person freely talk hates mei severe anxiety disorder fighting depression while never suicidal thoughts saturday girlfriends birthday screwed up hurt feelings lot really good lot cant even look mirrors told wants breakup want us take time other break lastly try heal time ive living time usually talk people person bring problems thoughts everything cant now last  hours idea jumping window parents apartment hitting car wall sparks head slow reaction think would done it afraid af dying cant stand leaving friends parents brother everything love sparks really scary known fragile life easy do talking guys seems help cant talk cant reach someone cant stand anymore point becomes new recurrent thought stands head fraction second listen something saying shows to
person freely talk hates mei severe anxiety disorder fighting depression while never suicidal thoughts saturday girlfriends birthday screwed up hurt feelings lot really good lot cant even look mirrors told wants breakup want us take time other break lastly try heal time ive living time usually talk people person bring problems thoughts everything cant now last hours idea jumping window parents apartment hitting car wall sparks head slow reaction think would done it afraid af dying cant stand leaving friends parents brother everything love sparks really scary known fragile life easy do talking guys seems help cant talk cant reach someone cant stand anymore point becomes new recurrent thought stands head fraction second listen something saying shows to
persona habla libremente odia mei trastorno de ansiedad severa lucha contra la depresión, mientras que nunca pensamientos suicidas sábado novias cumpleaños jodido dolor sentimientos mucho mucho bueno lote incluso mirar espejos cont wants ruptura quiere que nos tomemos tiempo otro descanso por último tratar de sanar el tiempo en vivo tiempo por lo general hablar personas persona traer problemas pensamientos todo lo que puede ahora las últimas horas idea saltar ventana padres apartamento golpear coche pared chispas cabeza reacción lenta pensar lo hizo miedo af moribundo cant stand dejar amigos padres hermano todo amor chispas muy miedo conocido frágil vida fácil hablar chicos parece ayuda no hablar no puede llegar a alguien no puede estar más punto se convierte en nuevo pensamiento recurrente se mantiene fracción de cabeza segundo escuchar algo diciendo muestra a