months ago told dad take shelter get cat adopted  cats time severe health redflag really paranoid getting sick horrible know would even affect getting cat did got cats petrified kind disease regretted fuckijg much one cats really affectionate towards kept trying show affection cuddling fucking anxious would get sick days later could bear redflag forced dad return them started crying hard cat trying show affection towards  months later still cannot get fact still crying every night fuck redflag fucking hate  might sound pathetic cat showing affection really means much since hate affection never show anyone irl want cat back sure adopted now hate myself got another cat redflag way less show affection anything hates me ik might something stupid sad hate fucking hate mysself
months ago told dad take shelter get cat adopted cats time severe health redflag really paranoid getting sick horrible know would even affect getting cat did got cats petrified kind disease regretted fuckijg much one cats really affectionate towards kept trying show affection cuddling fucking anxious would get sick days later could bear redflag forced dad return them started crying hard cat trying show affection towards months later still cannot get fact still crying every night fuck redflag fucking hate might sound pathetic cat showing affection really means much since hate affection never show anyone irl want cat back sure adopted now hate myself got another cat redflag way less show affection anything hates me ik might something stupid sad hate fucking hate mysself
hace meses le dijo a papá tomar refugio conseguir gato adoptado gatos tiempo grave salud rojoflag realmente paranoico enfermarse horrible saber incluso afectar conseguir gato hizo gatos petrificado especie enfermedad lamentada fuckijg mucho un gato realmente cariñoso a seguir tratando de mostrar afecto abrazarse puta ansiedad se enfermaría días más tarde podría llevar rojoflag forzado papá volver comenzó a llorar duro gato tratando de mostrar afecto hacia meses más tarde todavía no puede llegar a hecho todavía llorando cada noche follando rojoflag maldito odio podría sonar patético gato mostrar afecto realmente significa mucho ya odio afecto nunca mostrar a nadie irl quiere gato de vuelta seguro adoptado ahora odio tengo otro gato rojoflag manera menos mostrar afecto cualquier cosa me odia ik podría algo estúpido triste odio mierda odio a mí mismo