plans graduationim junior highschool terrifying every day panic attacks manic episodes psychiatrist believe im bipolar therapist does mom agrees psychiatrist make matters worse due recent manic depressive episodes getting stuck mental hospital attempting redflag numerous accounts deep self harm overdosing severely track graduating class im failing im becoming alcoholic im mostly loner honestly want live life lackluster me plans college uni plan alive im completely stuck mortal realm sucks ass do want end life ive failed many redflag attempts already fear ill stuck hospital weeks again cant take anymore maybe ill try something effective want alive want make 
plans graduationim junior highschool terrifying every day panic attacks manic episodes psychiatrist believe im bipolar therapist does mom agrees psychiatrist make matters worsedue recent manic depressive episodes getting stuck mental hospital attempting redflag numerous accounts deep self harm overdosing severely track graduating class im failing im becoming alcoholicim mostly loner honestly want live life lackluster me plans college uni plan aliveim completely stuck mortal realm sucks ass do want end life ive failed many redflag attempts already fear ill stuck hospital weeks again cant take anymore maybe ill try something effective want alive want make
planes de graduaciónim junior school terrorífico cada día ataques de pánico episodios maníacos psiquiatra cree im bipolar terapeuta mamá acepta psiquiatra hacer las cosas peordebido a recientes episodios maníacos depresivos que se atascan hospital mental tratando de rojoflag numerosas cuentas profundo autolesión sobredosificación severamente pista graduarse clase im fracaso im convertirse en alcohólico mayormente solitario quiero vida real falta de lujo me planes universidad uni plan liveim completamente atascado reino mortal chupa culos quiero fin vida ive fracasado muchos intentos de bandera roja ya miedo enfermo hospital atascado semanas de nuevo no puede tomar más mal intentar algo eficaz querer vivo hacer