finally ready dieive depressed long time ever since never truly happy suffering due ugliness unforgivingness idiocy hatred family country two days ago straw broke camels back mom one people truly believed believed me told failure never amount anything always trying latch bit hope miserable life trying best stay alive hoping happy ending trying find someonesomething live foror maybe finally able love someone curious phenomenon wait see through give life meaning rather let stay pain is sure possible anymore every day ask life ever going become worthwhile going matter long run worth embarrassmentthe tearsthe painand work maybe one mistake could ruin endured knowing knowing much idiot be knowing even defending believe could get worst situation one live right now due much more sure life never going liveable never mind good ever matter matter hard try always broken unrepairable guess good bye cruel world
finally ready dieive depressed long time ever since never truly happy suffering due ugliness unforgivingness idiocy hatred family country two days ago straw broke camels back mom one people truly believed believed me told failure never amount anything always trying latch bit hope miserable life trying best stay alive hoping happy ending trying find someonesomething live foror maybe finally able love someone curious phenomenon wait see through give life meaning rather let stay pain is sure possible anymore every day ask life ever going become worthwhile going matter long run worth embarrassmentthe tearsthe painand work maybe one mistake could ruin endured knowing knowing much idiot be knowing even defending believe could get worst situation one live right now due much more sure life never going liveable never mind good ever matter matter hard try always broken unrepairable guess good bye cruel world
por fin listo dieive deprimido mucho tiempo desde nunca verdaderamente feliz sufrimiento debido fealdad indolente idiotez odio familia país hace dos días paja rompió camellos volver mamá una gente realmente creyó que me dijo fracaso nunca cantidad nada siempre tratando pestillo poco esperanza miserable vida tratando mejor mantenerse vivo esperando feliz final tratando de encontrar a alguien vivo por o tal vez finalmente capaz amar a alguien fenómeno curioso esperar ver a través de dar sentido a la vida más bien dejar de permanecer el dolor es más seguro posible cada día pedir vida siempre va a valer la pena ir materia largo plazo pena vergüenza las lágrimas el dolor y el trabajo tal vez un error podría arruinarse sabiendo mucho idiota estar sabiendo incluso defender creer podría conseguir peor situación uno vive ahora debido a mucho más seguro vida nunca va a vivir nunca importa bien nunca importa duro tratar siempre roto inreparable conjetura bueno adiós cruel mundo