ventingso attempted redflag months ago prior wanted fulfill life experiences racked ton credit card debt international travel skydiving fancy restaurants ect intend pay off afterwards hospital  weeks even money therapy neurologist stuff ive k job past  years rent suuper expensive too got short term disability job  months starting hospital short term disability ended still energy motivation whatsoever get work done ended quitting ampxb job ton bills im sure im looking advice anything pretty obvious just stop spending much wanted vent maybe see anyone experienced anything similar before suicidal thoughts quite bit better disability debt coming back vengeance
ventingso attempted redflag months ago prior wanted fulfill life experiences racked ton credit card debt international travel skydiving fancy restaurants ect intend pay off afterwards hospital weekseven money therapy neurologist stuff ive k job past years rent suuper expensive too got short term disability job months starting hospital short term disability ended still energy motivation whatsoever get work done ended quitting ampxb job ton bills im sure im looking advice anything pretty obvious just stop spending much wanted vent maybe see anyone experienced anything similar before suicidal thoughts quite bit better disability debt coming back vengeance
ventingso intento redflag hace meses antes buscado cumplir experiencias de vida ton card deuda viajes internacionales viajes paracaidismo restaurantes de lujo ect intención pagar después de hospital semanas incluso dinero terapia cosas neurólogo uve k trabajo años pasados alquiler suuper caro demasiado consiguió corto plazo discapacidad trabajo meses inicio hospital corto plazo discapacidad terminó todavía motivación de energía cualquier cosa terminar el trabajo terminó ampxb trabajo ton facturas im seguro im buscar consejos cualquier cosa bastante obvio simplemente dejar de gastar mucho deseo ventilación tal vez ver a alguien experimentó algo similar antes pensamientos suicidas bastante mejor discapacidad deuda volver venganza