fuck missingim trying really fucking hard okay ive done nothing try fix im getting fucking worse supposed do im fucked man im fucked dont know do im lost alone scared fuck im  ive suicidal years now dont know do nobody knows gave me everybody gave wish didnt miss many people really wish still here dont feel much anymore empty im even sad anymore emptiness hurts sadness wish sad angry dont care anymore ive completely fucking given up im done fuck supposed fucking rigged man matter end worse cant fucking bothered bullshit bullshit everyone much happier deserve im fucking child ive felt dead since  man why time anyone shows compassion mother crying me people doctors counsellors get involved yet firste reachecd anad told going tos kill laughed me wont make  wont get married wont children wont job car anything meaningful im much lazy depressed cunt anything dream redflag hide room fuck want jump man cant deal it keep slipping things keep looking good moment end again always again fuck
fuck missingim trying really fucking hardokayive done nothing try fix im getting fucking worse supposed do im fucked manim fucked dont know do im lost alone scared fuckim ive suicidal years now dont know do nobody knows gave me everybody gave wish didnt miss many people really wish still here dont feel much anymore empty im even sad anymore emptiness hurts sadness wish sad angry dont careanymoreive completely fucking given up im done fuck supposed fucking rigged man matter end worse cant fucking bothered bullshit bullshit everyone much happier deserveim fucking child ive felt dead since man why time anyone shows compassion mother crying me people doctors counsellors get involved yet firste reachecd anad told going tos kill laughed me wont make wont get married wont children wont job car anything meaningful im much lazy depressed cunt anything dream redflag hide room fuck want jump man cant deal it keep slipping things keep looking good moment end again always again fuck
mierda misssim tratando realmente jodidamente hardokayive hecho nada intentar arreglar im conseguir peor mierda supuesto hacer im follada manim follada no sé do im perdido solo miedo follada suicida años ahora no sé nadie sabe me dio todo el mundo dio deseo no se perdió mucha gente realmente deseo todavía aquí no se siente mucho más vacío im incluso triste más dolor tristeza deseo triste enojado no le importa completamente dado por vencido im hecho mierda supuesto jodido hombre amañado materia terminar peor mierda mierda no se molestó mierda todo el mundo mucho más feliz merecerim maldito niño ive se sentía muerto desde hombre por qué tiempo alguien muestra compasión madre llorar gente médicos consejeros se involucran y sin embargo princeee ageecd anad le dijo que va a matar me rió no me hará no se casará no va a trabajar coche nada significativo im mucho perezoso coño deprimido cualquier sueño Redflag escondite habitación mierda quiero salto hombre no puede tratar sigue resbalando cosas sigue buscando buen momento final otra vez follada