cant sleepits hot think much hate dull box cutter desk is no nothing happen even im making melodramatic post still despise myself feels late im  job love virgin im someone worth salvaging bother clear made time even though wasted fighting religious beliefs spent figuring like finding love sex think recently want find someone whos also inexperienced share life sex them someone curious exciteable would love saccharine cute depraved kinky sex sit naked play video games something hate missing  years love sex nothing let stay environment fucked mind ideologies believe work death major completely drained whatever enjoyment subject another year half spent recovering life full shitty choices betrayed expectations town limited options wish razor sharper funny feel much closer death im less depressed sense lethargy almost like defense mechanism feel like fading exist anymore real person getting hard let alone orchestrating death im arguably better seems much easier end it tomorrows another day guess guess means time fuck waste life knows maybe ill even die somehow thatd nice
cant sleepits hot think much hate dull box cutter desk is no nothing happen even im making melodramatic post still despise myself feels late im job love virginim someone worth salvaging bother clear made time even though wasted fighting religious beliefs spent figuring like finding love sex think recently want find someone whos also inexperienced share life sex them someone curious exciteable would love saccharine cute depraved kinky sex sit naked play video games something hate missing years love sex nothing let stay environment fucked mind ideologies believe work death major completely drained whatever enjoyment subject another year half spent recovering life full shitty choices betrayed expectations town limited options wish razor sharper funny feel much closer deathim less depressed sense lethargy almost like defense mechanism feel like fading exist anymore real person getting hard let alone orchestrating deathim arguably better seems much easier end it tomorrows another day guess guess means time fuck waste life knows maybe ill even die somehow thatd nice
No puedo dormir su caliente pensar mucho odio aburrido box cutter escritorio no hay nada que suceda incluso im making melodramatic post todavía me desprecian tarde im trabajo amor virginim alguien que vale la pena salvar molestia claro hizo tiempo a pesar de perder luchando creencias religiosas pasado pensando como encontrar amor sexo pensar recientemente quiero encontrar a alguien que también inexperto compartir vida sexo ellos alguien curioso excitable le encantaría sacarina lindo depravado sexo kinky sentarse desnudo jugar videojuegos algo odio años faltantes amor sexo nada dejar quedarse ambiente follada mente ideologías creer trabajo muerte mayor completamente drenado cualquier disfrute tema otra mitad pasó recuperar vida completo mierda elecciones traicionadas expectativas ciudad opciones limitadas deseo navaja más gracioso sentir mucho más cerca muerteim menos deprimido sentido letargo casi como mecanismo de defensa se siente como desaparecer existe más persona real mucho menos orquestar muerteim argublemente mejor parece mucho más fácil terminar mañana supongo que significa tiempo mierda basura vida sabe tal vez mal incluso morir de alguna manera agradable