everything feels pointlessbackground struggling depression suicidal thoughts self harm eating disorder since   now ive fighting long feel like im getting anywhere recently hit longest streak clean self harm i  months clean broke monday past  years ive constantly heard get better getting worse im losing hope way ive living life makes feel fucking pathetic life feels pointless im entirely worthless human dont see point trying anymore absolutely terrible relationship parents im nowhere near good enough they never fail remind much disappointment am much better lives would wasnt around know fact  best friends would better without me think id everyone favour kill myself honesty things keep going wrong im tired trying make right moved away city university im unhappy alone here currently university social work but like mother said phone day youre gonna shit social worker youre fucked even help yourself youre wasting money im starting think point cant even okay myself gonna able help others samesimilar situation made agreement myself next week dont get sort sign find reason live ill end it dont think im gonna find reason arent me sorry formatting im mobile also sorry kinda place hardly organize thoughts right now
everything feels pointlessbackground struggling depression suicidal thoughts self harm eating disorder since now ive fighting long feel like im getting anywhere recently hit longest streak clean self harm i months clean broke monday past years ive constantly heard get better getting worse im losing hope way ive living life makes feel fucking pathetic life feels pointless im entirely worthless human dont see point trying anymore absolutely terrible relationship parents im nowhere near good enough they never fail remind much disappointment am much better lives would wasnt around know fact best friends would better without me think id everyone favour kill myself honesty things keep going wrong im tired trying make right moved away city university im unhappy alone here currently university social work but like mother said phone day youre gonna shit social worker youre fucked even help yourself youre wasting money im starting think point cant even okay myself gonna able help others samesimilar situation made agreement myself next week dont get sort sign find reason live ill end it dont think im gonna find reason arent me sorry formatting im mobile also sorry kinda place hardly organize thoughts right now
Todo se siente sin sentido background lucha depresión pensamientos suicidas auto daño trastorno alimenticio desde ahora ive lucha largo sentir como im llegar a cualquier lugar recientemente golpe racha más largo auto daño limpio i meses limpio roto lunes pasados años ive constantemente oído conseguir mejor cada vez peor im perder esperanza manera vida vida viva hace sentir vida patética se siente sin sentido im totalmente inútil humano no ver punto intentar más absolutamente terrible relación padres im ni mucho menos bueno nunca recordar mucho decepción soy mucho mejor vidas no era alrededor saber hecho mejores amigos sería mejor sin mí pensar id todo el mundo favor matarme honestidad las cosas siguen yendo mal estoy cansado tratar de hacer bien mudarse ciudad universidad im infeliz solo aquí actualmente universidad trabajo social pero como madre dijo día de teléfono te vas a cagar trabajador social estás jodido incluso ayudar a ti mismo estás desperdiciando dinero im pensar punto no puedo ni siquiera estar bien voy a poder ayudar a otros la misma situación similar hecho acuerdo yo mismo la próxima semana no conseguir tipo de signo encontrar razón vivir enfermo extremo