life going nowhere lost half money saving past year fulltime job stock market stupid absolutely despise work done show lack compassion caregiving world little valued employee let ruin mentally scared quitting trying find new one lacking self confidence would able anything else isolated longer friends anyone talk outside family cannot form close notredflag everyday depressed anxious redflaged life world current state mind failed nearly everything tried work minimum wage job blew opportunity graduate college find good career put living life becoming adult skills hobbies interests awkward cannot express emotionally intimately another person virgin adult relationship see reason smoke eat drink death fuck shattered hopes dreams ability sense normalcy life best option get gun go forest shoot head falling cliff everything life absurd hate it seriously thinking buying gun online
life going nowhere lost half money saving past year fulltime job stock market stupid absolutely despise work done show lack compassion caregiving world little valued employee let ruin mentally scared quitting trying find new one lacking self confidence would able anything else isolated longer friends anyone talk outside family cannot form close notredflag everyday depressed anxious redflaged life world current state mind failed nearly everything tried work minimum wage job blew opportunity graduate college find good career put living life becoming adult skills hobbies interests awkward cannot express emotionally intimately another person virgin adult relationship see reason smoke eat drink death fuck shattered hopes dreams ability sense normalcy life best option get gun go forest shoot head falling cliff everything life absurd hate it seriously thinking buying gun online
vida yendo a ninguna parte perdido medio dinero ahorrando el año pasado empleo a tiempo completo mercado de valores estúpido absolutamente despreciado trabajo hecho mostrar falta de compasión cuidadondo mundo poco valioso empleado dejar arruinar mentalmente asustado dejar de tratar de encontrar nuevo uno carece de confianza en sí mismo podría cualquier otra cosa aislado amigos más largos nadie hablar fuera de la familia no puede formar cerca noredflag diario deprimido ansioso rojo flaged vida mundo actual estado mente falló casi todo lo tratado trabajo salario mínimo trabajo soplado oportunidad graduado universidad encontrar buena carrera poner vida vida convertirse en adultos habilidades hobbies intereses incómodos no puede expresar emocionalmente otra persona virgen adulto relación ver razón humo comer muerte mierda sueños capacidad sentido normalidad vida mejor opción conseguir arma ir bosque disparar cabeza acantilado todo absurdo odio seriamente pensando comprar arma en línea