feeling worthless take  years figure im addictim doctor prescribed benzos benzos since  im  guess im depths withdrawal keep reliving whole life new pyschiatrist cussed friday month ago messed rx reduced  w refill set telehealth appt march th informed said get rx fix march th till hell friday spoke w nurse told would change called said im making look crazy wanted go scripts changes person sorry im going suffer long guess thought would pleasantly suffer silence asked cold heartedly want prescribe valium liking scolded calling cvs make sure dont pick refills told wanted prescribed years want billed  two telehealth appts hung phone screaming bye moved  hours away leaves office pick up anyways guess im addict keep hating im anything right addicted benzos never anything hard dealt w ignorant docs past pull shit take business streets isnt prescribed benzos doesnt know somebody knows somebody gets benzos im broke getting older dont want  illegal shit whole shit questioning relationships failures like damn prescribed wrong drug chose heroin younger least help benzo addicts get fucked system making us look pyscho doc makes mistake arent feeling good even mention risk getting pegged addict losing rx sanity im really hating  hour ride tomorrow make thoughts dissipate feeling hopeless anxiety anxiety thanks
feeling worthless take years figure im addictim doctor prescribed benzos benzos since im guess im depths withdrawal keep reliving whole life new pyschiatrist cussed friday month ago messed rx reduced w refill set telehealth appt march th informed said get rx fix march th till hell friday spoke w nurse told would change called said im making look crazy wanted goscripts changes person sorry im going suffer long guess thought would pleasantly suffer silence asked cold heartedly want prescribe valium liking scolded calling cvs make sure dont pick refills told wanted prescribed years want billed two telehealth appts hung phone screaming bye moved hours away leaves office pick up anyways guess im addict keep hating im anything right addicted benzos never anything hard dealt w ignorant docs past pull shit take business streets isnt prescribed benzos doesnt know somebody knows somebody gets benzos im broke getting older dont want illegal shit whole shit questioning relationships failures like damn prescribed wrong drug chose heroin younger least help benzo addicts get fucked system making us look pyscho doc makes mistake arent feeling good even mention risk getting pegged addict losing rx sanity im really hating hour ride tomorrow make thoughts dissipate feeling hopeless anxiety anxiety thanks
la sensación sin valor toma años figura im addictim doctor recetó benzos benzos ya que supongo im profundidad abstinencia mantener reviviendo toda la vida nuevo pyschiatrist cussed viernes hace mes rx reducido w relleno conjunto telesalud appt march th informado dijo conseguir rx fijar marcha th hasta el infierno viernes habló w enfermera dijo cambiar se llama dijo im haciendo parecer loco goscripts cambio persona lament im va a sufrir larga conjetura pensamiento agradablemente sufrir silencio pedido frío corazón deseo prescribir valium gusto refrigerio llamadas cvs asegúrese de no recoger rellenos se dice buscado años prescritos quieren facturar