ill probably okay read want toseems kinda weird posting place like this but fuck it wish somebody knew me anyone really cant believe small family is dad degenerative bone disease mom pancreatic cancer luckiest least one last couple years longer theres doubt it theyre dying never really knew anyway definitely know never really knew me still think im christian thats it family friends consist coworkers try hang much can know im dealing with cant it just dunno right make others feel bad situation friendly thing do theyre basically best friends cant tell anything whats going me told one once cried it cried too shit happened me suicidal two years ago downed bottle vicodin got warm bath razor me made okay ended crying sleep swore id never try again but fact theres but scares me know ill come back it matter stupid is much know never wanna go back there still goddamn stupid possibility nobody knows that nobody whomever happens read this get drunk almost every night somehow hoping ill escape problems really gets worse still nobody knows im actually pretty happy around others happy enough theyd never truly suspect thing im strong enough make work but yknow tick tock
ill probably okay read want toseems kinda weird posting place like thisbut fuck it wish somebody knew me anyone really cant believe small family is dad degenerative bone disease mom pancreatic cancer luckiest least one last couple years longer theres doubt it theyre dying never really knew anyway definitely know never really knew me still think im christian thats it family friends consist coworkers try hang much can know im dealing with cant it just dunno right make others feel bad situation friendly thing do theyre basically best friends cant tell anything whats going me told one once cried it cried too shit happened me suicidal two years ago downed bottle vicodin got warm bath razor me made okay ended crying sleep swore id never try again but fact theres but scares me know ill come back it matter stupid is much know never wanna go back there still goddamn stupid possibility nobody knows that nobody whomever happens read this get drunk almost every night somehow hoping ill escape problems really gets worse still nobody knows im actually pretty happy around others happy enough theyd never truly suspect thing im strong enough make work but yknow tick tock
mal probablemente bien leer quieren parecer un poco raro publicar lugar como este pero mierda desea que alguien me conocía nadie realmente no puede creer pequeña familia es papá degenerativa enfermedad ósea mama cáncer pancreático por lo menos un último par de años más no hay duda de que están muriendo nunca realmente sabía de todos modos definitivamente nunca me conocían todavía creo que im christian que amigos de la familia consisten en coworkers intentar mucho puede saber i tratar con cant no sé derecho hacer que otros se sienten mala situación amistosa cosa son básicamente mejores amigos no pueden decir nada lo que me dicen una vez lloraba también lloraba mierda me pasó suicida dos años derribó botella vicodin me afeitadora caliente hecho bien terminó llorando sueño juró nunca más pero hecho Theres pero me asusta saber mal volver atrás materia estúpido es mucho sabe nunca quieren volver allí todavía maldita estúpida posibilidad nadie sabe que nadie quienquiera que pasa leer esto se emborracha casi todas las noches espera mal escapar problemas realmente peor todavía nadie sabe im realmente bastante feliz alrededor de otros nunca sospechan lo suficientemente fuerte im hacer trabajo pero y saber garrapata tock