think deal lifei need talk life im  year old college student ive always scared fucking everything literally everything look letting anyone down treat people education finding job planning move out say point ive also distanced friends family feel much better alone love place myself away everyones fucking bullshit want hear shit already much shit own late night everyones asleep really feel peace fuck sake point tired bottle inside supposed man up everyone says look confident im crumbling shit inside im scared future finishing college getting fucking professional career able live those procrastination always biting ass im afraid measure ideals end putting things last minute normal anyone deal this good way beating this want say want kill myself idea starting seem attractive way deal lifes disappointments  sometimes burst crying feel like smashing head wall even depression want seek professional help stigma behind depression need anyones pity want peace
think deal lifei need talk life im year old college student ive always scared fucking everything literally everything look letting anyone down treat people education finding job planning move out say point ive also distanced friends family feel much better alone love place myself away everyones fucking bullshit want hear shit already much shit own late night everyones asleep really feel peace fuck sake point tired bottle inside supposed man up everyone says look confident im crumbling shit inside im scared future finishing college getting fucking professional career able live those procrastination always biting ass im afraid measure ideals end putting things last minute normal anyone deal this good way beating this want say want kill myself idea starting seem attractive way deal lifes disappointments sometimes burst crying feel like smashing head wall even depression want seek professional help stigma behind depression need anyones pity want peace
Creo que la vida de acuerdo necesito hablar vida estudiante de la universidad de mi año vive siempre asustado todo literalmente todo parece dejar a alguien tratar gente educación encontrar trabajo planificación mover decir punto también amigos distanciados familia sentir mucho mejor solo amor lugar a distancia todos mierda mierda quieren escuchar mierda ya mucho mierda propio dormir realmente sentir paz mierda sake punto botella cansada dentro supuesto hombre arriba todo el mundo dice mirar seguro im desmoronarse mierda dentro im miedo futuro terminar universidad conseguir carrera profesional capaz de vivir esas postrastinación siempre morder culo im miedo medida ideales terminar poniendo las cosas a última hora normal cualquiera trato esta buena manera de golpear a este quiero decir quiero matarme a mí mismo idea comenzar parecer atractivo manera trato vidas decepciones a veces explosión llanto sensación como romper pared de cabeza incluso depresión quiero buscar ayuda profesional estigma detrás depresión necesita alguien compasión quiere paz