right dielast night caved in started harming breaking internally please get wrong used love living despite redflag attempts illnesses etc living still something good afflicted conditions slowly eroding capability live sanity mobility upkeep etc feel though ready end life im sure yet want another failed attempt want make sure works cant risk condition getting worse point long attempt end life realized wanted last night wave happiness washed me first time long felt calm peaceful nothing noone able provide feelings since first redflag attempt child please bring family etc try talk this guess part here cannot spend whole life existing purely purpose people feeling better comes point consider myself continue put through feel though right die were going die want make happen sooner rather later tried treatments professionals alternatives everything could find conditions continue get worse want die dignity decrepit unable move ways want live knowing feelings peace happiness still exist makes wonder life could been like this know ill this left unchecked know will comments appreciated feel conflicted deeply saddened right now
right dielast night caved in started harming breaking internally please get wrong used love living despite redflag attempts illnesses etc living still something good afflicted conditions slowly eroding capability live sanity mobility upkeep etc feel though ready end life im sure yet want another failed attempt want make sure works cant risk condition getting worse point long attempt end life realized wanted last night wave happiness washed me first time long felt calm peaceful nothing noone able provide feelings since first redflag attempt child please bring family etc try talk this guess part here cannot spend whole life existing purely purpose people feeling better comes point consider myself continue put through feel though right die were going die want make happen sooner rather later tried treatments professionals alternatives everything could find conditions continue get worse want die dignity decrepit unable move ways want live knowing feelings peace happiness still exist makes wonder life could been like this know ill this left unchecked know will comments appreciated feel conflicted deeply saddened right now
right dielast night rupted in started histing breaking internally please get mal used love living after redflag intents enfermedades etc vivir todavía algo bueno condiciones afectadas lentamente erosionar capacidad vivir movilidad mantenimiento de la salud etc sentir aunque listo final vida im seguro aún querer otro intento fallido querer asegurarse de que las obras no pueden riesgo condición cada vez peor intento largo final vida realizado deseado anoche ola felicidad me lavó primero tiempo se sintió calma pacífica nada nadie capaz proporcionar sentimientos desde primer intento rojo niño por favor traer familia etc tratar de hablar esta conjetura parte aquí no se puede pasar toda la vida existente puramente propósito la gente se siente mejor viene punto considerar seguir poniendo a través de sentir aunque derecho morir iban a morir quiero hacer que sucedan antes más tarde probados tratamientos profesionales alternativas todo podría encontrar condiciones seguir peor deseo morir dignidad decrepita incapaz mover maneras de querer vivir conocer sentimientos paz felicidad todavía existe hace maravilla la vida podría ser como este saber mal esta izquierda no comprobado saber comentarios apreciarse sentir conflicto profundamente triste derecho ahora