 years thinking it think im finally point im seriously considering iti cant stop fucking upi seriously ruin every good thing life cant seem stop much potential growing up smart outgoing ambitious thought future always seemed like would amazing optimist miss years long story short ive heart broken times count time takes larger piece me ive lost almost friends ones care convenient cant seem hold decent job make money support myself im practically homeless burden friends stay couch im type  diabetic barely afford insulin fucking clue ive fallen god damn far final nail coffin week date first time two years girl ive always crush on ment lot know capable opening another person again actually went really well monday first time years remembering happiness was feel alone well typical fashion ruined it got excited anxious drunk stupid unloaded boat load feelings anyone first date would seem psychotic soexcited feel again sent message apologizing unwarranted outburst talk me ive never handled rejection well knowing something stupid could avoidedi think heart left im tired everything go wrong struggle remember optimism even was try think positives life literally dogwho even anymore im fucking verge living streets ive fallen farther ever thought possible death honestly sounds better better life im guaranteed experience pain possibly another bout happiness deathdeath unknown maybe everything stops simply cease be maybe life suffer eternity hell maybe wake someone else like whole life nothing dream simulation maybe million different things could happen one really knows gamble sounds better continuing sad painful excuse existence managed see deadpool weekend hoping pick up thing stuck said life one giant train wreck brief commercials happiness think ive last commercial
years thinking it think im finally point im seriously considering iti cant stop fucking upi seriously ruin every good thing life cant seem stop much potential growing up smart outgoing ambitious thought future always seemed likewould amazing optimist miss years long story short ive heart broken times count time takes larger piece me ive lost almost friends ones care convenient cant seem hold decent job make money support myselfim practically homeless burden friends stay couch im type diabetic barely afford insulin fucking clue ive fallen god damn far final nail coffin week date first timetwo years girl ive always crush on ment lot know capable opening another person again actually went really well monday first time years remembering happiness was feel alone well typical fashion ruined it got excited anxious drunk stupid unloaded boat load feelings anyone first date would seem psychotic soexcited feel again sent message apologizing unwarranted outburst talk meive never handled rejection well knowing something stupid could avoidedi think heart left im tired everything go wrong struggle remember optimism even was try think positives life literally dogwho even anymore im fucking verge living streets ive fallen farther ever thought possible death honestly sounds better better life im guaranteed experience pain possibly another bout happiness deathdeath unknown maybe everything stops simply cease be maybe life suffer eternity hell maybe wake someone else like whole life nothing dream simulation maybe million different things could happen one really knows gamble sounds better continuing sad painful excuse existence managed see deadpool weekend hoping pick up thing stuck said life one giant train wreck brief commercials happiness think ive last commercial
años pensando que creo que finalmente punto im seriamente considerando iti no puedo dejar de joder upi seriamente arruinar cada cosa buena la vida no puede parecer detener mucho potencial crecer inteligente saliente ambicioso pensamiento futuro siempre parecía como sería sorprendente optimista perder años larga historia corta vida corazón roto tiempos cuenta tiempo toma pieza más grande yo i ive perdido casi amigos cuidado conveniente no puede parecer mantener un trabajo decente hacer dinero apoyo memoim prácticamente sin hogar carga amigos quedarse sofá im tipo diabético apenas permitirse insulina puta pista ive caído dios maldito final ataúd de uñas semana primera vez dos años chica siempre ive aplastado en mento mucho saber capaz abrir otra persona de nuevo realmente fue muy bien lunes primera vez recordar felicidad fue sentirse solo bien típico moda arruinado se emocionó ansioso borracho estúpido descargado barco sentimientos carga cualquiera primera cita parecería psicotico soexcitado sentir de nuevo mensaje apologización injustificada hablar meivest nunca manejar rechazo bien saber algo estúpido podría evitar el corazón izquierda Im cansado todo ir mal lucha recordar optimismo incluso fue