kind admissioni hung closet using belt last night times right moment id start get dark rings vision id restart process figured position needed in let hang could feel losing consciousness stopped realized written letter sat that got caught answering messages best friend sit mope loving him im going try talk friend today asked early morning hed free told considering asking therapist put hospital something joy feel weighed physically mentally cant see far end day time ive lost ability think forward im alone time much family want burden friends think already am though feel compelled live love them thats wearing off last night step towards going it handle physical pain now thing stopping chance ill fail forced hospital miss job interview desperately need strange maybe need
kind admissioni hung closet using belt last night times right moment id start get dark rings vision id restart process figured position needed in let hang could feel losing consciousness stopped realized written letter sat that got caught answering messages best friend sit mope loving him im going try talk friend today asked early morning hed free told considering asking therapist put hospital something joy feel weighed physically mentally cant see far end day time ive lost ability think forward im alone time much family want burden friends think already am though feel compelled live love them thats wearing off last night step towards going it handle physical pain now thing stopping chance ill fail forced hospital miss job interview desperately need strange maybe need
id id it start get dark rings id reiniciation process figure position needed in let hall pode feel perder la conciencia detented realized written letter sat that got coged responding messages best friend sit mope it im go going try talk friend hourly prested hed free conting considering inquiry terapeuta put hospital thing joy feel pessed fisical mentally cant weight threat find day time ive perd hability think forward im only time time much family want worm fried live threat them thats used off through through it through threat through need