hope me irreparably broken beyond fucking lostsomehow least continue live bit longer due mother would still feel bad leaving family members deal fallout death be past  years tried intensely see could change cope ive multitude therapists prescribed taken numerous medications quit substance using selfmedicate cope things improved become worse worse functional working  months nearly  never true romantic relationship family situation deteriorated even time ugly fuck lost genetic lottery allow manipulated used abused long end peace death yet feel trapped forced exist others feel bad take life tired even know point posting this pain much
hope me irreparably broken beyond fucking lostsomehow least continue live bit longer due mother would still feel bad leaving family members deal fallout death be past years tried intensely see could change cope ive multitude therapists prescribed takennumerous medications quit substance using selfmedicate cope things improved become worse worse functional working months nearly never true romantic relationship family situation deteriorated even time ugly fuck lost genetic lottery allow manipulated used abused long end peace death yet feel trapped forced exist others feel bad take life tired even know point posting this pain much
Espero que me roto irreparablemente más allá de puta perdida de alguna manera menos seguir viviendo poco más tiempo debido a que la madre todavía se sentiría mal dejando a los miembros de la familia lidiar con la muerte se trató intensamente los últimos años ver podría cambiar hacer frente a la multitud terapeutas prescritos numerosos medicamentos dejar de sustancia con automedicación hacer frente las cosas mejoró empeorar peor funcionamiento meses de trabajo casi nunca verdadera relación romántica situación familiar se deterioró incluso tiempo feo mierda perdido lotería genética permite manipulados usados abusado largo final paz muerte sin embargo se sienten atrapados existen otros se sienten mal tomar la vida cansado incluso saben punto publicar este dolor mucho