im failureim tired living every day feels like thoughts control life control cant eat starve myself lost  lbs im underweight negatively cope staying bed long possible moving manage energy all anything eat exercise seem exist burden anyone ive called redflag hotline couple times past  weeks sucidial thoughts become default everyday thing know death solve much fact itll cause trauma people around me ive already traumatized know feels im already making everyone life suffer silence serious abandonment issues issues feeling everything fault maybe caused breakup two years ago maybe mom died born nobody ever told truth it whatever sad story tell myself cannot stop telling story failure im going quit job tomorrow ive already done before  years ago quit job ended hospital depression feel like gonna another cycle relying others never really able help myself honestly idk im sharing this idk much relatable want know stop getting stuck cycle hate living reality
im failureim tired living every day feels like thoughts control life control cant eat starve myself lost lbsim underweight negatively cope staying bed long possible moving manage energy all anything eat exercise seem exist burden anyone ive called redflag hotline couple times past weeks sucidial thoughts become default everyday thing know death solve much fact itll cause trauma people around meive already traumatized know feels im already making everyone life suffer silence serious abandonment issues issues feeling everything fault maybe caused breakup two years ago maybe mom died born nobody ever told truth it whatever sad story tell myself cannot stop telling story failure im going quit job tomorrow ive already done before years ago quit job ended hospital depression feel like gonna another cycle relying others never really able help myself honestly idk im sharing this idk much relatable want know stop getting stuck cycle hate living reality
Im fracasoim cansado vivir todos los días se siente como pensamientos control control de la vida no puedo comer hambre me perdí Ibsim bajo peso negativamente hacer frente a quedarse cama largo posible movimiento manejar energía todo comer ejercicio parece existir carga cualquier persona ive llamado redflag línea directa dos veces semanas pasadas pensamientos sucidial convertirse en predeterminado cada día sabe la muerte resolver mucho hecho causará trauma personas alrededor de meive ya traumatizado saber ya se siente que todos sufren silencio graves problemas de abandono sentir todo fallo tal vez causado ruptura dos años atrás tal vez mamá murió nadie ha dicho la verdad lo que sea triste historia contar yo mismo no puedo dejar de contar historia fracaso im ir a dejar el trabajo mañana ive ya hecho antes años atrás dejar el trabajo fin de la depresión hospitalaria se siente como va a otro ciclo confiar en otros nunca realmente capaz de ayudar honestamente idk im compartir este idk mucho relatable querer saber dejar de quedarse atascado ciclo odio vida realidad