im ready die again couple months ago checked hospital put gun mouth pulled trigger gun go firing pin jammed spent last couple months talking called specialists listening tell special am get come key work kick door stuff gone contacted landlord tossed gone wanted trip pictures dead father left nothing checking hospital made life considerable worse going kill spite hospital system one told long going one asked anything important wanted keep since cant see fathers face anymore going kill myself want live world would take much without anything return know life fair much deal with hate world everyone it
im ready die again couple months ago checked hospital put gun mouth pulled trigger gun go firing pin jammed spent last couple months talking called specialists listening tell special am get come key work kick door stuff gone contacted landlord tossed gone wanted trip pictures dead father left nothing checking hospital made life considerable worse going kill spite hospital system one told long going one asked anything important wanted keep since cant see fathers face anymore going kill myself want live world would take much without anything return know life fair much deal with hate world everyone it
Im listo morir de nuevo hace un par de meses comprobado hospital poner pistola boca apretada pistola gatillo ir alfiler de disparos atascado pasados los últimos dos meses hablando llamados especialistas escuchando decir especial am llegar trabajo clave patada puerta cosas ido contactado propietario lanzado fuera buscado viaje fotos muerto padre dejó nada comprobar hospital hizo la vida mucho peor va matar a pesar del sistema hospitalario uno le dijo a lo largo de uno preguntó cualquier cosa importante quería mantener ya que no ver padre cara más va a matarme quiero mundo vivo tomar mucho sin nada retorno saber la vida justa mucho trato con mundo de odio todo el mundo