living joyless life exhaustingim necessarily suicidal life feeling overwhelming im lot moments want burry head beneath blankets scream fu life general im dysthymia add drowning student loan debt graduate degree child special needs single mom feel ive ruined life going grad school older age owe k wont able pay student loans im  even im paying much humanly can ive single twelve years since left ex likely lose rental new year due landlord bringing family nothing car likely fall apart within six months cant even save money replacement due huge loan payments sons specialists living one expensive cities world feel like ive accomplished nothing life life consists waking talking  hours order get up working  hours weekly crying way home putting energy lovely teen child eating chocolate make feel better passing bed nothing used enjoy gives pleasure joyful feelings dont see way make life better like years im going tomorrow child love immensely though feel like lost parenting jackpot maybe years hes adult
living joyless life exhaustingim necessarily suicidal life feeling overwhelming im lot moments want burry head beneath blankets scream fu life general imdysthymia add drowning student loan debt graduate degree child special needs single mom feel ive ruined life going grad school older age owe k wont able pay student loans im even im paying much humanly can ive single twelve years since left ex likely lose rental new year due landlord bringing family nothing car likely fall apart within six months cant even save money replacement due huge loan payments sons specialists living one expensive cities world feel like ive accomplished nothing life life consists waking talking hours order get up working hours weekly crying way home putting energy lovely teen child eating chocolate make feel better passing bed nothing used enjoy gives pleasure joyful feelings dont see way make life better like years im going tomorrow child love immensely though feel like lost parenting jackpot maybe years hes adult
vida sin alegría vida agotadorim necesariamente suicida vida sentimiento abrumador im momentos quieren burry cabeza debajo de mantas grito fu vida general imdisthymia añadir ahogamiento estudiante préstamo deuda graduado grado niño necesidades especiales madre sola siente ive arruinado vida va a la escuela de posgrado edad avanzada debe k dont capaz pagar préstamos estudiantiles im incluso im pagar mucho humanamente puede vivir solo doce años desde izquierda ex probablemente perder alquiler año nuevo debido propietario traer familia nada coche probablemente se desintegran dentro de seis meses no puede incluso ahorrar dinero sustitución debido a enormes préstamos pagos hijos especialistas vivir una ciudad cara mundo se siente como live consumado nada vida consiste en hablar hablar horas orden levantarse horas de trabajo semana llorando manera casa poner energía adorable adolescente comer chocolate hacer sentir mejor pasar cama nada utilizado disfrutar da placer alegría sentimientos no ver manera hacer la vida mejor como años im ir mañana niño amor inmensamente aunque se siente como perdido crianza jackpot tal vez años hes adulto