fuck shit im finally doneim ending it ive going bullshit day day every single motherfucking day life cry every morning wake up cry day find place alone cry sleep every night friends friends year sociable people want hang me mom verbally psychologically abusive job hates threatens fire time would bills pay pay nowhere go one go to trying make brownies earlier spilled little bit chocolate counter maybe size quarter mom went apeshit telling need take cooking class calling fucking retard saying what deserve child theres chocolate everywhere counter paper towels sink none bullshit fucking true neat freak im slob always try let bother me fuck fucking bothers enough ive decided end life hears crying says fuck you continue cry takes car keys away by force fight her take cell phone away probably try choke done before im  years old already feel old this tired feel like im  im tearing afraid cry making harder hold in always kinda felt bad thinking killing thinking family would miss me maybe will maybe mom miserable forever want mom always tells family members horrible person lie steal horrible things never done life lies faces front me get lectured every time see something stupid mom told did fuck all fuck everything want open space another child grow decent life theres many people planet anyway thanks listening
fuck shit im finally doneim ending it ive going bullshit day day every single motherfucking day life cry every morning wake up cry day find place alone cry sleep every night friends friends year sociable people want hang me mom verbally psychologically abusive job hates threatens fire time would bills pay pay nowhere go one go to trying make brownies earlier spilled little bit chocolate counter maybe size quarter mom went apeshit telling need take cooking class calling fucking retard saying what deserve child theres chocolate everywhere counter paper towels sink none bullshit fucking true neat freak im slob always try let bother me fuck fucking bothers enough ive decided end life hears crying says fuck you continue cry takes car keys away by force fight her take cell phone away probably try choke done before im years old already feel old this tired feel like im im tearing afraid cry making harder hold in always kinda felt bad thinking killing thinking family would miss me maybe will maybe mom miserable forever want mom always tells family members horrible person lie steal horrible things never done life lies faces front me get lectured every time see something stupid mom told did fuck all fuck everything want open space another child grow decent life theres many people planet anyway thanks listening
mierda mierda im finalmente dodeim terminar ive ir mierda día día cada día mierda día llorar cada mañana despertar llanto día encontrar lugar solo llorar dormir cada noche amigos amigos año sociable gente quiere colgarme mamá verbalmente abuso psicológico trabajo odios amenaza fuego tiempo pagaría cuentas pagar a ninguna parte ir uno va a tratar de hacer brownies antes derramado poco mostrador de chocolate tal vez tamaño cuarto mamá fue apeshit diciendo necesidad de cocinar clase llamar maldito retrasado diciendo lo que merece niño allí chocolate en todas partes mostrador papel toallas fregadero ninguna mierda mierda verdadero freak freak im slob tratar de molestarme mierda mierda molesta lo suficiente ive decidido fin de la vida oye llorar dice