even botheryo back september almost ended life didnt though keep thinking mistake to got bullied  years never really friend besides mom family even acknowledge existence let alone family tried months make friends always find looking like fool female crush whenever talk gives one word answers acts uninterested me try make freinds week two never talk again glad never drank used drug did would probability lose control end life everyday drink looks tempting make forget pain live day hiding feelings get home feel like worst thing planet time go sleep near tears wake morning feel like physical embodiment pain cycle continues want stop want give up
even botheryo back september almost ended life didnt though keep thinking mistake to got bullied years never really friend besides mom family even acknowledge existence let alone family tried months make friends always find looking like fool female crush whenever talk gives one word answers acts uninterested me try make freinds week two never talk again glad never drank used drug did would probability lose control end life everyday drink looks tempting make forget pain live dayhiding feelings get home feel like worst thing planet time go sleep near tears wake morning feel like physical embodiment pain cycle continues want stop want give up
Incluso jolgorio volver septiembre casi terminó la vida sin embargo seguir pensando error para conseguir años acosados nunca realmente amigo además de la familia mamá incluso reconocer la existencia mucho menos familia probado meses hacer amigos siempre encontrar como tonto aplastamiento femenino cada vez que habla da una palabra respuestas actos desinteresado me intento hacer freinds semana dos nunca hablar de nuevo contento nunca bebido drogas usadas hizo probabilidad perder el control final vida diaria bebida parece tentador hacer olvidar el dolor vivo día oculta sentimientos llegar a casa sentir como peor cosa planeta tiempo dormir cerca de lágrimas despertar mañana sentir como encarnación física ciclo de dolor sigue queriendo dejar de querer renunciar