return approuchingi happy long time im  managed fuck everything up never friends kid nothing changed loneliness crippling even since pushed away one friend manage get how one turn to friends family dad died  months ago mothers mental physical health getting worse daily nothing do got response one uks best universitys weeks back conditional offer grades low currently able work mentality every day think redflag whats point anything die soon anyway things going get better me going university last hope deadlines approaching motivation feeling like ive already given would easier end right yet small part wants normal happy work live stopped taking medication two months ago stock piling it grounded ready go glass hour ago emotionless whilst preparations feeling fear believe god sure scaring thinking end know im doing feel ashamed writing this wanted go silently fear much fear
return approuchingi happy long time im managed fuck everything up never friends kid nothing changed loneliness crippling even since pushed away one friend manage get how one turn to friends family dad died months ago mothers mental physical health getting worse daily nothing do got response one uks best universitys weeks back conditional offer grades low currently able work mentality every day think redflag whats point anything die soon anyway things going get better me going university last hope deadlines approaching motivation feeling like ive already given would easier end right yet small part wants normal happy work live stopped taking medication two months ago stock piling it grounded ready go glass hour ago emotionless whilst preparations feeling fear believe god sure scaring thinking end know im doing feel ashamed writing this wanted go silently fear much fear
Return approuchingi feliz mucho tiempo im manejado joder todo nunca amigos niño nada cambió soledad paralizante incluso desde que ahuyentó a un amigo manejar conseguir cómo un turno a amigos familia papá murió hace meses madres salud física mental cada día peor nada conseguir respuesta uno uks mejores universidades semanas atrás oferta condicional grados bajo actualmente capaz mentalidad de trabajo cada día pensar redflag lo que apunta cualquier cosa morir pronto de todos modos las cosas van mejor me va universidad última esperanza plazos acercarse motivación sentirse como ive ya dado final más fácil derecho pero pequeña parte quiere normal trabajo feliz en vivo dejó de tomar medicamentos hace dos meses stock amontonado listo ir vidrio hace hora sin emoción mientras que los preparativos sentir miedo seguro miedo pensamiento final sé que hacer sentir vergüenza esto quería ir silenciosamente miedo mucho miedo