im scared wont able itim sorry writing isnt good right now im scared posts sub always help kinds things ive plan long time now ive date mind later year so ive got enough time fully prepare ive adequate time change mind sort miracle happened life worth living reason chose date thinking little sister im listlessly trying minimize impact death would shittiest thing world celebrate th birthday year older sister died must birthday year less  days date time book motel buy equipment im scared cant alive anymore cant bear even think continuing pull bed morning another day fucking horrible last dont even want try think continuing live past date alive living fucking horrible life fucking pain inside always know redflag selfish act nowadays really fucking makes sick listen people say things like family people love you  because honestly me dont deserve peace continue pushing pain crying screaming happiness other know didnt make sense know must understand this ive tried medications therapy things never change thats ive learn things never change nothing left except pain nobody real life understands mean so please someone  please talk tell im strong enough
im scared wont able itim sorry writing isnt good right now im scared posts sub always help kinds things ive plan long time now ive date mind later yearso ive got enough time fully prepare ive adequate time change mind sort miracle happened life worth living reason chose date thinking little sister im listlessly trying minimize impact death would shittiest thing world celebrate th birthday year older sister died must birthday year less days date time book motel buy equipment im scared cant alive anymore cant bear even think continuing pull bed morning another day fucking horrible last dont even want try think continuing live past date alive living fucking horrible life fucking pain inside always know redflag selfish act nowadays really fucking makes sick listen people say things like family people love you because honestly me dont deserve peace continue pushing pain crying screaming happiness other know didnt make sense know must understand this ive tried medications therapy things never change thats ive learn things never change nothing left except pain nobody real life understands mean so please someone please talk tell im strong enough
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