im aloneso know im suicidal im definitely feeling self destructive kind long story ill try ramble guaruntees  months ago got fired job everybody promised try make feel better imediately started talking problems including girl ive head heels love years well call a telling new guy shed seeing dick dated like  months year ago never really got her days later nobody really even tried talk whats going life like forgot me would play fortnite together every often chat nobody really even talked me got new job people incredibly verbally abusive me started going back college stress really getting every chance escape stress disappeared thin air last second last hope little stand alone date suggested well started dating new guy well call t go way back dated last year due drama as life basically cut out destroyed spent almost entire past year helping feel better it wanted back also best friend hate see depressed eventally started get t started seem like old self weeks ago comes back starts getting close again insisted theyre friends still worried cut labor day weekend really good mood decided ask stand alone date said maybe knew immediately making happy asked het date started telling bad idea was never seen go dark place willing admit im jealous also concerned well being last night feeling really dumps drunk saw online xbox send party invite sends text sorry about brought xbox date morning saw online again opened messages sent last night before knew date friends all assume stayed night immediately got jealous upset again im feeling whirlwind emotions first even know stay last night know matter want happy also cant help sad want find happiness me im terrified gonna get heart broken again also terrified wont know feels way her worst case scenario gets heart broken help pick peices best case finds happiness end watching relationship always wanted girl dreams know sound like incel im not understand friend entitle anything know want me theres nothing do hurts none friends talk much sometimes actually tell theyre hanging without me one least pretends care best friend girl dreams hate im jealous upset even though genuinely want happy cut life ill nobody talk to im stuck knows long im stuck rock hard place help women even give time day need help im sorry long just need talk somebody tldr life started going bad exgirlfriend girl dreams dating guy ruined love love life friends even remotely close her
im aloneso knowim suicidal im definitely feeling self destructive kind long story ill try ramble guaruntees months ago got fired job everybody promised try make feel better imediately started talking problems including girl ive head heels love years well call a telling new guy shed seeing dick dated like months year ago never really got her days later nobody really even tried talk whats going life like forgot me would play fortnite together every often chat nobody really even talked me got new job people incredibly verbally abusive me started going back college stress really getting every chance escape stress disappeared thin air last second last hope little stand alone date suggested well started dating new guy well call t go way back dated last year due drama as life basically cut out destroyed spent almost entire past year helping feel better it wanted back also best friend hate see depressed eventally started get t started seem like old self weeks ago comes back starts getting close again insisted theyre friends still worried cut labor day weekend really good mood decided ask stand alone date said maybe knew immediately making happy asked het date started telling bad idea was never seen go dark place willing admit im jealous also concerned well being last night feeling really dumps drunk saw online xbox send party invite sends text sorry about brought xbox date morning saw online again opened messages sent last night before knew date friends all assume stayed night immediately got jealous upset again im feeling whirlwind emotions first even know stay last night know matter want happy also cant help sad want find happiness me im terrified gonna get heart broken again also terrified wont know feels way her worst case scenario gets heart broken help pick peices best case finds happiness end watching relationship always wanted girl dreams know sound like incel im not understand friend entitle anything know want me theres nothing do hurts none friends talk much sometimes actually tell theyre hanging without me one least pretends care best friend girl dreams hate im jealous upset even though genuinely want happy cut life ill nobody talk to im stuck knows long im stuck rock hard place help women even give time day need help im sorry long just need talk somebody tldr life started going bad exgirlfriend girl dreams dating guy ruined love love life friends even remotely close her
Im aloneso knowim suicida Im definitivamente sentirse autodestructivo tipo larga historia mal intento divagar guaranties hace meses me despidieron trabajo todo el mundo prometió tratar de sentirse mejor inmediatamente comenzó a hablar de problemas incluyendo chica ive tacones amor años bien llamar a un nuevo chico contar ver ver polla fechado como meses hace nunca realmente consiguió días después nadie realmente trató de hablar lo que va la vida como me olvidó jugar fuerte juntos cada charla a menudo nadie realmente me habló me consiguió nuevo trabajo gente increíblemente verbalmente abusivo