even know writing herei want kill myself badly guess guts woulda done long time ago thought years feels different maybe listening frank sinatra wanna it wanna badly everytime think it think family dead care family get sad lonely  year old guy give fuck anything  years staying home playing video games failed college parents expect enter again much problem really bored life biggest problem gambling addiction parents send little bit money every month spend mostly ciggaretes gambling sometimes even money buy food feel sad gamble feel betterlose feel bad even know thoughts now usually think redflag bed nothing block thoughtsthe next day wake sit pc goes away now im sitting pc thoughts probably even commit today even know writing feeling sad really sad good wayeasy way seems redflag troubles gone sadness gone reason it
even know writing herei want kill myself badly guess guts woulda done long time ago thought years feels different maybe listening frank sinatra wanna it wanna badly everytime think it think family dead care family get sad lonely year old guy give fuck anything years staying home playing video games failed college parents expect enter again much problem really bored life biggest problem gambling addiction parents send little bit money every month spend mostly ciggaretes gambling sometimes even money buy food feel sad gamble feel betterlose feel bad even know thoughts now usually think redflag bed nothing block thoughtsthe next day wake sit pc goes away now im sitting pc thoughts probably even commit today even know writing feeling sad really sad good wayeasy way seems redflag troubles gone sadness gone reasonit
Incluso saber escribir aquí quiero suicidarme mal supongo que las tripas hubieran hecho hace mucho tiempo pensamiento años se siente diferente tal vez escuchar franco sinatra quiere que quiera mal cada vez pensar que piensa familia cuidado muerto familia conseguir triste año solitario viejo chico dar mierda cualquier año quedarse en casa jugando videojuegos fallidos universidad padres esperan entrar de nuevo mucho problema realmente aburrido vida mayor problema de juego padres envían poco dinero cada mes gastan casi todo ciggaretes juego a veces incluso dinero comprar comida sentirse triste apuesta se sienten mejor se sienten mal incluso saber pensamientos ahora normalmente pensar redflag cama nada bloqueo pensamientos al día siguiente vela pc se va ahora im sentarse pensamientos pc probablemente incluso comprometerse hoy incluso saber la escritura sentirse triste muy triste triste manera fácil parece redflag problemas ido tristeza razón