think live world anymorehi all past weeks seriously felt like killing myself cant seem get rut in want die got fired job may which totally take blame for girlfriend three years broke september hates really know wrong friends lonely one person get cant life find job even fucking mcdonalds got rejected three different jobs today thought nailed two interviews miss happy cant feel anything anymore im emotionless want feel again something anything pain thing want feel imagine knife going arm good feel know wrong life im  feeling way want go therapy get antidepressants insurance really cannot afford pay pocket anything want feel way want happy again miss everything life used be miss ex know hates me miss friends know avoid me want move somewhere far away place money to want get job save leave cant even seem that hate feeling alone try make new friends city live fucking small closed minded hard meet people even willing talk you hate fucking much want text friends tell much love miss know respond would make feel even worse top cant really contact deleted facebook avoid seeing ex exs mom shut phone earlier week im tired trying hard getting anywhere hard wake start day knowing nothing give back literally nothing hate fucking much want feel way anymore days even feel like im alive feel empty first two months year flown really know done time im pathetic
think live world anymorehi all past weeks seriously felt like killing myself cant seem get rut in want die got fired job may which totally take blame for girlfriend three years broke september hates really know wrong friends lonely one person get cant life find job even fucking mcdonalds got rejected three different jobs today thought nailed two interviews miss happy cant feel anything anymore im emotionless want feel again something anything pain thing want feel imagine knife going arm good feel know wrong life im feeling way want go therapy get antidepressants insurance really cannot afford pay pocket anything want feel way want happy again miss everything life used be miss ex know hates me miss friends know avoid me want move somewhere far away place money to want get job save leave cant even seem that hate feeling alone try make new friends city live fucking small closed minded hard meet people even willing talk you hate fucking much want text friends tell much love miss know respond would make feel even worse top cant really contact deleted facebook avoid seeing ex exs mom shut phone earlier week im tired trying hard getting anywhere hard wake start day knowing nothing give back literally nothing hate fucking much want feel way anymore days even feel like im alive feel empty first two months year flown really know done time im pathetic
Creo mundo vivo máshi todas las últimas semanas seriamente se sintió como matarme a mí mismo no puede parecer conseguir rut en el deseo de morir fue despedido trabajo puede que totalmente tomar la culpa de novia tres años roto septiembre odios realmente saben mal amigos solitarios una persona conseguir cant vida encontrar trabajo incluso maldito Mcdonalds fueron rechazados tres trabajos diferentes hoy pensado clavado dos entrevistas señorita feliz no puede sentir nada más