day crossing street almost got hit car see  im extremely upset get hitthis first post here feel guilty writing mental energy stick around try give back kindness encouragement desperately hoping receive still ive wishing die long time attempted anything serious yet always try hang there say im afraid failing suffering permanent damage possible afterlife  remnants catholic upbringing really wish have day almost died crossed street without looking without even thinking it car swerved stopped driver going quite fast feel relief realising still alive felt nothing pain despair close dying without even noticing didnt cant afford therapy family members good enough mentally healthy enough help friend today snapped trying absolute hardest ask support apparently im unreasonable asking whether five minutes spare rather unloading suicidal wishes go figure tried ask help days ago another subreddit but honestly answers really hoping for know im going this post place keep crying despair feel friend actually kept breaking heart part feels like well deserved yeah im lost im going anything tonight think feels tempting wish kind words empty know strangers issues lurked people seemed nice  feel guilty able give anything back im supposed studying cant job covid situation question right honest really see point im  living life im going die soon nothing matters wish die im never happy also wish so even know im asking point just please kind even corny heart emoji guess
day crossing street almost got hit car see im extremely upset get hitthis first post here feel guilty writing mental energy stick around try give back kindness encouragement desperately hoping receive still ive wishing die long time attempted anything serious yet always try hang there say im afraid failing suffering permanent damage possible afterlife remnants catholic upbringing really wish have day almost died crossed street without looking without even thinking it car swerved stopped driver going quite fast feel relief realising still alive felt nothing pain despair close dying without even noticing didnt cant afford therapy family members good enough mentally healthy enough help friend today snapped trying absolute hardest ask support apparently im unreasonable asking whether five minutes spare rather unloading suicidal wishes go figure tried ask help days ago another subredditbut honestly answers really hoping for know im going this post place keep crying despair feel friend actually kept breaking heart part feels like well deservedyeah im lost im going anything tonight think feels tempting wish kind words empty know strangers issues lurked people seemed nice feel guilty able give anything back im supposed studying cant job covid situation question right honest really see point im livinglifeim going die soon nothing matters wish die im never happy also wish so even know im asking point just please kind even corny heart emoji guess
Día cruzando la calle casi fue atropellado coche ver im extremadamente molesto conseguir golpeó este primer post aquí se siente culpable escribir energía mental palo alrededor tratar de devolver amabilidad ánimo desesperadamente esperar recibir todavía ive desear morir mucho tiempo intentó algo serio pero siempre tratar de colgar allí decir im miedo fracaso sufrimiento daño permanente posible vida después de la muerte restos crianza católica realmente deseo tener día casi muerto cruzó la calle sin mirar sin siquiera pensar que el coche se desvió detuvo conductor va muy rápido sentir alivio se da cuenta todavía vivo sentir nada dolor desesperación cerca morir sin siquiera darse cuenta no puede permitirse terapia familiares lo suficientemente saludable mentalmente amigos lo suficientemente amigo hoy se rompió tratando más duro pedir apoyo aparentemente im poco razonable preguntar si cinco minutos de sobra más bien descarga suicida deseos ir figura tratado pedir ayuda días atrás otro subreditpero respuestas honestamente realmente esperando saber im va este post llorar desesperación sentir amigo en realidad se mantuvo romper parte del corazón se siente como bien merecidoyeah