broke birthdayive fallen love twice life ive finally found second person dont force feelings towards makes feel alive makes feel something else depression helped get last love happy got him happy cried hyperventilated happy excited first time someone actually love loved back cheated didnt give him gave second chance thought ive done wouldve enough not first person ever cheated on me now birthday today right now long distance relationship came visit me everything went well started asking would hate left me could never hate him left me cant look knowing person friend cant look knowing doesnt love me nothings going right recently lost clean year today lost clean month best friend really suicidal got scammed money barely even feel like alive anymore want zero reasons kill myself want able kill myself want peace need break head going explode
broke birthdayive fallen love twice life ive finally found second person dont force feelings towards makes feel alive makes feel something else depression helped get last love happy got him happy cried hyperventilated happy excited first time someone actually love loved back cheated didnt give him gave second chance thought ive done wouldve enough not first person ever cheated on me now birthday today right now long distance relationship came visit me everything went well started asking would hate left me could never hate him left me cant look knowing person friend cant look knowing doesnt love me nothings going right recently lost clean year today lost clean month best friend really suicidal got scammed money barely even feel like alive anymore want zero reasons kill myself want able kill myself want peace need break head going explode
rompe cumpleaños amor caído dos veces vida iv finalmente encontrado segunda persona no fuerza sentimientos hacia hace sentir vivo hace sentir algo más depresión ayudó a conseguir último amor feliz le hizo feliz llorado hiperventilado feliz excitado primera vez que alguien en realidad amor amado detrás engañado no le dio segunda oportunidad pensamiento iv hecho lo suficiente no primera persona nunca me engañó ahora cumpleaños hoy ahora ahora larga distancia relación vino visitarme todo empezó bien me pidió odio me dejó nunca podría odiarme me dejó saber persona amigo no puede mirar saber no me ama nada va bien año limpio hoy perdido mes limpio mejor amigo realmente suicida consiguió dinero estafado apenas se siente como vivo más quiere cero razones matarme quiero capaz matarme quiero paz romper cabeza va a explotar