long please read please  mwell back realized friends really friends talk outside school usually respond messages blow obviously fake excuses chores practice etc  times now ya really bad timing bad timing math busy  time better chance winning lottery twice row busy many times course id never say face since busy less  time id say odds actually one  also interestingly enough happens really big fucking number point felt friends all point crying bed day wanting literally die worst thing reason would happen ive told im nice cute hot smart funny im tall muscular money third time actually left house cute girl came asked number gave although im interested swear god real important one person actually reading accurate information impressed whatever may think think would happen id rather situation loser speech impediment social anxiety unnatractive abusive friends  months ago knowing still make real friends hurt everytime somebody would ignore snapchat never respond text like shot stomach actually considering doing one thing keeping killing one friends person would conversation me three weeks ago even invited hang her yet due reasons mention ever want found people know im glad her know like never friend actually cared you meet someone like her imagine waking paralyzed surgery want doctors notice awake see twitch eye trying get attention every time look eyes think theyre going notice sure time get hopes nothing always sometimes stare strangely like somethings wrong always shrug off plus pain surgery sudden hours literally tortured one doctor decides apparent reason increase anaesthetics anyways thanks two three people actually read this im putting thankyou middle see it do please comment letter q italics along whatever else would comment like doctor know keeping kept from also one ever help anyways wanted talk that still want die since everything life actually care horrible kill now probably feel like friendship starting end since want make feel responsible afterwards got boyfriend means cant hang guys really even talk them text back two days want die feel like nobody really talk to nobody wants listen even though know irl still nice know least one person listening want things turn around know theyre happening spent years life forcing change getting past social anxiety everything else people would treat differently actually want around me idea wrong me cant change it cant fix it hell id rather kill go longer cant get it everything else going life except this money looks brains etc id rather none things meant people cared ability fun also based people ive tried everything videogames netflix sports going places matter im constantly bored end going reddit day play games distract myself even get bored get bored feel worse like staring white wall day every day someone talks great cant even come analogy it unfortunately never happens people ignore texts take days text back ignore snapchats constantly blow never invite anything like getting kicked gut nobody wish courage end life depending things go week im going it least try force to bottle aspirin shoot myself feels horrible type im done though nobody nobody
long please read please mwell back realized friends really friends talk outside school usually respond messages blow obviously fake excuses chores practice etc times now ya really bad timing bad timing math busy time better chance winning lottery twice row busy many times course id never say face since busy less time id say odds actually one also interestingly enough happens really big fucking number point felt friends all point crying bed day wanting literally die worst thing reason would happen ive told im nice cute hot smart funnyim tall muscular money third time actually left house cute girl came asked number gave although im interested swear god real important one person actually reading accurate information impressed whatever may think think would happen id rather situation loser speech impediment social anxiety unnatractive abusive friends months ago knowing still make real friends hurt everytime somebody would ignore snapchat never respond text like shot stomach actually considering doing one thing keeping killing one friends person would conversation me three weeks ago even invited hang her yet due reasons mention ever want found people know im glad her know like never friend actually cared you meet someone like her imagine waking paralyzed surgery want doctors notice awake see twitch eye trying get attention every time look eyes think theyre going notice sure time get hopes nothing always sometimes stare strangely like somethings wrong always shrug off plus pain surgery sudden hours literally tortured one doctor decides apparent reason increase anaesthetics anyways thanks two three people actually read this im putting thankyoumiddle see it do please comment letter q italics along whatever else would comment like doctor know keeping kept from also one ever help anyways wanted talk that still want die since everything life actually care horrible kill now probably feel like friendship starting end since want make feel responsible afterwards got boyfriend means cant hang guys really even talk them text back two days want die feel like nobody really talk to nobody wants listen even though know irl still nice know least one person listening want things turn around know theyre happening spent years life forcing change getting past social anxiety everything else people would treat differently actually want around me idea wrong me cant change it cant fix ithell id rather kill go longer cant get it everything else going life except this money looks brains etc id rather none things meant people cared ability fun also based people ive tried everything videogames netflix sports going places matter im constantly bored end going reddit day play games distract myself even get bored get bored feel worse like staring white wall day every day someone talks great cant even come analogy it unfortunately never happens people ignore texts take days text back ignore snapchats constantly blow never invite anything like getting kicked gut nobody wish courage end life depending things go week im going it least try force to bottle aspirin shoot myself feels horrible type im done thoughnobody nobody
long please reading please mwell back realized friends really friends talk out school generalmente responder mensajes soplar obviamente falsas excusas tareas práctica etc veces ahora ya muy mal tiempo mal tiempo matemáticas tiempo ocupado mejor oportunidad ganar lotería dos filas ocupado muchas veces curso id nunca decir cara ya ocupado menos tiempo id decir probabilidades en realidad uno también bastante interesante sucede realmente gran mierda número punto sentía amigos todos punto llorar día querer literalmente morir peor cosa razón podría suceder ive dijo im lindo lindo caliente inteligente gracioso alto muscular dinero tercera vez realmente izquierda casa chica linda vino pedido número dado aunque im interesado juro dios realmente importante una persona leer información precisa impresionó lo que podría pensar pensar que pasaría id