starting seem redflag rational solution problemsim scared going hell viritually every major religion save hinduism buddhism believes nonbelievers spend eternity hell since theyre mutually exclusive guess everyone equal chance frying end time die mental health issues school trouble financial problems exist anymore dead men feel attend class bills pay whatever comes death different life better worse different risk im willing take now miss  shots take everyone says life taking risks ive depressed suicidal since  fucking years old elementary middle high school adhd aspergers too so aside unable focus anything im socially awkward used known good weird kid funny nice could never convince step family loved them show affection way society understands always kept myself manage succeed survive school somehow ill debt rest entire life anyway survive school ill living paycheck paycheck get shoved nursing home probably live long anyway familys genes include cancer diabetes deadly addiction lovely stuff oldest grandparent died like  meanwhile tons innocent babies stillborn brave firemen get crushed s soldiers get blown shreds oil wars surgeons engineers get cancer nothing happens overweight neckbearded aspie life direction purpose reddit understand man
starting seem redflag rational solution problemsim scared going hell viritually every major religion save hinduism buddhism believes nonbelievers spend eternity hell since theyre mutually exclusive guess everyone equal chance frying end time die mental health issues school trouble financial problems exist anymore dead men feel attend class bills pay whatever comes death different life better worse different risk im willing take now miss shots take everyone says life taking risks ive depressed suicidal since fucking years old elementary middle high school adhd aspergers too so aside unable focus anything im socially awkward used known good weird kid funny nice could never convince step family loved them show affection way society understands always kept myself manage succeed survive school somehow ill debt rest entire life anyway survive school ill living paycheck paycheck get shoved nursing home probably live long anyway familys genes include cancer diabetes deadly addiction lovely stuff oldest grandparent died like meanwhile tons innocent babies stillborn brave firemen get crushed s soldiers get blown shreds oil wars surgeons engineers get cancer nothing happens overweight neckbearded aspie life direction purpose reddit understand man
Empezando parece una solución racional problemasim asustado ir al infierno viritualmente todas las principales religiones salvar hinduismo buddhism cree que los no creyentes pasan la eternidad infierno ya que son mutuamente excluyentes adivinar todos igual oportunidad freír final tiempo morir problemas de salud mental problemas de la escuela problemas financieros existen ya los hombres muertos sienten asistir pagar las cuentas de la clase lo que venga muerte vida diferente mejor peor diferente riesgo estoy dispuesto a tomar ahora miss shots tomar todos dicen la vida tomando riesgos ive deprimido suicida ya años de edad primaria secundaria adhd Aspergers demasiado incapaz de enfocar nada im socialmente incómodo usado bien chico raro conocido