im invisiblegranted im known many acquaintances zero friends often repeating called friends listen dont hear frankly give shit ive suffering bipolar disorder manic depression upwards  years told myseld could make past  yrs things would get better ive hospitalized recently september  staff basically said treat us monitor us stable meds fit leave family raised foster care system im completely alone see point living anymore im constantly mental agony ignored used every level ive taken care people thought friends much love give misguided usual end used thrown like tissue ignored blatantly cant keep job stability often rocked uncontrollable emotions outbursts cant cope anymore im losing hope honestly would like someone acknowledge alive sensitive real person even know curb feelings thoughts redflag closest friends growing passed either redflag excessive drug use im honestly debating path without im alone ever idk reddit place least im getting one outlet speak real feelings ive sought therapy psych meds seems like never want hear bad try silver lining struggles saying im strongim tired exhausted strong allowed vulnerable get real help rx bandaid work
im invisiblegranted im known many acquaintances zero friends often repeating called friends listen dont hear frankly give shit ive suffering bipolar disorder manic depression upwards years told myseld could make past yrs things would get better ive hospitalized recently september staff basically said treat us monitor us stable meds fit leave family raised foster care system im completely alone see point living anymore im constantly mental agony ignored used every level ive taken care people thought friends much love give misguided usual end used thrown like tissue ignored blatantly cant keep job stability often rocked uncontrollable emotions outbursts cant cope anymore im losing hope honestly would like someone acknowledge alive sensitive real person even know curb feelings thoughts redflag closest friends growing passed either redflag excessive drug use im honestly debating path without im alone ever idk reddit place least im getting one outlet speak real feelings ive sought therapy psych meds seems like never want hear bad try silver lining struggles saying im strongim tired exhausted strong allowed vulnerable get real help rx bandaid work
Im invisibles Im conocido muchos conocidos cero amigos a menudo repitiendo llamados amigos escuchar no escuchar francamente dar mierda ive sufrimiento bipolar trastorno maníaco depresión al alza años le dijo a myseld podría hacer más cosas pasado ive hospitalizado recientemente september personal básicamente dijo trata nos monitorean meds estables fit leave familia criado sistema de acogida im completamente solo ver punto vivir más constantemente agonía mental ignorado uso todos los niveles ive cuidado gente pensaba amigos mucho amor dar mal extremo habitual utilizado arrojado como tejido ignorado abiertamente no puede mantener la estabilidad en el trabajo a menudo rocked emociones incontrolables estallidos no puedo más voy perder la esperanza honestamente como alguien reconocer viva persona real sensible incluso saber sentimientos borrosos pensamientos rojoflag amigos más cercanos creciendo pasados o rojoflag uso excesivo de drogas im honestamente debatir camino sin im solo nunca idk reddit lugar menos im conseguir un salida hablar verdaderos sentimientos uv terapia buscada psych meds parece como nunca querer escuchar mal intento de plata lucha forrojo diciendo im fuerte agotado fuerte permitido vulnerable conseguir real ayuda rx bandaid trabajo