ive enoughsorry long rant advance lot say way get out dad really bothering lately thinks im depressed stop asking it hes right depressed be maybe four friends almost never see them still virgin  im turning  next month ive never actual relationship ive come close maybe couple times girl truly loved used me presumably used mental illness excuse asshole said never official threw away someone else behind back telling kill myself since then several relationships since then im sure happy new guy now not months threw away one best friends killed accident killed me dad diagnosed cancer know what part wishes killed him horrible say right no living rapist child molester whole life dad used force sex young one knows mom bad relationship him know fucking guy nerve ass time asking im ok every second day motherfucker probably reason lonely antisocial miserable piece shit today maybe thats cop  play part able form relationships people right ive lived man raped child whole life way  evidence nothing use reporting anyone  would make things worse mom work cant even drive dad gone wed poor especially since cant find fucking job thats whole different story bottom line  ive lived entire life someone raped me balls question im depressed lonely hell biggest problem sleep day go nowhere one see nothing do matter anyone top that im recent graduate degree care about cant find job get call back never job would enjoy doing never follow think im aware im going hate it either im unemployed bum im employed also miserable job want interests writing sports travelling music video games kind hard get industries business administrationmanagement degree know sorry seems like pity party needed write get chest know do funny everyone else seemingly better  lots friends good relationships parents significant others jobs reason go live things life incredibly broken want give up
ive enoughsorry long rant advance lot say way get out dad really bothering lately thinks im depressed stop asking it hes right depressed be maybe four friends almost never see them still virgin im turning next month ive never actual relationship ive come close maybe couple times girl truly loved used me presumably used mental illness excuse asshole said never official threw away someone else behind back telling kill myself since then several relationships since then im sure happy new guy now not months threw away one best friends killed accident killed me dad diagnosed cancer know what part wishes killed him horrible say right no living rapist child molester whole life dad used force sex young one knows mom bad relationship him know fucking guy nerve ass time asking im okevery second day motherfucker probably reason lonely antisocial miserable piece shit today maybe thats cop play part able form relationships people right ive lived man raped child whole life way evidence nothing use reporting anyone would make things worse mom work cant even drive dad gone wed poor especially since cant find fucking job thats whole different story bottom line ive lived entire life someone raped me balls question im depressed lonely hell biggest problem sleep day go nowhere one see nothing do matter anyone top that im recent graduate degree care about cant find job get call back never job would enjoy doing never follow think im aware im going hate it either im unemployed bum im employed also miserable job want interests writing sports travelling music video games kind hard get industries business administrationmanagement degree knowsorry seems like pity party needed write get chest know do funny everyone else seemingly better lots friends good relationships parents significant others jobs reason go live things life incredibly broken want give up
Lo suficiente lo siento mucho despotricar avanzar mucho decir manera salir papá realmente molesto últimamente piensa im deprimido dejar de preguntar hes right deprimido ser tal vez cuatro amigos casi nunca ver todavía virgen im girar el próximo mes ive nunca real relación ive venir cerca tal vez par de veces chica realmente amado me utilizaba presumiblemente utilizado enfermedad mental excusa idiota dijo nunca oficial tiró a alguien detrás de mí mismo diciendo matar desde entonces varias relaciones desde entonces estoy seguro de nuevo chico feliz ahora no meses tiró un mejor amigo muerto accidente me diagnosticó el cáncer saber lo que parte deseos lo mató horrible decir derecho ningún violador vivo niño abusador vida entera papá usó fuerza sexo joven uno sabe mamá mala relación él sabe maldito chico nervioso culo tiempo preguntar im okay segundo día hijo de puta probablemente razón solitario antisocial miserable pieza mierda hoy tal vez policía juego parte capaz forma relaciones personas