lost brother heres feellong time lurker first time poster sub lost brother back december  selfinflicted gsw let tell feels side emotions come along it received phone call mother am fall floor tears life forever changed nothing could rewind time brother  years old life live next two weeks absolute whirlwind cant even describe emotions come seeing brother full life three days prior laying funeral home preparing final physical days earth leave letter wrote board im sorry it many questions never get answer to cremated per wishes healing beganor tried begin strong headed family show weakness sense matter push every obstacle way let tell you death family rocks you redflag family absolutely shatters every emotionlogical sense imagine ever having eight months since lost brother family still shaken core parents absolutely devastated troubles anything positive outlook lives sister sick incurable but controllable disease managing get day day family member medicated plan keeping way someone try keep family afloat let tell you easy me sister due illness decided get hysterectomy longer able children brother longer me leaves continue family name become accepting never uncle never nieces nephews easiest thing world hurt pain miss brother miss moon back wish would come home every single day another day without him forever void soul without him melancholy follows around rest life  happy  sad times forever never see birth childchildren wedding get bbq new house him get take first legal beer spend summers reminiscing kids point post this loved even though may seem like are people world care you even sub cannot promise get better many many many resources get help feeling like ending all take breath talk someone reach many resources disposal care you love you want walk earth without you tldr brother passed world still shattered eight months later love you please go
lost brother heres feellong time lurker first time poster sub lost brother back december selfinflicted gsw let tell feels side emotions come along it received phone call mother am fall floor tears life forever changed nothing could rewind time brother years old life live next two weeks absolute whirlwind cant even describe emotions come seeing brother full life three days prior laying funeral home preparing final physical days earth leave letter wrote board im sorry it many questions never get answer to cremated per wishes healing beganor tried begin strong headed family show weakness sense matter push every obstacle way let tell you death family rocks you redflag family absolutely shatters every emotionlogical sense imagine ever having eight months since lost brother family still shaken core parents absolutely devastated troubles anything positive outlook lives sister sick incurable but controllable disease managing get day day family member medicated plan keeping way someone try keep family afloat let tell you easy me sister due illness decided get hysterectomy longer able children brother longer me leaves continue family name become accepting never uncle never nieces nephews easiest thing world hurt pain miss brother miss moon back wish would come home every single day another day without him forever void soul without him melancholy follows around rest life happy sad times forever never see birth childchildren wedding get bbq new house him get take first legal beer spend summers reminiscing kids point post this loved even though may seem like are people world care you even sub cannot promise get better many many many resources get help feeling like ending all take breath talk someone reach many resources disposal care you love you want walk earth without you tldr brother passed world still shattered eight months later love you please go
hermano perdido heres feellang time lunker primera vez cartel sub perdido hermano back diciembre autoinflingido gsw let let feels side emotions come a lo largo de él recibido llamada de la madre a la caída lagrimas vida cambiado nada podría rebobinar tiempo hermano años de la vida vivir la próxima dos semanas absoluto torbellino no puede incluso describir emociones venir ver hermano vida completa tres días antes de la instalación funeraria preparación días físicos finales tierra leave carta escribió tabla im lo siento muchas preguntas nunca obtener respuesta a cremado por los deseos de curación iniciados o intentado comenzar