tonight samehi thank reading this going die tonight want to oh want to need get thought someone thank taking piece life read mine im  tried kill  tried since haha  years clean shit sucks keep telling things get better know every day lie past  years living take care grandfather mother job full time job taking care them spare time home repairs houses im pretty good basically done everything flooring whole bathroom remodels also built house bare hands  sq ft dream home mother suicidal grandfather die every morning wake go check idea makes smile see him father got arrested child pornography couple months ago im thing mother now im dumb two college degrees feel like failure try sit think whats next everything want life im terrified losing everything im sad im wanting more im perfectly content scares me ive looking girlfriend  years found one yet never go even though think im ugly cant find anyone using tinder ive tried dating apps nothing money name money goes mother grandfather odd jobs people like fixing home plumbing remodels guess call job make much require send tax return thing think im missing someone give love to ive ever wanted girl liked  years think tonight night finally lay rest long story whole love life long story last crush knew long got raped wanted stop talking me year ago someone im actually happy her life get better sorry poorly written post much say care write everyone special special 
tonight samehi thank reading this going die tonight want to oh want to need get thought someone thank taking piece life read mine im tried kill tried since haha years clean shit sucks keep telling things get better know every day lie past years living take care grandfather mother job full time job taking care them spare time home repairs houses im pretty good basically done everything flooring whole bathroom remodels also built house bare hands sq ft dream home mother suicidal grandfather die every morning wake go check idea makes smile see him father got arrested child pornography couple months ago im thing mother now im dumb two college degrees feel like failure try sit think whats next everything want life im terrified losing everything im sad im wanting more im perfectly content scares me ive looking girlfriend years found one yet never go even though think im ugly cant find anyone using tinder ive tried dating apps nothing money name money goes mother grandfather odd jobs people like fixing home plumbing remodels guess call job make much require send tax return thing think im missing someone give love to ive ever wanted girl liked years think tonight night finally lay rest long story whole love life long story last crush knew long got raped wanted stop talking me year ago someone im actually happy her life get better sorry poorly written post muchsay care write everyone special special
esta noche samehi gracias leer esto va a morir esta noche quiero oh quiero tener que pensar alguien gracias tomar la vida pieza leer la mía