coping loss entire family feel nothing like nothing live either sign suicidal idealization risk itim mostly level stress trauma makes nonfunctional one bizarre life circumstances several people family egotistical sociopathic and possibly psychopathic drunks mother maybe cousins heavy drinkers met demise drunk driving family members vehicle separate occasions incidents far apart months find want around people much feel sad either normal feel much still grieving way lost entire family losing realize abusive fact too something wrong reaction despite dealing ptsd point sometimes too living relatives anymore im basically orphan think know grieve this feel like nothing proper grieve dealing trauma triggers better living ways avoid them fairly isolated
coping loss entire family feel nothing like nothing live either sign suicidal idealization risk itim mostly level stress trauma makes nonfunctional one bizarre life circumstances several people family egotistical sociopathic and possibly psychopathic drunks mother maybe cousins heavy drinkers met demise drunk driving family members vehicle separate occasions incidents far apart months find want around people much feel sad either normal feel much still grieving way lost entire family losing realize abusive fact too something wrong reaction despite dealing ptsd point sometimes too living relatives anymoreim basically orphan think know grieve this feel like nothing proper grieve dealing trauma triggers better living ways avoid them fairly isolated
sobrellevar la pérdida de toda la familia no siente nada como nada viva ni signo suicida idealización riesgo itim mayormente nivel de estrés trauma hace infuncional una extraña vida circunstancias varias personas familia egotista sociópatas y posiblemente psicopáticos borrachos madre tal vez primos bebedores pesados se reunió fallecimiento borracho conducir familiares vehículos incidentes lejanos meses encontrar necesidad alrededor de la gente mucho sentirse triste o bien normal sentir mucho dolor camino perdido familia entera perder darse cuenta de hecho abusivo también algo mala reacción a pesar de traficar ptsd punto a veces demasiado parientes vivos másim básicamente huérfano pensar saber pesar esto se siente como nada adecuado dolor tratar trauma desencadena mejores formas de vida evitar bastante aislado