need somewhere rant guessi hate talking things never make posts like this tried long time ago got really good advice figured id try again fucked up ive made many mistakes life know ill able redeem myself see future even anywhere close meaningful got discharged military im weak fuck mental breakdown looked like complete fucking idiot since life living hell therapists pills psychiatrists one listening said things dont think anymore plan outpatient behavioral study whatever fuck called basically partial hospitalization hopefully calm weeks dont much hope upcoming weeks fucked relationship dont think things ever same ive miserable love much made hard leave did know given chance ill become complacent spot want make things right im disgusting terrible excuse human dont kn mow how even point fixing things due ive lost best friend whos started talking again wish never reached fixed things would much easier right now know problems trivial im good explaining things im sorry sounds stupid guess wanted someone real listen one last time wasnt therapist paid care im probably much wimp even kill myself every attempt past ended way dont know do im tired paranoid anxious miserable life im sorry
need somewhere rant guessi hate talking things never make posts like this tried long time ago got really good advice figured id try again fucked up ive made many mistakes life know ill able redeem myself see future even anywhere close meaningful got discharged militaryim weak fuck mental breakdown looked like complete fucking idiot since life living hell therapists pills psychiatrists one listening said things dont think anymore plan outpatient behavioral study whatever fuck called basically partial hospitalization hopefully calm weeks dont much hope upcoming weeks fucked relationship dont think things ever same ive miserable love much made hard leave did know given chance ill become complacent spot want make things right im disgusting terrible excuse human dont kn mow how even point fixing things due ive lost best friend whos started talking again wish never reached fixed things would much easier right now know problems trivial im good explaining things im sorry sounds stupid guess wanted someone real listen one last time wasnt therapist paid careim probably much wimp even kill myself every attempt past ended way dont know do im tired paranoid anxious miserable lifeim sorry
Necesito en algún lugar rant guessi odio hablar cosas nunca hacer posts como este probado hace mucho tiempo consiguió realmente buen consejo id intentar otra vez jodido ive hecho muchos errores la vida sabe mal capaz redimirme ver futuro incluso en cualquier lugar cerca significativo consiguió dado de alta militarim débil mierda crisis mental parecía como completo idiota ya que vida viviente infierno terapeutas píldoras psiquiatras uno escucha dijo cosas no pensar más plan estudio de comportamiento ambulatorio cualquiera que sea llamada básicamente hospitalización parcial espera semanas tranquilas no mucho espero que las próximas semanas follada relación no creo que las cosas siempre mismo ive miserable amor mucho duro hizo difícil dejar sabía dado azar mal llegar a ser complaciente lugar quiero hacer las cosas correcta im repugnante terrible excusa humana dont mow cómo incluso punto de fijación de las cosas debido a ive perdido mejor amigo que comenzó a hablar de nuevo deseo nunca llegó a las cosas fijas sería mucho más fácil ahora sabe problemas trivial im bueno explicar cosas im lamento sonidos estúpido conjetura quería alguien real escucha una última vez no era terapeuta pagado careim probablemente mucho wimp incluso matarme todos los intentos pasado final manera no sé im cansado parano ansioso miserable vidaim lo siento