give upi know normal people it just smile keep living get throguh tough situations barely trauma it im ashamed way feel mental problems wish never born least one severeal redflag attemps would worked couldve prevented hurting people making life worse ive tried getting help life ive hospitalized like  times since  ive seen therapiste psychatrists either call names completely ignore everything say know me many people manage overcome mental illnesses get good professional help cant find one decent fucking doctor keep getting shit everyone openly suicidal everyone knows want kill ive tried reaching people get shut ignored people say care act like it swear god finally kill theyre gonna come running obituary saying wish couldve helped cared much missed fucking hurtful thing need stay alive people tell things now know need help know im going kill yet one says word me soon die everyone magically start care bullshit cant care now cant anyone help now dont know soon im exhausted tired all fight every day day fucking keep breathing miserable stupid fucking life one wants in
give upi know normal people it just smile keep living get throguh tough situations barely trauma it im ashamed way feel mental problems wish never born least one severeal redflag attemps would worked couldve prevented hurting people making life worse ive tried getting help life ive hospitalized like times since ive seen therapiste psychatrists either call names completely ignore everything say know me many people manage overcome mental illnesses get good professional help cant find one decent fucking doctor keep getting shit everyone openly suicidal everyone knows want kill ive tried reaching people get shut ignored people say care act like it swear god finally kill theyre gonna come running obituary saying wish couldve helped cared much missed fucking hurtful thing need stay alive people tell things now know need help know im going kill yet one says word me soon die everyone magically start care bullshit cant care now cant anyone help now dont know soon im exhausted tired all fight every day day fucking keep breathing miserable stupid fucking life one wants in
given upi sabe gente normal que simplemente sonríe sigue viviendo conseguir throguh situaciones difíciles apenas trauma im vergüenza manera sentir problemas mentales deseo nunca nacer menos un rojo grave flag atents trabajar podría evitar lastimar a la gente haciendo la vida peor ive intentado conseguir ayuda vida ive hospitalizado como tiempos desde i ve terapeuta psiquiatristas llamar nombres o bien completamente ignorar todo decir que me mucha gente maneja superar enfermedades mentales conseguir buena ayuda profesional no puede encontrar un maldito médico decente seguir consiguiendo mierda todo el mundo abiertamente suicida todo el mundo sabe quiere matar ive intentar llegar a la gente se cierra gente ignorado decir cuidado actuar como juro dios finalmente matar van a venir corriendo obituario diciendo deseo podría haber ayudado mucho perdido cosa hiriente necesidad de mantenerse vivo gente decir cosas ahora sabe necesita ayuda saber im va matar sin embargo uno me dice que pronto morir todos mágicamente empezar cuidado mierda no puede cuidar ahora nadie puede ayudar ahora no sé im cansado lucha todos los días mierda seguir respirando miserable puta vida uno quiere adentro