childhood best friend left amp im redflag watch basically grew together ever since moved here terrible childhood step father would always drink call bitch amp threaten me mom never showed cared tell loves me etc importantly ex best friend still alive today would come try cheer would crying wanting attempt time passed things started become weird started getting relationships slowly everything became distant still tried hang wouldnt engage conversations anymore even try like uninterested me think made believe wasnt important me text argument whole situation believes meant different paths said goodbye never made sense chose go different path rather tell feel broke me dont know life anymore friends drink everyday cut desperately hit myself really think wasnt good enough her please help
childhood best friend left amp im redflag watch basically grew together ever since moved here terrible childhood step father would always drink call bitch amp threaten me mom never showed cared tell loves me etc importantly ex best friend still alive today would come try cheer would crying wanting attempt time passed things started become weird started getting relationships slowly everything became distant still tried hang wouldnt engage conversations anymore even try like uninterested me think made believe wasnt important me text argument whole situation believes meant different paths said goodbye never made sense chose go different path rather tell feel broke me dont know life anymore friends drink everyday cut desperately hit myself really think wasnt good enough her please help
infancia mejor amigo izquierda amp im reloj de bandera roja básicamente creció juntos desde que se trasladó aquí terrible infancia paso padre siempre beber llamada perra amp amenazame mamá nunca mostró cuidado cuenta me ama etc importante ex mejor amigo todavía vivo hoy vendría a tratar de alegría llorar quería intento tiempo pasó las cosas comenzaron a ser raro comenzó a tener relaciones lentamente todo se volvió distante todavía intentó colgar no entablar conversaciones más incluso tratar como desinteresado me hizo creer que no era importante texto argumento toda la situación cree que significa diferentes caminos dijo adiós nunca hizo sentido elegido diferente camino más bien decir sentir roto no sé la vida más amigos beber corte desesperadamente me golpeó realmente creo que no era lo suficientemente bueno su por favor ayuda