recurring suicidal ideationi pissed best friendroommate today moved new apartment lost dogs muzzle use keep calmer outside little upset started tell responsibility pack etc etc shes right course fit childish rage overturned box though contained doggy clothing soft things breakable objects held dear bottom box broke two them upset started cry feel horrible did normally stuff like happens start almost fantasize downing bottle xanax washing alcohol hate childish be hate mentally damaged get caught loop make others feel awful killed selfgtim stupid even thinking waygtmaybe deserve die foolishgti make others feel awful killed myselfgtetc etc part feels like maybe trying make suicidal thoughts focusing best friend feels im one lost something cherished im one wants kill myself
recurring suicidal ideationi pissed best friendroommate today moved new apartment lost dogs muzzle use keep calmer outside little upset started tell responsibility pack etc etcshes right course fit childish rage overturned box though contained doggy clothing soft things breakable objects held dear bottom box broke two them upset started cry feel horrible did normally stuff like happens start almost fantasize downing bottle xanax washing alcohol hate childish be hate mentally damaged get caught loop make others feel awful killed selfgtim stupid even thinking waygtmaybe deserve die foolishgti make others feel awful killed myselfgtetc etc part feels like maybe trying make suicidal thoughts focusing best friend feels im one lost something cherished im one wants kill myself
Repetitivo suicida ideationi enojado mejor amigo compañero de habitación hoy se trasladó nuevo apartamento perros perdidos bozal uso mantener más tranquilo fuera poco molesto comenzó a decir responsabilidad paquete etc etcshes derecho curso encajon infantil rabia volcado caja aunque contenido perrito ropa suave cosas que se rompen objetos mantenido querida caja inferior rotos dos ellos molesto comenzó llorar sensación horrible hizo cosas como sucedes empezar casi fantasear derribando botella xanax alcohol odio infantil ser odio mentalmente dañado conseguir atrapado bucle hacer que otros se sienten horrible selfgtim asesinado estúpido incluso pensar waygttal vez merecer morir tonto hacer otros se sienten horrible melfgtetc parte se siente como tal vez tratando de hacer pensamientos suicidas enfoque mejor amigo se siente im uno perdido algo querido im uno quiere matarme a mí mismo