helphello im  years old feel nothing live for suffer severe anxiety depression basically keeps room  little brother moms girlfriend used abuse lead mental faculties  times due suicidal thoughts bad behavior im scared feel whats best me dont want feel pain im tired shell former self miss people cared feel im alone cant tell people feel fear going back mental ward try open mom argues me anxiety makes almost impossible make new friends im scared go new people fear would think me im scared rejection whats point alive know im going alone whole life ive tried therapy years nothing works nothing worst person comes week tells feel need help feel alone cant tell anyone ill seen as coward im year behind school already hard enough feel comfortable moving friday away friends ill start new school cant deal pressure that want friends people care me people wont judge problems read this thank listening
helphelloim years old feel nothing live for suffer severe anxiety depression basically keeps room little brother moms girlfriend used abuse lead mental faculties times due suicidal thoughts bad behavior im scared feel whats best me dont want feel painim tired shell former self miss people cared feel im alone cant tell people feel fear going back mental ward try open mom argues me anxiety makes almost impossible make new friends im scared go new people fear would think meim scared rejection whats point alive know im going alonewhole lifeive tried therapy years nothing works nothing worst person comes week tells feel need help feel alone cant tell anyone ill seen as coward im year behind school already hard enough feel comfortable moving friday away friends ill start new school cant deal pressure that want friends people care me people wont judge problems read this thank listening
helphelloim años de edad sentir nada vivo para sufrir ansiedad severa depresión básicamente mantiene habitación hermanito mamás novia uso abuso plomo facultades mentales tiempos debido pensamientos suicidas mal comportamiento im miedo sentir lo que es mejor no quiero sentir dolorim cáscara cansada ex señorita gente cuidado se siente solo no puedo decir a la gente miedo volver a la sala mental tratar de abrir mamá argumenta que la ansiedad hace casi imposible hacer nuevos amigos im miedo gente nueva miedo pensar meim miedo rechazo qué punto vivo saber i ir solotole vida tratar terapia años nada funciona peor persona viene semana le dice sentir necesidad de ayuda no puedo decirle a alguien mal visto como cobarde im año detrás de la escuela ya se siente lo suficientemente cómodo mover viernes amigos mal comienzo escuela nuevo no puedo tratar presión que quieren amigos personas me cuidan no juzgar problemas leer este agradecimiento escuchar