want put thoughts therenot really expecting anyone care reply nobody really ever did ive read peoples posts thought could feel better myself too nobody around understand im feeling even though im really alone i family girlfriend would never understand feel tell would hurt make feel weird me feel like im even living life now stranger trying make things work somebody else know feel like im wearing mask im allowed show real self anyone otherwise would hurt them ive thoughts lately hoping die way manner would do im much coward myself im looking thinking way end life way would interfere lives everyone around think is want disappear feel like im worthless pathetic look mirror want spit face im looking at am live and now almost month theres single day thought killing hoping die deserve life theres people world want live normal lives cant medical condition id like disappear give chance life could finally something good instead volunteering helping people way contemplating redflag hoping death come deserve shit things happened life worse im thinking it seriously fucking hate asked why would know answer question matters course would still hate myself today ive magnetic resonance brain dysfunction hormones doctors wanted sure pituary gland tumor giving treatment hope ive read highly unlikely die it im  want live anymore apologize anyone took time read ungrammatical piece shit english first language
want put thoughts therenot really expecting anyone care reply nobody really ever did ive read peoples posts thought could feel better myself too nobody around understand im feeling even though im really alonei family girlfriend would never understand feel tell would hurt make feel weird me feel like im even living life now stranger trying make things work somebody else know feel like im wearing mask im allowed show real self anyone otherwise would hurt them ive thoughts lately hoping die way manner would do im much coward myself im looking thinking way end life way would interfere lives everyone around think is want disappear feel like im worthless pathetic look mirror want spit face im looking at am live and now almost month theres single day thought killing hoping die deserve life theres people world want live normal lives cant medical condition id like disappear give chance life could finally something good instead volunteering helping people way contemplating redflag hoping death come deserve shit things happened life worse im thinking it seriously fucking hate asked why would know answer question matters course would still hate myself today ive magnetic resonance brain dysfunction hormones doctors wanted sure pituary gland tumor giving treatment hope ive read highly unlikely die itim want live anymore apologize anyone took time read ungrammatical piece shit english first language
Quiero poner pensamientos no realmente esperar que nadie se preocupa respuesta nadie realmente nunca ha leído personas posts pensamiento podría sentirse mejor yo mismo también nadie alrededor entender im sentimiento a pesar de im realmente soloi novia de la familia nunca entendería sentir cont me haría sentir raro me siento como si incluso vivir la vida ahora extraño tratando de hacer que las cosas funcionen alguien más sé se siente como im usando máscara im permitido mostrar real yo alguien de otra manera le haría daño a los pensamientos vivos últimamente esperando morir manera haría im mucho cobarde mí mismo mirándome manera de terminar la vida interferiría vidas todo el mundo alrededor pensar es querer desaparecer sentir como im inútil espejo patético quiero escupir cara im mirar a mí vivo y ahora casi mes hay un solo día pensamiento matar la esperanza de morir merecer vida allí gente mundo quiere vivir vidas normales no puede condición médica