emotions break facade caring hurts mostso might little older you  life sucks knew person believe could feel way true happiness often times someone share life with goals fears aspirations anyone like almost  years real kicker is im attractive wealthy smart funny etc great qualities mean nothing utterly alone try open couple friends obviously want nothing conversation end instead trying help im gay im single kids relationships one really care much im not happy gets dark point feel ok take sleeping pill go bed even pm ill sit bed long feign sleep stay state waking emotions fully taken grasp awake want sleep mind turned pain even ability watch movie without feeling like shit turn off almost  pm think  hours late enough take another sleeping pill even though got bed  minutes ago life sit million dollar condo sleeping much can sleeping pain away increasing despair day innaction its going long even know get spiral ive crossed event horizon im spinning towards singularity hopefully less pain rest trip wish good advice im cautionary tale things replace people matter have someone pointless
emotions break facade caring hurts mostso might little older you life sucks knew person believe could feel way true happiness often times someone share life with goals fears aspirations anyone like almost years real kicker is im attractive wealthy smart funny etc great qualities mean nothing utterly alone try open couple friends obviously want nothing conversation end instead trying help im gayim single kids relationships one really care much im not happy gets dark point feel ok take sleeping pill go bed even pm ill sit bed long feign sleep stay state waking emotions fully taken grasp awake want sleep mind turned pain even ability watch movie without feeling like shit turn off almost pm think hours late enough take another sleeping pill even though got bed minutes ago life sit million dollar condo sleeping much can sleeping pain away increasing despair day innaction its going long even know get spiral ive crossed event horizon im spinning towards singularity hopefully less pain rest trip wish good advice im cautionary tale things replace people matter have someone pointless
Emociones romper fachada cuidar duele más así que podría poco más viejo que la vida chupa sabía persona cree que podría sentir la verdadera felicidad a menudo veces alguien comparte la vida con objetivos miedo aspiraciones cualquiera como casi años real kicker es im atractivo rico inteligente divertido etc grandes cualidades significan nada completamente solo intentar abierto pareja amigos obviamente no quieren nada final conversación en lugar de tratar de ayudar im gayim relaciones de niños solteros uno realmente cuidado mucho im no feliz consigue punto oscuro se siente bien tomar dormir píldora ir cama incluso pm ill sentarse cama finign sueño permanecer estado emociones despiertas totalmente tomados aprehensión sueño deseo sueño mente convertido dolor incluso habilidad ver película sin sentirse como mierda apagado casi pm pensar horas lo suficientemente tarde tomar otra píldora para dormir a pesar de tener cama hace minutos la vida sentarse millón de dólares condominio dormir mucho puede dormir dolor lejos creciente desesperación día inacción su marcha incluso saber conseguir espiral ive cruzado horizonte im girando hacia singularidad esperanza menos dolor descanso viaje deseo buen consejo im cuento cautelar cosas tienen alguien materia