feeling nothingnessi literally motivation anything ive trying go make plans friends feel empty inside irritated myself like cant even breathe right redflag crosses mind everyday ive made close bonds people would broken died genuinely wish wasnt sad time wasnt numb  feelings forced constantly crack joke keep people around feel tired started getting high pills tolerance started getting higher really dont want take  pills get high wanna find something makes whole feels like something missing like itch cant scratch im really debating ending point
feeling nothingnessi literally motivation anything ive trying go make plans friends feel empty inside irritated myself like cant even breathe right redflag crosses mind everyday ive made close bonds people would broken died genuinely wish wasnt sad time wasnt numb feelings forced constantly crack joke keep people around feel tired started getting high pills tolerance started getting higher really dont want take pills get high wanna find something makes whole feels like something missing like itch cant scratch im really debating ending point
sentir nada literalmente motivación cualquier cosa ive intentar ir hacer planes amigos se sienten vacíos por dentro irritado como no puedo siquiera respirar derecho bandera roja cruza la mente todos los días ive hizo lazos cercanos la gente se rompería murió genuinamente deseo no era triste tiempo no entumecimiento sentimientos forzado constantemente crack broma mantener a la gente alrededor sentirse cansado comenzó a conseguir alta tolerancia píldoras comenzó a llegar más alto realmente no quiero tomar píldoras se drogan quiero encontrar algo hace que todo se siente como algo que falta como picor no puede rascar im realmente debatir punto final