something really wrong meso im really struggling moment lots things staying home really messed schoolwork im back school now found grades beginning fall im getting worried final grades good enough ive heard many people tell end world desired feel like is talents skills interests passions decent personality succeed life so grades thing im sort good provides chance getting somewhere idea want future finish school end year still clue all everyone else idea im confused really many friends either ive cut lot family so life lonely lot time deal devastating social anxiety held back many times even caused stupid things last couple days done nothing besides school mostly stayed room looking phone motivation anything anymore used like making videos playing keyboard try feel it even feel motivated play video games anything bad is little hope myself dealing suicidal thoughts couple years though ive set dates never gone end supposed done beginning year scared always im stuck
something really wrong mesoim really struggling moment lots things staying home really messed schoolwork im back school now found grades beginning fallim getting worried final grades good enough ive heard many people tell end world desired feel like is talents skills interests passions decent personality succeed life so grades thing im sort good provides chance getting somewhere idea want future finish school end year still clue all everyone else idea im confused really many friends either ive cut lot family so life lonely lot time deal devastating social anxiety held back many times even caused stupid things last couple days done nothing besides school mostly stayed room looking phone motivation anything anymore used like making videos playing keyboard try feel it even feel motivated play video games anything bad is little hope myself dealing suicidal thoughts couple years though ive set dates never gone end supposed done beginning year scared always im stuck
algo muy mal mesoim realmente lucha mucho momento muchas cosas quedarse en casa realmente desordenado trabajo escolar im back escuela ahora encontró notas empezando falim preocuparse calificaciones finales suficientemente bueno i i oí a mucha gente decir fin mundo deseado sentir como es talentos habilidades intereses pasiones personalidad decente éxito vida así calificaciones cosa im buen proporciona oportunidad llegar a algún lugar idea querer futuro final escuela año todavía pista todos los demás idea im confusión realmente muchos amigos o ive corte mucho familia así que la vida solitario mucho tiempo trato devastador ansiedad social incluso causó cosas estúpidas durante los últimos dos días no hizo nada aparte de la escuela mayormente se quedó habitación buscando motivación telefónica cualquier cosa más utilizado como hacer videos jugando teclado tratar de sentir incluso se sienten motivados jugar videojuegos cualquier cosa malo es poco esperanza yo mismo traficar pensamientos suicidas pareja años aunque fechas fijas nunca se supone final hecho principio año asustado siempre im pegado