tiredim disability anxiety disorder manic depression live next parents including abusive narcissist mom stove cook im tired microwave dinners thought fast food makes want vomit getting burnt cold sandwiches even stove mom took cooking stuff im limited spoon cup anyway would anything one hot meal meal processed food cold hot healthy meal least healthy thought ramen makes want vomit well im debating picking smoking again obvious cant afford eat necessary tools so quit  years ago th month car cant go out buy something dad brought burger bk want onion rings one fast food things make want hurl chunks another meal get skip want seem ungrateful threw fridge would nice stinging pain hunger live middle cant walk anywhere either im tired see fucking point living rate something new years always brings worst depression usually ok  even holidays really struggle new years bullshit mention period due day im sure im overly emotional well moment would sell soul fucking hot healthy meal week im  isolated friends drop something thats gross hang whatever get house im burnt shit eat regularly im burnt fuck living self injury gotten lot worse recently well legs complete war zone mild chicken scratches cut fuck up im sure ill another session tonight im kind teetering melt down pretty bad skin legs dulled box cutter use im gonna invest another one well anti septic stuff ran anti septic stuff apply legs im done tired even know begin get better change life
tiredim disability anxiety disorder manic depression live next parents including abusive narcissist mom stove cook im tired microwave dinners thought fast food makes want vomit getting burnt cold sandwiches even stove mom took cooking stuffim limited spoon cup anyway would anything one hot meal meal processed food cold hot healthy meal least healthy thought ramen makes want vomitwell im debating picking smoking again obvious cant afford eat necessary tools so quit years ago th month car cant go out buy something dad brought burger bk want onion rings one fast food things make want hurl chunks another meal get skip want seem ungrateful threw fridge would nice stinging pain hunger live middle cant walk anywhere either im tired see fucking point living rate something new years always brings worst depression usually ok even holidays really struggle new years bullshit mention period due dayim sure im overly emotional well moment would sell soul fucking hot healthy meal week im isolated friends drop something thats gross hang whatever get house im burnt shit eat regularly im burnt fuck living self injury gotten lot worse recently well legs complete war zone mild chicken scratches cut fuck up im sure ill another session tonight im kind teetering melt down pretty bad skin legs dulled box cutter use im gonna invest another one well anti septic stuff ran anti septic stuff apply legs im done tired even know begin get better change life
tintem discapacidad ansiedad trastorno maníaco depresión vivir los siguientes padres, incluyendo abusivo narcisista mamá cocina cocina Im cansado microondas cenas pensamiento comida rápida hace querer vómito conseguir sándwiches fríos incluso cocina mamá tomó cocinera stuffim cuchara limitada taza de todos modos haría cualquier cosa una comida caliente comida procesada alimentos frío caliente saludable comida menos pensamiento ramen hace querer vomitowell im debate recoger fumar otra vez obvio cant pagar comer herramientas necesarias así que dejar de año hace un mes coche no puede salir comprar algo papá trajo hamburguesa bk quiere anillos de cebolla una comida rápida quiere tirar pedazos otra comida skit want want want want want want want want ingrateful fanging would banging worm fang worm live cant walk anywhere im cansado ver puto punto de vida algo años nuevos siempre trae peor depresión ok incluso vacaciones lucha realmente años nuevos mierda mencionar período debido dayim seguro im demasiado emocional bien momento vender alma mierda caliente comida saludable semana im amigos aislados dejar algo que colga bruto cualquier casa