plan living life longerim  m currently th grade months im expected college dread every month upcoming college years transition early adult life relatively get good average grades throughout highschool parents still see smart child know im barely keeping together school expect much like want become that even know want be cant even picture future without dead thats goals life im limited high earning careers choice becoming something else feel like im becoming stuck course career want want nothing get it lately ive becoming worn tired everything cant get school requirements done time cant focus studies without distracted addicted whatever videogame im playing let group mates research paper without making progress far failed student group leader son want die now immediately almost passive redflag thoughts everyday becoming active actively planning eventual redflag want face living life future knowing ill fail harder spiral downwards shit hole
plan living life longerim m currently th grade months im expected college dread every month upcoming college years transition early adult life relatively get good average grades throughout highschool parents still see smart child know im barely keeping together school expect much like want become that even know want be cant even picture future without dead thats goals life im limited high earning careers choice becoming something else feel like im becoming stuck course career want want nothing get it lately ive becoming worn tired everything cant get school requirements done time cant focus studies without distracted addicted whatever videogame im playing let group mates research paper without making progress far failed student group leader son want die now immediately almost passive redflag thoughts everyday becoming active actively planning eventual redflag want face living life future knowing ill fail harder spiral downwards shit hole
plan vida más largam m actualmente th grado meses im esperado miedo universidad cada mes próximos años universitarios transición edad adulta edad relativamente obtener buenas calificaciones promedio a lo largo de la escuela secundaria padres todavía ver niño inteligente saber apenas estar juntos escuela esperar mucho como querer convertirse en que incluso saber ser ni siquiera imaginar futuro sin muertos que objetivos vida im limitada altos ingresos carrera elección convertirse en algo más se siente como im convertirse en atascada carrera quieren nada conseguir Últimamente live convertirse en cansado todo no se puede conseguir los requisitos escolares hecho tiempo no se enfocan estudios sin distraídos adictos cualquier videojuego im papel de investigación de compañeros de grupo sin hacer progreso mucho fracaso grupo líder hijo quiere morir ahora inmediatamente casi pasivo pensamientos de bandera roja cada día activa planificación eventual bandera roja querer cara vida futuro conocer mal peor espiral hacia abajo mierda agujero