sorryhow people keep going people keep going cant figure out abusive relationship age  fucked up im  still wake screaming ive lost friends nobody believed wanted friends still easier friends pretend like nothing happened admit raped repeatedly controlled years become control eventually give accept thats life situations like that didnt tell anyone  years didnt believe me keep trying okay im college take semesters attempted redflag twice im  now ive therapy  years cant find joy anything used fucking joyful days want hug im isolated everyone used love still love didnt love enough believe me im fucking desperate right now im scattered retraumatized something happened week suicidal every day thing like volume knob thing somedays want others somedays   im checking ceiling fan aware could hold weight days  im smashing things head bleed pain seen outside cant see ptsd way see broken leg people get im hurting time explain i raped hear every night im tired explaining myself taking time school get worse again feel stupid worthless forgettable idk fuck im posting reddit pay therapist call whenever im tired trying convince go inpatient facility would rather die cheaper thats sure
sorryhow people keep going people keep going cant figure out abusive relationship age fucked up im still wake screaming ive lost friends nobody believed wanted friends still easier friends pretend like nothing happened admit raped repeatedly controlled years become control eventually give accept thats life situations like that didnt tell anyone years didnt believe me keep tryingokayim college take semesters attempted redflag twiceim now ive therapy years cant find joy anything used fucking joyful days want hug im isolated everyone used love still love didnt love enough believe me im fucking desperate right nowim scattered retraumatized something happened week suicidal every day thing like volume knob thing somedays want others somedays im checking ceiling fan aware could hold weight days im smashing things head bleed pain seen outside cant see ptsd way see broken leg people get im hurting time explain i raped hear every night im tired explaining myself taking time school get worse again feel stupid worthless forgettable idk fuck im posting reddit pay therapist call whenever im tired trying convince go inpatient facility would rather die cheaper thats sure
Lamentamos que la gente siga yendo la gente siga adelante no se imaginan relaciones abusivas edad jodido todavía despertarme ive amigos perdidos nadie creía amigos buscados amigos aún más fáciles pretender que nada pasó violado repetidamente años controlados se convierten en control finalmente dan aceptar que situaciones de la vida como esa no le dijo a nadie años no me creyó seguir intentando okayim universidad toma semestres intento Redflag dos veces ahora ive terapia años no puedo encontrar alegría cualquier cosa usada maldito días alegres quieren abrazo im aislado todos usar amor todavía amor no me amaban lo suficiente creerme im maldito desesperado ahoraim disperso retraumatizado algo pasó semana suicida cada día cosa como volumen pomo algún día quieren otros algún día im comprobar ventilador de techo conciente podría mantener peso días im romper cosas sang dolor de cabeza visto fuera no puede ver ptsd manera ver piernas rotas gente se hace daño im tiempo explicar i violado escuchar cada noche im cansado explicarme tomar tiempo escuela se ponen peor de nuevo se siente estúpido olvidado idk mierda im publicar reddit pago terapeuta llamada cuando estoy cansado tratar de convencer a la instalación de ir a hospital más barato que seguro que moriría