things get better redflag attempt failedive debating whether say anything really like vulnerable however feel like im going try again want someone know story my real story could go pages list everything ill try sum up ill honest want die want things get better know deep down wont also sorry bad grammar repeat im bad words long story previous posts ive deleted redditors commented post long want get im depressed recently ill try sum much possible ampxb main points  bullying peers  bullying professors  getting good grades  get dream internship  lost friends  feeling like one cares  rich dad different state financially help  lot money buy christmas presents  really feeling like everything fault would feel better ended  broken ampxb last year  bullied college school policy roommate kills themself get class told continued bully point would get stared at barked im furry think fucked dogs hence barking seen without emotionally abusedrude comments etc small  dorms campus highschool  popular kid party stayed dorm watching netflix studying   grandmother passed away dropped  semester  due bullying sucks really want go neuroscience  professor getting fired algebra would give us enormous assignments  question writeout homework questions finals week valentines day gave us  questions due night multiple step writeouts guess little happiness got  class average  one   pass class with    he eventually fired this year probably worst year life i said last year that think get worse want suffering end  college multiple campuses switched campuses far one wanted bullying stop new year new outlook well thats psycho professor comes in human biology favorite subject good it hes type guy says opinions facts wanted polite really want drama wanted hopefully ask reference internship dying for goes well high ss gave participation grade  go office speak it eventually agrees give  feel like fine weeks later gives us project email question says emailed question taking points project yes really silly there syllabus negative question people double check think bad thing email professor project bring advisor threatening dock points emailed question says done nasty stuff like past its first semester first year teaching bring head science department asked said would something it she actually old bio teacher knew work ethic bullying went campuses project came added new peers grade peers criteria remember projects came us came group added new grading criteria project started berating asking questions i answered correctly would say prions brain btw stuff like that end walked class take berating me lying making feel awful even us call students see could repeat back said student called could perfectly ones back could not he called student got right thats walked out told class left would hold grudges students that gave s s would give full credit bonus contacted head dean nothing even response one anything purposely failed me proof stealing points grades giving unfair grades taking points reason even changed old assignments one two points took final today try know would fail me dean anything bragging favorite professor actually reported him bragging failing me wtf illegal  old professor head science department told phone would love reference internship apologized psychotic teacher contacted days ago would still willing help never responded again   professors willing help one made bet could get  final would got  i busy spending  hours vocab words psycho teacher pointless regret give full credit reference number  she promised hugged never showed day supposed get information  references gone bums out  actually breaks heart would kicked ass internship  figured time would get another job i work library needed another job dad left need help take care mom began working dollmart rhymes certain chain store dad left help financially really much money christmas work butt off first arrive everything seems dandy start working jerk asshole say hazing first day constant making hard work telling bad job doing continues ive while claim break eggs took photographic evidence me reported putting gallons milk pm milk customers purchase last  minutes shift zoned hours pretending busy figured id put milk customers  milk anyone buy instead thanked threatened boss helping customers pm stocking even milk apparently coworkers mean try talk stressed college fact go breakroom talk im worried ill mess things hurt people hide read reddit lunch break  bestfriend left close friend left move different states anyone   this decided im going kill grabbed bottle vitamin pills stupid retrospect chugged  bottle waited began feel really really weird took nap figured id die would it though woke feeling really sick crappy life came back minutes thought well maybe sign keep going thats did keep going help im back square one job get trouble trying best customer service school professor obviously illegal get ignored friends leaving enjoy new lives get dream internship ampxb sorry timelines seem weird put order  ampxb sorry even writing feel dumb
things get better redflag attempt failedive debating whether say anything really like vulnerable however feel like im going try again want someone know story my real story could go pages list everything ill try sum up ill honest want die want things get better know deep down wont also sorry bad grammar repeatim bad words long story previous posts ive deleted redditors commented post long want get im depressed recently ill try sum much possible ampxb main points bullying peers bullying professors getting good grades get dream internship lost friends feeling like one cares rich dad different state financially help lot money buy christmas presents really feeling like everything fault would feel better ended broken ampxb last year bullied college school policy roommate kills themself get class told continued bully point would get stared at barked im furry think fucked dogs hence barking seen without emotionally abusedrude comments etc small dorms campus highschool popular kid party stayed dorm watching netflix studying grandmother passed away dropped semester due bullying sucks really want go neuroscience professor getting fired algebra would give us enormous assignments question writeout homework questions finals week valentines day gave us questions due night multiple step writeouts guess little happiness got class average one pass class with he eventually fired this year probably worst year life i said last year that think get worse want suffering end college multiple campuses switched campuses far one wanted bullying stop new year new outlook well thats psycho professor comes in human biologyfavorite subject good it hes type guy says opinions facts wanted polite really want drama wanted hopefully ask reference internship dying for goes well high ss gave participation grade go office speak it eventually agrees give feel like fine weeks later gives us project email question says emailed question taking points project yes really silly there syllabus negative question people double check think bad thing email professor project bring advisor threatening dock points emailed question says done nasty stuff like past its first semester first year teaching bring head science department asked said would something it she actually old bio teacher knew work ethic bullying went campuses project came added new peers grade peers criteria remember projects came us came group added new grading criteria project started berating asking questions i answered correctly would say prions brain btw stuff like that end walked class take berating me lying making feel awful even us call students see could repeat back said student called could perfectly ones back could not he called student got right thats walked out told class left would hold grudges students that gave s s would give full credit bonus contacted head dean nothing even response one anything purposely failed me proof stealing points grades giving unfair grades taking points reason even changed old assignments one two points took final today try know would fail me dean anything bragging favorite professor actually reported him bragging failing me wtf illegal old professor head science department told phone would love reference internship apologized psychotic teacher contacted days ago would still willing help never responded again professors willing help one made bet could get final would got i busy spending hours vocab words psycho teacher pointless regret give full credit reference number she promised hugged never showed day supposed get information references gone bums out actually breaks heart would kicked ass internship figured time would get another job i work library needed another job dad left need help take care mom began working dollmart rhymes certain chain store dad left help financially really much money christmas work butt off first arrive everything seems dandy start working jerk asshole say hazing first day constant making hard work telling bad job doing continues ive while claim break eggs took photographic evidence me reported putting gallons milk pm milk customers purchase last minutes shift zoned hours pretending busy figured id put milk customers milk anyone buy instead thanked threatened boss helping customers pm stocking even milk apparently coworkers mean try talk stressed college fact go breakroom talk im worried ill mess things hurt people hide read reddit lunch break bestfriend left close friend left move different states anyone this decided im going kill grabbed bottle vitamin pills stupid retrospect chugged bottle waited began feel really really weird took nap figured id die would it though woke feeling really sick crappy life came back minutes thought well maybe sign keep going thats did keep going help im back square one job get trouble trying best customer service school professor obviously illegal get ignored friends leaving enjoy new lives get dream internship ampxb sorry timelines seem weird put order ampxb sorry even writing feel dumb
Las cosas mejoran Redflag intento fallido debate si decir algo realmente como vulnerable sin embargo me siento como voy a tratar de nuevo quiero alguien sabe historia mi historia real podría ir páginas lista todo mal intento resumen mal honesto querer morir quieren las cosas conseguir mejor saber en el fondo no lo siento mala gramática repetir mala historia larga historia anteriores posts ive borrado redditors comentaron post long want get im deprimido recientemente mal intento suma mucho posible ampxb puntos principales bullying compañeros acoso profesores conseguir buenas calificaciones obtener sueño pasantía amigos perdidos sentimiento como uno se preocupa papá rico diferente estado ayuda financiera mucho dinero comprar Navidad presenta realmente sentir como todo la culpa se sentiría mejor terminó roto ampxb el año pasado abucheado compañero de cuarto de la escuela se mata a sí mismo conseguir clase le dicen continuo punto matón se miran a ladrado