chemically physically possible things get better me tldr endi got diagnosed severe adhd dream job work recording studio  out work around this moping spent past  years life learning audio technology sound engineering stage work everything inbetween dad forhire bass player years still works av assorted events meeting people networked years deep look music tech work scene like extremely networking heavy entry bar set high significantly luck based maybe   years get established make steady career first several years require  hour weeks full dedication help live oklahoma music scene since s neared end highschool worked hard develop least social skills would need college hit hard nearly killed myself tutoring help they literally told get checked mental disability getting less socially awkward sure becoming lot angrier everything well took advice got tested expecting negative this silly thought nope brain chemically deficient problem medication might enough get college plus give accommodations make easier just even less ready real life workaround adhd music space enough sure maybe could happy life eventually would find something else would give recording studio dream forever wish could it nah im done stupid want part anymore nothing left me tldr adhd means cannot get dream job know learning career  years know cant done im making assumptions one things world actually know stuff about workarounds chances hopes thing happen
chemically physically possible things get better me tldr endi got diagnosed severe adhd dream job work recording studio out work around this moping spent past years life learning audio technology sound engineering stage work everything inbetween dad forhire bass player years still works av assorted events meeting people networked years deep look music tech work scene like extremely networking heavy entry bar set high significantly luck based maybe years get established make steady career first several years require hour weeks full dedication help live oklahoma music scene since s neared end highschool worked hard develop least social skills would need college hit hard nearly killed myself tutoring help they literally told get checked mental disability getting less socially awkward sure becoming lot angrier everything well took advice got tested expecting negative this silly thought nope brain chemically deficient problem medication might enough get college plus give accommodations make easier just even less ready real life workaround adhd music space enough sure maybe could happy life eventually would find something else would give recording studio dream forever wish could it nah im done stupid want part anymore nothing left me tldr adhd means cannot get dream job know learning career years know cant done im making assumptions one things world actually know stuff about workarounds chances hopes thing happen
químicamente físicamente posibles cosas mejoran me tldr endi me diagnosticó severo adhd sueño trabajo trabajo grabación estudio trabajo alrededor de este moping pasado años vida aprendizaje de audio tecnología sonido ingeniería escenario trabajo todo entre papá forhire bajista años todavía funciona av variados eventos reunión personas networked años profundo look música tecnología trabajo escena como extremadamente networking pesada entrada bar alta alta suerte basada tal vez años se establecen hacer carrera estable primero varios años requieren horas semanas dedicación completa ayuda en vivo escena música oklahoma ya que s cercad fin escuela secundaria trabajó duro desarrollo menos habilidades sociales necesitaría universidad golpeado duro casi me mató ayuda tutoría que literalmente le dijeron conseguir comprobado discapacidad mental conseguir menos socialmente incómodo seguro llegar mucho más molesto consejo bien tomado se puso a prueba esperando negativo este tonto pensamiento no cerebro deficiente problema medicación suficiente podría conseguir universidad además dar alojamiento hacer más fácil incluso menos listo real trabajo alrededor de espacio musical adhd bastante seguro tal vez podría feliz vida eventualmente encontrar algo más podría dar grabación estudio sueño para siempre deseo podría