im contemplating redflagthrowaway account contemplating redflag dont see point life point living life painful ive suffered depression life looking back suffered young age nephew turning  soon makes stomach turn look him innocent child thoughts hopelessness anxiety age didnt bad childhood definitely lonely one ass beat times brother think sometimes honestly nothing major ive reached help im currently waiting list counselling referred for  months waiting list put medication mh nurse socially im relatively normal wouldnt guess looking im often life party quite chatty lot banter work come home broken person ive lot people life thrown away ive always quite disposable person ive things happen shouldnt have ive knowingly let people take advantage use me probably selfesteem many people let done shitty things apparent problem cant go life blaming people must reason always happens me nobody wants probably fault ive enough ive thinking lot think people would really care mum dad id leave savings letter explaining theyd much better off lot heart break lately stress work grievance put member management bullying me rejection im mess im looking advice pleas it needed place rant
im contemplating redflagthrowaway account contemplating redflag dont see point life point living life painful ive suffered depression life looking back suffered young age nephew turning soon makes stomach turn look him innocent child thoughts hopelessness anxiety age didnt bad childhood definitely lonely one ass beat times brother think sometimes honestly nothing major ive reached help im currently waiting list counselling referred for months waiting list put medication mh nurse socially im relatively normal wouldnt guess looking im often life party quite chatty lot banter work come home broken person ive lot people life thrown away ive always quite disposable person ive things happen shouldnt have ive knowingly let people take advantage use me probably selfesteem many people let done shitty things apparent problem cant go life blaming people must reason always happens me nobody wants probably fault ive enough ive thinking lot think people would really care mum dad id leave savings letter explaining theyd much better off lot heart break lately stress work grievance put member management bullying me rejection im messim looking advice pleas it needed place rant
I contemplando redflagthrowaway cuenta contemplando redflag no ver punto de vida vida vida dolorosa vida sufrida vida mirar atrás joven edad sobrino girando pronto mirarlo pensamiento niño inocente desesperanza ansiedad edad no mal infancia definitivamente solitario uno culo latido tiempos hermano pensar a veces honestamente nada mayor ive alcance ayuda im actualmente lista de espera asesoramiento referido durante meses lista de espera poner medicamento mh enfermera socialmente normal no adivinaría mirarme a menudo la vida fiesta bastante chatty lote branter trabajo venir casa roto persona ve mucho gente vida tiro a la basura siempre persona bastante desechable cosas que pasan no debería haber live a sabiendas dejar que la gente se aproveche de mí probablemente autoestima mucha gente dejó hecho mierda cosas aparentes problema no puede ir vida culpando a la gente debe razón siempre me sucede nadie quiere probablemente culpa ve suficiente vida pensamiento mucho pensar realmente la gente realmente cuidaría moma dad id dejar carta ahorro explicar mucho mejor fuera de su corazón ruptura últimamente estrés trabajo queja