long fuck poorly writtenheres long story short life adopted born biological mother  got adopted perfect family honest father great man also badass flew fs commanding officer kitty hawk aircraft carrier always always always right thing awesome brother  years older stereotypical socal surfer hang ten hey brah shut kook best big brother could picture remember   took beach bonfire pacific beach girl friend his age come talk flirt me talked power rangers shit know vivid so dad died  earliest memories watching die lung cancer even though never smoked  years later brother died shitfaced slipped pier drowned completely fucking ironic ive never met anyone loved water much makes fucking moron idiot faggot unless smiley face killer cult actually exists killed brother mom went crazy subconsciencly took me listened everyone around her me sent away friends preppiest athletic school us cms new hampshire yeah sad got made fun ass kicked sad constant public shaming teachers fucked up got gay raped teacher im gay whatever know life fun also friends back san diego moved away home visits fun formulated plan get kicked out worked mom furious went public school little bit went insane creepy got sent boarding school troubled teens dgaf first got sent mental hospital put antipsychotics locked white rooms shot thorazine strapped orange beds completed that went back boarding school brainwashed manipulated watch cedu documentary youtube want know bullshit place long explain weird came home  years that still antipsychotics took years later immediately went drugs met biological mother made fool drugs stole ipods unlocked cars open garages turned residential burglary home invasion minimum  years prison first offense stupid fuck confessed everything figured right thing do fight  months im jail which sucked better time boarding schools combined moved psycho month getting jail pretty ironic jail prayed girl red hair foreign legal assistant would jealous keep busy toes got that every criteria too big coincidence ignore jealousy much handle broke her fucked two best friends night started dating alcoholic whore whos idol courtney love called one night yeah lets get fucked tonight fuck night down happens drink much says yeah parents going trip gotta go need get dad blew  driving home spent next  months drinking room waiting woken knock door taking prison  years suspended sentence kept razor blade bed case still dating chick cheated  year old black guy high schooler feels great probation officer never heard dui county attorney type shit  years said needed count lucky stars  years still drink every day still cant find work yes ive graduated college yes volunteer yes ive done job felons thing nothing leave room every day same wake up lay bed  hours fuck around internet try make music i suck ive making music  years im fucking awful get bed sit chair fuck around internet avoid facebook online dating profiles terrified someone might message me fuck around computer dark turn phone get text immediately turn spend entire day thinking im going respond always respond wrong way recently ive getting attacked something spiritual almost pushed window know stupid sounds im saying felt hands me head ive trying find paranormal shit since kid first time life actually happening unfortunately evil real despite ive through im rational logical shit actually happening care opinions topic im pathetic want spend next  years life catching up entire life one big game catch up im either going sociopathic loner awkward social guy everyone internally make fun see nothing faults in id rather neither perfectly honest redflag something ive joked entire life ive put cigarettes arm past  years every night got bed test long takes run breath i smoke  packs day long im drank way much tonight im feeling squirrely put shoes one second tell kill myself tell fuck gain living honestly pathetic im  steady job almost  years live fucking mother ive past supposed fun years life fuck man reset button really care anyone else either ive spent last  years burning bridges say therapy either ive since  social anxiety getting worse depression really see leveling  cry help like things here drunken ramblings someone never right head know else do really th floor hotel room far away room want guy buthelp seriously fucking talk shit me call bitch pussy whatever let frustration try jumpstart something head bullshit me honest
long fuck poorly writtenheres long story short life adopted born biological mother got adopted perfect family honest father great man also badass flew fs commanding officer kitty hawk aircraft carrier always always always right thing awesome brother years older stereotypical socal surfer hang ten hey brah shut kook best big brother could picture remember took beach bonfire pacific beach girl friend his age come talk flirt me talked power rangers shit knowvividso dad died earliest memories watching die lung cancer even though never smoked years later brother died shitfaced slipped pier drowned completely fucking ironic ive never met anyone loved water much makes fucking moron idiot faggot unless smiley face killer cult actually exists killed brother mom went crazy subconsciencly took me listened everyone around her me sent away friends preppiest athletic school us cms new hampshireyeahsad got made fun ass kicked sad constant public shaming teachers fucked up got gay raped teacherim gay whatever know life fun also friends back san diego moved away home visits fun formulated plan get kicked out worked mom furious went public school little bit went insane creepy got sent boarding school troubled teens dgaf first got sent mental hospital put antipsychotics locked white rooms shot thorazine strapped orange beds completed that went back boarding school brainwashed manipulated watch cedu documentary youtube want know bullshit place long explain weird came home years that still antipsychotics took years later immediately went drugs met biological mother made fool drugs stole ipods unlocked cars open garages turned residential burglary home invasion minimum years prison first offense stupid fuck confessed everything figured right thing do fight monthsim jail which sucked better time boarding schools combined moved psycho month getting jail pretty ironic jail prayed girl red hair foreign legal assistant would jealous keep busy toes got that every criteria too big coincidence ignore jealousy much handle broke her fucked two best friends night started dating alcoholic whore whos idol courtney love called one night yeah lets get fucked tonight fuck night down happens drink much says yeah parents going trip gotta go need get dad blew driving home spent next months drinking room waiting woken knock door taking prison years suspended sentence kept razor blade bed case still dating chick cheated year old black guy high schooler feels great probation officer never heard dui county attorney type shit years said needed count lucky stars years still drink every day still cant find workyes ive graduated collegeyes volunteer yes ive done job felons thing nothing leave room every day same wake up lay bed hours fuck around internet try make music i suck ive making music years im fucking awful get bed sit chair fuck around internet avoid facebook online dating profiles terrified someone might message me fuck around computer dark turn phone get text immediately turn spend entire day thinking im going respond always respond wrong way recently ive getting attacked something spiritual almost pushed window know stupid sounds im saying felt hands me head ive trying find paranormal shit since kid first time life actually happening unfortunately evil real despite ive through im rational logical shit actually happening care opinions topic im pathetic want spend next years life catching up entire life one big game catch up im either going sociopathic loner awkward social guy everyone internally make fun see nothing faults in id rather neither perfectly honest redflag something ive joked entire life ive put cigarettes arm past years every night got bed test long takes run breath i smoke packs day long im drank way much tonight im feeling squirrely put shoes one second tell kill myself tell fuck gain living honestly pathetic im steady job almost years live fucking mother ive past supposed fun years life fuck man reset button really care anyone else either ive spent last years burning bridges say therapy either ive since social anxiety getting worse depression really see leveling cry help like things here drunken ramblings someone never right head know else do really th floor hotel room far away room want guy buthelp seriously fucking talk shit me call bitch pussy whatever let frustration try jumpstart something head bullshit me honest
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