waningi know im here cant figure am know theres millions like me im nice person im manipulative enough make people think am im apathetic selfish lack drive purpose longer genuinely connect people ive isolated becoming incurable cynic misanthrope im sycophant work talk family anymore theres goal passion hope feel capable love gone im tired repeating cycle healing waning crashing rebuilding foundations poured sloppily time someone told cant find reason live mean die find many releases death solution escape pain realizing awake every morning unbearable cant anymore one goal life im going make attempt dissociated state cant risk waking anymore
waningi know im here cant figure am know theres millions like me im nice person im manipulative enough make people think am im apathetic selfish lack drive purpose longer genuinely connect people ive isolated becoming incurable cynic misanthrope im sycophant work talk family anymore theres goal passion hope feel capable love gone im tired repeating cycle healing waning crashing rebuilding foundations poured sloppily time someone told cant find reason live mean die find many releases death solution escape pain realizing awake every morning unbearable cant anymore one goal life im going make attempt dissociated state cant risk waking anymore
meaningi know im here cant figura am know theres millions like me im nice person im manipulative suficientemente hacer que la gente piense que soy apático egoísta falta impulso propósito más tiempo genuinamente conectar a la gente ive aislado convirtiéndose incurable cínico misántropo im sycophant trabajo hablar familia más theres objetivo pasión esperanza sentir capaz amor ido im cansado repetir ciclo curación colapso reconstrucción fundaciones derramado poco tiempo alguien le dijo a Cant encontrar razón en vivo medio morir encontrar muchos liberaciones muerte solución escapar dolor realización despierto cada mañana insoportable cant más una meta vida im va hacer intento disociado estado no puede arriesgar despertar más