suicidal thoughts constantly coming backso suffering depression long time now nearing  years good days feel overwhelmed thinking many things money friends work home things stable home  years moving time nothing left pre  years old financial future next  years least due really unluckystupid seems every single financial obligation make goes tits up end debt nothing show it weather non fault car crash leaving k debt even though insured overdraft still high drug abuse  years ago feel burden best friends live offered them im dealing transitioning  years still tough fighting tooth nail basic treatment possible sustain place want quality life im single cant earn good enough income part family raised dead part different people cant connect with genuinely want die every pain ache ive felt ive hoped cancer incurable thing excuse die cant speak anyone person it feel like cant want attention ice spoken feelings recent past imagine talking people know take it week occasionally feel happy whole feel sick waste space go away 
suicidal thoughts constantly coming backso suffering depression long time now nearing years good days feel overwhelmed thinking many things money friends work home things stable home years moving time nothing left pre years old financial future next years least due really unluckystupid seems every single financial obligation make goes tits up end debt nothing show it weather non fault car crash leaving k debt even though insured overdraft still high drug abuse years ago feelburden best friends live offered them im dealing transitioning years still tough fighting tooth nail basic treatment possible sustain place want quality life im single cant earn good enough income part family raised dead part different people cant connect with genuinely want die every pain ache ive felt ive hoped cancer incurable thing excuse die cant speak anyone person it feel like cant want attention ice spoken feelings recent past imagine talking people know take it week occasionally feel happy whole feel sick waste space go away
pensamientos suicidas constantemente regresando tan sufriente depresión mucho tiempo ahora cerca de años buenos días se sienten abrumados pensando muchas cosas dinero amigos trabajo casa cosas casa estable años mudanza tiempo nada izquierda pre años viejo futuro financiero los próximos años menos debido realmente mala suerte parece que cada obligación financiera hacer tetas hasta el final deuda nada mostrarlo clima no falla accidente de coche dejar k deuda a pesar de sobregiro asegurado todavía alto abuso de drogas años hace sentir carga mejores amigos viven les ofreció im trading transición años todavía duro lucha uñas uñas tratamiento básico posible mantener lugar deseo calidad vida im single cant ganar suficiente ingreso parte familia criada parte muerta diferente personas no se pueden conectar con realmente querer morir cada dolor dolor ache vida se siente esperanzado cáncer cosa incurable excusa morir no puede hablar a nadie persona se siente como no quiere atención hielo habla sentimientos recientemente imaginan gente hablar saben tomarlo semana a veces se siente feliz entero