redflag attemptthis long time ago cant remember caused breakdown probably something stupid tired feeling mom surgery years prior bunch old pain meds never took  pills even think knew take pillsfireball whiskey soda go deep woods want anyone find me drink alcohol take pills  minutes later feel total peace painworriesanxieties go way last thing remember passing out woke next day  hours later vomit dog laying next me remember chose weekend mom dad away suicidal mental illness always there close get point return
redflag attemptthis long time ago cant remember caused breakdown probably something stupid tired feelingmom surgery years prior bunch old pain meds never took pills even think knew take pillsfireball whiskey soda go deep woods want anyone find me drink alcohol take pills minutes later feel total peace painworriesanxieties go way last thing remember passing out woke next day hours later vomit dog laying next me remember chose weekend mom dad away suicidal mental illness always there close get point return
Redflag intento este hace mucho tiempo no puedo recordar causado colapso probablemente algo estúpido sensación de cansancio cirugía años antes manojo viejos medicamentos para el dolor nunca tomaron píldoras incluso pensar que sabía tomar píldoras fireball whisky soda ir bosques profundos quieren que alguien me encuentre beber alcohol tomar pastillas minutos más tarde sentir total paz dolorpreocupacionesansiedades ir manera última cosa recordar despertar al día siguiente horas más tarde vomitar perro tumbarse a continuación me recordar eligió fin de semana mamá papá lejos enfermedad mental suicida siempre cerca llegar punto vuelta