lost everythingi everything could ask past year based career rule moved halfway across country internationally impactful medical research patient took time make sure prepared success problem is policy change made nearly impossible succeed spent four years life based policy path towards becoming doctor left everything pursue this perfect career path beautiful girlfriend great reputation way completing dreams one step success quit chance getting back  debt job available im impossible situation rest cohort gone medical school im  stuck parents house settling everything wanted lost it moved halfway across country research experience ended position breeding rats brain surgery subsequently decapitating them went immensely happy individual emergency services experience sociopath breeding killing animals middle nowhere paid masters degree would led medical school classmates projects entailed growing cells petri dishes im intense brain work lab animals left everything go back school policy eliminated absolutely chance success im depressed dysfunctional chubby kid growing worked sixpack great grades world feet someone changed rule warning constant thoughts redflag removed program mental health make worse cant think anymore im trapped past dreams taken me wish something blame sickness took everything me accident simply policy changed destroyed career happiest asshole planet im depressed cant function lost job girlfriend reputation career im immense debt want live want dreams back want health back program complete lesser version prior goals settling less im depressed cant think performance great im alone cant focus depression makes one want around me throughout life ive become bilingual saved lives built houses held every job looking purpose found purpose taken me love was now someone changed rule cant function masters program performing well rule changed started meltdowns mental health caused burn bridges ultimately led suicidal thoughts removed program hastily went another program without seeking proper treatment new program incredibly stressful people failing left right basically hunger games version academics put cherry cake discrepancy application could lead rejection im paranoid someone fuck over im debt im furnace stress want out todays world seems like way redflag memories whatifs shouldhavebeens destroying me first thing think wake up cannot produce anything aside ruminating im dead inside feel like joke everything lost all career ruined someone changing rule id love go something else  debt really permit it emergency fund multiple plans redflag im immensely ashamed myself basically got fucked tried patient cost everything im quitter now
lost everythingi everything could ask past year based career rule moved halfway across country internationally impactful medical research patient took time make sure prepared success problem is policy change made nearly impossible succeed spent four years life based policy path towards becoming doctor left everything pursue this perfect career path beautiful girlfriend great reputation way completing dreams one step success quit chance getting back debt job available im impossible situation rest cohort gone medical school im stuck parents house settling everything wanted lost it moved halfway across country research experience ended position breeding rats brain surgery subsequently decapitating them went immensely happy individual emergency services experience sociopath breeding killing animals middle nowhere paid masters degree would led medical school classmates projects entailed growing cells petri dishes im intense brain work lab animals left everything go back school policy eliminated absolutely chance success im depressed dysfunctional chubby kid growing worked sixpack great grades world feet someone changed rule warning constant thoughts redflag removed program mental health make worse cant think anymore im trapped past dreams taken me wish something blame sickness took everything me accident simply policy changed destroyed career happiest asshole planetim depressed cant function lost job girlfriend reputation careerim immense debt want live want dreams back want health back program complete lesser version prior goals settling less im depressed cant think performance greatim alone cant focus depression makes one want around me throughout life ive become bilingual saved lives built houses held every job looking purpose found purpose taken me love was now someone changed rule cant function masters program performing well rule changed started meltdowns mental health caused burn bridges ultimately led suicidal thoughts removed program hastily went another program without seeking proper treatment new program incredibly stressful people failing left right basically hunger games version academics put cherry cake discrepancy application could lead rejection im paranoid someone fuck over im debt im furnace stress want out todays world seems like way redflag memories whatifs shouldhavebeens destroying me first thing think wake up cannot produce anything aside ruminating im dead inside feel like joke everything lost all career ruined someone changing rule id love go something else debt really permit it emergency fund multiple plans redflag im immensely ashamed myself basically got fucked tried patient cost everything im quitter now
perdido todo lo que podía pedir el año pasado basado en la regla de carrera se trasladó a medio camino a través del país internacionalmente impacto paciente de investigación médica tomó tiempo asegurarse de preparado problema de éxito es cambio de política hecho casi imposible éxito pasado cuatro años de vida basado en política camino hacia convertirse en médico dejó todo seguir esta trayectoria profesional perfecta hermosa novia gran reputación manera de completar los sueños un paso éxito dejar de oportunidad volver trabajo de deuda disponible im situación imposible resto cohorte ido escuela de medicina