thoughts jumpingeven though feeling suicidal couple years ago cant help feel compelled make plans sometimes zone like know bridge thinking city would easy jump like barrier kinda short could climb it thing stopping actually going  travel time brain committing it like instantly transported location id want wouldnt hesitate jump brain wouldnt time reason wish could that feel lucky dont easy access things like guns country otherwise would long gone things life feel like going fine despite everlasting depression like mostly alright familyfriends new boyfriend however cant help feel intrusive thoughts cant shake
thoughts jumpingeven though feeling suicidal couple years ago cant help feel compelled make plans sometimes zone like know bridge thinking city would easy jump like barrier kinda short could climb it thing stopping actually going travel time brain committing it like instantly transported location id want wouldnt hesitate jump brain wouldnt time reason wish could that feel lucky dont easy access things like guns country otherwise would long gone things life feel like going fine despite everlasting depression like mostly alright familyfriends new boyfriend however cant help feel intrusive thoughts cant shake
pensamientos saltando a pesar de sentirse suicida pareja hace años no puede ayudar a sentirse obligado a hacer planes a veces zona como saber bridge pensamiento ciudad fácil salto como barrera un poco corto podría escalar cosa parar realmente ir viaje tiempo cerebro comprometiéndolo como instantáneamente transportado lugar id deseo no dudaría salto cerebro no tiempo razón deseo podría que se siente afortunado no fácil acceso cosas como armas país de otro modo las cosas se han ido mucho tiempo la vida se siente como ir bien a pesar de la depresión eterna como la mayoría bien amigos de la familia nuevo novio sin embargo no puede ayudar a sentir pensamientos intrusivos no puede sacudir