well againa year ago hit rock bottom bad relationship sitting er thought learned thought got better now realize im slowly blowing chances girl actually worth it give up know happen already see falling away im losing touch reality detached strong enough word describe feeling im justgone present struggle times future looking hopeless wish could change past bad ive fucking many times even want think itits like attempts make things better make worse used proud am im even aware am beyond pathetic iswho turned into family friends caringbut none affects anymore one left turn to want professional help anyways really pointless one actually cares saying farewell starting seemappealing strange eating all sleep becoming challenging mention dreams torture me tonight lie awake know emptiness expandi think time go soon apologize wasting time
well againa year ago hit rock bottom bad relationship sitting er thought learned thought got better now realize im slowly blowing chances girl actually worth it give up know happen already see falling away im losing touch reality detached strong enough word describe feeling im justgone present struggle times future looking hopeless wish could change past badive fucking many times even want think itits like attempts make things better make worse used proud am im even aware am beyond pathetic iswho turned into family friends caringbut none affects anymore one left turn to want professional help anyways really pointless one actually cares saying farewell starting seemappealing strange eating all sleep becoming challenging mention dreams torture me tonight lie awake know emptiness expandi think time go soon apologize wasting time
Bueno hace un año hit rock bottom mala relación senting er pensamiento aprendido pensamiento consiguió mejor ahora se dan cuenta im lentamente soplando oportunidades chica realmente vale la pena renunciar a saber suceder ya ver caerse lejos im perder tacto realidad desapegado lo suficientemente fuerte palabra describir sentimiento im justgone presente lucha tiempos futuro futuro buscando deseo desesperado podría cambiar pasado malo follando muchas veces incluso querer pensar que es como intentos hacer las cosas mejor peor utilizado orgulloso soy incluso consciente de que soy más allá de patético es que se convirtió en amigos de la familia que se preocupan, pero ninguno afecta más un giro a la izquierda para querer ayuda profesional de todos modos realmente sin sentido a uno realmente le importa decir adiós parece atractivo extraño comer todo sueño convertirse en desafío mencionar sueños tortura me mentira despierto saber vacuidad expandi pensar tiempo ir pronto disculparse perder tiempo