feeling like fraudim mental health nurse job basically stop people want kill selves make sure get right support ive  previous episodes depression required medication recent years ive always able deal dips mood got bad ive downward spiral  months nothing working feel numb nothing outside work barely take care myself im sleeping lie awake end thinkingfantasising killing how im stage think would feel like inevitably end there try get help honest feel probably get referred team job positive would rather die lose professional reputation want help everyone else know answers feel trapped isnt way get help without making everything worse
feeling like fraudim mental health nurse job basically stop people want kill selves make sure get right support ive previous episodes depression required medication recent years ive always able deal dips mood got bad ive downward spiral months nothing working feel numb nothing outside work barely take care myself im sleeping lie awake end thinkingfantasising killing how im stage think would feel like inevitably end there try get help honest feel probably get referred team job positive would rather die lose professional reputation want help everyone else know answers feel trapped isnt way get help without making everything worse
Sentirse como fraudeim salud mental trabajo de enfermera básicamente parar la gente quiere matarse a sí mismos asegúrese de obtener el apoyo adecuado ive episodios anteriores depresión medicamentos necesarios los últimos años ive siempre capaz tratar dips estado de ánimo se puso mal ive espiral baja meses nada trabajo sentirse entumecido nada fuera del trabajo apenas tener cuidado yo mismo mi sueño acostarse despierto final pensarfantasía matar cómo im etapa pensar se sentiría inevitablemente final allí tratar de obtener ayuda honesto sentir probablemente conseguir referencia trabajo en equipo positivo sería mejor morir perder reputación profesional quieren ayudar a todos los demás saber respuestas se sienten atrapados no obtener ayuda sin hacer todo peor