fucking hate alivei creativity drive passion weak moral compass wish strengthen it morals stupid pointless care myself anyone else anything around me accounts empty vessel ideas goals dreams perspective everything around horrifically warped point connect people care emotions care much effect pathetic life dislike responsibility gain rewards responsible except avoidance pain misfortune im willing try hardest make things work shit hits fan id rather sleep cold ground beg money starve police officer harassed sleeping public space id attack maybe hed kill id able punish blindly enforcing law zero respect for hate responsible people hate something want do im fucking running steam here fuck life fuck you deserve rot hell give fuck ask exist right end pathetic life feel like it care contributing society im weak stupid unconfident find way make real living develope relationships solve problems life bring happiness want believe myself want responsible trajectory life cant trust to cant admit person want work it want die
fucking hate alivei creativity drive passion weak moral compass wish strengthen it morals stupid pointless care myself anyone else anything around me accounts empty vessel ideas goals dreams perspective everything around horrifically warped point connect people care emotions care much effect pathetic life dislike responsibility gain rewards responsible except avoidance pain misfortune im willing try hardest make things work shit hits fan id rather sleep cold ground beg money starve police officer harassed sleeping public space id attack maybe hed kill id able punish blindly enforcing law zero respect for hate responsible people hate something want do im fucking running steam here fuck life fuck you deserve rot hell give fuck ask exist right end pathetic life feel like it care contributing societyim weak stupid unconfident find way make real living develope relationships solve problems life bring happiness want believe myself want responsible trajectory life cant trust to cant admit person want work it want die
mierda odio livei creatividad conducir pasión débil brújula moral deseo fortalecer moral estúpido cuidado sin sentido a mí mismo cualquier otra cosa a mi alrededor cuentas vacio barco ideas objetivos sueños perspectiva todo alrededor horriblemente deformado punto conectar personas cuidado emociones cuidado mucho efecto patética vida desagrado responsabilidad ganar recompensas responsables excepto evitar dolor desgracia estoy dispuesto a tratar más duro hacer cosas trabajo mierda hits fan id lugar dormir frío tierra mendigue dinero hambre oficial de policía acoso dormir espacio público id ataque tal vez hed id capaz castigar ciegamente hacer cumplir la ley cero respeto por odio personas responsables odio algo quieren hacer mierda correr vapor aquí mierda mierda mierda infierno dar mierda pedir existir derecho fin patético vida sentir como le importa contribuir sociedadim débil estúpido inconfidente encontrar manera de hacer vida real desarrollo relaciones resolver problemas vida traer felicidad quiero creerme quiero trayectoria responsable vida no puedo confiar en no puedo admitir persona quiero trabajo quiero morir