need help deal suicidal thoughtsso im always hyper sensitive guy always deal sensibility closing everyone ultil meet girl see opportunity trust  years later history became history intense abuse cheating violence pretty much like mother sometimes love heart sometimes hate intensity one never see hate come one word one behavior tolerate this timeline lost gramma mother like family person sometimes understand me moments beautiful moments se purpose life im easy person adhd depression abuses became alcohool adict fact never hate dont even know hate someone hurt someone purpose tenth time dumped crisis pass like  days taking care sexuals issues talking showing hurting herself  days birthday lot alcohool cant face hate start scream her got away block phone ims stuff find sttrugling lot classical suicidal thoughts dont even know do im  days without sleep right eat finding motive end all
need help deal suicidal thoughtsso im always hyper sensitive guy always deal sensibility closing everyone ultil meet girl see opportunity trust years later history became history intense abuse cheating violence pretty much like mother sometimes love heart sometimes hate intensity one never see hate come one word one behavior tolerate this timeline lost gramma mother like family person sometimes understand me moments beautiful momentsse purpose life im easy person adhd depression abuses became alcohool adict fact never hate dont even know hate someone hurt someone purpose tenth time dumped crisis pass like days taking care sexuals issues talking showing hurting herself days birthday lot alcohool cant face hate start scream her got away block phone ims stuff find sttrugling lot classical suicidal thoughts dont even know do im days without sleep right eat finding motive end all
Necesito ayuda para tratar pensamientos suicidas así que siempre hiper sensible chico siempre trato sensibilidad cierre todos ultil conocer chica ver oportunidad confianza años más tarde historia se convirtió en historia abuso intenso engaño violencia más o menos como madre amor corazón a veces odio intensidad uno nunca ve odio viene una palabra una conducta tolerar esta línea de tiempo madre abuela perdido como persona de familia a veces me entienden momentos hermosos propósito vida im persona fácil adhd depresión abusos se convirtió en alcohool adicto hecho nunca odio ni siquiera saber odio alguien herido alguien propósito décima vez vertido crisis pasan como días teniendo cuidado sexuales problemas hablar que se lastiman a sí misma día cumpleaños alcohool puede hacer frente odio empezar a gritar su se escapó bloque de teléfono Ims cosas encontrar pensamientos suicidas clásicos struging mucho ni siquiera saben hacer im días sin dormir derecho comer encontrar motivo final todo