pulled trigger days ago found love life cheating me weve together nearly  years blames it lost it kicked out publicly posted facebook goodbye stole one guns stood bathtub shower curtain drawn to cut mess put barrel mouth pulled trigger nothing double checked loaded know fucked up brain thinking straight loaded gun dog car started drive parents place reason felt leave dog taking figure fix issue gun arrived let leave known better held police arrived arrested mental health act taken hospital still know talked way hospital guess im good liar makes sense since many years experience pretending okay im home boyfriend were pretending okay get counseling think make long im upset guns house anymore means going lot painful planned practiced strangling bathrobe belt attached bathroom doorknob last night almost passed got loose which would fine honestly im planning completing act todaytonight last daynight bf together hes road again would like try good day leave good writing helps solidify it think cry think it feel peaceful almost im fucked up long time people get fairly quickly im sorry immediate pain may cause family but theyll okay end
pulled trigger days ago found love life cheating me weve together nearly years blames it lost it kicked out publicly posted facebook goodbye stole one guns stood bathtub shower curtain drawn to cut mess put barrel mouth pulled trigger nothing double checked loaded know fucked up brain thinking straight loaded gun dog car started drive parents place reason felt leave dog taking figure fix issue gun arrived let leave known better held police arrived arrested mental health act taken hospital still know talked way hospital guess im good liar makes sense since many years experience pretendingokay im home boyfriend were pretending okay get counseling think make long im upset guns house anymore means going lot painful planned practiced strangling bathrobe belt attached bathroom doorknob last night almost passed got loose which would fine honestly im planning completing act todaytonight last daynight bf togetherhes road again would like try good day leave good writing helps solidify it think cry think it feel peaceful almost im fucked up long time people get fairly quickly im sorry immediate pain may cause familybut theyll okay end
jalado gatillo hace días encontró amor vida engañarme juntos casi años culpas lo perdió expulsado públicamente publicado facebook adiós robó una pistola parada bañera ducha cortina dibujada para cortar desastre poner barril boca tiró gatillo nada doble comprobado cargado saber jodido cerebro pensamiento directamente cargada pistola perro coche comenzó coche coche coche coche coche coche coche coche coche coche coche lugar lugar se sintió dejar perro tomar figura problema arma llegó dejar conocido mejor retenido policía llegó detenido acto de salud mental llevado hospital todavía se sabe habla manera hospital conjetura im buen mentiroso tiene sentido desde muchos años experiencia fingirokay im home novio estaban bien conseguir asesoramiento pensar hacer largo im molesto pistolas casa más significa ir mucho doloroso planeado estrangulamiento correa de albornoz cinturón de baño adjunto pomo de la noche pasada casi pasó se soltó que bien honestamente im planificación completar acto hoy por la noche anoche bf día juntoshes carretera de nuevo gustaría tratar de buen día dejar buena escritura ayuda a solidificar el pensamiento llorar pensar que se siente pacífico casi im follado tiempo la gente consigue bastante rápidamente im dolor puede causar familia pero ellos están bien final