m almost  never dated anyone never first kiss avoided main high school social events prom parties thought physically inferior everyone else worth noting attempted date rejected hurt every single time tried still put horrible depressive state emotionally many friends see people work many people talk snapchat stuff makes hate life even more understand get people talk snapchat get confidence even ask someone snapchat unless like best friends family asking someone snapchat instagram may something super simple everything else me requires days sometimes weeks planning going every single scenario could casually ask someone without random weird find myself face especially utterly repulsive ugly instance employment manager work high schoolers girls like take pictures us the managers reason ask say funny work environment really relaxed like fun work acceptable every manager tell want picture taken keep trying it tell why tell feel really ugly hate way look believe too therapy working feel like mind cannot changed want changed feels like cannot feel like forever idea turn here thanks advice advance get self degrading mindset
m almost never dated anyone never first kiss avoided main high school social events prom parties thought physically inferior everyone else worth noting attempted date rejected hurt every single time tried still put horrible depressive state emotionally many friends see people work many people talk snapchat stuff makes hate life even more understand get people talk snapchat get confidence even ask someone snapchat unless like best friends family asking someone snapchat instagram may something super simple everything else me requires days sometimes weeks planning going every single scenario could casually ask someone without random weird find myself face especially utterly repulsive ugly instance employment manager work high schoolers girls like take pictures us the managers reason ask say funny work environment really relaxed like fun work acceptable every manager tell want picture taken keep trying it tell why tell feel really ugly hate way look believe too therapy working feel like mind cannot changed want changed feels like cannot feel like forever idea turn here thanks advice advance get self degrading mindset
m casi nunca salió nadie primero beso evitado eventos sociales principales secundaria fiestas de graduación pensado físicamente inferior todos los demás vale la pena señalar intento de fecha rechazado daño cada vez que se trató todavía poner horrible estado depresivo emocionalmente muchos amigos ver gente trabajar mucha gente hablar snapchat cosas hace odio vida aún más entender conseguir gente hablar snapchat obtener confianza incluso preguntar a alguien snapchat a menos que como mejores amigos familia preguntar a alguien snapchat instagram puede algo súper simple todo lo demás me requiere días a veces semanas planificación cada escenario cualquiera podría casualmente preguntar a alguien sin azar raro encontrarme cara especialmente completamente repulsivo feo instancia trabajo gerente de empleo chicas secundaria como tomar fotos nos los gerentes razón preguntar decir divertido ambiente de trabajo muy relajado como diversión trabajo aceptable cada gerente contar quiero fotografía tomada seguir tratando de decir por qué se siente realmente feo odio manera mirada creer demasiado terapia sentir como la mente no puede cambiar desea cambiarse se siente como no se siente como siempre idea girar aquí gracias consejo conseguir auto degradante mentalidad