push people away hurt anyonefor almost whole time ive actively suicidal thing keeping friends ones id never want hurt every time try kill myself get overwhelmed guilt sorrow id leave wake time depression pushed everyone loved away times happens own like girlfriend becoming ever distant however times tell im intentionally pissing people off cold ignoring loved most ive literally made new friends since started ive reached nobody want hurt people im already going to good days fear ill push last friend away next attempt make nothing holding back deep down im glad going nobody finally lay rest
push people away hurt anyonefor almost whole time ive actively suicidal thing keeping friends ones id never want hurt every time try kill myself get overwhelmed guilt sorrow id leave wake time depression pushed everyone loved away times happens own like girlfriend becoming ever distant however times tell im intentionally pissing people off cold ignoring loved most ive literally made new friends since started ive reached nobody want hurt people im already going to good days fear ill push last friend away next attempt make nothing holding back deep down im glad going nobody finally lay rest
Empujar a la gente lejos lastimar a cualquiera durante casi todo el tiempo live activamente suicida cosa manteniendo amigos que los id nunca quieren daño cada vez que intenten matarme me abruman culpa dolor id dejar vela tiempo depresión empujado todo el mundo amado lejos tiempos pasa propia como novia siempre distante sin embargo los tiempos dicen intencionalmente mear a la gente fuera frío ignorando más live literalmente hecho nuevos amigos desde que comenzó ive nadie quiere lastimar a la gente ya voy a buenos días miedo mal empujar último amigo lejos intento hacer nada contención en el fondo me alegro de ir nadie finalmente descansar