clearly something wrong mei always try kind many people wax poetically world needs kindness yet ever gets shit shoveled face getting used friends whatever whole schtick point ive edged last facebook friends  college friends high school friends even family gone numbers deleted phone anyone contacts anyway ive managed scale back social side life barest minimum maintaining decent job yet cant shake discomfort around people especially young women around age frustration almost much bear first girlfriend dumb rocks entirely codependent next turned lesbian next emotionally manipulative latest and significant started developing schizophrenia   years in even better thanks way come waves got watch lose mind twice eight months life eggshells hoping return im alone get thinking why nobody around seems worth time i honestly think anymore redflag mind decade long wait sacking it like itll hard
clearly something wrong mei always try kind many people wax poetically world needs kindness yet ever gets shit shoveled face getting used friends whatever whole schtick point ive edged last facebook friends college friends high school friends even family gone numbers deleted phone anyone contacts anyway ive managed scale back social side life barest minimum maintaining decent job yet cant shake discomfort around people especially young women around age frustration almost much bear first girlfriend dumb rocks entirely codependent next turned lesbian next emotionally manipulative latest and significant started developing schizophrenia years in even better thanks way come waves got watch lose mind twice eight months life eggshells hoping return im alone get thinking why nobody around seems worth time i honestly think anymore redflag mind decade long wait sacking it like itll hard
claramente algo malo mei siempre tratar de tipo mucha gente cera poéticamente mundo necesita bondad y sin embargo consigue mierda palear cara conseguir amigos usados cualquier schtick punto ive borded último facebook amigos amigos universidad amigos escuela secundaria amigos incluso familiares números borrados teléfono cualquier contacto de todos modos ive manejado reducir atrás social lado vida barest mínimo mantenimiento decente trabajo y sin embargo no puede sacudir molestias alrededor de la gente especialmente mujeres jóvenes alrededor de la edad frustración casi mucho oso primera novia rocas tontas completamente codependientes siguiente convertido en lesbiana emocional más reciente y significativo comenzó a desarrollar esquizofrenia años en mejor manera gracias a que las olas tienen reloj perder la mente dos veces ocho meses de vida cáscaras de huevo esperanza de regreso im solo pensar por qué nadie parece vale la pena tiempo creo que más Redflag mente década espera despedirse como itll duro