justify livingi cant seem justify continue living  th attempt university yet again going shitter wasted tens thousands dollars parents money cant it eating disorders ruled life  years long mentalphysical health shambles live state almost friends family person think staying so also state thing kept alive past year becoming chore even stay alive him family hometown friends fine dealt redflags past cant validate living almost everyday feels like torture theres light tunnel tend  good days average per week meanwhile rest existence obligation comfort others help please edit good days fighting unidentifiable depression sadness real depression like pulled dark abyss without knowing chosen sink nothing reason
justify livingi cant seem justify continue living th attempt university yet again going shitter wasted tens thousands dollars parents money cant it eating disorders ruled life years long mentalphysical health shambles live state almost friends family person think staying so also state thing kept alive past year becoming chore even stay alive him family hometown friends fine dealt redflags past cant validate living almost everyday feels like torture theres light tunnel tend good days average per week meanwhile rest existence obligation comfort others help please edit good days fighting unidentifiable depression sadness real depression like pulled dark abyss without knowing chosen sink nothing reason
justificar livingi no puede parecer justificar seguir viviendo th intento universidad una vez más ir mierda desperdiciado decenas miles de dólares padres dinero no lo puede comer trastornos gobernados vida años largo salud mentalfísica destrozos vivir estado casi amigos familia persona pensar permanecer así también estado cosa mantenido vivo año pasado convertirse en tareas incluso mantenerse vivo familia ciudad natal amigos finos trato pasado cant validar vivir casi todos los días se siente como tortura Theres luz túnel tienden buenos días promedio por semana mientras tanto descanso existencia obligación consuelo otros ayudan por favor editar buenos días lucha contra la depresión no identificable tristeza real depresión como tiró abismo oscuro sin saber elegido hundir nada razón