tired living im sure ill always aloneits almost two years im still hung ex even though cheated lied me anything live for friends understand supportive ive tried many medications nothing works doctor idea help ignores tell bad am lie say plan do materials hard get really dated since ex believe sex marriage im okay hookups anything like that ex pretended felt lied course think probably proposed get pants contact look up still think time therapy therapist says healing different everybody u heal different rates think ill find someone genuinely cares me want live life alone though want give morals boyfriend either im tired sad scared time im afraid leave house antianxiety pills work little cant work live farming area theres even places meet people except church bars obviously already know people church cant really chat mass hardly go anymore anyway im even sure believe god anymore pray understand kill myself even life death know reason live anymore
tired living im sure ill always aloneits almost two years im still hung ex even though cheated lied me anything live for friends understand supportive ive tried many medications nothing works doctor idea help ignores tell bad am lie say plan do materials hard get really dated since ex believe sex marriageim okayhookups anything like that ex pretended felt lied course think probably proposed get pants contact look up still think time therapy therapist says healing different everybody u heal different rates think ill find someone genuinely cares me want live life alone though want give morals boyfriend either im tired sad scared time im afraid leave house antianxiety pills work little cant work live farming area theres even places meet people except church bars obviously already know people church cant really chat mass hardly go anymoreanyway im even sure believe god anymore pray understand kill myself even life death know reason live anymore
Estoy seguro de estar enfermo siempre solo sus casi dos años todavía estoy colgado ex a pesar de engañar me mintió cualquier cosa vivo para los amigos entender he apoyo i i probado muchos medicamentos nada funciona médico idea ayuda ignora decir mal am mentira decir plan hacer materiales duro conseguir realmente datado ya ex creo sexo matrimonioim okayhookups cualquier cosa como que ex fingido se sintió mentira curso pensar probablemente propuesto conseguir pantalones contacto buscar aún piensa tiempo terapeuta dice sanar diferentes todos u sanar diferentes tasas pensar mal encontrar alguien realmente me importa quiero vivir la vida sola aunque quiero dar moral novio o bien estoy cansado triste miedo tiempo im miedo salir casa antiansiedad píldoras trabajo poco no puede trabajar vive zona agrícola hay incluso lugares conocer gente excepto bares de iglesia obviamente ya saben gente iglesia no puede realmente chatear masa casi no va másde ninguna manera estoy seguro de creer que dios más orar entender matarme incluso vida muerte saber razón vivir más