 m feel life coming end miss her want life backthis year mental health took turn worse im university student realized needed drop current major studying peruse something could realistically study perform well in student high school changed went college lost mothers approval slip grades blames unhappiness tells dog would likely better son i past semester lost girlfriend three years roommate admit mess past semester living situation well drowning anxiety depression want anymore likely dead weight started popping xanax calm would waves anxiety eventually suffered seizure decision so parents learned illicit drug use became mentally disowned child ive spent greater portion summer rehab ive learned support parents return back school ive tried applying student loan get told must consigner approved one cosign me home environment deathly toxic cant live im given constant look failure disappointment miss old girlfriend much wish never left me anchor reason kept pushing life even home breaks want life back want go back campus get life together strong yet cant tears down emotional prison home living verbal abuse makes wish yearn revolver bullet play russian roulette every night come home work heritage india mental health taboo culture correct dosage prozac two weeks support home really get help need want live happy life miss old girlfriend still cant seem get dreams months post disorganized life sake say something anything stay alive tonight im fucking sick melodrama want normal one fucking likes person sits sulks woes one likes person playing victim role wish could surrounded people really supported me wish still girlfriend love much read thanks lot im happy someone could hear voice tldr  want die im much pussy think life get better spiraling chaos madness
m feel life coming end miss her want life backthis year mental health took turn worse im university student realized needed drop current major studying peruse something could realistically study perform well in student high school changed went college lost mothers approval slip grades blames unhappiness tells dog would likely better son i past semester lost girlfriend three years roommate admit mess past semester living situation well drowning anxiety depression want anymore likely dead weight started popping xanax calm would waves anxiety eventually suffered seizure decision so parents learned illicit drug use became mentally disowned child ive spent greater portion summer rehab ive learned support parents return back school ive tried applying student loan get told must consigner approved one cosign me home environment deathly toxic cant live im given constant look failure disappointment miss old girlfriend much wish never left me anchor reason kept pushing life even home breaks want life back want go back campus get life together strong yet cant tears down emotional prison home living verbal abuse makes wish yearn revolver bullet play russian roulette every night come home work heritage india mental health taboo culture correct dosage prozac two weeks support home really get help need want live happy life miss old girlfriend still cant seem get dreams months post disorganized life sake say something anything stay alive tonight im fucking sick melodrama want normal one fucking likes person sits sulks woes one likes person playing victim role wish could surrounded people really supported me wish still girlfriend love much read thanks lot im happy someone could hear voice tldr want die im much pussy think life get better spiraling chaos madness
Siento que la vida se va a acabar extrañando su deseo de vida de vuelta este año la salud mental se tornó peor.