know good things feel worthlessim  year old guy ive knowingly depression since  child pretty smart gifted gave school aged  parents divorced lived mum stepdad left dad for used beaten ever disagreed throughout school bullied ever really many friends somehow managed really successful school went uni without ever trying went uni instantly hit me alone hall  people mostly foreign exchange students interest anything stuck close groups two people flat tried kill too tried go meet people got harassed touched guy first time felt low nobody would talk second time trying kill unable sleep five days help psychiatrist doctor counsellor early intervention team didnt change felt ended quitting uni ive three relationships three cheated broke me still nightmares one them last two years nobody interested im average attractiveness ive interested one person thats ive work them friends anymore handful friends relationships moved abroad respond messages low self esteem know great person lots talents im lucky fairly intelligent work decent paying job feel worthless family there friends exist anymore im option girls im tool work feel like ghost know get done already see point life im forever miserable want die im sorry long postwalls texttoo much information
know good things feel worthlessim year old guy ive knowingly depression since child pretty smart gifted gave school aged parents divorced lived mum stepdad left dad for used beaten ever disagreed throughout school bullied ever really many friends somehow managed really successful school went uni without ever trying went uni instantly hit me alone hall peoplemostly foreign exchange students interest anything stuck close groups two people flat tried kill too tried go meet people got harassed touched guy first time felt low nobody would talk second time trying kill unable sleep five days help psychiatrist doctor counsellor early intervention team didnt change felt ended quitting uniive three relationships three cheated broke me still nightmares one them last two years nobody interested im average attractiveness ive interested one person thats ive work them friends anymore handful friends relationships moved abroad respond messages low self esteem know great person lots talents im lucky fairly intelligent work decent paying job feel worthless family there friends exist anymore im option girls im tool work feel like ghost know get done already see point life im forever miserable want die im sorry long postwalls texttoo much information
Sé que las cosas buenas se sienten no vale nada chico de año live knowly depresión desde niño bastante inteligente dotado dio escuela padres ancianos divorciado vivió madrastra dejó papá para utilizado golpeado nunca estuvo en desacuerdo a lo largo de la escuela maltratado nunca realmente muchos amigos de alguna manera logró realmente éxito escuela fue uni sin intentar ir uni instantáneamente me golpeó solo hall gente mayormente extranjeros intercambio estudiantes interés cualquier cosa pegada grupos cercanos dos personas plana trató de matar también intentó ir se reunió personas acosado chico tocado primera vez se sintió baja nadie hablaría segunda vez tratando de matar incapaz dormir cinco días ayuda psiquiatra médico consejero temprano intervención equipo no se sintió terminó dejar unitive tres relaciones tres engañados me rompió pesadillas todavía uno ellos últimos dos años nadie interesado im atractivo medio vivo interesado una persona que trabaja en vivo amigos más amigos relaciones se trasladó al extranjero responder mensajes baja autoestima saber grandes personas talentos im suerte bastante inteligente trabajo decente pagar familia allí amigos existen más im opción chicas im trabajo sentir como fantasma saber hacer ya ver punto vida im para siempre