see point anymoremy life never good seems im  years old guy since  yo watch brother drug addiction break mothers heart year year od  times started selfharming  years old ages  years old literally  friendmy neighbor mom super controlling never let go kids houses everyone school bullied quite shy bad sports  years old met girl became bff also made friends  ppl  told girl loved her ended destroying friendship transfer different school started cutting way much suicidal lost best friend friends made graduated alone since starting college mom still super controlling struggle sexuality never dated much seem end bad girls except one meet  perfect wonderful died stroke  months started dating disease called avm still miss see parents regularly happy them live hour away recently started dating girl never felt connect someone cheated boss ended hospital it  months still cutting it think redflag constantly never seem able sleep life never seems get better hope immediately taken me like cant control like feeling like ghost robot im told never noticed never anyone share pain true empathy know truly feel feel alone sorry ranting keep thoughts head day
see point anymoremy life never good seems im years old guy since yo watch brother drug addiction break mothers heart year year od times started selfharming years old ages years old literally friendmy neighbor mom super controlling never let go kids houses everyone school bullied quite shy bad sports years old met girl became bff also made friends ppl told girl loved her ended destroying friendship transfer different school started cutting way much suicidal lost best friend friends made graduated alone since starting college mom still super controlling struggle sexuality never dated much seem end bad girls except one meet perfect wonderful died stroke months started dating disease called avm still miss see parents regularly happy them live hour away recently started dating girl never felt connect someone cheated boss ended hospitalit months still cutting it think redflag constantly never seem able sleep life never seems get better hope immediately taken me like cant control like feeling like ghost robot im told never noticed never anyone share pain true empathy know truly feel feel alone sorry rantingkeep thoughts head day
Ver más mi vida nunca parece buena Im años viejo chico desde que ves hermano adicción a las drogas romper madres corazón año año odds times comenzó años de daño a sí mismo edad edad literalmente amigo mi vecino mamá super controlando nunca dejar ir niños casas todos escuela intimidado bastante tímido malos deportes años meet girl become bff también hizo amigos ppl le dijo a la chica amaba terminar la amistad transferencia diferente escuela comenzó a cortar mucho suicida perdido mejores amigos se graduaron solos desde comenzar universidad mamá todavía super controlando lucha sexualidad nunca salir mucho parece final chicas malas excepto un encuentro perfecto maravilloso muerto accidente cerebro meses comenzó citas enfermedad llamada avm todavía falta ver padres regularmente felices viven hora de distancia recientemente comenzó salir chica nunca se sintió conectado alguien engañado jefe terminó hospitalit meses todavía cortar pensar rojoflag constantemente nunca parece capaz sueño vida nunca parece mejor me tomó como no puede controlar como sensación de fantasma robot im contada nunca se dio cuenta nunca nadie compartir dolor verdadera empatía saber realmente se siente solo