dont want live dont want diei spent past  years thinking killing myself ive gone paths shouldnt especially  im scared anytime bad habit think get rid comes back worse grade  parents divorced thought would fine however grade  hit started self harming didnt think serious mom found stopped grade  started also started eating thats really started debating killing myself grade  alone lot self harming got really bad also almost never ate got back track little thought past everything thought didnt want killy anymore grade  january year dad killed himself wanted angry amd able yell him couldnt mad him mad noticing especially always me one understood me since self harmed also started drinking deal it times drinking thing made hate myself times almost kill myself almost walked ice melting would freeze drown even though feel somewhat ok still dont want alive dont want deal feeling pain longer cant feel guilty longer im sorry anyone took time read this know im waste time im sorry wasting
dont want live dont want diei spent past years thinking killing myself ive gone paths shouldnt especially im scared anytime bad habit think get rid comes back worse grade parents divorced thought would fine however grade hit started self harming didnt think serious mom found stopped grade started also started eating thats really started debating killing myself grade alone lot self harming got really bad also almost never ate got back track little thought past everything thought didnt want killy anymore grade january year dad killed himself wanted angry amd able yell him couldnt mad him mad noticing especially always me one understood me since self harmed also started drinking deal it times drinking thing made hate myself times almost kill myself almost walked ice melting would freeze drown even though feel somewhat ok still dont want alive dont want deal feeling pain longer cant feel guilty longer im sorry anyone took time read this know im waste time im sorry wasting
No quiero vivir no quiero diei pasados años pensando matarme a mí mismo ive god caminos no debería especialmente asustarme en cualquier momento mal hábito pensar deshacerse vuelve peor grado padres divorciados pensamiento bien sin embargo grado golpe comenzó auto daño no creo serio mamá encontró parada grado comenzó también comenzó a comer que realmente comenzó a debatir matar a mí mismo grado solo mucho auto daño se hizo muy malo también casi nunca volvió a tener poco pensamiento pasado todo pensó no quería killy grado más enero año papá se mató quería enojado amd capaz gritar no podía loco no se dio cuenta especialmente siempre me uno me entendió desde auto herido también comenzó a beber trato veces beber cosa me hizo odio veces casi me mata casi caminar fusión de hielo me ahogaría incluso aunque siento algo bien todavía no quiero vivo no quiero trato dolor más largo no puedo sentir culpa im alguien tomó tiempo leer este saber im pérdida de tiempo im