cannot tell many times heard parents every time suicidal thoughts next thing know grandparents house celebrating cousin  first birthday talking almost dead last easter told wanted die thought going say no lovley life worth living instead said hey everybody else head like wow thanks mom dad totally helps suicidal thoughts saying kind hypocritical fucking sick hearing you get one life live love one killing solve problems depression got worse dad told reproduce told we never truly died offspring carry genes thinking head seriously fucking disappointed want children want get married want die old fucking terrifys fuck honest cannot live forever would rather die young die bed old able move scary fuck told born world works would say l think ok existing  need live get one life
cannot tell many times heard parents every time suicidal thoughts next thing know grandparents house celebrating cousin first birthday talking almost dead last easter told wanted die thought going say no lovley life worth living instead said hey everybody else head like wow thanks mom dad totally helps suicidal thoughts saying kind hypocritical fucking sick hearing you get one life live love one killing solve problems depression got worse dad told reproduce told we never truly died offspring carry genes thinking head seriously fucking disappointed want children want get married want die old fucking terrifys fuck honest cannot live forever would rather die young die bed old able move scary fuck told born world works would say l think ok existing need live get one life
No se puede decir muchas veces escuchar padres cada vez pensamientos suicidas siguiente cosa saber abuelos casa celebración primo primer cumpleaños hablando casi muerto último Easter dijo a morir pensamiento va a decir no lovley vida vale la pena vivir en su lugar dijo hey todo el mundo cabeza como wow gracias mamá papá totalmente ayuda pensamientos suicidas diciendo tipo hipócrita maldito enfermo oír conseguir una vida en vivo amor uno matar resolver problemas depresión peor papá dijo a reproducir nos dijeron nunca realmente muertos hijos llevar genes pensando seriamente decepcionados quieren hijos quieren casarse quieren morir viejo mierda terrorifys honesto no puede vivir para siempre preferiría morir joven morir viejo capaz mover miedo mierda dijo a nacer obras mundo diría creo ok necesidad existente vivir conseguir una vida