know much longer gofor  years ive fought misunderdiagnosed mental illnesses  years ive tried failed everyone else easily turns borderline personality disorder and depression anxiety ruined life things ive done hurt everyone love wife holding on strained uneasy makes skin crawl says loves never hugs kisses me never snuggles me kids hate me give  effort and depression looks like tried tat care am  unable things need show wife love her unable loved failed everything one talk all sit fantasize feeling last time tried kill myself pills kicked warm calm serene sit look photos people committed redflag wonder much longer go is obviously part want die talk it im scared know anymore im going anything soon even it lot before but god im exhausted unbearably sad want loved accepted even though nothing offer anyone want over
know much longer gofor years ive fought misunderdiagnosed mental illnesses years ive tried failed everyone else easily turns borderline personality disorder and depression anxiety ruined life things ive done hurt everyone love wife holding on strained uneasy makes skin crawl says loves never hugs kisses me never snuggles me kids hate me give effort and depression looks like tried tat care am unable things need show wife love her unable loved failed everything one talk all sit fantasize feeling last time tried kill myself pills kicked warm calm serene sit look photos people committed redflag wonder much longer go is obviously part wantdie talk itim scared know anymore im going anything soon even it lot beforebut god im exhausted unbearably sad want loved accepted even though nothing offer anyone want over
sabe mucho más largo go durante años ive luchó mal diagnosticado enfermedades mentales años ive tried fall todos los demás fácilmente se convierte en borderline trastorno de la personalidad y la depresión ansiedad arruinar la vida cosas ive doed hire todos amor esposa mantener en tensión incómodo hace que la piel gatear dice amores nunca abrazos me besos nunca me odia niños me odia dar esfuerzo y depresión parece que probado tat cuidado soy incapaz las cosas necesitan mostrar esposa amor no puede amado falló todo uno hablar todos se sienta fantasioso sentimiento la última vez que intentó matarme píldoras patadas cálido calma serena sentarse mirar fotos gente comprometida bandera roja me pregunto mucho más es obviamente parte quiere hablar itim miedo saber más im ir nada pronto incluso mucho antes pero dios im agotado insoportable triste deseo amado aceptado incluso aunque nada ofrecer a nadie quiere más