im sick want get alreadyi feel like belong home anymore everyone forgets im even door wide open died tonight one would notice except dog bf would better without though bc bring everyone down wonder everyone else forgets me depressing piece shit  wish could get suicidal thoughts past plan stage start working implementing shit im tired alive im tempted relapse cutting pills tonight made promise would try hardest to wish never promised hard trying pretend everythings okay not wish normal think like this wish friends wish loving family wish happy instead sad miserable every single day
im sick want get alreadyi feel like belong home anymore everyone forgets im even door wide open died tonight one would notice except dog bf would better without though bc bring everyone down wonder everyone else forgets me depressing piece shit wish could get suicidal thoughts past plan stage start working implementing shitim tired aliveim tempted relapse cutting pills tonight made promise would try hardest to wish never promised hard trying pretend everythings okay not wish normal think like this wish friends wish loving family wish happy instead sad miserable every single day
Im enferme want get alreadySiento que pertenece a casa más todos se olvidan de mi puerta abierta de par en par murió esta noche uno se daría cuenta excepto perro bf sería mejor sin que bc traer a todos abajo maravilla todos los demás se olvidan de mí pieza deprimente deseo de mierda podría conseguir pensamientos suicidas pasado plan etapa empezar a trabajar implementación mierda cansado liveim tentada recaída cortar píldoras esta noche hizo promesa intentar más duro desear nunca prometió duro intentar pretender todo bien no deseo normal pensar como este deseo amigos deseo familia amorosa desear feliz en lugar triste miserable cada día