manic episode everything seems possible much energy barely sleep  hours day working around clock compliments workcolleagues productivity driving manic state even higher go clubbing altered selfesteem makes appear charming attractive womenas usually weeks ago lack sleep physically degraded body much life collapsed like house cards again called sick week work piles up home became mess friends called asking reason suddenly responding  ashamed tell mentally ill think sick stop talking altogether accelerating depression even morei used reason writing today manic state met wonderful girl work laughed together partied together worked together became good friends fell love  never experienced love like that lost psycho   lost shared feelings feel way first  good friend would say  assured would affect friendship avoided me believe started seeing another guy hitting herwhat bothers never even saw depressive side knowing even best good enough sorry long post struggling manic depression years now
manic episode everything seems possible much energy barely sleep hours day working around clock compliments workcolleagues productivity driving manic state even higher go clubbing altered selfesteem makes appear charming attractive womenas usually weeks ago lack sleep physically degraded body much life collapsed like house cards again called sick week work piles up home became mess friends called asking reason suddenly responding ashamed tell mentally ill think sick stop talking altogether accelerating depression even morei used reason writing today manic state met wonderful girl work laughed together partied together worked together became good friends fell love never experienced love like that lost psycho lost shared feelings feel way first good friend would say assured would affect friendship avoided me believe started seeing another guy hitting herwhat bothers never even saw depressive side knowing even best good enough sorry long post struggling manic depression years now
episodio maníaco todo parece posible mucha energía apenas horas de sueño día trabajo 24 horas cumplidos trabajocolegas productividad conducción maníaco estado aún más alto ir clubes alteración autoestima hace parecer encantadoras mujeres atractivascomo hace semanas falta sueño cuerpo físicamente degradado mucha vida colapsó como tarjetas de casa otra vez llamado enfermo semana trabajo montones en casa se convirtió en desastre amigos llamados preguntar razón de repente responder avergonzado decir mal mental pensar enfermo dejar de hablar por completo acelerar depresión incluso morei razón de escribir hoy maníaco estado se reunió maravilloso trabajo chica rió juntos partyed juntos trabajado juntos se hicieron buenos amigos caída amor nunca experimentó amor como que perdido psico perdido sentimientos compartidos sentir manera primer buen amigo diría seguro afectar amistad evitarme creer que comenzó a ver a otro tipo golpearla lo que molesta nunca vio lado depresivo saber incluso lo mejor lo mejor lo siento mucho después lucha depresión manía años ahora