want give lifei  gay jobless single moved india states hoping give fresh start rather tumultuous childhood teenage years trying identify pushing fit among people dismissed different among muslim family know gay jobless today foreign land surviving last couple dollars keep getting rejected job interviews record masters electrical engineering something passionate hoping switch careers gained grounding us nothing sort happened life pushed back darkness yet again dont feel like going back home failed myself parents everyone hoped would make big never happened feel like corpse starting rot one talk feel lonely shit try pushing hope things dont seem happening want give rest drained mentally physically giving option see reason
want give lifei gay jobless single moved india states hoping give fresh start rather tumultuous childhood teenage years trying identify pushing fit among people dismissed different among muslim family know gay jobless today foreign land surviving last couple dollars keep getting rejected job interviews record masters electrical engineering something passionate hoping switch careers gained grounding us nothing sort happened life pushed back darkness yet again dont feel like going back home failed myself parents everyone hoped would make big never happened feel like corpse starting rot one talk feel lonely shit try pushing hope things dont seem happening want give rest drained mentally physically giving option see reason
Quiero dar vida a gays sin trabajo sin un solo movimiento en los estados de India esperando dar un nuevo comienzo más bien tumultuoso infancia adolescentes años tratando de identificar empujando ajuste entre las personas despedidos diferente entre familia musulmana saber gay sin trabajo hoy tierra extranjera sobreviviendo último par de dólares seguir siendo rechazados entrevistas de trabajo récord maestros de ingeniería eléctrica algo apasionado esperanza de cambiar carreras ganado tierra nosotros nada tipo pasó vida empujada atrás oscuridad una vez más no siento como volver a casa fallecieron a mí mismos padres todos esperaban que haría grande nunca sucedió se siente como cadáver empezando pudrirse una charla sentirse solitario mierda tratar de empujar las cosas no parecen suceder quieren dar descanso drenado mentalmente dando opción ver razón