career disappointment iti going get job ive dreamed about training for  years fucking loser everyone feels sorry me even boyfriend scared me profound humiliation ive ever experienced want disappear since cant simply disappear want kill myself way minimally disturbing people stupid enough still care ive disappointed everyone need stop disappointing people ive researching obtain gun thats next step life hard continue
career disappointment iti going get job ive dreamed about training for years fucking loser everyone feels sorry me even boyfriend scared me profound humiliation ive ever experienced want disappear since cant simply disappear want kill myself way minimally disturbing people stupid enough still care ive disappointed everyone need stop disappointing people ive researching obtain gun thats next step life hard continue
carrera desilusión iti va a conseguir trabajo ive soñaba con el entrenamiento durante años puto perdedor todo el mundo siente pena de mí incluso novio me asustó profunda humillación ive siempre experimentado deseo desaparecer ya que no puede simplemente desaparecer querer suicidarme manera mínimamente perturbadora gente estúpida todavía lo suficientemente cuidado ive decepcionado todos necesitan dejar de decepcionar a la gente ive investigación obtener arma que el siguiente paso vida duro continuar