ive never felt like would easyive battling depression suicidal thoughts awhile posted long agoim mobile know link another thread going detail set feelings ive thinking redflag daily basis things started get slightly better met girl school started talking set date friday canceled due strep said wanted reschedule friday bit today said things started get serious someone else one classes want friends me feel incredibly shitty feel like im constantly used placeholder girls better options come way took  sleeping pills earlier day get sleep pass time ive taken  put back sleep numb mind feel bad feel worse ever have anytime theres even little bit glimmer hope flickers plunges back darkness cant think anything killing myself ive never felt like would easy actually able follow through always much fear actually it fear nearly non existed right now im temlted grab gun quickly pull trigger get with even things somehow get better shit hole life cant possibly worth pain plus im dead like im going regret could been want pain stop hurts fucking bad cant take anymore
ive never felt like would easyive battling depression suicidal thoughts awhile posted long agoim mobile know link another thread going detail set feelings ive thinking redflag daily basis things started get slightly better met girl school started talking set date friday canceled due strep said wanted reschedule friday bit today said things started get serious someone else one classes want friends me feel incredibly shitty feel like im constantly used placeholder girls better options come way took sleeping pills earlier day get sleep pass time ive taken put back sleep numb mind feel bad feel worse ever have anytime theres even little bit glimmer hope flickers plunges back darkness cant think anything killing myself ive never felt like would easy actually able follow through always much fear actually it fear nearly non existed right now im temlted grab gun quickly pull trigger get with even things somehow get better shit hole life cant possibly worth pain plus im dead like im going regret could been want pain stop hurts fucking bad cant take anymore
Nunca se sintió como si hubiera sido fácil luchar contra la depresión pensamientos suicidas durante mucho tiempo publicado hace mucho tiempo móvil link otro hilo va detalle set sentimientos iv pensamiento redflag base diaria las cosas comenzaron a conseguir un poco mejor conocido escuela chica comenzó hablar fecha fija viernes cancelado debido estreptococos dijo que quería reprogramar viernes poco hoy dijo que las cosas comenzaron serio alguien una clase quiere amigos me siento increíblemente mierda siento como im constantemente utilizado lugarholder niñas mejores opciones vienen manera tomó somníferos antes día pasar tiempo ive toma volver sueño dormir mente adormecida se siente mal sentir peor cada vez que hay incluso poco brillo esperanza parpadeos zambullirse vuelta oscuridad no puedo pensar cualquier cosa que me mata a mí mismo live nunca se sintió como fácil realmente capaz de seguir a través de siempre mucho miedo en realidad teme casi no existía ahora mismo pistola de agarre temlted rápidamente tirar gatillo obtener con incluso cosas de alguna manera conseguir mejor mierda agujero vida puede posiblemente vale la pena más im muerte como im ir arrepentimiento podría ser querer dolor dejar de doler mal mal no puede tomar más