honestly f livingthis morning sucked nitrous two cans cream cough syrup ritalin couple drugs preparation ending it put favorite alice chains songs writhed cried floor  minutes tying noose daddys elastic bands was survival instinct kicked cartoids crushed got undone barely hate it bulimia acting back up feel physically weak it bipolar killing me depression endless turned  month ago job cannot drive nobody loves me one ever has ex boyfriend raped me dated please mom girlfriend killed blamed addictions nobody loves me want loved ive never known that since nana died five years ago know endless insults hate recieve get put daily im freak nobody loves me really must useless one friend little time me doubt cares therapist paid care mommy yell daddy screams back feel lost hate myself whats point whats point feel like complete failure life nothing offer last thing world needs another tortured artist
honestly f livingthis morning sucked nitrous two cans cream cough syrup ritalin couple drugs preparation ending it put favorite alice chains songs writhed cried floor minutes tying noose daddys elastic bands was survival instinct kicked cartoids crushed got undone barely hate it bulimia acting back up feel physically weak it bipolar killing me depression endless turned month ago job cannot drive nobody loves me one ever has ex boyfriend raped me dated please mom girlfriend killed blamed addictions nobody loves me want loved ive never known that since nana died five years ago know endless insults hate recieve get put daily im freak nobody loves me really must useless one friend little time me doubt cares therapist paid care mommy yell daddy screams back feel lost hate myself whats point whats point feel like complete failure life nothing offer last thing world needs another tortured artist
Honestamente f vivir esta mañana chupado nitroso dos latas crema tos jarabe ritalina pareja preparación finit it put favorito allice cadenas canciones retorcido llorado piso minutos atar nuez papis bandas elásticas era supervivencia instinto pateó cartoids aplastado consiguió undone apenas odio bulimia actuar de nuevo se siente físicamente débil bipolar me mata depresión sin fin vuelta hace mes trabajo no puede conducir nadie me ha violado una vez un ex novio me ha violado por favor mamá novia mató adicciones culpados nadie me quiere amado ive nunca se sabe que desde nana murió hace cinco años saber interminables insultos odio recibir poner diariamente im freak nadie me ama realmente debe inútil un amigo poco tiempo duda cuidado terapeuta cuidado mami grita papá gritos volver se siente perdido lo que punto lo que se siente como fracaso completo vida nada oferta último mundo necesita otro artista torturado