feel truly hollow aloneheya reading ive times awhile back past feel time different probably explain bit case people want understand im coming from name macy im transgender girl recently ive kinda fell fucked place dont think get one awhile back ended leaving highschool social anxiety bullying lack motivation things appease parents got enrolled online classes still legally need school age fifteen basically dropped point life ive able keep social life alive since happens awhile back world works regular teenager friends change time old friends gone really one anymore people online bed online friends arent really close either ive issues past drugs coke acid weed cigs others control part recently ive felt urge might way cope pain feel me thats driving sanity breaking point understand im young probably dont know im talking point life know feel feels really terrible exboyfriend hasnt spoken two weeks really strained mentality left terms close people struggle signs mental illnesses make really dependent clingy im fan self diagnosing therapist said show signs cant really disorder etc adult said would agree show signs things believe might have ive found state constant distraction keep thinking alone pain am eats more really dont know anymore ive tried hotlines past didnt help keep getting urge die something drastic make happy die peace knowing wanted im sorry bad grammar im really best moods proofread rant depression
feel truly hollow aloneheya reading ive times awhile back past feel time different probably explain bit case people want understand im coming from name macy im transgender girl recently ive kinda fell fucked place dont think get one awhile back ended leaving highschool social anxiety bullying lack motivation things appease parents got enrolled online classes still legally need school age fifteen basically dropped point life ive able keep social life alive since happens awhile back world works regular teenager friends change time old friends gone really one anymore people online bed online friends arent really close either ive issues past drugs coke acid weed cigs others control part recently ive felt urge might way cope pain feel me thats driving sanity breaking point understand im young probably dont know im talking point life know feel feels really terrible exboyfriend hasnt spoken two weeks really strained mentality left terms close people struggle signs mental illnesses make really dependent clingy im fan self diagnosing therapist said show signs cant really disorder etc adult said would agree show signs things believe might have ive found state constant distraction keep thinking alone pain am eats more really dont know anymore ive tried hotlines past didnt help keep getting urge die something drastic make happy die peace knowing wanted im sorry bad grammarim really best moods proofread rant depression
Siente realmente hueco soloheya leyendo tiempos de vida hace un tiempo atrás sentir tiempo diferente probablemente explicar caso pequeño la gente quiere entender im viniendo de nombre macy im chica transgénero recientemente ive un poco cayó follada lugar no pienses conseguir uno hace un tiempo terminó dejando secundaria ansiedad social bullying falta motivación cosas apaciguar padres se inscribieron en las clases en línea todavía legalmente necesidad edad escolar quince años básicamente caída vida ive capaz mantener la vida social ya que sucede hace un tiempo mundo trabaja amigos adolescentes regulares cambio tiempo viejos amigos se fueron realmente una más personas en línea cama amigos no son realmente cerca o problemas pasados drogas coca ácido hierba cigs otros control parte recientemente live sentido impulso podría hacer frente al dolor me siento que conduce cordura punto de ruptura entender im joven probablemente no sé im hablar punto la vida sabe se siente realmente terrible exboyfriend no ha hablado dos semanas mentalidad muy tensa izquierda términos cerca personas lucha signos enfermedades mentales hacen realmente dependiente