know title need helpi felt really hopeless since probably th grade years things gotten worse good kid high school  gpa completely sober four years despite good life was constantly felt lost since coming college ive begun drown sorrows drugs alcohol im first semester im well school guarantee academic probation come end semester parents paying lot money go school finding im academic probation devastate them feel like disappointment going put edge family members people ive able maintain legitimate relationships with ive ruined friendships people overly sensitive ive ruined every romantic relationship ive ever within month starting lack self confidence everything overall feel im wasting parents hard earned money realize it im going lose too lose them feel like nothing live for suicidal thoughts almost everyday redflag seems like best way go know exactly im looking feel like cant tell things anyone wanted get look advice guess
know title need helpi felt really hopeless since probably th grade years things gotten worse good kid high school gpa completely sober four years despite good life was constantly felt lost since coming college ive begun drown sorrows drugs alcoholim first semesterim wellschool guarantee academic probation come end semester parents paying lot money go school finding im academic probation devastate them feel like disappointment going put edge family members people ive able maintain legitimate relationships with ive ruined friendships people overly sensitive ive ruined every romantic relationship ive ever within month starting lack self confidence everything overall feel im wasting parents hard earned money realize it im going lose too lose them feel like nothing live for suicidal thoughts almost everyday redflag seems like best way go know exactly im looking feel like cant tell things anyone wanted get look advice guess
know title need helpi senti really dessesperance desde probablemente th grade years th th empeore thing school school school school school thing school thing school school gpa totally sobria 4 años a pesar de la buena vida se sintió constantemente perdido desde que la universidad viene ive comenzó a ahogarse penas drogas alcoholim primer semestreim well school garantiza la libertad condicional académica fin semestre padres pagar mucho dinero ir escuela encontrar im academia libertad condicional devastar ellos se sienten como desilusión va a poner borde familia personas ive capaz mantener relaciones legítimas con ive amistades arruinadas la gente demasiado sensible ive arruinado cada relación romántica ive siempre en un mes comenzar falta de confianza en sí mismo todo general se siente im perder padres duramente ganado dinero se dan cuenta im perder también se sienten como nada vivo para pensamientos suicidas casi todos los días Redflag parece como mejor manera de ir saber exactamente im se ven como no se puede decir cosas nadie quiere buscar consejos adivinar