struggling redflag depression  years now lost loved ones friends drifted never felt alone reason committed suicide know parents cope dad alcoholic mum dependent me support try help anything bring low tell disappointment ashamed medication talking help feel like nothing left could fix me guilt want killing me life lost guilt
struggling redflag depression years now lost loved ones friends drifted never felt alone reason committed suicide know parents cope dad alcoholic mum dependent me support try help anything bring low tell disappointment ashamed medication talking help feel like nothing left could fix me guilt want killing me life lost guilt
lucha contra la depresión de bandera roja años perdidos seres queridos amigos a la deriva nunca se sintió solo razón suicidarse saber los padres hacer frente a papá alcoholico mamá dependiente mi apoyo tratar de ayudar a cualquier cosa traer baja cuenta de la decepción vergüenza medicamentos hablar ayuda sentir como nada podría solucionar la culpa quiero matarme vida perdido culpa