ik everyone else tired life perspectivewith school back session computer screen fear look like act every little fucking thing bubbles inside me im afraid people especially ones age ive always complimented strive well school reason dont fail every class thing left control life besides barcode marks wrists thighs never skinny even moderate average weight heavy baby birth nothing changed lost  lbs stopped eating bit lead pain surprise im pussy comes pain even  lbs gone im still overweight im basically weight middle school concentrate hard look like faces make people around hopes dont comment body behind back hear want fall asleep never wake up feeling ease sleep brings every night blissful know next morning ill wake headache matter much medicine take much water drink always there fogs sense right wrong think little trickle blood thigh scrape it want get away mother whenever see break crying reminds shit shes said me youre going hell sin unless pray stop boy girl shes referring gender identity nonsense many times sobbed front begging stop saying things ignored me youd really easy let guy you time told older man staring across restaurant licking lips smiling simply said its part life ill deal now never mentioned times grown men locked eyes far long ive caught staring body dont wanna feel like object display mother perfect daughter always tells her men stare make never want go outside again classmates whisper behind back fucking big ass big tits are stupid game called life know im going win try anyone
ik everyone else tired life perspectivewith school back session computer screen fear look like act every little fucking thing bubbles inside meim afraid people especially ones age ive always complimented strive well school reason dont fail every class thing left control life besides barcode marks wrists thighs never skinny even moderate average weight heavy baby birth nothing changed lost lbs stopped eating bit lead pain surprise im pussy comes pain even lbs goneim still overweight im basically weight middle school concentrate hard look like faces make people around hopes dont comment body behind back hear want fall asleep never wake up feeling ease sleep brings every night blissful know next morning ill wake headache matter much medicine take much water drink always there fogs sense right wrong think little trickle blood thigh scrape it want get away mother whenever see break crying reminds shit shes said me youre going hell sin unless pray stop boy girl shes referring gender identity nonsense many times sobbed front begging stop saying things ignored me youd really easy let guy you time told older man staring across restaurant licking lips smiling simply said its part life ill deal now never mentioned times grown men locked eyes far long ive caught staring body dont wanna feel like object display mother perfect daughter always tells her men stare make never want go outside again classmates whisper behind back fucking big ass big tits are stupid game called life know im going win try anyone
ik todos los demás perspectiva de la vida cansada con la escuela atrás sesión ordenador pantalla miedo aspecto como acto cada pequeña mierda burbujas dentro de meim personas especialmente personas de edad ive siempre complementado lucha bien escuela razón no fallar cada clase izquierda control vida además de marcas de código de barras muñecas muslos nunca flaco incluso moderado peso promedio pesado bebé nacimiento nada cambió pérdida libras dejó de comer poco dolor de plomo sorpresa im coño viene dolor incluso lbs goim todavía sobrepeso im básicamente peso centro escuela concentrado mirada dura como caras hacer que la gente alrededor esperanzas no comentar cuerpo detrás de espalda oído querer dormirse nunca despertar sensación de sueño sueño trae cada noche feliz saber la mañana siguiente mal despertar dolor de cabeza materia mucha bebida agua siempre hay nieblas sentido derecho mal pensar poco goteo sangre muslo raspado quiere alejarse madre cada vez que ver romper llorar recuerda mierda