think feel emotions right making nutsyup again still thinking dying according parents always relatively happy child age  so started noticing something emotions just off really hard describe happiness just brief almost unpleasant anger feels like impulse something sadness like wanting cry recently cannot seem even get reduced feelings everything made happy anymore ive also tried new things also dont make feel happiness cannot reiterate much hate this enjoy anything again suffering just plain suffering torture even thing sort enjoy sleeping even getting old want anything anymore anything old hobbies serve distraction suffering know anymore also sorry hard understand english native language describing issue really hard well
think feel emotions right making nutsyup again still thinking dying according parents always relatively happy child age so started noticing something emotions just off really hard describe happiness just brief almost unpleasant anger feels like impulse something sadness like wanting cry recently cannot seem even get reduced feelings everything made happy anymore ive also tried new things also dont make feel happiness cannot reiterate much hate this enjoy anything again suffering just plain suffering torture even thing sort enjoy sleeping even getting old want anything anymore anything old hobbies serve distraction suffering know anymore also sorry hard understand english native language describing issue really hard well
Creo que las emociones se sienten bien haciendo chiflado de nuevo todavía pensando morir de acuerdo a los padres siempre relativamente feliz edad del niño así que comenzó a notar algo emociones sólo fuera muy difícil describir la felicidad sólo breve ira casi desagradable se siente como impulso algo tristeza como querer llorar recientemente no puede parecer incluso tener sentimientos reducidos todo hecho feliz más live también probado cosas nuevas también no hacer sentir la felicidad no puede reiterar mucho odio esto disfrutar de nuevo sufrimiento simplemente sufrimiento tortura incluso cosas tipo disfrutar dormir incluso envejecer quieren cualquier cosa más viejos pasatiempos servir distracción sufrimiento saber más también lo siento duro entender Inglés lengua nativa describiendo tema muy bien