suicidal thoughts calm scaryi pretty much joined reddit came straight really need let something out used suicidal urges lot ive attempted before used mind chaos pain redflag way escape panic desperation last months different ive contemplated life really deeply keep coming conclusion mother dog passes best thing die know want die days do days dont spend maybe hour two day bad days actively thinking killing myself panic seems like cold logic though attempted scares attempts know fight mind rational even know anymore know im suicidal part wants live want live part suicidal even know hope get this guess hope getting help idk
suicidal thoughts calm scaryi pretty much joined reddit came straight really need let something out used suicidal urges lot ive attempted before used mind chaos pain redflag way escape panic desperation last months different ive contemplated life really deeply keep coming conclusion mother dog passes best thing die know want die days do days dont spend maybe hour two day bad days actively thinking killing myself panic seems like cold logic though attempted scares attempts know fight mind rational even know anymore know im suicidal part wants live want live part suicidal even know hope get this guess hope getting help idk
pensamientos suicidas calma escalofriante casi unido reddit vino derecho realmente necesidad de dejar que algo usado impulsos suicidas lote ive intento antes de utilizar la mente caos dolor bandera roja manera de escapar pánico desesperación los últimos meses diferente ive contemplada vida muy profundamente seguir llegando conclusión madre perro pasa mejor cosa morir saber querer morir días no pasar tal vez hora dos días malos días activamente pensar matarme pánico parece como lógica fría aunque intentos de miedos intentos de luchar mente racional incluso saber más saber im suicida parte quiere vivir quiere vivir parte suicida incluso saber esperanza conseguir esta conjetura esperanza conseguir ayuda idk