dont knowive thinking lot lately honestly main thing holding back mom specifically pain endure go it cant help think way regardless much would love believe otherwise secretive person speak problems anyone all hate feeling like charity case especially feel like someone feeling sorry me know everybody goes shit understand problems dont want mention problems are trust taking toll long time ive trying justify committing redflag myself even death dont want hurt mom sometimes drive late night close eyes hoping crash something end all make stupid judgement calls could end dying purpose feels like ive pain long remember
dont knowive thinking lot lately honestly main thing holding back mom specifically pain endure go it cant help think way regardless much would love believe otherwise secretive person speak problems anyone all hate feeling like charity case especially feel like someone feeling sorry me know everybody goes shit understand problems dont want mention problems are trust taking toll long time ive trying justify committing redflag myself even death dont want hurt mom sometimes drive late night close eyes hoping crash something end all make stupid judgement calls could end dying purpose feels like ive pain long remember
No sabes pensar mucho últimamente honestamente principal cosa que retiene detrás mamá específicamente dolor soportar ir no puede ayudar a pensar de manera independientemente mucho amaría creer de otra manera persona reservada hablar problemas cualquiera todos odio sentir como caso de caridad especialmente sentir como alguien que siente pena me sabe todo el mundo va mierda entender problemas no quiero mencionar problemas son confianza que cuesta mucho tiempo iv intentar justificar cometer bandera roja yo mismo incluso la muerte no quiero hacer daño mamá a veces conducir tarde en la noche ojos cerrados con la esperanza de estrellarse algo final todos hacer estúpidos juicios llamadas podría terminar el propósito de morir se siente como dolor vivo largo recordar