understand people care try kill yourselfas typed realized kind way guess bothers people put peoples feelings irreversible ive talked family members coworkers feelings depression event thoughts redflag theyve comforting moment realize feels shallow me want people put everything dedicate making feel better anything like that guess nagging feeling kill one seems interested helping find way deal it ive heart hearts discussions how fix problems hard fix problems own ive managed get lot done crying whole time sure feel like living inconvenient im constantly distracted occupied something feel absolutely hopeless miserable lonely ive thinking killing give money family dont want people start caring hurting im dead lol thats one factor thats holding back boyfriend person ive told plan obviously want appreciate thought course know money help everyone ever could id want natural burial shouldnt cost much throw corpse ground dont want sad really dont live different countries make enough money visit eachother regularly hard take steps get paper work done live together think itd lot easier someone wealthier even country with friends talk thats fault keeping touch family ive tried reaching to everyone problems know feel like itd better environment family financially killed see huge set back yeah theyll sad im adult cares adults theyre dead
understand people care try kill yourselfas typed realized kind way guess bothers people put peoples feelings irreversible ive talked family members coworkers feelings depression event thoughts redflag theyve comforting moment realize feels shallow me want people put everything dedicate making feel better anything like that guess nagging feeling kill one seems interested helping find way deal it ive heart hearts discussions how fix problems hard fix problems own ive managed get lot done crying whole time sure feel like living inconvenient im constantly distracted occupied something feel absolutely hopeless miserable lonely ive thinking killing give money family dont want people start caring hurting im dead lol thats one factor thats holding back boyfriend person ive told plan obviously want appreciate thought course know money help everyone ever could id want natural burial shouldnt cost much throw corpse ground dont want sad really dont live different countries make enough money visit eachother regularly hard take steps get paper work done live together think itd lot easier someone wealthier even country with friends talk thats fault keeping touch family ive tried reaching to everyone problems know feel like itd better environment family financially killed see huge setbackyeah theyll sad im adult cares adults theyre dead
entender a la gente le importa tratar de suicidarse como mecanografiado realizado amable manera de adivinar molesta a la gente poner a la gente sentimientos irreversibles conversamos familiares compañeros de trabajo sentimientos depresión pensamientos evento bandera roja ellosve momento reconfortante darse cuenta se siente superficial me quieren la gente poner todo dedicado hacer sentir mejor cualquier cosa como esa conjetura persistente sensación de matar uno parece interesado ayudar a encontrar la manera de tratarlo