depressed many years experienced failure heartbreak rejection insecurity know love anymore  still live parents got degree psychology offer much right now work two jobs make ends meet try continue education afford it volunteer red cross smothered work lost hope love lost interest things used love art music everything sexually assaulted several years ago lost virginity result assaulted person thought friend month later confided let guard down true relationship lasted year half realized recently rebound bad marriage bought expensive car lost job dumped next day relationship nothing gaslighting manipulating me even grandmother dying barely supportivesince terrible depression worked constantly keep distracted pushed better things worked self esteem lost weight gained relationship tried getting back dating game people tell regularly attractive yet guys interested desparate lonely edge know ready not
depressed many years experienced failure heartbreak rejection insecurity know love anymore still live parents got degree psychology offer much right now work two jobs make ends meet try continue education afford it volunteer red cross smothered work lost hope love lost interest things used love art music everything sexually assaulted several years ago lost virginity result assaulted person thought friend month later confided let guard down true relationship lasted year half realized recently rebound bad marriage bought expensive car lost job dumped next day relationship nothing gaslighting manipulating me even grandmother dying barely supportivesince terrible depression worked constantly keep distracted pushed better things worked self esteem lost weight gained relationship tried getting back dating game people tell regularly attractive yet guys interested desparate lonely edge know ready not
Deprimido muchos años experimentado fracaso corazón rompe rechazo inseguridad saber amor todavía vivo los padres tienen grado psicología oferta mucho ahora trabajo dos trabajos fin de fin de mes tratar de continuar la educación permitirse voluntariado cruz roja ahogado trabajo perdido esperanza amor perdido interés cosas usadas amor arte música todo sexualmente agredido hace varios años perdido resultado virginidad persona asaltada pensamiento amigo meses más tarde confió dejo de guardia abajo verdadera relación durado año medio realizado recientemente rebote mal matrimonio comprado caro coche perdido trabajo tirado al día siguiente relación nada gaslighting manipulación incluso abuela morir apenas apoyo ya terrible depresión trabajó constantemente mantener distraído empujado mejores cosas trabajó autoestima pérdida de peso ganado relación trató de volver a salir la gente cuenta regularmente atractivo pero chicos interesados desparate solitario borde saber listo no