want pain stop goodive suicidal  years straight severely depressed long remember things life improved large others gotten worse ive gotten older biggest one mental health ive psych ward three times tried kill twice recent attempt unfortunately botched left agonizing pain every single day nearly  months later im surrounded people love care none ever really get matter hard try im tired trying everything sun seems work everyone else doesnt jack shit frustrated disappointed im getting worse meantime im tired miserable pain im nothing helps shitty life turned be all im tired pretending like things improve know deep probably wont life fucking joke im tired goddamn punchline
want pain stop goodive suicidal years straight severely depressed long remember things life improved large others gotten worse ive gotten older biggest one mental health ive psych ward three times tried kill twice recent attempt unfortunately botched left agonizing pain every single day nearly months later im surrounded people love care none ever really get matter hard try im tired trying everything sun seems work everyone else doesnt jack shit frustrated disappointed im getting worse meantimeim tired miserable painim nothing helps shitty life turned be all im tired pretending like things improve know deep probably wont life fucking jokeim tired goddamn punchline
Querer dolor detener años suicidas buenos recta severamente deprimido largo recordar cosas mejoró la vida grandes otros empeoraron ive mayor una sala de psiquiatría de salud mental ive tres veces intentado matar dos veces intento reciente desafortunadamente dañado dolor agonizante izquierda cada día casi meses más tarde im rodeado gente amor cuidado nadie realmente conseguir materia difícil tratar de cansarme de intentar todo sol parece trabajo todos los demás no jode mierda frustrada decepción im conseguir peor mientras tantoim cansado dolor miserableim nada ayuda a mierda vida convertido ser todo cansado como las cosas mejoran profundamente probablemente doll life jokeim cansado maldito golpeline