hate myselfim sure anymore ive gotten sick living ive actually started zoning forgetting goes on know im miserable  know details hate family mostly immediate mom dad amp brother tell parents put me brother hates me guess sucks people think kind forced like dont understand why theres husbands family feel constantly judge them even though theyre better hate them hate too guess theyve learned put husbands sake theres me person hate all im bitch aware yet seem unable control it hurt husband daily sometimes notice days suffers silence weve intimate handful times since daughter born   months ago like were older couple   amp  cant touched held theres cuddling hate kissing days thought sex draining hate myself want anymore hate life routine even days get new surroundings cant remember details miss husband hes gone want gone hes here im horrible human being know killed off cry daily think dying daily hope win lottery hope murdered walking street im depressed hate myself
hate myselfim sure anymore ive gotten sick living ive actually started zoning forgetting goes on knowim miserable know details hate family mostly immediate mom dad amp brother tell parents put me brother hates me guess sucks people think kind forced like dont understand why theres husbands family feel constantly judge them even though theyre better hate them hate too guess theyve learned put husbands sake theres me person hate all im bitch aware yet seem unable control it hurt husband daily sometimes notice days suffers silence weve intimate handful times since daughter born months ago like were older couple amp cant touched held theres cuddling hate kissing days thought sex draining hate myself want anymore hate life routine even days get new surroundings cant remember details miss husband hes gone wantgone hes here im horrible human being know killed off cry daily think dying daily hope win lottery hope murdered walking street im depressed hate myself
Me odio a mí mismo seguro de que más me enfermé vida vida en realidad comenzó zonificación olvidar va en knowim miserable saber detalles odio familia sobre todo inmediata mamá papá amp hermano decirle padres me pone hermano me odia supongo que chupa gente piensa amable forzado como no entender por qué Theres maridos familia se siente constantemente juzgarlos incluso aunque son mejor odiarlos demasiado supongo que han aprendido poner maridos sake theres persona odio todo im perra consciente pero parece incapaz de control le duele marido diario a veces note días sufre silencio hemos mantenido íntimo puñado de veces desde hija nacida meses atrás como eran pareja mayor amp cant touch sostenido Theres abrazo odio besos días pensamiento sexo drenar odio yo mismo quiero más odio rutina de la vida incluso días conseguir nuevo entorno no puedo recordar detalles señorita marido él se ha ido sin querer hes aquí im horrible ser humano sabe muerto llorar diario pensar moribundo diario esperanza ganar lotería esperanza asesinato caminar calle im odio yo mismo