trying sort things areim sorry sounds whatever need put cards table paper everything looks well swell well educated great parents great family good group friends really feel like phoney im honest friends as friend lie general im life party am feel alone im  exist everything seems happen life positive thing leads working out always feel like  step forward  steps back  sorry sound cliched much try tell friends family things arent ok get people believing me people telling suck up really cant cope wake every morning unfortunately first thing think  say wake fuck dont know woke go another day woke up really cant cope ive never real gf im king friendzone happens anytime girl me end missing cues time notice late think girl me make move end wrong seen just friend end day im alone feel like always alone wish someone would nonjudgmental want shoot shit know alone im bigger guy   take space feel like imposing dont know ps realize rant probably sounds like diatribe need outlet want cry cant need outlet even tear ducts cooperate understand things could worse understand alot people gone alot shit feel helpless know go turn to friends married exist am think packing moving cities would lead to baggage would follow end day know much farther go live strong reason strange want let go cant less me leaving parents sister guilt amazing guilt guilt keep going either way know is eventually raft run air sink im tired im tired putting face im tired waking tired im tired know others feel way is either way wake tomorrow say fuck start day usual make day im tired
trying sort things areim sorry sounds whatever need put cards table paper everything looks well swell well educated great parents great family good group friends really feel like phoney im honest friends as friend lie general im life party am feel alone im exist everything seems happen life positive thing leads working out always feel like step forward steps back sorry sound cliched much try tell friends family things arent ok get people believing me people telling suck up really cant cope wake every morning unfortunately first thing think say wake fuck dont know woke go another day woke up really cant copeive never real gf im king friendzone happens anytime girl me end missing cues time notice late think girl me make move end wrong seen just friend end day im alone feel like always alone wish someone would nonjudgmental want shoot shit know alone im bigger guy take space feel like imposing dont know ps realize rant probably sounds like diatribe need outlet want cry cant need outlet even tear ducts cooperate understand things could worse understand alot people gone alot shit feel helpless know go turn to friends married exist am think packing moving cities would lead to baggage would follow end day know much farther go live strong reason strange want let go cant less me leaving parents sister guilt amazing guilt guilt keep going either way know is eventually raft run air sink im tired im tired putting faceim tired waking tired im tired know others feel way is either way wake tomorrow say fuck start day usual make day im tired
Tratando de ordenar cosas areim lo siento sonidos cualquier necesidad poner tarjetas papel de mesa todo se ve bien bien bien educado grandes padres gran familia buenos amigos grupo realmente se sienten como falsos amigos como amigo mentira general im vida fiesta soy sentir solo yo existio todo parece suceder vida cosa positiva lleva a cabo siempre se siente como paso adelante pasos atrás lo siento sonido cliché mucho intentar decir amigos familia cosas arent ok hacer que la gente cree que la gente me dice chupar realmente no puede sobrellevar despertarse todas las mañanas desafortunadamente lo primero piensa decir despertarse mierda no sé despertarse otro día realmente no puede sobrellevarse nunca real gf im rey friendzone sucede en cualquier momento chica me terminan faltando señales tiempo aviso tarde pensar chica me hacen movimiento final mal visto sólo amigo final día im solo sentir como siempre solo deseo alguien no judgmental querer disparar mierda saber solo