ive thoughts time nowso basically figured fucked actually known long time im  years old im kind trippy sometimes drugs did cannot connect anyone world longer first encounters time biggest fear im tired rising falling time whole family fucked up dad one really think highly about time made fucking stupid decisions bothers sweeps stuff rug never address even though weighs conscience everyone elses well love still know hes shit im battling serious addiction considering throwing away  months sobriety getting fucked regain myself ive recurring thoughts drinking bottle jack jumping coronado bridge would quick painless maybe even fun drunk enough anyway im fighting really hard stay shit created myself man mental load tough even super young age know stuggling survive whole life dropped high school make worse cant even make fucking friends problems prevent letting anyone in weird fucking ability shut people mid sentence even saying anything let tell worst like scared little bitch head fucker constantly battling out way bitch gone im physically exerting myself slow march back battle relax come conclusion maybe purpose physical person  damn thats want be powers let anything else idk fucking strange world man vibes connect even stranger sometimes want out honest feel sense melancholy happiness think death already sime great songs play wake bring tears joy id rather go young real become old sell die really saying going happen soon kind profound epiphany next year so think im fucking out get chest guys probably favorite sub next rdrugs raskreddit love input lot olease pass words anyone relate struggle love guysltand galsgt 
ive thoughts time nowso basically figured fucked actually known long time im years old im kind trippy sometimes drugs did cannot connect anyone world longer first encounters time biggest fear im tired rising falling time whole family fucked up dad one really think highly about time made fucking stupid decisions bothers sweeps stuff rug never address even though weighs conscience everyone elses well love still know hes shitim battling serious addiction considering throwing away months sobriety getting fucked regain myself ive recurring thoughts drinking bottle jack jumping coronado bridge would quick painless maybe even fun drunk enoughanyway im fighting really hard stay shit created myself man mental load tough even super young age know stuggling survive whole life dropped high school make worse cant even make fucking friends problems prevent letting anyone in weird fucking ability shut people mid sentence even saying anything let tell worst like scared little bitch head fucker constantly battling out way bitch gone im physically exerting myself slow march back battle relax come conclusion maybe purpose physical person damn thats want be powers let anything else idk fucking strange world man vibes connect even stranger sometimes want out honest feel sense melancholy happiness think death already sime great songs play wake bring tears joy id rather go young real become old sell die really saying going happen soon kind profound epiphany next year so think im fucking out get chest guys probably favorite sub next rdrugs raskreddit love input lot olease pass words anyone relate struggle love guysltand galsgt
live thinks time nowso básicamente figurado follada realmente conocido mucho tiempo im years old im Type trippy a veces las drogas no pueden conectar a nadie mundo más largo primeros encuentros tiempo mayor miedo im cansado aumento caída tiempo toda la familia jodido papá uno realmente pensar muy bien sobre el tiempo hecho puta estúpida decisiones molesta barre cosas alfombra nunca abordar a pesar de pesa conciencia todos los demás bien amor todavía saben hes shitim luchando adicción seria considerando tirar meses sobriety conseguir follada recuperarme ive pensamientos recurrentes beber botella jack salto puente coronado rápidamente sin dolor tal vez incluso diversión borracho bastante de todos modos im luchando realmente duro estancia mierda creado yo mismo hombre carga mental duro