want hurt familytheyre one with exception  real friends ive managed amass course life thats right  whole friends care me mom always kind gentle understanding person perhaps one point much so contribued greatly sheltered upbringing used hold grudge agaisnt reason ive moved past it best fantastic relationship dad child maybe   years since ive started properly things him hes woodworker got making instruments finally real common interest grew there also sister whos  year older me brotherinlaw whos known since  whos helped considerably helped quotes despite good efforts feel beyond help got lifting made happy while hes also generally pretty cool guy finally  nephews  year old theyre like little brothers honestly want disappoint family already failing function society early age fuck want ride try get better last time posted here someone linked this good commenthttpswwwredditcomrgetdisciplinedcommentsqbi_just_dont_care_about_myselfcdahaf ive following advice also eat better exercise best ability study countrys equivalent ged make efforts go out still feel like shit still feel like progress extremely fragile still want out living family feels like living bubble much genuinely enjoy around them fucking nothing leech ill help dad brotherinlaw work ask feel like help besides that completely useless barely member society yet keep around always upbeat positive future progress maybe much so know bubble burst one day know im mentally ill family besides mom turns blind eye obvious fact im obsessed thought im gonna develop schizophrenia form psychosis might ocd anxiety whatever could right even yet know proper name torment know im fucked core cant even fucking imagine functioning adult disaster mind one would want me making friends would hard relationships would impossible shit probably count number times ive basic physical contact girl two hands im terribly afraid people im gonna keep trying though know im likely gonna make it cant rewire brain good diet exercise one day even loving family get tired shit day maybe ill able go without causing much pain thanks reading did
want hurt familytheyre one with exception real friends ive managed amass course life thatsright whole friendscare me mom always kind gentle understanding person perhaps one point much so contribued greatly sheltered upbringing used hold grudge agaisnt reason ive moved past it best fantastic relationship dad child maybe years since ive started properly things him hes woodworker got making instruments finally real common interest grew there also sister whos year older me brotherinlaw whos known since whos helped considerably helped quotes despite good efforts feel beyond help got lifting made happy while hes also generally pretty cool guy finally nephews year old theyre like little brothers honestly want disappoint family already failing function society early age fuck want ride try get better last time posted here someone linked this good commenthttpswwwredditcomrgetdisciplinedcommentsqbi_just_dont_care_about_myselfcdahaf ive following advice also eat better exercise best ability study countrys equivalent ged make efforts go out still feel like shit still feel like progress extremely fragile still want out living family feels like living bubble much genuinely enjoy around them fucking nothing leech ill help dad brotherinlaw work ask feel like help besides that completely useless barely member society yet keep around always upbeat positive future progress maybe much so know bubble burst one day know im mentally ill family besides mom turns blind eye obvious fact im obsessed thought im gonna develop schizophrenia form psychosis might ocd anxiety whatever could right even yet know proper name torment know im fucked core cant even fucking imagine functioning adult disaster mind one would want me making friends would hard relationships would impossible shit probably count number times ive basic physical contact girl two hands im terribly afraid people im gonna keep trying though know im likely gonna make it cant rewire brain good diet exercise one day even loving family get tired shit day maybe ill able go without causing much pain thanks reading did
Quiero lastimar a la familia ellos son uno con excepción amigos reales ive manejado una masa curso vida que todo derecho amigos enteros me cuidan mamá siempre amable amable persona comprensión tal vez un punto tan contribuyó mucho crianza protegida utilizado guardar rencor agaisnt razón ive movido más allá de lo mejor fantástica relación padre hijo tal vez años desde que ive comenzó correctamente las cosas él