trying find lightive realized simply looking place die quite got courage yet pull shotgunhowever think im getting close ive contemplated slitting wrists ive attempted even cant cut deep enough ive gone days without food water eventually cave mostly due alcohol place die courage determination so wantneed life over thingreason kept going past daughter morenot me know is looks like even remembers me pain past ex excruciating struggle find hope struggle find anything really puppet still puppet form true lovethat never truly loved way loved him
trying find lightive realized simply looking place die quite got courage yet pull shotgunhowever think im getting close ive contemplated slitting wrists ive attempted even cant cut deep enough ive gone days without food water eventually cave mostly due alcohol place die courage determination so wantneed life over thingreason kept going pastdaughter morenot me know is looks like even remembers me pain past ex excruciating struggle find hope struggle find anything really puppet still puppet form true lovethat never truly loved way loved him
Tratando de encontrar lightive realizado simplemente mirando el lugar morir bastante valor conseguido sin embargo tire de escopeta sin embargo creo que me estoy acercando ive contemplando las muñecas cortadas intento ive incluso no puede cortar lo suficientemente profundo pasado días sin comida agua finalmente cueva mayormente debido alcohol lugar morir valor determinación así que la vida necesitada por encima de cosarazón siguió pasando hija másno sé es parece que incluso me recuerda dolor pasado lucha insoportable encontrar esperanza lucha encontrar algo realmente títere todavía forma amor verdadero que nunca realmente amado manera lo amó