question asking myself months underage less  think asked fricking question live mom two sisters dad live another country another family care asking that one sisters  years old said when wad  big baby needed suck problems grow up adults do  fvck want act like adult  little sister admired it sister  years old one really talking to age difference interest book anime japan culture started talking together sincerelly regret it thinks older me mom scolding something wrong that think it way much example one day best friend home noise drinking chocolate milk smashed head cup started crying bleeding friend told exagerating say sorry help no think right thing cared example  started fighting verbally pinned sofa hurting shoulders pushed stomach cn go room there sis  literally started beating up till floor crying screaming stop  hurts  stop fucking beating  sis  said stop  get physical  one pushing sofa called mom said want know anything example  yesterday  july  playing fortnite cousin  stepsis  used curse know sarcastic said shut f step sis syam  yo big sis name started yelling do talk like that like xas talking ti bitch said things like y responding because conversation works end said to think friend like well pick people petsonnality friend but since wanted finish argument said uh  smashed head switch playing with screaming what wrong  pushed stomch crazy would go away conclusion scratch face maybe keep ever yesterday that scarified myself  days it care mark fact would want face hurts tried end life multiple times since  first time person family rped me since cannot feel pleasure life even forgive person still horrible me sexuality problem mom said you lucky accept you like think accept me kid  people get kicked out guess lucky gender problem identify genderfluid person hehim pronous one love even use pronous even it problem need smile always even eating mom said exact wordssmile said smile  ugh  smile  like unhappy either  even reason hapoy smile  well reason smile happy anything except eating  last least asked never asked born live mother go see friends go someone birthday live feed house go school asked things one go see therapist asked it asked three time even said yes anything so supposed i supposed smile  supposed stay mom fighted years even care mental health well  supposed let sisters hit me years older  supposed things cannot even take care  supposed 
question asking myself months underage less think asked fricking question live mom two sisters dad live another country another family care asking that one sisters years old said when wad big baby needed suck problems grow up adults do fvck want act like adult little sister admired it sister years old one really talking to age difference interest book anime japan culture started talking together sincerelly regret it thinks older me mom scolding something wrong that think it way much example one day best friend home noise drinking chocolate milk smashed head cup started crying bleeding friend told exagerating say sorry help no think right thing cared example started fighting verbally pinned sofa hurting shoulders pushed stomachcn go room there sis literally started beating up till floor crying screaming stop hurts stop fucking beating sis said stop get physical one pushing sofa called mom said want know anything example yesterday july playing fortnite cousin stepsis used curse know sarcastic said shut f step sis syam yo big sis name started yelling do talk like that like xas talking ti bitch said things like y responding because conversation works end said to think friend like well pick people petsonnality friend but since wanted finish argument said uh smashed head switch playing with screaming what wrong pushed stomch crazy would go away conclusion scratch face maybe keep ever yesterday that scarified myself days it care mark fact would want face hurts tried end life multiple times since first time person family rped me since cannot feel pleasure life even forgive person still horrible me sexuality problem mom said you lucky accept you like think accept me kid people get kicked out guess lucky gender problem identify genderfluid person hehim pronous one love even use pronous even it problem need smile always even eating mom said exact wordssmile said smile ugh smile like unhappy either even reason hapoy smile well reason smile happy anything except eating last least asked never asked born live mother go see friends go someone birthday live feed house go school asked things one go see therapist asked it asked three time even said yes anything so supposed i supposed smile supposed stay mom fighted years even care mental health well supposed let sisters hit me years older supposed things cannot even take care supposed
pregunta que me hago meses menor de edad menos pensar pregunta puta pregunta vivo mamá dos hermanas papá viven otro país otro cuidado familiar pidiendo que una hermana años de edad dijo cuando wad Big Baby necesita chupar problemas crecer adultos fvck want actuar como adulto hermana pequeña admiraba hermana años uno realmente hablando a la diferencia edad interés libro anime japan cultura comenzó a hablar juntos sinceramente pesar piensa más viejo yo mamá regañando algo mal que pensar mucho ejemplo un día mejor amigo casa ruido beber chocolate leche roto cabeza taza comenzó llorando sangrando amigo dijo exageración decir lo siento ayuda no pensar correcto cuidado ejemplo comenzó a luchar verbalmente clavó sofá dolor hombros empujado estómagocn ir habitación allí sis literalmente comenzó a golpear hasta piso llanto gritos dejar de dolor mierda golpear sist