discharged hospital definitely want kill myselfi understand perspective ive  weeks longer im harder itll go back real world little improved stay things gotten worse meds given anxiety came think redflag every day tried twice here life outside safe bubble overwhelming every angle thats want kill myself real safe place go leave back shit got here keep saying cant cope attend emergency room come back know even go home flat im going go straight bridge jump cant make far ill walk traffic feel like matter say theyre going believe im serious telling us suicidal gotten comfy hospital true want hospital equally cant face life again thought hope getting better despite engaging activities mind gotten worse ill leaving day tomorrow energy ask give least till friday doctor set wednesday stone putting immense pressure agree day want leave go things all tried
discharged hospital definitely want kill myselfi understand perspective ive weeks longer im harder itll go back real world little improved stay things gotten worse meds given anxiety came think redflagevery day tried twice here life outside safe bubble overwhelming every angle thats want kill myself real safe place go leave back shit got here keep saying cant cope attend emergency room come back know even go home flat im going go straight bridge jump cant make far ill walk traffic feel like matter say theyre going believe im serious telling us suicidal gotten comfy hospital true want hospital equally cant face life again thought hope getting better despite engaging activities mind gotten worse ill leaving day tomorrow energy ask give least till friday doctor set wednesday stone putting immense pressure agree day want leave go things all tried
El hospital dado de alta definitivamente quiere matar a mí mismo entender perspectiva por semanas más tiempo im más difícil volver mundo real poco mejor estancia las cosas empeoran la ansiedad vino pensar redflagcada día intentado dos veces aquí la vida fuera burbuja segura abrumadora cada ángulo que quiere matarme lugar seguro real ir dejar atrás mierda llegó aquí seguir diciendo no hacer frente a la sala de emergencias volver saber incluso ir a casa plano im ir directo puente salto no puede hacer muy mal caminar tráfico sentir como la materia dicen que van a creer en serio diciéndonos suicida conseguirse cómodo hospital verdadero deseo hospital igual no puede afrontar la vida de nuevo pensamiento esperanza de mejorar a pesar de actividades atractivas mente se puso peor mal día mañana pregunta energía dar menos hasta viernes doctor set miércoles piedra poner inmensa presión acuerdo día quieren irse todo lo probado