story contemplationm ive recently developed alcohol addiction rarely drank prior  months ago suffer anxiety insomnia ive lost job due depression anxiety alcohol basically hung calling sick feel like crap  daughters  amp im divorced fianc love dearly feel like im burden her ive told this basically tells get it ive planned everything far buying rope cousin hung months ago spine surgery got behind support spent  days jail it dont know do dont want die feel like problems would go away dont want children fianc going life thinking could done something ive opened fianc think shes taken seriously dont want die feel like workdays solve lot problems cant bring right thing spent  days alcohol detox cost job went week control im using again ive basically self medicating advice
story contemplationm ive recently developed alcohol addiction rarely drank prior months ago suffer anxiety insomnia ive lost job due depression anxiety alcohol basically hung calling sick feel like crap daughters amp im divorced fianc love dearly feel like im burden her ive told this basically tells get it ive planned everything far buying rope cousin hung months ago spine surgery got behind support spent days jail it dont know do dont want die feel like problems would go away dont want children fianc going life thinking could done something ive opened fianc think shes taken seriously dont want die feel like workdays solve lot problems cant bring right thing spent days alcohol detox cost job went week controlim using again ive basically self medicating advice
historia contemplationm ive recientemente desarrollado alcohol adicción rara vez bebido hace meses sufren ansiedad insomnio ive trabajo perdido debido depresión ansiedad alcohol básicamente colgado llamando enfermo se siente como mierda hijas amp im divorciado amor querido sentir como im carga su live le dijo esto básicamente dice get it ive planeó todo lejos comprar cuerda primo colgado meses hace cirugía de columna vertebral consiguió detrás de apoyo pasado días de cárcel no sé no quiero morir sentir como los problemas se van no quiero niños novia va vida pensar podría hacer algo ive abierto novia piensa que se toma en serio no quiero morir sentir como días de trabajo resolver problemas de lote no puede traer derecho días pasados alcohol detoxtura costo trabajo se fue semana controlim uso otra vez ive automedicando consejos básicamente