ruminationsyes contemplate redflag often plenty people life seems getting worse many peoples blah blah could tell myriad selfinflicted tragedies brought me depressed place place dull gray apathybut end mindless optimism encouragement it get better cause totally know life like sympathy really fuck me didnt rape babies wasted time money patience many good people certainly pity poor blind fools care me brings point real bar redflag besides cowardice anyone says person commits redflag coward could healthy dose websters pain would cause family poor little siblings wouldnt understand mother would wreck etc posit hurtful continue surely cant be ask them would prefer alive well yes labor opinion hope last decade taught anything this waste resources clear dont feel like need something especially fantastic deserve life life reason enough keep living satisfied it not burned bridges count soiling academic professional record point see grim shapes nebulous fog coming future mediocrity toil selfloathing existence knowing potential oh crushing pressure expectation squandered it must cause pain discomfort already loved ones so owe keep living owe every distant relative get bummed death go motions life fuck it many millions better come gone wanted opinions hope brigade would kind share them meantime going go calculate many days nourishment wasted tuition could given impoverished child
ruminationsyes contemplate redflag often plenty people life seems getting worse many peoples blah blah could tell myriad selfinflicted tragedies brought me depressed place place dull grayapathybut end mindless optimism encouragement it get better cause totally know life like sympathy really fuck medidnt rape babies wasted time money patience many good people certainly pity poor blind fools care me brings point real bar redflag besides cowardice anyone says person commits redflag coward could healthy dose websters pain would cause family poor little siblings wouldnt understand mother would wreck etc posit hurtful continue surely cant be ask them would prefer alive well yes labor opinion hope last decade taught anything this waste resources clear dont feel like need something especially fantastic deserve life life reason enough keep living satisfied it not burned bridges count soiling academic professional record point see grim shapes nebulous fog coming future mediocrity toil selfloathing existence knowing potential oh crushing pressure expectation squandered it must cause pain discomfort already loved ones so owe keep living owe every distant relative get bummed death go motions life fuck it many millions better come gone wanted opinions hope brigade would kind share them meantime going go calculate many days nourishment wasted tuition could given impoverished child
ruminacionesyes contemplar bandera roja a menudo mucha gente la vida parece empeorar muchos pueblos bla bla podría decir miríadas tragedias autoinfligidas me trajo lugar deprimido lugar grisapatía aburridopero fin sin mente optimismo estímulo conseguir mejor causa totalmente saber la vida como simpatía realmente mierda medidnt violación bebés perder tiempo paciencia mucha buena gente ciertamente lástima pobre ciegos tontos cuidado me trae punto real barra rojo bandera además de cobardía alguien dice persona comete bandera roja cobarde podría dosis saludables websters dolor causaría familia pobres hermanos pequeños no entender madre naufragio etc position hirful continuar seguramente no se les puede pedir que prefieran vivos