im failure family fired job fear girlfriend leave me world disgusting im doneso hello dunno last time using site ever honestly really couldnt care life nothing stupid decisions abuse ive always strived best ive always put others me even hurts me thats way raised love it despise anything like made giant carpet everyone walk over matter hard try stand myself always end thrown even harder eventually stopped really trying stand up would let people whatever go till matter angry frustrated got ive grown used ive become afraid anytype confrontation smoke weed ive terrified tell girlfriend person im supposed trust most makes feel like utter piece shit top accidentally lied big time mini panic attack asked virgin not time started dating girl previous dated small connection current girlfriend panicked said no even though slept ex idea regret fucking much torturing  months things turning around blue got let go job  weeks ago live apartment one roommate enough money pay one month rent ive start selling things ive havnt even told parents yet know make stress even harder never focus anything positive always negative even think trying help lecture im fucked fault somehow head exploding stress anger frustration best never enough love girlfriend anything abosuluty kills tell asks something cant afford take anywhere anything feel horribly pathetic ive hated self entire life  years stuck hell hole ill hopefully free soon planet inhabitants fucked deserve it im disgusted humans done continue other race deserve exist im done now rant over bye tldr family hates me world disgusting girlfriend may leave me lost job fuck existence goodbye sincerely worthless piece trash
im failure family fired job fear girlfriend leave me world disgusting im donesohello dunno last time using site ever honestly really couldnt care life nothing stupid decisions abuse ive always strived best ive always put others me even hurts me thats way raised love it despise anything like made giant carpet everyone walk over matter hard try stand myself always end thrown even harder eventually stopped really trying stand up would let people whatever go till matter angry frustrated got ive grown used ive become afraid anytype confrontation smoke weed ive terrified tell girlfriend person im supposed trust most makes feel like utter piece shit top accidentally lied big time mini panic attack asked virgin not time started dating girl previous dated small connection current girlfriend panicked said no even though slept ex idea regret fucking much torturing months things turning around blue got let go job weeks ago live apartment one roommate enough money pay one month rent ive start selling things ive havnt even told parents yet know make stress even harder never focus anything positive always negative even think trying help lecture im fucked fault somehow head exploding stress anger frustration best never enough love girlfriend anything abosuluty kills tell asks something cant afford take anywhere anything feel horribly pathetic ive hated self entire life years stuck hell hole ill hopefully free soon planet inhabitants fucked deserve it im disgusted humans done continue other race deserve exist im done now rant over bye tldr family hates me world disgusting girlfriend may leave me lost job fuck existence goodbye sincerely worthless piece trash
mi fracaso familia despedido trabajo miedo novia me deja mundo asqueroso im dodosohello no sé la última vez que uso sitio nunca honestamente realmente no podría importar la vida nada estúpido decisiones abuso ive siempre luchado mejor ive siempre poner a otros