push boyfried awayi greatest boyfriend weve together  half years taught better help myself recent years ive become mentally unstable anxiety eats like disease depression anger insurmountable times weve fought bit cant understand im unreasonable time ive gotten antidepressants since october occasionally ill get massive bouts anger stupidest things example going take laundry get done got upset able spend saturday together escalated fight lots insults slung primarily me cooled still frustrated sick it argued left close door fucking lost it want to did anger boiled took anything near threw door things broke heard opened door screamed fuck problem called psycho said know hell even come back person take much im fearing ive lost him fear causes shit pushes farther away awful person know that want over cant deal unpredictability anymore want end know way want suffer attached anymore want end give peace
push boyfried awayi greatest boyfriend weve together half years taught better help myself recent years ive become mentally unstable anxiety eats like disease depression anger insurmountable times weve fought bit cant understand im unreasonable time ive gotten antidepressants since october occasionally ill get massive bouts anger stupidest things example going take laundry get done got upset able spend saturday together escalated fight lots insults slung primarily me cooled still frustrated sick it argued left close door fucking lost it want to did anger boiled took anything near threw door things broke heard opened door screamed fuck problem called psycho said know hell even come back person take much im fearing ive lost him fear causes shit pushes farther away awful person know that want over cant deal unpredictability anymore want end know way want suffer attached anymore want end give peace
push boyfried awayi más grande novio weve juntos medio año enseñado mejor me ayuda los últimos años live convertid mentalmente inestable ansiedad come como enfermedad depresión ira tiempos insuperables hemos luchado poco no puedo entender im tiempo irrazonable ive get antidepresivos desde octubre ocasionalmente enfermo conseguir masivos ataques ira estúpido cosas ejemplo va a tomar lavado conseguir hecho molesto capaz pasar sábado juntos pelea mucho insultos se enfrió sobre todo yo todavía frustrado enfermo argumentado izquierda puerta cerrada perdido quiere hacer rabia hervido tomó cualquier cosa cerca de la puerta arrojada cosas abiertas puerta abierta gritada mierda problema llamado psicópata dijo infierno incluso volver persona toma mucho miedo ive perdido causa mierda empuja más lejos horrible persona sabe que el deseo sobre no puede tratar impredecibilidad más quiere final saber manera querer sufrir adjunto más quiere extremo dar paz