cannot handle cannot know point dropped going school forfew years last every single friend ever family never talks know nothing push everyone away cannot handle around people dread going alway smile make stupid jokes soon get back room sit dark put something tv time something animated since feels like break reality lay day night feeling empty randomly crying tried cutting self nothing put scars attempted times times nothing made feel like shit think going end soon complete something bucket list cannot handle one talk last years even text ever phone point search something never hour day trying get job save money thing end motivated see self hating everything liked feeling like even family seem like stranger kept trying tell self young understand anything drugs causing stopped nothing change going th grade parents going make like make th cannot even recconect old freinds since moved deleted contact information sorry rumbling doubt anyone cares read wanted something somewhere proves existed getting left behind
cannot handle cannot know point dropped going school forfew years last every single friend ever family never talks know nothing push everyone away cannot handle around people dread going alway smile make stupid jokes soon get back room sit dark put something tv time something animated since feels like break reality lay day night feeling empty randomly crying tried cutting self nothing put scars attempted times times nothing made feel like shit think going end soon complete something bucket list cannot handle one talk last years even text ever phone point search something never hour day trying get job save money thing end motivated see self hating everything liked feeling like even family seem like stranger kept trying tell self young understand anything drugs causing stopped nothing change going th grade parents going make like make th cannot even recconect old freinds since moved deleted contact information sorry rumbling doubt anyone cares read wanted something somewhere proves existed getting left behind
No puedo manejar no puedo saber punto abandonado ir a la escuela durante pocos años últimos cada amigo nunca habla familia nunca sabe nada empujar a todo el mundo lejos no puede manejar alrededor de la gente miedo ir siempre sonrisa hacer chistes estúpidos pronto volver habitación sentarse oscuro poner algo TV tiempo algo animado desde se siente como romper realidad yacía noche sentir vacío llanto al azar intentó cortarse a sí mismo nada puso cicatrices intentos veces nada hizo sentir como mierda pensar que va a terminar pronto algo cubo lista no puede manejar una charla los últimos años incluso texto punto de búsqueda algo nunca hora tratar de conseguir trabajo fin de dinero motivación ver auto odio todo le gustaba sentir como incluso familia parece como extraño seguir tratando de decir a sí mismo joven entender cualquier droga que causaba ningún cambio que los padres van a hacer como hacer th no puede ni siquiera reconocer viejos freinds desde trasladados información de contacto lamenta rumia duda alguien se preocupa quería algo que existe