went sleep depressed woke depressedthe first time thought redflag mom whipped across back one day star encrusted belt ive beat really young think around th grade beating sat daze felt like island surrounded unwanted found butter knife room started stabbing lol imagine trying kill self butter knife  anyways fast forward im  everyone thinks im happy wish never born hate loneliness feel everyday every serious relationship  ive cheated never knew dad mom life person really sat said loved sincerely grandmother shes gone im crying hard im going stop forum now yall please pray every week think ending living flesh hate soon think depressions gone comes back hunt much wrong happened want know why cant find somebody love damn sure love never try wrong hurt
went sleep depressed woke depressedthe first time thought redflag mom whipped across back one day star encrusted belt ive beat really young think around th grade beating sat daze felt like island surrounded unwanted found butter knife room started stabbing lol imagine trying kill self butter knife anyways fast forwardim everyone thinks im happy wish never born hate loneliness feel everyday every serious relationship ive cheated never knew dad mom life person really sat saidloved sincerely grandmothershes gone im crying hardim going stop forum now yall please pray every week think ending living flesh hate soon think depressions gone comes back hunt much wrong happened want know why cant find somebody love damn sure love never try wrong hurt
se quedó dormido deprimido se despertó deprimido la primera vez que pensó rojo bandera mamá golpeó a través de la espalda un día estrella incrustado cinturón ive beat realmente joven pensar alrededor de th grado golpes se sentó daze se sintió como isla rodeada indeseado encontrado mantequilla cuchillo habitación comenzó apuñalar lol imaginar tratando de matar auto cuchillo mantequilla de todos modos reenvío rápido todo el mundo piensa im feliz deseo nunca nació odio soledad sentir todos los días cada relación seria ive engañado nunca conoció papá mamá vida persona realmente se sentó dijo loved sinceramente abuelas se fue im llorar hardim ir foro ahora por favor rezar cada semana pensar terminar carne viva odio pronto pensar depresiones ido caza mucho mal sucedió quieren saber por qué no puede encontrar a alguien amor mal seguro amor nunca tratar mal daño