wanting dead evolved accepting ill never happyive m attempted redflag twice last time within last year think main reasons last attempt feeling like wronged someone deeply cared about feeling like terrible person feeling ill never happy months passed ive kind accepted nothing going change me try better person treat friends better try find partner shares educational personal sexual interests dont believe ever going change dont want kill anymore dont think life works great someone like me every passing day think personal struggles eat more dont passions anymore think maybe   real friends sometimes feel like everyone puts me anxiety situations used okay in anxiety pretty much everything actually kinda want press pause reset life impossible someone with vent to make happy would go long way much freak seem be think im going alone forever messed thing top think im lot happiest things others making happy etc even really find someone wants let them makes feel like im good enough even friendships let alone romantic relationships
wanting dead evolved accepting ill never happyive m attempted redflag twice last time within last year think main reasons last attempt feeling like wronged someone deeply cared about feeling like terrible person feeling ill never happy months passed ive kind accepted nothing going change me try better person treat friends better try find partner shares educational personal sexual interests dont believe ever going change dont want kill anymore dont think life works great someone like me every passing day think personal struggles eat more dont passions anymore think maybe real friends sometimes feel like everyone puts me anxiety situations used okay in anxiety pretty much everything actually kinda want press pause reset life impossible someone with vent to make happy would go long way much freak seem be think im going alone forever messed thing top think im lot happiest things others making happy etc even really find someone wants let them makes feel like im good enough even friendships let alone romantic relationships
querer muerto evolucionado aceptar enfermo nunca feliz m intento de bandera roja dos veces la última vez dentro del año pasado pensar razones principales último intento sentirse como agraviado alguien profundamente preocupado por sentirse terrible persona sintiéndose enfermo nunca feliz meses pasados clase de vida aceptó nada va cambiarme intentar mejor persona tratar amigos mejor tratar encontrar pareja comparte intereses sexuales educativos personales no creo nunca va cambiar no quiero matar más no creo que la vida funciona bien alguien como yo cada día que pasa pensar luchas personales comer más dont pasiones más creo que tal vez amigos reales a veces se sienten como si todo el mundo me pone situaciones de ansiedad utilizados bien en la ansiedad casi todo en realidad quiere prensa pausa restablecer la vida imposible alguien con ventilación para hacer feliz iría largo camino loco parece ser pensar im ir solo arriba piensa im cosas más felices otros haciendo feliz etc incluso realmente encontrar alguien quiere que se sientan como im buenas incluso amistades y mucho menos relaciones románticas