want wake anymorei know long continue feel way everyday become struggle sanctuary find asleep lonely friends let alone anyone talk feel person talk ex rarely talk now ive turned drinking too numb pain even limits antidepressants seem working either im tired feeling like this tired feeling worthless hating alive feel guilty thinking ending life people react hear redflag selfish act hurting much inside want stop
want wake anymorei know long continue feel way everyday become struggle sanctuary find asleep lonely friends let alone anyone talk feel person talk ex rarely talk now ive turned drinking too numb pain even limits antidepressants seem working either im tired feeling like this tired feeling worthless hating alive feel guilty thinking ending life people react hear redflag selfish act hurting much inside want stop
Quiero despertar ya sé por mucho tiempo seguir sentir cómo todos los días se convierten en lucha santuario encontrar dormido amigos solitarios y mucho menos alguien hablar sentir persona hablar ex rara vez hablar ahora ive convertido beber demasiado dolor entumecido incluso límites antidepresivos parecen trabajar o bien estoy cansado sentir como este cansado sentirse inútil odio vivo sentir culpa pensar final vida personas reaccionan escuchar bandera roja acto egoísta daño mucho en el interior quieren detener