better die means saving hersometimes vivid thoughts usually dreams sometimes happen im awake too ampxb see her bruised bloodied crying front me see feel warmth hands feel smell blood like see hurt dont always beautiful matter looks sounds like time always see her bleeding head cowering fear horrible always know im responsible sometime even sobs stop cant take it know never ever loved ever wanted but even infinitesimally small chance could reality better die loneliness enough make want kill myself even somehow somehow wrong that better die anyway protect whoever future victim wouldve been know ill never loved saw experienced physical sexual emotional abuse whos say girl love worth dying too make sure that  chance future girlfriend exist finds someone actually take care instead someone wholl carry pain
better die means saving hersometimes vivid thoughts usually dreams sometimes happen im awake too ampxb see her bruised bloodied crying front me see feel warmth hands feel smell blood like see hurt dont always beautiful matter looks sounds like time always see her bleeding head cowering fear horrible always know im responsible sometime even sobs stop cant take it know never ever loved ever wanted but even infinitesimally small chance could reality better die loneliness enough make want kill myself even somehow somehow wrong that better die anyway protect whoever future victim wouldve been know ill never loved saw experienced physical sexual emotional abuse whos say girl love worth dying too make sure that chance future girlfriend exist finds someone actually take care instead someone wholl carry pain
mejor morir significa salvarla a veces pensamientos vívidos generalmente los sueños a veces suceden im despierto demasiado ampxb ver su magullado ensangrentado llanto frente mí ver sentir calor manos sentir olor sangre como ver dolor no siempre materia hermosa suena como el tiempo siempre ver su cabeza sangrante miedo horrible siempre sé que soy responsable en algún momento incluso sollozos parada no puedo tomarlo saber nunca nunca amado nunca querido pero incluso infinitamente pequeña oportunidad podría morir mejor realidad soledad suficiente hacer querer matarme incluso de alguna manera mal que mejor morir de todos modos proteger a quien sea futura víctima habría sido conocido mal nunca amado vi experimentado abuso sexual emocional que dicen chica amor vale la pena morir también asegúrese de que la oportunidad futura novia existe encuentra a alguien realmente cuidar en lugar de alguien que lleva dolor