unconquerable depresionhi people first reddit post may bit long please bare me hoping sort outlet talk depression suicidal thoughts stressfree environment im really stuck unsure do ive onandoff depression two years now last time experienced severe depression basically glued bed avoiding human contact senior year high school im male sophomore college good group friends good grades host extracurriculars occupy time etc recently about two months ago ive randomly gone deep end trigger explicit reason depression came back vengeance really unbearable lack interest lack motivation inability sleep nightmares sleep anxiety negativesuicidal thoughts ive tried everything think of im currently taking mg celexa daily been taking  weeks really remember see therapist twice week friend close confidant however suicidal thoughts keep getting worse point basically constant moment woke moment fall asleep follow dreams spend way much time day googling sad shit thats thing focus point ive considered voluntarily going hospital sure would do seems like ive run options stuff try really cant deal shit anymore ive also considered medical leave school cant imagine stuck home make feel different im worried taking leave negatively impact education experiencenot like worrying right now know eventually itll get better capacity beat thing like people do like ive done past moment im really frightened may follow something nothing changes soon anyone similar experience unconquerable depression advice every viable option seemed fail input though words encouragement nice theyre exactly im looking for thanks reading everyone
unconquerable depresionhi people first reddit post may bit long please bare me hoping sort outlet talk depression suicidal thoughts stressfree environment im really stuck unsure do ive onandoff depression two years now last time experienced severe depression basically glued bed avoiding human contact senior year high school im male sophomore college good group friends good grades host extracurriculars occupy time etc recently about two months ago ive randomly gone deep end trigger explicit reason depression came back vengeance really unbearable lack interest lack motivation inability sleep nightmares sleep anxiety negativesuicidal thoughts ive tried everything think of im currently taking mg celexa daily been taking weeks really remember see therapist twice week friend close confidant however suicidal thoughts keep getting worse point basically constant moment woke moment fall asleep follow dreams spend way much time day googling sad shit thats thing focus point ive considered voluntarily going hospital sure would do seems like ive run options stuff try really cant deal shit anymore ive also considered medical leave school cant imagine stuck home make feel different im worried taking leave negatively impact education experiencenot like worrying right now know eventually itll get better capacity beat thing like people do like ive done past moment im really frightened may follow something nothing changes soon anyone similar experience unconquerable depression advice every viable option seemed fail input though words encouragement nice theyre exactly im looking for thanks reading everyone
inconquistable depressionhi personas primer puesto reddit puede poco largo por favor me dio a luz con la esperanza de tipo outlet hablar depresión pensamientos suicidas ambiente libre de estrés