struggling long never able venti loathe hopelessly unhappy want die that like cruel joke tell anyone low ostracized berated guilt tripped how selfish am met empathy world keeps selfishly saying dont want die piece shit coward miraculously wonders depressed people reach out ive talked friends just stop depressed dude ive talked therapists years take lots drugs admit super depressed ruin life flag dangerous person theres one talk to talking literally makes worse seems reason besides fear going hell killed know mom would die grief mom managed get diagnosed cancer bit tick get lyme disease get bit brown recluse spider one day considering recovering breaking legs arm feet accident still cant recover partner  years telling go kill think hold much longer cant help see life sick comedy terrible is laugh world laughs you cry cry alone guess wanted rant talk myself sorry bother annoy anyone
struggling long never able venti loathe hopelessly unhappy want die that like cruel joke tell anyone low ostracized berated guilt tripped how selfish am met empathy world keeps selfishly saying dont want die piece shit coward miraculously wonders depressed people reach out ive talked friends just stop depressed dude ive talked therapists years take lots drugs admit super depressed ruin life flag dangerous person theres one talk to talking literally makes worse seems reason besides fear going hell killed know mom would die grief mom managed get diagnosed cancer bit tick get lyme disease get bit brown recluse spider one day considering recovering breaking legs arm feet accident still cant recover partner years telling go kill think hold much longer cant help see life sick comedy terrible is laugh world laughs you cry cry alone guess wanted rant talk myself sorry bother annoy anyone
luchando por mucho tiempo nunca capaz venti odio irremediablemente infeliz querer morir que como broma cruel decirle a alguien baja ostracizada censura culpa tropezado cómo egoísta soy conocido empatía mundo sigue diciendo egoístamente no quiero morir pedazo mierda cobarde milagrosamente maravillas deprimidos gente llegar a los amigos hablados sólo parar deprimido tío ive hablado terapeutas años toman muchas drogas admitir súper deprimido arruinar vida bandera peligrosa persona allí uno habla a hablar literalmente hace peor parece razón además de miedo ir al infierno asesinado saber mamá morir dolor mamá logró diagnosticar cáncer tic tic conseguir tic tic conseguir type tic get bit marrón recluse araña un día considerando recuperación quebradura piernas pies accidente todavía no puede recuperar pareja años diciendo matar pensar mantener mucho más tiempo no puede ayudar a ver la vida enfermo comedia terrible es risas mundo llanto llora solo adivinar quería hablar mal yo mismo molesto molestar molestar a alguien