want live anymorei cant anymore job  years used normal one point met love life happy together  years planned kids getting married bring get job lived parents parents apartment different times ive smoking weed ever sense age  got addicted it smoked everyday every  hours  years more got comfortable girlfriend kept giving money get anytime needed it let weed take life let things wanted wanted provide wanted man used know first met cant change ive done fact pushed away dint love anymore name tattooed arm constant reminder fuck am cut friends almost family talk to ive always depressed suicidal always helped threw it ive cut countless time passed sad thought would die smoke tried drinking bottle cold medicine night obviously drink enough job im still here im alone sitting old room old bed want live knowing ive done want find anyone else want get get job get bed want get with worst part im scared die kill want feel nothing problem want family ex girlfriend think fault it need realize never get better unless im dead want anyone feel bad think made it know many nights sit try succeed
want live anymorei cant anymore job years used normal one point met love life happy together years planned kids getting married bring get job lived parents parents apartment different times ive smoking weed ever sense age got addicted it smoked everyday every hours years more got comfortable girlfriend kept giving money get anytime needed it let weed take life let things wanted wanted provide wanted man used know first met cant change ive done fact pushed away dint love anymore name tattooed arm constant reminder fuck am cut friends almost family talk to ive always depressed suicidal always helped threw it ive cut countless time passed sad thought would die smoke tried drinking bottle cold medicine night obviously drink enough job im still here im alone sitting old room old bed want live knowing ive done want find anyone else want get get job get bed want get with worst part im scared die kill want feel nothing problem want family ex girlfriend think fault it need realize never get better unless im dead want anyone feel bad think made it know many nights sit try succeed
Quiero vivir ya no puedo más trabajo años usados normal un punto conocido amor vida feliz juntos años planeados niños casarse traer trabajo vivir padres padres apartamento diferentes tiempos ive fumar hierba siempre sentido edad se convirtió en adicto cada día cada hora años más consiguió novia cómoda siguió dando dinero conseguir en cualquier momento necesitado dejó que la mala hierba tomar vida deseado proporcionar querido hombre usado saber primero met cant cambio ive hecho hecho hecho lejos dint amor más nombre tatuado brazo constante recordatorio foll am corte amigos casi familia hablar con ive siempre deprimido suicida siempre ayudó a tirarlo corte ive incontables tiempo pasado triste pensamiento morir fumar intentaría beber botella fría medicina noche obviamente beber suficiente trabajo im aquí todavía estoy solo sentado cuarto viejo cama quiere vivir saber ive hecho quiero encontrar a alguien más quiere conseguir trabajo conseguir cama want get with peor parte im miedo morir matar quiero sentir nada problema familia ex novia pensar culpa debe darse cuenta nunca conseguir mejor im a menos que alguien se sienta mal pensar lo hizo saber muchas noches sentarse tratar de tener éxito