think im finally ready end things im ugly life going nowhereits good thing im flat broke background im nearing  spent  years working best possible person can got amazing shape started dressing well worked social skills nervous tics got hygiene order studied attraction flirtation well well previously fat body covered hideous face women see me trigger gag reflex people often talk pass them either saying something friend laughing ugly pity comments like poor guy face mother could love ive also overheard coworkers talking look think headphones on today therapist confirms im unfortunate looking trying make point ugly people meet woman slipped saying though im unfortunate looking still find someone realized said immediately tried change topics want embarrass really really hurt nice get honesty though afterwards leave early work interview promotion try damnest get better mood it playing upbeat music though face might disgusting spent rest money paycheck picking really nice outfit wear interview im dressed well feeling little better get there immediately told hiring supervisor interview tomorrow confirmation email say today informed this told tomorrow im guaranteed get position embarrassment wear old baggy dress clothes fat tomorrow something different on since cant afford buy another outfit go interview ill never get another interview position yet another confirmation face disgusting said lucky at least loved ones im broke theres gun store  miles away wish could make purchase forever alone stuck place im joke ask please give nonsense everyone find true love anything realistic makes feel worse also want embarrass normal picture myself please ask one know compliments would faux feel like told im ugly already today also im considering plastic surgery id rather give money doctors without borders save children deserve live opportunity darwin clearly wants die  years ago would thrown tribe ugly would died soon wilderness thank reading needed vent could stand chance make today fridays payday ill decisions make
think im finally ready end things im ugly life going nowhereits good thing im flat broke backgroundim nearing spent years working best possible person can got amazing shape started dressing well worked social skills nervous tics got hygiene order studied attraction flirtation well well previously fat body covered hideous face women see me trigger gag reflex people often talk pass them either saying something friend laughing ugly pity comments like poor guy face mother could love ive also overheard coworkers talking look think headphones on today therapist confirms im unfortunate looking trying make point ugly people meet woman slipped saying though im unfortunate looking still find someone realized said immediately tried change topics want embarrass really really hurt nice get honesty though afterwards leave early work interview promotion try damnest get better mood it playing upbeat music though face might disgusting spent rest money paycheck picking really nice outfit wear interview im dressed well feeling little better get there immediately told hiring supervisor interview tomorrow confirmation email say today informed this told tomorrow im guaranteed get position embarrassment wear old baggy dress clothes fat tomorrow something different on since cant afford buy another outfit go interview ill never get another interview position yet another confirmation face disgusting said lucky at least loved ones im broke theres gun store miles away wish could make purchase forever alone stuck place im joke ask please give nonsense everyone find true love anything realistic makes feel worse also want embarrass normal picture myself please ask one know compliments would faux feel like told im ugly already today also im considering plastic surgery id rather give money doctors without borders save children deserve live opportunity darwin clearly wants die years ago would thrown tribe ugly would died soon wilderness thank reading needed vent could stand chance make today fridays payday ill decisions make
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