know never able help myself apathetic whole life never going change constant ruminations zero self esteem redflag loneliness fucking wonderful lucky me obese since   now know ill never lose it tried tried nothing never spoken girl always aloneknowing still cannot bothered help escape it got support family nothing change unless change know never going happengetting thoughts suicide constant wish could hurt mom like that would break her unable help myself
know never able help myself apathetic whole life never going change constant ruminations zero self esteem redflag loneliness fucking wonderful lucky me obese since now know ill never lose it tried tried nothing never spoken girl always aloneknowing still cannot bothered help escape it got support family nothing change unless change know never going happengetting thoughts suicide constant wish could hurt mom like that would break her unable help myself
sé nunca capaz de ayudarme a mí mismo apática vida entera nunca va a cambiar constante ruminaciones cero autoestima bandera roja soledad mierda maravillosa suerte yo obeso ya que ahora sé mal nunca perder lo intentó nada nunca hablado chica siempre solosaber todavía no puede molestarse en ayudar a escapar de que consiguió apoyo familia nada cambio a menos que el cambio saber nunca va a sucedertener pensamientos suicidio deseo constante podría lastimar a mamá como que romper su incapaz ayudar a mí mismo