knowi know note cry help ive stuck downward spiral since teenager keep thinking well time ive hit rock bottom floor crumbles continue years ive struggled alone reasons want get family upbringing sad story heard thousand times cant seem connect anyone enter girlfriend lets call lala absolute angel whatever reason seems love me love too may reason ive systematically onesidedly everything destroy relationship ive cheated times count told heartbroken forgave begged never again look face broke heart stop me longer heart tell her know it even want it far knows were happy couple im dying inside keep telling shell leave eventually itll get forgive second time says shell forgive many times takes thats bullshit everyone limit im coward disgust myself deserve her deserve anything even death deserve sit hell ive created even shred identity left deserve stay alive suffer gotten whatever justice needs whatever justice deserves wont though im working nerve quit job easy part enjoys purpose even slinging food whatever fat load wobbles door cant make decisions ive heard everyone least one positive thing them im probably exception rule im worst person ive ever met
knowi know note cry help ive stuck downward spiral since teenager keep thinking well time ive hit rock bottom floor crumbles continue years ive struggled alone reasons want get family upbringing sad story heard thousand times cant seem connect anyone enter girlfriend lets call lala absolute angel whatever reason seems love me love too may reason ive systematically onesidedly everything destroy relationship ive cheated times count told heartbroken forgave begged never again look face broke heart stop me longer heart tell her know it even want it far knows were happy couple im dying inside keep telling shell leave eventually itll get forgive second time says shell forgive many times takes thats bullshit everyone limitim coward disgust myself deserve her deserve anything even death deserve sit hellive created even shred identity left deserve stay alive suffer gotten whatever justice needs whatever justice deserves wont though im working nerve quit job easy part enjoys purpose even slinging food whatever fat load wobbles door cant make decisions ive heard everyone least one positive thing themim probably exception rule im worst person ive ever met
knowi know note cry help ive sticked down spiral desde adolescente sigue pensando bien tiempo ive hit rock down floor descrolls continua años ive forcejeo solo razones para conseguir familia crianza triste historia escuchada miles de veces no puedo parecer conectar nadie entrar novia let call lala absoluto ángel cualquier razón parece amor me amor también puede razonar ive sistemáticamente todo destruye relación ive times engañados cuenta contada corazón roto perdón suplido nunca más mirar cara roto corazón detenerme corazón le digo que incluso quiere saber que era feliz pareja i morir dentro seguir diciendo concha permiso eventualmente se perdonará segunda vez dice concha perdona muchas veces toma esa mierda todo el mundo limiteim cobarde disgusto me merezco todo lo que incluso la muerte merece sentarse hellive creado identidad incluso mere shweet stay live sufter conseguido lo que la justicia necesita lo que la justicia merece wont aunque im trabajo nervio dejar trabajo parte fácil disfruta propósito incluso slinging comida cualquier carga gorda puerta puede hacer decisiones ive hear a todos menos una cosa positiva ellosim excepción im peor persona ha conocido