poem redflagi sit balcony stood ledge imagined jumping closed eyes held kitchen knife held near throat enough slice inserted blade skin blood flowed like never ending stream tied rope ceiling looked rope anxious feeling closed eyes opened eyes first time sweat rolling forehead tried smile just bad dream  thought demons inside me fought
poem redflagi sit balcony stood ledge imagined jumping closed eyes held kitchen knife held near throat enough slice inserted blade skin blood flowed like never ending stream tied rope ceiling looked rope anxious feeling closed eyes opened eyes first time sweat rolling forehead tried smile just bad dream thought demons inside me fought
poema rojoflagi sentarse balcón se paró cornisa imaginado saltar ojos cerrados sostenido cuchillo de cocina sostenido cerca de la garganta suficiente rebanada insertada cuchilla piel sangre fluyó como interminable corriente atado cuerda techo parecía cuerda ansiosa sensación de ojos cerrados ojos abiertos primera vez sudor rodando frente intentó sonreír sólo mal sueño pensó demonios dentro de mí lucharon