give up completelyim  years old im old washed up lonely dates friends everyone moved far away plus one ever visits me see anyone unless see them never good anything people seem patronize deem incompetent nearly everything do never felt truly accepted social aspect life sports coworkers clubs etc people gravitate towards way others unless text first hear people whenever try make plan things get excuses ive tried several meetup groups good experience them fired job sucked first junior software position blew it worked super hard get lost fast think im extremely unintelligent takes long learn things also huge problem self discipline motivation never stick anything people mock rejected im stereotypical black person bad tests got low sat score graduated college  everything tried told variation im not cut this maybe ______ you make matters worse also suffer adhd aspergers depression mocked too would like children think gonna happen cant meet woman save life honestly gun posting shit would load chamber put barrel mouth pull fucking trigger wanna sleep forever never wake up fuck planet give up
give up completelyim years oldim old washed up lonely dates friends everyone moved far away plus one ever visits me see anyone unless see them never good anything people seem patronize deem incompetent nearly everything do never felt truly accepted social aspect life sports coworkers clubs etc people gravitate towards way others unless text first hear people whenever try make plan things get excuses ive tried several meetup groups good experience them fired job sucked first junior software position blew it worked super hard get lost fast think im extremely unintelligent takes long learn things also huge problem self discipline motivation never stick anything people mock rejected im stereotypical black person bad tests got low sat score graduated college everything tried told variation im not cut this maybe ______you make matters worse also suffer adhd aspergers depression mocked too would like children think gonna happen cant meet woman save life honestly gun posting shit would load chamber put barrel mouth pull fucking trigger wanna sleep forever never wake up fuck planet give up
Abandonar completamente años de edad viejo lavado solitario amigos amigos todo el mundo se mudó lejos más uno me visita ver a nadie a menos que ver nunca bueno nada gente parece condescendiente considerar incompetente casi todo lo que nunca se sintió realmente aceptado aspecto social vida deportes clubes de compañeros de trabajo etc personas gravitan hacia otros a menos que el texto primero escuchar a la gente cada vez que intenta hacer cosas plan get excusas ive probado varios grupos de reunión buena experiencia ellos despedidos trabajo chupado primer trabajo junior posición volado trabajo super duro perderse rápido pensar im extremadamente poco inteligente toma mucho tiempo aprender cosas también enorme problema autodisciplina motivación nunca palo nada se burlan de la gente rechazado im estereotipo negro persona malas pruebas consiguió baja puntuación sat graduado universidad todo lo tratado dijo variación im no cortar este tal vez ______ usted hace que las cosas peor también sufren adh aspergers depresión burlado también como los niños pensarían que va a suceder no puede encontrar a la mujer salvar vida honestamente arma posteando mierda cargaría cámara poner barril boca tirón gatillo querer dormir para siempre nunca despertar hijo planeta renunciar