story y old loserim dark place right vent serious fight mother last night told maybe end im worthless loser move back home ripe age  lost job layoffs half year ago pay bills anymore mostly huge debt have college family related matters dropped college work familys business request father even get education familys business went belly father died got lucky found job it even gone im  years old loser job college education debtridden fool gave dreams help family wants exist since teenage last night first time ever raised voice someone family enough guilt trip im pretty sure im getting kicked out knowing mother throw things im somewhere else kinda wish drinker now stress killing me one hire anymore even though im picky im really hardworking im old competent unskilled educated enough educated gave everything help family im even losing that idea wtf im supposed sometimes empty void future feels much thanks reading needed process writing down feel free laugh me words cant hurt anymore situation hurting me
story y old loserim dark place right vent serious fight mother last night told maybe end im worthless loser move back home ripe age lost job layoffs half year ago pay bills anymore mostly huge debt have college family related matters dropped college work familys business request father even get education familys business went belly father died got lucky found job it even gone im years old loser job college education debtridden fool gave dreams help family wants exist since teenage last night first time ever raised voice someone family enough guilt tripim pretty sure im getting kicked out knowing mother throw things im somewhere else kinda wish drinker now stress killing me one hire anymore even though im picky im really hardworking im old competent unskilled educated enough educated gave everything help family im even losing that idea wtf im supposed sometimes empty void future feels much thanks reading needed process writing down feel free laugh me words cant hurt anymore situation hurting me
historia y viejo perdedor lugar oscuro derecho ventilación serio lucha madre anoche dijo tal vez final im inútil perdedor mudarse de vuelta a casa edad madura pérdida de empleo despidos hace medio año pagar cuentas más grandes deudas han la universidad asuntos relacionados familia abandono universidad trabajo familias solicitud negocios padre incluso conseguir educación familias negocio vientre padre murió suerte encontrado trabajo incluso ido im años edad perdedor trabajo educación universidad tonto dio sueños ayuda familia quiere existir desde adolescente anoche primera vez creció voz alguien familia suficiente culpa tripim bastante seguro im ser expulsado saber madre tirar cosas im en otro lugar un poco deseo bebedor ahora me mata estrés un empleo más a pesar de im im muy trabajador im muy duro im competente educada suficientemente educado dio todo ayuda familia im incluso perder esa idea wtf im supuesto vacío futuro se siente mucho gracias lectura necesario proceso escritura abajo sentir libre risa me palabras no pueden lastimar más situación me duele