want outhi im  year old female want life ive thinking lot lately feel empty nothing brings joy anymore friends spending time seems like chore wherever go find difficult fit in feel like im entertaining enough people take interest me im cool im successful studies ive achieved anything life want hard people like takes im confident smart funny time use sarcasm cover anxiety cant handle social situations people tell im pretty thats them pretty girl guys like am like look like feel like never able open anybody see worthy more study architecture like course longer passion it energy motivation create anything every day wake im behind coursework even try catch see succeeding well enough cant handle getting average low grade end one thing chose based things used love im even good it breaking heart think never good enough anyone anything attempted redflag  guy used like school bullied physically verbally ever day year powerless make stop even friends watched happen bother anything want get bad side ive never able stand myself feel ashamed weak unable anything let people walk rather compromise feel upset someone else recently ive feeling like simply fit part want die ill never get second life believe god believe us humans simply made backbone lives need kind security need feel like matter happens someone help us matter bad things get theres purpose purpose given god kind security believe die theres place soul go simply stop existing were part natural selection world stop die simply sifts better worse want get this want part anything want stop existing without consequences fall asleep never worry anything ever again
want outhi imyear old female want life ive thinking lot lately feel empty nothing brings joy anymore friends spending time seems like chore wherever go find difficult fit in feel like im entertaining enough people take interest meim coolim successful studies ive achieved anything life want hard people like takes im confident smart funny time use sarcasm cover anxiety cant handle social situations people tell im pretty thats them pretty girl guys like am like look like feel like never able open anybody see worthy more study architecture like course longer passion it energy motivation create anything every day wake im behind coursework even try catch see succeeding well enough cant handle getting average low grade end one thing chose based things used love im even goodit breaking heart think never good enough anyone anything attempted redflag guy used like school bullied physically verbally ever day year powerless make stop even friends watched happen bother anything want get bad sideive never able stand myself feel ashamed weak unable anything let people walk rather compromise feel upset someone else recently ive feeling like simply fit part want die ill never get second life believe god believe us humans simply made backbone lives need kind security need feel like matter happens someone help us matter bad things get theres purpose purpose given god kind security believe die theres place soul go simply stop existing were part natural selection world stop die simply siftsbetter worse want get this want part anything want stop existing without consequences fall asleep never worry anything ever again
Querer fuera de mi edad mujer quiere vida vida vida pensamiento mucho últimamente se siente vacío nada trae alegría más amigos pasar tiempo parece como tarea dondequiera que ir encontrar difícil ajuste en sentir como im entretenido bastante gente tomar interés meim coolim estudios exitosos ive logrado cualquier cosa vida quiere duro gente como toma im confidente inteligente divertido tiempo uso sarcasmo cubierta ansiedad cant manejar situaciones sociales la gente cuenta im bastante que ellos chicos guapos como soy como se ven como nunca pueden abrir a nadie digno más estudio arquitectura como curso pasión más largo energía motivación crear cualquier cosa cada día despertar im detrás de curso trabajo incluso tratar de atrapar ver tener éxito lo suficientemente bien no puede manejar conseguir promedio bajo grado final una cosa eligió basadas cosas usadas amor im incluso buenait romper corazón pensar nunca lo suficientemente bueno nadie cualquier cosa intentó Redflag chico utilizado como escuela intimidado físicamente verbalmente siempre año impotente hacer parada incluso amigos vistos pasar molestia cualquier deseo conseguir mala lateral nunca capaz de estar de pie avergonzado débil nada dejar que la gente caminar más bien compromiso sentirse molesto alguien más recientemente se siente como parte encajado querer morir enfermo enfermo