struggling even struggle pointim sure anyone care thought id share whats going me past days ive feeling really weird especially today  months since planned redflag thought slowly recovering online friends came goals point feel slipping back was thinking ex used much happier feel like nothing ever again want feel normal again want revert depression bad lately though everything really hitting me hate myself hate living abusive family hate fact girlfriend left slandered name resulting reputation ruined hate broken beyond repair normal anymore good go god complex thinking im seperate special powerful rest humanity waiting rise up honestly though really feel lately maybe try committing redflag solution problems death istrue peace livingis suffering think it almost everything life enjoyable removing pain remove hunger food remove thirst water remove loneliness people remove horniness sex cant seem remove negative feelings though lately feel motivation anymore anything people say gets better people made believe someday life big grand turn around story think so
struggling even struggle pointim sure anyone care thought id share whats going me past days ive feeling really weird especially today months since planned redflag thought slowly recovering online friends came goals point feel slipping back was thinking ex used much happier feel like nothing ever again want feel normal again want revert depression bad lately though everything really hitting me hate myself hate livingabusive family hate fact girlfriend left slandered name resulting reputation ruined hate broken beyond repair normal anymore good go god complex thinking im seperate special powerful rest humanity waiting rise up honestly though really feel lately maybe try committing redflag solution problems death istrue peace livingis suffering think it almost everythinglife enjoyable removing pain remove hunger food remove thirst water remove loneliness people remove horniness sex cant seem remove negative feelings though lately feel motivation anymore anything people say gets better people made believe someday life big grand turn around story think so
lucha incluso forcejeo pointim seguro que a nadie le importa id share whats going me pasados días ive sentite muy raro especialmente hoy meses desde planeado redflag pensamiento lentamente recuperación amigos en línea vinieron objetivos punto se siente resbalándose estaba pensando ex utilizado mucho más feliz se siente como nada nunca más quiere sentirse normal otra vez quiere volver depresión mal últimamente aunque todo realmente me golpea odio vidaabustivo familia odio hecho novia izquierda nombre calumniado resultado reputación arruinado odio roto más allá reparación normal más bien go dios complejo pensamiento im separado especial poderoso descanso humanidad esperando levantarse honestamente aunque realmente se siente últimamente tal vez tratar de cometer Redflag solución problemas la muerte esverdad paz vivires sufrimiento pensar que casi todo vida agradable quitar el dolor hambre comida eliminar sed agua eliminar soledad personas eliminar hornyness sexo no puede parecer eliminar sentimientos negativos aunque últimamente se siente la motivación más gente dice mejor gente hizo creer algún día la vida grande vuelta alrededor historia pensar así que