never ending guilt cycleim end crisis situation got drunk made get really sad wanted kill them begging me telling losing mind tried let get got bed used crisis line stay level headed removed firearms house suicidal pastso bit difficult going this redflag attempts kinda reason this feel guilty stuck thinking caused redflag attempts theyre stuck one moment time unable let go tried therapy several family sessions talking happened place right cant get kinda help got wed kinda lose everything went away serious form treatment sadness honestly happens every time drink which like month try best keep going overboard always fail get left positions like im currently in theyre partially right actions trigger mental break brought childhood trauma anxiety depression surface dealt treatment moved on feels guilty past cant let go of ive forgiven moved on every time break drinking feel guilty making go suicidal causing pain suggest getting help talking people cant talk it theyre stuck wanting help holding onto pain pushed cant anymore point everyone safe now idea whatll happen light day
never ending guilt cycleim end crisis situation got drunk made get really sad wanted kill them begging me telling losing mind tried let get got bed used crisis line stay level headed removed firearms house suicidal pastso bit difficult going this redflag attempts kinda reason this feel guilty stuck thinking caused redflag attempts theyre stuck one moment time unable let go tried therapy several family sessions talking happened place right cant get kinda help got wed kinda lose everything went away serious form treatment sadness honestly happens every time drink which like month try best keep going overboard always fail get left positions like im currently in theyre partially right actions trigger mental break brought childhood trauma anxiety depression surface dealt treatment moved on feels guilty past cant let go of ive forgiven moved on every time break drinking feel guilty making go suicidal causing painsuggest getting help talking people cant talk it theyre stuck wanting help holding onto pain pushed cant anymore point everyone safe now idea whatll happen light day
nunca terminar culpa cicloim final crisis situación se emborrachó hecho conseguir muy triste quería matarlos mendigando perder la mente tratar de conseguir cama uso línea permanecer nivel cabeza retirada armas de fuego suicida pasado tan poco difícil ir este intento de bandera roja tipo de razón este sentimiento culpable atasco pensamiento causado Redflag intentos están atascados un momento tiempo incapaz dejar ir terapia varias sesiones familiares hablar sucedió lugar derecho no puede conseguir un poco de ayuda consiguió wed un poco perder todo se fue tratamiento grave tristeza sucede honestamente cada vez que la bebida que como mes tratar mejor seguir por la borda siempre falla conseguir posiciones izquierdas como im actualmente en ellos son parcialmente derecho acciones desencadenar ruptura mental trajo trauma infantil ansiedad depresión superficie tratamiento tratado se movió en se siente culpable pasado no puede dejar ir ive perdonado se movió en cada vez ruptura beber se siente culpable hacer suicida causar dolor más difícil conseguir ayuda hablar la gente no pueden hablar se atascan que quieren ayuda mantener el dolor empujado no puede más punto todo el mundo seguro ahora idea qué va a pasar claro día