definetly put end thissadly  still alivei planning end pathetic charade new years eve ami made promise th january im definetly it im  even know depression creeped mei think around  soit painful yearshaving put fake smile every single day actually rotting insidei quite lot friends still feel alone best friends known like  years started making fun random things probably gone affect one week maxthe thing kept alive  stupid years working feel miserable even working help parents miss ask born world makes feel ok hurting themnew years eve shiteven though bunch friends felt alone always saw girl love hooking random dude making even sadder go outside stay bench  hours listening sad fucking songcrying alone thinking why end beforeat point nothing brings smile facethis end sorry writing disarrayed manner feeling really ok rnif u want talk final dayi still thinking good way thisthinking going trip mountains cutting hanging forestwhat think
definetly put end thissadly still alivei planning end pathetic charade new years eve ami made promise th january im definetly it im even know depression creeped mei think around soit painful yearshaving put fake smile every single day actually rotting insidei quite lot friends still feel alone best friends known like years started making fun random things probably gone affect one week maxthe thing kept alive stupid years working feel miserable even working help parents miss ask born world makes feel ok hurting themnew years eve shiteven though bunch friends felt alone always saw girl love hooking random dude making even sadder go outside stay bench hours listening sad fucking songcrying alone thinking why end beforeat point nothing brings smile facethis end sorry writing disarrayed manner feeling really ok rnif u want talk final dayi still thinking good way thisthinking going trip mountains cutting hanging forestwhat think
Definitivamente poner fin a esto triste todavía vivo planificación fin patética charada años nuevos eve ami hizo promesa th enero im definición incluso sé depresión mei mei pensar alrededor soit años dolorosos haber puesto sonrisa falsa cada día realmente pudrirse interiori bastante amigos todavía se sienten solos mejores amigos conocidos como años comenzaron a hacer diversión cosas al azar probablemente ido afectar una semana max lo mantenido años estúpidos trabajo sentir miserable incluso trabajo ayuda padres falta preguntar mundo hace sentirse bien dañonuevo años víspera mierda incluso aunque montón de amigos se sentían solos siempre vio chica amor enganchar al azar tío haciendo incluso más triste salir horas de banking escuchar triste puta canción gritando solo pensando por qué final antes en punto nada trae sonrisa caraeste final lo siento escritura manera desordenada sentirse realmente bien rnif u quieren hablar final dayi todavía pensar bien este pensar ir viaje montañas cortar bosque colgante qué pensar