terrible things put people terrible things cannot escape childhood emotional stunting followed therapy medication awhile stopped thought genuinely felt better really thought didthen reminder recent giant explosion drama initially nothing dragged life hell popped againand went right back considering ending all feel lonely people care me believe life good me sure rough bad others lot privilege life really cry help thinki think want someone agree tell making sense know would say someone asked could help  reality cannotit justi want die want release pain pain caused others want word forget ever existed want end help think
terrible things put people terrible things cannot escape childhood emotional stunting followed therapy medication awhile stopped thought genuinely felt better really thought didthen reminder recent giant explosion drama initially nothing dragged life hell popped againand went right back considering ending all feel lonely people care me believe life good me sure rough bad others lot privilege life really cry help thinki think want someone agree tell making sense know would say someone asked could help reality cannotit justi want die want release pain pain caused others want word forget ever existed want end help think
Las cosas terribles ponen a la gente las cosas terribles no pueden escapar a la infancia atrofia emocional seguido de la terapia medicamentos un rato dejó de pensar genuinamente se sentía mejor realmente pensamiento hizo entonces recordar reciente drama explosión gigante inicialmente nada arrastrada vida infierno surgió otra vez y se fue derecho atrás considerando terminar todos se sienten solos la gente me importa creo que la vida bueno seguro rudo mal otros mucho privilegio vida realmente llorar ayuda creo que quiero que alguien de acuerdo decir que hacer sentido saber diría que alguien preguntó podría ayudar realidad no puede justo quiero morir quiero liberar dolor causa que otros quieran palabra olvidarse siempre existir final ayuda pensar