mental barrierhonestly ive stopped trying get better ive sick coming  years learnt disabled time too im getting tired waiting out what dependant parents rest life never achieving anything im slow instead sick theres better me coping care anymore used fantisize dying natural disaster getting hit drunk driver anything blamed for realised nothing guaranteed happen unless hand fantasies trains bleeding out pills ive become realistic since understand whats plausible me honestly feel im ready mentally im ready just dont act it reason handful halfarsed od attempts sure nothing likelihood success theres difficulty feels like near impossibility taking whats head making real point want feel like even failure it used scared admitting it ive told doctors think want it multiple times hey long dont actually it problem since feel afraid one surprised whenif happens thing left figuring remove barrier bring want thought much actuality idea makes hate more every time think act feels like personal failure
mental barrierhonestly ive stopped trying get better ive sick coming years learnt disabled time too im getting tired waiting out what dependant parents rest life never achieving anything im slow instead sick theres better me coping care anymore used fantisize dying natural disaster getting hit drunk driver anything blamed for realised nothing guaranteed happen unless hand fantasies trains bleeding out pills ive become realistic since understand whats plausible me honestly feel im ready mentally im ready just dont act it reason handful halfarsed od attempts sure nothing likelihood success theres difficulty feels like near impossibility taking whats head making real point want feel like even failure it used scared admitting it ive told doctors think want it multiple timeshey long dont actually it problem since feel afraid one surprised whenif happens thing left figuring remove barrier bring want thought much actuality idea makes hate more every time think act feels like personal failure
Barrera mentalSinceramente he dejado de tratar de conseguir mejor vida enfermo años venideros aprendido tiempo discapacitado demasiado me estoy cansando esperar lo que los padres dependientes descanso vida nunca lograr nada Im lento lugar enfermo theres mejor me afronta cuidado más utilizado fantisize moribundo desastre natural ser golpeado conductor borracho nada culpado por hecho nada garantizado sucede a menos que las fantasías de la mano trenes desangrar píldoras ive llegar a ser realista ya que entender lo que es plausible yo honestamente me siento listo mentalmente im listo apenas no actuar razón puñado medioarsed od intentos seguros nada probabilidad éxito hay dificultad se siente como cerca imposibilidad tomar lo que la cabeza que hace punto real quiero sentir como fracaso incluso se utiliza miedo admitir que le dijo a los médicos que lo quieren multi timeshey largo no realmente problema ya que se siente sorprendido cuando sucede cosa izquierda calcular eliminación barrera llevar pensamiento mucha idea realidad hace odio cada vez que piensa acto se siente como fracaso personal