need help dont know lookive suicidal before ive close too actual attempts though ever feel like im done everything im worn dont even feel alive human anymore im tired living one biggest issues effects every single day life im extremely insecure makes paranoid almost delusional recognize understand feel may actually real cant help feeling becomes reality mind insecurities make relationships hard last relationship first only issues much handle cant trust cant believe them cant open them ive hurt emotionally vulnerable never forgave know need professional help dont money that damn shame dont make enough money help keep alive whats worse one talk to arent many people would understand dont many friends would understand judgmental family would make fun insecure suicidal dont know do doubt redflag helpline offer anything useful know anything might help let know
need help dont know lookive suicidal before ive close too actual attempts though ever feel like im done everything im worn dont even feel alive human anymore im tired living one biggest issues effects every single day life im extremely insecure makes paranoid almost delusional recognize understand feel may actually real cant help feeling becomes reality mind insecurities make relationships hard last relationship first only issues much handle cant trust cant believe them cant open them ive hurt emotionally vulnerable never forgave know need professional help dont money that damn shame dont make enough money help keep alive whats worse one talk to arent many people would understand dont many friends would understand judgmental family would make fun insecure suicidal dont know do doubt redflag helpline offer anything useful know anything might help let know
necesidad de ayuda no sé lookive suicida antes de ve cerca demasiado intentos reales, aunque siempre me siento como hecho todo im weard ni siquiera sentirse vivo humano más cansado vivir uno de los mayores problemas efectos cada día la vida im extremadamente inseguro hace paranoico casi delirante reconocer entender sentir puede realmente real no puede ayudar sentir se convierte en realidad inseguridades mente hacer relaciones difícil última relación primero sólo cuestiones mucho maneja no puedo confiar no puedo creer que no pueden abrir live dolor emocional vulnerable nunca se sabe necesidad de ayuda profesional dont dinero que maldita vergüenza no hacer suficiente dinero ayudar a mantener vivo lo que es peor una charla a no mucha gente entendería dont muchos amigos entenderían familia juicio suicida haría diversión inseguro no sé hacer duda redflag helpline ofrecer nada útil saber cualquier cosa podría ayudar a dejar saber