done dealing paranoia hallucinationsah man week rough me ive kind antipsychotics awhile symptoms control week everything really bubbled surface life work falling apart personal life pieces broke up family me im totally weekend yesterday took like  mgs xanax  mgs diphenhydramine course still woke hoping wouldnt did im precipice looking edge trying decide do makes frustrated cant find people understand pretty much typed maybe somewhere someone could understand mind works tell going okay know going okay everyone thinks im giant asshole douche liar talk behind back even try present side story matter people cant understand mind works say bullshit like well understand but but things mind telling shit perceive reality different everyone else people still think make everything up sigh im tired thoughts head constantly bombarded second guessing theres bugs around hear buzzing noise see faceless people like hiding shadows room theres nothing ever change im one sit deal it im one keep waking tormented things mind never stops want ability stop thinking care dying care thoughts stop head stop seeing shit get better know never cured never regular person sigh hope someone reads kind understands mean im sure long winded rant place thats mind  constantly running fucking place body seems understand things go cant figure way get people understand types problems have maybe die people would finally look back life say wow guy really fucked up around like yes thank you exactly bullshit cant handle anymore know man really know do
done dealing paranoia hallucinationsah man week rough me ive kind antipsychotics awhile symptoms control week everything really bubbled surface life work falling apart personal life pieces broke up family me im totally weekend yesterday took like mgs xanax mgs diphenhydramine course still woke hoping wouldnt didim precipice looking edge trying decide do makes frustrated cant find people understand pretty much typed maybe somewhere someone could understand mind works tell going okay know goingokay everyone thinks im giant asshole douche liar talk behind back even try present side story matter people cant understand mind works say bullshit like well understandbut but things mind telling shit perceive reality different everyone else people still think make everything up sighim tired thoughts head constantly bombarded second guessing theres bugs around hear buzzing noise see faceless people like hiding shadows room theres nothing ever change im one sit deal it im one keep waking tormented things mind never stops want ability stop thinking care dying care thoughts stop head stop seeing shit get better know never cured never regular person sigh hope someone reads kind understands mean im sure long winded rant place thats mind constantly running fucking place body seems understand things go cant figure way get people understand types problems have maybe die people would finally look back life say wow guy really fucked up around like yes thank you exactly bullshit cant handle anymore know man really know do
Hacen traficar paranoia alucinacionesah hombre semana áspero yo ve tipo antipsicóticos antipsicóticos tiempo control de síntomas semana todo realmente burbujas superficie trabajo de la vida cayendo pedazos de la vida personal me rompió familia im totalmente fin de semana ayer tomó como mgs xanax mgs diphenhydramine curso todavía despierto esperando no didim precipice mirando borde intentar hacer hace frustrado no encontrar gente entender más bien en algún lugar alguien podría entender trabajo mental decir ir bien saber goingokay todo el mundo piensa im gigante imbécil tonto mentiroso hablar detrás atrás incluso intentar presente historia lateral materia la gente no puede entender trabajo mente decir mierda como bien entender pero pero las cosas mente decir mierda percibir realidad diferente todo el resto la gente todavía piensa hacer todo suspirar pensamientos cansados cabeza constantemente bombardeado segundo conjeturas theres bugs alrededor escuchar ruido zumbando ver gente sin rostro como ocultar sombras sala no hay nada cambiar im uno se sienta trato Im uno se mantiene atormentado mente nunca deja de pensar cuidado cuidado pensamientos cuidados dejar de ver mierda nunca se curan nunca se curan nunca persona regular suspirar esperanza alguien sabe