father causing depression me without knowing huh begin love father hard childhood communist country growing hard him finished medical school parents forced him prove himself middle nervous breakdown suffering depression little growing up decided children suffer fate worked hard life make stable living space us  now going college fall fully paid him said money problem even tho really expensive never really work money caring everyone family dream come true right mother made promise matter happens two never divorce years kinda started hating other fight simplest thing father also talks lot death constantly says much time left could die tomorrow heart attack ect every time brings feel shit rest day says might true dies everything built crumble created heaven family die week goes now mother cannot manage finances stuff sorry rant fits guidelines tell someone
father causing depression me without knowing huh begin love father hard childhood communist country growing hard him finished medical school parents forced him prove himself middle nervous breakdown suffering depression little growing up decided children suffer fate worked hard life make stable living space us now going college fall fully paid him said money problem even tho really expensive never really work money caring everyone family dream come true right mother made promise matter happens two never divorce years kinda started hating other fight simplest thing father also talks lot death constantly says much time left could die tomorrow heart attack ect every time brings feel shit rest day says might true dies everything built crumble created heaven family die week goes now mother cannot manage finances stuff sorry rant fits guidelines tell someone
padre causando depresión yo sin saber eh comenzar amor padre dura infancia país comunista creciendo duro él terminó escuela de medicina padres le obligaron a probar a sí mismo medio nervioso colapso sufrir depresión poco creciendo decidido niños sufren destino trabajo duro vida hacer vida estable espacio nosotros ahora va universidad caída totalmente le pagó dijo problema de dinero incluso tho realmente caro nunca realmente trabajo dinero cuidar a todos familia sueño hecho realidad madre hecho promesa materia pasa dos nunca divorcio años un poco comenzó a odiar otra lucha más simple cosa padre también habla mucho muerte constantemente dice mucho tiempo le queda podría morir mañana ataque cardíaco ect cada vez trae sensación mierda descanso día dice verdad muere todo construido desmoronamiento creado cielo familia muere semana va ahora madre no puede manejar cosas finanzas lamenta rast ajuste directrices decirle a alguien