selfishi struggling suicidal thoughts fear ive become reckless behaviors lost satisfaction joy helping others uplifting them volunteered crisis text line still find wondering pointless help them start wondering allowed selfish even plan redflag would consider ways make look like accident save others truth die way organs could salvaged others live from become okay selfish want someone cherish love me kind selfish clingy desperately claw onto someone love feel like im desperate ok someone want selfishly myself feel like im chained im thinking others first  ok greedily selfish hate every thought wanting reach feels like attention grab cry night missing people life lived far always others feel alone people say arent are touch hug kiss skin deep feel know alone cannot share feeling mine ours thought understand point me wait struck taken death step step closer death accelerated recklessness know need life know want get nothing
selfishi struggling suicidal thoughts fear ive become reckless behaviors lost satisfaction joy helping others uplifting them volunteered crisis text line still find wondering pointless help them start wondering allowed selfish even plan redflag would consider ways make look like accident save others truth die way organs could salvaged others live from become okay selfish want someone cherish love me kind selfish clingy desperately claw onto someone love feel like im desperate ok someone want selfishly myself feel like im chained im thinking others first ok greedily selfish hate every thought wanting reach feels like attention grab cry night missing people life lived far always others feel alone people say arent are touchhug kiss skin deep feel know alone cannot share feeling mine ours thought understand point me wait struck taken death step step closer death accelerated recklessness know need life know want get nothing
egoístas que luchan pensamientos suicidas miedo ive se convierten en comportamientos imprudentes pérdida de satisfacción alegría ayudar a otros elevarlos voluntarios línea de texto crisis todavía encontrar preguntas ayuda inútil les comienzan a preguntarse permitido egoísta incluso plan Redflag consideraría maneras hacer parecer como accidente salvar a otros verdad morir manera órganos podrían salvar a otros vivir de convertirse en bien egoísta deseo alguien me ama amable egoísta pegajosa garra desesperadamente en alguien amor ok alguien quiere egoístamente me siento como im encadenado im pensar otros primero ok codiciadamente egoísta odio cada pensamiento querer llegar se siente como atención agarrar llanto gente perdida vida vivió lejos siempre otros se sienten solos la gente dicen no son touchhug beso piel profundo saber solo no puede compartir sentimiento mío nuestro pensamiento entender punto me espera golpeado tomó muerte paso cerca muerte acelerada temeridad saber necesidad de la vida quiere obtener nada