someone talk asapim fucking mess im  almost  even start know im young theres lot live whatever please hear out im adopted relationship real dad akward whatever typical black dad clue mom doing know shes addict somewhere cali adoptive family strange situation two loving parents make lot money dont really know parent kid like me does three adoptive kids family slowly grown disfunctional shit load problems myself adhd lifelong depression bipolar disorder lot undiagnosed things idk explain super impulsive thought absolutely crazy like killing someone ive never made plan come close anything near that knowing mind mere second bothers shit me never found genuine happiness life ive situations feel like shouldve happy grateful cant feel it scariest part think im going crazy im starting hear voices extreme mood swings crazy stuff making body feel like braking down bad used college offers basketball sophomore yearand im starter ive tried kill many times permanently fucked quality life huffing has taking  benadryl shit ton opioids brain isnt nearly used be im going downhill since junior high shit ton hydrocodone room dont see much stopping me im sure something inside telling ask support cant tell parents ill get locked facility like last year please help something stupid
someone talk asapim fucking messim almost even start knowim young theres lot live whatever please hear out im adoptedrelationship real dad akward whatever typical black dad clue mom doing know shes addict somewhere cali adoptive family strange situation two loving parents make lot money dont really know parent kid like me does three adoptive kids family slowly grown disfunctional shit load problems myself adhd lifelong depression bipolar disorder lot undiagnosed things idk explain super impulsive thought absolutely crazy like killing someone ive never made plan come close anything near that knowing mind mere second bothers shit me never found genuine happiness life ive situations feel like shouldve happy grateful cant feel it scariest part think im going crazy im starting hear voices extreme mood swings crazy stuffmaking body feel like braking down bad used college offers basketball sophomore yearand im starter ive tried kill many times permanently fucked quality life huffing has taking benadryl shit ton opioids brain isnt nearly used be im going downhill since junior high shit ton hydrocodone room dont see much stopping me im sure something inside telling ask support cant tell parents ill get locked facility like last year please help something stupid
alguien hablar asapim mierda messim casi incluso empezar a saber lo joven Theres lote vivir lo que sea por favor escuchar im adopción relación verdadero papá akward cualquier típico negro papá pista mamá hacer saber ella es adicto en algún lugar cali familia adoptiva extraña situación dos padres amorosos hacer mucho dinero no realmente conocer padre niño como yo hace tres hijos adoptivos familia crecido lentamente mierda carga problemas yo mismo adhd de por vida depresión trastorno bipolar lote cosas no diagnosticadas idk explicar super impulsivo pensamiento absolutamente loco como matar a alguien ive nunca hizo plan cerca de cualquier cosa cerca de que conocer mente mero segundo molesta mierda yo nunca encontré verdadera felicidad situaciones de vida se siente como debeve feliz agradecido no puedo sentirlo parte más aterrador pensar im ir loco im empezar a escuchar voces extrema estado de ánimo cambios loco cuerpo hacer sentir como frenado abajo malo universidad ofrece baloncesto por segundo año y año