im tired fi tried killing sunday  wanted try carbon monoxide poisoning didnt work tried hanging couple months ago got scared midway stopped im tired im sad depressed weak hate myself try make others happy im never happy havent felt true happiness long forget feels like good life like this im scared tell boyfriend knows im depressed dont think knows bad is feels wrong tell feel head girlfriends arent supposed that theyre supposed make so happy make feel loved tell theyre depressed want kill themselves no wont make happy theres thid deep heavy sadness heart im scared tell parents im scared make therapy appointment know dont want hear theyre daughter suicidal piece shit know love me scare sometimes cant always make happy im fucking dumb always okayish grades school work barely anything suck job took thought would make happy interest parent im depressed unhappy life love people around me cant hard ive depressed long  years ive told one person whole thing person doesnt even live country me feel alone even though know im not keep distancing people me want die ive come terms it really nothing much im weak mentally im weak dont want go painfully thought carbon monoxide gonna work hate myself im sorry long wanted ramble
im tired fi tried killing sunday wanted try carbon monoxide poisoning didnt work tried hanging couple months ago got scared midway stopped im tiredim sad depressed weak hate myself try make others happy im never happy havent felt true happiness long forget feels like good life like this im scared tell boyfriend knows im depressed dont think knows bad is feels wrong tell feel head girlfriends arent supposed that theyre supposed make so happy make feel loved tell theyre depressed want kill themselves no wont make happy theres thid deep heavy sadness heart im scared tell parentsim scared make therapy appointment know dont want hear theyre daughter suicidal piece shit know love me scare sometimes cant always make happy im fucking dumb always okayish grades school work barely anything suck job took thought would make happy interest parent im depressed unhappy life love people around me cant hard ive depressed long years ive told one person whole thing person doesnt even live country me feel alone even though know im not keep distancing people me want die ive come terms it really nothing much im weak mentally im weak dont want go painfully thought carbon monoxide gonna work hate myself im sorry long wanted ramble
I cansado fi intentó matar el domingo quería probar envenenamiento por monóxido de carbono no trabajo intentó colgar un par de meses atrás se asustó medio camino paró im cansado triste deprimido débil odio me intento hacer otros felices im nunca feliz no he sentido verdadera felicidad largo olvidar se siente como buena vida como este im asustado decirle novio sabe im deprimido no creo que sabe mal se siente mal decir se siente las novias en la cabeza no se supone que se supone que hacen tan feliz hacer sentir querido decir que están deprimido quieren matarse a sí mismos no se hace feliz allí thid profunda tristeza pesada corazón im miedo decirle a los padresim miedo hacer cita terapia saber no quiero escuchar son hija suicida pieza mierda saber amor me asusta a veces no siempre hacer feliz im maldito tonto calificaciones escuela trabajo apenas cualquier chupar trabajo tuvo pensamiento haría feliz interés padre