im still girlfriend cheats me recent events left feeling suicidal now need advicethis began revengeredflag letter removed names details j together  years proposed thought one day would married around  j started misgivings relationship the spark gone out would tell me ever wanted happy time could understand done wrong fix things perhaps given enough attention perhaps sexually unsatisfactory know early  j cheated several times man named k still together girlfriend j stayed together throughout kept secret me figured several months later weakness break j foolishly believed still loved could fix this  witnessed j k drunken sex front me left cried entire day after j called back somehow reconciled j saw sporadically that moved house lived together took things back home one day j came home crying felt could relationship k k still girlfriend j felt alone one cared her admitted still cared kissed her on j sort secret friends benefits arrangement would see secret telling anyone j would still sleep men like k beneficial arrangement me gatherings conventions k together would remove room sex would receive many similar benefits began see less friend j would call often even daily come new home hang together js parents fully aware js cheating were aware j saw time hide well became view pillow essentially teddy bear j could snuggle bed talk could buy clothes dinners presents though j would say loved said loved her still doubted her today one year afterwards j k convention weekend every night three nights j would call vacate room could sex partied friends morning hours hours ago returned room attempted sex j became confused said no j also bdsm yelled confusing me became mad would reply back owe answer asleep next right now realize used left j year ago soon confessed cheating me fool foolish hopeless romantic wanted cling remains something called love feel low want kill honestly see pulling this feel ever want relationship ever want risk love heart broken again cant see j way resembled were want love again said cant stupid sounds love mattered me know do thought sending letter friends throwing train die sort fuck you revenge death know do
im still girlfriend cheats me recent events left feeling suicidal now need advicethis began revengeredflag letter removed names details j together years proposed thought one day would married around j started misgivings relationship the spark gone out would tell me ever wanted happy time could understand done wrong fix things perhaps given enough attention perhaps sexually unsatisfactory know early j cheated several times man named k still together girlfriend j stayed together throughout kept secret me figured several months later weakness break j foolishly believed still loved could fix this witnessed j k drunken sex front me left cried entire day after j called back somehow reconciled j saw sporadically that moved house lived together took things back home one day j came home crying felt could relationship k k still girlfriend j felt alone one cared her admitted still cared kissed her on j sort secret friends benefits arrangement would see secret telling anyone j would still sleep men like k beneficial arrangement me gatherings conventions k together would remove room sex would receive many similar benefits began see less friend j would call often even daily come new home hang together js parents fully aware js cheating were aware j saw time hide well became view pillow essentially teddy bear j could snuggle bed talk could buy clothes dinners presents though j would say loved said loved her still doubted her today one year afterwards j k convention weekend every night three nights j would call vacate room could sex partied friends morning hours hours ago returned room attempted sex j became confused said no j also bdsm yelled confusing me became mad would reply back owe answer asleep next right now realize used left j year ago soon confessed cheating me fool foolish hopeless romantic wanted cling remains something called love feel low want kill honestly see pulling this feel ever want relationship ever want risk love heart broken again cant see j way resembled were want love again said cant stupid sounds love mattered me know do thought sending letter friends throwing train die sort fuck you revenge death know do
Im todavía novia me engaña eventos recientes se siente suicida ahora necesita consejo esto comenzó venganza bandera roja carta eliminado nombres detalles j juntos años propuestos pensamiento un día se casaría alrededor j comenzó dudas relación la chispa se apagaba me diría siempre quería feliz tiempo podía entender hecho mal cosas quizás dado suficiente atención tal vez sexualmente insatisfactoria conocimiento temprano j engañado varias veces hombre nombrado k todavía juntos novia j permaneció juntos a lo largo de secreto me imaginé varios meses después debilidad ruptura j tontamente creído todavía amado podría arreglar este testigo j k borracho sexo frente me dejó llorado todo el día después de j llamado de alguna manera reconciliado j vio esporádicamente que la casa movida vivió juntos llevó cosas de vuelta a casa un día j llegó a casa llorando se sentía podría relación k k todavía novia j se sentía solo uno se preocupaba ella admitió todavía cuidado besó en j tipo secreto amigos arreglo beneficios ver secreto diciendo a alguien j todavía dormir hombres como k beneficioso arreglo me reuniones convenciones