finding difficult keep goingmother disowned me father disappeared decade ago long divorce sister disowned family always working low end jobs never able keep romantic relationships going friends slowly becoming busy problems current gf town week break responding much cries help expectations happiness attempts create ultimately fail leave feeling worse nothing really matters end die memory dies time attempted redflag years ago ended declared clinically dead revived er tried since thoughts creeping past months
finding difficult keep goingmother disowned me father disappeared decade ago long divorce sister disowned family always working low end jobs never able keep romantic relationships going friends slowly becoming busy problems current gf town week break responding much cries help expectations happiness attempts create ultimately fail leave feeling worse nothing really matters end die memory dies time attempted redflag years ago ended declared clinically dead revived er tried since thoughts creeping past months
encontrar difícil seguir goingmather repudio mi padre desaparecido hace una década largo divorcio hermana repudio familia siempre trabajando trabajos bajos nunca capaz mantener relaciones románticas amigos yendo lentamente ocupado problemas actual gf ciudad semana de descanso responder muchos gritos ayuda expectativas intentos de felicidad crear fracaso dejar sentir peor nada realmente importa fin morir memoria muere tiempo intento rojo hace años terminado declarado clínicamente muerto revivido e tratado desde pensamientos que se arrastran meses pasados