want overi tired everything going shit making half baked plans look socialising fix shitty situation weekendsbefore zoning distracting films youtube videosanything stop thinking tired  old virgin guy literally friends social contact interestsa husk feels shit worst tired getting hopes change things improvingthat things finally turned corneronly fall back shit like sick fucking groundhog day time little part diesmy hope diminishes long gone now years fucked broken something wrong brain jesus fucking pathetic want hurt familybut want anymore thing look forward deal this cant depression anxiety feeling anything want over
want overi tired everything going shit making half baked plans look socialising fix shitty situation weekendsbefore zoning distracting films youtube videosanything stop thinking tired old virgin guy literally friends social contact interestsa husk feels shit worst tired getting hopes change things improvingthat things finally turned corneronly fall back shit like sick fucking groundhog day time little part diesmy hope diminishes long gone now years fucked broken something wrong brain jesus fucking pathetic want hurt familybut want anymore thing look forward deal this cant depression anxiety feeling anything want over
Querer overi cansado todo ir mierda haciendo planes medio horneados parecer socializar arreglar situación de mierda fines de semana antes de zonificar distraer películas youtube videoscualquier cosa dejar de pensar cansado viejo chico virgen literalmente amigos contacto social interesesuna cáscara se siente peor cansado conseguir esperanzas cambiar las cosas mejorandoque las cosas finalmente vuelta esquina sólo caer de nuevo mierda como enfermo puto marmota día tiempo pequeña parte muere mi esperanza disminuye hace mucho tiempo pasado años jodido algo mal cerebro jesus maldito patético querer lastimar a la familia pero quieren más cosas mirar adelante trato esta depresión no puede sentir ansiedad cualquier cosa quiere más