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hate writing right now especially reddit god damn places regardless that want die years first thought conceives mind awake death it especially weird know happy moments life mine yet suffice makes upset try hard survive push yet head keeps feeling way does years therapy months psych ward experience still crave death thing breaks heart recognize happier moments yet still unhappy normally would treat positive instances progress solely still left emptiness before besides that imma save money hire hitman myself already done research know look need moneyhopefully next life live holds better things ill gone soon thanks listening bullshit want hire hitman
odio escribir en este momento especialmente Reddit Dios maldito lugares independientemente de que quieren morir años primero pensamiento concibe mente despierta muerte especialmente raro saber momentos felices vida mía pero suficiente hace molestos tratar duro empuje sin embargo la cabeza sigue sintiendo manera hace años terapia meses la experiencia psiquiatría todavía anhela la muerte cosa rompe corazón reconocer momentos más felices pero todavía infeliz normalmente trataría casos positivos progreso sólo todavía dejado vacío antes de que imma ahorrar dinero contratar sicario ya hecho investigación saber necesidad de dinero con suerte próxima vida mantiene cosas mejores mal ido pronto gracias escuchar mierda quieren contratar sicario