feel hopeless accept life like thisthrow away account i apsergers syndrome ocd backstorycontext  live dysfunctional house hold subjected mental emotional verbal abuse mother sits living room tells im bad person abuses people cares himself try leave room screams me past would physically abusive slapping spanking accessions beat ground lead issues younger would lash anyone likely due anger built abuse made become friendless one wants friends me cant go anyone think abusive person go police flipped script framed abuser result go police charged warned would happen visit house again cant tell therapist would talk police duty so situation like this also cant move enough money get assisted housing behalf government resulted losing hope im world shit created it
feel hopeless accept life like thisthrow away accounti apsergers syndrome ocd backstorycontext live dysfunctional house hold subjected mental emotional verbal abuse mother sits living room tells im bad person abuses people cares himself try leave room screams me past would physically abusive slapping spanking accessions beat ground lead issues younger would lash anyone likely due anger built abuse made become friendless one wants friends me cant go anyone think abusive person go police flipped script framed abuser result go police charged warned would happen visit house again cant tell therapist would talk police duty so situation like this also cant move enough money get assisted housing behalf government resulted losing hope im world shit created it
Se siente sin esperanza aceptar la vida como esto tirar lejos accounti apsergers síndrome ocd backstorycontext vida disfuncional casa mantener sometido abuso verbal mental emocional madre se sienta sala de estar cuenta im mala persona abusos personas se preocupa por sí mismo tratar de salir de habitación gritos pasado me haría físicamente maltratar palmadas nalgadas accesiones beat suelo plomo temas más jóvenes golpearía a cualquiera probablemente debido a ira construido abuso hecho sin amigos uno quiere amigos yo no puede ir nadie pensar persona abusiva ir policía chasquido guión enmarcado abusador resultado ir policía advertido pasaría visitar casa de nuevo no se puede decir terapeuta hablar de servicio policial así que situación como esto también no se puede mover suficiente dinero conseguir ayuda vivienda en nombre del gobierno resultado perder esperanza im mundo mierda creado