im fucking lonely want diesorry huge wall text needed get chest im  almost  severe social anxiety disorder depression body dysmorphia past  years ive going various residential treatment centers my familys fairly wealthy afford sorry seems pretentious want understand situation better right really social life bunch friends made treatment centers live across country life barely talked girls anxious therapeutic boarding school went year ago stupid dance allboys school another therapeutic school thats allgirls horribly anxious stood alone close friends almost entire dance then attractive girl walked asked dance surprised anxious initially said no friend made go ask dance danced talked amazing probably best experience life believe actually happening song finished wanted talk tolerate anxiety said no end dance even went said goodbye realized fuck ive missing entire life thought disgusting hopeless id always single brought mind possibility be saw pictures dance absolutely destroyed me thought holy shit im ugly thought could girl possible wanted dance me kind body dysmorphia ramped full gear anyway fastfoward present im back home im going outpatient treatment center social life desperately want feel connection girl like dance even actual inperson friends cant live like longer im also scared kill self access carbon monoxide gun anyway think anyone understands bad ive gotten im good talking girls people seem like lot improved treatment really despite fancy treatment centers  years im  super skinny average average face got really gym year got sort decent shape stopped going regularly anxiety depression
im fucking lonely want diesorry huge wall text needed get chest im almost severe social anxiety disorder depression body dysmorphia past years ive going various residential treatment centers my familys fairly wealthy afford sorry seems pretentious want understand situation better right really social life bunch friends made treatment centers live across country life barely talked girls anxious therapeutic boarding school went year ago stupid dance allboys school another therapeutic school thats allgirls horribly anxious stood alone close friends almost entire dance then attractive girl walked asked dance surprised anxious initially said no friend made go ask dance danced talked amazing probably best experience life believe actually happening song finished wanted talk tolerate anxiety said no end dance even went said goodbye realized fuck ive missing entire life thought disgusting hopeless id always single brought mind possibility be saw pictures dance absolutely destroyed me thought holy shit im ugly thought could girl possible wanted dance me kind body dysmorphia ramped full gear anyway fastfoward present im back home im going outpatient treatment center social life desperately want feel connection girl like dance even actual inperson friends cant live like longer im also scared kill self access carbon monoxide gun anyway think anyone understands bad ive gotten im good talking girlspeople seem like lot improved treatment really despite fancy treatment centers years im super skinny average average face got really gym year got sort decent shape stopped going regularly anxiety depression
l mierda solo quieren diesorry enorme texto de la pared necesario conseguir pecho im casi severo trastorno de ansiedad social depresión cuerpo dismorfia años pasados ive going varios centros de tratamiento residencial mis familias bastante ricos pagar lo siento parece pretencioso querer entender situación mejor derecho realmente vida social grupo amigos hicieron tratamientos centros vivir en todo el país vida apenas habladas chicas ansiosas internado terapéutico fue hace año estúpido baile allboys escuela otra escuela terapéutica que allgirls horriblemente ansioso paró solo amigos cercanos baile entonces chica atractiva caminada preguntó baile sorprendido ansioso inicialmente dijo ningún amigo hizo ir pedir baile baile hablado increíble probablemente mejor experiencia vida creer realmente sucediendo canción terminado hablar hablar tolerancia ansiedad dijo ningún fin baile incluso se fue dijo adiós se dio cuenta fuck ive falta toda la vida pensó repugnante desesperanza