know doits long since ive felt truely happy life im decent things classes sport hobbys never good enough mediocre better average person good enough considered sports team wanted first choice date etc thoughts consume me think anything all mind idles thoughts alone someone wrap arms around such yet cant seem soothe complete thoughts cant sleep without pills even still struggle trying find something turn mind get rid thoughts destryoing enough doze bed im failing classes job lined months semester will want like yet much struggle im tired alone anything deal with im alone cant sleep cant find anyone talk to get consumed thoughts dying ive tried couple counselors school and worked all know else it
know doits long since ive felt truely happy life im decent things classes sport hobbys never good enough mediocre better average person good enough considered sports team wanted first choice date etc thoughts consume me think anything all mind idles thoughts alone someone wrap arms around such yet cant seem soothe complete thoughts cant sleep without pills even still struggle trying find something turn mind get rid thoughts destryoing enough doze bed im failing classes job lined months semester will want like yet much struggle im tired alone anything deal with im alone cant sleep cant find anyone talk to get consumed thoughts dying ive tried couple counselors school and worked all know elseit
Sé que hace mucho tiempo desde que se sentía realmente feliz vida im cosas decentes clases deportes pasatiempos nunca lo suficientemente bueno mediocre mejor persona media mejor considerado equipo deportivo quería primera elección cita etc pensamientos me consumen pensar cualquier cosa toda mente ociosos pensamientos solos alguien envuelve brazos alrededor de tal pero no parece calmar pensamientos completos no puede dormir sin píldoras incluso todavía lucha tratando de encontrar algo giro mente deshacerse de pensamientos destriyoing suficiente duze cama im fracasos clases trabajo forrado meses semestre querrá como mucho lucha estoy cansado solo nada trato con im solo no puede dormir no puede encontrar a nadie hablar para consumir pensamientos moribundos i probado pareja consejeros escuela y trabajó todo lo demás