struggling decide doim  year old woman suffered various mental illnesses since young age ive abused neglected child led developing borderline personality disorder major depression cptsd panic attacks bulimia compulsive skin picking disorder self harm addiction current situation complicated summarize leave job last fall due redflag attempt leaving hospital sought outpatient treatment put aside fiancs agoraphobia advanced point longer leave apartment reason all result neither us employed im working state ssi hopefully receive benefits help us struggling mentally  afraid coming lazy freeloader genuinely unable go function normal adult should threat eviction electric turned off multiple elements situation making receiving public assistance nearly impossible us im losing sense hope desire alive seems gone afraid hurt myself many responsibilities right leave everything go hospital im sure do know im trapped stay strong handle things us going away try get better
struggling decide doim year old woman suffered various mental illnesses since young age ive abused neglected child led developing borderline personality disorder major depression cptsd panic attacks bulimia compulsive skin picking disorder self harm addiction current situation complicated summarize leave job last fall due redflag attempt leaving hospital sought outpatient treatment put aside fiancs agoraphobia advanced point longer leave apartment reason all result neither us employed im working state ssi hopefully receive benefits help us struggling mentally afraid coming lazy freeloader genuinely unable go function normal adult should threat eviction electric turned off multiple elements situation making receiving public assistance nearly impossible us im losing sense hope desire alive seems gone afraid hurt myself many responsibilities right leave everything go hospitalim sure do know im trapped stay strong handle things us going away try get better
lucha decidir doim año mujer de edad sufrió varias enfermedades mentales desde la edad joven uv abusado niño descuidado llevó a desarrollar trastorno de la personalidad límite mayor depresión cptsd ataques de pánico bulimia compulsiva piel recoger trastorno autolesión adicción situación actual complicado resumen trabajo el otoño pasado debido Redflag intento de salir hospital buscado tratamiento ambulatorio poner a un lado fiancs agorafobia avanzada punto más largo dejar apartamento razón todos los resultados ni nosotros empleados im estado de trabajo ssi esperamos recibir beneficios nos ayudan a luchar mental miedo venir perezoso freeloader realmente incapaz de ir función normal adulto debería amenaza desalojo eléctrico apagado múltiples elementos situación haciendo que recibir asistencia pública casi imposible im pérdida de sentido esperanza deseo vivo parece ido miedo me lastimado muchas responsabilidades derecho salir todo ir hospitalim seguro saber im atrapado mantenerse fuerte manejar cosas nos va tratar de mejorar