im already deadi pointed gun head yesterday sat stared barrel one shot chamber felt nothing afraid die want release death heroin know get heroin feel responsible much pain carry lot pain people would care counted  people might likely  think would feel responsible probably best case scenario anyone knows cares know theres small chance want know ive lot pain inside matter happy funny act ten years im ready get rid pain im dead birthday couple weeks ill probably hospitalized
im already deadi pointed gun head yesterday sat stared barrel one shot chamber felt nothing afraid die want release death heroin know get heroin feel responsible much pain carry lot pain people would care counted people might likely think would feel responsible probably best case scenario anyone knows cares know theres small chance want know ive lot pain inside matter happy funny act ten years im ready get rid painim dead birthday couple weeks ill probably hospitalized
Im ya deadti puntiaguda cabeza de pistola ayer se sentó barril mirado cámara de un disparo sentía nada miedo morir querer liberar la muerte heroína saber conseguir heroína sentir responsable mucho dolor llevar mucho dolor gente se preocuparía contado personas podría probablemente pensar se sentiría responsable probablemente mejor caso caso nadie sabe importa sabe hay poca posibilidad quieren saber mucho dolor dentro de la materia feliz acto divertido diez años im listo deshacerse dolor muerto pareja de cumpleaños semanas enfermo probablemente hospitalizado