feeling  butterfly knife  tiredhey guys  ive posted lot recently  basically ago girlfriend depended broke even friends really taxing me went mall friends today  scalpel home wanted something bigger hurt really protection shady areas cape town  south africa anyway im sitting bed im really good place really want self harm really sharp im posting rselfharm takes hours respond im really lonely cant move miss ex nothing makes happy anymore truly happy anyway life feels forced whats killing moved  blocked social media fucked off burdened anymore wish relief too therapist good antidepressants help want die  im scared pain could take lot pills make simple cut bleed id that anyway  years long enough live guess im rambling im sure get emotions out want someone tell things okay miss much killing me want die want die would friends think im gone  family ex anyway thanks listening sw  im sorry im bothering im really alone right now
feeling butterfly knife tiredhey guys ive posted lot recently basically ago girlfriend depended broke even friends really taxing me went mall friends today scalpel home wanted something bigger hurt really protection shady areas cape town south africaanyway im sitting bedim really good place really want self harm really sharp im posting rselfharm takes hours respondim really lonely cant move miss ex nothing makes happy anymore truly happy anyway life feels forced whats killing moved blocked social media fucked off burdened anymore wish relief too therapist good antidepressants help wantdieim scared pain could take lot pills make simple cut bleed id that anyway years long enough live guess im rambling im sure get emotions out want someone tell thingsokay miss much killing me want die want die would friends think im gone family ex anyway thanks listening sw imsorry im bothering im really alone right now
la sensación mariposa cuchillo cansadohey chicos ive publicado lot hace poco básicamente hace novia dependía roto incluso amigos realmente impuesto fui centro comercial amigos hoy casa del bisturí quería algo más grande daño realmente protección zonas sombreadas cabo ciudad sur Áfricaanyway im sentado bedim realmente buen lugar realmente quiere daño realmente sight im rselfharm toma horas respondim realmente solitario no puede mover señorita ex nada hace feliz más realmente feliz de todos modos la vida se siente obligado lo que mata se movió bloqueado redes sociales jodidos más alivio de deseo también terapeuta buenos antidepresivos ayuda a quererdieim dolor asustado podría tomar muchas píldoras hacer simple corte sang ID que de todos modos años lo suficiente vivir conjetura im divagar im seguro conseguir emociones fuera quiere que alguien diga cosasoky falta mucho que me quiere morir quiero morir amigos pensar im ido familia ex de todos modos gracias escuchar sw imsorry im molestar im realmente solo ahora mismo