want kill myself realise factual level probably end line meive poverty entire adult life severe developmental disabilities compounded trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma im trying take inventory remaining options stare one looks appealing dying really working family  bank account way ever make money ebegging anymore cant beg life accused scammer stalked rumours spread whatever else people get upset wanting super friendly cheerful everyone want place say live one live anywhere want sense permanence life income home family live hostel visa country runs less week know im going know maybe want kill all ive keeping drunk days days much handle emotionally even drink killing starts look like genuinely viable option table know id rather die put one problems anymore
want kill myself realise factual level probably end line meive poverty entire adult life severe developmental disabilities compounded trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma im trying take inventory remaining options stare one looks appealing dying really working family bank account way ever make money ebegging anymore cant beg life accused scammer stalked rumours spread whatever else people get upset wanting super friendly cheerful everyone want place say live one live anywhere want sense permanence life income home family livehostel visa country runs less week know im going know maybe want kill all ive keeping drunk days days much handle emotionally even drink killing starts look like genuinely viable option table know id rather die put one problems anymore
Quiero matarme a mí mismo realizo nivel fáctico probablemente final línea meive pobreza toda la vida adulta severa discapacidades de desarrollo agravada trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma im intentar inventario opciones restantes mirar fijamente uno parece atractivo morir realmente trabajo familia cuenta bancaria manera alguna vez hacer dinero ebegging más no puede rogar vida acusado estafador acechado rumores difundir cualquier otra gente se molestan querer súper amigable alegre todo el mundo quiere lugar decir vivir uno en cualquier lugar quiere sentido permanencia vida ingresos hogar familia livehostel visa país corre menos semana saber i va a saber tal vez querer matar a todos los días borracho mantener mucho manejo emocional incluso beber matanza comienza a parecer genuinamente viable tabla saber id mejor morir poner un problema más