im alive familyevery night try make fall asleep hits strongest see vision head various ways could kill myself sometimes jumping sometimes carbon monoxide poisoning slashing almost fantasy fantasy ive never harmed way know mom husband would find would drive insane theyd blame even though know problem love family sometimes darkest moments cant help think unfair stay alive them
im alive familyevery night try make fall asleep hits strongest see vision head various ways could kill myself sometimes jumping sometimes carbon monoxide poisoning slashing almost fantasy fantasy ive never harmed way know mom husband would find would drive insane theyd blame even though know problem love family sometimes darkest moments cant help think unfair stay alive them
i familia viva cada noche tratar de dormirse golpes más fuertes ver la cabeza de la visión varias maneras podrían matarme a veces saltar a veces envenenamiento monóxido de carbono rajando casi fantasía fantasía ive nunca dañado manera saber mamá marido encontraría loco culpa a pesar de saber el problema amor familia a veces momentos más oscuros no puede ayudar a pensar injusto mantenerse vivo ellos