st birthday today birthdays keep getting depressing every yearthe title says basically havent birthday remember anyone actually celebrated me pretty much always resulted wishing day outlive parents finally without killing too th birthday took bunch edibles turned brain off one similar im fucked product messy divorce parents drained  million fitting lawyers fighting sister i yearsolder sister took anger me moms love extremely conditional left fucked sexual romantic desires made insecure inept socialization im strong submissive really desire finding someone also that pickings extremely slim ive usually ended sociopathic women eventually kill me dont know relationship equal terms someone much less play leading role basically condemnation eventually marry someone destroy me either live alone nothing fucked thoughts weed made somewhat decent friends high school least could pretend friends pretty much moved lives ive gotten isolated socially went college west coast freshman year sophomore year transferred better east coast school really dont quality friends all anytime try say wrong thing feel awkward simply get ghosted guy friends smoke play xbox together sorry long ramble im rough night
st birthday today birthdays keep getting depressingevery yearthe title says basically havent birthday remember anyone actually celebrated me pretty much always resulted wishing day outlive parents finally without killing too th birthday took bunch edibles turned brain off one similar im fucked product messy divorce parents drained million fitting lawyers fighting sister i yearsolder sister took anger me moms love extremely conditional left fucked sexual romantic desires made insecure inept socialization im strong submissive really desire finding someone also that pickings extremely slim ive usually ended sociopathic women eventually kill me dont know relationship equal terms someone much less play leading role basically condemnation eventually marry someone destroy me either live alone nothing fucked thoughts weed made somewhat decent friends high school least could pretend friends pretty much moved lives ive gotten isolated socially went college west coast freshman year sophomore year transferred better east coast school really dont quality friends all anytime try say wrong thing feel awkward simply get ghosted guy friends smoke play xbox together sorry long rambleim rough night
st cumpleaños hoy cumpleaños siguen siendo deprimentes cada año el título dice básicamente havet cumpleaños recordar alguien realmente me celebró casi siempre resultado desear día vivir padres finalmente sin matar demasiado th cumpleaños tomó mano comestibles apagado cerebro uno similar im jodido producto desordenado divorcio padres drenado millones de abogados adecuados lucha hermana i años hermana tomó enojo mamás amor extremadamente condicional izquierda follada sexual deseos románticos hizo insegura inept socialization im fuerte sumisa realmente deseo encontrar a alguien también que pickings extremadamente delgados ive generalmente acabadas mujeres sociópatas finalmente me matan no sé relación igual términos alguien mucho menos jugar papel principal básicamente condenación finalmente casarse alguien me destruye o vivir solo nada jodido pensamientos hierba hizo algo decente amigos secundaria menos podría pretender amigos bastante movidas vidas se han aislado socialmente fue universidad West Coast primer año sophomore año transferido mejor East Coast escuela realmente no calidad amigos todos cuando intentas decir cosas malas sensación torpe simplemente conseguir amigos fantasmas humo jugar xbox juntos low long ramblim rudo noche