wrote yesterdaysometimes drive bridge hold breath cant help feel need plunge ther side anxiety floods mind fills entire being mentally talk it holding breath multitasking anxious damn near impossible entire task killing takes much work slipped quick sand sink grab rope pull out little time make decision must make one fast tired living way want feel like dissappointment constantly wish feel like fucked much way get kill myself makes nauseous know wrong decision mind seems like decision im trying best fight it promise am taking everything within fight it live fear afraid something happen send edge make it terrified able fight anymore getting harder harder stay intoxicated better vocalize urge kill myself battle there im fighting it im temporarily content thats really anymore temporary moments contentment think anyone help fix this me and know yet
wrote yesterdaysometimes drive bridge hold breath cant help feel need plunge ther side anxiety floods mind fills entire being mentally talk it holding breath multitasking anxious damn near impossible entire task killing takes much work slipped quick sand sink grab rope pull out little time make decision must make one fast tired living way want feel like dissappointment constantly wish feel like fucked much way get kill myself makes nauseous know wrong decision mind seems like decision im trying best fight it promise am taking everything within fight it live fear afraid something happen send edge make it terrified able fight anymore getting harder harder stay intoxicated better vocalize urge kill myself battle there im fighting it im temporarily content thats really anymore temporary moments contentment think anyone help fix this me and know yet
Escribió ayer a veces drive bridge hold respire no puede ayudar a sentir necesidad zambullirse el lado ansiedad inundaciones mente llena entero estar mentalmente hablar que mantener la respiración angustiado maldito casi imposible tarea entera matar toma mucho trabajo deslizado rápida arena fregadero agarrar cuerda sacar poco tiempo tomar decisión debe hacer un rápido cansado vivir manera de querer sentirse como decepción constantemente deseo sentirse como jodido mucho llegar a matarme hace nauseas sabe mal decisión mente parece como decisión im intentar mejor lucha promete estoy tomando todo dentro de la lucha en vivo miedo a que algo suceda enviar borde hacer que se aterroriza más difícil lucha capaz más difícil permanecer intoxicado mejor vocalizar impulso matarme lucha allí im lucha im im contenido que es realmente más momentos temporales satisfacción pensar que alguien ayuda a arreglar esto me y saber todavía