ive started think logically calmly plotting out scares mei thought this thought everything getting better would ok instead feels like im falling behind again like life trucking along dragging along behind it cant get footing every time trip im tired fighting feels like losing battle drive home night think easy would turn front tractor trailer people would miss me yes least life insurance would help pay debt girl love would better off use money bills anymore restricted apartments bad credit score could ramble on cant bring to im tired eyes hurt know could much worse predicament still change feeling wanting end good night thank whoever reads this
ive started think logically calmly plotting out scares mei thought this thought everything getting better would ok instead feels like im falling behind again like life trucking along dragging along behind it cant get footing every time trip im tired fighting feels like losing battle drive home night think easy would turn front tractor trailer people would miss me yes least life insurance would help pay debt girl love would better off use money bills anymore restricted apartments bad credit score could ramble on cant bring to im tired eyes hurt know could much worse predicament still change feeling wanting end good night thank whoever reads this
ive comenzó a pensar lógicamente conspirando tranquilamente mei miedos mei pensó que todo iba a mejorar bien en lugar se siente como im quedarse atrás de nuevo como la vida de camiones a lo largo de arrastrarse detrás de ella no puede ponerse de pie cada vez viaje estoy cansado lucha se siente como perder batalla conducir a casa noche pensar fácil girar trailer delantero la gente me echaría de menos sí menos seguro de vida ayudaría a pagar deudas amor chica mejor usar dinero facturas más restringido apartamentos mala puntuación de crédito podría divagar en cant llevar a los ojos cansados dolor saber podría peor situación todavía cambiar la sensación de querer terminar buenas noches gracias a quienquiera que lea esto