ok redflagwatch ive ruled redflag fuck myself ive mostly miserable life finally resolved kill last april miserable depressed miserable although life job social connections you ive never found anything really enjoyed sustained inspired me life simply long depressing occasionally painful slog gearing finally folks life guessed intention made clear much would hurt went though it well fuck made promise it cant really take roading knowing much would harm people around me what well good say im gonna kill myself theres still nothing live for thought going indefinitely nature takes course horrifying close worry anymore want keep living default want hurt anyone else honestly want die peace thats sustaining day day existence long time idea go now need reason keep going people live
ok redflagwatch ive ruled redflag fuck myself ive mostly miserable life finally resolved kill last april miserable depressed miserable although life job social connections you ive never found anything really enjoyed sustained inspired me life simply long depressing occasionally painful slog gearing finally folks life guessed intention made clear much would hurt went though it well fuck made promise it cant really take roading knowing much would harm people around me what well good say im gonna kill myself theres still nothing live for thought going indefinitely nature takes course horrifying close worry anymore want keep living default want hurt anyone else honestly want die peace thats sustaining day day existence long time idea go now need reason keep going people live
ok redflagwatch ive governed redflag jod me ive la mayoría miserable vida finalmente resuelto matar último abril miserable deprimido miserable aunque vida trabajo conexiones sociales usted ive nunca encontró nada realmente disfrutado me inspiró la vida simplemente largo deprimente ocasionalmente doloroso slog engranajes finalmente gente la vida adivinada intención hizo claro mucho daño fue aunque bien mierda hecho promesa realmente tomar carretera saber mucho daño gente alrededor de mí lo bien decir im va a matar a mí mismo todavía no hay nada vivo para pensar ir indefinidamente naturaleza toma curso horroroso cerca preocupación más quiere seguir viviendo defecto querer herir a alguien honestamente quiere morir paz que sostiene día existencia largo tiempo idea ir ahora necesidad razón seguir viviendo gente