ready goi want kill self seriously dont give fuck anymore im  ive spent whole life forcing shit happy always same friends go dont care see anymore force take new things hoping ill find answer push limits comfort zone hoping meet new people fleeting bull shit genuine lasting connections death seems like best option dad says need strong selfless stick around family dont care dont want live feeling like shit  tried fucking hard always get shit on wanted find somebody loves understands older get realize thats bull shit try try really fucking hard never works countless attempts know soul never dont kill self ill end alone parents eventually die itll married siblings kids spinning wheels like fucking loser shitty fucking loser get with
ready goi want kill self seriously dont give fuckanymore im ive spent whole life forcing shit happy always same friends go dont care see anymore force take new things hoping ill find answer push limits comfort zone hoping meet new people fleeting bull shit genuine lasting connections death seems like best option dad says need strong selfless stick around family dont care dont want live feeling like shit tried fucking hard always get shit on wanted find somebody loves understands older get realize thats bull shit try try really fucking hard never works countless attempts know soul never dont kill self ill end alone parents eventually die itll married siblings kids spinning wheels like fucking loser shitty fucking loser get with
listo goi quiere matarse en serio no dar mierda más im ive pasado toda la vida forzando mierda feliz siempre los mismos amigos ir no importa ver más fuerza tomar cosas nuevas esperanza mal encontrar respuesta push limits zona de confort esperanza conocer gente nueva mierda toro fugaz genuina conexiones duraderas muerte parece como mejor opción papá dice necesidad fuerte palo desinteresado alrededor de la familia no importa no quiero vivir sentir como mierda tratado duro mierda siempre conseguir mierda en busca de alguien ama entender mayores se dan cuenta que mierda toro trata de tratar muy jodidamente duro nunca trabaja innumerables intentos saber alma nunca matar uno mismo mal extremo solo padres eventualmente mueren itll hermanos casados niños girando ruedas como maldito perdedor mierda maldito perdedor llegar con