ive worked hard im tiredi struggled mental illness since child remember one point time happy full laughter light energy years gone however ive felt hollow sometimes recognize person mirror eyes light world dim dark smiling act used second nature difficult effort takes makes facial expression ugly grotesque chest feels heavy tight constricted deepest breath take gasp feel empty starved relief vast majority wrong choices bad decisions actions unintentionally hurt people done desperate misguided attempts feel something anything besides pain emptiness despair ive never wanted hurt anyone people told keep trying keep fighting say need me say would devastated there want hurt anyone know people love would miss me want keep fighting sake own fellow redditors im terribly tired ive got nothing left either feel numb hollow im much pain constantly makes tremble feel like im tortured people ask want want say please tell goodbye please tell love me understand hope find rest badly need could somebody please tell goodbye could somebody please wish well hope find peace find rest im tired
ive worked hard im tiredi struggled mental illness since child remember one point time happy full laughter light energy years gone however ive felt hollow sometimes recognize person mirror eyes light world dim dark smiling act used second nature difficult effort takes makes facial expression ugly grotesque chest feels heavy tight constricted deepest breath take gasp feel empty starved relief vast majority wrong choices bad decisions actions unintentionally hurt people done desperate misguided attempts feel something anything besides pain emptiness despair ive never wanted hurt anyone people told keep trying keep fighting say need me say would devastated there want hurt anyone know people love would miss me want keep fighting sake own fellow redditors im terribly tired ive got nothing left either feel numb hollowim much pain constantly makes tremble feel like im tortured people ask want want say please tell goodbye please tell love me understand hope find rest badly need could somebody please tell goodbye could somebody please wish well hope find peace find restim tired
ive worked hard im thynti lucha contra la enfermedad mental ya que el niño recuerda un punto de tiempo feliz risa completa luz energía años pasados sin embargo se siente hueco a veces reconocer persona espejo ojos luz oscuro oscuro acto de sonrisa utilizado segunda naturaleza esfuerzo difícil toma hace expresión facial feo pecho grotesco se siente pesado apretado constreñido respiración más profunda tomar gases sentir vacío alivio hambre amplia mayoría malas decisiones malas acciones intencionados lastiman a la gente hacer intentos equivocados desesperados sentir algo además de dolor vacío desesperación ive quería hacer daño a nadie nadie se sigue tratando de seguir luchando decir me dicen que me devastaría querer lastimar a cualquiera sabe que la gente me gustaría querer seguir luchando sake mis propios redditors im terriblemente cansado ive no tiene nada más que o bien se siente entumecido huecoim mucho dolor constantemente hace temblar se siente como im torturado la gente pregunta quiere decir adiós por favor me dice amor entender esperanza encontrar descanso muy necesidad podría alguien por favor decirle adiós podría alguien por favor desear bien esperanza encontrar paz encontrar descanso cansado