ruined lifein january sexually assaulted boyfriends roommate boyfriend dating almost four years time loved anything spiraled happened broke him tried find solace someone else pushed everyone cared away created fake version thought would keep emotions bay now september everything comes rushing in want back ruined everything every relationship have one blame alone this im tired feeling like this three years since diagnosed bipolar disorder ive never felt like ive gotten control life moods decisions cant mad people wanting around feels lonely now one left turn talk to two weeks ago made attempt got scared got help next day felt weak dont know get dark place
ruined lifein january sexually assaulted boyfriends roommate boyfriend dating almost four years time loved anything spiraled happened broke him tried find solace someone else pushed everyone cared away created fake version thought would keep emotions bay now september everything comes rushing in want back ruined everything every relationship have one blame alone this im tired feeling like this three years since diagnosed bipolar disorder ive never felt like ive gotten control life moods decisions cant mad people wanting around feels lonely now one left turn talk to two weeks ago made attempt got scared got help next day felt weak dont know get dark place
vida arruinada en enero sexualmente agredido novios compañero novio citas casi cuatro años tiempo amado algo espiralado sucedió rompió trató de encontrar consuelo alguien más empujó a todo el mundo creado versión falsa pensamiento mantendría las emociones bahía ahora septiembre todo viene corriendo en querer volver arruinó todo cada relación tiene una culpa sola esta sensación cansada como este tres años desde diagnóstico trastorno bipolar ive nunca se sintió como ive conseguido control estados de ánimo decisiones no loco gente que quiere estar solo ahora una izquierda turno hablar a dos semanas hace intento hecho tener miedo consiguió ayuda al día siguiente se sintió débil no sé conseguir lugar oscuro