ive never felt way beforeive never really contemplated redflag happy long time going college well loving boyfriend knew wanted life graduated broke  years together know want myself feel like anything anymore was still is love life said loves love me needed time found talking another girl asked why said didnt want talk me says could still talk him yet completely ignore me ive struggling keep busy seems like everything great him hurts much  weeks ive feeling like complete piece shit feel stupid keep telling ill leave alone cant go   days without trying contact him cry sleep dreams everything good him wake cry again constantly thoughts ever thought would feel way never thought would something like me there lot story obviously want write out anniversary birthday day thats coming up want badly go impossible me moved across country thinking would help working money now planning getting incredibly drunk day calling him large possibility may then know heart hes one me want me want anyone else ive also fantasizing scrapping enough money together flying out going house front him want see hes done me broke me know im asking help know im writing this guess maybe listen me one else know gonna happen next weeks like plan ahead
ive never felt way beforeive never really contemplated redflag happy long time going college well loving boyfriend knew wanted life graduated broke years together know want myself feel like anything anymore was still is love life said loves love me needed time found talking another girl asked why said didnt want talk me says could still talk him yet completely ignore me ive struggling keep busy seems like everything great him hurts much weeks ive feeling like complete piece shit feel stupid keep telling ill leave alone cant go days without trying contact him cry sleep dreams everything good him wake cry again constantly thoughts ever thought would feel way never thought would something like me there lot story obviously want write out anniversary birthday day thats coming up want badly go impossible me moved across country thinking would help working money now planning getting incredibly drunk day calling him large possibility may then know heart hes one me want me want anyone else ive also fantasizing scrapping enough money together flying out going house front him want see hes done me broke me know im asking help know im writing this guess maybe listen me one else know gonna happen next weeks like plan ahead
ive nunca se sintió mucho antes nunca realmente previsto Redflag feliz mucho tiempo va universidad bien novio amoroso sabía que quería la vida se graduó años rotos juntos saber me quiero sentir como nada todavía es amor la vida dice amor me necesita tiempo encontrado hablar otra chica preguntó por qué dijo no quería hablar me dice todavía podría hablar sin embargo completamente ignorarme ive lucha mantener ocupado parece como todo grande él duele mucho semanas ive sentir como pedazo completo mierda se siente estúpido seguir diciendo mal irse solo no puedo ir días sin tratar de ponerse en contacto con él sueño sueños todo bueno él despierta llorar constantemente pensamientos siempre pensamiento se sentiría de la manera nunca pensé algo como yo hay mucha historia obviamente quiero escribir aniversario cumpleaños día que viene quiero mucho ir imposible me movió a través de país pensar me ayudaría a trabajar dinero ahora planificación conseguir increíblemente borracho día llamarle gran posibilidad entonces puede saber corazón hes uno me quiero que alguien más ive también fantasizing desguace suficiente dinero juntos volar casa delante de él