impossible defeat itjust wanna die psycho anti depressant meds  years wife new baby makes worse thought kid would find live nope change anything got mortgage car wife baby barely afford money cant anything nice trips holidays even bought courses learn make games barely touched them motivation energy wanna tie belt round neck hang doorknob garage really hate mind illness find hard walk live everyday like everyone else
impossible defeat itjust wanna die psycho anti depressant meds years wife new baby makes worse thought kid would find live nope change anything got mortgage car wife baby barely afford moneycant anything nice trips holidays even bought courses learn make games barely touched them motivation energy wanna tie belt roundneck hang doorknob garage really hate mind illness find hard walk live everyday like everyone else
imposible derrota solo quiero morir psico antidepresivos años de medicina esposa nuevo bebé empeora pensamiento niño encontraría vivo nope cambio cualquier cosa tengo hipoteca coche esposa bebé apenas pagar dinerocant cualquier viaje agradable vacaciones incluso comprado cursos aprender hacer juegos apenas tocados motivación energía querer corbata cinturón cuello redondo colgar garage realmente odio mente enfermedad encontrar duro caminar vivir todos los días como todos los demás