called  best friend suicidal know shell ever trust again lived best friend almost  years complicated relationship romantic times others one thing sure care lot other battling depression essentially whole life mostly due things happened childhood much control over recently though difficult events made enduring pain day day lot unbearable day work getting text messages really scary talking able do anymore wanting a way pain think ive ever affriad someone must called  times  minute none calls picked up could think could verify safety  accross town would answer calls panicked first thing could think keep safe get apartment fast enough maybe emergency services could dialled  called cab home cried got there walked door two police officers standing next her we chat one said your friend agreed go voluntarily hospital honest hospital staff told seriously worried her would let leave father picked up important story understand friend traumatic experiences police past situations anything wrong knew feel guilty panniced stop think would feeling end needed safe friend feels betrayed says really knew would left alone knew calling  would make everything worse feel like known better way help feel incredibly guilty says hate me never trust again wanting go behind back seemed insignificant face potentially loosing her feels like worst thing ive ever done
called best friend suicidal know shell ever trust again lived best friend almost years complicated relationship romantic times others one thing sure care lot other battling depression essentially whole life mostly due things happened childhood much control over recently though difficult events made enduring pain day day lot unbearable day work getting text messages really scary talking able do anymore wanting a way pain think ive ever affriad someone must called times minute none calls picked up could think could verify safety accross town would answer calls panicked first thing could think keep safe get apartment fast enough maybe emergency services could dialled called cab home cried got there walked door two police officers standing next herwe chat one said your friend agreed go voluntarily hospital honest hospital staff told seriously worried her would let leave father picked up important story understand friend traumatic experiences police past situations anything wrong knew feel guilty panniced stop think would feeling end needed safe friend feels betrayed says really knew would left alone knew calling would make everything worse feel like known better way help feel incredibly guilty says hate me never trust again wanting go behind back seemed insignificant face potentially loosing her feels like worst thing ive ever done
Llamado mejor amigo suicida saber Shell volvió a vivir mejor amigo casi años complicado relación romántico veces otros una cosa seguro cuidado lote otra lucha depresión esencialmente toda la vida sobre todo debido a las cosas pasó infancia mucho control sobre recientemente aunque los eventos difíciles hicieron dolor duradero día día lote insoportable día trabajo conseguir mensajes de texto realmente terrorífico hablar capaz hacer más querer una forma de dolor pensar live siempre affriad alguien debe llamar veces minuto ninguna llamada podría pensar podría verificar seguridad accross ciudad responder llamadas pánico primera cosa podría pensar mantener a salvo conseguir apartamento lo suficientemente rápido tal vez servicios de emergencia podría marcar llamado taxi casa llorada llegó allí puerta caminado dos oficiales de policía de pie junto a ella charlamos uno dijo que su amigo estuvo de acuerdo ir voluntariamente hospital honesto personal hospital dijo seriamente preocupado ella dejaría dejar padre recogido importante historia entender amigos experiencias traumáticas policía situaciones pasadas cualquier cosa mal sabía se siente culpable parada paniced pensar se sentiría final seguro amigo se siente traicionado dice que realmente sabía dejar solo saber llamar haría todo peor se siente mejor como mejor manera de ayudar a sentirse