perceived terrifies years suicidal ideation plans cannot tell anyone know overreact refuse give privacy weeks again makes things much worse know typing this actually intend post it impermanent draft way allow express it want rest want die sick dismissed invalidated bring symptoms parents doctor sick parasite living parents basement tired existing like this soon chance going looking lorazepam hidden me full bottle enough want reassurance platitudes guess mostly wanted say it want die years much coward go it past attempts got found careful enough goddamn tired really know posting
perceived terrifies years suicidal ideation plans cannot tell anyone know overreact refuse give privacy weeks again makes things much worse know typing this actually intend post it impermanent draft way allow express it want rest want die sick dismissed invalidated bring symptoms parents doctor sick parasite living parents basement tired existing like this soon chance going looking lorazepam hidden me full bottle enough want reassurance platitudes guess mostly wanted say it want die years much coward go it past attempts got found careful enough goddamn tired really know posting
Los planes de ideación suicida no pueden decirle a nadie saber sobrereaccionan rechazo dan privacidad semanas otra vez hace las cosas mucho peor saber escribir esto realmente intención post it forma de borrador impermanente permitir expreso quiere descanso querer morir enfermo despedido invalidado traer síntomas padres médico parásito enfermo vivir padres sótano cansados existente como esta pronto oportunidad ir buscando lorazepam me escondió botella completa lo suficiente para tranquilizarse platitudes supongo que la mayoría quería decir que quiere morir años mucho cobarde ir más allá intentos se encontraron con cuidado bastante maldito cansado realmente saber publicación