fear courage kill myselfmy life sucks idea dying makes feel mesmerized blissful knowing able get rid weight life all ampxb however sometimes feel like guts it see future me dropped high school life hell cope it cant last job couple months cant stick routine like that future seems obscure depressingempty lonely miserable ampxb hope one day able let go gather guts it maybe jumping tall building liberation death everything make sense end death true freedom bliss breaking free perpetual meaningless suffering
fear courage kill myselfmy life sucks idea dying makes feel mesmerized blissful knowing able get rid weight life all ampxb however sometimes feel like guts it see future me dropped high school life hell cope it cant last job couple months cant stick routine like that future seems obscure depressingempty lonely miserable ampxb hope one day able let go gather guts it maybe jumping tall building liberation death everything make sense end death true freedom bliss breaking free perpetual meaningless suffering
miedo coraje me mata a mí mismomi vida apesta idea morir hace sentir hipnotizado bienaventurado saber capaz deshacerse de la vida peso todos ampxb sin embargo a veces se siente como tripas ver futuro me dejó la escuela secundaria vida infierno hacer frente a no puede el último trabajo par de meses no puede pegar rutina como ese futuro parece oscuro deprimempty solitario miserable ampxb esperanza un día capaz de dejar ir recoger tripas tal vez saltar alto edificio liberación muerte todo tiene sentido fin muerte verdadera libertad felicidad romper perpetua sufrimiento sin sentido