im angry timeim angry everything classes started recently im upset im missing year freedom im going third year university finally felt like good headspace able manage classes felt ready improve grades finally felt confident enough try making friends pandemic happens ruins everything top that home life sucks theres lot fighting goes on parents argue lot sister fights parents etc parents pretty overprotective us well makes hard go whenever want im overall super depressed situation feel like nothing look forward to grades shit past two years shy make friends mostly stuck myself feel like need balance life bad social life major reason grades struggled much year joined club feel like im finally gaining confidence become social person hard everything online feel alone recently ive lot bad thoughts history cutting although havent done  months urges becoming really strong hard resist find constantly laying bed listening angry music also cant stand around people anymore find everyone fake feel like ive become angry cynical person know therapist always tells need change mindset much easier said done
im angry timeim angry everything classes started recently im upset im missing year freedom im going third year university finally felt like good headspace able manage classes felt ready improve grades finally felt confident enough try making friends pandemic happens ruins everything top that home life sucks theres lot fighting goes on parents argue lot sister fights parents etc parents pretty overprotective us well makes hard go whenever want im overall super depressed situation feel like nothing look forward to grades shit past two years shy make friends mostly stuck myself feel like need balance life bad social life major reason grades struggled much year joined club feel like im finally gaining confidence become social person hard everything online feel alone recently ive lot bad thoughts history cutting although havent done monthsurges becoming really strong hard resist find constantly laying bed listening angry music also cant stand around people anymore find everyone fake feel like ive become angry cynical person know therapist always tells need change mindset much easier said done
Im enojado timeim enojado todo las clases comenzaron recientemente im molesto im faltante año libertad im ir tercer año universidad finalmente se sintió como buen espacio de cabeza capaz de administrar clases listos mejorar grados finalmente se sintió suficientemente seguro tratar de hacer amigos pandemia pasa ruinas todo lo superior que la vida en casa chupa thres mucho lucha va en los padres argumentan mucho hermana pelea padres etc padres bastante sobreprotector nos hace bien difícil ir cuando quiero en general situación súper deprimida sentir como nada mirar hacia adelante a las calificaciones mierda pasados dos años tímido hacer amigos sobre todo me siento como necesidad equilibrio vida mala vida social mayor razón grados lucharon mucho año unido club se siente como im finalmente ganar confianza convertirse en persona social duro todo en línea se siente solo recientemente ive mucho malos pensamientos historia corte aunque no han hecho meses fuerte duro resistir encontrar constantemente tendido música enojado también no se puede parar alrededor de la gente más encontrar a todos los falsos se sienten como ive enojado persona cínica saber terapeuta siempre dice necesidad cambio mentalidad mucho más fácil dicho hecho