im lonely feel like onei feel way though yes may broken fiance month agobut good reason began getting abusive again stood first time promised got back together ever laid hand again id leave good nine months happened drink first time went complete shit feel happy sticking myself feel happy admitting deserve better deserve better hes right really person loved im going alone rest life person liked actually liked back once ive always gotten rejected used sex justmaybe thats im good for im fucking disgusting im weak im fucking stupid crazy fat ugly bitch whos never going fucking go anywhere life im going die alone everyone says oh youre going places going change lives gonna this gonna that feel it know im though think world hates me thats   attempts worked maybe im even stupider think im stupid kill myself knows dunno man wanna stay high wanna talk someone though like alone miss taking care someone made feel worth it im down attempt free since april th  amp selfharm free since january th i wanna mess againfuck
im lonely feel like onei feel way though yes may broken fiance monthagobut good reason began getting abusive again stood first time promised got back together ever laid hand again id leave good nine months happened drink first time went complete shit feel happy sticking myself feel happy admitting deserve better deserve better hes right really person loved im going alone rest life person liked actually liked back once ive always gotten rejected used sex justmaybe thats im good for im fucking disgusting im weak im fucking stupid crazy fat ugly bitch whos never going fucking go anywhere life im going die aloneeveryone says oh youre going places going change lives gonna this gonna that feel it know im though think world hates me thats attempts worked maybe im even stupider think im stupid kill myself knows dunno man wanna stay high wanna talk someone though like alone miss taking care someone made feel worth it im down attempt free since april th amp selfharm free sincejanuary th i wanna mess againfuck
Me siento solo como onei se siente de la manera aunque sí puede novia roto mesago pero buena razón comenzó a ser abusivo otra vez se puso de pie primera vez prometido volver a estar juntos otra vez id ida bueno nueve meses pasó bebida primera vez se fue completa mierda se siente feliz pegarme me siento feliz admitiendo merecer mejor hes derecho persona amada im ir solo descanso vida a la persona le gustaba en realidad le gustaba volver una vez ive siempre se rechazó sexo usado sólo tal vez eso es bueno para im maldito asqueroso im im débil im maldito estúpido perra gorda fea que nunca va a ir a ninguna mierda vida im morir solo todo el mundo dice oh youre lugares va a cambiar vidas va a este sentir que sabe im aunque creo que el mundo me odia que los intentos funcionaron tal vez im estúpido pensar im estúpido matarme sabe dunno hombre quiere quedarse alto quiere hablar alguien aunque como solo falta a cuidar alguien hizo sentir que vale la pena intentar gratis desde abril amp selfharm free desdejanario th i quiero desorden otra vez mierda