im never going get dream makes life feel fucking meaninglessi idea im going life anymore ive recently moved parents horrible me ive working non stop pay bills ive also practicing like crazy esports father forced sell computer pay bills would understandable didnt make enough money pay himself doesnt even gambling problem anything like waste money hes greedy piece shit anyway ive playing console games like mortal kombat esports recently lack desktop ive gotten plateau makes actually want end life esports biggest dream time focus lose again makes feel like ive wasted much life absolutely nothing im making money it im nowhere near skill level would allow get anywhere dad always told chasing dream stupid didnt raise son loser playing video games point hes right cant go college carrier either moved schools credits got revoked show f transcript im ready give up cant dream dont see point going on
im never going get dream makes life feel fucking meaninglessi idea im going life anymore ive recently moved parents horrible me ive working non stop pay bills ive also practicing like crazy esports father forced sell computer pay bills would understandable didnt make enough money pay himself doesnt even gambling problem anything like waste money hes greedy piece shit anyway ive playing console games like mortal kombat esports recently lack desktop ive gotten plateau makes actually want end life esports biggest dream time focus lose again makes feel like ive wasted much life absolutely nothing im making money it im nowhere near skill level would allow get anywhere dad always told chasing dream stupid didnt raise son loser playing video games point hes right cant go college carrier either moved schools credits got revoked show f transcript im ready give up cant dream dont see point going on
Im nunca va a tener sueño hace que la vida se sienta sin sentido idea im ir a la vida más live recientemente movido padres horrible me ive trabajo non stop pay bills ive también practicando como loco esports padre forzado vender ordenador pago facturas comprensibles no hacer suficiente dinero pagar a sí mismo ni siquiera problema de juego nada como desperdicio dinero hes codicioso pieza mierda de todos modos ive jugar juegos de consola como mortal kombat esports recientemente falta escritorio ive getd meseta hace en realidad querer fin de vida esports mayor sueño enfoque perder otra vez hace sentir como ive desperdiciado mucha vida absolutamente nada im hacer dinero im en ningún lugar cerca de nivel de habilidad permitiría llegar a cualquier lugar papá siempre le dijo perseguir sueño estúpido no criar hijo perdedor jugar videojuegos punto él derecho no puede ir portador de la universidad ya sea se trasladó créditos show f transcripción im listo renunciar a sueño no ver punto pasando