knife hand itgtan audiobook played background switchblade skull print stuck throat body convulsed spurted blood mouth wound onto wooden floor slowly lost consciousness scenario imagined then think ill know idea felt nice commitment death terrifying process loosing consciousness seems strangely pleasing im guessing things do life half bad good grades supportive friends came trans everyone near accepted me parents provide anything need depressed life good attempted redflag last spring sometimes regret go way times im glad die want live others myself sometimes barely get bed mornings anyone else mess like me
knife hand itgtan audiobook played background switchblade skull print stuck throat body convulsed spurted blood mouth wound onto wooden floor slowly lost consciousness scenario imagined then think ill know idea felt nice commitment death terrifying process loosing consciousness seems strangely pleasing im guessing things do life half bad good grades supportive friends came trans everyone near accepted me parents provide anything need depressed life good attempted redflag last spring sometimes regret go way times im glad die want live others myself sometimes barely get bed mornings anyone else mess like me
cuchillo mano iggtan audiolibro jugado fondo switchblade cráneo impresión pegada garganta cuerpo convulsionado sangre boca herida en el suelo de madera lentamente perdido escenario de conciencia imaginado entonces pensar mal idea se sintió bien compromiso muerte terrorífico proceso perder la conciencia parece extrañamente agradable supongo que las cosas hacen la vida mitad malas buenas calificaciones amigos de apoyo llegaron trans todo el mundo cerca me aceptaron padres proporcionar cualquier cosa necesidad depresión vida buena intento rojo bandera la primavera pasada a veces arrepentimiento ir veces im feliz morir quiero vivir a otros a veces apenas conseguir cama mañanas alguien desorden como yo