going college biggest mistake lifelong story short delusional  year old self real world experience idea world worked support system behind besides momdad raging abusive alcoholic torn family apart decided would great idea go state school mom cosigned loans bless heart wants whats best me set first two years straddled debt already quite well managed finish first two years  gpa part idea wanted life still dont taking mostly intro classes electives fill schedule two years made single biggest mistake life decided transfer even nicer state school even expensive mom cosigned loans got got cushy one person apartment paying rent loans dumbest thing could ever done even though still am thats depression sickness whatever hit me super lonely literally never made one friend contemplated redflag daily even though probably never balls mom dead one left life matters needless say never attended class slept almost day basically prison cell me even though would seen outstanding opportunity normal person failed outmainly dropped out first semester never got refund first second semester took second semester off fast forward im second semester third school im state surrounded quite high school friends also attend im still stuck rut im watching friends high school graduate year branch live lives meanwhile im stuck limbo land im already k debt literally nothing show it im boat second school basically received academic warning last semester far looking like im going suspended im skipping class feeling depressed daily although school offers third chance want take ill thrown real world paying student loans skills experience kind meaningful work id homeless mom fail out ill move back mom alcoholic dad brother never went college also lives really wish brothers situation yeah sure never went college also straddled crippling debt rest life whole life literally boiled idea needed go college make something life im insurmountable amounts debt see completely fucked wish never went first place want kill go away everything saddest part mom left loans greatest thing ever happened supported way signing life away well im lose lose situation possibly do see doctor stuck feeling like forever way death
going college biggest mistake lifelong story short delusional year old self real world experience idea world worked support system behind besides momdad raging abusive alcoholic torn family apart decided would great idea go state school mom cosigned loans bless heart wants whats best me set first two years straddled debt already quite well managed finish first two years gpa part idea wanted life still dont taking mostly intro classes electives fill schedule two years made single biggest mistake life decided transfer even nicer state school even expensive mom cosigned loans got got cushy one person apartment paying rent loans dumbest thing could ever done even though still am thats depression sickness whatever hit me super lonely literally never made one friend contemplated redflag daily even though probably never balls mom dead one left life matters needless say never attended class slept almost day basically prison cell me even though would seen outstanding opportunity normal person failed outmainly dropped out first semester never got refund first second semester took second semester off fast forward im second semester third school im state surrounded quite high school friends also attend im still stuck rutim watching friends high school graduate year branch live lives meanwhile im stuck limbo land im already k debt literally nothing show it im boat second school basically received academic warning last semester far looking like im going suspended im skipping class feeling depressed daily although school offers third chancewant take ill thrown real world paying student loans skills experience kind meaningful work id homeless mom fail out ill move back mom alcoholic dad brother never went college also lives really wish brothers situationyeah sure never went college also straddled crippling debt rest life whole life literally boiled idea needed go college make something life im insurmountable amounts debt see completely fucked wish never went first place want kill go away everything saddest part mom left loans greatest thing ever happened supported way signing life awaywell im lose lose situation possibly do see doctor stuck feeling like forever way death
ir a la universidad mayor error historia de toda la vida corto año delirante experiencia de mundo real idea mundo trabajo sistema de apoyo detrás además de mamá furioso alcohol destrozada familia decidió gran idea ir escuela estatal cosignado préstamos bendecida corazón quiere lo que mejor me fija dos años deuda acorazada ya bastante bien gestionado terminar primero dos años gpa parte idea quería vida todavía no tomar la mayoría de las clases de introducción electivas calendario de llenado dos años hecho un solo error vida decidió transferencia incluso mejor escuela estatal incluso caro mamá cosignado préstamos consiguió cushy una persona pago de alquiler préstamos más tonto cosa podría nunca hecho aunque todavía soy eso enfermedad depresión lo que me golpeó super solitario literalmente nunca hizo un amigo contemplado Redflag diario a pesar de que probablemente nunca bolas madre muerto una izquierda asuntos de vida innecesarias decir nunca asistió a clase dormía casi día básicamente celda de prisión me aunque vería oportunidad excepcional persona normal falló principalmente dejó de primer semestre nunca recibió reembolso primer segundo semestre tomó segundo semestre