conundrumsim alive someone else die alone knowing full well fate ___ ive suicidal  years ive hospitalized  times st time pills drugs time tolerance handled long enough someone find pump stomach nd time someone found got gun called cops knowing planning use it rd time voluntary then  years ago dad died st conundrum dad always truly kept anything dad best friend person whole life knew gave shit im son son world died sleep nowhere undiagnosed sleep apnea found dead taking nap  st conundrum is  family members grandparents real old killed moment truly utterly lowest would go losing son grandson would also noone ro take care visit them last yearmy grandpa died grandma epileptic handicapped situation literally none feelings world want alive _ profession lets people work feed kids nd conundrum work lot good people big families kids card pocket says im cant work im journeyman work boss loses money too take food mouths  families im around nd conundrum is much ive tried last  years relationships start family find significant worth time ive failed everyone help gets that watch work effort give others things honestly deserve  feel like ive drowning whole life cant handle anything anymore im tired
conundrumsim alive someone else die alone knowing full well fate ___ive suicidal years ive hospitalized times st time pills drugs time tolerance handled long enough someone find pump stomach nd time someone found got gun called cops knowing planning use it rd time voluntary then years ago dad died st conundrum dad always truly kept anything dad best friend person whole life knew gave shitim son son world died sleep nowhere undiagnosed sleep apnea found dead taking nap st conundrum is family members grandparents real old killed moment truly utterly lowest would go losing son grandson would also noone ro take care visit them last yearmy grandpa died grandma epileptic handicapped situation literally none feelings world want alive _profession lets people work feed kids nd conundrum work lot good people big families kids card pocket says im cant work im journeyman work boss loses money too take food mouths families im around nd conundrum is much ive tried last years relationships start family find significant worth time ive failed everyone help gets that watch work effort give others things honestly deserve feel like ive drowning whole life cant handle anything anymoreim tired
conundrumsim vivo alguien más muere solo sabiendo el destino completo ___ive suicidas años ive hospitalized times st time pildoras drogas toleración tiempo manejado suficiente alguien encuentra bomba estómago y tiempo alguien encontrado arma llamada poli saber planificación uso rd time voluntario entonces años ago papá murió st conundrum papá siempre realmente mantuvo cualquier cosa papá mejor amigo persona toda la vida sabía dio shitim hijo mundo murió sueño en ninguna parte sin diagnóstico sueño apnea encontrado muerto tomando siesta condrum es familia abuelos viejo muerto momento verdaderamente más bajo iría perder hijo nieto también nadie se cuidaría visitarlos el año pasado mi abuelo murió abuela epiléptica situación discapacitada literalmente ninguno sentimientos mundo quiere vivo _profesión permite a la gente trabajar alimentación niños y trabajo encondrum mucho buena gente grandes familias niños bolsillo tarjeta dice im trabajo im journeyman trabajo jefe pierde dinero también tomar alimentos bocas familias im alrededor y conundrum es mucho ha probado los últimos años relaciones comienzan familia encontrar tiempo significativo ive falto cada uno ayuda consigue que reloj trabajo esfuerzo dar cosas honestamente merece sentir como ahogarse toda la vida puede manejar cualquier cosa más