im doneits th birthday tomorrow surprised im still im excited anything anymore know everyone wanting pretend like like always mean difference today tomorrow legally drink till cant fuckin see  idk find ever look people older anymore cant understand still everyone seems pathetic im worse fucking bullshit want pull trigger already look pills take every day change brain chemistry feel false happiness wonder took would even die would end disabled would even pathetic scenario ive weak far cant even find proper way im much pussy go jump bridge dont even know could hang myself dont want anymore wish would end dont want get older one step stupid fucking nothingness
im doneits th birthday tomorrow surprised im still im excited anything anymore know everyone wanting pretend like like always mean difference today tomorrow legally drink till cant fuckin see idk find ever look people older anymore cant understand still everyone seems pathetic im worse fucking bullshit want pull trigger already look pills take every day change brain chemistry feel false happiness wonder took would even die would end disabled would even pathetic scenario ive weak far cant even find proper way im much pussy go jump bridge dont even know could hang myself dont want anymore wish would end dont want get older one step stupid fucking nothingness
Im doedits th brownday brownday sorpted Im todavía estoy emocionado cualquier cosa más saber todo el mundo que quiere pretender como siempre diferencia media hoy mañana legalmente beber hasta cant idk encontrar buscar gente más vieja más no puede entender todavía todo el mundo parece patético im peor mierda quieren jalar gatillo ya mirar píldoras tomar cada día cambiar química del cerebro sentir falsa felicidad tomó incluso morir acabaría discapacitado incluso escenario patético ive débil lejos cant incluso encontrar la manera adecuada im mucho coño ir puente salto ni siquiera saber podría colgarme no quiero más deseo acabaría no quiero envejecer un paso estúpido nada