going end little boymy boy weeks old going surgery needs general anesthesia dont know survive it know fighter not does god hope does need years therapy training support may never childhood have hes perfect little angel reason needs going this would suffer torture eternity normal life deserves decided going end coward cannot handle this anything family need money cover future expenses taken large life insurance policy couple weeks ago upon learning sons diagnosis reason surgery doesnt go well prepared bag need end life wont spend anymore time alive something go wrong go well kiss mother one last time kill car accident involving car dont know killed intentionally deal thought love wife love boy cant live knowing hardship follow moral support ton around us need money give them life never fully appreciated held son arms since first moment saw wanted nothing world healthy happy taken us family thing help end pain pain death fade time son wont remember face pictures us exist never work day life neither mom ever again focused health happiness
going end little boymy boy weeks old going surgery needs general anesthesia dont know survive it know fighter not does god hope does need years therapy training support may never childhood have hes perfect little angel reason needs going this would suffer torture eternity normal life deserves decided going end coward cannot handle this anything family need money cover future expenses taken large life insurance policy couple weeks ago upon learning sons diagnosis reason surgery doesnt go well prepared bag need end life wont spend anymore time alive something go wrong go well kiss mother one last time kill car accident involving car dont know killed intentionally deal thought love wife love boy cant live knowing hardship follow moral support ton around us need money give them life never fully appreciated held son arms since first moment saw wanted nothing world healthy happy taken us family thing help end pain pain death fade time son wont remember face pictures us exist never work day life neither mom ever again focused health happiness
va a terminar niño pequeño mi niño semanas va cirugía necesita anestesia general no sé sobrevivir lo sabe luchador no dios esperanza hace necesidad años terapia apoyo entrenamiento nunca infancia ha hes perfecto poco ángel razón necesidades va a ir esto sufrir tortura eternidad vida normal merece decidido ir final cobarde no puede manejar esto nada familia necesidad de dinero cubrir gastos futuros tomados gran vida póliza de seguros hace un par de semanas sobre aprender hijos diagnóstico razón cirugía no va bien preparado bolsa necesidad fin vida no pasará más tiempo vida algo va mal ir bien beso madre una última vez matar accidente de coche envolviendo coche no sé matar intencionalmente acuerdo pensamiento amor esposa amor chico no puede vivir saber dificultades seguir apoyo moral toneladas alrededor de nosotros necesidad de dinero darles vida nunca totalmente apreciado brazos hijos sostenidos desde primer momento vio nada querido mundo sano feliz nos llevó ayuda a terminar dolor dolor muerte tiempo hijo no recordar cara imágenes nos existen nunca trabajo día vida ni mamá nunca más centrada salud felicidad