multiple half assed redflag attempts since elementary schoolnot sure much actually intend say ive suicidal long remember think first attempt around age  suicidal thoughts constant life since then age   ive tried kill times success struggled self harm that got close trying lost motivation even resorted staring floor realizing would fuck like past times planning going field near house jamming knife stomach probably badly worded whatever im incredibly frustrated especially years denied help medical malpractice bullshit pushing closer closer killing myself kept alive peoples sake
multiple half assed redflag attempts since elementary schoolnot sure much actually intend say ive suicidal long remember think first attempt around age suicidal thoughts constant life since then age ive tried kill times success struggled self harm that got close trying lost motivation even resorted staring floor realizing would fuck like past times planning going field near house jamming knife stomach probably badly worded whatever im incredibly frustrated especially years denied help medical malpractice bullshit pushing closer closer killing myself kept alive peoples sake
múltiples intentos de medio culo de bandera roja desde la escuela primaria no sé mucho realmente pretende decir ive suicida largo recordar pensar primero intento alrededor de edad pensamientos suicidas vida constante desde entonces edad ive intentado matar tiempos de éxito lucha contra el auto daño que se puso de cerca tratando de perdido motivación incluso recurrió mirando el piso darse cuenta de que la mierda como en el pasado planeando ir al campo cerca de casa atascando el estómago cuchillo probablemente mal redactada lo que im increíblemente frustrado especialmente años negado ayuda mala práctica médica mierda empujando más cerca de matarme a mí mismo mantuvo vivo a la gente sake