feel lonely thoughts redflag looming getting stronger every dayi moved take care mother college could barely pick things get bed able get work home traveling couple times year  years  depressed learn drive family friends teach me get paid much able save lot series emergencies use active gained weight now face amp teeth messed born prematurely cleft pallet feel lonely every night lost interest movies games want someone hang me brother moved away big fight mother use love playing video games walking downtown watching movies thinking putting craigslist ad wants hang socially awkward ugly broke guy cant drive service like cheap thinking redflag often getting hard fight pain loneliness strong anymore thinking would it hang extension cord drown bath tub throw  story apartment building guzzle thing bleach
feel lonely thoughts redflag looming getting stronger every dayi moved take care mother college could barely pick things get bed able get work home traveling couple times year years depressed learn drive family friends teach me get paid much able save lot series emergencies use active gained weight now face amp teeth messed born prematurely cleft pallet feel lonely every night lost interest movies games want someone hang me brother moved away big fight mother use love playing video games walking downtown watching movies thinking putting craigslist ad wants hang socially awkward ugly broke guy cant drive service like cheap thinking redflag often getting hard fight pain loneliness strong anymore thinking would it hang extension cord drown bath tub throw story apartment building guzzle thing bleach
sentir pensamientos solitarios bandera roja se avecina cada día más fuerte se movió tener cuidado madre universidad apenas podía elegir cosas conseguir cama capaz conseguir trabajo viaje a casa dos veces años depresión aprender conducir amigos de la familia me enseñan mucho pagar mucho capaz ahorrar lote series emergencias uso activo aumento de peso ahora cara dientes dañados nacido prematuramente hendido pallet se siente solo cada noche perdido interés películas juegos quieren alguien colgarme hermano se mudó gran lucha madre uso amor jugar videojuegos caminar centro viendo películas pensando poner craigslist anuncio quiere colgar socialmente torpe feo roto chico no puede conducir servicio como pensamiento barato rojo bandera a menudo conseguir duro lucha dolor soledad fuerte más pensamiento podría colgar extensión cordón ahoga bañera tirar historia edificio guzzle cosa lejía