brother killed thingthis short version story older brother one always depressed even tried kill self stopped parents happened  years ago i  ive recently turned  one month later somehow got fathers gun shotgun shot self head rushed room saw exploded head since ive never said word im able speak anymore im mute trauma called selective mutism want look up extremely depressed everytime close eyes see image dead brother head blown off multiple panic attacks everyday dont want talk friends familyby talk mean communicate literally talk cant anymore im sitting knife next me dont know it please help
brother killed thingthis short version story older brother one always depressed even tried kill self stopped parents happened years ago i ive recently turned one month later somehow got fathers gun shotgun shot self head rushed room saw exploded head since ive never said word im able speak anymore im mute trauma called selective mutism want look up extremely depressed everytime close eyes see image dead brother head blown off multiple panic attacks everyday dont want talk friends familyby talk mean communicate literally talk cant anymore im sitting knife next me dont know it please help
hermano mató thingesta versión corta historia hermano mayor uno siempre deprimido incluso trató de matar a sí mismo parados padres sucedió hace años yo vi recientemente girado un mes más tarde de alguna manera los padres pistola escopeta tiro auto cabeza auto apresurada habitación vio explotó cabeza ya que ive nunca dijo palabra im capaz hablar más in mudo trauma llamado mutismo selectivo quieren mirar hacia arriba extremadamente deprimido cada vez que los ojos cerrados ver imagen hermano muerto cabeza volada de múltiples ataques de pánico diario no quiero hablar amigos familia hablar me refiero a comunicarse literalmente hablar cant im sentado cuchillo siguiente yo no lo sé por favor ayuda