todaya new bornnovember todayi attempted redflagby cutting wrists taking large amounts pills something really strange struck head happy sad feelingthis feeling made decide liveeven pain even reliefif im destined live ill fucking live whats point anything anymore  ill fucking livei know sure better fail life fail death im already much painwhy cause painill fucking live health give upuntil fucked body finally give surviving
todaya new bornnovember todayi attempted redflagby cutting wrists taking large amounts pills something really strange struck head happy sad feelingthis feeling made decide liveeven pain even reliefif im destined live ill fucking live whats point anything anymore ill fucking livei know sure better fail life fail deathim already much painwhy cause painill fucking live health give upuntil fucked body finally give surviving
hoy un nuevo nacido noviembre hoy intento rojoflagpor cortar muñecas tomando grandes cantidades píldoras algo realmente extraño golpeó la cabeza feliz triste sentimiento este sentimiento hecho decidir vivir incluso el dolor incluso alivio si estoy destinado vivir mal puta vida lo que apunta cualquier cosa más enfermo viva sé que mejor fallar la vida fall muerteim ya mucho dolorpor qué causar dolor puta vida salud renunciar hasta jodido cuerpo finalmente dar sobrevivir