feel dangerously alonei dunno deserve constantly beat thinking im bad person maybe xyz different people would like me id friends likely case still believe thoroughly friends almost identical pasts thought patterns behavioral patterns hot talented etc get away flaws cannot current friend group operates wholly conditionally things like get attention slip up get boot convinced one friends clinical narcissist needs help id never dare say it cant even say hes hurt feelings flipping without punished feel dangerously alone moved away home  friends family near me friends hold bc feel like family shit  idk do ill text apologize think ive done something wrong theyll either ignore use me even know anymore took  shots alone monday night hands numb nobody dont even real job risked leaving grandma mom sister k miles away career doesnt exist friends gaslight cry dont even give time day theyll give friends time day me never felt lifted inspired one them clear dont want me im dangerously alone amount self care save career theyre gonna keep trying ruin slander ive ever done defend
feel dangerously alonei dunno deserve constantly beat thinking im bad person maybe xyz different people would like me id friends likely case still believe thoroughly friends almost identical pasts thought patterns behavioral patterns hot talented etc get away flaws cannot current friend group operates wholly conditionally things like get attention slip up get boot convinced one friends clinical narcissist needs help id never dare say it cant even say hes hurt feelings flipping without punished feel dangerously alone moved away home friends family near me friends hold bc feel like family shit idk do ill text apologize think ive done something wrong theyll either ignore use me even know anymore took shots alone monday night hands numb nobody dont even real job risked leaving grandma mom sister k miles away career doesnt exist friends gaslight cry dont even give time day theyll give friends time day me never felt lifted inspired onethem clear dont want meim dangerously alone amount self care save career theyre gonna keep trying ruin slander ive ever done defend
Se siente peligrosamente soloi no se merece constantemente golpear pensar im mala persona tal vez xyz diferentes personas me gustaría id amigos caso probable todavía creer a fondo amigos casi idénticos patrones de pensamiento patrones de comportamiento caliente talentoso etc escaparse defectos actuales grupo de amigos opera totalmente condicionalmente cosas como conseguir atención deslizarse convencerse de que un amigo clínico narcisista necesidades ayuda nunca se atreven a decir que ni siquiera se puede decir que los sentimientos heridos se flipan sin castigo sentirse peligrosamente solo mudarse casa amigos familia cerca de mí amigos mantener bc se siente como familia mierda Idk hacer mal texto disculpar pensar que ive hecho algo mal que o bien ignorarme uso incluso saber más tomó disparos solos lunes por la noche manos entumecer a nadie ni siquiera trabajo real riesgo dejar abuela mamá hermana k millas carrera no existe amigos gaslight llora ni siquiera dar tiempo día le darán a amigos hora día yo nunca se sintió levantado inspirado uno de ellos claro no quiero meim peligrosamente sola cantidad auto cuidado salvar carrera van a seguir tratando de ruina calumnia ha hecho defender