so outside looking great life better average person country kenya  parents worked hard grown good home enough food tablei feel lucky hate here always feel like deserve wish could give someone underprivileged better deserving opportunities feel like forced so much live for life great people fight everyday fraction opportunities disposal want this want leave want forfeit feel like ever make whatever doing never good enough nd living everyday postpones death time harder leave failed ton classes first year college could focus everlasting cloud life feel guilty knowing parents paying lot international tuition wasting iti drugs escape another problem life another reason hate always dream feeling nothing going far away maybe sea dying without trace family get hurt believe many years hated forever life depressing think dying every daymaybe cursed tired fighting tired getting toim tired tired
so outside looking great life better average person country kenya parents worked hard grown good home enough food tablei feel lucky hate here always feel like deserve wish could give someone underprivileged better deserving opportunities feel like forced so much live for life great people fight everyday fraction opportunities disposal want this want leave want forfeit feel like ever make whatever doing never good enough nd living everyday postpones death time harder leave failed ton classes first year college could focus everlasting cloud life feel guilty knowing parents paying lot international tuition wasting iti drugs escape another problem life another reason hate always dream feeling nothing going far away maybe sea dying without trace family get hurt believe many years hated forever life depressing think dying every daymaybe cursed tired fighting tired getting toim tired tired
Así que fuera buscando gran vida mejor persona promedio país kenya padres trabajaron duro cultivado buena casa suficiente comida mesai sentir suerte odio aquí siempre se siente como merecer deseo podría dar a alguien menos privilegiado mejor merecer oportunidades se siente como forzado tanto vivir para la vida gran gente lucha cotidiana fracción oportunidades eliminación quieren este deseo dejar quiero perder sentir como siempre hacer lo que sea hacer nunca lo suficientemente bueno y vivir todos los días pospone la muerte tiempo más difícil dejar fallidas toneladas clases universidad primer año podría centrarse eterna nube la vida se siente culpable saber los padres pagar mucha matrícula internacional desperdicio de drogas iti escapar otra vida problema otra razón odio siempre sentir nada va muy lejos mar morir sin rastro familia se lastiman creer muchos años odia la vida deprime pensar morir cada día maldecir cansado luchar cansado llegar a cansarse