started typing notei plan anything really really see things ever getting good want be feel like prisoner life want me want go back time stop becoming now even better born another famiy one without narissist one real family love connection ive isolating years know social noone seems want around like way look like direction life going in envious many people even take care anymore want things much better see happening hate much im verge tears feel like noone truely understand extent much hate past aand life going now want someone else badly want forget life ever happened start over im fucked up alone pathetic want takes telling people want kill take seriously love help me
started typing notei plan anything really really see things ever getting good want be feel like prisoner life want me want go back time stop becoming now even better born another famiy one without narissist one real family love connection ive isolating years know social noone seems want around like way look like direction life going in envious many people even take care anymore want things much better see happening hate muchim verge tears feel like noone truely understand extent much hate past aand life going now want someone else badly want forget life ever happened start over im fucked up alone pathetic want takes telling people want kill take seriously love help me
empezo a escribir notei plan cualquier cosa realmente realmente ver cosas llegar a ser bueno querer ser sentir como la vida prisionera quiero volver el tiempo dejar de ser ahora mejor nacido otro famiy sin narissist una verdadera familia amor conexión ive aislamiento años saber social nadie parece querer alrededor como la manera de ver como la vida va en envidia mucha gente incluso tener cuidado más quieren las cosas mucho mejor ver pasando odio muchiim al borde de las lágrimas se siente como nadie realmente entender mucho odio pasado y la vida va ahora quiere alguien más mal quiere olvidar la vida ha pasado de nuevo me jodió hasta sólo quiere decirle a la gente quiere matar tomar en serio amor ayudarme