main reason continuing live anymoreive struggling self harm im point im addicted it people always say addictions stay forever always fight dont want live rest life dealing burden self harm addictions frowned upon want live judgement family people dad drug addict issues always vowed nothing like him last night realized im exactly like awful father addictions im addicted self harm dont want associated addictions drugs people think differently whole life ive always wanted kids grow main reason staying alive could kids im awful like dad kids deserve mom ive always close mom drug talks made obvious fronds upon thought self harm addiction mom thinks im screw up nothing wrong great mom reason im screw purely fault family deserve burden like that crying thought go this im selfish thinking me shows im thinking myself genuinely think deserve deserve self harm genuinely understand anyone cares anymore going die eventually kill im inevitable think might take pills soon deserve deserve pain self harm
main reason continuing live anymoreive struggling self harm im point im addictedit people always say addictions stay forever always fight dont want live rest life dealing burden self harm addictions frowned upon want live judgement family people dad drug addict issues always vowed nothing like him last night realized im exactly like awful father addictions im addicted self harm dont want associated addictions drugs people think differently whole life ive always wanted kids grow main reason staying alive could kids im awful like dad kids deserve mom ive always close mom drug talks made obvious fronds upon thought self harm addiction mom thinks im screw up nothing wrong great mom reason im screw purely fault family deserve burden like that crying thought go this im selfish thinking me shows im thinking myself genuinely think deserve deserve self harm genuinely understand anyone cares anymore going die eventually kill im inevitable think might take pills soon deserve deserve pain self harm
La razón principal de seguir viviendo más allá luchando auto daño im punto im adictos la gente siempre dicen que las adicciones permanecen para siempre lucha no quieren vivir vida descanso carga auto daño adicciones ceñoned on want vivo juicio familia personas papá adictos problemas siempre juró nada como él anoche se dio cuenta im exactamente como horrible padre adicciones im adicto auto daño no quieren adicciones asociadas drogas la gente piensa diferente vida entera siempre ha querido niños crecer principal razón de estar vivo niños im horrible como papá niños merecen mamá siempre cerca mamá charlas de drogas hizo frondas obvias sobre pensamiento auto daño adicción mamá piensa im cagar nada mal gran mamá razón im tornillo puramente culpa familia merece carga como que llorar pensamiento ir este im pensamiento egoísta me muestra im pensar genuinamente merecer auto daño realmente entender que alguien se preocupa más va a matar Im inevitable pensar podría tomar píldoras pronto merecer dolor auto daño