im tiredi risk sounding spoiled live nice house nice things family sometimes loves me want end it im constantly telling things get better idea will past year wrote  fake toaster bath notes diary one day day mother decided snoop room found read whole thing next month constantly looking reassurance didnt hate notes said did do doesnt know that took three therapists insisted stayed room spoke tried tell couldnt speak way tears kept comming im glad didnt im bisexual wanted proper coming since written diary knows too past three months ive felt lonely extremely anxious depressed dont want bother friends best friend fear would turn away diabetes another thing im constantly self conscious feel makes people think less person sensors needles constantly body ugly hate much want tear never look again ive thought insuline oding never courage it ex got perfect girlfriend makes feel unworthy still feelings aswell feel fat even thought bmi normal range ugly dont wear makeup sensitive skin try tell parents im tired even though true refuse believe always try force talk problems dont get mad disrespectful need help last option
im tiredi risk sounding spoiled live nice house nice things family sometimes loves me want end it im constantly telling things get better idea will past year wrote fake toaster bath notes diary one day day mother decided snoop room found read whole thing next month constantly looking reassurance didnt hate notes said did do doesnt know that took three therapists insisted stayed room spoke tried tell couldnt speak way tears kept comming im glad didnt im bisexual wanted proper coming since written diary knows too past three months ive felt lonely extremely anxious depressed dont want bother friends best friend fear would turn away diabetes another thing im constantly self conscious feel makes people think less person sensors needles constantly body ugly hate much want tear never look again ive thought insuline oding never courage it ex got perfect girlfriend makes feel unworthy still feelings aswell feel fat even thought bmi normal range ugly dont wear makeup sensitive skin try tell parents im tired even though true refuse believe always try force talk problems dont get mad disrespectful need help last option
El año pasado escribió falsas notas de baño tostadora diario un día mamá decidió sala de snoop encontrado leer todo el asunto el próximo mes constantemente buscando reafirmación no odio notas dicho hizo no sabe que tomó tres terapeutas insistía habitación hablado hablar no podía hablar cómo lágrimas se mantienen entretenidos im goodt im bisexual quería venir adecuadamente ya que el diario escrito sabe demasiado pasado tres meses se sentía solo extremadamente ansioso deprimido no quiero molestar amigos mejor amigo miedo daría vuelta diabetes otra cosa im constantemente auto consciente sensación hace que la gente piensa menos persona sensores agujas constantemente cuerpo feo odio mucho deseo lágrimas nunca mirar de nuevo ive pensamiento insulina oding nunca coraje ex tiene novia perfecta se siente indigno todavía sentimientos como bien se siente gordo incluso pensó bmi normal rango feo no usar maquillaje piel sensible tratar de decir a los padres im cansado aunque verdadera negativa creer siempre tratar de fuerza problemas de conversación no se enfadezca falta de respeto necesidad ayuda última opción