want die want leave friends grievingive always problems happiness im  cant remember properly happy since parents divorced happened  moved city went new school got bullied everything shit always sad finally switched school environment happy  soon became happy normal person home life went shit mum stepdad getting fucking smashed far much recently get shit realised coke next  year probably best since young shit home school going well  space  months stepad assaulted twice police involved second time hit stop called police decided press charge mental state spiralled downwards home life got much worse happened  months ago immidiately went period low thoughts feeling unsafe home mum backed me got better last summer worried school friends day happy however last   months worse ever think killing myself bad home relationships making feel unwanted although lots close friends feel much burden ones trust talk to ones dont trust enough scared think crazy tell feel know ever kill cause love friends much them hate living know carry on schoolwork suffering cause sit night nothing ever since ive feelings ive experimenting drugs recently scared advances never stop
want die want leave friends grievingive always problems happiness im cant remember properly happy since parents divorced happened moved city went new school got bullied everything shit always sad finally switched school environment happy soon became happy normal person home life went shit mum stepdad getting fucking smashed far much recently get shit realised coke next year probably best since young shit home school going well space months stepad assaulted twice police involved second time hit stop called police decided press charge mental state spiralled downwards home life got much worse happened months ago immidiately went period low thoughts feeling unsafe home mum backed me got better last summer worried school friends day happy however last months worse ever think killing myself bad home relationships making feel unwanted although lots close friends feel much burden ones trust talk to ones dont trust enough scared think crazy tell feel know ever kill cause love friends much them hate living know carry on schoolwork suffering cause sit night nothing ever since ive feelings ive experimenting drugs recently scared advances never stop
Quiero morir quiero quiero dejar amigos tristes siempre problemas felicidad no puedo recordar adecuadamente feliz desde padres divorciados pasó ciudad fue nueva escuela fue acosado todo mierda siempre triste finalmente cambió ambiente escolar feliz pronto se convirtió en feliz persona normal casa vida fue mierda mamá padrastro follando ser destrozado mucho mucho recientemente conseguir mierda realizado coca el año que viene probablemente mejor desde joven mierda casa escuela va bien espacio meses stepad agredido dos veces policía implicado segundo golpe parada llamada policía decidió carga de prensa mental estado en espiral hacia abajo casa vida se puso mucho peor pasó hace meses inmediatamente fue período pensamientos bajos sentirse inseguro hogar mamá me respaldó mejor el verano pasado amigos de la escuela preocupado día feliz sin embargo los últimos meses peor nunca pensar matarme mala casa relaciones haciendo sentirse no deseados aunque muchos amigos cercanos sienten mucha carga uno confía hablar con los que no confían bastante miedo pensar loco decir sentir saber matar causa amor amigos mucho ellos odian vivir llevar en el trabajo escolar sufrimiento causa sentarse noche nada desde siempre desde ive sentimientos ive experimentar drogas recientemente avances asustados nunca dejar de parar