joyi cant seem feel anything fear anguish anymore think im going kill myself quite yet ive entertained idea many times recently suffer bpd pretty extreme hypochondria every little thing going body sends shivers spine used write play music time cant even come words melodies anymore see much reason go living like this things cant control know medication would make much much worse ive even considered picking heroin late drugs seem help feeling temporarily im afraid heroin overdose seems like best way go honestly really know im posting this guess cry help something cant seem feel positive emotions anymore
joyi cant seem feel anything fear anguish anymore think im going kill myself quite yet ive entertained idea many times recently suffer bpd pretty extreme hypochondria every little thing going body sends shivers spine used write play music time cant even come words melodies anymore see much reason go living like this things cant control know medication would make much much worse ive even considered picking heroin late drugs seem help feeling temporarily im afraid heroin overdose seems like best way go honestly really know im posting this guess cry help something cant seem feel positive emotions anymore
júbilo no puede parecer sentir nada miedo angustia más pensar im va a matarme bastante aún ive idea entretenida muchas veces recientemente sufrir bpd hipocondria bastante extremo cada pequeño cuerpo envía escalofríos espina dorsal utilizado escritura música tiempo no puede incluso venir palabras melodías más ver mucha razón ir vivir como esto cosas no puede controlar saber medicamentos haría mucho peor incluso considerado recoger heroína drogas tardías parece ayuda sentir temporalmente im miedo sobredosis de heroína parece como mejor manera de ir honestamente sé im publicar esta conjetura llorar ayuda algo no puede parecer sentir emociones positivas más