im scaredthrowaway account obvious reasons ive depressed since march causes revolving door problems ive open school church family roommates girlfriend it school tried help much me roommate helped tremendously best friend girlfriend ive moved back home semester far away them depression led struggle classes point may failing fail though parents basically turn back me feelings inadequacy anxiety future plagued mind nonstop ive semisuicidal thoughts whole time girlfriend knew them she roommate best friend as well religious convictions enough keep now seemed like thoughts going away end semester drew closer parents freaked possibility failing fail ill  debt job degree family willing help me ill proven much failure ive always thought was honestly cant see reason keep going cant even see could wanted to scares that first time life actually started researching ways commit act started developing preferences decided it would want clean so one clean huge mess want family ones find body first im terrified thoughts even come mind thing keeping thought never seeing love life one last time
im scaredthrowaway account obvious reasons ive depressed since march causes revolving door problems ive open school church family roommates girlfriend it school tried help much me roommate helped tremendously best friend girlfriend ive moved back home semester far away them depression led struggle classes point may failing fail though parents basically turn back me feelings inadequacy anxiety future plagued mind nonstop ive semisuicidal thoughts whole time girlfriend knew them she roommate best friend as well religious convictions enough keep now seemed like thoughts going away end semester drew closer parents freaked possibility failing failill debt job degree family willing help me ill proven much failure ive always thought was honestly cant see reason keep going cant even see could wanted to scares that first time life actually started researching ways commit act started developing preferences decided it would want clean so one clean huge mess want family ones find body first im terrified thoughts even come mind thing keeping thought never seeing love life one last time
Im shumedthrowaway cuenta obvia razones ive deprimido desde marcha causas puerta giratoria problemas ive escuela escuela familia compañeros de cuarto novia ella escuela trató de ayudar mucho yo compañero de cuarto ayudó tremendamente mejor amigo novia ive se mudó de vuelta a casa semestre lejos ellos depresión condujo lucha clases punto puede fallar fracaso aunque los padres básicamente volver atrás mis sentimientos insuficiencia ansiedad futuro mente plagada sin parar pensamientos semisuicidas vida todo el tiempo novia sabía que ella compañero de cuarto mejor amigo así convicciones religiosas mantener ahora parecía como pensamientos yendo fuera final semestre se acercó padres más cerca posibilidad fracaso fallida deuda trabajo grado familia querer ayudarme mal probado mucho fracaso siempre pensé que era honestamente no puedo ver razón seguir adelante cant incluso ver podría querer asustarse que la primera vez que la vida comenzó a investigar formas de comisión acto comenzó a desarrollar preferencias decidió que querría limpiar así que un desastre enorme limpio quiere familia encontrar cuerpo primero im pensamientos aterrorizados incluso venir mente cosa mantener pensamiento nunca ver vida amor una última vez