took meds nearly week feel terriblei getting brain zaps jumps body fatigued sleepy  although parts medicationi dreading going sleep past days fear dreams second reality life get real rest dreams strange odd feelings leave wake unexplainable makes feel low touch life begun hate dreamsi want dreams anymore want blip non existing hours leastmy patterns same nearly  years now wake eat trapped room sleep repeat memories past years days nothing years nothing anymorenot time makes sensei looking move abroad chase dream really plausible motivating anymore got left last hope life work least tried endi waking sad miserable lonely tired life seeming meaningless every minute real thing keeping going family musici still virgin bothered normal age never love feelings anyone one woman meant world me  years still mind time fantasising cannot together starting care like attitude lifei still strong faith god hard keep going let live born let doctors save collapsed lung  months premature god knew life would like life getting me joke you still love though hope forgive ever know need talk get system
took meds nearly week feel terriblei getting brain zaps jumps body fatigued sleepy although parts medicationi dreading going sleep past days fear dreams second reality life get real rest dreams strange odd feelings leave wake unexplainable makes feel low touch life begun hate dreamsi want dreams anymore want blip non existing hours leastmy patterns same nearly years now wake eat trapped room sleep repeat memories past years days nothing years nothing anymorenot time makes sensei looking move abroad chase dream really plausible motivating anymore got left last hope life work least tried endi waking sad miserable lonely tired life seeming meaningless every minute real thing keeping going family musici still virgin bothered normal age never love feelings anyone one woman meant world me years still mind time fantasising cannot together starting care like attitude lifei still strong faith god hard keep going let live born let doctors save collapsed lung months premature god knew life would like life getting me joke you still love though hope forgive ever know need talk get system
tomaba medicinas casi la semana se siente terrible conseguir cerebro zaps saltos cuerpo fatigado sueño aunque partes medicationi temiendo ir a dormir días pasados miedo sueños segunda realidad vida conseguir descanso sueños extraños extraños sentimientos dejar despierta inexplicable hace sentir baja tacto comienza vida odio sueños deseo sueños más deseo blip no existente horas menos mis patrones igual casi años ahora me despierto comer habitación atrapada sueño repetir recuerdos pasados años nada más años nada más tiempo no hace sensei buscar moverse en el extranjero persecución sueño más motivadora realmente plausible dejó último esperanza trabajo menos probado trabajo endi endi triste miserable vida cansada sin sentido cada minuto real cosa manteniendo la música familiar todavía virgen molestado edad normal nunca amor sentimientos nadie una mujer significó mundo me años todavía mente tiempo fantasear no puede juntos comenzar cuidado como actitud vida todavía fuerte fe dios duro seguir dejando nacer dejar a los médicos salvar colapsado pulmón meses prematuro dios sabía la vida como la vida conseguirme broma todavía amor aunque la esperanza perdonar nunca sabe necesidad de hablar get system