life sucksi dont relationship mom dad barely even feels like father figure life gone month week hes sitting ass watching tv sleeping understand provide family sucks grades currently shit parents getting ass dont understand im purely stupid im fucking idiot know nothing say change think ive abusing drugs past year now almost anything get hands do turned  ive already done heroincoke meth fuck doing im  months time ive already dropped  pounds people congratulate it tell work shit feel better even know drugs dont drugs everyday im constantly thinking got raped age  even remember sucking dudes dick like fuck remembers sees visually head feel worthless uncared ive already  actual redflag attempts parents think times wanted get drunk high hold me first time downed whole big ass bottle  percent liquor hoping id get alcohol poisoning nope woke next day feeling like shit didnt throw anything second time took  expired pills grandma used take epilepsy got rushed hospital rd day due throat closing able breath cant even kill right im fucking failure thinking paycheck im getting next wednesday ive thinking minute ill enough money finally go way want to hate life im sick want fucking die
life sucksi dont relationship mom dad barely even feels like father figure life gone month week hes sitting ass watching tv sleeping understand provide family sucks grades currently shit parents getting ass dont understand im purely stupid im fucking idiot know nothing say change think ive abusing drugs past year now almost anything get hands do turned ive already done heroincoke meth fuck doing im months time ive already dropped pounds people congratulate it tell work shit feel better even know drugs dont drugs everyday im constantly thinking got raped age even remember sucking dudes dick like fuck remembers sees visually head feel worthless uncared ive already actual redflag attempts parents think times wanted get drunk high hold me first time downed whole big ass bottle percent liquor hoping id get alcohol poisoning nope woke next day feeling like shit didnt throw anything second time took expired pills grandma used take epilepsy got rushed hospital rd day due throat closing able breath cant even kill rightim fucking failure thinking paycheck im getting next wednesday ive thinking minute ill enough money finally go way want to hate life im sick want fucking die
La vida chupa no la relación mamá papá apenas siquiera se siente como padre figura vida pasado mes semana él sentado culo viendo televisión dormir entender proporcionar familia chupa notas actualmente mierda padres conseguir culo no entiende im puramente estúpido im mierda idiota saber nada decir cambio pensar ive abusar drogas el año pasado ahora casi cualquier cosa conseguir manos hacer volver ive ya hecho heroínacoke meth follando im meses tiempo ive bajadas libras la gente felicitarlo decir trabajo mierda se siente mejor incluso saber drogas no drogas todos los días im constantemente pensar que fue violada edad incluso recordar chupar tíos polla como mierda recuerda ve visualmente la cabeza se siente inútil sin cuidado ive ya real redflag intentos los padres creen que los tiempos querían emborracharse alto me sostienen por primera vez entero grande culo botella por ciento licor esperando id conseguir alcohol envenenamiento no se despertó al día siguiente sensación como mierda no tiró nada segunda vez tomó caducado píldoras abuela utilizado tomar epilepsia se precipitó hospital día debido garganta cierre capaz aliento incluso puede matar derecha mierda fracaso pensar get kindcheck im próxima boda ve pensar mal suficiente dinero finalmente ir camino quiere odiar la vida enfermo