feel like cant anymore attempts past obviously survived tired take group  weeks sitting park bench thinking would like end life straight life situations cant survive spent entire first years abused escaped tried make new life turns quite work like that met someone thought safe obviously take away mental health stuff helps turns angry aggressive understand stuff use make feel even worthless friends reach reach times welcome  never graduated university shit job illegal job hate provides shit apartment abusive bf drowning debt cant pay back cant crawl back home hope change afraid fucking redflag attempt making things worse succeeding think im done razor home calling
feel like cant anymore attempts past obviously survived tired take group weeks sitting park bench thinking would like end life straight life situations cant survive spent entire first years abused escaped tried make new life turns quite work like that met someone thought safe obviously take away mental health stuff helps turns angry aggressive understand stuff use make feel even worthless friends reach reach times welcome never graduated university shit job illegal job hate provides shit apartment abusive bf drowning debt cant pay back cant crawl back home hope change afraid fucking redflag attempt making things worse succeeding think im done razor home calling
Siento como no puedo más intentos pasados obviamente sobrevivieron cansados tomar grupo semanas sentado park banking pensar como fin de la vida recta situaciones de la vida no puedo sobrevivir pasados los primeros años abusados escapados intentado hacer nueva vida se convierte en trabajo como ese alguien pensado seguro obviamente quitar cosas de salud mental ayuda a volver enojado agresivo entender cosas uso hacer sentir incluso inútiles amigos llegar a los tiempos bienvenida nunca graduado universidad mierda trabajo ilegal trabajo odio proporciona mierda apartamento abusivo bf ahogamiento deuda cant pagar de nuevo gate back home esperanza cambio miedo Redflag intento hacer las cosas peor éxito pensar im hecho navaja casa llamar