want kill work todayi decided last night would it know exactly im going it where when ive casually suicidal week thinking dying feel better actual plan idk part wants everything change kill know nothing change really choice want stop suffering hand could take meds go see doctor want try anymore guess fault idk even point posting maybe want change mind maybe want someone say life turn around even know life turn around thats wishful thinking guess pointless im stupid
want kill work todayi decided last night would it know exactly im going it where when ive casually suicidal week thinking dying feel better actual plan idk part wants everything change kill know nothing change really choice want stop suffering hand could take meds go see doctor want try anymore guess fault idk even point posting maybe want change mind maybe want someone say life turn around even know life turn around thats wishful thinking guess pointless im stupid
Quiero trabajo de matar hoy decidí anoche que sabría exactamente ir a donde cuando viva casualmente suicida semana pensando morir se siente mejor plan real parte idk quiere todo cambio matar saber nada cambio realmente elección querer dejar de sufrir mano podría tomar medicamentos puede ir ver doctor quiere tratar más adivinar culpa idk incluso punto publicar tal vez quiere cambiar de opinión tal vez quiere alguien decir vida dar la vuelta incluso saber la vida dar la vuelta eso es ilusión pensar sin sentido im estúpido