context  year old know none going believable make sense currently attend full time college finishing december also work full time cyber sec professional obviously may think damn bet kid living great life well truth dying inside amazing girlfriend upbringing hell growing starved neglected abused emotionally left lied to parents drug addicts alcoholics never anyone mom passed due abuse think mental illness bad appear living amazing life everyday mood changes like crazy want leave everything hate waking hate sleeping hate everything everything tiks overwhelmed emotions sad fuck  reason feel extreme past thramu younger days done still living home going move day turn  already  place meant time two years hell go through  friends anymore busy time used to bad alone friends  hard relate cannot go hang feels weird different stage life time not idek makes sense massive brain dump take wish advice would love  top world little everyone know dying inside
context year old know none going believable make sense currently attend full time college finishing december also work full time cyber sec professional obviously may think damn bet kid living great life well truth dying inside amazing girlfriend upbringing hell growing starved neglected abused emotionally left lied to parents drug addicts alcoholics never anyone mom passed due abuse think mental illness bad appear living amazing life everyday mood changes like crazy want leave everything hate waking hate sleeping hate everything everything tiks overwhelmed emotions sad fuck reason feel extreme past thramu younger days done still living home going move day turn already place meant time two yearshell go through friends anymore busy time used to bad alone friends hard relate cannot go hang feels weird different stage life time not idek makes sense massive brain dump take wish advice would love top world little everyone know dying inside
context year old sabe que nadie va creíble tiene sentido actualmente asistir a tiempo completo universidad acabado diciembre también trabajar a tiempo completo ciber sec profesional obviamente puede pensar maldita apuesta niño vivir gran vida bien verdad morir dentro increíble novia crianza infierno crecer hambre descuidado abusado emocionalmente izquierda mintió a los padres drogadictos alcohólicos nunca nadie mamá pasó debido abuso pensar enfermedad mental mal parecer vivir increíble vida cotidiana cambios de humor como loco querer dejar todo odio despertar odio dormir odio todo todo tiks abrumado emociones triste mierda razón sentir extremo pasado thramu días más jóvenes todavía vivir en casa va a mudarse día ya lugar significa tiempo dos años ir a través de amigos más ocupado tiempo utilizado para mal solo amigos relacionados duro no se siente raro diferente etapa vida tiempo no idek hace sentido masivo descarga cerebro tomar consejos le encantaría mundo superior poco todos saben morir dentro