ive come accept idea killing myselfive always bit scared act number excuses go it think ive finally reached breaking point depressing overwhelming thoughts intense cant go day without contemplating much better things would could stop existing gotten point ill sitting best friend talking think would able go shooting myself seems simple easily buy gun whatever do need now cant live way one second longer desperation relief resolved pain put others makes feel guilty care anymore cant go cycle forever matter time feel like waiting
ive come accept idea killing myselfive always bit scared act number excuses go it think ive finally reached breaking point depressing overwhelming thoughts intense cant go day without contemplating much better things would could stop existing gotten point ill sitting best friend talking think would able go shooting myself seems simple easily buy gun whatever do need now cant live wayone second longer desperation relief resolved pain put others makes feel guilty care anymore cant go cycle forever matter time feel like waiting
ive come accept idea matching melfive siempre poco asustado número de excusas ir pensar ive finalmente alcanzado punto de ruptura deprimente pensamientos abrumadores intensos no puede ir día sin contemplar mucho mejor las cosas podría dejar de existir Get get point mal sentarse mejor amigo hablando pensar podría ir dispararme me parece simple fácilmente comprar pistola lo que sea que necesite ahora no puede vivir un segundo más alivio desesperación resuelto dolor poner otros hace sentirse culpable cuidado más no puede ir ciclo para siempre tiempo sentir como esperar