relapsed im scaredover past years ive made strides therapy personal growth learning cope depressionanxiety even worked courage estrange narcissistic mother went thinking killing multiple times day thinking maybe week lately thoughts flooded back in year fucking worst america fucking worst supposed graduate college move hellhole state experience ounce freedom life feel fucking stuck think motivation strength fight anymore sense expiration date nearing soon
relapsed im scaredover past years ive made strides therapy personal growth learning cope depressionanxiety even worked courage estrange narcissistic mother went thinking killing multiple times day thinking maybe week lately thoughts flooded back in year fucking worst america fucking worst supposed graduate college move hellhole state experience ounce freedom life feel fucking stuck think motivation strength fight anymore sense expiration date nearing soon
recidiva de mi miedo en los últimos años ive made straids terapeutic personal growth learning like depressionantiety even worked coraje extrange madre narcisista se fue pensando matar varias veces día pensando tal vez semana últimamente pensamientos inundado detrás en año mierda peor América mierda peor supuesto graduado universidad movimiento hellhole experiencia estado onza libertad vida se siente jodidamente atascado pensar motivación fuerza lucha más sentido fecha de caducidad cerca pronto