go know going get betterim  friends family  debt working marginal job getting by worthless college degree old retrain retirement savings working die wage slave something wrong know is like around people ones tolerate feel nothing towards in care never saw people again social situations give anxiety eccentric something odd me disturbing others one reasons trouble finding holding onto real adult job could never forge social relationships get anywhere smart enough skate pure ability bother torture hope suffer endlessly little hope return efforts want die instincts betray me disgusting instinct forces irrationally cling life wish defeat die finally free truth death
go know going get betterim friends family debt working marginal job getting by worthless college degree old retrain retirement savings working die wage slave something wrong know is like around people ones tolerate feel nothing towards in care never saw people again social situations give anxiety eccentric something odd me disturbing others one reasons trouble finding holding onto real adult job could never forge social relationships get anywhere smart enough skate pure ability bother torture hope suffer endlessly little hope return efforts want die instincts betray me disgusting instinct forces irrationally cling life wish defeat die finally free truth death
ir saber va a conseguir mejores amigos familia deuda trabajo trabajo marginal obtener por título sin valor universidad viejo reentren retiro ahorros trabajo salario esclavo algo mal saber es como alrededor de la gente uno tolera nada hacia en el cuidado nunca volvió a ver a la gente situaciones sociales dar ansiedad excentricidad algo extraño yo perturbar a otros una razón de problemas encontrar la retención en el trabajo adulto real nunca podría forjar relaciones sociales llegar a cualquier lugar lo suficientemente inteligente patinar pura capacidad molestar tortura esperanza sufrir sin fin esperanza retorno esfuerzos quieren morir instintos traicionarme fuerzas instinto irracionalmente aferrarse a la vida deseo derrota muerte finalmente libre verdad muerte