sorry bother youi usually things like want get know else say it reason im alive father raised belief selfish people kill made terrified selfish tried kill college got really drunk took bottle sleeping pills slept days desperate sleep woke morning realized id done sad still alive loving family good friends wonderful partners live away them hate live im  minutes away partners id love live boyfriend want to pay  per month apartment hate two roommates stopped liking found polyamorous think gross gossip diseases im barely making enough rent ive trying find new place live costs less scary areas im heartbroken man im living stupid city take although im also aware selfish makes makes hate myself job hated left freelance working  hours per day try make ends meet im constantly sad tired feel like every day same im sure im still around for im failing everything anyways im failing life keep going remember id selfish kill cry every morning every night miss family miss best friends want feel home place first time years once im tired
sorry bother youi usually things like want get know else say it reason im alive father raised belief selfish people kill made terrified selfish tried kill college got really drunk took bottle sleeping pills slept days desperate sleep woke morning realized id done sad still alive loving family good friends wonderful partners live away them hate liveim minutes away partners id love live boyfriend want to pay per month apartment hate two roommates stopped liking found polyamorous think gross gossip diseases im barely making enough rent ive trying find new place live costs less scary areas im heartbrokenman im living stupid city take although im also aware selfish makes makes hate myself job hated left freelance working hours per day try make ends meet im constantly sad tired feel like every day sameim sure im still around for im failing everything anyways im failing life keep going remember id selfish kill cry every morning every night miss family miss best friends want feel home place first time years once im tired
Lo siento molestarte cosas como querer llegar a saber más decir que razón i vivo padre criado creencia egoísta matar gente aterrorizado egoísta intentar matar universidad se emborrachó realmente tomó botella pastillas dormir sueño días sueño desesperado dormir la mañana se dio cuenta id hecho triste todavía vivo amor familia buenos amigos maravillosos socios viven lejos ellos odio vivaim minutos lejos socios id amor vivo novio quiere pagar por mes apartamento odio dos compañeros de piso dejó de gustar encontrado poliamoroso pensar enfermedades de chismes brutos i apenas hacer suficiente alquiler i i i tratar de encontrar nuevo lugar en vivo cuesta menos miedo zonas im corazón roto im vivir estúpido ciudad tomar aunque im consciente hace odio yo mismo trabajo odiado dejar trabajo independiente horas de trabajo por día tratar de llegar a fin de cuentas im constantemente triste sentir como todos los días sameim seguro im todavía alrededor para im fallar todo de todos modos im fallo vida seguir recordando id egoísta matar llorar cada mañana cada noche falta familia mejores amigos quieren sentirse en casa lugar primera vez im cansado