advice attemptinghello im currently recovering failed redflag attempt immediate intense support time go back normal life something im really struggling time  months ago thought id paid rent gone work commuted done weekly shopping etc last time yet am back life living before feel like know expect get back things like nothing happened  went hospital real intense therapy waiting list cbt eyes ive treated better now really hard get told time support networks feeling suicidal even dealing grief caused redflag experience theres much weird recovery phase feel like im living dream world moment sometimes things even seem real help would much appreciated
advice attemptinghelloim currently recovering failed redflag attempt immediate intense support time go back normal life something im really struggling time months ago thought id paid rent gone work commuted done weekly shopping etc last time yet am back life living before feel like know expect get back things like nothing happened went hospital real intense therapy waiting list cbt eyes ive treated better now really hard get told time support networks feeling suicidal even dealing grief caused redflag experience theres much weird recovery phase feel like im living dream world moment sometimes things even seem real help would much appreciated
consejo intentohelloim actualmente recuperación fallido intento de bandera roja inmediato intenso tiempo de apoyo volver a la vida normal algo im realmente lucha tiempo hace meses pensamiento id pagado alquiler ido trabajo conmutado hecho compras semanales etc la última vez sin embargo estoy de vuelta la vida antes de sentir como esperar volver cosas como nada pasó hospital real terapia intensa lista de espera cbt ojos ive tratado mejor ahora muy duro se le dijo tiempo redes de apoyo sentirse suicida incluso tratar dolor causado experiencia de bandera roja theres fase de recuperación muy raro se siente como im vida sueño momento mundo a veces las cosas incluso parecen ayuda real sería muy apreciado