week cut first time yearwhile suicidal thoughts think id go far actually it said feel like life spiraling control again idea do spend much time trying help everyone life comes time ask help even someone talk to turn away change subject start talking themselves person thought cared says busy constantly goes makes plans friends know selfish think thats wrong like would hard tell no probably whats fucking bad right now ive tried getting lost photography hobbies works temporarily ive even tried drinking again temporary still come home feel nothing much nothing fact picked knife breaking one year  month streak cut feel something anything anger thats another point weird simply feel nothing nothing all occasionally anger mostly directed myself ive always thought depression would go days end motivation general feeling gloom evolved still motivation instead feeling sad simply feel nothing whats weird feel though im making attention true would able come home snap right like nothing wrong life good family good friends freedom want yet still feel like shit constantly idea do yall think making up wrong place post im sorry sidebar rules specific replies posts
week cut first time yearwhile suicidal thoughts think id go far actually it said feel like life spiraling control again idea do spend much time trying help everyone life comes time ask help even someone talk to turn away change subject start talking themselves person thought cared says busy constantly goes makes plans friends know selfish think thats wrong like would hard tell no probably whats fucking bad right now ive tried getting lost photography hobbies works temporarily ive even tried drinking again temporary still come home feel nothing much nothing fact picked knife breaking one year month streak cut feel something anything anger thats another point weird simply feel nothing nothing all occasionally anger mostly directed myself ive always thought depression would go days end motivation general feeling gloom evolved still motivation instead feeling sad simply feel nothing whats weird feel though im making attention true would able come home snap right like nothing wrong life good family good friends freedom want yet still feel like shit constantly idea do yall think making up wrong place post im sorry sidebar rules specific replies posts
semana cortada primera vez añomientras que pensamientos suicidas piensan id ir lejos en realidad dijo sentir como la vida en espiral control otra vez idea pasar mucho tiempo tratando ayudar a todos la vida llega tiempo pedir ayuda incluso alguien hablar para dar la vuelta tema cambio empezar hablar a sí mismos persona pensó cuidado dice ocupado va constantemente hace planes amigos saben egoísta pensar que es malo difícil decir no probablemente lo que está mal ahora ive intento conseguir perdido fotografía hobbies funciona temporalmente ive incluso trató de beber de nuevo temporal todavía llega a casa no siento nada hecho cuchillo elegido romper un año racha corte sentir algo cualquier cosa ira que otro punto raro simplemente no sentir nada todo ocasionalmente ira mayormente dirigido yo mismo siempre pensé que la depresión iba a terminar días motivación general sentimiento de tristeza evolucionado motivación en lugar de sentirse triste simplemente sentir nada lo que es raro sentir aunque im hacer realidad podría venir a casa chasque derecho como nada mala vida buena familia buenos amigos libertad desea pero todavía se siente como mierda constantemente idea do yall pensar hacer lugar equivocado post im lo siento sidebar reglas específicas respuestas posts