want die meant liveit make sense im alive want alive anymore seems like everyone okay it ive never close family all seen since january multiple members family passed away recently find facebook posts mother asked money whole life parents yelling asking money forcing inhale second hand smoke drink money food away college constantly struggle feed myself pay insane bills work go school deal faculty university constantly rude friends anymore either moved away decided depression makes useless them called best friend told goodbye good mad negative ive  professionals  year  summer none helped made things worse one even try told everything going through said nothing almost  minutes asked pick issue weighing most couldnt decided end session even know im posting this experience well meaning people internet pretty much saying sorry saying generic line telling one specific thing yelling tell possible mei already tried get yelled at even told kill multiple times morning hate hearing it gets better people treat phrase like magic spell thats supposed instantly make feel better said maybe im posting goodbye cant even bring talk everything seethe point ive heard gets better time heals much long believe that tried every long day sleepless night make things better second ever talk issues often get told im weak im trying im negative want happy childhood mistakes parents made depression cutting scars everything make others happy high school life got worse kept it whenever people want entertain energy im issue im better dead want anything life anymore want keep surviving think time
want die meant liveit make sense im alive want alive anymore seems like everyoneokay it ive never close family all seen since january multiple members family passed away recently find facebook posts mother asked money whole life parents yelling asking money forcing inhale second hand smoke drink money food away college constantly struggle feed myself pay insane bills work go school deal faculty university constantly rude friends anymore either moved away decided depression makes useless them called best friend told goodbye good mad negative ive professionals year summer none helped made things worse one even try told everything going through said nothing almost minutes asked pick issue weighing most couldnt decided end session even know im posting this experience well meaning people internet pretty much saying sorry saying generic line telling one specific thing yelling tell possible mei already tried get yelled at even told kill multiple times morning hate hearing it gets better people treat phrase like magic spell thats supposed instantly make feel better said maybe im posting goodbye cant even bring talk everything seethe point ive heard gets better time heals much long believe that tried every long day sleepless night make things better second ever talk issues often get told im weak im trying im negative want happy childhood mistakes parents made depression cutting scars everything make others happy high school life got worse kept it whenever people want entertain energy im issue im better dead want anything life anymore want keep surviving think time
Querer morir significa vivir tiene sentido quiero vivo quiero vivo más parece que todo el mundo está bien