need help urgently long readeverything write complete honesty hold anything back find purpose live working world turned  years old ago months ago need insight suggestions live desired destined cookie cutter life philosophy life live life fullest work minimal degree preferably afford it way workinglabor force set fit human nature many ways whether spiritually mentally physically also say means lazy like many others age even older believe way current workforce well education system set much stacked modern day human being idealistic past present issue todays world working  jobs becoming norm people trying scrape afford basic necessities shelter example  hours week lets say person works  hours minimum week  hours left minimum amount sleep needed lets say  hours  days person would hours dedicated that leaving  hours left combine  days worth communicating well getting readywashing work leaves person  hours thing week account chores daily lifegym time etc well actually tied enjoy time off next problem working amount time even effort put in majority people still fall behind bills necessities creating rut essentially get trapped work doing never really getting ahead going get far issues system set up sure people today already know talking about people praised early lives school praised creative artistic abilities rather quick efficiently standardized tests complete people individualists ideas often overlooked left behind shot down often makes wonder many people considered smart smart good memorization test taking intelligence like people general come forms brings back personally guess could think one aimless people went adulthood  dropped college like many others seen real future program ended unrealistic debt shitty call center job full lost souls try make world stuck cycle stuck anywhere  overdraft probably last year so like waste money either literally paying billscar insurance absolute necessities working  hours minimum usually more still live parents absolute need hate everyday feel like fucking leach option seem get ahead even current job motivate work fullest potential job performance measured satisfaction stats uncaring ungrateful customers regardless much effort put in still get poor surveys blame falls you worth put fickle environment opinion honesty soon quitget fired current job see self getting real job long time ever again people often try tell getting trade real opportunity life always reply would miserable amount money worth trading happiness away really aspire part life travel around freely obligations going place place seeing different sights meeting different people living life fullest regrets future wasting entire life away working steady income coming nonworking ventures investments road opportunities handouts government assistantince go entitlement educating binary options quite time invested yet want ready thought potentialsole income future getting point see really purpose living going life the real world completed redflag many many times passing week getting much closer even set date january things start going way fear death really care said judgement passed people here truly feel happy enjoy life working majority free time away usually making someone else barleynever worked richer power you me healthy believe even compatible todays world free thinkers opportunists question fine people reddit recommendations would give live type life described little money moment hypothetically get car decide drive different part canada one day would best way sustain come would likely stop paying student loan maybe even car insurance amount time try save much cash possible redditers situation please give advice tips fall along lines staying current situation current situation going lead eventual death soon directions made work it live real word add coal fire never money me experience if cant own id feel better dead  layne staley
need help urgently long readeverything write complete honesty hold anything back find purpose live working world turned years old ago months ago need insight suggestions live desired destined cookie cutter life philosophy life live life fullest work minimal degree preferably afford it way workinglabor force set fit human nature many ways whether spiritually mentally physically also say means lazy like many others age even older believe way current workforce well education system set much stacked modern day human being idealistic past present issue todays world working jobs becoming norm people trying scrape afford basic necessities shelter example hours week lets say person works hours minimum week hours left minimum amount sleep needed lets say hours days person would hours dedicated that leaving hours left combine days worth communicating well getting readywashing work leaves person hours thing week account chores daily lifegym time etc well actually tied enjoy time off next problem working amount time even effort put in majority people still fall behind bills necessities creating rut essentially get trapped work doing never really getting ahead going get far issues system set up sure people today already know talking about people praised early lives school praised creative artistic abilities rather quick efficiently standardized tests complete people individualists ideas often overlooked left behind shot down often makes wonder many people considered smart smart good memorization test taking intelligence like people general come forms brings back personally guess could think one aimless people went adulthood dropped college like many others seen real future program ended unrealistic debt shitty call center job full lost souls try make world stuck cycle stuck anywhere overdraft probably last year so like waste money either literally paying billscar insurance absolute necessities working hours minimum usually more still live parents absolute need hate everyday feel like fucking leach option seem get ahead even current job motivate work fullest potential job performance measured satisfaction stats uncaring ungrateful customers regardless much effort put in still get poor surveys blame falls you worth put fickle environment opinion honesty soon quitget fired current job see self getting real job long time ever again people often try tell getting trade real opportunity life always reply would miserable amount money worth trading happiness away really aspire part life travel around freely obligations going place place seeing different sights meeting different people living life fullest regrets future wasting entire life away working steady income coming nonworking ventures investments road opportunities handouts government assistantince go entitlement educating binary options quite time invested yet want ready thought potentialsole income future getting point see really purpose living going life the real world completed redflag many many times passing week getting much closer even set date january things start going way fear death really care said judgement passed people here truly feel happy enjoy life working majority free time away usually making someone else barleynever worked richer power you me healthy believe even compatible todays world free thinkers opportunists question fine people reddit recommendations would give live type life described little money moment hypothetically get car decide drive different part canada one day would best way sustain come would likely stop paying student loan maybe even car insurance amount time try save much cash possible redditers situation please give advice tips fall along lines staying current situation current situation going lead eventual death soon directions made work it live real word add coal fire never money me experience if cant own id feel better dead layne staley
necesidad de ayuda urgente leer todo escribir honestidad completa retener cualquier cosa find propósito mundo de trabajo vivo convertido hace años hace meses necesidad de información sugerencias vida deseada cookie cortador vida filosofía vida vida vida más completa trabajo mínimo grado preferiblemente le permite la forma de trabajo mano de obra se ajusta a la naturaleza humana muchas maneras si espiritualmente mentalmente también decir significa perezoso como muchos otros edad incluso más viejo creer manera