intrusive thoughts oh boyrecently feels like distract time else negative feelings catch flood brain tell everything sucks die get close writing redflag note leaving everything behind started days ago found someone thought good terms actually talking shit behind back im hurt feel feel like be im not importantly that im alarmed strongly feel need escape guilty feel want that dont want friends family sad dont want cats think abandoned them life insurance low housemates would move guilt thing thats really making stop think go anything havent told anybody thoughts dont want worry them set therapy appointment next week ive psych ward years ago dont ever ever want go again dont know need tell somebody
intrusive thoughts oh boyrecently feels like distract time else negative feelings catch flood brain tell everything sucks die get close writing redflag note leaving everything behind started days ago found someone thought good terms actually talking shit behind back im hurt feel feel like be im not importantly that im alarmed strongly feel need escape guilty feel want that dont want friends family sad dont want cats think abandoned them life insurance low housemates would move guilt thing thats really making stop think go anything havent told anybody thoughts dont want worry them set therapy appointment next week ive psych ward years ago dont ever ever want go again dont know need tell somebody
pensamientos intrusivos oh boyrecently se siente como distraer el tiempo otros sentimientos negativos capturan el cerebro inundación decir todo succiona morir cerca escribir nota de bandera roja dejando todo atrás comenzó hace días encontró a alguien pensó buenos términos realmente hablando mierda detrás de la espalda Im dolor se siente como ser no es importante que im alarmado fuerte sentir necesidad de escape culpable sentir deseo que no quieren amigos familia triste no quiero gatos pensar abandonados seguro de vida bajos compañeros de casa se moverían culpa que realmente hacer dejar de pensar ir cualquier cosa no le han dicho a nadie pensamientos no quiero preocuparse fija terapia cita la próxima semana ive psych sala hace años nunca nunca quiero ir de nuevo no sé necesidad decirle a alguien