live livemeh suicidal long time now always put thought stuff would improve future realized worth effort sure life could improve put effort far away tired willpower resolve make effort thing scares death what die life improved kinda like the mist indeed cry help someone save me someone guide towards peaceful quick dignified death important bit here  i thinking using numbing spray sharp knife get carotid artery good plan pm suggestions make painless quick thing note probably say please fucking bring back irreversibly brain damaged cost family lotta money keep alive stupid hope recover day kinda  sure this rest  what if scared scared gotta done guess must suffer more
live livemeh suicidal long time now always put thought stuff would improve future realized worth effort sure life could improve put effort far away tired willpower resolve make effort thing scares death what die life improved kinda like the mist indeed cry help someone save me someone guide towards peaceful quick dignified death important bit here i thinking using numbing spray sharp knife get carotid artery good plan pm suggestions make painless quick thing note probably say please fucking bring back irreversibly brain damaged cost family lotta money keep alive stupid hope recover day kinda sure this rest what if scared scared gotta done guess must suffer more
vida vivameh suicida mucho tiempo ahora siempre poner pensamiento cosas mejoraría futuro realizado esfuerzo digno seguro vida podría mejorar esfuerzo lejos esfuerzo cansado voluntad resolución hacer esfuerzo cosa asusta muerte lo que muere vida mejoró un poco como la niebla de hecho llorar ayudar a alguien a salvar a alguien guía hacia la muerte digna pacífica rápida importante poco aquí pienso usando adormecimiento spray cuchillo afilado conseguir carótida arteria buen plan pm sugerencias hacer indoloro nota rápida probablemente decir por favor traer de vuelta irreversiblemente cerebro dañado costo familia lotta dinero mantener vivo estúpido esperanza recuperar día un poco seguro este resto lo que si asustado miedo tener que hacer conjetura debe sufrir más