im wellim thinking killing time im severely mentally ill ive lost therapist friends job leave apartment medications working appointment see psychiatrist next wednesday spontaneously wrapped vacuum cleaner cord around throat pulled tight get sensation asphyxiation lot sleeping pills keep thinking downing lot alcohol duct taping mouth shut hoping id pass vomit choke unconscious access gun id shoot head right without hesitation
im wellim thinking killing time im severely mentally ill ive lost therapist friends job leave apartment medications working appointment see psychiatrist next wednesday spontaneously wrapped vacuum cleaner cord around throat pulled tight get sensation asphyxiation lot sleeping pills keep thinking downing lot alcohol duct taping mouth shut hoping id pass vomit choke unconscious access gun id shoot head right without hesitation
im wellim pensar matar tiempo im gravemente enfermo mental ive perdido terapeuta amigos trabajo dejar apartamento medicamentos trabajo cita ver psiquiatra siguiente miércoles espontáneamente envuelto cordón aspiradora alrededor de la garganta apretado conseguir sensación asfixia lote pastillas para dormir seguir pensando downing lote alcohol conducto taping boca con la esperanza de id pase vómito ahogarse inconsciente acceso pistola id disparar cabeza derecho sin dudarlo