feel detached lostive struggled depression ive battled times suicidal before experience crashes month tend last week recover feel absolutely drained emotionally physically  weeks recall feeling genuinely happy ive good days really cant remember period life felt slight bit happiness comfort anyways  months ago started feeling detached almost like watching people live im spectator really tough time enjoying music move emotionally like used to everyday im work always wonder hell even there hate job wonder voluntarily go every morning feel tho lost limbo cant get out cry anymore smile anymore drink anymore smoke anymore like quit those sorta forgot things point life matter if anymore matter when im even sad moment gun near could pull trigger feel emotion least thats way feels completely lost stuck parallel universe seems anyone ever experienced this
feel detached lostive struggled depression ive battled times suicidal before experience crashes month tend last week recover feel absolutely drained emotionally physically weeks recall feeling genuinely happy ive good days really cant remember period life felt slight bit happiness comfort anyways months ago started feeling detached almost like watching people live im spectator really tough time enjoying music move emotionally like used to everyday im work always wonder hell even there hate job wonder voluntarily go every morning feel tho lost limbo cant get out cry anymore smile anymore drink anymore smoke anymore like quit those sorta forgot things point life matter if anymore matter when im even sad moment gun near could pull trigger feel emotion leastthats way feels completely lost stuck parallel universe seems anyone ever experienced this
Se siente desconectado pérdida lucha depresión ive tiempos batallados suicida antes de experiencia choques mes tienden a recuperarse sentir absolutamente drenado emocionalmente semanas recordar sentirse genuinamente feliz vida buenos días realmente no puedo recordar período vida se sintió levemente felicidad comodidad de todos modos meses atrás comenzó a sentirse desconectado casi como ver a la gente vivir im espectador realmente difícil tiempo disfrutando de la música moverse emocionalmente como acostumbrado a todos los días im trabajo siempre me pregunto infierno incluso allí odio trabajo maravilla ir voluntariamente cada mañana sentir tho perdido limbo no puede salir de llorar más sonrisa más beber más humo más como dejar esas sorta olvidado cosas punto vida importa si más importa cuando im momento triste arma cerca podría tirar gatillo emoción por lo menos esa manera se siente completamente perdido universo paralelo parece que alguien alguna vez ha experimentado esto