pathetic worthless socially retarded ugly lying crazy faggot loser lacks common knowledge survival skills would better splattered pavement amaall dreams life useless fake personality fake cant earn anything own previous life lie cant tell whats real whats real im destined die alone im feeling right like want take hands thing thats keeping alive picturing look familys faces found out theyd probably see failure knew was scary thing type this im angry feel irrational give backstory recently found gay man im  years old dated women still never knew gay past year so went psychiatrist even physically psychologically depressed put antidepressants made think clearer things got head ass rationally still hate world myself would rather die succumb shittiness human nature know am get feeling want to i pressure people loved me repressed deeply immensely emotional maturity intellegence th grader nobody truly accepts am way ive able gain acceptance drugs drinking people came out would open window connection people sexually well want boyfriend could connect someone emotionally im attracted straight guys anywhere turn feel dead end want musician im much submissive pussy bitch confidence work ethic im painfully lonely oh well enough me fuck this fuck life fuck people meaningless want take bunch acid sleeping pills peacefully beautifully fade nothingness came from probably sound like emodepressed th grader thats heart
pathetic worthless socially retarded ugly lying crazy faggot loser lacks common knowledge survival skills would better splattered pavement amaall dreams life useless fake personality fake cant earn anything own previous life lie cant tell whats real whats real im destined die alone im feeling right like want take hands thing thats keeping alive picturing look familys faces found out theyd probably see failure knew was scary thing type this im angry feel irrational give backstory recently found gay manim years old dated women still never knew gay past yearso went psychiatrist even physically psychologically depressed put antidepressants made think clearer things got head ass rationally still hate world myself would rather die succumb shittiness human nature know am get feeling want to i pressure people loved me repressed deeply immensely emotional maturity intellegence th grader nobody truly accepts am way ive able gain acceptance drugs drinking people came out would open window connection people sexually well want boyfriend could connect someone emotionally im attracted straight guys anywhere turn feel dead end want musician im much submissive pussy bitch confidence work ethic im painfully lonelyoh well enough me fuck this fuck life fuck people meaningless want take bunch acid sleeping pills peacefully beautifully fade nothingness came from probably sound like emodepressed th grader thats heart
patéticamente inútil falsa personalidad falsa no puede ganar nada propia mentira de la vida anterior no puede decir lo que es real im destinado morir solo yo sentir derecho como querer tomar las manos cosa que mantener viva imagen rostros familias descubrió que probablemente ver el fracaso sabía era cosa aterrador tipo este im enojado sentir irracional dar historia reciente encontrado gay manim años de edad fechas todavía nunca se conocía gay años pasados fue psiquiatra incluso físicamente deprimido poner antidepresivos hizo pensar más claras las cosas se puso cabeza culo racional todavía odio mundo yo mismo preferiría morir sucumbe mierda naturaleza humana saber soy conseguir sentir deseo de i presión la gente me amaba reprimió profundamente inmensamente emocional madurez inteligente nadie realmente acepta am manera ive capaz ganar aceptación drogas la gente salió por la ventana la gente sexualmente bien quiere novio podría conectar alguien emocionalmente atraído derecho chicos en cualquier lugar girar