feel foolish posting here well much suppose want go bad things life boring one wants hear itits selfish take peoples time could helping someone else someone talk to think talk things anymore making worse ruining them matter much protest am much would better shut mouthanyways relapsed hard last night even trying stay sober point whatever kind proud havin super new wounds felt good always feel shitty telling friend like keep lot them do make happy everything getting worse might well write suicide note believe shit want anything people hold onto hopes keeping memory around keep trying yk body makes hard know want now  sure work unsure when tonight  sometime soon want go though anything anymore whatever going live probablyfill empty everything blood n alcohol lolmy life going go anywhere body ruined future hurting person staying around for reason like final gift everyone around me ig surprisedf come back memorable enough thought long lol   
feel foolish posting here well much suppose want go bad things life boring one wants hear itits selfish take peoples time could helping someone else someone talk to think talk things anymore making worse ruining them matter much protest am much would better shut mouthanyways relapsed hard last night even trying stay sober point whatever kind proud havin super new wounds felt good always feel shitty telling friend like keep lot them do make happy everything getting worse might well write suicide note believe shit want anything people hold onto hopes keeping memory around keep trying yk body makes hard know want now sure work unsure when tonight sometime soon want go though anything anymore whatever going live probablyfill empty everything blood n alcohol lolmy life going go anywhere body ruined future hurting person staying around for reason like final gift everyone around me ig surprisedf come back memorable enough thought long lol
Se siente tonto publicar aquí bien mucho supongamos que quiere ir cosas malas vida aburrido uno quiere escuchar su egoísta toma gente tiempo podría ayudar a alguien más alguien hablar pensar hablar cosas más peor peor que les importa mucha protesta soy mucho mejor cerrar bocade todos modos recayó duro anoche incluso tratando de mantenerse sobrio punto cualquier tipo orgulloso havin súper nuevas heridas se sentía bien siempre se siente mierda diciendo amigo como mantener mucho hacer feliz todo peor podría bien escribir nota suicida creer mierda quieren cualquier cosa la gente se aferra a las esperanzas mantener la memoria alrededor de seguir intentando cuerpo Yk hace saber duro ahora seguro trabajar sin seguridad cuando esta noche pronto quiere ir aunque cualquier cosa que va a vivir más probablemente llenar vacío todo sangre n alcohol lolmi vida va a ir a cualquier parte cuerpo arruinado futuro persona que se queda alrededor por razón como regalo final ig sorprendidof volver memorable pensamiento lol largo