not birthday whatever wantits birthday im level  survived  fucking years ive depressed long remember cant recall happy memories never gf never many real friends  years since last saw old friends moved on lives moved cities study old high school crush wished happy birthday told go friends friends irl  online friends never met irl social anxiety let make new friends or least thats excuse im high school see working  hours week again much hope future die now leave much behind parents brother upset probably never forget redflag cant live satisfy them know today would nice birthday wish someone would kill without pain maybe give gift
not birthday whatever wantits birthday im level survived fucking years ive depressed long remember cant recall happy memories never gf never many real friends years since last saw old friends moved on lives moved cities study old high school crush wished happy birthday told go friends friends irl online friends never met irl social anxiety let make new friends or least thats excuse im high school see working hours week again much hope future die now leave much behind parents brother upset probably never forget redflag cant live satisfy them know today would nice birthday wish someone would kill without pain maybe give gift
no cumpleaños lo que sea que quiere su cumpleaños nivel im sobrevivió años ive deprimido largo recordar no puedo recordar recuerdos felices nunca gf nunca muchos amigos reales años desde la última vez que vi viejos amigos se mudaron en las vidas ciudades movidas estudio viejo secundaria aplastamiento deseo feliz cumpleaños dijo go amigos amigos irl amigos en línea irl ansiedad social dejar hacer nuevos amigos o menos eso excusa im escuela secundaria ver horas de trabajo semana de nuevo mucha esperanza futuro morir ahora dejar mucho detrás padres molestos probablemente nunca olvidar Redflag no puede vivir satisfacer saben hoy desearía cumpleaños agradable alguien mataría sin dolor tal vez dar regalo