please help me feel like everything catching up like running stop something horrid going catch me feel like entire world sheet turned vertical everyone stays still one notices whole world slipping sliding it clinging finger nails fall darkness nobody see fading away want die badly know got courage it want it bad make coward able it make coward trying escape ive put knives wrists ropes around neck ive walked front buses ive walked right edge subway platforms trains whizz by never properly always know never going go way finally put stop all terrifies me makes think lower sink yet cant handle getting worse would rather end now
please help me feel like everything catching up like running stop something horrid going catch me feel like entire world sheet turned vertical everyone stays still one notices whole world slipping sliding it clinging finger nails fall darkness nobody see fading away want die badly know got courage it want it bad make coward able it make coward trying escape ive put knives wrists ropes around neck ive walked front buses ive walked right edge subway platforms trains whizz by never properly always know never going go way finally put stop all terrifies me makes think lower sink yet cant handle getting worse would rather end now
Por favor, ayúdame a sentir como todo ponerse al día como parar corriendo algo horrible que va a atraparme sentir como toda la hoja del mundo convertido vertical todo el mundo se mantiene quieto uno se da cuenta de todo el mundo deslizándose deslizándose pegando uñas caída oscuridad nadie ve desfallecer quiere morir mal saber que tiene valor lo quiere mal hacer cobarde capaz hacer cobardía tratando de escapar ive poner cuchillos muñecas cuerdas alrededor cuello ive caminado frente autobuses ive caminado borde derecho trenes trenes whizz by nunca siempre se sabe correctamente nunca va camino finalmente poner parada todo me aterroriza hace pensar bajo fregadero pero no puede manejar peor sería mejor terminar ahora