struggling high functioning depressionits weird days im fine happy fine bad days shit start feeling suicidal again tonight one nights sleep hours skip bathing school therefore one thinks im struggling naturally force happy around others dare burden shit never ask people help one wants hear ramblings feel shitty even though good family friends constantly distracted video games music something prevent silence im online late hours night pass exhaustion reason descended complete apathy want disappoint parents already have ive already go therapy past play sports instruments grades even starting slip away gone ill nothing left one days theyre gonna find dead would fault much coward ask help
struggling high functioning depressionits weird days im fine happy fine bad days shit start feeling suicidal again tonight one nights sleep hours skip bathing school therefore one thinks im struggling naturally force happy around others dare burden shit never ask people help one wants hear ramblings feel shitty even though good family friends constantly distracted video games music something prevent silence im online late hours night pass exhaustion reason descended complete apathy want disappoint parents already have ive already go therapy past play sports instruments grades even starting slip away gone ill nothing left one days theyre gonna find dead would fault much coward ask help
lucha contra la depresión de alto funcionamiento sus días raros im fine feliz bien malos días mierda comienza a sentirse suicida de nuevo esta noche una noche horas de sueño saltarse la escuela por lo tanto uno piensa im lucha naturalmente fuerza feliz alrededor de otros se atreven carga mierda nunca pedir a la gente ayuda uno quiere divagaciones escuchar se siente mierda a pesar de buenos amigos de la familia constantemente distraídos video juegos música algo evitar silencio im en línea tarde horas noche pasar agotamiento razón descendió completa apatía quieren decepcionar padres ya han pasado de terapia jugar instrumentos deportivos grados incluso empezando escabullirse ido mal nada izquierda un día que van a encontrar muerto culpa mucho cobarde pedir ayuda