fucking tired pretending betterfrom everyone family counselors friends keep feeding bullshit feel put pity bs everyday wish owned gun could done already even sad tired life terrible nothing bad overly happened trying get disability  years mostly making people happy pretending get on life shit look forward nothing anymore everything seems like huge waste time think real conversation anyone months now reason even still alive want upset anyone thats it even starting go dont care hole everything else even honestly expect anyone read respond want least something truth somewhere
fucking tired pretending betterfrom everyone family counselors friends keep feeding bullshit feel put pity bs everyday wish owned gun could done already even sad tired life terrible nothing bad overly happened trying get disability years mostly making people happy pretending get on life shit look forward nothing anymore everything seems like huge waste time think real conversation anyone months now reason even still alive want upset anyone thats it even starting go dont care hole everything else even honestly expect anyone read respond want least something truth somewhere
mierda cansado fingiendo mejor de todos los consejeros de familia amigos seguir alimentando mierda se siente compasión bs deseo diario arma de propiedad podría hacer ya incluso triste vida cansada terrible nada malo sucedió demasiado tratando de conseguir años de discapacidad mayormente hacer a la gente feliz fingir conseguir en la vida mierda mirar hacia adelante nada más todo parece como enorme pérdida de tiempo pensar conversación real cualquiera meses ahora razón incluso aún vivo querer molestar a alguien que incluso empieza a ir no importa agujero todo lo demás incluso honestamente esperar que alguien leído responder menos quiere algo de verdad en algún lugar