feel like wasted life idk doi feel like ive made many mistakes past live life didnt want live unmotivated depressed high school didnt get accepted colleges didnt even get money goddamn fafsa dont friends closest friends dont even talk properly anymore thats due mixture self isolation drifting apart other severe social anxiety talking people work hard feel like cant relate coworkers im stuck shitty retail job sadly enough write shift black friday still cant afford even community college dont know want college wtf want major want take life feel like help family thinks im  im way obligated receive help life events need learn grow up feel stuck im constantly relapsing self harm eating disorder many emotions want pretty want liked want fucking dead feel like sound crazy like crybaby im tired every level possible especially mentally constantly dream would happen killed myself would people would probably react dont know even care select people would sad overwhelming majority would forget soon
feel like wasted life idk doi feel like ive made many mistakes past live life didnt want live unmotivated depressed high school didnt get accepted colleges didnt even get money goddamn fafsa dont friends closest friends dont even talk properly anymore thats due mixture self isolation drifting apart other severe social anxiety talking people work hard feel like cant relate coworkers im stuck shitty retail job sadly enough write shift black friday still cant afford even community college dont know want college wtf want major want take life feel like help family thinks im im way obligated receive help life events needlearn grow up feel stuck im constantly relapsing self harm eating disorder many emotions want pretty want liked want fucking dead feel like sound crazy like crybaby im tired every level possible especially mentally constantly dream would happen killed myself would people would probably react dont know even care select people would sad overwhelming majority would forget soon
Se siente como vida desperdiciada idk doi se siente como ive cometed many errors past live live not want live unmotivated deprimted high school schools didt got ni siquiera get money maldito fafsa doi amigos ni siquiera hablan correctamente ya que la mezcla debida autoaislation a la deriva aparte otra ansiedad social severa la gente trabaja duro se siente como cant relation coworkers im pegada trabajo de mierda al por menor tristemente suficiente escribir cambio negro viernes todavía no puede permitirse incluso universidad comunitaria no sé quieren universidad wtf quieren mayor quiere tomar la vida se siente como ayuda familia piensa im im manera obligado recibir ayuda eventos de la vida necesita aprender crecer se siente atascado im relapsing auto daño comer desorden muchas emociones quieren muy querido querido querido querido querer mierda muerto se siente como sonido loco como crybaby im cansado cada nivel posible sueño constantemente ocurriría muerto si la gente probablemente reaccionaría no sabe incluso cuidado seleccionar a la gente triste abrumadora mayoría se olvidaría pronto