feeling giant mental breakdown coming past days ever since mom started shit last week got sociopath something bc truly feels remorse sympathy anyone herself crazy gaslighter always makes feel like everything fault know not anyway abundance issues started dad unexpectedly passed away last year think due immense amount redflag grief upsetting bc health issues take much life away  physical limitations strict diet restrictions hard adjustment especially hitting time able handle tho mom starts shit me get triggered break way down extremely upset due this writing list reasons hate life literally middle writing mom walks door starts shit me shaking feel paranoid even delusional like losing touch reality upset memories past year come flooding back stuck cannot get break
feeling giant mental breakdown coming past days ever since mom started shit last week got sociopath something bc truly feels remorse sympathy anyone herself crazy gaslighter always makes feel like everything fault know not anyway abundance issues started dad unexpectedly passed away last year think due immense amount redflag grief upsetting bc health issues take much life away physical limitations strict diet restrictions hard adjustment especially hitting time able handle tho mom starts shit me get triggered break way down extremely upset due this writing list reasons hate life literally middle writing mom walks door starts shit me shaking feel paranoid even delusional like losing touch reality upset memories past year come flooding back stuck cannot get break
la sensación de crisis mental gigante que viene días pasados desde mamá comenzó mierda la semana pasada consiguió sociópata algo bc realmente siente remordimiento simpatía cualquier persona loca gaslighter siempre hace sentir como todo falla saber no de todos modos problemas de abundancia comenzó papá inesperadamente falleció el año pasado pensar debido a inmensa cantidad de ebflag dolor molesto problemas de salud bc quitar mucha vida limitaciones físicas restricciones estrictas dieta ajuste duro especialmente golpear tiempo capaz manejar tho mamá comienza mierda me disparan romper el camino hacia abajo extremadamente molesto debido a esta lista de escritura razones odio vida literalmente medio escritura mamá camina puerta comienza mierda me sacude sensación paranoica incluso delirante como perder tacto realidad recuerdos molestos pasado año vienen inundarse no pueden conseguir romper