stop hating keep hurting myselfive hating self  years getting worse worse im biggest loser possible regret nearly everything do ive moved house eight times life never keep friend social skills terrible matter hard try improve them eye contact poor intense understand body language little confidence stutter sometimes merge words together avoid even looking girls let alone talking every time makes feel like shit ive tried antidepressants make feel absolutely nothing horrible ive tried various self harm stole boots pharmacy work experience overdosed alone worst night life ive trying completely alone past month stop stupid things regret trying positive ive recently completely lost enthusiasm told anyone this feel keep going route start taking something end killing myself sorry heavy feel like could someone talk you
stop hating keep hurting myselfive hating self years getting worse worse im biggest loser possible regret nearly everything do ive moved house eight times life never keep friend social skills terrible matter hard try improve them eye contact poor intense understand body language little confidence stutter sometimes merge words together avoid even looking girls let alone talking every time makes feel like shit ive tried antidepressants make feel absolutely nothing horrible ive tried various self harm stole boots pharmacy work experience overdosed alone worst night life ive trying completely alone past month stop stupid things regret trying positive ive recently completely lost enthusiasm told anyone this feel keep going route start taking something end killing myself sorry heavy feel like could someone talk you
Deja de odiarte seguir lastimando a mi mismo odiarte a mí mismo años empeorando peor im mayor perdedor posible arrepentimiento casi todo ive moved house ocho veces la vida nunca mantener amigo habilidades sociales materia terrible duro tratar de mejorarlos contacto visual pobre intenso entender lenguaje corporal poco tartamudez confianza a veces fusionar palabras juntos evitar incluso mirar chicas y mucho menos hablar cada vez hace sentir como mierda ive probado antidepresivos hacer sentir absolutamente nada horrible ive probado varios autodaño botas robadas trabajo experiencia sobredosis solo peor vida nocturna ive tratando completamente solo el mes pasado dejar de cosas estúpidas lamentar intentar positivo ive completamente perdido entusiasmo le dijo a cualquiera que esta sensación seguir la ruta empezar a tomar algo final matarme a mí mismo lo siento mucho sentir como podría alguien hablar contigo