sometimes really want kill myselfi bad life caring friends caring parents brother nice things room somewhat good grades school feel like it im usa understand last year high school wanting go anything live pretty much diagnosed depression deep heart take pity everything do every mistake every action thinking good enough thats killing me done bed like two weeks although may sound ridiculous thats sign something right ive tried kill myself think   times last one almost felt brave enough like year half ago  im almost  last year pretty good damn demons head came back came back tell wrong im worthy all know something love lot things love drawing playing wow playing music i play bass guitar drums think would miss things remember much fun things sorry post little messy needed spit somehow lot people know this think knows redflag attemps close friend mine even best friends know it im skipping school tomorrow clear thoughts or least ill try skip it th charm
sometimes really want kill myselfi bad life caring friends caring parents brother nice things room somewhat good grades school feel like itim usa understand last year high school wanting go anything live pretty much diagnosed depression deep heart take pity everything do every mistake every action thinking good enough thats killing me done bed like two weeks although may sound ridiculous thats sign something right ive tried kill myself think times last one almost felt brave enough like year half ago im almost last year pretty good damn demons head came back came back tell wrongim worthy all know something love lot things love drawing playing wow playing music i play bass guitar drums think would miss things remember much fun things sorry post little messy needed spit somehow lot people know this think knows redflag attemps close friend mineeven best friends know it im skipping school tomorrow clear thoughts or least ill try skip it th charm
A veces realmente quiero matar a mí mismo mala vida amigos cuidados padres cuidado cosas agradables habitación algo buenas calificaciones escuela sentir como itim EE.UU. entender el año pasado secundaria querer ir cualquier cosa vivir bastante diagnosticada depresión corazón profundo tener piedad todo hacer cada error cada acción pensar lo suficientemente bueno que me mata hacer cama como dos semanas aunque puede sonar ridículo que firmar algo derecho i i tratar de matarme creo que los tiempos pasados casi se sintió lo suficientemente valiente como el año hace medio año im casi el año pasado bastante buena maldita cabeza demonios volvió volvió decir malim digno de todos saben algo amor mucho cosas que le encanta dibujar tocar wow tocar música tocar bajo batería pensar que faltaría a las cosas recordar cosas muy divertidas lo siento poco desorden necesita escupir de alguna manera mucha gente sabe este pensamiento sabe Redflag Attemps cerca amigo mío incluso los mejores amigos saben que im faltar a la escuela mañana pensamientos claros o menos mal tratar de saltarse el encanto