last night gave permissioni chambered round revolver spun wheel perhaps practicing building nerve ive wrestling years ive alone long ghosted many women interested in want feel pit stomach anymore im tired put facade confidence im scared death fear ill longer attractive her im tired waiting shoe drop im tired goddamn scared alone rest life ive decided really want go route permission keep feeling awful whenever get even remotely close someone watch lose interest vanish  even promising to even ive remained aloof
last night gave permissioni chambered round revolver spun wheel perhaps practicing building nerve ive wrestling years ive alone long ghosted many women interested in want feel pit stomach anymore im tired put facade confidence im scared death fear ill longer attractive her im tired waiting shoe drop im tired goddamn scared alone rest life ive decided really want go route permission keep feeling awful whenever get even remotely close someone watch lose interest vanish even promising to even ive remained aloof
anoche le dio permiso revolver giratoria redondeada recámara rueda quizás practicando construcción nervios vida lucha años live sola largo fantasmated muchas mujeres interesadas en querer sentir estómago más cansado poner fachada confianza im miedo muerte miedo mal más tiempo atractivo su im cansado esperar zapato caída estoy cansado maldito miedo solo resto vida ive decidió realmente ir ruta permiso seguir sintiéndose horrible cada vez que llegar remotamente cerca alguien ver perder interés desaparecer incluso prometiendo incluso seguir a salvo