felt like wasteful empty piece shit thought fixing would fix mental statei everything supposed help  years workampxbi good dieti exercise every daymy hygeine taken care even comfortable appearancei meditatelow redflag well paying jobfriends family love support mean world mehobbies interestsi go outsidei get enough sleepampxbany yet still feel sameampxbi want die go sleep never wake up experience pain anymore want hurt anymore want sit feeling sorry without even reasonable explanation anymore know do tried fix it really tried want strong care me want hurt them know special everyone struggles would make things worse even dangerous care about here feel guilty it way get better hanging thread way drag this
felt like wasteful empty piece shit thought fixing would fix mental statei everything supposed help years workampxbi good dieti exercise every daymy hygeine taken care even comfortable appearancei meditatelow redflag well paying jobfriends family love support mean world mehobbies interestsi go outsidei get enough sleepampxbany yet still feel sameampxbi want die go sleep never wake up experience pain anymore want hurt anymore want sit feeling sorry without even reasonable explanation anymore know do tried fix it really tried want strong care me want hurt them know special everyone struggles would make things worse even dangerous care about here feel guiltyit way get better hanging thread way drag this
Se sentía como basura pieza vacía mierda pensamiento fijar estado mental todo supuesto ayuda años trabajoampxbi buen ejercicio dieti cada díami higeine cuidado incluso apariencia cómoda meditalow redflag bien pagar trabajoamigos familia amor apoyo media mundo mehobbies interesesi ir outsideri conseguir suficiente sueñoampxbany aún así sentir sameampxbi quieren morir dormir nunca despertar experiencia dolor más quieren más dolor más quieren sentarse sentimiento de pena sin siquiera razonable explicación más saben lo intenté solucionar realmente quería fuerte cuidado me quiero lastimar saben especial todo el mundo lucha haría cosas peor cuidado incluso peligroso aquí sentirse culpable manera conseguir mejor hilo colgante manera arrastrar esto