tonight seems lasti depression throughout high school college college seeing therapist year recently got referred psychiatrist made redflag attempts really want leave behind gruesome corpse claim care find cant seem girl dated pain caused breaking  months hungup ex three half years also binge drinking help found last night hope left getting back ex  months honestly cannot write complete sentences right im looking outside playing body would displayed concrete jumped much blood would cut myself crying help friends seems like minor thing one really say anything to one understands would much happier leave world  would debbie downer according friends one would worry done done  cause pain go away better medication completely forget cannot stop crying everywhere right now gymclass walking outside picture body battered step take hoping random car thats driving slam free me cannot make nights without serious panic attacks help live alone wanted someone care would gone deep know one would dont want waste anyone elses time planet help ending life wish could taken seriously life would imagine much means complete stranger shows act kindness me burst tears means lot read far assure life worthless better forgotten
tonight seems lasti depression throughout high school college college seeing therapist year recently got referred psychiatrist made redflag attempts really want leave behind gruesome corpse claim care find cant seem girl dated pain caused breaking months hungup ex three half years also binge drinking help found last night hope left getting back ex months honestly cannot write complete sentences right im looking outside playing body would displayed concrete jumped much blood would cut myself crying help friends seems like minor thing one really say anything to one understands would much happier leave world would debbie downer according friends one would worry done done cause pain go away better medication completely forget cannot stop crying everywhere right now gymclass walking outside picture body battered step take hoping random car thats driving slam free me cannot make nights without serious panic attacks help live alone wanted someone care would gone deep know one would dont want waste anyone elses time planet help ending life wish could taken seriously life would imagine much means complete stranger shows act kindness me burst tears means lot read far assure life worthless better forgotten
Esta noche parece la depresión de lasti a lo largo de la escuela secundaria universidad ver terapeuta año hace poco psiquiatra referido intentos de bandera roja realmente quieren dejar detrás horrible cuerpo reclamo cuidado encontrar chica parece dolor fechado causado romper meses colgada ex tres medio años también abucheo ayuda encontrado anoche esperanza izquierda volver ex meses honestamente no puede escribir frases completas derecha im mirar fuera jugar cuerpo exhibido salto de concreto mucha sangre me cortaría llorando ayuda amigos parece como cosa menor uno realmente decir cualquier cosa a uno entiende mucho más feliz mundo dejar debbie derribaría según amigos uno se preocuparía hecho causa dolor desaparecer mejor medicación completamente olvidar no puede dejar de llorar por todas partes ahora gimnasio clase caminar fuera imagen cuerpo maltratado paso tomar esperanza al azar coche que conducir slam free me no puede hacer noches sin graves ataques de pánico ayuda vivir solo quería que alguien cuidado fuera profundo saber que uno no querría desperdiciar a nadie más tiempo planeta ayuda a terminar la vida deseo podría tomar en serio la vida