looking anything pointhi all know guys dont feel like reading book ill try keep short sweet ive awful anxiety depression since teen ive tried hard last decade dig hole ive learned socialize made lots friends working graduating college year despite best endeavors none ever brought fulfillment life despite great friends who know love me still always feel like outcast  years ago one brief glimmer hope fell love spent truly happy year life selfdestructive behavior pushed away fast forward now havent seen her yet alone spoke months although try wake every day move life feel grip loosening  questioning even want live anymore nothing makes happy pain ive felt since child amplified x shown glimmer hope live fact ruined it anyone advice im open hear it doubt help much though always cycle misery end leaving world least ill die knowing really try get better im running strength
looking anything pointhi all know guys dont feel like reading book ill try keep short sweet ive awful anxiety depression since teen ive tried hard last decade dig hole ive learned socialize made lots friends working graduating college year despite best endeavors none ever brought fulfillment life despite great friends who know love me still always feel like outcast years ago one brief glimmer hope fell love spent truly happy year life selfdestructive behavior pushed away fast forward now havent seen her yet alone spoke months although try wake every day move life feel grip loosening questioning even want live anymore nothing makes happy pain ive felt since child amplified x shown glimmer hope live fact ruined it anyone advice im open hear it doubt help much though always cycle misery end leaving world least ill die knowing really try get better im running strength
buscar cualquier cosa pointhi todos saben chicos no se siente como leer libro mal tratar mantener corto dulce ive horrible ansiedad depresión desde adolescente ive tratado duro la última década cavar agujero ive aprendido socialize hizo un montón de amigos trabajando graduarse año universitario a pesar de los mejores esfuerzos ninguno trajo vida de cumplimiento a pesar de grandes amigos que me conocen todavía siempre se siente como marginado años atrás un breve brillo esperanza cayó amor pasado verdaderamente feliz año vida autodestructivo comportamiento empujado hacia adelante rápido ahora no la he visto todavía sola habló meses aunque tratar de despertar cada día movimiento la vida sentir agarre aflojarse cuestionamiento incluso querer vivir nada hace feliz dolor sentida desde niño amplificado x muestra brillo esperanza hecho vivir arruinado nadie consejo im open escucharlo ayuda mucho aunque siempre ciclo miseria terminar dejando mundo menos enfermo morir sabiendo realmente tratar de conseguir mejor im carrera fuerza