never thought would thisjust sad lonely know want kill thinking thats disturbing enough im tired putting front im ok girlfriend left  months ago try man move hard together year half everyday introduced mom jersey live va introduced church im embarrassed im tired living regret fucked lot addictions made impossible me first love sex let go whatever beside getting heart involved stomped ripped out friends always lost car year ago cant get army possession charge im fucked up sit room day lonely want get away night sleep woke kept seeing shotgun bed like wanted blow brains mean dramatic take redflag seriously im lost met never needed girlfriend happy playing basketball social stuff  year olds wanted sex enjoyed female company never made priority never really cared like said happy myself girl knew last year half dedicated time fell love regret always feel bad even though could never tell stopped smoking weed week ago feel like cant get marines feel like may well live life complacency really goals whatever keep smoking weed mess relationship yes lot extremely selfish geuss comes learning love first serious serious relationship want live regret anymore im tired lonely im tired bored tired feeling like hope im going end like everyday joe know reddit cant fix problems sometime need vent im lost right feel bad direction life want get away memories eat away me wish things could different
never thought would thisjust sad lonely know want kill thinking thats disturbing enough im tired putting frontim okgirlfriendleft months ago try man move hard together year half everyday introduced mom jersey live va introduced church im embarrassed im tired living regret fucked lot addictions made impossible me first love sex let go whatever beside getting heart involved stomped ripped out friends always lost car year ago cant get army possession charge im fucked up sit room day lonely want get away night sleep woke kept seeing shotgun bed like wanted blow brains mean dramatic take redflag seriously im lost met never needed girlfriend happy playing basketball social stuff year olds wanted sex enjoyed female company never made priority never really cared like said happy myself girl knew last year half dedicated time fell love regret always feel bad even though could never tell stopped smoking weed week ago feel like cant get marines feel like may well live life complacency really goals whatever keep smoking weed mess relationship yes lot extremely selfish geuss comes learning love first serious serious relationship want live regret anymore im tired lonely im tired bored tired feeling like hope im going end like everyday joe know reddit cant fix problems sometime need vent im lost right feel bad direction life want get away memories eat away me wish things could different
Nunca pensé que esto sólo triste solitario saber querer matar pensar que es perturbador lo suficientemente cansado poner frontim oknovia izquierda meses atrás tratar de hombre se mueven duro juntos año medio diario presentado maillot mamá va introducido iglesia im vergüenza im cansado vivir arrepentimiento jodido lote adicciones hecho imposible me primero amor sexo dejar ir lo que sea además de conseguir corazón involucrado pisoteado amigos siempre perdido coche hace año no puedo conseguir ejército posesión cargo im jodido sit room día solo quiero salir noche sueño despierto se mantuvo viendo escopeta cama como quería chupar cerebros significa dramático tomar rojo Flag en serio im perdido se reunió nunca se necesita novia feliz jugando baloncesto