advice intrusive thoughtshi m cutting it intrusive thoughts redflag days week kind creep thought process ill sitting desk work get daydreams walking door traffic example another example picturing driving sunset throwing severn bridge ill good time friends switch picture drowning cant stop it understand keeps happening someone suffered depression growing stressful disruptive childhood thats behind became fully independent moved messed childhood home  trying really invest ever since  socially friendships trying online dating not really gone anywhere serious economically im training low level lawyer personally taking music trying read more still struggle combat background feeling vapid apathy alive  got better since becoming independent feel like im treading water mental health wise words wisdom would appreciated
advice intrusive thoughtshi m cutting it intrusive thoughts redflag days week kind creep thought process ill sitting desk work get daydreams walking door traffic example another example picturing driving sunset throwing severn bridge ill good time friends switch picture drowning cant stop it understand keeps happening someone suffered depression growing stressful disruptive childhood thats behind became fully independent moved messed childhood home trying really invest ever since socially friendships trying online dating not really gone anywhere serious economically im training low level lawyer personally taking music trying read more still struggle combat background feeling vapid apathy alive got better since becoming independent feel like im treading water mental health wise words wisdom would appreciated
consejo intrusivo pensamientoshi m cortar pensamientos intrusivos Redflag días semana tipo rarito pensamiento proceso mal escritorio trabajo conseguir daydreams caminar puerta tráfico ejemplo otro ejemplo imaginando conducción puesta de sol lanzamiento puente mal buen tiempo amigos cambio foto ahogamiento cant parar entender sigue sucediendo alguien sufrió depresión creciente estresante disruptiva infancia que detrás se convirtió totalmente independiente movió mal infancia casa tratando de realmente invertir desde social amistades tratando de citas en línea no realmente ido a ningún lugar serio económicamente im formación abogado de bajo nivel personalmente tomando música tratando de leer más todavía lucha fondo de la sensación de apatía viva se hizo mejor desde independent se siente como im pisar agua salud mental sabia palabras sabiduría apreciaría