nothing helps thoughts fantasies redflagno kind words supportive messages positive events goddamn thing theyre temporary highs end back pit depression graduate high school cool happy dont care start making hr fresh high school working dream job cool happy stoked back suicidal ideation get project car keep busy cool fun back depression nothing fuckin helps ever always comes back always sticks around always sittin back head waiting tiniest crack shield blast go hey fuckface time killed yourself eh heres million ways it get thinkin matter tells itll get better dont matter whos support me matter good things happen life fucking pisses off feeling like this ive got pretty damn good life thinking id better  foot under makes hate even more think big part isolated people much long know feel anything else thats case going get milestones worse im done school forced interact people age ive got like  close friends never willingly hang out know to keep busy occupied kind work mind races they really like you road come back sweat buckets heart pounds hard feels like gonna rip chest stumble damn near every word versus like sentence cause know socialize everyone says im hard worker got good work ethic im dedicated boils im fuckin scared anything but work cause mind takes suicidal dreams begin fuckin stop im scared im tired want end
nothing helps thoughts fantasies redflagno kind words supportive messages positive events goddamn thing theyre temporary highs end back pit depression graduate high school cool happy dont care start making hr fresh high school working dream job cool happy stoked back suicidal ideation get project car keep busy cool fun back depression nothing fuckin helps ever always comes back always sticks around always sittin back head waiting tiniest crack shield blast go hey fuckface time killed yourself eh heres million ways it get thinkin matter tells itll get better dont matter whos support me matter good things happen life fucking pisses off feeling like this ive got pretty damn good life thinking id better foot under makes hate even more think big part isolated people much long know feel anything else thats case going get milestones worse im done school forced interact people age ive got like close friends never willingly hang out know to keep busy occupied kind work mind races they really like you road come back sweat buckets heart pounds hard feels like gonna rip chest stumble damn near every word versus like sentence cause know socialize everyone says im hard worker got good work ethic im dedicated boils imfuckin scared anything but work cause mind takes suicidal dreams begin fuckin stop im scared im tired want end
nada ayuda pensamientos fantasías redflagno palabras amables mensajes de apoyo eventos positivos maldita cosa son altos temporales fin de espalda pit depresión graduado escuela secundaria cool feliz no importa empezar a hacer hr fresca escuela secundaria trabajo sueño trabajo fresco feliz asfixió espalda ideación suicida conseguir proyecto coche mantener ocupado diversión fresco volver depresión nada mierda ayuda siempre vuelve siempre se pega alrededor siempre se sienta detrás de la cabeza esperando más pequeño crack escudo explosión ir hey fuckface tiempo se mató eh aquí millones de maneras se pone pensarin materia le dice no importa quién me apoya importa qué cosas buenas cosas pasan vida mierda se cabrea sentir como este ive consiguió bastante mal buena vida pensamiento id mejor pie debajo hace odio incluso más piensa gran parte personas aisladas mucho tiempo saben sentir cualquier otra cosa que el caso va a tener hitos peor im hecho escuela interacción forzada gente edad tiene como amigos cercanos nunca voluntariamente pasar el tiempo sabe para mantener ocupado ocupado carrera de trabajo amable trabajo que realmente como usted vuelve sudor cubos corazón libras duro se siente como va a romper el pecho tropezar maldito cerca de cada palabra versus como sentencia causa saber socializar todos dice im trabajador duro tener buena ética trabajo