go arnt oki individual therapy group therapy since last august depression suicidal ideation worse ever since brought knife school intention kill  years ago cant help feel disappear like im somehow burdening everyone proximity them intrusive thoughts redflag ranging drinking household cleaner jumping top school parking garage feels like every day im inching closer taking thought action today stood top parking garage actually leaned edge seen therapist  times last two days another meeting tuesday im sure live long feel like check hospital missed even two days work school life would totally fucked since would lose job able afford rent would mis two midterms drop graduate program finally made into dont know do dont want anyone deal mess killing myself idea living even two days feels impossible
go arnt oki individual therapy group therapy since last august depression suicidal ideation worse ever since brought knife school intention kill years ago cant help feel disappear like im somehow burdening everyone proximity them intrusive thoughts redflag ranging drinking household cleaner jumping top school parking garage feels like every day im inching closer taking thought action today stood top parking garage actually leaned edge seen therapist times last two days another meeting tuesdayim sure live long feel like check hospital missed even two days work school life would totally fucked since would lose job able afford rent would mis two midterms drop graduate program finally made into dont know do dont want anyone deal mess killing myself idea living even two days feels impossible
ir arnt oki terapia individual terapia de grupo desde la última depresión august ideación suicida peor desde que trajo cuchillo intención escuela matar años hace no puedo ayudar a sentir desaparecer como im de alguna manera cargando a todos proximidad pensamientos intrusivos Redflag que va a beber limpieza doméstica salto superior escuela estacionamiento se siente como cada día im inching más cerca de pensar acción hoy se paró estacionamiento superior garage en realidad inclinado borde visto terapeuta tiempos pasados dos días otra reunión martesim seguro vivir mucho sentir como cheque hospital perdido incluso dos días de trabajo escuela vida totalmente jodido ya que perdería trabajo capaz de pagar alquiler mis dos mitades caída programa de posgrado finalmente hecho en dont saber no quiero que nadie trato lío matar a mí mismo idea de vivir incluso dos días se siente imposible