third times charmsorry formatting im mobile im  suicidal thoughts  years now started side comments oh ill kill things go well evolved comments actual possibility could take currently senior year high school doubt even graduate back freshman year urges lowest recent years ive struggling coping whatever fuck have therapist told showed symptoms bipolar ii anyways ive attempted twice recent one second week senior year discharged therapy beginning new year due wanting participate group therapy prior planning commiting back november go bang decided present poem writing club school received decent reception decided stick bit met current girlfriend due pretty great im waiting school poetry slam which thursday finish decide kill myself grades time low im missing classes cant bring get morning get get scared going school surrounded people stay home hide ive disappointed parents siblings going school family amazing cant even blame turned out feel sorry put years really deserve family theyve done especially dad dad incredible person ive ever pleasure knowing just want disappointment think ill able redeem mentality think contemplating seeing psychiatrist last month considering fact got discharged within last months think consider letting get appointment like ive got skills going me ive got writing video games neither going helping life anyways week maybe see infinity war go im going head buy rope go nearby forestwoods want family ones find body cant bear idea that feel bit guilty next week dads birthday oh well cant feel anything im gone right wish luck
third times charmsorry formatting im mobileim suicidal thoughts years now started side commentsoh ill kill things go well evolved comments actual possibility could take currently senior year high school doubt even graduate back freshman year urges lowest recent years ive struggling coping whatever fuck have therapist told showed symptoms bipolar iianyways ive attempted twice recent one second week senior year discharged therapy beginning new year due wanting participate group therapy prior planning commiting back november go bang decided present poem writing club school received decent reception decided stick bit met current girlfriend due pretty great im waiting school poetry slam which thursday finish decide kill myself grades time low im missing classes cant bring get morning get get scared going school surrounded people stay home hide ive disappointed parents siblings going school family amazing cant even blame turned out feel sorry put years really deserve family theyve done especially dad dad incredible person ive ever pleasure knowing just want disappointment think ill able redeem mentality think contemplating seeing psychiatrist last month considering fact got discharged within last months think consider letting get appointment like ive got skills going me ive got writing video games neither going helping life anyways week maybe see infinity war go im going head buy rope go nearby forestwoods want family ones find body cant bear idea that feel bit guilty next week dads birthdayoh well cant feel anything im gone right wish luck
terceras veces charmsorry formateo im mobileim pensamientos suicidas años ahora comenzó lado comentariosoh mal matar cosas van bien evolución comentarios posibilidad real podría tomar actualmente último año escuela secundaria duda incluso graduarse de nuevo estudiantes de primer año urge más bajo los últimos años ive lucha hacer frente a cualquier mierda han terapeuta contada mostró síntomas bipolar iianyways ive intento dos veces reciente una segunda semana de último año de terapia dado de alta a partir de año nuevo debido a querer participar terapia de grupo antes de la planificación de compromiso de nuevo noviembre go bang decidió presente poesía escuela club recibido recepción decente decidió palo bit conocido novia actual debido bastante grande