probably going dead hours goes dear anyone even bothers read this break everything touch broke family broke friends broke friends families broke life break everyone around me everything problem involved ever make things better even know exist technically supposed born exist make life worse exist punching bag whoever wants hurt someone scapegoat every bad thing every day new problem life sick pretending getting better not amount exercise meditation whatever fix me mistake punished done many unspeakable things short life get deserve guess really hope people pity sob story truly evil sight disgusts me know people miss gone first know much hurt really spend time crying  foot under people get it see anyone crying granddad died died  years ago assume  years time people forget gone please look mum grandma tell fault knowing them blame themselves tell ok now pain more tell love them hurt many people past truly sorry every single person strangers worst enemies feel though need make amends die everyone know now sorry meet way sorry everything please get better me please live life would wanted live make proud watch you remember me remember name remember storylove jadeaster final goodbye hopefully
probably going dead hours goes dear anyone even bothers read this break everything touch broke family broke friends broke friends families broke life break everyone around me everything problem involved ever make things better even know exist technically supposed born exist make life worse exist punching bag whoever wants hurt someone scapegoat every bad thing every day new problem life sick pretending getting better not amount exercise meditation whatever fix me mistake punished done many unspeakable things short life get deserve guess really hope people pity sob story truly evil sight disgusts me know people miss gone first know much hurt really spend time crying foot under people get it see anyone crying granddad died died years ago assume years time people forget gone please look mumgrandma tell fault knowing them blame themselves tell ok now pain more tell love them hurt many people past truly sorry every single person strangers worst enemies feel though need make amends die everyone know now sorry meet way sorry everything please get better me please live life would wanted live make proud watch you remember me remember name remember storylove jadeaster final goodbye hopefully
Probablemente yendo horas muertas va querida alguien incluso se molesta leer este descanso todo toque roto familia roto amigos rotos amigos familias rompió la vida todos alrededor de mí todo problema involucrado hacer las cosas mejor incluso saber técnicamente supuesto nacido existir hacer la vida peor existir saco de boxeo existir quien quiera herir a alguien chivo expiatorio cada cosa mala cada día nuevo problema vida enfermo fingir conseguir mejor no cantidad ejercicio meditación lo que me corrija error castigado hecho muchas cosas indecibles vida corta conseguir merecer adivinar realmente esperanza gente lástima historia triste realmente mal visión disgusto saber gente falta primero saber mucho daño realmente pasar tiempo llorar pie bajo la gente conseguir ver a alguien llorando abuelo murió hace años asumir años tiempo la gente se olvida ido por favor mirar mamá contar culpa saber culpa ellos mismos dicen bien ahora dolor más decir amor les duele mucha gente pasado verdaderamente lástima cada persona extraños peores enemigos sienten aunque necesitan hacer enmiendas morir todos saben ahora lo siento todo por favor me hacen mejor vivir por favor vivir querrían vivir ver orgulloso te recuerdo recuerdo nombre recuerdo historia amor jadeaster final adiós esperanza