bother anymorei really know do know ill ever see happiness ever again cant stop looking self useless awful human being doubts anybody would miss me ive dealt bipolar disorder ever seems get worse worse manic episodes make go insane cant slow im angry everything im depressed struggle even get bit happiness continously try improve make feel better tried lose weight start workout routine soon depression came back went right back habits binge eating drugs know take life granted know could happy everything seems grim im starting lose hope someday ill probably drug addiction everything looks like shit everything used love tried get medicated everybody im either just autistic which im not normal teen although see classmates getting angry nothing scared inanimate objects talking them
bother anymorei really know do know ill ever see happiness ever again cant stop looking self useless awful human being doubts anybody would miss me ive dealt bipolar disorder ever seems get worse worse manic episodes make go insane cant slow im angry everything im depressed struggle even get bit happiness continously try improve make feel better tried lose weight start workout routine soon depression came back went right back habits binge eating drugs know take life granted know could happy everything seems grim im starting lose hope someday ill probably drug addiction everything looks like shit everything used love tried get medicated everybody im either just autistic which im not normal teen although see classmates getting angry nothing scared inanimate objects talking them
No puedo dejar de mirar a sí mismo inútil horrible ser humano dudas nadie me echaría de menos live tratado trastorno bipolar siempre parece empeorar peor episodios maníacos hacer ir loco cant lento im enojado todo im lucha deprimida incluso conseguir poco felicidad continuamente tratar de mejorar hacer sentir mejor perder peso empezar rutina de entrenamiento pronto volvió la depresión volvió hábitos atragantamientos consumo de drogas saber tomar la vida dar la vida saber podría feliz todo parece sombrío im empezar a perder esperanza algún día mal todo parece mierda todo lo utilizado el amor intentó medicarse todo el mundo o bien sólo autista que no es normal adolescente aunque ver compañeros de clase que se enfada nada miedo objetos inanimados hablando ellos