pretty convinced done i coming around idea killed  year columbine year saw school district anything bullies  bullied severely realize abusive home life got adult realized people healthy families drug addiction rampant said family nightmares dad normal  first year thought killing feel like wasted chance chickening out likely mom would left dad younger brother would better might gotten help maybe would looked bullys lives see made want succeed destroying me destroy me one noticed got adult cant function cant love people love back love people like enough fuck chuck me thus havent touched anyone years unemployed almost year half living lady paying rent privilege watching kids  bucks hour never time get mythical second job would made worth ended moving back mom getting trapped lady stuff perpetually enough money get place own live mother lives place bus comes cant get job anywhere nowhere hire soon find car missed chance make death meaningful look like useless fucking fuck up
pretty convinced done i coming around idea killed year columbine year saw school district anything bullies bullied severely realize abusive home life got adult realized people healthy families drug addiction rampant said family nightmares dad normal first year thought killing feel like wasted chance chickening out likely mom would left dad younger brother would better might gotten help maybe would looked bullys lives see made want succeed destroying me destroy me one noticed got adult cant function cant love people love back love people like enough fuck chuck me thus havent touched anyone years unemployed almost year half living lady paying rent privilege watching kids bucks hour never time get mythical second job would made worth ended moving back mom getting trapped lady stuff perpetually enough money get place own live mother lives place bus comes cant get job anywhere nowhere hire soon find car missed chance make death meaningful look like useless fucking fuck up
bastante convencido hecho I venir alrededor idea asesinado año columbine año vio distrito escolar cualquier bullies abusado severamente realización abusivo casa vida se dio cuenta adulto personas familias sanas droga adicción rampante dijo pesadillas familiares papá normal primer año pensó matar se siente como perdido oportunidad acobardarse probable mamá dejaría padre hermano menor mejor podría conseguir ayuda tal vez parecía matón vidas ver hecho querer éxito destruirme una nota consiguió adulto cant función cant no puede amar a la gente amor gente como suficiente mierda tirarme así no han tocado a nadie años desempleado casi año medio viviente dama pagar privilegio de alquiler ver niños dólares hora nunca obtener mítico segundo trabajo hizo valer terminó mudarse atrás mamá conseguir cosas mujeres atrapadas perpetuamente dinero conseguir lugar propia madre vida lugar autobús viene no puede conseguir trabajo en ninguna parte alquiler pronto encontrar coche perdido oportunidad hacer la muerte significativa mirada inútil mierda