feel useless society really know going doi fired every job pick depression gets best end miserable matter do start showing late lack enthusiasm super slow overall give fuck attitude last time tried go college ended suicide attempt taking financial emotional redflag debt lasted way long handle mention credit card also paid credit score gone shit try get professional help end answering calls showing appointments process takes forever always stuck waiting start medication end trying use end lifethe one thing supposed passionate art love art since child got opportunity make money art a family friend requested portrait daughter took  months finish hated it although loved paid me still put existential crisis hell going cannot even handle something love job tv definition bum live mom freeload playing video games nothing time two friends talk every months boyfriend seems love lot thinks help get life together one day needs realize really disappointment sure fix this know honestly stopped caring life long time ago live shame guilt acting like plan family friends ask itthe worst part cannot even talk without becoming extremely depressed overwhelmed f jobless school ambitions
feel useless society really know going doi fired every job pick depression gets best end miserable matter do start showing late lack enthusiasm super slow overall give fuck attitude last time tried go college ended suicide attempt taking financial emotional redflag debt lasted way long handle mention credit card also paid credit score gone shit try get professional help end answering calls showing appointments process takes forever always stuck waiting start medication end trying use end lifethe one thing supposed passionate art love art since child got opportunity make money art a family friend requested portrait daughter took months finish hated it although loved paid me still put existential crisis hell going cannot even handle something love job tv definition bum live mom freeload playing video games nothing time two friends talk every months boyfriend seems love lot thinks help get life together one day needs realize really disappointment sure fix this know honestly stopped caring life long time ago live shame guilt acting like plan family friends ask itthe worst part cannot even talk without becoming extremely depressed overwhelmed f jobless school ambitions
Se siente inútil sociedad realmente saber ir doi despedido cada trabajo selección depresión consigue mejor final miserable materia empezar a mostrar tarde falta entusiasmo super lento total dar mierda actitud última vez intentado ir universidad fin intento de suicidio tomar financiera emocional deuda rojo dura mucho tiempo manejar mención tarjeta de crédito también pago puntuación de crédito ido mierda tratar de conseguir ayuda profesional final responder llamadas mostrar citas proceso toma siempre atascado esperar empezar a usar fin vida la única cosa supuesto arte apasionado arte amor arte desde niño tener oportunidad hacer dinero arte un amigo de la familia pidió retrato hija llevó meses terminar odiado aunque me amó todavía me puso crisis existencial infierno va ni siquiera puede manejar algo amor trabajo definición de televisión vagabundo mamá gratis jugar videojuegos nada tiempo dos amigos hablar cada mes novio parece mucho amor piensa ayuda conseguir vida juntos un día necesita darse cuenta realmente decepción seguro de este saber honestamente dejó de cuidar la vida hace mucho tiempo vivir vergüenza culpa actuar como plan amigos familia preguntarlola peor parte no puede siquiera hablar sin llegar a ser extremadamente deprimido abrumado f trabajo escuela ambiciones