really wanted happy know something get tired depressed time point even want happy anymore seems like much mess much effort something even last feel like already tried many times happy none worked even people love me friends hobbies life still seemed shit it point stopped attempting accepted never happy life way see end suicide scared either also know hurt people die end feel like trapped nowhere go makes frustrating hate cannot kill  feel like even want happy anymore want die instead anything else
really wanted happy know something get tired depressed time point even want happy anymore seems like much mess much effort something even last feel like already tried many times happy none worked even people love me friends hobbies life still seemed shit it point stopped attempting accepted never happy life way see end suicide scared either also know hurt people die end feel like trapped nowhere go makes frustrating hate cannot kill feel like even want happy anymore want die instead anything else
realmente quería feliz saber que algo se cansa punto de tiempo deprimido incluso querer feliz más parece como mucho desastre mucho esfuerzo algo incluso último sentir como ya probado muchas veces feliz nadie trabajó incluso la gente me ama amigos hobbies vida todavía parecía mierda punto dejó de intentar aceptado nunca feliz vida manera ver final suicidio o bien saber daño personas mueren final se siente como atrapado en ningún lugar ir hace frustrante odio no matar se siente como incluso querer feliz más quiero morir en lugar de cualquier otra cosa