 days since almost itgot full ride scholarship college leave  days fairly well local stand comedy scene fucking miserable im  year old whos got ptsd really fucked emotional development young age way process emotion coping mechanism humor feel impulse make joke desperate need end it says explicit methods ill say every evening come close set up pull it cant form real emotional connection anybody feel like hollow shell human stay alive know logically ive got amazing shot ay something life feel like life worth living part wants go grin big fuck you life thats happened feel like ill always hollow clown ive never cry help guy guess thats changed since im posting here feel end rope guys feel like keeping going
days since almost itgot full ride scholarship college leave days fairly well local stand comedy scene fucking miserable im year old whos got ptsd really fucked emotional development young age way process emotion coping mechanism humor feel impulse make joke desperate need end it says explicit methods ill say every evening come close set up pull it cant form real emotional connection anybody feel like hollow shell human stay alive know logically ive got amazing shot ay something life feel like life worth living part wants go grin big fuck you life thats happened feel like ill always hollow clown ive never cry help guy guess thats changed since im posting here feel end rope guys feel like keeping going
días desde casi itgot full ride beca universidad dejar días bastante bien local stand comedia escena mierda miserable niño de im año que tiene ptsd realmente jodido desarrollo emocional joven edad manera proceso emoción afrontamiento mecanismo humor sentir impulso hacer broma desesperada necesidad final dice métodos explícitos mal decir cada noche venir cerca tirar no puede formar conexión emocional real nadie se siente como cáscara hueca humano permanecer vivo saber lógicamente ive consiguió increíble tiro ay algo la vida se siente como la vida vale la pena vivir parte quiere ir sonriente grande mierda que pasó la vida se siente como mal siempre payaso hueco ive nunca llorar ayudar chico supongo que ha cambiado desde Im publicación aquí sentir final cuerda chicos se siente como seguir adelante