get wrong glad successful gotten help since last months much better whether personal notredflag work general mental state feel like currently spiraling completely put control  months away losing roommate place live cannot find place afford even judt place general housing miserable right now gotten chance speak therapist yet honestly tired thst even want try able lay bed drinking thinking much easier would here terrified uncertainty want homeless cannot go back family felt like good honestly happy first time years really want throw thst away trying process situation best ability trying decide need sell hobby stuff things enjoy try afford owni know posting know even looking here everything going sounds absolutely fucking stupid read back feel like burdensorry terrible formatting tired drunk phone tried kill months ago
get wrong glad successful gotten help since last months much better whether personal notredflag work general mental state feel like currently spiraling completely put control months away losing roommate place live cannot find place afford even judt place general housing miserable right now gotten chance speak therapist yet honestly tired thst even want try able lay bed drinking thinking much easier would here terrified uncertainty want homeless cannot go back family felt like good honestly happy first time years really want throw thst away trying process situation best ability trying decide need sell hobby stuff things enjoy try afford owni know posting know even looking here everything going sounds absolutely fucking stupid read back feel like burdensorry terrible formatting tired drunk phone tried kill months ago
obtener mal feliz éxito consiguió ayuda desde los últimos meses mucho mejor si personal notredflag trabajo general estado mental se siente como actualmente en espiral completamente puesto control meses de pérdida de compañero de cuarto lugar vivir no puede encontrar lugar coste incluso judt lugar general vivienda miserable en este momento llegó oportunidad hablar terapeuta y sin embargo honestamente cansado thst incluso quieren intentar capaz lecho cama bebida pensar mucho más fácil aquí aterrorizado incertidumbre querer sin hogar no puede volver a la familia se sentía como bien honestamente feliz primera vez años realmente quieren tirar a la basura la situación del proceso de tratar de tratar de tratar de necesidad de hobby cosas disfrutar de tratar de poseer saber publicar saber incluso mirar aquí todo va sonidos absolutamente estúpido leer de nuevo se siente como cargaso terrible formato cansado teléfono borracho intentado matar meses atrás