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truthtruth is always want die hate existing honestly writing words paper scares shit raw me want show people that feel like im trapped nowhere go whatever do makes bad person whatever say makes bad person feel like wanna shoot myself im bad person feel like shit something talk it im bad person make others feel bad constantly alive tell anyone problems feeds negativity ive always awful person deep down ive always been ive struggled like accept years ive realized really garbage want stop existing cant believe god hates me let die everyday hope wake dead makes happy thinking it unfortunately come ever want future want anyone else nothing one bring happiness im tired trying want die deserve anything anyone understand im still alive keep replaying ways could really hurt brutally much blood satisfying makes sad know ill never die soon want die cant hate cant maybe deserve stay alive continue suffering happy feel bad person am
La verdad la verdad es siempre querer morir el odio existir honestamente escribir palabras papel miedos mierda cruda quiero mostrar a la gente que se siente como im atrapado en ninguna parte ir lo que hace mala persona lo que dice hace mala persona se siente como querer dispararme a mí mismo im mala persona se siente como mierda algo hablar im mala persona hacer que otros se sientan mal constantemente vivo decirle a alguien problemas alimenta negatividad ive siempre horrible persona en el fondo ive siempre ha sido ive luchado como aceptar años ive se dio cuenta realmente basura quiere dejar de existir no puedo creer que Dios me odia dejar morir todos los días la esperanza despierta muerto hace feliz pensar que desafortunadamente siempre quiero futuro quiero a nadie más nada uno trae felicidad im cansado intentar querer morir merecer todo lo que alguien entiende im todavía vivo seguir jugando maneras podría realmente lastimar brutalmente mucha sangre satisfacer hace triste saber mal nunca morir quiero morir no puedo merecer seguir vivo seguir sufriendo feliz sentir mala persona soy