since wrote last month pretty decent thought better life looking today really really shitty day sitting right mental break sobbing shaking reminded pathetic hopeless really reminded useless wasted space really fking stupid believe thing finally getting better coming back bite me overwhelm sense hopelessness suicidal thought coming back want live anymore life never get better never going get better matter hard try hope future remember still alive stop fking idiot believing bullshiit die need alive
since wrote last month pretty decent thought better life looking today really really shitty day sitting right mental break sobbing shaking reminded pathetic hopeless really reminded useless wasted space really fking stupid believe thing finally getting better coming back bite me overwhelm sense hopelessness suicidal thought coming back want live anymore life never get better never going get better matter hard try hope future remember still alive stop fking idiot believing bullshiit die need alive
desde que escribió el mes pasado pensamiento bastante decente mejor vida buscando hoy realmente mierda día sentado derecho descanso mental sollozando temblando recuerdo patético desesperado realmente recuerdo inútil espacio perdido realmente fking estúpido creer que cosa finalmente cada vez mejor volver morderme abrumado sentido de desesperanza pensamiento suicida volver a vivir más la vida nunca mejorar nunca va a ser mejor materia duro intentar esperanza futuro recordar todavía vivo dejar fking idiota creer Bullshiit morir necesidad vivo