theres many ways could kill right momentive never noticed really scaring me mind absolute chaos right know do everything see potential kill me everything close eyes limitless im young enough people would say much live for feel fake whenever try start conversation depression probably hormones teenager end making halfhearted redflag joke everyone around feels uncomfortable like ive ever diagnosed anything know many people selfharm know real problems struggles lives dont theres always food table money bank may enough money go college definitely privileged person im looking around room right freaking out think im going cry quite honest shouldnt ive crying lot lately im really weak person know much longer this still know could really commit redflag im fake person probably selfharm attention too even though told anyone it really want to would love sit talk talk talk hour straight everything would love tell story start finish see im selfish see many times ive said i im selfish think somethings wrong mind keeps twisting turning think supposed that cant focus anything post getting really hand im sorry cant concentrate much think getting really long im cant go back read edit right cant think properly im sorry tldr completely useless post cant make brain shut up sorry
theres many ways could kill right momentive never noticed really scaring me mind absolute chaos right know do everything see potential kill me everything close eyes limitless im young enough people would say much live for feel fake whenever try start conversation depression probably hormones teenager end making halfhearted redflag joke everyone around feels uncomfortable like ive ever diagnosed anything know many people selfharm know real problems struggles lives dont theres always food table money bank may enough money go college definitely privileged person im looking around room right freaking out think im going cry quite honest shouldnt ive crying lot lately im really weak person know much longer this still know could really commit redflag im fake person probably selfharm attention too even though told anyone it really want to would love sit talk talk talk hour straight everything would love tell story start finish see im selfish see many times ive said i im selfish think somethings wrong mind keeps twisting turning think supposed that cant focus anything post getting really handim sorry cant concentrate much think getting really long im cant go back read edit right cant think properly im sorry tldr completely useless post cant make brain shut up sorry
Hay muchas maneras podría matar derecho momentáneo nunca se dio cuenta realmente asustarme mente caos absoluto derecho saber todo ver potencial me mata todo cerca ojos ilimitados im gente bastante joven diría mucho vivir para sentir falso cada vez que intenta iniciar conversación depresión probablemente hormonas adolescente extremo hacer broma de bandera roja todo el mundo se siente incómodo como ive nunca diagnosticado cualquier cosa sabe mucha gente autolesión sabe problemas reales lucha vidas no hay siempre comida mesa dinero banco puede suficiente dinero ir universidad definitivamente persona privilegiada im mirar alrededor de la habitación derecho pensar im va a llorar bastante honesto debe vivir llorando mucho últimamente im persona muy débil saber mucho más tiempo este todavía saber podría realmente cometer Redflag im persona falsa probablemente persona falsa también aunque le dijo a alguien que realmente quiere amar sentarse charla charla charla hora derecho todo amaría contar historia empezar final ver im egoísta ver muchas veces i i im egoísta pensar algos torcerse pensar que no se puede enfocar cualquier cosa post conseguir realmente hardim lo siento no se puede concentrar mucho pensar