worst still trying hold onthe heaviness settling in eyelids heavyonly sleep wanted body heavy acheyeven smallest movement considerable effort mind heavy perception distorted motivation simplest things scarce eating chore ive lost good amount weight physically hurts smile attempts end tears confuses kiddo usually gets bad easier shrug store away past weeks harder getting worse im longer able remain numb ward sadness husband knows something wrong doesnt know help decade feeling helpless understandably hes it kiddo helps keep grounded stay away thoughts guide end pain all lately heaviness making harder mother want her knowing distortion whats making feel like burden everyone completely worthless lighten load
worst still trying hold onthe heaviness settling in eyelids heavyonly sleep wanted body heavy acheyeven smallest movement considerable effort mind heavy perception distorted motivation simplest things scarce eating chore ive lost good amount weight physically hurts smile attempts end tears confuses kiddo usually gets bad easier shrug store away past weeks harder getting worse im longer able remain numb ward sadness husband knows something wrong doesnt know help decade feeling helpless understandably hes it kiddohelps keep grounded stay away thoughts guide end pain all lately heaviness making harder mother want her knowing distortion whats making feel like burden everyone completely worthless lighten load
Lo peor todavía tratando de mantener la pesadez se asentó en los párpados pesada sólo sueño quería cuerpo pesado acheye incluso movimiento más pequeño considerable esfuerzo mente pesada percepción distorsionada motivación cosas más simples escasea comer quehaceres ive pérdida buena cantidad peso físicamente dolor intentos de sonrisa fin lágrimas confunde chico generalmente consigue mal más fácil encogerse más difícil lejos las últimas semanas cada vez peor im más tiempo capaz permanecer entumecimiento pueril tristeza marido sabe algo mal no sabe ayuda década sentirse indefenso comprensiblemente él niñodoayuda mantener a tierra lejos pensamientos guía fin dolor todo últimamente pesadez hacer más difícil madre quiere su distorsión saber lo que hace sentir como carga todo el mundo sin valor carga ligera