im happy stable life right now things go south elaborate plan place deathive lucky life far went abused years child attending top research university full scholarship published research interned top companies started college young name it unfortunately ive always dealt anxiety diagnosed ocd comorbid anxiety  mom caught act eating disorder rituals got help last summer despite things going pretty well developed pretty bad depression hospitalized started going weekly therapy taking medication okay awhile back heres thing need maintain certain gpa full ride scholarship im trouble ive always okay student mind working anymore cant function want blame depression many losers use copout want loser am pretty wide margin achieve grades keep scholarship dont well like afford finish degree want work fast food janitor rest life even car im going kill myself believe me really want come this does right combination pills things help go easy im pretty well educated things due field study good terms pain speed clean feel bad family know matter what would let down really matter live die anyway wanted talk this know fucked up im fucked up know am despite that ive achieved lot far comes academics cant im good student im good scientist stupid fucking brain let scientist go sleep
im happy stable life right now things go south elaborate plan place deathive lucky life far went abused years child attending top research university full scholarship published research interned top companies started college young name it unfortunately ive always dealt anxiety diagnosed ocd comorbid anxiety mom caught act eating disorder rituals got help last summer despite things going pretty well developed pretty bad depression hospitalized started going weekly therapy taking medicationokay awhile back heres thing need maintain certain gpa full ride scholarship im trouble ive always okay student mind working anymore cant function want blame depression many losers use copout want loser am pretty wide margin achieve grades keep scholarship dont well like afford finish degree want work fast food janitor rest life even car im going kill myself believe me really want come this does right combination pills things help go easy im pretty well educated things due field study good terms pain speed clean feel bad family know matter what would let down really matter live die anyway wanted talk this know fucked up im fucked up know am despite that ive achieved lot far comes academics cant im good studentim good scientist stupid fucking brain let scientist go sleep
Im feliz vida estable en este momento las cosas van sur plan elaborado lugar moribundo suerte vida lejos fue abusado años niño asistiendo a la universidad de investigación superior beca completa publicación investigación internados empresas principales comenzó universidad joven nombre desafortunadamente ive siempre trató ansiedad diagnosticada ocd comorbid ansiedad mamá capturada acto comer trastorno rituales consiguió ayuda el verano pasado a pesar de las cosas que van bastante bien desarrollado bastante mala depresión hospitalizada comenzó a ir semana terapia tomando medicamentosokay hace un tiempo aquí thing need mantener cierto gpa completa viaje beca im problema ive siempre bien estudiante mente trabajo más no puede funcionar quieren culpa depresión muchos perdedores uso perdedores quieren perdedores soy bastante amplio margen lograr grados mantener becas no como fin grado quiero trabajo rápido conserje descanso vida incluso coche im va a matarme creo que realmente quiero venir esto hace derecho combinación píldoras cosas ayudar a ir fácil