want die decorate first ever christmas tree life cause cousin sister decided instead megrowing up christmas big deal family due poverty could never buy decorate christmas tree life went on grew lost interest buying decorating christmas treecoz life fucked mood disorder severe depression two years loosing father therapy sessions decided try celebrating festival time celebrate living make mom happy according therapist advice probably reminded wishes going left wishes high expectations always end big disappointments turns cousin specifically informed ill decorate tree mistake brought decorated without minemy mom involvement sweet actually meant good sadly one joy looking long fcking time got robbed off felt extremely cheated im left dark thoughts hand looks like butchered meat blood came sufficient sooth anymore favourite chocolate icecream pizza comforting me wish cut little deeper enough end pathetic life all
want die decorate first ever christmas tree life cause cousin sister decided instead megrowing up christmas big deal family due poverty could never buy decorate christmas tree life went on grew lost interest buying decorating christmas treecoz life fucked mood disorder severe depression two years loosing father therapy sessions decided try celebrating festival time celebrate living make mom happy according therapist advice probably reminded wishes going left wishes high expectations always end big disappointments turns cousin specifically informed ill decorate tree mistake brought decorated without minemy mom involvement sweet actually meant good sadly one joy looking long fcking time got robbed off felt extremely cheated im left dark thoughts hand looks like butchered meat blood came sufficient sooth anymore favourite chocolate icecream pizza comforting me wish cut little deeper enough end pathetic life all
Quiero morir decorar la primera vida del árbol de Navidad causa prima hermana decidió en lugar de me creciendo Navidad gran negocio familia debido a la pobreza nunca podría comprar decorar árbol de Navidad vida siguió creciendo interés perdido comprar decoración árbol de Navidad vida follada trastorno de humor depresión severa dos años perder sesiones de terapia padre decidió tratar de celebrar el tiempo del festival celebrar la vida hacer feliz mamá de acuerdo consejo terapeuta probablemente recordó deseos ir a la izquierda deseos altas expectativas siempre terminan grandes decepciones se convierte en primo específicamente informado mal decorar árbol error traído decorado sin mi mamá implicación dulce en realidad significó bueno triste una alegría buscando largo fcking tiempo fue robado se sintió muy engañado im izquierda pensamientos oscuros mano parece carne carne carne vino suficiente sooth más favorito helado pizza confortándome deseo corte poco más profundo final patética vida todos