going new school th grade fall terrified get bullied wherever go private school public school international school wherever transfer to matter always isolated labelled loser school bc covid given break school year experiencing graceful one year think could go back enduring high redflag redflag get see faces people treat like trash want to desperately want to thing scares even think bullying ostracizing stop even finish high school clearly problem lies within me cannot fix myself right future looks like life getting stepped used wherever go dreadful would rather live even courage kill myself sad sick living like this sick way out sick people around give shit feelings alli tired alone ridiculous even make effort making people feel better expect cared loved return nothing say sick people caring feelings also care theirs crazy crazy selfish am want deal anymore terrified go back school
going new school th grade fall terrified get bullied wherever go private school public school international school wherever transfer to matter always isolated labelled loser school bc covid given break school year experiencing graceful one year think could go back enduring high redflag redflag get see faces people treat like trash want to desperately want to thing scares even think bullying ostracizing stop even finish high school clearly problem lies within me cannot fix myself right future looks like life getting stepped used wherever go dreadful would rather live even courage kill myself sad sick living like this sick way out sick people around give shit feelings alli tired alone ridiculous even make effort making people feel better expect cared loved return nothing say sick people caring feelings also care theirs crazy crazy selfish am want deal anymore terrified go back school
ir a la nueva escuela en el curso de otoño aterrorizado ser acosado dondequiera que vaya a la escuela privada escuela pública escuela internacional donde sea traslado a materia siempre aislado etiquetado perdedor escuela bc covid dado descanso año escolar experimentar elegante un año pensar podría volver aguantando alto bandera roja bandera roja conseguir ver caras la gente trata como basura quiere desesperadamente querer cosa miedos incluso pensar bullying ostracizing dejar incluso terminar secundaria claramente problema miente dentro de mí no puede arreglarme derecho futuro parece que la vida se ha escalonado donde quiera que vaya terrible preferiría vivir incluso el valor me mataría triste enfermo vivir como esta mala manera de salir la gente enferma dar mierda sentimientos alli cansado solo ridículo incluso hacer esfuerzo hacer que la gente se sienta mejor cuidado querido retorno nada dicen enfermos personas que se preocupan sentimientos también cuidar de su loco loco egoísta am quiero trato más aterrorizado volver a la escuela