little brother always world grew privileged two loving parents everything him grew parents mom longer get along used close dad emotional verbally physically abusive towards throughout teen years brother told talk people tarnished parents name took care me fed me clothes me took vacation recognize father feels guilty treated me never apologized made effort life see need protect someone never really protected me feel like considered overemotional feelings pain experience valid yes father person change nightmares him redflag today first night felt worthless want fight longer loving husband corner it love deeply cannot others love mei it really want end this lost many people loved anyone lucky husband would even second thought tired sad lonely hate myself person besides husband also thinks poorly me hold opinion almost regard husband hurt cannot anymore why why why
little brother always world grew privileged two loving parents everything him grew parents mom longer get along used close dad emotional verbally physically abusive towards throughout teen years brother told talk people tarnished parents name took care me fed me clothes me took vacation recognize father feels guilty treated me never apologized made effort life see need protect someone never really protected me feel like considered overemotional feelings pain experience validyes father person change nightmares him redflag today first night felt worthless want fight longer loving husband corner it love deeply cannot others love mei it really want end this lost many people loved anyone lucky husband would even second thought tired sad lonely hate myself person besides husband also thinks poorly me hold opinion almost regard husband hurt cannot anymore why why why
hermano pequeño siempre creció privilegiado dos padres amorosos todo lo que él creció padres mamá más tiempo se llevan bien utilizado cercano papá emocionalmente físicamente abusivo a lo largo de los años de la adolescencia hermano dijo hablar gente manchado padres nombre me cuidó me me dio ropa me tomó vacaciones reconocer padre se siente culpable tratado nunca me disculpó esfuerzo hecho vida ver necesidad proteger a alguien nunca realmente me protegió sentir como considerado sentimientos sobreemocionales dolor experiencia válidasí padre persona cambio pesadillas él bandera roja hoy primera noche se sintió inútil querer luchar más tiempo amor marido esquina profundamente amor no puede otros mei realmente quiere terminar esta gente amaba a alguien suerte marido incluso segundo pensamiento cansado triste solitario odio a mí mismo persona además de marido también piensa mal tengo opinión casi respeto marido herido no puede más por qué por qué