moved back dad help fight cancer mistake  hes ruining lifemy relationship dad never amazing worked hard improve moved out relationship mom similar got lot closer passed away things improved lot dad  started actually listening say instead lecturing time seemed care life even though different hes interested in got diagnosed cancer hes scared hes angry hes freaking out hes taking me  months ago so ive never felt worthless now im honestly ready end life hes torn everything built moving out overcame depression social anxiety regular anxiety panic attacks become functional adult im back pit despair except im also buried credit card debt income im trying get job hard huge gap employment wonderful supportive girlfriend much became angry frustrated ruined things her left blame leaving right thing take herself something could never do im broke  years old one nothing going me cant spend another  years rebuilding myself im strong enough im tired hurting im tired pain want over want peace care killing would hurt dad hes fuckhead deserves hurt months ago started hoping either cancer would kill hed go remission hes lined another  month cycle chemotherapy one knows means fuck me im lost ive lost myself person awful cant live ive become person today deserve anything good im worthless im hateful im angry im asshole hurt people hurt bend backwards take care asshole father owe anything to wish id moved another country money workfromhome job late life future
moved back dad help fight cancer mistake hes ruining lifemy relationship dad never amazing worked hard improve moved out relationship mom similar got lot closer passed away things improved lot dad started actually listening say instead lecturing time seemed care life even though different hes interested in got diagnosed cancer hes scared hes angry hes freaking out hes taking me months ago so ive never felt worthless now im honestly ready end life hes torn everything built moving out overcame depression social anxiety regular anxiety panic attacks become functional adult im back pit despair except im also buried credit card debt income im trying get job hard huge gap employment wonderful supportive girlfriend much became angry frustrated ruined things her left blame leaving right thing take herself something could never do im broke years old one nothing going me cant spend another years rebuilding myself im strong enoughim tired hurting im tired pain want over want peace care killing would hurt dadhes fuckhead deserves hurt months ago started hoping either cancer would kill hed go remission hes lined another month cycle chemotherapy one knows means fuck me im lost ive lost myself person awful cant live ive become person today deserve anything good im worthless im hatefulim angry im asshole hurt people hurt bend backwards take care asshole father owe anything to wish id moved another country money workfromhome job late life future
papá ayuda a luchar contra el cáncer error hes arruinando vida mi relación papá nunca increíble trabajo duro mejorar movió relación mamá similar mucho más cerca pasó cosas mejorado lot papá comenzó realmente escuchar decir en lugar de lecturing tiempo parecía cuidado vida a pesar de que diferente él está interesado en conseguir diagnóstico de cáncer hes miedo hes enojado hes his his his his his his his his waking me meses ago tan ive nunca se sintió inútil ahora honestamente listo final vida hes trincado todo construido moviéndose fuera depresión social ansiedad regular ansiedad pánico ataques convertirse en adulto funcional im back pit desesperación excepto im enterrado tarjeta de crédito ingresos de deuda im intentar conseguir trabajo duro enorme brecha empleo maravilloso apoyo novia mucho se enfureció frustrado cosas su izquierda culpa dejando derecho tomar algo podría hacer im años rotos uno nada me puede pasar otro año reconstruyéndome im fuerte suficiente cansado dolor im cansado dolor querer paz cuidado matanza se lastimaría papás cabeza mierda merece daño meses atrás