threw away pills todayi depressed thought redflag before ive walked it never did reached people got counseling made alive last year year fall like last year happened again time worse know loved know people care me would idiot deny fact im surrounded amazing community sadness feels like never going end might make side cant escape it feel like im dragging people down got accident take heavy painkillers couple weeks im sure messed head even weeks cant stop depressed anxious past week half so keep thinking pills left use kill myself last night stop crying thought pills want old back morning held held bottle thought it thinking knew much real control right threw away pills feel much better believe decision made life throwing away think good first step theres many people like sharing kind stuff thought might well get chest here
threw away pills todayi depressed thought redflag before ive walked it never did reached people got counseling made alive last year year fall like last year happened again time worse know loved know people care me would idiot deny fact im surrounded amazing community sadness feels like never going end might make side cant escape it feel like im dragging people down got accident take heavy painkillers couple weeks im sure messed head even weeks cant stop depressed anxious past week half so keep thinking pills left use kill myself last night stop crying thought pills want old back morning held held bottle thought it thinking knew much real control right threw away pills feel much better believe decision made life throwing away think good first step theres many people like sharing kind stuff thought might well get chest here
La gente nunca llegó a recibir asesoramiento hecho vivo el año pasado otoño como el año pasado ocurrió otra vez peor saber amado la gente me cuidan idiota negar hecho im rodeado increíble comunidad tristeza se siente como nunca va a terminar podría hacer lado cant escape se siente como im arrastrando a la gente tuvo accidente tomar analgésicos pesados par de semanas estoy seguro de cabeza desordenada incluso semanas no puede dejar de deprimido ansioso la semana pasada la mitad así que sigue pensando píldoras izquierda uso me mata anoche dejar de llorar pensamiento píldoras quieren viejo mañana mantenido en la botella pensó que pensar sabía mucho control real derecha tirar píldoras se siente mucho mejor creer decisión hizo la vida tirar lejos pensar buen primer paso Theres muchas personas como compartir cosas amables pensamiento bien podría llegar pecho aquí