im fucking close ending allwhen eminem said when im gone carry mourn wish upon friends really considering redflag point hate life really see point it like peace life always depression even anti depressants really depression fucking tired everyday fake happy mom dad sister school counselors friends hurting inside much want pain end fucking  ed fucking school front friends teacher staff taken restraints hospital hours upon end think that probably fucking helps shit make even suicidal permanent way end pain death cutting temporary solution literally fucking anyone sees tell someone trying get help good intentions always end going hospital want peace never ending depression tried hang twice stopped parents came home times tried od adderall adhd meds take enough fucking sick tired world become want end life really see future wretched thing call world like fucking real want emotional peace once
im fucking close ending allwhen eminem said when im gone carry mourn wish upon friends really considering redflag point hate life really see point it like peace life always depression even anti depressants really depression fucking tired everyday fake happy mom dad sister school counselors friends hurting inside much want pain end fucking ed fucking school front friends teacher staff taken restraints hospital hours upon end think that probably fucking helps shit make even suicidal permanent way end pain death cutting temporary solution literally fucking anyone sees tell someone trying get help good intentions always end going hospital want peace never ending depression tried hang twice stopped parents came home times tried od adderall adhd meds take enough fucking sick tired world become want end life really see future wretched thing call world like fucking real want emotional peace once
l mierda cerca terminar todo cuando eminem dijo cuando I ido llevar duelo deseo sobre amigos realmente considerando rojo punto odio vida realmente ver punto como paz vida siempre depresión incluso antidepresivos realmente depresión mierda cansado todos los días falso feliz mamá papá hermana escuela consejeros amigos dolor dentro mucho deseo final mierda Ed mierda escuela amigos frente profesor personal tomó restricciones hospital horas al final pensar que probablemente mierda ayuda a la mierda incluso suicida manera permanente fin dolor muerte cortar solución temporal literalmente alguien ve decirle a alguien tratando de conseguir ayuda buenas intenciones siempre terminan ir hospital quieren paz nunca terminar depresión intentado colgar dos veces paró padres llegó a casa tiempos probados od addall adhd meds tomar suficiente enfermo mundo cansado llegar a querer terminar la vida realmente ver futuro miserable cosa llamar mundo como mierda real quiere emocional paz una vez