motivation anymore kill kill kill meive anxiety long remember depression diagnosed awhile back though maybe   years ago dont feel right anymore tried get help awhile took medicine regularly saw consoler years everything fallen apart medicine gave side effects got scared stopped taking later gained fear taking pills consoler moved another office one insurance didnt cover slowly lost friends friend my girlfriend broke couple months ago said break call two months later decided could never romantically already someone new feels like nobody barley shower get bed anymore cause everything grades terrible im stupid get anything right im talentless passion life used enjoy reading sometimes doodling get mad feel sad mad everyday feel like im going freak punch something hate shitty school consoler hate teachers think im lazy hate mom thinking im lazy im mad mad mad mad mad feel like punching face days feel utterly lonely someone kill
motivation anymore kill kill kill meive anxiety long remember depression diagnosed awhile back though maybe years ago dont feel right anymore tried get help awhile took medicine regularly saw consoler years everything fallen apart medicine gave side effects got scared stopped taking later gained fear taking pills consoler moved another office one insurance didnt cover slowly lost friends friend my girlfriend broke couple months ago said break call two months later decided could never romantically already someone new feels like nobody barley shower get bed anymore cause everything grades terribleim stupid get anything rightim talentless passion life used enjoy reading sometimes doodling get mad feel sad mad everyday feel like im going freak punch something hate shitty school consoler hate teachers think im lazy hate mom thinking im lazyim mad mad mad mad mad feel like punching face days feel utterly lonely someone kill
motivación más matar matar matar meive ansiedad largo recordar depresión diagnosticada hace un tiempo, aunque tal vez hace años no se siente bien ya trató de conseguir ayuda un rato tomó la medicina regularmente vio años consolador todo se desmayó la medicina dio efectos secundarios se asustó dejó de tomar más tarde ganó miedo tomar píldoras consolar movió otra oficina un seguro no cubre amigos lentamente perdido amigo mi novia rompió dos meses atrás dijo llamada de descanso dos meses después decidió nunca podría romántico ya alguien nuevo se siente como nadie ducha de cebada conseguir cama ya porque todo grados terribleim estúpido conseguir cualquier cosa derecha sin talento pasión vida utilizado disfrutar de la lectura a veces doodling se enoja se siente triste loco todos los días se siente como im va monstruo golpe algo odio mierda escuela consolador odio profesores pensar im perezoso odio mamá pensar im perezosoim loco loco loco loco loco loco loco sentir como golpear cara días se siente completamente solitario alguien matar