im even sure im posting thisits first time posting here help all guess im venting want kill myself nothing change mind cant it conservational instinct strong let me night got shitfaced tried jump front metro obviously didnti cant even remember stopped me piss drunk im useless incapableofanything waste space want bring painful existence bloody end fail every fucking time hope someone something kill soon enough ideally painless way
im even sure im posting thisits first time posting here help all guess im venting want kill myself nothing change mind cant it conservational instinct strong let me night got shitfaced tried jump front metro obviously didnti cant even remember stopped me piss drunkim useless incapableofanything waste space want bring painful existence bloody end fail every fucking time hope someone something kill soon enough ideally painless way
Estoy seguro de que estoy publicando esto su primera vez publicando aquí ayudar a todos adivinar im venting quieren matarme a mí mismo nada cambio de mente no puede ser instinto conservacional fuerte me dejó noche me golpeó cara de mierda trató salto frente metro obviamente didnti no puedo recordar incluso me paró orina borracho inútil incapaz de cualquier cosa espacio de desperdicio quiere traer dolorosa existencia final sangriento fallar cada puta vez esperanza de que alguien mata algo pronto idealmente manera indolora