feel awful inside out depressed since child absolutely fucking exhausting single mom stuck every time think way end it think fucking guilt overwhelming nothing outside looking in appear okay business daughter mostly happy ill post positive things social media actually fucking dying inside business essentially bankrupted me fucking money always trying figure going take care daughter put gas borrowed car drive mine work anymore going eat tired living like this thing keeping falling apart person getting along huge argument yesterday know things never same absolutely heart broken feel like failure slept today thankfully daughter too took park used gift card get food  toy made sure great day drew pictures colored together great day bed crying grandmother want end fucking badly so so sad cannot stop crying everything hurts face swollen fucking internet crying stupid fucking life feel fucking pathetic cannot okay brain like this like this try fucking hard get nowhere wish something would happen accidentally want disappoint daughter live consequences actions end it absolutely cannot live like longer fuck even do fucking sad possible live like this body stopped
feel awful inside out depressed since child absolutely fucking exhausting single mom stuck every time think way end it think fucking guilt overwhelming nothing outside looking in appear okay business daughter mostly happy ill post positive things social media actually fucking dying inside business essentially bankrupted me fucking money always trying figure going take care daughter put gas borrowed car drive mine work anymore going eat tired living like this thing keeping falling apart person getting along huge argument yesterday know things never same absolutely heart broken feel like failure slept today thankfully daughter too took park used gift card get food toy made sure great day drew pictures colored together great day bed crying grandmother want end fucking badlyso so sad cannot stop crying everything hurts face swollen fucking internet crying stupid fucking life feel fucking pathetic cannot okay brain like this like this try fucking hard get nowhere wish something would happen accidentally want disappoint daughter live consequences actions end it absolutely cannot live like longer fuck even do fucking sad possible live like this body stopped
Se siente horrible por dentro deprimido desde niño absolutamente agotador madre sola se quedó cada vez pensar de la manera final pensar culpa mierda abrumadora nada fuera mirar en apariencia bien hija de negocios mayormente feliz mal post positivo cosas redes sociales en realidad morir mierda dentro de los negocios esencialmente me quebró mierda dinero siempre tratando de figura va a tener cuidado hija poner gas coche prestado coche conducir mina trabajo más comer cansado vivir como esta cosa que sigue cayendo a pedazos persona teniendo una gran discusión ayer saben las cosas nunca absolutamente roto sentir como fracaso dormir hoy afortunadamente hija también se llevó tarjeta de regalo usado conseguir comida juguete seguro gran día dibujado cuadros coloreados juntos gran día cama llorando abuela quiere terminar jodidamente tan triste no puede dejar de llorar todo dolor cara hinchada Internet llorando estúpido mierda vida se siente patética mierda cerebro como este intento difícil llegar a ningún lado deseo algo sucedería accidentalmente defraudar hija consecuencias acciones final absolutamente no puede vivir como más larga mierda incluso hacer mierda triste posible vivir como este cuerpo parado