ive staring fathers riflerecently ive thinking killing myself everyone know abandons im demotivated actually school work end cheating feels shitty moved many times got behind know do want get bad future dont know cheating bad know soon get caught im fucked im demotivated even cheat point fs junior year high school ive given opportunity improve hard stop lazy something once feel pathetic hopeless see anything ahead see society screwing living crappy life really bad say redflag better option keep looking back rifle seeing way out fast feel much pain finally found dad hid shells option there cant decide want possible future possible crappy future im scared soon people find plan get locked up
ive staring fathers riflerecently ive thinking killing myself everyone know abandons im demotivated actually school work end cheating feels shitty moved many times got behind know do want get bad future dont know cheating bad know soon get caught im fucked im demotivated even cheat point fs junior year high school ive given opportunity improve hard stop lazy something once feel pathetic hopeless see anything ahead see society screwing living crappy life really bad say redflag better option keep looking back rifle seeing way out fast feel much pain finally found dad hid shells option there cant decide want possible future possible crappy futureim scared soon people find plan get locked up
ive miring padre riflerecientemente ive thinking matarme a mí mismo todo el mundo sabe abandona im desmotivado en realidad el trabajo escolar final trampa se siente mierda movida muchas veces consiguió detrás saber sí quiero tener mal futuro no sé engañar mal saber pronto ser atrapado im follado im desmotivado incluso tramp point fs junior year high school ive dado oportunidad mejorar duro parada perezoso algo una vez que se siente patético sin esperanza ver cualquier cosa por delante ver sociedad mierda vivir mierda vida realmente malo decir Redflag mejor opción seguir mirando atrás rifle ver manera de salir rápido sentir mucho dolor finalmente encontrar papá escondió conchas opción allí no puede decidir querer posible futuro posible mierda futuro miedo pronto la gente encontrar plan se encierren