venting life cant handle life anymore ive alot happier parents made life hell every day yelled cussed dad unparalleled amount reasons hell call fucking idiot things similar alot hurts force keep straight face fear yelled more admittedly get alot probably enough chores should cant see justified maybe wrong here makes relapse suicidal thoughts makes lose motivation anything including playing online talking friends hate life sometimes them motivation work screamed work caught up debating telling mom everything here know younger brother thing holding parents marriage together even said got chance shed leave behind buy home beach mom alright yell call things sometimes definitely understanding two either sit feeling like nothing get old enough leave home add onto everything dad said ever get jailed ever caught trying commit redflag hed kill me
venting life cant handle life anymore ive alot happier parents made life hellevery day yelled cussed dad unparalleled amount reasons hell call fucking idiot things similar alot hurts force keep straight face fear yelled more admittedly get alot probably enough chores should cant see justified maybe wrong here makes relapse suicidal thoughts makes lose motivation anything including playing online talking friends hate life sometimes them motivation work screamed work caught up debating telling mom everything here know younger brother thing holding parents marriage together even said got chance shed leave behind buy home beach momalright yell call things sometimes definitely understanding two either sit feeling like nothing get old enough leave home add onto everything dad said ever get jailed ever caught trying commit redflag hed kill me
La vida de la ventilación no puede manejar la vida más live padres mucho más felices hicieron la vida infierno todos los días gritado maldiciendo papá cantidad sin igual razones infierno llamar mierda cosas idiotas similares mucho daño fuerza mantener cara recta miedo gritado más admitir que conseguir mucho probablemente suficientes tareas no se puede ver justificado tal vez mal aquí hace recaída pensamientos suicidas hace perder motivación cualquier cosa incluyendo jugar en línea hablando amigos odio vida a veces ellos trabajo motivación gritado trabajo atrapado debate decirle a mamá todo aquí sabe hermano más joven que mantiene padres matrimonio incluso dijo que tuvo oportunidad de dejar atrás comprar casa playa momalright grito llamar cosas a veces definitivamente entender dos o sentarse sentir como nada se hace viejo dejar casa añadir a todo papá dijo nunca se encarceló tratando de cometer delito rojo seguro matarme