think ive ruined lifei everything told do went right school took right classes worked hard got projects done shiny new phd hangs wall albatross around neck defended year ago one wants hire me year trying gotten one interview one even tried leaving phd resume got caught fear never employed again last six years living hell nothing want tear diploma wall rip up brought nothing misery disappointment think may seriously irreparably ruined life im money unable pay rent dont tell congratulations sympathy me doesnt help cant stand sitting here anger frustration makes feel like im going fly apart everything worked lie want hurt someone myself want punch professor face demand life back nothing live for would ask help nobody cares enough to nothing look forward life want go anymore cant handle nightmare anyone tells it gets better liar never experienced it before
think ive ruined lifei everything told do went right school took right classes worked hard got projects done shiny new phd hangs wall albatross around neck defended year ago one wants hire me year trying gotten one interview one even tried leaving phd resume got caught fear never employed again last six years living hell nothing want tear diploma wall rip up brought nothing misery disappointment think may seriously irreparably ruined life im money unable pay rent dont tell congratulations sympathy me doesnt help cant stand sitting here anger frustration makes feel like im going fly apart everything worked lie want hurt someone myself want punch professor face demand life back nothing live for would ask help nobody cares enough to nothing look forward life want go anymore cant handle nightmare anyone tells it gets better liar never experienced it before
Creo que ive runish lifei todo lo dicho hizo derecho la escuela tomó las clases derecha trabajó duro consiguió proyectos hecho brillante nuevo phd cuelga pared albatros alrededor cuello defendido año hace uno quiere contratarme año tratando de conseguir una entrevista uno incluso intentó dejar phd CV consiguió atrapado miedo nunca empleado de nuevo los últimos seis años vivir infierno nada quiere rasgar la pared diploma rasgar trajo nada miseria decepción pensar que puede seriamente arruinado vida im dinero no se puede pagar alquiler no decir felicitaciones simpatía no me ayuda no puedo estar sentado aquí ira frustración hace sentir como im volar aparte todo trabajo mentira quiero lastimar a alguien yo quiero golpear profesor cara demanda vida de nuevo nada vivir le pediría a nadie se preocupa lo suficiente para nada mirar adelante la vida quiere ir más no se puede manejar pesadilla nadie dice que se pone mejor mentiroso nunca experimentado antes