sitting parking lot wanting end allim really bad emotionally abusive relationship want leave cant guilt eating alive leave home cant think anything else ive driving around trying entertain myself trying entertain eating disorder mostly think much pain hes caused me manipulative hows never tried help me im embarrassed admit people relationship failing even parents really want son law cant handle pressure anymore days fine act anything less perfect hell make fun me panic attack two weeks got left like didnt want deal it want run car ramp im sure thatll kill completely dont want live like anymore much doubt hating myself dont know anymore
sitting parking lot wanting end allim really bad emotionally abusive relationship want leave cant guilt eating alive leave home cant think anything else ive driving around trying entertain myself trying entertain eating disorder mostly think much pain hes caused me manipulative hows never tried help me im embarrassed admit people relationship failing even parents really want son law cant handle pressure anymore days fine act anything less perfect hell make fun me panic attack two weeks got left like didnt want deal it want run car rampim sure thatll kill completely dont want live like anymore much doubt hating myself dont know anymore
estar sentado estacionamiento querer terminar allim realmente malo emocionalmente abusivo relación querer dejar no puedo culpa comer vivo salir de casa no puedo pensar cualquier otra cosa ive conducir alrededor tratando de entretenerme tratando de entretener trastorno alimenticio mayormente pensar mucho dolor él me causó manipulativo cómo nunca intentó ayudarme im avergonzado admitir la relación incluso los padres realmente quieren yerno no puede manejar la presión más días acto bien cualquier cosa perfecto infierno me hizo diversión ataque de pánico dos semanas me dejó como no quería trato quiero correr coche rampam seguro que matar por completo no quiero vivir como ya mucha duda odiar a mí mismo no sé más