fucked exams upi messed bad fucked up gpa fucked fucked cant fucking even stupidity promised mess again again am sitting bathroom im hurting myself itll hurt take exams make dumb mistakes anymore enough fine fail accept failure move on better okay cant know hurts way stop thinking failure much want dig brain stop thinking keep laughing making jokes feel sadness anger disappointment itching need hurt myself painful im focusing pain suddenly thats think about nothing else feels liberating almost want die time want die mother grieve things live for im still child things want see go know long keep going feelings throw building
fucked exams upi messed bad fucked up gpa fucked fucked cant fucking even stupidity promised mess again again am sitting bathroom im hurting myself itll hurt take exams make dumb mistakes anymore enough fine fail accept failure move on betterokay cant know hurts way stop thinking failure much want dig brain stop thinking keep laughing making jokes feel sadness anger disappointment itching need hurt myself painful im focusing pain suddenly thats think about nothing else feels liberating almost want die time want die mother grieve things live for im still child things want see go know long keep going feelings throw building
mierda exámenes upi mal mal jodido jodido gpa follada mierda cant incluso estupidez prometido desastre de nuevo estoy sentado cuarto de baño im me duele tomar exámenes hacer errores tontos ya bastante buen fracaso aceptar fracaso movimiento en betterokay cant saber dolor manera dejar de pensar fracaso mucho quiero cavar cerebro dejar de pensar seguir riendo haciendo bromas sentir tristeza ira decepción picazón necesidad de dolor doloroso im foco dolor de repente pensar en nada más se siente liberador casi querer morir tiempo querer morir madre llorar cosas vivir para im todavía niño cosas quieren ver saber largo seguir adelante sentimientos tirar construcción