scaredim unhappy time matter fix end anxious depressed thats life is hate like know isnt going get better less anxiety inducing older get stomach covered bruises punching gut distract self hatred keep fantasizing distancing family friends forget kill without anyone caring sad want future cant see ever one know see therapist get medicated dont want let family wasting money im stupid pick stop pathetic im really scared dont know actually want die really dont want alive anymore dont know do
scaredim unhappy time matter fix end anxious depressed thatslife is hate like know isnt going get better less anxiety inducing older get stomach covered bruises punching gut distract self hatred keep fantasizingdistancing family friends forget kill without anyone caring sad want future cant see ever one know see therapist get medicated dont want let family wasting money im stupid pick stop patheticim really scared dont know actually want die really dont want alive anymore dont know do
miedo insatisfecho tiempo materia arreglar fin ansioso deprimido que la vida es odio como saber no va a conseguir mejor menos ansiedad inducir más edad conseguir moretones cubiertos estómago perforación intestino distraer auto odio seguir fantaseandodistanciando amigos de la familia olvidar matar sin que a nadie le importa triste querer futuro no se puede ver nunca uno sabe ver terapeuta conseguir medicamentos no quiero dejar que la familia perder dinero im estúpido pick stop patéticaim realmente miedo no saber realmente quiero morir realmente no quiero vivir más no sé