one best friends killed himself know handle iti seen year college together always happy kind everyone even people dickheads everyone else single bad bone body ive struggled suicidal thoughts ideation number occasions attempted take life times well suicidal back year  when last made post here ages ago know friend got helped feet found today wednesday monday done it one told me sisters friends brother who told sister told sister me found out now thankfully felt suicidal couple months instead anxiety explosive  repressed anger im right state im angry killing himself still college at ends college fault dealing helping him think im going something bad always thought itd whod commit redflag anyone knew found friend died part wish died instead im speechless numb ive idea funeral taking place im also going ireland holiday friday hopefully give peace mind allow process this someone suicidal numerous times before lose someone redflag last expect it need guidance do
one best friends killed himself know handle iti seen year college together always happy kind everyone even people dickheads everyone else single bad bone body ive struggled suicidal thoughts ideation number occasions attempted take life times well suicidal back year when last made post here ages ago know friend got helped feet found today wednesday monday done it one told me sisters friends brother who told sister told sister me found out now thankfully felt suicidal couple months instead anxiety explosive repressed anger im right stateim angry killing himself still college at ends college fault dealing helping him think im going something bad always thought itd whod commit redflag anyone knew found friend died part wish died instead im speechless numbive idea funeral taking place im also going ireland holiday friday hopefully give peace mind allow process this someone suicidal numerous times before lose someone redflag last expect it need guidancedo
Uno de los mejores amigos que se mató sabe manejar Iti visto año universidad juntos siempre feliz tipo todos incluso personas imbéciles todos los demás solo hueso malo cuerpo ive lucharon pensamientos suicidas ideación número ocasiones intento tomar la vida bien suicida año atrás cuando la última vez hecho post aquí hace años saber amigo recibió ayuda pies encontrado hoy miércoles lunes hizo uno me dijo hermanas amigos hermano que le dijo hermana hermana me descubrió ahora afortunadamente se sintió suicida par de meses en lugar de ansiedad explosivo reprimido ira im derecha estadoim enojado matarse a sí mismo todavía universidad en fin la falta de la universidad tratar ayudarle a pensar que I va algo malo siempre pensó que quién cometer Redflag alguien sabía encontrar amigo muerto parte deseo murió en su lugar im sin habla idea entumecida funeral que toma lugar im ir también vacaciones en Irlanda esperanza dar paz mente permitir proceso esta persona suicida numerosas veces antes de perder a alguien redflag último esperar que necesita orientacióndo