know live sober throw away account going written like slop would like apologize first that abusing drugs alcohol since   feel like cannot deal life sober state started using heroin two years ago bi polar young lady needed put manic mind rest amazing although using lot less due resent overdose substituted alcohol pills again matter always self harming myself whether drugs cutting starving always need harm body cannot cope taking advice reading here past  months keep telling kill today ill wait till tomorrow weekend see feel im end cant keep going tried get help many times clinics hospitals never seem help resent doctor drop health insurance dropped me stop taking meds last summer due well poor student medical bills overdoses attempts even process mother kicked recently bare watch anymore cant even talk really fathers passing anyway even want die feel to cant live like anymore thank reading
know live sober throw away account going written like slop would like apologize first that abusing drugs alcohol since feel like cannot deal life sober state started using heroin two years ago bi polar young lady needed put manic mind rest amazing although using lot less due resent overdose substituted alcohol pills again matter always self harming myself whether drugs cutting starving always need harm body cannot cope taking advice reading here past months keep telling kill today ill wait till tomorrow weekend see feel im end cant keep going tried get help many times clinics hospitals never seem help resent doctor drop health insurance dropped me stop taking meds last summer due well poor student medical bills overdoses attempts even process mother kicked recently bare watch anymore cant even talk really fathers passing anyway even want die feel to cant live like anymore thank reading
saber vida sobria tirar cuenta va escrito como slop quisiera pedir disculpas primero que abusar de las drogas alcohol ya se siente como no puede lidiar con la vida estado sobrio comenzó a usar heroína hace dos años bi polar joven señora necesitaba poner manía mente descanso increíble aunque el uso de mucho menos debido resentimiento sobredosis sustituido píldoras de alcohol de nuevo importa siempre autolesionismo si las drogas cortar hambre siempre necesita daño cuerpo no puede hacer frente a la lectura aquí meses pasados seguir diciendo matar hoy mal esperar hasta mañana fin de semana see feel im end no puedo seguir tratando conseguir ayuda muchas veces clínicas hospitales nunca parece ayuda resentido doctor gota seguro de salud me dejó dejar de tomar medicamentos el verano pasado debido a los pobres estudiantes facturas médicas intentos de sobredosis incluso proceso madre pateado recientemente reloj desnudo ya no puede hablar realmente padres pasando de todos modos incluso quiero morir sentirse no puede vivir como más gracias lectura