constantly know feel like missing core something joy felt happiness there feel emptyim sure anything spiritual level depression brain chemistry wack whatever elseim relationship someone feel like constantly disinterested me feel constantly alone drug problems recently pushed get want grt back overdose something kicked house keep spending money oneof things feels nice hard bot try cry everydayi feel alone like bo one despite knowing people want die run away woodsi write suicide letter day instead tried distract myselfi want die feel empty know make itive trying get contact therapist waiting  months waiting list feel closer suicide everydayive ben thinking calling suicide hotline idki know do want help love care want die know stop wanting die missing core
constantly know feel like missing core something joy felt happiness there feel emptyim sure anything spiritual level depression brain chemistry wack whatever elseim relationship someone feel like constantly disinterested me feel constantly alone drug problems recently pushed get want grt back overdose something kicked house keep spending money oneof things feels nice hard bottry cry everydayi feel alone like bo one despite knowing people want die run away woodsi write suicide letter day instead tried distract myselfi want die feel empty know make itive trying get contact therapist waiting months waiting list feel closer suicide everydayive ben thinking calling suicide hotline idki know do want help love care want die know stop wanting die missing core
Constantemente saber sentir como falta núcleo algo alegría sintió felicidad allí se siente vacío seguro cualquier nivel espiritual depresión cerebro química loco cualquier otra relación alguien se siente constantemente desinteresado me siento constantemente solo problemas de drogas recientemente empujado conseguir want grt back sobredosis algo pateado casa seguir gastando dinero una de las cosas se siente bien bottry duro llorar todos los días me siento solo como bo uno a pesar de saber que la gente quiere morir huir maderasi escribir carta de suicidio día en lugar de tratar de distraerme me quiero morir se siente vacío saber hacer itive tratando de conseguir contacto terapeuta meses esperando lista sentir suicidio cotidiano pensar llamar suicidio línea directa idki saber querer ayuda amor cuidado querer morir saber dejar de querer morir núcleo perdido