want failed attempti dont necessarily want dead dont want keep pretending everything fine want blatantly clear family im anything okay finally start listen me tell mom problems time dont think understands bad are even though told im suicidal nothing changed cant another school year people thinking im perfectly functional cant nearly killed me id rather stuck psych ward keep pretending fine
want failed attempti dont necessarily want dead dont want keep pretending everything fine want blatantly clear familyim anything okayfinally start listen me tell mom problems time dont think understands bad are even though told im suicidal nothing changed cant another school year people thinking im perfectly functional cant nearly killed me id rather stuck psych ward keep pretending fine
quiero intento fallido no necesariamente quiero muerto no quiero seguir fingiendo todo bien quiero descaradamente claro familiaim algo bien finalmente empezar a escucharme decirle a mamá problemas tiempo no creo que entiende mal son a pesar de que le dijo a im suicida nada cambió cant otro año escolar la gente piensa que perfectamente funcional cant casi me mató id bastante atascada sala de psiquiatría seguir fingiendo bien