life would much easier thinkthis going mess idk else post this format fucked up apologise sometimes cant stop thinking reasons id better dead im barely human cant function like everyone else can im constantly reminded every shitty thing life matter go do ill never able forget this vivid memories every little thing ive fucked up cant get life without self harm thing point boyfriend theres almost nothing life makes happy anymore amp fucking sucks ive tried talk quitting said something want to thats beside point like idk feel lost im trying find something make stop thinking forever amp redflag answer course get temporary release cutting enough amp never be plus ruining life would much easier kill go shit want feel think even exist ill always reminded past experiences like long period sexual abuse amp rape abusive father amp fucked family even live long enough move ill plagued issues rest life get like boyfriend says things like think future itll get better think will things never get better makes happy really enough keep alive next couple years im stuck fucking house know im even writing this im much coward actually end it came pretty fucking close couple months ago course it wish wouldve succeeded
life would much easier thinkthis going mess idk else post this format fucked up apologise sometimes cant stop thinking reasons id better deadim barely human cant function like everyone else can im constantly reminded every shitty thing life matter go do ill never able forget this vivid memories every little thing ive fucked up cant get life without self harm thing point boyfriend theres almost nothing life makes happy anymore amp fucking sucks ive tried talk quitting said something want to thats beside point like idk feel lost im trying find something make stop thinking forever amp redflag answer course get temporary release cutting enough amp never be plus ruining life would much easier kill go shit want feel think even exist ill always reminded past experiences like long period sexual abuse amp rape abusive father amp fucked family even live long enough move ill plagued issues rest life get like boyfriend says things like think future itll get better think will things never get better makes happy really enough keep alive next couple years im stuck fucking house know im even writing this im much coward actually end it came pretty fucking close couple months ago course it wish wouldve succeeded
La vida sería mucho más fácil pensar que este lío va idk otra cosa post este formato jodido disculparse a veces no puedo dejar de pensar razones id mejor deadim apenas humano cant función como todos los demás puede constantemente recordar cada mierda materia de la vida va hacer mal nunca puede olvidar estos recuerdos vívidos cada pequeña cosa ive ive up get life sin auto daño punto novio hay casi nada la vida hace feliz más amp mierda chupa ive probado hablar dejar de decir algo quiere eso aparte de punto como idk se siente perdido im tratar de encontrar algo hacer dejar de pensar para siempre amp redflag respuesta curso obtener libertad temporal cortar suficiente amp nunca más arruinar la vida sería mucho más fácil matar mierda querer pensar incluso existir enfermo siempre recordar experiencias pasadas como largo período abuso sexual amp violación abusivo padre amp follada familia incluso vivir lo suficiente movimiento enfermo problemas plagados descanso vida llegar como novio dice cosas como pensar futuro que va a ser mejor pensar las cosas hará feliz realmente lo suficiente mantener vivo el próximo par de años im pegada puta casa saber