know continuehello first time thinking redflag  already tried end life pull off  life took turn better entered gymnasiumthe german version high school actaully started normal social life went friends enjoying going school im uni old thoughts buried deep mind beginning resurface even im studying together lots people half year able make single contact one talk fucking mindnumbing assure you due low selfesteem afraid speak people back high school people approached me easy seems like impossible task now fear getting bad im even afraid look emails going outside getting uncomftable appaears anxiety getting worse day sucks worst thing one absolutetely fucking one even parentswhich interested anything else rely on someone talk issues
know continuehello first time thinking redflag already tried end life pull off life took turn better entered gymnasiumthe german version high school actaully started normal social life went friends enjoying going schoolim uni old thoughts buried deep mind beginning resurface even im studying together lots people half year able make single contact one talk fucking mindnumbing assure you due low selfesteem afraid speak people back high school people approached me easy seems like impossible task now fear getting badim even afraid look emails going outside getting uncomftable appaears anxiety getting worse day sucks worst thing one absolutetely fucking one even parentswhich interested anything else rely on someone talk issues
know continuehello primera vez pensando en Redflag ya intentado fin de la vida jalar la vida tomó turno mejor entró en el gimnasiola versión alemana actoully escuela secundaria comenzó vida social normal fueron amigos disfrutando de ir escuela uni viejos pensamientos enterrados mente profunda empezando a resurgir incluso im estudiar juntos mucha gente medio año capaz de hacer un solo contacto una charla mierda mindnumbing asegurarte debido a baja autoestima gente miedo hablar gente detrás secundaria gente se acercó a mí fácil parece como tarea imposible ahora miedo conseguir bádim incluso miedo mirar correos electrónicos salir conseguir incomptable appaears ansiedad peor día apesta una absoluta follando a uno incluso padres que le interesa cualquier otra cosa confiar en alguien hablar problemas