want someone talk to feeling stronger evermy liver problems getting worse really care bottle vodka right near want drink die many things gone wrong summer  cant get job area stuck home manic depressed mother always get fight verbal physicalmainly physical her try protect myself  family extremely close financial ruin  college got accepted transfer aka dream college denied financial aid basically gave hope something life said nope able fulfill dream matter hard try  liver acting yet again  bf college left starting love  years able feel ex cheated me thing set though recent ex toying heart hurts fucking much taken xanaxs already calm put sleep hurt disappointment runs deep
want someone talk to feeling stronger evermy liver problems getting worse really care bottle vodka right near want drink die many things gone wrong summer cant get job area stuck home manic depressed mother always get fight verbal physicalmainly physical her try protect myself family extremely close financial ruin college got accepted transfer aka dream college denied financial aid basically gave hope something life said nope able fulfill dream matter hard try liver acting yet again bf college left starting love years able feel ex cheated me thing set though recent ex toying heart hurts fucking much taken xanaxs already calm put sleep hurt disappointment runs deep
quiero que alguien hable para sentirse más fuerte siempre mi hígado problemas empeorando realmente cuidado botella vodka justo cerca de querer beber morir muchas cosas ido mal verano cant conseguir trabajo área atascada casa maníaca madre deprimida siempre conseguir lucha física verbal principalmente físico su intento de protegerme familia extremadamente cerca financiera ruina universidad fue aceptado transferencia alias sueño universidad negado ayuda financiera básicamente dio esperanza algo vida dijo nope capaz cumplir la materia sueño duro tratar hígado actuar una vez más bf universidad izquierda comenzar amor años capaz de sentir ex engañado cosa establecido aunque reciente ex juguete corazón duele mucho xanaxs ya calma poner sueño dolor decepción corre profundamente