strange reason stay alivemaybe strange stay alive family member would thought id ever writing this lot mixed emotions im sure lot feel true father bad person think like ive inherited instability mum im losing touch her live im aware reason luxury depressed cooped up im supposed lose quietly lot family people know cant understand them cant understand almost everyone lot trouble relating making friends dropped school thirteen although missing days per year since nine know me feel like im getting worse block absorb all mess also issue communicating people like two modes angry sullen happy sometimes become negative inside feeling causes really something pets family feel lucky makes me cant really explain feel like im waiting outside reason cant end me going reason im waiting for
strange reason stay alivemaybe strange stay alive family member would thought id ever writing this lot mixed emotions im sure lot feel true father bad person think like ive inherited instability mum im losing touch her liveim aware reason luxury depressed cooped up im supposed lose quietly lot family people know cant understand them cant understand almost everyone lot trouble relating making friends dropped school thirteen although missing days per year since nine know me feel like im getting worse block absorb all mess also issue communicating people like two modes angry sullen happy sometimes become negative inside feeling causes really something pets family feel lucky makes me cant really explain feel like im waiting outside reason cant end me going reason im waiting for
extraña razón permanecer vivo tal vez extraño permanecer vivo miembro de la familia pensaría id alguna vez escribir este lote emociones mixtas Im seguro mucho sentir verdadero padre mala persona pensar como ive hereda inestabilidad mamá im perder tocar su liveim consciente razón lujo deprimido cooped im supuesto perder tranquilamente lote familia la gente sabe no puede entender casi todo el mundo muchos problemas relacionados hacer amigos dejó la escuela trece, aunque me siento como im cada vez peor bloque absorber todo lío también problema comunicar personas como dos modos enojado maleado feliz a veces convertirse en negativo dentro de las causas realmente algo mascotas familia se siente afortunado me hace realmente no puede explicar se siente como im espera fuera razón no puede terminar me va razón im esperar