still depressed hard recount deep lows got point would lay bed eat weight eventually differentiation tasks like eating jogging watching tv became laying bed anything else not laying beddid care dressed shoes drove around goal paid bill pure apathy care was long dying oknothing made upset getting point care hair looked awful killing it care looking bad comfortable feel nothing worries would ever bother leavebut end year looked mirror  lbs overweight friends hobbies aspirations nothing recognize myself entire year felt like one long day laying bed anybody get point things could say none matters anymore
still depressed hard recount deep lows got point would lay bed eat weight eventually differentiation tasks like eating jogging watching tv became laying bed anything else not laying beddid care dressed shoes drove around goal paid bill pure apathy care was long dying oknothing made upset getting point care hair looked awful killing it care looking bad comfortable feel nothing worries would ever bother leavebut end year looked mirror lbs overweight friends hobbies aspirations nothing recognize myself entire year felt like one long day laying bed anybody get point things could say none matters anymore
todavía deprimido duro contar profundos bajos conseguidos punto sería cama lecho comer peso eventualmente tareas de diferenciación como comer jogging ver televisión se convirtió en cama tendido cualquier otra cosa no tendido cama cuidados cuidados zapatos vestidos conducido alrededor de gol pagada factura puro apatía cuidado era larga muerte oknothing hecho molesto conseguir punto cuidado cabello parecía horrible matarse cuidado se ve mal cómodo sentir nada preocupaciones se molestaría nunca salir, pero al final del año parecía espejo Ibs sobrepeso amigos hobbies aspiraciones nada me reconoce todo el año se sentía como un largo día tendido cama cualquiera punto las cosas podrían decir nada importa más