worthless againim starting feel like shit again almost funny last couple days comfortable periods inner peace remember life really worth living mean whats point really whats point live life loneliness hatred shame guilt stress people shit living expectations terrible mistake also laughing stock society out several reasons get better never get better unless willing make fucking change hard thing do also impossible achieve since  motivation continue living world lets say anymore pleasant lies admit person longer truly human disgusting hopeless toxic unworthy abomination fucking hurts im tired im tired feeling like shit time im tired alone im tired purpose talent would help decent life im tired inferior literally everyone see im tired stupid assed college asshole mother even try understand manipulates like stupid animal tired people looking like im fucking ghost im tired seeing crushes everyday knowing deep inside ill never good enough them burns inside time even painful hear people talking dreams what dreams goals life well since dreams fucking simple apparently boring world one option left dream get high fucking building make thousands cuts ugly ass body jump off hopefully hit ground ill messed heart continue beating sorry writing boring mess post today everything went crashing me stand anymore sorry bitch poor english first language im fuckin lazy learn properly good luck all
worthless againim starting feel like shit again almost funny last couple days comfortable periods inner peace remember life really worth living mean whats point really whats point live life loneliness hatred shame guilt stress people shit living expectations terrible mistake also laughing stock society out several reasons get better never get better unless willing make fucking change hard thing do also impossible achieve since motivation continue living world lets say anymore pleasant lies admit person longer truly human disgusting hopeless toxic unworthy abomination fucking hurts im tired im tired feeling like shit time im tired aloneim tired purpose talent would help decent life im tired inferior literally everyone see im tired stupid assed college asshole mother even try understand manipulates like stupid animal tired people looking likeim fucking ghost im tired seeing crushes everyday knowing deep inside ill never good enough them burns inside time even painful hear people talkingdreams what dreams goals life well since dreams fucking simple apparently boring world one option left dream get high fucking building make thousands cuts ugly ass body jump off hopefully hit ground ill messed heart continue beating sorry writing boring mess post today everything went crashing me stand anymore sorry bitch poor english first language im fuckin lazy learn properly good luck all
inservible otra vezim empezando a sentirse como mierda otra vez casi divertido los últimos días períodos cómodos paz interior recordar la vida realmente vale la pena vivir lo que significa lo que realmente punto de vida vida soledad odio vergüenza culpa estrés gente mierda vivir expectativas error terrible también risa sociedad fuera varias razones mejorar nunca mejor a menos dispuesto hacer puto cambio duro cosa también imposible lograr ya motivación seguir viviendo mundo vamos a decir mentiras más agradables admitir persona más humana repugnante sin esperanza tóxica abominación indignado puto dolor i cansado im cansado sentirse como mierda tiempo i cansado soloim cansado propósito talento ayudaría vida decente im cansado inferior literalmente todo el mundo ve i cansado estúpido culo universidad imbécil madre incluso tratar de entender manipulas como estúpido animal cansado gente que se ve como el maldito fantasma im cansado ver aplastamientos todos los días saber profundamente en mal nunca lo suficientemente bueno que se quema dentro de tiempo incluso doloroso escuchar gente hablarsueños