going really hard time lately need ventive struggled alcoholism depression poverty quite bit past quite bit present certain point blacking friends acquaintances couches place place while basically homeless basically wandering aimlessly stopped counting exact days ive sober ago  years ive trouble finding aa meetings area closest area ive found reddit applies problems people whove dealt similar things ive dealt with mostly became sober pure necessity even really hard big motivator used member radical cult recruited bottom luck saw horrible things there treated horribly people managed get treated much worse managed escape easy that time got job apartment even gone apartment likely long welder recently laid due cuts make reason even utilities landlord understanding really tolerated beyond grateful towards him right now really even food quite literally food money food that feel incredibly weak numb mostly ive drunk water hungry quite bit last time low least liquor better nothing really friends lost quite friends feel suicidal much feel tired hungry urge drink badly months least maybe id distraction mostly vent id like someone talk well
going really hard time lately need ventive struggled alcoholism depression poverty quite bit past quite bit present certain point blacking friends acquaintances couches place place while basically homeless basically wandering aimlessly stopped counting exact days ive sober ago years ive trouble finding aa meetings area closest area ive found reddit applies problems people whove dealt similar things ive dealt with mostly became sober pure necessity even really hard big motivator used member radical cult recruited bottom luck saw horrible things there treated horribly people managed get treated much worse managed escape easy that time got job apartment even gone apartment likely long welder recently laid due cuts make reason even utilities landlord understanding really tolerated beyond grateful towards him right now really even food quite literally food money food that feel incredibly weak numb mostly ive drunk water hungry quite bit last time low least liquor better nothing really friends lost quite friends feel suicidal much feel tired hungry urge drink badly months least maybe id distraction mostly vent id like someone talk well
ir muy duro tiempo últimamente necesidad ventiva lucha alcoholismo depresión pobreza bastante poco pasado bastante poco presente cierto punto negro amigos conocidos sofás lugar mientras que básicamente sin hogar básicamente vagando sin rumbo dejó de contar días exactos ive sobria hace años ive problema encontrar aa reuniones área más cercana ive ha encontrado reddit aplica problemas personas que han tratado cosas similares ive tratado mayormente se convirtió en sobria pura necesidad incluso muy duro gran motivador utilizado miembro radical culto reclutado fondo suerte vio cosas horribles allí tratado horriblemente la gente manejado conseguir tratamiento mucho peor manejado fácil escapar que el tiempo consiguió trabajo apartamento incluso apartamento pasado probablemente largo soldador recientemente puesto debido recortes razón incluso servicios públicos el propietario entender realmente tolerado más allá de agradecido hacia él en este momento realmente incluso comida bastante literalmente alimentos dinero alimentos que se sienten increíblemente débiles entumecidos en la mayoría de los casos el agua bebido hambre bastante poco menos licor mejor nada realmente amigos perdido bastante amigos se sienten suicida mucho se sienten cansado hambre