you ruin everythingim  ive physical mental health issues long remember ive spent time hospitals body mind trying best person be always coped well teenager id lash family adult ive learned turn anger hurt inwards something rather outward family cutting parts lives while holding responsible sins long past committed failing recognize work ive put try better soon brother uncle friend month ago got together without even  minutes apartment acted like fault include me started discussing childhood therapy turning stones id looked long long time got ptsd diagnosis realized idea less ideal childhood blamed for actually pretty abusive well last days telling come home christmas see kids love dearly want told things wanted grab medical paperwork know id back went tense want bring things brought said felt told running christmas leave asked like told abuse played called liar said remembered never happened either lying nuts im shook remember things clearly vividly happenedi think im pretty sure ive burned last bridge family theyve called liar crazy told ruined everything im left doubting everything im hurting physically mind falling apart heart never felt broken part really wants leave world guess think ill ok really mind ended im trying best
you ruin everythingim ive physical mental health issues long remember ive spent time hospitals body mind trying best person be always coped well teenager id lash family adult ive learned turn anger hurt inwards something rather outward family cutting parts lives while holding responsible sins long past committed failing recognize work ive put try better soonbrother uncle friend month ago got together without even minutes apartment acted like fault include me started discussing childhood therapy turning stones id looked long long time got ptsd diagnosis realized idea less ideal childhood blamed for actually pretty abusive well last days telling come home christmas see kids love dearly want told things wanted grab medical paperwork know id back went tense want bring things brought said felt told running christmas leave asked like told abuse played called liar said remembered never happened either lying nuts im shook remember things clearly vividly happenedi think im pretty sure ive burned last bridge family theyve called liar crazy told ruined everything im left doubting everything im hurting physically mind falling apart heart never felt broken part really wants leave world guess think illok really mind ended im trying best
Usted arruina todoim ive problemas de salud mental física por mucho tiempo recordar que pasó tiempo hospitales cuerpo mente tratando de mejor persona siempre ser mejor adolescente id lash familia adulto ive aprendido volver ira dolor interior algo bastante exterior familia cortar partes vidas mientras que la celebración de pecados responsables mucho tiempo pasado cometido fracaso reconocer trabajo ive poner mejor pronto hermano tío amigo hace mes se reunieron sin siquiera minutos actuó como la culpa de apartamento me comenzó a hablar de terapia de la infancia convertir piedras id parecía mucho tiempo se hizo diagnóstico Ptsd idea menos ideal infancia culpado por en realidad bastante abusivo