might hopei started school tuesday ive already  panic attacks night almost panic attack st period morning physically cannot speak classes due large class sizes giving severe anxiety seriously considering killing since beginning august check comment history want read previous redflag attempts go see therapist tuesday next week noon plan telling suicidal thoughts idea going back psych ward makes want kill appointment even comes thought missing homework school im gone freaks fuck wish another option right want break locked pill box swallow whole bottle tylenol parents bought older brother tylenol work last time due going get help fully kicked in next time im going somehow restrain go help want anxious anymore want normal
might hopei started school tuesday ive already panic attacks night almost panic attack st period morning physically cannot speak classes due large class sizes giving severe anxiety seriously considering killing since beginning august check comment history want read previous redflag attempts go see therapist tuesday next week noon plan telling suicidal thoughts idea going back psych ward makes want kill appointment even comes thought missing homework schoolim gone freaks fuck wish another option right want break locked pill box swallow whole bottle tylenol parents bought older brother tylenol work last time due going get help fully kicked in next time im going somehow restrain go help want anxious anymore want normal
podría esperar empezar el martes en la escuela ya ataques de pánico noche casi ataque de pánico st período de la mañana físicamente no puede hablar clases debido a grandes tamaños de clase dando ansiedad severa seriamente considerando matar desde el comienzo de agosto check comment historia quieren leer anteriores intentos de bandera roja ir ver terapeuta martes la próxima semana plan contar pensamientos suicidas idea volver sala de psiquiatría hace que quieren cita de matar incluso viene pensamiento falta deberes escolares fuera freaks deseo otra opción derecha quieren romper cerrado caja de pastillas tragar botella entera Tylenol padres compraron hermano mayor Tylenol trabajo la última vez debido a que va a recibir ayuda totalmente pateado en la próxima vez im va de alguna manera restricción ir ayudar a querer ansioso más quiere normal