futile hopeless invisible looked overno one understands thats basic problem have one knows anything similar ive experienced life absolutely clue one listens im left drowning sea filled hopeless voices wishing someone could hear them try things gotten better since  ive hoping hoping hoping putting fight trying keep head water allowing captivated dreams im longer fixated im completely submerged lost fight  now  years long time wait half life ive lived like this try reach out one cares say care say talk ghosted always ghosted ignored respond obviously read wrote therapists unhelpful worse mean one saw year treated like nuisance like better things speak me phd social activism even psychology  university ive hospital multiple times help im small invisible
futile hopeless invisible looked overno one understands thats basic problem have one knows anything similar ive experienced life absolutely clue one listens im left drowning sea filled hopeless voices wishing someone could hear them try things gotten better since ive hoping hoping hoping putting fight trying keep head water allowing captivated dreams im longer fixated im completely submerged lost fight now years long time wait half life ive lived like this try reach out one cares say care say talk ghosted always ghosted ignored respond obviously read wrote therapists unhelpful worse mean one saw year treated like nuisance like better things speak me phd social activism even psychology university ive hospital multiple times help im small invisible
inútil sin esperanza invisible miró sobre nadie entiende que el problema básico tiene que uno sabe algo similar vida experiencia absolutamente pista uno escucha im izquierda ahogado mar llena de voces desesperadas que alguien podría oír tratar de las cosas se pusieron mejor desde i ve esperanza de poner la lucha tratando de mantener la cabeza agua que permite sueños cautivados im más largo fijado im completamente sumergido lucha perdida ahora años largo tiempo espera media vida viví como este tratar de llegar a uno cuidados dicen cuidado dicen hablar fantasmado siempre ignorado responder obviamente leídos terapeutas escritos poco útil peor medio un año visto tratado como molestia como cosas mejores me hablan phd activismo social incluso psicología universidad ive hospital múltiples veces ayudar a im pequeña invisible