held loaded gun head tonightim  average american white priveleged male job make great money lot friends serial monogamist entire life engaged before since engagement broke seeking mental relief forms relationships eating put close  lbs made things worse recently broke girlfriend  years never love comforted me since ended ive tornado lost  lbs  months gym diet decent single life tonight everything came crashing down open woman relations shut down nothing abnormal deal rejection fine triggered something scary feelings self worthi hate typical american soul crushing office job idea life supposed about hate american dream slaving away office order afford buy stuff dont need yet say anyone im ostracized made feel worse shortened version everything going didnt get responses text messages put didnt balls pull trigger need outlet
held loaded gun head tonightim average american white priveleged male job make great money lot friends serial monogamist entire life engaged before since engagement broke seeking mental relief forms relationships eating put close lbs made things worse recently broke girlfriend years never love comforted me since ended ive tornado lost lbs months gym diet decent single life tonight everything came crashing down open woman relations shut down nothing abnormal deal rejection fine triggered something scary feelings self worthi hate typical american soul crushing office job idea life supposed about hate american dream slaving away office order afford buy stuff dont need yet say anyone im ostracized made feel worse shortened version everything going didnt get responses text messages put didnt balls pull trigger need outlet
sostenido cabeza de arma cargada esta nocheim promedio americano blanco privado trabajo masculino hacer gran dinero mucho amigos serie monogamista toda la vida comprometida antes de la ruptura de compromiso en busca de formas de alivio mental relaciones comer puso cerca libras hizo las cosas peor recientemente roto novia años nunca amor me consoló desde fin ive tornado perdido lbs meses gym dieta decente vida individual esta noche todo vino estrellarse relaciones abiertas mujeres cerrado nada anormal acuerdo rechazo multa desencadenado algo miedo sentimientos selfworthi odio típico americano alma aplastante oficina trabajo idea vida supuesto sobre odio americano sueño esclavismo lejos orden de oficina comprar cosas no es necesario todavía decir nadie im ostracized hecho sentir peor versión acortada todo lo que no consigue respuestas mensajes de texto mensajes de texto puso bolas didt tirar gatillo necesidad salida