seriously considering first time since thought depressionbefore start throwaway account replying theres tracing this last people want reading people may know me recognise type im going through kindly mention it really care believe figured im someone close you either offer advice leave need stress never mention it im depressed im going lot stress related getting life started genuinely see reason keep going past motivation try give myself clich story life ive always one kid learns quickly gets bored gets hyperactive realises cant succeed system made help fail way shape form live country anyone straying regular memorisationfocused studying destined bottom pack mindless routine overpowers everything ive angling move using another citizenship mine parents neglected update  so much fun renew decade late  several years planning ive finally done it ive accepted one biggest universities world im days away leaving ill financial support first month parents fully cut off could go wrong everything university accepted late conditions tell about explicitly told me need decided tell apply permit done even id started second got acceptance letter perquisite said permit long deadline get courses emailed this reply get automated message well reply  days august th well deadline too deadline im appealing deadline pass reply email another side theirs theyll take three days reply much earlier theres that get rejection early excitement something good happening life accepted offer letter even receiving it since theyd told maximum fees exceed budget parents begrudgingly set did woo doubled fact told id getting scholarship whooptidoo email get one guess theyll reply deadline deadline passes moved received student id settled courses ill entrance university revoked pay extortionate fees anyway yay bright side enter country without permit get set foot campus email ask whether this well reply x amount time thats past deadline whatever stay positive wanted console myself just look place stay get them great idea me look place find it perfect right near university im going to price range even perfect email them several weeks pass reply great ill go offices get there need book hotelmotel look one find exactly one thats area wifi integral need internet keep filling paperwork finish get there aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand outside price range option living  km away spend money id save transportation im sure theres someone reading rolling eyes spoiled little pompous brat pretentiously posting reddit troubles kids starve peoples republic northern congolese canton philippine state thailand genuinely could give less fuck getting guilt tripped point everything ive needed get done done best could it still enough deadlines overlapping parents  willing pay paid sister  frugal start working already hampered greatly thus far despite this ive still gotten lot shit done even bother anymore cant find apartment lock get there place near apartment want get university outside price range ill take student loans ill spend rest life paying off work online cant apply work permit ready turn  patreon ebegging yay ive got find way get pets thing keeping depressed autistic ass sane there oh mistake theres embargo moving pets three countries live one happens im moving much cost get another one oh small matter  welp goes company stand burden im least  months stay save well enough even make enough money survive going particular country itd perfect me citizenship gives several months unchecked there uses currency readily available countries im citizen of comparatively safe got university dreams within price range borderline impossible get time unless serious deadlinepushing occurs get kind angel investor give free money somehow knowing luck investor would make fellate or whatever equivalents rest natural life it oh theres small matter picking country cue sobstory music met girl fell hard imagine got immediately turned sent dreaded friend zone woo shell one source comfort somehow end getting there even then cant help think nothing worth anymore degree want nearworthless unless several unlikely things go exceedingly well me often happen love life shambles cheated several times im start looking again financial situation going meh absolute shit ebegging next  years plus working gonads get degree paycheck perhaps also protein bar best friends happen speak human language schizophreniclevel bond makes look insane or cute depending gender cant come another half year unless take even bigger loan last couple centuries more tldr im getting sick life ive resorted posting reddit ponder surefire way killing without firearm is ps breaking rules pm know great method would ensure  or least  chance death hopefully quickly thank you anonymous stranger ive dissuaded it least time being thanks unotnac help people
seriously considering first time since thought depressionbefore start throwaway account replying theres tracing this last people want reading people may know me recognise type im going through kindly mention it really care believe figured im someone close you either offer advice leave need stress never mention itim depressed im going lot stress related getting life started genuinely see reason keep going past motivation try give myself clich story life ive always one kid learns quickly gets bored gets hyperactive realises cant succeed system made help fail way shape form live country anyone straying regular memorisationfocused studying destined bottom pack mindless routine overpowers everything ive angling move using another citizenship mine parents neglected update so much fun renew decade late several years planning ive finally done it ive accepted one biggest universities world im days away leaving ill financial support first month parents fully cut off could go wrong everything university accepted late conditions tell about explicitly told me need decided tell apply permit done even id started second got acceptance letter perquisite said permit long deadline get courses emailed this reply get automated message well reply days august th well deadline too deadline im appealing deadline pass reply email another side theirs theyll take three days reply much earlier theres that get rejection early excitement something good happening life accepted offer letter even receiving it since theyd told maximum fees exceed budget parents begrudgingly set did woo doubled fact told id getting scholarship whooptidoo email get one guesstheyll reply deadline deadline passes moved received student id settled courses ill entrance university revoked pay extortionate fees anyway yay bright side enter country without permit get set foot campus email ask whether this well reply x amount time thats past deadline whatever stay positive wanted console myself just look place stay get them great idea me look place find it perfect right near university im going to price range even perfect email them several weeks pass reply great ill go offices get there need book hotelmotel look one find exactly one thats area wifi integral need internet keep filling paperwork finish get there aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand outside price range option living km away spend money id save transportation im sure theres someone reading rolling eyes spoiled little pompous brat pretentiously posting reddit troubles kids starve peoples republic northern congolese canton philippine state thailand genuinely could give less fuck getting guilt tripped point everything ive needed get done done best could it still enough deadlines overlapping parents willing pay paid sister frugal start working already hampered greatly thus far despite this ive still gotten lot shit done even bother anymore cant find apartment lock get there place near apartment want get university outside price range ill take student loans ill spend rest life paying off work online cant apply work permit ready turn patreon ebegging yay ive got find way get pets thing keeping depressed autistic ass sane thereoh mistake theres embargo moving pets three countries live one happens im moving much cost getanother oneoh small matter welp goes company stand burden im least months stay save well enough even make enough money survive going particular country itd perfect me citizenship gives several months unchecked there uses currency readily available countries im citizen of comparatively safe got university dreams within price range borderline impossible get time unless serious deadlinepushing occurs get kind angel investor give free money somehow knowing luck investor would make fellate or whatever equivalents rest natural lifeit oh theres small matter picking country cue sobstory music met girl fell hard imagine got immediately turned sent dreaded friend zone woo shell one source comfort somehow end getting there even then cant help think nothing worth anymore degree want nearworthless unless several unlikely things go exceedingly well me often happen love life shambles cheated several times im start looking again financial situation going meh absolute shit ebegging next years plus working gonads get degree paycheck perhaps also protein bar best friends happen speak human language schizophreniclevel bond makes look insane or cute depending gender cant come another half year unless take even bigger loan last couple centuries more tldr im getting sick life ive resorted posting reddit ponder surefire way killing without firearm is ps breaking rules pm know great method would ensure or least chance death hopefully quickly thank you anonymous stranger ive dissuaded it least time being thanks unotnac help people
En serio, considerando la primera vez desde la depresión pensamiento antes de empezar cuenta de descarte respuesta Theres rastreo de esta última gente quiere leer la gente puede reconocerme tipo im pasando amablemente mencionar que realmente me importa creo que alguien cerca de ti o ofrecer consejo dejar necesidad de estrés nunca mencionar itim depresión Im ir mucho estrés relacionado conseguir la vida comenzó genuinamente ver razón seguir más allá de la motivación