still herei know keep going still keep walking waking everyday come point nights lay bed wish dead point feel like useless anything anyway  overweight since young doctors cannot find anything lots tests diticians know done multiple sports went sporting centers personal trainers etc one clue cant lose weight balding since  which also good already almost non existent self confidence gay course look cannot find anyone alone bullied friends keep turning back looking reason done probably parents everytime wanne try see mind  tearing family apart even bringing problems die feel empty feel up done whatever call it want take medication cause side effects would make feel worse know point really feel like far stuck even killing impossible bring many problems feel like mind tearing apart inside wanted barely loved cannot anything right fat lowly loser forever worthless point self confidence everytime manage get small bit broken becomes even harder build up still alive gets better say yeah sure living suicidal depression  years still trying think gets better yeah work maybe late anyway things would get better would gotten better now really think work longer going happen me never get chance good future anyway
still herei know keep going still keep walking waking everyday come point nights lay bed wish dead point feel like useless anything anyway overweight since young doctors cannot find anything lots tests diticians know done multiple sports went sporting centers personal trainers etc one clue cant lose weight balding since which also good already almost non existent self confidence gay course look cannot find anyone alone bullied friends keep turning back looking reason done probably parents everytime wanne try see mind tearing family apart even bringing problems die feel empty feel up done whatever call it want take medication cause side effects would make feel worse know point really feel like far stuck even killing impossible bring many problems feel like mind tearing apart inside wanted barely loved cannot anything right fat lowly loser forever worthless point self confidence everytime manage get small bit broken becomes even harder build up still alive gets better sayyeah sure living suicidal depression years still trying think gets betteryeahwork maybe late anyway things would get better would gotten better now really think work longer going happen me never get chance good future anyway
Todavía aquí sé seguir caminando sigue despertando todos los días vienen las noches puesta la cama deseo punto muerto se siente como inútil de todos modos sobrepeso ya que los médicos jóvenes no pueden encontrar nada lotes pruebas diticianos saber hecho múltiples deportes fueron centros deportivos entrenadores personales etc una pista no puede perder peso calvicie ya que también bueno ya casi inexistente confianza en sí mismo gay look no puede encontrar a nadie solo amigos acosados seguir mirando hacia atrás razón hecho probablemente padres cada vez wanne tratar de ver mente destrozando familia incluso trayendo problemas morir sentirse vacío se siente hecho cualquier llamada que quiere tomar medicamentos causa efectos secundarios se siente peor sabe realmente se siente como lejos atascado incluso matar imposible traer muchos problemas se siente como mente destrozando por dentro querido apenas no puede nada derecho gordo perdedor para siempre punto sin valor confianza en sí mismo cada vez que se maneja poco más difícil construir aún vivo se mejora deciryeah seguro vivir depresión suicida años todavía tratando de pensar se pone mejoryeahwork tal vez tarde de todos modos las cosas mejorarían ahora realmente pensarían mejor ahora realmente pensar