im lost roadbeen struggling lot heavy depression recently lost  family members grandma raised grew since little boy  uncles tia always supportive encouraging ive battling lot health issues well people tell go ahead get life together not havent able properly jump start vehicle get place uncle close kid admire appreciate lot hes always one cool uncles got diagnosed cancer right broke girlfriend said shit shouldnt oh well parents never really there one considered mom dad grandma shes one whod take doctors mexico not im left alone ive dealing horrible suicidal thoughts day actually thinking bout taking xanax not bumping one lil peeps songs another song driving expressway seeing attempt would successful theres nights break crying break pain everything hard really cant control thoughts dont want go psych ward dont help want drug up idk guess overwhelming im constantly throwing up im constantly faking smile faking im ok one loves fucks more year ago people wanted now ones ok though im used it oh well cant wait  another life disaster pandemic doesnt help honestly haha
im lost roadbeen struggling lot heavy depression recently lost family members grandma raised grew since little boy uncles tia always supportive encouraging ive battling lot health issues well people tell go ahead get life together not havent able properly jump start vehicle get place uncle close kid admire appreciate lot hes always one cool uncles got diagnosed cancer right broke girlfriend said shit shouldntoh well parents never really there one considered mom dadgrandma shes one whod take doctors mexico not im left alone ive dealing horrible suicidal thoughts day actually thinking bout taking xanax not bumping one lil peeps songs another song driving expressway seeing attempt would successful theresnights break crying break pain everything hard really cant control thoughts dont want go psych ward dont help want drug up idk guess overwhelmingim constantly throwing up im constantly faking smile faking im ok one loves fucks more year ago people wanted now ones ok though im used itoh well cant wait another life disaster pandemic doesnt help honestly haha
Im perdido roadbeen lucha mucho fuerte depresión recientemente perdido miembros de la familia abuela criado creció desde niño tios tia apoyo siempre fomentar ive lucha mucho problemas de salud bien la gente dice ir adelante conseguir la vida juntos no have not having appropriate start vehicle get place tío close kid admire apreciar mucho hes siempre un tío cool consiguió diagnóstico de cáncer derecha novia dijo mierda deberíah bien padres nunca realmente allí uno considerado mamá papá abuela shes one whod take mexicos not im left live live trading horrible suicida thinking day really thinking bout taking xanax not tacking one lil pieps cancion driving expressway ver intento de éxito theresnights break theresnows thery break break dolor todo duro realmente no puedo controlar pensamientos no quiero ir psy quarter dont ayudar a droga up idk supringim constantemente lanzando im constantemente finking sonrisa faking im ok uno ama follando más hace un año la gente quería ahora ok aunque im use itoh bien no puedo esperar otra vida desastre pandemia no ayuda honestamente hahaa