know might feeling many relate to depression less half life due many different factors things happened throughout lifei used drink alcohol quite frequently even smoke lot weed however quit things completely couple months ago another journey itselfi knew indulging different substances make highdrunk pushed feelings redflag depression aside making disappear forgetting moment came back last couple months completely facing shit unable or say unwilling escape means constantly feeling want cry time little feeling want let floods real got much tension inside know potential would feel much better afterwards time feel empty cannot cry matter hard try feels like emotions somehow trapped deep inside me would need terrible reason able let go pressure instead letting go getting rid it keeps staying is really frustrating want cry cannot
know might feeling many relate to depression less half life due many different factors things happened throughout lifei used drink alcohol quite frequently even smoke lot weed however quit things completely couple months ago another journey itselfi knew indulging different substances make highdrunk pushed feelings redflag depression aside making disappear forgetting moment came back last couple months completely facing shit unable or say unwilling escape means constantly feeling want cry time little feeling want let floods real got much tension inside know potential would feel much better afterwards time feel empty cannot cry matter hard try feels like emotions somehow trapped deep inside me would need terrible reason able let go pressure instead letting go getting rid it keeps staying is really frustrating want cry cannot
Sé que podría sentir que muchos se relacionan con la depresión menos la mitad de la vida debido a muchos factores diferentes las cosas pasaron a lo largo de la vida consumo de alcohol con bastante frecuencia incluso humo mucho hierba sin embargo dejar las cosas por completo hace un par de meses otro viaje sí mismo sabía indultar diferentes sustancias hacer alta borrachera empujado sentimientos rojoflag depresión aparte hacer desaparecer momento de olvido regresó los últimos dos meses completamente frente a la mierda incapaz o decir no querer escapar significa constantemente sentir llorar tiempo poco querer dejar inundaciones real tener mucha tensión dentro saber potencial se sentiría mucho mejor después de tiempo sentirse vacío no puede llorar duramente tratar de sentir emociones de alguna manera atrapadas profundamente dentro de mí necesitaría terrible razón capaz de dejar ir la presión en lugar de dejar ir se mantiene es realmente frustrante querer llorar no puede