say someone feel least say one person one person knows ive depressed long time ive medication  years celexa sucked zoloft always told people knew sometimes felt suicidal would try would give go cried thought wanted try good time experience life long story short got abused raped horrific stuff  cousin tell anyone  family dynamic kinda weird one talks anything important worthless surface chat tell told friend well told self harm first had going years kinda led childhood amazing helped talked hurting shitty twilight letting things id never let feel before told mum year later  ask wanted liked never mentioned conversation friend convinced get therapy but leave best therapist world moved found another one trust eventually gave up ive therapy year went psychiatrist thought bipolar apparently im not things gone downhill fucking fast zoloft changed life things good felt like need purpose loved here ive fallen fucking disgusting hole cut needed stiches didnt get feel worthless feel like one ive got one talk thought did everyone asked open up tell tell tell people make easier me keep telling people would get easier somehow fucking huge worms opened promise alright still open nearly  years alright friends anymore anyone head filling thoughts before know ill it know ill question ill it know redflag last option everything everything hurts me makes feel guilty causes shit load pain cant feel without wanting end way feel different try work childhood hurts need people help otherwise get overwhelmed it fucking horrible imagine happened let alone acknowledge actually did feel like time coming think cut try make feelings less strong pretty much smoke green every day try dull depression strong black cloud im tired im sorry long thanks read it needed say it
say someone feel least say one person one person knows ive depressed long time ive medication years celexa sucked zoloft always told people knew sometimes felt suicidal would try would give go cried thought wanted try good time experience life long story short got abused raped horrific stuff cousin tell anyone family dynamic kinda weird one talks anything important worthless surface chat tell told friend well told self harm first had going years kinda led childhood amazing helped talked hurting shitty twilight letting things id never let feel before told mum year later ask wanted liked never mentioned conversation friend convinced get therapy but leave best therapist world moved found another one trust eventually gave up ive therapy year went psychiatrist thought bipolarapparently im not things gone downhill fucking fast zoloft changed life things good felt like need purpose loved here ive fallen fucking disgusting hole cut needed stiches didnt get feel worthless feel like one ive got one talk thought did everyone asked open up tell tell tell people make easier me keep telling people would get easier somehow fucking huge worms opened promise alright still open nearly years alright friends anymore anyone head filling thoughts before know illit know ill question illit know redflag last option everything everything hurts me makes feel guilty causes shit load pain cant feel without wanting end way feel different try work childhood hurts need people help otherwise get overwhelmed itfucking horrible imagine happened let alone acknowledge actually did feel like time coming think cut try make feelings less strong pretty much smoke green every day try dull depression strong black cloud im tired im sorry long thanks read it needed say it
Decir que alguien se siente menos decir una persona que una persona sabe ive deprimido largo tiempo ive medicine años celexa chupado zoloft siempre le dijo a la gente que a veces se sentía suicida intentaría ir llorado pensamiento quería probar buena experiencia vida larga historia corta consiguió abusado violado cosas horrible primo le dijo a alguien familia dinámica un poco raro uno habla algo sin valor chat superficie contar le dijo a amigo bien dicho daño primero había ido años un poco llevado infancia increíble ayudó hablar daño mierda crepúsculo dejar que las cosas id nunca dejar sentir antes dijo mamá año más tarde pregunta querido like nunca mencionó conversación amigo convencido conseguir terapia pero dejar mejor terapeuta moved encontró otro una confianza finalmente dio a luz terapia año fue psiquiatra pensó bipolaraparentemente im cosas ido cuesta abajo mierda rápido zoloft cambió la vida cosas bien se sentía como necesidad propósito amado aquí ive caído maldito desagradable agujero corte necesarios estiches no se sienten sin valor se siente como uno tiene una charla pensamiento se le pidió a todos se le dijo a decir que la gente me hace más fácil decir a la gente de alguna manera