im point im done fightingi almost point feel like point living anymore im waste social anxiety long remember always felt weird around new people ever someone asks even simple question start blushing freaking embarrassing mom sister seem think since socially awkward treat like something mentally wrong me ever someone speaks mom butts talk say baby voice this youngest little shy understand treats like little child pisses talks always cuts off sister normally thing started new thing ever walk across street tries hold hand im like hell doing oh im trying make sure little sister run front cars really im fricking  stores talking people right humiliates me it really stupid cause social anxiety like today sister goes things horse races whitch little fake model horses run around game bored sitting one ladies talking ofcourse mom butts talking says little shy one ever talk much wanted start crying embarrassed alot things going really want talk them everyone know homeschooled overprotective mother allow anything friends real life online im allowed step foot outside yes includes backyard without watching every step change talking never listen cant talk dad cause walked  see  times year tried commit redflag three times one night birthday year march  brave enough feel like trying cause really feel like socially retarded freak cant speak anyone without almost breaking tears read room away people im freak family cause im vegan eating disorder one understands bring everyone down know must sound really annoying normally like this
im point im done fightingi almost point feel like point living anymore im waste social anxiety long remember always felt weird around new people ever someone asks even simple question start blushing freaking embarrassing mom sister seem think since socially awkward treat like something mentally wrong me ever someone speaks mom butts talk say baby voice this youngest little shy understand treats like little child pisses talks always cuts off sister normally thing started new thing ever walk across street tries hold handim like hell doing oh im trying make sure little sister run front cars really im fricking stores talking people right humiliates me it really stupid cause social anxiety like today sister goes things horse races whitch little fake model horses run around game bored sitting one ladies talking ofcourse mom butts talking says little shy one ever talk much wanted start crying embarrassed alot things going really want talk them everyone know homeschooled overprotective mother allow anything friends real life online im allowed step foot outside yes includes backyard without watching every step change talking never listen cant talk dad cause walked see times year tried commit redflag three times one night birthday year march brave enough feel like trying cause really feel like socially retarded freak cant speak anyone without almost breaking tears read room away people im freak family cause im vegan eating disorder one understands bring everyone down know must sound really annoying normally like this
Im point im done fightingi casi point se siente como un punto de vida más im desperdicio ansiedad social largo recordar siempre se sintió raro alrededor de gente nueva siempre alguien hace incluso simple pregunta empezar ruborismo maldito embarazosa mamá hermana parece pensar ya socialmente incómodo tratar como algo mentalmente mal yo siempre alguien habla mamá culos hablar decir voz bebé este pequeño pequeño tímido entender tratos como niño pequeño meadas charlas siempre corta hermana normalmente cosa comenzó nuevo nunca caminar a través de la calle trata de mantener la mano como el infierno hacer