think im donei honestly know carry on start want say tomorrow might different today last friday could think switching off used want using addict since ive clean sober  years ive always coped pretty well even back ever thought wanted stop using  kids one severe complex needs makes difficult deal guilt feeling way cant abandon them head full conflict guess conflict thats keeping here head battered im tired managing coping happiness days real hard work fabricated time around enjoy version tolerate hate living skin hate taking breathes one effort days im sounding here please dont offer support sympathy need guess need say loud
think im donei honestly know carry on start want say tomorrow might different today last friday could think switching off used want using addict since ive clean sober years ive always coped pretty well even back ever thought wanted stop using kids one severe complex needs makes difficult deal guilt feeling way cant abandon them head full conflict guess conflict thats keeping here head battered im tired managing coping happiness days real hard work fabricated time around enjoy version tolerate hate living skin hate taking breathes one effort days im sounding here please dont offer support sympathy need guess need say loud
pensar im dodoni honestamente saber seguir en el inicio quiere decir mañana podría diferente hoy el viernes pasado podría pensar desconectar el deseo usado usando adicto ya que ive limpia sobrio años ive siempre lidiado bastante bien incluso de vuelta nunca pensado quería dejar de usar niños una necesidad compleja severa hace difícil reparto culpa sentir manera de no poder abandonarlos cabeza completo conflicto adivinar conflicto que mantiene aquí cabeza golpeada estoy cansado manejar la felicidad días trabajo duro real fabricó tiempo alrededor disfrutar versión tolerar odio piel viva odio tomar respiraciones un esfuerzo días im sonar aquí por favor no ofrecer apoyo simpatía necesidad adivinar necesidad decir ruido