supposed go todayi everything planned out pills plan comfortable going today here reason done particularly difficult appointment camhs monday admit something planned im bad liar im angry saying something easiest way out essentially rd attempt past month ive admitted hospital twice discharged couple days later come back shitty cycle desperate rest want sleep waking painful knowing get continue live shitty hell life nauseates me ive trying tell therapist im getting worse continue stop telling people actually it get told focus moment im frustrated im falling behind subjects horrible health issues ive last  months aspirations future really want go rest now ive pills taken mean im considering methods maybe soon ill get guts it properly
supposed go todayi everything planned out pills plan comfortable going today here reason done particularly difficult appointment camhs monday admit something planned im bad liarim angry saying something easiest way out essentially rd attempt past month ive admitted hospital twice discharged couple days later come back shitty cycle desperate rest want sleep waking painful knowing get continue live shitty hell life nauseates me ive trying tell therapist im getting worse continue stop telling people actually it get told focus moment im frustrated im falling behind subjects horrible health issues ive last months aspirations future really want go rest now ive pills taken mean im considering methods maybe soon ill get guts it properly
Se supone que ir hoy todo planeado fuera píldoras plan cómodo va hoy aquí razón hecho particularmente difícil cita camhs lunes admitir algo planeado im mal mentiroso enojado diciendo algo más fácil manera de salir esencialmente rd intento el mes pasado hospital internado dos veces dado de alta dos días más tarde volver vuelta ciclo de mierda desesperada descanso quieren dormir despertar dolorosa saber seguir viviendo mierda infierno vida nauseas me ive tratando de decirle a terapeuta im cada vez peor seguir diciendo a la gente en realidad se le dijo momento de concentración im frustrado im cayendo detrás de temas horribles problemas de salud ive los últimos meses aspiraciones futuro realmente quiero ir a descansar ahora píldoras en vivo tomado im considerando métodos tal vez mal obtener tripas correctamente