lost everything everything everyone around me one person keeping alive left stopped talking me played people used me look mom mental abuses talks me always arguments us horrible relationship  cannot anything help myself wish could kid feel pain dad left everything anymore stayed night hand full pills wondering live anymore cannot look good things life anymore numb pain point mom care feel help cousin close severely suicidal almost went mental hospital think dying wish wake mornings miss life easy worry anything family homeless half life living people stay room day nothing zero mental energy even get bed even eat one closest friends living tried killing mom police involved actually nothing it even charge him tried calling saying sorry sick person want scream loud kind done living
lost everything everything everyone around me one person keeping alive left stopped talking me played people used me look mom mental abuses talks me always arguments us horrible relationship cannot anything help myself wish could kid feel pain dad left everything anymore stayed night hand full pills wondering live anymore cannot look good things life anymore numb pain point mom care feel help cousin close severely suicidal almost went mental hospital think dying wish wake mornings miss life easy worry anything family homeless half life living people stay room day nothing zero mental energy even get bed even eat one closest friends living tried killing mom police involved actually nothing it even charge him tried calling saying sorry sick person want scream loud kind done living
Todo lo perdido todo a mi alrededor una persona que se mantiene viva izquierda dejó de hablar me jugó la gente me usó mirar mamá abusos mentales me habla siempre argumentos nos horrible relación no puede nada me ayuda podría niño sentir dolor papá dejó todo ya se quedó noche mano píldoras llenas de vida ya no puede mirar cosas buenas vida más dolor entumecido punto mamá cuidado sentir ayuda primo cerca severamente suicida casi ido hospital mental pensar deseo moribundo despertar mañanas falta vida fácil preocuparse cualquier familia indigente medio vida vivir personas quedarse habitación día nada cero energía mental incluso conseguir cama incluso comer un amigo más cercano vivir trató de matar a mamá policía involucrado en realidad nada que incluso le cobra trató de llamar diciendo lo siento enfermo persona quiere gritar fuerte tipo hecho vivir