used view redflag kind punishment moment significanceit people around me finally show really inside make feel pain wanted know theyd react see anybody even cared killed myself think wanted validation maybe wanted know people actually care me know anyhow thats gone now really care knows killed myself why really care anybody react see milestone anything ive finally reached point stopped fighting expectation decision eventually leave choice
used view redflag kind punishment moment significanceit people around me finally show really inside make feel pain wanted know theyd react see anybody even cared killed myself think wanted validation maybe wanted know people actually care me know anyhow thats gone now really care knows killed myself why really care anybody react see milestone anything ive finally reached point stopped fighting expectation decision eventually leave choice
la gente a mi alrededor finalmente mostrar realmente dentro hacer sentir el dolor quieren saber que reaccionarían ver a alguien incluso me importaba me mataba pensar que quería validación tal vez quería saber que la gente realmente me importa saber de cualquier manera que se ha ido ahora realmente cuidado sabe suicidarme por qué realmente le importa a alguien reaccionar ver hito cualquier cosa finalmente llegó punto dejó de luchar decisión expectativa eventualmente dejar elección