lot thought past year matter hard try cant find reason want keep livingim yo guy put still diagnosed think pretty clear depression social anxiety  years now started cutting around everything started couple days ago even something happens barely get sad get angry hate everything around even more almost every day think killing want live world anymore think fucked getting books movies games feel completely empty excitement life feel like itd help immensely could manage get girlfriend something ive started talking not really girl seems like likes physically cant believe matter hard try somebody actually likes me think friends friends pity even disgust looking mirror could friends say im attractive possibly telling truth ive already tried experimenting ibuprofen  mg knew anything wanted see could feel anything kinda want help ive mostly lost faith somewhere inside feel like normal break free depression fuck me point im almost crying nothing happening cant cry able cry months now god kidding want fucking die even though hate every bit want fix everything want good school again make friends again leave house every awhile all girlfriend want nearly kill forced accept help find myself ive thought trying hang cut rope ive thought cutting deep nearly die anything else close downing whole bottle pills want help none matters even get help ill fall back depression nobody love point im sorry wasting anybodys time wont fucking save myself im going slowly go deeper deeper im point return really sorry wasting time edit thinking girl briefly mentioned somewhere middle makes want cry really really like like said think actually feels anything me cant make move im fucking awkward stupid know friday and winter break starts passes done anything ill lost chance completely even less reasons live know wrote either stupid
lot thought past year matter hard try cant find reason want keep livingim yo guy put still diagnosed think pretty clear depression social anxiety years now started cutting around everything started couple days ago even something happens barely get sad get angry hate everything around even more almost every day think killing want live world anymore think fucked getting books movies games feel completely empty excitement life feel like itd help immensely could manage get girlfriend something ive started talking not really girl seems like likes physically cant believe matter hard try somebody actually likes me think friends friends pity even disgust looking mirror could friends say im attractive possibly telling truth ive already tried experimenting ibuprofen mg knew anything wanted see could feel anything kinda want help ive mostly lost faith somewhere inside feel like normal break free depression fuck me point im almost crying nothing happening cant cry able cry months now god kidding want fucking die even though hate every bit want fix everything want good school again make friends again leave house every awhile all girlfriend want nearly kill forced accept help find myself ive thought trying hang cut rope ive thought cutting deep nearly die anything else close downing whole bottle pills want help none matters even get help ill fall back depression nobody love point im sorry wasting anybodys time wont fucking save myself im going slowly go deeper deeperim point return really sorry wasting time edit thinking girl briefly mentioned somewhere middle makes want cry really really like like said think actually feels anything me cant make move im fucking awkward stupid know friday and winter break starts passes done anything ill lost chance completely even less reasons live know wrote either stupid
Lote pensó el año pasado materia duro intento no puedo encontrar razón quiero seguir viviendo yo chico poner todavía diagnosticada pensar bastante clara depresión ansiedad social años ahora comenzó a cortar alrededor de todo comenzó hace un par de días incluso algo sucede apenas se entristecen conseguir odio todo alrededor incluso más cada día pensar matar quieren mundo vivo más pensar follada conseguir libros películas juegos sentir emoción vida sentir como si pudiera ayudar inmensamente conseguir novia algo ive comenzó a hablar no realmente chica parece como físicamente no puedo creer materia duro intento alguien realmente me gusta pensar amigos amigos lástima incluso disgusto espejo podría decir amigos im atractivo posiblemente decir la verdad ive ya intentó experimentar ibuprofeno mg sabía cualquier cosa quería ver podría sentir cualquier cosa un poco querer ayudar a vivir la mayoría de la fe perdida en algún lugar dentro se siente como normal romper la depresión libre mierda me punto