heres night im sitting airport waiting flight leave everything behind disappeari deal anger fear episodes panic disorder anxiety disorder etc family everything today bad episode mom yelled makes pull hair scratch bleed unknown rash thats spread arms starting way back chest fear hurting mother today attack after took everything packed decided leave decided im safe meds havent helped whole year breaking point theres nothing world thats heartbreaking telling little brother loves anything last time youll see other im still crying noises airport making shake uncontrollably making itch bleed spots later today go say goodbye everyone love home grew up dont feel safe wouldnt live hurt someone loved control
heres night im sitting airport waiting flight leave everything behind disappeari deal anger fear episodes panic disorder anxiety disorder etc family everything today bad episode mom yelled makes pull hair scratch bleed unknown rash thats spread arms starting way backchest fear hurting mother today attack after took everything packed decided leave decided im safe meds havent helped whole year breaking point theres nothing world thats heartbreaking telling little brother loves anything last time youll see other im still crying noises airport making shake uncontrollably making itch bleed spots later today go say goodbye everyone love home grew up dont feel safe wouldnt live hurt someone loved control
heres night im sitting aeropuerto espera vuelo dejar todo detrás de desaparecido trato ira miedo episodios pánico trastorno ansiedad trastorno etc familia todo hoy mal episodio mamá grita hace jalar rasguño de pelo sangrado erupción desconocida que se extienden los brazos a partir de backchest miedo lastimar a madre hoy ataque después de tomar todo lo empaquetado decidido permiso decidido im seguro medicamentos no han ayudado a todo el año punto de ruptura no hay nada mundo que rompe el corazón contándole a hermano pequeño ama cualquier cosa la última vez que verás otros im todavía llorando ruidos aeropuerto haciendo temblar incontrolablemente hacer picazón puntos de sangrado más tarde hoy ir decir adiós todo el mundo amor casa creció no se siente seguro no viviría herido alguien querido control