kept imagining ending life past  monthsevery single day sleep always imagining different ways could kill hurted everyone around me dont even know bad thing good thing since picturing friends mom who perfect anyway keeps trying best raise me cry gets traumatized really makes feel bad also make feels like terrible piece shit cares myself dont think life wouldve gotten better dont really want traumatize kind wonderful people around me also sorry ive said didnt make sense english third language im obviously good it
kept imagining ending life past monthsevery single day sleep always imagining different ways could kill hurted everyone around me dont even know bad thing good thing since picturing friends mom who perfect anyway keeps trying best raise me cry gets traumatized really makes feel bad also make feels like terrible piece shit cares myself dont think life wouldve gotten better dont really want traumatize kind wonderful people around me also sorry ive said didnt make sense english third language im obviously good it
seguia imaginando terminar la vida los meses pasados cada día el sueño siempre imaginando diferentes maneras podría matar a todos los que me rodean ni siquiera saben mal cosa buena ya imaginando amigos mamá que perfecta de todos modos sigue tratando mejor me levantan llanto realmente se traumatiza realmente hace sentir mal también hacer se siente como pieza terrible mierda importa yo mismo no creo que la vida hubiera sido mejor realmente no quiero traumatizar gente maravillosa amable a mi alrededor también lo siento ive dicho no tiene sentido Inglés tercer idioma im obviamente bueno