clearly reason fim done really really done everything ive trying fake happiness mental stability cant really anymore im slipping im depressed ive ever life know triggered current suicidal thought explosion gotten point frequent cycles suicidal thoughts increasing frequency length means kill myself even quickly ive got gun car could drive mountains drive road somewhere one find end it one clean mess ill make sure tie loose ends itll fine ill free im close it scary thing im trying cry trying relieve tension eyes burning tears fall cant anymore know get better start
clearly reason fim done really really done everything ive trying fake happiness mental stability cant really anymore im slipping im depressed ive ever life know triggered current suicidal thought explosion gotten point frequent cycles suicidal thoughts increasing frequency length means kill myself even quickly ive got gun car could drive mountains drive road somewhere one find end it one clean mess ill make sure tie loose ends itll fine ill freeim close it scary thing im trying cry trying relieve tension eyes burning tears fall cant anymore know get better start
Claramente razón fim hecho realmente hecho todo ive intentar falsa felicidad estabilidad mental no puedo más I reslding im deprimido vida siempre saber desencadenado actual pensamiento suicida explosión conseguido punto frecuentes ciclos pensamientos suicidas aumento de frecuencia longitud significa matarme incluso rápidamente Ive consiguió coche de la pistola podría conducir montañas carretera en algún lugar uno encontrar final él un desorden limpio mal asegurarse de atar cabos sueltos itll fine mal freeim cerrar it thing miedo Im tratando de llorar tratando de aliviar la tensión ojos quemando lágrimas caída no puedo saber mejor empezar