ive said before want kill ive never able admit now always used say want disappear turn invisible ive come terms suicidal thoughts want go detail situation hate life love friends family besides that hate everything it ever since diagnosed high functioning autism fourteen felt like deserve live since im worthless unintelligent retarded much more additionally ive heard people say autistic people deserve live lives started cant anything etc even diagnosed autism dealt isolation middlehigh school isolated long began feeling crazy strangest things like playing insects even though  used always sit small corner lunch recess sometimes used cry people never cared since teacher told cant make friends anything tried joining three groups school ghosted rd day hanging them felt boring uninteresting like fault one wants friend used three friends current school unfortunately left one went another school went tafe still friend school really great come school often sadly think thats enough reason live really know else say want ask something go ahead guess
ive said before want kill ive never able admit now always used say want disappear turn invisible ive come terms suicidal thoughts want go detail situation hate life love friends family besides that hate everything it ever since diagnosed high functioning autism fourteen felt like deserve live since im worthless unintelligent retarded much more additionally ive heard people say autistic people deserve live lives started cant anything etc even diagnosed autism dealt isolation middlehigh school isolated long began feeling crazy strangest things like playing insects even though used always sit small corner lunch recess sometimes used cry people never cared since teacher told cant make friends anything tried joining three groups school ghosted rd day hanging them felt boring uninteresting like fault one wants friend used three friends current school unfortunately left one went another school went tafe still friend school really great come school often sadly think thats enough reason live really know else say want ask something go ahead guess
ive dicho antes de querer matar ive nunca capaz admitir ahora siempre se usa decir querer desaparecer volver invisible ive vienen términos pensamientos suicidas quieren ir detalle situación odio vida amor amigos familia además de que odia todo desde diagnóstico alto funcionamiento autismo catorce se sentía como merecer vivir desde im inútil uninteligent retardado mucho más adicionalmente oí decir personas autistas merecen vidas vivas comenzó nada etc incluso diagnóstico autismo trato aislamiento escuela secundaria aislada hace mucho tiempo comenzó a sentir cosas más extrañas locas como jugar insectos aunque se utiliza siempre sentarse pequeño almuerzo receso a veces se utiliza llanto gente nunca se importa ya profesor le dijo no hacer amigos nada trató de unirse a tres grupos escuela fantasmad día rd colgarlos se sentía aburrido poco interesante como la culpa uno quiere amigo utilizado tres amigos escuela actual por desgracia dejó uno otra escuela fue tafe todavía amigo escuela muy grande venir escuela a menudo triste pensar que suficiente razón vivir realmente saber más decir quieren preguntar