wish could tell uyeah idrk long deal w shit like one second im feeling okay next second im literally flooded intensely dark suicidal thoughts literally taking trash cant stop thinking abt much want like dont even know want do want everything want jump balcony want cut see bone think question really dont want do im messed up sometimes watch videos ppl hurting bc makes feel like im it sometimes makes feel worse bc it used save pictures cuts could look later almost trick pain thats skin know thats blood that theres weird sense pride think sometimes could convince done right would go away little bit sometimes feel worse wont means im coward dont know deserve this barely breathe whole body throbbing pain physical feels physical feels like gorging lungs breaking ribs pain big teeth ive always done best satiate it satiate others always ask more right second cant stop thinking abt would feel shoot head dad jokes could throw rock country find gun know stupid hes literal whenever take walks around neighborhood always pouch pebbles case maybe god favor once people scared kill dont get it might hurt half second afterwards maybe could breathe again once without choking without stupid pain would fast know wouldnt pretty want cremated anyways
wish could tell uyeah idrk long deal w shit like one second im feeling okay next second im literally flooded intensely dark suicidal thoughts literally taking trash cant stop thinking abt much want like dont even know want do want everything want jump balcony want cut see bone think question really dont want do im messed up sometimes watch videos ppl hurting bc makes feel like im it sometimes makes feel worse bc it used save pictures cuts could look later almost trick pain thats skin know thats blood that theres weird sense pride think sometimes could convince done right would go away little bit sometimes feel worse wont means im coward dont know deserve this barely breathe whole body throbbing pain physical feels physical feels like gorging lungs breaking ribs pain big teeth ive always done best satiate it satiate others always ask more right second cant stop thinking abt would feel shoot head dad jokes could throw rock country find gun know stupid hes literal whenever take walks around neighborhood always pouch pebbles case maybe god favor once people scared kill dont get it might hurt half second afterwards maybe could breathe again once without choking without stupid pain would fast know wouldnt pretty want cremated anyways
deseo podría decir uyeah idrk largo negocio w mierda como un segundo im sentirse bien en el próximo segundo