know need someone talki think need talk someone last   months anything productive home went outside rare possible live alone really close get bachelors degree shortly registered topic thesis started realize frightened many trivial things since tried avoid people stopped replying messages started college always thought writing thesis seminars hardest part even testseminar never problems exams mostly one best  seminars practical parts where supervisor watching me always really hard managed finish thanks teammates always shy rather introverted type never thought something norm needs treated moment im really afraid social interactions matter real life internet never talked anyone think one knows shut room last  months though often redflag actually wanted  times never could mostly family wish could simply disappear waking morning die accident im pretty sure non ever happen today wanted drive home tell parents it  hour train i need  hours go back home ride returned back apartment know tell arrive also thought calling parents via phone feel could explain phone another idea go old friend he lives doors away asking help cant think way could help me moment really know whats wrong escape current situation hope give advices
know need someone talki think need talk someone last months anything productive home went outside rare possible live alone really close get bachelors degree shortly registered topic thesis started realize frightened many trivial things since tried avoid people stopped replying messages started college always thought writing thesis seminars hardest part even testseminar never problems exams mostly one best seminars practical parts where supervisor watching me always really hard managed finish thanks teammates always shy rather introverted type never thought something norm needs treated moment im really afraid social interactions matter real life internet never talked anyone think one knows shut room last months though often redflag actually wanted times never could mostly family wish could simply disappear waking morning die accidentim pretty sure non ever happen today wanted drive home tell parents it hour train i need hours go back home ride returned back apartment know tell arrive also thought calling parents via phone feel could explain phone another idea go old friend he lives doors away asking help cant think way could help me moment really know whats wrong escape current situation hope give advices
know need someone talki think need talk someone los últimos meses cualquier casa productiva se fue fuera raro posible vivir solo muy cerca obtener licenciatura título pronto registrado tema tesis comenzó darse cuenta asustado muchas cosas triviales desde probado evitar personas dejaron de responder mensajes comenzó universidad siempre pensó escribir seminarios de tesis parte más difícil incluso testseminar nunca problemas exámenes mayoritaria un mejor seminario partes prácticas donde supervisor me mira siempre muy duro final controlado gracias compañeros de equipo siempre tímidos tipo introvertido nunca pensó algo norma necesidades tratado momento im realmente miedo interacciones sociales importa real vida internet nunca habló nadie piensa que uno sabe cuarto cerrado los últimos meses aunque a menudo Redflag realmente quería tiempos nunca podría mayormente deseo de la familia podría simplemente desaparecer despierto mañana morir accidente bastante seguro no siempre sucede hoy quería conducir a casa decirle a los padres