hate myselfive dealing suicidal thoughts about years now started family dads side started dying first grandpa dad greatgrandmother moms dad grandfatherlist goes onall extremely close dad bairly got know besides fact loved time got see casket funerali dealt bullying people colorado elementry school middle school one elm trying get expelled fake hurting him middle school worse kids harrasing day hitting me calling names making fun long hair im male cheyenne whats worse teachers principal condoned itim joking let happen finally leaving woodland park middle school spent freshmen year online school alone heard moms dad gotten cancer mom dropped everything stopped working come help moving us small cabin woods loved home dad got us rent back colorado got massachusetts via driving flying took care grandmother grandfather got several cases melanoma lung cancer half lung pace maker s valentines day  years ago died cause hospitals staff overdosed steroids cause paying attention take care wife mentally ill due past issues insufferable ways ive little friends life taken away via bullies back school hang me part feels like people hate me hate meive never relationship cause this almost one girlfriend could meet since met online got brain cancerand last least im un employed tried joining several jobs ever got one aweful sum one worst things getting beaten patrons getting bathroom food regular break pm am shift local farm event dressed costume halloween life hell ive never gotten happy ive plauged suicidal thoughts day day out dont wanna act them but like tortureto hate feel people hate feel worthless cant find kind way make life better
hate myselfive dealing suicidal thoughts about years now started family dads side started dying first grandpa dad greatgrandmother moms dad grandfatherlist goes onall extremely close dad bairly got know besides fact loved time got see casket funerali dealt bullying people colorado elementry school middle school one elm trying get expelled fake hurting him middle school worse kids harrasing day hitting me calling names making fun long hairim male cheyenne whats worse teachers principal condoned itim joking let happen finally leaving woodland park middle school spent freshmen year online school alone heard moms dad gotten cancer mom dropped everything stopped working come help moving us small cabin woods loved home dad got us rent backcolorado got massachusetts via driving flying took care grandmother grandfather got several cases melanoma lung cancer half lung pace maker s valentines day years ago died cause hospitals staff overdosed steroids cause paying attention take care wife mentally ill due past issues insufferable ways ive little friends life taken away via bullies back school hang me part feels like people hate me hate meive never relationship cause this almost one girlfriend could meet since met online got brain cancerand last least im un employed tried joining several jobs ever got one aweful sum one worst things getting beaten patrons getting bathroom food regular break pm am shift local farm event dressed costume halloween lifehellive never gotten happy ive plauged suicidal thoughts day day out dont wanna act them but like tortureto hate feel people hate feel worthless cant find kind way make life better
odio mellizos tratando pensamientos suicidas acerca de años comenzó familia papás lado comenzó a morir primer abuelo abuelo bisabuela mamá papá abuelo va enall extremadamente cerca papá bairly llegó a saber además hecho amor tiempo consiguió ver ataúd funerali trato bullying personas colorado elemental escuela secundaria un olmo tratando de conseguir expulsado falso lastimarlo escuela secundaria peor niños harrasing día golpearme nombres haciendo diversión largo hairim macho cheyenne lo que es peor profesores principal condoned itim broma dejó pasar finalmente dejando bosque parque escuela media escuela secundaria pasó primer año escuela en línea solo escuchó mamás papá tuvo cáncer mamá dejó de trabajar todo vino ayuda a movernos pequeña cabaña bosques amados casa papá nos hizo alquiler backcolorado consiguió masachusetts a través de conducir volar se cuidó abuela abuelo tuvo varios casos melanoma cáncer de pulmón medio marca el ritmo de pulmón s valentines hace años murió causa hospital personal esteroides debido a prestar atención cuidado esposa mal mental debido a problemas pasados insufribles maneras en vida pequeños amigos llevado lejos a través de bullies escuela