im angry myselfid never kill myself think keep getting mad telling get with get angry want end all ive self harming years really kicked notch last months ive gotten point cut everyday tonight sat knife wrist ten minutes trying psych opting cut elsewhere ive done everyday last week im starting worry might actually get courage it want die sometimes just know appeals me ive got great life family loves dog id never leave still keep seeing want it started cutting teenager years even thinking months time last year august decided lose weight i  lbs really great christmas family came visit completely fell wagon since ive trying get back wagon lose weight i got lbs christmas cant get mindset before started cutting frustrated frustration makes want kill myself hate myself hate body im angry want kill myself im weak lazy cant lose fucking weight hate it hate feeling way im fucking sick want keep waking up
im angry myselfid never kill myself think keep getting mad telling get with get angry want end all ive self harming years really kicked notch last months ive gotten point cut everyday tonight sat knife wrist ten minutes trying psych opting cut elsewhere ive done everyday last week im starting worry might actually get courage it want die sometimes just know appeals me ive got great life family loves dog id never leave still keep seeing want it started cutting teenager years even thinking months time last year august decided lose weight i lbs really great christmas family came visit completely fell wagon since ive trying get back wagon lose weighti got lbs christmas cant get mindset before started cutting frustrated frustration makes want kill myself hate myself hate body im angry want kill myself im weak lazy cant lose fucking weight hate it hate feeling way im fucking sick want keep waking up
Yo me enfado yo mismo nunca me mato pienso seguir enloqueciendo get going with get enfad want find toda la vida yo mismo daño años realmente pateó muesca los últimos meses ive get point corte todos los días esta noche sat cuchillo muñeca diez minutos tratando de sych opting corte en otro lugar ive hecho todos los días la semana pasada im empezar preocupación podría realmente conseguir valor que quiere morir a veces sólo sé que me atrae ive tengo gran vida familia ama perro id nunca dejar todavía seguir viendo querer comenzó cortar adolescentes años incluso pensando meses tiempo el año pasado agosto decidió perder peso i lbs realmente gran Navidad familia vino visitar completamente carro caído ya que ive tratando de volver carro perder pesoi tengo lbs Navidad cant conseguir mentalidad antes de empezar a cortar frustración hace querer matarme odio cuerpo im enojado quiero matarme im débil perezoso no puedo perder peso odio odio odio odio manera im maldito enfermo quiero seguir despertando