im scared cant sleep  rn promised would start going bed earlier cause im  but cant sleep really really big storm outside im afraid storms literally shaking house sounded like garbage men outside like am looked outside saw lightning lots rain keep hearing big thunder claps lighting far away even hear wind inside room really scary idek why im still kid ive never issue before ive bunch anxiety lately prob reason idk today logged old discord account best friend lucy room realized friend ruby still used discord server still active background knowledge ruby friend since kindergarten met lucy th grade lucy didnt get along first outgoing girly ruby introverts ruby paid mind her th grade started middle school ruby classes together lucy   classes together say opposites attract even today lucy nothing common still friends outgoing talkative good personality i dont ruby lucy best friends middle th grade beginning th grade that ruby still ate lunch together didnt hang much always lucy ruby used play video games together dont play games anymore ruby still text sometimes see sometimes moms friends arent close were back topic rubys discord server snooping reading chats lucy came up ruby saying doesnt understand move quickly lucy happy even liz new best friends even though used known zoe known since nd grade stopped talking middle school though liz met th grade ruby crush dont want relationship yet thought ruby still thought friends idk anymore dont feel bad though honestly like lucy ruby still like ruby lucy feels really bad it though lucy issues also depression im afraid cut again maybe big thunder clap omg lol sorry rant kinda got hand
im scared cant sleep rn promised would start going bed earlier cause im but cant sleep really really big storm outside im afraid storms literally shaking house sounded like garbage men outside like am looked outside sawlightning lots rain keep hearing big thunder claps lighting far away even hear wind inside room really scary idek why im still kid ive never issue before ive bunch anxiety lately prob reason idk today logged old discord account best friend lucy room realized friend ruby still used discord server still active background knowledge ruby friend since kindergarten met lucy th grade lucy didnt get along first outgoing girly ruby introverts ruby paid mind her th grade started middle school ruby classes together lucy classes together say opposites attract even today lucy nothing common still friends outgoing talkative good personality i dont ruby lucy best friends middle th grade beginning th grade that ruby still ate lunch together didnt hang much always lucy ruby used play video games together dont play games anymore ruby still text sometimes see sometimes moms friends arent close were back topic rubys discord server snooping reading chats lucy came up ruby saying doesnt understand move quickly lucy happy even liz new best friends even though used known zoe known since nd grade stopped talking middle school though liz met th grade ruby crush dont want relationship yet thought ruby still thought friends idk anymore dont feel bad though honestly like lucy ruby still like ruby lucy feels really bad it though lucy issues also depression im afraid cut again maybe big thunder clap omg lol sorry rant kinda got hand
Im miedo cant sleep rn prometido comenzaría a ir a la cama más temprano causa im pero no puedo dormir realmente gran tormenta fuera im miedo tormentas literalmente sacudiendo casa sonaba como basura hombres fuera como soy mirado fuera luz de la luz lotes lluvia seguir escuchando grandes truenos aplaudiendo lejos incluso escuchar viento dentro de la habitación realmente aterrador idek por qué im todavía niño ive nunca emitir antes de ive grupo ansiedad últimamente prob razón idk hoy registrado viejo discordancia cuenta mejor amigo lucy habitación realizado amigo ruby todavía utilizado discordancia servidor todavía activo conocimiento de fondo amigo ruby desde kinder met lucy th grado lucy no se llevó bien primera chica saliente rubí introvertidos rubí pagado mente su grado comenzó clases de rubí escuela media juntos clases lucy dicen opuestos atraen incluso hoy lucy nada común todavía amigos