life fucking jokei  years old high functioning autism longer read study sound vibration movement environment interrupt line thought have left constantly fight get concentration back incredibly hard concentrate worth living deteriorated point go long walks pace back forth room locked hospital twice redflag doctors psychiatrist therapists cannot help me think cutting open neck
life fucking jokei years old high functioning autism longer read study sound vibration movement environment interrupt line thought have left constantly fight get concentration back incredibly hard concentrate worth living deteriorated point go long walks pace back forth room locked hospital twice redflag doctors psychiatrist therapists cannot help me think cutting open neck
vida joki años de edad autismo alto funcionamiento más tiempo leer estudio sonido vibración movimiento ambiente interrupción línea pensamiento han dejado constantemente lucha conseguir concentración de nuevo increíblemente duro concentrado vale la pena vivir punto deteriorado ir largos paseos paso atrás cuarto cerrado hospital dos veces de bandera roja médicos psiquiatra terapeutas no me ayudan a pensar cortar el cuello abierto