reasons want diei hate myself burning desire destroy hate feel like useless waste space hope meaningful future incapable forming meaning bonds others marfans get worse age even stopped self destructive shit im still royally screwed cant even fully open psychologist without dissociating complete failure human finally im tired putting happy face entire world thinks im fine want end cant life find protective factors hold to
reasons want diei hate myself burning desire destroy hate feel like useless waste space hope meaningful future incapable forming meaning bonds others marfans get worse age even stopped self destructive shitim still royally screwed cant even fully open psychologist without dissociating complete failure human finally im tired putting happy face entire world thinks im fine want end cant life find protective factors hold to
razones quieren diei odio a mí mismo ardiente deseo destruir odio se siente como inútil espacio de desperdicio esperanza futuro significativo incapaz de formar lazos significado otros marfans peor edad incluso dejó de autodestructivo mierda todavía realmente jodido cant incluso completamente abierto psicólogo sin disociar completo fracaso humano finalmente estoy cansado poner cara feliz mundo entero piensa im fin fin fin cant vida encontrar factores protectores