viewso got married  expected woman rest life  yrs decided finally lose weight started  lbs ugly husband  abuse infidelity boredom lost everything  house family job  years got life pulled back together point im late s meet another woman get married buy house etc little backstory  pretty much life ive health problems first heart attack  weighed  non smoker social drinker family history active sports etc way deserved it think depression started then know afraid every day past  years record three heart attacks several cardiac incidents stroke take pills diabetes depression heart issues may lung issues involved left job october  step ahead fired missing much time im good place physically emotionally so thanksgiving weekend left house angry depressed unhappy etc ended buying pistol sunday loving understanding wife police take hospital filed temporary restraining order became permanent  police house christmas eve family party court restraining order lawyer mentioned filed divorce im  job finances wreck bad health marriage over social life leaching daughters family cant see way pretend theres reason going on
viewso got married expected woman rest life yrs decided finally lose weight started lbs ugly husband abuse infidelity boredom lost everything house family job years got life pulled back together point im lates meet another woman get married buy house etc little backstory pretty much life ive health problems first heart attack weighed non smoker social drinker family history active sports etc way deserved it think depression started then know afraid every day past years record three heart attacks several cardiac incidents stroke take pills diabetes depression heart issues may lung issues involved left job october step ahead fired missing much time im good place physically emotionally so thanksgiving weekend left house angry depressed unhappy etc ended buying pistol sunday loving understanding wife police take hospital filed temporary restraining order became permanent police house christmas eve family party court restraining order lawyer mentioned filed divorce im job finances wreck bad health marriage over social life leaching daughters family cant see way pretend theres reason going on
visioneso se casó mujer espera descanso vida yrs decidió finalmente perder peso comenzó lbs feo marido abuso infidelidad aburrimiento perdió todo casa trabajo familiar años consiguió vida se reunieron punto im tardes conocer otra mujer casa comprar casa etc poco historia bastante vida problemas de salud vida primero ataque cardíaco pesado no fumador social bebedor familia historia activa deportes etc manera merecida pensar depresión comenzó entonces conocer miedo todos los días años pasados registro tres ataques cardíacos varios accidentes cerebrovascular tomar píldoras diabetes depresión problemas de corazón puede problemas de pulmón involucrado izquierda trabajo octubre paso adelante despedido falta mucho tiempo im buen lugar físicamente tan acción de gracias fin de semana izquierda casa enojado deprimido infeliz etc terminó de comprar pistola domingo amor comprensión esposa toma hospital archivo orden de restricción temporal se convirtió en casa de policía permanente navidad fiesta familia corte orden abogado mencionó presentó divorcio im trabajo finanzas naufragio mala salud matrimonio sobre vida social leaching hijas familia no puede ver manera pretender que hay razón para seguir adelante