want pregnancy kill without regretim sick everything gross fucking room temper tantrums toddler throws mice think place roomies dishes trash everywhere pain pregnant despite birth control scraping keep bills stay thousands dollars debt apply jobs behalf fucking himself doctors blatantly making difficult get sterilized give birth second time  im still young may change mind  constantly judged mom sometimes scream cant take more again maybe shit mom becauae even toddler yanks hair hits toys put away shortened nap think much want die try desperately cry around cant hold know seeing way damaging way fault shitty mom like hes old enough understand that sees me wreck mess thing really keeping together right fact pretty fucked kill leave toddler alone hours till dad gets home weeks baby sibling born maybe moms kids live enough honestly hurts more choices options even death revolve entirely around whats best kids im trapped lost angry dont want feel way cant stop it wanted  better foot forward wanted stronger happier mother wife dont spine it feel like im crushed alive one nothing help me im tired want go sleep never wake up want done
want pregnancy kill without regretim sick everything gross fucking room temper tantrums toddler throws mice think place roomies dishes trash everywhere pain pregnant despite birth control scraping keep bills stay thousands dollars debt apply jobs behalf fucking himself doctors blatantly making difficult get sterilized give birth second time im still young may change mind constantly judged mom sometimes scream cant take more again maybe shit mom becauae even toddler yanks hair hits toys put away shortened nap think much want die try desperately cry around cant hold know seeing way damaging way fault shitty mom like hes old enough understand that sees me wreck mess thing really keeping together right fact pretty fucked kill leave toddler alone hours till dad gets home weeks baby sibling born maybe moms kids live enough honestly hurts more choices options even death revolve entirely around whats best kids im trapped lost angry dont want feel way cant stop it wanted better foot forward wanted stronger happier mother wife dont spine it feel like im crushed alive one nothing help me im tiredwant go sleep never wake up want done
Quiero embarazo matar sin arrepentimientoim enfermo todo burdo mal humor habitación rabietas niño lanza ratones pensar lugar cuartos platos basura por todas partes dolor embarazo a pesar de control de la natalidad rasparse mantener facturas permanecer miles de dólares deuda aplicar empleos nombre mierda a sí mismo médicos descaradamente hacer difícil conseguir esterilizado dar a luz segunda vez im todavía joven puede cambiar constantemente juicio mamá a veces gritar no puede tomar más de nuevo tal vez mierda mamá becauae incluso niños pequeños yanks pelo golpea juguetes acortado siesta pensar mucho querer morir tratar desesperadamente llorar alrededor no puede mantener saber ver manera perjudicial manera de culpa mierda mamá como hes edad suficiente entender que me ve desastre desastre realmente mantener juntos derecho hecho bastante jodido matar dejar niño solo horas hasta papá semanas bebé hermano nacido tal vez mamás niños viven bastante honestamente más opciones elegir incluso la muerte giran completamente alrededor de lo que es mejor niños im atrapados enojado no quiero sentir manera no puede dejar de querer mejor pie adelante quería más feliz madre esposa más feliz no columna se siente como im machatado vivo una nada me ayuda im cansadowant ir dormir nunca despertarse necesidad hecho