considering redflag stillhi feel bit scared really know react this mostly age im turning  year im scared were told were spoiled brats know nothing world life thats really need id like leave opinion here want know outsider would view this even know start hah ive treated depression since winter  getting better worse actually ive  therapists since then first one got antidepressants later overdosed end january  along painkillers obviously im still here second therapist slightly better always wanted find reason im depressed anxious rather trying solve problems ive seeing months got hospital self harming happened times april realization know everything starts make sense put together likeah told therapist transgender started looking realized felt childhood justknew something wrong turned  started female puberty was gender dysphoria caused self esteem go  caused end depression anxiety disorders happy while realized wanted helped presenting masculine cool then another realization lgbt friendly religious high school even realizing fact lgbt like school much depression got much worse half term left school first terms october went cool art school right now people supporting use chosen name treat like guy wish them mom number one supporter best everything help me nonetheless im really bad depressive episode again hate body wish could live like cis girl without almost breaking crying everytime see hear myself country start hormone therapy   years almost cant take it totally lost point life cant see anything matters since know ill always stranger body feel like sound traumatizing write down really is looks get people asking dick much thats problem mate one feel like freak normal cant accept everyone around nice even think treating like girl keep feeling like deserve anyone anything good think much less anyone else world know future focus much look know well im barely  give slightest fuck look like lesbian  years old little boy much do feel like people think see joke biggest goal life find love kids bunch dogs think ill ever find someone makes everything pointless want love want loved feel like im worthy anyones love time school make anything easier im absent lot since go therapy every simply cant get bed step house see reflection start crying im exaggerating wish was id see fucking size  shoes go back bed cry im still still going reason feet height rd grader binding chest way long even sleeping cant want feel kind fuxkery there itd also end crying cry sleep everynight know pathetic ive really thinking end weeks days im like okay okay reality really isnt think im even living anymore feels like im watching fucked movie someone making torture me want hurt family theyve lot me already made loose daughter loved dearly im daughter never be everything hurts lot want go away
considering redflag stillhi feel bit scared really know react this mostly age im turning yearim scared were told were spoiled brats know nothing world life thats really need id like leave opinion here want know outsider would view this even know start hah ive treated depression since winter getting better worse actually ive therapists since then first one got antidepressants later overdosed end january along painkillers obviously im still here second therapist slightly better always wanted find reason im depressed anxious rather trying solve problems ive seeing months got hospital self harming happened times april realization know everything starts make sense put together likeah told therapist transgender started looking realized felt childhood justknew something wrong turned started female puberty was gender dysphoria caused self esteem go caused end depression anxiety disorders happy while realized wanted helped presenting masculine cool then another realization lgbt friendly religious high school even realizing fact lgbt like school much depression got much worse half term left school first terms october went cool art school right now people supporting use chosen name treat like guy wish them mom number one supporter best everything help me nonetheless im really bad depressive episode again hate body wish could live like cis girl without almost breaking crying everytime see hear myself country start hormone therapy years almost cant take it totally lost point life cant see anything matters since know ill always stranger body feel like sound traumatizing write down really is looks get people asking dick much thats problem mate one feel like freak normal cant accept everyone around nice even think treating like girl keep feeling like deserve anyone anything good think much less anyone else world know future focus much look know well im barely give slightest fuck look like lesbian years old little boy much do feel like people think see joke biggest goal life find love kids bunch dogs think ill ever find someone makes everything pointless want love want loved feel like im worthy anyones love time school make anything easier im absent lot since go therapy every simply cant get bed step house see reflection start crying im exaggerating wish was id see fucking size shoes go back bed cry im still still going reason feet height rd grader binding chest way long even sleeping cant want feel kind fuxkery there itd also end crying cry sleep everynight know pathetic ive really thinking end weeks days imlikeokayokay reality really isnt think im even living anymore feels like im watching fucked movie someone making torture me want hurt family theyve lot me already made loose daughter loved dearly im daughter never be everything hurts lot want go away
Teniendo en cuenta rojo flag stillhi se siente un poco asustado realmente saber reaccionar esta mayoría de la edad im volver añoim asustados se les dijo que malcriados mocosos no saben nada vida del mundo que realmente necesita id como dejar la opinión aquí quieren saber extranjero ver esto incluso saber empezar