dream cant wake upi know start but thr past  years life and maybe more dissociating time felt weird moviedream disconnecting world myself details life nightmare yo and recently thought thats life was like yeah late everything time speeds keep zoning out life breakdowns three times day hate much obsessing junkfood throw shower later on i dedicating life distract pain avoid it medication anything tried therapy cant seem fully comprehend different diagnosis believe complex ptsd im tired im tired im fucking tired im tired spend almost every single days last  years wanting die im tired hatred towards myself im tired able connect others im tired excluded im tired people telling problem pretty tired object used im tired caring im tired disappointment family im tired letting people hurting ones try love me tired watching life far away stuck parallel universe feel lonely exhausted im done shows over go home edit cant english
dream cant wake upi know startbut thr past years life and maybe more dissociating time felt weird moviedream disconnecting world myself details life nightmare yo and recently thought thats life was likeyeah late everything time speeds keep zoning out life breakdowns three times day hate much obsessing junkfood throw shower later on i dedicating life distract pain avoid it medication anything tried therapy cant seem fully comprehend different diagnosis believe complex ptsd im tiredim tiredim fucking tired im tired spend almost every single days last years wanting die im tired hatred towards myself im tired able connect others im tired excluded im tired people telling problem pretty tired object used im tired caring im tired disappointment familyim tired letting people hurting ones try love me tired watching life far away stuck parallel universe feel lonely exhausted im done shows over go home edit cant english
dream cant wake up sé startbut thr pasados años de vida y tal vez el tiempo más disociador se sintió raro cinedream desconectar mundo yo mismo detalles vida pesadilla yo y recientemente pensé que la vida era como si fuera tarde todo tiempo velocidades mantener zonificación crisis de la vida tres veces día odio mucha obsesión basura tirar ducha más tarde en i dedicando vida distraer dolor evitar medicamentos nada probado terapia no puede parecer comprender completamente diferente diagnóstico creo complejo ptsd im titinim cansado puto cansado im cansado pasar casi cada día los últimos años querer morir cansado odio hacia mí mismo im cansado capaz conectar otros im cansado im cansado personas diciendo problema objeto bastante cansado utilizado im cansado cuidar im cansado decepción familiaim cansado dejar a la gente lastimar a tratar de amarme cansado ver la vida atascada universo paralelo solitario agotado im hecho shows sobre ir casa edición cant english