panic attack rushed ampeit started morning today mom sister fighting supposed go lunch nice day kept arguing walking restaurant chest started hurting started hyperventilating lost balance felt like fainting happening mom screaming stop pretending kept shouting me left felt like dying almost fell middle road couple times sister drag back home went home locked room lost everything started screaming hyperventilating thinking maybe die could hear mom shouting screaming asking stop telling im making head panic attack couple times bad sister started freak cry point close fainting called taxi forced go aampe institute mental health lot shit happened cant seem look mom ever again feel like thinks im mental crazy would wanted hold hand tell okay instead leaving middle road screaming  im back home one wants look talk way know relationship mom never never likes address depression always think head
panic attack rushed ampeit started morning today mom sister fighting supposed go lunch nice day kept arguing walking restaurant chest started hurting started hyperventilating lost balance felt like fainting happening mom screaming stop pretending kept shouting me left felt like dying almost fell middle road couple times sister drag back home went home locked room lost everything started screaming hyperventilating thinking maybe die could hear mom shouting screaming asking stop telling im making head panic attack couple times bad sister started freak cry point close fainting called taxi forced go aampe institute mental health lot shit happened cant seem look mom ever again feel like thinks im mental crazy would wanted hold hand tell okay instead leaving middle road screaming im back home one wants look talk way know relationship mom never never likes address depression always think head
El ataque de pánico comenzó mañana mamá hermana pelea supuestamente ir almuerzo buen día siguió discutiendo caminar pecho del restaurante comenzó dolor hiperventilación equilibrio perdido se sentía como desmayarse pasando mamá gritos dejar de fingir me gritaba izquierda se sentía como morir casi caída carretera media par de veces hermana arrastrar volver a casa casa cerrado habitación perdido todo comenzó gritando hiperventilación pensar tal vez morir podría oír gritos gritando dejar de decir im hacer crisis de pánico en la cabeza un par de veces hermana mala comenzó punto de llanto extraño cerca desmayo llamado taxi forzado ir aampe instituto de salud mental mucho mierda pasó no puede parecer mirada mamá vuelve a sentir como piensa im loco loco querría tener la mano decir bien en lugar de dejar medio camino gritando en casa uno quiere mirar habla manera saber relación mamá nunca le gusta abordar la depresión siempre pensar cabeza