nd week new medication already fucking forgot along whole backpack need school seriously feel beyond stupid cannot stop crying hy fuck like this somehow always manage find way fuck everything up sick everything sick even trying get better everything feel like fucking shit even everybody around much fucking fun happy hell still feel fucking indifferent done bullshiteven writing feels pointless making feel worse venting even help anymore happening me could life fucking better stupid fucking people ruin fucking brain kid cannot even fucking talk anybody it sick everything want feel good stop feeling goddamn empty tired burden would kill terrible girlfriend would feel forgot medication venting
nd week new medication already fucking forgot along whole backpack need school seriously feel beyond stupid cannot stop crying hy fuck like this somehow always manage find way fuck everything up sick everything sick even trying get better everything feel like fucking shit even everybody around much fucking fun happy hell still feel fucking indifferent done bullshiteven writing feels pointless making feel worse venting even help anymore happening me could life fucking better stupid fucking people ruin fucking brain kid cannot even fucking talk anybody it sick everything want feel good stop feeling goddamn empty tired burden would kill terrible girlfriend would feel forgot medication venting
nd semana nueva medicación ya jodido olvidado a lo largo de la mochila entera necesidad escuela seriamente se siente más allá de estúpido no puede dejar de llorar hi mierda como esto de alguna manera siempre consigue encontrar manera de joder todo enfermo todo enfermo incluso tratando de conseguir mejor todo se siente como mierda incluso todo el mundo alrededor de mierda diversión feliz infierno todavía se siente mierda indiferente hecho mierda incluso escritura se siente sin sentido hacer sentir peor ventilación incluso ayuda más sucediendo me podría la vida mierda mejor estúpido mierda mierda arruinar cerebro niño ni siquiera hablar a cualquiera enfermo todo quiere sentirse bien sentirse mal vacío carga cansada mataría terrible novia se sentiría olvidado medicación ventilación