lack hope motivation prior lockdown worstenedhello im writing gain sort motivation hope future im  year old secondary school student ireland currently final year leaving cert acts access route college based individual performance longest time struggled mental health major anxiety depression redflag ideation lower general motivations immensely coupled add makes harder stay focused topic gain focus first place although taking medication these sertraline mg ritalin mg school always difficult however supports supplied seem quite impossible country lockdown schools closed im left home little motivation anything mother understands mental health challenges however insists blaming academic shortcomings lack motivation such believes right angry this said anger aimed me source problem seems me online classes school whatever reason theres little direct pressure teachers use google classroom thats it know get motivated much anything thoughts escape redflag getting stronger stronger feel alone all sucks want feel like anymore if incoherent im sorry hard put sort thing words me
lack hope motivation prior lockdown worstenedhello im writing gain sort motivation hope futureim year old secondary school student ireland currently final year leaving cert acts access route college based individual performance longest time struggled mental health major anxiety depression redflag ideation lower general motivations immensely coupled add makes harder stay focused topic gain focus first place although taking medication these sertraline mg ritalin mg school always difficult however supports supplied seem quite impossible country lockdown schools closed im left home little motivation anything mother understands mental health challenges however insists blaming academic shortcomings lack motivation such believes right angry this said anger aimed me source problem seems me online classes school whatever reason theres little direct pressure teachers use google classroom thats it know get motivated much anything thoughts escape redflag getting stronger stronger feel alone all sucks want feel like anymore if incoherent im sorry hard put sort thing words me
falta esperanza motivación bloqueo anterior peorendhello im escritura ganar clase motivación esperanza futuro año de la escuela secundaria estudiante ireland actualmente último año dejar certificado actos acceso ruta universidad basado rendimiento individual más tiempo luchado salud mental mayor ansiedad depresión bandera roja ideación menor motivaciones generales inmensamente acoplado añadir hace más difícil permanecer centrado tema ganar foco primer lugar aunque tomar medicamentos estos sertraline mg ritalin mg escuela siempre difícil sin embargo los apoyos suministrados parecen absolutamente imposible país bloqueo escuelas cerrado im izquierda casa poco motivación nada madre entiende problemas de salud mental sin embargo insiste culpa deficiencias académicas falta motivación tales cree enojado este dicho ira me dirigió problema de fuente me parece escuela en línea cualquier razón hay poca presión directa profesores uso Google sala de clases que sabe se motiva mucho cualquier pensamiento escapar rojo más fuerte sentir solo todas las chupan quieren sentir más si incoherente im lo siento duro poner clase palabras me