always felt like would end going redflag think time almost herethe past years life nonstop nightmare nothing punching bag world around me think squeezed extra years numbing drugs dont want keep though become exhausting today figured someone used know pressed charges offhand comment angry nearly year ago know whats gonna happen going stain life ruin part me like everything else does find almost perpetually envy others nothing ever seems come moderation im cripple depressed personality disorder covered scars accidents surgeriesi cant take anymore makes worse go part world watching everyone go along ease listening people talk struggles makes jealous im trying invalidate peoples struggles know people much difficult time am also know however great majority people age dont struggles bad things come justgo like them tackle gonei would give anything that problems arise life seem always take part never get back broken world beaten completely never stood chance always sort expected would go redflag certain it truly finally end rope simply cannot keep up every waking second spent slowly coming terms nothingness waiting me im beginning want embrace it dont feel scared anymore long much tired
always felt like would end going redflag think time almost herethe past years life nonstop nightmare nothing punching bag world around me think squeezed extra years numbing drugs dont want keep though become exhausting today figured someone used know pressed charges offhand comment angry nearly year ago know whats gonna happen going stain life ruin part me like everything else does find almost perpetually envy others nothing ever seems come moderation im cripple depressed personality disorder covered scars accidents surgeriesi cant take anymore makes worse go part world watching everyone go along ease listening people talk struggles makes jealous im trying invalidate peoples struggles know people much difficult time am also know however great majority people age dont struggles bad things come justgo like them tackle gonei would give anything that problems arise life seem always take part never get back broken world beaten completely never stood chance always sort expected would go redflag certain it truly finally end rope simply cannot keep up every waking second spent slowly coming terms nothingness waiting me im beginning want embrace it dont feel scared anymore long much tired
Siempre me sentí como si terminara yendo a la bandera roja pensar tiempo casi aquí los últimos años la vida sin parar pesadilla nada golpeando bolsa mundo alrededor de mí creo años extras adormecido drogas no quiero mantener aunque hoy se convirtió en agotador figura alguien utilizado saber cargos presentados comentario enojado hace casi un año saber lo que va a pasar mancha vida ruina me como todo lo demás encuentra casi perpetua envidia otros nada parece venir moderación im lisiado trastorno de la personalidad deprimido cicatrices cubiertas accidentes cirugías no puedo tomar más cosas peor ir parte mundo ver a todos ir a lo largo de la facilidad escuchar gente hablar luchas hace celos im tratar de invalidar personas luchas sé que la gente mucho difícil tiempo soy también saber sin embargo gran mayoría personas edad no lucha cosas malas vienen sólogo como ellos abordar gooti daría cualquier cosa que problemas surgen vida parece siempre tomar parte nunca volver mundo roto golpeado completamente nunca se puso suerte siempre tipo espera ir redflag seguro realmente final cuerda simplemente no puede mantener hasta cada segundo despierto gastado lentamente términos que vienen nada esperarme im querer abrazarme