hope iti live dread unknown everyday worry future event may happen may not does able survive it go specifics except involved mistake part psychologically spiritually selfinjurious feel like live right hell fear paranoia sad part even way kill comes that lot time hanging out reason im broke afford method well couple days weeks time maybe afford quick exit strategy even though im happiest person world ive thought redflag before ive never close actually following through even extreme insecurities fear intimacy crippling continue condemn life loneliness may miserable life continues uneventful many previous years continue sake continuing however event fear much comes me choice die fear unknown hellish ive ever experienced came tonight right feel particularly overwhelmed darkness around right now palpable know feel better exit strategy hand enormous relief know final option said really hope come that im religious person care worship dont please pray me im halfway decent person ever hurt myself
hope iti live dread unknown everyday worry future event may happen may not does able survive it go specifics except involved mistake part psychologically spiritually selfinjurious feel like liveright hell fear paranoia sad part even way kill comes that lot time hanging out reason im broke afford method well couple days weeks time maybe afford quick exit strategy even though im happiest person world ive thought redflag before ive never close actually following through even extreme insecurities fear intimacy crippling continue condemn life loneliness may miserable life continues uneventful many previous years continue sake continuing however event fear much comes me choice die fear unknown hellish ive ever experienced came tonightright feel particularly overwhelmed darkness around right now palpable know feel better exit strategy hand enormous relief know final option said really hope come that im religious person care worship dont please pray me im halfway decent person ever hurt myself
Espero que viva miedo desconocido todos los días preocupación futuro evento puede suceder no puede sobrevivir va específicos excepto parte de error involucrado psicológicamente espiritualmente selfinjury sentir como liveright infierno miedo paranoia triste parte incluso manera matar viene que mucho tiempo pasando por la razón im roto método de lujo bien par de días semanas tiempo tal vez permitirse rápida estrategia de salida a pesar de que la persona más feliz mundo live pensamiento rojoflag antes de ive nunca cerca realmente seguir a través de incluso extrema inseguridades miedo intimidad paralizante continuar condena vida soledad puede vida miserable continúa sin problemas muchos años anteriores continuar sake sin embargo el miedo evento mucho me viene a morir miedo desconocido infierno live experimentado llegó esta noche derecha se siente particularmente abrumada oscuridad alrededor ahora palpable saber mejor salida mano enorme alivio saber última opción dijo realmente esperanza venir que im persona religiosa cuidado adoración no por favor rezar im persona decente nunca me lastimen