think might need helpi dont know else go this im  im newly minted lawyer corporate work past year this feel im cut profession screw lot work get yelled daily basis work  hour days weekdays   hours weekends wake every morning sense dread force bed every time get work email heart flutters panic want quit bad debts pay off also saving money go grad school im america law undergraduate degree im from feel like im qualified anything else practice law even though whats making miserable feel weak speak people everyone else know coworkers law school friends seems coping well work dont time friends family past months people ive spoken people work feel like complaining get decent paycheck feel completely worthless unmotivated anything now dont know improve work also find cant bring try more lie bed weekend mornings used rise early exercise meet friends sometimes skip meals tell dont deserve eat times im worrying much work dont appetite im also gay used think redflag teenager homosexual activity illegal here gay may cost job may grounds getting disbarred came friends family got support acceptance happy high school university days scares thoughts redflag coming back me familiar misery started creep back life thought ready happy dont know deal this feel like im cracking dont want to parents need right keep telling strong them im also exhausted would really like advice deal this thank you
think might need helpi dont know else go this im im newly minted lawyer corporate work past year this feel im cut profession screw lot work get yelled daily basis work hour days weekdays hours weekends wake every morning sense dread force bed every time get work email heart flutters panic want quit bad debts pay off also saving money go grad school im america law undergraduate degree im from feel like im qualified anything else practice law even though whats making miserable feel weak speak people everyone else know coworkers law school friends seems coping well work dont time friends family past months people ive spoken people work feel like complaining get decent paycheck feel completely worthless unmotivated anything now dont know improve work also find cant bring try more lie bed weekend mornings used rise early exercise meet friends sometimes skip meals tell dont deserve eat times im worrying much work dont appetite im also gay used think redflag teenager homosexual activity illegal here gay may cost job may grounds getting disbarred came friends family got support acceptance happy high school university days scares thoughts redflag coming back me familiar misery started creep back life thought ready happy dont know deal this feel like im cracking dont want to parents need right keep telling strong themim also exhausted would really like advice deal this thank you
Creo que podría necesitar ayuda no saber más ir esta im im recién acuñado abogado trabajo corporativo el año pasado esta sensación im corte profesión tornillo mucho trabajo se grita diario base trabajo horas días de semana días horas fines de semana despertar cada mañana sentido terror fuerza cama cada vez conseguir trabajo correo electrónico agitados pánico quieren dejar de deudas malas pagar también ahorrar dinero ir a la escuela de posgrado im américa derecho grado