missed  weeks classes depressionsuicidal thoughts  told im going suspended whats pointi switch anxiety medication weeks ago new one got put lowest ive ever been constant panic attacks depressed suicidal first time life almost ended it talked doctor scheduled multiple therapy visits  weeks later im lot better time missed  classes  times  classes  times managed pull bed classes first days even get bed therapist told talk adviser campus did told today since im failing  classes absences already academic probation im going suspended said since still went class days qualify medical withdrawal broken leg could excuse her actual words exactly something former suicidal person wants hear hurt get excuse feel like total loser hopeless now told write letter what better next time wait committee decide come back even wont eligible financial aid anymore community college cant even afford that feel terrible like efforts get better useless
missed weeks classes depressionsuicidal thoughts told im going suspended whats pointi switch anxiety medication weeks ago new one got put lowest ive ever been constant panic attacks depressed suicidal first time life almost ended it talked doctor scheduled multiple therapy visits weeks later im lot better time missed classes times classes times managed pull bed classes first days even get bed therapist told talk adviser campus did told today since im failing classes absences already academic probation im going suspended said since still went class days qualify medical withdrawal broken leg could excuse her actual words exactly something former suicidal person wants hear hurt get excuse feel like total loser hopeless now told write letter what better next time wait committee decide come back even wont eligible financial aid anymore community college cant even afford that feel terrible like efforts get better useless
semanas perdidas clases depresiónsuicidal pensamientos dijo im va suspendido whats pointi cambio ansiedad medicamentos semanas hace nuevo uno consiguió poner más bajo ive nunca ha sido ataques de pánico constantes suicidas primera vida casi terminó habla doctor programado múltiples visitas de terapia semanas más tarde im mucho mejor tiempo faltado horas de clases horas administradas tirar clases primero días incluso conseguir terapia de cama dijo hablar asesor campus dijo hoy desde im fracaso clases ausencias ya la libertad condicional académica im va suspendida dijo desde todavía se fue días de clase calificar retiro médico pierna rota podría excusar sus palabras reales exactamente algo ex persona suicida quiere oír daño conseguir excusa se siente como perdedor total ahora dijo carta de escribir lo mejor la próxima vez comité de espera decidir volver incluso no elegible ayuda financiera más universidad comunitaria no puede permitirse incluso que se siente terrible como esfuerzos conseguir mejor inútil