achieved lot  years life extremely fortunate friends fun parents me fantastic job starting couple weeks everything fine rightlast year around time drinking numb nights would drink would write letters myself would draw sometimes would harm myself hole chest big gave friends even myself realized needed disappear point living held go cannot believe someone elsenow year later deep down hole still there tried focusing positives still there know much longer take alone want find someone believe in need someone believe in hate pangs loneliness cannot get rid even others sometimes even miss wreck last year least dealing emotions rather ignoring themeverything feels hollow anyone life understands awful really feel point living understood
achieved lot years life extremely fortunate friends fun parents me fantastic job starting couple weeks everything fine rightlast year around time drinking numb nights would drink would write letters myself would draw sometimes would harm myself hole chest big gave friends even myself realized needed disappear point living held go cannot believe someone elsenow year later deep down hole still there tried focusing positives still there know much longer take alone want find someone believe in need someone believe in hate pangs loneliness cannot get rid even others sometimes even miss wreck last year least dealing emotions rather ignoring themeverything feels hollow anyone life understands awful really feel point living understood
Logro muchos años vida amigos extremadamente afortunados diversión padres yo fantástico trabajo a partir de un par de semanas todo bien el último año alrededor de tiempo beber noches entumecido beber escribiría cartas yo mismo dibujaría a veces me haría daño agujero pecho grande dio amigos incluso yo me di cuenta de necesidad desaparecer punto de vida sostenido ir no puede creer a alguien más ahora año más tarde profundo agujero todavía allí trató de centrarse positivos todavía allí saben mucho más tiempo tomar solo quiero encontrar a alguien cree en la necesidad alguien cree en dolores de odio soledad no puede deshacerse incluso otros a veces señorita naufragio menos tratar emociones en lugar de ignorarlo todo se siente hueco alguien la vida entiende horrible realmente sentir punto de vida entendido