lost faith hope deserve goti spent pretty much whole life computer parents never let used live dodgy neighborhood moved somewhere nice become really introverted prefer spending gamingstudying spending time pc literally fucked up pretty suicidal never reason too edgy something stupid sincerely regret police comes takes electronics life onward comes crumbling down dignity gone deserve happening me cant carry living it even care life name face comes news anything getting rope asap cant live friends everyone knowing ive done fucking cringe roll ball stabbing thinking it even worse losing religious faith fuck life stress losing faith fucking intense like living lie whole life care hell exists not want there seeing tragedy going world kills even more dream going cambridge longer possible parents optimistic forget everything thats happened tell carry aiming it well know theres point working hard anymore always aced top grades exams without even studying know much potential ill homeless scum streets people thinking im loser failed school cant find job ugly long beak nose get stared quite bit im public reading propaganda nazi racist islamophobic comments internet made selfconscious try hide face public like looking floor covering face car drives past put hood etc people said look ugly face wear glasses look groucho disguise mask uglified without moustache remember kid friend laughing look stopped looking mirror stressful look go thought process ive grown love nature like want travel world course longer possible try optimistic possible cant carry like this dwelling like freak bedroom day want commit redflag courage cant sister thinking falling unimaginable tears completely shreds apart im stilling waiting see sentencing ill get final outcome either humiliated hated homeless shit job relationships end quick go all always go one lifes quote anything happen stage look so admittedly deserve wanted let feelings out
lost faith hope deserve goti spent pretty much whole life computer parents never let used live dodgy neighborhood moved somewhere nice become really introverted prefer spending gamingstudying spending time pc literally fucked up pretty suicidal never reason too edgy something stupid sincerely regret police comes takes electronics life onward comes crumbling down dignity gone deserve happening me cant carry living it even care life name face comes news anything getting rope asap cant live friends everyone knowing ive done fucking cringe roll ball stabbing thinking it even worse losing religious faith fuck life stress losing faith fucking intense like living lie whole life care hell exists not want there seeing tragedy going world kills even more dream going cambridge longer possible parents optimistic forget everything thats happened tell carry aiming it well know theres point working hard anymore always aced top grades exams without even studying know much potential ill homeless scum streets people thinking im loser failed school cant find job ugly long beak nose get stared quite bit im public reading propaganda nazi racist islamophobic comments internet made selfconscious try hide face public like looking floor covering face car drives past put hood etc people said look ugly face wear glasses look groucho disguise mask uglified without moustache remember kid friend laughing look stopped looking mirror stressful look go thought process ive grown love nature like want travel world course longer possible try optimistic possible cant carry like this dwelling like freak bedroom day want commit redflag courage cant sister thinking falling unimaginable tears completely shreds apart im stilling waiting see sentencing ill get final outcome either humiliated hated homeless shit job relationships end quick go all always go one lifes quote anything happen stage look so admittedly deserve wanted let feelings out
fe perdida esperanza merece goti pasado casi toda la vida ordenador padres nunca dejar usado vivir barrio sucio mudada a un lugar agradable ser realmente introvertido prefiere pasar el estudio de juegos pasar tiempo pc literalmente jodido bastante suicida nunca razón demasiado nervioso algo estúpido sinceramente arrepentimiento policía viene lleva la vida electrónica en adelante viene desmoronarse dignidad ido merece que me pase no puedo llevar la vida incluso cuidado vida nombre cara viene noticias cualquier cosa conseguir cuerda tanap cant vivir amigos