wish knew start post a  year old cis white married man live one richest countries world eat everyday sleep indoors employed love wife despite this life especially last months want diei tried therapy medication still feel like meaning life people care truly would benefit deal me gone contact family last two years ghosting friends last  months ultimately know coming think stop iti tired empty know keep going really even want anymore tired pretending fine breaking alone tired trying find motivation errands chores hobbies friends livingi guess last ditch chance counseling friends family able fix me maybe stranger internet words pressure reader walked edge deep breath fall feel like finally bottom
wish knew start post a year old cis white married man live one richest countries world eat everyday sleep indoors employed love wife despite this life especially last months want diei tried therapy medication still feel like meaning life people care truly would benefit deal me gone contact family last two years ghosting friends last months ultimately know coming think stop iti tired empty know keep going really even want anymore tired pretending fine breaking alone tired trying find motivation errands chores hobbies friends livingi guess last ditch chance counseling friends family able fix me maybe stranger internet words pressure reader walked edge deep breath fall feel like finally bottom
deseo sabía start post un año Cis blanco hombre casado vivir uno de los países más ricos del mundo comer sueño diario en interiores empleados esposa amor a pesar de esta vida especialmente los últimos meses quieren diei tratamiento de terapia medicamentos todavía se siente como significado vida personas cuidado realmente beneficio trato fuera contacto familia los últimos dos años amigos fantasmas los últimos meses en última instancia saber venir pensar parar iti cansado vacío saber seguir adelante realmente incluso querer más cansado fingido romper solo cansado tratando de encontrar la motivación mandados tareas aficiones amigos vivir conjetura última zanja oportunidad asesoramiento amigos familia capaz de arreglar tal vez extraños palabras presión lector caminado profundo aliento caer sentir como finalmente fondo