going die anywayi feel numb ive always depressed casually suicidal im numb nothing feels right ive thinking killing again got thinking even happy killing speed whats coming would want things get better going make much painful hurt people pass naturally truly understand people try convince strangers live reason anymore understand wanting lose loved one extent even seems pointless bit selfish know whats going me feel like im basically waiting day stop fearing death point way end things terms
going die anywayi feel numb ive always depressed casually suicidal im numb nothing feels rightive thinking killing again got thinking even happy killing speed whats coming would want things get better going make much painful hurt people pass naturally truly understand people try convince strangers live reason anymore understand wanting lose loved one extent even seems pointless bit selfish know whats going me feel like im basically waiting day stop fearing death point way end things terms
Me siento entumecido siempre deprimido casualmente suicida im entumecimiento nada se siente correcto pensar matar otra vez pensé incluso feliz matar velocidad lo que viene quiere que las cosas mejoran va hacer mucho dolor lastimar a la gente pasan naturalmente entender la gente trata de convencer a los extraños viven razón más entender querer perder una extensión incluso parece inútil poco egoísta saber lo que me está pasando me siento como im básicamente esperar día dejar de temer muerte punto manera fin de las cosas términos