wish brave enoughi feel terrible actually got point point really wishing life would go away  brave enough anything it bpd since live uk getting help pretty much massive fight waiting  years far therapy classed serious actually attempted redflag yet reason mother told ever tried would furious cant deal thought dying hating me im stuck living nothing able kill myself hate much living stupid country also means unlikely able get help least  years many antidepressants none worked most reacted badly to lofepramine say work take away offer support know anymore cant live like cant die
wish brave enoughi feel terrible actually got point point really wishing life would go away brave enough anythingit bpd since live uk getting help pretty much massive fight waiting years far therapy classed serious actually attempted redflag yet reason mother told ever tried would furious cant deal thought dying hating me im stuck living nothing able kill myself hate much living stupid country also means unlikely able get help least years many antidepressants none worked most reacted badly to lofepramine say work take away offer support know anymore cant live like cant die
Deseo valiente suficientemente me siento terrible realmente tengo punto punto realmente deseo la vida se iría lo suficientemente valiente bpd ya que vivo uk conseguir ayuda bastante masiva lucha espera años terapia clase seria en realidad intento rojo sin embargo razón madre dijo nunca intentó furioso trato cant pensamiento moribundo odio mí me pegada vivir nada capaz de matarme odio mucho vida estúpido país también significa poco probable capaz de obtener ayuda al menos años muchos antidepresivos ninguno trabajó más reaccionó mal a lofepramina decir trabajo quitar ofrecer apoyo saber más no puede vivir como no puede morir