pain keeps getting worsea days ago came posting wasnt able take life anymore effecting me things gone worse catastrophic love life left weeks ago day mother died came first people comfort person asked wanted spend time night cause worried cause already depression self harm said busy assumed family grieving let be yesterday spent day talking comforting mothers death spent day work making sure okay knew really struggling asked wanted go over told already cousin someone else coming over asked person boyfriend course was got family walked room broke broke hard harassed people protected her would stay late make sure okay get hrs sleep go work wasnt spending night always phone loud ringtone could wake could issues middle night bought anything wanted never got mad shed go sister get drunk worried life night gave girl everything moved quickly thing kept motivated going life made feel like reason purpose keep living ive lost already new boyfriend cant handle it every night wake upset depressed always mind wake fall asleep thinking her smile giggle way blushed start cry want back badly see again planned moving together making life own fragments am broken heart want kill myself longing back want end all 
pain keeps getting worsea days ago came posting wasnt able take life anymore effecting me things gone worse catastrophic love life left weeks ago day mother died came first people comfort person asked wanted spend time night cause worried cause already depression self harm said busy assumed family grieving let be yesterday spent day talking comforting mothers death spent day work making sureokay knew really struggling asked wanted go over told already cousin someone else coming over asked person boyfriend course was got family walked room broke broke hard harassed people protected her would stay late make sure okay get hrs sleep go work wasnt spending night always phone loud ringtone could wake could issues middle night bought anything wanted never got mad shed go sister get drunk worried life night gave girl everything moved quickly thing kept motivated going life made feel like reason purpose keep living ive lost already new boyfriend cant handle it every night wake upset depressed always mind wake fall asleep thinking her smile giggle way blushed start cry want back badly see again planned moving together making life own fragments am broken heart want kill myself longing back want end all
dolor sigue empeorando hace días vino publicación no era capaz de tomar la vida más efecto cosas ido peor vida amor catastrófica izquierda semanas hace día madre murió vino primero personas comodidad persona pidió quería pasar la noche causa preocupada causa ya depresión auto daño dijo ocupado asumir duelo familia dejó ser ayer pasado el día hablando madres reconfortantes muerte pasó trabajo haciendo segurookay sabía realmente luchado pedido quería ir ya dijo primo alguien más que viene persona pregunta novio curso se consiguió familia casa sin hogar quebrada personas acosados protegidos se quedarían hasta tarde asegurarse de que