dont know doive hoping death since stepfather died about  years ago asshole emotionally fucked every second daily life  years killed leaving us heap debt year wrecked mother emotionally afraid kill myself maybe mother would follow soon after sincerely hope best want great things raising sister easy task everything seems hopeless desolate everything society life know dying slowly dont see point feeding anyones bank account forcing go college burying family debt ive thoughts often im seeing scenarios dreams im coward terrified pain suffering ive waiting chance get firearm surefire way think of thing im unsure mother
dont know doive hoping death since stepfather died about years ago asshole emotionally fucked every second daily life years killed leaving us heap debt year wrecked mother emotionally afraid kill myself maybe mother would follow soon after sincerely hope best want great things raising sister easy task everything seems hopeless desolate everything society life know dying slowly dont see point feeding anyones bank account forcing go college burying family debt ive thoughts often im seeing scenariosdreams im coward terrified pain suffering ive waiting chance get firearm surefire way think of thing im unsure mother
No conozco a Doive esperando la muerte desde que el padrastro murió hace unos años, imbécil emocionalmente follado cada segundo día de la vida años muertos dejándonos montón de deuda año destruido madre emocionalmente miedo me mata tal vez madre seguiría poco después sinceramente esperanza mejor querer grandes cosas criar hermana tarea fácil todo parece desolado sin esperanza todo sociedad la vida sabe morir lentamente no ver punto alimentar a cualquiera cuenta bancaria forzar ir universidad enterrar deuda familiar pensamientos i i ver escenarios sueños im cobarde dolor aterrorizado sufrimiento iv esperar oportunidad conseguir arma de fuego segurofuego manera pensar en cosas no seguro madre