stuff works out feel resistant feel like way make art thing work now something tells can know grit it especially exhaustion im going right now ive indecisive years believing hardest thing know life me look around life right now living shitty parents know totally me making money cant help wonder fuck im doing know im strong ive incredible pain months now im gaining weight really quickly probably medical condition money go get diagnosed im sure exacerbated stress parents offered pay bills go therapy tempting feel like life completely do god hate hear complaining know much better know do sometimes go library bag packed swear im going sell art online day find place stay night figure rest later never do give easily hard eat sleep  hours night i guess thats better nothing im parents house feel much better know im sorry vomit one else knows im going this sometimes push hard enough get back positivity feels like pushing  ton boulder hill feel pathetic me know find again feel like eventually im going end hospital condition homeless end it part feels ridiculous writing sentence like knows truth
understand lifei know im posting here feel ashamed im posting here want die want live feel like ive never really gotten life groundim im smart talented educated creative people love artwork ive built following around it whenever opportunity comes get scared say no maybe right opportunity know feel like cant make decisions feel like life drastically different might sound sad ive never fully sex man boyfriend years ago things never went way i wanted to reason still get want know feels like one things thats keeping going eventually know thats going enough writing sentence makes want break tears wantgo ive living toxic parents house almost years boomeranging actually right ive got name crazy credit card debt theyre almost point charged off real income speak of feel like im always running direction know why cant give dream famous successful creative people tell maybe get job art stuff works out feel resistant feel like way make art thing work now something tells can know grit it especially exhaustionim going right now ive indecisive years believing hardest thing know life me look around life right now living shitty parents know totally me making money cant help wonder fuck im doing know im strong ive incredible pain months now im gaining weight really quickly probably medical condition money go get diagnosed im sure exacerbated stress parents offered pay bills go therapy tempting feel like life completely do god hate hear complaining know much better know do sometimes go library bag packed swear im going sell art online day find place stay night figure rest later never do give easily hard eat sleep hours night i guess thats better nothing im parents house feel much better knowim sorry vomit one else knows im going this sometimes push hard enough get back positivity feels like pushing ton boulder hill feel patheticme know find again feel like eventually im going end hospital condition homeless end it part feels ridiculous writing sentence like knows truth
Entender lifei know im posting aquí sentir vergüenza Im posting aquí querer morir querer vivir sentir como vivir nunca realmente conseguir vida fundim im inteligente talentosos educados gente creativa amar arte ive construido siguiendo alrededor de ella cada vez que la oportunidad viene tener miedo decir no tal vez oportunidad derecha saber sentir como cant hacer decisiones sentir como vida drásticamente diferente podría sonar triste vida nunca completamente sexo novio años atrás las cosas nunca han ido de la manera que yo quería razonar todavía llegar a querer saber se siente como una cosa que sigue adelante finalmente saber que va bastante escribir sentencia hace querer romper lágrimas wantgo ive vivir tóxico padres casa casi años boomorging en realidad derecho ive tengo nombre loco tarjeta de crédito deuda son casi punto cargado de ingresos reales hablar de sentir como im siempre correr dirección saber por qué no puede dar sueño famoso exitoso creativo personas decir tal vez conseguir trabajo arte cosas trabaja fuera sentirse resistente sentir como manera hacer arte trabajo ahora algo le dice puede saber grit it it ahora mismo ive indecisivo años creer cosa más difícil saber vida mirar alrededor de la vida ahora vivir mierda padres saben totalmente hacer dinero no me puede ayudar hacer