im finally readyas title suggests ive made mind point years ive hurting every single night crying am living miserable life told things get better tried let things get better put there everyone said still enough ive always afraid take life thought terrifies me feeling wanting die genuine ive thought killing almost every second every day course past years way  year old live parents already think nothing dad says redflag weak guess right idea much pain in would happy finally let go ive tried telling them care one late sad truth theres many nights ive sat bed rope hands crying wishing id it pain would finally stop ive always afraid whats come im scared anymore sit it terrified feelings overwhelm me cant cry anymore im tired crying hurts awake anymore tonight finally rest
im finally readyas title suggests ive made mind point years ive hurting every single night crying am living miserable life told things get better tried let things get better put there everyone said still enough ive always afraid take life thought terrifies me feeling wanting die genuineive thought killing almost every second every day course past years way year old live parents already think nothing dad says redflag weak guess right idea much pain in would happy finally let go ive tried telling them care one late sad truth theres many nights ive sat bed rope hands crying wishing id it pain would finally stop ive always afraid whats come im scared anymore sit it terrified feelings overwhelm me cant cry anymore im tired crying hurts awake anymore tonight finally rest
Im finalmente listo el título sugiere ive hizo la mente años ive dolor cada noche llorando estoy viviendo miserable vida dijo las cosas se ponen mejor se intenta que las cosas se ponen mejor allí todo el mundo dijo todavía bastante ive siempre miedo tomar la vida pensamiento me aterroriza sentir querer morir pensamiento genuino matar casi cada segundo cada día curso pasado años edad edad padres vivos ya creo que nada papá dice bandera roja débil conjetura derecha idea mucho dolor en finalmente dejar ir ive trató de decirles cuidado una tarde triste verdad Theres muchas noches en la cama sentado cuerdas manos llorando deseando que el dolor finalmente se detendría siempre miedo lo que viene Im miedo más sentarse sentimientos aterrorizados sobrevolmar mí no puedo llorar más im cansado llorar duele despierto más esta noche finalmente descanso