hate everyone im depressedi recently diagnosed bipolar ii years years undiagnosed depression anxiety many redflag attempts go waves anger numbness long periods depression ive worst pandemic living alone home time little progress made build back completely undone barely get bed now im near constant state depersonalization periods intense anger start suddenly hate everyone seemingly reason want cut anyone life good like uncontrollable urge every redflag attempt failed misery increases like trying force things get worse cant even stop anymore dont old saying hurt people hurt people misery loves company im trying make things unbearable choice find inner strength finally get done successfully im helpless stop dont even care time im here drinking morning whiskey coffee missing another holiday fucked broken mind nothing even feels real dont even know really exist kind jacobs ladder situation needs end one way another cant anymore hate everything
hate everyoneim depressedi recently diagnosed bipolar ii years years undiagnosed depression anxiety many redflag attempts go waves anger numbness long periods depression ive worst pandemic living alone home time little progress made build back completely undone barely get bed now im near constant state depersonalization periods intense anger start suddenly hate everyone seemingly reason want cut anyone life good like uncontrollable urge every redflag attempt failed misery increases like trying force things get worse cant even stop anymore dont old saying hurt people hurt people misery loves company im trying make things unbearable choice find inner strength finally get done successfullyim helpless stop dont even care timeim here drinking morning whiskey coffee missing another holiday fucked broken mind nothing even feels real dont even know really exist kind jacobs ladder situation needs end one way another cant anymore hate everything
odie everyoneim deprestii recientemente diagnosticado bipolar ii años años depresión no diagnosticada ansiedad muchos Redflag intentos ir olas enojo períodos largos depresión ive peor pandemia vivir solo casa tiempo poco progreso hecho construir de nuevo completamente deshecho apenas conseguir cama ahora im cerca constante estado despersonalización períodos intenso cólera empezar de repente odio todo el mundo aparentemente la razón quieren cortar a cualquiera vida buena como incontrolable impulso cada Redflag intento fallido miseria aumenta como tratar de fuerza cosas peores no puede parar más viejo decir lastimar a la gente miseria ama compañía im intentar hacer cosas insoportables decisión encontrar fuerza interna finalmente consigue con éxitoim impotente parada ni siquiera le importa tiempoim aquí beber mañana whisky café falta otra fiesta follada mente rota nada ni siquiera se siente real ni siquiera sabe realmente existe buena situación escalera jacobs necesidad final una manera otro no puede odiar más todo