dark memories never fadei feel like im end road last week lot secrets told anyone really dark secret ive told two people ill start saying told best friend brother at separate times raped one brothers friends   best friends response kind tell brother dont need therapy seem okay brothers response shouldnt let define person kept asking questions made feel like thought lying also told get therapy thing traumatic happened hardcore meth binge   time cant even remember first time it remember staying  hours time crawling ground flashlights looking leftover crystals smoke stealing neighbors friends fuel addiction im thankful able stop month way stopped exactly pleasant main person used tweak friend month hardcore meth binging wanted move parents start selling house told cant dont want family involved weekend came house strange dude gun asked are parents awake told asked do gun responded gun final response sprinting room full speed ransacking house well better wake do ill kill them kill parents later arrested served  months thanks california reasons pushed point fact parents  want born brother  sister   supposed done kids mother got pregnant me basically meant received little attention parents father worked night shift slept day ive never really conversation speaks primarily spanish hardly speak english never learned spanish never around him parents good people got ton debt siblings born born meant withdrew retirement funds put sister college bought car totaled car bought new one also totaled one helped buy another one bought brother two cars helped co sign last car bought  years ago time parents offered help tried getting help buy car names would let drive it live anymore still send money monthly help expenses since old father retired mom got fired job paid well  settled job  qualified for masters degree business management gets paid  dollars hour every time tell shes better shrugs tells thats job wants retire from dont resent towards parents resent towards even born first place everytime look mirror see disgusting human deserves worst life take clothes amplified disgusting body hair main subject many people grossed insulting me fucking tired everything two days ago basically ragequit whole friend circle keep fucking ditching me told bothers ditch basically laughed off point continuing im  im grunt job hardly graduated high school theres basically chance getting college teeth completely fucked spent two thousand dollars dont getting root canals pain nothing compared feel inside cant type anymore im crying point
dark memories never fadei feel like im end road last week lot secrets told anyone really dark secret ive told two people ill start saying told best friend brother at separate times raped one brothers friends best friends response kind tell brother dont need therapy seem okay brothers response shouldnt let define person kept asking questions made feel like thought lying also told get therapy thing traumatic happened hardcore meth binge time cant even remember first time it remember staying hours time crawling ground flashlights looking leftover crystals smoke stealing neighbors friends fuel addiction im thankful able stop month way stopped exactly pleasant main person used tweak friend month hardcore meth binging wanted move parents start selling house told cant dont want family involved weekend came house strange dude gun asked are parents awake told asked do gun responded gun final response sprinting room full speed ransacking house well better wake do ill kill them kill parents later arrested served months thanks california reasons pushed point fact parents want born brother sister supposed done kids mother got pregnant me basically meant received little attention parents father worked night shift slept day ive never really conversation speaks primarily spanish hardly speak english never learned spanish never around him parents good people got ton debt siblings born born meant withdrew retirement funds put sister college bought car totaled car bought new one also totaled one helped buy another one bought brother two cars helped co sign last car bought years ago time parents offered help tried getting help buy car names would let drive it live anymore still send money monthly help expenses since old father retired mom got fired job paid well settled job qualified for masters degree business management gets paid dollars hour every time tell shes better shrugs tells thats job wants retire from dont resent towards parents resent towards even born first place everytime look mirror see disgusting human deserves worst life take clothes amplified disgusting body hair main subject many people grossed insulting me fucking tired everything two days ago basically ragequit whole friend circle keep fucking ditching me told bothers ditch basically laughed off point continuing im im grunt job hardly graduated high school theres basically chance getting college teeth completely fucked spent two thousand dollars dont getting root canals pain nothing compared feel inside cant type anymore im crying point
los recuerdos oscuros nunca se desvanecen se siente como el camino final de la semana pasada lote secretos le dijo a alguien realmente oscuro secreto ive dijo a dos personas mal principio decir mejor amigo hermano en momentos separados violado un hermano amigos mejor amigos respuesta amable decirle hermano no necesita terapia parece bien hermanos respuesta no debe dejar definir persona siguió haciendo preguntas hizo sentir como mentir también dijo get terapia cosa traumático sucedió hardcore meth binge time no puede incluso recordar la primera vez que se queda horas gateando linternas terrestres mirando cristales sobrantes humo vecinos amigos adicción combustible im agradecido capaz parada mes manera parada exactamente agradable persona principal utilizado retocar amigo mes duro meth binging quería mudanza padres comienzan a vender casa le dijo no quiero familia involucrado fin de semana vino casa extraño hombre arma preguntó son padres despiertos le preguntó hacer pistola respuesta pistola final sprinting room full speed rassacking house bien mejor despertar mal matar matar a los padres más tarde arrestados