everything want leave behind nothing life difficult nice job got college wanted family loves me feel like one truly knows me im alone feels like think laborious living feels nothing difficult really boring everything feels like waste time could something important anything feel way even im writing instead assignments classes life ive coasted minimal effort getting ds cs hearing teachers say hes intelligent try hard enough else supposed say sons stupid know much longer stand constant sense inadequacy boredom am 
everything want leave behind nothing life difficult nice job got college wanted family loves me feel like one truly knows me im alone feels like think laborious living feels nothing difficult really boring everything feels like waste time could something important anything feel way even im writing instead assignments classes life ive coasted minimal effort getting ds cs hearing teachers say hes intelligent try hard enough else supposed say sons stupid know much longer stand constant sense inadequacy boredom am
Todo lo que quiero dejar atrás nada vida difícil buen trabajo tengo universidad querido familia me ama siento como uno realmente me conoce yo solo se siente como pensar vida laboriosa se siente nada difícil realmente aburrido todo se siente como pérdida de tiempo podría algo importante cualquier cosa se siente de la manera incluso im escritura en lugar de tareas clases vida ive costado mínimo esfuerzo conseguir ds cs escuchar profesores decir hes inteligente esfuerzo suficiente más supuesto decir hijos estúpido saber mucho más tiempo estar constantemente sentido inadecuación aburrimiento am