ive got dilemmai suffering alot lately breathing anxiety depression way worse before get exhausted cant move feel like unable breathe tired feeling way anxious  feeling depressed ive decided want continue suffer anymore end pain ive wanting longest time ever since  never successful unsure guess tired ever pictured death  times day dilemma met someone weeks ago says likes alot ask whats like says im gentle nice see words made feel nice im going hurt him thats sure im evil nice im definitely going worth anyones time also got closer friends became closer clubbing planned stuff like discovering new bars future actually really looking forward that discovered loved drinking feeling high partying wth friends made happy short period time want plans happen but somehow feel like matter feel like im forget pain temporary mind im thinking life definitely worth it end pain forever end life packing things dont want stuff kept want forgotten want theres still time change mind im scared im scared prolonging pain feeling worse know do
ive got dilemmai suffering alot lately breathing anxiety depression way worse before get exhausted cant move feel like unable breathe tired feeling way anxious feeling depressed ive decided want continue suffer anymore end pain ive wanting longest time ever since never successful unsure guess tired ever pictured death times day dilemma met someone weeks ago says likes alot ask whats like says im gentle nice see words made feel nice im going hurt him thats sure im evilniceim definitely going worth anyones time also got closer friends became closer clubbing planned stuff like discovering new bars future actually really looking forward that discovered loved drinking feeling high partying wth friends made happy short period time want plans happen but somehow feel like matter feel like im forget pain temporary mind im thinking life definitely worth it end pain forever end life packing things dont want stuff kept want forgotten want theres still time change mindim scared im scared prolonging pain feeling worse know do
ive get dillimali sufriendo mucho últimamente respirar ansiedad depresión mucho peor antes de agotarse no puedo moverme sentir como incapaz respirar cansado sentir manera ansiedad depresión decidir deseo seguir sufriendo más final dolor ive queriendo más tiempo desde nunca éxito insegura adivinar cansado alguna vez fotografiado tiempos de muerte dilema día se reunió alguien hace semanas dice me gusta mucho preguntar lo que dice im suave agradable ver palabras hecho sentir bien im va lastimado que está seguro im malniceim definitivamente va vale la pena alguien tiempo también llegó más cerca amigos se hizo más cerca clubting cosas planeadas como descubrir nuevos bares futuro realmente mirando hacia adelante que descubrió amor a la bebida sensación alta fiesta wth amigos hicieron feliz período corto tiempo quieren planes suceder pero de alguna manera se siente como la materia se siente como im olvidar dolor mente temporal im pensar definitivamente vale la pena terminar dolor fin vida empaquetar cosas no quieren olvidarse necesidad todavía tiempo cambio menteim miedo im miedo prolongar dolor sentir peor saber