so suicidal along time actually started get better really depressed so got job taco bell seems back old self self pity party wanting nothing end it working shows fucked worth it worth working trying save money stuff would easier gone point working   everyday hate pay bills life worth living actually thought would feel better getting job feel ten times worse wife noticed hope worth itthe strain marriage mental health hope extra money worth itdoes feel like it trading happiness happy marriage extra cash maybe fault sucking up sostuck behind money ruinsmy life getting better going backwards
so suicidal along time actually started get better really depressed so got job taco bell seems back old self self pity party wanting nothing end it working shows fucked worth it worth working trying save money stuff would easier gone point working everyday hate pay bills life worth living actually thought would feel better getting job feel ten times worse wife noticed hope worth itthe strain marriage mental health hope extra money worth itdoes feel like it trading happiness happy marriage extra cash maybe fault sucking up sostuck behind money ruinsmy life getting better going backwards
Así que suicida a lo largo del tiempo realmente comenzó a mejorar realmente deprimido así que consiguió trabajo taco campana parece volver viejo auto autocompasión fiesta que no quiere nada final funciona shows follada vale la pena trabajar tratando de ahorrar dinero cosas sería más fácil ido punto trabajo diario odio pagar facturas vida vale la pena vivir realmente pensamiento se sentiría mejor conseguir trabajo sentir diez veces peor esposa notó esperanza vale la pena la tensión matrimonio salud mental esperanza extra dinero vale la pena hace se siente como comercio felicidad feliz matrimonio dinero extra tal vez culpa chupando sostucked detrás de dinero ruinas mi vida cada vez mejor ir hacia atrás