hang method self harm rather pleasureive struggled feelings depression anxiety since child even  would withhold eating sick would dry heave despite parents always providing meals trying force eat  years old would intentionally start fights order beat kids up quickly put stop parents one else take anger graduated cutting  breaking things  couldnt handle frustration thoughts self hate would cause destroy items loved whenever didnt work wanted moment im incredibly sensitive keep feelings inside friends acquaintances idea violent side me mid s ive learned destroy things instead take frustration hanging everything goes white disconnected action didnt even realize reason neck would burn bathed bruises irritation ropes viewed hangings attempting redflag chickening recently realized form self harm get sexual gratification it past  years ive done approximately  times know better ways relieve stress none provide instant numbness job well done feeling bad habits do
hang method self harm rather pleasureive struggled feelings depression anxiety since child even would withhold eating sick would dry heave despite parents always providing meals trying force eat years old would intentionally start fights order beat kids up quickly put stop parents one else take anger graduated cutting breaking things couldnt handle frustration thoughts self hate would cause destroy items loved whenever didnt work wanted moment im incredibly sensitive keep feelings inside friends acquaintances idea violent side memid s ive learned destroy things instead take frustration hanging everything goes white disconnected action didnt even realize reason neck would burn bathed bruises irritation ropes viewed hangings attempting redflag chickening recently realized form self harm get sexual gratification it past years ive done approximately times know better ways relieve stress none provide instant numbness job well done feeling bad habits do
Hang Método autolesión bastante placentero sentimientos luchados depresión ansiedad ya que el niño incluso retendría comer enfermo se secaría a pesar de que los padres siempre proporcionan comidas tratando de fuerza comer años de edad intencionalmente iniciar peleas orden golpear niños rápidamente poner fin a los padres otro tomar ira graduada cortar cosas no podía manejar frustración pensamientos odio propio causaría destruir artículos amados cada vez que no trabajo querido momento im increíblemente sensible mantener sentimientos dentro de amigos conocidos idea violento lado memid sive aprendido destruir cosas en su lugar tomar frustración colgar todo va blanco acción desconectado ni siquiera darse cuenta de razón cuello se quemaría magulladuras cuerdas irritación visto ahorcamientos intento rojoflag pollo recientemente realizado forma auto daño conseguir gratificación sexual años pasados ive hecho aproximadamente veces saber mejores maneras de aliviar el estrés nadie proporciona instantánea trabajo entumecimiento bien hecho sensación de malos hábitos hacer