pain weighing downi wonder taboo redflag person admits considering it like sort line crossed something like said something makes fucking sense wrong sometimes wonder ridiculous people even good story ridiculousness shit accepted accident car accident right leg fucked up severed mcl tore meniscus fractured femur shattered patella sucked  months surgeries pins shit knee recovered though go wheelchair crutches single crutch cane  months walk without limp learn walk again tough something look forward to getting better normal again work it tangible though different problem spine hurts pain take  medications day go physical therapy  times week hrs go sleep pain dream pain wake pain things teach deal cope one say help out train deal pain teach body avoid things make worse cant work lost job pain encompasses every aspect life im crying you way live cant live like this leg fucked up something look forward too getting better now pills classes deal it life pain day night change classes pills coping never changes miserable way live cant live like this ask this many years long ok mean put animals misery okay end it destroys me seeing family every day every day day consists another session misery trained deal with fix get through when point thing consider miserable dragging family run bills take resources happy life way live tell me not tell theres circumstance consideration tell call number generic shit want tell fucking sin terminate failing situation complete failure would keep someone stopping pain ruins every possible way could feel okay stopping person ending misery
pain weighing downi wonder taboo redflag person admits considering it like sort line crossed something like said something makes fucking sense wrong sometimes wonder ridiculous people even good story ridiculousness shit accepted accident car accident right leg fucked up severed mcl tore meniscus fractured femur shattered patella sucked months surgeries pins shit knee recovered though go wheelchair crutches single crutch cane months walk without limp learn walk again tough something look forward to getting better normal again work it tangible though different problem spine hurts pain take medications day go physical therapy times week hrs go sleep pain dream pain wake pain things teach deal cope one say help out train deal pain teach body avoid things make worse cant work lost job pain encompasses every aspect life im crying you way live cant live like this leg fucked up something look forward too getting better now pills classes deal it life pain day night change classes pills coping never changes miserable way live cant live like this ask this many years longok mean put animals misery okay end it destroys me seeing family every day every day day consists another session misery trained deal with fix get through when point thing consider miserable dragging family run bills take resources happy life way live tell me not tell theres circumstance consideration tell call number generic shit want tell fucking sin terminate failing situation complete failure would keep someone stopping pain ruins every possible way could feel okay stopping person ending misery
dolor pesando downi maravilla tabú persona bandera roja admite considerando como línea de tipo cruzado algo como algo dice algo tiene sentido mierda mal a veces maravilla gente ridícula incluso buena historia ridículo mierda aceptada accidente accidente coche pierna derecha jodido mcl tore fracturado fémur fracturado rótula chupado meses cirugías pins mierda rodilla recuperada aunque vaya muletas silla de ruedas solo muleta caña meses caminar sin cojear aprender caminar otra vez duro algo mirar hacia adelante para conseguir mejor normal de nuevo trabajo tangible aunque diferente problema columna dolor dolor tomar medicamentos día ir terapia física veces semana hrs ir sueño sueño dolor despertar dolor cosas enseñar trato uno dice ayudar a train trato dolor enseñar cuerpo evitar cosas peor trabajo no trabajar trabajo dolor abarca todos los aspectos vida im llanto manera de vivir no se puede vivir como esta pierna follada algo mirar hacia adelante también ahora píldoras clases tratar la vida dolor día noche cambio clases píldoras afrontar nunca cambia miserable manera vivir no puede vivir como este preguntar muchos años largok medio poner animales miseria