suffer deserve itim lonely always lonely treat people mechanisms cope loneliness is course turns away me also often want talk people all intentionally pushing away so deserve lonely see people disgusted people like me deserve too relationships friendships political ideologies achieving better world really want this no dont want someone something magically help me magic exist noone solve material mental health issues expect myself want it want make personal effort fix myself im pathetic cant even kill end suffering so deserve suffer nothing change noone help failed life completely try excuse myself laughable i lot symptoms adhd  explains everything  yeah what im officially diagnosed even officially diagnosed change anything label put myself still nobody would care fact reason work brain problems change fact cant work fact im rude people mental disorder change fact im rude even mom hardly handles it people hate  brain mean you  yeah genius thats case still lonely people show traits similar mine are hated know fact im rejection sensitive mean people reject me sounds like im trying find excuse fact want change life or least end it im suffering deserve suffer im adult child wants mommy fix everything him even real mothers this donkey worthless know it want fix this maybe actually enjoying it thats means definitely deserving this
suffer deserve itim lonely always lonely treat people mechanisms cope loneliness is course turns away me also often want talk people all intentionally pushing away so deserve lonely see people disgusted people like me deserve too relationships friendships political ideologies achieving better world really want thisno dont want someone something magically help me magic exist noone solve material mental health issues expect myself want it want make personal effort fix myself im pathetic cant even kill end suffering so deserve suffer nothing change noone help failed life completely try excuse myself laughable i lot symptoms adhd explains everythingyeahwhat im officially diagnosed even officially diagnosed change anything label put myself still nobody would care fact reason work brain problems change fact cant work fact im rude people mental disorder change fact im rude even mom hardly handles it people hate brain meanyouyeah genius thats case still lonely people show traits similar mine are hated know factim rejection sensitive mean people reject me sounds like im trying find excuse fact want change life or least end it im suffering deserve suffer im adult child wants mommy fix everything him even real mothers this donkey worthless know it want fix this maybe actually enjoying it thats means definitely deserving this
Sufrir merece itim solitario siempre solo tratar a la gente mecanismos hacer frente a la soledad es curso me da la espalda también a menudo quiero hablar gente intencionalmente empujando lejos así que merecer gente asqueada gente como yo merece también relaciones amistades ideologías políticas alcanzar mejor mundo realmente quiero estono quiero alguien algo mágicamente me ayuda magia existir nadie resolver material problemas de salud mental esperar que quiera hacer esfuerzo personal arreglarme im patético cant incluso matar extremo sufrimiento así que merecer sufrir nada cambio nadie ayuda fallida vida completamente intentar excusas yo mismo risible i muchos síntomas adhd explica todosíqué im oficialmente diagnosticado incluso oficialmente diagnostica cambiar cualquier etiqueta poner yo mismo todavía a nadie le importa hecho razón trabajo problemas cerebrales cambio hecho no funciona hecho im gente grosera trastorno mental cambio hecho im grosera incluso mamá apenas maneja la gente odio cerebro significa yeah genio que el caso todavía solitario personas muestran rasgos similares mina son odiados saber factim rechazo sensible significa que la gente me rechaza sonidos como im tratar de encontrar excusas hecho querer cambiar vida o menos final im sufrimiento merecer sufrir