jfc im terrible personi openly try make friends hate me try piss off try make get annoyed me try make seem like im undermining much more want hate me get arguments disagreements much possible whenever subject happy wholesome try bring back down im tired feel bad them people damn near consider family god want hate me want punish making everyone hate me want see terrible person am try push away try make look different light want aware dangerous am like wild animal caged in think deserve it deserve mistreatment deserve hatred want die knowing one would miss me theyd hate much even care died dont want miss see die amazing person friend neither those want hate much wouldnt care suddenly passed away want die hated want die alone want die thinking shit didnt deserve life first place shouldve never born dont want cause pain im tired nowadays im happy want forgotten death seems like good option ill die wont worry anymore friends wont worry arguments supposed hatred towards them dont hate them wont think next victim be theyll better without me
jfc im terrible personi openly try make friends hate me try piss off try make get annoyed me try make seem like im undermining much more want hate me get arguments disagreements much possible whenever subject happy wholesome try bring back downim tired feel bad them people damn near consider family god want hate me want punish making everyone hate me want see terrible person am try push away try make look different light want aware dangerous am like wild animal caged in think deserve it deserve mistreatment deserve hatred want die knowing one would miss metheyd hate much even care died dont want miss see die amazing person friend neither those want hate much wouldnt care suddenly passed away want die hated want die alone want die thinking shit didnt deserve life first place shouldve never born dont want cause painim tired nowadays im happy wantforgotten death seems like good option ill die wont worry anymore friends wont worry arguments supposed hatred towards them dont hate them wont think next victim be theyll better without me
jfc im terrible personi tratar abiertamente hacer amigos me odian tratar de cabrearme tratar de molestarme tratar de hacer parecer im socavando mucho más quiero odiarme tener argumentos desacuerdos mucho posible cada vez sujeto feliz sano tratar de traer de vuelta downim cansado sentir mal ellos gente malditamente cerca considerar familia dios quieren castigarme quiero hacer que todo el mundo me odia quiero ver persona terrible soy tratar de echar de menos hacer ver diferente luz querer saber soy como animal salvaje enjaulado en pensar merecer merecer maltrato merecer odio querer morir sabiendo que uno me extrañaría mucho incluso cuidado muerto no quiero perderse ver morir persona increíble amigo ni aquellos quieren odio mucho no me importa de repente morir quiero morir odiado quiero morir solo quiero morir pensar mierda no merecer vida primer lugar nunca nacer no quiero causar dolorim cansado hoy en día im feliz quererolololgoten muerte parece como buena opción mal morir no se preocupará más amigos no se preocuparán argumentos supuesto odio hacia ellos no odiar ellos no van a pensar próxima víctima ser ellosll mejor sin mí