hate myself think always done extent multiple reasonsi got help half year ago already lot better time one guy group friends we close manages trigger you fucking worthless part every single time go drink something really know definitely purpose always says something puts spiral cannot get rest night entire next day thing happened last night went bed like  tired think anythingnow go monday night really think go really want see firends means  hours suffering afterwards know worth iti considered talking  think would understand  next day everyone know probably know told do want go friends scared
hate myself think always done extent multiple reasonsi got help half year ago already lot better time one guy group friends we close manages trigger you fucking worthless part every single time go drink something really know definitely purpose always says something puts spiral cannot get rest night entire next day thing happened last night went bed like tired think anythingnow go monday night really think go really want see firends means hours suffering afterwards know worth iti considered talking think would understand next day everyone know probably know told do want go friends scared
Me odio a mí mismo creo que siempre hecho extensión múltiples razonesi consiguió ayuda hace medio año ya mucho mejor tiempo un chico amigos grupo que cerrar maneja desencadenar puta parte inútil cada vez que vaya a beber algo realmente sabe definitivamente propósito siempre dice algo pone espiral no puede descansar noche entera al día siguiente sucedió cosa anoche se fue a la cama como cansado pensar cualquier cosa ahora ir lunes noche realmente pensar ir realmente quiere ver fuegos significa horas de sufrimiento después de saber que vale la pena hablar pensar entender al día siguiente todo el mundo sabe probablemente sabe que quiere ir amigos miedo