want commit redflag tomorrowi always promised id post got bad has depressed point ive managed ex girlfriend recently dumped stated ever try contact call police absolutely shattered longest relationship thought would go forever im going back college little week going one think able handle it scared going school year ex makes miserable again nothing going me job awful feel motivation college theres even reason finish job ive purchased something cutoff breathing get hands gun seriously feel like would relief feel anything finish tomorrow night would easily able scared hurting close family anxious going this want kill tomorrow im little scared wish things couldve better wish couldve likable person
want commit redflag tomorrowi always promised id post got bad has depressed point ive managed ex girlfriend recently dumped stated ever try contact call police absolutely shattered longest relationship thought would go forever im going back college little week going one think able handle it scared going school year ex makes miserable again nothing going me job awful feel motivation college theres even reason finish job ive purchased something cutoff breathing get hands gun seriously feel like would relief feel anything finish tomorrow night would easily able scared hurting close family anxious going this want kill tomorrow im little scared wish things couldve better wish couldve likable person
want commit redflag maurini siempre prometió id post se puso mal ha deprimido punto ive manejado ex novia recientemente dejado de lado declaró nunca intentar contacto llamada policía absolutamente roto relación más larga pensamiento iría para siempre volver a la universidad poco semana va uno piensa capaz manejarlo miedo ir año escolar ex hace miserable de nuevo nada va trabajo horrible sentir motivación universidad hay incluso razón terminar trabajo ive comprar algo corte respiración conseguir pistola en serio sentir como alivio sentir cualquier cosa terminar mañana por la noche fácilmente capaz miedo daño cerca familia ansiosa va este deseo matar mañana im poco miedo las cosas podrían desear mejor podría ser agradable persona