point living hate lifeim young hate school uni father growing up immigrated another country  friends family currently country gf idiot give shit family thinks im good muslim boy im semi alcoholic atheist mother finds would totally destroyed living double life quite while shitty minmum wage job ambitions theyre unattainable now feel bad time workout yoga seen improvment body still absolutely hate it hate everything myself hate easy ways commit redflag hate ugly hate dedicated summer improve still failed miserably hate everything hate want friend hate cant get that hate stopped talking friends througout years miss old self confidnet little high schooler thought life high school going uber cool hate spend time stupid website hate every single thing posting anyway else get attention lol fucking stupid mean holy shit im little faggot  hell going im    bad commit redflag anyway things might improve fucking what hell even great life point living tried reading camus bullshit point living continue living suffering know know problems bad things might get better whatever gives shit one life does im whining little bitch desrves die idea death beautiful whole notion nonexistence really appeals me im thinking going sky diving see ill use chute beautiful that ill know life worth living not
point living hate lifeim young hate school uni father growing up immigrated another country friends family currently country gf idiot give shit family thinks imgood muslim boyim semi alcoholic atheist mother finds would totally destroyed living double life quite while shitty minmum wage job ambitions theyre unattainable now feel bad time workout yoga seen improvment body still absolutely hate it hate everything myself hate easy ways commit redflag hate ugly hate dedicated summer improve still failed miserably hate everything hate want friend hate cant get that hate stopped talking friends througout years miss old self confidnet little high schooler thought life high school going uber cool hate spend time stupid website hate every single thing posting anyway else get attention lol fucking stupid mean holy shit im little faggot hell going im bad commit redflag anyway things might improve fucking what hell even great life point living tried reading camus bullshit point living continue living suffering know know problems bad things might get better whatever gives shit one life does im whining little bitch desrves die idea death beautiful whole notion nonexistence really appeals me im thinking going sky diving see ill use chute beautiful that ill know life worth living not
punto de vida odio vidaim joven odio escuela uni padre al crecer inmigrado otro país amigos familia actualmente país gf idiota dar mierda familia piensa imgood muslim boyim semi alcohólico madre atea encuentra totalmente destruido vivir doble vida bastante mientras mierda mínimo salario empleo ambiciones que son inalcanzable ahora se siente mal tiempo entrenamiento yoga visto cuerpo improvisación todavía absolutamente odio todo yo odio maneras fáciles cometer odio rojo odio feo odio dedicado verano mejorar todavía fracasado miserablemente odio todo odio quieren amigo odio no puedo conseguir ese odio dejó de hablar amigos througout años falta viejo autofidnet pequeño estudiante de secundaria pensamiento vida escuela secundaria uber cool odio pasar tiempo estúpido sitio web odio cada una de las cosas publicación de todos modos otra vez conseguir atención lol mierda estúpido medio santo mierda im poco faggot infierno va im mal comisión Redflag