im feeling really sad cant stop iti know long im sorry advance every night lie go sleep think night mom really little probably   something mildly inconvenient happened said gonna kill i obviously serious cranky annoyed slapped really hard told never say reason sent bed im  think redflag every single day want tell her trauma moment burned brain choke up im sure shed care seems natural mom care mine pretty disconnected kind one depression sadness need get over therapy help types also antimeds dad is no absolutely care friends care ton help feel like anything helps play minecraft lot thousands hours building myself talking anyone stardew valley animal crossing rune factory game mentally escape least hours ill get ill put hundreds hours it second stop start crying feel like im breaking every minute know do feel like heart glass ball every day crack gets liiiiittle longer know go therapy get antidepressants mom back make getting better x worse bottling up even though know healthy cant handle criticism yelling even im wrong makes sense wanted wait move out im working right now hard feels like cant really take it friends online second leave laptop anything feel soulcrushing loneliness yeah tried making friends irl work me like people around me feels like people staring just makes really uncomfortable lot better me helps used cut legs mom noticed complained clumsy she assumed fell knew eventually shed figure would cause arguments problems stopped thing keeping point promised friends last thing need last memory liar guess think every single day know do cry every night people around like sing people assume im singing laughing good time im happy im happy happy like  years so maybe im exhausted time alive wake every morning sort of disappointed annoyed know word not good feeling really dreams anymore keep expecting die year one wants hear that im downer know am know do im sorry long started rambling figured might well get could guess thanks advance advice support anything good lt
im feeling really sad cant stop iti know long im sorry advance every night lie go sleep think night mom really little probably something mildly inconvenient happened said gonna kill i obviously serious cranky annoyed slapped really hard told never say reason sent bed im think redflag every single day want tell her trauma moment burned brain choke up im sure shed care seems natural mom care mine pretty disconnected kind one depression sadness need get over therapy help types also antimeds dad is no absolutely care friends care ton help feel like anything helps play minecraft lot thousands hours building myself talking anyone stardew valley animal crossing rune factory game mentally escape least hours ill get ill put hundreds hours it second stop start crying feel like im breaking every minute know do feel like heart glass ball every day crack gets liiiiittle longer know go therapy get antidepressants mom back make getting better x worse bottling up even though know healthy cant handle criticism yelling even im wrong makes sense wanted wait move out im working right now hard feels like cant really take it friends online second leave laptop anything feel soulcrushing loneliness yeah tried making friends irl work me like people around me feels like people staring just makes really uncomfortable lot better me helps used cut legs mom noticed complained clumsy she assumed fell knew eventually shed figure would cause arguments problems stopped thing keeping point promised friends last thing need last memory liar guess think every single day know do cry every night people around like sing people assume im singing laughing good timeim happy im happy happy like yearsso maybe im exhausted time alive wake every morning sort of disappointed annoyed know word not good feeling really dreams anymore keep expecting die year one wants hear that im downer know am know doim sorry long started rambling figured might well get could guess thanks advance advice support anything good lt
Im sentimiento realmente triste cant stop iti sé long im lo siento avance cada noche mentira ir a dormir pensar noche mamá muy poco probablemente algo levemente inconveniente sucedió dijo que iba a matar I obviamente grave gorgoso molestado muy duro dicho nunca decir razón envió cama im pensar Redflag cada día quiere contar su trauma momento quemado cerebro ahogarse Im seguro chep care parece natural cuidado mamá bastante desconectado tipo una depresión tristeza necesidad conseguir sobre terapia ayuda tipos también antimeds papá no es absolutamente cuidado amigos cuidado ton ayuda sentir como cualquier cosa ayuda jugar minecraft lot miles de horas construir yo mismo hablar cualquier estrella valle animal cruce de runas juego de fábrica escape mental menos horas mal llegar mal poner cientos horas segundo dejar de llorar sentir como im romper cada minuto saber sentir como corazón bola de cristal cada día crack consigue liiiiittle más tiempo saber ir terapia obtener antidepresivos mamá volver hacer mejor x peor embotellado hasta aunque saber sano cant manejar críticas gritando incluso im mal hace sentir querer moverse im trabajar bien ahora duro se siente como si realmente no puede tomar amigos en línea segundo dejar algo portátil sentir