unstable getting worstrecently graduated high school starting college monday already feel like program summer slow mostly work  went times enough liking even know like going people parties day activities  chillings  etc everything distractforce stay normal friends im attached them two closest friends piss  one always jokes pansexual stopped talking part close family parents brother piss off feel connected all feel respect part thats it understand understand me ive mostly talking people online last year so started hating almost everyone them ones get close usually ends getting shitty phase blocking everyone out probably loved people friends intimately anyone else offline life connection easy break though end caring particular reason moving on feel like love people around time dont right im shit phase relatively calm right now feeling much go bathroom kitchen matter seconds become intensively sad feel like shit im home alone become someone totally different sing dance go swimming unless altered state alcohol weed mind usually keep everything hate show really feeling emotion slips anger guess cant keep one gets big feel exhausted sad get angry really feel shitty feeling angry feel like im good person things think people see around me way think general makes feel like giant asshole emotions unstable guess im diagnosed everything psychiatrist december  like january  got redflag attempt one emotion break way unstable now pissed thought adhd gave help doctors her lied pretended everything fine gave sleeping pills witch never took ive pretending ever since now know im trying get this felt like sharing people thoughts think post bit edgy liking felt like sharing biggest fear get bad state something stupid take bus metro every day go school theres nothing stopping jump rails oh well quick last thought anyone else emotion bursts im positive bipolar disorder might passing took screening tests know accurate we thanks taking time read
unstable getting worstrecently graduated high school starting college monday already feel like program summer slow mostly work went times enough liking even know like going people parties day activities chillings etc everything distractforce stay normal friends im attached them two closest friends piss one always jokes pansexual stopped talking part close family parents brother piss off feel connected all feel respect part thats it understand understand me ive mostly talking people online last year so started hating almost everyone themones get close usually ends getting shitty phase blocking everyone out probably loved people friends intimately anyone else offline life connection easy break though end caring particular reason moving on feel like love people around time dont right im shit phase relatively calm right now feeling much go bathroom kitchen matter seconds become intensively sad feel like shit im home alone become someone totally different sing dance go swimming unless altered state alcohol weed mind usually keep everything hate show really feeling emotion slips anger guess cant keep one gets big feel exhausted sad get angry really feel shitty feeling angry feel like im good person things think people see around me way think general makes feel like giant asshole emotions unstable guess im diagnosed everything psychiatrist december like january got redflag attempt one emotion break way unstable now pissed thought adhd gave help doctors her lied pretended everything fine gave sleeping pills witch never took ive pretending ever since now know im trying get this felt like sharing people thoughts think post bit edgy liking felt like sharing biggest fear get bad state something stupid take bus metro every day go school theres nothing stopping jump railsoh well quick last thought anyone else emotion bursts im positive bipolar disorder might passing took screening tests know accurate we thanks taking time read
inestable conseguir peorrecientemente graduada escuela secundaria inicio la universidad lunes ya siento como programa verano lento mayormente el trabajo fue tiempos bastante gustar incluso saber como ir personas fiestas día actividades escalofriantes etc todo distraerfuerza permanecer amigos normales im adjuntos dos amigos más cercanos orinar uno siempre bromas pansexual dejó de hablar parte cerca familia padres hermano cabrearse sentir todo conectado todos sentir respeto parte que entiende me ive mayormente hablando personas en línea el año pasado así que comenzó a odiar casi todo el mundo thenones se acercan por lo general termina consiguiendo fase de mierda bloquear a todo el mundo probablemente amaba gente amigos íntimamente cualquier otra conexión de la vida fuera de línea fácil descanso aunque fin cuidado particular razón moverse como personas amor alrededor del tiempo dont