ill probably die cold alone anywayenglish first language  years old male even know im posting honest lets give try anyway lose dignity think shred left ive diagnosed  years ago severe crohns disease ive symptoms years without able put word it ive surgery couple times far stomach mess scars im immunosuppressive drugs big time every time take spend couple hours nauseating shit blood weekly basis feel weak  years old moderate case arthritis spend least  hours day sleeping make thru whole day gastroenterologist knows side effects yet absolutely plan managing physical pain id change physician could live shitty province theres  specialist hes one whos remotely close live add crap ive never actual girlfriend cant talk girl even life depended and probably point could say im like rahj big bang theory cant speak attractive women without drunk and drinking kind meds im completely forbidden tried spent  minutes puking blood rare times girl approaches happens maybe year im luck stutter look like complete idiot cant make complete sentence life me tried meeting girls online meet one usually runs away soon hears medical condition who could blame them ive mental hospitals twice far depression pills far even remotely lifting mood weeks ive seen psychologist left depressed came in know anymore cry sleep every fucking night hard time keep poker face work school whats future physical pain mental pain fucking alone without significant support me id rather end now feel cold empty seen light  years ive walking god forsaken path lifeatheist here figure speech please try cheer religious stuff
ill probably die cold alone anywayenglish first language years old male even know im posting honest lets give try anyway lose dignity think shred left ive diagnosed years ago severe crohns disease ive symptoms years without able put word it ive surgery couple times far stomach mess scars im immunosuppressive drugs big time every time take spend couple hours nauseating shit blood weekly basis feel weak years old moderate case arthritis spend least hours day sleeping make thru whole day gastroenterologist knows side effects yet absolutely plan managing physical pain id change physician could live shitty province theres specialist hes one whos remotely close live add crap ive never actual girlfriend cant talk girl even life depended and probably point could say im like rahj big bang theory cant speak attractive women without drunk and drinking kind meds im completely forbidden tried spent minutes puking blood rare times girl approaches happens maybe year im luck stutter look like complete idiot cant make complete sentence life me tried meeting girls online meet one usually runs away soon hears medical condition who could blame them ive mental hospitals twice far depression pills far even remotely lifting mood weeks ive seen psychologist left depressed came in know anymore cry sleep every fucking night hard time keep poker face work school whats future physical pain mental pain fucking alone without significant support me id rather end now feel cold empty seen light years ive walking god forsaken path lifeatheist here figure speech please try cheer religious stuff
Enfermo probablemente morir frío solo de todos modosenglish primera lengua años de edad macho incluso saben