funwhat fun spend day bed internetgames im sick bored it anything else life worth doing everything used like longer appeals me takes much effort pick stuff up feel bad progress ive lost starting feels depressing used aikido play piano exercise study uni late every time try start again realise far behind sends back distractions break cycle get fact ive lost  years life fucking stupid disease hopefully next semester fresh start im fucking sick lazy stupid ampxb sorry rant really anything offer felt like would place let out fyi exams week ive done nothing prepare them im going go probably fail least illve gone
funwhat fun spend day bed internetgamesim sick bored it anything else life worth doing everything used like longer appeals me takes much effort pick stuff up feel bad progress ive lost starting feels depressing used aikido play piano exercise study uni late every time try start again realise far behind sends back distractions break cycle get fact ive lost years life fucking stupid disease hopefully next semester fresh start im fucking sick lazy stupid ampxb sorry rant really anything offer felt like would place let out fyi exams week ive done nothing prepare them im going go probably fail least illve gone
funwhat diversión pasar día cama internetgamesim enfermo aburrido cualquier otra vida vale la pena hacer todo lo utilizado como más largo apelaciones me toma mucho esfuerzo recoger cosas sentir mal progreso ive perdido comenzar se siente deprimente uso aikido tocar piano ejercicio estudio uni tarde cada vez intentar empezar otra vez darse cuenta lejos detrás de los envíos de vuelta distracciones romper ciclo conseguir hecho vida años perdidos vida mierda estúpida enfermedad con suerte el próximo semestre nuevo comienzo im enfermo perezoso estúpido ampxb lo siento mucho cualquier oferta se sentía como lugar dejar salir fíi exámenes semana ive hecho nada prepararlos im ir probablemente fallar menos mal ido