cannot stand existing always problems depression since young mental state bad amp want bother anyone motivation goals anything family loves much amp currently living bf wich love much pets feel horrible every day hate waking every morning go work amp take shit people enough money pay stuff  bf pays mostly everything since quit last jobs since tired sexually harrased paid good stayed  years hate looking mirror cry hate body hate skin hate nice people treating like shit noticing even there hate pushing better yeah sorry random rant wanting people know exist even this going enjoy last day spend bf gets home work tomorrow hang room  life get better going end tomorrow
cannot stand existing always problems depression since young mental state bad amp want bother anyone motivation goals anything family loves much amp currently living bf wich love much pets feel horrible every day hate waking every morning go work amp take shit people enough money pay stuff bf pays mostly everything since quit last jobs since tired sexually harrased paid good stayed years hate looking mirror cry hate body hate skin hate nice people treating like shit noticing even there hate pushing betteryeah sorry random rant wanting people know exist even this going enjoy last day spend bf gets home work tomorrow hang room life get better going end tomorrow
no puede soportar siempre los problemas existentes depresión ya joven estado mental mal amp quiere molestar a alguien motivación objetivos nada familia ama mucho amp actualmente vivir bf que amor mucho mascotas se sienten horrible cada día odio despertar cada mañana ir trabajo amp tomar mierda gente suficiente dinero pagar cosas bf paga sobre todo desde dejar los últimos trabajos desde cansado sexualmente harrased pagado bien estancia años odio mirar espejo llorar odio cuerpo odio piel buena gente tratar como mierda notando incluso odio empujar mejor síah lamenta rant querer gente saber existir incluso este va a disfrutar el último día pasar bf consigue trabajo en casa mañana cuelga vida habitación conseguir mejor va a terminar mañana