meim  people outside probably wouldnt able tell feel tbis way im glad want parents friends happy memorys  ive struggling depression since  got bullied lot school way looked really didnt many friends built terrible social anxiety  trust general skills  continued friends really  hit puberty people started talking cinfused now someone said glow stupid shit like people cheered depressed round year later started self harming harmed aroujfvweird plsces going gym lot time blamed scars stretch marks muscle growth continued  shit started kick started get really bad body dismorphia seeing ugly lump lard every tine looked mirror even tho im v good shape ik still look mirror look fat weird im  im confused  body gross scars ive started lose hair due genetics meds slow give awful side affects cant take tbink final straw tured going gym eating healthy still slightly chubby im unhappy everything pillows stained tears every night im tired feeling way used worry parents would react im sorry love people love mental pain much im suffering live even pass life
meim people outside probably wouldnt able tell feel tbis way im glad want parents friends happy memorys ive struggling depression since got bullied lot school way looked really didnt many friends built terrible social anxiety trust general skills continued friends really hit puberty people started talking cinfused now someone said glow stupid shit like people cheered depressed round year later started self harming harmed aroujfvweird plsces going gym lot time blamed scars stretch marks muscle growth continued shit started kick started get really bad body dismorphia seeing ugly lump lard every tine looked mirror even tho im v good shape ik still look mirror look fatweirdim im confused body gross scars ive started lose hair due genetics meds slow give awful side affects cant take tbink final straw tured going gym eating healthy still slightly chubby im unhappy everything pillows stained tears every night im tired feeling way used worry parents would react im sorry love people love mental pain much im suffering live even pass life
meim gente fuera probablemente no podría decir feel tbis way im feliz want padres amigos feliz memorias ive forceking depression desde got bullied lot school way lused really didt muchos amigos construyeron terrible ansiedad social confianza habilidades generales continua amigos realmente golpearon pubertad gente comenzó a hablar cinfuse ahora alguien dijo brillo mierda estúpida como la gente animado depresión año después comenzó auto daño aroujfvweird plsces ir gimnasio mucho tiempo culpado cicatrices estiramiento marcas músculo crecimiento continuo mierda comenzó patada comenzó conseguir realmente mal cuerpo dismorfia ver feo grumo de cerdo cada espejo mirado hasta tho im v buena forma ik todavía mirar espejo mirada fatweirdim im cuerpo confundido cicatrices groseras ive comenzó a perder el cabello debido a genética meds lento dar horrible lado afectos no puede tomar tbink paja final tured ir gimnasio comer saludable todavía ligeramente gordito im infeliz todo almohadas manchado lágrimas cada noche im cansado sentir manera utilizado preocupación padres reaccionarían im amor personas amor dolor mental mucho sufrimiento vida incluso pasar la vida