another one unable cope lifeso thing having depression is never knew it always felt way remember anything else  includes completely forgotten everything happened life prior puberty one earliest memories is something around  remember time children school hanging other except me shy ever anything usually hung alone here thats  years past now except  consecutive days felt good alone anymore ive always contemplated redflag every day made plans eventually threw away involved wimp actually determined finally end myself sadly day task anyway something   rather impactful happened beginning year put another crisis finally got open one friends have turned mistake unfortunately since straight went parents told it convinced get counseling medical therapy started end january now  month weekly appointments therapists taking antidepressants convinced ever things helpful all making things even worse huge waste time also feel terrible everytime talk reasons basically regular reminder pf hate alive last week ditched therpist stopped taking antidepressants know feel like best thing do finally feel like could accomplish fatal task made new friend university also deals depression copes cutting places one sees alas mean give tips accidentally anyway started to even think control happening cant deal life moment another thing kinda lost control marijuana abuse know serious drug past smoked one two weekend relax months now consume least  gram day soon effect fades away immediately start feeling bad everything take next hit whole text pretty badly structured probably incomprehensive doubt anyone actually cares get there get core problem hate living live without anyone existence caring enough show genuine love me im gomma stay alone forever way around it medication world change fact nothing desirable one would ever want me antidepressants help this neither therapy said trying seriosly trying make work noticed correct along tell me supposed now except killing myself often get lost thoughts driving maybe finally next days over grateful advice give _this whole text typed using smartphone keyboard probably missed lot letters buy hope recognizable also im native english speaker sorry mistakes made_
another one unable cope lifeso thing having depression is never knew it always felt way remember anything else includes completely forgotten everything happened life prior puberty one earliest memories is something around remember time children school hanging other except me shy ever anything usually hung alone here thats years past now except consecutive days felt good alone anymore ive always contemplated redflag every day made plans eventually threw away involved wimp actually determined finally end myself sadly day task anyway something rather impactful happened beginning year put another crisis finally got open one friends have turned mistake unfortunately since straight went parents told it convinced get counseling medical therapy started end january now month weekly appointments therapists taking antidepressants convinced ever things helpful all making things even worse huge waste time also feel terrible everytime talk reasons basically regular reminder pf hate alive last week ditched therpist stopped taking antidepressants know feel like best thing do finally feel like could accomplish fatal task made new friend university also deals depression copes cutting places one sees alas mean give tips accidentally anyway started to even think control happening cant deal life moment another thing kinda lost control marijuana abuse know serious drug past smoked one two weekend relax months now consume least gram day soon effect fades away immediately start feeling bad everything take next hit whole text pretty badly structured probably incomprehensive doubt anyone actually cares get there get core problem hate living live without anyone existence caring enough show genuine love me im gomma stay alone forever way around it medication world change fact nothing desirable one would ever want me antidepressants help this neither therapy said trying seriosly trying make work noticed correct along tell me supposed now except killing myself often get lost thoughts driving maybe finally next days over grateful advice give _this whole text typed using smartphone keyboard probably missed lot letters buy hope recognizable also im native english speaker sorry mistakes made_
otro incapaz de hacer frente a la vida por lo que la cosa que tiene depresión nunca se sabe que siempre se sintió de la manera de recordar cualquier otra cosa incluye completamente olvidado todo lo que pasó vida antes de la pubertad uno recuerdos más tempranos es algo alrededor de recordar el tiempo niños escuela colgando a otro excepto yo tímido todo lo que por lo general colgado solo aquí que hace años pasados, excepto días consecutivos se sentía bien solo