want go anymorei guess ill get right it im gay want be ive known nine months want go away never never will barely say im gay mirror time like live unaccepting environment accept myself want get anxious guys friend group start talking girls want get nervous front guys crushes on hate gay way getting rid im dead im socially awkward hell feel like anywhere feel like im costume trying blend ends failing relationship older brother talk ever used much play together younger weve many arguments feel like relationship beyond repair thinks im dick shitty relationship mother shouts feels like everything do asks chores im shouts me calls selfish lazy fucking get it get wrong loving person outbursts always seem one getting shouted at relationship sister good feels good recently though know accidently outed her go detail ready know gay whenever see tall building fantasise jumping it one jump over something like busy road want live nights cry sleep honestly thing stopping internet friends dog even want live myself sad know think worth mentioning pair scissors kitchen drawer put throat one time felt fucking good theyre sharp enough anything felt good ive done since then despite resisting urge to way could describe say thirsty want get drink water say hypothetically know shouldnt resist urge even though see damn sink tap every day thats feels like scissors draw utensils whenever get spoon fork whatever hard put scissors throat again thanks reading
want go anymorei guess ill getright itim gay want be ive known nine months want go away never never will barely say im gay mirror time like live unaccepting environment accept myself want get anxious guys friend group start talking girls want get nervous front guys crushes on hate gay way getting rid im deadim socially awkward hell feel like anywhere feel like im costume trying blend ends failing relationship older brother talk ever used much play togetheryounger weve many arguments feel like relationship beyond repair thinks im dick shitty relationship mother shouts feels like everything do asks chores im shouts me calls selfish lazy fucking get it get wrong loving person outbursts always seem one getting shouted at relationship sister good feels good recently though know accidently outed her go detail ready know gay whenever see tall building fantasise jumping it one jump over something like busy road want live nights cry sleep honestly thing stopping internet friends dog even want live myself sad know think worth mentioning pair scissors kitchen drawer put throat one time felt fucking good theyre sharp enough anything felt good ive done since then despite resisting urge to way could describe say thirsty want get drink water say hypothetically know shouldnt resist urge even though see damn sink tap every day thats feels like scissors draw utensils whenever get spoon fork whatever hard put scissors throat again thanks reading
Quiero ir más adivino mal getright itim gay want be ive conocido nueve meses quieren irse nunca apenas decir im gay espejo tiempo como vivir ambiente inaceptable aceptarme quiero conseguir chicos ansiosos grupo de amigos empezar a hablar chicas quieren conseguir nerviosos frente chicos se enamoran de odio gay manera deshacerse im deadim socialmente incómodo infierno se siente como en cualquier lugar se siente como im disfraz tratando de mezcla termina fracaso relación hermano más viejo hablar ha utilizado mucho jugar juntos más joven weve muchos argumentos se siente como relación más allá de reparación piensa im dick mierda relación madre grita se siente como todo lo hace preguntas tareas im gritos me llama