exhausted helplessim living dads old house empty earthquake damaged zone shouldnt moved mother kicked toxic verbally abused told kill worthless million times week ago tried kill ex boyfriend lives overseas managed call interpol told parents was knows live dismissed hospital took parents place kicked basically told couldnt stay im trouble day abused verbally happy leave since came three times one say much disgusting useless human whole family ashamed second one evictions order leave house two weeks risk zone third now literally destroy words said worse things die useless able anything life ex right leave behind im worth peoples time make everyone around sick suffocate people make leave feel like im bad person listening mum say know depression suicidal thoughts awful toxic around me me one thing attached me cant control cured living environment lonely medications arent working never work alone without support im sobbing tears hands shaking im joke failure wish one good reason kill myself want happy loved late everyone loves leaving slowly killing anyway better kill self first im tired suffering
exhausted helplessim living dads old house empty earthquake damaged zone shouldnt moved mother kicked toxic verbally abused told kill worthless million times week ago tried kill ex boyfriend lives overseas managed call interpol told parents was knows live dismissed hospital took parents place kicked basically told couldnt stay im trouble day abused verbally happy leave since came three times one say much disgusting useless human whole family ashamed second one evictions order leave house two weeks risk zone third now literally destroy words said worse things die useless able anything life ex right leave behind im worth peoples time make everyone around sick suffocate people make leave feel like im bad person listening mum say know depression suicidal thoughts awful toxic around me me one thing attached me cant control cured living environment lonely medications arent working never work alone without support im sobbing tears hands shaking im joke failure wish one good reason kill myself want happy loved late everyone loves leaving slowly killing anyway better kill self first im tired suffering
Agotado indefensa vida papás casa vieja vacía terremoto zona dañada zona no se debe mover madre patadas tóxicos abusado verbalmente dijo matar inútil millones de veces hace una semana intentado matar ex novio vidas en el extranjero manejada llamada interpol dijo a los padres fue sabido hospital despedido en vivo tuvo padres lugar patadas básicamente dijo no podía permanecer im problema día abusado verbalmente feliz permiso desde llegó tres veces uno decir mucho repugnante inútil humano familia entera vergüenza segundo una orden de desalojos salir de casa dos semanas zona de riesgo tercero ahora literalmente destruir palabras dijo cosas peores morir inútil capaz cualquier cosa vida ex derecho dejar atrás im gente vale la pena tiempo hacer que todos alrededor enfermos sofocar personas hacer salir se sienten como im mala persona escuchar mamá decir saber depresión pensamientos suicidas terrible tóxicos a mi alrededor una cosa me apegó no puedo controlar curado ambiente de vida sola medicamentos no trabajar nunca trabajar solo sin apoyo im llorar manos sacudir im broma fracaso deseo una buena razón quiero feliz amado tarde todos ama dejar lentamente matar de todos modos mejor matar primero im cansado sufrimiento