 really amplified issues marriage husband finally came clean let know would hiding addiction years constant loneliness depression finally made sense unable unwilling using started recovery started couples therapy again things remained stagnanton top issues intimate anymore told attracted gained weight brutal hear reconnected ex end  shared problems listened told beautiful body perfect him ate up affair bornyesterday husband confronted me would gone phone seen messages ex devastated packed left mess cannot function cannot eat cannot go long without sharp pain heart relationship filled toxicity want back anything feel lost abandoned face timed last night pain eyes killed me realized grasping onto idea relationship never was scared starting over hope reaches asks try work out part feels even did please help codependent separation tearing apart world crumbling barely holding on heart hurting much know do codependent clinging onto marriage feel alone
really amplified issues marriage husband finally came clean let know would hiding addiction years constant loneliness depression finally made sense unable unwilling using started recovery started couples therapy again things remained stagnanton top issues intimate anymore told attracted gained weight brutal hear reconnected ex end shared problems listened told beautiful body perfect him ate up affair bornyesterday husband confronted me would gone phone seen messages ex devastated packed left mess cannot function cannot eat cannot go long without sharp pain heart relationship filled toxicity want back anything feel lost abandoned face timed last night pain eyes killed me realized grasping onto idea relationship never was scared starting over hope reaches asks try work out part feels even did please help codependent separation tearing apart world crumbling barely holding on heart hurting much know do codependent clinging onto marriage feel alone
problemas realmente amplificados matrimonio marido finalmente vino limpio dejar saber ocultar adicción años constante soledad depresión finalmente tenía sentido incapaz de no querer usar inicio recuperación parejas terapia de nuevo las cosas se mantuvo stannanton temas principales íntimo más dicho atraída ganado peso brutal oído reconectado ex final problemas compartidos escuchado dijo hermoso cuerpo perfecto él comió aventura bornyayer marido confrontó me iría mensajes vistos por teléfono ex devastado desorden izquierdo no puede funcionar no puede comer no puede ir mucho sin dolor agudo relación corazón lleno toxicidad quiere volver cualquier cosa se siente abandonado rostro abandonado tiempo pasado dolor ojos me mató me dio cuenta de aferrarse a la idea relación nunca fue asustado empezar por la esperanza alcanza pregunta tratar de trabajar parte se siente incluso por favor ayudar a la separación codependiente destrozando mundo que apenas se mantiene en el corazón dolor mucho saber codependiente aferrarse a la sensación de matrimonio solo