suicidal definitely hurting myselfso going long sorry know late s cant kill myself attempted times years cant courage so however last past year worst ive started physically hurt various degrees added heavy drinking smoking want die apparently take long painful way barely slept weeks im losing it tried push reached point feel trapped get worse every time something seems working make feel slightly happy manage fuck up also im living foreign country able get kind friends want also cant leave anymore anyone talk im alone im tired myself cant even look mirror anymore
suicidal definitely hurting myselfso going longsorry know late s cant kill myself attempted times years cant courage so however last past year worst ive started physically hurt various degrees added heavy drinking smoking want die apparently take long painful way barely slept weeks im losing it tried push reached point feel trapped get worse every time something seems working make feel slightly happy manage fuck up also im living foreign country able get kind friends want also cant leave anymore anyone talk im alone im tired myself cant even look mirror anymore
suicida definitivamente lastimándome a mí mismo así que yendo longlory saber tarde s cant matarme tiempos intentos años no puedo valor así que sin embargo el año pasado peor ive comenzó físicamente lastimado varios grados añadidos beber mucho fumar quieren morir al parecer tomar largo camino doloroso apenas dormido semanas im perderlo intento push punto alcanzado sentirse atrapado cada vez que algo parece trabajar hacer sentir un poco feliz manejar la mierda también im vivir país extranjero capaz conseguir amigos amables quieren también no puedo dejar más a nadie hablar solo im cansado yo mismo no puedo mirar espejo ya