need pointive coasting long remember things definitely started feeling wrong around age twelve that things got terrible tried st year uni mum came knife pushed through got nd year antidepressants still feeling like anything  evened state functionality nothing else remember like feel stuff relapse feel bad finished uni neet months told people im applying want things been feel like know shit anything point feel like pushed point everyone else enough need something know like know find out like look cant bothered change cant envision turning anything actually like look wrong think hate look confusing balls ive every advantage money schools opportunity wasted good feel bad hell ive wonderful doctors therapists every cycle harder theres less left me ampxb cant more current thought end march definite date got helium syringe air embolism carotid would hurt quick feels closer every day relaxing
need pointive coasting long remember things definitely started feeling wrong around age twelve that things got terrible tried st year uni mum came knife pushed through got nd year antidepressants still feeling like anything evened state functionality nothing else remember like feel stuff relapse feel bad finished uni neet months told people im applying want things been feel like know shit anything point feel like pushed point everyone else enough need something know like know find out like look cant bothered change cant envision turning anything actually like look wrong think hate look confusing balls ive every advantage money schools opportunity wasted good feel bad hellive wonderful doctors therapists every cycle harder theres less left me ampxb cant more current thought end march definite date got helium syringe air embolism carotid would hurt quick feels closer every day relaxing
Need Pointive Coasting Long Recordar cosas definitivamente comenzó a sentirse mal alrededor de los doce años de edad que las cosas se pusieron terriblemente probado st año uni mom vino cuchillo empujado a través de st nd año antidepresivos todavía sintiéndose como cualquier cosa funcionalidad estado ecualizado nada más recordar como sentir cosas recaída se siente mal terminado uni neet meses le dijo a la gente im aplicar quieren cosas se siente como mierda cualquier cosa punto se siente como empujado punto todos los demás necesitan algo saben como saber como mirar no se molestó cambio cant imaginando convertir cualquier cosa realmente como mirar mal creo odio mirada confuso bolas ive cada ventaja dinero escuelas oportunidad desperdiciado bien se siente mal infernal médicos terapeutas maravillosos cada ciclo menos me izquierda ampxb cant más actual pensamiento final marcha fecha definitiva consiguió jeringa de helio aire embolismo carotida haría daño rápido se siente más cerca cada día relajarse