always wonder depressed hate much always feel like need please others feelings matteri grew religious community think relived part dream last night remember conformity fear embarrassing different fear getting scolded parents embarrassing them feelings never matter situation know like worthy love compassion never receive unconditional love always something else not avoid shame punishment wonder low self worth bloody wonder suicidal woken realities past
always wonder depressed hate much always feel like need please others feelings matteri grew religious community think relived part dream last night remember conformity fear embarrassing different fear getting scolded parents embarrassing them feelings never matter situation know like worthy love compassion never receive unconditional love always something else not avoid shame punishment wonder low self worth bloody wonder suicidal woken realities past
Siempre me pregunto deprimido odio mucho siempre se siente como necesidad por favor otros sentimientos materia creció comunidad religiosa pensar revivido parte sueño anoche recordar conformidad miedo embarazoso diferente miedo ser regañado padres avergonzarse situación nunca importa saber como digno amor compasión nunca recibir amor incondicional siempre otra cosa no evitar vergüenza castigo maravilla baja yo vale la sangre maravilla suicida despertar realidades pasado