im pathetic im seriously considering redflag concertthis probably catalyst feel ive spent months figuring fucking everything trying get together money see concert might lifetime thing me cant go ive massive fan member group want see  years half life first time hes coming state career hes different country could never happen again im seeing it job ocd body dysmorphia sort traumatic experience donating plasma even that accidentally sold valuable pokemon cards  clerk even give quarter cleaned best friends house saturday money turns money friday concert literally today late night everything gone wrong said one thing going miss im going fucking miss it crying tears joy happiest felt long time thought getting money go best friend thing staying alive for everything snowballing one thing another tired limbo able live able die fucking pathetic right im home alone feeling unstable dangerous cant stop crying woke up start terrible spiral even care
im pathetic im seriously considering redflag concertthis probably catalyst feel ive spent months figuring fucking everything trying get together money see concert might lifetime thing me cant go ive massive fan member group want see years half life first time hes coming state career hes different country could never happen again im seeing it job ocd body dysmorphia sort traumatic experience donating plasma even that accidentally sold valuable pokemon cards clerk even give quarter cleaned best friends house saturday money turns money friday concert literally today late night everything gone wrong said one thing going miss im going fucking miss it crying tears joy happiest felt long time thought getting money go best friend thing staying alive for everything snowballing one thing another tired limbo able live able die fucking patheticright im home alone feeling unstable dangerous cant stop crying woke up start terrible spiral even care
Im patética im seriamente considerando concierto Redflag este probablemente catalizador se siente vivo meses imaginando todo tratando de juntarse dinero ver concierto podría vida cosa me cant go ive masivo grupo de miembros de fans quieren ver años media vida primera vez que viene carrera estatal hes different country nunca podría volver a pasarme ver trabajo ocd cuerpo dismorphia tipo experiencia traumática donar plasma incluso que accidentalmente vendido valioso pokemon tarjetas empleado incluso dar cuarto limpio mejores amigos casa sábado dinero se convierte en dinero viernes concierto literalmente hoy tarde noche todo salió mal dijo una cosa va a faltar I va a llorar lágrimas alegría más feliz se sintió mucho tiempo pensamiento conseguir dinero ir mejor amigo cosa mantenerse vivo para todo snowballing una cosa otro limbo cansado capaz de vivir capaz de morir puto patético derecho en casa sola sensación inestable peligroso no puedo dejar de llorar despertó inicio espiral terrible incluso cuidado