pathetic know else goive long history mental illness complete one nearsuccessful redflag attempt five years ago recently upward swingfeeling good good combination right meds selfharmed almost two years way therapy transferred specialist gp two weeks ago birthday usually hate birthdays managed fun year got balloons went dinner saw boyfriend got piercing id wanted months two days ago started noticing signs infection went today get antibiotics planning gently quickly switching jewelery ring curved barbell comforts sake snapped ring cartilage taking out caused ton bleeding swelling get barbell in hysterics seems takes bring flood sadness suicidal thoughts back want die lost piercing fucking pathetic piece shit makes big deal everything ruins everything makes everyone around miserable generally worthless waste oxygen future one would miss better without me monster failure ugly fat volatile im stupid im generally compilation every awful quality face earth took remind one little failure yay weak ive cried sick already ruined late birthday dinner verge breaking blades back out thing stopping sheets white want clean blood im sorry reddit know im awful everyone else huge issues deal im really sorry dont even know wrote this
pathetic know else goive long history mental illness complete one nearsuccessful redflag attempt five years ago recently upward swingfeeling good good combination right meds selfharmed almost two years way therapy transferred specialist gp two weeks ago birthday usually hate birthdays managed fun year got balloons went dinner saw boyfriend got piercing id wanted months two days ago started noticing signs infection went today get antibiotics planning gently quickly switching jewelery ring curved barbell comforts sake snapped ring cartilage taking out caused ton bleeding swelling get barbell in hysterics seems takes bring flood sadness suicidal thoughts back want die lost piercing fucking pathetic piece shit makes big deal everything ruins everything makes everyone around miserable generally worthless waste oxygen future one would miss better without me monster failure ugly fat volatileim stupidim generally compilation every awful quality face earth took remind one little failure yay weak ive cried sick already ruined late birthday dinner verge breaking blades back out thing stopping sheets white want clean blood im sorry reddit know im awful everyone else huge issues deal im really sorry dont even know wrote this
patético saber más gove larga historia enfermedad mental completa uno cerca exitoso intento de bandera roja hace cinco años recientemente swinging ascendente buena combinación derecha medicamentos autolesionados casi dos años terapia transferido especialista gp hace dos semanas cumpleaños generalmente odio cumpleaños gestionado divertido año consiguió globos ido cena vio novio consiguió piercing id buscado meses hace dos días comenzó a notar signos infección ido hoy conseguir antibióticos planeando suavemente cambiar joyería anillo curvado barbell conforts sake snapped anillo cartílago sacado causado sangrado hinchazón conseguir barbell en histérica parece que lleva tristeza inundación pensamientos suicidas volver a querer morir piercing mierda patético hace mucho daño todo lo que hace que todo alrededor miserable generalmente inútil desperdicio oxígeno futuro uno se perdería mejor sin mí monstruo fracaso feo grasa volátilim estúpido compilación generalmente cada terrible calidad cara tierra tomó recuerdo un pequeño fracaso yay débil ive llorado enfermo ya arruinado tarde cumpleaños cena borde romper cuchillas hacia fuera cosa para detener hojas blancas sangre limpia im lo siento