suicidalive suicidal better part life started treatment  ever since ive made progress much feel like total loser depression bad im ssi idk ssi makes feel like ill never normal friends family connections birthday coming making everything worse thinking back past year ive done absolutely nothing ive burning bridges anyways going ever get lucky enough commit without much interference life would little live fori keep deluding think im young enough turn situation around thats wishful delusional thinking years life meant build foundation rest life right im depressed barely leave apartment disability much foundation build of idk ive never really reached strangers internet late im ive already called crisis line help much yelling void
suicidalive suicidal better part life started treatment ever since ive made progress much feel like total loser depression bad im ssi idk ssi makes feel like ill never normal friends family connections birthday coming making everything worse thinking back past year ive done absolutely nothing ive burning bridges anyways going ever get lucky enough commit without much interference life would little live fori keep deluding think im young enough turn situation around thats wishful delusional thinking years life meant build foundation rest liferight im depressed barely leave apartment disability much foundation build of idk ive never really reached strangers internet lateim ive already called crisis line help much yelling void
suicida suicida mejor parte vida comenzó tratamiento desde ive hizo progreso mucho se siente como perdedor total depresión mal im ssi idk ssi hace sentir como enfermo nunca amigos normales conexiones familiares cumpleaños venir haciendo todo peor pensando en el año pasado ive hecho absolutamente nada ive puentes ardientes de todos modos va a tener la suerte suficiente comisión sin mucha interferencia vida poco viviría para siempre seguir engañando pensar en la situación lo suficientemente joven giro que deseo delirante pensamiento años vida significa construir fundación descanso derecho vida apenas deprimido dejar apartamento discapacidad mucha fundación construcción de idk ive nunca realmente llegó a extraños internet lateim ive ya llamado línea de crisis ayuda mucho gritar vacío