big moment me im finally getting helpit hasnt happened yet dont know moms reaction be wrote note redflag note note shes going read moments im suicidal also look posts rredflagwatch without getting upset started didnt want go school why dont fucking know crying verge going downward slope suicidal thoughts done loading laundry shell read note probably read posts might actually getting help soon goes show get help even cant put correct english  whatever language speak  id recommend writing it huge  ive waiting get help since well long remember thinking thoughts shell probably read too adrenaline pumping im actually excited get help once knowing another route escape ive feeling isnt redflag istheres word it thank you mom everything
big moment me im finally getting helpit hasnt happened yet dont know moms reaction be wrote note redflag note note shes going read moments im suicidal also look posts rredflagwatch without getting upset started didnt want go school why dont fucking know crying verge going downward slope suicidal thoughts done loading laundry shell read note probably read posts might actually getting help soon goes show get help even cant put correct english whatever language speak id recommend writing it huge ive waiting get help since well long remember thinking thoughts shell probably read too adrenaline pumping im actually excited get help once knowing another route escape ive feeling isnt redflag istheres word it thank you mom everything
gran momento me im finalmente conseguir helpit hasnt happen yet no sé mamás reacción ser escrito nota rojoflag nota nota ella va a leer momentos im suicida también mirar posts rredflagwatch sin molestarse comenzó no quería ir a la escuela por qué no saben llorar borde ir pendiente descendente pensamientos suicidas hecho carga de lavandería cáscara leer nota probablemente leer posts podría realmente conseguir ayuda pronto va a mostrar conseguir ayuda incluso cant poner correcto inglés cualquier idioma hablar id recomendar escribirlo enorme ive espera obtener ayuda ya que bien recuerdo pensar pensamientos shell probablemente leer demasiado adrenalina bombeo im realmente emocionado obtener ayuda una vez conocer otra ruta escapar ive sensación isnt redflag istheres word it thanks you mama everything