reaching breaking pointive diagnosed severe my psychiatrists words own depression long time things finally reaching breaking point everyday seems living hell earth school friends consistently ignore treat like im outsider ever really talk either a im emotional breakdown b none friends around that act like im there or worse still like im painful nuisance worst all one person used talk this first person told depression worst offender every time see which often feel like knifes twisted stomach romantic life similar ive never kissed never girlfriend every time ive asked someone out ive denied hard school painfully boring best torturous slog worst grades shitter were talking low cs ds someone who last year straight student and matter hard try lack drive ability bring up home life bad family tries help me none understand depression like act depression simply means im sad top this feel like im carrying great weight shoulders lack energy anything lack drive willpower try improve lot antidepressants im simply damn thing anymore abandoned betrayed friends misunderstood family im cracking weight me simply going fuck you leaving reinvent option waiting high school hoping things get better college option im standing death seems way out back september attempted commit redflag failed next time im sure lucky
reaching breaking pointive diagnosed severe my psychiatrists words own depression long time things finally reaching breaking point everyday seems living hell earth school friends consistently ignore treat like im outsider ever really talk either a im emotional breakdown b none friends around that act like im there or worse still like im painful nuisance worst all one person used talk this first person told depression worst offender every time see which often feel like knifes twisted stomach romantic life similar ive never kissed never girlfriend every time ive asked someone out ive denied hard school painfully boring best torturous slog worst grades shitter were talking low cs ds someone who last year straight student and matter hard try lack drive ability bring up home life bad family tries help me none understand depression like act depression simply means im sad top this feel like im carrying great weight shoulders lack energy anything lack drive willpower try improve lot antidepressants im simply damn thing anymore abandoned betrayed friends misunderstood family im cracking weight me simply going fuck you leaving reinvent option waiting high school hoping things get better college option im standing death seems way out back september attempted commit redflag failed next time im sure lucky
Llegar a la ruptura puntiva diagnosticada severa mis psiquiatras palabras propia depresión mucho tiempo las cosas finalmente llegar a punto de ruptura todos los días parece vivir infierno tierra amigos escuela constantemente ignorar tratar como im outsider nunca realmente hablar o a im emocional ruptura b ninguno amigos alrededor de que actuar como im allí o peor aún como im dolor molestia peor todo lo que una persona utilizó hablar esta primera persona dijo depresión peor delincuente cada vez ver que a menudo se siente como cuchillos retorcido estómago vida romántica similar ive nunca besado nunca novia cada vez que se le pidió a alguien ive needed duro escuela dolorosamente aburrido mejor torturoso slog peores grados mierda estaban hablando bajo cs ds alguien que el año pasado estudiante recta y duro tratar de falta de unidad capacidad traer a casa vida mala familia trata de ayudarme a nadie entender depresión como acto depresión simplemente significa im triste top este se siente como im cargando gran peso hombros falta de energía impulso intentará mejorar mucho antidepresivos im simplemente maldita cosa más abandonado amigos traicionados familia im cracking peso simplemente voy a follar