point sympathize one living hell familyi love family havent killed myself living hell right now god awful digestive pain feel thobbing migrating around face day day out sharp pains lasting m random spots body brutal cluster headaches worst part god awful shit hanging soft palate big sharp cant swallow weeks end days like sudden feel massive foul tasting things go throat barely swallow cant throw squirm go down neti rinses result nothing even muccus comes clear bloodwork showing nothing slightly elevated white blood cell count feels like im swallowing massive parasites fucking disgusting terrifying one believes me think im delusional think could delusional ive antipsychotics months fuck all doc refuses send sort specialist going  years getting worse gotten drugs simply ease numb pain weird sensations feel cuz really think delusional started happening got drugs point hell living outweigh pain family feel ending life dont know much longer go like this shit seriously fucked up
point sympathize one living hell familyi love family havent killed myself living hellright now god awful digestive pain feel thobbing migrating around face day day out sharp pains lasting m random spots body brutal cluster headaches worst part god awful shit hanging soft palate big sharp cant swallow weeks end days like sudden feel massive foul tasting things go throat barely swallow cant throw squirm go down neti rinses result nothing even muccus comes clear bloodwork showing nothing slightly elevated white blood cell count feels like im swallowing massive parasites fucking disgusting terrifying one believes me think im delusional think could delusional ive antipsychotics months fuck all doc refuses send sort specialist going years getting worse gotten drugs simply ease numb pain weird sensations feel cuz really think delusional started happening got drugs pointhell living outweigh pain family feel ending life dont know much longer go like this shit seriously fucked up
punto simpatizar una vida infierno familia amor familia no me han matado vivir infiernoahora mismo dios horrible dolor digestivo sentir migrar alrededor cara día fuera dolores agudos durando m puntos aleatorios cuerpo brutal dolores de cabeza de racimo peor parte dios horrible mierda colgando paladar suave grande agudo cant tragar semanas finales días como sensación repentina masiva cata de cosas ir garganta apenas tragar cant tiro chorro go down neti enjuagues resultado nada incluso mucosidad viene sangre clara mostrar nada ligeramente elevado recuento de glóbulos blancos se siente como im tragar parásitos masivos mierda repugnante terrorífico uno cree que creo que im delirante pensar podría delirante ive antipsicóticos meses mierda todos doc se niega enviar tipo especialista va años peor sólo aliviar dolor entumecido sensaciones raras se siente cuz realmente pensar deliral comenzó a pasar tienen drogas puntoinfel vida más allá dolor familia sentir final vida no sé mucho más ir como esta mierda seriamente jodido hasta esta mierda