honestly dont know anymoreim  feel like life already over want fall asleep forever gpa went average completely nonexistent constantly push everyone away struggle taking care myself im exhausted try tell parent gets upset says phone ive wanted kill years now cant get therapy parent doesnt believe frankly dont blame him point life much medication doctor ended hospital getting abusive household dont know function think trying kill myself end forcing emotions much im end people try stay away im fake dont want anymore dont want alive want kill badly ive tried get help past one actually cared
honestly dont know anymoreim feel like life already over want fall asleep forever gpa went average completely nonexistent constantly push everyone away struggle taking care myself im exhausted try tell parent gets upset says phone ive wanted kill years now cant get therapy parent doesnt believe frankly dont blame him point life much medication doctor ended hospital getting abusive household dont know function think trying kill myself end forcing emotions much im end people try stay away im fake dont want anymore dont want alive want kill badly ive tried get help past one actually cared
Honestamente no sé más siento como la vida ya más de querer quedarse dormido para siempre gpa fue promedio completamente inexistente constantemente empujar a todos lucha por tener cuidado yo mismo exhausto tratar de decirle a los padres se molesta dice teléfono ive quería matar años ahora no puedo conseguir terapia padre no creo francamente no lo culpo punto de vida mucho médico terminó hospital conseguir abusivo hogar no sé función pensar tratando de matarme terminar forzando emociones mucho final la gente intenta mantenerse alejado im falso no quiero más quiero vivo quiero matar mal he intentado conseguir ayuda más allá de uno realmente cuidado