dog thing thats keeping alive wont know ive gone lefttired living im  year old female living asian country im honestly sure im depressed ive never diagnosed especially asian country depression basically taboo family doesnt want anything get diagnosed basically feel like parents dont love all love elder brother hes smarter me theyve always compared always feel inadequate help around house laundry cook clean im lazy slob cry sleep almost every night im tired living sometimes feel like want commit redflag feel life isnt going anywhere im  mother always says age shes already graduated university job ive started university keeps saying im slow stupid mention got tattoos parents found back  dad slapped kicked punched strangled me tattoos says prostitutes get tattoos wanted kill day mother saw everything happening never stopped him dad beat brother would put physically me stood watched wanted call police said would breaking family right im tired also issues boyfriend ive posted another thread see youd like im tired living dont feel like anything ever going get better feel ill forever unloved ill die alone dont think anyone ever miss me thing thats keeping alive right dog wondering went tears inside dog passes away wouldnt anything live for anymore
dog thing thats keeping alive wont know ive gone lefttired living im year old female living asian countryim honestly sure im depressed ive never diagnosed especially asian country depression basically taboo family doesnt want anything get diagnosed basically feel like parents dont love all love elder brother hes smarter me theyve always compared always feel inadequate help around house laundry cook clean im lazy slob cry sleep almost every night im tired living sometimes feel like want commit redflag feel life isnt going anywhere im mother always says age shes already graduated university job ive started university keeps saying im slow stupid mention got tattoos parents found back dad slapped kicked punched strangled me tattoos says prostitutes get tattoos wanted kill day mother saw everything happening never stopped him dad beat brother would put physically me stood watched wanted call police said would breaking family right im tired also issues boyfriend ive posted another thread see youd like im tired living dont feel like anything ever going get better feel ill forever unloved ill die alone dont think anyone ever miss me thing thats keeping alive right dog wondering went tears inside dog passes away wouldnt anything live for anymore
Lo perro que mantiene vivo no lo sé ive ido zurdo vida im año de edad mujer viviendo asian countryim honestamente seguro im deprimido ive nunca diagnosticado especialmente asiático país depresión básicamente tabú familia no quiere que nada se diagnostica básicamente sentir como los padres no amar todo amor hermano mayor hes más inteligente me han comparado siempre sentir ayuda inadecuada alrededor de la casa lavandería cocinar limpio