think want quitive already  major redflag attempts year one landed hospital another put crisis center awhile know went wrong right time im wanting try accomplish stepdads birthday this upcoming tuesday since believe treatment growing one main biggest reasons im screwed up im dysfunctional achieve anything own least this course im scared die causing family pain leaving sweet dog behind seriously cant function dragging everyone around me draining mom love dearly cant needs live functional life im unemployed cant hold job cant even drive mind hellish hurt cry every day ive tried reaching scare everyone get overwhelmed ive tried years counseling mental health facilities yet am really see things life id like experience want give up feel cant take anymore breaks heart venting
think want quitive already major redflag attempts year one landed hospital another put crisis center awhile know went wrong right time im wanting try accomplish stepdads birthday this upcoming tuesday since believe treatment growing one main biggest reasons im screwed up im dysfunctional achieve anything own least this course im scared die causing family pain leaving sweet dog behind seriously cant function dragging everyone around me draining mom love dearly cant needs live functional life im unemployed cant hold job cant even drive mind hellish hurt cry every day ive tried reaching scare everyone get overwhelmed ive tried years counseling mental health facilities yet am really see things life id like experience want give up feel cant take anymore breaks heart venting
Creo que quiero dejar de fumar ya grandes intentos de bandera roja año un hospital aterrizado otro poner centro de crisis un rato saber que fue mal momento im querer intentar lograr padrastros cumpleaños este próximo martes ya creer tratamiento crecer una de las principales razones más grandes im jodido im disfuncional lograr nada propio menos este curso im asustado morir causando dolor familiar dejar perro dulce detrás función cant arrastrando a todos a mi alrededor drenando mamá amor querido cant necesita vivir vida funcional im desempleado cant mantener el trabajo cant incluso conducir mente infierno dolor llorar cada día i tratar de llegar asustar a todos se abruman ive años probado asesoramiento instalaciones de salud mental sin embargo estoy realmente ver cosas vida id como experiencia quiero renunciar a sentir no puede tomar más descansos corazón ventilar