ive extremely vivid suicidal thoughts one good thing life turned liei found bf hiding lot me could hiding know hid fact talking ex wouldve fine told upfront instead found phone even asked wont gf get jealous us talking said yea probably ill deal it found  days ago happened month ago last night found hung one days werent together we basically live together aside occasional night goes home take care things asked did denied til went messages together love think ever loved someone told past exs cheating exact things like doesnt care all want things work bc honestly thought one dont know ever trust him every opportunity gave tell truth decided hide things instead past  weeks suicidal thoughts gotten worse point scares me consumes every point ive extremely vivid thoughts havent frequently long time everytime saw him felt better felt safe felt loved hes highlight day best friend love life im going try strong clue how fact gave full trust thought would never lie hide things like others did find hes like them cant trust anyone im saying go him like one good thing had everything else shitty lately world cruel thought found one nice genuine person wrong good people
ive extremely vivid suicidal thoughts one good thing life turned liei found bf hiding lot me could hiding know hid fact talking ex wouldve fine told upfront instead found phone even asked wont gf get jealous us talking said yea probably ill deal it found days ago happened month ago last night found hung one days werent together we basically live together aside occasional night goes home take care things asked did denied til went messages together love think ever loved someone told past exs cheating exact things like doesnt care all want things work bc honestly thought one dont know ever trust him every opportunity gave tell truth decided hide things instead past weeks suicidal thoughts gotten worse point scares me consumes every point ive extremely vivid thoughts havent frequently long time everytime saw him felt better felt safe felt loved hes highlight day best friend love life im going try strong clue how fact gave full trust thought would never lie hide things like others did find hes like them cant trust anyone im saying go him like one good thing had everything else shitty lately world cruel thought found one nice genuine person wrong good people
vie pensamientos suicidas extremadamente vívidos una cosa buena vida convertido liei encontró bf escondite lot yo podía ocultar hecho oculto hablando ex quisiera bien dicho por adelantado en lugar de encontrar teléfono incluso wont gf conseguir celosos nosotros hablando dijo sí probablemente mal trato encontrado hace días pasado hace mes pasado anoche encontrado colgó un día no estábamos juntos básicamente vivir juntos a un lado noche ocasional va a casa cuidar cosas pidió hizo negado hasta que fue mensajes juntos amor pensar que alguna vez se le dijo pasado exs engañar cosas exactas como no le importa todos quieren cosas trabajo bc honestamente pensó que uno no sabe nunca confiar en él cada oportunidad le dio decir la verdad decidió ocultar cosas en lugar de pasado semanas pensamientos suicidas se puso peor punto me asusta consume cada punto ve pensamientos extremadamente vívidos habitúa con frecuencia mucho tiempo cada vez que lo vio se sentía mejor se sentía seguro amor hes resaltado mejor día mejor amigo amor vida im va a tratar de pista fuerte cómo hecho dio plena confianza pensamiento nunca ocultar cosas como otros encontrarían él no puede confiar en nadie im decir que iba a ir a otra cosa buena mierda últimamente cruel pensamiento encontró una persona genuina buena persona mala persona