friend recently opened suicidal thoughtsi come back weekend away ireland two close friends final night bit heavy session leave pub early hours morning drinking   local lads towards end night friend said cousin from near area staying recently committed redflag drunk opened conversation us battles mental health walking home told mate depth struggled past able go counselor really helped knew friend also troubles past basically said never really understood alive waiting parents could kill knowing would never know said questions life meaning virtually every waking hour really worries seems rationalised plan redflag already idea suffering bad said go counselor as did think point memory incident pretty hazy drunk anytime ever come conversation us drunk bad know recall even asked think pain would cause people around killed himself said made feel even guilty already aware pain would cause still willing it speak sober advise councelling again also know brother well think would good idea make aware this anyone advise anyone else faced situation like close friend thanks
friend recently opened suicidal thoughtsi come back weekend away ireland two close friends final night bit heavy session leave pub early hours morning drinking local lads towards end night friend said cousin from near area staying recently committed redflag drunk opened conversation us battles mental health walking home told mate depth struggled past able go counselor really helped knew friend also troubles past basically said never really understood alive waiting parents could kill knowing would never know said questions life meaning virtually every waking hour really worries seems rationalised plan redflag already idea suffering bad said go counselor as did think point memory incident pretty hazy drunk anytime ever come conversation us drunk bad know recall even asked think pain would cause people around killed himself said made feel even guilty already aware pain would cause still willing it speak sober advise councelling again also know brother well think would good idea make aware this anyone advise anyone else faced situation like close friend thanks
amigo recientemente abierto pensamientos suicidasi volver fin de semana lejos irland dos amigos cercanos final noche poco pesada sesión salir pub temprano horas de la mañana beber chicos locales hacia final noche amigo dijo primo de área cercana permanecer recientemente comprometido Redflag borracho abierto conversación nos batallas salud mental caminar casa dijo pareja profundidad luchado pasado capaz ir consejero realmente ayudó a conocer amigo también problemas pasado básicamente dijo nunca realmente entiende vivo espera padres podrían matar saber nunca saber dijo preguntas vida significa virtualmente cada hora de vigilia realmente preocupaciones parece idea plan racionalizado Redflag ya idea sufrimiento mal dicho ir consejero como pensaba punto incidente de memoria bastante borracho en cualquier momento venir conversación nos borracho mal recuerdo incluso preguntó pensar dolor causaría personas alrededor se mató dijo hizo sentirse culpable dolor ya consciente causaría todavía dispuesto a hablar sobrio consejo coronar otra vez también saber hermano bien pensar sería buena idea hacer consciente de esto cualquier persona aconsejar a cualquier otra situación enfrentada como amigo cercano gracias