todays birthdayim uselessim suicidal yet think ive done anything world worth anything perfect childtag classes ap classesautomatic admittance state school  admittance certain professional school first try people go couple application cycles now im dropping out yet nothing regret  used every resource available me studied hard school weekends study yet failed two classes high school til now ive ever skipped  classes one  f fever accident im back home im going go take assessment tests bit local community college ive tried hard years good personon first glance seem normal friendly silent shy esl student social skills hard im scared going i want mom how pathetic that x years old wanted go health professions felt like useless way could useful knowfailure hits especially hardwhen used stress out caused incapacitating stomachaches whole body muscle tremors felt like deserved happy suffered inadequate many people worse mebut feel horrible todayand  people remembered 
todays birthdayim uselessim suicidal yet think ive done anything world worth anything perfect childtag classes ap classesautomatic admittance state school admittance certain professional school first try people go couple application cycles now im dropping out yet nothing regret used every resource available me studied hard school weekends study yet failed two classes high school til now ive ever skipped classes one f fever accidentim back home im going go take assessment tests bit local community college ive tried hard years good personon first glance seem normal friendly silent shy esl student social skills hard im scared going i want mom how pathetic that x years old wanted go health professions felt like useless way could useful knowfailure hits especially hardwhen used stress out caused incapacitating stomachaches whole body muscle tremors felt like deserved happy suffered inadequate many people worse mebut feel horrible todayand people remembered
Hoy cumpleañosim inútilim suicida y sin embargo pensar ive hecho cualquier cosa mundo vale la pena cualquier cosa perfecto Childtag clases ap automatica admisión escuela estatal cierta escuela profesional primera prueba personas ir pareja ciclos de aplicación ahora im abandono sin embargo nada arrepentimiento uso todos los recursos disponibles estudiar duro escuela fines de semana estudio sin embargo faltó dos clases escuela secundaria hasta ahora vive nunca faltado clases un f fiebre accidenteim volver a casa im ir a tomar pruebas de evaluación bit comunidad local universidad ive probado años duros buena persona en primera vista parece normal amistoso tímido silencioso estudiante habilidades sociales duro im miedo voy quiero mamá lo patética que x años de edad quería ir profesiones de salud se sentían como inútil manera podría útil saber golpes especialmente duro cuando se utiliza estrés causado dolores de estómago todo el cuerpo temblores se sentían como merecido feliz sufrido inadecuada muchas personas peor me pero se sienten horrible hoy y la gente recordó