lost hope lifeso decided post life story went young teenager dreams goals life adult fucked time time hope life lot happened piled one giant mess nobody blame it  years old born raised southern california grew playing soccer good grades school paper great life bound successful life unfortunately case right now fact point life giving hope besides sporty person always video games bring met woman november  whose name lets pretend name sarah i want names stay anonymous age me online group friends skype played game ever since sarah got added group click us joked around sense humor soon decided start private messaging other next thing know feelings other asked week met little soon possibly started skyping regular basis continued play game met at soon relationship found sarah mature age large maturity gap us started show constantly annoyed even hurt emotionally due immaturity started thing calling ex hot liking models pictures instagram watching porn regularly found hurt it keep mind sent nudes even webcam masturbation sessions skype good reason watch porn months started relationship asked stop watching porn successfully time found watching again july  flew ohio lives spent days going back california amazing lot fun really good chemistry going one problem lying watching porn started watching again that continued frustrate differences maturity levels life went though still great times would skype play game together overall good time flew ohio spring break senior year april  time found picture woman saved phone saved months completely forgot it hurt her rightfully so still good week together unfortunately still watched couple porn videos within next  months lot few get back later graduated high school packed stuff moved ohio live sarah parents first week  life great tim went however immaturity gotten sarah point wanting send back california things as able perform basic tasks properly playing video games instead productive things something instantly changed since complaint etc got point believed adhd something never diagnosed with extensive research concluded adhd need go doctor diagnosis something still yet do top that looked search history found searches made top that something wrong haunted ever since admitted her gone way go one friends instagram profile and despite seconds gone intentionally look pictures pleasure scarred still scars day finally decided enough enough stopped looking stuff entirely made sure got self esteem back trust back seemingly worked times would still bring times hurtful still are top this sarah despises parents  get along thinks parents controlling mother narcissist sarah anxiety depression mother one point called sarah crazy argument had sarah never let go agree sarah sense parents controlling caused much stress upon sarah along terrible decisions mentioned led discussion us sarahs parents going back california everything happened already stuff packed needed buy plane ticket back california basically whole situation stemmed immaturity stressing everyone family including sarahs brother autistic like annoying character traits well little competitive played video games together one point stress family put sarah family everything built up next thing know sarah grabs bottle ibuprofen runs bathroom get her swallows handful them screamed help someone call  immediately outside holding hand crying saying dont want die taken hospital mother entire time luckily okay taken mental health facility said needed  hours now gets ugly night right taken mental health facility one doctors said cannot take cell phone her use phones facility person am went one ear other another habit mine sarah gets frustrated by happens often sarahs mother took home first thing worry sarah sent sarah long wall text showing concern love her completely unaware take phone facility next morning started unpack stuff decided give another chance first things unpacked wii laptop backpack moment remember talking mother sarahs mother telling get ready leaving  minutes so person am thinking visiting her finish conversation mother even talking first place get ready leave car ride sarah calls mother talk bit talk sarah asked oh youre getting already nice despite everyone else knowing already was mother also asked me disappointing manner asked sarah doing yet answer saying sent long text message showing concern her find never even took phone her sarah got picked returned home sarah saw mess room furious me saying wanted good time want come home stress days incident decided truly best return california bought ticket packed stuff deleted pictures pictures me threw away everything reminded me seemed over sadly obliged returned back california unfortunately us one thing happened sealed deal us still messaged weeks played game together sometimes offered dirty session refused days later offered one remember showering time came back said would like one said already herself days went without sort pleasure decided look something up something homosexually related i bicurious admitted sarah finally fed me days days either ignored me called told much horrible person which wont deny give remarks showing frustration me update  yesterday supposed year anniversary sadly cut short furthermore suicidal mistakes well guilt thought scarring her self harmed everal times back here punched face tensions rose punched arms thighs hard before thought starving andor dehydrating never did thought swallowing pills never did now today typing this swallowed mouthful mouthwash hour ago builtup tension us first sen bunch pictures hot girls instagram paid absolutely attention andam interested all continually pressured admit like it proceeded say ex thousand times better person even said next boyfriend hate me hug say hes sorry ever put me particular moment lost control emotions actions ran straight bathroom grabbed listerine bottle swallowed entire mouthful it now refuse tell parents anything refuse go doctor despite wanting help left many questions point desperately seeking help possible adhd try patch relationship stop compulsive liar terms stopping thoughts self harm suicide sarah meant everything me really want future her thought starting someone else sickens stomach feel like never happy again am still single
lost hope lifeso decided post life story went young teenager dreams goals life adult fucked time time hope life lot happened piled one giant mess nobody blame it years old born raised southern california grew playing soccer good grades school paper great life bound successful life unfortunately case right now fact point life giving hope besides sporty person always video games bring met woman november whose name lets pretend name sarah i want names stay anonymous age me online group friends skype played game ever since sarah got added group click us joked around sense humor soon decided start private messaging other next thing know feelings other asked week met little soon possibly started skyping regular basis continued play game met at soon relationship found sarah mature age large maturity gap us started show constantly annoyed even hurt emotionally due immaturity started thing calling ex hot liking models pictures instagram watching porn regularly found hurt it keep mind sent nudes even webcam masturbation sessions skype good reason watch porn months started relationship asked stop watching porn successfully time found watching again july flew ohio lives spent days going back california amazing lot fun really good chemistry going one problem lying watching porn started watching again that continued frustrate differences maturity levels life went though still great times would skype play game together overall good time flew ohio spring break senior year april time found picture woman saved phone saved months completely forgot it hurt her rightfully so still good week together unfortunately still watched couple porn videos within next months lot few get back later graduated high school packed stuff moved ohio live sarah parents first week life great tim went however immaturity gotten sarah point wanting send back california things as able perform basic tasks properly playing video games instead productive things something instantly changed since complaint etc got point believed adhd something never diagnosed with extensive research concluded adhd need go doctor diagnosis something still yet do top that looked search history found searches made top that something wrong haunted ever since admitted her gone way go one friends instagram profile and despite seconds gone intentionally look pictures pleasure scarred still scars day finally decided enough enough stopped looking stuff entirely made sure got self esteem back trust back seemingly worked times would still bring times hurtful still are top this sarah despises parents get along thinks parents controlling mother narcissist sarah anxiety depression mother one point called sarah crazy argument had sarah never let go agree sarah sense parents controlling caused much stress upon sarah along terrible decisions mentioned led discussion us sarahs parents going back california everything happened already stuff packed needed buy plane ticket back california basically whole situation stemmed immaturity stressing everyone family including sarahs brother autistic like annoying character traits well little competitive played video games together one point stress family put sarah family everything built up next thing know sarah grabs bottle ibuprofen runs bathroom get her swallows handful them screamed help someone call immediately outside holding hand crying saying dont want die taken hospital mother entire time luckily okay taken mental health facility said needed hours now gets ugly night right taken mental health facility one doctors said cannot take cell phone her use phones facility person am went one ear other another habit mine sarah gets frustrated by happens often sarahs mother took home first thing worry sarah sent sarah long wall text showing concern love her completely unaware take phone facility next morning started unpack stuff decided give another chance first things unpacked wii laptop backpack moment remember talking mother sarahs mother telling get ready leaving minutes so person am thinking visiting her finish conversation mother even talking first place get ready leave car ride sarah calls mother talk bit talk sarah asked oh youre getting already nice despite everyone else knowing already was mother also asked me disappointing manner asked sarah doing yet answer saying sent long text message showing concern her find never even took phone her sarah got picked returned home sarah saw mess room furious me saying wanted good time want come home stress days incident decided truly best return california bought ticket packed stuff deleted pictures pictures me threw away everything reminded me seemed over sadly obliged returned back california unfortunately us one thing happened sealed deal us still messaged weeks played game together sometimes offered dirty session refused days later offered one remember showering time came back said would like one said already herself days went without sort pleasure decided look something up something homosexually related i bicurious admitted sarah finally fed me days days either ignored me called told much horrible person which wont deny give remarks showing frustration me update yesterday supposed year anniversary sadly cut short furthermore suicidal mistakes well guilt thought scarring her self harmed everal times back here punched face tensions rose punched arms thighs hard before thought starving andor dehydrating never did thought swallowing pills never did now today typing this swallowed mouthful mouthwash hour ago builtup tension us first sen bunch pictures hot girls instagram paid absolutely attention andam interested all continually pressured admit like it proceeded say ex thousand times better person even said next boyfriend hate me hug say hes sorry ever put me particular moment lost control emotions actions ran straight bathroom grabbed listerine bottle swallowed entire mouthful it now refuse tell parents anything refuse go doctor despite wanting help left many questions point desperately seeking help possible adhd try patch relationship stop compulsive liar terms stopping thoughts self harm suicide sarah meant everything me really want future her thought starting someone else sickens stomach feel like never happy again am still single
vida perdida esperanza así que decidió historia post vida fue joven adolescentes sueños metas vida adulto follada tiempo tiempo esperanza vida mucho sucedió amontonado un enorme desastre nadie lo culpa años de edad criado sur california creció jugando fútbol buenas notas escuela papel gran vida ligada vida exitosa por desgracia caso ahora hecho punto vida dar esperanza además de deporte persona siempre videojuegos traer meet woman noviembre cuyo nombre permite pretender nombre