depression taking life family relationships want diei even know say know need say it ive pushed away everyone thats ever meant anything me get hurt easy everything seems numb bleak know myself slept class day accident could think climbing third story dorm jumping ive wanting hurt badly hard live people just left partner love much left them cant cry feel like horrible human being excuses way am id really rather die keep feeling like this keep thinking future seemsgrey cant hold job cant hold relationship cant stand enough come closet worst part everyone thinks im getting better ever since moved college think dying everything hard me cant stop time im currently crisis ive year self harm free think im point need go hospital im afraid disappointing people think im great
depression taking life family relationships want diei even know say know need say it ive pushed away everyone thats ever meant anything me get hurt easy everything seems numb bleak know myself slept class day accident could think climbing third story dorm jumping ive wanting hurt badly hard live people just left partner love much left them cant cry feel like horrible human being excuses way am id really rather die keep feeling like this keep thinking future seemsgrey cant hold job cant hold relationship cant stand enough come closet worst part everyone thinks im getting better ever since moved college think dying everything hard me cant stop time im currently crisis ive year self harm free think im point need go hospital im afraid disappointing people think im great
Depresión llevando la vida relaciones familiares quieren diei incluso saber decir saber necesidad decir ive alejado de todo el mundo que alguna vez significó cualquier cosa que me lastime fácil todo parece entumecido sombría saber que yo mismo dormido día de clase accidente podría pensar escalar tercer piso dormitorio saltar ive desear daño duro vivir gente acaba de izquierda pareja amor mucho les dejó no puede llorar sentir como horrible ser humano excusas manera de ser realmente mejor morir seguir sintiendo como este seguir pensando futuro parece gris cant mantener trabajo cant mantener relación no puede soportar lo suficiente venir armario peor parte todo el mundo piensa que estoy mejorando desde la universidad movida pensar morir todo duro no puedo detener el tiempo im crisis actual año de vida auto daño libre pensar im punto necesidad ir hospital im miedo gente decepcionar pensar im grande