ive never sad before im really scared one else turn redditlook know sounds stupid fucking girl well life went shit  mom died days later mom died always close side family  barely graduated highschool plans go college lined up ended move state away personal reasons father never close per se used fight lot much anymore dont typical lets go play catch type relationship sort thing idk anyways ive lived life sad always trying fit in good friends lost moved seriously nobody anymore met girl last year really hit off moved together fell love kids everything going pretty great started arguing lot eventually accused cheating me im still sure occured not dumped january regretted it impulse barely remember it saw black tired everything didnt want take back ended getting back guy knew like  years dated little while fucked over split started talking again met times sex times never went past that knew wanted back met another guy moved  hours away dated while split recently started talking again initiated contact time came visit family came saw night two weeks ago stayed over laid held night couldnt even sleep couldnt believe back arms morning head back work hugged kissed her told wanted back looked like loved me told just give little time well talk lefti talked weekshed throw comments like well whatever happens cant move back state im in told idc id move mexico her finally asked thought everything told always love me shes sorry love me heart fucking broken ive spent last eight months trying hard get back thought time would girl makes happy love god damn much like shes here greatest time together like dont mean shit her shes girl makes happy cant forgive past mistakes didnt treat right confused life regret now much miss fucking bad sent long message tonight basically asking rethink things still feels same worry anymore im going delete facebook probably will wants friends ill never happy friends im starting finally realize never together again ill never hold night again ill neer tuck kids night again saddest ive ever life nothing going anymore dad still support me im  years old idk anymore ive really thought redflag dont want die nothing anymore nothing dont even friends talk to help things really dont like life know shes going say no im going crushed dont wanna live anymore reddit fuck know im rambling one anymore
ive never sad before im really scared one else turn redditlook know sounds stupid fucking girlwell life went shit mom died days later mom died always close side family barely graduated highschool plans go college lined up ended move state away personal reasons father never close per se used fight lot much anymore dont typical lets go play catch type relationship sort thing idk anyways ive lived life sad always trying fit in good friends lost moved seriously nobody anymore met girl last year really hit off moved together fell love kids everything going pretty great started arguing lot eventually accused cheating me im still sure occured not dumped january regretted it impulse barely remember it saw black tired everything didnt want take back ended getting back guy knew like years dated little while fucked over split started talking again met times sex times never went past that knew wanted back met another guy moved hours away dated while split recently started talking again initiated contact time came visit family came saw night two weeks ago stayed over laid held night couldnt even sleep couldnt believe back arms morning head back work hugged kissed her told wanted back looked like loved me told just give little time well talk lefti talked weekshed throw comments like well whatever happens cant move back state im in toldidc id move mexico her finally asked thought everything told always love meshes sorry love me heart fucking broken ive spent last eight months trying hard get back thought time would girl makes happy love god damn much like shes here greatest time together like dont mean shit her shes girl makes happy cant forgive past mistakes didnt treat right confused life regret now much miss fucking bad sent long message tonight basically asking rethink things still feels same worry anymore im going delete facebook probably will wants friends ill never happy friends im starting finally realize never together again ill never hold night again ill neer tuck kids night again saddest ive ever life nothing going anymore dad still support me im years old idk anymore ive really thought redflag dont want die nothing anymore nothingdont even friends talk to help things really dont like life know shes going sayno im going crushed dont wanna live anymore reddit fuck know im rambling one anymore
vida nunca triste antes de im realmente asustado otra vuelta redditlook saber sonidos estúpido mierda chica vida bien ido mierda mamá murió días más tarde mamá murió siempre cerca de la familia apenas se graduó planes de secundaria universidad alineado fin de la mudanza estado lejos razones personales padre nunca cerrar por sí mismo utilizado mucho lucha mucho ya no típico vamos a jugar tipo de captura relación tipo idk de todos modos live vivir la vida triste siempre tratando de encajar en buenos amigos perdidos se trasladó en serio nadie más chica el año pasado realmente éxito se movió juntos niños amor todo va muy bien comenzó discutiendo mucho finalmente acusado de engañarme