sexually confused past  years im starting give upi began realize depressed  year old two years parents divorce i pretty insightful child coping since myself going  years old ups downs thought hurting killing coping mechanism now began cut stomach get point long story short hopeless romantic loveobsessed lonely girl questioning sexuality since  still found girl me fall love straight women unintentionally specific incident enough lost it closest ever gotten girl months ago got hopes played emotions completely dumped me hit rock bottom razorblades could make feel alive know get mess therapist cant figure either cant imagine spending another year alone im thinking ending day do
sexually confused past years im starting give upi began realize depressed year old two yearsparents divorcei pretty insightful child coping since myself going years old ups downs thought hurting killing coping mechanism now began cut stomach get point long story short hopeless romantic loveobsessed lonely girl questioning sexuality since still found girl me fall love straight women unintentionally specific incident enough lost it closest ever gotten girl months ago got hopes played emotions completely dumped me hit rock bottom razorblades could make feel alive know get mess therapist cant figure either cant imagine spending another year alone im thinking ending day do
sexualmente confundido años pasados im comenzar a dar upi comenzó a darse cuenta de deprimido año dos años padres divorciados niño bastante perspicaz hacer frente a mí mismo va años altibajos pensamiento dolor matar mecanismo de hacer frente ahora comenzó corte estómago obtener punto larga historia corta desesperanza romántica amorobsesión solitaria chica cuestionando sexualidad ya que todavía me encontré chica me cae amor mujeres rectas incidente lo suficientemente específico inconscientemente lo perdió más cerca nunca llegó chica hace meses tengo esperanzas emociones jugadas completamente me golpeó fondo de roca navajas podría hacer sentir vivo saber conseguir desastre terapeuta no se puede imaginar pasar otro año solo i pensar final día hacer