heyim really sure ive joined group im posting here reading posts really dont think anything complain about but life feels pointless good job friends dont particularly dislike alive im lonely bored never goes away matter do engage hobbies distract myself theyre always there lurking waiting moment distractions end ive suicidal thoughts since  mid thirties now theyre pronounced ever already understand theyll go away point theyll also come back ive never actually happy moments im bored every dont feel lonely again even sure im posting this im rambling guess im craving attention dont want bother friends much kind talk anyway sorry writing much guess wanted vent thanks reading
heyim really sure ive joined group im posting here reading posts really dont think anything complain about but life feels pointless good job friends dont particularly dislike aliveim lonely bored never goes away matter do engage hobbies distract myself theyre always there lurking waiting moment distractions end ive suicidal thoughts since mid thirties now theyre pronounced ever already understand theyll go away point theyll also come back ive never actually happy momentsim bored every dont feel lonely again even sure im posting this im rambling guess im craving attention dont want bother friends much kind talk anyway sorry writing much guess wanted vent thanks reading
heyim realmente seguro ive joint group im publicar aquí posts de lectura realmente no creo que nada quejarse, pero la vida se siente sin sentido buen trabajo amigos particularmente no les gusta liveim solitario aburrido nunca se va materia hacer engage hobbies distraerme siempre están allí acechando distracciones momento final ive pensamientos suicidas desde mediados de los años treinta ahora se pronuncian ya entender que van a ir lejos punto que también volverán live nunca realmente feliz momentosim aburrido cada no se siente solo de nuevo incluso seguro im publicar este im divague suposición im antojo atención no quiero molestar amigos mucho amable hablar de todos modos lo siento escribir mucho conjetura quería ventilación gracias lectura