cant keep going like thisevery day like fever im much pain feel sick ive depressed life nothing like this ive started cutting never understood before get now ive done much less visable methods self harm think people noticed making worse everyone around gives shit depressed others caused detached yet feels like ammo make fun me seems matter makes everything worse even people say care feel waiting either get fucking already blame them fit world everything makes want die ive tried following dreams succeeded im empty cant feel joy long since have think ill ever ok every single day thoughts speaking directly someone redflag every day say today day cant push myself im afraid pain really all guess default plan hanging nearby tree maybe best think jumping something time thought wonder brain trying put it brain dragging pit know do want over anyone understands state im in
cant keep going like thisevery day like feverim much pain feel sick ive depressed life nothing like thisive started cutting never understood before get now ive done much less visable methods self harm think people noticed making worse everyone around gives shit depressed others caused detached yet feels like ammo make fun me seems matter makes everything worse even people say care feel waiting either get fucking already blame them fit world everything makes want die ive tried following dreams succeeded im empty cant feel joy long since have think ill ever ok every single day thoughts speaking directly someone redflag every day say today day cant push myself im afraid pain really all guess default plan hanging nearby tree maybe best think jumping something time thought wonder brain trying put it brain dragging pit know do want over anyone understands state im in
No puedo seguir así todos los días como fiebreim mucho dolor se siente mal vida deprimida vida nada como esto comenzado corte nunca se entiende antes de llegar ahora ive hecho métodos mucho menos visibles auto daño pensar la gente se dio cuenta haciendo peor todo el mundo da mierda deprimida otros causado despreocupado sin embargo se siente como munición me hace gracia parece materia hace todo peor incluso la gente dice cuidado sentir esperar o bien conseguir mierda ya culparlos mundo todo hace morir ive probado después de los sueños tuvo éxito im vacío no puedo sentir alegría desde que he pensado mal siempre bien todos los días pensamientos hablando directamente alguien bandera roja cada día decir hoy no puedo empujarme a mí mismo im dolor realmente todos adivinar plan por defecto colgar árbol cercano tal vez mejor pensar saltar algo tiempo pensó cerebro maravilla tratando de ponerlo cerebro arrastre pit saber querer sobre cualquiera entiende estado im en