contemplating it idea should dont read want lengthy yeahi  years old turn  march thinking redflag since fifth grade ive course always thought hormones going puberty early never went it ill give brief overview life pushed feel way starters thoughts began fifth grade mainly nobody really friend less alone mention teased throughout life looking back experiences easy overcome compared things people contemplate redflag over bad really around three friend two really want around sort leeched onto stuck get rid me great times always joking around shit third friend jonathan known since first grade great friends even went house large number times also came mine every single day towards end fifth grade johnathan always superior almost every way younger looking whereas early bloomer looked older kids better looking social friends me jealous means knew much liked overall noticed was feelings feeling inferior grew went house sleepovers years lived nice little house happy family problem family life seemed breeze him hard explain life seemed innocent carefree compared shit head ive grown called typical shit like ugly truth told ive always insecure looked comments never rested well me made worse could sort see it right now feel alone anybody friends none all makes feel cannot talk anybody ive talked mom countless times always tries get look bright side life tells im mistaken im close father mom feel comfortable talking him feel like itd awkward ive tried imagine many times little sister feel actually go killing myself would traumatize well entire family know problem id dead still know could ever die knowing outcome think might still salvageable suspect things getting bad ive began crying sleep well las day throughout week felt diffrent ways ive never felt before ive cried lot before feeling always feels like overlooming constantly know anymore maybe confused suspect hormones since 
contemplating it idea should dont read want lengthy yeahi years old turn march thinking redflag since fifth grade ive course always thought hormones going puberty early never went it ill give brief overview life pushed feel way starters thoughts began fifth grade mainly nobody really friend less alone mention teased throughout life looking back experiences easy overcome compared things people contemplate redflag over bad really around three friend two really want around sort leeched onto stuck get rid me great times always joking around shit third friend jonathan known since first grade great friends even went house large number times also came mine every single day towards end fifth grade johnathan always superior almost every way younger looking whereas early bloomer looked older kids better looking social friends me jealous means knew much liked overall noticed was feelings feeling inferior grew went house sleepovers years lived nice little house happy family problem family life seemed breeze him hard explain life seemed innocent carefree compared shit head ive grown called typical shit like ugly truth told ive always insecure looked comments never rested well me made worse could sort see it right now feel alone anybody friendsnone all makes feel cannot talk anybody ive talked mom countless times always tries get look bright side life tells im mistakenim close father mom feel comfortable talking him feel like itd awkward ive tried imagine many times little sister feel actually go killing myself would traumatize well entire family know problem id dead still know could ever die knowing outcome think might still salvageable suspect things getting bad ive began crying sleep well las day throughout week felt diffrent ways ive never felt before ive cried lot before feeling always feels like overlooming constantly know anymore maybe confused suspect hormones since
Contemplándolo idea no debe leer querer largo yeti años de edad marcha de turno pensando rojo flag desde quinto grado curso ive siempre pensó hormonas yendo pubertad temprano nunca fue mal dar breve visión general vida empujado sentir manera entrantes pensamientos comenzó quinto grado principalmente nadie realmente amigo menos solo mencionar burlas a lo largo de la vida mirando hacia atrás experiencias fácil superar las cosas que la gente contempla Redflag sobre malo realmente alrededor de tres amigos dos realmente quieren alrededor se quedó dormido en atascada deshacerse de mí grandes tiempos siempre bromeando mierda tercer amigo jonathan conocido ya que primer grado grandes amigos incluso fueron casa grandes veces también vino el mío todos los días hacia final quinto grado johnathan siempre superior casi todas las maneras miradas más jóvenes mientras que floreciente temprano parecía niños más viejos amigos sociales