edge backi  fell love wonderful girl drove away  years later due alcoholism bottle flushed away aspirations attorney then  dated around started new path found something else good found wonderful woman got married drank occasion never overindulged done that life good new job higher pay  american dream one evening comes living room proceeds i want divorce im attracted you hate here shattering moment drove back bottle knew it hammer cocked sobbing uncontrollably front her wanted die ill never forget feeling cocked gun pointed towards head everything felt control regained it liberating feeling feel much control ill never forget cold steel felt pressed side head something inside decided let go tell you gets better im  quite lonely grew middle class yearning life went college enjoyed immensely went grad school lost myself embarked new career path found myself  years later lost myself whatever going easy im  newly single going wicked divorce reflect happened two weeks ago think great feels knowing glock fail went lowest bidder spring
edge backi fell love wonderful girl drove away years later due alcoholism bottle flushed away aspirations attorney then dated around started new path found something else good found wonderful woman got married drank occasion never overindulged done that life good new job higher pay american dream one evening comes living room proceeds i want divorceim attracted you hate here shattering moment drove back bottle knew it hammer cocked sobbing uncontrollably front her wanted die ill never forget feeling cocked gun pointed towards head everything felt control regained it liberating feeling feel much control ill never forget cold steel felt pressed side head something inside decided let go tell you gets betterim quite lonely grew middle class yearning life went college enjoyed immensely went grad school lost myself embarkednew career path found myself years later lost myself whatever going easy im newly single going wicked divorce reflect happened two weeks ago think great feels knowing glock fail went lowest bidder spring
edge backi cayó amor chica maravillosa condujo lejos años más tarde debido alcoholismo botella desechado aspiraciones abogado entonces fechado comenzó nuevo camino encontró algo bueno encontrado maravillosa mujer se casó ocasión bebida nunca sobreindultado hecho que la vida buen nuevo trabajo más alto paga americano sueño una noche viene salida sala de estar quiero divorcitim atraído odio aquí momento desgarrador conducido botella sabía que martillo sollozó sollozando incontrolable frente su deseo morir mal nunca olvidar la sensación de tiro tiro apuntado hacia la cabeza todo se sentía control recuperado sensación liberadora sensación mucho control mal nunca olvidar frío acero se sintió presionado lado de la cabeza algo dentro decidido dejar ir decir que consigue betterim bastante solitario creció clase media añorando la vida fue universidad disfrutó inmensamente ido escuela de posgrado me embarquénuevo trayectoria profesional me encontré años más tarde lo que va fácil im nuevo soltero va mala reflexión divorcio sucedió dos semanas atrás creo que grandes se siente sabiendo glock fall fue ofertante más bajo primavera