turned  week ago currently summer break till next month go back college found depression gets really bad come home especially summer break longer breaks feel much better dorm like finally breathe while come home week reminded cannot stand there mother switches saying missed calling laziest person knows saying wish never me hitting me throwing things away without asking insulting get upset much more siblings dad really care complain older sister gaslights says going lot works hard takes you mom dad said want go back dorm mandatory sophomores anyway going end going going save move permanently cannot wait go back school neither crying numb hate feel powerless trigger
turned week ago currently summer break till next month go back college found depression gets really bad come home especially summer break longer breaks feel much better dorm like finally breathe while come home week reminded cannot stand there mother switches saying missed calling laziest person knows saying wish never me hitting me throwing things away without asking insulting get upset much more siblings dad really care complain older sister gaslights says going lot works hard takes you mom dad said want go back dorm mandatory sophomores anyway going end going going save move permanently cannot wait go back school neither crying numb hate feel powerless trigger
Hace una semana, actualmente vacaciones de verano hasta el próximo mes volver a la universidad encontró depresión se pone muy mal volver a casa, especialmente vacaciones de verano descansos más largos sentir mucho mejor dormitorio como finalmente respirar mientras llega a casa semana recordado no puede pararse allí interruptores de madre diciendo falta llamar a la persona más perezosa sabe diciendo deseo nunca me golpear a tirar las cosas sin pedir insultos se molestan mucho más hermanos papá realmente cuidado queja hermana mayor luces de gas dice que va mucho trabajo duro te lleva mamá papá dijo que quiere volver dormitorio obligatorio de segundo año de todos modos va a terminar va a guardar movimiento permanentemente no puede esperar volver a la escuela ni llorar entumecimiento odio se siente impotente desencadenante