nothing else live hello starting off really dont like complaining people usually keep thoughts written notes apologize im annoying two times tried reach online ignored didnt really make ever want reach again im desperate so im  autism ever since young mother never really seemed care overstimulated yelled stop got older even getting diagnosed shes still telling overreacting hurts thats got weighted blanket first got it super happy look back it think bought thinking wouldnt deal overstimulating shield thing makes feel like doesnt actually care onto school throughout life friends left way am im repetitive loud understanding social cues something people really like thankfully met current friends dont care stuff seem drifting away band pe lunch leaves sitting alone time introvert aspie im fine alone problem occurs come back pe never talk theyre always talking other like im even sometimes hurts then boyfriend broke me really liked seemed good match me but due fact would sometimes go emotional support left me know drowning emotions wish didnt never see he goes another school cant drive reason want commit redflag nothing else live for cant live mother doesnt even really care cant live friends theyre living lives cant depend ex because well hes ex sure hell cant live myself hard explain because autism cant anymore left one would care theyd forget me everyone ive ever trusted seemed emotionally leave makes feel invisible want die
nothing else live hello starting off really dont like complaining people usually keep thoughts written notes apologize im annoying two times tried reach online ignored didnt really make ever want reach again im desperate so im autism ever since young mother never really seemed care overstimulated yelled stop got older even getting diagnosed shes still telling overreacting hurts thats got weighted blanket first got it super happy look back it think bought thinking wouldnt deal overstimulating shield thing makes feel like doesnt actually care onto school throughout life friends left way am im repetitive loud understanding social cues something people really like thankfully met current friends dont care stuff seem drifting away band pe lunch leaves sitting alone time introvert aspie im fine alone problem occurs come back pe never talk theyre always talking other like im even sometimes hurts then boyfriend broke me really liked seemed good match me but due fact would sometimes go emotional support left me know drowning emotions wish didnt never see he goes another school cant drive reason want commit redflag nothing else live for cant live mother doesnt even really care cant live friends theyre living lives cant depend ex because well hes ex sure hell cant live myself hard explain because autism cant anymore left one would care theyd forget me everyone ive ever trusted seemed emotionally leave makes feel invisible want die
No hay nada más en vivo hola empezando realmente no como la gente quejada por lo general mantener pensamientos notas escritas disculpas im molesto dos veces intentado llegar en línea ignorado no realmente hacer nunca querer llegar otra vez Im desesperado así que im autismo desde madre joven nunca parecía realmente cuidado sobreestimulado gritado dejar de hacerse mayor incluso siendo diagnosticado ella sigue diciendo dolor exagerado que consiguió manta ponderada primero lo consiguió super feliz mirar atrás piensa comprado pensamiento no tratar sobreestimulando escudo cosa hace sentir como no realmente se preocupan en la escuela a lo largo de la vida amigos izquierda manera soy in repetitivo fuerte comprensión señales sociales algo gente muy gustosamente conocido amigos actuales no les importa cosas parecen a la deriva banda pe almuerzo deja sentado solo tiempo introvertido aspie im fino problema ocurre volver pe nunca hablar son siempre hablando otro como im incluso a veces duele roto novio me realmente me parecía buen partido