think im going try get together tomorrowive suicidal years go cycles intense crippling depression life goes shit one aspect time im left reeling job house joys relationships closest become incredible messes ive better recognizing im spiralling ive absolute tailspin  weeks everyday become darker thought last serious look flaws ways kill them tomorrow want laundry clean car try think killing myself hard think even manage even matter know depression exaggerates problems way become thousand tonne behemoth little voice head whispers  sure dont want tomorrow go well tried it right now tonight really want shoot head done it
think im going try get together tomorrowive suicidal years go cycles intense crippling depression life goes shit one aspect time im left reeling job house joys relationships closest become incredible messes ive better recognizing im spiralling ive absolute tailspin weeks everyday become darker thought last serious look flaws ways kill them tomorrow want laundry clean car try think killing myself hard think even manage even matter know depression exaggerates problems way become thousand tonne behemoth little voice head whispers sure dont want tomorrow go well tried it right now tonight really want shoot head done it
Creo que voy a tratar de juntarse mañana años suicidas ir ciclos intensos paralizante depresión vida va mierda un aspecto tiempo im left bobinando trabajo casa alegrías relaciones más cercanas increíble líos ive mejor reconocer im espiral ive absoluta tailspin semanas todos los días se vuelven más oscuros pensamiento último serio mirada fallas maneras de matarlos mañana quieren lavandería limpio coche tratar de pensar matarme duro pensar incluso manejar incluso la materia sabe depresión exagera problemas manera convertirse en miles de toneladas behemoth poco voz susurros seguro que no quiero mañana ir bien lo intentó ahora mismo esta noche realmente quiero disparar cabeza lo hizo