crashingits getting point cant hold together anymore ive high functioning years becoming much reason ive lived long want hurt loved ones getting point cant even take care anymore ive become adult infant brain fucked up sure im really lucky people love me honestly makes feel shittier long run feeling miserable do ive really good putting mask long starting crumble motivation get better point honestly get point enough freedom make death look like accident want anyone think anything could done save me want spend last time making everyone feel loved special want donate things need create inspiring story travel healing helping others gathering community want death traumatic others want hearts full happy memories want feel loved cared for tired confined physical body tired hurting badly feel defected maybe trauma maybe drugs ive done cope maybe is feel completely drained deteriorated know keep going anymore cant even think work without panic attack physical symptoms anxiety causing basically bedridden im broke fuck taking parents resources love want help feel far past level able ever get better continues cycle feeling shitty feel powerless
crashingits getting point cant hold together anymoreive high functioning years becoming much reason ive lived long want hurt loved ones getting point cant even take care anymoreive become adult infant brain fucked up sure im really lucky people love me honestly makes feel shittier long run feeling miserable do ive really good putting mask long starting crumble motivation get better point honestly get point enough freedom make death look like accident want anyone think anything could done save me want spend last time making everyone feel loved special want donate things need create inspiring story travel healing helping others gathering community want death traumatic others want hearts full happy memories want feel loved cared for tired confined physical body tired hurting badly feel defected maybe trauma maybe drugs ive done cope maybe is feel completely drained deteriorated know keep going anymore cant even think work without panic attack physical symptoms anxiety causing basically bedridden im broke fuck taking parents resources love want help feel far past level able ever get better continues cycle feeling shitty feel powerless
Golpear su punto de conseguir no puede mantener juntos más allá de los años de alto funcionamiento se convierte en mucha razón vida largo deseo herido seres queridos conseguir punto ni siquiera tener cuidado moreive convertirse en adulto cerebro infantil jodido seguro im realmente afortunado gente me ama honestamente hace sentir mierda más largo plazo sentir miserable hacer ive muy bueno poner máscara largo comenzar motivación conseguir mejor punto honestamente punto suficiente libertad hacer que la muerte parezca accidente quiere que alguien piense que cualquier cosa podría hacer quiero pasar la última vez hacer que todos se sientan amados especial querer donar cosas necesita crear historia inspiradora curación de viajes ayudar a otros que reúnen la comunidad quieren muerte traumática otros quieren corazones plenos recuerdos felices quieren sentirse amado cuidado de cansado cuerpo físico confinado cansado daño mal sentir desertado tal vez trauma tal vez drogas ive hecho hacer frente tal vez es sentirse completamente drenado deteriorado saber seguir adelante más no puede ni siquiera pensar en el trabajo sin pánico atacar síntomas físicos ansiedad causar básicamente acostarse im roto coger a los padres recursos amor quieren ayudar a sentir mucho más pasado nivel capaz nunca conseguir mejor sigue el ciclo sensación de mierda sentirse impotente