everyone would rather hear im fine instead telling truthi dealt depression many years started high school suffer ocd things got really bad homeschooled outsider already mom took school became isolated completely everyone except family frustrated me fell behind lot school went back  years later go special education class really lowfunctioning kids would freak sometimes went kind class high school entire fucking high school term scared making friends general ed population worried would find special ed friends anymore senior year made couple friends happy everything changed months high school friends moved went different colleges stopped talking me stayed touch girl abandoned prom lead made feel like shit were still friends convenience ive never girlfriend many friends family care want work pay rent care im happy not years ago intense suicidal thoughts told mom depressed laughed said real depression dad cannot stand cry yell leave room one time told mom suicidal thoughts started crying making her like ive given much good life selfish enough say that started screaming got upset me cant honest freak lose control emotions cant tell anyone else therapist feel helping even tries understand im going through like im constantly saying im depressed suicidal anything suicidal thoughts time really consider make plans need help
everyone would rather hear im fine instead telling truthi dealt depression many years started high school suffer ocd things got really bad homeschooled outsider already mom took school became isolated completely everyone except family frustrated me fell behind lot school went back years later go special education class really lowfunctioning kids would freak sometimes went kind class high school entire fucking high school term scared making friends general ed population worried would find special ed friends anymore senior year made couple friends happy everything changed months high school friends moved went different colleges stopped talking me stayed touch girl abandoned prom lead made feel like shit were still friends convenience ive never girlfriend many friends family care want work pay rent care im happy not years ago intense suicidal thoughts told mom depressed laughed said real depression dad cannot stand cry yell leave room one time told mom suicidal thoughts started crying making her like ive given much good life selfish enough say that started screaming got upset me cant honest freak lose control emotions cant tell anyone else therapist feel helping even tries understand im going through like im constantly saying im depressed suicidal anything suicidal thoughts time really consider make plans needhelp
Todo el mundo preferiría escuchar im bien en lugar de decir verdad tratar depresión muchos años comenzó secundaria sufren ocd cosas se puso muy mal escuela en casa outsider ya mamá tomó escuela se aisló completamente todos excepto la familia frustrado me cayó detrás de la escuela mucho atrás años más tarde ir clase de educación especial realmente bajo funcionamiento niños freak a veces fue clase clase clase clase toda escuela secundaria mierda término miedo hacer amigos general población de educación preocupada encontrar amigos especiales más último año hizo pareja amigos felices todo cambio meses amigos de escuela secundaria se trasladó diferentes universidades dejaron de hablar me tocó chica abandonada prom lead hizo sentir como mierda eran todavía amigos conveniencia i nunca novia muchos amigos cuidado de la familia quieren trabajo pagar alquiler cuidado