make  broke gf little touched girl school kept even said no although told close friends happened told loser liked it sometimes go sleep night still hear voices telling loser recent relationship help relationship felt like therapist boyfriend dumped problems issues expected able make feel better every time made feel horrible anytime make feel better would argument would say wrong apologize  arguments  month relationship anytime would ask friends break would say no last two weeks school parents told could call anyone play games grades would stay up friends told break told break talking her broke wants give  hours day anytime ask time would see upset hate right know why cut multiple times pretend like everything ok reality  seconds away breaking down want seem emotional feel like friends going tell overreacting bad making it scared tell parents feel like see differently anyone could give help would love least advice would love it sorry long entry recently thinking killing lot
make broke gf little touched girl school kept even said no although told close friends happened told loser liked it sometimes go sleep night still hear voices telling loser recent relationship help relationship felt like therapist boyfriend dumped problems issues expected able make feel better every time made feel horrible anytime make feel better would argument would say wrong apologize arguments month relationship anytime would ask friends break would say no last two weeks school parents told could call anyone play games grades would stay up friends told break told break talking her broke wants give hours day anytime ask time would see upset hate right know why cut multiple times pretend like everything ok reality seconds away breaking down want seem emotional feel like friends going tell overreacting bad making it scared tell parents feel like see differently anyone could give help would love least advice would love it sorry long entry recently thinking killing lot
Hacer quebrada gf niña poco tocado escuela mantuvo incluso dijo que no, aunque dijo amigos cercanos sucedió a perdedor le dijo que a veces ir noche de sueño todavía escuchar voces diciendo perdedor relación ayuda relación se sentía como terapeuta novio problemas dejados problemas esperados capaz de sentirse mejor cada vez hecho sentir horrible en cualquier momento hacer sentir mejor argumentar diría mal discusiones mes relación en cualquier momento preguntaría amigos descanso diría no últimos dos semanas padres de la escuela contaron podría llamar a cualquiera jugar calificaciones se mantendrían para arriba amigos se le dijo break romper hablar su ruptura quiere dar horas en cualquier momento pedir tiempo ver molesto odio derecho saber por qué cortar varias veces pretender como todo ok realidad segundos de ruptura deseo parece emocional sentir como amigos va decir exagerar mal hacer que se asustan decirle a los padres sentir como ver diferente alguien podría dar ayuda menos le encantaría consejo lo siento larga entrada pensando matar mucho