watched neighbors todaytoday canada day stood inside house peering window watching everyone leave festivities saw people leaving kayaks dogs swimwear drink coolers blow rafts heard laughing chattering singing huge wake call made think what hell life agoraphobia generalized anxiety disorder messed sleeping schedule sleep am pm generally people leaving fun day getting ready go sleep spend time awake panic attacks laying bed laptop cant much chronic nausea hate routine hate life want anxiety anymore im tired fighting myself cant it
watched neighbors todaytoday canada day stood inside house peering window watching everyone leave festivities saw people leaving kayaks dogs swimwear drink coolers blow rafts heard laughing chattering singing huge wake call made think what hell life agoraphobia generalized anxiety disorder messed sleeping schedule sleep am pm generally people leaving fun day getting ready go sleep spend time awake panic attacks laying bed laptop cant much chronic nausea hate routine hate life want anxiety anymore im tired fighting myself cant it
vecinos observados hoy día canada día se paró dentro de la casa mirando la ventana de mirar a todos salir de las festividades vieron a la gente salir kayaks perros trajes de baño bebidas enfriadoras soplan balsas escuchadas risas charlando cantando enorme despertar llamada hizo pensar qué infierno vida agorafobia ansiedad generalizada desorden desorden dormir horario dormir sueño am pm generalmente la gente dejando divertido día prepararse ir dormir pasar tiempo despierto ataques de pánico puesta en la cama laptop cant mucho crónica náuseas odio rutina de la vida deseo ansiedad más estoy cansado luchando yo mismo cant it