really not cannot hold job end showing cannot take mental load fucking pathetic  working since  already burnt mentally really fucking pathetic cannot show anymore something make happy point going bring joy least worth time cannot it also pathetic people offer solutions none solutions want sure would probably help solve problem make happy literally want now want feel something good someone really close killed last weekend even go fucking funeral going make feel better go think ill regret long time tried therapy tried meds dna testing done fucks sake see meds body metabolize best know handful body actually metabolize tried half already either make worse make numb sure id rather have neither want exist anymore guts commit really wish did think gets better
really not cannot hold job end showing cannot take mental load fucking pathetic working since already burnt mentally really fucking pathetic cannot show anymore something make happy point going bring joy least worth time cannot it also pathetic people offer solutions none solutions want sure would probably help solve problem make happy literally want now want feel something good someone really close killed last weekend even go fucking funeral going make feel better go think ill regret long time tried therapy tried meds dna testing done fucks sake see meds body metabolize best know handful body actually metabolize tried half already either make worse make numb sure id rather have neither want exist anymoreguts commit really wish did think gets better
realmente no puede tener fin trabajo mostrar no puede tomar carga mental puto trabajo patético ya que ya quemado mentalmente realmente mierda patético no puede mostrar más algo hacer feliz punto va a traer alegría menos vale la pena tiempo no puede también patético personas ofrecen soluciones ninguna solución quieren seguro probablemente ayudar a resolver el problema hacer feliz literalmente quiero ahora quiero sentir algo bueno alguien muy cerca asesinado el fin de semana pasado incluso ir a funeral va a hacer sentir mejor pensar mal pesar mucho tiempo probado terapia meds dna pruebas hecho mierda sake ver cuerpo meds mejor saber cuerpo realmente metabolizar probado mitad ya peor hacer entumecimiento seguro de que ya no tienen ni querer existir yagots comisión realmente deseo pensar mejor