im going sundayfor last months ive planning redflag depression gotten really bad lately cant take anymore fucked life hard cant fix it funniest part ive miserable last months yet nobody noticed parents youngest brother friends none slightest inkling ive going through think im regular sweet fifteen year old girl well school pursuing dreams joke im utter failure reason one knows lie everything days parents blissfully ignorant might even denial around twelve severely depressed cut daily caught me punished me stopped months never got help professional otherwise punishment shame rinse repeat couple years learned hide cuts emotions well enough pass ignore symptoms could tell im going kill thing maybe want die brother stepbrothers little families perfect sons need me im exhausted miserable everyday world without me hopefully death nothingness like neverending dreamless sleep care go hours pain twenty minutes im going home run method fatal refuse stitched back together forced live rest life trapped shell former self basically im saying is im done trying live others maybe im okay selfish once im going it
im going sundayfor last months ive planning redflag depression gotten really bad lately cant take anymore fucked life hard cant fix it funniest part ive miserable last months yet nobody noticed parents youngest brother friends none slightest inkling ive going through think im regular sweet fifteen year old girl well school pursuing dreams joke im utter failure reason one knows lie everything days parents blissfully ignorant might even denial around twelve severely depressed cut daily caught me punished me stopped months never got help professional otherwise punishment shame rinse repeat couple years learned hide cuts emotions well enough pass ignore symptoms could tell im going kill thing maybe want die brother stepbrothers little families perfect sons need me im exhausted miserable everyday world without me hopefully death nothingness like neverending dreamless sleep care go hours pain twenty minutes im going home run method fatal refuse stitched back together forced live rest life trapped shell former self basically im saying is im done trying live others maybe imokay selfish once im goingit
I I going sunday for lost months ive planning Redflag Depresión se puso muy mal Últimamente no puedo tomar más follada vida dura no puedo arreglarlo parte más divertida ive miserable los últimos meses sin embargo nadie se dio cuenta de padres hermanos más jóvenes amigos ni más mínimo inkling ive pasando por pensar im regular dulce quince años niña bien escuela perseguir sueños broma fracaso im absoluta razón uno sabe mentir todo días padres felizmente ignorantes incluso negación alrededor doce severamente deprimido corte diario me cogieron me castigaron meses me pararon ayuda profesional de lo contrario castigo vergüenza enjuague repetir par de años aprendió ocultar cortes emociones bien pasar ignorar síntomas podría decir im va a matar cosa tal vez quieren morir hermano hermanastros familias hijos perfectos me necesitan im agotado miserable mundo cotidiano sin mí esperanza muerte nada como sin sueño cuidado ir horas dolor veinte minutos im ir home run método fatal neg costed back toged live restness capture ex yo básicamente im decir es im hecho tratar de vivir a otros tal vez imokay egoísta una vez im goit