died need tell storythis life long sad story one must tell someone born middle kid middle class family parents were first abusers dad alcoholic beat brother nights good listen music mom much better abuse dad abuse emotionally financially bad other around third grade diagnosed autism testing traumatic first experience gender dysphoria waiting room vhs worked alice wonderland wanted alice could handle new world handle mine parent filled pills till high school pill made slow fat easier dope parent lead getting  lbs develop boob im guy ive spent whole adult life trying get fit this one biggest failures  raped friends got drunk payed girl sex me happen party ive told therapist still cant talk about theres proof left too one one would believe me collage failure to know bpd depression still talk rape let build inside me met ex great first became emotionallyverbally sexually abusive hide friends family spend next three years deep denial come phone sex cam girl addiction itd year cant stop ive spend  theres coming back this im stuck dead end job life forfeit theres coming back this
died need tell storythis life long sad story one must tell someone born middle kid middle class family parents were first abusers dad alcoholic beat brother nights good listen music mom much better abuse dad abuse emotionally financially bad other around third grade diagnosed autism testing traumatic first experience gender dysphoria waiting room vhs worked alice wonderland wanted alice could handle new world handle mine parent filled pills till high school pill made slow fat easier dope parent lead getting lbs develop boob im guyive spent whole adult life trying get fit this one biggest failures raped friends got drunk payed girl sex me happen party ive told therapist still cant talk about theres proof left too one one would believe me collage failure to know bpd depression still talk rape let build inside me met ex great first became emotionallyverbally sexually abusive hide friends family spend next three years deep denial come phone sex cam girl addiction itd year cant stop ive spend theres coming back this im stuck dead end job life forfeit theres coming back this
fallece necesidad contar historia esta vida larga triste historia uno debe contar a alguien nacido hijo medio familia clase media padres eran primeros abusadores papá alcoholico golpear hermano noches buena escuchar música mamá mucho mejor abuso papá abuso emocionalmente malo otros alrededor tercer grado diagnóstico autismo traumático primera experiencia traumática disforia género sala de espera vhs trabajo alicia maravillaland quería alice podría manejar nuevo mundo padre mío píldoras llenas hasta que la píldora de la escuela secundaria hizo grasa lenta dope padre plomo conseguir libras desarrollar boob im guyive toda la vida adulta tratando de encajar este uno más grandes fracasos violado amigos se emborrachó chica pagada sexo me sucede fiesta iive le dijo al terapeuta todavía no puede hablar de Theres prueba izquierda también uno me creería collage fracaso de saber bpd depresión todavía hablar violación dejar construir dentro de mí me conocí ex gran primero se convirtió emocionalmente sexualmente abusivo amigos familia pasar siguiente tres años negación profunda venir teléfono sexo chica adicción itd año no puede dejar de pasar allí volver este im callejón muerto vida trabajo perder allí volver este