feel like end miserymy mind fuzzy today think ending struggle draining mentally physically exhausting feel unloved unwanted unappreciated hear son fathers day dad lectured finally got frustrated left cant people life see hard lifes struggles me always tried good guy person always right thing good job decent home car stress coming angles time even day meant relaxation turns criticized things years even decades ago laid bed last night discreetly sulking way sleep wake go back old daily grind nothing look forward get home probably expected cook dinner clean afterwards despite fact mind elsewhere thinking might need find secluded spot get nice new blade cut wrists bleed out sure leave cell phone behind walk whereever decide deed cant track cars gps find me maybe schedule note family friends get missingbut dead already faults dark place life never seems go away time think feel lower life find feeling even worse before wish sickness anyone want pain stop never stops cant talk anyone close get tossed damn psych ward  days week tell good go again sorry
feel like end miserymy mind fuzzy today think ending struggle draining mentally physically exhausting feel unloved unwanted unappreciated hear son fathers day dad lectured finally got frustrated left cant people life see hard lifes struggles me always tried good guy person always right thing good job decent home car stress coming angles time even day meant relaxation turns criticized things years even decades ago laid bed last night discreetly sulking way sleep wake go back old daily grind nothing look forward get home probably expected cook dinner clean afterwards despite fact mind elsewhere thinking might need find secluded spot get nice new blade cut wrists bleed out sure leave cell phone behind walk whereever decide deed cant track cars gps find me maybe schedule note family friends get missingbut dead already faults dark place life never seems go away time think feel lower life find feeling even worse before wish sickness anyone want pain stop never stops cant talk anyone close get tossed damn psych ward days week tell good go again sorry
Se siente como final miseria mi mente desconcertante hoy pensar terminar lucha drenando mentalmente agotador físicamente no querido no apreciado escuchar hijo padre día papá conferencia finalmente se frustrado izquierda cant gente vida ver duras luchas yo siempre he probado buen chico persona siempre correcto buen trabajo decente hogar estrés coche venir ángulos incluso día significa relajación se convierte en cosas criticadas años hace incluso décadas cama tranquila anoche discretamente enfurruñada manera dormir despertar volver viejo día moler nada mirar adelante llegar a casa probablemente esperada cocina cena limpia después a pesar de hecho mente en otro lugar pensar podría necesitar encontrar lugar aislado conseguir agradable hoja nueva corta muñecas sangrar seguro dejar el teléfono celular detrás caminar dondequiera que decida acción cant track coches gps encontrar tal vez horario nota amigos familiares perderse pero muertos ya fallas lugar oscuro vida nunca parece ir tiempo pensar sentir vida inferior encontrar sensación peor antes de desear enfermedad alguien quiere dolor parada nunca puede hablar nadie cerca conseguir tirosed maldito ps psych room días semana decir bueno ir otra vez lo siento