mostly need vent im rather confused sadits strange good life im high school good grades ive never experienced death loved one loving family roof head pretty much ideal package kid reason seemingly random times get fucking sad sometimes point fantasize offing myself resorted self harm outside brief faze cut myself know certain ideas first say closer get adulthood see horribly fucking nasty world operations constantly outclass compete others promotions money friends fucking everything one missed payment little slip bam homeless nerve wracking awful guess feel like dealing it life like seem worth living aware plenty time actually go find something like make friends really worth misery one suffers aforementioned aspects thoughts say no another thing really gets im fucking terrible academic skills actually land decent job todays society reason good grades school ludicrously easy get  short assignments week want anything pursue job technology engineering mathematics science like seemed get worst possible genetic traits field things im truly good reading writing neither skills get shit real world sure could work hard learn something else like said before whats point much damn effort could well nothing end im also terrible making friends first  years life barely got interact kids all taken toll point ive pretty much accepted gone numb too still hurts deep knowing widely incapable forging intimate relationships desperately wish had all powerful feeling within will fail life tools succeed see point trying time loathe thought taking life want coward find wishing daily reason die fantasize often id like admit giving life war any war side care assassinated giving speech murdered trying save loved one mugger them sometimes wonder enlist high school hope death comes swiftly want die want reason it due this guess could say im suicidal yet telling bad could get coming years due think may depressed even though able put aside ignore feelings time thats basically it really need respond feel like though would find pleasant surprise did wanted get chest someone
mostly need vent im rather confused sadits strange good lifeim high school good grades ive never experienced death loved one loving family roof head pretty much ideal package kid reason seemingly random times get fucking sad sometimes point fantasize offing myself resorted self harm outside brief faze cut myself know certain ideas first say closer get adulthood see horribly fucking nasty world operations constantly outclass compete others promotions money friends fucking everything one missed payment little slip bam homeless nerve wracking awful guess feel like dealing it life like seem worth living aware plenty time actually go find something like make friends really worth misery one suffers aforementioned aspects thoughts say no another thing really gets im fucking terrible academic skills actually land decent job todays society reason good grades school ludicrously easy get short assignments week want anything pursue job technology engineering mathematics science like seemed get worst possible genetic traits field things im truly good reading writing neither skills get shit real world sure could work hard learn something else like said before whats point much damn effort could well nothing end im also terrible making friends first years life barely got interact kids all taken toll point ive pretty much accepted gone numb too still hurts deep knowing widely incapable forging intimate relationships desperately wish had all powerful feeling within will fail life tools succeed see point trying time loathe thought taking life want coward find wishing daily reason die fantasize often id like admit giving life war any war side care assassinated giving speech murdered trying save loved one mugger them sometimes wonder enlist high school hope death comes swiftly want die want reason it due this guess could say im suicidal yet telling bad could get coming years due think may depressed even though able put aside ignore feelings time thats basically it really need respond feel like though would find pleasant surprise did wanted get chest someone
mayormente necesito ventilación más bien confundido sadits extraño buena vidaim secundaria buenas calificaciones ive nunca experimentado muerte amado amante familia techo cabeza más o menos ideal paquete niño razón aparentemente al azar momento se entristecen a veces punto fantasear off que recurrió a sí mismo daño fuera breve corte sé ciertas ideas primero decir más cerca conseguir la adultez ver horriblemente mierda operaciones mundo constantemente outclass competir otros promociones dinero amigos follando todo uno se perdió pago poco slip bam