four years amd still feel dead insidemet girl  together almost three years kid loved little guy momma too two years later left guy met two weeks prior new job walmart left homeless reduced mere visitor son two year old son year later hostility grown powerful made clear longer welcome childs life got lawyer rich parents got one too realized would never win case courtus courts classist family court antifather gave up four years keep mind much anyways yet always comes back haunt me family audacity ask start dating again like want see start new life experience pain losing second one again even willing date again ive become miserly bitter person everyday pray cancer i know diety hears them never go doctor hopes might die someday well fuck could write book know shit get read anyways probably get deleted maybe someone worth saving talked instead want ride motorcycle concrete wall  mph good news ive started siezures recently maybe health finally fucking fail probably bullshit fatal fuckery
four years amd still feel dead insidemet girl together almost three years kid loved little guy momma too two years later left guy met two weeks prior new job walmart left homeless reduced mere visitor son two year old son year later hostility grown powerful made clear longer welcome childs life got lawyer rich parents got one too realized would never win case courtus courts classist family court antifather gave up four years keep mind much anyways yet always comes back haunt me family audacity ask start dating again like want see start new life experience pain losing second one again even willing date again ive become miserly bitter person everyday pray cancer i know diety hears them never go doctor hopes might die somedaywell fuck could write book know shit get read anyways probably get deleted maybe someone worth saving talked instead want ride motorcycle concrete wall mph good news ive started siezures recently maybe health finally fucking fail probably bullshit fatal fuckery
cuatro años amd todavía se siente muerto dentro de la chica met juntos casi tres años niño amado pequeño chico mamá demasiado dos años después izquierda chico conocido dos semanas antes nuevo trabajo walmart dejó sin hogar reducido mero visitante hijo dos años hijo año más tarde hostilidad creció poderoso hizo claro más tiempo acogida niños vida consiguió abogado padres ricos consiguió uno demasiado realizado nunca ganar caso corte corte clasista corte familiar antipadre dio mucho tener en cuenta de todos modos pero siempre vuelve me persigue familia audacia pedir empezar a salir de nuevo como quiere ver empezar nueva experiencia de vida dolor perder segundo incluso querer cita de nuevo ive live live been miserable amarga persona todos los días rezo cáncer sé que diety oye nunca ir doctor esperanzas podría morir algún día bien mierda podría escribir libro saber mierda conseguir leer de todos modos probablemente se eliminan tal vez alguien vale la pena salvar hablar en lugar de querer montar motocicleta concreto pared mph buenas noticias ive comenzó siezures recientemente tal vez salud finalmente fracaso probablemente mierda fatal mierda