end linehey there im starting go crazy ive miserable downwards spiral years think finally reached end ive become unmotivated mny like cant bring things used like go gym sleep even simple hygienic things seems like cant hold true friendship friends annoy never find something actually do nothing interests anymore simple things like skating gaming even reading gone disire focus simple gone life summer  months go back school stay til am wake am work day sit computer mindless things get frustrated everything boring bland ive begin wander dangerous existentialist mindset nothing really matters dont even know here point desperate obtain significant other know probably wont make happy want someone care care back people always say im virgin loser never find anyone makes even insecure sex always mind  frustrating knowing everyone going im not viginity thing bothers know does well honestly really really dont see point living yeah might sad see go care choice last pathetic attempt getting help something potentially stupid dont know dont see point anymore im ugly loser beta male lives parents basement goes community college gets terrible grades im unmotivated pathetic existence anything people like even born world dont contribute anything fail everything do hate hometown really need leave dont resources travel maybe find myself anyways maybe someone read maybe wont sorry thoughts writing style grammar spelling format head racing kill yourself kill yourself im little drunk even care j
end linehey there im starting go crazy ive miserable downwards spiral years think finally reached end ive become unmotivated mny like cant bring things used like go gym sleep even simple hygienic things seems like cant hold true friendship friends annoy never find something actually do nothing interests anymore simple things like skating gaming even reading gone disire focus simple gone life summer months go back school stay tilam wake am work day sit computer mindless things get frustrated everything boring bland ive begin wander dangerous existentialist mindset nothing really matters dont even know here point desperate obtain significant other know probably wont make happy want someone care careback people always say im virgin loser never find anyone makes even insecure sex always mind frustrating knowing everyone going im not viginity thing bothers know does well honestly really really dont see point livingyeah might sad see go care choice last pathetic attempt getting help something potentially stupid dont know dont see point anymore im ugly loser beta male lives parents basement goes community college gets terrible grades im unmotivated pathetic existence anything people like even born world dont contribute anything fail everything do hate hometown really need leavedont resources travel maybe find myself anyways maybe someone read maybe wont sorry thoughts writing style grammar spelling format head racing kill yourself kill yourselfim little drunk even care j
fin linehey no estoy empezando a ir loco ive miserable abajo espiral años pensar finalmente llegado final ive se convierte en unmotivated mny como cant traer cosas usadas como ir gimnasio sueño incluso simples cosas higiénicas parece que no se puede mantener verdadera amistad amigos molesta nunca encontrar algo realmente no hacer nada intereses más cosas simples como patinaje juegos incluso la lectura se ha ido enfoque simple fuera vida verano meses volver escuela estancia tilam vela soy trabajo día sentarse mente cosas sin mente se frustran todo aburrido bland ive comenzar vaganza peligroso existencialista mentalidad nada realmente importa ni siquiera aquí punto desesperado obtener significativo otro saber probablemente no hará feliz que alguien cuidado cuidado de la gente siempre dicen im virgen perdedor nunca encontrar a nadie hace incluso inseguro sexo siempre mente frustrante saber que todo el mundo va im no viginity cosa molesta sabe bien honestamente realmente realmente no ver punto viviryeah puede triste ver ir cuidado elegir último intento patético conseguir ayuda algo potencialmente estúpido no sé punto no ver punto punto