feeling shitty year now get suicidal thoughts everyday yet pussy struggling lot gender sexuality fucking hate school starting college soon know cannot handle it parents always back got really drunk one night came mum bigender really know time felt right freaked next day parents room screaming me parents divorced explicitly told mum tell dad get never havethey got tested autism apparently gender identity issues autism linked regardless got diagnosed apparently really high functioning affect much life blamed never spoke again also pansexual last coming ordeal taught parents trustworthy supportive fuck coming again self harming  months now know wot time feel anything also wanting try girls clothes born guy got idea gender anymore know like girls clothes however way get any parents would definitely kick started wearing them friends pretty supportive know get me blame either makes feel alone one positive late tho happened day coming home friends decided run home instead getting bus pitch black blasting music actually felt pretty good anyway rant really know wot tf even know anymore
feeling shitty year now get suicidal thoughts everyday yet pussy struggling lot gender sexuality fucking hate school starting college soon know cannot handle it parents always back got really drunk one night came mum bigender really know time felt right freaked next day parents room screaming me parents divorced explicitly told mum tell dad get neverhavethey got tested autism apparently gender identity issues autism linked regardless got diagnosed apparently really high functioning affect much life blamed never spoke again also pansexual last coming ordeal taught parents trustworthy supportive fuck coming again self harming months now know wot time feel anything also wanting try girls clothes born guy got idea gender anymore know like girls clothes however way get any parents would definitely kick started wearing them friends pretty supportive know get me blame either makes feel alone one positive late tho happened day coming home friends decided run home instead getting bus pitch black blasting music actually felt pretty good anyway rant really know wot tf even know anymore
sentir mierda año ahora tener pensamientos suicidas día a día sin embargo coño lucha mucho género sexualidad mierda odio escuela inicio universidad pronto saber no puede manejar los padres siempre volver se emborrachó realmente una noche llegó mamá Bigender realmente saber tiempo se sintió bien al día siguiente padres gritos padres divorciados explícitamente me dijo mamá le dijo a papá nunca se han hecho pruebas de autismo aparentemente género identidad problemas vinculados independientemente de que se diagnosticó muy alto efecto mucho vida culpado nunca habló de nuevo también pansexual último venir experiencia enseñado padres confianza apoyo sexo venir de nuevo auto daño meses ahora saber wot tiempo sentir cualquier cosa también querer probar chicas ropa nacido chico idea género más saber como chicas ropa sin embargo manera conseguir cualquier padre definitivamente patearía empezar a usar amigos bastante apoyo saber me culpa o bien hace sentir solo un positivo tarde tho sucedió día volver a casa amigos decidió correr a casa en lugar de conseguir bus lanzamiento black explosión música realmente se sentía muy bien de todos modos rant realmente saber wot tf incluso saber más