life feels pointlessi get life offer me always terrible everything school work relationships etc honestly feel like matters anyone even change something feel happiness friends enjoyable honestly care all insignificant am family always abusive what millions people abusive families mine matter doesnt nothing matters me life others lives nothing feel rewarded matter do cant seem find good happiness feeling everyone talks about so started using drugs seemed allow feel good started smoking cannabis recreationally almost everyday made appreciate life little bit actually felt happiness also started abusing opiates opiods used take  mg oxycodone day hydrocodone hydromorphone whatever could honest feel anything anymore tried od end hospital feeling like shit days fun someone trying get enjoyment shit life go much detail personal life honestly care need know sucks want peaceful way out could od cannabis would would best way go cant oh well posting leave something may eventually significant behind maybe doubt worth try think oding morphine way go gone time someone reads maybe simpler suggestions go quick painless good life
life feels pointlessi get life offer me always terrible everything school work relationships etc honestly feel like matters anyone even change something feel happiness friends enjoyable honestly care all insignificant am family always abusive what millions people abusive families mine matter doesnt nothing matters me life others lives nothing feel rewarded matter do cant seem find good happiness feeling everyone talks about so started using drugs seemed allow feel good started smoking cannabis recreationally almost everyday made appreciate life little bit actually felt happiness also started abusing opiates opiods used take mg oxycodone day hydrocodone hydromorphone whatever could honest feel anything anymore tried od end hospital feeling like shit days fun someone trying get enjoyment shit life go much detail personal life honestly care need know sucks want peaceful way out could od cannabis would would best way go cantoh well posting leave something may eventually significant behind maybe doubt worth try think oding morphine way go gone time someone reads maybe simpler suggestions go quick painless good life
La vida se siente sin sentido conseguir la vida me ofrecen siempre terrible todo escuela relaciones de trabajo etc honestamente sentir como importa cualquier persona incluso cambiar algo sentir felicidad amigos disfrutar honestamente cuidado toda insignificante am familia siempre abusivo lo millones personas familias abusivas mi materia no me importa nada vida otros vidas nada sentir materia recompensado no parece encontrar buena felicidad sentir todo el mundo habla así comenzó a usar drogas parecía permitir sentirse bien comenzó a fumar cannabis recreativamente casi todos los días hecho apreciar la vida poco en realidad sintió felicidad también comenzó abusar opiáceos opiodos utilizados tomar mg oxicodona día hidrocodona hidromorfona lo que sea honesto sentir cualquier cosa más probado od fin hospital sensación como mierda días diversión alguien tratando de conseguir disfrute mierda vida ir mucho detalle vida personal honestamente cuidado necesidad saber chupas quieren pacífica manera de salir podría od cannabis sería mejor manera de ir cantoh bien dejar algo eventualmente significativo detrás de tal vez duda vale la pena tratar de pensar oding morfina manera ir tiempo alguien lee tal vez sugerencias más simples ir rápido sin dolor buena vida