im killing september th even though im scared diei feel like im always scared kill myself ive always wanted die hands know changed mind partway id able stop it id able cut rope call ambulance puke whatever ive taken jumped bridge stepped front car would changing mind stopping dying thats scares me permanence it even though want die badly know death forever feel like can want die want dead im terrified permanent bad decision made drunk tired think thats set redflag date gives time change mind plan things way save things go pear shaped change mind im killing myself im much coward actually die make sense sound stupid
im killing september th even though im scared diei feel like im always scared kill myself ive always wanted die hands know changed mind partway id able stop it id able cut rope call ambulance puke whatever ive taken jumped bridge stepped front car would changing mind stopping dying thats scares me permanence it even though want die badly know death forever feel like can want die want deadim terrified permanent bad decision made drunk tired think thats set redflag date gives time change mind plan things way save things go pear shaped change mind im killing myselfim much coward actually die make sense sound stupid
I Mating September th a pesar de que im miedo diei se siente como im miedo me mata a mí mismo ive siempre quería morir manos saber cambio de mente id id capaz de detenerlo id cortar cuerda llamada ambulancia vomito cualquier ive tomado puente saltó paso adelante coche cambiaría la mente dejar de morir eso me asusta permanencia a pesar de querer morir mal saber la muerte para siempre se siente como puede querer morir deadim terrorizado permanente mala decisión hecho borracho cansado pensar que se establece fecha bandera roja da tiempo cambio de mente cosas manera de salvar las cosas van pera forma cambio de mente im matar a mí mismoim mucho cobarde morir realmente hacer sentido sonido estúpido