cant help myself think ima kill myselffuck life honestly im  know im young think hope feel like ive done everything everything fails ive diagnosed ocd clinical depression social anxiety disorder potentially adhd ive seeing  psychiatrist back suck  misdiagnksed bipolar give wrong medications made hallucinate zombie weeks im glad stopped might end worse problems father allow going another one believes brain im one control it tried meditating everyday x day exercising exposure nothing helps parents pretty ignorant mental health mom understands really understands im going thru tired shit one help cant even help myself everything overwhelming everything hard me nothing enjoyable cant concentrate easily bored cant retain shit social life failing classes feel like life taken away me even music thats passion enjoyable now losing hope basically suicidal know option think killing myself
cant help myself think ima kill myselffuck life honestlyim knowim young think hope feel like ive done everything everything fails ive diagnosed ocd clinical depression social anxiety disorder potentially adhd ive seeing psychiatrist back suck misdiagnksed bipolar give wrong medications madehallucinate zombie weeksim glad stopped might end worse problems father allow going another one believes brainim one controlit tried meditating everyday x day exercising exposure nothing helps parents pretty ignorant mental health mom understands really understands im going thru tired shit one help cant even help myself everything overwhelming everything hard me nothing enjoyable cant concentrate easily bored cant retain shit social life failing classes feel like life taken away me even music thats passion enjoyable now losing hope basically suicidal know option think killing myself
No me puedo ayudar a mí mismo pensar ima matarme mierda vida honestamenteim knowim joven pensar esperanza se siente como ive hecho todo lo que falla ive diagnosticado ocd depresión clínica trastorno de ansiedad social potencialmente adhd ive ver psiquiatra volver chupar maldiagnksed bipolar dar medicamentos equivocados madealucinate zombie semanasim feliz parado podría terminar peor problemas padre permitir ir otro cree brainim un controlit intentó meditar todos los días x día ejercicio exposición nada ayuda a los padres bastante ignorante salud mental mamá entiende realmente im va a través de mierda cansada una ayuda no puede incluso ayudarme a mí mismo todo abrumar todo duro nada agradable no puede concentrarse fácilmente no puede retener mierda vida social clases fallida se siente como la vida me quitan incluso la música que la pasión agradable ahora perder esperanza básicamente suicida saber opción pensar matarme a mí mismo