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want die plscome firstive planning redflag while time break plan changes little today crying eyes filled application get permit buy gun ive thought method messy past today reached new level self hatred sounded pretty fitting feel like wired right everything hurts life good loving parents good supportive friends great sister whos shinning role model often end day tears people say stop sount blessings supposed help makes mad myself good still want die wrong me filling application gun cried decided call redflag prevention hotline half assed conversation antidepressants held back tears cant blame guy nervous didnt know say asked them felt like talking walmart customer service something though didnt help felt even worse year old man crying another grown man asking drugs felt stupid ended conversation im sorry wasting time thank you goodbye hung chance say anything else cried bit longer felt stupid went online looked redflag chatrooms something anything talk someone phone went bunch articles depression redflag found one got bit talked suicidal thoughts moment pain begins weigh methods coping pain dont know im methodicalshow facts type guy way looking struck way things hadnt stopped crying kept scrolling eventually got comments section article found bunch people saying much wanted die bad felt always feel like im taken seriously situation pretty good voiced feel people past ive dismissed told get people worse me understand world harsh kick feel like dying everything ok somethings right head maybe somethings right life seeing people talk really made feel better cliche may sound felt like wasnt alone didnt feel defective people understand im feeling coupled perspective article really made feel like change something may life right feel like get it im gonna preach strength human spirit anything like really believe us dont tools right now want use reddit talk relate maybe share tips potent help ive found stories want use partially partially me think make together feel fucking corny
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