im scared keep living scared take lifei dont know im doing made alt account post this practically friends im antisocial trouble talking people moved year ago i adult added specifics age grade got bullied year got pulled second year homeschooled last im getting end everything one close friend cousin care about close friend attempted redflag month two ago cousin says family makes want kill themself im terrified loosing two people actually trust probably reason im alive point im ashamed didnt offer enough support point friend tried taking life infinitely thankful didnt work still scared again cousin attempts it im scared much shit getting c class standards high myself scared parents finding think theyre toxic abusive scared go back school possibility dealing bullying again end day im antisocial overwhelmed loser whos waiting till crack mean friends point im making reddit post want kms feel completely defenseless way like outlet way knowing whats happening next every time im little happy something bad happens extent feel like dont deserve happiness im staying avoid tomorrow im scared whats coming next like breath fresh air years
im scared keep living scared take lifei dont know im doing made alt account post this practically friends im antisocial trouble talking people moved year ago i adult added specifics age grade got bullied year got pulled second year homeschooled last im getting end everything one close friend cousin care about close friend attempted redflag month two ago cousin says family makes want kill themself im terrified loosing two people actually trust probably reason im alive point im ashamed didnt offer enough support point friend tried taking life infinitely thankful didnt work still scared again cousin attempts it im scared much shit getting c class standards high myself scared parents finding think theyre toxic abusive scared go back school possibility dealing bullying again end day im antisocial overwhelmed loser whos waiting till crack mean friends point im making reddit post want kms feel completely defenseless way like outlet way knowing whats happening next every time im little happy something bad happens extent feel like dont deserve happiness im staying avoid tomorrowim scared whats coming next like breath fresh air years
Im miedo seguir viviendo asustado tomar la vida no sé cómo hacer alt account post this prácticamente amigos im problemas antisociales parlantes gente movida año hace i adulto agregó específicos edad grado fue intimidado año se sacó segundo año escuela en casa último im terminar todo un amigo cercano primo cuidado acerca de amigo cercano intento flag rojo mes dos hace primo dice familia hace querer matarse a sí mismo im aterrorizado perder dos personas en realidad confiar probablemente razón im vivo punto im avergonzado no ofrecer suficiente punto de apoyo amigo intentó tomar la vida infinitamente agradecido no trabajo todavía asustado nuevo primo intenta im miedo mucha mierda conseguir c clase normas alto yo mismo miedo padres que creen que son tóxicos abusivo miedo volver a la escuela posibilidad de tratar bullying de nuevo final día im antisocial derrotado perdedor que espera hasta crack amigos medios punto im hacer reddit post quiere kms sin defensa manera de saber lo que está pasando siguiente im poco feliz algo malo sucede medida se sienten como no merecer la felicidad im estancia evitar mañanaim miedo lo que viene como respirar aire fresco años