writing break tears eyes another meltdown work written posts similar one before deleted ill probably delete one too sick treated like shit everyone usually talkative try hard sociable considerate people around me know feels excluded looked want others feel way around me work ass stupid fucking store put every ounce energy getting things done right time take breather even second suddenly end world put notice boss slacking blatant fucking liei hate boss hate way talks way walks stupid juvenile sense humor fake wannabe tough guy attitude hate here matter go never get respect anyone know wrong me hate way look talk friends afraid even try make every friend ever abandoned whenever convenient them life boring pointless brave enough kill myself feel like doomed alone forever living meaningless life something fundamentally wrong me resent mother marrying dad huge loser maybe met someone else would son totally fucking useless know myself want stuck way forever know need change sleep thing enjoy anymore maybe one days ill take nap never wake hate boss hate job hate myself hate life
writing break tears eyes another meltdown work written posts similar one before deleted ill probably delete one too sick treated like shit everyone usually talkative try hard sociable considerate people around me know feels excluded looked want others feel way around me work ass stupid fucking store put every ounce energy getting things done right time take breather even second suddenly end world put notice boss slacking blatant fucking liei hate boss hate way talks way walks stupid juvenile sense humor fake wannabe tough guy attitude hate here matter go never get respect anyone know wrong me hate way look talk friends afraid even try make every friend ever abandoned whenever convenient them life boring pointless brave enough kill myself feel like doomed alone forever living meaningless life something fundamentally wrong me resent mother marrying dad huge loser maybe met someone else would son totally fucking useless know myself want stuck way forever know need change sleep thing enjoy anymoremaybe one days ill take nap never wake hate boss hate job hate myself hate life
escribir romper lágrimas ojos otro derretimiento trabajo escritos posts similares antes borrados mal probablemente eliminar uno demasiado enfermo tratado como mierda todo el mundo normalmente hablara tratando duro sociable personas consideradas alrededor de mí sé que se siente excluido quiere que otros se sientan como alrededor de mí trabajo culo estúpido puta tienda poner cada onza energía conseguir cosas bien tiempo tomar aliento incluso segundo de repente fin mundo poner aviso jefe holgazanear descarado mierda liei odio jefe odio manera habla manera camina estúpido sentido juvenil humor falso querer ser duro chico actitud odio aquí materia ir nunca conseguir respeto nadie conocer mal me odio manera hablar amigos miedo incluso tratar de hacer que cada amigo siempre abandonado cada vez conveniente su vida aburrido sin sentido valiente lo suficientemente me mata como condenado por siempre vivir solo vida sin sentido algo fundamentalmente mal me resentía madre casarse papá enorme perdedor tal vez conocer a alguien más hijo totalmente inútil me quiere atascada manera siempre saber cambiar dormir cosa disfrutar más tal vez un día mal tomar siesta nunca despertar odio jefe odio trabajo odio a mí mismo odio vida