im confusedso ive reading posts lot seem quite short im sorry making quite long authors way guess anyway let start saying this im new this mistakes sorry understand questions please ask comments answer possible yearold male live rural town european country never see anyone family best relationship with siblings exception basically im alone lot friends one entire country top off person hours journey away so course im constantly lonely times truly feel like kind purpose parents pressuring lot ive tried find purpose spending hour day write book help lot also feel enough simply wasting time psychiatrist recommends try relax political system tells get my sorry flattering words ass im constantly bombarded thoughts starting project something im suddenly demotivated cant find why reason even able start writing nowgirlfriend supported months honestly helped lot able something instead lay bed day enough need job cant go back school constant fear anxiety it bullied pressure upcoming exams forced overly social someone autism spectrum way way way much handle two thirds important school year country collapsed unable work anymore past year publishing art almost daily basis also focusing exams working allday basically body simply take it felt still feel work everything insufficient would spend days weeks even months project scrap it summarize now stuck forsaken house every day im constantly arguing parents need get job im diagnosed stress depression anxiety motivation it everyone telling either find job try relax im threatened may removed parents outside viewers may see incompetent argue lot fantastic job doubt it would definitely make worse remove here feel incredibly lucky able sit home nothing also feel incredibly useless want here want work something impossible move forward im stuck loop honestly dreams anyone has doubt ever become reality would love book sell could visit girlfriend move out cant keep ripping relationship parents pieces again confused feel simply complaining would love chance explain detail know sound like someone useless thats clearly everyone life thinks please ask comments related stories feel free share them would love read them oh advice would also much appreciated fact ive position  months making increasingly desperate like family please help can thank you lt
im confusedso ive reading posts lot seem quite short im sorry making quite long authors way guess anyway let start saying this im new this mistakes sorry understand questions please ask comments answer possible yearold male live rural town european country never see anyone family best relationship with siblings exception basically im alone lot friends one entire country top off person hours journey away so course im constantly lonely times truly feel like kind purpose parents pressuring lot ive tried find purpose spending hour day write book help lot also feel enough simply wasting time psychiatrist recommends try relax political system tells get my sorry flattering words ass im constantly bombarded thoughts starting project something im suddenly demotivated cant find why reason even able start writing nowgirlfriend supported months honestly helped lot able something instead lay bed day enough need job cant go back school constant fear anxiety it bullied pressure upcoming exams forced overly social someone autism spectrum way way way much handle two thirds important school year country collapsed unable work anymore past year publishing art almost daily basis also focusing exams working allday basically body simply take it felt still feel work everything insufficient would spend days weeks even months project scrap it summarize now stuck forsaken house every day im constantly arguing parents need get job im diagnosed stress depression anxiety motivation it everyone telling either find job try relax im threatened may removed parents outside viewers may see incompetent argue lot fantastic job doubt it would definitely make worse remove here feel incredibly lucky able sit home nothing also feel incredibly useless want here want work something impossible move forward im stuck loop honestly dreams anyone has doubt ever become reality would love book sell could visit girlfriend move out cant keep ripping relationship parents pieces again confused feel simply complaining would love chance explain detail know sound like someone useless thats clearly everyone life thinks please ask comments related stories feel free share them would love read themoh advice would also much appreciated fact ive position months making increasingly desperate like family please help can thank you lt
Im confusedso ive reading posts lot parece bastante corto im lament hacer autores bastante largos manera adivinar de todos modos vamos a empezar a decir esto im nuevo este errores lo siento entender preguntas por favor hacer comentarios respuesta posible año viejo hombre vivo ciudad rural país europeo nunca ver a nadie familia mejor relación con hermanos excepción básicamente im sola lote amigos un país entero top off persona horas viaje lejos así que curso im constantemente tiempos solitarios realmente se sienten como buenos propósitos padres presionando lote ive ha tratado de encontrar propósito pasar hora día escribir libro ayuda lote también se siente lo suficiente simplemente perder tiempo psiquiatra recomienda tratar de relajarse sistema político cuenta obtener mi lo siento halagador palabras