absolute lowest hate job cannot think straight job want always there want forget play games friends lost love self worth non existent therapist wants go anti depressants drained thinks put fuel fire seem any haunted things want cannot get like decent relationship someone loved hurt me cannot get shit straight scared anti depressants scared depression live family put pain cannot make headway cannot feel good think yes can no cannot worthless scared everythingi feel like treading water delaying inevitable one day time work work work bloody work
absolute lowest hate job cannot think straight job want always there want forget play games friends lost love self worth non existent therapist wants go anti depressants drained thinks put fuel fire seem any haunted things want cannot get like decent relationship someone loved hurt me cannot get shit straight scared anti depressants scared depression live family put pain cannot make headway cannot feel good think yes can no cannot worthless scared everythingi feel like treading water delaying inevitable one day time work work work bloody work
trabajo de odio absoluto más bajo no puede pensar trabajo derecho querer siempre querer olvidar juegos amigos perdidos amor valor no existente terapeuta quiere ir antidepresivos drenados piensa poner fuego de combustible parece cualquier cosa embrujada querer no puede conseguir como una relación decente alguien querido lastimarme no puede conseguir mierda directamente miedo antidepresivos depresión miedo familia poner dolor no puede hacer progresos no se siente bien pensar sí no puede no vale la pena todo lo que siento como pisar agua retrasar inevitable un día tiempo trabajo trabajo trabajo sangriento