come realizations th grade bullied way much theres nonstop violence punching hit hard surfaces pure terror fucks sake kid brought fucking bb gun school metal detectors nothing anyways lead permanent trauma never forget happened everyday non stop get panic attacks fights starting form despite would still try make friends later would realize make friends friends manipulators assholes violent starting friend number one mention name protect lets call raisin stupid name ik move on anyways would always lie inject fear wanted would range giving snacks giving toys money mom gave comply match im tall fight wimp small know fight knew took advantage threatening comply lost lot belongings mom worked super hard used manipulated owm ego moving friend number  way smaller let size fool backstabber manipulator blackmailer would ruin reputation say lets say losing reputation old school wasnt fun anyways would always make douche moves kids good even worse friends raisin could instantly destrory others met beat manipulated backstabbed people straight awful running recess accidentally bumped powerful tankiest dude school got mad grabbed neck throw like snowball got hurt really badly vouched never go near againsecond second friend backstabbed secrets crush first ohhh probably get embarssed crush someone kid already with surprise surprise get beat welp kid told girl boy found got beat again tiered tired telling teachers jack shit got pummeled one friends worked nothing got slammed stairs switching schools option living abusive relationship  mom dad broke mom popped new boyfriend first thought oh nice guy looks handsome looked nice little know far truth hed always come back drunk yell mom would always something bad manner forced us escape two shelters mom anything forced school want write much cause already long hurts write heres last thing left traumatized crying pain tears one day kid grabbed dragged bathroom threw got sprayer filled pee kids started spraying pee kicking like soccer ball lasted two minutes left crying looking glasses saying whywhyall wanted friends wanted benice i mean harm realized used friends actually friends people many horrible things used knew weak rookie made go really sad angry confused tried commit redflag relive pain take tried recover went therapy telling mom got bit better day still leaves traumatized affected acted middle school forgiven moved life ill still get ptsd time time im chill actual friends im ok school damm long im asking sympathy karma lesson careful want friends weak defend always strong someone insults insult back scared learn forgive matter somebody you must seek help learn forgive forgive live negative energy hold back life although really hard must forgive move knowing forgiving move life longer live negative feeling finally friends see hope wrong longer anyway great day night later
come realizations th grade bullied way much theres nonstop violence punching hit hard surfaces pure terror fucks sake kid brought fucking bb gun school metal detectors nothing anyways lead permanent trauma never forget happened everyday non stop get panic attacks fights starting form despite would still try make friends later would realize make friends friends manipulators assholes violent starting friend number one mention name protect lets call raisin stupid name ik move on anyways would always lie inject fear wanted would range giving snacks giving toys money mom gave comply match im tall fight wimp small know fight knew took advantage threatening comply lost lot belongings mom worked super hard used manipulated owm ego moving friend number way smaller let size fool backstabber manipulator blackmailer would ruin reputation say lets say losing reputation old school wasnt fun anyways would always make douche moves kids good even worse friends raisin could instantly destrory others met beat manipulated backstabbed people straight awful running recess accidentally bumped powerful tankiest dude school got mad grabbed neck throw like snowball got hurt really badly vouched never go near againsecond second friend backstabbed secrets crush first ohhh probably get embarssed crush someone kid already with surprise surprise get beat welp kid told girl boy found got beat again tiered tired telling teachers jack shit got pummeled one friends worked nothing got slammed stairs switching schools option living abusive relationship mom dad broke mom popped new boyfriend first thought oh nice guy looks handsome looked nice little know far truth hed always come back drunk yell mom would always something bad manner forced us escape two shelters mom anything forced school want write much cause already long hurts write heres last thing left traumatized crying pain tears one day kid grabbed dragged bathroom threw got sprayer filled pee kids started spraying pee kicking like soccer ball lasted two minutes left crying looking glasses saying whywhyall wanted friends wanted benice i mean harm realized used friends actually friends people many horrible things used knew weak rookie made go really sad angry confused tried commit redflag relive pain take tried recover went therapy telling mom got bit better day still leaves traumatized affected acted middle school forgiven moved life ill still get ptsd time time im chill actual friends im ok school damm long im asking sympathy karma lesson careful want friends weak defend always strong someone insults insult back scared learn forgive matter somebody you must seek help learn forgive forgive live negative energy hold back life although really hard must forgive move knowing forgiving move life longer live negative feeling finally friends see hope wrong longer anyway great day night later
Ven realizaciones th grado intimidado manera mucho Theres sin parar violencia golpeo superficies duras puro terror mierda sake chico trajo maldito bb pistola detectores de metales escuela nada de todos modos plomo trauma permanente nunca olvidar ha pasado todos los días non stop conseguir ataques de pánico peleas a pesar de que todavía intentaría hacer amigos más tarde se daría cuenta de hacer amigos amigos manipuladores pendejos violentos a partir amigo número uno nombre protección le permite llamar pasas nombre estúpido ik movimiento de todos modos siempre mentiría inyección miedo querido gama dar bocadillos dar juguetes dinero mamá dio cumplimiento partido