want sea want drown peoplemy friend suicidal exhausting yes needs help support always expects get it talk parents get therapist call fucking hotline dump every fucking time really friends whod listen im starting understand why care cant deal practically week burning out even supposed tell him everything complains true yes one likes one cares whether live die exception people maybe yes fat ugly yes unable keep even stupid min wage job yes failing school yes life pointless meaningless theres nothing that sends pics gun tells brain going wall makes feel like hostage helpless afraid leave wants talk listen broken record story night till  am hes drunk enough pass out sleep  hours afford it hes unemployed give fuck school i hand wake  function well  hours sleep all think im reaching point soon burnt out tired sleepdeprived enough tell go it almost convinced would best option him anything improve situation change anything makes depressed cant care anymore chipping away remains sanity
want sea want drown peoplemy friend suicidal exhausting yes needs help support always expects get it talk parents get therapist call fucking hotline dump every fucking time really friends whod listen im starting understand why care cant deal practically week burning out even supposed tell him everything complains true yes one likes one cares whether live die exception peoplemaybe yes fat uglyyes unable keep even stupid min wage jobyes failing schoolyes life pointless meaningless theres nothing that sends pics gun tells brain going wall makes feel like hostage helpless afraid leave wants talk listen broken record story night till am hes drunk enough pass out sleep hours afford it hes unemployed give fuck school i hand wake function well hours sleep all think im reaching point soon burnt out tired sleepdeprived enough tell go it almost convinced would best option him anything improve situation change anything makes depressed cant care anymore chipping away remains sanity
Quiero mar quiero ahogar gente mi amigo suicida agotador sí necesita ayuda apoyo siempre espera conseguirlo hablar padres conseguir terapeuta llamar puto line  verte cada puta vez amigos realmente escucharme entender por qué cuidado no puede tratar prácticamente semana quemarse incluso supuesto decirle todo se queja verdad sí le gusta uno se preocupa si vivo morir excepción personas tal vez sí gordo feayes incapaz de mantener incluso estúpido min salario trabajoyes fracaso escuelasí vida sin sentido nada que envía fotos pistola le dice al cerebro pared hace sentir como rehén indefenso dejar quiere hablar escucha historia récord roto noche hasta que estoy borracho lo suficiente pasar horas de sueño permitirse que él está desempleado dar mierda escuela i mano despertar función bien sueño horas todos piensan im llegar a punto cansado sueñodeprivado lo suficiente decir casi convencido sería mejor opción cualquier cosa mejora situación cambio cualquier cosa hace depresión no puede cuidar más lejos sigue siendo sanity