hard time seeking helpits several years since psychiatrist last wasnt good experience me back parents decision im mid s ive wanted kill ever since remember struggle getting hard me ever since remember wanted go seek help something simply stopping so maybe fear judged fear failure again something like that im sure whats wrong me even smallest things completely crush emotionally today spent several hours laying floor cuddled together myself friends seek help tldr cant pull together get help convinced so
hard time seeking helpits several years since psychiatrist last wasnt good experience me back parents decision im mids ive wanted kill ever since remember struggle getting hard me ever since remember wanted go seek help something simply stopping so maybe fear judged fear failure again something like that im sure whats wrong me even smallest things completely crush emotionally today spent several hours laying floor cuddled together myself friends seek help tldr cant pull together get help convinced so
Duro en buscar ayuda hace varios años desde la última psiquiatra no fue una buena experiencia volver padres decisión mi mids ive quería matar desde que recuerdo lucha conseguir duro desde que recuerdo quería ir a buscar ayuda algo simplemente parar así que tal vez miedo juzgado miedo fracaso de nuevo algo como que estoy seguro de lo que me pasa incluso las cosas más pequeñas aplasta emocionalmente hoy pasó varias horas poniendo piso abrazado juntos yo amigos buscar ayuda tldr cant tirar juntos conseguir ayuda convencido así