ive failed im  years old ive married second wife eight years cant make love more think im love more beautiful amazing woman least eyes loves much  makes feel like monster whenever try confront admit way feel im holding back finding someone truly love without reservation ive unemployed since july going go back school  wife finally gotten new job paid well discussed situation decided take opportunity improve could get better job build better future us quit factory job  destroying mentally physically  enrolled local college set begin classes next semester got fired fourth job lost two years thought one would different since actually used degree helped get instead drop classes start looking job again middle aged ged student seems like higher education something ive wasted chance getting place hiring story everywhere blah blah blah  years old retail manufacturing experience skills singing acting  nether pay bills im applying anything see qualify pays hr nothing know could walk back last job know strong enough survive another month literally am penniless uneducated side homelessness marriage otherwise good woman cant stay employed loves me love less day  though know lucky someone loves me much fool id throw away cant love perform living im officially qualified land decent job let alone career also unable gain education id need change that tldr im tired im tired time cant seem improve life matter do ill never retire ill work shit jobs die young im failure im monster im enriching exactly lives continuing exist
ive failed im years old ive married second wife eight years cant make love more think im love more beautiful amazing woman least eyes loves much makes feel like monster whenever try confront admit way feel im holding back finding someone truly love without reservation ive unemployed since july going go back school wife finally gotten new job paid well discussed situation decided take opportunity improve could get better job build better future us quit factory job destroying mentally physically enrolled local college set begin classes next semester got fired fourth job lost two years thought one would different since actually used degree helped get instead drop classes start looking job again middle aged ged student seems like higher education something ive wasted chance getting place hiring story everywhere blah blah blah years old retail manufacturing experience skills singing acting nether pay bills im applying anything see qualify pays hr nothing know could walk back last job know strong enough survive another month literally am penniless uneducated side homelessness marriage otherwise good woman cant stay employed loves me love less day though know lucky someone loves me much fool id throw away cant love perform living im officially qualified land decent job let alone career also unable gain education id need change that tldr im tired im tired time cant seem improve life matter do ill never retire ill work shit jobs die youngim failure im monsterim enriching exactly lives continuing exist
ive failed im years aged ive casted second wife ocho anys cant make love more think im love more beautiful amazing woman lows much may may se siente como monstruo cada vez que se intenta confronta admitir me siento encontrar a alguien amor verdadero sin reserva ive desempleado desde julio volver a la escuela esposa finalmente consiguió nuevo trabajo bien discutido situación decidió aprovechar la oportunidad mejorar podría conseguir mejor trabajo construir mejor futuro nosotros dejar de trabajo fábrica destrucción de trabajo físicamente matriculado escuela local set inicio clases el próximo semestre se despidió cuarto trabajo perdido dos años pensó que uno sería diferente ya que realmente grado utilizado ayudó a conseguir en lugar de clases caída empezar a buscar trabajo de nuevo estudiante de edad media parece como educación superior algo ive desperdiciado oportunidad conseguir lugar contratación historia en todas partes