reflections fool one grievous fears come fruition sit stunned passing easily see devised fate however also see truly mattered me least times past ive foolishly stricken eyes sadly mind whose name would spill blood for ive lost care coming days times dull sadness mindless rage place longing would hope home place engulfing closure seemed false simple instead built reliance easily brotherhood debacle fools shifting days it king world physical wealth passionate conquest times spent sitting blabbering menial matter soon forgotten days despite misfortune collective could tredge on countless hours idling merely within presence another thinking back im brought euphoric mementos good day wither by truly longer be notion blame one suspect constant blunder id never known deeply rooted being ever since beginning worried foolish devotion blind trust might bring am back wandering alone again longer displaced no finally absolutely alone another hoping release dream once id long winters over settling act seemed forever away think miss understood whole time said time comes boundless winter would engulf world gods would would longer gaze guide realm man halted end new would begin laminated memory belief winter came built would end greater new would waiting after blind greater insight ive come see follys never winter hell even gods is longer belong making naught ive come discovery happened thats come one misfortune carry through one hope lessen know impact solid im good standing another made despondent another time soon lose question sever anchors find chains strong handful would simply drift away lesser memories mind making lot effortless case closer presumably family recent established friends classmates ect ponder morality plans built bonds bonds may even hold heavy hold heart ones driven here ive come bear enough faults already grow tired thus ive devised ill bite bullet one one disconnect word carry dishearten anyone else worry would try stop me ive found able understand ive done probably ever know thats probably best best way less know less remember select handful know quite inconvenience due much wasted me recent times relation estranged understanding seemed drift time perceive loss feel though would prolonged deficit already sundered investment im soon lose knowledge yet hear recent blunders even heard already matters course remains same admittance ive caused none harm rather failed disappointed all importantly ive disgraced myself ive honestly thinking apologize hopes fixing things trying move find far case deed face could tear tear till whittled fingers bony nubs could never change instead must apologize different fashion sorry brother wasted faith violated honor moment broken contributed great brotherhood downfall managed cause collateral could ever worth although bear right merit request may hope remains may prosper let leave quick may waste efforts longer bid adieu friend infinitely disappointed one want explain most find cant come words theres age old adage could go back would differently ive thought times now try think one small mistake long ago could easily never happened prevented this hindsight  stricken come likely severed fellowship crude friendship one defining pieces guise life fear taken well silence grows louder feel case would make whole things pointless first assumed nonetheless friendship worth owe respects hold dear sorry brother lost way fear led astray well meet fork road let us briskly go separate ways know world holds know greater without i dear friend let road carry well other till better days cant write tears pages would weep manner could expel cruelties mind pages would wither i deepening trench harbors tremors core stirs lost hopeless yes bring still could mend wounds today mind could try fix sundered end volleys chatter amount little rambles stuck stream molten lead on on sickening silence dawns else loud seep in ticking know ebbing ponders do thats left look back itself one theres one left alone another complexity man cant overcome know anymore want quiet again care would wires me end another waiting winter end ampxb point put expecting naught honesty another waste time alas ill probably might even give them alas cast rambles might butchered yall
reflections fool one grievous fears come fruition sit stunned passing easily see devised fate however also see truly mattered me least times past ive foolishly stricken eyes sadly mind whose name would spill blood for ive lost care coming days times dull sadness mindless rage place longing would hope home place engulfing closure seemed false simple instead built reliance easily brotherhood debacle fools shifting days it king world physical wealth passionate conquest times spent sitting blabbering menial matter soon forgotten days despite misfortune collective could tredge on countless hours idling merely within presence another thinking back im brought euphoric mementos good day wither by truly longer be notion blame one suspect constant blunder id never known deeply rooted being ever since beginning worried foolish devotion blind trust might bring am back wandering alone again longer displaced no finally absolutely alone another hoping release dream once id long winters over settling act seemed forever away think miss understood whole time said time comes boundless winter would engulf world gods would would longer gaze guide realm man halted end new would begin laminated memory belief winter came built would end greater new would waiting after blind greater insight ive come see follys never winter hell even gods is longer belong making naught ive come discovery happened thats come one misfortune carry through one hope lessen know impact solid im good standing another made despondent another time soon lose question sever anchors find chains strong handful would simply drift away lesser memories mind making lot effortless case closer presumably family recent established friends classmates ect ponder morality plans built bonds bonds may even hold heavy hold heart ones driven here ive come bear enough faults already grow tired thus ive devised ill bite bullet one one disconnect word carry dishearten anyone else worry would try stop me ive found able understand ive done probably ever know thats probably best best way less know less remember select handful know quite inconvenience due much wasted me recent times relation estranged understanding seemed drift time perceive loss feel though would prolonged deficit already sundered investment im soon lose knowledge yet hear recent blunders even heard already matters course remains same admittance ive caused none harm rather failed disappointed all importantly ive disgraced myself ive honestly thinking apologize hopes fixing things trying move find far case deed face could tear tear till whittled fingers bony nubs could never change instead must apologize different fashion sorry brother wasted faith violated honor moment broken contributed great brotherhood downfall managed cause collateral could ever worth although bear right merit request may hope remains may prosper let leave quick may waste efforts longer bid adieu friend infinitely disappointed one want explain most find cant come words theres age old adage could go back would differently ive thought times now try think one small mistake long ago could easily never happened prevented this hindsight stricken come likely severed fellowship crude friendship one defining pieces guise life fear taken well silence grows louder feel case would make whole things pointless first assumed nonetheless friendship worth owe respects hold dear sorry brother lost way fear led astray well meet fork road let us briskly go separate ways know world holds know greater without i dear friend let road carry well other till better days cant write tears pages would weep manner could expel cruelties mind pages would wither i deepening trench harbors tremors core stirs lost hopeless yes bring still could mend wounds today mind could try fix sundered end volleys chatter amount little rambles stuck stream molten lead on on sickening silence dawns else loud seep in ticking know ebbing ponders do thats left look back itself one theres one left alone another complexity man cant overcome know anymore want quiet again care would wires me end another waiting winter end ampxb point put expecting naught honesty another waste time alas ill probably might even give them alas cast rambles might butchered yall
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