whenever think childhood want kill myselfi try think cant comes own always still quite often whenever wander trough city whenever working whenever sitting school whenever home always bad sometimes even good memories made friend elementary school come up usually horrible memories comes up memories father drinking beating mother memories trying force problems memories acting like clown school could least bit cope sadness despair head now early s personality fully stabilized many ways different used be thought memories would leave alone least hurt much mistaken know problem mother path father drinking smoking taking pills makes memories come huge scale know i good son something wont  never good son fine it tried spend little time home could coming home sleep weekends eat hoping would help  not now know help death even lifestyle take time all human body much durable us would thought last longer mother i want free
whenever think childhood want kill myselfi try think cant comes own always still quite often whenever wander trough city whenever working whenever sitting school whenever home always bad sometimes even good memories made friend elementary school come up usually horrible memories comes up memories father drinking beating mother memories trying force problems memories acting like clown school could least bit cope sadness despair head now early s personality fully stabilized many ways different used be thought memories would leave alone least hurt much mistaken know problem mother path father drinking smoking taking pills makes memories come huge scaleknow i good son something wont never good son fine it tried spend little time home could coming home sleep weekends eat hoping would help not now know help death even lifestyle take time all human body much durable us would thought last longer mother i want free
Cuando pienso que la infancia quiere matarme a mí mismo, intento pensar que el cant viene propio siempre muy a menudo cada vez vagando por la ciudad cada vez que trabajo cada vez que se sienta en la escuela siempre malo a veces incluso buenos recuerdos hecho amigo escuela primaria vienen recuerdos por lo general recuerdos horribles viene encima de los recuerdos padre batiendo memorias madre tratando de fuerza problemas memorias actuando como payaso escuela podría menos poco hacer frente tristeza desesperación cabeza ahora temprano personalidad totalmente estabilizado muchas maneras diferentes utilizado pensar que los recuerdos se dejarían solos menos daño mucho mal saber problema madre ruta padre fumando tomar pastillas hace recuerdos vienen enorme escalasaber i buen hijo algo no va a ser bueno hijo bien que intentó pasar poco tiempo en casa podría volver a dormir fines de semana comer con la esperanza de ayudar ahora no saber ayuda muerte incluso estilo de vida tomar tiempo todo cuerpo humano mucho durable nos pensaría más tiempo madre quiero libre