reddit im miserablei know do ive waited  long years get better problems count fault somewhat got hole know do hate waking every day imagine silly sounds  problem accepting way look look really young im  male could pull  problem single doubt weightheight probably something well   lb somewhat baby face destroyed self esteem social anxiety gotten better got older men supposed strongtallmature looking fall short every category think of gpa destroyed think  gpa freshman year flunked  classes stopped going embarrassed young lookedsocial anxiety dropped out silly know felt reallllllly place  years also chronic disease makes gaining weight bit harder keeps skinny also brings pain days hard cope with diet somewhat limited dunno every day thing work enough get online work play video games go sleep rinserepeat every day nothing changing way  yearsas kid always thought would get better eventually would ageget everythingbut nothing changed sadder im technically adult also constant thoughts redflag past screw ups past embarrassments constant reminder much ive failed cant make stop imagine silly sounds looking young bothering me look young people treat different remind every time meet someone new reason socially acceptable see people age finished college starting career feel behind sociallyacademicallyin every way think could actually commit redflag thoughat least im desperate yetbut know do thanks reading kinda long somewhat nice get out
reddit immiserablei knowdo ive waited long years get better problems count fault somewhat got hole know do hate waking every day imagine silly sounds problem accepting way look look really youngim male could pull problem single doubt weightheight probably something well lb somewhat baby face destroyed self esteem social anxiety gotten better got older men supposed strongtallmature looking fall short every category think of gpa destroyed think gpa freshman year flunked classes stopped going embarrassed young lookedsocial anxiety dropped out silly know felt reallllllly place years also chronic disease makes gaining weight bit harder keeps skinny also brings pain days hard cope with diet somewhat limited dunno every day thing work enough get online work play video games go sleep rinserepeat every day nothing changing way yearsas kid always thought would get better eventually would ageget everythingbut nothing changed sadder im technically adult also constant thoughts redflag past screw ups past embarrassments constant reminder much ive failed cant make stop imagine silly sounds looking young bothering me look young people treat different remind every time meet someone new reason socially acceptablesee people age finished college starting career feel behind sociallyacademicallyin every way think could actually commit redflag thoughat least im desperate yetbut know do thanks reading kinda long somewhat nice get out
reddit immiserablei knowdo ive esperado largos años conseguir mejor problemas cuenta culpa un poco agujero saber odio despertar cada día imaginar sonidos tontos problema aceptar mirada mirada realmente jovenim macho podría tirar problema duda única pesoaltura probablemente algo bien Ib algo bebé cara destruido auto estima social ansiedad conseguido mejor consiguió hombres mayores supuesto strongtallmature looking caer corto cada categoría pensar gpa destruido pensar gpa primer año reprobado clases dejó de ir avergonzado joven miradasocial ansiedad cayó tonto saber se sintió reallllly lugar años también enfermedad crónica hace ganar peso poco más duro mantiene delgado también trae dolor duro hacer frente a la dieta algo limitado dunno cada día trabajo lo suficiente conseguir trabajo en línea jugar juegos de video dormir enjuaguerepeat cada día nada cambiaría manera añoscomo el niño siempre pensó que iba a mejorar con el tiempo envejecer todo, pero nada cambió sadder