dont know copehi im really sure start ive contemplating idea redflag while  years now im much coward recently urge getting stronger stronger lack close friends open ive never actually told anyone would feel bad did every day wish wouldnt wake cry nights due reject school home since parents refuse give attention pleasure life currently ramadan im struggling living due fasting im  weigh kg parents dont care say good me refuse eat take anger food recently ive eating less less making hate body more ive also recently gotten government issued student loan mum wants im trusted im  one thing ive looking forward month since bit shopping myself today shes said doesnt get end week ill start paying rent start paying food get im also muslim cursed sexuality problems dont know caused thing ive living entire life lie cant tell anyone since friends publicly made known dont accept lgbt people wouldnt friends idk change feelings towards genders main thing thats holding ending able see happy family would be dont think like me life right hard deal im starved sorry posting unserious enough wanted let people know bit soon maybe die
dont know copehiim really sure start ive contemplating idea redflagwhile years now im much coward recently urge getting stronger stronger lack close friends open ive never actually told anyone would feel bad did every day wish wouldnt wake cry nights due reject school home since parents refuse give attention pleasure life currently ramadan im struggling living due fasting im weighkg parents dont care say good me refuse eat take anger food recently ive eating less less making hate body more ive also recently gotten government issued student loan mum wants im trusted im one thing ive looking forward month since bit shopping myself today shes said doesnt get end week ill start paying rent start paying food get im also muslim cursed sexuality problems dont know caused thing ive living entire life lie cant tell anyone since friends publicly made known dont accept lgbt people wouldnt friends idk change feelings towards genders main thing thats holding ending able see happy family would be dont think like me life right hard deal im starved sorry posting unserious enough wanted let people know bit soon maybe die
No sé copehiim realmente seguro empezar a contemplar la idea eufóricos años ahora im mucho cobarde recientemente impulso conseguir más fuerte falta amigos cercanos abrir ive nunca le dijo a nadie se sentiría mal deseo no despertaría llorar noches debido rechazo escuela casa ya padres rechazan dar atención placer vida actualmente ramadan im lucha por vivir debido ayuno im peso kg padres no les importa decir bueno yo rechazo comer comer comida enojo recientemente ive comer menos hacer odio cuerpo más ive también recientemente recibido gobierno emitido préstamo estudiantil mamá quiere confiar en una cosa ive mirando hacia adelante mes desde poco comprar yo mismo hoy ella dice que no se termina semana mal empezar a pagar alquiler empezar pagar alimentos get im también musulmanes maldecidos problemas de sexualidad no saben causado cosa ive vida vida entera mentira no puede decir a nadie ya que amigos públicamente hizo conocido no aceptar lgbt personas no amigos idk cambiar sentimientos hacia géneros principal cosa que mantiene el final capaz ver feliz familia sería dont pensar como la vida derecho negocio duro im hambre lamentar publicar unserio suficiente quería que la gente supiera poco quizás morir