kill sleepi grew abusive physical mental parents close two decades taken advantage sexually  classmate racially discriminated verbally abused almost every day middle high school years remained introverted socially incompetent mess well adulthood grew treated like subhuman way know treated extremely difficult interact society normally without medication even moments ive somehow managed force way toxic relationship family taking gtk student loans recently graduated masters program desperation escape old life gravely underestimated consequences actions k debt unpaid internship foreign policy institute im obviously underqualified for im allowed stay onboard frequently offer help busy work one else time for managed land two parttimes couple local restaurants order pay rent even though going really straining trying balance internship two part times personal fitness goals researching academiccareer pursuits hope might misplaced least things look forward morning earlier today found efforts might gone waste managed get tangled credit fraud card frozen bank account closed managed explain issue customer support agent phone today case review least  business days minimal ways sustaining due sudden nature bank accounts closure made realize inadequate functional member society emotionally crippled difficulties navigating obvious situations brain sometimes literally cannot compute basic concepts lot issues originates self perception view world people around me changing difficult im sure worth effort ps case decide end all someone advise way painlessly go sleep living alone peacefully one goal life would love experience it even brief moment die
kill sleepi grew abusive physical mental parents close two decades taken advantage sexually classmate racially discriminated verbally abused almost every day middle high school years remained introverted socially incompetent messwell adulthood grew treated like subhuman way know treated extremely difficult interact society normally without medication even moments ive somehow managed force way toxic relationship family taking gtk student loans recently graduated masters program desperation escape old life gravely underestimated consequences actions k debt unpaid internship foreign policy institute im obviously underqualified for im allowed stay onboard frequently offer help busy work one else time for managed land two parttimes couple local restaurants order pay rent even though going really straining trying balance internship two part times personal fitness goals researching academiccareer pursuits hope might misplaced least things look forward morning earlier today found efforts might gone waste managed get tangled credit fraud card frozen bank account closed managed explain issue customer support agent phone today case review least business days minimal ways sustaining due sudden nature bank accounts closure made realize inadequate functional member society emotionally crippled difficulties navigating obvious situations brain sometimes literally cannot compute basic concepts lot issues originates self perception view world people around me changing difficultim sure worth effort ps case decide end all someone advise way painlessly go sleep living alone peacefully one goal life would love experience it even brief moment die
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