officially wrote suicide note wanted kill today kept thinking friend family rely strength would shoulder cry things got hard thinking would also kill selves could bare thought hate needed keeping everyone together know loved could easily kill myself know suicidal thoughts get real low point people never realize strongest people ones hurting most show sadness take lightly strong woman offers advice encouragement truly hurting mentioned mom depressed still chose laugh face today broke cried honestly triggered want die knew pick back act two full pill bottles front write suicide note fake smile everyone needs me cannot ever talk feelings traumatized growing learning keep everything inside parents emotionally unavailable tended siblings realize toxic was wrote suicide note
officially wrote suicide note wanted kill today kept thinking friend family rely strength would shoulder cry things got hard thinking would also kill selves could bare thought hate needed keeping everyone together know loved could easily kill myself know suicidal thoughts get real low point people never realize strongest people ones hurting most show sadness take lightly strong woman offers advice encouragement truly hurting mentioned mom depressed still chose laugh face today broke cried honestly triggered want die knew pick back act two full pill bottles front write suicide note fake smile everyone needs me cannot ever talk feelings traumatized growing learning keep everything inside parents emotionally unavailable tended siblings realize toxic was wrote suicide note
oficialmente escribió nota de suicidio quería matar hoy se mantuvo pensando amigo familia confianza fuerza hombro llorar cosas se puso difícil pensar también matar a sí mismos podría desnudo pensamiento odio necesario mantener a todos juntos saber amado fácilmente me matarían saber pensamientos suicidas conseguir muy bajo punto la gente nunca se dan cuenta de personas más fuertes personas lastimado mayoría mostrar tristeza tomar ligeramente fuerte mujer ofrece consejos estímulo dolor verdadero mencionado mamá deprimida todavía eligió risa cara hoy roto llorado honestamente desencadenado querer morir sabía pick back acto dos píldoras completo frente escribir nota de suicidio sonrisa falsa todos me necesitan nunca hablar sentimientos traumatizado aprendizaje creciente mantener todo dentro de los padres emocionalmente indisponible tendencia hermanos darse cuenta tóxicos se escribió nota de suicidio