know whats wrong me need help desire kill myself often moments seems like viable desirable option preface let say always strange self esteem issue friends family self esteem high truly hate human often go self hate benders last night long involve compiling reasons care hate ass death would positive thing worst part is reason upset reason hate bad rather persistent bullies elementary school even remember well guess started believe time became part am  time fine love life love everything one percent hate point think would benefit end existence tonight girlfriend long discussion it said could bipolar currently studying psychology this first year college idea weather true girlfriend amazing person life says self hate hurting loves much makes hate more question need professional help think get own  male helps thanks advance read rules posting would like clarify want know fine people think need psychiatric help edit forgot mention something important self hate benders usually beat ever loving shit myself blame tripping something stupid one time sibling mentioned weight issue im even fat slightly weight  went self hate mode carved word fat onto stomach knife
know whats wrong me need help desire kill myself often moments seems like viable desirable option preface let say always strange self esteem issue friends family self esteem high truly hate human often go self hate benders last night long involve compiling reasons care hate ass death would positive thing worst part is reason upset reason hate bad rather persistent bullies elementary school even remember well guess started believe time became part am time fine love life love everything one percent hate point think would benefit end existence tonight girlfriend long discussion it said could bipolar currently studying psychology this first year college idea weather true girlfriend amazing person life says self hate hurting loves much makes hate more question need professional help think get own male helps thanks advance read rules posting would like clarify want know fine people think need psychiatric help edit forgot mention something important self hate benders usually beat ever loving shit myself blame tripping something stupid one time sibling mentioned weight issue im even fat slightly weight went self hate mode carved word fat onto stomach knife
Sé lo que está mal me necesita ayuda deseo me mata a menudo los momentos parece viable deseable opción prefacio dejar decir siempre extraño auto estima amigos familia autoestima alta odio humano a menudo ir a sí mismo odio dobladores anoche largo involucrar la compilación de razones cuidado odio culo muerte cosa positiva peor parte es razón molesta razón odio malo bastante persistente matón escuela primaria incluso recordar bien conjetura comenzó a creer tiempo se convirtió en parte a tiempo bien amor vida amor todo uno por ciento punto de odio pensar en beneficio final existencia esta noche novia larga discusión dijo podría bipolar actualmente estudio psicología este primer año universidad idea tiempo verdadera novia increíble persona vida dice auto odio ama mucho hace más pregunta necesidad de ayuda profesional pensar conseguir propio hombre ayuda gracias leyó normas como claro quiere saber gente buena piensa que necesitan edición psiquiatría olvidarme mencionar algo importante ego odio dobladores generalmente golpear siempre amante mierda culpa tropezar algo estúpido una vez hermanado problema de peso mencionado im incluso grasa leve peso fue autoestima odio modo palabra tallada grasa en cuchillo estómago