almost killed myselfi loaded ruger mm head cold barrel tempting wife would fine kids tells every day shit help way hate myself life joke thinking funeral today people would would wifes family would feel obligated people want day work paid day work everyone redflag living twelve pounds force trigger needs pulled put  lbs force mine close think ill start saving bullets see many times get close first time ive close like this tried hang tree limb broke ive also taken handful oxy ended throwing up documentary saw redflag forest japan base mt fuji bet view amazing ive always wanted go japan  one way ticket sound bad maybe ill go actually it
almost killed myselfi loaded ruger mm head cold barrel tempting wife would fine kids tells every day shit help way hate myself life joke thinking funeral today people would would wifes family would feel obligated people want day work paid day work everyone redflag living twelve pounds force trigger needs pulled put lbs force mine close think ill start saving bullets see many times get close first time ive close like this tried hang tree limb broke ive also taken handful oxy ended throwing up documentary saw redflag forest japan base mt fuji bet view amazing ive always wanted go japan one way ticket sound bad maybe ill go actuallyit
casi me mata a mí mismo cargado ruger mm cabeza frío barril tentadora esposa multa niños dice cada día mierda ayuda manera odio a mí mismo vida broma pensando funeral hoy la gente sería esposas familia se sentiría obligado personas quieren trabajo diario pagado trabajo todos Redflag vivir doce libras fuerza gatillo necesidades tirón puso libras fuerza mina cerca pensar mal empezar a salvar balas ver muchas veces se acercan por primera vez ive close como este tratado ahorcar miembro del árbol roto ive también tomó puñado de oxi terminó lanzando documental sierra Redflag bosque japan base mt fuji bet ver increíble ive siempre quería ir Japón una manera billete suena mal tal vez mal ir en realidad