need help months ago girl love left me since everything slowly deteriorated life pieces nothing keep motivated reason wake morning friends distant return calls messages nobody ever need them im outcast fairly popular person many friends hang school myself one with life beginning feel like chore never finish mind constantly drifts thoughts death redflag  different occasions ive planned redflag almost carried through however stopped due fear failure feel invisible almost one would even notice committed redflag maybe it people would finally understand hard is would see much pain caused theyd beg another chance see me chance never willing take around need reason keep going something it gets better youll meet new people enough stop me want know worth put knife ever try again want hope maybe ill get old again
need help months ago girl love left me since everything slowly deteriorated life pieces nothing keep motivated reason wake morning friends distant return calls messages nobody ever need them im outcast fairly popular person many friends hang school myself one with life beginning feel like chore never finish mind constantly drifts thoughts death redflag different occasions ive planned redflag almost carried through however stopped due fear failure feel invisible almost one would even notice committed redflag maybe it people would finally understand hard is would see much pain caused theyd beg another chance see me chance never willing take around need reason keep going something it gets better youll meet new people enough stop me want know worth put knife ever try again want hope maybe ill get old again
Necesito ayuda hace meses chica amor me dejó ya que todo lentamente deteriorado piezas de la vida nada mantener motivado razón despertar mañana amigos distante retorno llamadas mensajes nadie los necesita im paria persona bastante popular muchos amigos cuelgan escuela yo mismo uno con vida uno con comienzo sentir como tarea nunca terminar mente constantemente deriva pensamientos muerte bandera roja diferentes ocasiones ive planeed redflag casi llevado a través sin embargo se detuvo debido al miedo fracaso se siente invisible casi uno incluso se daría cuenta cometido bandera roja tal vez la gente finalmente entendería duro es ver mucho dolor causado me rogarían otra oportunidad ver la oportunidad nunca querer tomar alrededor necesidad razón seguir adelante algo se pone mejor youll conocer gente nueva suficiente me quieren saber vale la pena poner cuchillo alguna vez quieren esperanza tal vez enferma volver a envejecer