bday yesterday n people live  mom said something tired actually glimmer hope someone say happy birthday nah hope crushed always tell everyone happy bday merry christmas yk drill one ever wishes anything thought friend mattered appears saw delusions never talks outside wants ask advice cannot give love clothes etc  ask smth get met replyi cannot even force work anymore hope never go back office boss also forces us give happy answers time how you why bad smile life get better idk feeling good used find joy drawing anymore just there time everytime hurts sit room work stare screen daydreaming tired also used like job boss threatened fire us nothing christmasi used think id finally happy not changed reverted back before even worse think idk want anymore cannot fucking talk people know nothing n cannot anything myself always paranoid mess even deserve anything anyone friendswho would want friends w fat ugly person thing care r cats n see twice week even feel like post bother tired
bday yesterday n people live mom said something tired actually glimmer hope someone say happy birthday nah hope crushed always tell everyone happy bday merry christmas yk drill one ever wishes anything thought friend mattered appears saw delusions never talks outside wants ask advice cannot give love clothes etc ask smth get met replyi cannot even force work anymore hope never go back office boss also forces us give happy answers time how you why bad smile life get better idk feeling good used find joy drawing anymore just there time everytime hurts sit room work stare screen daydreaming tired also used like job boss threatened fire us nothing christmasi used think id finally happy not changed reverted back before even worse think idk want anymore cannot fucking talk people know nothing n cannot anything myself always paranoid mess even deserve anything anyone friendswho would want friends w fat ugly person thing care r cats n see twice week even feel like post bother tired
bday ayer n gente vive mamá dijo algo cansado realmente brillo esperanza alguien decir feliz cumpleaños nah esperanza aplastado siempre decir a todos feliz bday feliz Navidad yk taladro uno desea nada pensado amigo importado aparece vio ilusiones nunca habla fuera quiere pedir consejo no puede dar ropa de amor etc pregunta smth conseguir respuesta no puede ni siquiera fuerza trabajo más esperanza nunca volver jefe de la oficina también nos obliga a dar respuestas felices tiempo cómo usted por qué mala sonrisa vida se pone mejor Idk sentirse bien utilizado encontrar dibujo alegría más tiempo cada vez duele sentarse sala de trabajo mirar pantalla día soñar cansado también utilizado como trabajo jefe amenazado despedirnos nada Christmasi utilizado pensar id finalmente feliz no cambió revertido antes incluso peor pensar idk querer más no puede hablar gente sabe nada n no puede nada yo siempre desorden paranoico incluso merecer cualquier persona amigos que quisiera amigos w gordo feo persona cosa cuidado r gatos n ver dos semanas incluso sentir como puesto de trabajo cansado