often see pitch black room see feel touch taste hear distance see everything everyone ever loved cared about start running grab arms reach grab me matter fast long run always distance away feel overwhelming urge breakdown cry try cannot mad feel anger sad feel sadness feel nothing despair loneliness emotions lost void desperately trying escape fall knees head facing ground two choices lay front me  continue trying matter hard exhausting guarantee ill ever succeed reaching them  game switch matter long running trying always reach first one want give up want end things scared reach them eventually ill choose option  terrifies me doubt ever take option  feel longer try likely could happennote suicidal depression feels like severe depression feels like
often see pitch black room see feel touch taste hear distance see everything everyone ever loved cared about start running grab arms reach grab me matter fast long run always distance away feel overwhelming urge breakdown cry try cannot mad feel anger sad feel sadness feel nothing despair loneliness emotions lost void desperately trying escape fall knees head facing ground two choices lay front me continue trying matter hard exhausting guarantee ill ever succeed reaching them game switch matter long running trying always reach first one want give up want end things scared reach them eventually ill choose option terrifies me doubt ever take option feel longer try likely could happennote suicidal depression feels like severe depression feels like
A menudo ver tono negro habitación ver sentir tacto sabor escuchar distancia ver todo lo que a todo el mundo le importaba empezar a correr agarrar los brazos alcance agarrarme materia rápido largo recorrido distancia sentir abrumadora urgencia crisis llorar intentar no enojado sentir tristeza sentir tristeza sentir nada desesperación soledad emociones perdido vacío desesperadamente tratar de escapar caer rodillas frente a tierra dos opciones tumbarse frente a mí seguir intentando materia dura garantía difícil éxito llegar a ellos cambio de juego larga carrera tratar de llegar siempre llegar primero uno quiere renunciar final las cosas miedo llegar a ellos final mal elegir opción me aterroriza duda siempre tomar opción sentir más tiempo intentar probable podría suceder nota depresión suicida se siente como depresión severa se siente como