started planning recently limit days talking boyfriend bursting tears easily seeing face state amp hearing cried voice breaks heart guilt trip stuff understands painit feeling  want him realized reason need reconsider suicide care afterlife family sadness painful stuff ending ed psych ward boyfriendbut still fucking hard keep living hellish torture want make crythink many relate thanks reading want kill cry
started planning recently limit days talking boyfriend bursting tears easily seeing face state amp hearing cried voice breaks heart guilt trip stuff understands painit feeling want him realized reason need reconsider suicide care afterlife family sadness painful stuff ending ed psych ward boyfriendbut still fucking hard keep living hellish torture want make crythink many relate thanks reading want kill cry
comenzó a planear recientemente límite días hablando novio quebrando lágrimas fácilmente ver cara estado amp oído voz llorado rupturas corazón culpa viaje cosas entiende dolorit sentimiento quiere se dio cuenta de la razón necesidad de reconsiderar suicidio cuidado después de la vida familia tristeza cosas dolorosas terminar ed psych Ward novio pero todavía duro seguir viviendo tortura infernal quieren hacer llorar pensar muchos relacionados gracias lectura quieren matar llorar