feel depressed first time months ever since moved austin ive pretty much perfectly content extrmely happy tbh however today took total nosedive feel like absolute garbage start ran blades razor week ago body hair started growing back really like that along didnt realize much money spending stupid shit turns ive spent  dollars random subscriptions shit dot job cant get one right get ss card wait dad fucking give me run two weeks honestly know im going able get back groove going super well two months running every day week left  week plan rained every day needed run snowed week ive able keep diet fact ive actually restricted got calorie tracker app however today stressed started eating made stressed forth feel gross tired hopeless im ready start adult yet feel like choice need get therapy cant fucking without ss even fucking backed would take months schedule fucking appointment along fucking acne killing me especially back making feel disgusting cant see dermatologist reasons therapist ive adult  days fucking hate it
feel depressed first time months ever since moved austin ive pretty much perfectly content extrmely happy tbh however today took total nosedive feel like absolute garbage start ran blades razor week ago body hair started growing back really like that along didnt realize much money spending stupid shit turns ive spent dollars random subscriptions shit dot job cant get one right get ss card wait dad fucking give me run two weeks honestly know im going able get back groove going superwell two months running every day week left week plan rained every day needed run snowed week ive able keep diet fact ive actually restricted got calorie tracker app however today stressed started eating made stressed forth feel gross tired hopelessim ready start adult yet feel like choice need get therapy cant fucking without ss even fucking backed would take months schedule fucking appointment along fucking acne killing me especially back making feel disgusting cant see dermatologist reasons therapist ive adult days fucking hate it
Me siento deprimido por primera vez meses desde que se movió Austin ve prácticamente perfectamente contenido extremadamente feliz tbh sin embargo hoy tomó total nariz sensación de basura comenzó cuchillas corridas cuchillas semana hace cuerpo comenzó a crecer de nuevo realmente como que a lo largo no se dio cuenta mucho dinero gasto estúpido mierda giras ive gast dolares al azar suscripciones mierda punto trabajo cant conseguir una derecha conseguir ss tarjeta espera papá mierda me dan correr dos semanas honestamente sé que voy capaz volver surco va superbien dos meses funcionando cada día semana izquierda plan plan llovió cada día necesario correr nevado semana ive capaz mantener dieta hecho ive realmente restringido consiguió aplicación de rastreo calorías sin embargo hoy estresado comenzó a comer hecho estresado se siente muy cansado desesperasim listo comenzar adulto sin embargo siento como elección necesidad de terapia no puede mierda sin ss sss incluso respaldado me tomaría meses de cita a lo largo de mierda acné matar especialmente volver a hacer sentir repugnante no puede ver razones dermatólogos terapeuta en días adultos follando odio