dead chickens seem like metaphor lifeim religious anything like that feel like im cursed anything touch turns shit woke morning  chickens lying dead yard one beheaded seems like metaphor everything really think it nurture something care it try best know giant bloody fucking mess started gradually shit piling im sure much longer im going handle it im sick trying putting effort everything stay get even worse like spent  months saving last year nice little pile cash start new life reasons control lost job housemate time fucked money thats small blip too tempted od one thought keep trying harder try shitter things get losing job started snowing lost place boyfriend pets im living back dad presents problems much choice last lived early teens pretty abusive drunk day still host mental health problems know do know change things cant get work im sure cant despite best efforts i get knocked back every interview get know do people namely ex seem think matter attending psychologist appointments which ive done past whole shebang feeling better improve everything else feels like universe even though know sounds stupid mean even start get healthier less suicidal like everything going fall back place much random shit constantly goes wrong ever believe could true last week chickens died randomly laptop broke library internet fucked whole host family drama bore even with list goes on know people vastly different lives make sense me brothers girlfriends welfare long nice place nice things live suitcase extremely mentally unstable fathers house know sounds like jealousy know kid tantrum want things get better once improve without break it
dead chickens seem like metaphor lifeim religious anything like that feel like im cursed anything touch turns shit woke morning chickens lying dead yard one beheaded seems like metaphor everything really think it nurture something care it try best know giant bloody fucking mess started gradually shit piling im sure much longer im going handle itim sick trying putting effort everything stay get even worse like spent months saving last year nice little pile cash start new life reasons control lost job housemate time fucked money thats small blip too tempted od one thought keep trying harder try shitter things get losing job started snowing lost place boyfriend pets im living back dad presents problems much choice last lived early teens pretty abusive drunk day still host mental health problems know do know change things cant get work im sure cant despite best efforts i get knocked back every interview get know do people namely ex seem think matter attending psychologist appointments which ive done past whole shebang feeling better improve everything else feels like universe even though know sounds stupid mean even start get healthier less suicidal like everything going fall back place much random shit constantly goes wrong ever believe could true last week chickens died randomly laptop broke library internet fucked whole host family drama bore even with list goes on know people vastly different lives make sense mebrothers girlfriends welfare long nice place nice things live suitcase extremely mentally unstable fathers house know sounds like jealousy know kid tantrum want things get better once improve without break it
pollos muertos parecen metáfora lifeim religiosa cualquier cosa como que se siente como im maldito cualquier toque vuelta mierda despierto pollitos acostados patio muerto una decapitación parece como metáfora todo realmente piensa que nutrir algo cuidado lo mejor que intenta saber gigante maldito desastre comenzó poco a poco mierda pila im seguro mucho más tiempo voy a manejar itim enfermo tratando de poner esfuerzo todo quedarse peor como pasado meses ahorrando buen poco dinero empezar nueva vida razones de control trabajo perdido compañero de casa tiempo jodido dinero que es pequeño blip demasiado tentado od uno pensó seguir tratando más duro tratar mierda cosas conseguir perder trabajo empezar nieve perdido lugar novio mascotas im vivir atrás papá presenta problemas mucha elección última vida adolescentes bastante abusivo día todavía anfitrión problemas de salud mental saber cambio las cosas no pueden conseguir trabajo