know stop myselfive pestering people problems knowing able helped anyways stop telling whats me stop crying nowhere spike bad feeling hits im one people make obvious something wrong try hide it feel selfish straightforward makes feel like get chance wanna ask whats wrong not ive confidence issues whole life theyve really taken bad turn downhill turned straight drop every time see mirror start crying gagging ive puked many times recently never deliberately like put toothbrush throat think still fault keep torturing looking beautiful talented people showertime horrible seeing abnormal body looks like cant compare anyone feel like im level least smile beautiful things takes small amount time start crying feeling gets bad cant go outside much either anymore yeah keep seeing amazing great beautiful people everywherebut ever like that im enough right im trying push friends away me mean insult say strive better stuck me mean assume whats best think me mean say theyre selfish take overlords lives guess saying it ive tried apologising like this made people mad made say im actually sorry busy determining think im getting annoying this since learn one message feel like im constant trouble thats im asking could hide all never bother anyone ever stupid problems cant understand whyd want keep around im sort happy everyones getting sick me leave wellthey smile again extra baggage anymore everyones happiness nice course ill alone everyones forgotten me vanish hope th floor enough make decision im sorry long message thank reading
know stop myselfive pestering people problems knowing able helped anyways stop telling whats me stop crying nowhere spike bad feeling hits im one people make obvious something wrong try hide it feel selfish straightforward makes feel like get chance wanna ask whats wrong not ive confidence issues whole life theyve really taken bad turn downhill turned straight drop every time see mirror start crying gagging ive puked many times recently never deliberately like put toothbrush throat think still fault keep torturing looking beautiful talented people showertime horrible seeing abnormal body looks like cant compare anyone feel like im level least smile beautiful things takes small amount time start crying feeling gets bad cant go outside much either anymoreyeah keep seeing amazing great beautiful people everywherebut ever like that im enough right im trying push friends away me mean insult say strive better stuck me mean assume whats best think me mean say theyre selfish take overlords lives guess saying it ive tried apologising like this made people mad made say im actually sorry busy determining think im getting annoying this since learn one message feel like im constant trouble thats im asking could hide all never bother anyone ever stupid problems cant understand whyd want keep around im sort happy everyones getting sick meleavewellthey smile again extra baggage anymore everyones happiness nice course ill alone everyones forgotten me vanish hope th floor enough make decision im sorry long message thank reading
sabes dejar de melfive molestando a la gente problemas saber capaz ayudado de todos modos deja de decir lo que me deja de llorar en ninguna parte pico malos sentimientos golpes im una gente hace obvio algo malo tratar de ocultar se siente egoísta directa hace sentir como tener oportunidad quiere preguntar lo que está mal no vivir confianza problemas toda la vida que realmente han tomado mal vuelta cuesta abajo vuelta recta caída cada vez ver espejo empezar a llorar gagging ive vomido muchas veces recientemente nunca deliberadamente como poner cepillo de dientes garganta pensar todavía la culpa sigue torturando mirar hermosa gente talentosa ducha tiempo horrible ver cuerpo anormal parece como no se puede comparar nadie se siente como nivel mínimo sonrisa hermosas cosas lleva poco tiempo empezar a llorar sensación se hace mal no puede salir mucho ya sigue viendo increíble gran gente hermosa en todas partes pero siempre como que im suficiente