town depressing fuck like insane levels boring parents lot money get cars fun stuff here ended losing friends depressed sitting around day everyone really really cold mean like everyone says small townsi fun years friends hung every day fun stuff but still never invited anything people hated me parents poor going vacations anything us hanging boring town came back home culture shock hell walked outside today friday night everything pitch black empty everything closed even bar totally dead could even see city could walk outside crowds trains go beach overi tried outgoing possible since got back messaged every single person used know social media everyone really cold either ignoring same always walked around hours went places eat hung there tried going shitty bar shut covid reason cannot even think single way make friends car like one two small shops small parkeven lived big city make friends people friendlier feel defeated living long friends anywhere anything stuff completely alone years got depressed nothing drink smoke weed every day passed barely get bed feels impossible anything without friends social enough able walk strangers became friends want like  friendseven friends always better meeting talking people always friends could get vibe tell loser barely friends anything really think take anymore loneliness get suicidal thoughts daily get random thoughts would much easier take one step rooftop grow old alone every day miserable everyone know loser already tried killing twice tons dumb shit hoping diei could go fucking bad feel like lost life town friends want kill
town depressing fuck like insane levels boring parents lot money get cars fun stuff here ended losing friends depressed sitting around day everyone really really cold mean like everyone says small townsi fun years friends hung every day fun stuff but still never invited anything people hated me parents poor going vacations anything us hanging boring town came back home culture shock hell walked outside today friday night everything pitch black empty everything closed even bar totally dead could even see city could walk outside crowds trains go beach overi tried outgoing possible since got back messaged every single person used know social media everyone really cold either ignoring same always walked around hours went places eat hung there tried going shitty bar shut covid reason cannot even think single way make friends car like one two small shops small parkeven lived big city make friendspeople friendlier feel defeated living long friends anywhere anything stuff completely alone years got depressed nothing drink smoke weed every day passed barely get bed feels impossible anything without friends social enough able walk strangers became friends want like friendseven friends always better meeting talking people always friends could get vibe tell loser barely friends anything really think take anymore loneliness get suicidal thoughts daily get random thoughts would much easier take one step rooftop grow old alone every day miserable everyone know loser already tried killing twice tons dumb shit hoping diei could go fucking bad feel like lost life town friends want kill
Ciudad deprimente mierda como niveles locos aburridos padres mucho dinero conseguir coches diversión cosas aquí terminó perder amigos deprimido sentarse alrededor día todo el mundo realmente frío medio como todo el mundo dice pequeñas ciudades diversión años amigos colgó todos los días diversión cosas pero todavía nunca invitado nada la gente me odiaba padres pobres ir vacaciones nada nosotros colgando ciudad aburrida volvió a casa cultura shock infierno caminó fuera hoy viernes noche todo black blood vacio todo cerrado incluso bar totalmente muerto incluso podía ver ciudad podía caminar fuera multitud trenes ir playa overi probado salida posible desde llegó mensaje cada persona utilizado saber redes sociales todo el mundo realmente frío o ignorando lo mismo siempre caminaba alrededor de horas fue lugares colgarse allí intentó ir mierda bar cerrado covid razón ni siquiera puede pensar de una sola manera hacer amigos coche como una dos pequeñas tiendas pequeño parqueeven vivió gran ciudad hacer amigos amigos se sienten derrotados vivir largo amigos dondequiera cualquier cosa cosas completamente solo años se deprimió nada bebida hierba cada día pasó apenas conseguir cama se siente imposible nada sin amigos social suficiente