threw life away abusive mentally ill man nothing see reason continuetwo years ago making  year rented lovely apartment life great except depressed lonely bored decided treat extravagant three week holiday hawaii met man spent whole weekend together pretty fantastic though quite red flags went him chose ignore thinking vacation fling fast forward two years thought met someone loved me met disturbed mentally ill alcoholic controlling emotionally abusive addicted codependant quit excellent secure well paying job moment dilusion thinking going move hawaii get married finally broke february take anymore unemployed soon homeless june th able pay rent anymore best friends longer want friends completely hopeless life worth living think redflag often im  years old single skills education im currently going counselling last money helping every job ive ever done ive hated every single minute even good one want work want anything want lie hole wait die
threw life away abusive mentally ill man nothing see reason continuetwo years ago making year rented lovely apartment life great except depressed lonely bored decided treat extravagant three week holiday hawaii met man spent whole weekend together pretty fantastic though quite red flags went him chose ignore thinking vacation fling fast forward two years thought met someone loved me met disturbed mentally ill alcoholic controlling emotionally abusive addicted codependant quit excellent secure well paying job moment dilusion thinking going move hawaii get married finally broke february take anymore unemployed soon homeless june th able pay rent anymore best friends longer want friends completely hopeless life worth living think redflag often im years old single skills education im currently going counselling last money helping every job ive ever done ive hated every single minute even good one want work want anything want lie hole wait die
Dejó la vida abusador enfermo mental hombre nada ver razón continuar hace dos años haciendo año alquilada encantadora vida apartamento grande excepto deprimido solitario aburrido decidió tratar extravagante tres semanas vacaciones hawaii hombre se reunió hombre pasado todo el fin de semana juntos bastante fantástico aunque bastante banderas rojas fue él eligió ignorar pensar vacaciones echando hacia adelante rápido dos años pensó que me amaba alguien me amaba perturbado mentalmente enfermo alcohólico control emocional abusivo adicto codependiente dejar excelente seguro bien pago trabajo momento dilusión pensando en movimiento hawaii casarse finalmente roto toma más desempleados pronto sin hogar junio th capaz pagar alquiler más amigos más tiempo quieren amigos completamente sin esperanza vida vale la pena pensar Redflag a menudo im años de edad educación individual im ir asesoramiento en la actualidad último dinero ayudar a cada trabajo nunca ha hecho ha odiado cada minuto incluso bueno uno quiere trabajo quiere cualquier cosa quiere mentira agujero esperar a morir