ive honestly got idea anymoreit feels everyone fake feel like im backtalked annoying sometimes like hear brain speaking hey heyy people fake dont talk them far thing helps music thats kinda stopping work  really fucking good friends deserve them nobody needs suicidal fucktard cant help you pushes away use anyone barely anything useful life people say what loved ones well ive fucking abused really think makes difference except father whos actually fine family one id feel suffer see point hanging anymore ill never get better dont want feel guilty committing redflag hard get help really see im gonna get this feel like im gonna im even  want anyone feel bad me deserve regardless
ive honestly got idea anymoreit feels everyone fake feel like im backtalked annoying sometimes like hear brain speaking hey heyy people fake dont talk them far thing helps music thats kinda stopping work really fucking good friends deserve them nobody needs suicidal fucktard cant help you pushes away use anyone barely anything useful life people say what loved ones well ive fucking abused really think makes difference except father whos actually fine family one id feel suffer see point hanging anymore ill never get better dont want feel guilty committing redflag hard get help really see im gonna get this feel like im gonna im even want anyone feel bad me deserve regardless
a veces como escuchar el cerebro hablando hey heyy gente falsa no hablar ellos lejos cosa ayuda a la música que detiene un poco el trabajo realmente mierda buenos amigos merecen nadie necesita suicida idiota no puede ayudar a empujar lejos utilizar a nadie apenas cualquier cosa vida útil la gente dice lo que los seres queridos bien ive maldito abusado realmente piensa hace la diferencia excepto padre que en realidad buena familia uno id se siente sufrir ver punto colgar más mal nunca mejor no quiero sentirse culpable cometer delito duro conseguir ayuda realmente ver im va a conseguir esta sensación como im im incluso quiero que alguien se sienta mal me merece independientemente