know call fcking upso fair warning probably terrible human struggling sexual relationship couple years ago trying come terms some definitely overthinking want sense talked me basically  dated girl six months never sex got pretty close it one fight lead another ended breaking up well broke up talking some told yeah going sleep weekend broke up almost hanging head try get get back her ended starting hook started try take things little since expressed interest sex wed hook up beginning would always ask okay shed respond yes my name something okay id tell you well trips up wed hook up sometimes shed underwear still id thrust some occasionally id move side little tease sticking some never extent itd past foreplay one time asked are still underwear immediately stopped teasing went back underwear return that night times incident id try like said wouldve told something okay never ended sex definitely teased like wed shower together times one time asked questions underwear would off reason feel dirty sly taking advantage pushy thinking realize moved underwear know cant shake guilt keep overthinking things ive almost painted sexual assault perpetrator feel like jail did past  years never said anything anyone feeling like something wrong damn reason keep thinking did ended things  years ago really bad terms recently tried reach apologize treating way using hookup cheating her etc stonewalled me brain overthinking saying thinks sexually assaulted her ive hard lately want clarity think would willing come terms something could put label it able that find spiral perpetual guilt
know call fcking upso fair warning probably terrible human struggling sexual relationship couple years ago trying come terms some definitely overthinking want sense talked me basically dated girl six months never sex got pretty close it one fight lead another ended breaking up well broke up talking some told yeahgoing sleep weekend broke up almost hanging head try get get back her ended starting hook started try take things little since expressed interest sex wed hook up beginning would always ask okay shed respondyes my name somethingokayid tell you well trips up wed hook up sometimes shed underwear still id thrust some occasionally id move side little tease sticking some never extent itd past foreplay one time asked are still underwear immediately stopped teasing went backunderwear return that night times incident id try like said wouldve told something okay never ended sex definitely teased like wed shower together times one time asked questions underwear would off reason feel dirty sly taking advantage pushy thinking realize moved underwear know cant shake guilt keep overthinking things ive almost painted sexual assault perpetrator feel like jail did past years never said anything anyone feeling like something wrong damn reason keep thinking did ended things years ago really bad terms recently tried reach apologize treating way using hookup cheating her etc stonewalled me brain overthinking saying thinks sexually assaulted her ive hard lately want clarity think would willing come terms something could put label it able that find spiral perpetual guilt
know call fcking upso just advertence probablemente terrible humano lucha sexual pareja hace años tratando de llegar a términos algunos definitivamente sobrepensar sentido de querer me habló básicamente chica fechada seis meses nunca sexo se puso muy cerca una pelea llevó a otro terminó romper bien roto hablar algunos dijo yesgo sueño fin de semana roto casi colgar la cabeza tratar de volver su final principio gancho comenzó a tratar de tomar las cosas poco ya que expresó interés sexo sexo se enganchó empezar siempre preguntaría bien cobert respuestasí mi nombre algookayid te dicen bien viajes se enganchó a veces derramar ropa interior todavía id empuje algunos ocasionalmente id se mueve poco teaching pegando alguna medida pasado juegos previos una vez preguntó son ropa interior todavía dejó de tomar té se volvió ropa interior retorno que noche veces incidente id tratar como dicho hubiera dicho algo bien