im tiredfirst all english native language sorry im female late twenties ive never boyfriend never kissed anyone obviously never sex im ugly lonely living parents cant afford rent feel really miserable disgusting feel every person would throw disgust touching maybe even seeing me im diagnosed schizophrenia really hard cant believe myself feel like im alone even head everything unreal on cant stand it tried different meds quit them want fight anymore im tired world better without me everyone would happy im chicken kill myself guess ill let illness kill me maybe one day ill kill spontaneously know im little sad ill never loved ill never live someone love ill never feel safe home my parents really abusive cant anymore thank reading lt
im tiredfirst all english native language sorry im female late twenties ive never boyfriend never kissed anyone obviously never sex im ugly lonely living parents cant afford rent feel really miserable disgusting feel every person would throw disgust touching maybe even seeing me im diagnosed schizophrenia really hard cant believe myself feel like im alone even head everything unreal on cant stand it tried different meds quit them want fight anymore im tired world better without me everyone would happyim chicken kill myself guess ill let illness kill me maybe one day ill kill spontaneously know im little sad ill never loved ill never live someone love ill never feel safe home my parents really abusive cant anymore thank reading lt
I candyfirst all english native language lament im female tween tween tween tween tween sweet novio nunca besó a nadie obviamente nunca sexo im fea solitario padres vivos no pueden pagar alquiler sentir realmente miserable desagradable sentir cada persona tirar asco tocar tal vez incluso verme im diagnosticado esquizofrenia realmente duro no puedo creer que me siento como solo incluso cabeza todo irreal en cant stand que intentó diferentes medicamentos dejar de ellos quieren luchar más mundo cansado mejor sin mí todo el mundo had happyim pollo me mata supongo mal dejar la enfermedad me mata tal vez un día mal matar espontáneamente saber im poco triste mal nunca amado mal vivir alguien amor mal nunca sentirse seguro casa mis padres realmente abusivo no puedo más gracias lectura lt