unrelenting cant anymoreive thought redflag daily  years now grindingly poor future im worthless never get decent job partner seem even like anymore let alone love me dog even seem like much hate major stupid college remeber last time enjoyed anything remember last time want kill myself im going parents holidays think ill take dads sawedoff put mouth last time there like physical compulsion barely resisted self harm clean four years back worse ever one knows it legs slashed pieces ive medicated ive therapy medication help lie therapists trust them trust anyone thought checking hospital acute crises center getting help cant afford it cant afford kill myself worthless
unrelenting cant anymoreive thought redflag daily years now grindingly poor futureim worthless never get decent job partner seem even like anymore let alone love me dog even seem like much hate major stupid college remeber last time enjoyed anything remember last time want kill myself im going parents holidays think ill take dads sawedoff put mouth last time there like physical compulsion barely resisted self harm clean four years back worse ever one knows it legs slashed pieces ive medicated ive therapy medication help lie therapists trust them trust anyone thought checking hospital acute crises center getting help cant afford it cant afford kill myself worthless
Underlenting cant moreving thought redflag anys daily years now mollingly poor futureim sin valor nunca conseguir un trabajo decente socio parece incluso más bien amarme perro incluso parece mucho odio mayor estúpido universidad recuerdo la última vez disfrutar de cualquier cosa recordar la última vez querer matarme me voy padres vacaciones pensar mal tomar papás segados poner boca la última vez allí como la compulsión física apenas resistió auto daño limpio cuatro años atrás peor cada vez que uno sabe piernas rajadas pedazos ive medicated ive terapy medicamentos ayudar a mentir terapeutas confiar en ellos alguien pensó revisar hospital crisis aguda centro conseguir ayuda no puede permitirse el lujo de matarme sin valor