im okay right nowf ive depressed probably nearly half life now point hard imagine happy every day see friends living carefree life every single thing fucking ruined either anxiety able get couch somewhere last schoolyear anxiety got point panic attacks basically every day ended going school six months told would better afterwards suprise isnt see future myself know im ever going get anywhere im fucking useless theres litterally nothing change it past weeks ive thinking redflag basically every day imagining happy would let fall window bad before back always felt barrier holding back right clue go on im lucky supportive family know convey want comforting simultaneously want suffer want suffering end im lost right know do clue im posting this want get chest
imokayright nowf ive depressed probably nearly half life now point hard imagine happy every day see friends living carefree life every single thing fucking ruined either anxiety able get couch somewhere last schoolyear anxiety got point panic attacks basically every day ended going school six months told would better afterwards suprise isnt see future myself know im ever going get anywhereim fucking useless theres litterally nothing change it past weeks ive thinking redflag basically every day imagining happy would let fall window bad before back always felt barrier holding back right clue go on im lucky supportive family know convey want comforting simultaneously want suffer want suffering endim lost right know do clue im posting this want get chest
Imokayright now f ive deprimido probablemente casi la mitad de la vida ahora punto difícil imaginar feliz cada día ver amigos viviendo vida despreocupada cada cosa jodidamente arruinada cualquiera ansiedad capaz conseguir sofá en algún lugar último año escolar ansiedad llegó punto ataques de pánico básicamente cada día terminó ir a la escuela seis meses dicho mejor después sorpresa no ver futuro yo mismo sé que nunca voy a conseguir cualquier lugar inútil mierda no hay nada cambiar las últimas semanas iive pensamiento rojo básicamente todos los días imaginando feliz dejaría caer ventana mal antes de volver siempre se sintió barrera de retención pista derecha ir en suerte familia de apoyo saber transmitir querer consuelo al mismo tiempo quiero sufrir sufrimiento endim perdido derecho saber hacer pista im publicar este quiero conseguir pecho