life going anywhere think thatim fresh college feel like life over im stuck rural small town parents essentially trapped letting get driving license would love go get job mother gives cold shoulder yells getting license sooner ask give ride anywhere dad really around much im stuck hostile environment mother almost  honestly mother makes feel like everyone life would better without around obviously giant burden would love move get place simply possible without driving license job knows trapped makes feel like fault like everything goes wrong fault used good relationship awful towards ever since graduated feel like little brother boyfriend precious let see suffer like this really want put ease taking out im gone constantly worry me im huge giant failure getting useless degree achieving nothing life deserve people worry me depression fair sweet wonderful boyfriend always cheer comfort want problem anymore want anyones problem anymore im girlfriend anymore im psych patient put with thanks reading this necessarily want kill im terrified failing becoming disabled life cant stand feeling like mother hates failure probably sound like whiny kid know people worse me ive battling suicidal thoughts since march ive thinking family would happier without ruining everything
life going anywhere think thatim fresh college feel like life over im stuck rural small town parents essentially trapped letting get driving license would love go get job mother gives cold shoulder yells getting license sooner ask give ride anywhere dad really around much im stuck hostile environment mother almost honestly mother makes feel like everyone life would better without around obviously giant burden would love move get place simply possible without driving license job knows trapped makes feel like fault like everything goes wrong fault used good relationship awful towards ever since graduated feel like little brother boyfriend precious let see suffer like this really want put ease taking out im gone constantly worry me im huge giant failure getting useless degree achieving nothing life deserve people worry me depression fair sweet wonderful boyfriend always cheer comfort want problem anymore want anyones problem anymore im girlfriend anymore im psych patient put with thanks reading this necessarily want kill im terrified failing becoming disabled life cant stand feeling like mother hates failure probably sound like whiny kid know people worse me ive battling suicidal thoughts since marchive thinking family would happier without ruining everything
La vida va a cualquier lugar pensar que la universidad fresca de Im se siente como la vida sobre im atascada rural pequeño pueblo padres esencialmente atrapados dejar conseguir la licencia de conducir le encantaría ir conseguir trabajo madre da hombro frío gritos conseguir licencia antes pedir dar paseo en cualquier lugar papá realmente alrededor de mucho im atascada ambiente hostil madre casi honestamente madre hace sentir como todos la vida mejor sin alrededor obviamente carga gigante amaría mover lugar simplemente posible sin conducir licencia de trabajo sabe que hace sentir como la culpa como todo va mal mal usado buena relación horrible hacia desde graduado sentir como pequeño hermano novio precioso dejar ver sufrir como esto realmente quiere poner facilidad sacarse im ido constantemente me preocupa im enorme fracaso gigante conseguir grado inútil lograr nada la vida merece la gente me preocupa depresión justo dulce novio maravilloso siempre animar comodidad querer problema más quiero a nadie problema más im novia más