 already  years of budding addiction job again perpetually selfdestructing family complete inability make new friends girlfriend  onoff years moved back baggageboroi spent entire teenage life abstaining drugs wanted enjoy adult fresh brain realized threshold child adult hopeless blur bad genes genes winning far enjoy altered im college dropout skills retailfastfoodlevel experience vehicle day job applications essentially shittiest lottery ever hope placed lucky enough win minimum wage im person real life internet theres real mask anonymity use flatten selfesteem palatable wafer bitterness may come girlfriends proliferous digital social life utterly failed thing lived room years charming best feels like matter luck moved back came months telling know wanted me couple weeks expressly wanting baby family future moved conversation week know need do try harder get job learn marketable skill open people more move worst need dragged it need friends somewhere go id like beach im right there car get it
already years of budding addiction job again perpetually selfdestructing family complete inability make new friends girlfriend onoff years moved back baggageboroi spent entire teenage life abstaining drugs wanted enjoy adult fresh brain realized threshold child adult hopeless blur bad genes genes winning far enjoy altered im college dropout skills retailfastfoodlevel experience vehicle day job applications essentially shittiest lottery ever hope placed lucky enough win minimum wage im person real life internet theres real mask anonymity use flatten selfesteem palatable wafer bitterness may come girlfriends proliferous digital social life utterly failed thing lived room years charming best feels like matter luck moved back came months telling know wanted me couple weeks expressly wanting baby family future moved conversation week know need do try harder get job learn marketable skill open people more move worst need dragged it need friends somewhere go id like beachim right there car get it
ya años de trabajo de adicción en ciernes de nuevo perpetua autodestruccion familia completa incapacidad hacer nuevos amigos novia años pasados atrás equipajeboroi pasó toda la vida adolescente absteniéndose drogas deseadas disfrutar adulto cerebro fresco realidad umbral niño adulto desesperanzado genes malos ganar lejos disfrutar alterada im universidad abandono habilidades al por menor comida al por menor nivel de experiencia vehículo día trabajo aplicaciones esencialmente mierda lotería nunca esperanza colocado bastante suerte ganar salario mínimo persona real internet teres real máscara anonimato uso plana autoestima aceptable oblea amargor puede venir novias prolífero digital vida social absolutamente fracasado vida vivida años encantadores mejor se siente como materia suerte movida atrás meses diciendo saber me quería par de semanas expresamente querer bebé familia futuro conversacion movida saber necesidad de tratar más duro conseguir trabajo aprender habilidades comercializables personas más movimiento peor necesidad arrastrada necesidad de amigos en algún lugar ir id como Beachim justo allí coche conseguir