care lazy trying restart life  years life shittier  excercised dieted got hobbies gone therapy things drones constantly drone forums insipid generic platitude never succeeded always failed time stepped face dirt more believe myself zero self esteem since kid nothin proud of horrible hand eye coordination always picked last sports ooor academic performance socially clueless hate myself that despise everyone else want go msss shooting massacre bunch retards feel terror pani maybe would cathartic lucky able get gun license poisonously envious anyone something want intimate notredflag friendships money degree independence respect charisma beauty youth one things best feign indifference cannot pretend happy tlothers longer wish worst care fairness care earned what thing deserve deterministic universe repeat would love horribly injure ruin peoples lives deserve it would cathartic me would especially love stab every cunt ever yttered phrase pull bootstraps normie fucktardstion interested fitting society want every single person die come afterwards ah would antnatalist paradise done fighting
care lazy trying restart life years life shittier excercised dieted got hobbies gone therapy things drones constantly drone forums insipid generic platitude never succeeded always failed time stepped face dirt more believe myself zero self esteem since kid nothin proud of horrible hand eye coordination always picked last sports ooor academic performance socially clueless hate myself that despise everyone else want go msss shooting massacre bunch retards feel terror pani maybe would cathartic lucky able get gun license poisonously envious anyone something want intimate notredflag friendships money degree independence respect charisma beauty youth one things best feign indifference cannot pretend happy tlothers longer wish worst care fairness care earned what thing deserve deterministic universe repeat would love horribly injure ruin peoples lives deserve it would cathartic me would especially love stab every cunt ever yttered phrase pull bootstraps normie fucktardstion interested fitting society want every single person die come afterwards ah would antnatalist paradise done fighting
cuidado perezoso tratando reiniciar la vida años vida más mierda dieta excercida consiguió hobbies ido terapia cosas drones constantemente drone foros insípidos platitud genérica nunca tuvo éxito tiempo escalonado cara suciedad más creo yo mismo cero autoestima ya niño nohin orgulloso de horrible mano coordinación ojo siempre elegido último deportes ooor rendimiento académico socialmente sin pistas odio a mí mismo que desprecia a todos los demás quieren ir msss tiro masacre grupo retardados sentir terror pani tal vez catartico suerte capaz conseguir licencia arma venenosamente envidia a alguien algo quiere íntimo noticiero amistades dinero grado independencia respeto carisma belleza juventud una cosa mejor fingen indiferencia no puede pretender feliz twothers más largo deseo peor cuidado cuidado se ganó lo que merece universo determinista repetición amaría horriblemente injuria ruina gente vidas merecería catártico me encantaría especialmente apuñalar a cada coño siempre yttered frase tirar botines normie mierda tardstion interesado apropiado sociedad quiere cada persona morir después ah ah antnatista paraíso hecho lucha