know dohey ive struggling high functioning depression anxiety almost two years know started im guessing parents constantly fight dad extreme ocd add refuses go doctor get medication takes everyone else house know love sometimes cant dad constantly tells much disappointment nothing right mom better same feel told im going through believe im traditionally depressed would probably tell people worse need suck up many people days better others days im friends stuff enjoy better soon im home smallest thing happens want curl ball things enjoy painting horseback riding gaming sound engineering parents disapprove make fun about favorite thing job workintern audio engineer church services high school graduations etcetera feel like boss cares family parents christian im deist cant tell them things would different cant lose best friends feel place church even talking youth pastor nice lack faith best friends ever know nothing this family acts perfect seems perfect outside reason havnt ended want put family friends it cant take anymore im freshman hope future maybe time think done sorry rant tldr im high functioning depressive cant deal
know dohey ive struggling high functioning depression anxiety almost two years know started im guessing parents constantly fight dad extreme ocd add refuses go doctor get medication takes everyone else house know love sometimes cant dad constantly tells much disappointment nothing right mom better same feel told im going through believe im traditionally depressed would probably tell people worse need suck up many people days better others days im friends stuff enjoy better soon im home smallest thing happens want curl ball things enjoy painting horseback riding gaming sound engineering parents disapprove make fun about favorite thing job workintern audio engineer church services high school graduations etcetera feel like boss cares family parents christian im deist cant tell them things would different cant lose best friends feel place church even talking youth pastor nice lack faith best friends ever know nothing this family acts perfect seems perfect outside reason havnt ended want put family friends it cant take anymore im freshman hope future maybe time think done sorry rant tldr im high functioning depressive cant deal
know dohey ive forcetching high functioning depression ansity casi dos años know start im advertising papers constantemente fight papá extremad ocd add needs go doctor get medication takes everyone house a veces cant papá constantemente le dice mucho decepción nada correcto mamá mejor mismo feelt i going through create im tradicionalmente deprimido probablemente le diría a la gente peor necesidad chupar muchas personas días mejor otros días im amigos cosas disfrutar mejor pronto im casa cosas más pequeñas suceden quieren bolas rizos cosas disfrutar pintar montar a caballo juegos de sonido ingeniería padres desaprueban burlarse de lo favorito trabajo trabajo interna audio ingeniero iglesia servicios graduacións escuela secundaria etcetera se siente como jefe cuida familia padres cristianos im deist cant les dicen cosas diferente no puede perder mejores amigos se sienten lugar iglesia incluso hablando joven pastor agradable fe mejores amigos nunca saben nada esta familia actos perfecto parece perfecto fuera razón havnt final quiere poner amigos familia no puede tomar más im frescoman esperanza futuro tal vez tiempo pensar lo siento rant tldr im high functioning depressive cant trat trade