cannot decide whenmy parents visiting right now wait till friday want husband love thing stops going thinking upset hed be cant hold longer month two now every night close eyes think hanging rope thought soothes lot pain gone wish way reboot myself isnt strength live everyday force wake up get ready go work come back home try live routine life work think alive anymore helps lot solution see ceasing exist begged support difficult taken seriously pretend everything fine externally yearned feeling wanted needed life maybe oversensitive wanted months till time tough love jokes happy around words everyday much mean him fantasize fatal car accident without hurting anyone else course one needs know killed myself easier everyone get it cannot strong anymore sure do it waiting till friday seems impossible now
cannot decide whenmy parents visiting right now wait till friday want husband love thing stops going thinking upset hed be cant hold longer month two now every night close eyes think hanging rope thought soothes lot pain gone wish way reboot myself isnt strength live everyday force wake up get ready go work come back home try live routine life work think alive anymore helps lot solution see ceasing exist begged support difficult taken seriously pretend everything fine externally yearned feeling wanted needed life maybe oversensitive wanted months till time tough love jokes happy around words everyday much mean him fantasize fatal car accident without hurting anyone else course one needs know killed myself easier everyone get it cannot strong anymore sure do it waiting till friday seems impossible now
no puede decidir cuando mis padres visitan ahora mismo esperar hasta el viernes quieren marido amor cosa deja de ir pensando molesto hed be cant hold más largo mes dos ahora cada noche ojos cerrados pensamiento pensamiento cuerda colgante calma mucho dolor ido deseo manera reinicio yo mismo ist fuerza viva fuerza diaria fuerza despertarse conseguir listo ir trabajo volver a casa intentar vivir rutina vida trabajo pensar más ayuda mucho solución ver cesar existe apoyo suplico difícil tomado en serio fin todo fino exteriormente anhelado sentimiento deseado vida tal vez sobresensible deseo meses hasta tiempo duro amor chistes felices alrededor de palabras día mucho significa que fantasea fatal accidente de coche sin lastimar a nadie más curso uno necesita saber que me mató más fácil todo el mundo lo consigue más fuerte ya no lo hace esperar hasta viernes parece imposible ahora