sure trying worth anymoreive trying get life sorted never works ultimately always fail  months year achieved anything time passes nothing ever changes im high school drop out  time tafe course drop job ive ever done cashier year  im  now real skills ambitions ive thinking another tafe course starting mid year im honestly sure even something worth trying know im probably going drop again friends either left become distant im close many family members one here could dissapear nobody would notice care absence know do killing seems like rational option here seems like kindest thing everyone around me im never going get better keep thinking tomorrow better next week better next year better never is anything everything getting worse im progressively becoming isolated genuinely know else except die
sure trying worth anymoreive trying get life sorted never works ultimately always fail months year achieved anything time passes nothing ever changes im high school drop out time tafe course drop job ive ever done cashier year im now real skills ambitions ive thinking another tafe course starting mid yearim honestly sure even something worth trying know im probably going drop again friends either left become distant im close many family members one here could dissapear nobody would notice care absence know do killing seems like rational option here seems like kindest thing everyone around me im never going get better keep thinking tomorrow better next week better next year better never is anything everything getting worse im progressively becoming isolated genuinely know else except die
Seguro que intentar más que vale la pena tratar de conseguir la vida ordenada nunca funciona en última instancia siempre falla meses año logrado nada tiempo pasa nada cambia im escuela secundaria abandono tiempo curso caída trabajo ive hecho cajero año im ahora real habilidades ambiciones ive pensar otro curso tafe a partir de mediados de año honestamente seguro incluso algo que vale la pena intentar i probablemente va a caer de nuevo amigos o izquierda se vuelven distantes im cerca muchos miembros de la familia uno aquí podría desaparecer nadie notaría cuidado ausencia saber matar parece como opción racional aquí parece como lo más amable todo el mundo a mi alrededor im nunca va a ser mejor seguir pensando mañana mejor la próxima semana mejor nunca es nada cada vez peor im cada vez más aislado realmente saber más excepto morir