suicidal thoughts life assume like many people never really talked anybody it gave hints years brushed long time thought normal never actually attempted anything planned lot started making draft suicide letters promised would actually anything finished them always broke wrote never got finished happened middle school high school last term college get bachelors gotten lot better years feel slipping last year so spent last couple days disassociating bed sure everyone thinks flake guess am trying make sure slip back use be like time deal this last freaking term feel like getting closer closer edge meltdown know want die feel lost right death sounds heartbreakingly sweet relapsing
suicidal thoughts life assume like many people never really talked anybody it gave hints years brushed long time thought normal never actually attempted anything planned lot started making draft suicide letters promised would actually anything finished them always broke wrote never got finished happened middle school high school last term college get bachelors gotten lot better years feel slipping last year so spent last couple days disassociating bed sure everyone thinks flake guess am trying make sure slip back use be like time deal this last freaking term feel like getting closer closer edge meltdown know want die feel lost right death sounds heartbreakingly sweet relapsing
pensamientos suicidas la vida asume como mucha gente nunca habló realmente nadie dio pistas años cepillado tiempo pensamiento normal nunca intentó nada planeado lote comenzó a hacer borrador cartas de suicidio prometido en realidad cualquier cosa terminó siempre roto escribió nunca terminó sucedió escuela secundaria escuela secundaria último término universidad obtener solteros mucho mejor años se siente resbalar el año pasado así que pasado los últimos dos días cama disociante seguro todo el mundo piensa Flake conjetura estoy tratando de deslizarse de nuevo uso ser como tiempo trato este último maldito término se siente como acercarse más cerca borde fusión saber querer morir se siente perdido derecho la muerte suena desgarrador dulce repetición