life getting better im suicidal ever updatei explained different post got deleted ill skim short make it december  started dating girlfriend love lot already joke marriage mutual neglect parents made us love lot get attracted fast december th contemplated redflag point loaded gun head told girlfriend then best friend friend groups goodbye february th bday parents get heated argument moms lack ability sleep due insomnia dad forced sleep familys store february th parents tell getting divorce im scared know legal battle messy sister points ive shown except first one decided kill february th  really dont want really dont love girlfriend much live  free away parents cant know
life getting better im suicidal ever updatei explained different post got deleted ill skim short make it december started dating girlfriend love lot already joke marriage mutual neglect parents made us love lot get attracted fast december th contemplated redflag point loaded gun head told girlfriend then best friend friend groups goodbye februaryth bday parents get heated argument moms lack ability sleep due insomnia dad forced sleep familys store february th parents tell getting divorce im scared know legal battle messy sister points ive shown except first one decided kill february th really dont want really dont love girlfriend much live free away parents cant know
vida cada vez mejor im suicida siempre updatei explicó diferente post se borró mal skim corto hacer de diciembre comenzó salir novia amor mucho ya broma matrimonio mutuo abandono padres nos hicieron amor mucho conseguir atraído rápido diciembre th previsto punto rojo punta cargada pistola cabeza dijo novia entonces mejor amigo amigos grupos adiós februaryth bday padres conseguir discusión caliente mamás falta de capacidad de sueño debido insomnio papá sueño forzado familias tienda february th padres contar conseguir el divorcio im miedo conocer legal batalla desorden hermana puntos ive demostrado excepto primero uno decidido matar febrero th realmente no quiero realmente amor novia mucho vivir libre padres no sé