ive trying decide tonight nighti went bed early last night woke end work day today missed entire shift slept alarms friend shitty day available talk want tell need speak him want decide says possibly blame himself theres light life good times days feel terrible failures life much plan driving middle nowhere getting high cutting arm open bleed out cant go fucking hospital again end end im going write note tonight ill see find quiet spot
ive trying decide tonight nighti went bed early last night woke end work day today missed entire shift slept alarms friend shitty day available talk want tell need speak him want decide says possibly blame himself theres light life good times days feel terrible failures life much plan driving middle nowhere getting high cutting arm open bleed out cant go fucking hospital again end end im going write note tonight ill see find quiet spot
IV trata de decidir esta noche nighti se fue a la cama temprano anoche se despertó fin del trabajo día hoy perdido turno entero alarmas dormido amigo día de mierda disponible charla quiere contar necesidad hablar él quiere decidir dice posiblemente culpa a sí mismo theres vida luz buenos tiempos sentir terribles fracasos vida mucho plan conducir en medio de la nada conseguir alto corte brazo abierto desangrarse no puedo ir hospital otra vez final voy a escribir nota esta noche mal ver encontrar lugar tranquilo