want live my birthday week always thought would feeling better then ive really trying past years especially past  months know point im going achieve want to im unhappy it im proud things accomplished life bit disappointed time lost trying get better ive already admitted hospital want go back know im  know people think waste life believe ill good it ive lost lot friends ive hurting best friend feel like ive emotionally manipulative needs stop im content knowing could want hurt anymore ive trying delay smoking weed heavily getting bit unbearable relief knowing end soon
want live my birthday week always thought would feeling better then ive really trying past years especially past months know point im going achieve want to im unhappyit im proud things accomplished life bit disappointed time lost trying get better ive already admittedhospital want go back knowim know people think waste life believe ill goodit ive lost lot friends ive hurting best friend feel like ive emotionally manipulative needs stop im content knowing could want hurt anymore ive trying delay smoking weed heavily getting bit unbearable relief knowing end soon
Quiero vivir mi semana de cumpleaños siempre pensé que se sentiría mejor entonces ive realmente tratando pasados años especialmente meses pasados saber punto im va a lograr quiero im infelices im orgullosas cosas cumplidas vida poco decepcionado tiempo perdido tratando de mejorar ive ya admitido hospital quiere volver saber que la gente piensa que la vida derrocha creer mal bueno ive perdido lote amigos ive hiriendo mejor amigo sentir como live emocionalmente manipulativo necesidades dejar de contenido i saber que podría querer daño más ive intentar retrasar fumar hierba muy poco insoportable alivio saber final pronto