see genuine reason exist anymorei dont want exist every day consists either embarrassing reminded truly inferior compared around get miserable passing day oftentimes force stay standing literally collapse giving entirely cant find enjoyment anything hobby pastime desperately distract long enough dont remember absolutely fucking helpless truly am futurewise nothing look forward to live bloated egotistical country dying economy repeatedly told every single person know grateful suck up ever feel anger often exploding smallest inconvenience dont feel anger feel either nothing allconsuming despair longer go worse feel would mercy died quietly corner dorm instead forcing stay awake ive tried therapy medication never anything frankly dont want anything would happier couldnt remember anything
see genuine reason exist anymorei dont want exist every day consists either embarrassing reminded truly inferior compared around get miserable passing day oftentimes force stay standing literally collapse giving entirely cant find enjoyment anything hobby pastime desperately distract long enough dont remember absolutely fucking helpless truly am futurewise nothing look forward to live bloated egotistical country dying economy repeatedly told every single person know grateful suck up ever feel anger often exploding smallest inconvenience dont feel anger feel either nothing allconsuming despair longer go worse feel would mercy died quietly corner dorm instead forcing stay awake ive tried therapy medication never anything frankly dont want anything would happier couldnt remember anything
ver razón verdadera existe ya no quiero existir todos los días consiste en o bien embarazoso recordado realmente inferior comparado alrededor conseguir miserable pasando día a menudo fuerza permanecer de pie literalmente colapso dando completamente no puedo encontrar disfrute cualquier pasatiempo pasatiempo distraer desesperadamente tiempo suficiente no recuerdo absolutamente indefensa realmente soy futuro nada espera para vivir hinchado país egoísta economía moribundo repetidamente dicho cada persona sabe agradecido chupar siempre sentir ira a menudo explosión menor inconveniente no siento cólera sentir o nada todo lo que consume desesperación más tiempo ir peor sentir misericordia murió tranquilamente dormitorio en la esquina en lugar de obligar a permanecer despierto ive probado terapia medicación nunca nada francamente no quiero nada más feliz no podría recordar nada