cant stay functionable two daysnor hopeful matter though hopeful even peace since began freshmen year college first finals week everything feels fake barely find comfort online redflag resources half depression might never get better kill live miserably next  years half even worse well need things depression keeps doing keeps bed get bed mean yeah get it could act depression still guess im depressed sake insufferable burden family revel making people mad me argue that sorta treatment developed used actual psychologists hope know better brain works i spent lot money yk guess cant follow probably secretly subconsciously dont want get better bc im shitty person wtv idk whats catch im extra pissy bc havent found anything worth staying considered notterrible future realistically attainable since s im  yk feel like crap corner web psychologist country ever able make feel better still feel bc im lazy liar everything get better wont bc ive become complacent wtv last psychologist told me sorry rambling post im crisis bc college life demands act like reasonable human since im unable productive way guess college happening unfortunately dont much option dying bc family going accept living daughter attend college
cant stay functionable two daysnor hopeful matter though hopeful even peace since began freshmen year college first finals week everything feels fake barely find comfort online redflag resources half depression might never get better kill live miserably next years half even worse well need things depression keeps doing keeps bed get bedmean yeah get it could act depression still guess im depressed sake insufferable burden family revel making people mad me argue that sorta treatment developed used actual psychologists hope know better brain works i spent lot money yk guess cant follow probably secretly subconsciously dont want get better bc im shitty person wtv idk whats catch im extra pissy bc havent found anything worth staying considered notterrible future realistically attainable since s imyk feel like crap corner web psychologist country ever able make feel better still feel bc im lazy liar everything get better wont bc ive become complacent wtv last psychologist told me sorry rambling post im crisis bc college life demands act like reasonable human since im unable productive way guess college happening unfortunately dont much option dying bc family going accept living daughter attend college
No puedo permanecer funcional dos días ni esperanzada materia aunque esperanzada incluso paz desde que comenzó primer año universidad primera final semana todo se siente falso apenas encontrar comodidad recursos redflag en línea medio depresión podría nunca conseguir mejor matar vivir miserablemente los próximos años mitad incluso peor bien necesidad cosas depresión sigue haciendo mantiene cama conseguir cama medio sí conseguir podría actuar depresión todavía adivinar im deprimido sake insufrible carga familia revel me hace discutir que sorta tratamiento desarrollado psicólogos reales utilizados esperanza saber mejores trabajos cerebrales me gasté mucho dinero yk conjetura no puedo seguir probablemente secretamente subconscientemente no quiero conseguir mejor bc im mierda persona wtv idk whats capt im pissy bc havett encontrado cualquier cosa que valga la pena seguir siendo considerado notable futuro realista alcanzable ya que s imyk se siente como mierda esquina web psicólogo país siempre capaz hacer sentir mejor aún sentir bc im perezoso mentiroso todo conseguir mejor wc uve ser complacent wtv último psicólogo me dijo lo siento