venting bother readingive depressed long time now starting feel little better lately tonight however im feeling bad started wondering worth im  single living wellfare life actually came conclusion item appartment actually worked tv everything else either gifts stuff bought money people worked for taxmoney im nothing burden society im worthless piece trash accomplished anything life cost money resources even get better would reason anyone tell me whats reason keep living become productive member society fit in consume work  hours week earn money spend crap need make feel better ill still sitting alone every night staring monitor wondering life person would actually care live die mom friends would forget heartbeat family really care see hear family uncles aunts cousins nobody dads side family even want anything me repulsive  good friend thats it cant even talk problems serious trust issues want end im tired living im scared dying
venting bother readingive depressed long time now starting feel little better lately tonight however im feeling bad started wondering worth im single living wellfare life actually came conclusion item appartment actually worked tv everything else either gifts stuff bought money people worked for taxmoney im nothing burden society im worthless piece trash accomplished anything life cost money resources even get better would reason anyone tell me whats reason keep living become productive member society fit in consume work hours week earn money spend crap need make feel better ill still sitting alone every night staring monitor wondering life person would actually care live die mom friends would forget heartbeat family really care see hear family uncles aunts cousins nobody dads side family even want anything me repulsive good friend thats it cant even talk problems serious trust issues want end im tired living im scared dying
Aspirar la molestia de lectura deprimido mucho tiempo ahora comienza a sentirse poco mejor últimamente esta noche sin embargo me siento mal comenzó a preguntarse que vale la pena estar solo vivir bien la vida en realidad llegó conclusión artículo appartment realmente trabajado tv todo lo demás regalos cosas comprados dinero gente trabajó para impuestosdinero im nada carga sociedad im pieza inútil basura logrado cualquier cosa vida costo dinero recursos incluso mejoraría razón alguien me dicen lo que la razón seguir viviendo convertirse en miembro productivo sociedad encaja en consumo horas de trabajo semana ganar dinero gasto basura necesidad hacer sentir mejor todavía sentado solo cada noche mirar monitor preguntándose la vida persona realmente le importa vivir morir amigos se olvidaría de los latidos del corazón familia realmente cuidado ver escuchar familia tíos primos nadie papás familia incluso quieren nada me repulsivo buen amigo que no puede siquiera hablar problemas graves de confianza quieren terminar Im cansado vivir asustado im morir