childhood feeling died  years agoit enjoyed life always there since beggining decided leave age  or died see world boring meaningless existence cant dream job cant achieve this that sometimes imagine peaceful home great big field yard fucking work ass everyday every second would pointless childhood feeling made feel like dream happiness mysterious feeling way could feel sure gets worse year year become even feeling less point fucking careless commit anything illegal hurt badly die longer scares me shoving fork outlet scare me think this is september sister get shrooms lsd dmt kill sure edibles made feel amazing last summer ive long sober drugs even feel like good idea lie mind
childhood feeling died years agoit enjoyed life always there since beggining decided leave age or died see world boring meaningless existence cant dream job cant achieve this that sometimes imagine peaceful home great big field yard fucking work ass everyday every second would pointless childhood feeling made feel like dream happiness mysterious feeling way could feel sure gets worse year year become even feeling less point fucking careless commit anything illegal hurt badly die longer scares me shoving fork outlet scare me think this is september sister get shrooms lsd dmt kill sure edibles made feel amazing last summer ive long sober drugs even feel like good idea lie mind
infancia sentimiento murió hace años gozaba de la vida siempre allí desde que se decidió dejar la edad o murió ver mundo aburrido existencia sin sentido trabajo no puede lograr esto que a veces imaginar paz casa gran gran patio de campo puto trabajo culo cada segundo infancia sin sentido sentimiento hecho sentir como sueño felicidad misteriosa manera podría sentirse seguro se pone peor año año incluso sentir menos punto mierda descuidado cometer cualquier daño ilegal morir mal más tiempo me asusta empujando tenedor salida me asusta pensar esto es septiembre hermana conseguir hongos lsd dmt matar seguro comestibles hizo sentir increíble el verano pasado vida largas drogas sobrias incluso se sienten como buena idea mentira mente