helpi messaged before tried look positive things life let get dragged hurt constantly feel wife cheated me spent savings move out leaving rented home wife dog desperately miss doctor  months medication see counsellor weekly also psychiatrist able work since christmas cant handle emotionally pretty much said job anymore living brothers house enough money get divorce done thats it  close friends best cant around  suicidal year now try hard tell things get better friends find hard understand feel even though emailed explained fell alone lost everything worked for cry constantly really want go anymore know would end life think it makes feel much relaxed point even want try find way out want die thing stopping right now sister would gone know feeling cant keep putting feelings mine want selfish want instead putting people first wrong want go life pain someone else wants one person tells it get better swear scream wrong putting first
helpi messaged before tried look positive things life let get dragged hurt constantly feel wife cheated me spent savings move out leaving rented home wife dog desperately miss doctor months medication see counsellor weekly also psychiatrist able work since christmas cant handle emotionally pretty much said job anymore living brothers house enough money get divorce done thats it close friends best cant around suicidal year now try hard tell things get better friends find hard understand feel even though emailed explained fell alone lost everything worked for cry constantly really want go anymore know would end life think it makes feel much relaxed point even want try find way out want die thing stopping right now sister would gone know feeling cant keep putting feelings mine want selfish want instead putting people first wrong want go life pain someone else wants one person tells it get better swear scream wrong putting first
helpi mensaje antes de tratar de mirar cosas positivas vida le permiten ser arrastrado dolor constantemente sentir esposa me engañó ahorros gastados salir de alquiler hogar perro esposa desesperadamente perder médico meses medicamentos ver asesor semanal también psiquiatra capaz de trabajo desde Navidad cant manejar emocionalmente más bien dicho trabajo más vivir hermanos casa suficiente dinero conseguir divorcio hecho que es amigos cercanos mejor cant alrededor suicida año ahora intentar duro decir las cosas conseguir mejores amigos encontrar difícil entender sentir a pesar de correo electrónico explicado cayó solo perdido todo trabajado para llorar constantemente querer ir más saber que acabaría con la vida piensa que hace sentir mucho punto relajado incluso quiere tratar de encontrar la manera de querer morir cosa parar ahora hermana iría saber sentir no seguir poniendo sentimientos lo mío quiere egoísta querer en lugar de poner a la gente primero mal querer ir a la vida dolor alguien más quiere una persona le dice mejor jurar gritar mal poner primero