curiousi know last days ive making many posts comments dwelling thought redflag expressing inclination towards it however has unexpectedly happened something look forward to life and please get wrong im saying longer see negatives world which many probably still hard time keep living something might make worth going through true still kind dream something going help stay feels like good enough consider outweighs negatives continuing life world escapism concept escaping reality fantasy imagination sort comfort find life figured things desire attained go mind make reality there also aware quite silly considered imagination before ive come appreciate joy getting far enough reality give found unprecedented comfort stories presented movies series anime etc oh also art find gives sich pleasure aswell music beauty meaning emotion expressed various mediums painting drawing singing and well many things almost feel like different person makes little uncomfortable insecure almost feel like almost betrayal said wanting end life still stand it believe past truly wanted die right so even something happened make want anymore people still receive respect wishes truly want die happened came accept desires found way make kind reality which felt like impossibility feel like free whoever however desire head must admit still feel insane really want die anymore found another way live one accept now yes would trade life one completely made thoughts emotions desires enough going head almost anytime want id rather live inside head dying guess thats im trying say want apologise saying going kill myself still believe truth way thinking and case wondering talk sort professional anything like that simply asked is truly want really way figured that was even obvious me guess commitment issues something already knew that enough resources would dead now oh well happen maybe later really know know want live inside head maybe hopefully start creating stuff it possibly even earn life it anyway thanks reading
curiousi know last days ive making many posts comments dwelling thought redflag expressing inclination towards it however has unexpectedly happened something look forward to life and please get wrong im saying longer see negatives world which many probably still hard time keep living something might make worth going through true still kind dream something going help stay feels like good enough consider outweighs negatives continuing life world escapism concept escaping reality fantasy imagination sort comfort find life figured things desire attained go mind make reality there also aware quite silly considered imagination before ive come appreciate joy getting far enough reality give found unprecedented comfort stories presented movies series anime etcoh also art find gives sich pleasure aswell music beauty meaning emotion expressed various mediums painting drawing singing and well many things almost feel like different person makes little uncomfortable insecure almost feel like almost betrayal said wanting end life still stand it believe past truly wanted dieright so even something happened make want anymore people still receive respect wishes truly want die happened came accept desires found way make kind reality which felt like impossibility feel like free whoever however desire head must admit still feel insane really want die anymore found another way live one accept now yes would trade life one completely made thoughts emotions desires enough going head almost anytime want id rather live inside head dying guess thats im trying say want apologise saying going kill myself still believe truth way thinking and case wondering talk sort professional anything like that simply asked is truly want really way figured that was even obvious me guess commitment issues something already knew that enough resources would dead nowoh well happen maybe later really know know want live inside head maybe hopefully start creating stuff it possibly even earn life it anyway thanks reading
curioso sé los últimos días ive haciendo muchos comentarios pensamiento pensamiento rojo expresar inclinación hacia ella sin embargo ha sucedido inesperadamente algo mirar hacia adelante a la vida y por favor get wore im decir más tiempo ver negativos mundo que muchos probablemente todavía difícil seguir viviendo algo podría hacer que valga la pena pasar por verdadero sueño todavía amable algo va a ayudar a permanecer se siente lo suficientemente bueno considera más que negativos vida continua mundo escapismo concepto escapar realidad fantasía tipo comodidad encontrar vida cosas imaginadas deseo alcanzado ir mente hacer realidad allí también consciente bastante tonto considerado imaginación antes de venir a apreciar alegría llegar lo suficientemente lejos realidad dar encontrado historias de confort sin precedentes presentado películas series anime etcoh también arte encontrar da placer sich música belleza significado emoción expresado varios medios pintura dibujo canto y así muchas cosas casi se siente como persona diferente hace poco incómodo insegura casi sentir como casi traición decir que querer terminar la vida todavía está en pie creer pasado realmente quería dieright