thought life changed years still tired sad growing fast working everyday job hate trying find motivation nothing gotten truly feel great worth it always wanted start dating someone scared worth time make things difficult parents always ridiculing good enough hurts even more gotten low started cutting feel like need punish absolute fool human thing stopping putting bullet skull religious values covid opened new world showed could work every day even make close amount money people unemployment sit home asses day feel like one factor life redflag it wish could enjoyed younger years more grown hellish schedule people could care less size turds shorter average man women weak always looked upon man work looked said smile more told nothing smile about back self harming
thought life changed years still tired sad growing fast working everyday job hate trying find motivation nothing gotten truly feel great worth it always wanted start dating someone scared worth time make things difficult parents always ridiculing good enough hurts even more gotten low started cutting feel like need punish absolute fool human thing stopping putting bullet skull religious values covid opened new world showed could work every day even make close amount money people unemployment sit home asses day feel like one factor life redflag it wish could enjoyed younger years more grown hellish schedule people could care less size turds shorter average man women weak always looked upon man work looked said smile more told nothing smile about back self harming
pensamiento vida cambio años todavía cansado triste crecimiento rápido trabajo diario odio tratar de encontrar motivación nada se sintió realmente gran valor siempre quería empezar a salir con alguien asustado vale la pena tiempo hacer las cosas difíciles padres siempre ridiculizar lo suficientemente bien dolor incluso más baja comenzó a cortar se siente como necesidad castigar absoluto tonto humano dejar de poner bala cráneo valores religiosos covid abierto nuevo mundo demostrado podría trabajar cada día incluso hacer una cantidad cercana dinero personas desempleo sentarse en casa culos día sentir como un factor vida bandera roja que desea podría disfrutar más jóvenes años más crecido horario infernal a la gente le importa menos tamaño caca hombre medio mujeres débiles siempre mirado hombre trabajo mirada dijo sonrisa más dijo sonrisa sonrisa sobre espalda auto daño