ive fantasizing killing since  years old think timeim  year old girl life average honest problems worth rough mentioned ive struggled eating disorder since  suicidal thoughts around since remember theres nothing keep away mind one ever noticed that even parents like think due pretending ok skills deep know nobody really gives shit me again even parents every single decision ive made since conscious bad mental state made order get better experience happiness life nothing seems work out cant even bother fuck things theres good thing around me everything fucked already one really cares me clear know im going eventually kill myself idea how know going one way another thing haunts fact selfinduced death represent major trauma friends lives scar parents forever absolutely want that want go peace knowing one hurt process afterwards maybe life get better couple years maybe try harder therapy somethings start go right way life emotions ive dealing past couple years painful god are thing pray theres type life death aint willing breathe anymore take life distancing everyone find easier face death eventually commit it know hole text sound overwhelmingly condescending typical depressed teen im sorry cant take anymore im going wait til birthday final decision even though im  sure ill eventually kill myself thanks reading me ill let yall know
ive fantasizing killing since years old think timeim year old girl life average honest problems worth rough mentioned ive struggled eating disorder since suicidal thoughts around since remember theres nothing keep away mind one ever noticed that even parents like think due pretending ok skills deep know nobody really gives shit me again even parents every single decision ive made since conscious bad mental state made order get better experience happiness life nothing seems work out cant even bother fuck things theres good thing around me everything fucked already one really cares me clear know im going eventually kill myself idea how know going one way another thing haunts fact selfinduced death represent major trauma friends lives scar parents forever absolutely want that want go peace knowing one hurt process afterwards maybe life get better couple years maybe try harder therapy somethings start go right way life emotions ive dealing past couple years painful god are thing pray theres type life death aint willing breathe anymore take life distancing everyone find easier face death eventually commit it know hole text sound overwhelmingly condescending typical depressed teen im sorry cant take anymore im going wait til birthday final decision even though im sure ill eventually kill myself thanks reading me ill let yall know
ive fantasizing matching desde anys old think timeim year girl life problems honestos week rudo mencionado ive force worked distorsion desde alli desde acordacion de que no hay nada que mantenga alejado mente uno nunca se dio cuenta de que incluso los padres como pensar ok habilidades bien saber profundamente nadie realmente me da mierda de nuevo incluso los padres cada una de las decisiones ive hecho desde consciente mal estado mental hecho orden obtener mejor experiencia felicidad vida nada parece funcionar ni siquiera molestarse cosas buenas threas theres a mi alrededor todo lo jodido ya uno realmente me importa claro saber i va finalmente matarme idea cómo saber ir de una manera otra cosa embrutecimientos hecho muerte autoinducida representa traumas grandes amigos vidas cicatrices padres para siempre absolutamente quieren ir paz conocer un proceso de daño después tal vez la vida consigue mejor pareja años más difícil terapia cosas comienzan derecho vida emociones ive tratar pasado pareja años dios doloroso son cosa rezar allí tipo vida muerte inténto respirar más tiempo tomar vida distraer a todos encontrar cara muerte eventualmente cometerlo texto agujero sonido abrumadoramente condescedo típico adolescente deprimida