f stuck situation decade want happy mind allow feel anything sadness hopelessness countless therapists psychiatrists nothing done helped tired feeling like this constant pain chronic illness pushed everyone love away going go ahead end it tried many times past secured enough pills make sure correctly time could jump front train hang myself inconvenient shocking others way ill bed somebody finds me reading this thank listening tried
f stuck situation decade want happy mind allow feel anything sadness hopelessness countless therapists psychiatrists nothing done helped tired feeling like this constant pain chronic illness pushed everyone love away going go ahead end it tried many times past secured enough pills make sure correctly time could jump front train hang myself inconvenient shocking others way ill bed somebody finds me reading this thank listening tried
f situación pegada década quieren mente feliz permitir sentir nada tristeza desesperanza innumerables terapeutas psiquiatras nada hecho ayudó a sentirse cansado como este dolor constante enfermedad crónica empujó a todo el mundo amor ir adelante final lo intentó muchas veces pasado asegurado suficientes píldoras asegurarse de que correctamente el tiempo podría saltar tren delantero colgarme incómodo chocar otros camino cama enferma alguien me encuentra leyendo este gracias escuchar tratado