confused went hill years ago often feel depressed nervous trapped feel like everywhere go spread depression made plans fun stuff future literally nothing coming feel useless cant anything physical anymore intense back pain thought blowing brains river problem gun think make past age  honestly  say entire life ahead dont talked many friends say im good person whatever fuck else never sufficient answer reason hand gun bullet stated above nothing meeting friend go around country little bit would end living street wish loneliness upon anyone really feel like nothing left me one people know irl genuinely cares die that aside gun option could get rope hang balcony pretty easily worth living anymore die end anyways
confused went hill years ago often feel depressed nervous trapped feel like everywhere go spread depression made plans fun stuff future literally nothing coming feel useless cant anything physical anymore intense back pain thought blowing brains river problem gun think make past age honestly say entire life ahead dont talked many friends say im good person whatever fuck else never sufficient answer reason hand gun bullet stated above nothing meeting friend go around country little bit would end living street wish loneliness upon anyone really feel like nothing left me one people know irl genuinely cares die that aside gun option could get rope hang balcony pretty easily worth living anymore die end anyways
Confundido fue colina hace años a menudo se siente deprimido nervioso atrapado sentir como por todos lados se extiende la depresión hizo planes diversión cosas futuro literalmente nada se siente inútil nada físico más intenso dolor de espalda pensamiento soplar cerebros río problema arma pensar hacer más allá edad honestamente decir toda la vida por delante no hablar muchos amigos decir im buena persona cualquier otra mierda nunca respuesta suficiente razón bala mano arma declaró arriba nada reunión amigo ir un poco terminar vida calle deseo soledad sobre nadie realmente sentir como nada me izquierda una gente sabe irl genuinamente se muere que a un lado opción arma podría conseguir cuerda colgar balcón bastante vale la pena vivir más morir final de todos modos