logical reason end life emotional one inferior never happy therapy optioni pretty much tired forced live every day faced nothingness despite trying find different perspectives improve myself care improving meaningless first all guy average attraction weak frail make eating healthy smooth face intelligence lower end average proven intelligence test school resulted going special class pretty bad school college interested able do special ed limited could achieve this failed college get university wanted go maths stats physics barely scraped foundation math even constant revision active reading mathematical textbooks went subject best in getting around c college got equivalent e partially due lack understanding absence interest towards it social person because whilst agreeable enjoy leaving house eating out travelling nature animalspets sports ive tried numerous occasions ive hated every second point makes depressed also little friends throughout life currently one distant friend meet every weeks want alone ive liked ive never liked friends ive kid ive pretty much forced presence ive never girlfriend likely die virgin cant get laid want girlfriend something despite trying smarts willingness involved fetish involves bodily functions least somewhat attractive me compassion willingness leader relationship good talkerarguer educated good politicsdebate plus optional sex means nothing desire intimacy relationship blame issues anybody else desires idea achieve hobbies really occasionally force write wanted writer one point hate every second always have wanted goal follow hate want give offers positive value life hobby interested politics debate history science maths linguistics general knowledge despite trying actively read interested forget try talk embarrass forgot read  seconds ago despite reading over taking notes actively reading it going end life soon believe nothing live for tried find things worked little therapy therapy shit country cant afford private therapy might desire get debating politics science maths etc knowledge despite trying cant retain anything even theres nothing learn academically clubs city million involved anything similar see people younger smarter hate much know comparing necessarily good means fucking nothing choose fucking it family yes care much removing world feelings try convince live care enough spare death want talk somebody im tired keeping myself hope even die spend time talking guys go
logical reason end life emotional one inferior never happy therapy optioni pretty much tired forced live every day faced nothingness despite trying find different perspectives improve myself care improving meaningless first all guy average attraction weak frail make eating healthy smooth face intelligence lower end average proven intelligence test school resulted going special class pretty bad school college interested able do special ed limited could achieve this failed college get university wanted go maths stats physics barely scraped foundation math even constant revision active reading mathematical textbooks went subject best in getting around c college got equivalent e partially due lack understanding absence interest towards it social person because whilst agreeable enjoy leaving house eating out travelling nature animalspets sports ive tried numerous occasions ive hated every second point makes depressed also little friends throughout life currently one distant friend meet every weeks want alone ive liked ive never liked friends ive kid ive pretty much forced presence ive never girlfriend likely die virgin cant get laid want girlfriend something despite trying smarts willingness involved fetish involves bodily functions least somewhat attractive me compassion willingness leader relationship good talkerarguer educated good politicsdebate plus optional sex means nothing desire intimacy relationship blame issues anybody else desires idea achieve hobbies really occasionally force write wanted writer one point hate every second always have wanted goal follow hate want give offers positive value life hobby interested politics debate history science maths linguistics general knowledge despite trying actively read interested forget try talk embarrass forgot read seconds ago despite reading over taking notes actively reading it going end life soon believe nothing live for tried find things worked little therapy therapy shit country cant afford private therapy might desire get debating politics science maths etc knowledge despite trying cant retain anything even theres nothing learn academically clubs city million involved anything similar see people younger smarter hate much know comparing necessarily good means fucking nothing choose fucking it family yes care much removing world feelings try convince live care enough spare death want talk somebody im tired keeping myself hope even die spend time talking guys go
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