 rambles honestyi feel like much feel cannot control feelings want leave me get jealous numb er people shoving feelings down guess numb too think lost part humanity hopefully all know empathy before younger always wanted kind wanted make people happy still value it happens whenever try try much get taken advantage of dont really dont total ass feel terribly either way think struggle emotional boundaries maybe really relate people like used to maybe im mentally ill something anxiety depression want kind person seems fake helping others make happy anymore forget cheer people up think depression contagious gradually found way life sad sadder people barely count human being think deserve love do people get hurt notice dependant get feel guilty im chronically depressed matter much try fix me wish someone would fix me somehow leave them help them get rid burden me hurt more complicated like people wish felt part them us feel disconnected daydream lot much feel slipping dissociation much barely anything life seems pointless go on feeling this remembering things want to pitying myself getting angry others people say need support system order build one need basic common sense right one washed away negative thoughts head one that let answer honestly someone asks one bit caring stupid sound speak bit aware im stuck insurance cover therapy cant that i think therapy would help much lot things struggle with myself people world lot philsophical anxiety guess worry lot overanalyze everything like thoughts lot bad thoughts sometimes forget worry them hate even caring switch without knowing how want kill people sometimes also really value forgiveness kindness tell therapist want kill people especially want seem like normal person im confused im confused everything feels like everything nice fake im liar im real know real like probably really sensitive pathetic feelings right good people think way good people happier thoughts least would get bothered them want think am sensitive people want peaceful world fantasize destroying it sometimes people say normal thoughts put lot thought thoughts like curiosity want ruin life it think itd worth it but know fasinates me shouldnt want to want kill myself better people believe love think im part problem much hate me know forgive ive even joked past people kill instead people think agree now even strangly want maybe keep one person would anything me know count them something seems wrong basically enslaving loved one right stop free will fucked shit yeah relationships work really want better world everything just wonderful be without me all sad making everyone else sad burden feed house talk to people interesting think great things opprotunity think could contribute much world im good anything human emotions strong me wish everyone else calmer days x sure get posting this wanted get words somewhere felt lonely hope fine here sorry selfish truly definition world salad
rambles honestyi feel like much feel cannot control feelings want leave me get jealous numb er people shoving feelings down guess numb too think lost part humanity hopefully all know empathy before younger always wanted kind wanted make people happy still value it happens whenever try try much get taken advantage of dont really dont total ass feel terribly either way think struggle emotional boundaries maybe really relate people like used to maybe im mentally ill something anxiety depression want kind person seems fake helping others make happy anymore forget cheer people up think depression contagious gradually found way life sad sadder people barely count human being think deserve love do people get hurt notice dependant get feel guilty im chronically depressed matter much try fix me wish someone would fix me somehow leave them help them get rid burden me hurt more complicated like people wish felt part them us feel disconnected daydream lot much feel slipping dissociation much barely anything life seems pointless go on feeling this remembering things want to pitying myself getting angry others people say need support system order build one need basic common sense right one washed away negative thoughts head one that let answer honestly someone asks one bit caring stupid sound speak bit aware im stuck insurance cover therapy cant that i think therapy would help much lot things struggle with myself people world lot philsophical anxiety guess worry lot overanalyze everything like thoughts lot bad thoughts sometimes forget worry them hate even caring switch without knowing how want kill people sometimes also really value forgiveness kindness tell therapist want kill people especially want seem like normal person im confused im confused everything feels like everything nice fake im liarim real know real like probably really sensitive pathetic feelings right good people think way good people happier thoughts least would get bothered them want think am sensitive people want peaceful world fantasize destroying it sometimes people say normal thoughts put lot thought thoughts like curiosity want ruin life it think itd worth it but know fasinates me shouldnt want to want kill myself better people believe love think im part problem much hate me know forgive ive even joked past people kill instead people think agree now even strangly want maybe keep one person would anything me know count them something seems wrong basically enslaving loved one right stop free will fucked shityeah relationships work really want better world everything just wonderful be without me all sad making everyone else sad burden feed house talk to people interesting think great things opprotunity think could contribute much worldim good anything human emotions strong me wish everyone else calmer days x sure get posting this wanted get words somewhere felt lonely hope fine here sorry selfish truly definition world salad
divaga la honestidad siento que mucho siento que no puedo controlar los sentimientos quiero dejarme celoso entumecido