life mineive thinking week kind truth apparent long time parents made believe possession still prisoner home im starting accept this keep insane reality forever harassed daily existing stalked dare go outside deal creepy obsessiveness fake love attention deal baby sister getting hurt time like im reliving childhood trauma need born came world anyway know leave cant physically hurt fear swallowing pills frustratingbecause live lot pain would nice easy way out exist one really made feel like right suffered try reach like people make feel like im crazy believing im suffering sister broke heart even acknowledge done trusted need talk person thought was loyalty sociopath mother strong feel disgusted shared much information depression therapy helped open eyes horrible truths strong enough know nobody side like deceived believe much support family reality destroying me keeping isolated everything could good me used comfort lotbut now recognise face feel like im existing body reali done things like starve cant even feel pain that feel bit sick whenever realise much food im eatibg much weight im losingi horrible health problems underweight decade could go really upsetting write out feel emotions anymore cried lot now things cant say real world still hope one day express people care hope destroying cant let go know im alone im living contradictions
life mineive thinking week kind truth apparent long time parents made believe possession still prisoner home im starting accept this keep insane reality forever harassed daily existing stalked dare go outside deal creepy obsessiveness fake love attention deal baby sister getting hurt time like im reliving childhood trauma need born came world anyway know leave cant physically hurt fear swallowing pills frustratingbecause live lot pain would nice easy way out exist one really made feel like right suffered try reach like people make feel like im crazy believing im suffering sister broke heart even acknowledge done trusted need talk person thought was loyalty sociopath mother strong feel disgusted shared much information depression therapy helped open eyes horrible truths strong enough know nobody side like deceived believe much support family reality destroying me keeping isolated everything could good me used comfort lotbut now recognise face feel like im existing body reali done things like starve cant even feel pain that feel bit sick whenever realise much food im eatibg much weight im losingi horrible health problems underweight decade could go really upsetting write out feel emotions anymore cried lot now things cant say real world still hope one day express people care hope destroying cant let go know im alone im living contradictions
vida pensamiento minado semana verdad amable aparente largo tiempo padres hicieron creer posesión todavía prisionero en casa im comenzar a aceptar esta realidad loca siempre acosado diario acecho atreverse a salir trato espeluznante obsesividad falso amor trato hermana bebé conseguir daño tiempo como im revivir trauma infantil necesidad nació mundo de todos modos saber leave cant físicamente daño miedo tragar píldoras frustrantes porque vivir mucho dolor agradable fácil manera de salir existe uno realmente hecho sentir como bien sufrido tratar de llegar como la gente hacer sentir como i loco creer im sufrimiento hermana corazón roto incluso reconocer hecho confianza necesidad persona pensamiento era lealtad sociopath madre fuerte sentir asco compartido mucha información depresión terapia ayudó a abrir los ojos verdades horribles lo suficientemente fuerte saber nadie lado como engañado creer mucho apoyo realidad familiar que me destruye mantener aislado todo lo que podría bueno yo uso comodidad mucho pero ahora reconocer cara sentir como im existente cuerpo reali hecho cosas como hambre no puede sentir dolor que se siente poco enfermo cada vez que se dan cuenta mucho alimento im eatibg mucho peso