mental health issues destroying academic career need second opinionever since started university seed doubt put mind fact cannot achieve decent grades anymore unfortunately always incredibly hard myself last year pull three exams i study mech eng due mental breakdown ive taken year three exams trying overcome issues took solace fact im time year ive received results got highest grades ever two exams failed third the third also worth least terms contribution final degree grade sent spiral think im lazy failure im supposed submit coursework pass module ive abandon sent thinking suicidal thoughts sent back nasty self harming habit want go final year absolutely smash enjoy feel incredibly lost bewildered cant seem hold sane thought anymore im convinced worst thing earth know thats preposterous really want harm really really dont feeling right now need outside opinion  perception predicament think thank much taking time read
mental health issues destroying academic career need second opinionever since started university seed doubt put mind fact cannot achieve decent grades anymore unfortunately always incredibly hard myself last year pull three exams i study mech eng due mental breakdown ive taken year three exams trying overcome issues took solace fact im time year ive received results got highest grades ever two exams failed third the third also worth least terms contribution final degree grade sent spiral think im lazy failure im supposed submit coursework pass module ive abandon sent thinking suicidal thoughts sent back nasty self harming habit want go final year absolutely smash enjoy feel incredibly lost bewildered cant seem hold sane thought anymore im convinced worst thing earth know thats preposterous really want harm really really dont feeling right now need outside opinion perception predicament think thank much taking time read
problemas de salud mental destrucción de la carrera académica necesidad de segunda opinión desde que comenzó la universidad duda poner la mente hecho no puede lograr grados decentes ya por desgracia siempre increíblemente duro yo mismo el año pasado tirar tres exámenes estudio mech eng debido crisis mental ive tomado año tres exámenes tratando de superar problemas tomó solaz hecho im tiempo año ive resultados recibidos más altas calificaciones nunca dos exámenes fallaron tercero también menos términos contribución grado final enviado espiral pensar im fracaso perezoso im supuesto presentar curso trabajo pase módulo ive abandono enviado pensar pensamientos suicidas enviados de vuelta desagradable auto daño hábito querer ir último año absolutamente smack disfrutar sentirse increíblemente perdido desconcertado no puede parecer mantener sano pensamiento más im convencido peor cosa tierra saber que es absurdo realmente querer daño realmente realmente no sentir ahora necesita opinión externa percepción predicamento pensar mucho tomar tiempo leer