always end suicidal thoughts even though theyre rationalive suicidal thoughts since remember time things go wrong end going thinking giving up im trans transition going wrong im young bad health studying career like sure help find job future ive going therapy since four years old never talk openly family friends always told suicidal thoughts laziness want work solve problems best thing repress harm people loves me ive spent night crying parents also cry cry cry more im tired think ugly stuff want think kissing boyfriend new cute socks know strength see problems realize life shaped like dead end plan get weapon shooting shot myself thing never unable get weapon fucking hate world munch
always end suicidal thoughts even though theyre rationalive suicidal thoughts since remember time things go wrong end going thinking giving up im trans transition going wrong im young bad health studying career like sure help find job future ive going therapy since four years old never talk openly family friends always told suicidal thoughts laziness want work solve problems best thing repress harm people loves me ive spent night crying parents also cry cry cry more im tired think ugly stuff want think kissing boyfriend new cute socks know strength see problems realize life shaped like dead end plan get weapon shooting shot myself thing never unable get weapon fucking hate world munch
Siempre terminan pensamientos suicidas a pesar de que son pensamientos suicidas racionales ya que recordar tiempo las cosas van mal terminan pensando renunciar a la transición trans ir mal im joven mala salud estudiar carrera como seguro ayuda encontrar trabajo futuro ive ir terapia desde hace cuatro años nunca hablar abiertamente amigos de la familia siempre dijeron pensamientos suicidas pereza quieren trabajo resolver problemas mejor cosa reprime daño la gente me ama vida pasar la noche llorando padres también llorar llorar llorar más cansados pensar cosas feas quieren pensar besos novio nuevos calcetines lindos saber fuerza ver problemas se dan cuenta de la vida con forma de callejón sin salida plan obtener tiro arma a mí mismo cosa nunca es incapaz conseguir arma mierda odio mundo munch