ill kill tomorrowi friends im unable pay attention anything interest makes impossible perform well school cant anything productive waste time needlessly scrolling internet genuine interests spend time front computer ive struggled severe social anxiety years caused isolate society also detrimental mental health dread waking everyday it im extremely depressed see disgusting pathetic incompetent worthless excuse human ever walked planet think world colorless place spend hours daydreaming would like live fictional world full adventure such day goes without thinking id better dead today useless self finally decided ill commit redflag tomorrow ill head deep forest hang myself ive thought killing before never courage thought devastated family would much tried change im strong enough im exhausted want free endless suffering
ill kill tomorrowi friends im unable pay attention anything interest makes impossible perform well school cant anything productive waste time needlessly scrolling internet genuine interests spend time front computer ive struggled severe social anxiety years caused isolate society also detrimental mental health dread waking everyday itim extremely depressed see disgusting pathetic incompetent worthless excuse human ever walked planet think world colorless place spend hours daydreaming would like live fictional world full adventure such day goes without thinking id better dead today useless self finally decided ill commit redflag tomorrow ill head deep forest hang myself ive thought killing before never courage thought devastated family would much tried change im strong enough im exhausted want free endless suffering
mal matar mañana amigos im no se puede prestar atención nada interés hace imposible realizar bien escuela no puede nada pérdida de tiempo productivo desplazar sin necesidad de Internet intereses genuinos pasar tiempo frente ordenador ive luchado severa ansiedad social años causado aislamiento sociedad también perjudicial salud mental miedo despertar todos los días itim extremadamente deprimido ver repugnante patético incompetente inútil excusa humana jamás caminado planeta pensar mundo incoloro lugar pasar horas soñar día como vivir ficción mundo aventura completa tal día va sin pensar mejor muerto hoy inútil yo finalmente decidido mal cometer bandera roja mañana mal cabeza profundo bosque colgar yo mismo ive pensamiento matar antes de nunca coraje pensamiento devastado familia intentaría mucho cambio im fuerte im agotado querer libre sufrimiento sin fin