uselesshonestly point anymore im tired weak unproductive feel legitimate pain entire wake up cant even put words everyday alone head thats flooded toxic thoughts  starve everyday try make happy cant even look mirror anymore want cut skin disgusted myself ive grown hate much becoming unbearable everyday tell going get better never does im constantly dissociating feel like ive lost entire grasp reality january significant committed redflag painful thing go through hate sleeping every night always dream it always felt like sleep best escape anymore im haunted memories every day want happy again want love again point dont think possible
uselesshonestly point anymore im tired weak unproductive feel legitimate pain entire wake up cant even put words everyday alone head thats flooded toxic thoughts starve everyday try make happy cant even look mirror anymore want cut skin disgusted myself ive grown hate much becoming unbearable everyday tell going get better never does im constantly dissociating feel like ive lost entire grasp reality january significant committed redflag painful thing go through hate sleeping every night always dream it always felt like sleep best escape anymore im haunted memories every day want happy again want love again point dont think possible
InútilSinceramente punto más estoy cansado débil improductivo sentir dolor legítimo entero despertar no puedo incluso poner palabras todos los días solo cabeza que se inunda pensamientos tóxicos hambre diario tratar de hacer feliz cant incluso mirar espejo más quiero cortar la piel asqueado yo mismo ive adulto odio mucho llegar a ser insoportable cada día decir va a mejorar nunca es constantemente disociarse sentir como ive perdido toda la comprensión realidad January significativo cometido mancha roja cosa dolorosa pasar por el odio dormir cada noche siempre sueño siempre se sintió como sueño mejor escapar más im recuerdos embrujados cada día quiero feliz otra vez quiero amor otra vez punto no creo posible