mom seem careive never posted really need tell someone feel problems bad guess im sure right place feels like im going crazy sometimes cant even tell im anxious feel helpless know do lately ive started arguing mom never really listens tell mental health told suicidal thoughts middle argument told kill since want bad ive also tried talking calmly know understand care im sure would ever actually kill myself thought scares bit thoughts death make anxious actually thats usually keeps night get really upset seems go away also talked mom wanting get help tell need look problems tired dealing shit want book appointment go alone hope sound dumb also knows problems holding back anger happens home though throw stuff punch walls hit scratch myself later also started using scissors scratchcut upset really reason it guess pain kinda calms down hope sound edgy anything im really trying be know anymore hate mom nice understand listen me
mom seem careive never posted really need tell someone feel problems bad guess im sure right place feels like im going crazy sometimes cant even tell im anxious feel helpless know do lately ive started arguing mom never really listens tell mental health told suicidal thoughts middle argument told kill since want bad ive also tried talking calmly know understand careim sure would ever actually kill myself thought scares bit thoughts death make anxious actually thats usually keeps night get really upset seems go away also talked mom wanting get help tell need look problems tired dealing shit want book appointment go alone hope sound dumb also knows problems holding back anger happens home though throw stuff punch walls hit scratch myself later also started using scissors scratchcut upset really reason it guess pain kinda calms down hope sound edgy anything im really trying be know anymore hate mom nice understand listen me
mamá parece cariñosa nunca publicado realmente necesita decirle a alguien se sienten problemas mal supongo que estoy seguro de lugar correcto se siente como estoy volviendo loco a veces no puedo incluso decirle a mi ansiedad se siente impotente saber últimamente ive comenzó a discutir mamá nunca realmente escucha decir salud mental dijo pensamientos suicidas argumento medio dijo matar ya que quiero mal ive también trató de hablar tranquilamente saber entender careim seguro que en realidad me mataría pensamiento miedo pensamientos poco la muerte hace ansiedad en realidad que generalmente mantiene la noche se enfada mucho parece irse también mamá hablar quiere conseguir ayuda decir necesidad buscar problemas cansados tratar mierda quieren cita en el libro ir solo esperanza suena tonto también sabe problemas conteniendo espalda ira sucede casa aunque tirar cosas golpe paredes rasguño también empezó a usar tijeras rasguño molesto realmente razón de adivinar dolor un poco calma abajo esperanza sonido nervioso nada im realmente tratar de saber más odio mamá agradable entender escucharme