dont want die sometimes alive muchim  years old dads side abused brainwashed me made blame mom divorce rift family happened eight granny on dads side threatened kill last year screamed betrayed her dad didnt believe me blamed told apologise couldnt dont want relationship anymore hates im moms daughter thats something cant change blame everything dad recently asked talk couldnt understand told didnt want contact her stresses out things theyve said hurts head ive lot mental breakdowns recently hate myself live mom relationship bit awkward im working it sinking feeling chest crawls spine behind throat
dont want die sometimes alive muchim years old dads side abused brainwashed me made blame mom divorce rift family happened eight granny on dads side threatened kill last year screamed betrayed her dad didnt believe me blamed told apologise couldnt dont want relationship anymore hates im moms daughter thats something cant change blame everything dad recently asked talk couldnt understand told didnt want contact her stresses out things theyve said hurts head ive lot mental breakdowns recently hate myself live mom relationship bit awkward im working it sinking feeling chest crawls spine behind throat
No quiero morir a veces vivos muchosim años papás lado abusado me hizo culpa mamá divorcio grieta familia pasó ocho abuela en papás lado amenazado matar el año pasado gritado traicionó su padre no me creo culpado dijo disculpa no podría querer relaciones más odios Im mamás hija que algo no puede cambiar culpa todo papá preguntó recientemente hablar no podía entender dijo no quería contactar con ella estrés cosas que han dicho dolor en la cabeza mucho crisis mentales recientemente me odio vivo mamá relación poco incómodo im trabajo se hunde sensación de pecho se arrastra columna detrás de la garganta