understand became like this suddenly lights always turned off believe happiness see someone happy understand it believe much depressed like normal  course am everyone else acting  normal except like this remember wanting people  wanting connection   wanting  make people smile suddenly happened year also fast point almost paralysing  good day day eat  great day would mean take shower  even question ask answer seek  fucking want get back normale right fucking now add up angry confused fucking unfair logically know always like this right 
understand became like this suddenly lights always turned off believe happiness see someone happy understand it believe much depressed like normal course am everyone else acting normal except like this remember wanting people wanting connection wanting make people smile suddenly happened year also fast point almost paralysing good day day eat great day would mean take shower even question ask answer seek fucking want get back normaleright fucking now add up angry confused fucking unfair logically know always like thisright
entender se convirtió en esto de repente las luces siempre apagaron creer felicidad ver a alguien feliz entender creer mucho deprimido como curso normal soy todo el mundo actuando normal excepto como este recordar querer que la gente que desea conexión querer hacer que la gente sonrisa de repente pasó año también punto rápido casi paralizante buen día comer gran día significa tomar ducha incluso pregunta pregunta respuesta buscar maldito querer volver normaleright mierda ahora sumar enojado confundido maldito injusto lógicamente saber siempre como esto