so something amazing happened yesterday job opportunity basically sprang face completed two back back phone interviews owner manager boy next thing know talking start dates pay andi terrified thrilled lucky happened jumping joy desperately need job worked year due covid could great fit me keep coming back much want die anxious failing am depressed am incapable am walked road before gotten cool job dealt redflag days broke weight constant suicidal ideation pattern i others life recognize point everyone tell getting news mentions oh well sure handle time timebut afraid depressed want close eyes never open again know need job please help self sabotage please help
so something amazing happened yesterday job opportunity basically sprang face completed two back back phone interviews owner manager boy next thing know talking start dates pay andi terrified thrilled lucky happened jumping joy desperately need job worked year due covid could great fit me keep coming back much want die anxious failing am depressed am incapable am walked road before gotten cool job dealt redflag days broke weight constant suicidal ideation pattern i others life recognize point everyone tell getting news mentionsoh well sure handle time timebut afraid depressed want close eyes never open again know need job please help self sabotage please help
Así que algo increíble sucedió ayer oportunidad de trabajo básicamente surgió cara completada dos atrás teléfono entrevistas propietario gerente chico siguiente cosa saber hablar de las fechas de inicio pago y aterrado emocionado suerte sucedió saltar alegría desesperadamente necesidad trabajo trabajo año debido covid podría gran encajar me sigue volviendo mucho deseo morir ansioso fallo estoy deprimido soy incapaz de caminar camino antes de conseguir trabajo fresco tratado día rojo rayado peso constante patrón de ideación suicida i otros vida reconocer punto todo el mundo cuenta conseguir noticias mencionesoh bien seguro manejar tiempo pero miedo deprimido quieren ojos cercanos nunca abrir de nuevo saber trabajo por favor ayudar a auto sabotaje por favor ayudar