really rough night last night everything comes wavesfinding words even begin explain feelings feel something ill never concur cant explain feelings go  matter hour physical mental pain turned physical telling brain im cant believe again im disconnected self reliant feeling abandoned room full people nobody likes dont connect anxiety taking over friends arent really friends think annoying everyone playing nice like friend more acting weird stop distancing wonder youre alone one wonder uglyfatdisgusting fault redflag right itll feel better bridge close easy pills taste good taking cant breathe want die time im constantly falling felling alone alone completely different somewhat crave it isnt narcissistic price shit nobody fucking cares problems skin deep dont know like feel crawl back bed belong forget anything past walls mind races cant stop cant stop thoughts eating alive would anyone understand anything feel could begin explain dont even know idea whats wrong whats wrong whats wrong stop yelling please cant take volume head another migraine body physically clenched point causing jaw stress want curl ball deflate everyone thinks joke youre dramatic would anyone even listen words leaving youre existence end end youre worth space waste cant shake weight im drowning  time im fine least thats tell self say stop pussy nobody gives shit problems youre suicidal never brave enough try
really rough night last night everything comes wavesfinding words even begin explain feelings feel something ill never concur cant explain feelings go matter hour physical mental pain turned physical telling brainim cant believe again im disconnected self reliant feeling abandoned room full people nobody likes dont connect anxiety taking over friends arent really friends think annoying everyone playing nice like friend more acting weird stop distancing wonder youre alone one wonder uglyfatdisgusting fault redflag right itll feel better bridge close easy pills taste good taking cant breathe want die time im constantly falling felling alone alone completely different somewhat crave it isnt narcissistic price shit nobody fucking cares problems skin deep dont know like feel crawl back bed belong forget anything past walls mind races cant stop cant stop thoughts eating alive would anyone understand anything feel could begin explain dont even know idea whats wrong whats wrong whats wrong stop yelling please cant take volume head another migraine body physically clenched point causing jaw stress want curl ball deflate everyone thinks joke youre dramatic would anyone even listen words leaving youreexistence end end youre worth space waste cant shake weight im drowning time im fine least thats tell self say stop pussy nobody gives shit problems youre suicidal never brave enough try
noche muy dura anoche todo viene olas encontrar palabras incluso comienzan a explicar sentimientos sentir algo mal nunca concordar no puede explicar sentimientos ir materia hora dolor mental físico convertido fisico decirle brainim no puedo creer otra vez im desconectado autosuficiente sensación de habitación abandonada gente llena nadie le gusta conectar ansiedad hacerse cargo amigos no son realmente amigos pensar molesto todo el mundo jugando agradable como amigo más actuando raro dejar de distanciarse maravilla youre solo una maravilla feafatadisgusting falla redflag derecho itll se sentirá mejor puente cerca fácil píldoras gusto bueno tomar no puede respirar quiero morir tiempo im constantemente cayendo solo solo completamente diferente deseo