ive become demonread previous posts details ive found yet another bit hope seemed like another dead end future managed finish hr online course week half actually got good mark  reason little time started back june deadline today still managed im proud myself need take  courses get uni time rush might even get higher marks comes crashing come back movies friends even  hours hear mark mom may already read gone insane showed serious signs distrust came room late night see bag emptied contents spread bed online course book it leave folded sheet academic upgrading it bed unfolded got back whole time seemed like trusted catching on even think mightve crucially slipped one point goes show ive created insane beast distrust even though thought escaped insanity saw grade hard work put week half insane beast distrust my mom dragged right back it cant tell truth believe thing say even believe either her keep lying soon lying help time comes ive resolved becoming demon im going threaten life im going tell drove this im going tell shut trust me ignore cant stand sight me ill forced kill myself im close feel like im close redeeming myself mom keeps adding stress me stress killing me bet reading probably think deserve die do agree you im close want give yet know appropriate writing here feel like definitely kill deserve it also want die two conflicting urges head one telling anything survive telling deserve live messed up whole life messed up
ive become demonread previous posts details ive found yet another bit hope seemed like another dead end future managed finish hr online course week half actually got good mark reason little time started back june deadline today still managed im proud myself need take courses get uni time rush might even get higher marks comes crashing come back movies friends even hours hear mark mom may already read gone insane showed serious signs distrust came room late night see bag emptied contents spread bed online course book it leave folded sheet academic upgrading it bed unfolded got back whole time seemed like trusted catching on even think mightve crucially slipped one point goes show ive created insane beast distrust even though thought escaped insanity saw grade hard work put week half insane beast distrust my mom dragged right back it cant tell truth believe thing say even believe either her keep lying soon lying help time comes ive resolved becoming demon im going threaten lifeim going tell drove this im going tell shut trust me ignore cant stand sight me ill forced kill myself im close feel like im close redeeming myself mom keeps adding stress me stress killing me bet reading probably think deserve die do agree you im close want give yet know appropriate writing here feel like definitely kill deserve it also want die two conflicting urges head one telling anything survive telling deserve live messed up whole life messed up
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