thank youhi first time posting throwaway think friends really know reddit account anyways going lot posts ive realized always people reaching willing help need want say thank you pretty touching know people care enough browse subreddit reach someone struggling ive recently diagnosed things gone downhill pretty fast never saw kind person act terrible thoughts head weekend stood train tracks cried felt accepting that im scared found staring knife  minutes flew plane traveled dangerously close city skyline problem parents brother flight want die me hate thoughts im thoughts cant control stopping acting im control myself depression causing want stop gets worse im already medication going two fricken therapists want act feel like im heading darker darker place
thank youhi first time posting throwaway think friends really know reddit account anyways going lot posts ive realized always people reaching willing help need want say thank you pretty touching know people care enough browse subreddit reach someone struggling ive recently diagnosed things gone downhill pretty fast never saw kind person act terrible thoughts head weekend stood train tracks cried felt accepting that im scared found staring knife minutes flew plane traveled dangerously close city skyline problem parents brother flight want die me hate thoughts im thoughts cant control stopping acting im control myself depression causing want stop gets worse im already medication going two fricken therapists want act feel like im heading darker darker place
Thank youhi la primera vez que publica el lanzamiento pensar amigos realmente saben reddit cuenta de todos modos va mucho posts ive se dio cuenta siempre la gente que llega a la ayuda dispuesta necesidad de decir gracias bastante conmovedor saber que la gente se preocupa lo suficiente navegar subreddit llegar a alguien luchado ive recientemente diagnosticado cosas ido cuesta abajo bastante rápido nunca vio persona amable actuar pensamientos terribles fin de semana se puso las vías de tren llorada se sintió aceptando que im miedo encontrado mirando cuchillo minutos vuelo avión viajó peligrosamente cerca ciudad skyline problema padres hermano vuelo quiero morir odio pensamientos im pensamientos no puede controlar el hecho de actuar im control mí mismo la depresión que causa el deseo se pone peor im ya medicación va dos terapeutas fricken querer acto se siente como im rumbo oscuro oscuro lugar más oscuro