know anymoreive living constant sinking feeling inside quite time now approaching two years quite number ups downs life time dunno every time silver lining comes even bigger cloud comes life raining lot shit me ive got people care about people care me yet feel isolated ever ive got beautiful so even her still feel alone unwanted regardless around me connect mentally know even family sucks mother got diagnosed cancer fighting chemotherapy brought family together home feel anymore theres different feeling air everybody seems like sort isolating themselves including myself feel like home anymore im alone too feels like ive got nowhere nobody want kill myself think least  times day always plan im going it play around knife bed night thinking could end right wanted to im sure bring it know people care me least think do mind tells dont mind still alone want go it want time know cant think straight anymore think something wrong head scared
know anymoreive living constant sinking feeling inside quite time now approaching two years quite number ups downs life time dunno every time silver lining comes even bigger cloud comes life raining lot shit me ive got people care about people care me yet feel isolated ever ive got beautiful so even her still feel alone unwanted regardless around me connect mentally know even family sucks mother got diagnosed cancer fighting chemotherapy brought family together home feel anymore theres different feeling air everybody seems like sort isolating themselves including myself feel like home anymore im alone too feels like ive got nowhere nobody want kill myself think least times day always plan im going it play around knife bed night thinking could end right wanted to im sure bring it know people care me least think do mind tells dont mind still alone want go it want time know cant think straight anymore think something wrong head scared
Sé que la vida continua constante sensación de hundimiento dentro bastante tiempo ahora se acerca a dos años bastante número altibajos vida tiempo no sé cada vez que el forro de plata viene aún más grande viene la vida lluvia mucha mierda me i ve gente se preocupa por la gente me cuida sin embargo se siente aislado siempre ive consiguió hermoso así que incluso ella todavía se siente solo no deseado independientemente de mí conectar mentalmente saber incluso la familia chupa madre se diagnostica cáncer lucha quimioterapia trajo familia juntos casa sentir más allá aire todo el mundo parece como una especie de aislamiento a sí mismo incluyendo a mí mismo se siente como en casa más solo también se siente como ive llegó a ninguna parte nadie me quiere matar pensar menos veces día plan siempre voy jugar alrededor cuchillo cama noche pensamiento podría terminar derecho quería estar seguro de traer saber la gente me importa menos pensar mente le dice que no sólo quiere ir tiempo sabe no puede pensar directamente más pensar algo mal cabeza miedo