ive wanted die past  yearsive reached point wake go sleep dreaming im strong enough kill myself im  years old ive never wanted alive friends know im wrong try happy enjoyable around im obviously awkward idea fix this want enjoy life right worth continuing ive told gets better ive felt way decade cant wait longer get better something now either need make improvements fucking end it ive tried antidepressants need know kind person people actually like anyone advice would really appreciate it edit feel anything fear pain anymore smile feel like im lying
ive wanted die past yearsive reached point wake go sleep dreaming im strong enough kill myself im years old ive never wanted alive friends know im wrong try happy enjoyable around im obviously awkward idea fix this want enjoy life right worth continuing ive told gets better ive felt way decade cant wait longer get better something now either need make improvements fucking end it ive tried antidepressants need know kind person people actually like anyone advice would really appreciate it edit feel anything fear pain anymore smile feel like im lying
ive wanted die past yearsive alcanzad point wave go sleep sueño im lo suficientemente fuerte matarme im años de edad ive nunca quiso amigos vivos sé im mal intentar feliz agradable alrededor de im obviamente torpe idea arreglar este deseo disfrutar de la vida derecho que vale la pena continuar ive cont gets better live feeled way década no puedo esperar más conseguir mejor algo ahora o bien necesita hacer mejoras final it ive probado antidepresivos necesidad saber persona amable gente en realidad como cualquier consejo realmente apreciaría editar sentir cualquier cosa miedo dolor más sonrisa sentir como Im mentira