dont know doi really helpless lately feel like nothing matters nobody cares me im making entry want see anyone feeling im feeling help other big factor dragging parents parents arent abusive feel like im nothing nice im something dont want like playing hockey ive playing since   btw ive lost drive every year dread it im two teams travel high school live half hour away school usually get home midnight half wake  may seem like lot hard fall asleep grades dropping take special reading class sri score isnt high enough tried telling parents hockey getting way automatically started yelling scolding me dont really friends anyone look to usually stay room cry hurt myself much happening life described feel shouldnt expand far want commit redflag dont want go hell want go heaven die family doesnt believe god do ive never gone church feel like may help me nothing happened yet im stuck here none love depend on
dont know doi really helpless lately feel like nothing matters nobody cares me im making entry want see anyone feeling im feeling help other big factor dragging parents parents arent abusive feel like im nothing nice im something dont want like playing hockey ive playing since btw ive lost drive every year dread itim two teams travel high school live half hour away school usually get home midnight half wake may seem like lot hard fall asleep grades dropping take special reading class sri score isnt high enough tried telling parents hockey getting way automatically started yelling scolding me dont really friends anyone look to usually stay room cry hurt myself much happening life described feel shouldnt expand far want commit redflag dont want go hell want go heaven die family doesnt believe god do ive never gone church feel like may help me nothing happened yet im stuck here none love depend on
No sé doi realmente impotente últimamente siento que nada importa nadie me importa hacer la entrada quiero ver a alguien sentirme ayudar a otro gran factor arrastrando padres padres no son abusivos siento como im nada agradable im algo no quiero como jugar hockey ive jugar desde btw ive perdido conducir cada año temor itim dos equipos viaje secundaria vivir media hora lejos escuela generalmente llegar a casa medianoche medio despertar puede parecer como mucho duro caer dormido grados bajando tomar clase especial sri puntuación no es suficientemente alto le dijo a los padres hockey conseguir manera automáticamente comenzó gritando regañarme realmente amigos nadie mira a permanecer cuarto llorar me lastimé mucho sucediendo vida descrita se siente no debe expandirse lejos quiere cometer Redflag no quiero ir infierno quiero ir cielo morir familia no creo que Dios nunca ha ido iglesia se siente como puede ayudarme nada pasó todavía im pegado aquí ninguno amor depende de