possible get euthanizeddepression started high school made tons bad grades trouble focusing bullying teasing folks dropped college much time worked terrible retail warehouse jobs years hopped job job looking decent fulltime work preferably office went army one dream careers failed ait due injury refuse reenlist due stuff somebody became man adult friends personality guess freedom had considered holdoverholdunder least im back home family never understands neglect feelingsemotions seems like cant happy continue fail everything help social anxiety want end all thing keeping committing redflag pain ill feel want die sleep something thoughts driving deep river fear drowning places euthanization legal want live anymore care family feels never consider feel anything theyre old traditionalist christians never deal depression stress social anxiety want fade obscurity cease exist tldr failed lot life matured away home came back home failure
possible get euthanizeddepression started high school made tons bad grades trouble focusing bullying teasing folks dropped college much time worked terrible retail warehouse jobs years hopped job job looking decent fulltime work preferably office went army one dream careers failed ait due injury refuse reenlist due stuff somebody became man adult friends personality guess freedom had considered holdoverholdunder least im back home family never understands neglect feelingsemotions seems like cant happy continue fail everything help social anxiety want end all thing keeping committing redflag pain ill feel want die sleep something thoughts driving deep river fear drowning places euthanization legal want live anymore care family feels never consider feel anything theyre old traditionalist christians never deal depression stress social anxiety want fade obscurity cease exist tldr failed lot life matured away home came back home failure
La gente se convirtió en un hombre adulto amigos personalidad supongo que la libertad había considerado el mantenimiento bajo control menos en casa familia nunca entiende el abandono sentimientosemociones parece como no puedo feliz continuar falla todo ayudar a la ansiedad social quieren terminar todo seguir cometiendo dolor rojo mal sentir querer morir sueño algo pensamientos que conduce profundo río miedo ahogar lugares eutanización legal querer vivir más cuidado familia siente nunca considerar sentir nada son viejos tradicionalistas cristianos nunca tratar depresión estrés social ansiedad deseo desaparecer oscuridad cesar existir tldr fallida vida madura fuera de casa volvió casa fracaso