hate feeling suicidal suicidal timesometimes ill go walks dog feel like everythings going okay moment dishes mind focused cleaning them ill get triggered one little thing get flashback bad memory become suicidal again hate sensitive knowing ill feel suicidal again mind always alert mode never rests forget like suicidal even though wasnt  years ago
hate feeling suicidal suicidal timesometimes ill go walks dog feel like everythings going okay moment dishes mind focused cleaning them ill get triggered one little thing get flashback bad memory become suicidal again hate sensitive knowing ill feel suicidal again mind always alert mode never rests forget like suicidal even though wasnt years ago
odio sentir suicidio suicida tiempo a veces mal ir camina perro sentir como todo va bien momento platos mente centrado limpieza ellos mal se activan una pequeña cosa conseguir flashback mala memoria volver suicida odio sensible saber mal sentir suicida de nuevo mente siempre estado de alerta modo nunca descansa olvidar como suicida a pesar de años atrás