edating cheating blackmail stalking redflagmy life pretty messed im pretty stupid theres lot stuff ill try keep short possible basically young  started talking guy online  edated  years knew cheating me cheating mean sending women stuff virgins as far knew wanted meet him lived really far away mother wouldnt let go didnt want travel see me ended giving money could come didnt work out relationship painful i knew cheating know hard say cheating wasnt real relationship really liked hurt really badly anyways online guy broke up started seeing guy worked inrl still missed online guy messaged told new bf obviously online guy didnt want anything me really painful experience im proud basically became online guys stalker dating someone inrl stalking online guy time lived mother however kept psychotic breaks wed recently moved country friends family live with ended moving inrl boyfriend however still kept messaging online ex practically begged stop messaging him eventually stopped replying ignoring replied hurts most hurts much anyways time couple online friends id talk to ive never social good people one guy id rocky friendship with guy didnt like first met sort became friends betrayed trust years later became friends again started get really close one people felt could  honest real life things id done guy started online relationship guy knew bf hed followed inrl social medias years inrl bf knew online guy like best friend friend really guy started romantic relationship months hed always get mad inrl boyfriend tried explain couldnt leave lived stuff know wasnt right basically guy snapped one day decided start blackmailing money else hed expose me lived boyfriends family could mean id live id already given guy money gifts stuff really thought friend too ended give make stop whole experience really messed even more ive always really suicidal depressed im saying sort excuse im saying didnt really see many options threatened came close ending escape know situation brought myself still horrible inrl bf learned stuff happened really mad rude eventually forgave me im genius year later talking online guy threatened me decided talk again messaged guy threatened me basically robbed again think part felt guilty always said cruel horrible stuff inrl life couldnt really much change inrl life anyways threat guy start something up ill love forever youre soulmate etc etc literally every cheesy thing could imagine obviously ends taking money tells cant deal inrl hes going expose ruin life birthday am know stupid know im horrible cheat tell things everyday believe me dont need judge me ive tried get contact threats guy ignores me ive left many messages called many times birthday approaching soon im filled dread makes feel sick disgusting find hard anything inrl guy knew first time online guy threatened me cant bring tell inrl guy stupid enough message threat guy again cant also feel like inrl bf flip out really bad temper sometimes grabbed pulled around couple times found online stuff did know deserved anyways id nowhere live guess used online guy sort escape painful life online guy made reality worse constant anxiety something bad going happen tiring upsetting know dug hole way seems like redflag ive seen lot therapists even told therapist online guy threatened first time basically judged said stupid told tell police woman therapist judged me imagine buff police officer would do theyd laugh me know ive done horrible stuff know that much pain still am im writing theres one tell to one dont really know wait still keep thinking threat guy message something know doesnt really care online guy would chat day inrl guy inrl like knew broken inrl guy would there know im easily broken whenever ive made posts past strong people come like move out stop leech etc one family friends sometimes think lived completely alone thered one stop stop killing myself inrl bf past know inrl guy gave much much me feel horrible feel like im good enough him comes nice family compared im trash online guy really liked much gave much gifts money time threatens ignores me knew online guy years years thought basic level friendship wasnt random guy im lot pain im mentally messed ive done feel physically tired sick time wait feel powerless sorry wrote stupid essay know literally one cares about pathetic self pitying weak depressed well thats everyone tells me everyone also tells im dead inside too guess true couldnt first online guy love cheat me couldnt passionate feelings deeply love inrl guy couldnt online guy love me threaten blackmail me tldr edated dude young repeatedly cheated  years started dating someone inrl still liked online guy online guy didnt like me another online friend got together inrl bf which online guy knew about however online guy couldnt handle inrl life repeatedly threatened money lead point felt like redflag escape ive depressed years live fear life going destroyed birthday
edating cheating blackmail stalking redflagmy life pretty messed im pretty stupid theres lot stuff ill try keep short possible basically young started talking guy online edated years knew cheating me cheating mean sending women stuff virgins as far knew wanted meet him lived really far away mother wouldnt let go didnt want travel see me ended giving money could come didnt work out relationship painfuli knew cheating know hard say cheating wasnt real relationship really liked hurt really badly anyways online guy broke up started seeing guy worked inrl still missed online guy messaged told new bf obviously online guy didnt want anything me really painful experience im proud basically became online guys stalker dating someone inrl stalking online guy time lived mother however kept psychotic breaks wed recently moved country friends family live with ended moving inrl boyfriend however still kept messaging online ex practically begged stop messaging him eventually stopped replying ignoring replied hurts most hurts much anyways time couple online friends id talk to ive never social good people one guy id rocky friendship with guy didnt like first met sort became friends betrayed trust years later became friends again started get really close one people felt could honest real life things id done guy started online relationship guy knew bf hed followed inrl social medias years inrl bf knew online guy like best friend friend really guy started romantic relationship months hed always get mad inrl boyfriend tried explain couldnt leave lived stuff know wasnt right basically guy snapped one day decided start blackmailing money else hed expose me lived boyfriends family could mean id live id already given guy money gifts stuff really thought friend too ended give make stop whole experience really messed even more ive always really suicidal depressed im saying sort excuse im saying didnt really see many options threatened came close ending escape know situation brought myself still horrible inrl bf learned stuff happened really mad rude eventually forgave me im genius year later talking online guy threatened me decided talk again messaged guy threatened me basically robbed again think part felt guilty always said cruel horrible stuff inrl life couldnt really much change inrl life anyways threat guy start something up ill love forever youre soulmate etc etc literally every cheesy thing could imagine obviously ends taking money tells cant deal inrl hes going expose ruin life birthday am know stupid know im horrible cheat tell things everyday believe me dont need judge me ive tried get contact threats guy ignores me ive left many messages called many times birthday approaching soon im filled dread makes feel sick disgusting find hard anything inrl guy knew first time online guy threatened me cant bring tell inrl guy stupid enough message threat guy again cant also feel like inrl bf flip out really bad temper sometimes grabbed pulled around couple times found online stuff did know deserved anyways id nowhere live guess used online guy sort escape painful life online guy made reality worse constant anxiety something bad going happen tiring upsetting know dug hole way seems like redflag ive seen lot therapists even told therapist online guy threatened first time basically judged said stupid told tell police woman therapist judged me imagine buff police officer would do theyd laugh me know ive done horrible stuff know that much pain still am im writing theres one tell to one dont really know wait still keep thinking threat guy message something know doesnt really care online guy would chat day inrl guy inrl like knew broken inrl guy would there know im easily broken whenever ive made posts past strong people come like move out stop leech etc one family friends sometimes think lived completely alone thered one stop stop killing myself inrl bf past know inrl guy gave much much me feel horrible feel like im good enough him comes nice family compared im trash online guy really liked much gave much gifts money time threatens ignores me knew online guy years years thought basic level friendship wasnt random guy im lot pain im mentally messed ive done feel physically tired sick time wait feel powerless sorry wrote stupid essay know literally one cares about pathetic self pitying weak depressedwell thats everyone tells me everyone also tells im dead inside too guess true couldnt first online guy love cheat me couldnt passionate feelings deeply love inrl guy couldnt online guy love me threaten blackmail me tldr edated dude young repeatedly cheated years started dating someone inrl still liked online guy online guy didnt like me another online friend got together inrl bf which online guy knew about however online guy couldnt handle inrl life repeatedly threatened money lead point felt like redflag escape ive depressed years live fear life going destroyed birthday
Edating engaño chantaje acecho redflagmy vida bastante mal hecho im bastante estúpido Theres mucho mal intento mantener corto posible básicamente joven comenzó hablar chico en línea años edted sabía engañar me engañar significa enviar mujeres cosas vírgenes como se sabía quería conocer vivió muy lejos madre no quería ir no quería viajar ver terminó dando dinero podía venir no funcionaba relación doloroso sabía engañar duro decir trampa no era realmente le gustaba mucho daño realmente mal de todos modos chico en línea rompió comenzó ver chico trabajado inrl todavía perdido en línea chico mensajed le dijo a New BF obviamente en línea chico no quería nada me experiencia muy doloroso im orgulloso básicamente se convirtió en online chicos acosador salir alguien inrl acechando en línea chico tiempo vivió madre sin embargo mantuvo rupturas psicóticas sin embargo se trasladó recientemente amigos del país familia con la familia terminó mudando inrl novio sin embargo todavía se mantuvo mensajería en línea ex prácticamente suplico dejar de mensajería finalmente dejó de responder ignorando heridos respondió mucho de todos modos tiempo pareja amigos en línea id hablar con vive buena gente un chico id rocoso amistad con chico no se hizo amigo