voluntary committed psychiatric ward asked friendfamily member come supervise fear harming others made it tipping point knew something safety feel likei struggle vague suicidal ideation time time mostly takes form morbid fantasycuriosity driven felt inability manage life desire free it think ive ever reached point ive felt serious urge it thank god gamed could accomplished flirted precariously logic would lead there carrying thought experiments never trouble intellectually grasping sympathizing trains thought could lead someone selfharm but frighteningly im completely unfamiliar emotional experience close danger know warning signs look im afraid recognize feeling or already given depression tends corrupt ones ability reason think clearly would nothing internal prevent following urge want know im ever grips bitching depressive episode anyone keep eye me depend higher cognitive functioning least recognize red flags allowing protect myself hopes collecting data im asking whove flipped kill switch given responsibility safety hospital friend you know feel like
voluntary committed psychiatric ward asked friendfamily member come supervise fear harming others made it tipping point knew something safety feel likei struggle vague suicidal ideation time time mostly takes form morbid fantasycuriosity driven felt inability manage life desire free it think ive ever reached point ive felt serious urge it thank god gamed could accomplished flirted precariously logic would lead there carrying thought experiments never trouble intellectually grasping sympathizing trains thought could lead someone selfharm but frighteningly im completely unfamiliar emotional experience close danger know warning signs look im afraid recognize feeling or already given depression tends corrupt ones ability reason think clearly would nothing internal prevent following urge wantknowim ever grips bitching depressive episode anyone keep eye me depend higher cognitive functioning least recognize red flags allowing protect myself hopes collecting data im asking whove flipped kill switch given responsibility safety hospital friend you know feel like
voluntario comprometido sala psiquiátrica pidió amigo miembro de la familia venir supervisar el miedo daño a otros hizo punto de inflexión sabía algo seguridad se siente como lucha vaga ideación suicida tiempo toma forma mayormente fantasía morbosa conducido incapacidad manejar vida deseo libre piensa ive siempre alcanzado punto ive sentido serio impulso gracias dios gamed podría lograr flirtear precariamente lógica conduciría allí llevando pensamiento experimentos nunca problemas intelectualmente capturando simpatizando trenes pensamiento podría conducir a alguien autolesión pero estremecedor im completamente desconocido experiencia emocional cercana peligro saber señales de advertencia mirada im miedo reconocer sentimiento o ya dado depresión tiende a corruptos razón pensar claramente nada interno impediría seguir impulso quererconocer siempre agarres quejándose episodio depresivo alguien me mantiene ojo depende mayor funcionamiento cognitivo menos reconocer banderas rojas que me permiten proteger esperanzas recoger datos im preguntar quién volteró interruptor de matar dada responsabilidad amigo hospital de seguridad usted sabe se siente como