wanna live anymore life senseless please change mindhello created reddit account sake post january  diagnosed borderline personality disorder taking toll me go therapy coronavirus outbreak whenever mother arguments im always wrong one always keeps top take things anymore want die prolonging time die senseless well die future anyway whats point living really get raised parents what compete others using learned skills knowledge compete best resources available try gain much experiences relationships achievements knowledge satisfaction end die anyway humans worthless selfish pieces crap ever really compete resources even see global warming result selfish deeds competing resources species animal kingdom that humans well known compete humans too iq skills climb hierarchy acquire financial relationship status gain self esteem iq skills stay ladder live worst life possible none low financial relationship status gain least esteem fucking brain hormonal differences world mad stress senseless selfish deeds end well die anyway letting emotional physical pains insecurities anxieties fears death stay sides end well die anyway say prolonging time left final line death senseless please change mind using nonreligious views believe god
wanna live anymore life senseless please change mindhello created reddit account sake post january diagnosed borderline personality disorder taking toll me go therapy coronavirus outbreak whenever mother arguments im always wrong one always keeps top take things anymore want die prolonging time die senseless well die futureanyway whats point living really get raised parents what compete others using learned skills knowledge compete best resources available try gain much experiences relationships achievements knowledge satisfaction end die anyway humans worthless selfish pieces crap ever really compete resources even see global warming result selfish deeds competing resources species animal kingdom that humans well known compete humans too iq skills climb hierarchy acquire financial relationship status gain self esteem iq skills stay ladder live worst life possible none low financial relationship status gain least esteem fucking brain hormonal differences world mad stress senseless selfish deeds endwell die anyway letting emotional physical pains insecurities anxieties fears death stay sides end well die anyway say prolonging time left final line death senseless please change mind using nonreligious views believe god
quiero vivir más vida sin sentido por favor cambiar mentehello creado cuenta reddit sake post enero diagnosticado trastorno de personalidad borderline toll me go terapia coronavirus brote cada vez que la madre argumentos im siempre mal uno siempre mantiene superior tomar cosas más quiere morir más tiempo morir sin sentido bien morir futurode todos modos lo que es el punto de vida realmente crecer padres lo que competir otros utilizando habilidades aprendidas conocimiento competir mejores recursos disponibles tratar de ganar muchas experiencias logros conocimientos satisfacción terminar morir de todos modos humanos inútiles egoístas pedazos mierda nunca realmente competir recursos incluso ver global calentamiento resultado egoísta actos competidores recursos especies animales reino que los humanos bien conocidos competir humanos también habilidades iq escala jerarquía adquirir estado de relaciones financieras ganar autoestima habilidades iq permanecer escalera vivir peor vida posible ninguno bajo estado de relaciones financieras ganar menos estima cerebro hormonal diferencias mundo loco estrés actos egoístas sin sentido endwell morir de todos modos dejar emocional dolores físicos inseguridades ansiedades miedos muerte permanecer lados fin bien morir morir