sitting car lunch thinking situation right now point life lot people hate living expectations someone thought friend cut life likes  even though dropped lot things normally happy trying find place live wish say happy not feel empty eating properly id one small meal day redflag gets higher higher passing thoughts would happen died right would friend  ex friend  carei cried sleep horrible nightmares felt like burden nuisance past month able want work ill disturb everyone sleeping feel like everyone elses life would better disappeared feel right now want feel like do know okay think like that trying talk counselor work called back yetin honesty want curl bed cry real friend crawl bed cuddle cry hurts even thinking that know going happen time sooni know everyone around going lot too would ask feel like burden distancing everyone cannot tell getting better getting worse too want loved point held wish happier
sitting car lunch thinking situation right now point life lot people hate living expectations someone thought friend cut life likes even though dropped lot things normally happy trying find place live wish say happy not feel empty eating properly id one small meal day redflag gets higher higher passing thoughts would happen died right would friend ex friend carei cried sleep horrible nightmares felt like burden nuisance past month able want work ill disturb everyone sleeping feel like everyone elses life would better disappeared feel right now want feel like do know okay think like that trying talk counselor work called back yetin honesty want curl bed cry real friend crawl bed cuddle cry hurts even thinking that know going happen time sooni know everyone around going lot too would ask feel like burden distancing everyone cannot tell getting better getting worse too want loved point held wish happier
sentarse coche almuerzo pensar situación en este momento punto de la vida mucha gente odia vivir expectativas alguien pensó amigo cortar vida gusta incluso aunque cayó mucho cosas normalmente feliz tratando de encontrar lugar deseo vivo decir feliz no se siente vacío comer correctamente id un pequeño día comida rojoflag consigue más alto pensamientos pasajeros pasarían muerto derecho amigo ex amigo carei lloraba sueño pesadillas horribles se sentía como carga molestia el mes pasado capaz querer trabajo mal molestar a todos los que duermen sentir como todos los demás la vida mejor desaparecer sentir como ahora quiero saber bien pensar como que tratando de hablar trabajo consejero llamado de vuelta y sin embargo en honestidad quiero rizo cama llorar verdadero amigo gate cama abrazo llanto duele incluso pensar que saber ir a pasar tiempo pronto sé que todo el mundo va mucho también preguntar sentir como carga distanciar a todo el mundo no puede decir cada vez peor peor también querer punto querido mantener deseo más feliz