need helpim  graduated year never bad many wrongs life barely positives save time im going go past couple months graduated june th supposed happy time everyone wasnt though parents constantly yelled tell disappointed me could even show time missed live part watched home disc got sent out family members even showed see got  calls any saying make it happened regrouped friends talked bit mom calls tells going eat get something home staying pictures left made around  still gone felt like failure disappointment familys last name mixed alot stuff happened past hit boiling point grabbed rope went car go spot girl worked  months she also graduated somehow found told meet somewhere met talked  hours go living person cares do fast forward couple weeks start get feelings heri guy didnt make obvious feel like im supposed alone relationships never work want lose her ex boyfriend even know dated comes starts punching hit ground kept kicking found thing couple weeks later apologized happened told jealous talked them fast forward today longer talking cant kept thoughts down cant sleep thing keeping it gone im tempted grab rope it hurts knowing gone one cares anymore please need advice
need helpim graduated year never bad many wrongs life barely positives save time im going go past couple months graduated june th supposed happy time everyone wasnt though parents constantly yelled tell disappointed me could even show time missed live part watched home disc got sent out family members even showed see got calls any saying make it happened regrouped friends talked bit mom calls tells going eat get something home staying pictures left made around still gone felt like failure disappointment familys last name mixed alot stuff happened past hit boiling point grabbed rope went car go spot girl worked months she also graduated somehow foundtold meet somewhere met talked hours go living person cares do fast forward couple weeks start get feelings heri guy didnt make obvious feel like im supposed alone relationships never work want lose her ex boyfriend even know dated comes starts punching hit ground kept kicking found thing couple weeks later apologized happened told jealous talked them fast forward today longer talking cant kept thoughts down cant sleep thing keeping it gone im tempted grab rope it hurts knowing gone one cares anymore please need advice
Need helpim graduado año nunca malo muchos errores vida apenas positivos ahorrar tiempo im go go pasados dos meses graduado junio th supuesto feliz tiempo todo el mundo estaba aunque los padres gritaban constantemente contar decepcionado incluso podía mostrar tiempo perdido parte en vivo disco en casa vio disco fue enviado familiares incluso mostró ver llamadas cualquier decir hacer que pasó amigos reagrupados hablado poco mamá llamadas dice comer conseguir algo casa quedarse fotos izquierdas por ahí todavía se sintió como fracaso familias decepción apellido mezclado un montón de cosas pasó pasado hit punto de ebullición se agarró cuerda fue coche go mancha chica trabajo meses que también se graduó de alguna manera se encontró en algún lugar conocido hablado horas va persona viva cuidados hacer rápido adelante par de semanas empezar tener sentimientos heri chico no hizo obvio sentir como im supone solo relaciones nunca trabajar quieren perder su ex novio incluso sabe fecha viene golpear golpe punto de impacto mantenido patada encontró cosa pareja semanas después se disculpó sucedió dijo celoso les habló rápido adelante hoy más tiempo hablar no puede mantener pensamientos abajo no puede dormir cosa mantenerlo ido im tentado agarrar cuerda duele saber que uno se va más por favor necesita consejo