thought fought past turns im right back again risk dragging someone else meits since ive use throwaway quite happy fact guys awesome last time got back feet couple months intense motivation living you choice comes emotions moods deal amazing stopped meds happened thought headed recovery merits suppose partly correct back story pretty bad childhood often left alone so deal lot abandonment issues adult abused sexually mentally depression start  years that  years old nan who raised lived time died pretty bad bad would leave room days weeks one time months time mum powerless depression long term deal one top hers never finished school this now back present managed find amazing lady girlfriend lives  hours away by train go see  days off im happy distance weve going  months cant really anything that real problem is know real qualifications working dead end retail job  years know confidence could make pretty good manager want work retail rest life know change that know start id love something it even answering phones deal peoples problems i anyway people right front me know start ive applying jobs require previous experience hearing back really starting get me feel trapped helpless im falling familiar dark place almost claimed fear try soon im really scared im gonna fall time able get back again really want things going head live country family one go advice guidance desperately need feel alone want take easiest way out please help me
thought fought past turns im right back again risk dragging someone else meits since ive use throwaway quite happy fact guys awesome last time got back feet couple months intense motivation living you choice comes emotions moods deal amazing stopped meds happened thought headed recovery merits suppose partly correct back story pretty bad childhood often left alone so deal lot abandonment issues adult abused sexually mentally depression start years that years old nan who raised lived time died pretty bad bad would leave room days weeks one time months time mum powerless depression long term deal one top hers never finished school this now back present managed find amazing lady girlfriend lives hours away by train go see days offim happy distance weve going months cant really anything that real problem is know real qualifications working dead end retail job years know confidence could make pretty good manager want work retail rest life know change that know start id love something it even answering phones deal peoples problemsi anyway people right front me know start ive applying jobs require previous experience hearing back really starting get me feel trapped helpless im falling familiar dark place almost claimed fear try soon im really scared im gonna fall time able get back again really want things going head live country family one go advice guidance desperately need feel alone want take easiest way out please help me
pensamiento luchado pasado vueltas im espalda otra vez riesgo arrastrando a alguien más meits desde ive use throwaway bastante feliz hecho chicos impresionante última vez volvió pies par meses intensa motivación vivir elección viene emociones humores trato increíble paró meds ocurrió pensamiento cabeza recuperación méritos suponer parte correcta historia bastante mala infancia a menudo dejado solo tan mucho abandono problemas adulto abusado sexualmente depresión comienza años que años de edad nan que creció tiempo vivido murió bastante mal mal dejaría habitación días semanas una vez meses tiempo madre impotencia depresión largo plazo acuerdo uno top ella nunca terminó escuela este ahora back presente manejado encontrar increíble novia vive horas de distancia en tren ir ver días offim feliz distancia nos vamos meses no puede realmente cualquier cosa que el problema real es saber cualificaciones reales trabajar callejón sin salida trabajo años saber confianza podría hacer bastante buen gerente quiere trabajo comercio descanso vida saber cambio saber empezar id amor algo incluso responder teléfonos trata personas problemasi de todos modos la gente de frente saber ive aplicación de trabajos requieren experiencia previa audición volver realmente volver