going focused something cannot focus anything yeah  now feel like losing mind feel empty time eat much buy stuff going crazy cannot think anymore cannot concentrate memory working body used be hate myself constantly look mirror judge way look try diet everyday soon break down hungry thirsty sweet taste food main thing mind time fill feel down eatbut feel worst gain fat hate morewhen sit groups understand going on ask questions ppl say talk much say anything one notices me always one out one ignored weird crazy psychopath one call psycho joke funny anymore yeah get hyper energetic sometimes know deal energies somehow feel empty guess do eatwhat wrong mewhy like thisi keep thinking days  yo happy hopeful parents young everything everyone happier today mostly sadness tired thoughts feelingsi want sleep wake upi want shot make mind quitei want want sorry vent know post guess cannot keep feelings anymore
going focused something cannot focus anything yeahnow feel like losing mind feel empty time eat much buy stuff going crazy cannot think anymore cannot concentrate memory working body used be hate myself constantly look mirror judge way look try diet everyday soon break down hungry thirsty sweet taste food main thing mind time fill feel down eatbut feel worst gain fat hate morewhen sit groups understand going on ask questions ppl say talk much say anything one notices me always one out one ignored weird crazy psychopath one call psycho joke funnyanymoreyeah get hyper energetic sometimes know deal energies somehow feel empty guess do eatwhat wrong mewhy like thisi keep thinking days yo happy hopeful parents young everything everyone happier today mostly sadness tired thoughts feelingsi want sleep wake upi want shot make mind quitei want want sorry vent know post guess cannot keep feelings anymore
ir enfocado algo no puede enfocar nada yeahahora siento como perder la mente sentir tiempo vacío comer mucho comprar cosas que se vuelven locos no puedo pensar más no puedo concentrar la memoria trabajo cuerpo utilizado ser odio constantemente mirar espejo juez manera mirar tratar dieta todos los días romper hambre sediento sabor dulce comida principal mente hora llenar sentir abajo comer pero sentir peor ganar grasa odio máscuando los grupos entienden hacer preguntas ppl dicen hablar mucho decir cualquier cosa uno me nota siempre uno ignorado uno loco loco psicópata uno llama broma psico graciosoaún másyeah conseguir hiperenergía a veces saber reparto energías de alguna manera se siente vacío adivinar qué mal me por qué como estei seguir pensando días yo feliz padres jóvenes todo lo que todo el mundo más feliz hoy tristeza pensamientos cansados si quiero dormir