sure doi used go ivy league school last winter really tough time wanted kill myself decided ask help much faith psychiatric process hoping someone would able give reason get day reason something rather nothing much surprise put mental hospital thrown school sent home  week prescription antidepressant told could reapply future reapplied current term rejected apparently think need time recover even though bother talk doctor home give warning might reaccepted week beginning fall semester sorry tedious background story wanted provide context question keep trying try hard eke existence pretty much every day fucking miserable ive spent long time therapy ive probably taken half dozen different antidepressants times life ive felt even slightest hope future result massive delusions possibleplausible ive ever felt slightly happy influence terribly unrealistic dreams idea do keep trying go admissions process former college find new university might accept transfer next couple months probably go find job why go effort exactly end goal im working towards sorry tedious selfindulgent rant seriously idea do
sure doi used go ivy league school last winter really tough time wanted kill myself decided ask help much faith psychiatric process hoping someone would able give reason get day reason something rather nothing much surprise put mental hospital thrown school sent home week prescription antidepressant told could reapply future reapplied current term rejected apparently think need time recover even though bother talk doctor home give warning might reaccepted week beginning fall semester sorry tedious background story wanted provide context question keep trying try hard eke existence pretty much every day fucking miserable ive spent long time therapy ive probably taken half dozen different antidepressants times life ive felt even slightest hope future result massive delusions possibleplausible ive ever felt slightly happy influence terribly unrealistic dreams idea do keep trying go admissions process former college find new university might accept transfer next couple months probably go find job why go effort exactly end goal im working towards sorry tedious selfindulgent rant seriously idea do
seguro doi uso ir hiedra escuela escuela el invierno pasado realmente duro tiempo quería matarme decidí pedir ayuda mucho fe proceso psiquiátrico esperanza alguien podría dar razón obtener razón razón algo más bien nada sorpresa poner hospital mental tiro escuela enviado casa semana receta antidepresivos contada podría volver a aplicar futuro renovado actual término rechazado aparentemente pensar necesidad tiempo recuperación incluso aunque la molestia hablar doctor casa dar advertencia podría aceptarse semana inicio otoño semestre lamenta tedioso antecedentes historia quería proporcionar contexto pregunta seguir tratando de tratar dura existencia eke casi todos los días maldito miserable ive pasó mucho tiempo terapia ive probablemente tomó media docena de diferentes antidepresivos veces la vida se sentía incluso la más mínima esperanza futuro resultado de delirios masivos posibleplausible ive siempre se sintió ligeramente feliz influencia muy poco realista idea seguir intentando ir proceso de admisión universidad anterior encontrar universidad podría aceptar transferencia en los próximos meses probablemente ir encontrar trabajo por ir esfuerzo final objetivo im trabajar hacia la pena tedioso autoindulgente rant idea seriamente hacer