still herethis past year fucking roller coaster emotions four different times ive came close acting plans end life thing thats stopping dog things never would thought hed thing keeping alive adopted pound time ive him hes became attached me moved away college last semester parents would report back hed search mope around couldnt find me dont know overwhelming guilt dog would shattered not time though im actually little scared flunked semester lost two scholarships made college possible parents kicking out im afraid might true end wont able take care dog ill end inevitability failing like everyone else life situation hitting like is im hardest time sleeping thoughts ending life slip mind maybe deed make world better place anyways sorry wasting time today
still herethis past year fucking roller coaster emotions four different times ive came close acting plans end life thing thats stopping dog things never would thought hed thing keeping alive adopted pound time ive him hes became attached me moved away college last semester parents would report back hed search mope around couldnt find me dont know overwhelming guilt dog would shattered not time though im actually little scared flunked semester lost two scholarships made college possible parents kicking out im afraid might true end wont able take care dog ill end inevitability failing like everyone else life situation hitting like isim hardest time sleeping thoughts ending life slip mind maybe deed make world better place anyways sorry wasting time today
Todavía aquí este último año puta montaña rusa emociones cuatro veces diferentes ive llegó cerca de los planes de actuación fin de la vida cosa que detiene perro cosas nunca pensaría hed cosa mantener vivo adoptado libra tiempo ive él él él se apegó me trasladó a la universidad el semestre pasado los padres informarían hed search mope alrededor no podía encontrarme no sé culpa abrumadora perro se rompería no el tiempo aunque im en realidad poco asustado perdido semestre perdido dos becas posibles padres hizo posible universidad Im miedo podría verdadero final no será capaz de tener cuidado perro mal extremo inevitabilidad fallar como todos los demás situación de la vida golpeando como isim difícil tiempo dormir pensamientos terminar vida desliz mente tal vez hacer mundo mejor lugar de todos modos lo siento perder tiempo hoy