wanted lovedi never really felt loved parents never affectionate me fault never told wanted hug envy people good relationships parents fault me telling enough shove away me boyfriend trusted him nightmares leave alone im getting drunk sleep better maybe genetics mom like that uncle like that seven years feelings rollercoaster end want feel numb forever feelings nightmares much
wanted lovedi never really felt loved parents never affectionate me fault never told wanted hug envy people good relationships parents fault me telling enough shove away me boyfriend trusted him nightmares leave alone im getting drunk sleep bettermaybe genetics mom like that uncle like that seven years feelings rollercoaster end want feel numb forever feelings nightmares much
lovedi nunca realmente se sintió amado padres nunca afectuoso culpa nunca me dijo querido abrazo envidia gente buenas relaciones padres culpa me dice lo suficiente me empuja lejos mi novio confió en él pesadillas dejar solo yo emborracharse sueño mejor tal vez genética mamá como ese tío como siete años sentimientos montaña rusa extremo querer sentirse entumecido para siempre sentimientos pesadillas mucho