ive reached breaking point im sure ill eventually kill myselfcontext im  year old trans girl hates life trans extremely conservative transphobic country fucking sucks endure male puberty affected low chances passing puberty im even scared might even able afford surgeries hrt everything expensive trans costly might stuck like guy rest life feel depressed feel trans take parts life never get back like normal female teenage years ill never those never get back cant cut anymore might end cutting open vein lose control also feel like im complete utter failure even deserve live maybe kill get home school
ive reached breaking point im sure ill eventually kill myselfcontext im year old trans girl hates life trans extremely conservative transphobic country fucking sucks endure male puberty affected low chances passing pubertyim even scared might even able afford surgeries hrt everything expensive trans costly might stuck like guy rest life feel depressed feel trans take parts life never get back like normal female teenage years ill never those never get back cant cut anymore might end cutting open vein lose control also feel like im complete utter failure even deserve live maybe kill get home school
ive alcanzó punto de ruptura im seguro mal eventualmente matar melfcontext im año chica trans odia la vida trans extremadamente conservador transfóbico país mierda sufre pubertad masculina afectada bajas posibilidades de pasar pubertadim incluso asustado incluso podría permitirse cirugías hrt todo caro trans costoso podría quedarse como hombre resto vida se siente deprimido sentir trans tomar partes vida nunca volver como normal adolescente años enfermos nunca los que nunca vuelven cant corte más podría terminar cortando abierta vena perder control también se siente como im completo fracaso total incluso merecer vivir tal vez matar conseguir escuela en casa