ive never good enoughim  years old male  battled depression year never telling anyone today sort identity crisis felt worthless person felt like waste life seemed crawl hurdle found less thoughts less often last year unhappy before got point crying every day started looking forward would help feel better last month gotten point cant even cry anymore matter hard want to entire life ive laughed ignored high school zero friends two occasions grew close people knew within months started distancing me moved university wanting second chance went  years growing close situationally close in first year dorm neighbors second house mates really felt like genuine connection people university year contact single one them im graduate school another chance year thing happening grew close distancing me ive tried best many times feel exhausted drained  nothing left me today one friends brought dinner group buddies trying hard talk them one point clicked people barely responding talked one laughing attempts jokes gave up happens every time try communicate people last straw ended sitting there silent hour cant anymore im done ive tried years years make interesting person someone people like someone talk people actually form lasting relationships them cant it know im saying thats weird way say things personality  cant figure out drives people away makes people get know start resent treat like crap ive it energy keep trying know people think important form opinions yourself etc etc entire life ive unable communicate people see better looking better versed people talk everyone wish could talk to ive always tried become person wanted i like less wellknown music like sports really associate bros results people spreading rumours me calling gay etc feel like talk people theyre turned right away and im hygienic dress nicely ugly know im wrong  years cant anymore  cant keep trying keep shot rejected person thank whoever reads taking time hear out think im suicidal lately ive thinking ways get away found thoughts drifting death times scares brought post want end life something like this something know seems trivial yet distressing edit im sorry seems like trivial issue especially compared others going through hoping could hear someones thoughts find direction life thank
ive never good enoughim years old male battled depression year never telling anyone today sort identity crisis felt worthless person felt like waste life seemed crawl hurdle found less thoughts less often last year unhappy before got point crying every day started looking forward would help feel better last month gotten point cant even cry anymore matter hard want to entire life ive laughed ignored high school zero friends two occasions grew close people knew within months started distancing me moved university wanting second chance went years growing close situationally close in first year dorm neighbors second house mates really felt like genuine connection people university year contact single one them im graduate school another chance year thing happening grew close distancing me ive tried best many times feel exhausted drained nothing left me today one friends brought dinner group buddies trying hard talk them one point clicked people barely responding talked one laughing attempts jokes gave up happens every time try communicate people last straw ended sitting there silent hour cant anymore im done ive tried years years make interesting person someone people like someone talk people actually form lasting relationships them cant it know im saying thats weird way say things personality cant figure out drives people away makes people get know start resent treat like crap ive it energy keep trying know people think important form opinions yourself etc etc entire life ive unable communicate people see better looking better versed people talk everyone wish could talk to ive always tried become person wanted i like less wellknown music like sports really associate bros results people spreading rumours me calling gay etc feel like talk people theyre turned right away and im hygienic dress nicely ugly know im wrong years cant anymore cant keep trying keep shot rejected person thank whoever reads taking time hear out think im suicidal lately ive thinking ways get away found thoughts drifting death times scares brought post want end life something like this something know seems trivial yet distressing edit im sorry seems like trivial issue especially compared others going through hoping could hear someones thoughts find direction life thank
Vive never good bastomim anys old masculino batallado depresión anno nunca decirle a nadie hoy tipo de identidad crisis se sentía persona sin valor se sentía como la pérdida de vida parecía un obstáculo se arrastra encontró menos pensamientos menos a menudo el año pasado infeliz antes de llegar punto llorar cada día comenzó a mirar hacia adelante ayudaría a sentirse mejor el mes pasado punto ni siquiera llorar más materia duro deseo de toda la vida