suicidal spoiled bratthe title real question know im both suffering depression mental illness years since early remember ive planned living past  im  currently things taken turn worse past  years blah blah lately ive move back home mom year since rate mental health decline steadily accelerating led internship kept telling would getting real position soon every month im jobless seems like real prospects hope whatsoever able move support independently bfa program place emphasis giving vocational qualifications ive overall horrible experience seeking work entire life mostly im weirdo im awkward funny looking i think major baby face also makes hard people trust adult responsibilities get hired ever feel like deserve position instances especially considering competitive city field fact worked nearly hard enough past years secure edge millions people want jobs do ampxb anyway sorry long exposition main issue this nice place live with mom one desired neighborhoods really wanted grind could probably get job duane reade starbucks even though ive gotten none countless baristachain store jobs ive applied past years even get entry level corporate position somewhere something really work hard get feet living own im going end life moms reaction pretty much occupy thoughts every day extremely long time ampxb goals life desire family children mental issues allow enjoy following food sex socializing romance existing feels like full time job ive never wanted adult cant handle watching get uglier every day whenever think working miserable job get support top this mind goes much id rather dead fair lifes fair iknow work hard even want alive first place feel im prolonging existence moms sake ampxb theres really much think would make mind staying alive living work job makes miserable would definitely keep going least little longer think fact parents could afford pay rent mom would probably much rather find dead course immediately feel like manipulative spoiled brat am wish could suck get whatever job get everything feel entitled to never works parents pay rent would make feel like burden already feel like am sometimes feel like need honest mom im thinking redflag and thikn already feeling feels emotionally manipulative i depressed spoiled manipulative suppose know im sorry post direction like me ampxb closing anyone feel like hit rock bottom alone world life cutting it know feel higher standard life anyone else really feel worth otherwise really know snap started seeing fourth therapist recently im mostly humor mom really see much read post back hate sounds really genuinely like things say make post im loss right want depress friends suicidal rambling im posting get chest maybe someone relate would love give really sad virtual high five hope thats okay much love everyone here
suicidal spoiled bratthe title real question know im both suffering depression mental illness years since early remember ive planned living past im currently things taken turn worse past years blahblah lately ive move back home mom year since rate mental health decline steadily accelerating led internship kept telling would getting real position soon every month im jobless seems like real prospects hope whatsoever able move support independently bfa program place emphasis giving vocational qualifications ive overall horrible experience seeking work entire life mostly im weirdoim awkward funny looking i think major baby face also makes hard people trust adult responsibilities get hired ever feel like deserve position instances especially considering competitive city field fact worked nearly hard enough past years secure edge millions people want jobs do ampxb anyway sorry long exposition main issue this nice place live with mom one desired neighborhoods really wanted grind could probably get job duane reade starbucks even though ive gotten none countless baristachain store jobs ive applied past years even get entry level corporate position somewhere something really work hard get feet living own im going end life moms reaction pretty much occupy thoughts every day extremely long time ampxb goals life desire family children mental issues allow enjoy following food sex socializing romance existing feels like full time job ive never wanted adult cant handle watching get uglier every day whenever think working miserable job get support top this mind goes much id rather dead fair lifes fair iknow work hard even want alive first place feel im prolonging existence moms sake ampxb theres really much think would make mind staying alive living work job makes miserable would definitely keep going least little longer think fact parents could afford pay rent mom would probably much rather find dead course immediately feel like manipulative spoiled brat am wish could suck get whatever job get everything feel entitled to never works parents pay rent would make feel like burden already feel like am sometimes feel like need honest momim thinking redflag and thikn already feeling feels emotionally manipulative i depressed spoiled manipulative suppose know im sorry post direction like me ampxb closing anyone feel like hit rock bottom alone world life cutting it know feel higher standard life anyone else really feel worth otherwise really know snap started seeing fourth therapist recently im mostly humor mom really see much read post back hate sounds really genuinely like things say make post im loss right want depress friends suicidal rambling im posting get chest maybe someone relate would love give really sad virtual high five hope thats okay much love everyone here
suicida malcriado mocoso título verdadera pregunta saber i ambos sufrir depresión enfermedad mental años desde temprano recordar ive planeada vida pasado im actualmente las cosas se vuelven peores pasados años blabla últimamente ive move back home mamá año desde tasa de disminución de salud mental constante aceleración de prácticas led seguía diciendo conseguir una posición real pronto cada mes im desempleados parece como perspectivas reales esperanza de cualquier cosa capaz de mover apoyo independiente bfa programa poner énfasis en dar cualificaciones profesionales ive general horrible experiencia en busca de trabajo toda la vida im raritoim incómodo divertido