cant live standards killing mei know do semester long project worked on got data write up hate much finish it see useful well done enough good peoples likely are feel like sham turning terrible keep rushing final assignments classes gotten as semester in feel like sham failure cant bear thought getting poor grade cant get shit done keep getting worse cant keep consistently improving grad program want me job want me one want me damaged make anything good life feel bad hold back move forward get exhausted barely continue feel like anything less outstanding useless deserved every little bit hell went child times put down ignored beaten deserved every last fucking bit it feel like trying finish graduate level work combating fucking ptsd cant take it nothing ever feels like itll ever enough cant get better cant time recover wish offed like another student school did cant accept waste would rather die
cant live standards killing mei know do semester long project worked on got data write up hate much finish it see useful well done enough good peoples likely are feel like sham turning terrible keep rushing final assignments classes gotten as semester in feel like sham failure cant bear thought getting poor grade cant get shit done keep getting worse cant keep consistently improving grad program want me job want me one want me damaged make anything good life feel bad hold back move forward get exhausted barely continue feel like anything less outstanding useless deserved every little bit hell went child times put down ignored beaten deserved every last fucking bit it feel like trying finish graduate level work combating fucking ptsd cant take it nothing ever feels like itll ever enough cant get better cant time recover wish offed like another student school did cant accept waste would rather die
No puedo vivir estándares matando mei saber hacer semestre largo proyecto trabajado en conseguir datos escribir odio mucho terminar ver útil bien hecho suficiente gente buena probablemente se sienten como simular convertirse terrible seguir corriendo clases de asignaciones finales conseguido como semestre en sentir como falso fracaso no puedo soportar pensamiento conseguir pobre grado no puedo conseguir mierda hecho seguir empeorando no puedo seguir mejorando consistentemente mejorar programa de posgrado quiero trabajo uno me quiere dañado hacer cualquier cosa buena vida se siente mal se mantiene atrás se agotan apenas continuar sentir como cualquier cosa menos excepcional inútil merecido cada pequeño infierno fue niños tiempos ignorados golpeados merecían hasta el último puto pedacito que se siente como terminar graduado trabajo nivel combate puto ptsd no puede tomar nada nunca se siente como que nunca puede ser mejor no puedo recuperar el tiempo deseo fuera como otro estudiante escuela no puede aceptar residuos preferiría morir