im exhaustedeveryones better me thought id come terms this apparently not god need get rid universal gifted program elementary schools hate people better me could i blame trying hard enough good enough feel like sham everything ive made be im not im good nothing im mediocre never stand out die one day forgotten within year friends sweet smart pioneering love heart deserve world efforts success theyve made themselves even theyre juniors high school fuck im junior feels like theres hope me late me know many amazing talented sophomores well theyre amazing kind charming could never like them god im pathetic people run problem work solve overcome it dont give up makes failure thought id come terms this guess havent hate it feel petty narcissistic want tear brain rip shreds replace personality someone elses looks get life either ill never confident enough little have ill never confident enough transition nobody cares me try cant blame thats one thing say confidence blame anyone now used blame world problems id created myself see whatever pain im suffering now ive brought one way another want burden everyone else suffering enough stress deal with care me spill theyll push responsibility onto someone else someone qualified anyway land me back therapist expensive pointless therapy makes hate more makes mom hate more makes dad hate more reminder ill never change reminder im financial burden huge fucking mess everything treats patronisingly know used middle school whiny privileged bitch kept moaning depression anxiety mommy issues im edgy them still ill never anything quiet kid draws one resting bitch face scary one think hate me maybe do know think im pathetic listen theyre nice me feels like theyre babysitting me entertaining garbled nonsense cooing me diction makes sound bitter im aware truly blame them gotta believe this fuck want shitty person already am thought genuinely thought getting better last year year proved wrong im still useless mess middle school im still absolute miserable ass years attention whore prideful jealous douchebag thought making friends fuck maybe did like me really again playing along me id rather beat spit face hurts more vague im left questioning whether im exaggerating it want burden anymore want people care me ever did fuck arrogant think people cared all im ridiculously selfcentered time gave back world people move on im going die nobody might well end sooner make easier everyone else want die really think want live either want responsibilities want responsibility wish could pass sleep wish could trade health someone dying someone deserves live someone become great person im wasting space deserve this fuck im pathetic fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck absolutely disgusting need conversation thank you needed this know ill kill myself should even serious then everyone want kill every while im special want stop thinking wish someone would gut me
im exhaustedeveryones better me thought id come terms this apparently not god need get rid universal gifted program elementary schools hate people better me could i blame trying hard enough good enough feel like sham everything ive made be im not im good nothing im mediocre never stand out die one day forgotten within year friends sweet smart pioneering love heart deserve world efforts success theyve made themselves even theyre juniors high school fuck im junior feels like theres hope me late me know many amazing talented sophomores well theyre amazing kind charming could never like them god im pathetic people run problem work solve overcome it dont give up makes failure thought id come terms this guess havent hate it feel petty narcissistic want tear brain rip shreds replace personality someone elses looks get life either ill never confident enough little have ill never confident enough transition nobody cares me try cant blame thats one thing say confidence blame anyone now used blame world problems id created myself see whatever pain im suffering now ive brought one way another want burden everyone else suffering enough stress deal with care me spill theyll push responsibility onto someone else someone qualified anyway land me back therapist expensive pointless therapy makes hate more makes mom hate more makes dad hate more reminder ill never change reminder im financial burden huge fucking mess everything treats patronisingly know used middle school whiny privileged bitch kept moaning depression anxiety mommy issues im edgy them still ill never anything quiet kid draws one resting bitch face scary one think hate me maybe do know think im pathetic listen theyre nice me feels like theyre babysitting me entertaining garbled nonsense cooing me diction makes sound bitter im aware truly blame them gotta believe this fuck want shitty person already am thought genuinely thought getting better last year year proved wrong im still useless mess middle school im still absolute miserable ass years attention whore prideful jealous douchebag thought making friends fuck maybe did like me really again playing along me id rather beat spit face hurts more vagueim left questioning whether im exaggerating it want burden anymore want people care me ever did fuck arrogant think people cared all im ridiculously selfcentered time gave back world people move on im going die nobody might well end sooner make easier everyone else want die really think want live either want responsibilities want responsibility wish could pass sleep wish could trade health someone dying someone deserves live someone become great person im wasting space deserve this fuck im pathetic fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck absolutely disgusting need conversation thank you needed this know ill kill myself should even serious then everyone want kill every while im special want stop thinking wish someone would gut me
Im exhaustotodo el mundo mejor me pensó id venir términos esto aparentemente no dios necesidad deshacerse universal talentoso programa escuelas primarias odio a la gente mejor me podría culpar tratando lo suficientemente duro bueno bastante se siente como farsa todo ive hecho ser im nom im bueno nada im mediocre nunca sobresalir morir un día olvidado dentro de año amigos dulce inteligente pionero corazón de amor merecen esfuerzos mundiales éxito se han hecho incluso son juniors escuela secundaria mierda im junior se siente como theres esperanza me tarde conocer muchos asombrosos talentos de segundo año