feeling guiltymy parents middle divorce theyve separated long time live mom ptsd living dad whole personality changed it stressed feel like telling want die for millionth time would make feel worse would much easier leave silently dad good health insurance golly sure wish last fee hed ever pay cremation burial ive financial emotional drain since baby sit night fighting myself should go get pills rope eventually pass thinking it get yelled everything sit there screaming silently cant see much im hurting whenever say much pain im alive get brushed told you could worse wish worse could justify feeling way live constantly disassociating yelled at misunderstood cant deal anymore everything ready thats left willpower sorry long post
feeling guiltymy parents middle divorce theyve separated long time live mom ptsd living dad whole personality changedit stressed feel like telling want die for millionth time would make feel worse would much easier leave silently dad good health insurance golly sure wish last fee hed ever pay cremation burial ive financial emotional drain since baby sit night fighting myself should go get pills rope eventually pass thinking it get yelled everything sit there screaming silently cant see much im hurting whenever say much painim alive get brushed told you could worse wish worse could justify feeling way live constantly disassociating yelled at misunderstood cant deal anymore everything ready thats left willpower sorry long post
Sentirse culpableMis padres divorcio medio se han separado mucho tiempo vivo mamá ptsd vida papá personalidad entera cambiado se estresó se siente como decir querer morir por millonésima vez haría sentir peor sería mucho más fácil dejar en silencio papá buen seguro de salud golly seguro deseo último precio hed nunca pagar cremación entierro ive financiera emocional drenaje ya que baby sent noche luchar yo mismo debería ir conseguir píldoras cuerda pase finalmente pensando que se grita todo allí gritando silenciosamente no puedo ver mucho im dolor cada vez que dicen mucho dolorim vivo conseguir cepillado te dicen peor deseo peor podría justificar sentir la manera de vivir constantemente desasociarse gritado en mal entendido no puede tratar más todo listo que izquierda fuerza de voluntad lo siento largo post