knowi wish capacity put words exactly whats head makes much sense cannot fix it sense total nonsense combined cant handle life im genuinely meant earth know im meant perhaps id quite happy place could find answers universe understanding would normal me want understand really want understand badly want able accept cant completely tearing inside feel like im sick think much ends coming real cant stop thinking please tell stop making sick doctor brain faulty much fixed know cant stop crying im alone watch bars prison tighten eyes terrifies idea arrived prison bars get close tight start carrying prison around you im asking questions cant answer im scared ask anyone else ask doctor looks funny stutters words cant take seriously told yet feel like im watched maybe ghosts follow around judging everything say do night time get listen ghosts talk stupid things day five years ago ten years ago matter much try scream always overpower me learn acceptance finally accept ghosts say me say am cant cant accept it im incapable accepting death point killing seems like option dive straight deep end best way tackle fears force yourself take plunge irony understand all want die im confused killing would much easier know much take understand im going bite arms purple bruising surfaces skin looks like beautiful space us reminds one understand space even even one gives shit want space acceptable understood answers want kill want free
knowi wish capacity put words exactly whats head makes much sense cannot fix it sense total nonsense combined cant handle life im genuinely meant earth know im meant perhaps id quite happy place could find answers universe understanding would normal me want understand really want understand badly want able accept cant completely tearing inside feel like im sick think much ends coming real cant stop thinking please tell stop making sick doctor brain faulty much fixed know cant stop crying im alone watch bars prison tighten eyes terrifies idea arrived prison bars get close tight start carrying prison around you im asking questions cant answer im scared ask anyone else ask doctor looks funny stutters words cant take seriously told yet feel like im watched maybe ghosts follow around judging everything say do night time get listen ghosts talk stupid things day five years ago ten years ago matter much try scream always overpower me learn acceptance finally accept ghosts say me say am cant cant accept it im incapable accepting death point killing seems like option dive straight deep end best way tackle fears force yourself take plunge irony understand all want die im confused killing would much easier know much take understand im going bite arms purple bruising surfaces skin looks like beautiful space us reminds one understand space even even one gives shit want space acceptable understood answers want kill want free
knowi deseo capacidad poner palabras exactamente lo que la cabeza tiene mucho sentido no puede arreglarlo sentido total sinsentido combinado cant manejar la vida im genuinamente significa tierra saber im significado tal vez id lugar bastante feliz podría encontrar respuestas universo comprensión me normal quiero entender realmente quiero entender mal querer capaz aceptar cant completamente desgarrar dentro sentir como im enfermo pensar mucho finales venir real cant dejar de pensar por favor decir dejar de hacer enfermo doctor cerebro defectuoso mucho fijo saber no puedo dejar de llorar im solo ver bares cárcel apretar los ojos idea llegar bares prisión se acercan empezar a llevar prisión a tu alrededor im hacer preguntas no puedo responder im preguntar a nadie más preguntar doctor parece divertido tartamudos palabras no puedo tomar en serio sin embargo sentir como im ver tal vez los fantasmas siguen alrededor juzgar todo dicen hacer noche tiempo conseguir escuchar fantasmas hablar cosas estúpidas día cinco años hace diez años materia mucho intentar gritar siempre sobrepoder aprender aceptación finalmente aceptar fantasmas decir am cant aceptar im incapaz aceptar muerte punto de matar parece como opción bucear rectamente extremo mejor manera abordar miedos tomar inmersión ironía entender todos quieren morir