really want itso imma completely honest im  years old im shy person always struggled friends currently like  friends really hang lot almost  years ago met awesome girl made change way looked life made happy made feel like something else live for first person ive ever loved person truly understood me shes gone several trust issues low self esteem us made us fight lot still love im sure still loves tries convince shes better without me felt sad almost every day never really tried kill still wanted it ive become dependent person literally need feel ok without want kill feel sad overall already tried oding substances didnt work good like life without her perfect me
really want itso imma completely honest im years old im shy person always struggled friends currently like friends really hang lot almost years ago met awesome girl made change way looked life made happy made feel like something else live for first person ive ever loved person truly understood me shes gone several trust issues low self esteem us made us fight lot still love im sure still loves tries convince shes better without me felt sad almost every day never really tried kill still wanted it ive become dependent person literally need feel ok without want kill feel sad overall already tried oding substances didnt work good like life without her perfect me
realmente quiero Iso imma completamente honesto im años de edad im persona tímida siempre luchaba amigos en la actualidad como amigos realmente colgar mucho hace casi años conoció impresionante chica hecho cambio manera parecía la vida hizo feliz se siente como algo en vivo para primera persona live siempre persona amada realmente me ha entendido varias cuestiones de confianza baja autoestima nos hizo luchar mucho todavía amor im seguro todavía ama trata de convencer a ella es mejor sin mí se sentía triste casi todos los días nunca se trató de matar todavía quería ive convertirse en persona dependiente literalmente necesita sentirse bien sin querer matar sentirse triste en general ya intentó oding sustancias no funciona bien como la vida sin su perfecto yo