awful relationship learn it so im  year old male ill sharing relationship story dont make mistakes have apologize long post ill make tldr  background  time fresh basic ait army since october  struggling mentally socially quite time hid fulfill dream soldier got home happy part moments fast forward march  ex friend started actually hanging thats met girl girl led  months vigorously tortured mentally find using amusement friends also make boyfriend my ex friend jealous she lied that destroyed laughed guilt tripped ruining life taking advantage them wont believe thoughts  months suicidal murderousviolent thoughts angry depressed long im pulling through resented everything ever said them genuine feelings love destroyed wasted them considering mental instability absolutely devastating took advantage weakness almost committed redflag left cut up im far happier without wretch human being im focusing job military career road recovery  tldr got screwed girl used make feel better sympathy mining left mentally scarred alone
awful relationship learn itso im year old male ill sharing relationship story dont make mistakes have apologize long post ill make tldr background time fresh basic ait army since october struggling mentally socially quite time hid fulfill dream soldier got home happy part moments fast forward march ex friend started actually hanging thats met girl girl led months vigorously tortured mentally find using amusement friends also make boyfriend my ex friend jealous she lied that destroyed laughed guilt tripped ruining life taking advantage them wont believe thoughts months suicidal murderousviolent thoughts angry depressed long im pulling through resented everything ever said them genuine feelings love destroyed wasted them considering mental instability absolutely devastating took advantage weakness almost committed redflag left cut up im far happier without wretch human being im focusing job military career road recovery tldr got screwed girl used make feel better sympathy mining left mentally scarred alone
relación horrible aprender itso im año hombre mal compartir relación historia no cometer errores ha pedido disculpas largo post mal hacer tldr fondo tiempo fresco básico ait ejército desde octubre lucha mentalmente bastante tiempo escondió cumplir sueño soldado llegó a casa feliz parte momentos rápido adelante marcha ex amigo comenzó en realidad colgar que se reunió chica llevó meses vigorosamente torturado mental encontrar utilizando amigos diversión también hacer novio mi ex amigo celoso mintió que se rió culpa tropezando arruinar la vida tomando ventaja ellos no creer pensamientos meses suicida asesinoviolento pensamientos enojado deprimido larga duración im tirando a través resentida todo lo que nunca dijo sentimientos genuinos amor destruido perder teniendo en cuenta inestabilidad mental absolutamente devastadora tomó ventaja debilidad casi cometido Redflag izquierda cortado im mucho más feliz sin wretch ser humano im enfoque trabajo militar carrera recuperación carretera tld tld uso hacer sentir mejor simpatía minería izquierda mental cicatrices solos