im planning kill myselfi need plans tentative date figure things become even unbearable always early reason wanted live time date comes it ive already written one letter angry one writing felt cathartic good want recipient read in fact want everyone read it im interested response plans right couple more one detailing want stuff dog go to one actual redflag note explaining im choice one could prevented it sometimes get anxious fact letters written get mood either fuck it ill dead anyway care everything properly oh god cant right wherewithal finish want finish go never feel ready continue suffer indefinitely want get rid anxiety writing letters energy motivation them im sure ill really emotional whole thing sounds exhausting know expect posting here im looking for maybe want validation maybe want argue side maybe doubt strong maybe desire proven wrong someone point something genuinely considered would make life bearable know many places discuss things like this id like talk it context permanently disabled multiple refractory conditions make unable work mostly home bedbound constant pain discomfort miserable obviously suicidal want die time tolerable moments passively would like die instead actively exhausted treatment options worst conditions gotten worse time think redflag reasonable decision given circumstances
im planning kill myselfi need plans tentative date figure things become even unbearable always early reason wanted live time date comes it ive already written one letter angry one writing felt cathartic good want recipient read in fact want everyone read it im interested response plans right couple more one detailing want stuff dog go to one actual redflag note explaining im choice one could prevented it sometimes get anxious fact letters written get mood either fuck it ill deadanyway care everything properlyoh god cant right wherewithal finish want finish go never feel ready continue suffer indefinitely want get rid anxiety writing letters energy motivation them im sure ill really emotional whole thing sounds exhausting know expect posting here im looking for maybe want validation maybe want argue side maybe doubt strong maybe desire proven wrong someone point something genuinely considered would make life bearable know many places discuss things like this id like talk it context permanently disabled multiple refractory conditions make unable work mostly home bedbound constant pain discomfort miserable obviously suicidal want die time tolerable moments passively would like die instead actively exhausted treatment options worst conditions gotten worse time think redflag reasonable decision given circumstances
Im planeando matarme a mí mismo necesito planes provisional fecha figura las cosas se vuelven insoportables siempre temprano razón quería tiempo en vivo fecha viene es ive ya escrito una carta enojado una escritura se sentía catártico bien querer destinatario leer de hecho quieren que todos lo lean im interesado respuesta planes derecho pareja más uno detallando querer cosas perro ir a una verdadera nota de bandera roja explicando im elección uno podría prevenir a veces conseguir ansioso hecho cartas escritas tener estado de ánimo cualquiera de los dos mal de todos modos cuidado todo correctamente oh dios cant derecho donde con el final quieren terminar nunca se sienten listos