allowed feel sorry myselfi always fucking strong around people acting like things fucking matter shit like everything alright fuck everything though cant anything right cant tell someone hey curse ill kick youfrom game im mod cant go school talking people fucking hard left take online classes even emailing fucking teachers prove fucking hard such always help mom back hurts lot legs give her walks using walker much money finally got tired falling hurting legs give out dad want help her son matter gets mad go get brother school work one time mom asking help something said ugh agree this argument suppose since married through sick health thing agreed take care one else will help grandpa unable to grandpa likes things though usually putting lot work me work bother me taking care mom affects us mentally much im tired cat room meows time anything hard sleep summer hot here try leave door open cant cat im tired sleeping finally affect getting edge exhausted illness also mom watching get hurt when falls mainly makes sad illness sometimes think why me typical thing like fucking unfair things happened me illness painful okay hurts four currently sleep ive done something bad just finally told mod much longer just ugh hard me feel like ive disappointed him rules changed yet again jsut leave leave life hardly feel sorry others feel sorry situations like mine illness either skin condition back issues fall such skin condition rash type thing lesions painful also made internally sick vomiting internal bleeding stomachkidneyheart pain pain aftger surgery messed pain killers waking up feeling like ripped fuck open wheel chair months friends ignoring guess weird person wheel chair scars arms legs skin condition always explain others judged people judging pills mainly steroids for skin know mean know judge like still illness clear still have day joint pains live rest life fear coming back come back time always check body signs it nightmare speaking nightmares those normal things attacked raped normal talk certain people car explode losing house realities me scary cars always break cant buy new car spend time moving back forth parents grandparents becasue drive us anymore cars broken down like grandparents house like bed nbever one year blessing enjoy small things since many big things bed big thing dresser got two things year enough clothes take two washes instead one thatsm ore clothes ive ever before still fit one big wash though good htings life shit always hide sad though ever time cry feel sorry myself without feeling like shit it people handle much right jsut stupid dramatic bitch cry ive cried long hard bottle emotions inside ill sublit change mind stay silent again quite often im tired maybe getting chest help finally sleep doubt it
allowed feel sorry myselfi always fucking strong around people acting like things fucking matter shit like everything alright fuck everything though cant anything right cant tell someone hey curse ill kick youfrom gameim mod cant go school talking people fucking hard left take online classes even emailing fucking teachers prove fucking hard such always help mom back hurts lot legs give her walks using walker much money finally got tired falling hurting legs give out dad want help her son matter gets mad go get brother school work one time mom asking help something said ugh agree this argument suppose since married through sick health thing agreed take care one else will help grandpa unable to grandpa likes things though usually putting lot work me work bother me taking care mom affects us mentally much im tired cat room meows time anything hard sleep summer hot here try leave door open cant catim tired sleeping finally affect getting edge exhausted illness also mom watching get hurt when falls mainly makes sad illness sometimes think why me typical thing like fucking unfair things happened me illnesspainful okay hurts four currently sleep ive done something bad just finally told mod much longer just ugh hard me feel like ive disappointed him rules changed yet again jsut leave leave life hardly feel sorry others feel sorry situations like mine illness either skin condition back issues fall such skin condition rash type thing lesions painful also made internally sick vomiting internal bleeding stomachkidneyheart pain pain aftger surgery messed pain killers waking up feeling like ripped fuck open wheel chair months friends ignoring guess weird person wheel chair scars arms legs skin condition always explain others judged people judging pills mainly steroids for skin know mean know judge like still illness clear still have day joint pains live rest life fear coming back come back time always check body signs it nightmare speaking nightmares those normal things attacked raped normal talk certain people car explode losing house realities me scary cars always break cant buy new car spend time moving back forth parents grandparents becasue drive us anymore cars broken down like grandparents house like bed nbever one year blessing enjoy small things since many big things bed big thing dresser got two things year enough clothes take two washes instead one thatsm ore clothes ive ever before still fit one big wash though good htings life shit always hide sad though ever time cry feel sorry myself without feeling like shit it people handle much right jsut stupid dramatic bitch cry ive cried long hard bottle emotions inside ill sublit change mind stay silent again quite often im tired maybe getting chest help finally sleep doubt it
Dejado sentir lo siento yo mismo siempre follando fuerte alrededor de la gente actuando como cosas mierda materia como todo bien mierda todo aunque no puede nada derecho no decirle a alguien hey maldición mal patearte desde gameim mod no puedo ir escuela gente hablando mierda izquierda tomar clases en línea incluso emailing mierda profesores prueba duro tales siempre ayudar mamá espalda duele piernas mucho dar sus paseos usando caminador mucho dinero finalmente se cansó caer dolor piernas dar fuera papá quiere ayudar a su hijo materia se enoja ir conseguir hermano trabajo escuela una vez mamá pidiendo ayuda algo dijo ugh acuerdo este argumento suponga ya que casado a través de enfermo salud acuerdo tener cuidado otro ayudará abuelo incapaz de abuelo le gusta cosas aunque generalmente poner mucho trabajo me molesta el trabajo cuidar mamá nos afecta mentalmente muy cansado cuarto de gato meows tiempo cualquier duro sueño verano caliente aquí tratar de dejar la puerta abierta cant catim cansado dormir finalmente afectar conseguir borde agotado enfermedad también mamá ver se lastima cuando cae principalmente hace triste enfermedad a veces pensar por qué cosa típica como mierda cosas injustas me pasó enfermedad