need speak mind littlehi friends always trouble starting posts ill tell little myself problems school whatsoever bullied grades average social outcast good number close friends id trust life friends joke stuff id trust life exact migh around  really close friends ish friends hang best friends family great except little brother adhd big brother aspergers theres nothing wrong it brothers nice people like talk stuff with mother supportive woman world even though trust much information life know shed whatever could me father little though love guy also comforting man world also sister speak much since lives london rest us lives sweden get along problem speaking whatsoever friends thinks funny guy jokes alot problem making fun myself also know get shit anyone problem defending verbally physically cases usually win not brag get along  people meet volunteer working get hear good worker quick understand job effective it also gotten compliments looks ive informed handsome person little body fat currently trying work away little even notice unless im wearing tight shirt im sure guys there certain theres atleast one suicidal person sub would kill life thats feel like piece shit going say next hate it hate myself hate everything ive ever done take almost pleasure anything longer find things like playing games fun get super angry small stuff like lag dying games get super angry almost everything example writing arm uncomfortable position wanted break fucking desk theres several holes earlier raging spend freetime alone computer speaking friends stuff like skype discord sure fun there thing unable commit almost anything even though work fast effective like said earlier expected me watching tvseries watch like first season get bored forget it tried writing small novell got chapters done got bored forgot it ive tried drawing drawing get bored forget it people tell im creative ive praised extraordinary writerdrawer craftsman never actually enjoy even though im good it comes thing gets most ridiculously bad women even though look good unable speak women all try cases come shy weird annoying get guy world think funny guy want friend comes girls mostly think weird maybe wrong take social awkwardness sign im interested them anyways annoying girlfriend since  years old probably get girlfriend rest life still virgin completely convinced never lose unless pay prostitute fuck me do since kind person friends seem convinced tried id get girlfriend instant since seem think glorious beacon selfconfidence success bad selfesteem all know admirable person worthless comes girls ive realized enjoy anything anymore thing want life find someone start family with life would perfect for me could find that even kidding would absolutely perfect life hard time finding job lots friends family loves love back live one safe countries world cant granted one final fucking thing thatd make life best could ever wish for never girlfriend constant reminder life would complete final thing enough driven edge dad owns several weapons ranging hunting rifles shotguns finding pistol end hard also know keeps gunlocker key fact much worse im still suicidal though life good makes feel even worse actually read this salute you thanks listening even anything important say please comment anyways remind people actually read know situation also know certain annoyed even angry fact im thinking blowing head something stupid in eyes insignificant feel free call idiot ungrateful son bitch comments too actually helps little too edit posting realized ive written humongous wall text actually read this salute you love you taking time listen peoples problems good person
need speak mind littlehi friends always trouble starting posts ill tell little myself problems school whatsoever bullied grades average social outcast good number close friends id trust life friends joke stuff id trust life exact migh around really close friends ish friends hang best friends family great except little brother adhd big brother aspergers theres nothing wrong it brothers nice people like talk stuff with mother supportive woman world even though trust much information life know shed whatever could me father little though love guy also comforting man world also sister speak much since lives london rest us lives sweden get along problem speaking whatsoever friends thinks funny guy jokes alot problem making fun myself also know get shit anyone problem defending verbally physically cases usually win not brag get along people meet volunteer working get hear good worker quick understand job effective it also gotten compliments looks ive informed handsome person little body fat currently trying work away little even notice unless im wearing tight shirt im sure guys there certain theres atleast one suicidal person sub would kill life thats feel like piece shit going say next hate it hate myself hate everything ive ever done take almost pleasure anything longer find things like playing games fun get super angry small stuff like lag dying games get super angry almost everything example writing arm uncomfortable position wanted break fucking desk theres several holes earlier raging spend freetime alone computer speaking friends stuff like skype discord sure fun there thing unable commit almost anything even though work fast effective like said earlier expected me watching tvseries watch like first season get bored forget it tried writing small novell got chapters done got bored forgot it ive tried drawing drawing get bored forget it people tell im creative ive praised extraordinary writerdrawer craftsman never actually enjoy even though im good it comes thing gets most ridiculously bad women even though look good unable speak women all try cases come shy weird annoying get guy world think funny guy want friend comes girls mostly think weird maybe wrong take social awkwardness sign im interested them anyways annoying girlfriend since years old probably get girlfriend rest life still virgin completely convinced never lose unless pay prostitute fuck me do since kind person friends seem convinced tried id get girlfriend instant since seem think glorious beacon selfconfidence success bad selfesteem all know admirable person worthless comes girls ive realized enjoy anything anymore thing want life find someone start family with life would perfect for me could find that even kidding would absolutely perfect life hard time finding job lots friends family loves love back live one safe countries world cant granted one final fucking thing thatd make life best could ever wish for never girlfriend constant reminder life would complete final thing enough driven edge dad owns several weapons ranging hunting rifles shotguns finding pistol end hard also know keeps gunlocker key fact much worse im still suicidal though life good makes feel even worse actually read this salute you thanks listening even anything important say please comment anyways remind people actually read know situation also know certain annoyed even angry fact im thinking blowing head something stupid in eyes insignificant feel free call idiot ungrateful son bitch comments too actually helps little too edit posting realized ive written humongous wall text actually read this salute you love you taking time listen peoples problems good person
need speak mind littlehi friends always problem start posts ill let little myself problems school anything bullied grades promedio social outcast good number close id trust life school id trust life school id trust life migh around realmente close friends ish friends coll best friends family great excepto hermanito adhd big brother aspergers no hay nada malo hermanos buena gente como hablar cosas con madre apoyo mujer mundo a pesar de confiar mucha información la vida sabe derramar lo que podría yo padre pequeño aunque amor chico también confortante hombre mundo también hermana hablar mucho desde vidas london descanso nosotros vidas sweden conseguir a lo largo de problemas hablando cualquier cosa amigos piensa divertido chico bromas mucho problema haciendo diversión yo mismo también sé conseguir mierda cualquiera problema defendiendo verbalmente casos físicos generalmente ganar no alardear a lo largo gente trabajar