bad enlightened mindset help friends advice good sparking live others helped others darkest shit know ups downs ins outs still keep slipping mode self destructive behaviour keep saying going end killing myself know people love hit everyone like train probably think great say happiness gone mind numb suffered physical pain spine dental problems trouble eating swallowing things work waiting operation totally aware case much good around me grateful effort spent trying give boost living society holiday booked still hope turned reddit cannot turn anyone cannot bring worry them lost soul
bad enlightened mindset help friends advice good sparking live others helped others darkest shit know ups downs ins outs still keep slipping mode self destructive behaviour keep saying going end killing myself know people love hit everyone like train probably think great say happiness gone mind numb suffered physical pain spine dental problems trouble eating swallowing things work waiting operation totally aware case much good around me grateful effort spent trying give boost living society holiday booked still hope turned reddit cannot turn anyone cannot bring worry them lost soul
mala mente iluminada ayudar a los amigos consejos buenos chispas vivir otros ayudó a otros más oscuro mierda saber altibajos ins outs todavía sigue deslizándose modo comportamiento autodestructivo seguir diciendo que va a terminar matándome a mí mismo saber gente amor golpear a todos como tren probablemente pensar muy bien decir felicidad ido mente entumecimiento sufrió dolor físico columna vertebral problemas dentales comer tragar cosas trabajo espera operación totalmente consciente caso mucho bien esfuerzo dedicado tratar de dar impulso vida sociedad vacaciones reservado todavía esperanza convertido reddit no puede volver a nadie no puede traer preocupación perdido alma