guess preface saying talking work damned stubborn baseless negative thoughts want burden mom telling anything get therapist way guess ill list mistakes led here well school well enough go good college good college good job shame rest life older sister flourishes fear going end like deadbeat dad id rather die leech others like does good person downer anything useful offer anyone entirely replaceable grandma died  days ago grandpa probably far behind probably thing slightly control though spend much time thembut suppose cannot complain many people suffered much worse still loved life useless coward giving up hydrocodone overdose looking really tempting right now ill tell stupid little story try properly plan death time
guess preface saying talking work damned stubborn baseless negative thoughts want burden mom telling anything get therapist way guess ill list mistakes led here well school well enough go good college good college good job shame rest life older sister flourishes fear going end like deadbeat dad id rather die leech others like does good person downer anything useful offer anyone entirely replaceable grandma died days ago grandpa probably far behind probably thing slightly control though spend much time thembut suppose cannot complain many people suffered much worse still loved life useless coward giving up hydrocodone overdose looking really tempting right now ill tell stupid little story try properly plan death time
Supongo que prefacio diciendo hablar trabajo maldito testarudo sin fundamento pensamientos negativos quieren carga mamá diciendo cualquier cosa conseguir terapeuta manera adivinar mal lista errores llevó aquí bien escuela lo suficientemente bien ir buena universidad buena universidad buen trabajo vergüenza descanso vida hermana mayor florece miedo va a terminar como deadbeat papá id lugar morir sanguijuela otros como hace buena persona derriba cualquier cosa útil ofrecer a alguien totalmente reemplazable abuela murió hace días abuelo probablemente muy lejos cosa ligeramente control aunque pasar mucho tiempo ellos, pero supongamos que no se pueden quejar mucha gente sufrió mucho peor aún amor vida cobarde inútil renunciando a la sobredosis de hidrocodona buscando muy tentador ahora mal contar estúpida pequeña historia tratar de planear adecuadamente tiempo de muerte