 year diei keep saying im suicidal im fucking lying im suicidal point ive lost empathy keep living fantasize badly hurt family friends left go im virtually selfdestructing sociopath point whats point trying save im far gone ampxb finally therapist validates ive able trust bullying well sexual abuse suffered kid well urges physically sexually assault everyone around me isolate much possible ampxb im delirious madman shallow husk person wanted rather monster now ampxb lots probably depressed think shitty person chances think hundreds ways murder rape people like do daily im fucking alienated think people hate people even feel like im person anymore depraved ghoul becoming like day ampxb situation life capable getting better all terminal downwards spiral getting worse worse insanity ampxb still faint sense hope want snuff last embers light already light goddamn illusion embracing oblivion thing thats real exist game selfdelusion cant tolerate life anymore fact life even exists begin tragic mistake ampxb last remnant good person let become complete piece shit wants kill hurt anyone outside remaining friends family
year diei keep saying im suicidal im fucking lying imsuicidal point ive lost empathy keep living fantasize badly hurt family friends left go im virtually selfdestructing sociopath point whats point trying saveim far gone ampxb finally therapist validates ive able trust bullying well sexual abuse suffered kid well urges physically sexually assault everyone around me isolate much possible ampxbim delirious madman shallow husk person wanted rather monster now ampxb lots probably depressed think shitty person chances think hundreds ways murder rape people like do dailyim fucking alienated think people hate people even feel like im person anymore depraved ghoul becoming like day ampxb situation life capable getting better all terminal downwards spiral getting worse worse insanity ampxb still faint sense hope want snuff last embers light already light goddamn illusion embracing oblivion thing thats real exist game selfdelusion cant tolerate life anymore fact life even exists begin tragic mistake ampxb last remnant good person let become complete piece shit wants kill hurt anyone outside remaining friends family
Year diei keep saying im suicida im mentira punto imsuicidal ive perdido empatía mantener vida fantasia mal daño familia amigos izquierda ir im virtualmente autodestruccion sociopath punto whats point intentar saveim lejos ido ampxb finalmente terapeuta valida iv capaz confianza bullying bien abuso sexual chico sufrido impulsos físicamente agresión sexual todo el mundo alrededor de mí aislamiento mucho posible ampxbim delirioso loco superficial cáscara persona quería más bien monstruo ahora ampxb lotes probablemente deprimido pensar mierda persona posibilidades pensar cientos de maneras asesinato violación personas como hacer diario mierda alienado pensar la gente odio a la gente incluso se siente como im persona más depravado ghoul convertirse en como día ampxb situación vida capaz de mejorar todas las terminales espiral descendente cada vez peor locura ampxb aún débil sentido esperanza quieren snuff last embers luz ya luz maldita ilusión abrazando olvido cosa que existe real juego autodelusión no tolera vida más hecho la vida incluso existe error trágico ampxb última persona bueno dejar llegar a la pieza completa quiere matar a alguien fuera amigos restantes familia