want happy want die wish never born first placemy parents two ignorant people good people ignorant fact existing pain think pain because think much thinking much case means realizing shit living in realizing alive much proves point living worst yet able understand living sensation alive existing like multiplying pain already unbearable thought slashing flesh liquid holds alive absurd ask me fucking liquid red liquid reason suffering fucking liquid pouring mind organ ridiculous form colour details mass shit fucking flesh fucking frail flesh cannot stand anymore taking lexapro month half now shit work fucking shit fucking work doctor insists continue taking it fuck fuck medicine would alive matter dump money fucking pill pack fuck shit cannot stand alive cannot stand existing
want happy want die wish never born first placemy parents two ignorant people good people ignorant fact existing pain think pain because think much thinking much case means realizing shit living in realizing alive much proves point living worst yet able understand living sensation alive existing like multiplying pain already unbearable thought slashing flesh liquid holds alive absurd ask me fucking liquid red liquid reason suffering fucking liquid pouring mind organ ridiculous form colour details mass shit fucking flesh fucking frail flesh cannot stand anymore taking lexapro month half now shit work fucking shit fucking work doctor insists continue taking it fuck fuck medicine would alive matter dump money fucking pill pack fuck shit cannot stand alive cannot stand existing
Quiero feliz quiero morir deseo nunca nacer primer lugar mis padres dos ignorantes gente buena gente ignorante hecho existente dolor pensar dolor porque pensar mucho pensar mucho caso significa realizar mierda vivir en darse cuenta mucho prueba punto vivir peor pero capaz entender vivir sensación viva existente como multiplicar dolor ya insoportable pensamiento rajante carne líquido mantiene vivo absurdo preguntarme maldito líquido líquido líquido razón sufrimiento maldito líquido verter mente órgano ridículo color detalles masa mierda mierda mierda carne frágil carne no puede soportar más tomando lexapro mes medio ahora mierda trabajo mierda mierda trabajo médico insiste en seguir tomando mierda mierda medicina vivir materia verter dinero mierda píldora paquete mierda no puede mantenerse vivo no puede mantenerse existente