almost committed facility tonight willi got home terrifying strange day intense panic attacks triggered confrontations others problem morning spiked worry obsession spiral im unfortunately growing know well went facility behavioral medicine looking web site thinking looked like promising place get direction counseling medication needed brought wife me went room asked lot pretty generic questions tried honest possible could get help would best me answered questions ways apparently red flags asked wished dead made comment feel way sometimes desire kill myself opinion life worst indifferent next asked front wife knew would kill myself started crying said care question kept asking ask wife leave asked clarification said if going kill today know would it cried bizarre hypothetical told thought car garage would easiest way asked so thats planned do said no asked would if would it apparently enough red flags start threatening hold me even go help suicidal thoughts made cry scared ive scared long time whole thing incredibly bizarre took recommendation doctor said panic attacks threat myself incredibly relieved somehow saw intent answers clearly despite interpretations anyways left abnormal amount questions people supposed get help genuinely scared hurting knowing honesty get locked up normal legal placed facility will importantly anxiety issues escalated abnormal level chest tight im afraid feel safe feel like chance keep ever return go help im risk myself really thought subreddit would knowledgeable
almost committed facility tonight willi got home terrifying strange day intense panic attacks triggered confrontations others problem morning spiked worry obsession spiral im unfortunately growing know well went facility behavioral medicine looking web site thinking looked like promising place get direction counseling medication needed brought wife me went room asked lot pretty generic questions tried honest possible could get help would best me answered questions ways apparently red flags asked wished dead made comment feel way sometimes desire kill myself opinion life worst indifferent next asked front wife knew would kill myself started crying said care question kept asking ask wife leave asked clarification said if going kill today know would it cried bizarre hypothetical told thought car garage would easiest way asked so thats planned do said no asked would if would it apparently enough red flags start threatening hold me even go help suicidal thoughts made cry scared ive scared long time whole thing incredibly bizarre took recommendation doctor said panic attacks threat myself incredibly relieved somehow saw intent answers clearly despite interpretations anyways left abnormal amount questions people supposed get help genuinely scared hurting knowing honesty get locked up normal legal placed facility will importantly anxiety issues escalated abnormal level chest tight im afraid feel safe feel like chance keep ever return go help im risk myself really thought subreddit would knowledgeable
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