overweight anxiety body issues good enough acceptable reason want kill myselfim curious guys think context  im  m senior high school overweight since  years old im  cm weigh  kg fat cant remember time life didnt bulging belly manboobs affected severe depression confidence issues anxiety im overachiever  achieved every goal ive set fact gotten fit lean trying  years makes feel like complete failure makes ashamed even public theres mantra repeated year fight happiness failed so feel like deserve happy hence deserve life itself feel like ive missed many things highschool due low confidence shit body im terrified happen university day first day uni gets closer feel pressure anxiety getting worse
overweight anxiety body issues good enough acceptable reason want kill myselfim curious guys think context im m senior high school overweight since years old im cm weigh kg fat cant remember time life didnt bulging belly manboobs affected severe depression confidence issues anxiety im overachiever achieved every goal ive set fact gotten fit lean trying years makes feel like complete failure makes ashamed even public theres mantra repeated year fight happiness failed so feel like deserve happy hence deserve life itself feel like ive missed many things highschool due low confidence shit body im terrified happen university day first day uni gets closer feel pressure anxiety getting worse
Ansiedad sobrepeso problemas del cuerpo lo suficientemente buena razón aceptable quieren matar a mí mismoim curioso chicos piensan contexto im m senior escuela secundaria sobrepeso desde años de edad im cm peso kg grasa no puedo recordar tiempo vida no abultado vientre manboobs afectados depresión grave problemas de confianza ansiedad im sobreachiever logrado cada objetivo ive set hecho hecho conseguido ajuste magra tratando años hace sentir como completo fracaso hace sentir vergüenza incluso público teres mantra lucha año repetido felicidad fracaso así se siente como merecer feliz por lo tanto merecer la vida se siente como ive faltado muchas cosas escuela secundaria debido baja confianza mierda cuerpo im Aterrado suceder universidad primer día uni se acerca sentir presión ansiedad cada vez peor