cant take more agony killing long story short  so name alfred florin suffering ocd  pure  since   now young age shook hands ocd anxiety problems big deal present   days would go away without huge effort   sickness struck hard felt presence hard like possession  get let continue story  first ocd encounter stepped guys foot  guess may wondering whats wrong means well romania urban myth goes like this step someones foot person step back mother dies well many people around cause mayor elecrion day stepped guys foot figure went cause happened fast disappeared crowd instant well got home thought fact mom could dead cause stepped guy foot really scared anything  little worried know stupid even  year old  yeah well  guess  hours passed started thinking obsessive way mom die etc  bad thoughts  chest started burning everything would say fight back get believe real started crying pain made feel like life ruined  well passed really soon  guess next day kind ok tell anyone it experience  till age  various exeperiences like one bother long run let give examples  thinking biomechanics repetitive body movements  stop felt like hit right spot movement right one    sae really fcked thing website  soup made fetus well saw mind started telling would enjoy would like eat  stop imagining eating even though hated images  pure hell cause religious person made feel like let god   whenever would go church would imagine jesus mary sex stop thinking would get images mind movies would leave church feeling like crap made feel like bad person actually crippled thoughts went really fast affect life long run repeat   periods would feel bad depressed felt ache chest like soul hurt chest  really emotional sudden would get scared easily cry really fast let talk abot age  friend  believe jesus  would argue day long religous stuff  explaining thing every single day   hours day  every damn day caused lot stress really wanted help felt like duty stop tears  help god well one day sitting computer one questions god popped head tried answer get answer right seesrched google saw different responses guess what single answer made feel ok felt thirst truth next  minutes chest lighted little little pain getting stronger  searching searching answer guess  question transformed  questions per secondin mind felt tornado questions making soul brain hurt like thing world  day spent wandering streets cause sit still chest soul fire mind full questions  walking like mad man looking straight nothingness walking trying give answer questions slowly strating realize going hell cause started doubting god works made chest explode bursted tears biggest badeest panick attack ever experienced  first   mom came home work keep telling soul aches know  distressed situation thinking teenage thing pass  nightime came pain question king gone omnipresent  bed disaster  got knees prayed like tomorrow end days next day thing happened  got point sleep mom listen radio night long day long hear brain telling going hell images burning hell glued mind soul well went like  months father came home abroad went psychiatrist thing went ok  psychiatrist care took  years understand wrong seeing  gave pills  years never therapy fear leaving treatment behind leaving psychiatrist cause thought one would understand continued  years  fifth year pils  seeing psychiatrist etc  seeing psychiatrist everything bad bearable  life shit could cope   years branches ocd  hocd  fobias  religious ocd  blah blah  guess tasted it hocd wrecked life went like champ last year  fifth met laura new ocd chapter began retroacrive jealousy primary enemy now like dont scars ocd episodes  still depreseed angry full pain met one thing t hopeless  hope would get better  met march different  sexual really colorful sexual experiences seamed slutty talking sexual past black men life cheated ex cause horny stuff kissed one night saw something  something special even talked like like person  funny nice personality toghether one day stop thinking men talked  ocd started kicking   months reltionship ocd came ruined us way  unabe please sexualy unable kiss  got point wanted break it  inch  got kind ok  good  ok well toghether  getting ready exam august found put cheated june ex  alin  several times month talking time guess started talking april  found  august  forgave strict month  would understand wrong wrecked relationship  period anger lighted  ai started talking ex  nothing romantic  random talk touch anything  stopped talking middle september cause feel like anger good need forgive  well everthing went really good found club one night date  september went best friend recently got relationship  guess  dude cheated ex alin with called paul  went club paul best friend andreea teodor  dude wich seeing relationship ex night got drunk  drugs asked teodor   stop seeing eachother   left asked  leaving crazies  paul andreea     end night spitted dude cause intervened shouting paul wants fight laura said  fight  spitted  teodor said laura asked come back take back home chill said true lied many things know believe forgave night ocd started wrecking life after found  contacted ex slept put anger  twice regret feel anything  laura found got  problem ok new start though trust like time ago stop asking questions details past cheating how   minor details  anything  get answer  feel better hour kicks stop getting mental movies images hearing things man  ablut teodor  alin  paul  etc really need get back track seems really hard told order work need stop talking men  going club  stol stop etc  right    go specialist really cares please help  every word matters please tell relationship worth anything  would forgive  would  cant stop getting images brain tells betrayed twice alin twice night club good enough self esteem wrecked  cant even go walk cause everytime do see someone muscular attractive way ocd teels girlfriend like cause better  look admires him ai get really jealous lock shell sometimes feel like like little wounded boy wants understood loved hard live really plastic harsh world nobody cares feeling chase money like hell sorry grammar mistakes spot well thanks reading
cant take more agony killing long story short so name alfred florin suffering ocd pure since now young age shook hands ocd anxiety problems big deal present days would go away without huge effort sickness struck hard felt presence hard like possession get let continue story first ocd encounter stepped guys foot guess may wondering whats wrong means well romania urban myth goes like this step someones foot person step back mother dies well many people around cause mayor elecrion day stepped guys foot figure went cause happened fast disappeared crowd instant well got home thought fact mom could dead cause stepped guy foot really scared anything little worried know stupid even year oldyeah well guess hours passed started thinking obsessive way mom die etc bad thoughts chest started burning everything would say fight back get believe real started crying pain made feel like life ruined well passed really soon guess next day kind ok tell anyone it experience till age various exeperiences like one bother long run let give examples thinking biomechanics repetitive body movements stop felt like hit right spot movement right one sae really fcked thing website soup made fetus well saw mind started telling would enjoy would like eat stop imagining eating even though hated images pure hell cause religious person made feel like let god whenever would go church would imagine jesus mary sex stop thinking would get images mind movies would leave church feeling like crap made feel like bad person actually crippled thoughts went really fast affect life long run repeat periods would feel bad depressed felt ache chest like soul hurt chest really emotional sudden would get scared easily cry really fast let talk abot age friend believe jesus would argue day long religous stuff explaining thing every single day hours day every damn day caused lot stress really wanted help felt like duty stop tears help god well one day sitting computer one questions god popped head tried answer get answer right seesrched google saw different responses guess what single answer made feel ok felt thirst truth next minutes chest lighted little little pain getting stronger searching searching answer guess question transformed questions per secondin mind felt tornado questions making soul brain hurt like thing world day spent wandering streets cause sit still chest soul fire mind full questions walking like mad man looking straight nothingness walking trying give answer questions slowly strating realize going hell cause started doubting god works made chest explode bursted tears biggest badeest panick attack ever experienced first mom came home work keep telling soul aches know distressed situation thinking teenage thing pass nightime came pain question king gone omnipresent bed disaster got knees prayed like tomorrow end days next day thing happened got point sleep mom listen radio night long day long hear brain telling going hell images burning hell glued mind soul well went like months father came home abroad went psychiatrist thing went ok psychiatrist care took years understand wrong seeing gave pills years never therapy fear leaving treatment behind leaving psychiatrist cause thought one would understand continued years fifth year pils seeing psychiatrist etc seeing psychiatrist everything bad bearable life shit could cope years branches ocd hocd fobias religious ocd blah blah guess tasted it hocd wrecked life went like champ last year fifth met laura new ocd chapter began retroacrive jealousy primary enemy now like dont scars ocd episodes still depreseed angry full pain met one thing t hopeless hope would get better met march different sexual really colorful sexual experiences seamed slutty talking sexual past black men life cheated ex cause horny stuff kissed one night saw something something special even talked like like person funny nice personality toghether one day stop thinking men talked ocd started kicking months reltionship ocd came ruined us way unabe please sexualy unable kiss got point wanted break it inch got kind ok good ok well toghether getting ready exam august found put cheated june ex alin several times month talking time guess started talking april found august forgave strict month would understand wrong wrecked relationship period anger lighted ai started talking ex nothing romantic random talk touch anything stopped talking middle september cause feel like anger good need forgive well everthing went really good found club one night date september went best friend recently got relationship guess dude cheated ex alin with called paul went club paul best friend andreea teodor dude wich seeing relationship ex night got drunk drugs asked teodor stop seeing eachother left asked leaving crazies paul andreea end night spitted dude cause intervened shouting paul wants fight laura said fight spitted teodor said laura asked come back take back home chill said true lied many things know believe forgave night ocd started wrecking life after found contacted ex slept put anger twice regret feel anything laura found got problem ok new start though trust like time ago stop asking questions details past cheating how minor details anything get answer feel better hour kicks stop getting mental movies images hearing things man ablut teodor alin paul etc really need get back track seems really hard told order work need stop talking men going club stol stop etc right go specialist really cares please help every word matters please tell relationship worth anything would forgive would cant stop getting images brain tells betrayed twice alin twice night club good enough self esteem wrecked cant even go walk cause everytime do see someone muscular attractive way ocd teels girlfriend like cause better look admires him ai get really jealous lock shell sometimes feel like like little wounded boy wants understood loved hard live really plastic harsh world nobody cares feeling chase money like hell sorry grammar mistakes spot well thanks reading
No puedo tomar más agonía matando larga historia corta tan nombre florín alfredo sufrimiento ocd puro ya que ahora edad joven sacudió las manos problemas de ansiedad ocd gran cosa hoy día se iría sin gran esfuerzo enfermedad golpeó dura presencia sentido duro como la posesión conseguir dejar continuar historia primer ocd encuentro escalonado chicos pie conjeturar puede preguntarse lo que significa mal bien romania mito urbano va como este paso alguien pie persona paso atrás madre muere bien mucha gente alrededor causa alcalde elecrion día escalonado chicos pie figura fue causa sucedió rápido desaparición multitud instante bien llegó a casa pensamiento hecho mamá podría morir pie escalonado realmente asustado cualquier poco preocupado sabe estúpido incluso año oldyeah bien supongo horas pasaron comenzaron a pensar obsesive manera mamá morir etc malos pensamientos pecho comenzó a quemar todo diría lucha volver a creer real llorar dolor hecho sentir como la vida bien pasado muy pronto adivinar tipo día siguiente