less year objectively believe im going give thoughts believe going write redflag note fully committed killing go it guess close it actually even know would bother writing one even fact im still trying hard today life worth eyes everythings fucked up im tearing writing like worthless piece shit am never get anything right im huge fuck up cant life anymore becoming increasingly difficult alive day body starts shut get depressed feels like couple arteries imploded inside energy even speak literally feel like explained anyone would say im attention heck cant tell many times people told im depressed going things attention wish was face many problems worry people place mind im acting struggling alive every day right now write less year worse ever im beginning moments fully committed going ending life telling anyone tell truth fully committed weeks ago texted one person they luckily ready end it knew going best idea ive ever ending it felt peace felt long time living nightmare going end soon im still one coincidence away fully going it friend going pick ups phone working thought id get meeting behavioral health people school way way friend blows mind still empathize care others im fucked person general everythings happened top that wavered times people said im depressed attention im anything im trying hardest ever past upcoming  years th birthday passed long ago soulcrushing moment ever starting accept fact im losing much time getting worse im getting older feel left behind depression friends already transferred finishing college never knew real relationships like family like i really tried understand it really tried hardest got nd deep depression ago always felt alone id see friends family interacting happy and good relationship family anyone id remember mother would say friends like family would id remember would constantly told kid accident here meet parents expectation would like kids essentially im burden one wants around eventually translated suicidal thoughts high school bullied  classes  passing period day th grade family want around neither anyone else feel place alive taking resources others family im absolute best never surmounts anything anymore feel like ended friends longer waste time energy family financially support theyll time money pockets mainly felt recently feel hopeless cant even think write straight anymore im useless im going stop right though ive run energy going half alive bed thanks reading did
less year objectively believe im going give thoughts believe going write redflag note fully committed killing go it guess close it actually even know would bother writing one even fact im still trying hard today life worth eyes everythings fucked up im tearing writing like worthless piece shit am never get anything right im huge fuck up cant life anymore becoming increasingly difficult alive day body starts shut get depressed feels like couple arteries imploded inside energy even speak literally feel like explained anyone would sayim attention heck cant tell many times people told im depressed going things attention wish was face many problems worry people place mind im acting struggling alive every day right now write less year worse ever im beginning moments fully committed going ending life telling anyone tell truth fully committed weeks ago texted one person they luckily ready end it knew going best idea ive ever ending it felt peace felt long time living nightmare going end soon im still one coincidence away fully going it friend going pick ups phone working thought id get meeting behavioral health people school way way friend blows mind still empathize care others im fucked person general everythings happened top that wavered times people said im depressed attention im anything im trying hardest ever past upcoming years th birthday passed long ago soulcrushing moment ever starting accept fact im losing much time getting worse im getting older feel left behind depression friends already transferred finishing college never knew real relationships like family like i really tried understand it really tried hardest got nd deep depression ago always felt alone id see friends family interacting happy and good relationship family anyone id remember mother would say friends like family would id remember would constantly told kid accident here meet parents expectation would like kids essentially im burden one wants around eventually translated suicidal thoughts high school bullied classes passing period day th grade family want around neither anyone else feel place alive taking resources others family im absolute best never surmounts anything anymore feel like ended friends longer waste time energy family financially support theyll time money pockets mainly felt recently feel hopeless cant even think write straight anymore im useless im going stop right though ive run energy going half alive bed thanks reading did
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