feel like aliveits always one thing next im turning twenty two months ever since kid torn everyone everything theres nothing left great boyfriend guess thats something hes everything though today dear jesus forgot turn oven came back home work smoke filled house hes pissed hug tell loves anything cold shoulder hurts favourite person hurts more want alive want keep going know walks stairs hes going say   working already rocky definitely going push edge cant deal anymore heartbreak ive hurt far many times stop always one thing another cant this something stupid comes downstairs says loves me im anymore what want feeling guilty possibly leaving reason want live im sick fuckup everyone around gets hurt annoyed angry im sick making others miserable me cant it always one thing next
feel like aliveits always one thing next im turning twenty two months ever since kid torn everyone everything theres nothing left great boyfriend guess thats something hes everything though today dear jesus forgot turn oven came back home work smoke filled househes pissed hug tell loves anything cold shoulder hurts favourite person hurts more want alive want keep going know walks stairs hes going say working already rocky definitely going push edge cant deal anymore heartbreak ive hurt far many times stop always one thing another cant this something stupid comes downstairs says loves me im anymore what want feeling guilty possibly leaving reason want live im sick fuckup everyone around gets hurt annoyed angry im sick making others miserable me cant it always one thing next
Siento como vivo siempre una cosa siguiente im vuelta veintidós meses desde niño desgarrado a todo el mundo todo Theres nada dejó gran novio supongo que es algo hes todo aunque hoy querido Jesús olvidado vuelta horno volvió a casa trabajo humo lleno casa hes abrazo enojado decir ama cualquier cosa frío hombro duele persona favorita duele más quiero vivo quiero seguir yendo saber caminatas escaleras él va decir trabajo ya rocoso va definitivamente push edge borde no puede hacer más dolor corazón ive dolor lejos muchas veces detener siempre una cosa otro cant esto estúpido viene abajo me dice me ama más lo que quiero sentirse culpable posiblemente dejar la razón quiero vivir im enfermo cagar todo el mundo se hace daño enojado enfermo im enfermo hacer otros miserable me cant siempre una cosa siguiente