want kill myselfi hate existence im always tired never get energy fix it people say care end lying everyone know always leaves always fault self harm constantly even try hide one cares anyways im selfish disgusting human deserves alone im allowed sad everyone know worse attention shifts whenever hurting talked friend redflag multiple times whenever need help one help im surrounded people constantly feel alone suicidal  months now one cares cant afford therapy not would help parents think attention thats am im disgusting attention hog want die problems would solved along everyone elses im everyones problem mind mess tangled cant fucking untangle it seriously considering taking entire bottle advil whatever shit find fucking ending it im tired eternal sleep seems like answer know anymore need help cant get any im fucking done im tired crying anything besides this
want kill myselfi hate existence im always tired never get energy fix it people say care end lying everyone know always leaves always fault self harm constantly even try hide one cares anyways im selfish disgusting human deserves alone im allowed sad everyone know worse attention shifts whenever hurting talked friend redflag multiple times whenever need help one help im surrounded people constantly feel alone suicidal months now one cares cant afford therapy not would help parents think attention thats am im disgusting attention hog want die problems would solved along everyone elses im everyones problem mind mess tangled cant fucking untangle it seriously considering taking entire bottle advil whatever shit find fucking ending it im tired eternal sleep seems like answer know anymore need help cant get any im fucking doneim tired crying anything besides this
Quiero matarme a mí mismo odio existencia im siempre cansado conseguir energía arreglar la gente dice cuidado fin mentir todo el mundo sabe siempre deja culpa auto daño constantemente incluso tratar de ocultar uno cuida de todos modos im egoísta repugnante humano merece solo im permitido triste todo el mundo sabe peor atención cambia cada daño amigo hablado bandera roja múltiples veces cada vez que necesita ayuda una ayuda im gente constantemente se siente solo suicida meses ahora una atención no puede permitirse terapia no ayudaría a los padres pensar que soy repugnante atención cerdo querer morir problemas se resolverían a lo largo de todos los demás im todo el mundo problema mente lío enredado cant desenredar seriamente considerando tomar entera botella advil cualquier mierda encontrar finalim cansado sueño eterno parece como respuesta saber más necesidad de ayuda no puede conseguir cualquier im maldito dodeim cansado llorar cualquier cosa además de esto