tired everything going through unmotivated want life end thing keeping alive material purchases give temporary happiness distracting playing shooter games daymy ex keeps popping life kills me distraught keep knows hurts much went crazy emailed like  accounts begging unblock simultaneously telling never talk again extra suicidal unhinged really want kill front him thinking months nowi started taking mood stabilizers two days ago sick everything think hold long enough see meds helps me dropped useless therapist last week toohow stay away someone bad also makes happy want die sleep
tired everything going through unmotivated want life end thing keeping alive material purchases give temporary happiness distracting playing shooter games daymy ex keeps popping life kills me distraught keep knows hurts much went crazy emailed like accounts begging unblock simultaneously telling never talk again extra suicidal unhinged really want kill front him thinking months nowi started taking mood stabilizers two days ago sick everything think hold long enough see meds helps me dropped useless therapist last week toohow stay away someone bad also makes happy want die sleep
cansado todo lo que pasa sin motivación quiere fin de la vida cosas manteniendo vivo material compras dar felicidad temporal distraer jugar shooter juegos daymy ex sigue haciendo estallar la vida me mata desconsolado mantener saber mucho dolor se volvió loco correo electrónico como cuentas pidiendo desbloquear simultáneamente diciendo nunca hablar de nuevo extra suicida desenganchado realmente quiero matar delante de él pensando meses ahora empecé a tomar estabilizadores de humor hace dos días enfermo todo pensar mantener el tiempo suficiente ver medicamentos me ayuda a caer terapeuta inútil tambiéncómo mantenerse alejado alguien malo también hace feliz querer morir dormir