nothing personalgood evening reddit im typically never site much though things started spiraling downward recent i apologize advance cohesive speaking mind tldr end something please feel like caused it entirely selfishness ive thinking recent panic attacks getting worse worse meds helping access therapy moment feel like im letting people around me little bit context turned  back march im military users military im sure familiar tough love love shop theyre family nothing support betterment myself marine person though theyre also brutally honest comes criticism genuinely respect everyone truly dont want feel guilty anything myself want state now now moving that lot personal issues affecting outside work past couple days could think nice must die qualms anyone loving significant other people closer family me good head shoulders though seems though let everyone down ive recently diagnosed manic depression currently taking citalopram combat this well needing speak cardiologist feared may issue heart ive never one give personal issues feel though beginning affect work performance maybe pride telling never let people suffer faulters hate feeling though id nuisance ones around me know avenues support try help current state society response covid lot pressing issues seek support put hold things getting worse dont much opportunity get better again last thing want people around feel responsible actions may take want die fear forgotten im scared death everything know come end one point another matter when life meaning try make impact people positive way want people happy purpose life though feel like im succeeding ways im sure ever again hate letting people down feel like failure im giving weakness truly vicious cycle dont want let anymore guys wanted dependable lead example feel like succeeded wanted make impact lives feel like did know bad blood anyone everyone stuck necks help get times love family wish could more help support motivate achieve happiness dont feel obtain something myself please know nothing personal wronged me forgive forget life race everyone decide sprint marathon
nothing personalgood evening reddit im typically never site much though things started spiraling downward recent i apologize advance cohesive speaking mind tldr end something please feel like caused it entirely selfishness ive thinking recent panic attacks getting worse worse meds helping access therapy moment feel like im letting people around me little bit context turned back march im military users military im sure familiar tough love love shop theyre family nothing support betterment myself marine person though theyre also brutally honest comes criticism genuinely respect everyone truly dont want feel guilty anything myself want state now now moving that lot personal issues affecting outside work past couple days could think nice must die qualms anyone loving significant other people closer family me good head shoulders though seems though let everyone down ive recently diagnosed manic depression currently taking citalopram combat this well needing speak cardiologist feared may issue heart ive never one give personal issues feel though beginning affect work performance maybe pride telling never let people suffer faulters hate feeling though id nuisance ones around me know avenues support try help current state society response covid lot pressing issues seek support put hold things getting worse dont much opportunity get better again last thing want people around feel responsible actions may take want die fear forgotten im scared death everything know come end one point another matter when life meaning try make impact people positive way want people happy purpose life though feel like im succeeding ways im sure ever again hate letting people down feel like failure im giving weakness truly vicious cycle dont want let anymore guys wanted dependable lead example feel like succeeded wanted make impact lives feel like did know bad blood anyone everyone stuck necks help get times love family wish could more help support motivate achieve happiness dont feel obtain something myself please know nothing personal wronged me forgive forget life race everyone decide sprint marathon
nada personalbuena noche reddit im típicamente nunca sitio mucho aunque las cosas comenzaron en espiral hacia abajo reciente me disculpo avance cohesivo hablando mente tldr extremo algo por favor se siente como causado enteramente egoísmo iv pensamiento recientes ataques de pánico empeorando peor medicamentos ayudando a acceder a terapia momento se siente como im dejar que la gente alrededor de mí poco contexto vuelto marcha im militares usuarios militares