depressed disappointedim seventeen years old feel like life going want it people always tell good am rhchaotic handsome youre smart rhchaotic life ive believed jumped hoops maintain status wear expensive clothing keep groomed keep grades up take college level classes etc yet enough find difficult bond people hard make friends hell people school try avoid talking noticing me probably think im awkward asshole ive thinking maybe im smart everyone thinks im handsome ive looked ways able connect attract people theyve failed ive decided im good enough this feel mind failing me cant focus anything anymore causing grades slip memory getting worse forgetting things happened mere seconds ago refuse become idiot id soon kill myself im good enough anyone im good enough myself whats point living one family wants around you end this want make things clear stated title im depressed least think am im disappointed whats become me mind good was attractive people certainly show ive started consider redflag more maybe theyll care im dead worry impressing anyone anymore id free
depressed disappointedim seventeen years old feel like life going want it people always tell good am rhchaotichandsome youre smart rhchaotic life ive believed jumped hoops maintain status wear expensive clothing keep groomed keep grades up take college level classes etc yet enough find difficult bond people hard make friendshell people school try avoid talking noticing me probably think im awkward asshole ive thinking maybe im smart everyone thinks im handsome ive looked ways able connect attract people theyve failed ive decided im good enough this feel mind failing me cant focus anything anymore causing grades slip memory getting worse forgetting things happened mere seconds ago refuse become idiot id soon kill myself im good enough anyone im good enough myself whats point living one family wants around you endthis want make things clear stated title im depressed least think am im disappointed whats become me mind good was attractive people certainly show ive started consider redflag more maybe theyll care im dead worry impressing anyone anymore id free
La gente siempre dice bueno am rhchaotichandsome youre smart rhchaotic life ive creyed blut hops mantente status weight costoso ropa mantener preparado mantener notas tomar clases de nivel de la universidad etc sin embargo, suficiente encontrar difícil la gente lazo duro hacer amigosshell gente escuela tratar de evitar hablarme pensar im torpe pendejo ive think quize im smart everyone thinks im guapo ive looked ways power connect at attrac people there heve failed ive decited im good this feel mind fall me cannot focusing anyme making empeore olvidando las cosas sucedied hace segundos negged volverme idiota id soon kill kood im anyone im good mean good whats point living one family want around you find it below id free