sure actually suicidal fear redflaghello everyone  years old history mental illness exept trichotillomania think somekind ocd sure diagnosed story started  months ago remember exact date day feel like changed life sitting laptop friends house working new project saturday afternooneverything awesome sun shining birds sining drinking favorite coffee logged facebook chat one colleague yeahawesomebut thenthe news chester benningtons redflag popped right face freaked without reason started suicidal thoughts started googling results wereas guessmajor depressive disorder completely freaked out went home went right bedi felt sick stomach felt like vommiting sleep eat next day felt way eat everything felt pointless without reason anxiousnowtwo months later feel like everything changed constantly anxious everything seems pointless half day times day feel almost back normal still time constantly head constantly googling mental health still thoughts googlinglife worth living want kids terrible world would easier give oneverything fine news chester poppes up never thought redflag before get it questions thoughts are  suicidal obsessed fear itmy stomach always anxious arrives tell  something wrong brain ocd mddanxiety  always way  happened me  happened
sure actually suicidal fear redflaghello everyone years old history mental illness exept trichotillomania think somekind ocd sure diagnosed story started months ago remember exact date day feel like changed life sitting laptop friends house working new project saturday afternooneverything awesome sun shining birds sining drinking favorite coffee logged facebook chat one colleague yeahawesomebut thenthe news chester benningtons redflag popped right face freaked without reason started suicidal thoughts started googling results wereas guessmajor depressive disorder completely freaked out went home went right bedi felt sick stomach felt like vommiting sleep eat next day felt way eat everything felt pointless without reason anxiousnowtwo months later feel like everything changed constantly anxious everything seems pointless half day times day feel almost back normal still time constantly head constantly googling mental health still thoughts googlinglife worth living want kids terrible world would easier give oneverything fine news chester poppes up never thought redflag before get it questions thoughts are suicidal obsessed fear itmy stomach always anxious arrives tell something wrong brain ocd mddanxiety always way happened me happened
Seguro que el miedo suicida Redflaghello todo el mundo años historia enfermedad mental exept tricotillomanía pensar algún tipo ocd historia diagnosticada comenzó hace meses recordar fecha exacta día sentir como cambio vida sentado ordenador portátil amigos casa trabajo nuevo proyecto sábado tardetodo impresionante sol brillante pájaros sining beber café favorito loged facebook chat un colega yeawesome pero entonces las noticias chester benningtons flag rojo salió a la derecha cara asustada sin razón comenzó pensamientos suicidas comenzaron googleing resultados fueron como conjetura mayor desorden depresivo completamente asustado fue a casa derecho se sintió estómago enfermo se sintió como vommiting sueño comer al día siguiente se sintió manera de comer todo se sentía sin sentido sin razón ansiosos ahora dos meses más tarde se siente como todo cambió constantemente ansioso todo parece inútil medio día veces día se siente casi normal todavía constantemente la cabeza constantemente googleando salud mental todavía pensamientos google vida vale la pena vivir niños mundo terrible sería más fácil dar en todo lo bueno noticias chester poppes arriba nunca pensó Redflag antes de conseguirlo preguntas