accepting itll end matter timei manic episode yesterday hasnt happened really long time though think killing everyday dont like am things ive done said nothing makes happy anymore spend time alone feel existentially homeless new york city eating alive wanna flip switch cant stop thinking fucked world is irreversible damage weve done environment corruption greed atrocities committed every day stole pair fabric scissors work year ago particular reason weight oddly comforting theyve hidden dresser yesterday crawled bed sat floor sobbing squeezing them adjusting grip every seconds thing sometimes ill falling asleep feel like want stab chest right rib cage id imagine scissors every night usually something mightve happened intrusive nonetheless mall recently looked ledge th floor immediately envisioned jumping it lighthearted conversation coworker feel much shame things ive done things people done me didnt ask life didnt ask this know need see psychologist probably medicated dont see point anymore none real life meaningless world billions people infinite universe fucking dumb cant even articulate anymore killing tonight god damn come close yesterday
accepting itll end matter timei manic episode yesterday hasnt happened really long time though think killing everyday dont like am things ive done said nothing makes happy anymore spend time alone feel existentially homeless new york city eating alive wanna flip switch cant stop thinking fucked world is irreversible damage weve done environment corruption greed atrocities committed every day stole pair fabric scissors work year ago particular reason weight oddly comforting theyve hidden dresser yesterday crawled bed sat floor sobbing squeezing them adjusting grip every seconds thing sometimes ill falling asleep feel like want stab chest right rib cage id imagine scissors every night usually something mightve happened intrusive nonetheless mall recently looked ledge th floor immediately envisioned jumping it lighthearted conversation coworker feel much shame things ive done things people done me didnt ask life didnt ask this know need see psychologist probably medicated dont see point anymore none real life meaningless world billions people infinite universe fucking dumb cant even articulate anymore killing tonight god damn come close yesterday
Acepting itll fin materiae timei episodio maníaco ayer no ha pasado realmente mucho tiempo aunque creo que matar todos los días no como las cosas que se hacen dicen nada hace feliz más pasar tiempo solo vivir existencialmente sin hogar ciudad nueva york comer vivo querer cambiar cambio de aire no puede dejar de pensar jodido mundo es daño irreversible hemos hecho ambiente corrupción barbarie atrocidades cometidos cada día robado par tijeras de tela trabajo hace año particular razón peso extrañamente confortante han ocultado vestidor ayer rastrillo cama sentado piso sollozando apretón ellos ajuste agarre cada segundo cosa a veces mal dormido se siente como querer puñalada pecho derecho costilla jaula id imaginar tijeras cada noche normalmente algo pudo haber pasado intrusivo sin embargo centro comercial recientemente mirado trineo th piso inmediatamente previsto saltar él ligero conversación compañero sentir mucha vergüenza cosas ive hecho cosas la gente me hizo no preguntó vida no pidió este saber necesidad ver psicólogo probablemente médico dont ver punto más nadie real vida sin sentido miles de millones de personas infinito universo mierda mudo incluso pueden articular más matanza esta noche dios maldita sea cerca ayer