where deathmy brother sent text couple months passed away stated cancer pain intense internally secretly would scream where death find thing except pain cancer everything goes that emotional psychological pain attempted anything although close something day week death  months later im still here mostly auto pilot however grief worst strongest emotion ive ever felt ive always depressedanxiouspassively suicidal pain intense me always see people dying news one thing another deaths make dying look easy wonder turn death
where deathmy brother sent text couple months passed away stated cancer pain intense internally secretly would scream where death find thing except pain cancer everything goes that emotional psychological pain attempted anything although close something day week death months later im still here mostly auto pilot however grief worst strongest emotion ive ever felt ive always depressedanxiouspassively suicidal pain intense me always see people dying news one thing another deaths make dying look easy wonder turn death
donde la muerte mi hermano envió un mensaje de texto un par de meses pasaron declaró dolor de cáncer intenso internamente gritaría donde la muerte encontrar cosas excepto dolor cáncer todo va que dolor psicológico emocional intentó cualquier cosa aunque cerca algo día semana muerte meses más tarde todavía estoy aquí mayormente piloto de automóviles sin embargo pena peor emoción más fuerte live sentid ive siempre deprimidoanxiouspasiva dolor suicida intenso siempre veo gente moribundo noticias una cosa otra muertes hacer morir mirada fácil maravilla convertir la muerte