cant take anymore dietheres constant fear stomach like fear living go away long im alive cant anymore im sick pretending able cope like keep pretending live life want end soon always say think friends family would feel fuck them never thought effects decisions would others plan anytime soon guess incredibly selfish makes easier nothing worth staying for little things mean jackshit could possibly life means nothing college university well paying job wife children  means nothing me like bribe keep here want die refuse stay anymore thats say
cant take anymore dietheres constant fear stomach like fear living go away long im alive cant anymore im sick pretending able cope like keep pretending live life want end soon always say think friends family would feel fuck them never thought effects decisions would others plan anytime soon guess incredibly selfish makes easier nothing worth staying for little things mean jackshit could possibly life means nothing college university well paying job wife children means nothing me like bribe keep here want die refuse stay anymore thats say
No puedo soportar más la muerte siempre hay miedo constante estómago como el miedo la vida se va largo im vivo cant más enfermo pretendiendo capaz de sobrellevar como seguir fingiendo vivir la vida quiere final pronto siempre decir pensar amigos familia se sentiría mierda nunca pensar efectos decisiones planean en cualquier momento pronto adivinar increíblemente egoísta hace más fácil nada vale la pena quedarse para pequeñas cosas significa mierda podría posiblemente la vida significa nada universidad bien pago empleo hijos esposa significa nada me gusta soborno mantener aquí quiero morir rechazo quedarse más que dicen