part thankful able successfully it first time numb happened fell onto floor hurt knees wrists second time earlier week really upset afterwards called hotline tell isolating due covid want go hospital not sure would even allowedi sleeping part past days maybe telling try survive going do still dealing lot ideation going keep practicing guitar see goes self harm still big issue need sort well survived two hanging attempts month maybe sign
part thankful able successfully it first time numb happened fell onto floor hurt knees wrists second time earlier week really upset afterwards called hotline tell isolating due covidwant go hospital not sure would even allowedi sleeping part past days maybe telling try survive going do still dealing lot ideation going keep practicing guitar see goes self harm still big issue need sort well survived two hanging attempts month maybe sign
Parte agradecida capaz de éxito que la primera vez que el adormecimiento ocurrió cayó en el suelo dolor rodillas muñecas segunda vez a principios de semana realmente molesto después llamado línea telefónica directa decir aislamiento debido covidwant ir hospital no estoy seguro de que incluso permitió dormir parte pasados días tal vez diciendo tratar de sobrevivir va a seguir traficando mucha idea va a seguir practicando guitarra ve va auto daño todavía gran problema necesidad ordenar bien sobrevivir dos intentos de ahorcamiento mes tal vez firmar