everything enjoyed bores me life pretty much stopped worth pain experiencing every day pain got  times worse due recent breakup losing meant losing source happiness got leftbut still cannot decide want keep living not hope left things could get better time something tells maybe hang onim relapsing self harm again least gotten drinking time being really know much able drink again replacing booze means self harm think working really well cave go bottle think expect final goodbye herei stuck weird limbo cannot decide end already maybe coward sure want live
everything enjoyed bores me life pretty much stopped worth pain experiencing every day pain got times worse due recent breakup losing meant losing source happiness got leftbut still cannot decide want keep living not hope left things could get better time something tells maybe hang onim relapsing self harm again least gotten drinking time being really know much able drink again replacing booze means self harm think working really well cave go bottle think expect final goodbye herei stuck weird limbo cannot decide end already maybe coward sure want live
Todo lo disfrutado me aburre la vida bastante dejó de pena dolor experimentar cada día el dolor empeoró debido a la ruptura reciente pérdida significó perder la fuente felicidad quedó pero todavía no se puede decidir querer seguir viviendo no esperanza izquierda las cosas podrían conseguir mejor tiempo algo dice tal vez colgar onim volver a sufrir daño de sí mismo otra vez menos consiguió beber tiempo ser realmente sabe mucho capaz bebida de nuevo reemplazar alcohol significa auto daño pensar trabajo realmente bien cueva ir botella pensar esperar final adiós herei pegado limbo extraño no puede decidir final ya tal vez cobarde seguro querer vivir