need scared dyingi feel like even know normal anymore even happy  years ago feel like body even remember again recently turned drinking help cope freak boyfriend break heart withdrawals two days top destruction one point drank bunch cleaner ended throwing basically right away certainly enough kill me missed work call go back tomorrow telling hospital wasnt maybe been im getting much anxiety sadness it degree work retail im even good capable that social anxiety constantly killing making hard carry conversation around anyone boyfriend whole life one constant fuck up im honestly bother im going ever fuck more deserve world deserve patient loving boyfriend wish could die everytime overdose end getting scared telling someone landed ward twice considering crashing car next since would something come back from even im still scared im waiting kinda wanted vent see anyone feels point lives
need scared dyingi feel like even know normal anymore even happy years ago feel like body even remember again recently turned drinking help cope freak boyfriend break heart withdrawals two days top destruction one point drank bunch cleaner ended throwing basically right away certainly enough kill me missed work call go back tomorrow telling hospital wasnt maybe been im getting much anxiety sadness it degree work retailim even good capable that social anxiety constantly killing making hard carry conversation around anyone boyfriend whole life one constant fuck up im honestly bother im going ever fuck more deserve world deserve patient loving boyfriend wish could die everytime overdose end getting scared telling someone landed ward twice considering crashing car next since would something come back from even im still scared im waiting kinda wanted vent see anyone feels point lives
necesidad miedo moribundo se siente como incluso saber normal más incluso feliz hace años sentir como cuerpo incluso recordar de nuevo recientemente convertido la bebida ayuda hacer frente friki novio romper retiros del corazón dos días destrucción superior un punto bebía montón limpiador terminó tirar básicamente de inmediato sin duda bastante me mata falta trabajo llamar volver mañana diciendo hospital no era tal vez era im conseguir mucha ansiedad tristeza grado trabajo retailim incluso buena capacidad que la ansiedad social constantemente matar duro llevar conversación alrededor de cualquier novio vida entera una constante mierda para arriba im honestamente molestarme voy siempre mierda más merecer mundo merecer paciente amante novio deseo podría morir cada sobredosis final tener miedo decirle a alguien aterrizó pabellón dos veces considerando estrellarse coche siguiente ya que algo volvería de incluso im todavía asustado im espera un poco quería ventilar ver a alguien siente punto vidas