think im control freak im also tiredi think anyone would shocked died ive long history mental illness neglectfulemotionally abusive childhood high school dropout etc met h  current boyfriend broken me without getting it jumped relationship h patient kind nightmarish volatile hateful semblance healthy relationship was and still dont know recognize someone actually loved me together  years broke seemed like final time thing is h sick entire time id known him cancer still always unrelenting bitch bit ego him guess blame much genius iq dealt crazy family members whole life ever catch fucking break reason  feel like dying h deserve life dealt good boy sweet boy started relationship someone else months later h wants get back together panic tell im single im  relationships  years pass h gets sicker feel guilty even kissing him boyfriend  shitty girlfriend shitty person love him loves even though bad person smart perfect grows sicker still get bored talks much youtube videos hes able leave house socialize agoraphobia depression make hard visit often bad person it foolishly believe get better handle polyamorous thing absolutely handled h dies sleep unexpected month pass month pass tired people continue come short comparison waiting waiting waiting baby
think im control freak im also tiredi think anyone would shocked died ive long history mental illness neglectfulemotionally abusive childhood high school dropout etc met h current boyfriend broken me without getting it jumped relationship h patient kind nightmarish volatile hateful semblance healthy relationship was and still dont know recognize someone actually loved me together years broke seemed like final time thing is h sick entire time id known him cancer still always unrelenting bitch bit ego him guess blame much genius iq dealt crazy family members whole life ever catch fucking break reason feel like dying h deserve life dealt good boy sweet boy started relationship someone else months later h wants get back together panic tell im single im relationships years pass h gets sicker feel guilty even kissing him boyfriend shitty girlfriend shitty person love him loves even though bad person smart perfect grows sicker still get bored talks much youtube videos hes able leave house socialize agoraphobia depression make hard visit often bad person it foolishly believe get better handle polyamorous thing absolutely handled h dies sleep unexpected month pass month pass tired people continue come short comparison waiting waiting waiting baby
Creo que el control del fenómeno también cansado creo que cualquiera se sorprendería muerte vida larga historia enfermedad mental negligenteemocional abusivo infancia abandono de la escuela secundaria etc me encontré h actual novio me rompió sin conseguir saltó relación h paciente amable pesadilla volátil odiosa apariencia saludable relación era y todavía no sé reconocer alguien realmente me amaba juntos años rotos parecía como última hora cosa es h enfermo todo el tiempo id conocido él cáncer todavía siempre implacable perra poco ego él adivinar culpa mucho genio iq tratados familiares locos miembros de toda la vida coger puta ruptura razón se siente como moribundo h merece la vida tratado buen chico dulce chico comenzó relación alguien más meses más tarde h quiere volver a juntos pánico decirle a im single