think im alive love sona bunch shit happened recently past year half actually one thing another something big happened october weeks ago something big happened again last week worst all first time life im depressed anxious bad things happening feel nothing nothing all ive felt happier guess upbeat most part think thats know wont make much longer know cant keep going energy to want stop everything think didnt young child id already done it hes thats getting through im hard time believing hes benefitting anyway thats time get sad think im failing whether im not ive always struggled mental health part cared much future success family wouldnt gone killing self dont care anything really except love son hope even go eventually knows hard tried him
think im alive love sona bunch shit happened recently past year half actually one thing another something big happened october weeks ago something big happened again last week worst all first time life im depressed anxious bad things happening feel nothing nothing all ive felt happier guess upbeat most part think thats know wont make much longer know cant keep going energy to want stop everything think didnt young child id already done it hes thats getting through im hard time believing hes benefitting anyway thats time get sad think im failing whether im not ive always struggled mental health part cared much future success family wouldnt gone killing self dont care anything really except love son hope even go eventually knows hard tried him
Creo que mi amor vivo sona montón mierda pasó recientemente el año pasado mitad en realidad una cosa otra algo grande pasó hace semanas de octubre algo grande sucedió de nuevo la semana pasada peor toda la primera vez vida im deprimido ansioso cosas malas sucediendo nada todos se sentían más felices adivinar optimista mayoría de la parte piensan que saben que no hará mucho más tiempo saber no puedo seguir adelante energía para querer detener todo pensar niño pequeño id ya lo hizo hes thats conseguir a través de im difícil tiempo creer que él se beneficia de todos modos que el tiempo se entristece pensar que si yo no siempre luchaba salud mental parte cuidó mucho futuro familia no iría matando a sí mismo no le importa nada realmente excepto amor hijo esperanza incluso ir finalmente sabe duro lo intentó