going kill weekendi all well paying job enjoyed loving mother cared lot me bright future utterly devastating self esteem last internship abroad schizophrenia hit hearing lot negative voices kept ignoring mothers emails held resent reason father raised hate her rude ignore her fair room back house move brother become even isolated damaged brain trying self medicate voices abusing anxiolytics committed internet crime broke morals snapped voices everything im left damaged brain haunting past im currently employed really cant it cant write code anymore im mentally incapable want live dark place anymore temporary problem permanent problem hate did went crazy fucked bad ends weekend
going kill weekendi all well paying job enjoyed loving mother cared lot me bright future utterly devastating self esteem last internship abroad schizophrenia hit hearing lot negative voices kept ignoring mothers emails held resent reason father raised hate her rude ignore her fair room back house move brother become even isolated damaged brain trying self medicate voices abusing anxiolytics committed internet crime broke morals snapped voices everything im left damaged brain haunting past im currently employed really cant it cant write code anymoreim mentally incapable want live dark place anymore temporary problem permanent problem hate did went crazy fucked bad ends weekend
going kill fin de semanai todos bien pago trabajo disfrutado cariño madre cuidado mucho me brillante futuro totalmente devastador autoestima pasado pasantías en el extranjero esquizofrenia hit escuchar mucho voces negativas se mantuvo ignorando madres correos electrónicos mantenidos resentido razón padre criado odio su grosero ignorar su justo cuarto detrás casa mudanza hermano se convierten incluso aislado cerebro dañado tratando de automedicarse voces abusando de ansiolíticos delitos cometidos en internet moral se rompió voces rotas todo im izquierda cerebro dañado que acecha pasado im actualmente empleado realmente no puede escribir código yam mental incapaz querer vivir oscuro lugar más temporal problema permanente odio hizo loco follada mal fin de semana