please read id appreciate adviceive suicidal thoughts usually every night whilst im trying sleep always around time ignored ages tried getting life like nothing happening sold diazepam last night bari know theyre good bought pack left pub absolutely wasted barely able walk straight got home tried sleep thoughts again felt like worse time turned complete mess maybe drunk lost head opinion reason all anyway seen diazepams said fuck it thought fuck drunk believed would fall asleep never wake up didnt want suffer wanted go point quitely happily took around  guess led sofa waited  minutes goes head started spinning because alcohol lasted  minute projectile vomiting bath assuming tablets came im alive question though that sign ignore thoughts get every night like sick sign say dont try boy question tell dad last night long ago spoke thought  depth told need break away town said pay gets bad got bad dad good telling someone bad like wont think bad is advice getting understand if tell whats happened wont tell mum break heart
please read id appreciate adviceive suicidal thoughts usually every night whilst im trying sleep always around time ignored ages tried getting life like nothing happening sold diazepam last night bari know theyre good bought pack left pub absolutely wasted barely able walk straight got home tried sleep thoughts again felt like worse time turned complete mess maybe drunk lost head opinion reason all anyway seen diazepams said fuck it thought fuck drunk believed would fall asleep never wake up didnt want suffer wanted go point quitely happily took around guess led sofa waited minutes goes head started spinning because alcohol lasted minute projectile vomiting bath assuming tablets came im alive question though that sign ignore thoughts get every night like sick sign say dont try boy question tell dad last night long ago spoke thought depth told need break away town said pay gets bad got bad dad good telling someone bad like wont think bad is advice getting understand if tell whats happened wont tell mum break heart
Por favor, leer id apreciar pensamientos suicidas consejos por lo general todas las noches mientras estoy tratando de dormir siempre alrededor de tiempo ignorado edades trató de conseguir la vida como nada pasando vendido diazepam anoche bari saben que son buen paquete comprado izquierda pub absolutamente desperdiciado apenas capaz caminar derecho llegar a casa trató de dormir pensamientos de nuevo se sentía como peor tiempo convertido completo desorden tal vez borracho perdido opinión razón todos de todos modos visto diazepams dijo mierda pensó borracho creer que se quedaría dormido nunca se despierta no quería sufrir quería ir punto muy feliz tomó alrededor de suposición led sofá espera minutos va cabeza comenzó girando porque alcohol duró minutos vómito proyectil baño asumiendo tabletas vino im viva pregunta aunque ese signo ignorar pensamientos llegar cada noche como signo enfermo decir no tratar niño pregunta decirle papá hace mucho tiempo habló pensamiento profundidad dijo necesidad ruptura ciudad dijo pagar mal papá bueno decirle a alguien malo como no pensar mal es consejo llegar a entender si decir lo que pasó no le dice a mamá corazón roto