august  im going it trip coming week prior say goodbye dear friend know plans one will get back thats it fighting trying im tired trying fighting people meant world thats it pain feel deep inside deep makes sob shake thats pain cannot take anymore oh god god one id taken pain long ago world feel like always make suffer make make suffer fuck know im tired no try every pill market core destroyed cracked flawed deeply never fused back together meds therapy you joy world terrible mother insufferable wife avoid much possible shield poison suffer silently possible next two weeks go trip done even care anyone reads this there done moment ever since starting therapy medication back february everything gotten worse mention expensive poor husband trying figure pay er bills inpatient stay bill therapy fees insurance cover dick im barely able work part time place  hour shift makes pop many valium stop bawling whole time really cant anymore k previous job help im gone pay bills get started new life without me trust me ive thought way cant cant make live way anymore hold till end month holding thread here
august im going it trip coming week prior say goodbye dear friend know plans one will get back thats it fighting trying im tired trying fighting people meant world thats it pain feel deep inside deep makes sob shake thats pain cannot take anymoreoh god god one id taken pain long ago world feel like always make suffer make make sufferfuck knowim tiredno try every pill market core destroyed cracked flawed deeply never fused back together meds therapy you joy world terrible mother insufferable wife avoid much possible shield poison suffer silently possible next two weeks go trip done even care anyone reads this there done moment ever since starting therapy medication back february everything gotten worse mention expensive poor husband trying figure pay er bills inpatient stay bill therapy fees insurance cover dick im barely able work part time place hour shift makes pop many valium stop bawling whole time really cant anymore k previous job help im gone pay bills get started new life without me trust me ive thought way cant cant make live way anymore hold till end month holding thread here
august im ill going it trip comeing wean being wean before being wean being wean being wean being wean being wean wean being wean being wean being wean being one id tool hace mucho tiempo el mundo se siente como siempre hacer sufrir hacer sufrir fuck knowim thynno probar cada píldora core destruído fallado profundamente fundido de nuevo juntos terapia meds meds joy mundo terrible madre insufrible esposa evitar mucho posible escudo veneno sufrir silenciosamente posible lo próximo dos semanas ir viaje hecho incluso cuidado alguien lee esto hecho momento desde el inicio de la terapia february atrás todo se puso peor mención caro pobre marido tratando de figura pagar e facturas de hospital hospital estancia cuenta terapia honorarios seguro cobertura polla im apenas capaz trabajo tiempo parcial lugar hora cambio hace pop muchos valium stop bawling todo el tiempo realmente no puede más k anterior trabajo im ayudar a pagar facturas comienzan nueva vida sin mí confía en mí ive think way not cant make live hold hasta el fin de mes de tener hilo aquí