need help longhi problem become main source depression nihilistic beliefs past  years living sisters although supporting me hard live with mom staying grandpa already  caretakers fine however mom refuses get job find us place live move last one tell tell get job keeps saying faith god plan us matter much pray nothing changed begun become frustrated every night go sleep wake knowing cant leave hell living in dont know anymore contemplating redflag someone please help please
need help longhi problem become main source depression nihilistic beliefs past years living sisters although supporting me hard live with mom staying grandpa already caretakers fine however mom refuses get job find us place live move last one tell tell get job keeps saying faith god plan us matter much pray nothing changed begun become frustrated every night go sleep wake knowing cant leave hell living in dont know anymore contemplating redflag someone please help please
necesita ayuda Longhi problema convertirse en la fuente principal depresión creencias nihilistas años pasados hermanas vivientes aunque me apoyan duro vivir con mamá quedarse abuelo ya cuidadores bien sin embargo mamá se niega a conseguir trabajo encontrarnos lugar movimiento en vivo último decir contar conseguir trabajo sigue diciendo fe Dios plan nos importa mucho orar nada cambiado comenzó a frustrarse cada noche ir dormir despertar saber no puede dejar el infierno vivir en no sé más contemplando bandera roja alguien por favor ayudar por favor