dont even know nowive sexually abused ages  multiple family members  assaulted first boyfriend  drugged raped camera emotionally physically abused neglected childhood im  self esteem literally non existent cant keep friendships person husband married older guy cheated lot long time high school girls promised stopped dont even know father passing away wont see me father abused wouldnt speak forcefully removed care one friend see rarely feel im ugliest person alive lost  pounds year starving purging feel still enough things love husband pets people dont believe husband would miss me told spouse dies supposed move on think would okay animals would though would forget feed give shelter cant happen think alive them love them babies ive crying night tonight wanted disappear trying hard hold on
dont even know nowive sexually abused ages multiple family members assaulted first boyfriend drugged raped camera emotionally physically abused neglected childhood im self esteem literally non existent cant keep friendships person husband married older guy cheated lot long time high school girls promised stopped dont even know father passing away wont see me father abused wouldnt speak forcefully removed care one friend see rarely feel im ugliest person alive lost pounds year starving purging feel still enough things love husband pets people dont believe husband would miss me told spouse dies supposed move on think would okay animals would though would forget feed give shelter cant happen think alive them love them babies ive crying night tonight wanted disappear trying hard hold on
ni siquiera saben ahora las edades abusadas sexualmente múltiples miembros de la familia agredido primer novio drogado violado cámara emocionalmente abusado físicamente descuidado infancia im autoestima literalmente inexistente no existe mantener amistades persona marido casado viejo chico engañado mucho tiempo niñas de secundaria prometidas dejó de saber ni siquiera padre fallecer no me vería padre abusado no hablar a la fuerza removido cuidado un amigo ver rara vez se siente im persona más fea vivo perdido libras año hambre purgarse sentir todavía bastantes cosas amor marido mascotas gente no cree marido me extrañaría dijo cónyuge se supone que se mueve pensaría animales bien sin embargo se olvidaría de alimento dar refugio no puede suceder pensar vivos les quieren bebés vivo llorando noche quería desaparecer tratando de aferrarse duramente