think hit low motivation anything slowly begun ghost closest friends return texts physically cannot find things cut contact people girlfriend feel empty know go here longer goes begin rethink relationship girlfriend love much start overthink every single aspect it healthy fear end relationship maybe deeply insecure myself cannot seem tell thought vs depression talking never like life girlfriend  months now clinically depressed met medicated strength keep going something else makes love even more afraid broken me broke front told felt comforted plan figuring future get back trip planned august backstory crossroads life know future know want other uncertainty love creating war mind want stronger mentally handle myself hate become like this need myself feel low m feel hopeless empty
think hit low motivation anything slowly begun ghost closest friends return texts physically cannot find things cut contact people girlfriend feel empty know go here longer goes begin rethink relationship girlfriend love much start overthink every single aspect it healthy fear end relationship maybe deeply insecure myself cannot seem tell thought vs depression talking never like life girlfriend months now clinically depressed met medicated strength keep going something else makes love even more afraid broken me broke front told felt comforted plan figuring future get back trip planned august backstory crossroads life know future know want other uncertainty love creating war mind want stronger mentally handle myself hate become like this need myself feel low m feel hopeless empty
pensar golpe baja motivación cualquier cosa lentamente comenzó fantasma amigos más cercanos volver textos físicamente no puede encontrar cosas cortadas contacto gente novia se siente vacío saber ir aquí más tiempo va a empezar a repensar relación novia amor mucho empezar de nuevopiensa en cada aspecto saludable miedo final relación tal vez profundamente inseguro yo mismo no puede parecer decir pensamiento vs depresión hablando nunca como vida novia meses ahora clínicamente deprimido meticidad fuerza seguir adelante otra cosa hace el amor aún más miedo roto me rompió frente dicho se sintió plan reconfortado pensar futuro volver viaje planificado agosto backstory encrucijada vida saber futuro saber querer otra incertidumbre amor creación de guerra mente quiero más fuerte manejar mentalmente odio llegar a ser como esta necesidad me siento bajo m sentir desesperanza vacío