back even though feels like never lefti spent today like ive spent last three days bed thought dog pissed somewhere room morning realized sweaty sheets must smell like sewer academically im mediocre barely scraping by im completely disinterested everything university im deep debt doesnt matter point nothing years now unthinkable last summer cheated girlfriend found earlier week still together hasnt spoken couple days ive agreed relationship counseling dont know itll help anything judge want spend every minute im awake punishing anyway realize ever insufferable live ive alienated  friends  couple affair with mostly keep myself think time either leave us kill myself ive hurt many people including loved most im monster
back even though feels like never lefti spent today like ive spent last three days bed thought dog pissed somewhere room morning realized sweaty sheets must smell like sewer academically im mediocre barely scraping by im completely disinterested everything university im deep debt doesnt matter point nothing years now unthinkable last summer cheated girlfriend found earlier week still together hasnt spoken couple days ive agreed relationship counseling dont know itll help anything judge want spend every minute im awake punishing anyway realize ever insufferable live ive alienated friends couple affair with mostly keep myself think time either leave us kill myself ive hurt many people including loved most im monster
a pesar de que se siente como nunca zurdo pasado hoy como live pasado los últimos tres días cama pensamiento perro enojado en algún lugar habitación mañana se dio cuenta sábanas sudorosas debe oler a cloaca académicamente im mediocre apenas raspado por im completamente desinteresado todo universidad im deuda profunda no importa punto nada años ahora impensable el verano pasado novia engañada encontrado hace una semana todavía juntos hasnt hablado un par de días ive consentida relación asesoramiento no sé que ayudará a cualquier cosa juez quiere pasar cada minuto estoy despierto castigar de todos modos darse cuenta siempre insufrible vivo amigos alienados pareja aventura con mayor parte de mantenerme pensar tiempo o dejarnos matar a mí mismo ive hir many many people including most im monster