stupid super lucky got beautiful wife  kids  mortgage steady job nearly  years  turned  supposed feel like shit time supposed suicide ideation every second day supposed get point week nearly jumped multi story car park good things feel like meet distractions world slows enough immediately think ending all react negatively everything first response putting unwanted strain notredflag reinforcing idea burden around me see lot posts people shit situations here understand completely feel way feel feel guilty feeling way counts not do still sure turn around hang got lot thankful for still want end all
stupid super lucky got beautiful wife kids mortgage steady job nearly years turned supposed feel like shit time supposed suicide ideation every second day supposed get point week nearly jumped multi story car park good things feel like meet distractions world slows enough immediately think ending all react negatively everything first response putting unwanted strain notredflag reinforcing idea burden around me see lot posts people shit situations here understand completely feel way feel feel guilty feeling way counts not do still sure turn around hang got lot thankful for still want end all
estúpido super suerte consiguió hermosa esposa hijos hipoteca trabajo estable casi años convertido supuesto sentir como mierda tiempo supuesto suicidio ideación cada segundo día supuesto llegar punto semana casi salto multi historia aparcamiento buenas cosas se sienten como satisfacer distracciones mundo se desacelera lo suficiente inmediatamente pensar final todo reaccionar negativamente todo lo primero respuesta poner tensión no deseado noredflag reforzar idea carga a mi alrededor ver lote personas situaciones de mierda aquí entender completamente sentir sentimiento de culpa manera cuenta no todavía seguro dar la vuelta han dado muchas gracias por todavía querer final todo