want face struggles life anymore im scared call wuss give crapm progress report came mail today c history class  project parents disappointed told turned in mustve mistake that course lie turn due extended spring break thought would extend week week went by nothing mentioned let go idk conscious decision not really matter point is could contact teacher ask could turn assignment due month ago want assignment want deal it want grade decent im willing put effort im lazy scared draft due final paper  pages abstract least  sources writing class due five days thesis statement final paper due week that want it like normal flow homework assignments want work harder right now like getting assignments done free time reddit youtube switch family im lazy scared responded friend almost month since whole thing started owe response im acting like jerk replying her im scared respond getting back long im lazy scared im tired people telling need move get up screw them think im willing to really think calling laziness apathy going make feel better know awful behavior is the one knows best cant change behavior gods green earth think going make feel better know going change become adult college probably going worse adulthood responsibilities im going try ignore ill eventually curl pathetic little ball apathy thats want end prematurely research appears suffocation nitrogen or gases easiest painless way go trouble is know easily that problem post another time ones probably going read this thats fine posts never get read anyway read far want thank listening know kind response im looking for want dissuaded unless flawless argument bring apathetic seminihilism doubt one exists also want encouraged want decapitated anyone got guillotine screw stay home orders cant spread disease dead
want face struggles life anymore im scared call wuss give crapm progress report came mail today c history class project parents disappointed told turned in mustve mistake that course lie turn due extended spring break thought would extend week week went by nothing mentioned let go idk conscious decision not really matter point is could contact teacher ask could turn assignment due month ago want assignment want deal it want grade decent im willing put effort im lazy scared draft due final paper pages abstract least sources writing class due five days thesis statement final paper due week that want it like normal flow homework assignments want work harder right now like getting assignments done free time reddit youtube switch family im lazy scared responded friend almost month since whole thing started owe response im acting like jerk replying her im scared respond getting back long im lazy scared im tired people telling need move get up screw them think im willing to really think calling laziness apathy going make feel better know awful behavior is the one knows best cant change behavior gods green earth think going make feel better know going change become adult college probably going worse adulthood responsibilities im going try ignore ill eventually curl pathetic little ball apathy thats want end prematurely research appears suffocation nitrogen or gases easiest painless way go trouble is know easily that problem post another time ones probably going read this thats fine posts never get read anyway read far want thank listening know kind response im looking for want dissuaded unless flawless argument bring apathetic seminihilism doubt one exists also want encouraged want decapitated anyone got guillotine screw stay home orders cant spread disease dead
quiero cara luchas vida más im miedo llamada wuss dar mierda informe de progreso llegó correo hoy c clase de historia proyectos padres decepcionados dijo vuelta en error mustve curso mentira turno debido extenso vacaciones de primavera pensamiento se extendería semana semana pasó por nada mencionado let go idk decisión consciente no realmente punto de la materia es podría contactar profesor preguntar podría turno asignación debido a hace mes desea asignación quieren acuerdo que quiere grado decente