could kill right without ever firsts lifeive never relationship havent first kiss dont car job house im still teenager every day live care less less things im still high school care them dont think trying die sucks want enjoy youth want childhood want know first relationship would like college would pick graduate high school car id buy finally get drivers license instead im stuck trying cry everyday class im wouldbeagradestudent barely gets past  gpa semester im trying convince everyday overdose wake wondering today day finally post redflag note online text friends teachers goodbye im tired living dont want die want everything stop feel lonely dont want try text call anyone know feel like ill bother ill add worry plate keep buying things online convince wait arrive fill emptiness materialism short span time sadness sets back in cant talk parents dont understand deal depressed child dont think teachers would really want deal break even though gave numbers case needed talk friends arent serious enough comfort me wouldnt know approach told kill myself im trying hard keep convincing live keep burning ive end rope weeks ill surprised manage live th birthday already surprised lived th
could kill right without ever firsts lifeive never relationship havent first kiss dont car job house im still teenager every day live care less less things im still high school care them dont think trying die sucks want enjoy youth want childhood want know first relationship would like college would pick graduate high school car id buy finally get drivers license instead im stuck trying cry everyday class im wouldbeagradestudent barely gets past gpa semester im trying convince everyday overdose wake wondering today day finally post redflag note online text friends teachers goodbye im tired living dont want die want everything stop feel lonely dont want try text call anyone know feel like ill bother ill add worry plate keep buying things online convince wait arrive fill emptiness materialism short span time sadness sets back in cant talk parents dont understand deal depressed child dont think teachers would really want deal break even though gave numbers case needed talk friends arent serious enough comfort me wouldnt know approach told kill myself im trying hard keep convincing live keep burning ive end rope weeks ill surprised manage live th birthday already surprised lived th
Podría matar a la derecha sin nunca primeros vida nunca relación havent primer beso non job house im todavía adolescente cada día cuidado vivo menos cosas im todavía cuidado de la escuela secundaria ellos no piensan tratando de morir chupan quieren disfrutar juventud quieren infancia quieren saber primera relación como la universidad elegiría graduado coche de escuela secundaria id comprar finalmente conseguir licencia de conducir en lugar de im atascado tratando de llorar clase diaria im wouldbeagradeestudiante apenas consigue más allá gpa semestre im tratando de convencer a diario sobredosificación despertar preguntándose hoy finalmente post redflag nota en línea texto amigos amigos adios i cansado vivir no quiero morir quieren todo stop se siente solo no quiero intentar texto llamar a nadie sé sentir como mal molestar mal añadir placa preocupación seguir comprando cosas en línea convencer llegar llenar vacío materialismo corto lapso de tiempo tristeza se establece de nuevo en cant charla padres no entienden trato niños deprimidos no creo que los profesores realmente querrían negocio descanso a pesar de dar números caso necesario charla amigos no son lo suficientemente cómodos me gustaría saber enfoque dicho matarme im tratar duro seguir convenciendo vivo seguir quemando el final de vida semanas mal sorprendido manejar en vivo el cumpleaños ya vivido