exactly sure ask that better subreddit it let know go there storyi began depression aroud  specific reason recall  try strangulate death sleep  tried asphyxiate car nobody noticed it  shot mouth  long rifle harder hide family friend finally knew it incredibly lucky since paralysed disfigured little sequels understand biology huge amount luck cannot seem explain though since depressed anymore  years downs depending life situation course dark thoughts everyday nothing could make disappear so anybody theory depressed anymore  curiosity nothing change find answer manage  years thanks clear know incredibly lucky mentally physically course would never ever suggest suicide attempt end depression depressed tried kill myself depressed anymore 
exactly sure ask that better subreddit it let know go there storyi began depression aroud specific reason recall try strangulate death sleep tried asphyxiate car nobody noticed it shot mouth long rifle harder hide family friend finally knew it incredibly lucky since paralysed disfigured little sequels understand biology huge amount luck cannot seem explain though since depressed anymore years downs depending life situation course dark thoughts everyday nothing could make disappear so anybody theory depressed anymore curiosity nothing change find answer manage years thanks clear know incredibly lucky mentally physically course would never ever suggest suicide attempt end depression depressed tried kill myself depressed anymore
exactamente seguro preguntar que mejor subreddit dejar saber ir allí storyi comenzó depresión aroud razón específica recordar intentar estrangular la muerte sueño intentado asfixiado coche nadie se dio cuenta de que disparó boca largo rifle más difícil ocultar amigo de la familia finalmente lo sabía increíblemente afortunado ya que paralizado desfigurado secuelas poco entender biología gran cantidad de suerte no puede parecer explicar aunque desde deprimido más años bajos dependiendo de la situación de la vida curso pensamientos oscuros nada podría hacer desaparecer así que nadie deprimido teoría más curiosidad nada cambio encontrar respuesta gestión años gracias claro saber increíblemente afortunado mentalmente curso nunca sugerir suicidio fin depresión deprimida trató de matarme deprimido ya