ventinghey dont anyone say to dont even know say this stumbled across subreddit idk maybe belongs here ill delete whatever much say dont know put words im  year old female never felt loved life entire childhood general adolescence experienced extreme bullying large group people ive high school  years mental physical trauma left lasting damage honestly dont even know start feel like words cant even express hopelessness hate myself feel never mean anything anyone never accomplish anything serial failure ive never relationship ive never important people considered friends cant even say im afterthought honest im much thought all meaning nothing anybody surprisingly exhausting dont think im ugly im certainly unintelligent love sense humour however never met anybody thinks same dont know act like look like make someone want life dont know interesting someone ive tried buying friends ive tried everything one person like me live somewhere guns arent particularly accessible love family dont want see upset lot deaths family close ones too ive seen experienced sadness losing family member cannot kill without guilt knowing giving parents huge funeral bill also afraid loose ends tied desire kill great wanted since  know never significance anyone anything think hurts bad know dont deserve treated way yet treated way every person bring life maybe im bad finding people maybe always starts beautiful promising letting someone get know always mistake dont know im for im asking anything wish knew available would give best result im stupid dont want hurt anyone myself hate myself hate im me want anyone else want desperately love loved know unattainable goal know going get gets better always gotten worse know going get youre young dont energy detail every trauma experienced pattern summed arent good enough know am never be good enough happiness get socializing people online however reminds im likeable youve never met me ive met people ive close online promptly stopped wanting life want kill myself afraid failing im afraid loose ends
ventinghey dont anyone say to dont even know say this stumbled across subreddit idk maybe belongs here ill delete whatever much say dont know put words im year old female never felt loved life entire childhood general adolescence experienced extreme bullying large group people ive high school years mental physical trauma left lasting damage honestly dont even know start feel like words cant even express hopelessness hate myself feel never mean anything anyone never accomplish anything serial failure ive never relationship ive never important people considered friends cant even say im afterthought honest im much thought all meaning nothing anybody surprisingly exhausting dont think im ugly im certainly unintelligent love sense humour however never met anybody thinks same dont know act like look like make someone want life dont know interesting someone ive tried buying friends ive tried everything one person like me live somewhere guns arent particularly accessible love family dont want see upset lot deaths family close ones too ive seen experienced sadness losing family member cannot kill without guilt knowing giving parents huge funeral bill also afraid loose ends tied desire kill great wanted since know never significance anyone anything think hurts bad know dont deserve treated way yet treated way every person bring life maybe im bad finding people maybe always starts beautiful promising letting someone get know always mistake dont know im for im asking anything wish knew available would give best result im stupid dont want hurt anyone myself hate myself hate im me want anyone else want desperately love loved know unattainable goal know going get gets better always gotten worse know going get youre young dont energy detail every trauma experienced pattern summed arent good enough know am never be good enough happiness get socializing people online however reminds im likeable youve never met me ive met people ive close online promptly stopped wanting life want kill myself afraid failing im afraid loose ends
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