letting guess maybe looking see guys think ithi everyone title says im letting kind telling story short beware could kind long appreciate help comments thank you im  years old turning  month girlfriend halfway across country sucks ive bedn dating little year love her atleast thats feel may say im young whatnot thats feel right now ive pretty normal childhood guess never heard medical records problems body brain psychological problems although ive many temper tantrums still do parents well even know understanding always scream what hell wrong crazy tantrums times cry hit punch things break things throw things this patents really dont like them tell anything keep tell minimum spend days alone basement playing guitar surfing youtube alone riding bike like bmx many friends talk people sometimes even know say them id say two friends including girlfriend friend cant really talk jimmabout anything except funny movies video games girlfriend knows everything me school hate it depresses me im okay student last year got c two rest bs classes although never really study never enough parents tell compared people way better grades tell compare people although always compare exbest friend use studies alot ap classes always say cant like stuff say why couldnt alex jason those sons family friends really good ik school dad made go caddying summer went two times second almost got heat exaustion take mentally either lately cant take life know why im done it started cutting december although strong cutter stopped cutting stop girlfriend worrying two months ago way guess ive self harmed years hitting hair pulling last year towards end school year hit guess could call depression pretty miserable mentally miserable compared ive whole life school summer still like even though stress finals homework even study end start junior year two week im already hitting depression again im antisocial feel better alone without deal people plus fit here girlfriend fear pain keeping earth guess cant leave her think loves want her everyone else know f them care them im tired world hate it see human beings destroyers way self loath alot hate earth come enjoy life except time im bike talking girl want deal school anymore want grow never even wanted get old want work im good enough ride bike living want deal anything life girl riding bike im full it im tired living ive contemplating redflag year maybe  think me well like thought cutting me yeah think covered it got far thank reading story im sorry wasted time
letting guess maybe looking see guys think ithi everyone title says im letting kind telling story short beware could kind long appreciate help comments thank you im years old turning month girlfriend halfway across country sucks ive bedn dating little year love her atleast thats feel may say im young whatnot thats feel right now ive pretty normal childhood guess never heard medical records problems body brain psychological problems although ive many temper tantrums still do parents well even know understanding always scream what hell wrong crazy tantrums times cry hit punch things break things throw things this patents really dont like them tell anything keep tell minimum spend days alone basement playing guitar surfing youtube alone riding bike like bmx many friends talk people sometimes even know say them id say two friends including girlfriend friend cant really talk jimmabout anything except funny movies video games girlfriend knows everything me school hate it depresses meim okay student last year got c two rest bs classes although never really study never enough parents tell compared people way better grades tell compare people although always compare exbest friend use studies alot ap classes always say cant like stuff say why couldnt alex jason those sons family friends really good ik school dad made go caddying summer went two times second almost got heat exaustion take mentally either lately cant take life know why im done it started cutting december although strong cutter stopped cutting stop girlfriend worrying two months ago way guess ive self harmed years hitting hair pulling last year towards end school year hit guess could call depression pretty miserable mentally miserable compared ive whole life school summer still like even though stress finals homework even study end start junior year two week im already hitting depression again im antisocial feel better alone without deal people plus fit here girlfriend fear pain keeping earth guess cant leave her think loves want her everyone else knowf them care them im tired world hate it see human beings destroyers way self loath alot hate earth come enjoy life except time im bike talking girl want deal school anymore want grow never even wanted get old want work im good enough ride bike living want deal anything life girl riding bikeim fullitim tired living ive contemplating redflag year maybe think me well like thought cutting meyeah think covered it got far thank reading story im sorry wasted time
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