ive always thought inevitable way seems creeping closeri quit job january schedule environment made depressed thought thats life is cant worth doing time economy trouble job market begin made feel like crappy job probably best life ever going me im special life surely owes nothing think deserve exist way would make happy ive worked hard try work out meaningful degree meaningful university cant even get emails back bank teller positions rejection specifically hard issue father man refer father rejected whole adolescence found  im likely product rape explained lot things still hearing dad say thought someone elses kid something ive never able get over ive ever tried get approval quit things loved young things like ive ever done sometimes wonder underneath all seems series failed attempts win fathers love think moment every day decade sometimes like im still right living room ampxb get rejection emails phone calls difficult dealing rejection world getting harder harder feel like ive already given much can googled cheapest way commit redflag today hard even get sad now life feels done
ive always thought inevitable way seems creeping closeri quit job january schedule environment made depressed thought thats life is cant worth doing time economy trouble job market begin made feel like crappy job probably best life ever going me im special life surely owes nothing think deserve exist way would make happy ive worked hard try work out meaningful degree meaningful university cant even get emails back bank teller positions rejection specifically hard issue father man refer father rejected whole adolescence found im likely product rape explained lot things still hearing dad say thought someone elses kid something ive never able get over ive ever tried get approval quit things loved young things like ive ever done sometimes wonder underneath all seems series failed attempts win fathers love think moment every day decade sometimes like im still right living room ampxb get rejection emails phone calls difficult dealing rejection world getting harder harder feel like ive already given much can googled cheapest way commit redflag today hard even get sad now life feels done
ive siempre pensó inevitable manera parece draging closeri dejar de trabajo enero horario ambiente deprimido pensamiento que la vida es no vale la pena hacer tiempo economía problemas mercado de trabajo comienza se siente como trabajo de mierda probablemente mejor vida nunca me va Im vida especial seguro debe nada pensar merece existir manera haría feliz ive trabajado duro tratar de trabajar grado significativo universidad cant incluso conseguir correos electrónicos de vuelta bancos posiciones rechazo específicamente difícil problema padre hombre referencia padre rechazó toda la adolescencia encontró Im probable violación del producto explicó mucho cosas todavía escuchar papá decir pensó alguien más niño algo ive nunca capaz de superar ive nunca trató de obtener aprobación dejar cosas amadas cosas jóvenes como live nunca hecho a veces se pregunta debajo de todo parece intentos fallidos ganar padres amor pensar momento cada día década a veces como im todavía derecho sala de estar ampxb recibir llamadas de emails rechazo difícil tratar mundo cada vez más difícil sentirse como live ya dado mucho puede googled manera más barato compromiso redflag hoy duro incluso ponerse triste ahora la vida se siente hecho