uncle died  want end like him im literally everything wrongmy uncle dads brother died heart attack  poor control diabetes numerous heart problems weighed  pounds died dad worked different jobs uncle would always great first weeksmonths work slowly start making excuses come started almost never going work always inevitably got fired could never hold job  months childhood adult life play video games always struggled weight type  diabetes never good control of im going exact path want fate know continue living going die turn  weigh  lbs im   years old poor control blood sugars i type  diabetes uncle type  theyre different diseases similar havehad poor control blood sugar though ive tried lose weight never find motivation so always end giving up never bring care blood sugar enough control well normally  prolonged exposure high blood sugar long period  years basically fucks nervous system toes start falling off lose feeling fingers eyes stop working correctly etc homeschooled life started high school last september well first months then started missing days sick eventually got point going couple times month where im now really stay home feel sad play video games even enjoy it feel uncomfortable im computer way grew  know anything else most homeschooled life spent pc always start stuff when homeschooled would work months slowly give stop easy stuff homework hard all cant bring it literally exactly uncle growing up dad told me fucking terrified me literally exact things im doing died  really want go path want end like uncle cant bring change need help anyone suggestions id much rather end life end path tldr uncle died  poor control diabetes lack motivation weight issues im issues too scaring me want die im  definitely continue path need help
uncle died want end like himim literally everything wrongmy uncle dads brother died heart attack poor control diabetes numerous heart problems weighed pounds died dad worked different jobs uncle would always great first weeksmonths work slowly start making excuses come started almost never going work always inevitably got fired could never hold job months childhood adult life play video games always struggled weight type diabetes never good control of im going exact path want fate know continue living going die turn weigh lbsim years old poor control blood sugars i type diabetes uncle type theyre different diseases similar havehad poor control blood sugar though ive tried lose weight never find motivation so always end giving up never bring care blood sugar enough control well normally prolonged exposure high blood sugar long period years basically fucks nervous system toes start falling off lose feeling fingers eyes stop working correctly etc homeschooled life started high school last september well first months then started missing days sick eventually got point going couple times month where im now really stay home feel sad play video games even enjoy it feel uncomfortable im computer way grew know anything else most homeschooled life spent pc always start stuff when homeschooled would work months slowly give stop easy stuff homework hard all cant bring it literally exactly uncle growing up dad told me fucking terrified me literally exact things im doing died really want go path want end like uncle cant bring change need help anyone suggestions id much rather end life end path tldr uncle died poor control diabetes lack motivation weight issues im issues too scaring me want die im definitely continue path need help
Tío murió quiere terminar como hiim literalmente todo malMi tío papás hermano murió ataque al corazón pobre control diabetes numerosos problemas cardíacos peso libras muertos papá trabajó diferentes trabajos tío siempre genial primeras semanas meses trabajo lentamente empezar a hacer excusas vienen casi nunca ir trabajo siempre inevitablemente despedido nunca podría mantener trabajo meses infancia adulto vida juego video juegos siempre luchado peso tipo diabetes nunca buen control de im camino exacto querer destino saber seguir viviendo va a morir turno peso lbsim años de edad pobre control azúcares en sangre i tipo diabetes tipo tío han sido diferentes enfermedades similares han tenido mal control azúcar en sangre aunque se trató de perder peso nunca encontrar motivación así que siempre terminar nunca llevar cuidado azúcar en la sangre control suficientemente bien normalmente prolongada exposición alto azúcar en la sangre período largo años básicamente folla sistema nervioso dedos comienzan a caer fuera de perder sensación de de dedos