 whole life bsim turning  days cant believe held long arms hurt lot due last bout self harm recall year ago said get therapy  weeks id dead well didnt tried know ill try again bpd hard live keep giving medication sometimes helps deny im childish enough to bad dreams sleeping withdrawal pain ive telling nearly  years want therapy want talk ive through went gifted talented college university drop out mistakes ive made cant handle no say theyre scared ill kill bring someone im also going kill dont go every day head alone want professional listen helo never do fucking want reach  want to
whole life bsim turning days cant believe held long arms hurt lot due last bout self harm recall year ago said get therapy weeksid dead well didnt tried know ill try again bpd hard live keep giving medication sometimes helps deny im childish enough to bad dreams sleeping withdrawal pain ive telling nearly years want therapy want talk ive through went gifted talented college university drop out mistakes ive made cant handle no say theyre scared ill kill bring someone im also going kill dont go every day head alone want professional listen helo never do fucking want reach want to
vida entera bsim dando vueltas días no puedo creer sostenido brazos largos dolor mucho debido último ataque auto daño recordar hace un año, dijo conseguir terapia semanasid muerto bien no se intentó mal intentar otra vez bpd duro vivir seguir dando medicamentos a veces ayuda a negar im infantil suficiente a malos sueños sueño abstinencia dolor ive decir casi años quieren terapia quieren hablar a través de talentoso talento universidad dejar de lado errores ive made cant manage no dicen que están asustados mal matar llevar a alguien im también va matar no ir todos los días solo la cabeza quieren profesional escuchar helo nunca quieren llegar quieren