honestly health anxiety gets bad sometimes honestly feel like giving even trying scared deathsometimes random feel done life like much happened me sometimes day feel like oh complain smile happy can just keep trying stay motivated work hard one day find happiness try believe it try believe ill make this health anxiety goes really awful sometimes im even scared dying accept it sometimes feel like self hatred strong im fucked fixing point sometimes genuinely know whats stopping saying fuck stress fuck tears fuck whole planet everything especially myself ill feel better morning ill continue fighting morning believe ill ever stop oh boy always around like  giving feels tempting swear want happiness fucking badly want get rid ptsd ocd whatever fuck else might wrong me idk hope it
honestly health anxiety gets bad sometimes honestly feel like giving even trying scared deathsometimes random feel done life like much happened me sometimes day feel like oh complain smile happy can just keep trying stay motivated work hard one day find happiness try believe it try believe ill make this health anxiety goes really awful sometimes im even scared dying accept it sometimes feel like self hatred strong im fucked fixing point sometimes genuinely know whats stopping saying fuck stress fuck tears fuck whole planet everything especially myself ill feel better morning ill continue fighting morning believe ill ever stopoh boy always around like giving feels tempting swear want happiness fucking badly want get rid ptsd ocd whatever fuck else might wrong me idk hope it
honestamente salud ansiedad se pone mal a veces honestamente se siente como dar incluso tratando de muerte asustada a veces al azar se siente la vida hecho como mucho me pasó a veces día se siente como oh queja sonrisa feliz puede seguir tratando de mantenerse motivado trabajo duro un día encontrar felicidad tratar de creer que tratar de creer mal hacer que esta ansiedad salud va realmente horrible a veces incluso miedo morir aceptar a veces se siente como uno mismo odio fuerte im follada punto de fijación a veces genuinamente saber lo que es dejar de decir mierda estrés mierda lágrimas mierda planeta entero todo especialmente yo mal se siente mejor mañana mal seguir luchando mal siempre creer mal siempre stopoh chico alrededor como dar se siente tentador jurar querer felicidad mierda quiero deshacerse ptsd ocd cualquier otra mierda podría equivocarme idk esperanza