one talk toi really friends say care let know im down im fucking time im tired around time surely want either ive burned people guess ever fully believe say care im messed weak needy go on ive thought calling someone  am everyone asleep want talk anyway dead feel way one would worry helping me feel like im holding people back get enjoyment life logical basis assume things get better things magically change im going wake happy ill change myself highly unlikely happen ive pretty much known id end life now finding right moment plan everything seems painful od unlikely work without stronger meds hanging cutting suffocating seem painful gun would quick gun want leave gruesome scene someone find either want check out fall asleep never wake up im sorry feel way cant take anxiety self hatred fear sadness anymore nothing look forward to want someone notice me friends ask im say couldnt happier assume mean i happy really i physically incapable happy childish cant seem bring tell person feel easier tell strangers internet wish born closest friends really care cant anything disclosing change anything ultimately comes back me choose happy actively work towards it ive tried think happy
one talk toi really friends say care let know im down im fucking time im tired around time surely want either ive burned people guess ever fully believe say care im messed weak needy go on ive thought calling someone am everyone asleep want talk anyway dead feel way one would worry helping me feel like im holding people back get enjoyment life logical basis assume things get better things magically change im going wake happy ill change myself highly unlikely happen ive pretty much known id end life now finding right moment plan everything seems painful od unlikely work without stronger meds hanging cutting suffocating seem painful gun would quick gun want leave gruesome scene someone find either want check out fall asleep never wake up im sorry feel way cant take anxiety self hatred fear sadness anymore nothing look forward to want someone notice me friends ask im say couldnt happier assume mean i happyreally i physically incapable happy childish cant seem bring tell person feel easier tell strangers internet wish born closest friends really care cant anything disclosing change anything ultimately comes back me choose happy actively work towards it ive tried think happy
Una charla toi realmente amigos dicen cuidado let know im down im fucking time im cansado alrededor del tiempo seguramente quieren o bien personas quemadas adivinan completamente creer decir cuidado im maled débil necesitado ir en ive pensamiento llamando a alguien am todo el mundo dormido quieren hablar de todos modos muertos sentir cómo uno se preocuparía de que me detenga la gente volver disfrute vida lógica base asumir cosas conseguir cosas mejor mágicamente cambio im va a despertar feliz mal cambio a mí mismo altamente improbable suceder ive bastante conocido fin de la vida ahora encontrar momento correcto plan todo parece doloroso od trabajo improbable sin más fuertes medos colgando cortando sofocar parece pistola dolorosa quisiera arma rápida dejar horrible escena alguien encontrar o quiere comprobarse quedarse dormido nunca despertar im la sensación manera no puede tomar ansiedad auto odio miedo tristeza más nada mira adelante para querer alguien note me los amigos me preguntan im decir podría ser más feliz asumir que soy feliz físicamente incapaz feliz infantil no puede parecer decirle a la persona se siente más fácil decirle a extraños deseos de nacer amigos más cercanos realmente cuidado no puede revelar nada cambiar nada en última instancia vuelve elegir feliz trabajo activo hacia él live tried happy hall toi help