im pregnant dark placehey all im quite predicament here im even sure im posting right place wanted post rrelationships want stress conflict im taking place inside head ill give background im f graduated state university may degree business management although im currently unemployed mild depressionanxiety issues teenager mostly subsided point college ive boyfriend m mere  months last week period failed show years  regular decided would good idea pee stick well still middle pissing little blue plus sign appeared panicked immediately opened second package peed one too positive shouted bathroom boyfriend anxiously waiting standby that yes pregnant upset could read happiness excitement face although knew trying hide it held started crying saying cant this want mother going keep it thats took shoulders told want abortion would look differently killed child got knees kissed stomach love much realized moment him love anything world including myself moment accepted would family went got prenatal vitamins cocoa butter inevitable stretch marks downloaded pregnancy app phone saw images little bambino looks like cant help already feel affection towards it even though point know neither brain consciousness boyfriend already told mom several coworkers even though told good idea still  chance losing it day yesterday last night another panic attack boyfriend year college works bartender were poor af quit job  weeks ago little week discovered pregnant im behind rent my landlord pretty cool though point is barely afford life theres absolutely way would able afford baby without getting assistance state something never pictured independent educated woman another thing never saw single mom see boyfriend abandoning time soon said before known long promised million times would never leave me allow child grow broken home worse family belong my boyfriend grew foster care great experience strong opinions this easier said done mean look many single moms whose baby daddies promised exact thing personally know several easy give lip service future decides wants something different life eg parent walk away i hand cannot small window time decide want right now im stuck middle never wanted kids reason ever felt like keeping boyfriend truthfully prochoice second discovered pregnant im sure feels wrong deep permeating fear regret even though right given option pregnant would take it last night told boyfriend feelall things id rather put through turmoils pregnancy labor birth challenges parenting amount personal time life body aspects personality would sacrificing went this told im dark place mentally frequent thoughts redflagi see way right now first told im just looking wrong way discussing thoroughly realized seriously bad place mentally agreed supported decision keep it verbally anyways see clearly face body language hurts initially realized even though promises love support this blames himself hes become distant withdrawn seriously know do fear worst relationship keep baby feel though soulmate options feel like cutting left arm right leg want die im lost
im pregnant darkplacehey all im quite predicament here im even sure im posting right place wanted post rrelationships want stress conflict im taking place inside head ill give background im f graduated state university may degree business management although im currently unemployed mild depressionanxiety issues teenager mostly subsided point college ive boyfriend m mere months last week period failed show years regular decided would good idea pee stick well still middle pissing little blue plus sign appeared panicked immediately opened second package peed one too positive shouted bathroom boyfriend anxiously waiting standby that yes pregnant upset could read happiness excitement face although knew trying hide it held started crying saying cant this want mother going keep it thats took shoulders told want abortion would look differently killed child got knees kissed stomach love much realized moment him love anything world including myself moment accepted would family went got prenatal vitamins cocoa butter inevitable stretch marks downloaded pregnancy app phone saw images little bambino looks like cant help already feel affection towards it even though point know neither brain consciousness boyfriend already told mom several coworkers even though told good idea still chance losing it day yesterday last night another panic attack boyfriend year college works bartender were poor af quit job weeks ago little week discovered pregnant im behind rent my landlord pretty cool though point is barely afford life theres absolutely way would able afford baby without getting assistance state something never pictured independent educated woman another thing never saw single mom see boyfriend abandoning time soon said before known long promised million times would never leave me allow child grow broken home worse family belong my boyfriend grew foster care great experience strong opinions this easier said done mean look many single moms whose baby daddies promised exact thing personally know several easy give lip service future decides wants something different life eg parent walk away i hand cannot small window time decide want right now im stuck middle never wanted kids reason ever felt like keeping boyfriend truthfully prochoice second discovered pregnant im sure feels wrong deep permeating fear regret even though right given option pregnant would take it last night told boyfriend feelall things id rather put through turmoils pregnancy labor birth challenges parenting amount personal time life body aspects personality would sacrificing went this told im dark place mentally frequent thoughts redflagi see way right now first told im just looking wrong way discussing thoroughly realized seriously bad place mentally agreed supported decision keep it verbally anyways see clearly face body language hurts initially realized even though promises love support this blames himself hes become distant withdrawn seriously know do fear worst relationship keep baby feel though soulmate options feel like cutting left arm right leg want die im lost
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