feelings comes want end myself know cannot try forcing go out ride scary shit go unstable online talking strangers night feel fucking horrible talk people it like problems even anymore absolutely force tell bothering you think about hell bothering anyway awful bothering me enough discontented life even alright never alright nothing left lost relatives parent close dying hate jinxing shit up life meant fucked anywayi know even want unhappy years ill old regret taking chances life know damn well able things now like sleeping playing games even fun shitty dreadful feeling hanging behind body like wanting take shit cannot think dying fantasizing die days die feels bit better remember kid thinking least id die id leave thousand dollars stacked floor room still imagine sometimes id run away far away golden gate bridge finish life talking people forced
feelings comes want end myself know cannot try forcing go out ride scary shit go unstable online talking strangers night feel fucking horrible talk people it like problems even anymore absolutely force tell bothering you think about hell bothering anyway awful bothering me enough discontented life even alright never alright nothing left lost relatives parent close dying hate jinxing shit up life meant fucked anywayi know even want unhappy years ill old regret taking chances life know damn well able things now like sleeping playing games even fun shitty dreadful feeling hanging behind body like wanting take shit cannot think dying fantasizing die days die feels bit better remember kid thinking least id die id leave thousand dollars stacked floor room still imagine sometimes id run away far away golden gate bridge finish life talking people forced
los sentimientos vienen quieren acabar yo sé no puede tratar de forzar ir a paseo mierda miedo ir inestable hablando en línea extraños noche sentir horrible hablar gente como problemas incluso más absolutamente fuerza decir molestarse pensando en el infierno molestar de todos modos horrible molestarme bastante descontento vida incluso bien nunca bien nada dejó parientes perdidos padres cerca moribundo odio mala suerte mierda encima de la vida significa jodido de todos modos sé incluso querer años infelices enfermo viejo arrepentimiento tomar riesgos la vida sabe cosas malditamente capaces ahora como dormir juegos incluso mierda terrible sentimiento colgando detrás del cuerpo como querer tomar mierda no puede pensar morir fantaseando morir días morir se siente un poco mejor recordar niño pensando menos id die id dejar mil dólares sala de piso apilado todavía imaginar a veces id huir lejos puerta de oro puente terminar la vida hablando gente forzada