itive enough life miserable friends parents hate me everyone around living good life im constant pain every day summer ive looking job well week finally landed interview time turns need id required paperwork one need transportation told mom it tell me shes busy cant cant fucking summer shes fucking case constantly constantly telling get job heres fucking opportunity happens jesus christ guys cant anymore ive sober years great school want enough money drivers license car impossible without job  fucking rate wont make life cant really cant im good literally nothing fucking loser coward wish life even slightly better unfortunately not overdosing fentanyl later tonight looking mind change ive made decision smoking nice blunt listening help hako yamazaki beautiful song sleepwalk santo johnny could peace happiness final moment never wanted come this think happy child ive turned to one talk vent goodbye guys thanks took time read useless post
itive enough life miserable friends parents hate me everyone around living good life im constant pain every day summer ive looking job well week finally landed interview time turns need id required paperwork one need transportation told mom it tell me shes busy cant cant fucking summer shes fucking case constantly constantly telling get job heres fucking opportunity happens jesus christ guys cant anymore ive sober years great school want enough money drivers license car impossible without job fucking rate wont make life cant really cant im good literally nothing fucking loser coward wish life even slightly better unfortunately not overdosing fentanyl later tonight looking mind change ive made decision smoking nice blunt listening help hako yamazaki beautiful song sleepwalk santo johnny could peace happiness final moment never wanted come this think happy child ive turned to one talk vent goodbye guys thanks took time read useless post
vida suficiente amigos miserables padres odio a todos alrededor de vivir buena vida im dolor constante todos los días verano vida buscando trabajo bien semana finalmente aterrizó entrevista tiempo turnos necesidad id papeleo necesario necesidad transporte me dijo mamá me dijo que ella está ocupada cant cant mierda verano ellas caso constantemente constantemente diciendo conseguir trabajo aquí puta oportunidad pasa Jesús Cristo chicos cant más vida sobrio años gran escuela quieren suficiente dinero conductores licencia coche imposible sin trabajo mierda tarifa dollt hacer la vida cant realmente cant im bueno literalmente nada maldito perdedor cobarde deseo vida incluso un poco mejor desafortunadamente no sobredosing fentanilo más tarde esta noche buscando cambio de mente ive hecho decisión fumar agradable franca escucha ayuda hako yamazaki hermosa canción sonámbulo santo johnny pudo paz felicidad momento final nunca quiso venir este niño feliz vive convertido a una charla ventilación adiós chicos gracias tomó tiempo leer post inútil