suicidal christmasso spent christmas bed wishing dead nothing new ive suicidal since childhood lot time wish would done child avoid pain suffering told family sick didnt want affect anyone im sure know didnt want come prepared gifts wrapped decided stay home smoke weed know made choice wtf like normal person would this part happy it wonder people dont like me im miserable around hate everyone everything friends crap job on totally get people like well change well  years change today supposed day go find building tall enough would die relief
suicidal christmasso spent christmas bed wishing dead nothing new ive suicidal since childhood lot time wish would done child avoid pain suffering told family sick didnt want affect anyone im sure know didnt want come prepared gifts wrapped decided stay home smoke weed know made choice wtf like normal person would this part happy it wonder people dont like me im miserable around hate everyone everything friends crap job on totally get people like well change well years change today supposed day go find building tall enough would die relief
Navidad suicida así que pasó la cama de Navidad deseando muerto nada nuevo vida suicida desde infancia mucho tiempo deseo haría niño evitar el dolor sufrimiento le dijo a la familia enfermo no quería afectar a nadie estoy seguro de que no quería venir regalos preparados envueltos decidió quedarse en casa humo hierba saber elección hecho wtf como persona normal feliz esta parte se pregunta la gente no me gusta mí miserable alrededor odio todo amigos mierda trabajo en totalmente conseguir gente como bien cambio años cambio hoy supuesto día ir a encontrar edificio lo suficientemente alto moriría alivio