everyday waiting life endhi all feel like need get chest otherwise heart explode ever since remember wanted life find someone would love me im  ive never ever loved anyone love feeling never reciprocated thought would come time never happened makes depressed cant breath literally force get everyday go another day somewhere back head hoped miracle would happen would find someone cant take anymore ive lost much time theres many things ive never done never late feel like even meet someone would leave asap alone long fucked up started cutting ashamed it promised would cut one thighs nobody would ever know every time look bruises reminds fucked life is enough doesnt help anymore want die everyday hope over death would salvation feel like dont even deserve im punished am wish could kill myself cant even properly
everyday waiting life endhi all feel like need get chest otherwise heart explode ever since remember wanted life find someone would love meim ive never ever loved anyone love feeling never reciprocated thought would come time never happened makes depressed cant breath literally force get everyday go another day somewhere back head hoped miracle would happen would find someone cant take anymore ive lost much time theres many things ive never done never late feel like even meet someone would leave asap alone long fucked up started cutting ashamed it promised would cut one thighs nobody would ever know every time look bruises reminds fucked life is enough doesnt help anymore want die everyday hope over death would salvation feel like dont even deserve im punished am wish could kill myself cant even properly
vida diaria espera endhi todo se siente como necesidad conseguir pecho de lo contrario corazón explotar desde que recordar quería vida encontrar alguien amar meim ive nunca amar a nadie amor sentimiento nunca recíproco pensamiento llegaría tiempo nunca sucedió hace depresión aliento cant literalmente fuerza conseguir todos los días ir otro día en algún lugar detrás de la cabeza esperado milagro sucedería encontrar alguien no puede tomar más vida perdido mucho tiempo hay muchas cosas ive nunca hecho nunca tarde se siente como incluso conocer a alguien asap sola largamente jodido empezar a cortar avergonzado que prometió cortar un muslos nadie jamás sabría cada vez mirada magulladuras recuerda vida follada es suficiente no ayuda más quiere morir esperanza diaria sobre la muerte se siente la salvación como no merece im castigado mi deseo podría matarme incluso adecuadamente