needed write know flair put figured would work ive reached point cant make decisions anymore mom decides every fuckin aspect life im sorry grades mid s want waste  applying university get rejected simply unable accept fact im going university september as note poli sci teacher sisters big poli scilaw program im trying live sisters level know makes worse me parents divorced year ago despises dad always bringing bad my father did university take him im turning  august legally age able make mind live want  legally im allowed leave go live dad no im allowed to ive got two turtles fish live there need feed dads helping grandmother lives far north who also found pancreatic cancer two months ago still meds mom let leave house drive there im allowed drive either leaves biking hour half hour half back massively stops weekends im forced mom go private university cant stand fact ive applied already im going private university wants go christian university say im incredibly religious im atheist im deeply invested religious things plan already go college first term second term start likely work year make money actually basis work with mom still hates fact im prize student ive got  sisters brothers two top line students taking mom everything one whos young care yea im guy grandfather died born grandpa died   older male cousin  years older me cousin thats year younger lives across country canada role models limited moved small town  moved grew in wont say bad worse previously conditions lost contact friends old town moved everyone cell phones struggled lot make new ones moved brought request move back old town friends got nowhere it yes anyone asks contemplated redflag before thought stuff myself always thinking stuff first years high school reoccurring thought getting beat bullied almost every day class bring tell anyone it dealt best could hindsight told someone gone shit anyways ive always quiet kid school never brought gun school though im american wished death classmates before ive never figured im odd one class might im one white kids whole school teachers wont shit anyways dads appreciative looking however making sure im actually paying attention work helping get this want go live him way moms acting might anyones got advice appreciated needed get out ask question want ill best answer
needed write know flair put figured would work ive reached point cant make decisions anymore mom decides every fuckin aspect life imsorry grades mid s want waste applying university get rejected simply unable accept fact im going university september as note poli sci teacher sisters big poli scilaw program im trying live sisters level know makes worse me parents divorced year ago despises dad always bringing bad my father did university take him im turning august legally age able make mind live want legally im allowed leave go live dad no im allowed to ive got two turtles fish live there need feed dads helping grandmother lives far north who also found pancreatic cancer two months ago still meds mom let leave house drive there im allowed drive either leaves biking hour half hour half back massively stops weekends im forced mom go private university cant stand fact ive applied already im going private university wants go christian university say im incredibly religious im atheist im deeply invested religious things plan already go college first term second term start likely work year make money actually basis work with mom still hates fact im prize student ive got sisters brothers two top line students taking mom everything one whos young care yeaim guy grandfather died born grandpa died older male cousin years older me cousin thats year younger lives across country canada role models limited moved small town moved grew in wont say bad worse previously conditions lost contact friends old town moved everyone cell phones struggled lot make new ones moved brought request move back old town friends got nowhereit yes anyone asks contemplated redflag before thought stuff myself always thinking stuff first years high school reoccurring thought getting beat bullied almost every day class bring tell anyone it dealt best could hindsight told someone gone shit anyways ive always quiet kid school never brought gun school though im american wished death classmates before ive never figured im odd one class might im one white kids whole school teachers wont shit anyways dads appreciative looking however making sure im actually paying attention work helping get this want go live him way moms acting might anyones got advice appreciated needed get out ask question want ill best answer
necesidad de escribir saber skill pudd sugged work ive punto alcanzado no puedo tomar decisiones más mamá decide cada maldito aspecto vida grados medio s quieren desperdicio aplicación universidad ser rechazado simplemente incapaz de aceptar hecho im ir universidad septiembre como nota poli sci profesor hermanas gran poli scilaw programa im intentar vivo hermanas nivel saber me hace peor padres divorciado hace año desprecia papá siempre traer mal mi padre universidad lo llevó im convertir august legalmente edad capaz de hacer mente vivir quiere legalmente im permitido dejar ir vivo papá