like im allowed happyive wanted die before hindsight im pretty sure never would done it given circumstances time though ive never felt unwanted worthless life past  weeks ive basically watched life fall apart front eyes ive gone waking morning smile face hopefulness excitement day even waking up im sad angry wound sleep days motivation go work except fact im irritated simply get bed get first bus morning work cannot stand lie tormented mind longer whole situation feeling like began girlfriend first real one wanted kind future with decides break me text im work understandably causes great deal stress emotion much go home cannot cope office longer next day boss calls meeting regarding leaving early previous day dosent end well going though lot shit work time anyway help long story short ive told im basically going lose job within next month girlfriend also timed perfectly along this friends reason cannot figure decided distance want associate me ive gone enjoying life great love social life relatively stable job hating life shit little time much honestly know do feels like soon life gets good something or case whole fucking load things come along fuck me really like im allowed happy want anymore
like im allowed happyive wanted die before hindsight im pretty sure never would done it given circumstances time though ive never felt unwanted worthless life past weeks ive basically watched life fall apart front eyes ive gone waking morning smile face hopefulness excitement day even waking up im sad angry wound sleep days motivation go work except fact im irritated simply get bed get first bus morning work cannot stand lie tormented mind longer whole situation feeling like began girlfriend first real one wanted kind future with decides break me textim work understandably causes great deal stress emotion much go home cannot cope office longer next day boss calls meeting regarding leaving early previous day dosent end well going though lot shit work time anyway help long story short ive told im basically going lose job within next month girlfriend also timed perfectly along this friends reason cannot figure decided distance want associate me ive gone enjoying life great love social life relatively stable job hating life shit little time much honestly know do feels like soon life gets good something or case whole fucking load things come along fuck me really like im allowed happy want anymore
Como im permitido happyive quería morir antes de retrospección im bastante seguro nunca lo haría dadas las circunstancias tiempo aunque i nunca se sintió no deseado vida inútil semanas pasadas ive básicamente la vida se desintegran ojos frente i ve ido sonrisa despertando cara emoción día incluso despertar im triste herida enojado sueño días motivación ir a trabajar excepto hecho im irritado simplemente conseguir cama primer autobús trabajo por la mañana no puede permanecer atormentado mente más tiempo situación entera sentir como comenzó novia primero real uno quería buen futuro con decide romperme textoim trabajo comprensiblemente causa mucho estrés emoción mucho ir a casa no puede hacer frente a la oficina más tiempo al día siguiente jefe llamadas reunión con respecto a salir temprano día anterior dosent final bien ir aunque mucho mierda trabajo tiempo de todos modos ayudar larga historia corta