living dream fucked lifei cant believe different life compared year half ago studying uni internship film company loved gotten accepted dance team training gigscompetitions guess fucked started counselling near end degree started confront feelings gender disphoria counselling realised wanted badly transition tell loved ones feel accepted ready to went hill graduated getting month extension able graduate friends dance crew took break stopped dancing isolated room continued binge eating which always turn trying finish uni deadlines worked part time job free time would watch shows phone spend wage food couple months id put  kilos completely given following passions dance filmvfx degree go make worse weight made look much feminine fast forward got laid full time night shift job ive put another  kg given hopes ever trasitioning anything life want find another mindless nightshift job make ends meet untill ive properly planned redflag worked guts
living dream fucked lifei cant believe different life compared year half ago studying uni internship film company loved gotten accepted dance team training gigscompetitions guess fucked started counselling near end degree started confront feelings gender disphoria counselling realised wanted badly transition tell loved ones feel accepted ready to went hill graduated getting month extension able graduate friends dance crew took break stopped dancing isolated room continued binge eating which always turn trying finish uni deadlines worked part time job free time would watch shows phone spend wage food couple months id put kilos completely given following passions dance filmvfx degree go make worse weight made look much feminine fast forward got laid full time night shift job ive put another kg given hopes ever trasitioning anything life want find another mindless nightshift job make ends meet untillive properly planned redflag worked guts
vida sueño follada vidai no puedo creer diferente vida comparada año hace mitad de estudio uni pasantía compañía de cine amado consiguió aceptado equipo de baile formación gigscompeticiones conjetura follada comenzó asesoramiento cerca de fin grado comenzó confrontar sentimientos gender disphoria asesoramiento realizado quería mal transición decirle a los seres queridos se sienten aceptados listo para ir colina graduada extensión mes capaz amigos graduados equipo de baile tomó descanso baile sala aislada continua atracones comer que siempre turno tratando de terminar uni plazos trabajado a tiempo parcial trabajo tiempo libre tiempo libre ver shows teléfono pasar salario par de meses id poner kilos completamente dado después de pasiones baile filmvfx grado ir hacer peor peso hecho parecer mucho femenino rápido adelante se puso a tiempo completo noche turno trabajo en vivo poner otro kg dado esperanzas siempre trassitioning cualquier cosa que la vida quiere encontrar otro cambio de mente noche trabajo hacer termina hasta vivir adecuadamente planificado redflag trips trabajados