know anymorethe first time thought ending around  felt really guilty thinking like that feel guilty all would i one know cares enough even talk time would care died mom used want put therapy anymore though im pretty sure thinks im going normal teen issues care enough find bad really is turns blind eye it guess refuses acknowledge problem have thinks choose lazy maybe normal teen issues im dramatic know even know im posting here honestly feel like reason live know id kill anyway someday tonight nothing distracts thoughts anymore im tired alive feels like option really tempting right now know im posting instead whatever edit anyone cares im fine now still feel like shit ill kill day ive found adequate materials use feel like getting any oh well guess ill procrastinate redflag like every thing else even life edit holy shit even know im updating need vent somewhere since talked teens helpline thing police went house talked parents found self harm suicidal urges and reacted better thought would relieving im confused nothing feels real
know anymorethe first time thought ending around felt really guilty thinking like that feel guilty all would i one know cares enough even talk time would care died mom used want put therapy anymore though im pretty sure thinks im going normal teen issues care enough find bad really is turns blind eye it guess refuses acknowledge problem have thinks choose lazy maybe normal teen issues im dramatic know even know im posting here honestly feel like reason live know id kill anyway someday tonight nothing distracts thoughts anymore im tired alive feels like option really tempting right now know im posting instead whatever edit anyone cares im fine now still feel like shit ill kill day ive found adequate materials use feel like getting anyoh well guess ill procrastinate redflag like every thing else even life edit holy shit even know im updating need vent somewhere since talked teens helpline thing police went house talked parents found self harm suicidal urges and reacted better thought would relieving im confused nothing feels real
Ya sabes que la primera vez que pensé que terminar por ahí se sentía muy culpable pensando como que sentirse culpable todo lo que yo sé que se preocupa incluso hablar tiempo se preocuparía muerto mamá utilizado querer poner terapia más aunque estoy bastante seguro piensa que me voy problemas adolescentes normales cuidado bastante encontrar malo realmente es hacer la vista gorda supongo que rechaza reconocer problema ha pensado elegir perezoso tal vez problemas adolescentes normales im dramatic saber incluso saber Im publicar aquí honestamente sentir como razón en vivo saber matar de todos modos algún día noche nada distrae pensamientos más cansados vivo se siente como opción realmente tentador ahora sabe Im publicar en lugar de lo que edite alguien se preocupa im bien ahora todavía se siente como mierda mal matar día iive encontrado materiales adecuados uso se siente como conseguir anyoh bien adivinar mal procrastinar Redflag como cualquier otra cosa incluso la vida editar mierda santa incluso saber im actualización necesidad ventilación en algún lugar desde adolescentes ayuda a la policía hablar padres encontraron auto daño impulsos suicidas y reaccionó mejor pensamiento aliviar im confundido nada se siente real