cant stop lonelinessmy whole life feeling lonely on always felt like everyone liked me friends always kept contact with times feelings subsided others comes back full force mostly constant feeling feel like never loved always wanted big group friends stuff time other always planning events other see time people me guess couple years ago slowly subsided feel like friends always make initiative didnt would never keep contact me sure though amongst friends always invited inviting others forgetting me often get jealous people especially hispanics see friends family time parents probably take initiative see multiple times week mom doesnt take initiative me dont know unliked life  years old white male living bay area married child way feel like ending terrible fear loneliness want loved dont want die alone would rather end feel like later life want feel loved big family bunch close friends care me
cant stop lonelinessmy whole life feeling lonely on always felt like everyone liked me friends always kept contact with times feelings subsided others comes back full force mostly constant feeling feel like never loved always wanted big group friends stuff time other always planning events other see time people me guess couple years ago slowly subsided feel like friends always make initiative didnt would never keep contact me sure though amongst friends always invited inviting others forgetting me often get jealous people especially hispanics see friends family time parents probably take initiative see multiple times week mom doesnt take initiative me dont know unliked life years old white male living bay area married child way feel like ending terrible fear loneliness want loved dont want die alone would rather end feel like later life want feel loved big family bunch close friends care me
No puedo parar la soledadMi vida entera sintiéndome sola en siempre sentía que todos me gustaban amigos siempre mantenían contacto con los momentos los sentimientos atenuaban otros vuelven fuerza mayormente constante sentir como nunca amado siempre quería grandes amigos grupo cosas tiempo otros siempre planeando eventos otros ver tiempo personas yo supongo que hace un par de años lentamente me atenuaba sentir como amigos siempre hacer iniciativa no me mantendrían contacto seguro aunque entre amigos siempre invitaban invitar a otros me olvidaban a menudo conseguir personas celosas especialmente hispanics ver amigos familia tiempo padres probablemente toman iniciativa ver varias veces semana mamá no toma iniciativa no sé a diferencia de la vida años blanco hombre vida bay area casado niño manera se siente como terminar terrible miedo la soledad quiero amado no quiero morir solo sería mejor terminar sentir como más tarde la vida quiero sentirse amado gran familia grupo amigos cercanos cuidarme