im ideation againive depressed usual ive thoughts redflag last days feel like display im hurting people care cant let bother them feel like act way call help make vulnerable theyd think im attention seeking know people already think im pathetic empathy compassion agony in feel like committed redflag people would finally know hurt ive been would prove coward really hurt pushed past limit maybe theyd respect following through want people hurt care impact theyve had theyll think im disgusting matter what much want it cant would crush mom dog love depends me im scared forfeit life even much pain causes sometimes wish people really understood level pain going through wish people could see much impact weighing me wish people took seriously wish people hurt would finally understand wounded left me one leave ever attempted ive also thought ending life beating punch could abandon me maybe one day theyll understand
im ideation againive depressed usual ive thoughts redflag last days feel like display im hurting people care cant let bother them feel like act way call help make vulnerable theyd think im attention seeking know people already think im pathetic empathy compassion agony in feel like committed redflag people would finally know hurt ive been would prove coward really hurt pushed past limit maybe theyd respect following through want people hurt care impact theyve had theyll think im disgusting matter what much want it cant would crush mom dog love depends me im scared forfeit life even much pain causes sometimes wish people really understood level pain going through wish people could see much impact weighing me wish people took seriously wish people hurt would finally understand wounded left me one leave ever attempted ive also thought ending life beating punch could abandon me maybe one day theyll understand
I ideación otra vez deprimidos pensamientos de vida habituales Redflag los últimos días se siente como mostrar im herir a la gente cuidado no puede dejar que la molestia ellos se sienten como actuar manera llamada ayuda hacer vulnerables pensar en la atención buscar saber la gente ya piensa im empatía patética compasión agonía en sentir como comprometido Redflag la gente finalmente sabría daño ser sería demostrar cobarde realmente herido empujado pasado límite tal vez respetar seguir a través de la gente daño cuidado impacto heve ellos pensarán im materia repugnante lo que tanto quieren no puede aplastar amor mamá perro depende de mí im miedo perder la vida incluso mucho dolor causas a veces deseo que la gente realmente entiende dolor nivel pasando por deseo que la gente podría ver mucho impacto pesar la gente me tomó en serio deseo de que la gente herida finalmente entendería herido me dejó un permiso nunca intentó ive pensamiento final vida golpe podría abandonarme tal vez un día ellos entenderán