first last post usernameits time say goodbye dont recall last time modicum desire live get help live ive seen multiple therapists many said fudged see referred out ive tried feels like every antidepressant there im close family publicly shamed depression suicidal tendencies ive lashed pushed away friends romantic relationship live own breaking news share literally would one call text im k debt student loans ive failed get one career relatively excited get x dont job lined contract current one ends soon dont know live one last confidant told shouldnt talk anymore understandable given toxic am proceeded share everything girlfriend never met told call  not understandable imo breach trust him ive dealing crippling depression choose versus binging purging minimum  times day thanks eating disorder first likely way ill found due stench corpse thankfully coronavirus lockdown facilitating death sincerely hope dont wake tomorrow unfortunate event do ill decision make ive told get help commit myself issue requires actually give crap want continue living want get better honestly genuinely idea even feels like dont care it im beyond saving didnt want care saved ive guilt tripped living fyi  never someone like me continuing live excruciating enough without guilt tripped blackmailed desire live get better havent years ive mindless meat suit little integration contribution society past  years ive already sent packages letters people important left know death hurt immediate family literally one else life would odd even know im gone im selfish ive detached everyone frankly dont care im dead definitely wont care good luck best wishes everyone here ive seen lot posts expressing live wonderful desire have truly hope find get help need whatever means are important strongest advocate please take care yourselves you
first last post usernameits time say goodbye dont recall last time modicum desire live gethelp live ive seen multiple therapists many said fudged see referred out ive tried feels like every antidepressant there im close family publicly shamed depression suicidal tendencies ive lashed pushed away friends romantic relationship live own breaking news share literally would one call text imk debt student loans ive failed get one career relatively excited get x dont job lined contract current one ends soon dont know live one last confidant told shouldnt talk anymore understandable given toxic am proceeded share everything girlfriend never met told call not understandable imo breach trust him ive dealing crippling depression choose versus binging purging minimum times day thanks eating disorder first likely way ill found due stench corpse thankfully coronavirus lockdown facilitating death sincerely hope dont wake tomorrow unfortunate event do ill decision make ive told get help commit myself issue requires actually give crap want continue living want get better honestly genuinely idea even feels like dont care it im beyond saving didnt want care saved ive guilt tripped living fyi never someone like me continuing live excruciating enough without guilt tripped blackmailed desire live get better havent years ive mindless meat suit little integration contribution society past years ive already sent packages letters people important left know death hurt immediate family literally one else life would odd even knowim gone im selfish ive detached everyone frankly dont careim dead definitely wont care good luck best wishes everyone here ive seen lot posts expressing live wonderful desire have truly hope find get help need whatever means are important strongest advocate please take care yourselvesyou
primer último post nombre de usuario su tiempo decir adiós no recordar la última vez modicum deseo en vivo gethelp en vivo ive vistos múltiples terapeutas muchos dijeron fudged ver referred ive tried se siente como cada antidepresivo allí im close familia públicamente avergonzado depresión tendencias suicidas ive lashed alejado amigos relación romántica vivir propia noticia compartir literalmente una llamada texto imk deuda estudiante préstamos ive fallida conseguir una carrera relativamente excitado conseguir x dont contrato alineado actual uno termina pronto no sé vivo uno último confidente dicho no debe hablar más comprensible dado tóxicos soy proceded share todo novia dijo llamar no comprensible imo brecha confiar en él ive trading paralizante depresión elegir versus atravieso purgar veces mínimas día gracias comer trastorno primero probable manera mal encontrado debido hedor cadáver por suerte coronavirus bloqueo facilitar la muerte sinceramente esperanza no despertar mañana desafortunado evento hacer mala decisión se le dijo a conseguir ayuda comisión problema requiere realmente dar mierda quiere seguir viviendo conseguir mejor honestamente genuina idea incluso se siente como no le importa