want distance loved onesi feel hopeless future things gotten better  years therapy work first time time around impossible even schedule meeting unless want deal time conflicts schooling feel pointless existence think mom loves child think loves person know boyfriend cares me think name friend would realize died beyond showing school might message first time want distance family boyfriend make less painful give kill myself know how know make less painful them cant go like anymore want slowly stop part lives leave room much join mom anything stop talking boyfriend much become less important cause issues distress maybe well break eventually make process much easier want keep living like this
want distance loved onesi feel hopeless future things gotten better years therapy work first time time around impossible even schedule meeting unless want deal time conflicts schooling feel pointless existence think mom loves child think loves person know boyfriend cares me think name friend would realize died beyond showing school might message first time want distance family boyfriend make less painful give kill myself know how know make less painful them cant go like anymore want slowly stop part lives leave room much join mom anything stop talking boyfriend much become less important cause issues distress maybe well break eventually make process much easier want keep living like this
Quiero distancia amada onesi sentir futuro sin esperanza cosas mejor años terapia trabajo primera vez alrededor imposible incluso horario reunión a menos que desee acuerdo tiempo conflictos escolarización sentir existencia sin sentido pensar mamá ama niño pensar ama persona saber novio me cuida pensar nombre amigo se daría cuenta murió más allá de mostrar escuela mensaje primera vez querer distancia novio familia hacer menos doloroso dar matar saber cómo saber hacer menos doloroso ellos no pueden ir como más quiere dejar poco a poco parte vidas dejar habitación mucho unirse mamá cualquier cosa dejar de hablar novio mucho menos importante causa problemas angustia tal vez bien romper finalmente hacer proceso mucho más fácil quiere seguir viviendo como esto