cant stop imagining itits hard believe alone really am everyone really person know gets slice personality theres never real catharsis talk someone one really knows anybody everybody knows stuff level cliches theyve earned status cliches theyre fucking true gun reliable pills ive got sharp knife though bought  lie tell old chinese lady  seemed like cool thing time want hurt slit wrists seems like itll fucking hurt think maybe slit throat would quicker wondered whether would hurt slit adams apple open maybe could slice low could hide tie funeralwhy cause parents anymore grief eh like try deal stuff imagined shooting head jolted lethargy one quick terrible second head exploded imagined failed somehow would saying things psychologist no think im bipolar docnever manic shit even think clinical depression image doctor turned professor fucking hate imagined telling redheaded cunt off i hope granddaughter dies fucking car fire kind person would quick witty response though even fazed me one is good way bad best accomplish creep people out try hard compensate awkward niceness niceness comes contrived bullshit scares people makes wonder im nice fucking hell im trying make things easier you folks know cant believe things head disappear intowhat blackness thats color even black cant describe amount nothingness thoughts dissolve into know keep going on die thats pretty shitty scenario live ill end posting venting place like this place like vent ill go world inside hide imaginary conversations psychologists try imagine halves conversation ill talk people past made kind impression even know im around anymore cant remember name think ever know im rambling im afraid stop either kill go living fucking want either right now im cold cant get enough sleep semester browse porn read late night think it like submerging freezing water go one agonizing inch time jump single awful jolt wish born wish existance shit show music ill show fights show modern medicine ill show hiroshima show puppies ill show dogs skinned alive blinking chinayou get idea getting embarrasing now fucking reason feel way want stop
cant stop imagining itits hard believe alone really am everyone really person know gets slice personality theres never real catharsis talk someone one really knows anybody everybody knows stuff level cliches theyve earned status cliches theyre fucking true gun reliable pills ive got sharp knife though bought lie tell old chinese lady seemed like cool thing time want hurt slit wrists seems like itll fucking hurt think maybe slit throat would quicker wondered whether would hurt slit adams apple open maybe could slice low could hide tie funeralwhy cause parents anymore grief eh like try deal stuff imagined shooting head jolted lethargy one quick terrible second head exploded imagined failed somehow would saying things psychologistno think im bipolar docnever manic shit even think clinical depression image doctor turned professor fucking hate imagined telling redheaded cunt off i hope granddaughter dies fucking car fire kind person would quick witty response though even fazed me one is good way bad best accomplish creep people out try hard compensate awkward niceness niceness comes contrived bullshit scares people makes wonder im nice fucking hell im trying make things easier you folks know cant believe things head disappear intowhat blackness thats color even black cant describe amount nothingness thoughts dissolve into know keep going on die thats pretty shitty scenario live ill end posting venting place like this place like vent ill go world inside hide imaginary conversations psychologists try imagine halves conversation ill talk people past made kind impression even know im around anymore cant remember name think ever know im rambling im afraid stop either kill go living fucking want either right now im cold cant get enough sleep semester browse porn read late night think it like submerging freezing water go one agonizing inch time jump single awful jolt wish born wish existance shit show music ill show fights show modern medicine ill show hiroshima show puppies ill show dogs skinned alive blinking chinayou get idea getting embarrasing now fucking reason feel way want stop
No puedo dejar de imaginar que es difícil creer solo realmente soy todo el mundo persona sabe realmente se rebana personalidad no hay verdadera catarsis hablar alguien realmente sabe que nadie sabe cosas nivel clichés han ganado estado clichés que son verdaderas pistolas píldoras confiables ive consiguió cuchillo afilado aunque compró mentira decirle a la vieja dama china parecía como cosa fresca tiempo querer dolor las muñecas cortadas parece como si le duelen maldito pensar que tal vez la garganta cortada más rápido se preguntaría si podría hacer daño slit adams manzana abierta tal vez podría cortar bajo podría ocultar corbata funeralpor qué causa padres más dolor eh como tratar de cosas trato imaginado tiro cabeza jolted letargo una rápida terrible segunda cabeza explotó imaginado fallaría de alguna manera diría cosas psicólogano pensar im bipolar docnever manía mierda incluso pensar depresión clínica imagen doctor convertido profesor maldito odio imaginado decirle pelirroja coño fuera espero nieta muere follando coche fuego amable persona rápida respuesta aunque incluso me fazó uno es buena manera mala mejor lograr la gente se arrastra tratar duro compensar agradable amabilidad viene