 years old enoughill try keep short even though feel lot could cover post turned  long ago failed course college moment undecided whether go back college spend another year studying try find employment honest wish could neither stay home im tired everything long remember ive detested contributing member society ive always punching bag everyone else relentlessly bullied throughout schooling years left choice embrace worsening social isolation talk anyone want talk anyone years torment put through dread s play out dread resort wageslave society disgusted existence deal even bullying harassment hands manager coworkers dread continuing live knowing life gets harder enter adulthood ive always thought ill one die young recount thoughts hurting early  years age even scares myself see dying natural death oldage never have honestly thing stopping ending all know family devastated see go also fear happens next another thing keeping back idea happens die utterly terrifies me miserable myself want try hold onto life long can know long be want reason stay alive
years old enoughill try keep short even though feel lot could cover post turned long ago failed course college moment undecided whether go back college spend another year studying try find employment honest wish could neither stay home im tired everything long remember ive detested contributing member society ive always punching bag everyone else relentlessly bullied throughout schooling years left choice embrace worsening social isolation talk anyone want talk anyone years torment put through dread s play out dread resort wageslave society disgusted existence deal even bullying harassment hands manager coworkers dread continuing live knowing life gets harder enter adulthood ive always thought ill one die young recount thoughts hurting early years age even scares myself see dying natural death oldage never have honestly thing stopping ending all know family devastated see go also fear happens next another thing keeping back idea happens die utterly terrifies me miserable myself want try hold onto life long can know long be want reason stay alive
años de edad suficienteill tratar de mantenerse corto aunque siento mucho podría cubrir post convertido hace mucho tiempo fracaso curso universidad momento indeciso si volver a la universidad pasar otro año de estudio tratar encontrar empleo deseo honesto no podía permanecer en casa estoy cansado todo lo largo recordar ive detestado miembro contribuyente sociedad ive siempre golpear bolsa todos los demás implacablemente intimidado a lo largo de la escuela años izquierda elección abrazar empeoramiento aislamiento social hablar cualquiera quiere hablar cualquiera años tormento poner a través de terror s jugar fuera terror resort salariolave sociedad asco existencia trato incluso acoso acoso manos gerente coworkers miedo seguir viviendo saber que la vida se vuelve más difícil entrar a la edad adulta ive siempre pensé que uno muere joven contar pensamientos daño edad temprana incluso miedos a mí mismo ver morir muerte natural vejez nunca tienen honestamente cosa dejar de terminar todo saber familia devastada ver ir también miedo sucede siguiente otra cosa que mantiene atrás idea pasa me aterroriza miserable yo mismo quiero tratar de aferrarse a la vida por mucho tiempo puede saber que quiero razón permanecer vivo