suicidal thoughts back feel like getting worse tried hope tried therapy three help fourth tried made feel worse ed gets worse ocd too probably bpd too gotten point believe living everyone happiness exist atleast me boyfriend shitty job it parents struggling financially worrying making waste money therapy time going things differently going jump backing out telling anyone cannot stop even try written two three letters already know tell boyfriend really want end me know make sure try get better atleast strong stay planned outfit know going spend last days people happy memories going bake cake them last cake ik one thing would remember by strong enough everything happened life broken point unfixable sorry this happening thoughts back
suicidal thoughts back feel like getting worse tried hope tried therapy three help fourth tried made feel worse ed gets worse ocd too probably bpd too gotten point believe living everyone happiness exist atleast me boyfriend shitty jobit parents struggling financially worrying making waste money therapy time going things differently going jump backing out telling anyone cannot stop even try written two three letters already know tell boyfriend really want end me know make sure try get better atleast strong stay planned outfit know going spend last days people happy memories going bake cake them last cake ik one thing would remember by strong enough everything happened life broken point unfixable sorry this happening thoughts back
pensamientos suicidas volver sentir como conseguir peor probado esperanza probado terapia tres ayuda cuarto probado hacer sentir peor ed se pone peor ocd demasiado probablemente bpd demasiado punto llegó creer vivir todos felicidad existe al menos mi novio mierda trabajoit padres luchando financieramente preocuparse haciendo perder dinero terapia tiempo yendo cosas de otra manera va a dar marcha atrás decirle a nadie incluso no puede dejar de escribir dos tres cartas ya saben decirle novio realmente quiero acabar sé asegúrese de tratar de conseguir mejor al menos fuerte estancia planeada sé que pasar los últimos días la gente recuerdos felices van pasteles pastel último ik una cosa recordaría por lo suficientemente fuerte todo sucedió vida punto roto punto infijable lamentar este sucediendo pensamientos atrás