struggling hard thoughts redflag fact one carelately ive thinking redflag lot happened ive hospital months ago starting again im really starting realize meaninglessness existence world feel like matter anyone im always excluded people ask ask hang ask help im always one things feel like im always reaching friends respond gratitude like im cool enough time im loser live home parents like asshole moved living cooler friends never invited hang im not allowed whatever never try accommodate me im one always go are feel like one day im going explode them ive told several times feel inconsiderate changed think im one problems realize actions affecting me leading think matter redflag reasonable option give fuck die right asking me talking me theyre obsessed even though live together tertiary character star show want fucking die feel worthless stupid like loser never like them talked counselor said never say death matter people seemed extremely offended said that truly feel though hurts bad friends know often get suicidal think want deal shit anymore ignore me well die deal fucking problems anymore thanks anybody read this total whine fest im taking space sorry that
struggling hard thoughts redflag fact one carelately ive thinking redflag lot happened ive hospital months ago starting again im really starting realize meaninglessness existence world feel like matter anyone im always excluded people ask ask hang ask help im always one things feel like im always reaching friends respond gratitude like im cool enough time im loser live home parents like asshole moved living cooler friends never invited hang im not allowed whatever never try accommodate me im one always go are feel like one day im going explode them ive told several times feel inconsiderate changed think im one problems realize actions affecting me leading think matter redflag reasonable option give fuck die right asking me talking me theyre obsessed even though live together tertiary character star show want fucking die feel worthless stupid like loser never like them talked counselor said never say death matter people seemed extremely offended said that truly feel though hurts bad friends know often get suicidal think want deal shit anymore ignore me well die deal fucking problems anymore thanks anybody read this total whine fest im taking space sorry that
lucha contra los pensamientos duros flagelación hecho un cuidado live pensamiento Redflag lote sucedio en el hospital hace meses a partir de nuevo im realmente comenzar realidad insignificancia existencia mundo sentir como materia nadie im siempre excluidos gente preguntar colgar pedir ayuda im siempre una cosa se siente como im siempre llegar amigos responder gratitud como im cool tiempo im perdedor vivir en casa padres como imbécil movido vivir amigos más fríos nunca invitado colgar no se permite lo que nunca intenta acomodarme Im uno siempre ir son sentir como un día im va explotar ive dijo varias veces se siente desconsiderado cambio pensar en un problema realizar acciones que afectan a mí principal pensar redflag opción razonable dar la muerte derecho preguntarme hablar me son obsesionados a pesar de vivir juntos carácter terciario estrella mostrar querer morir sin valor estúpido como perdedor nunca como ellos hablado consejero dijo nunca decir muerte materia la gente parecía extremadamente ofendido dijo que realmente sentir aunque lastimados malos amigos saben a menudo suicida pensar quieren negocio mierda más ignorarme bien morir acuerdo problemas más gracias a nadie leer este total queja festejo im tomar espacio lo siento que