rock bottomthis may long understand want read im m rental manager toyota drive acura tl amenities could ever want make good money love job one semester away receiving associates computer information systems live nice place lot acquaintances aside main job also club dj side im going mention dj dealership work for sake people coming actually know meall say live north central massachusetts ive suffered depression many years count come realization reason gone relationship relationship looking happiness parents divorced period mentally conscious enough know whats going time impressionable now found many great relationships everything going perfecti find way fuck up go looking trouble start arguments cheated seen people behind backsi hated knew going become second half relationship said done im alone again sit cry regret avoided relationships sole reasonthen one day met her fell love talkingdating awhile knew one planned remember rest life asking birthday march a choice regret birthday july  everyone supposed celebrating ill weeping march   marked official start relationship things great ended back old ways cheated her never forgave me expect too september year ended me cheated back july which regret every single day life ive gone pain ive lived car dealed drugs pay rent slept floors parking lots ive much want tell anyone fell family thankfully im back lives now  lost met changed remember honestly ever really happy her im talking about oh wake stressed bills still put smile happy talking about romantic novel notebook movie unicorns shitting rainbows type happy believe it gone memories happiness replaying over professional life ever decreasing work performance toyota dwindling im late work everyday simply engaged there cut djing nonexistence  maybe  gigs month loving itnot barely  hate it hate booth seeing couples floor good time show good time torn inside ive neglecting car falling behind maintenance even cleaning it grades gone draini passed  assignments per class semester deans list  gpa last semester nowi academic standing health falling too lot cocaine drinking nonstopi drinking every single night since left september discover amex  mcvs cards running fuel selfdestruction ive hit rock bottom reddit first guys hear this best friend know itat least best guy friend became real best friend started datingevery second magic went making fun romantic comedies chick flicks living one believe amazing felti found tonight hoping never find out exclusively talking new guywithin month one good female friends whos always tried looking her broke news tonight lot connections lot underground people asked picking gun really much thought would be acted many times would it would leave short voicemail brief point would park car driveway would blow brains out information come light inclined follow through honestly sick waking hangovers waking exhausted groggy going bed night tears waking tears time let go come close faking smile im drunk want driveway let know driven to im scared it hurt long take bullet cease bodily functions whats afterlife like know do
rock bottomthis may long understand want read im m rental manager toyota drive acura tl amenities could ever want make good money love job one semester away receiving associates computer information systems live nice place lot acquaintances aside main job also club dj sideim going mention dj dealership work for sake people coming actually know meall say live north central massachusetts ive suffered depression many years count come realization reason gone relationship relationship looking happiness parents divorced period mentally conscious enough know whats going time impressionable now found many great relationships everything going perfecti find way fuck up go looking trouble start arguments cheated seen people behind backsi hated knew going become second half relationship said done im alone again sit cry regret avoided relationships sole reasonthen one day met her fell love talkingdating awhile knew one planned remember rest life asking birthday march a choice regret birthday july everyone supposed celebrating ill weeping march marked official start relationship things great ended back old ways cheated her never forgave me expect too september year ended me cheated back july which regret every single day life ive gone pain ive lived car dealed drugs pay rent slept floors parking lots ive much want tell anyone fell family thankfully im back lives now lost met changed remember honestly ever really happy her im talking about oh wake stressed bills still put smile happy talking about romantic novel notebook movie unicorns shitting rainbows type happy believe it gone memories happiness replaying over professional life ever decreasing work performance toyota dwindling im late work everyday simply engaged there cut djing nonexistence maybe gigs month loving itnot barely hate it hate booth seeing couples floor good time show good time torn inside ive neglecting car falling behind maintenance even cleaning it grades gone draini passed assignments per class semester deans list gpa last semester nowi academic standing health falling too lot cocaine drinking nonstopi drinking every single night since left september discover amex mcvs cards running fuel selfdestruction ive hit rock bottom reddit first guys hear this best friend know itat least best guy friend became real best friend started datingevery second magic went making fun romantic comedies chick flicks living one believe amazing felti found tonight hoping never find out exclusively talking new guywithin month one good female friends whos always tried looking her broke news tonight lot connections lot underground people asked picking gun really much thought would be acted many times would it would leave short voicemail brief point would park car driveway would blow brains out information come light inclined follow through honestly sick waking hangovers waking exhausted groggy going bed night tears waking tears time let go come close faking smileim drunk want driveway let know driven to im scared it hurt long take bullet cease bodily functions whats afterlife like know do
rock bottomThis may long entended want read im m rental manager toyota drive acura tl amenities podría querer hacer buen dinero trabajo de amor a un semestre de distancia recibir asociados sistemas de información informática vivir buen lugar lotes conocidos aparte trabajo principal también club dj sideim va mencionar trabajo de concesionario de dj por sake la gente que viene realmente me todos dicen vivir norte central massachusetts ive sufrido depresión muchos años cuenta venir realización razón ido relación relación buscar felicidad padres divorciado período lo suficiente saber lo que va el tiempo impresionable ahora ha encontrado muchas grandes relaciones todo va perfecto encontrar manera mierda ir buscar problemas iniciar argumentos engañados ver a personas detrás backsi odiado saber convertirse en segundo