asperger misdiagnosis ruined lifenote im saying ableist something neurodiverse people want say experience affected me mean offense anybody else swear gods name note   never aspergers instead im neurotypical confirmed brain scan alongside medical exams  never thought much mistake would affect me lost almost everything things managed keep tainted well people started treat like child special needs person snowflake stopped taking seriously stopped reaching and were face face choice seldom never try contact different way like texting them talk cooing like voice think im cute never talk nsfw stuff im near say im young it smile forced smiles talk time hello goodbye college stuff like homeworkgroup projects small talk nothing else try reach out im either left seen give short answers trying leave soon can ignore message altogether thats main reason im suicidal wasnt maybe bit depressed now im living hell every single day became extremely paranoid it know aside exceptions truly cares instead either pity obligation sense old high school bullying wounds opened again since traded one hell another peace years able make new friends long time ive losing still left lost social skills isolated myself shown matter im person mostly gets kindness pity obligation know others far worse me cant go like this cant withstand living hell anymore loneliness pity regret indifference rejection fake smiles kindness pissing people off making snap hate me believed psychologists think need love ignore everyone elses words money ive made family waste therapy pills never worked god reality change theres big chance make end decade
asperger misdiagnosis ruined lifenote im saying ableist something neurodiverse people want say experience affected me mean offense anybody else swear gods name note never aspergers instead im neurotypical confirmed brain scan alongside medical exams never thought much mistake would affect me lost almost everything things managed keep tainted well people started treat like child special needs person snowflake stopped taking seriously stopped reaching and were face face choice seldom never try contact different way like texting them talk cooing like voice think im cute never talk nsfw stuffim near say im young it smile forced smiles talk timehello goodbye college stuff like homeworkgroup projects small talk nothing else try reach out im either left seen give short answers trying leave soon can ignore message altogether thats main reason im suicidal wasnt maybe bit depressed now im living hell every single day became extremely paranoid it know aside exceptions truly cares instead either pity obligation sense old high school bullying wounds opened again since traded one hell another peace years able make new friends long time ive losing still left lost social skills isolated myself shown matter im person mostly gets kindness pity obligation know others far worse me cant go like this cant withstand living hell anymore loneliness pity regret indifference rejection fake smiles kindness pissing people off making snap hate me believed psychologists think need love ignore everyone elses words moneyive made family waste therapy pills never worked god reality change theres big chance make end decade
asperger maldiagnóstico arruinado lifenote im decir powerist algo neurodiverso la gente quiere decir la experiencia me afectó la ofensa cualquier otra persona jura dios nombre nota nunca aspergers en lugar im neurotípico confirmado exploración cerebral junto a exámenes médicos nunca pensé mucho error me afectaría perdido casi todo las cosas manejado mantener manchado bien la gente comenzó a tratar como niños necesidades especiales persona copo de nieve dejó de tomar en serio llegar y eran cara elección rara vez tratar contacto diferente manera como mensajes de texto hablar cooing como voz piensa im lindo nunca hablar nsfw stuffim cerca de decir im joven sonreía forzado hablar timehello adiós cosas de la universidad como proyectos de grupo de tarea pequeña charla nada más tratar de llegar a im o izquierda visto dar respuestas cortas tratando de salir pronto puede ignorar el mensaje en conjunto que la razón principal im suicida no estaba tal vez un poco deprimido ahora im vivir el infierno