another ruined holidaywhen growing up dad ruined every holiday ever fighting mom well is another ruined holiday time boyfriend ex boyfriend even fucking knows told pessimistic negative everything life honestly cant remember negative supposed say hes bitching parents borrowing money oh sucks im really sorry apparently wrong also telling im sorry sucks sessions show also wrong told unsupportive also said heard rumor said sleeping around behind back envr said understand heard that keep second guessing everything ive done past months keep flash backs good memories spent day laying around crying tried contact redflag hotline waited hold asked leave message social anxiety cant call back cant bring try want disappear want cease exist dont know ill kill myself took ap woke deep scratches arm scratched sleep ive cut well hope wake morning really never want wake again
another ruined holidaywhen growing up dad ruined every holiday ever fighting mom well is another ruined holiday time boyfriend ex boyfriend even fucking knows told pessimistic negative everything life honestly cant remember negative supposed say hes bitching parents borrowing moneyoh sucks im really sorry apparently wrong also telling im sorry sucks sessions show also wrong told unsupportive also said heard rumor said sleeping around behind back envr said understand heard that keep second guessing everything ive done past months keep flash backs good memories spent day laying around crying tried contact redflag hotline waited hold asked leave message social anxiety cant call back cant bring try want disappear want cease exist dont know ill kill myself took ap woke deep scratches arm scratched sleep ive cut well hope wake morning really never want wake again
otra fiesta arruinada al crecer papá arruinó cada vacaciones siempre luchando mamá bien es otro tiempo vacaciones arruinado novio ex novio incluso mierda sabe dicho pesimista negativo todo la vida honestamente no puede recordar negativo supuesto decir hes quejing padres pedir dinerooh chupa Im realmente lo siento aparentemente mal también diciendo im lo siento chupa sesiones show también mal dicho unsupportive también dijo oído rumor dicho dormir por detrás espalda envr dijo entender oído que mantener segundo adivinar todo lo que se ha hecho los meses pasados mantener flash backs buenos recuerdos pasados día tendido alrededor llanto probado contacto redflag línea telefónica espera esperada leave mensaje ansiedad social no puedo llamar volver a tratar de desaparecer querer dejar de existir no sé mal matar a mí mismo tomó ap rasguños profundos brazo rasguñados ive corte bien esperanza despertar mañana realmente nunca quiero despertar de nuevo