 years last postmany helped overcome last rock bottom  years ago would like share update still alive still constantly thinking ending life sometimes manage distract never long time today ordered helium tanks feel like really tried  years find happiness find way accept scars find way fill endless hole inside me cant everyone tells give another year tired trying  want peace days helium tanks arrive finally end sadness life remember me want know really tried overcome  years extra thank investing energy time trying save me
years last postmany helped overcome last rock bottom years ago would like share update still alive still constantly thinking ending life sometimes manage distract never long time today ordered helium tanks feel like really tried years find happiness find way accept scars find way fill endless hole inside me cant everyone tells give another year tired trying want peace days helium tanks arrive finally end sadness life remember me want know really tried overcome years extra thank investing energy time trying save me
años pasados postmany ayudó a superar la última roca fondo hace años quisiera compartir actualización todavía vivo todavía constantemente pensando fin vida a veces manejar distraer nunca mucho tiempo hoy ordenado tanques de helio sentir como realmente probado años encontrar felicidad encontrar manera de aceptar cicatrices encontrar manera de llenar un agujero sin fin dentro de mí cant todo el mundo dice dar otro año cansado tratando de querer paz días tanques de helio llegar finalmente fin tristeza vida recordarme quiero saber realmente probado superar años extra gracias inversión de energía tiempo tratando de salvarme