even know fuck wrong anymoreas right now ive pretty much given recovery want out suffer chronic severe nausea lasts day every day break  years almost  suffer panic attacks least  times week im talking  minute attacks last hours anxiety racing thoughts alone enough want die paired physical symptoms im convinced anything death cant bad this left house literally  months younger selective mutism forever known weird one skipped school lot eventually dropped public school grade  im grade  remember going halls people would say ewww even parking lots would see groups peers would make animal noises me friends whatsoever hospital shit doctors area shit crisis line complete bullshit think staying hospital made homicidal ever before incompetent everyone is hate canada hate fucking  month wait lists feel like smarter doctors know symptoms medications would help yet try tell me im dealing bullshit anymore see life ever getting better changing
even know fuck wrong anymoreas right now ive pretty much given recovery want out suffer chronic severe nausea lasts day every day break years almost suffer panic attacks least times week im talking minute attacks last hours anxiety racing thoughts alone enough want die paired physical symptoms im convinced anything death cant bad this left house literally months younger selective mutism forever known weird one skipped school lot eventually dropped public school grade im grade remember going halls people would say ewww even parking lots would see groups peers would make animal noises me friends whatsoever hospital shit doctors area shit crisis line complete bullshit think staying hospital made homicidal ever before incompetent everyone is hatecanada hate fucking month wait lists feel like smarter doctors know symptoms medications would help yet try tell me im dealing bullshit anymore see life ever getting better changing
Incluso saben mal mierda más ahora mismo ive más o menos dado recuperación quieren sufrir náusea crónica severa dura todos los días descanso años casi sufren ataques de pánico menos veces semana im hablar minutos ataques las últimas horas ansiedad carreras pensamientos solo lo suficiente querer morir pares síntomas físicos im convencido cualquier muerte no puede mal esta casa izquierda literalmente meses menor mutismo selectivo para siempre conocido raro uno se saltó la escuela finalmente baja escuela pública grado im recordar ir pasillos gente diría ewww incluso estacionamientos ver grupos compañeros me haría ruidos animales amigos cualquier hospital mierda médicos área mierda línea completa mierda pensar que permanecer hospital hecho homicida nunca antes incompetente todo el mundo es odiocanada odio mes listas de espera se sienten como médicos más inteligentes saben los síntomas medicamentos me ayudarían aún tratar de decirme im trata mierda más bien ver la vida cada vez mejor cambiar