even qualify livemy life always riddled failures depression bad back gotten worse adult im severely lonely everyday repeat previous try distract activities cope loneliness often quit early god damn pandemic helping either im tired wasting away sad lonely world passes matter wanna scream show worth adult i keep composure ive hiding years now ive never told anyone really am usually hide smile like everything fine not im tired worthless piece trash keep saying want die courage it like something always holding back maybe false hope things get better fact die take care father family member back even never told depression bad gotten want burden regardless even qualified keep living  im wasting time withering away clock keeps ticking
even qualify livemy life always riddled failures depression bad back gotten worse adult im severely lonely everyday repeat previous try distract activities cope loneliness often quit early god damn pandemic helping either im tired wasting away sad lonely world passes matter wanna scream show worth adult i keep composure ive hiding years now ive never told anyone really am usually hide smile like everything fine not im tired worthless piece trash keep saying want die courage it like something always holding back maybe false hope things get better fact die take care father family member back even never told depression bad gotten want burden regardless even qualified keep living im wasting time withering away clock keeps ticking
Incluso calificar vivir mi vida siempre fracasos enigmas depresión mal espalda peor adulto im severamente solitario diario repetición anterior intento distraer actividades hacer frente a la soledad a menudo abandonar temprano dios maldita pandemia ayudar a cualquiera de los cansados perder triste mundo solitario pasa materia quiere gritar show vale la pena adulto me mantengo composure ive escondite años ahora ive nunca le dije a nadie realmente soy generalmente ocultar sonrisa como todo bien no estoy cansado basura inútil seguir diciendo que quiere morir coraje como algo siempre contención tal vez falsas esperanzas las cosas mejoran hecho morir cuidado padre familia miembro detrás incluso nunca dijo depresión mal obtener la carga de querer a pesar de que incluso calificado seguir viviendo im pérdida de tiempo marchitar reloj sigue tictaqueando