lostits year since mom died since then proper sleep get anxious stressed littlest things feel like waiting something bad happen break way happened already suicidal thoughtsideations never diagnosed though never courage to mother special never would deserve her one knew one confided in guess now know exactly know feel sometimes hits me fear fear feel like thing stopping thought grandmother might make finally get courage listen impulses guess fake well sometimes wish someone would notice care funny it one really cares pretend do guess im sad angry tired past days feeling time stronger
lostits year since mom died since then proper sleep get anxious stressed littlest things feel like waiting something bad happen break way happened already suicidal thoughtsideations never diagnosed though never courage to mother special never would deserve her one knew one confided in guess now know exactly know feel sometimes hits me fear fear feel like thing stopping thought grandmother might make finally get courage listen impulses guess fake well sometimes wish someone would notice carefunnyit one really cares pretend do guess im sad angry tired past days feeling time stronger
El año perdido desde que mamá murió desde que el sueño adecuado se puso ansioso estresado las cosas más pequeñas se sienten como esperar algo malo sucede ruptura manera ya pasó pensamientos suicidas nunca diagnosticados, aunque nunca coraje a la madre especial nunca merecería su uno sabía que uno confió en adivinar ahora saber exactamente sentir a veces me golpea miedo sentir como cosa detener pensamiento abuela podría hacer finalmente conseguir valor escuchar impulsos adivinar falso bien a veces desea que alguien notaría cuidado divertido uno realmente se preocupa hacer conjeturar triste enojado cansado últimos días sentir tiempo más fuerte