thought might interesting tell least one personwarning might long preface this reason post im killing tomorrow big surprise there know kinda want toi guess honest once even though acknowledge pretty crazy start guess ill start first redflag attempt i through comical set circumstances somehow instead dying planned way reached final stage hypothermia instead  minutes away death apparently mother unexpectedly came home instead going work she lost contact lens come home get replacement called ambulance survived record mental hospital sent  got icu completely useless literally could gotten help subwayor hell even gamestop im glad place shut not gonna mention name anyways decided bide time years trying since everyone vigilant eventually discovered lucid dreaming interestinginsane part comes completely understand seems extremely delusionaljust plain crazy since completely indifferent living past  an arbitrary year decided deadline  started thinking could get unconscious could benefit me gonna get initial ideas meandering journey refinementpivots basically wanted make lucid dreaming state permanent im awake anyone whos lucid dreamed knows unconscious pretty damn amazingand definitely tell organic supercomputer wanted try leverage lucid dreaming state make unconscious alter genetic code creating refinements brain function form after modeling different neural structures calculate best possible performance then eventually alter genetics body would develop nanotechnology nano materials nano bots etc would enable make better changes faster so sum upmy goal recursiveself improvement familiar term know im little ambitious hehehe so attaining recursiveself improvement id gather resources fix planets climateecosystem basically  goal everything else coming improve cognition enough make intelligent decisions know sounds pretty damn crazy figured possible fuck try goaldelusion thing kept killing past ish years unfortunately lucid dreaming difficult  mention changed ideas going alot recently took growing psilocybin mushrooms effort utilize enhanced neurogenesis thinned barrier conscious unconscious try make lucid dreaming state permanent obviously post ive given up ive spent nearly decade shit ive come end patience anybody else manages it im happy you me im killing tomorrow shout amazon  day delivery convenient gotta admit kinda nice finally tell someone ive trying last ish years even bunch strangers internetthen again maybe thats whole reason feels good worry anybody trying stop stuffing mental hospital sorry long post way
thought might interesting tell least one personwarning might long preface this reason post im killing tomorrow big surprise there know kinda want toi guess honest once even though acknowledge pretty crazy start guess ill start first redflag attempt i through comical set circumstances somehow instead dying planned way reached final stage hypothermia instead minutes away death apparently mother unexpectedly came home instead going work she lost contact lens come home get replacement called ambulance survived record mental hospital sent got icu completely useless literally could gotten help subwayor hell even gamestop im glad place shut not gonna mention name anyways decided bide time years trying since everyone vigilant eventually discovered lucid dreaming interestinginsane part comes completely understand seems extremely delusionaljust plain crazy since completely indifferent living past an arbitrary year decided deadline started thinking could get unconscious could benefit me gonna get initial ideas meandering journey refinementpivots basically wanted make lucid dreaming state permanent im awake anyone whos lucid dreamed knows unconscious pretty damn amazingand definitely tell organic supercomputer wanted try leverage lucid dreaming state make unconscious alter genetic code creating refinements brain function form after modeling different neural structures calculate best possible performance then eventually alter genetics body would develop nanotechnology nano materials nano bots etc would enable make better changes faster so sum upmy goal recursiveself improvement familiar term knowim little ambitious hehehe so attaining recursiveself improvement id gather resources fix planets climateecosystem basically goal everything else coming improve cognition enough make intelligent decisions know sounds pretty damn crazy figured possible fuck try goaldelusion thing kept killing past ish years unfortunately lucid dreaming difficult mention changed ideas going alot recently took growing psilocybin mushrooms effort utilize enhanced neurogenesis thinned barrier conscious unconscious try make lucid dreaming state permanent obviously post ive given up ive spent nearly decade shit ive come end patience anybody else manages it im happy you me im killing tomorrow shout amazon day delivery convenient gotta admit kinda nice finally tell someone ive trying last ish years even bunch strangers internetthen again maybe thats whole reason feels good worry anybody trying stop stuffing mental hospital sorry long post way
pensamiento podría ser interesante decir menos una persona aviso podría largo prefacio esta razón post im matar mañana gran sorpresa allí saben un poco quiero adivinar honesto una vez aunque reconocer bastante loco comienzo conjetura mal inicio primer intento i inicio rojo flag i a través de circunstancias cómicas en lugar de morir manera planificada alcanzó etapa final hipotermia en lugar minutos muerte aparentemente madre inesperadamente llegó a casa en lugar de ir al trabajo ella perdió lente de contacto volver a casa llamada reemplazo ambulancia se salvó registro hospital mental enviado Icu completamente inútil literalmente podría conseguir ayuda metroor infierno incluso gamestop lugar alegre no va a mencionar el nombre de todos modos decididos bide años tratando desde todos vigilantes descubrió lúcido sueño interesante parte viene completamente entender parece muy delirante simplemente loco ya que completamente indiferente vida pasado un año arbitrario decidido plazo comenzó a pensar podría perder el conocimiento va a obtener ideas iniciales meandering viaje refinamiento pivots básicamente quería hacer lúcido sueño estado permanente