feel hopeless stupidim really struggling tab laptop open nearest hospital get get back medication anxiety high im afraid it feel like made mistake moving boyfriend feel like everything mistake annoys him know feel relationship anymore got owi pay ticket plus pay  drug alcohol assessment addition pay rent water internet upside im taking semester work try save money im severe anxiety making rentwaterinternet also paying ticket assessment feel lonely ugly feel like would easier went away forever im unhappy myself morning ripped apart painting started knife excited start it feel like deserve happy hate myself worst part feel frozen seek help im afraid move apartment even month yet means relationship feel like human garbage
feel hopeless stupidim really struggling tab laptop open nearest hospital get get back medication anxiety highim afraid it feel like made mistake moving boyfriend feel like everything mistake annoyshim know feel relationship anymore got owi pay ticket plus pay drug alcohol assessment addition pay rent water internet upside im taking semester work try save moneyim severe anxiety making rentwaterinternet also paying ticket assessment feel lonely ugly feel like would easier went away forever im unhappy myself morning ripped apart painting started knife excited start it feel like deserve happy hate myself worst part feel frozen seek help im afraid move apartment even month yet means relationship feel like human garbage
se siente desesperanza estúpido realmente luchando ficha portátil abierto hospital más cercano conseguir volver medicamentos ansiedad highim miedo se siente como cometido error mover novio sentir como todo error molestarsle saber sentir relación más consiguió owi boleto de pago más pagar drogas alcohol evaluación adicional pagar alquiler agua internet al revés im tomar semestre trabajo tratar de ahorrar dineroim ansiedad severa hacer renta aguainternet también pagar evaluación billete sentir solitario feo sentir como sería más fácil desaparecer para siempre im infeliz yo misma mañana desgarrado pintura comenzó cuchillo excitado empezar se siente como merecer feliz odio mí mismo peor parte se siente congelado buscar ayuda im miedo mover apartamento incluso mes sin embargo significa relación se siente como basura humana