life decaygraduated cs degree three years ago hoping get job independent get help condition go hospital redflag plans got condition force fed everyday hospital staff awful cant disclose know treat people like learned quickly im qualified anything getting retail job became clear would start fail keep expectations left good terms work full time without freaking cutting myself cant start therapy insurance issues need order look work required job seeking help theres escaping parents theres getting access treatment im trapped way death  hour shifts life friends family endless exploitation severe suffering shortly followed death streets existing comfortable cage everyone force feeding deformity hard interacting people theyre super toxic why must me im terrible person perhaps deserve though id argue deserve far worse thanks listening aria sheher
life decaygraduated cs degree three years ago hoping get job independent get help condition go hospital redflag plans got condition force fed everyday hospital staff awful cant disclose know treat people like learned quickly im qualified anything getting retail job became clear would start fail keep expectations left good terms work full time without freaking cutting myself cant start therapy insurance issues need order look work required job seeking help theres escaping parents theres getting access treatment im trapped way death hour shifts life friends family endless exploitation severe suffering shortly followed death streets existing comfortable cage everyone force feeding deformity hard interacting people theyre super toxic why must me im terrible person perhaps deserve though id argue deserve far worse thanks listening aria sheher
vida decaimiento graduado cs grado hace tres años con la esperanza de conseguir trabajo independiente obtener ayuda condición ir hospital redflag planes consiguió la fuerza condición alimentado día a día personal hospital terrible no puede revelar saber tratar a la gente como aprendido rápidamente im cualificado cualquier cosa conseguir trabajo minorista se hizo claro empezar fallaría mantener las expectativas dejó buenos términos trabajo tiempo completo sin cortarme no puedo iniciar terapia problemas de seguro necesidad de orden buscar trabajo necesario buscar ayuda allí padres escapar de tratamientos de acceso im camino atrapado hora de la muerte turnos vida amigos familia explotación sin fin sufrimiento severo poco seguido calles muerte existente jaula cómoda todo el mundo fuerza alimentar la deformidad duro interacción personas son super tóxicos por qué debe mí persona terrible tal vez merecer aunque ID argumenta merece mucho peor gracias escuchar aria sheher