psychotic break best thing happened mefor life operated highlow basis manic would act physically emotionally impulsively manipulatively would sink lowest lows months later get bed shower take care basic needs convinced unworthy manic powered thoughts selfworth surprised people wanted around me clung semblance acceptance could would manipulate situations benefit feel like shit depressive episode came along took millionth suicidal intention mixed manic phase urge check institution insurance cover mental health knew last day didnt best friend ended relationship  years way hospital text medication prescribed earlier year working me instead muffling depression brought redflag knowing would it planning would happen rose water drowning hour morning knew time better medication mood stabilizer given life back still working fallout finally hope reaching friends spoken years talking strangers internet going movies myself enjoying instead fearing time myself trust again happy confident ever hope guys proud here need someone talk to know here
psychotic break best thing happened mefor life operated highlow basis manic would act physically emotionally impulsively manipulatively would sink lowest lows months later get bed shower take care basic needs convinced unworthy manic powered thoughts selfworth surprised people wanted around me clung semblance acceptance could would manipulate situations benefit feel like shit depressive episode came along took millionth suicidal intention mixed manic phase urge check institution insurance cover mental health knew last day didnt best friend ended relationship years way hospital text medication prescribed earlier year working me instead muffling depression brought redflag knowing would it planning would happen rose water drowning hour morning knew time better medication mood stabilizer given life back still working fallout finally hope reaching friends spoken years talking strangers internet going movies myself enjoying instead fearing time myself trust again happy confident ever hope guys proud here need someone talk to know here
Psicótico descanso mejor me pasó para la vida operado alta base maníaco actuaría físicamente emocionalmente impulsivamente manipulador hundiría mínimos meses más tarde conseguir cama ducha cuidar necesidades básicas convencido negrita maníaco pensamiento potenciado autovalidez sorprendido la gente quería alrededor de mí torpe aceptación apariencia podría manipular situaciones beneficio se siente como mierda episodio depresivo vino a lo largo tomó millónésima intención suicida fase maníaco mixta urgencia cheque institución seguro cobertura salud mental sabía el último día no mejor amigo terminó relación años manera hospital texto medicamentos prescritos antes de año trabajo en lugar de muffling depresión trajo rojo saber si planearía ocurrir agua rosa ahogado hora mañana sabía tiempo mejor medicación estabilizador estado de ánimo de vida de vuelta todavía trabajo secuela finalmente esperanza llegar amigos habla años extranjeros Internet va películas yo disfrutando en lugar de temer tiempo confiar otra vez feliz confianza siempre chicos orgullosos aquí necesitan alguien hablar para saber aquí