suicidal thoughts againthese thoughts strong feel unable speak move body know want kill found love life want spend rest life him hate everything life every little thing  attempted university  times depressed stupid finish stuck shitty warehouse jobs rest life remember every single minor inconvenience life cant stop thinking them starting remembering  boys molesting sexually abused  feeling constantly lonely isolated since  could go hate english never open here feel extra suicidal today fuck corona fuck job fuck people fuck life fuck everything
suicidal thoughts againthese thoughts strong feel unable speak move body know want kill found love life want spend rest life him hate everything life every little thing attempted university times depressed stupid finish stuck shitty warehouse jobs rest life remember every single minor inconvenience life cant stop thinking them starting remembering boys molesting sexually abused feeling constantly lonely isolated since could go hate english never open here feel extra suicidal today fuck corona fuck job fuck people fuck life fuck everything
pensamientos suicidas de nuevo estos pensamientos fuertes se sienten incapaces de hablar movimiento cuerpo saber quieren matar encontrar amor vida querer pasar descanso vida él odia todo vida cada pequeña cosa intentado universidad tiempos deprimido estúpido terminar atascado mierda almacén trabajos descanso vida recordar cada menor inconveniente vida no puede dejar de pensar que comienzan a recordar chicos abuso sexual sentirse constantemente solitario aislado ya que podría ir odio inglés nunca abrir aquí se siente extra suicida hoy mierda corona mierda trabajo mierda gente mierda vida follar todo