idea son suffering suicidal thoughts know jobi feel like im rock hard place son recently discharged hospital threatening kill himself thank god courage wherewithal call lifeline feel guilty husband went holidays idea suffering silence realize note years said planned kill work courage follow it back home im still concerned high risk want go back work new year without income supplement husbands puts us precarious position financially need money ever get professional treatment desperately needs good working relationship boss try flexible anxiety roof leave house reason even short time cried every day slept couple hours night even hindsight honestly say one small warning sign noticed seemed somewhat food never thought much it master facade act perfectly fine front others said would breakdowns car driving alone night poor thing tough life right word go autistic work much harder average growing up said exhausted work hard life suffered relentless bullying school achieved great results senior high school beginning college truly thought getting life order wrong said college broke spirits completely felt like alien found lying time blame him im angry sad suspect lot beneath surface drives sadness hes never date friends lot good qualities shame stuck shell
idea son suffering suicidal thoughts know jobi feel like im rock hard place son recently discharged hospital threatening kill himself thank god courage wherewithal call lifeline feel guilty husband went holidays idea suffering silence realize note years said planned kill work courage follow it back home im still concerned high risk want go back work new year without income supplement husbands puts us precarious position financially need money ever get professional treatment desperately needs good working relationship boss try flexible anxiety roof leave house reason even short time cried every day slept couple hours night even hindsight honestly say one small warning sign noticed seemed somewhat food never thought much it master facade act perfectly fine front others said would breakdowns car driving alone night poor thing tough life right word go autistic work much harder average growing up said exhausted work hard life suffered relentless bullying school achieved great results senior high school beginning college truly thought getting life order wrong said college broke spirits completely felt like alien found lying time blame him im angry sad suspect lot beneath surface drives sadness hes never date friends lot good qualities shame stuck shell
idea hijo sufriendo pensamientos suicidas saber jobi se siente como im rock duro lugar hijo recientemente dado de alta hospital amenaza con matarse a sí mismo gracias a Dios valor con el que llamar a la línea de vida sentir culpable marido ido vacaciones idea sufrimiento silencio darse cuenta nota años dijo plan de matar trabajo valor seguirlo de vuelta a casa