get helpi graduated college ive struggling depression now took turn worse summer  first scary night went hated life fully completely first time know going do texted someone talked calm state suicidal ideation became common experience senior year culminating nearbreakdown graduation since then ive unable find job effort call walkin talk manager uses energy im running money depression seems getting worse rarely go week without thinking much want dead moms health insurance cover therapy really know do im isolating girlfriend scared might something stupid impulse bad day go do know need get job try jobs basically source anxiety future theyre enormous emotiondump me since hate idea getting soulless job thats going crush years time im end rope need help clue find it
get helpi graduated college ive struggling depression now took turn worse summer first scary night went hated life fully completely first time know going do texted someone talked calm state suicidal ideation became common experience senior year culminating nearbreakdown graduation since then ive unable find job effort call walkin talk manager uses energy im running money depression seems getting worse rarely go week without thinking much want dead moms health insurance cover therapy really know do im isolating girlfriend scared might something stupid impulse bad day go do know need get job try jobs basically source anxiety future theyre enormous emotiondump me since hate idea getting soulless job thats going crush years time im end rope need help clue find it
get helpi graduada universidad ive lucha depresión ahora tomó turno peor verano primera noche miedo fue vida odiada completamente primera vez saber ir a hacer smsed alguien habló calma estado idea suicida se convirtió en experiencia común año senior culminar cerca de la graduación ruptura desde entonces ive incapaz encontrar trabajo esfuerzo llamar walkin talk manager utiliza energía im correr dinero depresión parece empeorar rara vez ir semana sin pensar mucho querer muertos mamás seguro de salud terapia realmente sé que no aislar novia miedo puede algo estúpido impulso mal día ir saber necesidad de conseguir trabajo prueba trabajos básicamente fuente ansiedad futuro son enorme emoción me dejó como odio idea conseguir trabajo sin alma que va aplastando años tiempo im final cuerda necesidad ayuda pista encontrar