starting suicidal thoughts  month ago like fantasy first feel like becoming reality planning suicide  year later know going scaring always alone life know felt going much bigger cannot even hold idea literally think logically solution this  years old graduated high school  years ago tryna figure live know connectionskillhopegoal nothing average see life unluck it one help mesupport still going like last  years god forgive me scary too going happen kill myself life cruel cruel nothing accept this believe fate scary suicide
starting suicidal thoughts month ago like fantasy first feel like becoming reality planning suicide year later know going scaring always alone life know felt going much bigger cannot even hold idea literally think logically solution this years old graduated high school years ago tryna figure live know connectionskillhopegoal nothing average see life unluck it one help mesupport still going like last years god forgive me scary too going happen kill myself life cruel cruel nothing accept this believe fate scary suicide
Empezando pensamientos suicidas hace un mes como la fantasía primero se siente como convertirse en realidad planificación suicidio año más tarde saber ir asustando siempre solo la vida sabe sentirse mucho más grande ni siquiera puede sostener la idea literalmente pensar lógicamente solución este año graduado escuela secundaria años atrás tryna figura en vivo saber conexioneskillhopegoal nada promedio ver vida desafortunada uno me ayuda a seguir adelante como los últimos años dios me perdona miedo también va a pasar matarme vida cruel nada aceptar esta creencia destino miedo suicidio