im even really livingim sure im posting am cant sleep usual like every second life im pain im going bore details degenerative diseases eating away spine tried make peace pain really did last  years trying learn live this good damnit found medication regimen keeps head clear ive worked depression learned get by im fucked intense migraines muscle spasms neck back sudden bouts vertigo bad vomit cant even walk bedroom myself ended getting sudden onset one day brought er found brain degeneration ct scan still working cause oh great another health issue deal with could deal pain least could still take daughter park clean house now barely get moving anymore making stir fry tonight hard nearly threw up cannot live rest life bed throwing dizzy pain sort life that feel like burden family basically cant left alone run errands fear passing alone somewhere sometimes wish gotten married could real wife something take care of daughter could real mother could walk school again love much worry could out im tired fucking tired
im even really livingim sure im posting am cant sleep usual like every second life im painim going bore details degenerative diseases eating away spine tried make peace pain really did last years trying learn live this good damnit found medication regimen keeps head clear ive worked depression learned get by im fucked intense migraines muscle spasms neck back sudden bouts vertigo bad vomit cant even walk bedroom myself ended getting sudden onset one day brought er found brain degeneration ct scan still working causeoh great another health issue deal with could deal pain least could still take daughter park clean house now barely get moving anymore making stir fry tonight hard nearly threw up cannot live rest life bed throwing dizzy pain sort life that feel like burden family basically cant left alone run errands fear passing alone somewhere sometimes wish gotten married could real wife something take care of daughter could real mother could walk school again love much worry could out im tired fucking tired
Im incluso realmente liveim seguro im posting am cant sleep usual like every second life im painhim going head developing details enfermedades degenerativas comer lejos espinas probado hacer paz dolor realmente hizo los años pasados tratando de aprender vivir este buen maldito medicamento encontrado régimen mantiene la cabeza clara ive worked depresión aprendida obtener por im follada migrañas intensas espasmos musculares cuello espalda súbitos vértigo mal vómito cant incluso caminar dormitorio yo mismo terminó conseguir súbito inicio un día trajo er encontrado cerebro degeneración ct scan todavía trabajo causaoh gran otro problema de salud trato con podría tratar el dolor menos todavía podría llevar hija parque casa limpia ahora apenas se mueve más haciendo freír duro casi vomitado no puede vivir cama de descanso tirar mareo dolor tipo de vida que se siente como carga familia básicamente no puede dejar solo errar y miedo pasar solo en algún lugar desea casarse podría esposa real algo cuidar de hija podría madre real podría caminar escuela otra vez amor mucho preocupación podría im cansado