im trying things feel really dark right nowim going go much detailfirst time posting bit lurker looking back years ago always life family party joking things comedic sarcastic responses everything generally happy person went breakup lockdown happened got new job found new girl lost her suicidial sister feel like everything suddenly hit short period time divorce papers split new girl sister still suicidal feeling worthless new job dont find release anything ive developed alcohol dependency allow feel constantly thought head  i keep hurting people cant help want to hurt people one last time cant again know need help fhere lot demons head dont want talk someone cant express im sober want go therapist drunk assume alcohol do im fine line away giving up ps theres backstory ive disclosed want entire life there
im trying things feel really dark right nowim going go much detailfirst time posting bit lurker looking back years ago always life family party joking things comedic sarcastic responses everything generally happy person went breakup lockdown happened got new job found new girl lost her suicidial sister feel like everything suddenly hit short period time divorce papers split new girl sister still suicidal feeling worthless new job dont find release anything ive developed alcohol dependency allow feel constantly thought head i keep hurting people cant help want to hurt people one last time cant again know need help fhere lot demons head dont want talk someone cant express im sober want go therapist drunk assume alcohol do im fine line away giving up ps theres backstory ive disclosed want entire life there
Im intentar cosas se sienten realmente oscuro en este momentoim ir mucho detalleprimera vez publicar bit lurker mirar hacia atrás años atrás siempre vida familia fiesta broma cosas comedia sarcástica respuestas todo generalmente feliz persona fue ruptura bloqueo sucedió consiguió nuevo trabajo encontrado nueva chica perdió su hermana suicidial sentir como todo de repente golpeó corto período papeles divorcio división nueva hermana todavía suicida sentimiento inútil nuevo trabajo no encontrar liberación nada ive desarrollado dependencia de alcohol permitir sentir constantemente pensamiento cabeza no puedo ayudar a las personas quieren hacer daño a la gente una última vez no puedo volver a saber necesidad de ayuda fhere lote demonios cabeza no quieren hablar alguien no puede expresar im sobria quiere ir terapeuta borracho asumir alcohol do im línea fina dejar ps teres historia iive revelado quieren toda la vida allí