weekends dismaleverything seems good week days great friends doin well school met great girl weekend comes always hope ill happen again always does every time same stepfather dickhead mother unstable alcoholic thing hear shouting door slamming  weeks ago however heard something noone hear mother say  i want die almost did took kind pills concerned obviously moved on pretending nothing happened today situation almost again terrifying part that while wished would die maybe would better easier without her cant function normally family tried help everyone family tried nothing works long go like this monday come ill hopeful again itll change anything would easy give up would say would love me feel like disappointment yet try hard
weekends dismaleverything seems good week days great friends doin well school met great girl weekend comes always hope ill happen again always does every time same stepfather dickhead mother unstable alcoholic thing hear shouting door slamming weeks ago however heard something noone hear mother say i want die almost did took kind pills concerned obviously moved on pretending nothing happened today situation almost again terrifying part that while wished would die maybe would better easier without her cant function normally family tried help everyone family tried nothing works long go like this monday come ill hopeful again itll change anything would easy give up would say would love me feel like disappointment yet try hard
fin de semana desanimado todo parece buena semana días grandes amigos hacer bien escuela conoció gran chica fin de semana viene siempre la esperanza mal sucede de nuevo siempre hace cada vez que el mismo padrastro idiota madre inestable cosa alcohólica oír gritar puerta golpeando hace semanas sin embargo escuchó algo que nadie oye madre decir que quiero morir casi tomó píldoras amables preocupado obviamente se movió en fingir que nada pasó hoy situación casi otra vez parte aterradora que mientras deseaba morir tal vez sería más fácil sin su función cant normalmente la familia trató de ayudar a todos los familiares nada funciona mucho tiempo ir como este lunes viene mal esperanzado otra vez cambiará cualquier cosa fácil renunciar diría me gustaría sentir como decepción pero tratar de duro