ive really fucking stressed end everythings fucked want let thoughts talk ever since winter break ended everything mes going hill or even farther hill winter break even ended got several school assignments graded poorly made want work even harder feel like ive failing really hard today decisions made ago came bite ass cant sleep shit mind actually cant remember last time good night sleep keep telling gonna ok dont shape soon could affect entire life ive reflecting ive realized alone am ive always know ive always passed jokes im really alone  good friends  get hang xbox rd one havent seen like month virtual school even though still talk lot discord im really getting worried social life im  dont real close ties wont even start talking girls cuz im completely hopeless especially greatest skill bottling emotions think bottling emotions comes dealing mom shes got lot shit basically whenever gets really mad me brother dad really tries hurt us like really hurt us im one family doesnt know anything im aware protects dont tell anyone anything also fell really bad absolutely hate brother cant deny anymore even though know unfair him hes never done anything wrong fact hes naturally stronger promised future plenty friends basically anything better makes course super jealous even though hes barely done anything deserve hating him top things ive essential crisis stress hatred sadness left wanting end give think thing keeping im scared whats beyond also fact im aware things makes think able better myself cant makes hate even more first time life ive felt totally helpless seems place turn to thanks anyone read far
ive really fucking stressed end everythings fucked want let thoughts talk ever since winter break ended everything mes going hill or even farther hill winter break even ended got several school assignments graded poorly made want work even harder feel like ive failing really hard today decisions made ago came bite ass cant sleep shit mind actually cant remember last time good night sleep keep telling gonna ok dont shape soon could affect entire life ive reflecting ive realized alone am ive always know ive always passed jokesim really alone good friends get hang xbox rd one havent seen like month virtual school even though still talk lot discord im really getting worried social lifeim dont real close ties wont even start talking girls cuz im completely hopeless especially greatest skill bottling emotions think bottling emotions comes dealing momshes got lot shit basically whenever gets really mad me brother dad really tries hurt us like really hurt usim one family doesnt know anything im aware protects dont tell anyone anything also fell really bad absolutely hate brother cant deny anymore even though know unfair him hes never done anything wrong fact hes naturally stronger promised future plenty friends basically anything better makes course super jealous even though hes barely done anything deserve hating him top things ive essential crisis stress hatred sadness left wanting end give think thing keeping im scared whats beyond also fact im aware things makes think able better myself cant makes hate even more first time life ive felt totally helpless seems place turn to thanks anyone read far
live really stressed end everythings cocked want let thoughts thought thought every desde el invierno break everything everything mes going hill or even more hill break even find weight got got got ow night sleep how got ok not form soon cover live live reflecting live realized only am ive ive ive live passed brokesim really some something good friends get hall box rd one hasve twen como mes virtual school a pesar de que todavía hablar mucho discordancia im realmente te preocupas vida social im dont close lazos reales no comenzarán a hablar chicas cuz im completamente desesperado especialmente grandes habilidades embotellando emociones piensan emociones viene embotellando mamas tienen mucha mierda básicamente cada vez que se enoja mi hermano realmente trata de lastimarnos como realmente hird usim una familia no sabe nada im proteccion protege a nadie nada se le ha caído realmente mal