failure failed mom failed dad failed girl liked importantly failed myself use sub understand others maybe build empathy love least forgive mistakes always tried good swear life keeps fucking ass lube try act normal go friends work harder learn new things feel everything act still feel empty clear path follow tragedy never noticed signals always there time day night feel painless really trying fuck man god idk fuck charge assuming someone making fun me making struggles bigger day day young less year would graduated top tier uni hopefully things improve prospect better life keeps harming myself family friends her even know going on ones know kind understand tell make stronger thing is tired strong weak pathetic idea keeps popping head keep fighting decide worth fight anymore want coward care love ones proof do care care me give life them escape
failure failed mom failed dad failed girl liked importantly failed myself use sub understand others maybe build empathy love least forgive mistakes always tried good swear life keeps fucking ass lube try act normal go friends work harder learn new things feel everything act still feel empty clear path follow tragedy never noticed signals always there time day night feel painless really trying fuck man god idk fuck charge assuming someone making fun me making struggles bigger day day young less year would graduated top tier uni hopefully things improve prospect better life keeps harming myself family friends her even know going on ones know kind understand tell make stronger thing is tired strong weak pathetic idea keeps popping head keep fighting decide worth fight anymore want coward care love ones proof do care care me give life them escape
falla fallida mamá fallida papá fallida chica fallida me gustaba mucho usar sub entender otros tal vez construir empatía amor menos perdonar errores siempre probados buen jurar vida sigue follando culo lubricante intentar actuar normal ir amigos trabajar más duro aprender cosas nuevas sentir todo actuar todavía sentir vacío camino claro seguir tragedia nunca notó señales siempre allí tiempo día noche sentirse indoloro realmente tratando de follar hombre dios idk mierda carga asumiendo que alguien haciendo diversión me hace luchas día más grande joven menos año se graduado uni nivel superior con suerte las cosas mejoran perspectiva mejor la vida sigue haciendo daño a mí mismo amigos de la familia incluso saben ir en los que saben que decir hacer cosa más fuerte es cansado fuerte débil patética idea sigue apareciendo cabeza sigue luchando decidir lucha más quieren cobarde cuidado amor a los que prueban cuidado me dan vida escapar