family doctors lost credibility clearly care goi survived traumatic brain injury life  total shit seizures unending headaches short term memory problems moving talking suicidal ideation huge problem me yesterday writing head injury think ideas actually best ive had none doctors care slightest kill myself mean literally asked suicidal ideation back responded i gun car going shoot soon leave here either parking lot little park street response oh thats interesting ended seizure lost memory forgot follow through described specific plan means it never gotten single response stammering subject changes one dozen doctors taken action notified anybody done anything else yesterday get devastating news serious enough put normal person redflag watch spouse do discuss it nope word even raised subject directly decides without explanation go somewhere unplanned kids say word packs leaves disabled require monitoring hour alone usually ok  takes assessment symptoms seizure threshold etc could extremely dangerous said word left saying taking me according doctors wrong dozen ways breaking every rule comes back couple hours later minutes starts packing food saying im taking kids park try ask whats going on long etc questions required ask note responses says i  hours day actually does care must arranged go park usually means hour figure ill ride out nope gone  hours educational thing wanted go to guess im much embarrassment leaving  hours without arranging attendant rules crazy risky refusing answer questions rules considered risky leaving unattended  hours high state stress acceptable redflag ok end result tell anyone know intend kill myself specific time date method say nothing people around actions care stay go prefer go answer makes sense
family doctors lost credibility clearly care goi survived traumatic brain injury life total shit seizures unending headaches short term memory problems moving talking suicidal ideation huge problem me yesterday writing head injury think ideas actually best ive had none doctors care slightest kill myself mean literally asked suicidal ideation back responded i gun car going shoot soon leave here either parking lot little park street response oh thats interesting ended seizure lost memory forgot follow through described specific plan means it never gotten single response stammering subject changes one dozen doctors taken action notified anybody done anything else yesterday get devastating news serious enough put normal person redflag watch spouse do discuss it nope word even raised subject directly decides without explanation go somewhere unplanned kids say word packs leaves disabled require monitoring hour alone usually ok takes assessment symptoms seizure threshold etc could extremely dangerous said word left saying taking me according doctors wrong dozen ways breaking every rule comes back couple hours later minutes starts packing food saying im taking kids park try ask whats going on long etc questions required ask note responses says i hours day actually does care must arranged go park usually means hour figure ill ride out nope gone hours educational thing wanted go to guess im much embarrassment leaving hours without arranging attendant rules crazy risky refusing answer questions rules considered risky leaving unattended hours high state stress acceptable redflag ok end result tell anyone know intend kill myself specific time date method say nothing people around actions care stay go prefer go answer makes sense
Los médicos de familia perdieron credibilidad claramente cuidado goi sobrevivieron traumaticidad cerebral vida total mierda convulsiones dolores de cabeza interminables problemas de memoria a corto plazo movimiento hablando ideación suicida enorme problema me ayer escribiendo lesión en la cabeza creo que las ideas en realidad mejor ive no tenía médicos cuidado más mínimo me mata significa literalmente preguntado ideación suicida de nuevo respondió