im losing hopehello joined subreddit need talk it cant talk friend dont want stressed whatever id rather talk and wont talk parents im crybaby recently death seems appealing everything problems  im  ptsd everyday mind torturing things like youre faking it youre worthless nobody would care died  im going university tomorrow cant stop thinking everything ever experienced past happen university  blamed friends point parents might think im unstable  see state world honestly think unfair shitty world left behind even though sometime find beautiful things laying there  ptsd avoid many things point ridiculous  cant stop thinking none us free point think time rest die  huge abandonment issues point someone doesnt act way millisecond stress think leave dont know im expecting putting here writing things way coping everything
im losing hopehello joined subreddit need talk it cant talk friend dont want stressed whatever id rather talk and wont talk parents im crybaby recently death seems appealing everything problems im ptsd everyday mind torturing things like youre faking it youre worthless nobody would care died im going university tomorrow cant stop thinking everything ever experienced past happen university blamed friends point parents might think im unstable see state world honestly think unfair shitty world left behind even though sometime find beautiful things laying there ptsd avoid many things point ridiculous cant stop thinking none us free point think time rest die huge abandonment issues point someone doesnt act way millisecond stress think leave dont know im expecting putting here writing things way coping everything
No quiero que se estrese lo que id más bien hablar y no quiero hablar padres im crybaby recientemente la muerte parece apelar a todo los problemas im ptsd mente cotidiana torturar cosas como usted está fingiendo que usted es inútil a nadie le importa morir im ir a la universidad mañana no puedo dejar de pensar que todo lo que ha pasado pasado pasar la universidad culpa amigos padres podrían pensar que es inestable ver mundo de estado honestamente pensar injusto mundo de mierda dejado a pesar de que alguna vez encontrar cosas hermosas tendido allí ptsd evitar muchas cosas punto ridículo no puedo dejar de pensar que ninguno de nosotros punto libre pensar tiempo descanso morir enormes problemas de abandono punto alguien no actúa como milisegundo estrés pensar dejar no sé es esperar que poner aquí las cosas como hacer frente a todo