life puts much pressure me like would better end problemsits pussying out pain usually post need to keep wondering make alive next years much bullshit want end end complaining parents take initiative education never strong suit especially math every year work gets harder feel stupid left behind boring frustrating fuck eat everyones dust stay behind work parents think laziness legit hard pressure anxiety puts much now live conservative christian house im homoflexible know regular basis hear bash gay people talk burn imaginary place known hell hurts offends me time hear reddit im forced pray closet atheist suppress feelings am wont change anytime soon social anxiety confidence low get headaches feel everyone looking me feel like may ugly effeminate whatever hurtful words called years ago even now friends school year homeschooled thats going change next year still feel alone confidence low im like boys still difficult schoolwork still hide identity survive next year year that god forbid year that cant listen it gets better thats long really hard explain feel wanting get next morning hoping time flies adulthood hope get smarter fit without worrying rejection ridicule feel like much human everyone else feel ugly feel like bitch pervert fucking faggot called rings head feel like things wish could something stop life peace theres reasons alive urge grows grows head bursting want die badly
life puts much pressure me like would better end problemsits pussying out pain usually post need to keep wondering make alive next years much bullshit want end end complaining parents take initiative education never strong suit especially math every year work gets harder feel stupid left behind boring frustrating fuck eat everyones dust stay behind work parents think laziness legit hard pressure anxiety puts much now live conservative christian houseim homoflexible know regular basis hear bash gay people talk burn imaginary place known hellhurts offends me time hear reddit im forced pray closet atheist suppress feelings am wont change anytime soon social anxiety confidence low get headaches feel everyone looking me feel like may ugly effeminate whatever hurtful words called years ago even now friends school year homeschooled thats going change next year still feel alone confidence low im like boys still difficult schoolwork still hide identity survive next year year that god forbid year that cant listen it gets better thats long really hard explain feel wanting get next morning hoping time flies adulthood hope get smarter fit without worrying rejection ridicule feel like much human everyone else feel ugly feel like bitch pervert fucking faggot called rings head feel like things wish could something stop life peace theres reasons alive urge grows grows head bursting want die badly
la vida me pone mucha presión como mejor terminar problemas su coño dolor generalmente post necesidad de seguir preguntándose hacer vivo los próximos años mucha mierda fin final quejosos padres tomar iniciativa educación nunca fuerte traje especialmente matemáticas cada año trabajo se hace más difícil se siente estúpido dejado detrás aburrido frustrante mierda comer polvo todo el mundo quedarse detrás de trabajo padres pensar pereza legítima presión fuerte ansiedad pone mucho ahora vivir conservador cristiano casaim homoflexible saber base regular escuchar bash gay gente hablar quemaduras lugar imaginario conocidos infiernos me ofende el tiempo escuchar reddit im forzado oración closet ateo suprimir sentimientos no cambiará en cualquier momento pronto ansiedad social confianza baja tener dolores de cabeza sentir que todo el mundo que me mira se siente como puede feo afeminado cualquier palabra hiriente llamada años atrás incluso ahora amigos año escolar que va a cambiar el próximo año todavía sentir solo confianza baja