dont want herei dont want live anymore havent since  im  everyone made seem like things would get better sober anti depressants nothing helped alcohol ssri benzo marijuana dont want live great boyfriend mom couldnt live without me couple friends however still want purchase pistol end it feel guilty still cause got dui  even though didnt crash hurt someone feel like cant redeem myself quit drinking successfully completed probation chance removed record next year dont want deserves there  watched step dad die house help mom clean shit blood up honestly since things awful loved much dad real dad colon cancer wont get help even though hes bleeding everyday reminds everything month ill probably end to also drinks everyday doesnt gives fuck get better isnt really anyone read needed place rant somewhere safe say want end it dont want live want gone good
dont want herei dont want live anymore havent since im everyone made seem like things would get better sober anti depressants nothing helped alcohol ssri benzo marijuana dont want live great boyfriend mom couldnt live without me couple friends however still want purchase pistol end it feel guilty still cause got dui even though didnt crash hurt someone feel like cant redeem myself quit drinking successfully completed probation chance removed record next year dont want deserves there watched step dad die house help mom clean shit blood up honestly since things awful loved much dad real dad colon cancer wont get help even though hes bleeding everyday reminds everything month ill probably end to also drinks everyday doesnt gives fuck get better isnt really anyone read needed place rant somewhere safe say want end it dont want live want gone good
No quiero aquí no quiero vivir ya no tengo ya que todo el mundo hizo parecer que las cosas se pondrían mejor sobrios antidepresivos nada ayudó alcohol ssri benzo marihuana no quiero vivir gran novio mamá no podía vivir sin mí pareja amigos sin embargo todavía quieren pistola final se siente culpable todavía causa se dui a pesar de que no se estrelló alguien se siente como no puedo redimirme dejar de beber exitosamente completado oportunidad de libertad condicional eliminado registro el año que viene no quiero merece allí visto paso papá morir casa ayudar mamá limpiar mierda sangre honestamente ya que las cosas muy amado mucho papá verdadero papá cáncer de colon no conseguirá ayuda a pesar de que sangra todos los días recuerda todo mes enfermo probablemente termina también bebidas día no da mierda mejor isnt realmente nadie leer lugar necesario rant lugar seguro decir quiere final que no quiero vivir quiero ir bien