im finally peace idea ending lifehi all know want somewhere vent what theres stuff mind know talk people life theres multiple times life ive wanted here ive antidepressants briefly  dad affair since ive history selfharming reckless spending turning alcohol escape getting better selfharmed since mid late  met someone turned perspective life around taste everything clicked instantly never fought fit together like  puzzle pieces went could easily see us spending rest lives together were talking moving saving money future holidays everythings great reckless spending debts became issue never realised actual cost before paid month never thought it organised iva begin start feb debt bit vaguely sorted atleast theres end site now broke nowhere start feb personal stuff debt issue since cant see point go on im plodding days feel empty feel hollow ive lost half ive never felt heartbreak like before still live parents said debt credit rating fucked  years iva complicates plans moving out id rely everything someone elses name know hpw feasible  loathe idea stuck home till im nearly  thats sob story selfinflicted problems though know want anymore honest im tired life im tired disappointment everyone care about seem drag things me usually id feel form nervousness like cant go actually killing myself time feel completely peace idea first thing get hold bottle oxycodone know enough alcohol sleeping tablets bottle oxynorm probably end it im giving weeks one favourite bands playing uk soon seems like nice final thing do gig plan sticking around long thanks anyone thats read ramblings
im finally peace idea ending lifehi all know want somewhere vent what theres stuff mind know talk people life theres multiple times life ive wanted here ive antidepressants briefly dad affair since ive history selfharming reckless spending turning alcohol escape getting better selfharmed since mid late met someone turned perspective life around taste everything clicked instantly never fought fit together like puzzle pieces went could easily see us spending rest lives together were talking moving saving money future holidays everythings great reckless spending debts became issue never realised actual cost before paid month never thought it organised iva begin start feb debt bit vaguely sorted atleast theres end site now broke nowhere start feb personal stuff debt issue since cant see point go on im plodding days feel empty feel hollow ive lost half ive never felt heartbreak like before still live parents said debt credit rating fucked years iva complicates plans moving out id rely everything someone elses name know hpw feasible loathe idea stuck home till im nearly thats sob story selfinflicted problems though know want anymore honest im tired life im tired disappointment everyone care about seem drag things me usually id feel form nervousness like cant go actually killing myself time feel completely peace idea first thing get hold bottle oxycodone know enough alcohol sleeping tablets bottle oxynorm probably end it im giving weeks one favourite bands playing uk soon seems like nice final thing do gig plan sticking around long thanks anyone thats read ramblings
Por fin la idea de la paz termina vida todos saben quieren en algún lugar ventilar lo que hay cosas mente saber hablar gente vida allí múltiples veces vida ive quería aquí ive antidepresivos brevemente aventura papá desde historia ive autolesionante imprudente gasto convertir alcohol escape conseguir mejor autolesionado desde mediados tarde conocer alguien cambió perspectiva vida alrededor gusto todo chasquido nunca luchamos encajar juntos como piezas de rompecabezas fue fácilmente nos puede ver pasar vidas de descanso juntos estaban hablando mover dinero vacaciones futuras todo grandes imprudente gasto deudas se convirtió en cuestión nunca se dio cuenta costo real antes de mes pagado nunca pensé que organizado iva comenzar feb deuda comenzado poco vagamente ordenado al menos Theres final sitio ahora se rompió ninguna parte empezar feb personal asunto deuda ya que no se puede ver punto ir en in imp plodding días se siente vacío se siente vacío ive perdido medio ive nunca se sintió rompe el corazón como antes de que todavía vivos padres dijeron calificación de crédito de deuda jodido años iva complica planes mover id confiar en todo alguien más nombre hpw loathe idea viable se quedó en casa hasta im que sob historia problemas autoinflictos aunque saben