first month living here lot really selfdestructive things ended hospitalising myself job working heavy hours keep busy drinking heavily using drugs selfharming unfortunately im also less repressing feelings im trouble mood swings particularly anger redflag recently daily migraines suggestions particularly suggestions someone works  hours week much time relax anyway hate living here much choice foreseeable future
first month living here lot really selfdestructive things ended hospitalising myself job working heavy hours keep busy drinking heavily using drugs selfharming unfortunately im also less repressing feelings im trouble mood swings particularly anger redflag recently daily migraines suggestions particularly suggestions someone works hours week much time relax anyway hate living here much choice foreseeable future
primer mes viviendo aquí mucho cosas realmente autodestructivas terminó hospitalizando a mí mismo trabajo horas pesadas mantener ocupado bebiendo fuertemente el uso de drogas autolesivas desafortunadamente también menos sentimientos represores im problemas cambios de humor particularmente ira bandera roja recientemente diario migrañas sugerencias particularmente sugerencias alguien trabaja horas semana mucho tiempo relajarse de todos modos odio vivir aquí mucha elección futuro previsible