want diei think best thing copy paste wrote empty shell person skin bones organs nothing else there except intruder brain soul even know is know long time made brain home cant seem get leave would swap life anyone die want thats going happen biggest obstacle convincing family best wish could lay chemicals body show ones work ones let belive let alone think ever good enough ones convince happiness belong me ones make feel alone room full people love ones make feel detached everything goes front me ones stop feeling ones make think everyone looks criticising every inch body ones keep night fantasising dying cannot see lives better place living it see benefit bring them longer live spiral abyss depression scars show flaws exposed wake up feel like crap alive god cant save please kill me let go mind peace way  tomorrow go pharmacy painkillers sell one box go next pharmacy get another know need two last time oded whole pack ended hospital one pack im going try hardest let throw time work really hard finish dissertation friday saturday get hotel room want grandma find me
want diei think best thing copy paste wrote empty shell person skin bones organs nothing else there except intruder brain soul even know is know long time made brain home cant seem get leave would swap life anyone die want thats going happen biggest obstacle convincing family best wish could lay chemicals body show ones work ones let belive let alone think ever good enough ones convince happiness belong me ones make feel alone room full people love ones make feel detached everything goes front me ones stop feeling ones make think everyone looks criticising every inch body ones keep night fantasising dying cannot see lives better place living it see benefit bring them longer live spiral abyss depression scars show flaws exposed wake up feel like crap alive god cant save please kill me let go mind peace way tomorrow go pharmacy painkillers sell one box go next pharmacy get another know need two last time oded whole pack ended hospital one pack im going try hardest let throw time work really hard finish dissertation friday saturday get hotel room want grandma find me
want diei think best thing copy paste written vac shell person piel huesos órganos nada más allí excepto intruso cerebro alma incluso saber es saber mucho tiempo hecho cerebro hogar cant parece obtener permiso cambiaría vida cualquiera muere quiere que vaya a suceder mayor obstáculo convincente familia mejor deseo podría poner productos químicos cuerpo mostrar uno trabajar uno dejar vivir uno dejar vivir uno pensar siempre lo suficientemente bueno alguien convencer felicidad me pertenecen uno hacer sentirse solo persona completa amor uno hacer sentir despreocupado todo va delante de mí uno deja de sentir uno hace pensar todo parece criticar cada pulgada cuerpo uno mantiene noche fantasear morir no puede ver vidas mejor lugar vivir ver beneficio traerlos más tiempo vivo espiral abismo depresión cicatrices mostrar defectos mostrar se expone se siente como mierda vivo dios no puede salvar por favor matarme dejar ir mente paz manera mañana ir farmacia analgésicos vender una caja ir siguiente farmacia obtener otro saber necesidad dos última vez paquete entero terminó hospital un paquete im va a tratar más duro dejar tirar tiempo trabajo muy duro terminar tesis viernes sábado conseguir habitación hotel quiero abuela encontrar