boom headshotive thinking redflag long time depression started  years ago followed severe anxiety social paranoia early stages depression reached close friend told thoughts going head everything felt bland nothing made happy anymore told phase everybody goes would get better time waited anxiety started friends started notice behavior began ask acting crazy started ignoring calls making excuses alone answer questions social paranoia came last least hit like truck everywhere went felt like people watching judging everything did like whispering behind back even friends get me weight  behemoths much handle confined house  years dwell selfloathing disgust  years im still waiting get better seems get worse im running patience know redflag selfish act hurt people left want deal anymore ill remembered coward face problems care less end ive decided rather messy ending myself ive read painful high fatality rate concern family see need identify body want scar image
boom headshotive thinking redflag long time depression started years ago followed severe anxiety social paranoia early stages depression reached close friend told thoughts going head everything felt bland nothing made happy anymore told phase everybody goes would get better time waited anxiety started friends started notice behavior began ask acting crazy started ignoring calls making excuses alone answer questions social paranoia came last least hit like truck everywhere went felt like people watching judging everything did like whispering behind back even friends get me weight behemoths much handle confined house years dwell selfloathing disgust years im still waiting get better seems get worse im running patience know redflag selfish act hurt people left want deal anymore ill remembered coward face problems care less end ive decided rather messy ending myself ive read painful high fatality rate concern family see need identify body want scar image
bum headshotive thinking redflag mucho tiempo depresión comenzó hace años seguido ansiedad severa paranoia social etapas tempranas depresión alcanzó amigo cercano pensamientos ir cabeza todo se sentía soso nada hizo feliz más dijo fase todo el mundo va conseguir mejor tiempo esperado ansiedad comenzó amigos comenzó aviso comportamiento comenzó a preguntar actuación loco comenzó ignorar llamadas haciendo excusas solo respuesta preguntas paranoia social vino último menos golpeado como camión por todas partes fue se sintió como la gente que mira juzgar todo hizo como susurrar detrás de la espalda incluso amigos conseguirme peso behemoths mucho manija confinado casa años moran aborrecible años im todavía esperar mejorar parece empeorar im correr paciencia saber redflag acto egoísta daño gente izquierda quiere trato más mal recordado cobarde problemas cara cuidado menos final ive decidido bastante desorden final ive lee dolor alta tasa de fatalidad preocupación familia ver necesidad identificar cuerpo quiere cicatriz imagen