thinks time see point anymore working shitty job gf split year ago sick way succeed anymore nothing name reason keep going moved already entire reason see succeeding point infertile ex wanted kids could give made feel less man hopefully new boyfriend give that keep going  reason to want work shitty job pay live even want to even want anyone know feel alone entrapped like world closing know do want take gun head leave all want relapse drugs temporary numbness want permanently numb everyone always asks okay always try make seem like okay okay soon ill free cruel world emotions bad mentality really took over forget check people never know going it think time
thinks time see point anymore working shitty job gf split year ago sick way succeed anymore nothing name reason keep going moved already entire reason see succeeding point infertile ex wanted kids could give made feel less man hopefully new boyfriend give that keep going reason to want work shitty job pay live even want to even want anyone know feel alone entrapped like world closing know do want take gun head leave all want relapse drugs temporary numbness want permanently numb everyone always asks okay always try make seem likeokayokay soon ill free cruel world emotions bad mentality really took over forget check people never know going it think time
piensa tiempo ver punto más trabajo mierda trabajo gf división año hace mal modo tener éxito ya nada nombre razón seguir moviéndose ya razón entera ver éxito punto infértil ex querido niños podrían dar se siente menos hombre esperanza nuevo novio dar que seguir adelante razón para querer trabajo mierda trabajo pagar vivir incluso quieren incluso querer que nadie sabe sentirse solo atrapado como mundo cerrar saber quieren tomar la cabeza de arma de fuego dejar todos quieren recaída drogas entumecimiento temporal querer permanentemente adormecimiento todo el mundo siempre pregunta bien siempre tratar de hacer parecer likeokyokay mal libre cruel mundo emociones mala mentalidad realmente se tomó el control olvidar la gente nunca saber ir pensar tiempo