almost half summer gone by watched virtually friends disappear vanish contemplated suicide daily become apathetic life adopted nihilistic view future suffered verbal abuse parents anything life exactly experiencing things right now feel mental capacity social interaction overall thinking deteriorated much worried college want free independent enjoyable life college sure mentally ready that cannot consult therapist financial reasons backlash parents best course action me know emotionally ready go college scared
almost half summer gone by watched virtually friends disappear vanish contemplated suicide daily become apathetic life adopted nihilistic view future suffered verbal abuse parents anything life exactly experiencing things right now feel mental capacity social interaction overall thinking deteriorated much worried college want free independent enjoyable life college sure mentally ready that cannot consult therapist financial reasons backlash parents best course action me know emotionally ready go college scared
casi la mitad del verano pasado observa virtualmente desaparecer amigos suicidio contemplado vida cotidiana apática adoptado visión nihilista futuro sufrido abuso verbal padres cualquier cosa vida exactamente experimentar cosas en este momento sentir la capacidad mental interacción social pensamiento general deteriorado mucho preocupado universidad quiere libre independiente vida agradable universidad seguro mentalmente listo que no puede consultar terapeuta razones financieras contraataque padres mejor curso acción yo sé emocionalmente listo ir universidad miedo