im trying change life really worth iti fucking hate everything myself cant deal it im becoming asshole lashing family dont job despite applying going interviews didnt go college im dumb fuck cant remember anything barely graduated high school want fucking give up often imagine dying tragic way family wont burdened cause death ive always wanted get fight maybe beaten senseless maybe someone murder get hit car ive often thought running away jumping death want feel pain die
im trying change life really worth iti fucking hate everything myself cant deal it im becoming asshole lashing family dont job despite applying going interviews didnt go college im dumb fuck cant remember anything barely graduated high school want fucking give up often imagine dying tragic way family wont burdened cause death ive always wanted get fight maybe beaten senseless maybe someone murder get hit car ive often thought running away jumping death want feel pain die
I tratar de cambiar la vida realmente vale la pena Iti mierda odio todo lo que yo no puedo lidiar con él I convertirme en imbécil latigazo familia no trabajo a pesar de aplicar entrevistas ir no ir universidad im tonto mierda no recuerdo nada apenas graduada secundaria quiere mierda renunciar a menudo imaginar morir trágica manera familia no se carga porque la muerte ive siempre quería conseguir pelea tal vez golpeado sin sentido tal vez alguien asesinato consigue atropello coche i ve a menudo pensamiento huyendo saltando muerte quiero sentir dolor morir