continue write redflag note im sober reali this get drunk cry go ways without family finding me stumble around house late night kids dads pick knives start note cry more read every love note ex examine every photo us together clean kids rooms pass mess next day see kids hug tighter tell love them dont want let go kiss little faces theyre struggling get free go play yell theyre entering school doors love them get car cry open notes last nights redflag note dont right words enough words continue note walk work greet everyone smile declare great day im having throw work throw headphones listen lyrics poor everyone else found ever lasting love songs reminders ex hes dating too found valentines day showed drop son girl there shes course prettier probably smarter much offer im  two kids two different dads wanted family wanted love know im selfish kids babies parents family im selfish im sick dont want die sad whats worse loving day overwhelming sadness final moments despair ill cry ill panic might regret it then sleep im fake im fake good parent friend daughter sister aunt inside body dead physically feel it cant stop shitting amount anxiety have ran red light today day dreaming past dont sleep thoughts revolve around man broke me dream last night hugging kissing asked doing loved me said no said wanted this all im broken person answers explanations man abused me mentally emotionally tore family away me sexually assaulted me told kill myself treated son like shit dr jekyll mr hyde man called cps me lied me stole me victim abuse god damn stupid maybe me im real asshole wish could feel nothing ever feel cancer
continue write redflag note im sober reali this get drunk cry go ways without family finding me stumble around house late night kids dads pick knives start note cry more read every love note ex examine every photo us together clean kids rooms pass mess next day see kids hug tighter tell love them dont want let go kiss little faces theyre struggling get free go play yell theyre entering school doors love them get car cry open notes last nights redflag note dont right words enough words continue note walk work greet everyone smile declare great day im having throw work throw headphones listen lyrics poor everyone else found ever lasting love songs reminders ex hes dating too found valentines day showed drop son girl there shes course prettier probably smarter much offer im two kids two different dads wanted family wanted love know im selfish kids babies parents family im selfish im sick dont want die sad whats worse loving day overwhelming sadness final moments despair ill cry ill panic might regret it then sleep im fake im fake good parent friend daughter sister aunt inside body dead physically feel it cant stop shitting amount anxiety have ran red light today day dreaming past dont sleep thoughts revolve around man broke me dream last night hugging kissing asked doing loved me said no said wanted this all im broken person answers explanations man abused me mentally emotionally tore family away me sexually assaulted me told kill myself treated son like shit dr jekyll mr hyde man called cps me lied me stole me victim abuse god damn stupid maybe me im real asshole wish could feel nothing ever feel cancer
Sigue escribiendo Redflag note im sobria reali esto consigue borracho llorar go ways sin familia encontrarme tropezar casa tarde noche niños papás recoger cuchillos start note llore more lee cada nota de amor ex examinar cada foto nosotros juntos niños limpios habitaciones pasar desastre al día siguiente ver niños abrazar más apretado decir amor ellos no quieren dejar ir besos caritas que luchan conseguir libre ir jugar gritan están entrando puertas de la escuela amor ellos consiguen coche llorar notas anoche rojoflag note not right words suficientes palabras continuar nota caminar trabajo saludo a todos sonrisa declarar gran día im tener tirar trabajo tirar auriculares escuchar letras pobres todo el mundo encontrado siempre perdurable amor canciones recordatorios ex hes datating demasiado encontrado San Valentín día mostró gota hijo chica allí ella curso más bonita probablemente mucho más inteligente ofrecer im dos niños dos padres diferentes quería familia quería amor saber im niños egoístas bebés familia im egoísta im enfermo no quiero morir triste qué peor amor día abrumadora tristeza final momentos desesperación mal llorar mal pánico podría arrepentirse luego dormir im falso