first attempt soonfor solid year told things get better continuously get worse pushed every single friend away due depression one left broke boyfriend  years months ago biggest mistake life even speak me good state mind thought best fucked am person close mother left go rehab gone months go days without talking anyone fact think anyone would notice absence days longer shitty job hate cant drive one teach me live brother father terrible relationship dad good brother literally never speaks avoids me thing makes happy cat ive struggled depression entire life im tired fighting never pays off mental illness runs deep family mom severely bipolar think too told therapist symptoms gave weird look even acknowledge said ive tried get help im burden everyone try even talk anyone im depressing stress out reason ever attempted mom heartbroken would be learned something tried kill multiple times growing know care would done me care then feel like perfect time since away even care physical pain anymore want it think whole life leading this actually feel ease peaceful right feel like gonna relatively soon need worry anymore feels right
first attempt soonfor solid year told things get better continuously get worse pushed every single friend away due depression one left broke boyfriend years months ago biggest mistake life even speak me good state mind thought best fucked am person close mother left go rehab gone months go days without talking anyone fact think anyone would notice absence days longer shitty job hate cant drive one teach me live brother father terrible relationship dad good brother literally never speaks avoids me thing makes happy cat ive struggled depression entire life im tired fighting never pays off mental illness runs deep family mom severely bipolar think too told therapist symptoms gave weird look even acknowledge said ive tried get help im burden everyone try even talk anyone im depressing stress out reason ever attempted mom heartbroken would be learned something tried kill multiple times growing know care would done me care then feel like perfect time since away even care physical pain anymore want it think whole life leading this actually feel ease peaceful right feel like gonna relatively soon need worry anymore feels right
primer intento pronto para el año sólido dijo que las cosas mejoran continuamente empeoran cada amigo lejos debido a la depresión uno izquierda novio roto años hace meses mayor error vida incluso me habla buena mente pensamiento mejor jodido am persona cerca madre izquierda ir rehabilitación go meses go días sin hablar nadie hecho pensar que nadie notaría ausencia días más largo trabajo de mierda odio no puede conducir uno me enseña vivo hermano padre terrible relación padre buen hermano literalmente nunca habla evita me cosa hace feliz gato luchado depresión toda la vida im cansado lucha nunca paga de enfermedad mental corre profunda familia mamá severamente bipolar pensar demasiado dijo síntomas terapeuta dio mirada extraña incluso reconocer dijo i ha tratado de obtener ayuda im carga todo el mundo tratar de hablar nadie im estrés deprimente fuera razón nunca intento mamá corazón roto sería aprendido algo tratado matar varias veces crecer atención me cuidaría entonces se siente como perfecto ya lejos incluso cuidado dolor físico más quiere pensar toda la vida que conduce esto realmente se siente tranquilo derecho como va relativamente pronto necesidad de preocuparse más bien se siente bien