feel like ive tried everything try keep afloathi  year old male here depressed since high school severely depressed since beginning college still think redflag days problem telling things get better always turn wrong things might get better moment moment general way way truly counts always find asking why kill last yearor last month  years ago nothing made want live since ive always felt impending doom future ie insecurities say thats depression gets unreasonably think sure enough currently experiencing doom gradually intense way over years always feared happened everyone telling life gets better ive learned right hate sporadic periods hope end disappointing me hope curse convinces stick around longer ive tried therapy meds talking friends gym sports like build tolerance simply effect anymore know else do
feel like ive tried everything try keep afloathi year old male here depressed since high school severely depressed since beginning college still think redflag days problem telling things get better always turn wrong things might get better moment moment general way way truly counts always find asking why kill last yearor last month years ago nothing made want live since ive always felt impending doom future ie insecurities say thats depression gets unreasonably think sure enough currently experiencing doom gradually intense way over years always feared happened everyone telling life gets better ive learned right hate sporadic periods hope end disappointing me hope curse convinces stick around longer ive tried therapy meds talking friends gym sports like build tolerance simply effect anymore know else do
Siento que he probado todo tratar mantener a floathi año hombre aquí deprimido desde la escuela secundaria severamente deprimido desde el inicio de la universidad todavía pensar día rojo problema diciendo las cosas mejoran siempre cambiar mal las cosas podría conseguir mejor momento momento general manera realmente cuenta siempre encontrar preguntar por qué matar el año pasado o el mes pasado años nada hecho querer vivir desde ive siempre se sintió inminente futuro fatal es decir inseguridades decir que la depresión se vuelve excesivamente seguro actualmente experimentar la condena gradualmente intensa manera con años siempre temido sucedió todo el mundo que dice la vida se pone mejor derecho odio esporádico esperanza fin decepción esperanza maldición convence palos stick alrededor más largo ive probado terapia meds hablando amigos deportes gimnasio como construir tolerancia simplemente efecto más saber más hacer