absolutely nothing wrong me simply choose longer existhello ive created plans methods organized explanations loved ones decided want die exactly  days today longer exist thought quite exciting me wait figure lies beyond if anything simply cease experience existence little bit me suicidal depressed actually perfect mental health poor ugly unloved unintelligent aspects consider perfectly blessed life  years alive experienced little hardships probably tell now negative outlook life simply want end it reason making post begin  day journey finally understanding impulse act ultimately kill myself redflag understood us literature philosophy relevant media discussions experienced far act desperation simply beg differ experiences stand direct contradiction this since age  last  years ive played around idea redflag early interest described morbid curiosity following questions like what death find first hand questioning morbid curiosity transferred disciplined approach became engrossed philosophy literature everywhere find characterisation redflag completely incompatible feel someone would ask would change life would answer thing perfectly satisfied beautiful girlfriend loves me treats right express true self to good circle friends support me loving parents great academic record far tons accomplishments proud of moment life entirely happy satisfied existing longer may change that simply quit ahead furthermore ideation redflag empowering me clear interested mutilating harming self unhealthy ideations violence act actually sickens chosen quick painless dignified method feel empowered idea making first last choice life thing truly own choose born thrown world heidegger would say difference simply longer want experience being want experience nonbeing correctly cease experience existence thank you hope someone gained understanding relation existence
absolutely nothing wrong me simply choose longerexisthello ive created plans methods organized explanations loved ones decided want die exactly days today longer exist thought quite exciting me wait figure lies beyond if anything simply cease experience existence little bit me suicidal depressed actually perfect mental health poor ugly unloved unintelligent aspects consider perfectly blessed life years alive experienced little hardships probably tell now negative outlook life simply want endit reason making post begin day journey finally understanding impulse act ultimately kill myself redflag understood us literature philosophy relevant media discussions experienced far act desperation simply beg differ experiences stand direct contradiction this since age last years ive played around idea redflag early interest described morbid curiosity following questions like what death find first hand questioning morbid curiosity transferred disciplined approach became engrossed philosophy literature everywhere find characterisation redflag completely incompatible feel someone would ask would change life would answer thing perfectly satisfied beautiful girlfriend loves me treats right express true self to good circle friends support me loving parents great academic record far tons accomplishments proud of moment life entirely happy satisfied existing longer may change that simply quit ahead furthermore ideation redflag empowering me clear interested mutilating harming self unhealthy ideations violence act actually sickens chosen quick painless dignified method feel empowered idea making first last choice life thing truly own choose born thrown world heidegger would say difference simply longer want experience being want experience nonbeing correctly cease experience existence thank you hope someone gained understanding relation existence
absolutamente nada malo me simplemente elegir más largo existhello ive creado planes métodos organizados explicaciones seres queridos decididos querer morir exactamente días hoy más tiempo existen pensamiento bastante emocionante me espera figura mentiras más allá de si algo simplemente cesar la experiencia existencia poco poco me suicida deprimido en realidad perfecto salud mental pobre feos no amados aspectos intelligentes considerar perfectamente bendecido vida años vivos experimentados poco dificultades probablemente decir ahora negativo perspectiva vida simplemente quiero endit razón hacer post comenzar viaje finalmente entender acto de impulso finalmente me mata a mí mismo Redflag