wish gutswell am resorting post internet forum what judging past interactions doubt response help me feel  choices reject god kill myself cannot simply choose god worked last several years ive tried  year old forever alone guy self confidence friends try distance would want spend time me hate me want spend weekend bed never getting up drinking water eating food sit die away maybe ill join military turn eighteen get killed off ive heard people refer levelheaded thats me future doubt ill even graduate im  what ill probably live parents house die sapping away realize absurdly morbid nonsensical guess im venting cause ive never friends vent to maybe turned away edit somehow feel much better morning leads believe form bipolar mean remove thread look different angle clear head thank posts think would get much recognition any
wish gutswell am resorting post internet forum what judging past interactions doubt response help me feel choices reject god kill myself cannot simply choose god worked last several years ive tried year old forever alone guy self confidence friends try distance would want spend time me hate me want spend weekend bed never getting up drinking water eating food sit die away maybe ill join military turn eighteen get killed off ive heard people refer levelheaded thats me future doubt ill even graduate im what ill probably live parents house die sapping away realize absurdly morbid nonsensical guess im venting cause ive never friends vent to maybe turned away edit somehow feel much better morning leads believe form bipolar mean remove thread look different angle clear head thank posts think would get much recognition any
deseo gutswell am recurso post foro de Internet lo que juzga interacciones pasadas respuesta de duda me ayudan a sentir las elecciones rechazar dios matar a mí mismo no puede simplemente elegir dios trabajado durante varios años live probado año viejo para siempre solo chico confianza amigos tratar de distancia me gustaría pasar tiempo me odio quiero pasar el fin de semana cama nunca se levanta beber agua comer sentarse morir tal vez mal unirse militar turno dieciocho se matan i ve personas se refieren niveledhead thats me futuro duda mal incluso graduarse im lo que mal probablemente vivir padres casa morir sapping lejos darse cuenta absurdamente morboso nonsensical conjetura im venting causa ive nunca amigos ventilación a tal vez desviado editar de alguna manera sentir mucho mejor mañana pistas creen que bipolar media quitar hilo mirar diferente ángulo claro mensajes de agradecimiento creo que conseguiría mucho reconocimiento cualquier