angry sad want scream cry want hurt myself break something cannot fucking handle thisi hate fact still waiting therapy originally waiting hear scheduling learned counselors could handle schedulei work till pm monfri supervisor said make work matter what opened schedule think going hear anything back themi need way cope emotions want able cope used think could getting hit every direction realize handle break hurt myself promised would again know doi tried watching youtube tried smoking vape would considering trying play games probably punch laptop go walk end punching wall make work life harder since need hands even considered writing poetry coming head fuuuck want something regret cannot even jerk off porn free now use imagination would probably rip dick off sitting here numb feeling once scrolling reddit even reading posts barely feel arms considering going getting pack afraid use cope once use cope end sad lonely drunk actually try kill myselfi got nothing right now cannot even talk friends this secretsnot mine cannot know even talked someone would probably understand try twist things around argue actually happened need that need feel better head fucking noisy
angry sad want scream cry want hurt myself break something cannot fucking handle thisi hate fact still waiting therapy originally waiting hear scheduling learned counselors could handle schedulei work till pm monfri supervisor said make work matter what opened schedule think going hear anything back themi need way cope emotions want able cope used think could getting hit every direction realize handle break hurt myself promised would again know doi tried watching youtube tried smoking vape would considering trying play games probably punch laptop go walk end punching wall make work life harder since need hands even considered writing poetry coming head fuuuck want something regret cannot even jerk off porn free now use imagination would probably rip dick off sitting here numb feeling once scrolling reddit even reading posts barely feel arms considering going getting pack afraid use cope once use cope end sad lonely drunk actually try kill myselfi got nothing right now cannot even talk friends this secretsnot mine cannot know even talked someone would probably understand try twist things around argue actually happened need that need feel better head fucking noisy
Enfadado triste deseo grito grito deseo me duele romper algo mierda no puede manejar este odio hecho todavía esperar terapia originalmente esperar escuchar programación consejeros aprendidos podría manejar trabajo hasta pm supervisor de monfri dijo hacer trabajo importa lo abierto horario pensar va a escuchar cualquier cosa volver themi necesidad manera hacer frente emociones querer capaz hacer frente utilizado pensar podría llegar a golpear cada dirección realizar manejar romper daño me prometió otra vez sé doi intento ver youtube intento fumar vape consideraría intentar juegos probablemente ponche portátil ir a pie extremo golpear pared hacer trabajo vida más difícil ya que necesidad manos incluso considerado escribir poesía venir cabeza fuuuck quiero algo arrepentimiento no puede incluso masturbarse porno libre ahora utilizar imaginación probablemente arrancar polla sentado aquí sensación de entumecimiento una vez desplazarse reddit incluso leer posts apenas sentir brazos considerar ir a pack tener miedo uso hacer frente una vez uso final triste solo borracho en realidad tratar de matar a mí mismo tiene nada en este momento no puede ni hablar amigos este secretosni el mío puede saber incluso hablar alguien probablemente alguien podría entender tratar de torcer cosas alrededor argumentar realmente sucedió necesidad de sentirse mejor cabeza mierda ruidosa