know get helpso know title comes know get help know need therapist psychiatrist know may need meds again know know i know problem getting help strong one relationship family right now time fall apart financial provider go person fiance easily thrown get emotional cant handle well probably needs support group that family much help friends close me honest pushed away friends depression never really fixed broken bridges life short one confide in im also absolutely sure ive hit point depression complete danger myself stress levels sleepless nights really taking hold me im lucky job go late stay little later make it wake takes almost  hours get bed im exhausted im frustrated sometimes cry commute home never used really cry think cutting like used to ache cut arms like used used keep rather stupid mental fantasies death ive tried exercising writing drawing reading gaming working overtime bunch things quiet thoughts work less less year goes by often find thinking dying even stop complete fantasy it losing control im struggling friendships right now need fiancee get day guess depression distanced fiancee emotionally front im her inside ive rotted core feel alone day started deleting people gaming lists social networks im again im going road want really want it know get help without spending much know ask it know hide fiancee family nothing ashamed cant know want feel like idiot like first time happened like feeling never got it know damn answer need hear general reddit sw population options do ive never needy yet afraid ask help like nearly everything wanted life depression swoops right starts eat away fucking hate it
know get helpso know title comes know get help know need therapist psychiatrist know may need meds again know knowi know problem getting help strong one relationship family right now time fall apart financial provider go person fiance easily thrown get emotional cant handle well probably needs support group that family much help friends close me honest pushed away friends depression never really fixed broken bridges life short one confide in im also absolutely sure ive hit point depression complete danger myself stress levels sleepless nights really taking hold meim lucky job go late stay little later make it wake takes almost hours get bedim exhausted im frustrated sometimes cry commute home never used really cry think cutting like used to ache cut arms like used used keep rather stupid mental fantasies death ive tried exercising writing drawing reading gaming working overtime bunch things quiet thoughts work less less year goes by often find thinking dying even stop complete fantasy it losing control im struggling friendships right now need fiancee get day guess depression distanced fiancee emotionally front im her inside ive rotted core feel alone day started deleting people gaming lists social networks im again im goingroad want really want it know get help without spending much know ask it know hide fiancee family nothing ashamed cant know want feel like idiot like first time happened like feeling never got it know damn answer need hear general reddit sw population options do ive never needy yet afraid ask help like nearly everything wanted life depression swoops right starts eat away fucking hate it
know get helpso know title comes know know help know need terapeuta psiquiatra know may need meds again know know know know know get help strong one relationship family family go person fiance through get emotional cant manage well probablemente necesita grupo de apoyo que familia mucha ayuda amigos me cierran honestos empujado lejos amigos depresión nunca se fija puentes rotos vida corta uno confía en im también absolutamente seguro ive hit point depresión completo peligro yo mismo niveles de estrés sin dormir realmente tomar meim trabajo suerte ir tarde quedarse poco más tarde hacer que se despierte toma casi horas get bedim agotado im frustrado a veces llorar viaje a casa nunca se utiliza realmente llorar pensar corte como usado aque corta brazos como utilizado mantener estúpidas fantasías mentales urge la muerte ive tratado de hacer ejercicios de dibujo lectura horas extras trabajo pensamientos tranquilos trabajo menos año pasa por a menudo encontrar pensar morir incluso detener fantasía completa perder control im luchando amistades justo ahora necesita novia get day suge depresión distanciado novia emocionalmente frente