readyi thinking long time got plan bought needed wrote letter son ready gut it cry day im almost cash lost family im  time drunk fuck pills im scared it wtf wrong me im scared pain anything me fear miss ill explain hospital family probably get see son  biggest fear work would son become fuck me try get help see guy alcohol abuse got psychiatrist follow me another girl try help anxiety problems problem nothing work today made prescription pills starting think might starting state schizophrenia want become insane am keep thinking son keep neglecting im already fuck head say im gonna get worse wtf suppose live for thing live son know im gonna deceive hurt emotionally keep going on wish could disappear without hurting him
readyi thinking long time got plan bought needed wrote letter son ready gutit cry day im almost cash lost familyim time drunk fuck pills im scared it wtf wrong meim scared pain anything me fear miss ill explain hospital family probably get see son biggest fear work would son become fuck me try get help see guy alcohol abuse got psychiatrist follow me another girl try help anxiety problems problem nothing work today made prescription pills starting think might starting state schizophrenia want become insane am keep thinking son keep neglecting im already fuck head say im gonna get worse wtf suppose live for thing live son know im gonna deceive hurt emotionally keep going on wish could disappear without hurting him
listo pensar mucho tiempo tengo plan comprado necesidad carta escrito hijo listo guitit llorar día im casi dinero perdido familyim tiempo borracho folla píldoras im miedo wtf mal meim miedo dolor miedo cualquier cosa me temo falta mal explicar familia hospital probablemente conseguir ver hijo mayor miedo trabajo sería hijo me follan tratar de conseguir ayuda ver chico abuso de alcohol psiquiatra me siguen otra chica tratar de ayudar problemas de ansiedad problema nada trabajo hoy hecho píldoras de prescripción pensar podría comenzar estado esquizofrenia quieren volverse loco seguir pensando hijo seguir descuidando im ya mierda cabeza decir im va a ser peor wtf vivir para lo vivo hijo saber im va a engañar dolor emocional seguir adelante deseo podría desaparecer sin hacerle daño