im scared myselfive dealing suicidal thoughts years last year would think would get away redflag death someone knew redflag deterred actually anything year thoughts getting worse redflag mind almost everyday past month ive told friend it think knows deal it especially since friends family think im cheery girl always laughing something hurts try put mask even try act way front friend mentioned ive ignoring past weeks becuase im scared hell dissapointed im better im happier confessed surprised learn thoughts noticed change behavior done much except get another friend check me point mind confused make do ive irregular emotions actions lately sometimes slip mindset kill becuase one care scares me really want someone talk
im scared myselfive dealing suicidal thoughts years last year would think would get away redflag death someone knew redflag deterred actually anything year thoughts getting worse redflag mind almost everyday past month ive told friend it think knows deal it especially since friends family think im cheery girl always laughing something hurts try put mask even try act way front friend mentioned ive ignoring past weeksbecuase im scared hell dissapointed im better im happier confessed surprised learn thoughts noticed change behavior done much except get another friend check me point mind confused make do ive irregular emotions actions lately sometimes slip mindset kill becuase one care scares me really want someone talk
I miedo melfive traficando pensamientos suicidas años el año pasado pensaría conseguir lejos rojo bandera muerte alguien sabía rojo bandera disuadido en realidad cualquier año pensamientos cada vez peor rojo bandera mente casi todos los días el mes pasado ive dijo amigo creo que sabe tratar especialmente desde amigos familia creo que im chica alegre siempre reírse algo duele tratar de poner máscara incluso tratar de actuar manera de frente amigo mencionado ive ignorando semanas pasadasbecuase im miedo infierno disapointed im better im más feliz confesado sorprendido aprender pensamientos notado cambio comportamiento hecho mucho excepto conseguir otro amigo comprobar la mente punto confuso hacer ive acciones emociones irregulares ive drive kill becuase one care me asusta realmente quiero que alguien hable