really sure expecting this probably cannot harmi m depressed little year feeling suicidal time recently things worsened started cutting feel like edge killing myself really got much feel depressed surface live wealthy part uk got decent family lucky go good enough school opportunities change feel hopeless pretty neglected always quiet reserved one minded much always fine company especially since bullied mercilessly child people know well get humour jolliness strangers almost nobody knows anything actually personal me since always lived fairly far town never really friendships everyone else freedom go make them even teenage years left feeling lonely especially since many friends years simply abandoned me simply put never seem like anyones first choice parents always focused brothers friends really all never been one asked ok last year despite still spending time groups them tried asking help support never know say it always good hiding feelings problems one listens solves peoples problems hey depressed want myself got tips best conversation opener ever heard knew friend described looks got depression became evident friends  like wounded animal described felt everyone permanently walking eggshells around him want myself especially since know parents would never let sight knowing suicidalmy boyfriend well start genuinely thought one stupid age sounds know everything going well wonder relationship stopped healthy recently sometimes becomes argumentative angry texting things criticises things me life family quite fair sheer hate rage bordering contempt feel hurts lot time sweet funny never angry person angry episodes online become frequent tried standing little which find difficult general asking kinder me nothing really changes beginning wonder emotionally abusive not hard tell anything anything moment lens depression everything think resisting cognitive distortion hates like everyone else already using lot energyto honest could go night giving tired rants gone wrong life hate myself bore that suffice say got hope left tired going effort living everyday hate reaction anything bad happening urge cut myself wishing death every day time now everyone knew much hurting would probably treat better really point iti decided kill  days know yet fear death want live morethank reading got far sorry wrote much  sort happened enough
really sure expecting this probably cannot harmi m depressed little year feeling suicidal time recently things worsened started cutting feel like edge killing myself really got much feel depressed surface live wealthy part uk got decent family lucky go good enough school opportunities change feel hopeless pretty neglected always quiet reserved one minded much always fine company especially since bullied mercilessly child people know well get humour jolliness strangers almost nobody knows anything actually personal me since always lived fairly far town never really friendships everyone else freedom go make them even teenage years left feeling lonely especially since many friends years simply abandoned me simply put never seem like anyones first choice parents always focused brothers friends really all never been one asked ok last year despite still spending time groups them tried asking help support never know say it always good hiding feelings problems one listens solves peoples problems hey depressed want myself got tips best conversation opener ever heard knew friend described looks got depression became evident friends like wounded animal described felt everyone permanently walking eggshells around him want myself especially since know parents would never let sight knowing suicidalmy boyfriend well start genuinely thought one stupid age sounds know everything going well wonder relationship stopped healthy recently sometimes becomes argumentative angry texting things criticises things me life family quite fair sheer hate rage bordering contempt feel hurts lot time sweet funny never angry person angry episodes online become frequent tried standing little which find difficult general asking kinder me nothing really changes beginning wonder emotionally abusive not hard tell anything anything moment lens depression everything think resisting cognitive distortion hates like everyone else already using lot energyto honest could go night giving tired rants gone wrong life hate myself bore that suffice say got hope left tired going effort living everyday hate reaction anything bad happening urge cut myself wishing death every day time now everyone knew much hurting would probably treat better really point iti decided kill days know yet fear death want live morethank reading got far sorry wrote much sort happened enough
Realmente seguro de esperar esto probablemente no puede harmi m deprimido poco año sentir suicidio tiempo recientemente las cosas empeoraron comenzaron a cortar se siente como borde matarme realmente se siente muy deprimida superficie vivir rica parte uk tener familia decente suerte ir lo suficientemente bien oportunidades de la escuela cambio sentir desesperanza bastante descuidado siempre reservado una mente mucho siempre buena compañía especialmente desde acosado niños sin piedad la gente sabe bien conseguir humor extraños casi nadie sabe nada realmente personal yo ya que siempre vivió bastante lejos ciudad nunca realmente amistades todos los demás libertad ir hacer que incluso adolescentes años dejados sentirse solo especialmente ya que muchos amigos años simplemente me abandonó nunca parece como nadie primera elección padres siempre centrado hermanos amigos realmente nunca se le preguntó uno bien a pesar de pasar el año pasado grupos de tiempo que intentaron pedir ayuda apoyo nunca se sabe decir que siempre buenos sentimientos de ocultamiento problemas que se escucha resuelven gente problemas