fantasies killing myselfi depression  years never suicidal although thought redflag knew could never it met awesome guy make short broke year relationship it second final breakup anyway thought coping whole situation quite well realized im thinking killing first time life thinking planning it buying gun shooting myself therapy much im depressed im miserable thing help talking guy thought asking something stupid like hey want save life talk like  minutes please fantasizing sending text waiting hour shooting ignores i really try contact broke up stalk something like that ps please tell go life something like that fucking waited year feel better working going friends tried guys therapist end day still find single happy thought put sleep going life whatever means option me
fantasies killing myselfi depression years never suicidal although thought redflag knew could never it met awesome guy make short broke year relationship it second final breakup anyway thought coping whole situation quite well realized im thinking killing first time life thinking planning it buying gun shooting myself therapy much im depressed im miserable thing help talking guy thought asking something stupid like hey want save life talk like minutes please fantasizing sending text waiting hour shooting ignoresi really try contact broke up stalk something like that ps please tell go life something like that fucking waited year feel better working going friends tried guys therapist end day still find single happy thought put sleep going life whatever means option me
fantasías matando a mellizos depresión años nunca suicidas aunque pensó Redflag sabía que nunca podría conocer chico impresionante hacer corta ruptura año relación segundo final ruptura de todos modos pensé en hacer frente a toda la situación muy bien realized im pensar matar la primera vez la vida pensando en la compra arma dispararme terapia mucho deprimido im miserable cosa ayudar a hablar chico pensamiento preguntar algo estúpido como oye quieren salvar la vida hablar como minutos por favor fantasear enviar texto espera hora disparos ignoresi realmente tratar de contacto roto tallo algo como que ps por favor decirle vida algo como ese maldito año esperado sentirse mejor trabajando amigos probado chicos terapeuta fin día todavía encontrar un solo pensamiento feliz poner sueño ir vida cualquier opción me