theres something wrong melike mentally forgive me ive never posted anything like before may rambling anything ive suffered depression since highschool senior college now that ive kept pretty good handle on in time push past let control me years thought about recently considered ending it now think part im supposed tell hardships ive rough life been thats thing been is difficult anyone elses grew family loved me everything needed close group friends job genuinely love high career field girlfriend loves unconditionally hell times im kinda conceded want know someone please tell me why fucking fantastic life would want end it always something back mind ive always brushed bad day weak lately impulse stronger find going normal day seemingly reason think what went home today frustrating wanting end life apparent reason stupid hate it selfish stupid cant help it realize probably means theres something mentally wrong me even know see it therapists expensive im living college budget thing scares is think reason done anything yet mom one person world say truly care about remeber girlfriend earlier paper perfect find hard care anyone another frustrating point but think much would hurt mom pretty much keeps anything rash passes im trily afraid anything else left keep grounded im sure even makes sense ive never really told anyone this am putting pretty much everything bunch strangers so again forgive lack organization but thats also mind works so im really sure decided post here really rough lately guess help little get chest know im alone cant talk anyone this would devastating family knew feel like none friends would understand mention hard time connecting people anyway guess thats story know do
theres something wrong melike mentally forgive me ive never posted anything like before may rambling anything ive suffered depression since highschool senior college now that ive kept pretty good handle on in time push past let control me years thought about recently considered ending it now think part im supposed tell hardships ive rough life been thats thing been is difficult anyone elses grew family loved me everything needed close group friends job genuinely love high career field girlfriend loves unconditionally hell times im kinda conceded want know someone please tell me why fucking fantastic life would want end it always something back mind ive always brushed bad day weak lately impulse stronger find going normal day seemingly reason think what went home today frustrating wanting end life apparent reason stupid hate it selfish stupid cant help it realize probably means theres something mentally wrong me even know see it therapists expensive im living college budget thing scares is think reason done anything yet mom one person world say truly care about remeber girlfriend earlier paper perfect find hard care anyone another frustrating point but think much would hurt mom pretty much keeps anything rash passes im trily afraid anything else left keep grounded im sure even makes sense ive never really told anyone this am putting pretty much everything bunch strangers so again forgive lack organization but thats also mind worksso im really sure decided post here really rough lately guess help little get chest knowim alone cant talk anyone this would devastating family knew feel like none friends would understand mention hard time connecting people anyway guess thats story knowdo
Hay algo mal como me perdona mentalmente nunca he publicado nada como antes puede divagar cualquier cosa que ha sufrido depresión desde la escuela secundaria universidad superior ahora que ive mantuvo bastante buen manejo en el tiempo empuje pasado dejar control me años pensado recientemente considerado terminar ahora creo que parte im supuesto decir dificultades vida dura ha sido que la cosa es difícil cualquier otro creció familia me amaba todo lo que necesitaba grupo amigos cercanos trabajo verdaderamente amor alto carrera novia ama incondicionalmente infierno tiempos im un poco permitido querer saber alguien por favor dime por qué mierda fantástico la vida querría terminar siempre algo back mente ive siempre cepillado mal día débil últimamente impulso más fuerte encontrar normal día aparentemente la razón pensar lo que se fue a casa hoy frustrante querer final vida aparente razón estúpida odio egoísta no puede ayudar a darse cuenta probablemente significa algo mentalmente mal incluso saber ver terapeutas caro