long ranti hate im back again five years road still think thoughts andfeel emotions im starting think im mentally ill cant bring tell mom  tough age cant get evaluation confidentiality dont want trouble one gave birth struggles raise everyday im shitty enough already dont want shouldering shit lately going school tough waking difficult sometimes little less difficult maybe even manageable ive noticed hard drag bed simply see purpose so for for why nothing one reason school hard get through overwhelming presence everyone around smarter better makes feel small insignificant point im proud made  day school entire week even fucking hard kept thinking killing ending all right right already feel distancing everyone acting different im dead much want be instead im sat here mountain work piling me expectations commitments responsibilities essay due one hand holds pen redflag note ive planned out im sick this cant shoulder alone cant turn anyone one seems want listen god im getting bad fast hope die cant even turn family people supposed situations reality one roof felt happiness home drains life want happy family cant support love one another like families mom dad want happy feel like this im lost confused right im thinking abt taking final leap im scared anymore ive felt before ive thought happen again end myself honestly willi cant bear im fucking tired school pain ass one family cares were equally suffering thanks dad ure shitty person wanna die
long ranti hate im back again five years road still think thoughts andfeel emotions im starting think im mentally ill cant bring tell mom tough age cant get evaluation confidentiality dont want trouble one gave birth struggles raise everydayim shitty enough already dont want shouldering shit lately going school tough waking difficult sometimes little less difficult maybe even manageableive noticed hard drag bed simply see purpose so for for why nothing one reason school hard get through overwhelming presence everyone around smarter better makes feel small insignificant pointim proud made day school entire week even fucking hard kept thinking killing ending all right right already feel distancing everyone acting different im dead much want be instead im sat here mountain work piling me expectations commitments responsibilities essay due one hand holds pen redflag note ive planned out im sick this cant shoulder alone cant turn anyone one seems want listen god im getting bad fast hope die cant even turn family people supposed situations reality one roof felt happiness home drains life want happy family cant support love one another like families mom dad want happy feel like this im lost confusedright im thinking abt taking final leapim scared anymoreive felt before ive thought happen again end myself honestly willi cant bearim fucking tired school pain ass one family cares were equally suffering thanks dad ure shitty person wanna die
largo ranti odio im volver de nuevo cinco años camino todavía pensar pensamientos y sentimientos emociones im start think im mentalmente mal no puede traer decirle a mamá dura edad no puede conseguir evaluación confidencialidad no quiero problemas uno dio luchas de nacimiento aumentar día a díaim mierda suficiente ya no quiero hombro mierda últimamente va a la escuela difícil despertar a veces poco menos difícil tal vez incluso manejable notado duro arrastrar cama simplemente ver propósito para por qué nada una razón escuela difícil conseguir a través de abrumadora presencia todo el mundo alrededor más inteligente hace sentir pequeño insignificante pointim orgulloso hizo día escuela toda la semana incluso duro sigue pensando matar terminar bien ya se siente distanciando a todos actuando diferente