existence is always meaninglesssomethings wrong many years getting better got fucking diagnosis friday im bipolar ii mother started crying  got home heard phone grandmother telling know grandmothers fault terribly bipolar passing medication gets sent dormitory tomorrow evening honestly think im going take get hands it theyre putting  mg lamictal daly start sliding mg twice daily along prozac help fucking work even copious amounts drugs nonprescription drugs work boyfriend start watching wilfred told started watching tried kill helped healing process know hes trying help lately nothing works want die nothing ever works want end
existence is always meaninglesssomethings wrong many years getting better got fucking diagnosis friday im bipolar ii mother started crying got home heard phone grandmother telling know grandmothers fault terribly bipolar passing medication gets sent dormitory tomorrow evening honestly think im going take get hands ittheyre putting mg lamictal daly start sliding mg twice daily along prozac help fucking work even copious amounts drugs nonprescription drugs work boyfriend start watching wilfred told started watching tried kill helped healing process know hes trying help lately nothing works want die nothing ever works want end
la existencia es siempre sin sentido algo malo muchos años mejorando conseguir diagnostico de mierda el viernes im bipolar ii madre comenzó a llorar llegó a casa oído teléfono abuela diciendo saber abuelas falla terrible bipolar pasar medicamentos se envía dormitorio mañana por la noche honestamente creo que voy a tomar las manos que están poniendo mg lamictal daly empezar a deslizarse mg dos veces al día a lo largo de prozac ayuda a trabajar incluso copiosas cantidades de drogas sin receta drogas trabajo novio comienza a ver wilfred dijo comenzó a ver tratado de matar ayudó proceso de curación saber que está tratando de ayudar últimamente nada funciona quiere morir nada trabaja nunca quiere terminar