know anymore going therapy years feel like nothing working taken meds past couple days wish could happy without taking pills feel happy so going town two weeks tell love way love me young already fucked up brother fucking died last year due choking game even fucking suicidal perfectly healthy brother kill cannot fucking pathetic care anything anymore giving everything up staying bed day get guys kms get summer job school starts productive shit want fucking exist anymore tired crying numb want end happiness short lived wish could walk room immediately see possible ways could kms want normal like kid worry bring show telli feel bad younger self sorry grew monstrosity innocentam even real anymore cannot decide completely give try hardest
know anymore going therapy years feel like nothing working taken meds past couple days wish could happy without taking pills feel happy so going town two weeks tell love way love me young already fucked up brother fucking died last year due choking game even fucking suicidal perfectly healthy brother kill cannot fucking pathetic care anything anymore giving everything up staying bed day get guys kms get summer job school starts productive shit want fucking exist anymore tired crying numb want end happiness short lived wish could walk room immediately see possible ways could kms want normal like kid worry bring show telli feel bad younger self sorry grew monstrosity innocentam even real anymore cannot decide completely give try hardest
Ya sabes, ir a terapia años se siente como nada trabajo tomó medicamentos pasados un par de días deseo podría feliz sin tomar píldoras sentirse feliz así que va ciudad dos semanas decir amor manera amor me joven ya jodido hermano mierda murió el año pasado debido a asfixia juego incluso puto suicida perfectamente saludable hermano matar no puede puto cuidado patético nada más dando todo quedarse cama día conseguir chicos kms conseguir trabajo de verano escuela mierda quiere mierda existir más cansado llorando entumecido querer final felicidad corta vida deseo podría caminar habitación ver posibles maneras podría kms querer normal como niño preocupación llevar espectáculo telli se siente mal joven auto lamento creció monstruosidad inocenteam incluso real ya no puede decidir completamente dar el intento más duro