survived last night hurting tonight know alone ive fighting depression life ive moments gotten worse gotten better least expected itit got worse again last night thought could take want diebut want live wrote note thought needed do laid bed turned television funny tv show thought could laugh times would over fought idea back mind want this scared fell asleeptoo tired exhausted worry anymore knew want live thought late me  hours later woke up people texted night attempted redflag still responded people reached hadnt responded breathing still am ever want live want get better know changed within me feel hopeful ever had night recognized triggered me made steps stop happening again im  healed cured know ill relapses back depressionbut first time feel like im strong enough alone face get it know im faceless person internetbut hurting alone sadthere people love want help want helpand care know feels like devastating hurts physical injury ive ever sustained anyone needs talk wants someone listen promise will pm me post here talk facebook text messaging even phone need hear voice line also skype want see face 
survived last night hurting tonight know alone ive fighting depression life ive moments gotten worse gotten better least expected itit got worse again last night thought could take want diebut want live wrote note thought needed do laid bed turned television funny tv show thought could laugh times would over fought idea back mind want this scared fell asleeptoo tired exhausted worry anymore knew want live thought late me hours later woke up people texted night attempted redflag still responded people reached hadnt responded breathing still am ever want live want get better know changed within me feel hopeful ever had night recognized triggered me made steps stop happening again im healed cured know ill relapses back depressionbut first time feel like im strong enough alone face get it knowim faceless person internetbut hurting alone sadthere people love want help want helpand care know feels like devastating hurts physical injury ive ever sustained anyone needs talk wants someone listen promise will pm me post here talk facebook text messaging even phone need hear voice line also skype want see face
La noche pasada el dolor de esta noche saber solo live lucha contra la depresión los momentos de vida empeorado mejoró menos esperado se puso peor otra noche pensamiento podría tomar want diebut want live live syone needed do syneed cama vuelta televisión divertido programa de televisión pensamiento podría reírse tiempos más luchado idea espalda mente volver quería este asustado se quedó dormidodemasiado cansado preocupación ya sabía querer vivo pensamiento tarde me despertó gente enviada por mensaje de texto noche intento Redflag todavía respondió gente alcanzada hadnt respondió respiración todavía soy siempre quiero vivir quiero conocer mejor cambiado dentro de mí se siente esperanzado nunca había reconocido me hizo pasos dejar de pasar otra vez im curado sabe mal recaídas volver depresión pero la primera vez se siente como im fuerte suficientemente solo cara conseguir knowim persona sin rostro pero dolor solo persona triste allí la gente quiere ayuda quieren ayuda y cuidado sabe se siente como daños devastadores lesión física ive siempre sostenido alguien necesita hablar quiere alguien escuchar promesa pm me post charla facebook mensaje de texto incluso teléfono necesidad escuchar línea de voz también skype quiere ver cara