feel detached even familyit feels like belong family rarely contribute conversation im usually one fucks dynamic could literally disappear notice thing usually would take anger especially mom feels belittling would usually tease aware usual behavior family im hypersensitive comes topics im afraid embarrassed hate sound laughter ringing ears everything hurts lot fault sensitive harmless jokes laughter know feel like could burst tears anxiety whenever topic lands me mom dad told lot times born another family probably wouldve kicked already makes feel like shit brother also told stop sensitive increased selfconsciousness sensitive ironically made sensitive guess childhood kid cries way easily kind fucked up remember crying teased brother mom dad best friend around i think  happened like ooh gonna cry second now going cry teasing crying took edge cried front them one tried comfort not even best friend stood laughing pathetic crying teasing me curled blanket  hours crying sheets laughed shrugged off waiting sheets one approach none did finally got tired waiting decided come try forget happened play phone laughed again laughter still ringing ear
feel detached even familyit feels like belong family rarely contribute conversation im usually one fucks dynamic could literally disappear notice thing usually would take anger especially mom feels belittling would usually tease aware usual behavior familyim hypersensitive comes topics im afraid embarrassed hate sound laughter ringing ears everything hurts lot fault sensitive harmless jokes laughter know feel like could burst tears anxiety whenever topic lands me mom dad told lot times born another family probably wouldve kicked already makes feel like shit brother also told stop sensitive increased selfconsciousness sensitive ironically made sensitive guess childhood kid cries way easily kind fucked up remember crying teased brother mom dad best friend around i think happened like ooh gonna cry second now going cry teasing crying took edge cried front them one tried comfort not even best friend stood laughing pathetic crying teasing me curled blanket hours crying sheets laughed shrugged off waiting sheets one approach none did finally got tired waiting decided come try forget happened play phone laughed again laughter still ringing ear
Se siente despreocupado incluso familia se siente como pertenece familia rara vez contribuir conversación im generalmente uno folla dinámica podría literalmente desaparecer aviso cosa generalmente tomar ira especialmente mamá se siente denigrante generalmente burlarse comportamiento habitual familyim hipersensible comes temas im miedo avergonzado odio sonido risa ruido oídos todo duele mucho culpa sensible bromas inofensivas risa saber sentir como podría estallar lágrimas ansiedad cada tema tierras mamá papá dijo muchas veces nacer otra familia probablemente habría pateado ya hace sentir como mierda hermano también dijo parar sensible aumento autoconsciencia sensible irónicamente sensitivo conjetura niño llora muy fácil amablemente jodido recordar llorar bromas hermano mamá papá mejor amigo alrededor creo que sucedió como ooh va a llorar segundo ahora va a llorar llanto llanto tomó el borde lloraba frente ellos uno intentó comodidad ni siquiera mejor amigo se puso risa patético llanto teas me rió mantas horas llorando hojas riéndose encogidas hojas una aproximación ninguno finalmente se cansaron esperar decidió venir olvidarse jugar teléfono risas otra vez