ive tried ive experienced ive lost war im looking support want waste anyone elses time want write words say goodbye ive fighting life fought  years enemy severe depression extreme sleep issues introversion awkwardness supported opposition plan join military though fight end casualties live fear death also lost people time two close friends person ever actually raised me love you grandpa fought  years enemies taliban insurgents radical nationals total spent  months overseas winner casualties countless went still us stay strong fallen fought  years got out enemy vast im surrounded casualty finally me though war still go boots on that manage ive got one write letter for serve letter public servants notified remains funeral unattended government service finally lie rest finally meet peace
ive tried ive experienced ive lost war im looking support want waste anyone elses time want write words say goodbye ive fighting life fought years enemy severe depression extreme sleep issues introversion awkwardness supported opposition plan join military though fight end casualties live fear death also lost people time two close friends person ever actually raised me love you grandpa fought years enemies taliban insurgents radical nationals total spent months overseas winner casualties countless went still us stay strong fallen fought years got out enemy vastim surrounded casualty finally me though war still go boots on that manage ive got one write letter for serve letter public servants notified remains funeral unattended government service finally lie rest finally meet peace
ive trial ive experienced ive perdido war im looking support want desperdise anyone others time want write words say ive live forcejee life lushed anywhere live live life weight years enemigos depresión extrema problemas de sueño extrema introversión apoyo plan de oposición unirse militar aunque lucha fin bajas vivo miedo muerte muerte también perder gente tiempo dos amigos cercanos persona alguna vez realmente me crió amor abuelo lucharon años enemigos talibán insurgentes nacionales radicales total pasó meses víctimas ganadores en el extranjero incontables fueron todavía nos queda fuerte caído lucha años salió enemigo vastim rodeado víctimas finalmente me aunque la guerra todavía van botas en que manejar ive consiguió una carta de escritura para servir a los servidores públicos notificado sigue funeral servicio gubernamental sin atención finalmente descansar descanso finalmente encuentro paz finalmente