im closei think killing daily basis thoughts past couple months now thing stopping right children say thing really mean thats it sometimes though feel like maybe would better without anyway deserve someone better anyway husband cheated one family members apologized trying hard make me thats even really though family knew never told me lot well almost everyone life completely lied this absolutely one life with exception kids really me care me come big family find life completely change damaging think ways this kids find anyone else think stay sibling come back house hang myself call police one them finds me close think live way anymore cant it
im closei think killing daily basis thoughts past couple months now thing stopping right children say thing really mean thats it sometimes though feel like maybe would better without anyway deserve someone better anyway husband cheated one family members apologized trying hard make me thats even really though family knew never told me lot well almost everyone life completely lied this absolutely one life with exception kids really me care me come big family find life completely change damaging think ways this kids find anyone else think stay sibling come back house hang myself call police one them finds me close think live way anymore cant it
Im closei pensar matar pensamientos básicos diarios pasados un par de meses ahora cosa parar los niños correctos decir cosas realmente significa que a veces aunque siento que tal vez sería mejor sin de todos modos merecer alguien mejor de todos modos marido engañado un miembro de la familia se disculpó tratando duro me eso es incluso realmente aunque la familia sabía nunca me dijo mucho bien casi todo el mundo la vida completamente mintió esta absolutamente una vida con excepción niños realmente me importa venir familia grande encontrar la vida completamente perjudicial pensamiento maneras este niños encontrar a alguien más piensa quedarse hermano volver casa colgarme llamar policía uno me encuentra cerca pensar en vivo manera más no puede