awful friendi friend school always one reasons im still alive ive done awful things know about want tell im afraid going crush me friends past betrayed im one friends feel awful want die one incidence go detail basically made mistake still feels guilty mentioned someone upset needed talk someone know do person ended cutting friendship friend mess couple months know going react way emotionally upset think rationally another incidence friend applying jobs happened apply store felt like worked together would get nothing done recommended hiring her ended getting job couple months liked better still feel guilty knew trying really hard get job kept getting rejections finally happened yesterday seeing counselor campus actually one referred really bad time really supportive even suicidal quarantine started always tells come live need to counselor seeing intern leaving end school year said would connect counselor whos great person helped lot wanted make sure fine said fine first entirely feel comfortable anything negative say feel like need keep things separate live together campus even work campus jobs need space even physical one feel horrible hes great counselor want get help needs always gives unconditional love feel like im betraying again love her like family ive never childhood abuse gut feeling keeps telling need this ive emailed feel really awful want die get away mess care anything
awful friendi friend school always one reasons im still alive ive done awful things know about want tell im afraid going crush me friends past betrayedim one friends feel awful want die one incidence go detail basically made mistake still feels guilty mentioned someone upset needed talk someone know do person ended cutting friendship friend mess couple months know going react way emotionally upset think rationally another incidence friend applying jobs happened apply store felt like worked together would get nothing done recommended hiring her ended getting job couple months liked better still feel guilty knew trying really hard get job kept getting rejections finally happened yesterday seeing counselor campus actually one referred really bad time really supportive even suicidal quarantine started always tells come live need to counselor seeing intern leaving end school year said would connect counselor whos great person helped lot wanted make sure fine said fine first entirely feel comfortable anything negative say feel like need keep things separate live together campus even work campus jobs need space even physical one feel horrible hes great counselor want get help needs always gives unconditional love feel like im betraying again love her like family ive never childhood abuse gut feeling keeps telling need this ive emailed feel really awful want die get away mess care anything
amigo horrible escuela siempre una razón i todavía vivo i ive hacer cosas horribles saber sobre querer decir me miedo ir aplastarme amigos pasado traicioné a un amigo se siente terrible querer morir una incidencia ir detalle básicamente error cometido todavía se siente culpable mencionó alguien molesto necesitaba hablar alguien sabe persona terminó de cortar amistad amigo lío un par de meses saber que va a reaccionar de manera emocional molesto pensar racionalmente otro amigo incidencia aplicación puestos de trabajo pasó Apply store se sentía como trabajar juntos no hacer nada recomendado contratarla terminó conseguir trabajo un par de meses me gustó mejor todavía sentirse culpable sabía tratando muy duro conseguir trabajo siguió recibiendo rechazos finalmente ocurrió ayer ver campus consejero en realidad uno se refiere muy mal momento realmente apoyo