please help meim teenage girl live florida recently diagnosed depression anxiety prescribed medicine zoloft never thought itd get far never thought cutting would get point cant even wear shorts short sleeve shirts used happy child started growing up realizing things happened me have molested father  alcoholic also molested another family member age   growing up abusive childhood grandmother person raised verbally physically abusive me mother always me age  thats everything went downhill started drinking failed relationship  years had took everything me every little thing seemed piss off would hit got tired thats started cutting age first redflag attempt tried overdose pills consumed  bottles blood pressure medicine grandmas nothing happened stopped cutting many years tried push away suicidal thoughts sadness  months ago mom started verbally abusing again hit ever since dcf called her one person thought would me guess thought wrong im sitting bloody wrists thinking whether go medicine cabinet again really fault things happen me really worthless
please help meim teenage girl live florida recently diagnosed depression anxiety prescribed medicine zoloft never thought itd get far never thought cutting would get point cant even wear shorts short sleeve shirts used happy child started growing up realizing things happened me have molested father alcoholic also molested another family member age growing up abusive childhood grandmother person raised verbally physically abusive me mother always me age thats everything went downhill started drinking failed relationship years had took everything me every little thing seemed piss off would hit got tired thats started cutting age first redflag attempt tried overdose pills consumed bottles blood pressure medicine grandmas nothing happened stopped cutting many years tried push away suicidal thoughts sadness months ago mom started verbally abusing again hit ever since dcf called her one person thought would me guess thought wrongim sitting bloody wrists thinking whether go medicine cabinet again really fault things happen me really worthless
Por favor, ayuda a meim adolescente chica viva florida recientemente diagnosticada depresión ansiedad prescripción medicina zoloft nunca pensó que llegar lejos nunca pensó corte llegar punto cant incluso usar pantalones cortos camisas de manga corta utilizado niño feliz comenzó a crecer darse cuenta de las cosas me han molestado padre alcohólico también molestó a otro miembro de la familia edad de crecer abusivo niña persona criado verbalmente abusivo mi madre siempre edad que todo fue cuesta abajo comenzó a beber fallida relación años había tomado todo me cada pequeña cosa parecía cabreado golpear se cansó que comenzó cortar edad primer intento de fuego rojo intento de sobredosis píldoras consumidas botellas presión arterial abuelas nada sucedió dejó de cortar muchos años trató de empujar lejos pensamientos suicidas tristeza meses hace mamá comenzó verbalmente abusar de nuevo golpe desde dcf llamó a su una persona pensé que me imaginaba mal sentado muñecas sangrientas pensando si ir gabinete de medicamentos de nuevo culpa cosas me suceden realmente inútil