honestly dont know make another day mom passed lost everything herive battled mental health issues amp selfharmed since  mom one made effort understand try help me got sick dropped school take care cause dad said burden brother couldnt bothered despite older sibling things ive seen caregiver given ptsd still nightmares  years later passed planned whole funeral myself didnt get heal mom went income find serious full time job last gig getting back school but diagnosed bipolar last year became hard function work place leave job mon passed two friends basically nowhere found guess one wants friends sad girl relationship really supportive recently partner saying same draining around me hoped someone would ive got hard feel lonely tired defeated mom young death cruel best friend world one could always talk sucks im literally alone world without her go weeks without leaving apartment can dont speak anyone  one speak to family live  mins away one time me calls get ignored feel like im struggling obvious one cares help least extend hug feels like im already dead even bother everything pointless dont even enjoy taking walk park sun anymore im scared die know im living one one talk to one call sucks alone miss mom much cant move life without her im tired feeling way cant anymore
honestly dont know make another day mom passed lost everything herive battled mental health issues amp selfharmed since mom one made effort understand try help me got sick dropped school take care cause dad said burden brother couldnt bothered despite older sibling things ive seen caregiver given ptsd still nightmares years later passed planned whole funeral myself didnt get heal mom went income find serious full time job last gig getting back school but diagnosed bipolar last year became hard function work place leave job mon passed two friends basically nowhere found guess one wants friends sad girl relationship really supportive recently partner saying same draining around me hoped someone would ive got hard feel lonely tired defeated mom young death cruel best friend world one could always talk sucks im literally alone world without her go weeks without leaving apartment can dont speak anyone one speak to family live mins away one time me calls get ignored feel like im struggling obvious one cares help least extend hug feels like im already dead even bother everything pointless dont even enjoy taking walk park sunanymore im scared die know im living one one talk to one call sucks alone miss mom much cant move life without herim tired feeling way cant anymore
Honestamente no sé hacer otro día mamá pasó perdió todo herive batallado problemas de salud mental amp autolesionados ya mamá uno hizo esfuerzo entender tratar de ayudar me enfermar dejó la escuela tener cuidado porque papá dijo carga hermano no podía molestar a pesar de las cosas más viejos hermano vi vi ve cuidador dado ptsd todavía pesadillas años más tarde pasó todo el funeral planeado yo mismo no conseguir sanado mamá fue ingresos encontrar trabajo serio tiempo completo último trabajo volver a la escuela pero diagnosticado bipolar el año pasado se convirtió en trabajo duro lugar de trabajo dejar trabajo mon pasó dos amigos básicamente nadie encontró conjetura uno quiere amigos triste relación chica realmente apoyo recientemente pareja diciendo mismo drenarse alrededor de mí esperaba que alguien se sentía duro se sentía solo cansado madre joven muerte cruel mejor mundo uno siempre podría hablar chupa im literalmente mundo sin su ir semanas sin dejar apartamento no puede hablar nadie uno habla a la familia vive minutos lejos una vez me llamadas se ignoran sentir como im lucha obvia uno se preocupa ayuda menos extender abrazo se siente como im ya muerto molestar todo inútil no siquiera disfrutar a pie parque solaranmás im miedo morir saber