know im anymoreive depressed years getting worse life keeps falling apart wasted  years useless college music program even like music anymore even bigger waste  years adult high school try get university computer science got in except ive pretty much failed university since demandinggoogle uoft cs post basically need  average get second year  average figured thats decent mark id go backup plan transferring different university except got rejected feel stupid guess  terrible all world want im dumb ambitions left goals im dead end im debt wasted time spent school get shitty minimum wage jobs actually barely even get jobs spent almost year looking shitty job right now oh probably thousands dollars dental work need get done broken teeth cavities im doomed poor forever top friends never girlfriend virgin  course one wants friend im depressed negative ugly broken front tooth even smile wanted people would get grossed out extremely skinny since eat im antidepressants seeing social worker going group cognitive behavior therapy thing none stuff working cant fix future ahead me cant even go public more see everyone else enjoying lives get jealous makes angry go home hate myself fuck doing
know im anymoreive depressed years getting worse life keeps falling apart wasted years useless college music program even like music anymore even bigger waste years adult high school try get university computer science got in except ive pretty much failed university since demandinggoogle uoft cs post basically need average get second year average figured thats decent mark id go backup plan transferring different university except got rejected feel stupid guess terrible all world want im dumb ambitions left goals im dead end im debt wasted time spent school get shitty minimum wage jobs actually barely even get jobs spent almost year looking shitty job right nowoh probably thousands dollars dental work need get done broken teeth cavities im doomed poor forever top friends never girlfriend virgin course one wants friend im depressed negative ugly broken front tooth even smile wanted people would get grossed out extremely skinny since eat im antidepressants seeing social worker going group cognitive behavior therapy thing none stuff working cant fix future ahead me cant even go public more see everyone else enjoying lives get jealous makes angry go home hate myself fuck doing
Ya sé que los años deprimidos peores vida sigue cayendo a pedazos años inútil programa de música universitaria incluso como la música más grande desperdicio años adultos secundaria tratar de conseguir universidad ciencias informáticas consiguió excepto ive bastante fallida universidad ya que exigirgoogle uoft cs post básicamente necesidad promedio obtener segundo año promedio figura que la marca decente id ir plan de copia de seguridad transferencia universidad diferente excepto se rechazó se siente estúpido conjetura terrible todo el mundo desea im ambiciones tontas izquierda objetivos im callejón sin salida im deuda perdido tiempo pasado la escuela conseguir trabajos de mierda salario mínimo en realidad apenas conseguir trabajos casi año buscando trabajo de mierda ahora mismo oh probablemente miles de dólares trabajo dental necesidad conseguir roto dientes caries im condenado pobre para siempre amigos principales nunca novia virgen curso uno quiere amigo im deprimido negativo feo roto diente frontal incluso sonrisa quería que la gente se engrosía muy delgada ya que comer im antidepresivos ver trabajador social va grupo terapia de comportamiento cognitivo nada trabajo puede arreglar el futuro delante de mí no puede incluso ir más público ver a todos los demás disfrutar de la vida se envidia se eno hace enojar ir a casa odio a mí mismo mierda haciendo