ill post here probably ignored anywaysheres backstory im math major college im greatest ill put time effort can love mathematics ton books it study read lot it try understand goes love everything it finals come study arse month ignore world completely study hard crazy still recall if material day test thats beans get nervous contemplating committing first degree murder myself opt it tried really hard material really difficult failed exam quite miserably tell truth his exam hard course grade comes  ok big deal see much final grade was comes b really fair seeing class average  going curve needed mentions class curve college logic come analysis class oh god fail studied  hours day class get c class what cant go graduate school want see high b marks math ive actually contemplating while asked around do advisor math department said well try getting job live life liking math thats life thats meaningless like thought redflag able want study hard show test ridiculous stupid professors help feel useless look material wanna grab kitchen knife sometimes stab it nights hold back looking saying cheated multiple times till knock repeat process please help me
ill post here probably ignored anywaysheres backstory im math major college im greatest ill put time effort can love mathematics ton books it study read lot it try understand goes love everything it finals come study arse month ignore world completely study hard crazy still recall if material day test thats beans get nervous contemplating committing first degree murder myself opt it tried really hard material really difficult failed exam quite miserably tell truth his exam hard course grade comes ok big deal see much final grade was comes b really fair seeing class average going curve needed mentions class curve college logic comeanalysis classoh god fail studied hours day class get c class what cant go graduate school want see high b marks math ive actually contemplating while asked around do advisor math department said well try getting job live life liking math thats life thats meaningless like thought redflag able want study hard show test ridiculous stupid professors help feel useless look material wanna grab kitchen knife sometimes stab it nights hold back looking saying cheated multiple times till knock repeat process please help me
ill post aquí probablemente ignorado de todos modos theres backstory im math mather college im major ill put time strong can love mathematics ton books it study lot try it try goes love every it finals come study arsenal month ignore world complete study hard look still site thing material duro realmente difícil examen fallido bastante miserablemente decir verdad su examen duro curso grado viene bien gran trato ver mucho final was comes b muy justo ver clase promedio va curva necesaria menciones clase curva universidad lógica venir análisis claseoh dios fall estudiar horas clase día obtener clase c lo que no puede ir graduado escuela quieren ver alta b marcas matemáticas en realidad contemplando mientras se le pregunta alrededor hacer asesor departamento de matemáticas dijo bien tratar de conseguir trabajo vida a gusto de matemáticas que la vida que no tiene sentido como pensamiento redflag capaz querer estudio duro show prueba ridículo estúpido profesores ayudar a sentir inútil aspecto material querer agarrar cuchillo de cocina a veces apuñalar noches mantener la mirada diciendo engañado múltiples veces hasta golpear repetir proceso por favor ayudarme