walking around productive boyfriend emancipation papers not filled out big plan going go live life pursue college told friends going leave family which feel like emotionally mentally abusive sure go get apartment finish highschool go straight college med school problem is actually done that past year got pulled school twice suicide watch grades plummeted quit sports team cut friends stopped showing work tried kill myself recently getting worse home father become controlling grounding stupid things taking away car letting see boyfriend friends gaslighting spending time him etc mother gotten better manipulated think fine husband hand says reason mothers health deteriorated stepparents said reason family dysfunctional sometimes like think stronger others worse friends true all weaker them life easy want stop existing awful shit happened kid ill admit late lifes bad could be idk feel stupid living vida depressy
walking around productive boyfriend emancipation papers not filled out big plan going go live life pursue college told friends going leave family which feel like emotionally mentally abusive sure go get apartment finish highschool go straight college med school problem is actually done that past year got pulled school twice suicide watch grades plummeted quit sports team cut friends stopped showing work tried kill myself recently getting worse home father become controlling grounding stupid things taking away car letting see boyfriend friends gaslighting spending time him etc mother gotten better manipulated think fine husband hand says reason mothers health deteriorated stepparents said reason family dysfunctional sometimes like think stronger others worse friends true all weaker them life easy want stop existing awful shit happened kid ill admit late lifes bad could be idk feel stupid living vida depressy
caminar alrededor productivo novio emancipación papeles no llenados gran plan ir vida en vivo perseguir universidad le dijo a los amigos dejar familia que se sienten emocionalmente abusivos seguro ir conseguir apartamento terminar escuela secundaria ir derecho universidad medicina problema de la escuela se hace realmente que el año pasado se retiró escuela dos veces suicidio notas de reloj caídas fin deporte equipo cortar amigos dejar de mostrar trabajo intentó matarme recientemente peor casa padre se convierte en control de tierra estúpida cosas dejar llevar coche dejar ver novio amigos gaslighting pasar tiempo él etc madre consiguió mejor manipulado pensar buen marido mano dice razón madres salud padrastros deteriorados dijo razón familiares disfuncional a veces como pensar más fuertes otros peores amigos verdad todos los más débiles vida fácil quieren dejar de existir mierda pasó niño mal admitir la vida tardía mal podría ser idk se siente estúpido vida vida vida vida depressy