want stop scaredi want die want die bad want end all want hang myself overdose something maybe gas asphyxiation want quickly with want fall unconscious wake up fucking amazing brain ive endowed likes fun make thought committing act terrifying im scared death im scared dying im scared dead im scared making dead terror instinctual deeprooted illogical want die bad im done get closer every day started making plan moved every day getting bit closer closer executing plan plan ever attempting failing this hopefully inevitably work willpower do want work places go found done methods mind plans action put consideration ive done lot planning lot thought need willpower need fear go away maybe chug ample liquor around ive always good kid never drank done drugs im sure ill able get good buzzed pretty quickly sounds easy sounds fun finally fucking done expending effort takes exist
want stop scaredi want die want die bad want end all want hang myself overdose something maybe gas asphyxiation want quickly with want fall unconscious wake up fucking amazing brain ive endowed likes fun make thought committing act terrifying im scared deathim scared dying im scared deadim scared making dead terror instinctual deeprooted illogical want die badim done get closer every day started making plan moved every day getting bit closer closer executing plan plan ever attempting failing this hopefully inevitably work willpower do want work places go found done methods mind plans action put consideration ive done lot planning lot thought need willpower need fear go away maybe chug ample liquor around ive always good kid never drank done drugsim sure ill able get good buzzed pretty quickly sounds easy sounds fun finally fucking done expending effort takes exist
Quiero parar sweeti quiero morir quiero morir mal quiero terminar todos quiero colgarme sobredosis algo tal vez asfixia de gas quiere rápidamente con el deseo caer inconsciente despertarse jodidamente increíble cerebro ive dotados gustos diversión hacer pensar cometer acto terrorífico im miedo deathim miedo muerte im miedo deadim miedo hacer muerto terror instintivo profundo arraigado deseo ilógico morir badim hecho hacer más cerca cada día comenzó a hacer plan movido cada día poco más cerca ejecución plan plan nunca intentar fallar esto con suerte inevitablemente el trabajo va a poder ir a lugares de trabajo encontrados métodos hechos mente planes acción poner en consideración ive hecho planificación lote pensamiento necesidad de poder miedo desaparecer tal vez chug amplio licor alrededor de live siempre buen chico nunca bebió drogas hecho seguro mal capaz conseguir buen zumbido bastante rápidamente sonidos fáciles diversión finalmente mierda hecho esfuerzo agotado toma existe