cant find words this human end took  hours writewrote first  words accidentally clicked away showed idiot am need get chest anything further go again brings close redflag around  months ago girlfriend together like half year broke me cool way caught cheating broke me told sorry wont still together really love would forgive her time attached her dont understand anymore today thats things used be refused left nothing suffer ptsd paranoia baddest times dumb even staying her never serious total fraud dont know even stayed one second took time im done processing yet gets better back also reddit account gained lot support help im thankful for smoking weed also helps lot helps calm down im full high tense energy time hard get clear thoughts im shaky usually get weed friend town  weeks ptsd got worse know weed would savior without searching found profile twitter yes twitter guy ive known long time actually real life seen profile couple times personal page real life stuff etc makes lets plays post said selling weed needed dm him dumb addict would give try would never buy way usually dark hole didnt anything dealer wasnt available so thought okay guy seems cool whatever cant bad mean weed heroin meth virtual friend showed profile time ago must cool wrote dm answered pretty fast bought weed worth  him let convince pay amazon gift card im idiot know post traumatic stress bad said fuck it lot real life stuff page would scam someone  paid send code gave adress real life twitter account wasnt even active anymore time still lot old posts couple days later friend mine offered go watch movie refused stayed home receive package never came wasted much time waiting it didnt receive  week asked couple times happened still fully trust believing legit asking asking finally blocked realized got scammed research found scamming people regular sometimes even doxing them threatening stuff like that wanted go police dont know even call person monster opinion also cyber bullying followersfriends terrorizing people online seems like fun lifes bad thing need make others bad well shocked couldnt believe got into person adress knows look knows lot probably since contacted main twitter dont want cant go police get fucked buying weed could seriously lose job here wish bad could go back time dont know guy going infos know im real trouble know reason wanted could fuck life up stupid didnt pay enough attention one single moment felt bad needed weed what fucking paranoia still trusted him feel worthless didnt wanted problems always nice everybody helped others went shop buying  worth amazon without even questioning it dont wanted get ptsd didnt ask it didnt want get whore girlfriend leaves back dirt tbh atm dont even want life anymore thats enough im also wasting peoples time reddit long ass textwhen think bastard good time money work hard im full hate would read hed probably laugh pussy crying reddit help wants see suffer whatsoever reaction seems bit harsh know really boiling right now im bad person always tried get everything right good person get finger butthole every single fucking time finna need stand myself something bout it cant life peace anyway people dont want to state making weed illegal dont want to ex gf dont want to boss paying minimum wage dont want to scum like even exist ankles bleeding punched fucking wall want become total asshole like are okay get it cant go life like this ive point thousand times   wont happen againbut happened again people shitting me real life since recently even online world fucked like ptsd paranoia simply cant survive person right now dont know haterevenge answer dont want go jail mean life gets fucked everyday die cancer yes cancer joke im psychologically physically ill something needs change want happy im miles away wish human experience feelings life bad realized always people like before right many humans crying edge redflag every half minute someone kills himself feeling helpless treated fair really makes sad dont see know fact 
cant find words this human end took hours writewrote first words accidentally clicked away showed idiot am need get chest anything further go again brings close redflag around months ago girlfriend together like half year broke me cool way caught cheating broke me told sorry wont still together really love would forgive her time attached her dont understand anymore today thats things used be refused left nothing suffer ptsd paranoia baddest times dumb even staying her never serious total fraud dont know even stayed one second took time im done processing yet gets better back also reddit account gained lot support help im thankful for smoking weed also helps lot helps calm down im full high tense energy time hard get clear thoughts im shaky usually get weed friend town weeks ptsd got worse know weed would savior without searching found profile twitter yes twitter guy ive known long time actually real life seen profile couple times personal page real life stuff etc makes lets plays post said selling weed needed dm him dumb addict would give try would never buy way usually dark hole didnt anything dealer wasnt available so thought okay guy seems cool whatever cant bad mean weed heroin meth virtual friend showed profile time ago must cool wrote dm answered pretty fast bought weed worth him let convince pay amazon gift card im idiot know post traumatic stress bad said fuck it lot real life stuff page would scam someone paid send code gave adress real life twitter account wasnt even active anymore time still lot old posts couple days later friend mine offered go watch movie refused stayed home receive package never came wasted much time waiting it didnt receive week asked couple times happened still fully trust believing legit asking asking finally blocked realized got scammed research found scamming people regular sometimes even doxing them threatening stuff like that wanted go police dont know even call person monster opinion also cyber bullying followersfriends terrorizing people online seems like fun lifes bad thing need make others bad well shocked couldnt believe got into person adress knows look knows lot probably since contacted main twitter dont want cant go police get fucked buying weed could seriously lose job here wish bad could go back time dont know guy going infos know im real trouble know reason wanted could fuck life up stupid didnt pay enough attention one single moment felt bad needed weed what fucking paranoia still trusted him feel worthless didnt wanted problems always nice everybody helped others went shop buying worth amazon without even questioning it dont wanted get ptsd didnt ask it didnt want get whore girlfriend leaves back dirt tbh atm dont even want life anymore thats enough im also wasting peoples time reddit long ass textwhen think bastard good time money work hard im full hate would read hed probably laugh pussy crying reddit help wants see suffer whatsoever reaction seems bit harsh know really boiling right now im bad person always tried get everything right good person get finger butthole every single fucking time finna need stand myself something bout it cant life peace anyway people dont want to state making weed illegal dont want to ex gf dont want to boss paying minimum wage dont want to scum like even exist ankles bleeding punched fucking wall want become total asshole like are okay get it cant go life like this ive point thousand times wont happen againbut happened again people shitting me real life since recently even online world fucked like ptsd paranoia simply cant survive person right now dont know haterevenge answer dont want go jail mean life gets fucked everyday die cancer yes cancer joke im psychologically physically ill something needs change want happy im miles away wish human experience feelings life bad realized always people like before right many humans crying edge redflag every half minute someone kills himself feeling helpless treated fair really makes sad dont see know fact
No puedo encontrar palabras que este fin humano tomó horas escribir primeras palabras accidentalmente chasqueado lejos demostrado idiota am necesidad conseguir pecho algo más ir otra vez trae cerca bandera roja hace meses novia juntos como medio año rompió me cool manera atrapado trampa me rompió me dijo lo siento no todavía juntos amor realmente perdonaría su tiempo unido su no entender más hoy que las cosas usadas se rechazan nada sufren ptsd paranoia peor veces tonto incluso quedarse nunca grave fraude total no sé ni se quedó un segundo tomó tiempo im hecho procesamiento pero consigue mejor vuelta también reddit cuenta ganado mucho apoyo ayuda im agradecido por fumar mala hierba también ayuda mucho ayuda calmarse im total alta tensión energía tiempo duro tener pensamientos claros im shaky generalmente conseguir mala hierba amigo ciudad semanas ptsd hizo peor saber que la hierba sería salvador sin buscar encontrado perfil twitter