 daysback september planned would kill november   days now feeling sad every day think month straight crying like time every night hours staying  morning canceling plans interacting one even that seemed clear end life like definitely right decision now im sad kind feel anything nothing really makes sad happy cant even cry anymore like this feel like ive forgotten desperately needed kill myself reason feel like im still willing it like know makes sense im sad im peace gun hand right now honestly think shooting heart stretch idea make feel anything know ill  days im asking anything think needed rant
daysback september planned would kill november days now feeling sad every day think month straight crying like time every night hours staying morning canceling plans interacting one even that seemed clear end life like definitely right decision now im sad kind feel anything nothing really makes sad happy cant even cry anymore like this feel like ive forgotten desperately needed kill myself reason feel like im still willing it like know makes sense im sad im peace gun hand right now honestly think shooting heart stretch idea make feel anything know ill days im asking anything think needed rant
daysback september planeado mataría a los días de noviembre ahora sentirse triste todos los días pensar mes entero llorar como hora cada noche horas permanecer por la mañana cancelar planes interactuar uno incluso que parecía claro fin de la vida como definitivamente decisión correcta ahora triste amable sentir nada nada realmente hace triste feliz cant incluso llorar más como este se siente como live olvidado desesperadamente necesario matarme razón sentir como si todavía quisiera saber tiene sentido im triste Im paz pistola mano ahora mismo honestamente pensar tiro corazón estiramiento idea hacer sentir cualquier cosa sabe mal días im preguntar cualquier cosa pensar necesidad rant