loneliness killsi asked advice lot tried follow it things love tried happy myself works enter relationship feel companionship time time cant that come back every time love enough im  now get see people grow persons partners like positivity around virgins people never relationship iml still someone learned single thing lags decade behind matter people grow learn get know give want know none it im basically cowardly teenager every person asked turned down blame them interesting learned things free time cook build library home read lot means nothing dull always alone makes hobbies feel empty im traveling anymore nobody share souvenirs with come home room like books around hopes forget worthless existence look back fondly upon books ive read thats it good memories fantasy none actual life build connections fictional characters none humans dropped clubs going to seeing people reminds takes worthy friendship companionship cant basic part human existence companionship im fine stopping altogether quit life reach age  finish things want finish im off lonely life never worth it
loneliness killsi asked advice lot tried follow it things love tried happy myself works enter relationship feel companionship time time cant that come back every time love enough im now get see people grow persons partners like positivity around virgins people never relationship iml still someone learned single thing lags decade behind matter people grow learn get know give want know noneitim basically cowardly teenager every person asked turned down blame them interesting learned things free time cook build library home read lot means nothing dull always alone makes hobbies feel empty im traveling anymore nobody share souvenirs with come home room like books around hopes forget worthless existence look back fondly upon books ive read thats it good memories fantasy none actual life build connections fictional characters none humans dropped clubs going to seeing people reminds takes worthy friendship companionship cant basic part human existence companionshipim fine stopping altogether quit life reach age finish things want finish im off lonely life never worth it
soledad killsi pidió consejo lote tratado seguir las cosas amor probado feliz yo mismo obras entrar relación sentir compañerismo tiempo tiempo cant que volver cada vez amor suficiente im ahora conseguir ver personas crecer personas parejas como positividad alrededor vírgenes gente nunca relación iml todavía alguien aprendió un solo lags década detrás materia gente crecer aprender conocer dar necesidad noneitim básicamente adolescente cobarde cada persona pidió rechazar culpar a ellos interesantes cosas gratis tiempo cocinero construir biblioteca casa leer mucho significa nada aburrido siempre solo hace hobbies se siente vacío im viajar ya nadie comparte recuerdos con venir a casa habitación como libros alrededor esperanzas olvidar la existencia inútil mirar atrás con cariño en los libros en vivo leer que es buenos recuerdos fantasía ninguna vida real construir conexiones personajes ficticios ninguno humanos dejado clubs ir a ver gente recuerda toma amistad digna compañerismo no puede ser básico existencia humana compañerismoim multa parar por completo dejar la vida alcanzar la edad terminar cosas quieren terminar im fuera solitario vida nunca vale la pena