live alone talk anyone regularly enough notice went mia literally way would work unless attempt unsuccessful wake up tired weighing options bad far outweighs good nothing ever feels right never happy tired always either tired depressed angry numb alternating emotions believe ever content tired lashing people taking anger unhappiness them tired toxic person toxic deeply depressed even think excuse become shitty person hate myself truly think  years misery enough torture going for know waiting me depression never goes anger gets unbearable afraid of it everyone dies world nothing certain except death taxes think saying goes going die eventually really matter when for allowing stay pain like this what every day trying get day nothing pleasurable life me need get fear death sake nobody would even find
live alone talk anyone regularly enough notice went mia literally way would work unless attempt unsuccessful wake up tired weighing options bad far outweighs good nothing ever feels right never happy tired always either tired depressed angry numb alternating emotions believe ever content tired lashing people taking anger unhappiness them tired toxic person toxic deeply depressed even think excuse become shitty person hate myself truly think years misery enough torture going for know waiting me depression never goes anger gets unbearable afraid of it everyone dies world nothing certain except death taxes think saying goes going die eventually really matter when for allowing stay pain like this what every day trying get day nothing pleasurable life me need get fear death sake nobody would even find
vivir solo hablar cualquier persona con regularidad aviso bastante fue mia literalmente manera funcionaría a menos que intento infructuoso despertar cansado opciones de pesaje malo mucho supera bien nada nunca se siente bien feliz cansado siempre o bien cansado deprimido enojado entumecimiento alternando emociones creo siempre contento cansado azotar a la gente tomando ira infelicidad ellos cansado tóxico persona profundamente deprimido incluso pensar excusa convertirse en mierda persona odio realmente pensar años sufrimiento suficiente tortura va a saber esperarme depresión nunca va ira se insoportable miedo de él todo el mundo nada seguro excepto impuestos de muerte pensar va a morir finalmente importa cuando por dejar que el dolor como esto lo que cada día tratando de conseguir nada agradable vida necesito conseguir miedo muerte sake nadie incluso encontraría