lost friend lost liveever since  best friend always struggled dark thoughts overall sadness i know depression could always count him could always count considered family four guys group throughout teenage years  friends im alone bestie joined college started work started drift apart would still hang could could feel growing cold days ago asked hed like hang said hes got project college able come left it hours later scrolling instagram post one friends popped hanging pub course without me clear day wanted nothing me years meant nothing anymore know ive ever felt like life felt like whole world crushed me heart started race trouble breathing understanding happened sent message asking hed lie said friends wanna hang me even though hurts like fucking hell told okay wished best blocked even though want lose best friend know beg thats wants it am  years old literally  friends hobbies social life achievements life parents probably disappointed fuck me dead end job im aware people way worse get low point  even start  even  right feel like ending all one would probably even notice im gone it know strangers online probably care maybe someone tell
lost friend lost liveever since best friend always struggled dark thoughts overall sadness i know depression could always count him could always count considered family four guys group throughout teenage years friends im alonebestie joined college started work started drift apart would still hang could could feel growing cold days ago asked hed like hang said hes got project college able come left it hours later scrolling instagram post one friends popped hanging pub course without me clear day wanted nothing me years meant nothing anymore know ive ever felt like life felt like whole world crushed me heart started race trouble breathing understanding happened sent message asking hed lie said friends wanna hang me even though hurts like fucking hell told okay wished best blocked even though want lose best friend know beg thats wants it am years old literally friends hobbies social life achievements life parents probably disappointed fuck me dead end job im aware people way worse get low point even start even right feel like ending all one would probably even notice im gone it know strangers online probably care maybe someone tell
amigo perdido perdido vivo desde mejor amigo siempre luchaba pensamientos oscuros tristeza general sé que la depresión siempre podía contarlo siempre podía contar considerado familia cuatro chicos grupo durante adolescentes amigos im onlybetie unido universidad comenzó trabajo comenzó deriva aparte todavía podría colgar podría sentir crecer frío días atrás preguntó hed como colgar dijo que tiene proyecto universidad capaz de venir izquierda horas más tarde desplazamiento instagram post un amigo popped colging pub curso sin mí día claro quería nada me años significaba nada más sé live se sentía como la vida entero mundo me aplastó corazón comenzó carrera dificultad respiración comprensión sucedió mensaje enviado preguntar hed mentira dijo amigos quieren colgarme a pesar de las heridas como mierda infierno dijo bien deseado mejor bloqueado a pesar de querer perder mejor amigo saber mendigue que lo quiere am años literalmente amigos hobbies vida social logros vida padres probablemente decepcionados sexo final trabajo im consciente gente mucho peor llegar punto bajo incluso derecho incluso sentir como terminar todos uno probablemente incluso darse cuenta im ido sabe extranjeros probablemente cuidado tal vez alguien decir