recently getting suicidal thoughts lately getting depressed matter much try think brightly situation jus cannot shake thought wanting die really want share past abused dad got bullied school looks middle school moms relationship started degrade point really care affect commit suicide due playing games try get rid thought ig suppresed feeling think want future cannot think want matter hard try people closest friends parents siblings tell it worth it whenever hear feel guilt whenever think idea suicide feel calmpls help really know
recently getting suicidal thoughts lately getting depressed matter much try think brightly situation jus cannot shake thought wanting die really want share past abused dad got bullied school looks middle school moms relationship started degrade point really care affect commit suicide due playing games try get rid thought ig suppresed feeling think want future cannot think want matter hard try people closest friends parents siblings tell it worth it whenever hear feel guilt whenever think idea suicide feel calmpls help really know
recientemente tener pensamientos suicidas últimamente conseguir la depresión materia mucho intentar pensar situación brillante jus no puede sacudir pensamiento querer morir realmente querer compartir pasado abusado papá fue acosado escuela miradas escuela mamás relación comenzó punto degradado realmente cuidado afectar suicidarse debido a jugar juegos tratar de deshacerse pensamiento ig supresed sentimiento pensar querer futuro no se puede pensar querer tratar duro personas amigos más cercanos padres hermanos decir que vale la pena cada vez que escuchar sentir culpa cada vez que pensar idea suicidio se siente calma ayuda realmente saber