ive thought lots ironically im scaredive considered taking life several occasions reason im scared would effect children ill married father  beautiful children love dearly love same fought depression awhile even knowing st years call it dealdealt basic problems life money amp drugs lead relationship issues lost mombest friend almost yrs ago everything im self proclaimed mommas boy things got worst second family fell apart dad brother sister aunts uncles stop seeing eye eye cause resent ppl reason gone kids know end day wrong thing do phase better days ahead situation mold comparison others get constantly go backwards life matter hard try try stay positive comes point feel like alternatives deep know wanna this feel im running fight even know im making post think ive heard every solution try fix problems zero percent success rate thus far figured cant get worst posting this tldr ive considered redflag lots times never attempted it suffer depression led financial relationship drug family problems
ive thought lots ironically im scaredive considered taking life several occasions reason im scared would effect children ill married father beautiful children love dearly love same fought depression awhile even knowing st years call it dealdealt basic problems life money amp drugs lead relationship issues lost mombest friend almost yrs ago everything im self proclaimed mommas boy things got worst second family fell apart dad brother sister aunts uncles stop seeing eye eye cause resent ppl reason gone kids know end day wrong thing do phase better days ahead situation mold comparison others get constantly go backwards life matter hard try try stay positive comes point feel like alternatives deep know wanna this feel im running fight even know im making post think ive heard every solution try fix problems zero percent success rate thus far figured cant get worst posting this tldr ive considered redflag lots times never attempted it suffer depression led financial relationship drug family problems
Ive pensamiento mucho irónicamente im miedo considerar tomar la vida varias ocasiones razón im miedo afectar niños mal casado padre hermosos niños amor querido amor mismo lucha depresión mientras que incluso saber st años lo llaman dealdealt problemas básicos vida dinero amp drogas plomo relación problemas perdido mamámejor amigo casi hace todo im auto proclamado mamá chico cosas consiguió peor segundo familia se desmayó papá hermano hermana tías tíos dejar de ver ojos causa resentimiento ppl razón los niños se fueron fin día mal hacer fase mejor situación situación comparación otros consiguen constantemente ir atrás vida duro tratar de ser positivo viene punto se siente como alternativas profundo saber querer esta sensación im carrera lucha incluso saber Im hacer pensar en ive oído cada solución tratar de solucionar problemas cero porcentaje éxito tasa hasta ahora figurado no puede conseguir peor publicar este tldr ive considerado Redflag lotes veces nunca intentó sufrir depresión llevó depresión relación financiera drogas problemas familiares