really wanna give scared toits hard keep going reason wanna survive accident locked mental hospital id pretend better try again another reason partially fear comes next im believer gods life ive always atheist but right ampxb really care hurting anyone death mainly im gonna dead cares also like im gonna missed  yrs old never relationship really cared anyone and worst im high school dropout senior year ive got credits like couple left lost finish know ive always tried best normal person never jail done crime matter even smoked weed even though seems like every one is ampxb psychiatrist trust anyone family past really opening helps but cant it waste money wanna cause anymore weight mother already like much is ampxb even know why wouldve thought would least treat like rest siblings ive though struggle her ampxb gonna go back little bit explain father always controlling get way would get really angry mostly take mother always stole mothers pills back pain and pills high end stuff im telling stuff could put horse a little exaggeration docs would give little bit month tried stop him would take forcefully ampxb got older able stand him mind little guy finally little balance family leave cause made money means keep check would argue get way fight father really well mentally teen needing figure ampxb time really sent edge destroyed laptop laptop thing brought happiness watched anime gamed it destroyed fought lost looking back wish thinking fight blindly throwing fists well ampxb never forgave breaking happiness go get another one rolling money took care laptop like gift got mother ampxb childhood always stressful and eventually even care make friends since always moving siblings originally thought bad guy fought dad recently realized truth even brothers sister friends hard growing bad guy ampxb ampxb eventually mother became able support us left almost year ago also convince leave shei describe stockholm syndrome except actually good guy like movies ampxb even picture im still fire think mother blames breakup im treated differently siblings im always reason anything goes wrong now kinda scared mother go back wants toand waste struggling life away him ampxb im really point see cliff almost tempting ampxb caught up thoughts questions thanks reading kinda needed vent bit hopes someone read this sorry long post ampxb ampxb ampxb ampxb
really wanna give scared toits hard keep going reason wanna survive accident locked mental hospital id pretend better try again another reason partially fear comes next im believer gods life ive always atheist but right ampxb really care hurting anyone death mainly im gonna dead cares also like im gonna missed yrs old never relationship really cared anyone and worst im high school dropout senior year ive got credits like couple left lost finish know ive always tried best normal person never jail done crime matter even smoked weed even though seems like every one is ampxb psychiatrist trust anyone family past really opening helps but cant it waste money wanna cause anymore weight mother already like much is ampxb even know why wouldve thought would least treat like rest siblings ive though struggle her ampxb gonna go back little bit explain father always controlling get way would get really angry mostly take mother always stole mothers pills back pain and pills high end stuff im telling stuff could put horse a little exaggeration docs would give little bit month tried stop him would take forcefully ampxb got older able stand him mind little guy finally little balance family leave cause made money means keep check would argue get way fight father really well mentally teen needing figure ampxb time really sent edge destroyed laptop laptop thing brought happiness watched anime gamed it destroyed fought lost looking back wish thinking fight blindly throwing fists well ampxb never forgave breaking happiness go get another one rolling money took care laptop like gift got mother ampxb childhood always stressful and eventually even care make friends since always moving siblings originally thought bad guy fought dad recently realized truth even brothers sister friends hard growing bad guy ampxb ampxb eventually mother became able support us left almost year ago also convince leave shei describe stockholm syndrome except actually good guy like movies ampxb even picture im still fire think mother blames breakup im treated differently siblings im always reason anything goes wrong now kinda scared mother go back wants toand waste struggling life away him ampxb im really point see cliff almost tempting ampxb caught up thoughts questions thanks reading kinda needed vent bit hopes someone read this sorry long post ampxb ampxb ampxb ampxb
realmente quiero dar miedo a su duro seguir adelante razón querer sobrevivir accidente bloqueado id hospital mental pretender mejor volver a intentar otra razón parcialmente miedo viene siguiente im dioses creyentes vida ive siempre ateo pero derecho ampxb realmente cuidado herir a nadie muerte principalmente im va a morir también se preocupa como I va a perder yrs viejo nunca relación realmente le importó a nadie y peor im escuela secundaria abandono de último año ive tengo créditos como pareja izquierda final perdido saber ive siempre se trató mejor persona normal nunca cárcel hecho delito materia incluso marihuana fumada aunque parece que cada uno es ampxb psiquiatra confianza en cualquier familia pasado realmente ayuda pero no puede perder dinero quiere causa más peso madre ya mucho es mucho es ampxb incluso saber por qué habría pensado menos tratar como descanso hermanos ive aunque lucha su ampxb va a volver un poco explicar padre siempre controlar manera se pondría muy enojado mayormente tomar madre siempre se robó madres píldoras espalda dolor y píldoras alto extremo cosas