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afraid feel afraid point life theres much done much done many points life wish could travel back change many points wish could know advance im scared im scared future successful even future fail im scared present too feel like im failing relationship sake convenience relationship feels comfortable love feels like sensation felt around slipping fingers love like this love die problem wrong theres much im wrong theres much done wrong tried help friend made stuff worse made much fucking worse us wish could somehow go back change moment fucked badly help happened almost year ago day still know right thing afraid think made worse make stuff worse sometimes try bad person know come terms fact bad person want bad person one wants bad person many bad people almost ended life someone denies anything me lying always lies shes life now clings people know like virus virus people viruses virus rely much leave crawl back do cant leave him destroyed whenever last time cant invitabely going happen leave struggle again know im going cope that last time bad fucking handle it know able handle it im still person first happened feel like ive changed im sure im lying myself probably am change feels fake thought made mental health much better days feel bad days cant help it days break cry shortest reasons im sure thats ok part thinks ok everyone cries sometimes crying make weak im sure think so feel weak cry feel damaged cry crying helpful feeling sometimes destructive feeling times crying release much pain also enhance it crying stress out know someone cant cry cried last years first glance seems like blessing release emotions builds takes harmful ways hurts crying understand cant cry get it hurts bad feel bad her want help much feel like theres anything do people hurt sometimes theres nothing help like that want help cant time help people cant help people feel bad apparentlyim good helping people admire trait cant help people part feels useless like ive failed one things im good at odd life odd teenager odd filled much emotion many strange things sometimes need vent mindlessly ive done here know anyone see thats ok good get stuff sometimes even void odd
miedo sentir miedo punto de la vida hay mucho hecho muchos puntos deseo de la vida podría viajar atrás cambio muchos puntos deseo podría saber avance im miedo futuro éxito incluso futuro fracaso im miedo presente también sentir como mi fracaso relación sake comodidad relación se siente cómodo amor se siente como sensación se siente alrededor deslizamiento de los dedos amor como este amor morir problema mal teres mucho im mal teres mucho hecho mal intentado ayuda amigo hizo cosas peor hecho mierda peor nosotros deseo de alguna manera podría volver cambio momento jodido mal ayuda pasó casi año hace día todavía saben derecho pensar peor hacer cosas peor a veces intentar mala persona saber venir términos hecho mala persona quiere mala persona uno quiere mala persona mucha mala gente casi terminó vida alguien niega todo lo que me miente siempre mentiras ella vida ahora se aferra gente sabe como virus gente virus virus confía mucho dejar drag back no puede dejarlo destruido cada vez que la última vez no puede invitable va a pasar lucha de nuevo saber im va a hacer frente que la última vez mal manejo sabe capaz manejarlo