everything messmy entire life mess well paying job hate im fairly certain company going go bankrupt soon writing walls sure mass layoffs including work best friend honestly like father figure me still talk him seeing regular basis people left company miserable fear jobs surrounding negativity making depression x worse im looking jobs luck yet found one decent would almost cut pay half simply cannot do despite decent salary cant seem save money things always pop vet bills higher normal electric bills car stuff etc emergency fund always gone soon reestablish it hate apartment loved one point awful neighbors moved construction began outside window there multimillion dollar homes built right next complex construction literally  days per week  hours per day never sleep causing become increasingly irritable ive spent almost  trying buy noise canceling products oh woke gas siphoned car friday asked switching another unit would  transfer fee higher rent want break lease itll  fee many friends days married kids chose career im slowly catching up think realized lonely career focused life would be also feel like everyone knows always annoyed me im point even know bother anymore feel like control anything life much change happening once
everything messmy entire life mess well paying job hate im fairly certain company going go bankrupt soon writing walls sure mass layoffs including work best friend honestly like father figure me still talk him seeing regular basis people left company miserable fear jobs surrounding negativity making depression x worse im looking jobs luck yet found one decent would almost cut pay half simply cannot do despite decent salary cant seem save money things always pop vet bills higher normal electric bills car stuff etc emergency fund always gone soon reestablish it hate apartment loved one point awful neighbors moved construction began outside window there multimillion dollar homes built right next complex construction literally days per week hours per day never sleep causing become increasingly irritable ive spent almost trying buy noise canceling productsoh woke gas siphoned car friday asked switching another unit would transfer fee higher rent want break lease itll fee many friends days married kids chose careerim slowly catching up think realized lonely career focused life would be also feel like everyone knows always annoyed me im point even know bother anymore feel like control anything life much change happening once
Todo desastre toda mi vida desastre bien pago trabajo odio im bastante cierta compañía va a la quiebra pronto escribir muros seguros despidos masivos incluyendo trabajo mejor amigo honestamente como padre figura todavía hablar de él ver gente base regular izquierda empresa miserable miedo empleos entorno negatividad hacer depresión x peor im buscar trabajos suerte sin embargo encontró uno decente casi reducir la mitad de salario simplemente no puede hacer a pesar de salario decente no parece ahorrar dinero cosas pop vet facturas más altos normales facturas eléctricas coche etc fondo de emergencia siempre se fue pronto restablecer odio apartamento amado un punto horrible vecinos se trasladó construcción comenzó fuera ventana allí multimillonaria casas construidas justo siguiente construcción compleja literalmente días a la semana horas al día nunca dormir causando ser cada vez más irritable pasado casi tratando de comprar ruido cancelación productosoh despertado gas siphoned coche viernes preguntó cambiar otra unidad de pago de alquiler más alto quiere alquiler de descanso itll honorarios muchos amigos días casados niños elegidos carreraim lentamente ponerse al día pensar que la vida centrada solitario se sentiría como todo el mundo sabe siempre molesto