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dont understand parents cursed gift lifei never asked this never asked born especially birth defects abuse bullying school tried kill times ran home full hope got crushed again got relationship lasted years im stuck ex shows signs abuse threatens kill move out cant even get proper job got hospitalised nearly years never chance finish high school people close but wouldnt call friends insisted would get job knew wouldnt got hopes nothing older get worse gets diagnosed cptsdadhdi combo never treated tried get help therapist went turned huge asshole cares money sometimes im starting think dont even know talk people anymore ive used abandoned generally hurt almost everyone met life never chance normal ill never be im sick itim sick everything meaningless life never gets better people keep lying will never does matter much work put it days left th birthday im going make sure mark th time ill actually succeed
No entiendo padres maldito regalo vidai nunca preguntó esto nunca pidió nacido especialmente defectos congénitos abuso escuela de bullying trató de matar tiempos en casa plena esperanza se aplastó de nuevo consiguió relación duró años im atascada ex muestra signos abuso amenaza matar se mueven incluso conseguir trabajo adecuado fue hospitalizado casi años nunca oportunidad terminar la escuela secundaria personas cerca pero no quería llamar amigos insistió conseguir trabajo sabía no conseguiría nada más viejo se pone peor se diagnostica cptsdadhdi combo nunca tratado tratar conseguir ayuda terapeuta se convirtió en enorme idiota se preocupa dinero a veces empiezo pensar ni siquiera saber hablar personas más uve used abandonado generalmente daño casi todo el mundo conocido vida nunca suerte normal mal nunca estar enfermo i Im enfermo todo sin sentido vida nunca mejora la gente sigue mintiendo nunca importa mucho trabajo puso días dejó th cumpleaños im va a asegurarse de marca th tiempo mal realmente éxito