ive started seriously consider redflagthe last  hours much messed up redflag always something thought about never genuinely believed would it since one dodgy time younger right now trust myself first time  years seriously considered committing redflag life even bad compared anyone elses weight head cant get rid im dragged down would destroy little sister mam dad girlfriend going hard time right now know would destroy them thats always held back know even could stop right now could tonight really could probably even deserve posting here feel like imposter like theres people way way worse deserve help me apparently strong strong enough stop feeling way weak deal anyway know do know talk to maybe need someone say im ok im parasite maybe need anything all want ruin little sisters life want tragedy everyone talks sadly really know much longer ignore im feeling
ive started seriously consider redflagthe last hours much messed up redflag always something thought about never genuinely believed would it since one dodgy time younger right now trust myself first time years seriously considered committing redflag life even bad compared anyone elses weight head cant get rid im dragged down would destroy little sister mam dad girlfriend going hard time right now know would destroy them thats always held back know even could stop right now could tonight really could probably even deserve posting here feel like imposter like theres people way way worse deserve help me apparently strong strong enough stop feeling way weak deal anyway know do know talk to maybe need someone say im ok im parasite maybe need anything all want ruin little sisters life want tragedy everyone talks sadly really know much longer ignore im feeling
Ive comenzó a considerar seriamente Redflagthe las últimas horas mucho desordenado Redflag siempre algo pensado nunca genuinamente lo creía desde un momento difícil más joven ahora mismo confiar en mí primera vez años seriamente considerado cometer vida Redflag incluso malo comparado con cualquier otra persona peso cabeza cant deshacerse im arrastrarse abajo destruiría pequeña hermana mamá papá novia ir difícil ahora saber destruirlos que siempre se retuvo saber incluso podría parar ahora mismo podría realmente esta noche podría incluso merecer publicar aquí se siente como impostor como Theres gente mucho peor merecer ayuda aparentemente fuerte bastante fuerte dejar de sentir manera acuerdo débil de todos modos saber hablar con tal vez necesita alguien decir im ok im parásito tal vez necesita cualquier cosa todos quieren arruinar la vida pequeña hermanas quieren tragedia todos hablan tristemente saben mucho más tiempo ignorar im sentimiento