made worst decision life cannot see living ithey reddit wanted start saying always insecure never found much value person always one gorgeous friend high school always me saw ugliness always talk me fast forward year second year college decided date me seemed like dream come true happiest man alive honeymoon phase two years passed ups downs mostly ups happiest two years however clingy emotional constantly nagging doubted faithfulness reason enough done brightest light life left threw away opportunity obtaining wonderful women inside out definitely gone live regret live knowing time able attract girl league fucked up left ambition goals interests cannot see anyone future could everything was even did would never give chance like best friends years beforehand deep sense tremendous loss infinitely compounds feeling regret shame cannot take anymore someone talk me
made worst decision life cannot see living ithey reddit wanted start saying always insecure never found much value person always one gorgeous friend high school always me saw ugliness always talk me fast forward year second year college decided date me seemed like dream come true happiest man alive honeymoon phase two years passed ups downs mostly ups happiest two years however clingy emotional constantly nagging doubted faithfulness reason enough done brightest light life left threw away opportunity obtaining wonderful women inside out definitely gone live regret live knowing time able attract girl league fucked up left ambition goals interests cannot see anyone future could everything was even did would never give chance like best friends years beforehand deep sense tremendous loss infinitely compounds feeling regret shame cannot take anymore someone talk me
hecho peor decisión la vida no puede ver la vida ithey reddit quería empezar a decir siempre inseguro nunca encontró mucho valor persona siempre un magnífico amigo escuela secundaria siempre vi fealdad siempre hablarme rápido adelante año segundo año universidad decidió fecha me parecía sueño hecho realidad hombre más feliz vivo luna de miel fase dos años pasó altibajos mayormente ups más felices dos años sin embargo pegajoso emocional constantemente regañado fidelidad razón suficiente hecho brillante vida de luz dejado oportunidad desechado obtener mujeres maravillosas por dentro definitivamente ido vivir arrepentimiento vivir saber tiempo capaz atraer chica liga jodido izquierda ambición objetivos intereses no puede ver a nadie futuro podría todo se hizo nunca dar la oportunidad como mejores amigos años antes profundo sentido tremenda pérdida infinita compuestos sentimiento pena vergüenza no puede tomar más alguien me habla