im really bad placebit backstory im  struggling depression since around   shit hard recently ive reached gotten help saw psych got meds ive hitting really bad lows lately massive mood swings angry outbursts worse ever psych says likely bipolar disorder family pretty long history it im hitting time lows here yesterday stepped shower pretty much collapsed crying ive getting massive urges cut really scares me family friends have id end right fucking now im tired hurting want pain stop thought hurting making feel way utterly destroys me one deserves feel way want cant get without putting pain onto everyone else know fuck im gonna do im even writing this ive lost interest pretty much everything either lay bed wanting die sit whatever fuck keep attention seconds much things help cope weed alcohol thats digging even deeper hole really want fall into thats vent guess know wrote it whatever im taking ambien passing fuck out really wish could die sleep im lucky good night reddit hope well cause sure hell arent
im really bad placebit backstory im struggling depression since around shit hard recently ive reached gotten help saw psych got meds ive hitting really bad lows lately massive mood swings angry outbursts worse ever psych says likely bipolar disorder family pretty long history it im hitting time lows here yesterday stepped shower pretty much collapsed crying ive getting massive urges cut really scares me family friends have id endright fucking now im tired hurting want pain stop thought hurting making feel way utterly destroys me one deserves feel way want cant get without putting pain onto everyone elseknowfuckim gonna do im even writing this ive lost interest pretty much everything either lay bed wanting die sit whatever fuck keep attention seconds much things help cope weed alcohol thats digging even deeper hole really want fall into thats vent guess know wrote it whatever im taking ambien passing fuck out really wish could die sleep im lucky good night reddit hope well cause sure hell arent
Im realmente mala placebit backstory im lucha contra la depresión ya que alrededor de mierda duro recientemente ive alcance consiguió ayuda vis psych me dieron medicamentos ive golpear muy mal bajos últimamente masivos cambios de humor arrebatos enojados peor siempre psych dice probable trastorno bipolar familia bastante larga historia im golpear tiempos bajos aquí ayer ducha escalonada bastante colapso ive conseguir masivo impulsos corte realmente asusta mi familia amigos tienen id derecha mierda ahora estoy cansado dolor quiero dolor dejar de pensar dolor hacer sentir completamente me destruye uno merece sentir mucho deseo no puede conseguir sin poner dolor a todos los demás saben mierda va a hacer im incluso escribir este ive interés perdido bastante todo o bien lecho querer morir sentarse cualquier mierda mantener la atención segundos muchas cosas ayudan a hacer frente a la hierba alcohol que cavar agujero más profundo realmente quieren caer en ese ventilador conjetura saber lo que lo escribió im toma ambien pasar mierda fuera realmente deseo podría morir sueño im suerte noche reddit esperanza bien porque seguro infierno sonnt