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know handle thisevery day think redflag think id it fantasize it want escape way feel way am feel strong enough keep pressing weight cant sleep barely eat every second torture cant ever seem actually it think thing keeping thought everyone expects stay disappointed heart broken want feel like enough want stay for nothing inside wants exist benefit feels pointless idk feeling pain start therapy next week hope feeling normal know immediately cure me
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