im ready plan redflagimagine chronically ill slowly killing you imagine active person young s sick hospitals wheelchair imagine dislocating  times day thats tip iceberg pain wise like youre ripped apart crushed time im done things keep happening things keep happening fears theres nothing death black leaving family friends dont want hurt anyone many illnesses diagnosed ptsd  times yeah things tip breaking point ive tried staying strong want believe god dont want nothing tomorrow makeup last time tomorrow ill say goodbye parents grandpa tomorrow ill give one last good memory me ill leave court documents mom take lawsuit company caused major car accident resulting airlifted ill call friends siblings ill finish hard drive send man groomed took family  body still damaged mind forever ill write notes mother taking people civil criminal courts tonight ill type will saturday night ill overdose somewhere loved ones wont see associate dying im done im done theres one wish family okay black something something real want watch loved ones dont want die wanted live life living want smell flowers hike again dance again want go gorge wanted live bad help people cant anymore cant
im ready plan redflagimagine chronically ill slowly killing you imagine active person young s sick hospitals wheelchair imagine dislocating times day thats tip iceberg pain wise like youre ripped apart crushed time im done things keep happening things keep happening fears theres nothing death black leaving family friends dont want hurt anyone many illnesses diagnosed ptsd timesyeah things tip breaking pointive tried staying strong want believe god dont want nothing tomorrow makeup last time tomorrow ill say goodbye parents grandpa tomorrow ill give one last good memory me ill leave court documents mom take lawsuit company caused major car accident resulting airlifted ill call friends siblings ill finish hard drive send man groomed took family body still damaged mind forever ill write notes mother taking people civil criminal courts tonight ill type will saturday night ill overdose somewhere loved ones wont see associate dying im done im done theres one wish family okay black something something real want watch loved ones dont want die wanted live life living want smell flowers hike again dance again want go gorge wantedlive bad help people cant anymore cant
i plan listo redflagimagine crónicamente enfermo lentamente matar imaginar persona activa joven enfermo hospitales silla de ruedas imaginar tiempo dislocante día que tip iceberg dolor sabio como youre destrozado triturado tiempo hecho cosas sigue sucediendo cosas sigue sucediendo miedos no hay nada muerte negro dejar amigos familiares no quieren lastimar a nadie muchas enfermedades diagnosticados tiempos ptsd síh cosas punta romper puntivo intenta mantenerse fuerte quieren creer dios no quieren nada mañana maquillaje mañana mal decir adiós padres abuelo mañana mal dar una última buena memoria me mal dejar documentos de la corte la madre tomar demanda empresa causado accidente de coche grave resultado aerotransportado mala llamada amigos hermanos mal terminar viaje duro enviar hombre preparado tomó cuerpo familiar todavía dañado mente para siempre mal escribir notas madre llevar a personas tribunales penales civiles esta noche mal tipo va a sábado enfermedad sobredosis en algún lugar seres queridos no ver asociado morir im hecho theres un deseo familia bien negro algo real quieren ver seres queridos no quieren morir quiere vivir vivir quiere olor flores caminatas otra vez bailar