changei also posted rdepression sorry shows twice you  year old man depressed since  suicidal since  come  bullied lot pushed people away small due growing community removed people age completely ruined development social skills years trouble people talking like functioning human being picking social queues making eye contact people friends long stretch time probably  none all physically online really two right infrequent anything overweight  lbs  balding quite noticeably poor skin never wanted anyone hugged kissed nothing all never felt validation terrified never will dad thinks useless failure freak mom loves really pities me halves family share views loss right now know hope want to want normal friends feel loved someone cant feel happy unless someone cares one would care despise myself hate find hard consistent weight loss eating well amp exercise always falter went   im back  feel like im stuck cant unstick die need help need way break cycle want know do feel loved care enough fix way look much can please help me
changei also posted rdepression sorry shows twice you year old man depressed since suicidal since come bullied lot pushed people away small due growing community removed people age completely ruined development social skills years trouble people talking like functioning human being picking social queues making eye contact people friends long stretch time probably none all physically online really two right infrequent anything overweight lbs balding quite noticeably poor skin never wanted anyone hugged kissed nothing all never felt validation terrified never will dad thinks useless failure freak mom loves really pities me halves family share views loss right now know hope want to want normal friends feel loved someone cant feel happy unless someone cares one would care despise myself hate find hard consistent weight loss eating well amp exercise always falter went im back feel like im stuck cant unstick die need help need way break cycle want know do feel loved care enough fix way look much can please help me
changei también publicó rdepression lous shows doble you year boy deprimted desde suicida desde come bullied lot empujado gente pequeña porque creciente comunidad removido personas edad completamente arruinado desarrollo habilidades sociales años problemas personas hablando como funcionamiento humano ser recoger colas sociales hacer contacto visual gente amigos tiempo largo probablemente ninguno físicamente en línea realmente dos infrecuente cualquier cosa con sobrepeso libra calvicie bastante pobre piel nunca quiso que nadie abrazado nada nada nunca se sintió aterrorizado nunca pensará papá fracaso inútil monstruo mamá ama realmente pena me mitades familia compartir opiniones pérdida ahora mismo saber esperanza quiere querer amigos normales se siente querido alguien no se puede sentir feliz a menos que alguien se preocupa uno se desprecia odio encontrar dura pérdida de peso amp ejercicio siempre fallter se fue im volver sentir como im pegado cant unstick morir necesidad ayuda necesidad de manera romper ciclo quiero saber se siente querido cuidado bastante fijar manera mirada mucho por favor me puede ayudar