trying breathe keep eyes swelling shutit time  preparing magnificent son born july  gave birth perfectly healthy boy completely love name liam james taylor everyone loved him planned wanted perfect was things tell mom reduce statistical likelihood sids even them even good kind soul loves god still wake middle night find son unresponsive  days old hell giving newborn baby cpr getting anywhere course called help took away hospital sent waiting room prayed gave him let die thought god woke could help him let hold little body the police investigate shock agreed investigated course rhese things happen fault found every night awoke check baby evolutionary trait hard wired brain women give birth people complain post partum depression clothes fit life stressful responding many demands growing family postpartum depression baby strange awful try sad time try supress intense negative feelings try control grief sad often contemplate redflag husband often tells contemplates redflag people say im depreseed get bed think sounds luxurious im trying cry desk
trying breathe keep eyes swelling shutit time preparing magnificent son born july gave birth perfectly healthy boy completely love name liam james taylor everyone loved him planned wanted perfect was things tell mom reduce statistical likelihood sids even them even good kind soul loves god still wake middle night find son unresponsive days old hell giving newborn baby cpr getting anywhere course called help took away hospital sent waiting room prayed gave him let die thought god woke could help him let hold little body the police investigate shock agreed investigated course rhese things happen fault found every night awoke check baby evolutionary trait hard wired brain women give birth people complain post partum depression clothes fit life stressful responding many demands growing family postpartum depression baby strange awful try sad time try supress intense negative feelings try control grief sad often contemplate redflag husband often tells contemplates redflag people say im depreseed get bed think sounds luxurious im trying cry desk
tratar de respirar mantener los ojos hinchazón cerrar tiempo preparación magnífico hijo nacido july dio a luz perfectamente sano niño completamente amor nombre liam james taylor todo el mundo lo amaba deseado perfecto cosas decirle a mamá reducir estadística probabilidad sids incluso ellos incluso buen alma amable ama a dios todavía despertar media noche encontrar hijo no responde días viejo infierno dar recién nacido cpr llegar a cualquier lugar curso llamado ayuda llevado hospital enviado sala de espera rezada le dio a morir pensó que dios despertó podría ayudarle a dejar mantener poco cuerpo la policía investigar shock acordado investigaciones curso rhese cosas suceden fallas encontradas cada noche ake check bebé trayectoria evolucionaria duro cableado cerebro mujeres dar parto personas quejarse post parto depresión ropa ajuste a la vida estresante respuesta muchas demandas crecimiento familia posparto depresión bebé extraño horrible intento triste tiempo tratar de suprimir intensos sentimientos negativos tratar de controlar pena triste a menudo contemplar rojo marido a menudo dice contemplaciones Redflag gente dicen im depreseed get bed piensa sonidos im lujosos tratando de llorar escritorio