tired sick suicidal cant deal itwell ive put almost  years feel like ive made good faith effort get better avail im tired dealing this  brain damage previous attempt probably shaved good  points iq left impaired executive functioning seemingly permanent  three years now brain fog  hate job dead end job stressful low paying boringbest all requires constant travel really nightmare dread waking morning  broke girl alienated friends usual deal pressures putting where relationship going do future together etc desire interact anyone putting time work mostly sleep listlessly watch tv weekends real kicker  endogenous depression most likely incurable ive always depressed cant really recall time depressed seriously doubting get better ive therapy since  so coming nine years now enormous waste time energy countless medications medication helps ive found test enanthate cruise this run  cycles  weeks duration every year since  helps marginally currently running anything right now though since hitting  feel like im borrowed time anyway since mom checked age  want end swear ive done everything right nothing helps life going get bearable would done now
tired sick suicidal cant deal itwell ive put almost years feel like ive made good faith effort get better availim tired dealing this brain damage previous attempt probably shaved good points iq left impaired executive functioning seemingly permanent three years now brain fog hate job dead end job stressful low paying boringbest all requires constant travel really nightmare dread waking morning broke girl alienated friends usual deal pressures putting where relationship going do future together etc desire interact anyone putting time work mostly sleep listlessly watch tv weekends real kicker endogenous depression most likely incurable ive always depressed cant really recall time depressed seriously doubting get better ive therapy since so coming nine years now enormous waste time energy countless medications medication helps ive found test enanthate cruise this run cycles weeks duration every year since helps marginally currently running anything right now though since hitting feel like im borrowed time anyway since mom checked age want end swear ive done everything right nothing helps life going get bearable would done now
Enfermo enfermo suicida no se puede hacer nada bueno ive itwell pone casi años se siente como ive hecho buena fe esfuerzo conseguir mejor disponibilidad cansado tratar este daño cerebral intento anterior probablemente afeitado buenos puntos iq izquierda deficiente funcionamiento ejecutivo aparentemente permanente tres años ahora cerebro niebla odio trabajo callejón sin salida trabajo estresante bajo pago aburridobest todo requiere viaje constante pesadilla terror despertar mañana quebrada chica amigos habituales trato presiones poner donde la relación va a hacer futuro juntos etc deseo interactuar cualquiera poniendo tiempo trabajo en su mayoría sueño sin problemas ver tv real kicker depresión endógena lo más probable incurable ive siempre deprimido realmente no puedo recordar el tiempo deprimido seriamente dudando conseguir mejor terapia ive desde que viene nueve años ahora enorme pérdida de tiempo energía innumerables medicamentos ayuda a encontrar pruebas enanthate crucero esta carrera ciclos semanas duración cada año ya que ayuda marginalmente actual ejecutar cualquier cosa ahora aunque desde golpear se siente como im tiempo prestado de todos modos desde mamá comprobar la edad quieren final jurar que todo lo correcto nada ayuda a la vida va a ser soportable haría ahora