coming manic episode afraid doomed againi bad phase last month nearly killed myself ended psych ward got  days later getting out new appreciation everything could see excitable work happy wake up insanely energetic even felt like could happily something like break arm pass time bored actually wanted to felt exciting ive never experience something like felt good week feel energy getting lower lower dont feel excited dont enjoy things dont feel powerful bad thoughts beginning come back feel like going downward spiral end another hospital visit death
coming manic episode afraid doomed againi bad phase last month nearly killed myself ended psych ward got days later getting out new appreciation everything could see excitable work happy wake up insanely energetic even felt like could happily something like break arm pass time bored actually wanted to felt exciting ive never experience something like felt good week feel energy getting lower lower dont feel excited dont enjoy things dont feel powerful bad thoughts beginning come back feel like going downward spiral end another hospital visit death
episodio maníaco que viene miedo condenado de nuevo fase mala el mes pasado casi me mató terminó sala de psiquiatría consiguió días más tarde salir nuevo aprecio todo podría ver trabajo excitable feliz despertar increíblemente energético incluso se sentía como podría feliz algo como romper el brazo pasar tiempo aburrido realmente quería sentir emocionante ive nunca experimentar algo como se siente buena semana sentir energía cada vez más bajo no se siente emocionado no disfrutar de las cosas no se sienten poderosos malos pensamientos que comienzan volver se siente como ir hacia abajo espiral final otra visita al hospital muerte