honestly even know start grandma died last friday week ago abruptly came back home funeral next wednesday truly feel defeated originally come back anyways change id name address told cannot anything name social security gets done backed  months name change divorce decree nobody cares feel trapped abusive dead name past abusers truly makes feel like something eating inside every time see it hear it use it cried middle dmv cried middle hospital told need new id first previously told need decree cannot change medical records til ss gets through id get new legal name truly feel defeated burnt out tired mentally empty want able tell someone okay without feeling judged feel like tell partner okay again th day row get tired dealing mei scared point physically safe mentally dead back rock bottom
honestly even know start grandma died last friday week ago abruptly came back home funeral next wednesday truly feel defeated originally come back anyways change id name address told cannot anything name social security gets done backed months name change divorce decree nobody cares feel trapped abusive dead name past abusers truly makes feel like something eating inside every time see it hear it use it cried middle dmv cried middle hospital told need new id first previously told need decree cannot change medical records til ss gets through id get new legal name truly feel defeated burnt out tired mentally empty want able tell someone okay without feeling judged feel like tell partner okay again th day row get tired dealing mei scared point physically safe mentally dead back rock bottom
Honestamente incluso saber inicio abuela murió hace viernes semana hace abruptamente volvió a casa funeral siguiente miércoles realmente se siente derrotado originalmente volver de todos modos cambio de nombre dirección de identificación dicho no puede nada nombre seguridad social se hace respaldo meses nombre cambio decreto divorcio nadie se preocupa se siente atrapado abusivo nombre muerto pasado abusadores realmente hace sentir como algo comer dentro cada vez que lo ven escucharlo uso llora medio dmv llorado hospital medio dijo necesidad nuevo id primero se le dijo necesidad decreto no puede cambiar registros médicos hasta que ss consigue a través de id nuevo nombre legal realmente se siente derrotado cansado mentalmente vacío querer decirle a alguien bien sin sentirse juzgado sentir como decirle a su pareja de nuevo bien th día fila se cansa de tratar mei punto físicamente seguro mentalmente muerto fondo rock