ive finally realized somethingfirst all ill apologize errors post submitting mobile doubt many people read anyway im sure im apologizing im even bothering put throwaway nevertheless ive battling severe depression anxiety past eight years now selfharm selfhate like job recently admit needed help finally decided medicate myself intensify feelings ive increasingly paralyzing panic attacks self mutilating almost every day since hate feeling like this honestly like remember like genuinely happy thats realized  really want earth anymore yes amazing support system theyre thing keeping here im  years old ill graduating college soon ive heart broken truly believe im worth loved hate see every single day look mirror im unpopular even lonely im tired sad time ive missed classes count want get go life thing holding ending knowing badly would hurt others guess ill continue hurt means hurting end im loss guess im really looking answer sort needed let out
ive finally realized somethingfirst all ill apologize errors post submitting mobile doubt many people read anyway im sure im apologizing im even bothering put throwaway nevertheless ive battling severe depression anxiety past eight years now selfharm selfhate like job recently admit needed help finally decided medicate myself intensify feelings ive increasingly paralyzing panic attacks self mutilating almost every day since hate feeling like this honestly like remember like genuinely happy thats realized really want earth anymoreyes amazing support system theyre thing keeping here im years old ill graduating college soon ive heart broken truly believe im worth loved hate see every single day look mirror im unpopular even lonely im tired sad time ive missed classes count want get go life thing holding ending knowing badly would hurt others guess ill continue hurt means hurting endim loss guess im really looking answer sort needed let out
ive finalmente se dio cuenta de algo primero todos los errores de disculparse mal post envío móvil duda mucha gente leer de todos modos estoy seguro im apologizing im incluso molestarse poner desecho sin embargo ive lucha contra la depresión severa ansiedad hace ocho años ahora autolesión autohambre como trabajo recientemente admitir necesidad de ayuda finalmente decidido medicarme intensificar mis sentimientos ive cada vez más paralizantes ataques de pánico auto mutilarse casi todos los días ya que odio sentir como esto honestamente recordar como genuinamente feliz que se realizó realmente quieren tierra más sí increíble sistema de apoyo son cosa mantener aquí im años de edad enfermo graduarse universidad pronto corazón vivo roto realmente creo que vale la pena amor odio ver todos los días mirar espejo im impopular solitario incluso cansado triste tiempo ive falta clases contar querer ir cosa llevar a cabo la vida sabiendo mal otros adivinar mal continuar lastimado significa dolor endima pérdida adivinar im realmente buscar respuesta tipo necesario dejar salir