almost finishedhello again grown weary existence parents curse life could courtesy abortion sick waking up night close eyes sleep pray whatever chooses must continue may finally eternal rest finally let go tired done everything society suggests become less unhappy well paying job hobbies friends mother father sisters care me sick going on continue them something must broken take medications sit lamp season affective disorder want finished would easy meander car close garage door start vehicle rest pull razor blade keep finally disgusted everything decide end it going back hospitals seen councilors psychiatrists tried coping methods lived long enough tried well living kindness heart giving freely others asking nothing return do time feel nothing truly matters feel little positive emotion rage unhappiness lucky sadness friend killed felt jealous could justify longed long hope peace know wife struggles son will everyone look disgust done rambling want stop hurting
almost finishedhello again grown weary existence parents curse life could courtesy abortion sick waking up night close eyes sleep pray whatever chooses must continue may finally eternal rest finally let go tired done everything society suggests become less unhappy well paying job hobbies friends mother father sisters care me sick going on continue them something must broken take medications sit lamp season affective disorder want finished would easy meander car close garage door start vehicle rest pull razor blade keep finally disgusted everything decide end it going back hospitals seen councilors psychiatrists tried coping methods lived long enough tried well living kindness heart giving freely others asking nothing return do time feel nothing truly matters feel little positive emotion rage unhappiness lucky sadness friend killed felt jealous could justify longed long hope peace know wife struggles son will everyone look disgust done rambling want stop hurting
casi terminadohello de nuevo crecido existencia padres maldición vida podría cortesía aborto enfermo despertarse noche ojos cerrados dormir orar lo que elijas debe continuar finalmente descanso eterno finalmente dejar ir cansado hecho todo la sociedad sugiere llegar a ser menos infeliz bien pago trabajo hobbies amigos madre padre hermanas cuidado me enfermo seguir adelante ellos algo debe romper tomar medicamentos lámpara temporada trastorno afectivo querer terminado sería fácil meander coche cerrar garaje puerta inicio vehículo descanso tira cuchilla mantener finalmente disgustado todo decidir terminar volver hospitales vistos consejeros psiquiatras probados métodos de afrontamiento vividos lo suficientemente bien probado vivir bondad dar libremente otros pidiendo nada volver no sentir nada realmente importa sentir poca emoción positiva rabia suerte amigo muerto tristeza se sentía celoso podría justificar anhelado larga esperanza la paz saber esposa lucha hijo se verá disgusto hecho divarse quieren dejar de lastimar