name trinity thing number  tomorrow rd bdayif going end it tomorrow seems like best day three deeper meaning me like it aesthetically pleasing  im trans girl picked name went legal trouble change this im depressed shit  friend  family members talk regular thats it one work talks me social life im alone spend  free time alone bedroom way  years now nothing life brings joy favorite foods used get excited lost taste music become repetitive boring escapes anime video games cant hold interest  im lonely want make friends things together hobbies subjects relate others about pre transition free time money spent drugsbecause depressed needed escape reality born wrong  im stuck wrong body way surgerysmass amounts money even then even thenif fully transitioned know would myself feel like blank slate like never became anything like never able find myself become individual  make new friends hobbies ever life drugs escape  people got pretty close online eventually rejected found much talk about could talk drugs thats did thats knewthey got bored ditched me  social anxiety twisted hard go shopping get grocery list without panic attack cant even reach individual level tell others bad need much im suffering always feel like burden others even internet randos fb groups  last week requested th work because my birthday invited friend niece go bar hopping hit today told cancelled im depressed function  im living life simply alive know call quits
name trinity thing number tomorrow rd bdayif going end it tomorrow seems like best day three deeper meaning me like it aesthetically pleasing im trans girl picked name went legal trouble change this im depressed shit friend family members talk regular thats it one work talks me social life im alone spend free time alone bedroom way years now nothing life brings joy favorite foods used get excited lost taste music become repetitive boring escapes anime video games cant hold interest im lonely want make friends things together hobbies subjects relate others about pre transition free time money spent drugsbecause depressed needed escape reality born wrongim stuck wrong body way surgerysmass amounts money even then even thenif fully transitioned know would myself feel like blank slate like never became anything like never able find myself become individual make new friends hobbies ever life drugs escape people got pretty close online eventually rejected found much talk about could talk drugs thats did thats knewthey got bored ditched me social anxiety twisted hard go shopping get grocery list without panic attack cant even reach individual level tell others bad need much im suffering always feel like burden others even internet randos fb groups last week requested th work because my birthday invited friend niece go bar hopping hit today told cancelled im depressed function im living life simply alive know call quits
nombre trinity thing number mañana rd bdayif va a terminar mañana parece mejor día tres más profundo que me gusta estéticamente agradable im chica elegido nombre fue legal problemas cambiar esta im deprimido mierda amigos familia miembros hablar regularmente que es un trabajo me habla vida social solo pasar tiempo libre solo dormitorio manera años ahora nada vida trae alegría alimentos preferidos utilizados conseguir excitado sabor música perdido fugas aburridos repetitivos anime juegos de vídeo no pueden tener interés im solo quieren hacer amigos cosas juntos hobbies temas relacionados otros sobre pre transición tiempo libre dinero gastado drogas porque deprimido necesidad escapar realidad nace malim mal pegado cuerpo manera cirugíasmasa cantidades de dinero incluso entonces incluso entonces si totalmente transición saber me sentiría como pizarra en blanco como nunca se convirtió en nada como nunca capaz de encontrarme hacer nuevos amigos hobbies drogas de la vida escapar la gente consiguió bastante cerca en línea finalmente rechazado