doubt would fail attempted idea terrifies me feeling mom would already gone time came to least close best friend would lose sober streak probably start drinking again would left paralyzed unharmed left regret would probably wish death nowof course thing stopping me would feel selfish leaving everyone care about hate idea suicide selfish feel way myself care two people world know would fucked gone know sure one would follow footsteps would probably kill themself selfdestructive habitsi wish could free life wish could retreat kind void empty anyone else little while terrified fail
doubt would fail attempted idea terrifies me feeling mom would already gone time came to least close best friend would lose sober streak probably start drinking again would left paralyzed unharmed left regret would probably wish death nowof course thing stopping me would feel selfish leaving everyone care about hate idea suicide selfish feel way myself care two people world know would fucked gone know sure one would follow footsteps would probably kill themself selfdestructive habitsi wish could free life wish could retreat kind void empty anyone else little while terrified fail
duda fallaría intento idea me aterroriza sensación mamá ya se había ido tiempo llegó a menos cerca mejor amigo perdería sobria racha probablemente empezar a beber de nuevo se quedaría paralizado ileso izquierda arrepentimiento probablemente desearía la muerte ahora por supuesto cosa de detenerme se sentiría egoísta dejando a todo el mundo le importa odio idea suicidio egoísta sentir manera me importa dos personas mundo conocido mierda ido saber seguro uno seguiría pasos probablemente matar a sí mismo hábitos autodestructivos deseo podría libre deseo de vida podría retirarse especie vacío vacío cualquier otro poco mientras aterrorizado fracaso