know anymorei friends family treats like shit especially mom calls names hits me threatens kill me school stresses much ive always good school ive getting bad grades im sleep deprived cant concentrate feel horrible everything much reason cant appreciate it ive self harming since  contemplating redflag since  im  now ive attempted redflag twice saved strangers walking hate im still alive since im teenager financially well family feel like im whiny another angsty emo kid thats going sort phase im even technically diagnosed depression mental illness would better died right now hardly anyone would notice people care maybe even happy im gone know already tried kill again maybe ive hoping things get better know stupid nothing gotten better probably never will
know anymorei friends family treats like shit especially mom calls names hits me threatens kill me school stresses much ive always good school ive getting bad gradesim sleep deprived cant concentrate feel horrible everything much reason cant appreciate it ive self harming since contemplating redflag since im now ive attempted redflag twice saved strangers walking hate im still alive since im teenager financially well family feel like im whiny another angsty emo kid thats going sort phase im even technically diagnosed depression mental illness would better died right now hardly anyone would notice people care maybe even happy im gone know already tried kill again maybe ive hoping things get better know stupid nothing gotten better probably never will
Sé más amigos familia trata como mierda especialmente mamá llama nombres me golpea me mata la escuela estreses mucho ive siempre buena escuela ive conseguir malas calificacionesim sueño privado cant concentrado sentir horrible todo mucho razón no se puede apreciar ive autodaña desde contemplando bandera roja ya que ahora ive intento Redflag salvados extraños caminar odio todavía vivo desde im adolescente financieramente bien familia se siente como im quejoso otro niño emo que va clase fase im incluso técnicamente diagnosticado depresión enfermedad mental mejor morir en este momento casi nadie se daría cuenta de que a la gente le importa tal vez incluso feliz I ido saber ya intentó matar de nuevo tal vez i ve con la esperanza de que las cosas se ponen mejor sabe estúpido nada mejor probablemente nunca lo hará