redflag option me thats tired saying reality thing think about go herei crossposted rdepression im sorry see twice ive lurking main long time know fit in im sorry situation relatable sounds really stupid great life know many people alone im not matter much keep trying be try push friends family away cant pretty traumatic childhood people life decade remaining family amazing redflag absolutely option me many people care i know know sounds dad grandma pass away much table  friends relatives may sad get it however dad young parent therefore young healthy ive got couple decades becomes reality sometimes resent that thats darkest thought ive ever had ive never told anyone before worst moments upset dad  favorite person world  still alive healthy going stay way means stay alive decades too really want to im also gainfully employed job used love really still love im wealthy support myself job incredibly stressful coworkers good people boss good person believe work pays bills even expensive city friends ability friends instead going socializing keep pushing people away know go here feel like keep  working normal person faking best possible isolate lot never go out still friends there weird confusing know got lucky friends still around matter much avoid them theyre cool people  theyre intelligent successful much going lives know ive tricked people friends ive tricked job keeping employed ive tricked family supportive have need undo without hurting anyone want alive anymore every time minor thing goes wrong thought hits like ton bricks every time im alone im alone a lot same know do feel fucking trapped amazing supportive friends family would absolutely crushed told  theyd probably committed theyd probably try make quit stressful job complaints life framed around job which stressful yeah mentally healthy person could handle  hell even slightlymorehealthy version years ago could handle it id nowhere go nothing do friends family would get tired id situation many people alone like ive got backwards reason depressed right now am cripplingly so tell anyone life turned upside ill genuine reason want die first time since  just know go here im sorry rambling hard follow im sorry sounds self involved bragging  understand ive gotten unfairly lucky life either wish someone whole good things going them would genuinely love nobody would miss me know sounds awful
redflag option me thats tired saying reality thing think about go herei crossposted rdepression im sorry see twice ive lurking main long time know fit in im sorry situation relatable sounds really stupid great life know many people alone im not matter much keep trying be try push friends family away cant pretty traumatic childhood people life decade remaining family amazing redflag absolutely option me many people care i know know sounds dad grandma pass away much table friends relatives may sad get it however dad young parent therefore young healthy ive got couple decades becomes reality sometimes resent that thats darkest thought ive ever had ive never told anyone before worst moments upset dad favorite person world still alive healthy going stay way means stay alive decades too really want to im also gainfully employed job used love really still love im wealthy support myself job incredibly stressful coworkers good people boss good person believe work pays bills even expensive city friends ability friends instead going socializing keep pushing people away know go here feel like keep working normal person faking best possible isolate lot never go out still friends there weird confusing know got lucky friends still around matter much avoid them theyre cool people theyre intelligent successful much going lives know ive tricked people friends ive tricked job keeping employedive tricked family supportive have need undo without hurting anyone want alive anymore every time minor thing goes wrong thought hits like ton bricks every time im alone im alone a lot same know do feel fucking trapped amazing supportive friends family would absolutely crushed told theyd probably committed theyd probably try make quit stressful job complaints life framed around job which stressful yeah mentally healthy person could handle hell even slightlymorehealthy version years ago could handle it id nowhere go nothing do friends family would get tired id situation many people alone like ive got backwards reason depressed right now am cripplingly so tell anyone life turned upside ill genuine reason want die first time since just know go here im sorry rambling hard followim sorry sounds self involved bragging understand ive gotten unfairly lucky life either wish someone whole good things going them would genuinely love nobody would miss me know sounds awful
redflag option me thats cansado diciendo realidad cosa pensar en ir aquí i rdepression crossposted im lament ver dos veces ive acechando principal mucho tiempo saber encajar en la situación im lo siento sonidos relatables realmente estúpidos gran vida saber mucha gente sola no importa mucho seguir tratando de tratar de empujar amigos familia lejos no puede bastante traumático infancia gente vida década restante familia increíble redflag absolutamente opción me mucha gente me importa sé sonidos papá abuela fallece muchos amigos de mesa parientes puede triste conseguir sin embargo