im sitting contemplatingif want not past weeks ive found thinking ending it feel like im hopeless decisions make turn come around go wrong leaving confused saddened mess cant seem catch break im religious think power keeping like this know im wrong handful friends days family distant me ive meds given doctor  months cant afford anymore feel worse every day constantly keep imagining scenarios real gun enough access to want think like anymore want help
im sitting contemplatingif want not past weeks ive found thinking ending it feel like im hopeless decisions make turn come around go wrong leaving confused saddened mess cant seem catch break im religious think power keeping like this know im wrong handful friends days family distant me ive meds given doctor months cant afford anymore feel worse every day constantly keep imagining scenarios real gun enough access to want think like anymore want help
Me senté contemplando si no quiero las últimas semanas me encontré pensando terminar se siente como mi desesperanza decisiones hacer vuelta vienen alrededor ir mal dejando confuso triste desorden no puedo parecer coger descanso im religioso pensar poder mantener como este saber im mal puñado amigos días familia distante me ive meds dado médico meses no puedo permitirse más sentirse peor cada día constantemente seguir imaginando escenarios real arma suficiente acceso a querer pensar como más quieren ayuda