note good enough need opinion sympathy attempts stop mei know never enough anyone though really try seemed like matter continually fucked up could never make anyone proud love me always disappointment everyone met terrible father tried know how wanted different felt like child swore would never kids end perpetuated feelings inadequacy pain felt xxxxxxxxxxx amazing special person ever wasted every second it knowing hell always hate hurts know luckily turned amazing influence own hope carry torch speak much offer world xxxxxxxx came life another truly unique incredible person felt like second chance possibly child hate look resentment sadly disappointment squandered chance again like xxxxxxxxx was young realize poor parent person am grew understand one day too like act like mistakes led this really end day im failure person empty shell someone be ill never anyone ill never really loved anyone kind tolerated hate myself know one meet could possibly love me im black hole nothingness lead nowhere good best thing anyone world cease exist cause nothing pain suffering wake least im gone pain eventually fade everyone around like deserve ill forgotten entirely im sorry you really tried wanted good person know how failed every attempt change maybe old adage true cant teach old dog new tricks however could simply ever learn tricks failure child failure adult ever wanted better better enough worth anything speck insignificance creator would put someone path boggles mind though maybe piece garbage could graduated past piece garbage ill never anything hurt disappoint you best thing life forget me im sure easier possibly imagine im sorry more im sorry failed over really wanted make proud me im worthless disappear quickly came feel bad cant save worth saving worth time energy always lost cause better burn fade away ill never lit first place hope carry forward feel fulfilled happy loved thats wanted always want world better place without someone flawed me wish could am love xxxxxxxx
note good enough need opinion sympathy attempts stop mei know never enough anyone though really try seemed like matter continually fucked up could never make anyone proud love me always disappointment everyone met terrible father tried know how wanted different felt like child swore would never kids end perpetuated feelings inadequacy pain felt xxxxxxxxxxx amazing special person ever wasted every second it knowing hell always hate hurts know luckily turned amazing influence own hope carry torch speak much offer world xxxxxxxx came life another truly unique incredible person felt like second chance possibly child hate look resentment sadly disappointment squandered chance again like xxxxxxxxx was young realize poor parent person am grew understand one day too like act like mistakes led this really endday im failure person empty shell someone be ill never anyone ill never really loved anyone kind tolerated hate myself know one meet could possibly love me im black hole nothingness lead nowhere good best thing anyone world cease exist cause nothing pain suffering wake least im gone pain eventually fade everyone around like deserve ill forgotten entirely imsorry you really tried wanted good person know how failed every attempt change maybe old adage true cant teach old dog new tricks however could simply ever learn tricks failure child failure adult ever wanted better better enough worth anything speck insignificance creator would put someone path boggles mind though maybe piece garbage could graduated past piece garbage ill never anything hurt disappoint you best thing life forget me im sure easier possibly imagine im sorry more im sorry failed over really wanted make proud meim worthless disappear quickly came feel bad cant save worth saving worth time energy always lost cause better burn fade away ill never lit first place hope carry forward feel fulfilled happy loved thats wanted always want world better place without someone flawed me wish could am love xxxxxxxx
nota lo suficientemente buena necesidad opinión intentos de simpatía parar mei saber nunca bastante nadie aunque realmente tratar parecía materia continuamente jodido nunca podría hacer que nadie orgulloso me ama siempre decepción todo el mundo se reunió terrible padre tratado de saber cómo se quería diferente se sentía como niño juró nunca terminar sentimientos perpetuado insuficiencia dolor se sintió xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx increíble persona especial nunca desperdiciado cada segundo saber el infierno siempre daño saber afortunadamente convertido influencia increíble propia esperanza llevar antorcha hablar mucho oferta mundo xxxxxxxxxxxx llegó a la vida otra persona increíble verdaderamente único se sintió como segunda oportunidad posiblemente niño odio mirada resentimiento triste decepción desperdiciado oportunidad otra vez como xxxxxxxxxxxxx era joven darse cuenta pobre padre persona soy creció entender un día también como acto como errores llevó a este realmente fin de día im fracaso persona cáscara vacía alguien estar enfermo nunca nadie enfermo realmente amado alguien tipo tolerado odio yo sé que uno podría conocerme im agujero negro nada lleva a ninguna parte bueno mejor cosa que nadie mundo deja de existir causa nada dolor sufrimiento menos desaparecido dolor finalmente se desvanecen todos como merecerse enfermo olvidado completamente