never behaved like this clue happening really scared mind spiraling really dark place beginning overthink everything nothing makes sense anymore useless boring human ever existed planet feel fucking isolated everyone everything like even really here feel like someone living life instead me everyone pretends care really give fuck could trust people cannot even trust myself sabotaging happiness making things worse fucking thoughts promised would never try hurt yet am knife hand cuts bruises body feel like turning completely fucking insane idk do idk distract myself make stop want stop thinking miss numb think turning insane
never behaved like this clue happening really scared mind spiraling really dark place beginning overthink everything nothing makes sense anymore useless boring human ever existed planet feel fucking isolated everyone everything like even really here feel like someone living life instead me everyone pretends care really give fuck could trust people cannot even trust myself sabotaging happiness making things worse fucking thoughts promised would never try hurt yet am knife hand cuts bruises body feel like turning completely fucking insane idk do idk distract myself make stop want stop thinking miss numb think turning insane
Nunca se comportó como esta pista sucediendo realmente miedo mente espiral realmente lugar oscuro empezando sobre pensar todo nada tiene sentido más inútil aburrido humano nunca existió planeta sentirse jodidamente aislado todo el mundo como incluso realmente aquí sentir como alguien viviendo la vida en lugar de mí todo el mundo finge que le importa realmente dar mierda podría confiar en la gente no puede incluso confiar en mí mismo saboteando felicidad haciendo cosas peores maldito pensamientos prometidos nunca intentaría lastimarme aún así cuchillo cortes de mano magulladuras cuerpo se siente como volverse completamente loco idk do idk distraer a mí mismo hacer dejar de querer dejar de pensar señorita entumecida pensar volverse loco