stuck head recently think think think end talking hours days even one thoughts tonight theory feel need certain thingsi struggled certain addictions past put quotes know wereare actual addictions conditioned think in days something first step admitting blah blah blah get it probably actual addict would claim self harming would say probably addiction tell alcoholism hand know addiction real friend ever one encouraged stop drinking found suicide attempt drank full bottle bourbon cut arm took box sleeping pills never meant tell heard next day crazy circumstances long story talked little bit told wanted stop drinking good reason obviously sure id say addicted alcohol drink fair bit first night id polished whole bottle think main reason view possible addiction asked stop time pretty easy drinkbut anyway aside starting notice addictions whatever want call hard hardest resist thinking kind movie moments kind hard explain like think emotional state event triggered sometimes picture sort movie scene something id imagine would see main character went scene shows processing whatever example would show lucifer lucifer sitting beach smoking wings ground behind him time bojack goes bender bojack horseman scenes like that like way know process emotions creating one moments real life put music sit beach night glass whiskey hand go club get lost drugfuelled montage stand roof high rise middle city smoke know isbut urge create moments main thing pushes want drink smoke drugs selfharm settings feeling feel wrong without accompanying vice even things like type alcohol changes sometimes straight glass whiskey neat sometimes beer sometimes vodka straight bottle times cocktails preference own fits moment feel like need havei know this thought maybe want people see certain way maybe extent almost every time alone although guess movies always start alone sometimes somebody walk them know information know better ignore urges create hollywood moments even though sometimes actually make feel little better nothing else helps that give happen take sign need process allow break sober streak hell even know still got sober streak people cared getting clean gone now guess force habit point anyways know decided post something noticed thought weird theory get impulses get
stuck head recently think think think end talking hours days even one thoughts tonight theory feel need certain thingsi struggled certain addictions past put quotes know wereare actual addictions conditioned think in days something first step admittingblahblah blah get it probably actual addict would claim self harming would say probably addiction tell alcoholism hand know addiction real friend ever one encouraged stop drinking found suicide attempt drank full bottle bourbon cut arm took box sleeping pills never meant tell heard next day crazy circumstances long story talked little bit told wanted stop drinking good reason obviously sure id say addicted alcohol drink fair bit first night id polished whole bottle think main reason view possible addiction asked stop time pretty easy drinkbut anyway aside starting notice addictions whatever want call hard hardest resist thinking kind movie moments kind hard explain like think emotional state event triggered sometimes picture sort movie scene something id imagine would see main character went scene shows processing whatever example would show lucifer lucifer sitting beach smoking wings ground behind him time bojack goes bender bojack horseman scenes like that like way know process emotions creating one moments real life put music sit beach night glass whiskey hand go club get lost drugfuelled montage stand roof high rise middle city smoke know isbut urge create moments main thing pushes want drink smoke drugs selfharm settings feeling feel wrong without accompanying vice even things like type alcohol changes sometimes straight glass whiskey neat sometimes beer sometimes vodka straight bottle times cocktails preference own fits moment feel like need havei know this thought maybe want people see certain way maybe extent almost every time alone although guess movies always start alone sometimes somebody walk them know information know better ignore urges create hollywood moments even though sometimes actually make feel little better nothing else helps that give happen take sign need process allow break sober streak hell even know still got sober streak people cared getting clean gone now guess force habit point anyways know decided post something noticed thought weird theory get impulses get
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