regret missed opportunities disappointmentso guess life gone great could much worse many respects im incredibly lucky loving family girlfriend reasonable financial security at least financially secure  year old be half decent job prospects education hand really cant take this defining feature past  years mental illness depression paranoiapsychosis anxiety social withdrawal close friends really mean girlfriend many friends problems deal with end think people probably feel hint relief die longer burden help day day feel like every step life ive missed opportunities everything  year old scared go round friends house he older brother loads creepy toys  yeah pathetic know  feeling depressed go holiday family graduate uni made friends barely scraping through know carry im going look back life spent dreaming away disappointing very few people ever got close me im going anything right now cant really envisage realistic way this cant stop thinking ending existing anymore anyone please please help
regret missed opportunities disappointmentso guess life gone great could much worse many respects im incredibly lucky loving family girlfriend reasonable financial security at least financially secure year old be half decent job prospects education hand really cant take this defining feature past years mental illness depression paranoiapsychosis anxiety social withdrawal close friends really mean girlfriend many friends problems deal with end think people probably feel hint relief die longer burden help day day feel like every step life ive missed opportunities everything year old scared go round friends house he older brother loads creepy toysyeah pathetic know feeling depressed go holiday family graduate uni made friends barely scraping through know carry im going look back life spent dreaming away disappointing very few people ever got close meim going anything right now cant really envisage realistic way this cant stop thinking ending existing anymore anyone please please help
Lamentaciones oportunidades perdidas decepciónso supongo que la vida ha ido muy bien podría mucho peor muchos respetos im increíblemente afortunado amante familia novia razonable seguridad financiera al menos seguro financiera año edad ser medio decente perspectivas de trabajo educación mano realmente no puede tomar esta característica definitoria años pasados enfermedad mental depresión paranoiapsicosis ansiedad retiro social amigos cercanos realmente significa novia muchos amigos problemas lidiar con fin pensar personas probablemente se sienten indirecta alivio de la carga más largo día ayuda sentir como cada paso vida vida ha perdido oportunidades todo año miedo ir alrededor amigos casa él hermano mayor carga juguetes espeluznantes sí patético saber sentirse deprimido ir vacaciones familia graduado amigos apenas raspados a través de saber llevar im mirar atrás vida pasado soñando lejos decepcionante muy poca gente llegó cerca meim ir cualquier cosa ahora no puede realmente imaginar manera realista este no puede dejar de pensar final existente ya nadie por favor ayudar