want die im tired keep strugglingthe title says all life ive struggling make ends meet im poor family certain thirdworld country since little knew need break away poverty need make parents proud despite circumstances born into fast forward  years later im studying local university im nowwas rock supports friends helping way can caring them havehad loving girlfriend everyone believes persevere never many friends never used social apps then one month beforei argument girlfriend little know would come bite rear later sooner three days ago final exam semester combinations loneliness due absence life fatigue boxing stress papers yet come anger dissatisfaction seeing friends ones came depend things get rough playing games generally rowdy hit face overcame feelings retreated solitary first friends came check time passed reluctance say anything fear ridiculing thinking feelings started isolate turn even talking day went back respective hometowns first blamed abandoning smoke cleared out realized brought myself blame feels right reasons im still struggling commit redflag thoughts disappointing parents passion boxing sorry long postrant needed vent everything me tldr want live im slowly losing reasons to
want dieim tired keep strugglingthe title says all life ive struggling make ends meet im poor family certain thirdworld country since little knew need break away poverty need make parents proud despite circumstances born into fast forward years later im studying local universityim nowwasrock supports friends helping way can caring them havehad loving girlfriend everyone believes perseverenever many friends never used social apps then one month beforei argument girlfriend little know would come bite rear later sooner three days ago final exam semester combinations loneliness due absence life fatigue boxing stress papers yet come anger dissatisfaction seeing friends ones came depend things get rough playing games generally rowdy hit face overcame feelings retreated solitary first friends came check time passed reluctance say anything fear ridiculing thinking feelings started isolate turn even talking day went back respective hometowns first blamed abandoning smoke cleared out realized brought myself blame feels right reasons im still struggling commit redflag thoughts disappointing parents passion boxing sorry long postrant needed vent everything me tldr want live im slowly losing reasons to
Querer dieim cansado seguir luchando el título dice toda la vida ive lucha para acabar con la familia pobre de cierto país del tercer mundo ya poco conocido necesidad romper la pobreza necesidad hacer padres orgullosos a pesar de circunstancias nacidas en rápido adelante años más tarde im estudio local universidadim nowwasrock apoya amigos ayudando a la manera de cuidarlos havehad novia amorosa todo el mundo cree que perseveran nunca muchos amigos nunca usaron aplicaciones sociales entonces un mes antes discusión novia poco saber vendría morder detrás más tarde hace tres días examen final combinaciones semestre soledad debido a ausencia vida fatiga stress papeles sin embargo venir ira descontento ver amigos uno vino cosas conseguir rudo juegos generalmente golpe rostro superado sentimientos retirados solitario primeros amigos vinieron comprobar tiempo pasado renuencia decir cualquier miedo ridiculizar sentimientos pensamiento comenzó aislamiento vuelta incluso hablar día se fue respectivamente ciudades natales primero culpado de abandonar humo se dio cuenta me trajo culpa se siente bien Im luchado cometer rojo pensamientos decepcionante padres pasión boxeo largo postrant necesidad ventilación todo me tldr quiere vivir