againback feeling extremely suicidal again made post rdepression days ago hoping get suicidal again tried kill weeks ago not way see hospital never told anyone real life it family knows im really depressed wish could help me mother tried hard make feel little better work all many repressed memories im sick basically stuck bed cant go things yet alone go school job im alone well im alone many people around me im lonely dating guy like me left me would get better thought dragging more one made feel better miss lot  months still feel way him im tired people telling you get it telling find someone better wont never felt attracted anyone ever whole life except him leave love anymore usual breakup reason cant forget him breakup loneliness combined problems things keep getting worse day day feel lonely wish still him needed cant get alone cant much knowing nobody else give kind support knowing post replies make feel better seems impossible
againback feeling extremely suicidal again made post rdepression days ago hoping get suicidal again tried kill weeks ago not way see hospital never told anyone real life it family knows im really depressed wish could help me mother tried hard make feel little better work all many repressed memoriesim sick basically stuck bed cant go things yet alone go school job im alonewell im alone many people around meim lonely dating guy like me left me would get better thought dragging more one made feel better miss lot months still feel way himim tired people telling you get it telling find someone better wont never felt attracted anyone ever whole life except him leave love anymore usual breakup reason cant forget him breakup loneliness combined problems things keep getting worse day day feel lonely wish still him needed cant get alone cant much knowing nobody else give kind support knowing post replies make feel better seems impossible
otra vez sentirse extremadamente suicida otra vez hecho post rdepression días hace la esperanza de conseguir suicida de nuevo intentado matar semanas atrás no ver hospital nunca le dijo a nadie vida real que la familia sabe im realmente deprimido deseo podría ayudarme a hacer sentir duro hacer sentir poco mejor trabajo todos muchos recuerdos reprimidosim enfermo básicamente pegada cama no puede ir cosas todavía solo ir trabajo escolar im alonewell solo mucha gente alrededor de meim solitario chico de citas como yo me deja me haría mejor pensar arrastrando más uno hecho sentir mejor señorita mucho meses todavía sentir manera élim gente cansada que te dice que te dice encontrar a alguien mejor nunca se sintió atraído nadie nunca vida entera excepto él deja amor más habitual razón de ruptura no puede olvidarse de ruptura soledad combinada cosas que se ponen peor día se siente solo deseo todavía él necesita no puede llegar solo nadie más dar apoyo amable saber respuestas hacer sentir mejor parece imposible