kicked house two months ago maybe left it know got argument mother trying leave stepfather grabbed started hit me fought back older sister side helped him barely bruised left knew would deadly next time pretty sure choice mother yelling crazy left first tried move father talked  years except one weekend weekend went well told loved thought still child thought could go him told escape ended staying best friend next year graduate still full year taking space cannot even get job identification going hungry days want ask food know money responsibility mothers boyfriend alcoholic gets drunk yells gets violent afraid one day going remember exist going remember trans going remember homophobic know college good school get good college know fill applications information parents school told worry fafsa said anything actual college feel alone want someone talk someone cares nobody tell to best friend knows wonderful kind person comfort others want it would much simpler die matter anyone feel like lost hope becoming successful person know anymore would easier die
kicked house two months ago maybe left it know got argument mother trying leave stepfather grabbed started hit me fought back older sister side helped him barely bruised left knew would deadly next time pretty sure choice mother yelling crazy left first tried move father talked years except one weekend weekend went well told loved thought still child thought could go him told escape ended staying best friend next year graduate still full year taking space cannot even get job identification going hungry days want ask food know money responsibility mothers boyfriend alcoholic gets drunk yells gets violent afraid one day going remember exist going remember trans going remember homophobic know college good school get good college know fill applications information parents school told worry fafsa said anything actual college feel alone want someone talk someone cares nobody tell to best friend knows wonderful kind person comfort others want it would much simpler die matter anyone feel like lost hope becoming successful person know anymore would easier die
Pated house hace dos meses tal vez lo dejó saber que la discusión madre tratando de dejar el padrastro agarrado comenzó golpearme luchado lado hermana mayor le ayudó apenas magullado izquierda sabía que la próxima vez bastante seguro elección madre gritando loco izquierda primero probado movimiento padre habló años excepto un fin de semana bien dicho amado pensamiento todavía niño pensamiento podría ir le dijo fuga terminó ser mejor amigo el año siguiente graduado todavía año completo tomando espacio ni siquiera conseguir identificación de trabajo pasando hambre días quieren pedir comida saber dinero responsabilidad madre novio alcohólico se emborracha gritos se vuelve violento miedo un día va a recordar existir va a recordar trans va a recordar universidad buena escuela obtener buena universidad saber llenar aplicaciones información padres escuela dijo preocupación fafsa dijo algo universidad real se siente solo quiere alguien hablar alguien se preocupa nadie le dice a mejor amigo sabe maravilloso amable persona comodidad otros quieren que mucho más simple materia de muerte cualquiera se siente como perdido esperanza convertirse en persona exitosa saber más fácilmente moriría