thought checking hospital would help nothing put horrid medication gave horrifying reaction stop taking week going go school semester unfortunately able afford payment classes tomorrow clean money job skill future slave wishing could die everyday angry demotivated piece snot oozing way walls room towards rock bottom wish could find way make money music unfortunately nigh impossible practically anyone another dream fucked disgusting planet live on going research finally get actual help ending pointless miserable existence point seems help stand gain anymore life everything try meaningless everything put effort fails every passion fades away every love share torn apart sick rollercoaster sick losing time this gone finding easiest reliable painless way can out fuck shit
thought checking hospital would help nothing put horrid medication gave horrifying reaction stop taking week going go school semester unfortunately able afford payment classes tomorrow clean money job skill future slave wishing could die everyday angry demotivated piece snot oozing way walls room towards rock bottom wish could find way make money music unfortunately nigh impossible practically anyone another dream fucked disgusting planet live on going research finally get actual help ending pointless miserable existence point seems help stand gain anymore life everything try meaningless everything put effort fails every passion fades away every love share torn apart sick rollercoaster sick losing time this gone finding easiest reliable painless way can out fuck shit
pensamiento chequeando hospital ayudaría nada poner horripilante medicación dio reacción horripilante dejar de tomar semana ir a la escuela semestre desafortunadamente capaz de pagar clases de pago mañana dinero limpio trabajo habilidad futuro esclavo desear podría morir todos los días enojado pieza desmotivado mocoso manera paredes habitación hacia rock abajo deseo podría encontrar manera hacer dinero música desafortunadamente casi imposible prácticamente cualquier otro sueño follada planeta vivo en la investigación finalmente conseguir ayuda real terminar sin sentido miserable punto de existencia parece ayudar a ganar más vida todo intento sin sentido todo poner esfuerzo falla cada pasión se desvanece cada parte de amor desgarrado enfermo montaña rusa enfermo perder el tiempo este ido encontrar fácil manera confiable indoloro puede salir mierda