feel like im doomed lifetime failure disappearthis first time posting reddit apologise formatting errors need vent hopefully get someone help me remember last time truly happy life honest wonder ive ever happy child grow loving home  dad physically emotionally abusive towards mum sister i result left scars us sister also slew issues well used kick call worthless managed move started seventh grade right family anxiety ridden mother even want help here thing ive suffered depression life sad im  pretty quite intelligent yet cant seem feel happy anything hell cant even aim achieve dreams live country job market people age studying university terrible feel like im destined lifetime failure want die one even understands feel yet every day pretend im fine fact im far that someone please help me want happy
feel like im doomed lifetime failure disappearthis first time posting reddit apologise formatting errors need vent hopefully get someone help me remember last time truly happy life honest wonder ive ever happy child grow loving home dad physically emotionally abusive towards mum sister i result left scars us sister also slew issues well used kick call worthless managed move started seventh grade right family anxiety ridden mother even want help here thing ive suffered depression life sad im pretty quite intelligent yet cant seem feel happy anything hell cant even aim achieve dreams live country job market people age studying university terrible feel like im destined lifetime failurewant die one even understands feel yet every day pretend imfine fact im far that someone please help me want happy
Siente como im condenado fracaso de la vida desaparece esta primera vez publicación reddit disculpa formatear errores necesidad ventilación con suerte conseguir que alguien me ayude a recordar la última vez verdaderamente feliz vida honesta maravilla vivir siempre feliz niño crecer cariño casa papá emocionalmente abusivo hacia mamá hermana resultado izquierda cicatrices nosotros hermana también mató problemas bien utilizado patada llamada sin valor manejado movimiento comenzado séptimo grado derecho familia ansiedad atropellada madre incluso quieren ayuda aquí cosa ive sufrida depresión vida triste im bastante inteligente pero no puedo parecer sentir feliz cualquier infierno no puede incluso objetivo lograr sueños país mercado de trabajo personas edad estudio universidad terrible sentir como im destino vida fracaso querer morir uno incluso entiende sentir sin embargo cada día pretender imfine hecho im lejos que alguien por favor me ayude a querer feliz