one days im finally iti cannot believe im weak takes bad days im back abyss again staring it slowly swayed gentle calming voice ive limbo far long  years since started developing suicidal thoughts cant seem shake off markers suicidal thoughts smoking excessive drinking binge gaming procrastination resources world live life entrepreneur cant productive one day people miss im gone least legacy leave friends love me disappointed mistake mistake mistake keeps piling up im fucking failure life im killing life somewhat meditative writing thoughts bright spots least recognize people life love me work god knows people going right now still breathing many more dark spots life consuming hate it
one days im finally iti cannot believe im weak takes bad daysim back abyss again staring it slowly swayed gentle calming voice ive limbo far long years since started developing suicidal thoughts cant seem shake off markers suicidal thoughts smoking excessive drinking binge gaming procrastination resources world live life entrepreneur cant productive one day people miss im gone least legacy leave friends love me disappointed mistake mistake mistake keeps piling up im fucking failure life im killing life somewhat meditative writing thoughts bright spots least recognize people life love me work god knows people going right now still breathing many more dark spots life consuming hateit
un día finalmente iti no puede creer que im débil toma malos díasim volver abismo otra vez mirando lentamente se balanceó suave voz calmante ive limbo largos años desde que comenzó a desarrollar pensamientos suicidas no puede parecer sacudir marcadores pensamientos suicidas fumar exceso de bebida abucheo juego procrastinación recursos mundo vida empresario no puede productivo un día la gente falta mi menos legado dejar amigos amor error error decepcionado error sigue acumulando im fracaso vida im matar vida algo meditativo pensamientos pensamiento brillantes menos reconocer personas vida amor trabajo Dios sabe que la gente va ahora todavía respirando muchos más lugares oscuros vida consumir odio