think wanted kill yesterdaysomebody told post am yesterday class party day first part finals write  pages specific theme day turn paper in celebrate decided said throw party excited day long even went bought new clothes stuff look good really hoped maybe todays day maybe flirt someone make someone really prepared party usual talked lot people drink drive party came point everyone danced fun sober sitting sober dance browsing reddit even blame friends would i every someone came grabbed hand dance afraid it even declined offer girl like thats uncomfortable dancing me went bathroom resist hitting face hated bad probably already tell flirting also making lonely ass drove home late night driving really thought today bought stuff spent hour two bathroom simply hopeful today day usual nothing found funny apparently found really funny hopeful cause laughed laughed really really hard laughing slowly transformed crying laughing back crying cycle stopped breathe anymore breathed really fast unusual like panic attack stopped suddenly crying laughing plain emotionlessnes feel anything moment everything suddenly gone away held steering wheel straight saw turn coming held straight ready smash tree there drove got opposite lane woke again moment realized turned steering wheel back again seriously shocked really kill myself thats coming know might sound like suicidal attempt stopped right time really heavy experience wanted write down
think wanted kill yesterdaysomebody told post am yesterday class party day first part finals write pages specific theme day turn paper in celebrate decided said throw party excited day long even went boughtnew clothes stuff look good really hoped maybe todays day maybe flirt someone make someone really prepared party usual talked lot people drink drive party came point everyone danced fun sober sitting sober dance browsing reddit even blame friends would i every someone came grabbed hand dance afraid it even declined offer girl like thats uncomfortable dancing me went bathroom resist hitting face hated bad probably already tell flirting also making lonely ass drove home late night driving really thought today bought stuff spent hour two bathroom simply hopeful today day usual nothing found funny apparently found really funny hopeful cause laughed laughed really really hard laughing slowly transformed crying laughing back crying cycle stopped breathe anymore breathed really fast unusual like panic attack stopped suddenly crying laughing plain emotionlessnes feel anything moment everything suddenly gone away held steering wheel straight saw turn coming held straight ready smash tree there drove got opposite lane woke again moment realized turned steering wheel back again seriously shocked really kill myself thats coming know might sound like suicidal attempt stopped right time really heavy experience wanted write down
Creo que quería matar ayer alguien dijo post soy ayer día de la fiesta de la clase final de la primera parte escribir páginas tema específico día turno papel en celebrar decidido dijo fiesta de lanzamiento emocionado día largo incluso se compró ropa nueva