every single time gets better drops much worse before fim tired hearing gets better does gets so much worse im sick feeling okay feeling human once feeling like maybe actually this maybe ive overcome this give week maybe months im shrouded darkness more hurts fucking much before im tired suffering im tired getting better im tired suffering again time much painful last im tired feeling comfortable im tired feeling fucking human wake stripped away again almost four years since first redflag attempt sometimes look back think wow ive come far agonizing sadness comes back realized ive sunk in im exhausted im tired fighting this ive therapy four years nothing helped im begging help id anything make go away know help exist people like me sadness utterly consuming throw pills it try cbt dbt interpersonal residentials psych wards inpatient outpatient resilient wonder stop trying mend cracks wounds maybe born broken unfixable truly truly wretched want anymore want live want fight ive given up
every single time gets better drops much worse before fim tired hearing gets better does gets so much worse im sick feeling okay feeling human once feeling like maybe actually this maybe ive overcome this give week maybe months im shrouded darkness more hurts fucking much before im tired suffering im tired getting better im tired suffering again time much painful lastim tired feeling comfortable im tired feeling fucking human wake stripped away again almost four years since first redflag attempt sometimes look back thinkwow ive come far agonizing sadness comes back realized ive sunk in im exhausted im tired fighting this ive therapy four years nothing helped im begging help id anything make go away know help exist people like me sadness utterly consuming throw pills it try cbt dbt interpersonal residentials psych wards inpatient outpatient resilient wonder stop trying mend cracks wounds maybe born broken unfixable truly truly wretched want anymore want live want fight ive given up
cada vez se pone mejor gotas mucho peor antes de fim cansado audición se pone mejor se pone mucho peor Im enfermo sentirse bien humano una vez sensación tal vez en realidad este tal vez ive superar esta semana tal vez meses im sudada oscuridad más duele mucho antes de im cansado sufrimiento im cansado mejorar im cansado sufrimiento otra vez tiempo mucho doloroso lastim cansado sentirse cómodo im cansado sentirse jodido despertar humano despojado de nuevo casi cuatro años desde primer intento de bandera roja a veces mirar hacia atrás thinkwow ive viene tristeza agonizante viene de vuelta realized ive hunk in im agotado im cansado luchar contra esta terapia ive cuatro años nada ayudó im implorar ayuda id cualquier cosa hacer desaparecer saber ayuda existe gente como yo tristeza totalmente consumiendo tirar píldoras que intenta cbt dbt internaciones interpersonales psiquiatras pacientes ambulatorios resilientes maravilla dejar de intentar mend cracks heridas tal vez nacido rotos infijable verdaderamente miserables quieren más quiero vivir quiero luchar lucha ive dados