im giving upi posted earlier seperate account changed one want family members seeing it im running places turn maybe ill find right advice ive suffering depression along side mental health issues since around  sudden theyve got worse worst part believe im horrible selfish person feeling way because people around keep reminding me life isnt bad im quite young ive seeing partner almost  years great right entirely fight almost every day left flat since got together makes feel he also suffers mental health tries help try help feel trapped flat i dont call home feel like it access accounts including banks relies marijuana i hate stuff driving mad feel like relationship never progress yet cant leave fucking adore man wanted since  became mother  beautiful happy healthy little girl ray personal sunshine and honesty reason done in yet cant seem provide anything see future can parents pretty much taken parent role hate that im mum try hardest due low ive recently ive even parents suggest let dad take custody her my partner dad cried heart mum balls ask whats wrong brings parents relationship seems disintegrated point return im pretty sure reason tolerate daughter feel like hate want nothing me ive even tell die ditch come funeral little sister best only friend try talk much possible hit teenage phase friends boyfriend important though im happy good social life tearing apart friend seem care think thats also partly parents argue lot apparently solely me gets backlash clue tell people assume bad put sister much growing im grasping straws trying fix it buying gifts art games figurines movies anything could possibly want im trying buy best friendsister back im alone fucking world older sister nothing tearing apart despite different lifestyles weve led not going details made questionable downright terrible choices life position want in parents would give anything love unconditionally shes half sister dads side talent family fiance friends apparently have arent theyre partners friends basically sit around drugs not marijuana dont want around certainly want near daughter berate tell terrible every oppurtunity much slut am ugly am fat despite knowing history bulimia anorexia tendencies stop eating im feeling self conscious stupid am large forehead i got ran  result permanent swelling anything else think hurt me kicked college due needing help site support person forgot term person go major issues one  guys sexually assulted attended college reported said theyd get help call police got kicked missing much class never got help called police im lost scared alone reason im still holding little sister daughter though even constant struggle wrote redflag note  nights ago one found it started cutting completely clean long time theres wound arm partner knows lectures belittles them ive sat thought ways ive attempted before last serious attempt daughter  months old almost took away fearing id danger her ive never ever hurt personal sunshine try fail theyd take good family would abandon as theyve already told loose her id nothing go for times ive tried drown partner snatch pills hand nothing dire ever really happened dont know im expecting come this see local mental practitioner hes put meds working reached sexual abuse team replied im even trying contact organisations help self harm suicidal thoughts one replies im stuck ive tried everything nothing one things world truly support sister daughter  cats they meow see self harm im breakdown come calm down theyre best feel way yet also feel hollow numb im suffering insomnia sleep sleep hours think bodys way almost dead staying peace long possible im scared need advicea friend anything really cant take life much longer sorry long rambling post
im giving upi posted earlier seperate account changed one want family members seeing it im running places turn maybe ill find right advice ive suffering depression along side mental health issues since around sudden theyve got worse worst part believe im horrible selfish person feeling way because people around keep reminding me life isnt badim quite young ive seeing partner almost years great right entirely fight almost every day left flat since got together makes feel he also suffers mental health tries help try help feel trapped flati dont call home feel like it access accounts including banks relies marijuana i hate stuff driving mad feel like relationship never progress yet cant leave fucking adore man wanted since became mother beautiful happy healthy little girl ray personal sunshine and honesty reason done in yet cant seem provide anything see future can parents pretty much taken parent role hate that im mum try hardest due low ive recently ive even parents suggest let dad take custody her my partner dad cried heart mum balls ask whats wrong brings parents relationship seems disintegrated point return im pretty sure reason tolerate daughter feel like hate want nothing me ive even tell die ditch come funeral little sister best only friend try talk much possible hit teenage phase friends boyfriend important though im happy good social life tearing apart friend seem care think thats also partly parents argue lot apparently solely me gets backlash clue tell people assume bad put sister much growing im grasping straws trying fix it buying gifts art games figurines movies anything could possibly want im trying buy best friendsister back im alone fucking world older sister nothing tearing apart despite different lifestyles weve led not going details made questionable downright terrible choices life position want in parents would give anything love unconditionally shes half sister dads side talent family fiance friends apparently have arent theyre partners friends basically sit around drugs not marijuana dont want around certainly want near daughter berate tell terrible every oppurtunity much slut am ugly am fat despite knowing history bulimia anorexia tendencies stop eating im feeling self conscious stupid am large forehead i got ran result permanent swelling anything else think hurt me kicked college due needing help site support person forgot term person go major issues one guys sexually assulted attended college reported said theyd get help call police got kicked missing much class never got help called police im lost scared alone reason im still holding little sister daughter though even constant struggle wrote redflag note nights ago one found it started cutting completely clean long time theres wound arm partner knows lectures belittles them ive sat thought ways ive attempted before last serious attempt daughter months old almost took away fearing id dangerher ive never ever hurt personal sunshine try fail theyd take good family would abandon as theyve already told loose her id nothing go for times ive tried drown partner snatch pills hand nothing dire ever really happened dont know im expecting come this see local mental practitioner hes put meds working reached sexual abuse team replied im even trying contact organisations help self harm suicidal thoughts one repliesim stuck ive tried everything nothing one things world truly support sister daughter cats they meow see self harmim breakdown come calm down theyre best feel way yet also feel hollow numbim suffering insomnia sleep sleep hours think bodys way almost dead staying peace long possibleim scared need advicea friend anything really cant take life much longer sorry long rambling post
Im rinding upi publicó una cuenta separada anterior cambió uno quiere miembros de la familia viéndolo Im running places volver tal vez mal encontrar el consejo correcto ive sufriendo depresión junto a problemas de salud mental puesto que alrededor de repente han hecho peor peor parte creen im horrible persona egoísta se siente de la manera porque la gente a su alrededor me recuerda la vida istn bádim bastante joven ive ver pareja casi años gran derecha completamente lucha casi todos los días izquierda plana desde que se reunieron hace sentir que también sufre salud mental intenta ayudar a tratar de ayudar a sentirse atrapado flati no llamar a casa se siente como si cuentas de acceso incluyendo bancos depende de la marihuana