sure think relief relief demand world puts people relief expectations someone try best good person try best cope stress end cycle ill never able break cycle never fold differ torment every day becomes much one talk to mean one people ive invested everything become another problem cant get of im good want best situations crack pressure cant take anymore want normal wish wasnt right wish negligent world around didnt see big pictures wish didnt understand much understanding torture never avoidable cant turn brain off cant fix world want wake tomorrow peace never happen one answer though world acts do depression much say ive done math ive seen variables set play get always be ill never understand got way why ill never understand point this point constant labor whats end goal someone wakes up works goes home purpose served whats actual purpose horrible existence means end threshold life holds back im smart mean smart yet am understanding chaos existence structured life part designing do say live like this cant force depression down tell everything okay im good start think look whats underneath all pain everyone hides games portray dont feel this dont hurt whose controller whose setting standard life peace always mind reality never let be
sure think relief relief demand world puts people relief expectations someone try best good person try best cope stress end cycle ill never able break cycle never fold differ torment every day becomes much one talk to mean one people ive invested everything become another problem cant get of im good want best situations crack pressure cant take anymore want normal wish wasnt right wish negligent world around didnt see big pictures wish didnt understand much understanding torture never avoidable cant turn brain off cant fix world want wake tomorrow peace never happen one answer though world acts do depression much say ive done math ive seen variables set play get always be ill never understand got way why ill never understand point this point constant labor whats end goal someone wakes up works goes home purpose served whats actual purpose horrible existence means end threshold life holds back im smart mean smart yet am understanding chaos existence structured life part designing do say live like this cant force depression down tell everythingokayim good start think look whats underneath all pain everyone hides games portray dont feel this dont hurt whose controller whose setting standard life peace always mind reality never letbe
seguro pensar alivio demanda mundo pone a la gente alivio expectativas alguien intenta mejor buena persona intentar mejor hacer frente estrés ciclo final mal nunca capaz romper ciclo nunca doble diferente tormento cada día se convierte en mucho hablar significa que una gente ive invertido todo convertirse en otro problema no se puede conseguir de im bueno querer mejor situaciones crash presión no se puede tomar más deseo normal no era correcto negligente mundo alrededor no ver grandes fotos deseo no entender mucho tortura nunca evitable cant apagar el cerebro cant arreglar mundo quiere despertar mañana paz nunca sucede una respuesta aunque los actos mundiales hacen depresión mucho dicen ive hecho matemáticas ve ve las variables juego set llegar siempre ser enfermo nunca entender llegó manera por qué mal nunca entender punto este punto constante trabajo qué fin alguien se despierta va a casa propósito servido qué propósito real horrible existencia significa fin umbral vida se retrae im inteligente pero estoy entendiendo caos vida estructurada parte diseño dicen vivir como este no puede forzar depresión abajo decir todookeyyim buen empezar pensar mirar lo que debajo de todo dolor