going anything need find release talking otherwise releases damaging irreversible please redirect go somewhere elsefirst all im sorry posting here feel like much wrong need something anything im desperate probably cptsd  years psychological mild physical abuse father product that psychological abuse traumatised unwell mum short story finished uni  years study mum fled dad got free emergency counselling free divorce womens refuge also got listed case needed emergency accommodation mum tried kill several times also fell lot shitty relationships including another abusive one time developed bulimia nearly died mix that depression trying process trauma etc mum also nearly declared bankruptcy sell family house that family  years pets rehomed havent seen since including dog baby girl one pets died couldnt afford vet bills even neighbourhood raised money us tried kill self times never able take one step one best friends tried kill self last year uni mum blamed obsessed things gain possibly sexually assaulted first year good friend went lot therapy free private free therapy ran out private therapy became budget im tired guys cant face conflict criticism aggression without feeling like ive gone back  steps want end dont know get end im sorry im tired please excuse grammatical spelling errors dont want reread dramatic woeful tale find errors
going anything need find release talking otherwise releases damaging irreversible please redirect go somewhere elsefirst all im sorry posting here feel like much wrong need something anything im desperate probably cptsd years psychological mild physical abuse father product that psychological abuse traumatised unwell mum short story finished uni years study mum fled dad got free emergency counselling free divorce womens refuge also got listed case needed emergency accommodation mum tried kill several times also fell lot shitty relationships including another abusive one time developed bulimia nearly died mix that depression trying process trauma etc mum also nearly declared bankruptcy sell family house that family years pets rehomed havent seen since including dog baby girl one pets died couldnt afford vet bills even neighbourhood raised money us tried kill self times never able take one step one best friends tried kill self last year uni mum blamed obsessed things gain possibly sexually assaulted first year good friend went lot therapy free private free therapy ran out private therapy became budget im tired guys cant face conflict criticism aggression without feeling like ive gone back steps want end dont know get endim sorryim tired please excuse grammatical spelling errors dont want reread dramatic woeful tale find errors
ir a cualquier cosa necesidad encontrar liberación hablando de lo contrario libera daños irreversibles por favor redirigir ir a otro lugar primero todos lo siento publicar aquí siento mucho mal necesidad algo im desesperado probablemente cptsd años psicologico leve abuso físico padre producto que el abuso psicológico traumatizado mala madre historia corta terminó uni años estudio mamá huyó papá consiguió gratis asesoramiento de emergencia gratis divorcio mujeres refugio también consiguió listado caso necesario alojamiento de emergencia mamá trató de matar varias veces también cayó muchas relaciones de mierda incluyendo otro abusivo una vez desarrollado bulimia casi murió mezcla que depresión tratando de trauma proceso etc mamá también casi declarado quiebra vender casa familiar que años familiares mascotas rehose no han visto desde incluyendo perro bebé niña una mascota murió no podía permitirse facturas veterinarias incluso barrio recaudado dinero que intentamos matar a sí mismos tiempos nunca capaz de dar un paso uno de los mejores amigos trató de matar a sí mismo el año pasado