im necessarily there yet feel like soon might bei guess need vent turn  weeks know everyone around act like care care know really feeling inside know thats seeking help think fair put feelings someones brain forced care me really strength seek help begin with ive depressed past two years never thought commiting redflag always felt like wouldve gotten better now hasnt slowly gradually getting worse feel like birthday last ive fantasizing jumping bridge reminisce so part thinks itll never happen im scared to cant help feel like might happen tough much family around loathe family thought growing up always felt like family everything got older parents got divorced shattered perspective family never close begin anyways certainly close now know anymore feel lonely helpless needed vent
im necessarily there yet feel like soon might bei guess need vent turn weeks know everyone around act like care care know really feeling inside know thats seeking help think fair put feelings someones brain forced care me really strength seek help begin with ive depressed past two years never thought commiting redflag always felt like wouldve gotten better now hasnt slowly gradually getting worse feel like birthday last ive fantasizing jumping bridge reminisce so part thinks itll never happen im scared to cant help feel like might happen tough much family around loathe family thought growing up always felt like family everything got older parents got divorced shattered perspective family never close begin anyways certainly close now know anymore feel lonely helpless needed vent
Im necesariamente allí todavía se siente como pronto podría bei adivinar necesidad ventilación turno semanas saber todos alrededor actuar como cuidado cuidado saber realmente sentir adentro saber que los que buscan ayuda piensan justo poner sentimientos alguien cerebro me obliga cuidado realmente fuerza buscar ayuda comenzar con ive deprimido pasados dos años nunca pensé compromiso bandera roja siempre se sentía como si hubiera mejorado ahora hasnt poco a poco cada vez peor se siente como cumpleaños último ive fantasising salto puente reminisce así que parte piensa que nunca va a suceder im miedo a no puede ayudar sentirse como podría suceder mucho duro familia alrededor de odio familia pensamiento crecer siempre se sentía como familia todo se divorciaron padres se divorciaron perspectiva roto familia nunca comienza de todos modos ciertamente cerca ahora ya se siente desamparado necesita ventilación