nothing metric life worth staying except stupid catanything compartmentalize area life terrible partner interests friends hate job im terrible even know ill job go back im broke cant find new job field car needs work money apartment feels like prison might lose soon anyway one care one cares me spend every minute crushing loneliness failure see way out even anyone give hug text message im worst spoken another person face face two weeks literally nothing getting worse day day ampxb keep thinking could find heroin fentanyl lot it ive never done either guess means would take less ampxb love fucking cat anyone could trust take wake every fucking day life hate know hes happy
nothing metric life worth staying except stupid catanything compartmentalize area life terrible partner interests friends hate job im terrible even know ill job go back im broke cant find new job field car needs work money apartment feels like prison might lose soon anyway one care one cares me spend every minute crushing loneliness failure see way out even anyone give hug text message im worst spoken another person face face two weeks literally nothing getting worse day day ampxb keep thinking could find heroin fentanyl lot it ive never done either guess means would take less ampxb love fucking cat anyone could trust take wakeevery fucking day life hate know hes happy
nada métrica vida vale la pena quedarse excepto estúpido catanything compartimentalize área vida terrible pareja intereses amigos odio trabajo im terrible incluso saber mal trabajo volver mi roto no puedo encontrar nuevo trabajo campo coche necesita trabajo dinero apartamento se siente como la cárcel podría perder pronto de todos modos un cuidado uno me preocupa pasar cada minuto aplastando fracaso soledad ver salida incluso cualquiera dar abrazo mensaje de texto im peor hablado otra persona cara dos semanas literalmente nada peor día ampxb seguir pensando podría encontrar heroína fentanilo mucho que nunca se ha hecho ni adivinar medios tomar menos ampxb amor puto gato cualquiera podría confiar tomar despertar cada puto día vida odio saber hes feliz