 dead every fucking second day good enough standards able things normally without overthinking everything every  minutes able enjoy things moment without deep set fear go away soon miserable again could sleep without waking shitty nightmare could forget trauma able eat without thinking weight calories could feel like imposter time like faking everything myself beautiful skinny smart socially acceptable never depression takes life wish
dead every fucking second day good enough standards able things normally without overthinking everything every minutes able enjoy things moment without deep set fear go away soon miserable again could sleep without waking shitty nightmare could forget trauma able eat without thinking weight calories could feel like imposter time like faking everything myself beautiful skinny smart socially acceptable never depression takes life wish
muerto cada segundo día lo suficientemente bueno estándares capaces de las cosas normalmente sin repensar todo lo que cada minuto puede disfrutar de las cosas momento sin miedo profundo desaparecer pronto miserable de nuevo podría dormir sin despertar pesadilla de mierda podría olvidar trauma capaz de comer sin pensar calorías de peso podría sentirse como impostor tiempo como fingir todo yo mismo hermosa delgada inteligente socialmente aceptable nunca depresión toma deseo de vida