option move try live stay commit redflagive stuck essentially us state entire life ill  april every memory place full trauma abuse struggle able take proper steps recovering even medication feel stuck place want move different state start new place know anyone one knows me truly feel begin move on feel hopelessly stuck am want assume know best me feel like know anything myself doubt myself scared moving scared attempting redflag life joke feeling attempt ill end making living existence worse ive written note im giving weeks figure want do cant figure out plan end suffering confusion fear one speak to one listen without bringing problems family two three people hang who also turn talkworry redflag sickeningly upbeat conversation problems guess post heard something know sorry
option move try live stay commit redflagive stuck essentially us state entire life ill april every memory place full trauma abuse struggle able take proper steps recovering even medication feel stuck place want move different state start new place know anyone one knows me truly feel begin move on feel hopelessly stuck am want assume know best me feel like know anything myself doubt myself scared moving scared attempting redflag life joke feeling attempt ill end making living existence worse ive written note im giving weeks figure want do cant figure out plan end suffering confusion fear one speak to one listen without bringing problems family two three people hang who also turn talkworry redflag sickeningly upbeat conversation problems guess post heard something know sorry
option move try live stay commit redflagive stickd esencialmente nosotros estado toda la vida mal abril cada memoria lugar completo trauma abuso lucha capaz de tomar los pasos adecuados recuperación incluso medicamentos se siente atascado lugar querer movimiento diferente estado empezar nuevo lugar saber que alguien me conoce realmente sentir comenzar movimiento sentirse desesperadamente atascado yo quiero asumir saber mejor me siento como saber cualquier cosa duda yo mismo miedo movimiento asustado intento rojoflag broma de la vida sentimiento mal extremo hacer la vida peor vida vida nota escrita im dar semanas figura quiero no puedo averiguar plan fin sufrimiento confusión miedo uno habla a uno escuchar sin traer problemas familia dos tres personas cuelgan que también se ponen a hablarpreocupado rojo flamante alegre problemas de conversación adivinar post oído algo saber lo siento