twin sister suicidal feeling awful right nowive depressed since   anyone says get help please know cant much explain mom knows found feeling way ignored it want kill myself feel do sister will destroy family sister also suicidal found week ago honestly dont get far know family history depression makes question genetic is never going get better unless take meds dont want take meds mom doesnt believe meds depression thinks turn zombie feel like cant go anymore havent felt happy entire day years dont know feel happy small things dont even make happy fear future feel going extremely unsuccessful poor hide behind smile every single day getting really tiring especially im nice everyone never want anyone feel way do everyone sees nice cute girl kind everyone wish way press button disappear cant take anymore
twin sister suicidal feeling awful right nowive depressed since anyone says get help please know cant much explain mom knows found feeling way ignored it want kill myself feel do sister will destroy family sister also suicidal found week ago honestly dont get far know family history depression makes question genetic is never going get better unless take meds dont want take meds mom doesnt believe meds depression thinks turn zombie feel like cant go anymore havent felt happy entire day years dont know feel happy small things dont even make happy fear future feel going extremely unsuccessful poor hide behind smile every single day getting really tiring especially im nice everyone never want anyone feel way do everyone sees nice cute girl kind everyone wish way press button disappear cant take anymore
hermana gemela suicida sentirse horrible ahora mismo deprimido como cualquiera dice conseguir ayuda por favor saber mucho explicar mamá sabe encontrar la sensación ignorada quiere matarme sentir hermana destruir familia hermana también suicida encontrado hace una semana honestamente no llegar lejos conocer familia historia depresión hace pregunta genética nunca va a mejorar a menos que tomar medicamentos no quiere tomar medicamentos mamá no cree que los medicamentos depresión piensa volver zombie se siente como no puede ir ya no se ha sentido feliz durante todo el día años no sé sentir felices pequeñas cosas ni siquiera hacer feliz miedo futuro se siente ir sin éxito pobre esconderse detrás sonrisa cada día conseguir realmente cansado im agradable todo el mundo nunca quiere que nadie se sienta de la manera todo el mundo ve agradable chica linda tipo todos desean manera pulsar botón desaparecer no puede tomar más