single  suicidal thoughts since  feel end coming soon work good job apartment car also travel regularly also friends also motivation make friends meet women recently started paying cremationno viewing memorial funeral home disposing ashes also moved shitty apartment e decent one quit drinking sought professional help anything therapists said goes one ear other sick you alone there help know want help waiting pay cremation right going motions making look like putting effort reality mind already made up final purchase  gauge using myself reason buy tempted use it well planned suicide
single suicidal thoughts since feel end coming soon work good job apartment car also travel regularly also friends also motivation make friends meet women recently started paying cremationno viewing memorial funeral home disposing ashes also moved shitty apartment e decent one quit drinking sought professional help anything therapists said goes one ear other sick you alone there help know want help waiting pay cremation right going motions making look like putting effort reality mind already made up final purchase gauge using myself reason buy tempted use it well planned suicide
solo pensamientos suicidas ya que se siente final pronto trabajo buen trabajo coche de apartamento también viajar regularmente también amigos motivación hacer amigos conocer mujeres recientemente comenzó a pagar cremaciónno ver funeral funeral eliminación cenizas también se movió mierda apartamento e decente uno dejó de beber busca ayuda profesional cualquier cosa terapeutas dice va un oído otro enfermo que solo allí ayuda saber quieren ayuda esperar pago cremación derecho ir movimientos haciendo ver como poner esfuerzo realidad mente hecho hasta el indicador de compra final uso de mí mismo razón comprar tentado utilizarlo suicidio bien planificado