supposed computer programmeri finished college got ba computer information systems social anxiety disorder ptsd never passed interviews programming position job hated  years started going back college second degree japanese goal teaching english abroad failed interviews need happy friendly plus guy ive relying spelling grammar check decade now cut it finished second degree yet family asking coding bootcamps seem make people successful trying code reminds matter like first interview time wasted it gotten programming job would probably enough experience go japan now seems hopeless life competition likable always lose guess ill live potential working restaurant forever
supposed computer programmeri finished college got ba computer information systems social anxiety disorder ptsd never passed interviews programming position job hated years started going back college second degree japanese goal teaching english abroad failed interviews need happy friendly plus guy ive relying spelling grammar check decade now cut it finished second degree yet family asking coding bootcamps seem make people successful trying code reminds matter like first interview time wasted it gotten programming job would probably enough experience go japan now seems hopeless life competition likable always lose guess ill live potential working restaurant forever
Supuesta computadora programari terminó la universidad consiguió ba informática sistemas de información trastorno de ansiedad social ptsd nunca pasó entrevistas programación posición trabajo odiado años comenzó volver universidad segundo grado japonés objetivo enseñanza Inglés en el extranjero entrevistas fallidas necesidad feliz amable más chico ive confiar ortografía examen de gramática década ahora cortar terminó segundo grado sin embargo familia pidiendo código Bootcamps parece hacer que la gente éxito intentar código recuerda materia como primera entrevista tiempo perdido que consiguió trabajo de programación probablemente suficiente experiencia ir Japón ahora parece una competencia desesperanza vida agradable siempre perder conjetura mal vivir potencial trabajo restaurante para siempre