cannot even that scared pain afraid weak regret ever letting get age always hoped would dead  here loneliness carving away parts hoped already gone alone disgusting worthless trans depressed special hell whole world sees circus clown best likely dangerous perverted freakish disgusting abberant abomination agree assertion everyone hates me hate me find strength anything improve circumstances make irrelevant rotting corpse dead alive disgusting worthless dead pay food want fight anymore every day gets harder harder matter hard try want dead
cannot even that scared pain afraid weak regret ever letting get age always hoped would dead here loneliness carving away parts hoped already gone alone disgusting worthless trans depressed special hell whole world sees circus clown best likely dangerous perverted freakish disgusting abberant abomination agree assertion everyone hates me hate me find strength anything improve circumstances make irrelevant rotting corpse dead alive disgusting worthless dead pay food want fight anymore every day gets harder harder matter hard try want dead
No puede ni siquiera ese dolor miedo débil arrepentimiento dejar llegar a la edad siempre se esperaba morir aquí soledad cortar partes esperadas ya ido solo asqueroso inútil trans deprimido especial infierno mundo ve circo payaso más probable peligroso pervertido raro asqueroso abominación aberrante acuerdo afirmación todo el mundo me odia encontrar fuerza cualquier cosa mejora las circunstancias hacer cadáver putrefacto muerto vivo asqueroso sin valor paga alimentos quieren luchar más cada día más difícil materia duro tratar de querer muerto