really need talk someone pleasei go back fathers house brother was first time lives actually brother said father never really liked seeing him depressed never really felt love took like bomb took bad asked us leave crying cant describe terribly bad feel right now think one terrible emotion human feel unbelievable hiding everyone fact homosexual desires ive hiding long time life ive exclusively hetero things changed im quite sure am fear myself desires extremely hard so could talk someone think reddit great community even though millions people place feels good someone could listen well read me id really grateful sorry english intention killing myself know post this
really need talk someone pleasei go back fathers house brother was first time lives actually brother said father never really liked seeing him depressed never really felt love took like bomb took bad asked us leave crying cant describe terribly bad feel right now think one terrible emotion human feel unbelievable hiding everyone fact homosexual desires ive hiding long time life ive exclusively hetero things changed im quite sure am fear myself desires extremely hard so could talk someone think reddit great community even though millions people place feels good someone could listen well read me id really grateful sorry english intention killing myself know post this
realmente necesito hablar alguien por favor volver padres casa hermano fue la primera vez vidas en realidad hermano dijo padre nunca realmente le gustó verlo deprimido nunca realmente sentía amor tomó como bomba tomó mal nos pidió salir llorando no puede describir terriblemente mal sentir ahora creo una terrible emoción humana se siente increíble ocultando a todos hecho homosexuales deseos de vivir ocultando mucho tiempo vida exclusivamente hetero cosas cambiado im estoy seguro de miedo yo deseo extremadamente duro así que podría hablar alguien pensar reddit gran comunidad a pesar de millones de personas lugar se siente bien alguien podría escucharme bien id muy agradecido lo siento Inglés intención matar a mí mismo saber publicar esto