life falling apart think diemy life fucking joke haha kind joke dark sad kind joke outward appearances top world advanced degree great job ive high school sweetheart  years friends money etc truth is degree helped find happiness life job awful hate it im getting divorced im living  x  room blow mattress soontobeex flies back forth atlanta spend time new boyfriend who family loves cant find new job nothing ive tried works everyone around tells keep trying lt worst thing ever btw cant even focus shitty job anymore means im probably going get fire next round layoffs what im slowly starting accept one shot love im going alone rest life oh thats impossible say need take time havent even really started looking dated anyone  years dated girls high school know date im terrified even try addition think about seems like really bad proposition im short balding deep voice contrary popular opinion degree seems turn people hilarious ways thats one things really surprised me thought getting phd physics would earn respect maybe even admiration instead get either i combination feartrepidation ii complete apathy ive crunched numbers region  single women age group assume a im attracted  b  attracted seems harsh again short balding low selfesteem physicist lets say conservative estimate leads grand total  women might shot longterm relationship  odds certainly favor im  years old future discern afterlife redflag longterm impact me fact id speeding inevitable eliminating pain life not
life falling apart think diemy life fucking joke haha kind joke dark sad kind joke outward appearances top world advanced degree great job ive high school sweetheart years friends money etc truth isdegree helped find happiness life job awful hate itim getting divorced im living x room blow mattress soontobeex flies back forth atlanta spend time new boyfriend who family loves cant find new job nothing ive tried works everyone around tells keep trying lt worst thing ever btw cant even focus shitty job anymore means im probably going get fire next round layoffs what im slowly starting accept one shot love im going alonerest life oh thats impossible say need take time havent even really started looking dated anyone years dated girls high school know date im terrified even try addition think about seems like really bad proposition im short balding deep voice contrary popular opinion degree seems turn people hilarious ways thats one things really surprised me thought getting phd physics would earn respect maybe even admiration instead get either i combination feartrepidation ii complete apathy ive crunched numbers region single women age group assume a im attracted b attracted seems harsh again short balding low selfesteem physicist lets say conservative estimate leads grand total women might shot longterm relationship odds certainly favor im years old future discern afterlife redflag longterm impact me fact id speeding inevitable eliminating pain life not
vida cayendo a pedazos pensar diemy vida puta broma haha amable broma oscuro triste amable broma apariencias exteriores top world grado avanzado gran trabajo ive escuela secundaria años de novia amigos dinero etc verdad es grado ayudado a encontrar felicidad vida trabajo horrible odio itim conseguir divorciarse im living x habitación sopla colchón prontobeex vuela hacia adelante atlanta pasar tiempo nuevo novio que ama a la familia no puede encontrar nuevo trabajo nada ive probado trabajos todo el mundo dice seguir intentando lt peor cosa nunca bt cant incluso foco trabajo de mierda más significa im probablemente va a conseguir fuego siguiente ronda despidos lo im comenzar lentamente aceptar un tiro amor im ir solitario vida