see pointi currently teenager high school childhood bad certainly worst one thing ive learned life far work really hard life die like nothing cant see future anyway failing classes atm motivation even try ive starting think possibilities life cant see way like playing video games get every morning another crappy day motivation play favorite games hanging friends seem like option im antisocial mom thinks worse leave house know it want end im stuck top hill nothing push continue life nothing push back side kill myself stuck top seeing shitty future then look behind see shitty childhood nobody knows thoughts sharing would turn another problem would think about  put anti depressants events childhood made cry sleep every night currently trying find hope listening music seems like chore find music make stop thinking first time posting subreddit like thought blind interaction help calling hotline even tho im antisocial cant even bare think speaking random stranger phone call situation even discuss friends family thank time suggestions personal stories could help think top hill
see pointi currently teenager high school childhood bad certainly worst one thing ive learned life far work really hard life die like nothing cant see future anyway failing classes atm motivation even try ive starting think possibilities life cant see way like playing video games get every morning another crappy day motivation play favorite games hanging friends seem like option im antisocial mom thinks worse leave house know it want endim stuck top hill nothing push continue life nothing push back side kill myself stuck top seeing shitty future then look behind see shitty childhood nobody knows thoughts sharing would turn another problem would think about put anti depressants events childhood made cry sleep every night currently trying find hope listening music seems like chore find music make stop thinking first time posting subreddit like thought blind interaction help calling hotline even tho im antisocial cant even bare think speaking random stranger phone call situation even discuss friends family thank time suggestions personal stories could help think top hill
ver pointi actualmente adolescente secundaria infancia mala sin duda peor una cosa live aprendido vida lejos trabajo realmente duro vida morir como nada no puede ver futuro de todos modos fallando clases atm motivación incluso tratar de ive start live start posibilidades vida no puede ver manera como jugar videojuegos conseguir cada mañana otro día de mierda motivación jugar juegos favoritos colgar amigos parece como opción im antisocial mamá piensa peor dejar casa saber que quieren endim atascado colina superior nada empujar continuar vida nada empujar lado atrás matar a mí mismo pegado arriba ver mierda futuro luego mirar detrás ver mierda infancia nadie sabe pensamientos compartir cambiaría otro problema pensaría poner antidepresivos eventos infancia hizo llorar dormir cada noche tratando de encontrar esperanza música escucha parece como core encontrar música hacer dejar de pensar primera vez publicar subredit como pensamiento interacción ciega ayuda llamar línea directa incluso tho im antisocial cant incluso desnudo pensar hablar extraño teléfono situación llamada incluso discutir amigos familia gracias sugerencias tiempo historias personales podría ayudar a pensar top colina