im officially admittedly depressed tw want move toxic houseturning  thought id magical way house money accomplish goals finally report abusive ex rapist thought finally get therapy etc stopped taking zoloft sertraline back cold turkied good emotional parents dont take anymore eye exams doctors appts concern swept rug always say theyll get therapy glasses never follow through need therapy ive needed since freshman year cheap therapists never give shit me called one saying suicidal wanting go politely told calm hung up dug trauma never showed another appointment braces years teeth straight beautiful year ago dentist told need wisdom teeth removed asap itll destroy progress guess cant afford it need glasses weak eye doesnt drift direction quite frankly im used looking fucked ive raised average family may selfish want ugly im terrified finally job cant leave money yet started first training day today looking job months dad wouldnt let work dad selfish controlling mom praises kisses feet defends him theres way point itll long time
im officially admittedly depressed tw want move toxic houseturning thought id magical way house money accomplish goals finally report abusive ex rapist thought finally get therapy etc stopped taking zoloft sertraline back cold turkied good emotional parents dont take anymore eye exams doctors appts concern swept rug always say theyll get therapy glasses never follow through need therapy ive needed since freshman year cheap therapists never give shit me called one saying suicidal wanting go politely told calm hung up dug trauma never showed another appointment braces years teeth straight beautiful year ago dentist told need wisdom teeth removed asap itll destroy progress guess cant afford it need glasses weak eye doesnt drift direction quite frankly im used looking fucked ive raised average family may selfish want ugly im terrified finally job cant leave money yet started first training day today looking job months dad wouldnt let work dad selfish controlling mom praises kisses feet defends him theres way point itll long time
Im oficialmente deprimido tw want movimiento tóxico houseturning pensamiento id mágico manera casa dinero lograr objetivos finalmente informe abusivo ex violador pensamiento finalmente conseguir terapia etc dejó de tomar zoloft sertraline frío turkied buenos padres emocionales no tomar más exámenes de ojos médicos appts preocupación alfombra barrida siempre dicen que conseguirán gafas de terapia nunca seguir a través de necesidad terapia ive necesario desde primer año terapeutas baratos nunca me dan mierda llamado uno diciendo suicida querer ir cortésmente dicho calma colgado trauma cavado nunca mostró otra cita dientes dientes hermoso año hace dentista dijo necesidad dientes de sabiduría quitados lo más rápido posible destruir progreso conjetura no se puede permitir que necesite gafas de ojo débil no deriva dirección bastante francamente im utilizado mirada follada iive criado familia promedio puede egoísta querer feo im finalmente trabajo no puede dejar dinero todavía comenzó primer día de entrenamiento meses de trabajo papá no dejaría trabajar papá egoísta control de mamá besos pies lo defiende theres way point itll largo tiempo