im failure every measure cant escape realityill try keep short im almost  years old im obese ive worked  jobs since turned  quit within month ghosting them ive heavily relied dad pay bills buy food since turned  went community college dropped out im roughly  debt credit score  skills attention span nonexistent cant even watch movie without pausing every minutes research random thought had im still virgin fact ive never even relationship even elementary school barely friends hate around people avoid eye contact instinct ive met people hold conversation resent theyre annoying me always feel awkward matter situation im in even im friends feel like complete outsider belong thats thats wrong me now problems even good person which im not cannot escape godforsaken town people reside it ive burned bridges many employers im incredibly hard time finding job constantly talk family treated like complete shit younger yet expects everything peaches cream im older give money shit im sick sisters personal babysitter two kids im sock pretending care people care about im sick going stores seeing people absolutely despise hate everything really fucking hate everything single good thing life feel like im reaching end rope see anyway hell ill feel bad redflag may affect dad im sure hell get it going wait felt really bad him new wife hes happy her least support system im done
im failure every measure cant escape realityill try keep short im almost years oldim obese ive worked jobs since turned quit within month ghosting them ive heavily relied dad pay bills buy food since turned went community college dropped out im roughly debt credit score skills attention span nonexistent cant even watch movie without pausing every minutes research random thought had im still virgin fact ive never even relationship even elementary school barely friends hate around people avoid eye contact instinct ive met people hold conversation resent theyre annoying me always feel awkward matter situation im in even im friends feel like complete outsider belong thats thats wrong me now problems even good person which im not cannot escape godforsaken town people reside it ive burned bridges many employers im incredibly hard time finding job constantly talk family treated like complete shit younger yet expects everything peaches cream im older give money shit im sick sisters personal babysitter two kids im sock pretending care people care about im sick going stores seeing people absolutely despise hate everything really fucking hate everything single good thing life feel like im reaching end rope see anywayhell ill feel bad redflag may affect dadim sure hell get it going wait felt really bad him new wifehes happy her least support system im done
El fracaso de cada medida no puede escapar realityill tratar de mantener corto im casi años de edad obeso ive trabajos dados de baja en un mes ghosting ive muy confiado papá pagar facturas comprar comida desde vuelta ido universidad comunitaria dejó de lado im aproximadamente deuda puntaje de crédito habilidades de atención span inexistente cant incluso ver película sin detenerse cada minuto investigación pensamiento tenía todavía virgen hecho ni siquiera relaciones ni siquiera escuela primaria apenas amigos odio alrededor de la gente el contacto visual contacto ive personas mantienen conversación resentida me molestan siempre se sienten incómoda situación de la materia im en incluso amigos se sienten como completo outsider pertenecen eso me equivoca ahora problemas incluso buena persona que no puede escapar de dios perdido pueblo personas residen ive puentes quemaduras muchos empleadores im increíblemente difícil encontrar trabajo constantemente hablar familia trata como mierda completa más joven y espera todo melocotones crema im más viejo dar dinero mierda im enferma hermanas personal babysitter dos niños