want enddddi feel like mess matter hard try never stop upcoming bpd phases always manage cut anyone close me always vicious cycle cant feel anything forced eat today every bite absolutely nauseating eating hurts much point wanna cry want disappear probably get home ill cut wanna feel hurt thing understand im writing nothing makes coherent sense doesnt matter ill die anyway
want enddddi feel like mess matter hard try never stop upcoming bpd phases always manage cut anyone close me always vicious cycle cant feel anything forced eat today every bite absolutely nauseating eating hurts much point wanna cry want disappear probably get home ill cut wanna feel hurt thing understand im writing nothing makes coherent sense doesnt matter ill die anyway
quiero enddddi sentir como desastre materia duro tratar de nunca detener las próximas fases de bpd siempre manejar cortar a alguien cerca de mí siempre círculo vicioso no puedo sentir nada forzado comer hoy cada bocado absolutamente nauseabundo comer duele mucho punto querer llorar querer desaparecer probablemente llegar a casa mal cortado querer sentir daño cosa entender im escritura nada tiene sentido coherente no importa mal morir de todos modos