failed everything im done ittldr kicked school late twenties crappy part time job cashier associates degree show friends disappointment parents gonna end life week signed reddit specifically write post doubt anyones gonna read it im  year old female single kids child still living parents found tonight kicked college attending last year half feel completely worthless hopeless adhd social anxiety disorder messed adolescent adult life feel like barely function feel like im point im incapable anything even right now feel like im fucking im writing like even make sense wanted bad transfer  year college get bachelors even hoped get masters help adhd medication counseling finally able spring  focused english major proud accepted insurance lost access medication counseling tried getting help college inattentiveness led slack meetings eventually fell old habits fell depression too since began feel matter got help life would always ups downs successful moment disappointment failure next adhd along bouts depressions constant social anxiety left feeling worthless contact friends person besides parents close cousin soon moving  hours away new husband see day day parents see burden think they everyone else would better without me parents know kicked college know able handle disappointment would probably kill anyway gave everything help successful nothing show it friends so real college degree associates degree shitty part time job dollar store know well emotions coming across post feel drained nothing ever right never amount anything feel like everything leads failure matter many opportunities others give me despise feel like longer apart world  contributed nothing people care soon become awful burden people do plan ending life next week since theres family functions coming up plan overshadow events redflagi might follow come final date im sure
failed everything im done ittldr kicked school late twenties crappy part time job cashier associates degree show friends disappointment parents gonna end life week signed reddit specifically write post doubt anyones gonna read it im year old female single kids child still living parents found tonight kicked college attending last year half feel completely worthless hopeless adhd social anxiety disorder messed adolescent adult life feel like barely function feel like im point im incapable anything even right now feel like im fucking im writing like even make sense wanted bad transfer year college get bachelors even hoped get masters help adhd medication counseling finally able spring focused english major proud accepted insurance lost access medication counseling tried getting help college inattentiveness led slack meetings eventually fell old habits fell depression too since began feel matter got help life would always ups downs successful moment disappointment failure next adhd along bouts depressions constant social anxiety left feeling worthless contact friends person besides parents close cousin soon moving hours away new husband see day day parents see burden think they everyone else would better without me parents know kicked college know able handle disappointment would probably kill anyway gave everything help successful nothing show it friends so real college degree associates degree shitty part time job dollar store know well emotions coming across post feel drained nothing ever right never amount anything feel like everything leads failure matter many opportunities others give me despise feel like longer apart world contributed nothing people care soon become awful burden people do plan ending life next week since theres family functions coming up plan overshadow events redflagi might follow come final date im sure
fallida todo im dot ittldr pateó la escuela a finales de los años veinte trabajo de mierda a tiempo parcial cajero asociados grado mostrar amigos decepción padres va a terminar la semana de la vida firmado reddit específicamente escribir post duda cualquiera va a leer Im año niña soltera niño todavía vivo padres encontrados esta noche pateado universidad asistiendo la mitad del año pasado se siente completamente inútil adhd trastorno de ansiedad social trastorno adolescente vida adulta se siente como apenas función sentir como im punto