need get something chestenglish first language please forgive mistakes youll surely find text st birthday last thursday december th somehow made realise many things know really dumb parents brother aunt friend wished happy birthday felt bit sad lived i go back parents house pandemic plenty friends constantly wanted hang get drunk apartment promised wouldnt let bother me real friends still kind expecting text something like never mentioned it damn even reminded facebook anyway last night birthday party mom brother aunt cousin i guess wasnt big deal see every day since work family business everything fine ate cake opened bottle wine conversation drifted someone friends brother aunt im best terms with said well dont talk something else big mistake told ruining fun long story short literally kicked party went bedroom mom followed me thought going tell serious something instead screamed big pain ass next year im going on felt like shit still do honest suppose im lovable person but dont know dont think deserved kicked that screaming told wanted die ive wanting many years many bad things happened wanted stop pain said dramatic made fun me made feel like depression invalid crying everyone else singing laughing thought perfect representation life hour later everybody went home sleep couldnt stop thinking much wanted dead decided take rat poison dad bought couple containers years ago believed rat backyard it wasnt almost forgotten about great plan guess back room poison inside bag trying figure effective must couple years ago and then angel appeared looked find pair big yellow eyes staring intently cat meowed climbed bed made comfortable waited join her context cat never wants sleep me usually sleeps parents room warmer mine there could felt left alone would something bad possible probably else could explain presence meowed laid beside found couldnt leave her one me one cared know might think sad even bit pathetic swear moment became reason existence else would play her feed her clean sandbox keep warm i live family im one shes cat cried eyes again different reason now made promise would wait couple hours anything wanted think everything another day life still shit family ignoring me one else talk to im ranting reddit know least cat wants live may seem like much enough now tldr wanted kill birthday party family dont seem care didnt cat
need get something chestenglish first language please forgive mistakes youll surely find text st birthday last thursday december th somehow made realise many things know really dumb parents brother aunt friend wished happy birthday felt bit sad lived i go back parents house pandemic plenty friends constantly wanted hang get drunk apartment promised wouldnt let bother me real friends still kind expecting text something like never mentioned it damn even reminded facebook anyway last night birthday party mom brother aunt cousin i guess wasnt big deal see every day since work family business everything fine ate cake opened bottle wine conversation drifted someone friends brother aunt im best terms with said well dont talk something else big mistake told ruining fun long story short literally kicked party went bedroom mom followed me thought going tell serious something instead screamed big pain ass next year im going on felt like shit still do honest suppose im lovable person but dont know dont think deserved kicked that screaming told wanted die ive wanting many years many bad things happened wanted stop pain said dramatic made fun me made feel like depression invalid crying everyone else singing laughing thought perfect representation life hour later everybody went home sleep couldnt stop thinking much wanted dead decided take rat poison dad bought couple containers years ago believed rat backyard it wasnt almost forgotten about great plan guess back room poison inside bag trying figure effective must couple years ago and then angel appeared looked find pair big yellow eyes staring intently cat meowed climbed bed made comfortable waited join her context cat never wants sleep me usually sleeps parents room warmer mine there could felt left alone would something bad possible probably else could explain presence meowed laid beside found couldnt leave her one me one cared know might think sad even bit pathetic swear moment became reason existence else would play her feed her clean sandbox keep warm i live family im oneshes cat cried eyes again different reason now made promise would wait couple hours anything wanted think everything another day life still shit family ignoring me one else talk to im ranting reddit know least cat wants live may seem like much enough now tldr wanted kill birthday party family dont seem care didnt cat
Necesito conseguir algo tochenglish primera lengua por favor perdonar errores youll seguro encontrar texto st cumpleaños el jueves pasado diciembre th de alguna manera se dio cuenta de muchas cosas saber realmente tonto padres hermano amigo desea feliz cumpleaños se sentía un poco triste vivir I volver padres casa pandemia un montón de amigos siempre quería colgar conseguir borracho apartamento prometido no me deja molestar amigos reales todavía amable esperar texto algo como nunca lo mencionó maldita incluso recordó facebook de todos modos anoche fiesta de cumpleaños mamá hermano prima