im exhausted know longi even know say anymore sure want answer want vent always somewhat depressed whole life never super popular anyone even im still punching bag friends ive pretty good controlling emotions last two months hell recent problems past post history im going repeat it exgirlfriend transitioned guy month half ago everything ever cared went shit tried supportive could nothing ever seemed enough took week two start using new name pronouns ive heard pretty good adjust quickly matter ex blocked everything connected im starting believe entire relationship lie called many fucking things told piece shit way texts saved video evidence exact bullshit know end hes lying asshole want closure attempted redflag  weeks ago ended surviving behavioral health center almost whole week ive gone therapy  times week since admitted done anything im rereading whole post right barely even cohesive feel like psycho scribbling notebook point care im thinking making exit bag day two making sure recover time im tired point im even willing make life better
im exhausted know longi even know say anymore sure want answer want vent always somewhat depressed whole life never super popular anyone even im still punching bag friends ive pretty good controlling emotions last two monthshell recent problems past post history im going repeatit exgirlfriend transitioned guy month half ago everything ever cared went shit tried supportive could nothing ever seemed enough took week two start using new name pronouns ive heard pretty good adjust quickly matter ex blocked everything connected im starting believe entire relationship lie called many fucking things told piece shit way texts saved video evidence exact bullshit know end hes lying asshole want closure attempted redflag weeks ago ended surviving behavioral health center almost whole week ive gone therapy times week since admitted done anything im rereading whole post right barely even cohesive feel like psycho scribbling notebook point care im thinking making exit bag day two making sure recover time im tired point im even willing make life better
Im exhausto sabe longi incluso saber decir más seguro quiere respuesta quiere ventilación siempre algo deprimida toda la vida nunca super popular nadie incluso im todavía golpear bolsa amigos ive bastante buena control de las emociones los últimos dos meses cáscara problemas recientes pasados post historia im going repetitionit exnovia transición chico mes hace todo lo que importado fue mierda probado apoyo podría nada parecía suficiente semana dos empezar a usar nuevo nombre pronombres ive oído bastante bien ajustar rápidamente materia ex bloqueado todo conectado im principio creer mentira relación entero llamado muchas putas cosas contado mierda manera textos guardados vídeo evidencia exacta mierda saber final hes mentiroso idiota querer cierre intento Redflag semanas atrás terminó sobrevivir centro de salud conductual casi toda semana ive ido terapia tiempos semana desde admitido hecho cualquier cosa im releer todo post derecho apenas cohesión se siente como psico garabato cuaderno punto cuidado im pensar salida bolsa día dos asegurarse de recuperar el tiempo im punto cansado im incluso dispuesto hacer la vida mejor