motivation live anymorei depression since  taken medication since currently  generally ive okay since then occasion relapses however major relapse started back january shown little signs improvements months depressed motivation get bed go outside stopped enjoying use find fun goals future seem pointless starting see psychiatrist therapist adjustments medications since january seen improvements symptoms realized  finally buy gun access one really thing stopped sometimes past killing myself gun store street live considering go get one kill awhile might go tomorrow morning motivation live part want die wants help
motivation live anymorei depression since taken medication since currently generally ive okay since then occasion relapses however major relapse started back january shown little signs improvements months depressed motivation get bed go outside stopped enjoying use find fun goals future seem pointless starting see psychiatrist therapist adjustments medications since january seen improvements symptoms realized finally buy gun access one really thing stopped sometimes past killing myself gun store street live considering go get one kill awhile might go tomorrow morning motivation live part want die wants help
motivación vivir la depresión más allá de tomar medicamentos ya que actualmente en general ive bien desde entonces ocasión recaídas sin embargo mayor recaída comenzó de nuevo enero mostró pequeñas señales mejoras meses depresión motivación conseguir cama dejar de disfrutar de uso encontrar diversión metas futuro parece inútil empezar ver psiquiatra terapeuta ajustes medicamentos desde enero ver mejoras síntomas finalmente se realizó comprar acceso a pistola una cosa realmente dejó de matar a veces más allá de la calle tienda de armas en vivo considerando ir conseguir un asesinato un rato podría ir mañana por la mañana motivación parte vivo quiero morir quiere ayuda