wish deadi cant fucking sleep know im yelling sea people feel similarly man wish dead waking every day looking fucking mirror brings dread thing keeping fear comes death animals good friends feel like hate im pathetic dont even know im writing this im tired want kill fucking bad cant im fucking loser broke streak self harming like  years couple days ago looking cuts wrist forearm makes feel fucking stupid worthless dont know it bleed cry nobody cares feel like im stuck rock hard place mind mental fucking prison one day ill die due natural causes ill die fucking killed depressing dont know worse people know celebrating life without knowing whole story pitying taking life life isnt enjoyable hasnt many years im tired tired pretending everything ok tired pretending life worth living seeing slowly lose interest stuff used love fucking sad waking morning sleep days end exhausting pulling bed tiring thought go get another job quarantined makes stressed head feels like jumbled mess fucking thoughts cant control dont want fucking work life away die idk id rather fucking do id rather throw towel say forget kill myself isnt worth it im fucking tired mentally drained feel selfish seeing people going worse things me life fine hate living dont care future im tired caring tired living idk
wish deadi cant fucking sleep know im yelling sea people feel similarly man wish dead waking every day looking fucking mirror brings dread thing keeping fear comes death animals good friends feel like hate im pathetic dont even know im writing thisim tired want kill fucking bad cant im fucking loser broke streak self harming like years couple days ago looking cuts wrist forearm makes feel fucking stupid worthless dont know it bleed cry nobody cares feel like im stuck rock hard place mind mental fucking prison one day ill die due natural causes ill die fucking killed depressing dont know worse people know celebrating life without knowing whole story pitying taking life life isnt enjoyable hasnt many years im tired tired pretending everything ok tired pretending life worth living seeing slowly lose interest stuff used love fucking sad waking morning sleep days end exhausting pulling bed tiring thought go get another job quarantined makes stressed head feels like jumbled mess fucking thoughts cant control dont want fucking work life away die idk id rather fucking do id rather throw towel say forget kill myself isnt worth it im fucking tired mentally drained feel selfish seeing people going worse things me life fine hate living dont care futureim tired caring tired living idk
El deseo de deadti no puede dormir sabe im gritar mar la gente se siente igual el hombre desea muerto despertarse cada día mirando espejo de mierda trae miedo cosa mantener miedo viene animales muerte buenos amigos se sienten como odio im patético ni siquiera saben im escribir estoim cansado quieren matar mierda mal cant im mal perdedor rompió racha auto lastimado como años hace un par de días mirando cortes muñeca antebrazo hace sentir mierda estúpido inútil no saben sangrar llorar nadie se siente como im atascado rock duro lugar mente mental mierda prisión un día mal morir debido a causas naturales mal morir mierda muerto deprimente no sé peor la gente sabe celebrar la vida sin saber toda la historia compadecer la vida no es agradable hant muchos años estoy cansado cansado pretender que todo bien cansado vida vale la pena vivir ver poco a poco perder interés cosas usadas amor mierda triste despertar mañana sueño días fin agotador tirar de la cama cansado pensamiento ir conseguir otro trabajo cuarentenado hace sentir la cabeza estresada desastre jodido pensamientos no pueden controlar no quieren puto trabajo vida lejos morir