almost  months sober falling apart shit ton different traumas bubbled surface around two weeks ago people live with support system vacation five weeks kept contact much also nasty painful tooth infection triggering healthbased ocd existing like zombie barely move right now walk move slow motion feel like someone tried talk would stare energy open mouth know happening me know thinking killing  want it picky piece shit one way want go out oding doc cannot money think thing stopping right now life messy untangle fucked financially longterm much trauma feel close anyone cannot accomplish anything much physical pain smart feel much overwhelmed grief someone lost od year agoi hanging thread snap please someone help me please please someone need help please
almost months sober falling apart shit ton different traumas bubbled surface around two weeks ago people live with support system vacation five weeks kept contact much also nasty painful tooth infection triggering healthbased ocd existing like zombie barely move right now walk move slow motion feel like someone tried talk would stare energy open mouth know happening me know thinking killing want it picky piece shit one way want go out oding doc cannot money think thing stopping right now life messy untangle fucked financially longterm much trauma feel close anyone cannot accomplish anything much physical pain smart feel much overwhelmed grief someone lost od year agoi hanging thread snap please someone help me please please someone need help please
casi meses sobrio cayendo a pedazos mierda toneladas diferentes traumas burbujas superficie alrededor de hace dos semanas la gente vive con sistema de apoyo vacaciones cinco semanas mantuvo el contacto mucho también desagradable dolorosa infección dental desencadenando ocd basado en la salud existente como zombi apenas se mueven ahora caminar movimiento cámara lenta sentir como alguien tratado hablar miraría energía boca abierta saber lo que me pasa saber pensar matar quiero una pieza exigente mierda una manera quiere salir oding doc no puede el dinero pensar cosa detener ahora la vida desordenada desenredar follada financieramente largo mucho trauma sentir cerca nadie puede lograr nada mucho dolor físico inteligente sentir mucho dolor abrumado alguien perdido od año agoi hilo colgante broche por favor alguien me ayude por favor por favor alguien necesita ayuda por favor