last nightupdate thanks guys ill reply comments soon told boyfriend woke cuddled long story short better morning planning jumping bridge today really appreciate subreddit mods here helps know somebody listening im planning ending tomorrow sure fully im going go yet thinking jumping bridge water cold time year would fast id tonight im boyfriends house hes asleep cant lock house behind me id take key hes taking shift work tomorrow know hell need key lock behind him fair me also refuse leave body find house im going suck end now mean hed think im asleep right hes already upset sleeping much fault energy levels fucked hell part nature depression start new meds maybe something it maybe im lazy bastard knows really maybe id stay awake id see something keep alive honestly know feel empty hollow want go now cant bring wake him cant tell need him need bad need feel wish wanted wish depression hard wish fucked up wish brain would stop tried one crisis chat centres work gave hotline call problem is bad social anxiety cant talk phone without stuttering making incomprehensible cant exactly phone know say anymore even know im posting this guess say final goodbyes something boyfriend get this resources least work time get family around love you cant deal brain longer im sorry ill breaking promise call weak liar whatever helps get mad me go right ahead need do know will brother sisterinlaw im sorry im sorry sorry reach guys want burden guys anymore already have psychs able help get it least jl young remember understand im sorry nieces nephews ending it get by great lives im proud all love guys im sorry rest family love guys cant go on
last nightupdate thanks guys ill reply comments soon told boyfriend woke cuddled long story short better morning planning jumping bridge today really appreciate subreddit mods here helps know somebody listening im planning ending tomorrow sure fully im going go yet thinking jumping bridge water cold time year would fast id tonight im boyfriends house hes asleep cant lock house behind me id take key hes taking shift work tomorrow know hell need key lock behind him fair me also refuse leave body find house im going suck end now mean hed think im asleep right hes already upset sleeping much fault energy levels fucked hell part nature depression start new meds maybe something it maybe im lazy bastard knows really maybe id stay awake id see something keep alive honestly know feel empty hollow want go now cant bring wake him cant tell need him need bad need feel wish wanted wish depression hard wish fucked up wish brain would stop tried one crisis chat centres work gave hotline call problem is bad social anxiety cant talk phone without stuttering making incomprehensible cant exactly phone know say anymore even know im posting this guess say final goodbyes something boyfriend get this resources least work time get family around love you cant deal brain longer im sorry ill breaking promise call weak liar whatever helps get mad me go right ahead need do know will brother sisterinlaw imsorryim sorry sorry reach guys want burden guys anymore already have psychs able help get it least jl young remember understand im sorry nieces nephews ending it get by great livesim proud all love guys im sorry rest family love guys cant go on
último nightupdate gracias chicos mala respuesta comentarios pronto dijo novio despertado acurrucado larga historia corto mejor mañana planificación salto puente hoy realmente apreciar subreddit mods aquí ayuda a conocer a alguien escuchando im planificación final mañana seguro totalmente voy a ir todavía pensando salto puente agua frío tiempo año ayunaría id esta noche im novios casa él duerme cant cerradura casa detrás de mí id tomar llave él toma turno trabajo mañana saber infierno necesidad llave cerradura detrás de él justo yo también rechazar dejar cuerpo encontrar casa im va chupar extremo ahora significa hed pensar im dormido