final try tho im still depressedi stopped new low saturday night took g aspirin one sitting went bed next partner love entire heart went bed hoping ill die sleep woke morning partially deaf nauseous lightheaded sick stomach done rushed er  driving placed icu almost immediately ended staying  nights  days hospital took various blood tests worried internal bleeding  brain swelling etc denied redflag attempts avoid psych ward said took headache lovely girlfriend going hard hit hard even though didnt know attempt im heartbroken ill never attempt
final try tho im still depressedi stopped new low saturday night took g aspirin one sitting went bed next partner love entire heart went bed hoping ill die sleep woke morning partially deaf nauseous lightheaded sick stomach done rushed er driving placed icu almost immediately ended staying nights days hospital took various blood tests worried internal bleeding brain swelling etc denied redflag attempts avoid psych ward said took headache lovely girlfriend going hard hit hard even though didnt know attempt im heartbroken ill never attempt
último intento tho im todavía deprimido paró nuevo baja noche sábado tomó g aspirina una sentada se fue a la cama siguiente pareja amor todo el corazón se fue a la cama con la esperanza de morir mal sueño despierto mañana parcialmente sordo náuseas mareos mal estómago hecho apresurado e conducir colocado IU casi inmediatamente terminó estancias noches hospital tomó varios análisis de sangre preocupado hemorragia interna hinchazón cerebral etc negó intentos de bandera roja evitar sala de psiquiatría dijo tomó dolor de cabeza novia encantadora va duramente golpeado a pesar de no saber intento i corazón roto mal nunca intento