give signim honestly considering ending tonight never felt alone entire life lost nan month half ago amp grief unbearable nan best friend love much ive always said ever passed would kill wasnt expecting soon im trying stay strong grandad really dont think this im trying positive abt future think nan isnt it feel trapped inside head amp feel way escape end it ive suicidal amp way got better support nan gave n shes cant deal it want die badly amp doubt ill even see nan thought nothingness eternity calming think it even dont see again ashes could put near nans ashes would world im sick tired now reasons wanting end thats main one idk dont even know im looking amp dont want like nan wouldnt want bc shes shell never know god sound selfish want die none friends family seem care ive dropping hints since may amp ive said outright multiple times whats point continuing existing dont want anymore one seems care whether live die
give signim honestly considering ending tonight never felt alone entire life lost nan month half ago amp grief unbearable nan best friend love much ive always said ever passed would kill wasnt expecting soon im trying stay strong grandad really dont think this im trying positive abt future think nan isnt it feel trapped inside head amp feel way escape end it ive suicidal amp way got better support nan gave nshes cant deal it want die badly amp doubt ill even see nan thought nothingness eternity calming think it even dont see again ashes could put near nans ashes would world im sick tired now reasons wanting end thats main one idk dont even know im looking amp dont want like nan wouldnt want bcshes shell never know god sound selfish want die none friends family seem care ive dropping hints since may amp ive said outright multiple times whats point continuing existing dont want anymore one seems care whether live die
da Sigtim honestamente considerando terminar esta noche nunca se sintió solo vida entera perdido nan mes medio hace amp dolor insoportable nan mejor amigo amor mucho siempre dicho nunca pasado mataría estaba esperando pronto im tratando de permanecer fuerte abuelo realmente no creo que este im intentar positivo abt futuro pensar que ni siquiera se siente atrapado dentro de cabeza amp sentir escape fin ive suicida amp manera consiguió mejor apoyo que nshes no puede tratar quiere morir mal amp duda mal incluso ver a nn pensamiento nada eternidad calmando pensar que incluso no volver a ver cenizas podría poner cerca de nans cenizas mundo im enfermo cansado ahora razones que quieren final que es principal un idk dont ni siquiera saber im mirar amp no quieren como nn no querría bcshes cáscara nunca sabe dios sonido egoísta querer morir amigos familia parece cuidado ive consejos de caída ya que puede ampive dijo varias veces lo que sigue existiendo no quiere más que uno parece preocuparse si vivir morir