thing is matter anyonedisclaimer may lot rambling need someone hear me im actively suicidal think frequently ive always someone ton friends even high school girl friends two boyfriends time them best friends ive acquaintances seem get along almost everyone one ever wants close me never problem comes finding significant other one ever wants friend one ever seems want spend time me awhile reached people seemed connection with anymore text them blow off happened many times cant even handle rejection anymore everyone family cares them might think mother cut ties  heard somehow started smoking cigarettes told if im going kill going watch it  years ago always close dad stepmother months ago decided happy away exboyfriend left guy get back together him please father say least got nasty text message said needed return car borrowing said mind borrowing it want anything getting back together said ex lets call george im stubborn individual fault cant stand anyone tell do  worst ever been supposed move father girlfriend moved george instead due events occurred spoken since stepmother tried reach me tell family events missing reasons father mad me course angered anything ive already felt abandoned feel like love spite anything matter what weve close long time know plenty people betrayed parents trust parents still love them ive never done anything stolen lied etc cast aside hurt me im free spirited person believe necessarily try maintain relationship unnatural forced never thought dad would treat way george loves me since hes have seem put stress thats unhealthy relationship thats going drain too single friend family member actual closeness to so im going kill tonight im starting wonder dont even here seem negatively impact people close with people even get close ton flaws ton love cant stand see anyone hurting human animal thats became vegan saw many documentaries hurt much even watch them know im like people need someone tell im completely worthless cant understand one really wants around im drowning thoughts im alone help
thing is matter anyonedisclaimer may lot rambling need someone hear me im actively suicidal think frequently ive always someone ton friends even high school girl friends two boyfriends time them best friends ive acquaintances seem get along almost everyone one ever wants close me never problem comes finding significant other one ever wants friend one ever seems want spend time me awhile reached people seemed connection with anymore text them blow off happened many times cant even handle rejection anymore everyone family cares them might think mother cut ties heard somehow started smoking cigarettes told if im going kill going watch it years ago always close dad stepmother months ago decided happy away exboyfriend left guy get back together him please father say least got nasty text message said needed return car borrowing said mind borrowing it want anything getting back together said ex lets call george im stubborn individual fault cant stand anyone tell do worst ever been supposed move father girlfriend moved george instead due events occurred spoken since stepmother tried reach me tell family events missing reasons father mad me course angered anything ive already felt abandoned feel like love spite anything matter what weve close long time know plenty people betrayed parents trust parents still love them ive never done anything stolen lied etc cast aside hurt me im free spirited person believe necessarily try maintain relationship unnatural forced never thought dad would treat way george loves me since hes have seem put stress thats unhealthy relationship thats going drain too single friend family member actual closeness to so im going kill tonight im starting wonder dont even here seem negatively impact people close with people even get close ton flaws ton love cant stand see anyone hurting human animal thats became vegan saw many documentaries hurt much even watch them know im like people need someone tell im completely worthless cant understand one really wants around im drowning thoughts im alone help
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