chronically ill young college student  help pleaseim  years old four half years ago got diagnosed chronic condition completely changed life worse type person could really made difference changed world better intelligence drive importantly opportunities follow through disease broken me everyday im plagued pain many fronts ive lost much physical dexterity mental quickness worst ive lost drive motivation thats let push despite paindespite long hours true agony ive beaten submission yield truly take more condition grow worse years go on ill try one experimental treatment next putting family tremendous debt work best theyll prolong inevitable die affliction manner provided something else kill sooner ive always considered religious man ive spent life short been prayer good faith  say missteps along way however im apparently doomed incontrovertible thought process really god let suffer either cant anything it refuses anything it exist inevitably lead conclusion god exists worth worshiping god consequences doomed hellfire eternal like ive taught take matters hands end pain wrong either ethical religious ways wanting end appears lifelong promise anguish
chronically ill young college student help pleaseim years old four half years ago got diagnosed chronic condition completely changed life worse type person could really made difference changed world better intelligence drive importantly opportunities follow through disease broken me everyday im plagued pain many fronts ive lost much physical dexterity mental quickness worst ive lost drive motivation thats let push despite paindespite long hours true agony ive beaten submission yield truly take more condition grow worse years go on ill try one experimental treatment next putting family tremendous debt work best theyll prolong inevitable die affliction manner provided something else kill sooner ive always considered religious man ive spent life short been prayer good faith say missteps along way however im apparently doomed incontrovertible thought process really god let suffer either cant anything it refuses anything it exist inevitably lead conclusion god exists worth worshiping god consequences doomed hellfire eternal like ive taught take matters hands end pain wrong either ethical religious ways wanting end appears lifelong promise anguish
enfermedad crónica joven estudiante de la universidad ayuda pleaseim años de edad cuatro medio años hace se diagnosticó condición crónica completamente cambio de la vida peor tipo de persona podría realmente hizo diferencia cambio mundo mejor unidad de inteligencia oportunidades importantes seguir a través de la enfermedad roto yo diario im dolor plagado muchos frentes ive perdió mucha destreza física rapidez mental peor ive perdido impulso motivación que permite empujar a pesar del dolora pesar de las horas de agonía verdadera ive golpeado sumisión rendimiento realmente tomar más condición peor años ir mal tratar un tratamiento experimental siguiente poner familia tremendo trabajo mejor que prolongar inevitable muerte aflicción manera siempre que algo más antes se considera religioso hombre ive pasó la vida corto ser oración buena fe decir pasos equivocados a lo largo de la manera im aparentemente condenado incontrovertible proceso de pensamiento realmente Dios dejar sufrir o bien no puede nada que se niega inevitablemente conclusión de plomo dios existe adorando dios consecuencias condenado infierno fuego eterno como ive enseñado tomar las manos fin dolor mal cualquiera ética maneras religiosas querer final parece vida promesa angustia