honestwhen stop finding new things hang onto disappearhell lot times even me destroys me everytime find way cope something gets way physically cant continue using coping methods one day ill run ways cope thats day ill die actually die day run ways cope ill die  years day ill grasping onto hope somethingll change even try change theres use  years ill living complete agony end wishing killed much younger hope year maybe next knows ill finally learn mistakes build courage kill myself ill build even courage make redflag attempt actually die know thats gonna happen thats thing sorrows saddens me know ill find little things hold to end dissappearing again causing feel immense grief times fuels die know ill hessistant itll attempt truth mentally im still optimistic thingll get better im clinically depressed still find moderate enjoyment stuff too truth ill die much older age probably  anything life constent suicidal thought cant happy get born born speech impediment caused develop social skills bad way still speak people yeah really fucked speech impediment like really bad inconsistent far gotten worse im getting older friendships fake girl crash cant anything it destroys me fuck everything  ill happiest die much wanted write fuck it
honestwhen stop finding new things hang onto disappearhell lot times even me destroys me everytime find way cope something gets way physically cant continue using coping methods one day ill run ways cope thats day ill die actually die day run ways cope ill die years day ill grasping onto hope somethingll change even try change theres use years ill living complete agony end wishing killed much younger hope year maybe next knows ill finally learn mistakes build courage kill myself ill build even courage make redflag attempt actually die know thats gonna happen thats thing sorrows saddens me know ill find little things hold to end dissappearing again causing feel immense grief times fuels die know ill hessistantitll attempt truth mentally im still optimistic thingll get better im clinically depressed still find moderate enjoyment stuff too truth ill die much older age probably anything life constent suicidal thought cant happy get born born speech impediment caused develop social skills bad way still speak people yeah really fucked speech impediment like really bad inconsistent far gotten worse im getting older friendships fake girl crash cant anything it destroys me fuck everything ill happiest die much wanted write fuck it
honesto cuando dejar de encontrar cosas nuevas se aferran a desaparecer muchas veces incluso yo me destruye cada vez encontrar manera de hacer frente a algo consigue manera físicamente no puede seguir usando métodos de afrontamiento un día mal correr maneras hacer frente a que día mal morir realmente morir día correr maneras hacer frente a mal morir años mal aferrarse a la esperanza algo cambiar incluso intentar cambiar años mal vivir agonía completa final desear muerto mucho más joven año esperanza tal vez el próximo sabe mal finalmente aprender errores construir valor construir mal construir incluso coraje intentar realmente morir saber que va a suceder que cosas tristezas tristes me sabe mal encontrar pequeñas cosas se sostienen para terminar desaparecer otra vez causar sentir inmenso dolor tiempos combustibles morir saber mal hessistantitll intento verdad mental im todavía optimista thingll mejorar im clínicamente deprimido todavía encontrar moderado disfrute cosas demasiado verdad mal morir mucho edad mayor probablemente cualquier cosa que la vida contenido suicida pensamiento no puede feliz nacer nacido impedimento discurso causado desarrollar habilidades sociales mal camino todavía hablar personas