mom teammate life died suddenly unexpectedly   father alone redflaged life loss handing things without will one person close me spends time present mess me unable communicated currently almost  months somehow feel worse week death lot regrets relationship know human deserved life got given more hate knowing life went back nothingness born want die think ill reunited her want die without anymorei  days shy shd  days struggling tonight alternatively want drive away city turn phone day stop mourning daughter invisible girlfriend tired pet parent ill animals lawyers client executor etc truly believe ill take one day maybe ill give amount time had sometimes see make long though know love things loved passed even love foolishly gave lot heart others it energy want advice solutions thank reading mom died finding difficult keep living
mom teammate life died suddenly unexpectedly father alone redflaged life loss handing things without will one person close me spends time present mess me unable communicated currently almost months somehow feel worse week death lot regrets relationship know human deserved life got given more hate knowing life went back nothingness born want die think ill reunited her want die without anymorei days shy shd days struggling tonight alternatively want drive away city turn phone day stop mourning daughter invisible girlfriend tired pet parent ill animals lawyers client executor etc truly believe ill take one day maybe ill give amount time had sometimes see make long though know love things loved passed even love foolishly gave lot heart others it energy want advice solutions thank reading mom died finding difficult keep living
mamá compañero de equipo vida murió repentinamente inesperadamente padre solo redflaged pérdida de la vida entregando cosas sin voluntad una persona me cierra pasar tiempo presente desastre me incapaz comunicado actualmente casi meses de alguna manera se siente peor semana muerte lote lamenta relación saber que la vida merecida humano recibió más odio saber que la vida volvió nada nacer querer morir pensar mal reunido su deseo morir sin mási días tímido shd días lucha esta noche alternativamente querer conducir ciudad turno teléfono día parada luto hija invisible novia cansado padre enfermo animales abogados cliente ejecutivo etc realmente creer mal tomar un día tal vez mal dar cantidad de tiempo a veces ver hacer largo aunque saber amor cosas amadas pasado incluso amor tontamente dio mucho corazón otros energía quiere consejos soluciones gracias lectura mamá murió encontrar difícil seguir viviendo