ive lost motivation idea doim  m high school clue want do cant define single hobby own cant find motivation stuff future close falling apart know myself school luckily counting marks since onset pandemic march but im fearful everything fall apart soon go back school one friends trying hook guy started texting him like like him though keep pushing away fear burden lowkey friendzoned myself haha exchange program germany  barring fucking virus cant even find motivation study german though would open opportunities future know best nothing watch youtube  hours day sleep barely eat and cut myself im blank ive lost motivation im seriously considering offing every week fuck do please help really know go do sorry rambling know say do ask questions need clarification ill try answer
ive lost motivation idea doim m high school clue want do cant define single hobby own cant find motivation stuff future close falling apart know myself school luckily counting marks since onset pandemic march but im fearful everything fall apart soon go back school one friends trying hook guy started texting him like like him though keep pushing away fear burden lowkey friendzoned myself haha exchange program germany barring fucking virus cant even find motivation study german though would open opportunities future know best nothing watch youtube hours day sleep barely eat and cut myself im blankive lost motivation im seriously considering offing every week fuck do please help really know go do sorry rambling know say do ask questions need clarification ill try answer
ive perdido motivación idea doim m escuela secundaria pista querer no puede definir un solo hobby propio no puede encontrar motivación cosas futuro cerca desmoronarse conocer yo escuela afortunadamente contar marcas desde inicio pandemia marcha pero im miedo todo se desmoronan pronto volver a la escuela un amigo tratando de gancho chico comenzó a enviar mensajes como él aunque sigue empujando lejos carga de miedo lowkey friendzoned yo mismo haha programa de intercambio alemán salvo maldito virus cant incluso encontrar motivación estudio alemán aunque abriría oportunidades en el futuro saber mejor nada ver youtube horas de sueño apenas comer y cortarme im blankive perdido motivación im seriamente considerando offing cada semana mierda por favor ayudar a saber realmente hacer lo siento divagar saber decir hacer preguntas aclaraciones mal tratar de responder