im broken nothing ever enough keep smilingi feel alone even surrounded people put much weight seemingly unattainable romantic relationship im miserable people love me family friends good career nothing ever enough im broken last week ive heart broken ive stood up ive humiliated bar random girl feigning interest know whats inherently wrong im depressed anxious awkward guess thats enough it im  never relationship outside that ive never even sex shitty part even know get experience every girl talk runs away realize idea im doing want feel love comes romantic relationship friends suggested get escort help personally know one apparently sweet affectionate gorgeous cant it real actually want someone want sex me paid them im far behind ill never catch up wake everyday think killing myself get pain anger inside know alleviate harming destroying things around me though every time latter work feel empty before recently gotten bad cant think anyway feel better killing myself hurts much keep going im afraid death would people like said happy have grateful ive tried hard focused good happy matter cant am try smile bring others down killing me ill never get better im broken
im broken nothing ever enough keep smilingi feel alone even surrounded people put much weight seemingly unattainable romantic relationship im miserable people love me family friends good career nothing ever enough im broken last week ive heart broken ive stood up ive humiliated bar random girl feigning interest know whats inherently wrong im depressed anxious awkward guess thats enough itim never relationship outside that ive never even sex shitty part even know get experience every girl talk runs away realize idea im doing want feel love comes romantic relationship friends suggested get escort help personally know one apparently sweet affectionate gorgeous cant it real actually want someone want sex me paid them im far behind ill never catch up wake everyday think killing myself get pain anger inside knowalleviate harming destroying things around me though every time latter work feel empty before recently gotten bad cant think anyway feel better killing myself hurts much keep going im afraid death would people like said happy have grateful ive tried hard focused good happy matter cant am try smile bring others down killing me ill never get better im broken
No hay nada roto nunca lo suficiente seguir sonriendo me siento solo incluso rodeado la gente puso mucho peso aparentemente inalcanzable relación romántica im miserable gente me ama amigos de la familia buena carrera nada nunca lo suficiente i roto la semana pasada i corazón ive roto ive se puso en pie ive humillado bar al azar chica finging interes saber lo que es inherentemente incorrecto im deprimido ansiedad torpe suposición que es suficiente itim nunca relación fuera de que ive nunca incluso sexo mierda parte incluso saber conseguir experiencia cada chica habla huye realización idea im doing feel amor viene relación romántica amigos sugerido conseguir escolta personalmente saber un aparentemente dulce cariñoso magnífico cant realmente quiero que alguien quiere sexo me pagó im lejos mal nunca se despierta todos los días pensar que me matan dolor ira dentro sabealleviate daño destruir cosas a mi alrededor aunque cada vez que último trabajo se siente vacío antes de que hace poco se hizo mal no puedo pensar de todos modos me siento mejor matando a mí mismo duele mucho seguir adelante im miedo la muerte gente como ha dicho feliz ha sido muy agradecido ha tratado bien enfocado bien feliz materia feliz no puedo tratar de sonreír traer a otros que me matan mal nunca se rompen mejor im im roto