waiting grade back required course major fail ill kicked major probably give lifeif fail im gonna drop think like poker think ill buy highest stake game find see do go bender kill myself done here wish could put clearer words existence enrages me im christian im mad god parents part bringing relationship three basically nonexistent funnily enough fact makes crazy scared going hell im actually sure believe in im questioning faith god good part thinks hell peoplechristians traditionally think of think might complete ending consciousness basically atheist would view death honestly thought comforting fucked hate much im sure would even want go heaven idea forever fucking scares me hate fucking much
waiting grade back required course major fail ill kicked major probably give lifeif fail im gonna drop think like poker think ill buy highest stake game find see do go bender kill myself done here wish could put clearer words existence enrages me im christianim mad god parents part bringing relationship three basically nonexistent funnily enough fact makes crazy scared going hellim actually sure believe in im questioning faith god good part thinks hell peoplechristians traditionally think of think might complete ending consciousness basically atheist would view death honestly thought comforting fucked hate muchim sure would even want go heaven idea forever fucking scares me hate fucking much
espera curso requerido curso mayor fracaso mal pateado mayor probablemente da vida si fallo voy a caer pensar como poker mal comprar juego más alto juego encontrar ver hacer bender matarme hecho aquí deseo podría poner palabras más claras existencia me enfurece im christianim dios loco padres parte trayendo relación tres básicamente inexistente divertido bastante hecho hace loco miedo ir helm realmente seguro creer en im fe dios buena parte piensa infierno gente cristiana tradicionalmente piensa en pensar podría terminar la conciencia básicamente ateo ver muerte honestamente pensamiento reconfortante jodido odio muchim seguro incluso querría ir al cielo idea para siempre mierda me asusta odio mierda mucho