redflag something yearn possiblefirst im going kill myself wish could cant single mother two kids killing option place could say outloud here wish id never kids could end life point telling things gone wrong life many know big things fair say life kicked ground time small child day  now everytime think life gets easier maybe turn happy something happends something bad illness fire loss ive dealt shit quite well job apartment pay bills old car major issues im shitty mom used better last six months ive depressed mess led kids causious around me daughter sensitive know suffers seeing suffer strenght pretend im happy last straw ex left me single life taking care kids job looking anyone age  fell love first time really worked hard last course fell apart like things have ive tried get help use tried find medication help depression made feel worse see light end tunnel know none wish could believe god something id hope no thing yearn end this im dramatic tired noone knows friends lives avoid see pain done everything books say got new hobbies volunteering local animal shelter go yoga nothing takes away exhaustion idea still xx years live exhausting know ill get strenght go kids choise joy endless amount dark hours ahead me sounds stupid whining is
redflag something yearn possiblefirst im going kill myself wish could cant single mother two kids killing option place could say outloud here wish id never kids could end life point telling things gone wrong life many know big things fair say life kicked ground time small child day now everytime think life gets easier maybe turn happy something happends something bad illness fire loss ive dealt shit quite well job apartment pay bills old car major issues im shitty mom used better last six months ive depressed mess led kids causious around me daughter sensitive know suffers seeing suffer strenght pretend im happy last straw ex left me single life taking care kids job looking anyone age fell love first time really worked hard last course fell apart like things have ive tried get help use tried find medication help depression made feel worse see light end tunnel know none wish could believe god something id hope no thing yearn end this im dramatic tired noone knows friends lives avoid see pain done everything books say got new hobbies volunteering local animal shelter go yoga nothing takes away exhaustion idea still xx years live exhausting know ill get strenght go kids choise joy endless amount dark hours ahead me sounds stupid whining is
Redflag algo posible primero me voy a matar deseo podría no poder madre soltera dos niños matar lugar opción podría decir outloud aquí deseo id nunca niños podría terminar la vida punto decir cosas ido mal vida muchos saben grandes cosas justas decir vida patada tierra tiempo niño pequeño día ahora cada vez pensar vida se hace más fácil tal vez convertirse feliz algo pasó algo mala enfermedad incendio pérdida ive trade mierda bastante bien trabajo apartamento pagar facturas coche viejo problemas principales im mierda mamá utilizado mejor pasado seis meses ive deprimido lío llevó niños causious alrededor de mí hija sensible saber sufre ver sufrir strenght finge im feliz último paja ex me dejó vida soltera teniendo cuidado niños trabajo buscar cualquier edad cayó amor primera vez realmente trabajado duro último curso se cayó como las cosas han tratado de conseguir ayuda uso probado ayuda encontrar medicamentos ayuda la depresión hizo sentirse peor ver luz final túnel saber ninguno deseo podría creer a dios algo id esperanza ninguna cosa fin im dramático nadie sabe amigos vida evitar ver dolor hecho todo los libros dicen tener nuevos pasatiempos voluntarios refugio animal local ir yoga nada toma lejos agotamiento idea todavía xx xx