fucking point anymoresaw got post twitter day thought id give go know live anymore see point purpose life little things get happy anymore nothing seems make day give reason go on injured back couple months back seems like everything gone downhill there cant help anymore cant exercise cope stress injury weight ballooned kg kg hurts lot worked hard get kg kg seems like alll effort gone drain started losing hair well bugs much cant deal going bald now im  going bald would disastrous started care personal image started losing weight hair became important aspect first time life age  started grooming daily became much larger part ever thought would losing hair soul crushing family life mess mums religious personally believe im atheist not one psycho poor language removed tells everyone god real every time meet them hard constantly barraged negative comments beliefs still come rest family friends point gonna happen find joy life anymore little things like able listen music go short walk made happy past cant even enjoy things without pain hair loss makes scared go im selfconscious hair deal everyone staring me cant go gym lift weights hours like used to cant hit bench tbar rows exercise made say you purpose today life mundane sense cant explain happy quote oasis the little things make happy right im reduced physio exercises make feel like incompetent paraplegic fuckwit exercises simple boggles mind cant pain free months back exercising minimum  times week fasted cardio weight training later day cant even walk painfree let alone anything else cant little things anymore also see friends enjoying life studying working conscripted side note theres conscription country cant things well conscripted back injury according md there might need surgery surgery scare me actually look forward means get back  right even poor language removed letter appointment simply told wait poor language removed letter appointment date right life absolute limbo cant anything right now pain help well call stubborn hate rely painkillers wanna create dependency drugs doc also prescribed tranxene months back poor language removed mood also use much either effects minuscule best right now typing kinda cathartic even little thanks anyone bothered read thanks anyone bothers reply
fucking point anymoresaw got post twitter day thought id give go know live anymore see point purpose life little things get happy anymore nothing seems make day give reason go on injured back couple months back seems like everything gone downhill there cant help anymore cant exercise cope stress injury weight ballooned kg kg hurts lot worked hard getkg kg seems like alll effort gone drain started losing hair well bugs much cant deal going bald now im going bald would disastrous started care personal image started losing weight hair became important aspect first time life age started grooming daily became much larger part ever thought would losing hair soul crushing family life mess mums religious personally believe im atheist not one psycho poor language removed tells everyone god real every time meet them hard constantly barraged negative comments beliefs still come rest family friends point gonna happen find joy life anymore little things like able listen music go short walk made happy past cant even enjoy things without pain hair loss makes scared go im selfconscious hair deal everyone staring me cant go gym lift weights hours like used to cant hit bench tbar rows exercise made say you purpose today life mundane sense cant explain happy quote oasis the little things make happyright im reduced physio exercises make feel like incompetent paraplegic fuckwit exercises simple boggles mind cant pain free months back exercising minimum times week fasted cardio weight training later day cant even walk painfree let alone anything else cant little things anymore also see friends enjoying life studying working conscripted side note theres conscription country cant things well conscripted back injury according md there might need surgery surgery scare me actually look forward means get back right even poor language removed letter appointment simply told wait poor language removed letter appointment date right life absolute limbo cant anything right now pain help well call stubborn hate rely painkillers wanna create dependency drugs doc also prescribed tranxene months back poor language removed mood also use much either effects minuscule best right now typing kinda cathartic even little thanks anyone bothered read thanks anyone bothers reply
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