feel like worthless amp hopeless idiotim three years university still doubt myself classes getting harder progress major know want mentality awful see graduating little hope myself im far behind help feel like ill forever long history depression anxiety ocd suicidal thoughts everything treated ive many in outpatient programs always get better little while new medicine changes work many years therapist great see breaks months time summer oncampus therapy garbage insurance military places accept it feel like lost cause really want die yet think semester over feel hopeless pathetic  stupid much look forward many reasons live grateful opportunity go school  covered financially hardly get bed let alone go class dying means worry sounds ideal right now im tired worrying anyone else feel way cope motivate keep going
feel like worthless amp hopeless idiotim three years university still doubt myself classes getting harder progress major know want mentality awful see graduating little hope myselfim far behind help feel like ill forever long history depression anxiety ocd suicidal thoughts everything treated ive many in outpatient programs always get better little while new medicine changes work many years therapist great see breaks months time summer oncampus therapy garbage insurance military places accept it feel like lost cause really want die yet think semester over feel hopeless pathetic stupid much look forward many reasons live grateful opportunity go school covered financially hardly get bed let alone go class dying means worry sounds ideal right now im tired worrying anyone else feel way cope motivate keep going
me siento como un inútil amp desesperanza idiotaim tres años universidad todavía duda de mí mismo clases cada vez más difícil progreso mayor saber quiero mentalidad horrible ver graduarse poca esperanza yo mismoim lejos detrás ayuda se siente como enfermo para siempre historia depresión ansiedad ocd pensamientos suicidas todo tratado ive muchos en programas ambulatorios siempre mejoran poco mientras que los nuevos cambios de medicina trabajan muchos años terapeuta grande ver descansos meses tiempo verano oncampus terapia seguro de basura lugares militares aceptar que se siente como perdido causa realmente quiero morir sin embargo pensar semestre sobre se siente desesperado patético estúpido mucho mirar hacia adelante muchas razones vivir oportunidad agradecida ir a la escuela cubierta financieramente y mucho menos ir a la cama clase morir significa preocuparse suena ideal ahora mismo estoy cansado preocuparse cualquier otro sentir manera de hacer frente motivación seguir adelante