feel completely lifelessive felt way couple years now hardly feel real emotion put happy face throughout day want nothing break get home cant thing keeps happy skateboarding girl loved last  years life seeing totally dropped life feel left nothing im start second year college royally fucked first year im pretty much retaking classes get kicked ive academic probation since first semester course parents know make seem everything great ill never able hold steady job life know fact ill either able find job within skateboarding industry stuck working pathetic job rest useless existence tip iceberg terrible person am could go day terrible things done huge disappointment parents generally worthless am im ready end all ive thought rational irrational times decided whats best me world around leaving make space someone succeed wont want die pill bottle could demise mere feet away calling possibly night end bullshit
feel completely lifelessive felt way couple years now hardly feel real emotion put happy face throughout day want nothing break get home cant thing keeps happy skateboarding girl loved last years life seeing totally dropped life feel left nothing im start second year college royally fucked first year im pretty much retaking classes get kicked ive academic probation since first semester course parents know make seem everything great ill never able hold steady job life know fact ill either able find job within skateboarding industry stuck working pathetic job rest useless existence tip iceberg terrible person am could go day terrible things done huge disappointment parents generally worthless am im ready end all ive thought rational irrational times decided whats best me world around leaving make space someone succeed wont want die pill bottle could demise mere feet away calling possibly night end bullshit
Se siente completamente sin vida sentido manera pareja años ahora apenas sentir emoción real poner cara feliz a lo largo del día no quiero nada descanso llegar a casa cant thing mantiene feliz chica skateboarding amado los últimos años vida ver totalmente caída vida se siente nada izquierda im inicio segundo año universidad real follada primer año im casi mucho tomar clases recibir patadas en directo academic probance desde primer semestre curso padres saben hacer parecer todo grande mal nunca capaz mantener estable vida laboral saber hecho mal bien capaz encontrar trabajo dentro de skateboarding industria atascada trabajo patético descanso inútil existencia tip iceberg terrible persona am podría ir terrible cosas hecho enorme decepción padres generalmente no vale la pena estoy listo fin todo pensamiento live racional irracional tiempos decidió lo mejor que yo mundo alrededor de dejar hacer espacio alguien éxito no quiere morir botella píldora podría morir solo pies de distancia llamando posiblemente noche final mierda