note hope help people understand one day thank youdont read last night first night thought enough energy it never real felt brain numb tears anxiety focus hopelessness hopelessness self esteem hopelessness hopeful thinking go exact spot dreamed happening sticking decision moment walked front door never wanted leave note im gonna start see get dont want call seasonal depression captive depression nonsensical depression proves useless curable wanna call restless hopelessness nothings left sad feelings go numb literally feel bliss go body im still imaging nothingness dont know mind goes drifts dont wanna make sappy note sticking facts logical non sensical ironic sounds coming depressed kid dont sad leave angry drive find real cure patience cure comes happy patience support like dopamine drip kidney failure patient striving get transplant surviving medication theyre skin turns yellow family love ever drove resenting emotionally ugly treat everyone great mask fact really another spec star dust universe doesnt care im ash want listen make note want understand really feels like even though brain body hopefully never will want listen tell working pushing harder ever isnt working me need reason emotion great life what strive cant reach try ill never see really feels like normal again name every reason wrong dont convince im wrong convince brain subconscious  convince sadness less sadness others take care mourn sadness others dont want share this mind clearing up always trys best moment carve path clear view one days storms going thick wont feel drowsy day hope whatever hell pushing me little mercy love guys love you dani
note hope help people understand one day thank youdont read last night first night thought enough energy it never real felt brain numb tears anxiety focus hopelessness hopelessness self esteem hopelessness hopeful thinking go exact spot dreamed happening sticking decision moment walked front door never wanted leave note im gonna start see get dont want call seasonal depression captive depression nonsensical depression proves useless curable wanna call restless hopelessness nothings left sad feelings go numb literally feel bliss go bodyim still imaging nothingness dont know mind goes drifts dont wanna make sappy note sticking facts logical non sensical ironic sounds coming depressed kid dont sad leave angry drive find real cure patience cure comes happy patience support like dopamine drip kidney failure patient striving get transplant surviving medication theyre skin turns yellow family love ever drove resenting emotionally ugly treat everyone great mask fact really another spec star dust universe doesnt care im ash want listen make note want understand really feels like even though brain body hopefully never will want listen tell working pushing harder ever isnt working me need reason emotion great lifewhat strive cant reach try ill never see really feels like normal again name every reason wrong dont convince im wrong convince brain subconscious convince sadness less sadness others take care mourn sadness others dont want share this mind clearing up always trys best moment carve path clear view one days storms going thick wont feel drowsy day hope whatever hell pushing me little mercy love guys love you dani
nota esperanza ayudar a la gente a entender un día gracias no leer anoche primera noche pensamiento suficiente energía que nunca se sintió real cerebro entumecimiento lágrimas ansiedad enfoque desesperanza autoestima desesperanza esperanza pensamiento ir exactamente lugar soñado sucediendo sticking decisión momento caminado puerta delantera nunca quiso dejar nota im va a empezar ver get dont want call estación depresión cautiva depresión nonsensical depresión prueba inútil curable querer llamar inquietud desesperación nada deja triste sentimientos ir entumecimiento literalmente sentir felicidad go bodyim todavía imagen nada nadie sabe la mente va derivas no quiero hacer sappy nota pegajos hechos lógicos no sensical irónico sonidos venir deprimido niño no triste conducir enojado encontrar cura verdadera paciencia cura viene feliz paciencia apoyo como dopamina goteo insuficiencia renal paciente esfuerzo conseguir trasplante sobrevivir medicamentos se convierten en piel amarillo amor familia nunca condujo resentido emocional tratar a todos gran máscara hecho realmente otra estrella estrella polvo universo no le importa