term redflag watch sounds little extreme mebut im argue sounds harsh doesnt im need someone talk to bad want cant kill myself  revolver nightstand behind idk balls put head pull trigger want die ive trying figure now lately cant help think boy truck coming towards could come lane head wish gas pump would spontaneously blow finish filling tank think redflag watch idk hate life ive mad world lately reason hate job hate myself tired bottling shit in trichotillomania the irresistible urge pluck hair disorder one knows ive able hide  years getting hard conceal work with tired stepped talked judged looked upon want alive anymore well honestly wanted alive three years now ive taking anxiety medicine  months asked depression said none asked figured born depressed born weighing two pounds attach machines tubes mom said took pinky finger yanked tube mouth almost dead im supposed here always severe many years lying normal tricked believing happy simply cannot function feelings surface brains ability think straight shuts down fool could carry on id like say im good it really good it till now whole life lie know now grandmother drug addict crazy although liked admitting mom crazy uncle died alcohol abuse second cousin killed tired pushed around gay im  still living parents kids gives intensive think thats true reason im still parents would absolutely devastated id like talk boyfriend feelings hed worry freaking storm alot power enough wake another morning
term redflag watch sounds little extrememebut im argue sounds harsh doesnt im need someone talk to bad want cant kill myself revolver nightstand behind idk balls put head pull trigger want die ive trying figure now lately cant help think boy truck coming towards could come lane head wish gas pump would spontaneously blow finish filling tank think redflag watch idk hate life ive mad world lately reason hate job hate myself tired bottling shit in trichotillomania the irresistible urge pluck hair disorder one knows ive able hide years getting hard conceal work with tired stepped talked judged looked upon want alive anymore well honestly wanted alive three years now ive taking anxiety medicine months asked depression said none asked figured born depressed born weighing two pounds attach machines tubes mom said took pinky finger yanked tube mouth almost dead im supposed here always severe many years lying normal tricked believing happy simply cannot function feelings surface brains ability think straight shuts down fool could carry on id like say im good it really good it till now whole life lie know now grandmother drug addict crazy although liked admitting mom crazy uncle died alcohol abuse second cousin killed tired pushed around gay im still living parents kids gives intensive think thats true reason im still parents would absolutely devastated id like talk boyfriend feelings hed worry freaking storm alot power enough wake another morning
término reloj de bandera roja suena poco extrememepero im argumentar sonidos áspero no necesito alguien hablar con mal querer no puedo suicidarme revolver mesita de noche detrás de bolas de idk poner la cabeza gatillo jalar