im probably getting theretldr depression go crippling levels finished university  years ago life pushing towards edge work specific im tired convincing people im dumb basically theres one manager keeps belittling previous experience basically enterprise php engineer im cloud java engineer never codemonkey going year almost even episode introduced feature yet needed laughed overengineering things end ended realizing actually need right make it basically like time  go beyond get laughed see actually right decision maybe last part always im fairly sure pretty good engineering systems work code bad best anyways maybe really shitty engineer though knows im depressed theres literally nothing else life work ive started become depressed situation work ive drinking recently got control today im sure anymore im tired fighting healthy whole life like that someone picks time fight back politeness stellar performance helped past  scumbag professors university stellar work stopped bullying saw im lazy idiot seem work im asking whether want live life gonna like whole life like things ahead endless suffering bullying come think it maybe life people there someone always bullies you whats funny get bullied school pretty healthy relationship classmates
im probably getting theretldr depression go crippling levels finished university years ago life pushing towards edge work specificim tired convincing people im dumb basically theres one manager keeps belittling previous experience basically enterprise php engineer im cloud java engineer never codemonkey going year almost even episode introduced feature yet needed laughed overengineering things end ended realizing actually need right make it basically like time go beyond get laughed see actually right decision maybe last part always im fairly sure pretty good engineering systems work code bad best anyways maybe really shitty engineer though knows im depressed theres literally nothing else life work ive started become depressed situation work ive drinking recently got control today im sure anymore im tired fighting healthy whole life like that someone picks time fight back politeness stellar performance helped past scumbag professors university stellar work stopped bullying saw im lazy idiot seem work im asking whether want live life gonna like whole life like things ahead endless suffering bullying come think it maybe life people there someone always bullies you whats funny get bullied school pretty healthy relationship classmates
Im probablemente conseguir theretldr depresión ir niveles paralizantes terminado universidad hace años vida empujando hacia el borde trabajo específicoim cansado convencer a la gente im tonto básicamente Theres un gerente sigue denigrando experiencia previa básicamente empresa php ingeniero im nube java ingeniero nunca codemonkey va año casi incluso episodio introducido característica sin embargo necesario rió sobreingeniería fin fin darse cuenta realmente necesidad derecho hacer básicamente como el tiempo ir más allá de reírse ver en realidad decisión correcta tal vez la última parte siempre estoy bastante seguro bastante buenos sistemas de ingeniería trabajo código mal mejor de todos modos tal vez ingeniero de mierda aunque sabe im deprimido Theres literalmente nada más trabajo de la vida ha comenzado a deprimir situación trabajo en directo beber recientemente consiguió el control hoy