im end rope want pain endhere finally am miserable sad overwhelmed full grief put things perspective within last six months mom got stage  cancer blew money gambling addiction wound getting aggravated dui having leave long term relationship  years due shitty people even shittier environment car gets vandalized one gfs fam straight fucks gift car know im upset im sick pain literally keep thinking redflag want experience shit anymore im done shitty people shitty relationships awfulness dealt with im honestly trying work courage pull trigger want shit end cant stand anymore
im end rope want pain endhere finally am miserable sad overwhelmed full grief put things perspective within last six months mom got stage cancer blew money gambling addiction wound getting aggravated dui having leave long term relationship years due shitty peopleeven shittier environment car gets vandalized one gfs fam straight fucks gift car know im upsetim sick pain literally keep thinking redflag want experience shit anymore im done shitty people shitty relationships awfulness dealt with im honestly trying work courage pull trigger want shit end cant stand anymore
End soga quiere dolor endhere finalmente soy miserable triste abrumado dolor completo poner las cosas perspectiva dentro de los últimos seis meses mamá tuvo cáncer etapa soplado dinero juego adicción herida agravarse tener dejar a largo plazo relaciones años debido a mierda personas incluso mierda medio ambiente coche se vandaliza un gfs fam recta folla regalo coche saber im mouseim dolor enfermo literalmente seguir pensando redflag quiero experiencia mierda más im hecho mierda personas mierda relaciones horrible tratado con im honestamente tratando de trabajo valor tirar gatillo quieren mierda extremo no puede estar de pie más