failedi care sees anymore fuck alts ill probably destroy account soon anyway im leonard turned  yesterday depressed  years suicidality coming year  ago im really lacking anything  im smart rich family etc cant it  first went school first year school nice second year came school teachers slowly noticed wasnt usual kid  could already read point others still trouble saying single letters school enjoy that labelled too smart bullied children yelled teacher got really depressed angry everything nonetheless went third year there shit improve either teacher bitch yelled kept spiraling down believe first started  suicidal thoughts even knew redflag back then  started developing hobby passion though  computers started making animations things powerpoint even got windows  computer fuck around with since teacher know me let shit school computer situation got worse worse taken another school school years tried help me thing learned instead getting mad keep thoughts inside me did quickly started overflow suicidality came back bullied also due muscle disease able sports well even boldly attempted climb window once then high school came we first  years primary school  highschool given gymnasium advice went gymnasiumonly school here broke note netherlands different highschool years  levels gymnasium best got bad grades bullied contemplated redflag again single friend still thankful for without him here due bad grades mostly mom becoming mayor move lost last friend thing left computer went another school atheneum one gymnasium grades horrible contemplated redflag bullied hated dropped again year redoing atheneum  grades still shit cant get anything im stuck kind friends now helping anymore point thing keeping redflag anime wanting make program parents care im happy care grades failed got results failed mom subliminally telling im failure fail cant tell them want tell them want die want drop farther down want continue day fantasise someone painlessly killing revive give another chance elsewhere futile fantasies cant save humans cant saved light death am sitting bus thinking go remote village jump front train help even birthday yesterday cheer up inevitable anyway could die die die 
failedi care sees anymore fuck alts ill probably destroy account soon anyway im leonard turned yesterday depressed years suicidality coming year ago im really lacking anything im smart rich family etc cant it first went school first year school nice second year came school teachers slowly noticed wasnt usual kid could already read point others still trouble saying single letters school enjoy that labelled too smart bullied children yelled teacher got really depressed angry everything nonetheless went third year there shit improve either teacher bitch yelled kept spiraling down believe first started suicidal thoughts even knew redflag back then started developing hobby passion though computers started making animations things powerpoint even got windows computer fuck around with since teacher know me let shit school computer situation got worse worse taken another school school years tried help me thing learned instead getting mad keep thoughts inside me did quickly started overflow suicidality came back bullied also due muscle disease able sports well even boldly attempted climb window once then high school came we first years primary school highschool given gymnasium advice went gymnasiumonly school here broke note netherlands different highschool years levels gymnasium best got bad grades bullied contemplated redflag again single friend still thankful for without him here due bad grades mostly mom becoming mayor move lost last friend thing left computer went another school atheneum one gymnasium grades horrible contemplated redflag bullied hated dropped again year redoing atheneum grades still shit cant get anything im stuck kind friends now helping anymore point thing keeping redflag anime wanting make program parents care im happy care grades failed got results failed mom subliminally telling im failure fail cant tell them want tell them want die want drop farther down want continue day fantasise someone painlessly killing revive give another chance elsewhere futile fantasies cant save humans cant saved light death am sitting bus thinking go remote village jump front train help even birthday yesterday cheer up inevitable anyway could die die die
falli cuidado ve más mierda alts mal probablemente destruir cuenta pronto