im incredibly sad yet numb timelife insanely bleak me fear ill never feel love give though ive never attempted redflag plan date planned end life continue way is nothing look forward to maybe long life ahead theres nothing life cycle suck everything do motivation left world always weather leave not pain stays around thing im afraid of hurting best friend thoughive talked while pain mom grandma feel losing grandpa cancer depression redflag though part believes wont affected knows ill incredibly hurt bros always look me although may show know care people around would ended life plenty months ago maybe even years know do feel like matter ill never fulfilled ill never find pain worth enduring ill never find fight used heart flames kept going death seems closer ever sense tounge yet hate taste
im incredibly sad yet numb timelife insanely bleak me fear illnever feel love give though ive never attempted redflag plan date planned end life continue way is nothing look forward to maybe long life ahead theres nothing life cycle suck everything do motivation left world always weather leave not pain stays around thing im afraid of hurting best friend thoughive talked while pain mom grandma feel losing grandpa cancer depression redflag though part believes wont affected knows ill incredibly hurt bros always look me although may show know care people around would ended life plenty months ago maybe even years know do feel like matter ill never fulfilled ill never find pain worth enduring ill never find fight used heart flames kept going death seems closer ever sense tounge yet hate taste
Im increíblemente triste pero adormecido vida temporal locamente sombría me miedo mal nunca sentir amor dar aunque nunca intento plan rojo flag fecha planeada final vida continuar manera es nada mirar adelante a tal vez larga vida por delante nada ciclo de vida chupar todo hacer motivación mundo izquierda siempre el clima deja no dolor se queda alrededor de la cosa im miedo de lastimar mejor amigo aunque ha hablado mientras dolor mamá abuela se siente perder abuelo cáncer depresión redflag aunque parte cree que no se afectada sabe mal increíblemente herido hermanos siempre mirarme aunque puede mostrar atención la gente alrededor terminaría la vida hace meses tal vez incluso años saben sentir como materia enferma nunca cumplido mal nunca encontrar dolor que vale la pena enferma nunca encontrar lucha usado llamas del corazón se mantiene la muerte parece más cerca siempre sentido tounge aún odio gusto