close people suffering death enough reason to honestlyi want fucking kill would suffer it want continue numb existence others want actual concrete reasons would make me feel better living feeling worse dying want reasons me wanting live further want wake one day think misery one fucking  trillion people parents couldve given birth to want look gratitude instead life gift say well could fucking donate soul someone actually wants use truly live would would right fucking now ask here time machine id go back parents met would prevent ever happening feel like fucking mistake feel like im worth air im breathing atoms im occuping even here even feeling alone anymore feeling better described alone whole planet  times bigger earth athmosphere crushing everyday bit day im completely broken feel like obnoxious piece sand inside mechanism perfect clock fuck me
close people suffering death enough reason to honestlyi want fucking kill would suffer it want continue numb existence others want actual concrete reasons would make me feel better living feeling worse dying want reasons me wanting live further want wake one day think misery one fucking trillion people parents couldve given birth to want look gratitude instead life gift say well could fucking donate soul someone actually wants use truly live would would right fucking now ask here time machine id go back parents met would prevent ever happening feel like fucking mistake feel like im worth air im breathing atoms im occuping even here even feeling alone anymore feeling better described alone whole planet times bigger earth athmosphere crushing everyday bit day im completely broken feel like obnoxious piece sand inside mechanism perfect clock fuck me
La gente cercana que sufre la muerte razón suficiente para honestamente quiero mierda matar sufriría quiere continuar entumecimiento existencia otros quieren reales razones concretas me haría sentir mejor vivir peor morir deseo razones que quiero vivir más quiero despertar un día pensar miseria un maldito billón de personas padres podrían haber dado a luz para querer mirar gratitud en lugar de la vida regalo decir bien podría puto donar alma alguien realmente quiere utilizar realmente vivir preguntaría ahora mismo aquí máquina de tiempo id volver padres se reunió evitaría sentir como un puto error sentir como si vale la pena aire im respirar átomos im ocupar incluso aquí incluso sentirse solo más sentirse mejor descrito entero planeta veces más grande tierra atmósfera aplastando día a día poco im completamente roto sensación como pieza desagradable arena dentro mecanismo perfecto reloj follar