im scared myselfi really tough time coming parents transgender born male living knowing since  im  told parents pretend ok want really arent push me hurt sister upon hearing really hurtful me scared huge fight dad seeing cry first time life seeing yell mad anytime life one hour went online searched redflag drugs methods always happy never thought moment would come calmed detailed plan weeks go get eyebrows done whole body waxed get professional makeup get hair extensions nails done etc completely look like girl i feminine face  body cross dress time getting public wear red dress get bed lots roses rose petals cut wrist bleed bed dress im scared keep getting closer closer this want call cops tell friend anyone want save this want live beautiful life transgender know can scares im close pushed ledge help myself
im scared myselfi really tough time coming parents transgender born male living knowing since im told parents pretend ok want really arent push me hurt sister upon hearing really hurtful me scared huge fight dad seeing cry first time life seeing yell mad anytime life one hour went online searched redflag drugs methods always happy never thought moment would come calmed detailed plan weeks go get eyebrows done whole body waxed get professional makeup get hair extensions nails done etc completely look like girl i feminine face body cross dress time getting public wear red dress get bed lots roses rose petals cut wrist bleed bed dressim scared keep getting closer closerthis want call cops tell friend anyone want save this want live beautiful life transgender know can scares im close pushed ledge help myself
Im miedo yo mismoi realmente difícil venir padres transgénero nacido hombre viviendo saber desde im dijo a los padres pretender ok want really arent empujarme hiriendo hermana al oír realmente hiriente me miedo enorme lucha papá viendo llorar primera vez vida viendo gritar loco cualquier momento vida una hora fue en línea buscaron Redflag drogas métodos siempre feliz nunca pensamiento momento vendría calmado plan detallado semanas ir conseguir cejas hecho todo el cuerpo cerado conseguir maquillaje profesional obtener extensiones de pelo uñas hecho etc completamente mirada como chica i cara femenina cuerpo cruz vestido tiempo conseguir público desgaste rojo vestido conseguir cama muchas rosas rosa pétalos corte muñeca sangrar cama dressim miedo seguir más cercaeste quiero llamar a los policías decirle a amigo que alguien quiere salvar esta vida hermosa vivir transgénero saber puede asustarse im cerca empujado saliente ayudar a mí mismo