getting help made worseive seeing therapist psychiatrist quite now latest psych appointment recommended local mental health facility partial hospitalization program doctor broke patient confidentiality told mom im  btw suicidal thoughts made take away knife room made appointment mental health place go get assessment done place thats gets much worse counselor went even told mom selfharm ive selfharming years never thought family would find it hit like truck know look differently now mom even cried entire ride home anyway want program course america expensive mom says want it need take money college fund would take half funds id  left college really want program ive already emailed summer activity teacher canceled that made sad since senior year ive activity high school far late take back though wish mom told college funds let quit that decide getting treatment keeping college fund deciding factor really whether think keep safe summer thing is really know whole thing family finding everythingi honestly nothing lose anymore want major zoology work animals college career know going everything worth it end killing anyway even all treatment id debt rest life already would keeping funds dont know mom wont help look options like doesnt want get help truly money her im sure theres programs would work better family basically broke get coming shes even trying find options maybe try kill ill get forced hospitalization someone pay anyway whole thing making suicidal anything live anymore might well spend college funds since ill probably dead time college rolls around anyway idk im looking advice since really hard situation in thanks read whole thing kind long lmao
getting help made worseive seeing therapist psychiatrist quite now latest psych appointment recommended local mental health facility partial hospitalization program doctor broke patient confidentiality told mom im btw suicidal thoughts made take away knife room made appointment mental health place go get assessment done place thats gets much worse counselor went even told mom selfharm ive selfharming years never thought family would find it hit like truck know look differently now mom even cried entire ride home anyway want program course america expensive mom says want it need take money college fund would take half funds id left college really want program ive already emailed summer activity teacher canceled that made sad since senior year ive activity high school far late take back though wish mom told college funds let quit that decide getting treatment keeping college fund deciding factor really whether think keep safe summer thing is really know whole thing family finding everythingi honestly nothing lose anymore want major zoology work animals college career know going everything worth it end killing anyway even all treatment id debt rest life already would keeping funds dont know mom wont help look options like doesnt want get help truly money her im sure theres programs would work better family basically broke get coming shes even trying find options maybe try kill ill get forced hospitalization someone pay anyway whole thing making suicidal anything live anymore might well spend college funds since ill probably dead time college rolls around anywayidk im looking advice since really hard situation in thanks read whole thing kind long lmao
conseguir ayuda empeoraría ver psiquiatra terapeuta bastante ahora última consulta psicológica recomendado centro de salud mental local programa de hospitalización parcial médico rompió la confidencialidad del paciente le dijo a mamá