hitting rough patch scared recurring thoughtsi s going divorce kind rough childhood think made dumb decision getting married shortcut independence parents underemployed finishing degree online scared lease month half get job im interviewing tuesday basically homeless even get job provides housing id find place live two months ive lived car short stretches before never long feel like shit decent or even steady job kind useful work experience social anxiety affecting job performance current position honestly think would make huge impact lost mo keep invasive thoughts redflag want die exactly feel like ive fucked chances ive had studied wrong thing school finish projects started younger im getting marriage wrong too attempt middle school makes nervous feel much way like want it beats hell im now feel like im broken basic functions keep dwelling thoughts exhausting could really use right advice ways preoccupy mind worst thoughts pass block anxietyguilt things like homework looking new job just like encouragement especially anyone whos divorce right gate even typing load mind sorry rambliness thank reading far
hitting rough patch scared recurring thoughtsi s going divorce kind rough childhood think made dumb decision getting married shortcut independence parents underemployed finishing degree online scared lease month half get job im interviewing tuesday basically homeless even get job provides housingid find place live two months ive lived car short stretches before never long feel like shit decent or even steady job kind useful work experience social anxiety affecting job performance current position honestly think would make huge impact lost mo keep invasive thoughts redflag want die exactly feel like ive fucked chances ive had studied wrong thing school finish projects started younger im getting marriage wrong too attempt middle school makes nervous feel much way like want it beats hellim now feel like im broken basic functions keep dwelling thoughts exhausting could really use right advice ways preoccupy mind worst thoughts pass block anxietyguilt things like homework looking new job just like encouragement especially anyone whos divorce right gate even typing load mind sorry rambliness thank reading far
Golpear un parche duro miedo pensamientos recurrentessi va divorcio tipo infancia áspera pensar tonto decisión casarse atajo independencia padres subempleados grado de acabado en línea arrendamiento asustado mes medio obtener trabajo im entrevista martes básicamente sin hogar incluso conseguir trabajo proporciona viviendaid encontrar lugar vivir dos meses vivir coche corto períodos antes nunca largo sentirse como mierda decente o incluso trabajo estable tipo trabajo útil experiencia social ansiedad que afecta el rendimiento laboral posición actual honestamente pensar que haría un gran impacto perdido mo mantener pensamientos invasivos Redflag querer morir exactamente sentir como ive follada oportunidades ive había estudiado mal escuela terminar proyectos comenzó más joven im conseguir matrimonio mal también intento escuela media se pone nervioso se siente mucho mejor que el deseo hellim ahora se siente como im roto funciones básicas mantener la vivienda pensamientos agotadores realmente podría utilizar el consejo correcto maneras de mente preocupada peores pensamientos pasar bloques ansiedad culposas cosas como tarea buscando nuevo trabajo especialmente cualquier persona que se divorcia puerta derecha incluso escribir carga mente