downward spiral wish school psychologist would notice could doas many know millions quarintine moment many students stuck online work extreme social anxiety anxiety general topped depression nothing special case year started new school tried normal student inevitably ended eating every lunch schools psychologist office just like old school nice understanding ive opened lot her always tried miss school absent would feel awful mornings wanting go whats point literally one waiting me even teachers would notice absence time went would backtracked owed work would overwhelm make worse fast forward now were stuck home wanted right spiraled much know do alone times helping all least school could see different faces talk would moments enjoyed for depressed nothing new would frequently go psychologists office cry understand depressed live parents theyre another country live family friend im way overdue bunch online work im borderline failing school ends june know do whenever try work get headaches want cry never get anything done ive sent countless apology emails teachers makes feel worse sending emails psychologist trying keep hopeful guess feel joy anything loved draw ive completely stopped see anything else tried convince today sent hopeless email yesterday try think graduating couple weeks left give motivation all graduate feel endlessly hopeless border taking life weeks ago anxiety medication aunt visiting thought trying get addicted took bottle away after woke pm day point being ive close im sorry im rambling think psychologist thinks id seriously something like that even though ive told wish would get way car way home wondering tell seriously ive thinking suicidal thoughts would would try sending crisis center or something like that want depressed anymore want want risk sent crisis center pandemic going around especially since im one top affected states  pills left aunt left theyre sedatives doctor given higher dosage mg one pill counts two ive heard pass away sleep either way wish know would
downward spiral wish school psychologist would notice could doas many know millions quarintine moment many students stuck online work extreme social anxiety anxiety general topped depression nothing special case year started new school tried normal student inevitably ended eating every lunch schools psychologist office just like old school nice understanding ive opened lot her always tried miss school absent would feel awful mornings wanting go whats point literally one waiting me even teachers would notice absence time went would backtracked owed work would overwhelm make worse fast forward now were stuck home wanted right spiraled much know do alone times helping all least school could see different faces talk would moments enjoyed for depressed nothing new would frequently go psychologists office cry understand depressed live parents theyre another country live family friend im way overdue bunch online work im borderline failing school ends june know do whenever try work get headaches want cry never get anything done ive sent countless apology emails teachers makes feel worse sending emails psychologist trying keep hopeful guess feel joy anything loved draw ive completely stopped see anything else tried convince today sent hopeless email yesterday try think graduating couple weeks left give motivation all graduate feel endlessly hopeless border taking life weeks agoanxiety medication aunt visiting thought trying get addicted took bottle away after woke pm day point being ive close imsorry im rambling think psychologist thinks id seriously something like that even though ive told wish would get way car way home wondering tell seriously ive thinking suicidal thoughtswould would try sending crisis center or something like that want depressed anymore want want risk sent crisis center pandemic going around especially since im one top affected states pills left aunt left theyre sedatives doctor given higher dosage mg one pill counts two ive heard pass away sleep either way wish know would
Depresión en espiral deseo escuela psicólogo notaría podría doas muchos saben millones de cuarintine momento muchos estudiantes atascados trabajo en línea extrema ansiedad social ansiedad general topped depresión nada especial año comenzó nueva escuela intentó normal estudiante inevitablemente terminó comer cada almuerzo escuelas oficina psicólogo al igual que la vieja escuela agradable comprensión ive abierto lote ella siempre intentó falta escuela ausente se sentiría horrible mañanas querer ir qué punto literalmente uno me espera incluso los profesores notarían ausencia tiempo se fue descontrolado debido trabajo se desbordaría hacer peor rápido hacia adelante ahora estaban atascados casa se quería derecho en espiral mucho saber hacer solos tiempos ayudar a todos los menos escuela podía ver diferentes rostros hablar momentos disfrutarían para deprimido nada nuevo con frecuencia ir psicólogos oficina llorar entender deprimidos padres vivos ellos son otro país vivo amigo de la familia im camino atrasado grupo trabajo en línea im frontera