suicidal thoughtsi keep suicidal thoughts days im happy lets call normal mostly everyday want kill myself straight away mind broken real meaningful purpose feeling life decisions decided others pushed friends away feel alone even im around people feel stuck want die want leave earth thing keeping family my dad mom brother even hard would die tomorrow would happy knowing people wont im  im living feeling already years becoming worse day days weeks years past depressed become
suicidal thoughtsi keep suicidal thoughts days im happy lets call normal mostly everyday want kill myself straight away mind broken real meaningful purpose feeling life decisions decided others pushed friends away feel alone even im around people feel stuck want die want leave earth thing keeping family my dad mom brother even hard would die tomorrow would happy knowing people wont im im living feeling already years becoming worse day days weeks years past depressed become
pensamientos suicidas mantener pensamientos suicidas días im feliz lets call normal mayormente todos los días quieren matarme de inmediato mente roto verdadero propósito significativo sentir decisiones de la vida decidió otros alejado amigos se sienten solos incluso yo alrededor de la gente se siente atrapado quiero morir quiero dejar la tierra cosa mantener familia mi padre mamá hermano incluso duro moriría mañana sería feliz sabiendo que la gente no va a estar viviendo ya años cada vez peor día días semanas años pasados deprimido convertirse