sorry post againi want use sub place go groan guess im now past couple weeks rough life saying much every thing crumbling around me mind broken afraid pushed dearest friend away ive intense lately many people open to know im much know  throw sick weight onto loved ones shoulders ive watching videos people dying redflags favorite especially ones guns ive gotten murder videos freak accidents torture never  never liked sort thing seeing hurt always made sick love now soothing pleasurable watch videos release drugsmeds always cheap masks make feel real pleasure watch suffering gore actually calm im filled hatred want hurt everyone crosses me want people hurt every fucking day hurt me always pinning screaming ears cant get quite anywhere everyones feeling forced onto me want stop it want eyes leave me ive never fight believe opportunity ive never hurt anyone want bash break people make feel like complete shit opened friend think scared off even give details needed get back wanted person care know completely breaking whats wrong me lived constant urge end life  violence pounding head  think really turned friend away me im tired everything loud want good man
sorry post againi want use sub place go groan guess im now past couple weeks rough life saying much every thing crumbling around me mind broken afraid pushed dearest friend awayive intense lately many people open to know im much know throw sick weight onto loved ones shoulders ive watching videos people dying redflags favorite especially ones guns ive gotten murder videos freak accidents torture never never liked sort thing seeing hurt always made sick love now soothing pleasurable watch videos release drugsmeds always cheap masks make feel real pleasure watch suffering gore actually calm im filled hatred want hurt everyone crosses me want people hurt every fucking day hurt me always pinning screaming ears cant get quite anywhere everyones feeling forced onto me want stop it want eyes leave me ive never fight believe opportunity ive never hurt anyone want bash break people make feel like complete shit opened friend think scared off even give details needed get back wanted person care know completely breaking whats wrong me lived constant urge end life violence pounding head think really turned friend away me im tired everything loud want good man
Lo siento post otra vez quiero usar sub place ir gemir adivinar im ahora pasado par de semanas vida áspera diciendo mucho cada cosa desmoronarse alrededor de mí mente rota miedo empujado querido amigo alejándose intenso últimamente mucha gente abierta a conocer im mucho saber tirar peso enfermo sobre seres queridos hombros ive ver videos gente moribundos banderas rojas favoritos especialmente armas ive conseguido asesinato videos extraños accidentes tortura nunca me gustó clase cosa viendo siempre hecho mal amor ahora calmante placer ver videos soltar drogas siempre barato hacer sentir placer ver sufrimiento gore realmente calma im lleno odio quieren herir a todos me quieren gente herido cada puto día me duele siempre pinche gritos oídos no puede llegar a cualquier lugar todo el mundo se siente obligado a mí quiere detenerse quiere ojos me deja nunca lucha creo oportunidad ive nunca lastimar a nadie quiere bash break gente hacer sentir como mierda abierta amigo pensar asustado incluso dar detalles necesita volver querido cuidado persona sabe completamente romper lo que me mal vivívo constantemente urgencia fin vida violencia golpear cabeza pensar realmente loco amigo im cansado todo fuerte quiere buen hombre