storyi around  years old old enough realize father alcoholic workaholic drug abuser coke fights dad got worse would get drunker every night screaming parents never stopped around time started cut myself want die felt like blame fathers actions needed punished around time  dad mentally abused started physically abuse me gave lovely shiner popped blood vessel eye dragged hair room proceeded suffocate me eventually stopped left damage done mom took away him minimum wage job life really sucked weeks time food fridge gas electric shut numerous times point life really wanted die would stay home school look moms room looking medication would kill me almost resorted injecting insulin shes diabetic months later attempted cut throat avail really makes sad knowing low life would thing me life bad back thought killing way out not im tell life gets better may seem like now will want know im you need someone talk to matter time im want me survived to may know you love you tldr know going im you please let help
storyi around years old old enough realize father alcoholic workaholic drug abuser coke fights dad got worse would get drunker every night screaming parents never stopped around time started cut myself want die felt like blame fathers actions needed punished around time dad mentally abused started physically abuse me gave lovely shiner popped blood vessel eye dragged hair room proceeded suffocate me eventually stopped left damage done mom took away him minimum wage job life really sucked weeks time food fridge gas electric shut numerous times point life really wanted die would stay home school look moms room looking medication would kill me almost resorted injecting insulin shes diabetic months later attempted cut throat avail really makes sad knowing low life would thing me life bad back thought killing way out not im tell life gets better may seem like now will want knowim you need someone talk to matter time im want me survived to may know you love you tldr know going im you please lethelp
storyi alrededor de años de edad suficiente darse cuenta padre alcoholico adicto a las drogas peleas de coca papá se puso peor se emborrachaba cada noche gritando padres nunca se detuvo alrededor de tiempo comenzó cortarme quiero morir sentía como culpa padres acciones necesarias castigados alrededor de tiempo papá abusado mental comenzó abuso físico me dio hermoso ojo morado ojo del vaso sanguíneo arrastrado sala de pelo procedieron me sofocar finalmente dejó daño izquierdo hecho mamá le quitó la vida laboral salario mínimo realmente chupado semanas tiempo comida nevera gas eléctrico cerrado numerosas veces punto la vida realmente quería morir permanecer en casa escuela mirada mamá habitación buscar medicación me mataría casi recurrido inyección de insulina shes diabético meses más tarde intento de cortar la garganta aprovechar realmente hace triste sabiendo que la vida baja me cosa mala pensamiento matar manera no im decir la vida se pone mejor puede parecer como ahora quiere saber que alguien hablar a la materia tiempo im quiere sobrevivir a saber que te amo tldr saber ir im por favor lethelp