read time guesshi need anyone read maybe leave comment feel fucking alone whole life shit show abusive father drugs lived poverty entire childhood live extremely small town small bores me feel stuck also dont enough money move anything big mothers side family doesnt speak me neither fathers really nobody except siblings mother recently ive lost friends girl ive loved years doesnt want me im idiot trying take ged classes currently struggle basic math reason left high school depressed anxious everyday couldnt it ive like since elementary everyone nice life except feels like would nice go buy something eat something without worrying money ive depressed long im tired battle dont know do im terrified death hurting mother siblings sometimes urges reach nightstand take whole bottle pills digs me past week especially embarrassing self harm too  ps diagnosed borderline personality disorder  feel like loser wish could different life even better never born bit messed post much correct grammar probably late want kill lol im also sick telling people feel getting told go sleep think something positive hurts much try hard live getting difficult anyways let know thinking sorry
read time guesshi need anyone read maybe leave comment feel fucking alone whole life shit show abusive father drugs lived poverty entire childhood live extremely small town small bores me feel stuck also dont enough money move anything big mothers side family doesnt speak me neither fathers really nobody except siblings mother recently ive lostfriends girl ive loved years doesnt want me im idiot trying take ged classes currently struggle basic math reason left high school depressed anxious everyday couldntit ive like since elementary everyone nice life except feels like would nice go buy something eat something without worrying money ive depressed long im tired battle dont know do im terrified death hurting mother siblings sometimes urges reach nightstand take whole bottle pills digs me past week especially embarrassing self harm too ps diagnosed borderline personality disorder feel like loser wish could different life even better never born bit messed post much correct grammar probably late want kill lol im also sick telling people feel getting told go sleep think something positive hurts much try hard live getting difficult anyways let know thinking sorry
leed time gueshi need anyone leed maybe leave comment feel fucking soil toda la vida mierda show abuso padre drogas vivió la pobreza toda la infancia vivir muy pequeña ciudad pequeños aburridos me siento atascado también no suficiente dinero mover nada madre grande lado familia no me habla ni padre realmente nadie excepto hermanos madre recientemente vivir perdido amigos chica vivir amado años no me quiere im idiota tratando de tomar clases de ged actualmente lucha básica matemáticas razón izquierda escuela secundaria deprimida ansioso diario podría vivir como desde primaria todo el mundo buena vida excepto se siente como si agradable ir a comprar algo comer algo sin preocuparse dinero live deprimido largo cansado batalla no sé qué im aterrorizado muerte lastimando a los hermanos madre a veces insta a llegar noche tomar botella píldoras excava la semana pasada especialmente embarazoso auto daño ps diagnosticado trastorno de la personalidad bordeline se siente como perdedor deseo podría diferente vida incluso mejor nunca nacido poco desordenado post gramática muy correcta probablemente tarde quiero matar lol im enfermo también decir a la gente se siente que se le dice dormir piensa algo positivo duele mucho tratar duro vivir difícil de todos modos dejar saber pensar lo siento