want dieim sorry coherent know time ive asleep seems like week im sad put sentences together well honestly feel like throwing crying cant either ive lost everything know do ive depressed  years time ive never made friend talk it anybody support me past year finally made friend talked every single day helped other initiated conversation nearly month now another support friend talk either know why helped other thought tried hard perfect them became object used help them specifically feel like leave occasions needed them anyway education shit family struggling casual friends barely exist mind barely works anymore spent whole christmas birthday new years asleep handle awake actually called hotline first time birthday someone listen made feel something even gave standard canned responses want die badly know none give shit know see anyone stuff you know ill get nothing this know im writing anymore im sorry im going keep going though coming words thing keeping going insane sleeping pills kick go back sleep im planning talking one friends tomorrow im going ask let believe important them know would me really ask much im sorry am want this making much sense im going submit anyway lose feel broken human know im still here soul hurts chest hurts want stop know why deserve friendship deserve support cant even allowed support someone else why think im bad around point people actively avoid me think crazy maybe someone could stick me apparently though soul empty hands shaking new words add this thanks guys sorry worry im probably going end deleting this thanks
want dieim sorry coherent know time ive asleep seems like week im sad put sentences together well honestly feel like throwing crying cant either ive lost everything know do ive depressed years time ive never made friend talk it anybody support me past year finally made friend talked every single day helped other initiated conversation nearly month now another support friend talk either know why helped other thought tried hard perfect them became object used help them specifically feel like leave occasions needed them anyway education shit family struggling casual friends barely exist mind barely works anymore spent whole christmas birthday new years asleep handle awake actually called hotline first time birthday someone listen made feel something even gave standard canned responses want die badly know none give shit know see anyone stuff you know ill get nothing this knowim writing anymoreim sorry im going keep going though coming words thing keeping going insane sleeping pills kick go back sleep im planning talking one friends tomorrow im going ask let believe important them know would me really ask much im sorry am want this making much sense im going submit anyway lose feel broken human knowim still here soul hurts chest hurts want stop know why deserve friendship deserve support cant even allowed support someone else why think im bad around point people actively avoid me think crazy maybe someone could stick me apparently though soul empty hands shaking new words add this thanks guys sorry worry im probably going end deleting this thanks
Querer dieim lo siento coherente saber tiempo vivo dormido parece como semana im triste poner oraciones juntos bien honestamente siento como tirar llorando cant o bien ive perdido todo saber ive live años deprimidos tiempo ive nunca hizo amigo hablar que nadie me apoya el año pasado finalmente hizo amigo habló todos los días ayudó a otra conversación iniciada ya casi mes ahora otro amigo de apoyo hablar o bien saber por qué ayudó a otro pensamiento tratado duro perfecto se convirtieron en objeto utilizado ayudarles específicamente sentir como dejar ocasiones los necesitaba de todos modos educación mierda familia lucha amigos casuales apenas existen mente apenas funciona más pasó todo Navidad cumpleaños nuevo años dormido manija despierto en realidad llamado línea directa primero cumpleaños alguien escucha hecho sentir algo incluso dio respuestas enlatadas estándar quieren morir mal saber nadie dar mierda saber ver a alguien cosas que usted sabe mal obtener nada este saber escribir másim lo siento