cant deali moments yearn take life scared it guess characteristic trait mine severely depressed serious heavy suicidal ideations strong pull hard black dealt depression since child one would think id uses now imagined razor slitting vein wrist i even researched it happened twice times gave hard jolt back reality present immense fear right situation created almost myself feeling pulls strong almost hard fight wrote final goodbye today children anything else able see kids  years taken hidden me thay result depression situation vile human control know happening yanked me no sexual abuse thoughts feeling torturous know strong enough
cant deali moments yearn take life scared it guess characteristic trait mine severely depressed serious heavy suicidal ideations strong pull hard black dealt depression since child one would think id uses now imagined razor slitting vein wrist i even researched it happened twice times gave hard jolt back reality present immense fear right situation created almost myself feeling pulls strong almost hard fight wrote final goodbye today children anything else able see kids years taken hidden me thay result depression situation vile human control know happening yanked me no sexual abuse thoughts feeling torturous know strong enough
cant deali moments ansian take life suege characteristic trait mine severamente deprimido serio pesado suicida ideas fuerte tirón duro negro trato depresión desde niño uno pensaría id utilizas ahora imaginado navaja rajadura vena muñeca incluso investigué que sucedió dos veces dio duro jolt back realidad presente inmenso miedo situación correcta creado casi mí mismo sensación tiró fuerte lucha casi dura escribió adiós final hoy niños cualquier otra cosa capaz de ver niños años tomados escondidos thay resultado depresión situación vil control humano saber sucediendo me tiró ningún abuso sexual pensamientos sentirse torturoso saber lo suficientemente fuerte