love myself please tell melet tell everything absolutely despise theres anything makes think hey guy might even slightly redeemable then idk let know guess lol dont really read answer question guess  born narcisstic mentallyphysicallysexually abusive hellscape  spent  years life circuslevel fat whole time obese avoid looking attractive rapists guess im guy btw  never friends talked anyone would go entire days without speaking did id startled hear voice like dog farting awake  im gods original joke ive never laughing stock whether appearance attitude people around scoff find grotesquely amused  attitude feels like rage loneliness despair sit chest like calm ocean probably like pressured container slowly adding until well needs die naturally anyway im horrible im insanely short people im sensitive mbv extremely paranoid  attitude again beneath first level rage water theres striking sense fear anxiety core used make even saying here roll call school unbearable literal bright red face  seconds attention me  weakness probably thing im disgusted with front like im normal person wards assholes now knew easily could destroy me im utterly pathetic  desperate need friendsrelationships feel like ive locked inside glass case observed reached people tried friend years shut  time ill talk now barely stand people exhausting ive done without people  years hell manageable cant go single day without fantasizing sweet death  spent  years losing  pounds it strangers noticed congratulated went along far family even good family members seem care much though didnt reach goal  lbs never felt better high lasted well gone now good undo ideal way die  procrastination ive never guidance life sometimes people dont get heroes role models stumble around dark find match ive never tried find one never seemed point im  nothing everything seems worth working longgone terms actionable time foot mountain im watching people age finish scaling top start climbing now ill die fall maybe lived long enough retire could  lol enough time realize killed decades ago  social status drifters friends me abusive evil piece shit dad friends me cant matter try actually took  figure much loser really was took  learn fatally unalterably flawed taken realize sacrificed good years nothing fear really im like cockroach survived nuclear blast mutating hateful skittering fearful little insect theres more god theres more therapist seems think best course let slide suicislide bakeract finally force take medication want someone tell im supposed be people supposed permanently pills im pretty sure darwin said point survival fittest right idea cant survive without troubling idea dependent something life theres nothing physically wrong troubling cant live own i love myself feel like deserve it
love myself please tell melet tell everything absolutely despise theres anything makes think hey guy might even slightly redeemable then idk let know guess lol dont really read answer question guess born narcisstic mentallyphysicallysexually abusive hellscape spent years life circuslevel fat whole time obese avoid looking attractive rapists guessim guy btw never friends talked anyone would go entire days without speaking did id startled hear voice like dog farting awake im gods original joke ive never laughing stock whether appearance attitude people around scoff find grotesquely amused attitude feels like rage loneliness despair sit chest like calm ocean probably like pressured container slowly adding until well needs die naturallyanyway im horrible im insanely short people im sensitive mbv extremely paranoid attitude again beneath first level rage water theres striking sense fear anxiety core used make even saying here roll call school unbearable literal bright red face seconds attention me weakness probably thing im disgusted with front like im normal person wards assholes now knew easily could destroy me im utterly pathetic desperate need friendsrelationships feel like ive locked inside glass case observed reached people tried friend years shut time ill talk now barely stand people exhausting ive done without people years hell manageable cant go single day without fantasizing sweet death spent years losing pounds it strangers noticed congratulated went along far family even good family members seem care much though didnt reach goal lbs never felt better high lasted well gone now good undo ideal way die procrastination ive never guidance life sometimes people dont get heroes role models stumble around dark find match ive never tried find one never seemed point im nothing everything seems worth working longgone terms actionable time foot mountain im watching people age finish scaling top start climbing now ill die fall maybe lived long enough retire could lol enough time realize killed decades ago social status drifters friends me abusive evil piece shit dad friends me cant matter try actually took figure much loser really was took learn fatally unalterably flawed taken realize sacrificed good years nothing fear really im like cockroach survived nuclear blast mutating hateful skittering fearful little insect theres more god theres more therapist seems think best course let slide suicislide bakeract finally force take medication want someone tell im supposed be people supposed permanently pills im pretty sure darwin said point survival fittest right idea cant survive without troubling idea dependent something life theres nothing physically wrong troubling cant live owni love myself feel like deserve it
amor a mí mismo por favor decirle a melet decir todo absolutamente despreciar theres cualquier cosa hace pensar hey chico podría incluso ligeramente redimible entonces idk dejar saber conjetura lol dont realmente leer respuesta pregunta conjetura narcistic narcistic mentallysexually abusivo infiernoscape pasó años vida circonivel grasa todo el tiempo obeso evitar buscar atractivos violadores sugeim guy btw nunca amigos habló nadie iría días enteros sin hablar hizo id sobresaltado escuchar voz como perro pedos despierto im dioses broma original ive nunca risa stock si la actitud de la apariencia gente alrededor scoff encontrar actitud grotescamente divertida se siente como rabia soledad desesperación sentarse en el pecho como océano calma probablemente como recipiente presionado lentamente agregar hasta que bien necesita morir naturalmentede cualquier manera im horrible