since nobody talk might well talk myself wanted family failed like everything else ive attempted life failure failure tragedy tragedy disappointment disappointment havent looked mirror days genuinely hate myself hate am hate getting help l ruined life haileys life hate im going everyday see beautiful daughter doesnt matter meds doctors put on im sick im unfixable im broken amount sadness depression medicated cant talked professional ive held onto feelings long became part am dont want leave world want family want see daughter get school bus first day school want see siblings graduate high school want see friends succeed live life instead existing realized things done without here dont want anyone sad go want people happy want people relieved im cancer everyone meet dont even realize damage create done im tired burden everyone im tired disappointing everyone im tired know everyone tired too wouldnt call death redflag thats harsh word sacrifice peace something never able provide anyone ever life hailey always love you nothing good me please dont let death upset you time together best years life worst you im sorry everything put through daughter dont want go daddy really sick im going get better dont want growing hating sickness also dont want hate took out im lot pain pain going grow get older born made goal everyday night you thats longer option spirit everywhere go daddy always there parents im sorry underachieving son wanted friends lot come gone lot us grew apart im sorry guys go im pain boys laugh joke long eventually feel feelings couldnt asked better friends guys ive slept houses times rough ill always appreciate yall want everyone happy please dont mad please dont sad happy im something right once
since nobody talk might well talk myself wanted family failed like everything else ive attempted life failure failure tragedy tragedy disappointment disappointment havent looked mirror days genuinely hate myself hate am hate getting help l ruined life haileys life hate im going everyday see beautiful daughter doesnt matter meds doctors put on im sick im unfixable im broken amount sadness depression medicated cant talked professional ive held onto feelings long became part am dont want leave world want family want see daughter get school bus first day school want see siblings graduate high school want see friends succeed live life instead existing realized things done without here dont want anyone sad go want people happy want people relieved im cancer everyone meet dont even realize damage create doneim tired burden everyone im tired disappointing everyoneim tired know everyone tired too wouldnt call death redflag thats harsh word sacrifice peace something never able provide anyone ever life hailey always love you nothing good me please dont let death upset you time together best years life worst you im sorry everything put through daughter dont want go daddy really sick im going get better dont want growing hating sickness also dont want hate took out im lot pain pain going grow get older born made goal everyday night you thats longer option spirit everywhere go daddy always there parents im sorry underachieving son wanted friends lot come gone lot us grew apartim sorry guys go im pain boys laugh joke long eventually feel feelings couldnt asked better friends guys ive slept houses times rough ill always appreciate yall want everyone happyplease dont mad please dont sad happyim something right once
Ya que nadie habla bien hablar yo mismo quería familia falló como todo lo demás intento de vida fracaso fracaso tragedia desilusión desilusión have no mirada espejo días realmente odio yo odio odio conseguir ayuda l vida arruinada haveys vida odio im ir todos los días ver hermosa hija no importa meds médicos poner en im enfermo im infijable im cantidad rota tristeza depresión medicado no puedo hablar profesional ive mantenido en los sentimientos se convirtió en parte soy no quiero dejar el mundo quiero familia quiero ver hija conseguir escuela autobús escuela primer día quiero ver hermanos graduado escuela quiero ver amigos éxito vivir vida en lugar de existir cosas realizadas sin aquí no quiero que nadie triste ir quieren gente feliz quieren gente aliviada im cáncer todo el mundo conocer ni siquiera se dan cuenta daño crea doedim cansado carga todo el mundo im cansado decepcionar a todo el mundoim cansado saber todo el mundo cansado tampoco llamarían muerte redflag que es dura palabra sacrificio paz algo nunca capaz proporcionar a nadie vida haveey siempre amarte nada bueno por favor no dejes que la muerte te moleste tiempo juntos mejor años la vida lo siento todo se puso a través hija no quiero ir