want stop experiencing lifeim really sure im posting need somewhere vent im fucking empty tired know science says effort put easier something gets feel true eating much work im depressed try hard fail continuously school tomorrow almost midnight sunday choose getting enough sleep getting work done trick cant either slept well week everytime think work feel anxious literally cannot make it top im empty numb bored time summer thought structure school would help really didnt feel bad considering entire education waste days im depressed remember anything past depressed years made gpa low year matter all ive disassociated states past months nothing meaning anymore seems even non depressed perspective humanity stupid shallow boring friends people ive dated bore me maybe im depressed also feel theyre painfully inexperience im interested one anything im anxious leave house depressed override anxiety time parents completely negligent child sports hobbies communities im in see ever super depressed hated medication tried im tired try another med month experience terrifying side effects know fix life stays like know long be im planning commit redflag seriously need help
want stop experiencing lifeim really sure im posting need somewhere ventim fucking empty tired know science says effort put easier something gets feel true eating much work im depressed try hard fail continuously school tomorrow almost midnight sunday choose getting enough sleep getting work done trick cant either slept well week everytime think work feel anxious literally cannot make it top im empty numb bored time summer thought structure school would help really didnt feel bad considering entire education waste days im depressed remember anything past depressed years made gpa low year matter all ive disassociated states past months nothing meaning anymore seems even non depressed perspective humanity stupid shallow boring friends people ive dated bore me maybe im depressed also feel theyre painfully inexperience im interested one anything im anxious leave house depressed override anxiety time parents completely negligent child sports hobbies communities im in see ever super depressed hated medication tried im tired try another med month experience terrifying side effects know fix life stays like know long be im planning commit redflag seriously needhelp
Quiero dejar de experimentar vida im realmente seguro Im posting necesidad en algún lugar Ventim mierda cansado vacío saber ciencia dice esfuerzo poner más fácil algo se siente verdadero comer mucho trabajo im deprimido intentar duro fallar continuamente escuela mañana casi medianoche domingo elegir conseguir suficiente sueño conseguir trabajo hacer truco cant o bien dormir bien semana cada vez pensar trabajo sentirse ansioso literalmente no puede hacer top im vacío aburrimiento tiempo verano pensamiento estructura escuela ayudaría realmente no se siente mal considerando educación completo desperdicio días im deprimido recordar cualquier cosa pasado años deprimidos hizo gpa bajo año materia todos los estados ive disociados meses pasados nada significa más parece incluso no deprimida perspectiva humanidad estúpido poco aburrido amigos personas con vida fecha me aburrido tal vez im deprimido también se sienten dolorosamente inexperiencia im interesado uno nada im ansiedad dejar casa deprimida sobreponer ansiedad padres completamente negligentes niños deportes hobbies comunidades im en ver siempre súper deprimidas odiado medicamento probado im cansado probar otro mes experiencia med efectos secundarios terroríficos saber fijar la vida se mantiene como saber mucho tiempo estar im planificación comprometer redflag seriamente necesidad ayuda