worst part life feeling useless life feeling useless turnfor long ive felt reason live driving purpose would go day day immersing media made forget empty life felt empty felt went years met best friend met her life seemed light like never had years went by went lot asked out said yes couple years years long distance btw come realization need me nothing her whenever needs emotional help try might cant help her never right things say never right things insanely clear longer wanted needed helpful without her im back empty life before feel creeping way back im coming conclusion needs me nothing good intentions love ever thought could love something might made long around guide me want able her despite good intentions hurt needs me im incapable swallow pain feel responsibilities have give attention i simply enough im man nothing good intentions actions carry out like say road hell paved good intentions ampxb college im great school ive always killed academics college hard me though felt useless push hard motivation im sure thats me classes genuinely feel useless either way adds feeling like life pointless plan buying motorcycle think fun love sense freedom seems random theres reason bring up buy necessary gear wear time make sure bike always running well plan buying bike thats fast beginner like me hope die without intentionally killing myself for nothing all thing kept alive girl longer needs me think im simply living borrowed time thats getting feelings actually found subreddit looking im useless want die catharsis appreciate anyone reading hope well
worst part life feeling useless life feeling useless turnfor long ive felt reason live driving purpose would go day day immersing media made forget empty life felt empty felt went years met best friend met her life seemed light like never had years went by went lot asked out said yes couple years years long distance btw come realizationneed me nothing her whenever needs emotional help try might cant help her never right things say never right things insanely clear longer wanted needed helpful without her im back empty life before feel creeping way back im coming conclusion needs me nothing good intentions love ever thought could love something might made long around guide me want able her despite good intentions hurt needs me im incapable swallow pain feel responsibilities have give attentioni simply enough im man nothing good intentions actions carry out like say road hell paved good intentions ampxb college imgreat school ive always killed academics college hard me though felt useless push hard motivation im sure thats me classes genuinely feel useless either way adds feeling like life pointless plan buying motorcycle think fun love sense freedom seems random theres reason bring up buy necessary gear wear time make sure bike always running well plan buying bike thats fast beginner like me hope die without intentionally killing myself for nothing all thing kept alive girl longer needs me think im simply living borrowed time thats getting feelings actually found subreddit looking im useless want die catharsis appreciate anyone reading hope well
La peor parte de la vida sintiéndose inútil vida sintiéndose inútil vuelta por mucho tiempo sentido razón viva propósito de conducción iría día inmersión medios hizo olvidar la vida vacía se sentía vacío se sentía ido años se reunió mejor amigo se reunió su vida parecía luz como nunca había pasado años pasado mucho se preguntó fuera dijo sí par de años de larga distancia btw venir realización me necesidad nada cada vez que necesita ayuda emocional intentar podría ayudar nunca las cosas correctas decir nunca las cosas bien locamente claro quería ser útil sin su im espalda vida vacía antes de sentirse espeluznante camino de regreso conclusión me necesita nada buenas intenciones el amor nunca pensó podría amar algo podría hacer mucho alrededor guía me quiere capaz a pesar de buenas intenciones daño me necesita im incapaz tragar dolor sentir responsabilidades han prestado atencióni simplemente suficiente im hombre nada buenas intenciones acciones llevar como decir camino infierno pavimentado buenas intenciones ampxb universidad imgran escuela ive siempre mató académicos universidad duro aunque me sentía inútil empujar duro motivación