situationfor years ive struggling suicidal thoughs cant kill myself know like live enjoy life time then every year so dip want anything sleep  hours time still im tired cry nothing lose friends just want dissapear then again know want kill myself makes things worse i know do dip im in now going onfor  months know why want selfdiagnose anything im scared go doctor im hopeless got boyfriend wonderfull tries support me hes losing patience want bother problems guys please anyone know how feel better again ive tried talk friends backed away ive got noone left noone understands need psychological help ive never much pain life everything seems miserable keep messing everything im bitch time moodyness notice ive done social dammage cant im up want sleep never wake again tldr  feel miserable time need help cant kill myself cant stay emotional pain time
situationfor years ive struggling suicidal thoughs cant kill myself know like live enjoy life time then every year so dip want anything sleep hours time still im tired cry nothing lose friends just want dissapear then again know want kill myself makes things worse i know do dip im in now going onformonths know why want selfdiagnose anything im scared go doctor im hopeless got boyfriend wonderfull tries support me hes losing patience want bother problems guys please anyone know how feel better again ive tried talk friends backed away ive got noone left noone understands need psychological help ive never much pain life everything seems miserable keep messing everything im bitch time moodyness notice ive done social dammage cant im up want sleep never wake again tldr feel miserable time need help cant kill myself cant stay emotional pain time
situación durante años lucha lucha suicida aunque no puede matarme saber como vivir disfrutar de la vida entonces cada año así que dip quiero cualquier cosa sueño horas tiempo todavía estoy cansado llorar nada perder amigos sólo quiero desaparecer entonces otra vez saber querer matarme me hace cosas peor sé hacer dip im en ahora seguir durante meses saber por qué quiero autodiagnóstico nada im miedo ir doctor im desesperanza novio wonderfull intenta apoyarme hes perder paciencia quieren problemas chicos por favor alguien sabe cómo sentirse mejor otra vez ive probado hablar amigos retrocedido ive got none left nadie entiende necesidad de ayuda psicológica ive nunca mucho dolor vida todo parece miserable seguir desordenando todo im perra tiempo mal humor aviso ive doed social dammage cant up want dream never wash tld tld twort time need ayuda cant stay emocional dorm time