felt good day gone nowfeel trapped cant go dont want anyone feel dad lyle sister even  mom grandma maybe even  brother think hed pretty sad hed live hed experience life dont know trust dad go on hes one im especially worried about sometimes feel like im pillar rests upon relies upon even mom would live life  eventually would never forget pain struggles mental health  im sure wouldnt help go putting thing im trying escape go see way born fucked life made also always like since told since young since old enough learn afraid could changed path late alone everybody else love dating going parties gatherings get togethers people age making inside jokes witty banter travelling squad people care people reliable towards  likes least  people reach alone think people experiences life source im anorexic im scared people like carbs also crave every inch alone killing literally breaking rashes mentally tatters tears burnt skin eyes stings cant feel alone anymore cant keep people converse trust converse homeless men schizophernia criminals got jail  days ago meet wandering streets am mean still always love care people want need people love need busy every single hour day laughing sharing feeling safe feeling like im one group one outside feel like im valued society part society im hiding fringes outskirts shadows dont know always told wasnt good enough became true
felt good day gone nowfeel trapped cant go dont want anyone feel dad lyle sister even mom grandma maybe even brother think hed pretty sad hed live hed experience life dont know trust dad go on hes one im especially worried about sometimes feel like im pillar rests upon relies upon even mom would live life eventually would never forget pain struggles mental healthim sure wouldnt help go putting thing im trying escape go see way born fucked life made also always like since told since young since old enough learn afraid could changed path late alone everybody else love dating going parties gatherings get togethers people age making inside jokes witty banter travelling squad people care people reliable towards likes least people reach alone think people experiences life source im anorexic im scared people like carbs also crave every inch alone killing literally breaking rashes mentally tatters tears burnt skin eyes stings cant feel alone anymore cant keep people converse trust converse homeless men schizophernia criminals got jail days ago meet wandering streets am mean still always love care people want need people love need busy every single hour day laughing sharing feeling safe feeling like im one group one outside feel like im valued society part societyim hiding fringes outskirts shadows dont know always told wasnt good enough became true
No quiero que nadie sienta que la hermana de papá Lyle incluso mamá abuela tal vez incluso hermano piensa hed bastante triste hed vivir hed experiencia vida no sé confianza papá va en hes one im especialmente preocupado por a veces se siente como si Im pilar descansa en depende de incluso mamá vivir la vida con el tiempo nunca olvidaría dolores luchas salud mentalim seguro que no ayudaría a ir poniendo cosa im tratando de escapar ir ver cómo nace vida follada hecho también siempre como desde joven desde edad suficiente aprender miedo podría cambiar el camino tarde solo todos los demás les encanta salir juntas fiestas reuniones gente edad hacer bromas adentro ingeniosa viaje equipo personas cuidado personas confiables hacia como menos personas llegan solos piensan que la gente experimenta vida fuente im anoréxica