think tonights nightim tired im tired job im tired school im tired alone im tired nothing day nothing fun anymore people used ask wanted life idea anymore maybe never did friends care guess lost years ago quit swim probably biggest mistake life filled them better tried harder better friend fucked up another one failings tried much harder could done much more could much more im even sure im making post know me care last time made post like told cut self pitying arrogance sure expect  pills  mg citalopram here im sure thats enough kill me im also drunk another bottle generic version lamisil here lamisil even real medicine think prescribed fix weird fungal thing toenail would even anything probably not maybe im lucky enough send way maybe ill end psych ward might fun find out funny feel depressed now sad either kinda relieving choice could bottle maybe go somewhere better im sitting staring bottles old swimming trophies ribbons guess thing good at real accomplishment  fucking years talking friend today whos swim meet would give another one would give anything one day high school swim good old days go ruin i miss days never get back i im sorry fucked up fucked badly done better im sure ranting boring point guess ill stop care
think tonights nightim tired im tired jobim tired schoolim tired aloneim tired nothing day nothing fun anymore people used ask wanted life idea anymore maybe never did friends care guess lost years ago quit swim probably biggest mistake life filled them better tried harder better friend fucked up another one failings tried much harder could done much more could much more im even sure im making post know me care last time made post like told cut self pitying arrogance sure expect pills mg citalopram hereim sure thats enough kill me im also drunk another bottle generic version lamisil here lamisil even real medicine think prescribed fix weird fungal thing toenail would even anything probably not maybe im lucky enough send way maybe ill end psych ward might fun find out funny feel depressed now sad either kinda relieving choice could bottle maybe go somewhere better im sitting staring bottles old swimming trophies ribbons guess thing good at real accomplishment fucking years talking friend today whos swim meet would give another one would give anything one day high school swim good old days go ruini miss days never get backi im sorry fucked up fucked badly done better im sure ranting boring point guess ill stop care
Creo que esta noche nightim cansado im cansado trabajoim cansado schoolim cansado solo schoolim cansado nada día nada divertido más la gente solía preguntar quería la vida idea más tal vez nunca amigos cuidado conjeturar hace años dejó de nadar probablemente mayor error vida llenado ellos mejor probado mejor mejor amigo jodido otro fallas más difícil podría hacer mucho más incluso seguro im making post saber la última vez me importa hizo post como dijo cortar auto compadecimiento arrogancia seguro esperar pastillas mg citalopram aquíim seguro que me mata suficiente im también beber otra botella versión genérica lamisil aquí lamisil incluso medicina real creo que recetado arreglar extraña cosa fúngica uña de los pies incluso cualquier cosa probablemente no lo suficientemente suerte enviar manera tal vez mal extremo psych Ward podría diversión encontrar divertido sentirse deprimido ahora triste cualquiera de los dos tipos de aliviar opción podría botella tal vez ir a algún lugar mejor im sentado mirando botellas viejos trofeos de natación cintas adivinar cosa buena en logro real años hablando amigo hoy quién se reuniría daría cualquier cosa un día alta escuela nadar buenos días falta días nunca consigue backi