living overratedsometimes feel like people trying scam staying alive good greater good always say thing life wonderful course bad sides good sides make worthwhile etc thing is already know that like hate life think miserable feel like im ready move next journey im done living hard feelings before whenever used get suicidal thoughts id always really dark place recently everything seems clear me ive begun plan death couple years time hopefully join  club try settle debts get sort insurance make whole thing look like accident family wont burdened im gone dont really feel anything this task like planning vacation like know sure take life one day need work complications limiting time give strong sense control life living aimlessly knowing youre gonna die ultimate reassurance
living overratedsometimes feel like people trying scam staying alive good greater good always say thing life wonderful course bad sides good sides make worthwhile etc thing is already know that like hate life think miserable feel like im ready move next journey im done living hard feelings before whenever used get suicidal thoughts id always really dark place recently everything seems clear me ive begun plan death couple years time hopefully join club try settle debts get sort insurance make whole thing look like accident family wont burdened im gone dont really feel anything this task like planning vacation like know sure take life one day need work complications limiting time give strong sense control life living aimlessly knowing youre gonna die ultimate reassurance
Vivir sobrevalorado a veces se siente como la gente tratando de estafa mantenerse vivo bueno mejor bueno siempre decir cosa vida maravilloso curso malos lados buenos hacer vale la pena etc cosa ya es saber que como odio vida pensar miserable se siente como i ready move siguiente viaje im hecho vivir sentimientos duros antes cada vez que se utiliza tener pensamientos suicidas id siempre lugar muy oscuro recientemente todo parece claro yo ive comenzó plan muerte par de años tiempo esperamos unirse club tratar de resolver deudas conseguir seguro tipo hacer que todo el asunto parezca accidente familia no cargará conmigo ido realmente no sentir nada esta tarea como planificar vacaciones como saber seguro tomar vida un día necesita complicaciones trabajo limitar tiempo dar fuerte control de sentido vida vivir sin rumbo sabiendo que vas a morir reafirmación última