context diagnosed mdd probably asdnot actual diagnosis least think looking different signs concurrent long remember hospitalized suicidal ideationi turned  recently oldest child live mother younger brother argue lot usually brother mother i mother brother problem case attend therapy nothing notcannot talk much mom hard money sick upcoming hysterectomy dad paying child support mom argue lot brother argue answer question continue ask mom yells argue back disagree try raise voice seem end argument probably something wrong argue always boils trying kick redflaged is cry tell bad mom redflaged is always gone like since  bad mom problem me clear want blame took equation things would fine time reluctant feel depressed right way convinced right idea posting here clearly doubts thought best say something somewhere feeling depressed feel like everyone would benefit killed myself
context diagnosed mdd probably asdnot actual diagnosis least think looking different signs concurrent long remember hospitalized suicidal ideationi turned recently oldest child live mother younger brother argue lot usually brother mother i mother brother problem case attend therapy nothing notcannot talk much mom hard money sick upcoming hysterectomy dad paying child support mom argue lot brother argue answer question continue ask mom yells argue back disagree try raise voice seem end argument probably something wrong argue always boils trying kick redflaged is cry tell bad mom redflaged is always gone like since bad mom problem me clear want blame took equation things would fine time reluctant feel depressed right way convinced right idea posting here clearly doubts thought best say something somewhere feeling depressed feel like everyone would benefit killed myself
contexto diagnosticado mdd probablemente asdnot diagnóstico real menos pensar mirando diferentes signos concurrente largo tiempo recordar ideación suicida hospitalizado se convirtió recientemente hijo mayor vivo madre hermano menor argumentar mucho hermano madre i madre caso problema asistir terapia nada no puedeno hablar mucho mamá dinero duro enfermo próxima histerectomía papá pagar apoyo infantil mamá argumenta mucho hermano argumentar respuesta pregunta seguir haciendo mamá gritos argumentar espalda tratar de elevar la voz parece argumento final probablemente algo mal argumentar siempre hervir tratar patadas rojoflaged es llorar decirle mala mamá rojoflaged siempre se ha ido como desde mala mamá problema me claro quieren culpa tomó las cosas ecuación bien tiempo renuente sentirse deprimido derecha manera convencida idea correcta publicación aquí claramente dudas pensó mejor decir algo en algún lugar sentirse deprimido sentir como todos se beneficiarían me maten a mí mismo