world giving signs kill myselfi terrible night friend called hang did pretty much ignored whole time texting awesome fun cool friends laughing good time them pretty much ignored top dad giving shit day today treating like  year old im  feeling like shit decided call crisis line got counselor  minutes hold terrible want listen made generic actually pretty mean comments like i know would upset you that sound like much big deal seriously told feeling suicidal said mhmmyeah told shift pretty much told terrible person quit job going say wrong things people distress seem care hung me called back right way got put hold hour hour phone rang nobody picked ended call im hold doubt anyone answer someone does bet itll another shitty counselor feeling suicidal right feel like world giving signs it people life treating like matterexist whole crisis line thing feel like sign end life really feel like im worth fuck people keep saying terrible things acting like im even human being really want kill right moment honestly everyone would better without burden lives people keep around feel sorry wasting time hate much cant take pain anymore feel soon im going finish bottle pills go bed
world giving signs kill myselfi terrible night friend called hang did pretty much ignored whole time texting awesome fun cool friends laughing good time them pretty much ignored top dad giving shit day today treating like year old im feeling like shit decided call crisis line got counselor minutes hold terrible want listen made generic actually pretty mean comments like i know would upset you that sound like much big deal seriously told feeling suicidal said mhmmyeah told shift pretty much told terrible person quit job going say wrong things people distress seem care hung me called back right way got put hold hour hour phone rang nobody picked ended call im hold doubt anyone answer someone does bet itll another shitty counselor feeling suicidal right feel like world giving signs it people life treating like matterexist whole crisis line thing feel like sign end life really feel like im worth fuck people keep saying terrible things acting like im even human being really want kill right moment honestly everyone would better without burden lives people keep around feel sorry wasting time hate much cant take pain anymore feel soon im going finish bottle pills go bed
El mundo dando señales mata a mellizos terrible noche amigo llamado colgar hizo casi todo el tiempo ignorado mensajes de texto increíble diversión amigos cool riendo buen tiempo ellos bastante ignorado papá superior dando mierda día de hoy tratando como año de edad Im sentimiento como mierda decidido llamada línea de crisis llegó consejero minutos mantener terrible deseo escuchar hecho genérico en realidad bastante malos comentarios como sé que suena como mucho gran cosa seriamente dicho sentimiento suicida dijo mhmmyeah cont cambio bastante dicho terrible persona dejar de trabajar va a decir cosas equivocadas personas angustia parece cuidado me llamó de nuevo derecho manera consiguió hold hour phone rang nadie elegido find call im high duda alguien responde a alguien le apostó a otro consejero de mierda sentimiento suicida derecha se siente como mundo dando señales gente trata como materiaexista toda la crisis línea cosa se siente como signo final vida realmente se siente como im vale la pena follar la gente sigue diciendo cosas terribles actuando como im ser humano realmente quiere matar momento correcto honestamente todos mejor sin carga vida gente se mantienen alrededor se siente mal tiempo odio mucho no puede tomar dolor mucho más se siente im va a terminar botella píldoras ir a la cama