plan killing tomorrownot sure im supposed posting here where dont really fucking know anymore so im  ive got many things life could name good make happy guess thats whats gonna make much harder know good life compared people im abused im bullied school dont know feel like this dont know whats wrong me dont want alive dont want exist dont know why im fucking dumb even funny im even smart enough ask questions get smarter dont understand things world work forget stuff much zero motivation almost anything used love drawing hands shake cant make right lines isnt turning right none is cant school work couple weeks im falling behind cant understand material none making sense tomorrows sisters birthday turns  dont get see cause shell moms house thought that guess ill end dying birthday know thats gonna suck dont really day could on im gonna miss im gonna miss little brother older sister im gonna miss everyone dont plan life dont want anymore im probably gonna take fuck ton pills doesnt work theres always bunch guns dads closet know anymore im hoping  hours wont anymore ive tried medicine counseling anything could imagine end didnt work still wishing dead get ive got many fucking years ahead dont care anymore
plan killing tomorrownot sure im supposed posting here where dont really fucking knowanymoreso im ive got many things life could name good make happy guess thats whats gonna make much harder know good life compared people im abused im bullied school dont know feel like this dont know whats wrong me dont want alive dont want exist dont know why im fucking dumbeven funnyim even smart enough ask questions get smarter dont understand things world work forget stuff much zero motivation almost anything used love drawing hands shake cant make right lines isnt turning right none is cant school work couple weeks im falling behind cant understand material none making sense tomorrows sisters birthday turns dont get see cause shell moms house thought that guess ill end dying birthday know thats gonna suck dont really day could on im gonna miss im gonna miss little brother older sister im gonna miss everyone dont plan life dont want anymore im probably gonna take fuck ton pills doesnt work theres always bunch guns dads closet know anymore im hoping hours wont anymore ive tried medicine counseling anything could imagine end didnt work still wishing dead get ive got many fucking years ahead dont care anymore
plan de matar mañana no estoy seguro im supuesto publicar aquí donde no sé realmente mierda cualquier otra cosa im iive tiene muchas cosas que la vida podría nombrar bien hacer feliz adivinar que lo que va a hacer mucho más difícil saber buena vida comparación personas im abusado im escuela intimidado no sé sentir como esto no sé lo que está mal yo no quiero vivo no quiero existir no sé por qué im puto tontoeven gracioso incluso inteligente hacer preguntas ser más inteligente no entender cosas mundo trabajo olvidar cosas mucho cero motivación casi cualquier cosa utilizada dibujo manos sacudir no hacer líneas correctas no es girar derecho ninguno es cant trabajo escolar par de semanas im no puedo entender material ninguno que hace sentido mañana hermanas cumple turnos no llegar a ver causa cáscara mamás casa pensamiento que conjetura mal extremo morir cumpleaños saber que va a chupar realmente día podría faltar im va a faltar poco hermano mayor hermana im va a faltar a todo el mundo no plan de vida no quiero más