feel pathetic for past almost  years ive depressed anxious wanting commit redflag goal dead end summer tonight would perfect night ive looked cant dying scares fuck me dont know feels like worst case scenario go hell plus attempt fails could get brain damage dont know fucking do feel pathetic pussy every option seems painful risky wish could fucking go like that nah plus id like possibility living incase know im asking much something simple redflag im scared dont know do feel like escape death moment feel like without im pathetic fucking dgy tn moment im praying fucking aneurysm kill me hate much dont know im fucking reddit looking essentially nothing 
feel pathetic for past almost years ive depressed anxious wanting commit redflag goal dead end summer tonight would perfect night ive looked cant dying scares fuck me dont know feels like worst case scenario go hell plus attempt fails could get brain damage dont know fucking do feel pathetic pussy every option seems painful risky wish could fucking go like thatnah plus id like possibility living incase know im asking much something simple redflag im scared dont know do feel like escape death moment feel like without im pathetic fucking dgy tn moment im praying fucking aneurysm kill me hate much dont know im fucking reddit looking essentially nothing
Me siento patética por los últimos años ive deprimido ansioso que quiere cometer mancha roja objetivo callejón sin salida verano esta noche perfecto noche ive look cant moribundo miedos mierda yo no sé se siente como peor caso escenario ir infierno más intento fallas podría conseguir daño cerebral no sé sentir mierda sentir coño patético cada opción parece doloroso deseo arriesgado podría ir como Thannah plus id como posibilidad de vida incase saber im pidiendo mucho algo simple Redflag im miedo no sé se siente como escapar de la muerte momento se siente como sin Im patético maldito dgy tn momento im rezar puto aneurisma matarme odio mucho no sé im maldito reddit buscando esencialmente nada