feel strong enoughafter years medication trying focus making better person thought finally it course bad days depression would slip make want horrible things finally thought control it today friends attempted get graphic design field university today day found results graphic design years father designer runs department ive learned everything him ive drawing whole life passion father best friend best critic and usually harshest critic years sometimes feel like one truly honest me something look right afraid tell me friends looking stuff great get wrong sometimes feel bad say anything negative pieces teacher great job reviewing too seemed afraid hurting feelings took portfolio father spending weeks compiling works organizing way thought perfect dad went found many mistakes entire spring break spent fixing them believed proud hard work this loved drawings graphic works put even paid printed completely unexpected today went friends go pick portfolios week since turned ive felt extremely sick week nervous was competitive program one takes lots work stay in friend gather outside teachers office behind everyone else want rude watch facial expression hands student portfolio grin face states name usually something notice expression changed got me even say name handed goddamn folder think knew afraid look friends pulling congratulation letters mine horrible thank applying but letter work meet professional standards portfolio show attention detail hate words actually proud something done once something thought best work ever produced yet good enough friends wanted look portfolio course wanted look theres keep tears back forever told go im ashamed say let emotions get better threw away portfolio way door got back apartment locked office life still since cant control anything anymore life seems pulsating keep going anger happiness sadness nothing sometimes single minute even tell father phone text course called right away tried make feel better could hear disappointment voice failed him failed everyone boss recently gave logo wanted design now im even right person it feel like lost someone close me partners face filled tears since got news know do im everyones disappointment  morning cant sleep feel sick life put halt graphic design life like taken away me purpose idea go ill change major drop college know do taking everything power slit wrists burn myself remember physical pain distracts horrible mental abuse want gone hate myselfsleep bring nightmares life bring dissapointments death bring could bring happiness  true happiness bullshit happy pill happiness kind joy read about know sorry friends post know else right now situation proven difficult bare im sorry im sunrises well thank love goodbye
feel strong enoughafter years medication trying focus making better person thought finally it course bad days depression would slip make want horrible things finally thought control it today friends attempted get graphic design field university today day found results graphic design years father designer runs department ive learned everything him ive drawing whole life passion father best friend best critic and usually harshest critic years sometimes feel like one truly honest me something look right afraid tell me friends looking stuff great get wrong sometimes feel bad say anything negative pieces teacher great job reviewing too seemed afraid hurting feelings took portfolio father spending weeks compiling works organizing way thought perfect dad went found many mistakes entire spring break spent fixing them believed proud hard work this loved drawings graphic works put even paid printed completely unexpected today went friends go pick portfolios week since turned ive felt extremely sick week nervous was competitive program one takes lots work stay in friend gather outside teachers office behind everyone else want rude watch facial expression hands student portfolio grin face states name usually something notice expression changed got me even say name handed goddamn folder think knew afraid look friends pulling congratulation letters mine horrible thank applying but letter work meet professional standards portfolio show attention detail hate words actually proud something done once something thought best work ever produced yet good enough friends wanted look portfolio course wanted look theres keep tears back forever told go im ashamed say let emotions get better threw away portfolio way door got back apartment locked office life still since cant control anything anymore life seems pulsating keep going anger happiness sadness nothing sometimes single minute even tell father phone text course called right away tried make feel better could hear disappointment voice failed him failed everyone boss recently gave logo wanted design now im even right person it feel like lost someone close me partners face filled tears since got news know do im everyones disappointment morning cant sleep feel sick life put halt graphic design life like taken away me purpose idea go ill change major drop college know do taking everything power slit wrists burn myself remember physical pain distracts horrible mental abuse want gone hate myselfsleep bring nightmares life bring dissapointments death bring could bring happiness true happiness bullshit happy pill happiness kind joy read about know sorry friends post know else right now situation proven difficult bareim sorryim sunrises well thank love goodbye
Me siento lo suficientemente fuerte después de años medicamentos tratando de enfoque haciendo mejor persona pensamiento finalmente curso malos días depresión se deslizaría deseo cosas horribles finalmente pensamiento control hoy amigos intentaron conseguir diseño gráfico campo universidad hoy día encontrado resultados diseño gráfico años padre diseñador dirige departamento ive aprendido todo él ive dibujo toda la vida pasión padre mejor amigo mejor crítico y por lo general más duro crítico años a veces se siente como uno realmente honesto me algo mirada derecha miedo decirme amigos buscando cosas