hi everyone  year old male currently dealing depression majority life dealing ocdredflag mostly focused serious illness constant worrying put think serious deep depression emotion anymore nothing excites feel like existing got engaged  months nervous excitement emotion feel like emotion much anymore honestly scares me psychologists cbt never really helpedthinking might need go see psychiatrist feel like drowning cannot get awful feeling start going back work july  means  hour commute city one way question done help get depression anyone deals health redflag do feel like health redflag put state worried  months thinking skin cancer get biopsy mole feel like lump neck worse part one else feels went urgent care doc said nothing there keep making doc appointments thinking miss something trying save wedding spending money docs please help need help idk begin
hi everyone year old male currently dealing depression majority life dealing ocdredflag mostly focused serious illness constant worrying put think serious deep depression emotion anymore nothing excites feel like existing got engaged months nervous excitement emotion feel like emotion much anymore honestly scares me psychologists cbt never really helpedthinking might need go see psychiatrist feel like drowning cannot get awful feeling start going back work july means hour commute city one way question done help get depression anyone deals health redflag do feel like health redflag put state worried months thinking skin cancer get biopsy mole feel like lump neck worse part one else feels went urgent care doc said nothing there keep making doc appointments thinking miss something trying save wedding spending money docs please help needhelp idk begin
Hola todo el mundo año viejo macho actualmente trata depresión mayoría vida trading ocdredflag mayormente enfocado enfermedad grave constante preocupación poner pensar grave profunda depresión emoción más nada excita se siente como existente consiguió comprometido meses emoción emoción emoción se siente como emoción mucho más honestamente me asusta psicólogos cbt nunca ayudó realmente pensar podría necesitar ir ver psiquiatra sentir como ahogarse no puede conseguir una sensación horrible empezar a trabajar de nuevo julio significa hora de viaje ciudad una manera pregunta hecho ayuda conseguir depresión cualquier persona trata salud bandera roja sí se siente como salud estado preocupado meses pensar cáncer de piel conseguir mole se siente como nuca grumosa peor parte uno se siente ido atención urgente doc dijo nada allí hacer citas doctor pensar perder algo tratando de ahorrar dinero boda docs por favor ayudar a necesitar ayuda idk comenzar