feel tiredive always thought optimist keep moving forward eventually one day switch gets flipped ill happy apathetic ill stop feeling numb go bleaker seems always hear ive made good spot life wise understand people way worse appreciate maybe im bitter something finally apartment small way everything im satisfied im guess im partially embarrassed it ive never friends parent moved in finally get promotion ive wanted since started working company guess thought gonna big change im forced dress im managment now fill endless excel sheets leave desk see agents breaking policy point get suspended fired feel like asshole trained bunch new employees im always helping cant fill excel sheets wanna helpful actually teach stuff nobody cares theyre essentially paycheck mean im passionate call centers ive always though care job sales numbers down agents quittinggetting fired boss harps it essentially mandatory  hr weeks constant bombardment stressing out phone constantly going  day im work work stuff feel like even im work car cool little hatchback least someone smashed parking lot cant drive worry insurance okay deductible get real sticker shock moment one payment left old thing could start saving money case something happen  dollars entire paycheck work ton overtime even dropped much money cant afford pay rent buy food ect started playing video gameswatching movies things gave brief windows away started realizing felt like crutch got disgusted myself ton people age getting married kids ect feel inadequate feel like enough milestones accomplished life everyone says ill get always worry people think worse me im obsessed others thing feel like level peers bad feel like ive gave good deal time life still feels shitty grey im tired motivating idea going get better eventually things change gets worse stays level shitty might well give up acceptable run im working working time effort get car paid off ill stop living paycheck paycheck point ill able flexible things maybe travel maybe stay home make things little nicer build funds feel like im back bottom wanna give up
feel tiredive always thought optimist keep moving forward eventually one day switch gets flipped ill happy apathetic ill stop feeling numb go bleaker seems always hear ive made good spot life wise understand people way worse appreciate maybe im bitter something finally apartment small way everything im satisfiedim guess im partially embarrassed it ive never friends parent moved in finally get promotion ive wanted since started working company guess thought gonna big change im forced dress im managment now fill endless excel sheets leave desk see agents breaking policy point get suspended fired feel like asshole trained bunch new employees im always helping cant fill excel sheets wanna helpful actually teach stuff nobody cares theyre essentially paycheck meanim passionate call centers ive always though care job sales numbers down agents quittinggetting fired boss harps it essentially mandatory hr weeks constant bombardment stressing out phone constantly going day im work work stuff feel like even im work car cool little hatchback least someone smashed parking lot cant drive worry insuranceokay deductible get real sticker shock moment one payment left old thing could start saving money case something happen dollars entire paycheck work ton overtime even dropped much money cant afford pay rent buy food ect started playing video gameswatching movies things gave brief windows away started realizing felt like crutch got disgusted myself ton people age getting married kids ect feel inadequate feel like enough milestones accomplished life everyone says ill get always worry people think worse meim obsessed others thing feel like level peers bad feel like ive gave good deal time life still feels shitty greyim tired motivating idea going get better eventually things change gets worse stays level shitty might well give up acceptable run im working working time effort get car paid off ill stop living paycheck paycheck point ill able flexible things maybe travel maybe stay home make things little nicer build funds feel like im back bottom wanna give up
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