matter change life never enough ill always sick want stopi suffered bad anxiety depression almost long remembersince puberty im twenties always thought various reasons hated myself stress current job school anything fucked class forgetting write paper im working much feel like total fucking failure think give drop become housewife boyfriwnd finally kids like planned even though mother anyone want make boyfriend happy deserves ithe deserves much more even thinking stress school gone help changes help still wish dead deep hatred distrust anyone except boyfriend scares much legitimate hatred human beings truly believe people evil thing alive destroy planet unspeakably sick things animals wildlife often think could kill entire human race included id heartbeat feel like entire species society exceptations bullshit none fucking means anythingid rather die deal it id rather die go life
matter change life never enough ill always sick want stopi suffered bad anxiety depression almost long remembersince puberty im twenties always thought various reasons hated myself stress current job school anything fucked class forgetting write paper im working much feel like total fucking failure think give drop become housewife boyfriwnd finally kids like planned even though mother anyone want make boyfriend happy deserves ithe deserves much more even thinking stress school gone help changes help still wish dead deep hatred distrust anyone except boyfriend scares much legitimate hatred human beings truly believe people evil thing alive destroy planet unspeakably sick things animals wildlife often think could kill entire human race included id heartbeat feel like entire species society exceptations bullshit none fucking means anythingid rather die deal it id rather die go life
La materia cambia la vida nunca lo suficientemente enfermo siempre enfermo querer stomi sufrió mala ansiedad depresión casi mucho tiempo recordar desde la pubertad en los años veinte siempre pensé varias razones me odiaban estrés actual trabajo escuela cualquier clase jodido olvidar papel im trabajo mucho sentir como total puto fracaso pensar dar gota convertirse ama de casa boyfriwnd finalmente niños como planeado a pesar de que la madre cualquiera quiere hacer novio feliz merece mucho más incluso pensar estrés escuela ido ayuda cambios ayuda todavía deseo muerto profundo odio desconfianza nadie excepto novio asusta mucho legítimo odio seres humanos realmente creen gente mal vivo destruir planeta inhablable enfermo cosas animales vida animal a menudo piensan que podría matar raza humana entera incluidos latidos del corazón se siente como entera especie sociedad excepciones mierda ninguna mierda significa cualquier cosaid lugar morir trato Id lugar morir ir vida