think tried killing first time todayive very rough year chronic illnesses ive suffering from recently got worse lets say depressing lonely life anyones standards past months ive thinking redflag almost daily basis never courage actually anything it today ive terrible mood since woke up decided tie belt around neck tight enough feel substantial pain hard breathe afraid id pass out removed belt felt slight rush minutes afterwards really want again fully understand why strangely also feel little towards particular incident time feel empty anyways may extension that also kind want tell dad somewhat close knows depression know bad particularly care gets upset it please talk someone over pm happened
think tried killing first time todayive very rough year chronic illnesses ive suffering from recently got worse lets say depressing lonely life anyones standards past months ive thinking redflag almost daily basis never courage actually anything it today ive terrible mood since woke up decided tie belt around neck tight enough feel substantial pain hard breathe afraid id pass out removed belt felt slight rush minutes afterwards really want again fully understand why strangely also feel little towards particular incident time feel empty anyways may extension that also kind want tell dad somewhat close knows depression know bad particularly care gets upset it please talk someone over pm happened
pensar intentado matar por primera vez hoy en día muy rudo año enfermedades crónicas ive padecimiento de recientemente empeoró digamos deprimente vida solitaria cualquiera estándares meses pasados ive pensamiento rojo base casi diario nunca coraje nada en realidad hoy ive estado de ánimo terrible ya que se despertó decidido cinturón de corbata alrededor del cuello suficientemente apretado sentir dolor sustancial duro respirar miedo id desmayo cinturón retirado se sintió ligero prisa minutos después realmente quiero de nuevo plenamente entender por qué extrañamente también se siente poco hacia un incidente particular tiempo sentirse vacío de todos modos puede extensión que también tipo quiere decirle a papá un poco cerca sabe depresión sabe mal cuidado particularmente se molesta por favor hablar de alguien sobre pm sucedió