planned redflag todayi idea anybodys actually going read this know im posting ive tried everything medication help therapy help thought relationship would make happy thought getting dog would make happy thought moving would make happy nothing changed exception brief periods actively wanting die feel like live everything ive done others others done me ive made many mistakes knew could start over would heartbeat cant theres changing ive done think shoulder burden anymore went every option available  overdose asphyxiation even shooting myself honestly put thought dinner friday deserve something quick something painless needs hurt deserve hurt happen read this thank you hope better spot right now
planned redflag todayi idea anybodys actually going read this know im posting ive tried everything medication help therapy help thought relationship would make happy thought getting dog would make happy thought moving would make happy nothing changed exception brief periods actively wanting die feel like live everything ive done others others done me ive made many mistakes knew could start over would heartbeat cant theres changing ive done think shoulder burden anymore went every option available overdose asphyxiation even shooting myself honestly put thought dinner friday deserve something quick something painless needs hurt deserve hurt happen read this thank you hope better spot right now
planeed redflag todayi idea alguien va realmente leer este saber i publicar i i i ha intentado todo la medicación ayuda terapia ayuda pensamiento relación haría feliz pensamiento conseguir perro haría feliz pensamiento moverse haría feliz nada cambio excepción breves períodos que quieren morir activamente se siente como vivir todo lo que ha hecho otros otros me han hecho i i i ha cometido muchos errores sabía que podría empezar de nuevo latidos del corazón cant theres cambio ive hecho pensar hombro carga más ido cada opción disponible sobredosis asfixia incluso tiro honestamente puesto pensamiento cena viernes merecen algo rápido algo indoloro necesidades dolor merecer dolor suceder leer este gracias esperanza mejor lugar ahora