living actively drain care aboutme alive draining care about disappoint let down drag me generally cause difficulties anytime ive wanted change improve myself always past point could solved things always realize error ways far late keeps hurting people care about many small mental issues yet single fucking one excuses plethora issues must fundamental level bad person yet cant even obviously bad person im ensnaring disappointment grinds away good will brings worst people unfair them nothing going beside typical things people say someone nothing tangible give career future ever seem motivation suppose must coddled much child work ethic im already  cant seem functional adult leech others slowly cause resentment alive first place dead single ounce real care around me brains would painting wall could motivated even god damn second could turn arm fleshly red ribbons save everyone time im much coward try again
living actively drain care aboutme alive draining care about disappoint let down drag me generally cause difficulties anytime ive wanted change improve myself always past point could solved things always realize error ways far late keeps hurting people care about many small mental issues yet single fucking one excuses plethora issues must fundamental level bad person yet cant even obviously bad person im ensnaring disappointment grinds away good will brings worst people unfair them nothing going beside typical things people say someone nothing tangible give career future ever seem motivation suppose must coddled much child work ethic im already cant seem functional adult leech others slowly cause resentment alive first place dead single ounce real care around me brains would painting wall could motivated even god damn second could turn arm fleshly red ribbons save everyone time im much coward try again
Vivir activamente drenar cuidado sobre mí vivo drenar cuidado sobre decepcionar defraudar me arrastra generalmente causa dificultades en cualquier momento ive wanted cambio mejorar siempre pasado punto podría resolver las cosas siempre se dan cuenta de errores maneras muy tarde sigue lastimando a la gente se preocupan por muchos pequeños problemas mentales sin embargo una sola puta excusas problemas de plétora debe nivel fundamental mala persona sin embargo no puede incluso obviamente mala persona im ensanchamiento de la decepción moles lejos buena voluntad trae a la gente peor injusto nada va al lado de las cosas típicas la gente dice que alguien nada tangible dar futuro carrera parece motivación supone debe codeado mucho trabajo infantil ética im ya no puede parecer funcional sanguijuela adulta otros lentamente causa resentimiento vivo primer lugar muerto onza real cuidado alrededor de mí cerebro podría pintar pared podría motivar incluso dios maldito segundo podría convertir el brazo cintas rojas salvo todos tiempo im mucho cobarde tratar de nuevo