im sure want die want stop existing like thisi know use reddit please pardon formatting ive seen friends use it one always talked use reddit get insight whats going recently advice given  months ago august guess  months ive progressed point august assaulted acquaintance friend invited apartment hang out  mates there one mates started touching up got way dry humping managed leave situation rape me whatever never same fact think rape me took longer time realise assault still flicker assault maybe wasnt maybe misunderstanding friend suggested tell story reddit better perspective happened day whatever fuck was know move it reported police days later support encouragement friends lately feel like worst thing ive ever done wouldve much easier said nothing anybody pretended happen carry life know wouldve right decision eventually found later girl assaulted guy id feel extremely guilty nothing among confusion hurt anger tried best selfcare get life im good job even ok job trying best guy eventually arrested made police report peace little while stopped crying frequently stopped showering  times day stopped asking people clothes looked rapeable stopped getting angry people looked me felt like starting get control back  weeks ago october got car accident country driver familiar city road rules essentially drove collided heads on insurance expired august never renewed im fucking stupid covered thankfully laying ambulance looking car middle massive intersection driver sobbing behind apologising could think court date  days away could think if killed me instantly felt really awful girl young already shock spent long time lying stretcher comforting her would even mess actually killed me realised even die make sure one else burdened death court date came guy plead guilty trial next year hes telling people side story gossip spreads like wildfire here basic version story it planned attack basically airhead thinks dad rich molest girl wants someone reports police trying frame money really tainted reputation community guess made mental health worse people find it one ever asked side story one friends told word getting around would get heads up guess long story short done done trying best done trying protect next person i barely protect myself want alive anymore usually thoughts passive look past effort lately however think about allocate money passing properties give away possessions etc etc resident country right now easy send everyone text say ive gone back home country kill people sad blame themselves think ive gone home even planned out still found drawn give one last try maybe reddit help cant get psychiatrist appointment full sexual assault counsellor could offer  sessions waiting list  months want tell friends redflag plans lives live know drop everything make sure okay want that want go quietly without burden people around me
im sure want die want stop existing like thisi know use reddit please pardon formatting ive seen friends use it one always talked use reddit get insight whats going recently advice given months ago august guess months ive progressed point august assaulted acquaintance friend invited apartment hang out mates there one mates started touching up got way dry humping managed leave situation rape me whatever never same fact think rape me took longer time realise assault still flicker assault maybe wasnt maybe misunderstanding friend suggested tell story reddit better perspective happened day whatever fuck was know move it reported police days later support encouragement friends lately feel like worst thing ive ever done wouldve much easier said nothing anybody pretended happen carry life know wouldve right decision eventually found later girl assaulted guy id feel extremely guilty nothing among confusion hurt anger tried best selfcare get life im good job even ok job trying best guy eventually arrested made police report peace little while stopped crying frequently stopped showering times day stopped asking people clothes looked rapeable stopped getting angry people looked me felt like starting get control back weeks ago october got car accident country driver familiar city road rules essentially drove collided heads on insurance expired august never renewed im fucking stupid covered thankfully laying ambulance looking car middle massive intersection driver sobbing behind apologising could think court date days away could think if killed me instantly felt really awful girl young already shock spent long time lying stretcher comforting her would even mess actually killed me realised even die make sure one else burdened death court date came guy plead guilty trial next year hes telling people side story gossip spreads like wildfire here basic version story it planned attack basically airhead thinks dad rich molest girl wants someone reports police trying frame money really tainted reputation community guess made mental health worse people find it one ever asked side story one friends told word getting around would get heads up guess long story short done done trying best done trying protect next person i barely protect myself want alive anymore usually thoughts passive look past effort lately however think about allocate money passing properties give away possessions etc etc resident country right now easy send everyone text say ive gone back home country kill people sad blame themselves think ive gone home even planned out still found drawn give one last try maybe reddit help cant get psychiatrist appointment full sexual assault counsellor could offer sessions waiting list months want tell friends redflag plans lives live know drop everything make sure okay want that want go quietly without burden people around me
i seguro que quiero morir quiero dejar de existir como estoi saber usar reddit por favor perdón formato ive visto amigos usarlo uno siempre hablado uso reddit obtener la perspicacia