idkive already trying improve years im  gotten where im physically fit working management degree trying find internship still feel same honestly feels like waste time enjoyment felt kid making kids laugh know wanted sort positive influence others around profession got ill  lost friends confidence went them since ive trying push myself gone events societies try get know people nothing works ive tried good person offering support help wherever still friends know somebody day never see again ampxb ive applied  jobs cant even manage strike one those whats point somebody like living normal people live survive shit  years rot die seems selfish mundane decades pointless torture ampxb wish bitch could go ahead already fucking hate shit it something plan ahead leave debt behind
idkive already trying improve years im gotten where im physically fit working management degree trying find internship still feel same honestly feels like waste time enjoyment felt kid making kids laugh know wanted sort positive influence others around profession got ill lost friends confidence went them since ive trying push myself gone events societies try get know people nothing works ive tried good person offering support help wherever still friends know somebody day never see again ampxb ive applied jobs cant even manage strike one those whats point somebody like living normal people live survive shit years rot die seems selfish mundane decades pointless torture ampxb wish bitch could go ahead already fucking hate shit it something plan ahead leave debt behind
idkive ya tratando de mejorar años im conseguido donde im fisical ficical firmical working management grado tratando de encontrar prácticas todavía se siente igual honestamente se siente como perder tiempo disfrute se siente niño haciendo reír niños saber deseada clase influencia positiva otros alrededor de la profesión se enfermaron amigos perdido confianza fueron ellos ya que ive intentar empujarme a mí mismo ido eventos sociedades tratar de conocer gente nada funciona i ive probado buena persona ofrecer ayuda donde todavía amigos saben que alguien nunca más volver a ver ampxb empleo aplicado ni siquiera puede manejar uno de esos lows punto alguien como vivir personas normales viven sobrevivir mierda años pudrirse morir parece egoísta décadas sin sentido tortura ampxb deseo perra podría seguir adelante ya mierda odio mierda algo por delante dejar la deuda detrás