want live anymoreim  past  years life hell monumental situation happened  years ago ever since nothing bipolar maybe cant handle feeling like rest life certainly will child  alcoholics severely depressed mother never showed ounce self love that lovely trait given me like im bred hate myself want live know sure never different forever depressed unhappy want go day day this people sense something wrong always stay away like toxic is im right mind everyday know worthless meaningless huge world know cant make difference know im psychological mess thats good nothing one likes around me hate around myself live  thought going rest life makes want die even more theres nothing do go gym everyday social since life constant state nothing depression hiding everyone lose friends make manage get past depression lose talk much hate life myself everyone moving lives falling love getting married starting families starting careers buying first homes meeting new people jobs moving new places theyre happy everything seems right everyone monumental fuck up
want live anymoreim past years life hellmonumental situation happened years ago ever since nothing bipolar maybe cant handle feeling like rest life certainly will child alcoholics severely depressed mother never showed ounce self love that lovely trait given me like im bred hate myself want live know sure never different forever depressed unhappy want go day day this people sense something wrong always stay away like toxic is im right mind everyday know worthless meaningless huge world know cant make difference know im psychological mess thats good nothing one likes around me hate around myself live thought going rest life makes want die even more theres nothing do go gym everyday social since life constant state nothing depression hiding everyone lose friends make manage get past depression lose talk much hate life myself everyone moving lives falling love getting married starting families starting careers buying first homes meeting new people jobs moving new places theyre happy everything seems right everyone monumental fuck up
Quiero vivir más en los últimos años la vida hellmonumental situación pasó hace años desde nada bipolar tal vez no puede manejar la sensación de descanso vida sin duda será niños alcohólicos gravemente deprimida madre nunca mostró onza amor propio que hermoso rasgo me dio como im criado odio yo mismo quiero vivir saber seguro nunca diferente para siempre deprimido infeliz querer ir día esta gente siente algo malo siempre mantenerse alejado como tóxico es la mente correcta todos los días saber inútil sin sentido mundo enorme saber no puede hacer la diferencia saber im desastre psicológico que es bueno nada que le gusta alrededor de mí vivo pensamiento ir a descansar la vida hace querer morir aún más allá nada ir gimnasio día a día social ya que la vida constante estado nada depresión ocultar amigos hacer manejar conseguir más allá depresión perder hablar mucho odio vida a mí mismo todo el mundo que se mueve vida se enamoran empezando a casar familias empezando a comprar primeras casas conocer gente nuevos trabajos mover nuevos lugares están felices todo parece correcto todo monumental mierda para arriba