well im optionswent college immature so flunked  courses since nd year first year great girlfriend time hyper organized life wanted impress busted ass thats last time ever saw  found bed summer roommate crushed me obviously left that losing source organization created disastrous consequences moved friend classes far away school figured great well go morning together keep focused unfortunately didnt give  fucks school started skipping well without car  minute bus ride best days bad weather started skip well knew leave couldnt get job better minimum wage dont car considered militaryafnavy time im flunk another  course week im finish th year gpa still  credits shy finishing degree fucking hate degree busy depressed anything productive it im stuck irredeemable grade field want nothing finance got get wrong used find market exciting accounting makes want blow head accounting used know with supposed able anything  iq clearly anymore varsity captain  high school sports teams multiple stateprovincial championships finished top  national math contests got  sats without studying world oyster caveat bad case adhd dad always paid things for necessities ive job support myselfliving arrangements since ive  hes great guy love dearly never around saw maybe  days per month significant mother chronically depressed bipolar disorder career failure and might even smarter me  spent childhood mom bed  pm point would grab bunch food sit front tv learn cook meals  year old reason werent even poor thanks divorce settlement incredibly emotionally abusive whole life growing up didnt want anything like her way embarrass ever friends would always stacks dirty food containers everywhere shed go days sometimes weeks without showering really emotionally stunted me always felt inferior kids matter good life was super glad picked traits anyway except treat people thats one thing thats different got involved stupid people started drugs way escaping problems instead dealing mostly pot cocaine things too got clean start year little late clear mind enough realize fucked am im way behind peers even though supposed biggest potential them cant imagine bigger letdown dad siblings friends already been gone military  gotten head straight learned goddamn functional human being im turning   degree worst transcript youve ever seen life no actually like  fs  ws actually going drop start year exactly that getting good enough shape slipped  vertebrae lead darkest depression yet medical history depression inability pass fitness test thats completely ruled out hindsight think would loved pilot move time would great me kind like small group known colleagues better big group office worker anyway ruled too im little old pursuing commercial pilot  especially consider cost since said cant even enlist regular forces let alone highly competitor pilot program medical situation dqs me even got job hilariously bad transcript know wouldnt enjoy chosen field ive done internships school clearly isnt answer im able apply anyway wont able get loan anyway im completely fucked destined spend next decade life earning less  someone potential earning wouldnt tough pill swallow actually liked doing dont conclusion ive got point id much rather dead alive wasting anymore peoples time effort world doesnt need anymore brilliant losers health massively deteriorated point prime physical attributes gone still coordinated scared heights etc im weak shit slow shit shit cardio always pain back chirophysio didnt shit best friend murdered years ago think set spiral self destruction ill never know sure know im ready end
well im optionswent college immature so flunked courses since nd year first year great girlfriend time hyper organized life wanted impress busted ass thats last time ever saw found bed summer roommate crushed me obviously left that losing source organization created disastrous consequences moved friend classes far away school figured greatwell go morning together keep focused unfortunately didnt give fucks school started skipping well without car minute bus ride best days bad weather started skip well knew leave couldnt get job better minimum wage dont car considered militaryafnavy time im flunk another course week im finish th year gpa still credits shy finishing degree fucking hate degree busy depressed anything productive it im stuck irredeemable grade field want nothing finance got get wrong used find market exciting accounting makes want blow head accounting used know with supposed able anything iq clearly anymore varsity captain high school sports teams multiple stateprovincial championships finished top national math contests got sats without studying world oyster caveat bad case adhd dad always paid things for necessities ive job support myselfliving arrangements since ive hes great guy love dearly never around saw maybe days per month significant mother chronically depressed bipolar disorder career failure and might even smarter me spent childhood mom bed pm point would grab bunch food sit front tv learn cook meals year old reason werent even poor thanks divorce settlement incredibly emotionally abusive whole life growing up didnt want anything like her way embarrass ever friends would always stacks dirty food containers everywhere shed go days sometimes weeks without showering really emotionally stunted me always felt inferior kids matter good life was super glad picked traits anyway except treat people thats one thing thats different got involved stupid people started drugs way escaping problems instead dealing mostly pot cocaine things too got clean start year little late clear mind enough realize fucked am im way behind peers even though supposed biggest potential them cant imagine bigger letdown dad siblings friends already been gone military gotten head straight learned goddamn functional human being im turning degree worst transcript youve ever seen life no actually like fs ws actually going drop start year exactly that getting good enough shape slipped vertebrae lead darkest depression yet medical history depression inability pass fitness test thats completely ruled out hindsight think would loved pilot move time would great me kind like small group known colleagues better big group office worker anyway ruled too im little old pursuing commercial pilot especially consider cost since said cant even enlist regular forces let alone highly competitor pilot program medical situation dqs me even got job hilariously bad transcript know wouldnt enjoy chosen field ive done internships school clearly isnt answer im able apply anyway wont able get loan anyway im completely fucked destined spend next decade life earning less someone potential earning wouldnt tough pill swallow actually liked doing dont conclusion ive got point id much rather dead alive wasting anymore peoples time effort world doesnt need anymore brilliant losers health massively deteriorated point prime physical attributes gone still coordinated scared heights etc im weak shit slow shit shit cardio always pain back chirophysio didnt shit best friend murdered years ago think set spiral self destruction ill never know sure know im ready end
Bueno im optionswen college inmaduro tan reprobado cursos desde el primer año gran novia tiempo hiper organizada vida quería impresionar culo roto que la última vez que vio encontrar cama compañero de cuarto de verano me aplastó obviamente dejó que perder organización fuente creado consecuencias desastrosas movió clases amigos lejos escuela imaginó gran bien ir juntos mañana mantener centrados por desgracia no dio mierdas escuela comenzó a saltar bien sin coche minuto viaje en autobús mejores días mal tiempo comenzó saltar bien sabido leave no podía conseguir trabajo mejor salario mínimo no coche considerado militarafnavy tiempo im fracaso otro curso semana im find th año gpa todavía créditos tímido grado final puto odio grado ocupado depresión cualquier cosa productivo