survived fentanyl  months ago overdosed fentanyl thought basic oxycodone randomly time time maybe year offered friend got good deal idea time cartels pressing pills taking one went black matter minutes boyfriend realized something wrong breathing sounded rattling well mouth blue saved extremely peaceful completely unconscious woke felt like removed warm black womb paramedics around asking took mentioning narcan felt dreaming astonished painless was anyways saved two pills reason  weeks ago pushed edge bullshit took fleck started hallucinating texted friend doors began chew pill like cookie call  mystery suffered horrific hallucinations never want go again need live  year old widow two kids need me think redflag legal mentally ill yes im deeply severely depressed diagnosed since age  pediatrician two years molested ive suffered shit endure im still here hate even moment weakness hate even considering ending life without caring consequences leaving them fuck ive tried kill many times finally found key bliss could sing anthem mash emphatically through early morning fog see visions things pains withheld realize see redflag painless brings many changes take leave please game life hard play im gonna lose anyway losing card delay say redflag painless brings many changes take leave please sword time pierce skin hurt begins works way pain grows stronger watch burn redflag painless brings many changes take leave please brave man requested answer questions key replied oh ask redflag painless brings many changes take leave i redflag painless brings many changes take leave please redflag painless brings many changes thing please ive attempting redflag since age  fucking sucked it things got serious years ago jumped overdoses hanging wrapped fabric around neck testing strength closet knew needed help finally saw psych diagnosed bipolar meds really help therapy really help pisses off ive depressed far long feel like ill never relieved im clamped here stapled obligation people wish things would better believe better spouse kids wont help nothing helps think people get laid cant incels make things better wont like drugs wont anything experience love finally seeing cold pallid corpse living breathing spouse hours ago front you seems almost better died redflag blame daily trust ive fucking lived fuck think easier ugly awkward pain inside less real fuck think means anything mentally ill mentally ill sucks matter fucking what goddamned competition lucky i guess survived resigned silent suffering point longer tell anyone true pain point smiles im going fake talk anonymously ill answer studies etc im done one friend calls plastic smile one careful around fuck it ill die someday redflag not im fucking feel you one you im sorry know suffer alone
survived fentanyl months ago overdosed fentanyl thought basic oxycodone randomly time time maybe year offered friend got good deal idea time cartels pressing pills taking one went black matter minutes boyfriend realized something wrong breathing sounded rattling well mouth blue saved extremely peaceful completely unconscious woke felt like removed warm black womb paramedics around asking took mentioning narcan felt dreaming astonished painless was anyways saved two pills reason weeks ago pushed edge bullshit took fleck started hallucinating texted friend doors began chew pill like cookie call mystery suffered horrific hallucinations never want go again need live year old widow two kids need me think redflag legal mentally illyes im deeply severely depressed diagnosed since age pediatrician two years molested ive suffered shit endure im still here hate even moment weakness hate even considering ending life without caring consequences leaving them fuck ive tried kill many times finally found key bliss could sing anthem mash emphatically through early morning fog see visions things pains withheld realize see redflag painless brings many changes take leave please game life hard play im gonna lose anyway losing card delay say redflag painless brings many changes take leave please sword time pierce skin hurt begins works way pain grows stronger watch burn redflag painless brings many changes take leave please brave man requested answer questions key replied oh ask redflag painless brings many changes take leave i redflag painless brings many changes take leave please redflag painless brings many changes thing please ive attempting redflag since age fucking sucked it things got serious years ago jumped overdoses hanging wrapped fabric around neck testing strength closet knew needed help finally saw psych diagnosed bipolar meds really help therapy really help pisses off ive depressed far long feel like ill never relieved im clamped here stapled obligation people wish things would better believe better spouse kids wont help nothing helps think people get laid cant incels make things better wont like drugs wont anything experience love finally seeing cold pallid corpse living breathing spouse hours ago front you seems almost better died redflag blame daily trust ive fucking lived fuck think easier ugly awkward pain inside less real fuck think means anything mentally ill mentally ill sucks matter fucking what goddamned competition lucky i guess survived resigned silent suffering point longer tell anyone true pain point smiles im going fake talk anonymously ill answer studies etc im done one friend calls plastic smile one careful around fuck it ill die someday redflag not im fucking feel you oneyou im sorry know suffer alone
Sobrevivió fentanilo meses atrás sobredosis fentanilo pensó oxicodona básica tiempo al azar tiempo tal vez año ofrecido amigo consiguió buena idea tiempo cárteles presionar píldoras tomar una fue materia negra minutos novio se dio cuenta de algo mal respiración sonaba ruidos bien boca azul salvo extremadamente pacífica completamente inconscientes despertado se sintió como removido caliente útero negro paramédicos alrededor preguntar tomó mención narcan se sintió asombrado sueño indoloro fue de todos modos salvado dos píldoras hace semanas empujo la mierda tomó fleck comenzó alucinación amigos puertas comenzó masticar píldora como cookie llamada misterio sufrió alucinaciones horribles nunca quieren ir de nuevo necesita viuda de año vivo dos niños me necesitan pensar Redflag legal enfermedades mentales im profundamente deprimido diagnosticado desde la edad pediatra dos años molested ive sufried mierda perdurar