im sorryi want kill myself literally zero hope graduated high school much anxiety im sad enroll collegealso money sad good student high school community college two days dropped felt like killing myself dropped told going get job save help family one hire me experience ive applying two months cant help family pay bills everyday talk jobs family poor literally gotten new clothes since last august nothing fits anymore drove away friends im sad want bring me cant even afford get help want try overdose ive tried three times never worked threw shaky couple days matter many pills took one time walking home school everyone forgot pick one answering going jump front train one old friends saw street waiting gave ride home nowhere hang noose from listen miserable cry every single day top that shitty mom hope like brain tunnel vision option redflag nothing do friends still always things require money hang house always want go stuff requires paying cant it give up know im young  life ahead me im poor college one fucking hire nothing else want kill myself think im going drown lake something since know swim want anythng public would inconsiderate dont many choices jus venting
im sorryi want kill myself literally zero hope graduated high school much anxiety im sad enroll collegealso money sad good student high school community college two days dropped felt like killing myself dropped told going get jobsave help family one hire me experience ive applying two months cant help family pay bills everyday talk jobs family poor literally gotten new clothes since last august nothing fits anymore drove away friends im sad want bring me cant even afford get help want try overdose ive tried three times never worked threw shaky couple days matter many pills took one time walking home school everyone forgot pick one answering going jump front train one old friends saw street waiting gave ride home nowhere hang noose from listen miserable cry every single day top that shitty mom hope like brain tunnel vision option redflag nothing do friends still always things require money hang house always want go stuff requires paying cant it give up know im young life ahead me im poor college one fucking hire nothing else want kill myself think im going drown lake something since know swim want anythng public would inconsiderate dont many choices jus venting
Yo siento querer matarme a mí mismo literalmente cero esperanza graduada escuela secundaria mucha ansiedad mi triste matricular universidad también dinero triste buen estudiante escuela secundaria comunidad universidad dos días caído se sintió como matarme a mí mismo caído dijo ir conseguir trabajoave ayuda familia uno contratarme experiencia ive aplicación dos meses no puedo ayudar familia pagar cuentas cotidianas hablar trabajo familia pobre literalmente consiguió ropa nueva desde último agosto nada encajaba más lejos amigos im triste quiero traerme ni siquiera conseguir ayuda quiero tratar de sobredosis ive probado tres veces nunca trabajado tiró mal par de días importa muchas píldoras tomó un tiempo caminar casa escuela todo el mundo olvidó una contestación ir adelante tren un viejo amigos vio la calle esperando dio vuelta a casa en ningún lugar colgar ruido de escuchar miserable llanto cada día superior que mierda mamá esperanza como túnel cerebro visión opción rojoflag nada todavía amigos siempre las cosas requieren dinero ahorcar casa siempre quieren ir cosas requiere pagar no puede darse cuenta im joven vida delante de mí im universidad una mierda contratar nada más quiero matarme pienso im voy a ahogar lago algo desde que sé nadar quiere cualquier cosa público inconsiderado jus ventilar