know really tired car family  hours hermit human completely social energy emotionally tired guess allowed snap dissociation mode actually feel something set stubbed toe real bad know really stupid way set off parents started laughing dad offered advice said joking right genuinely know mom said call  really condensing way went room starting hyperventilating felt tense head lost control calmed continued crying sat silence trying build walls back up mom came said wrong said mentally ill i cope humor started laying  america depressed life kept repeating ill even though two anti depressants go therapy regularly started thinking lot actually comfort makes feel small feeling feel every time confront is always says nobody perfect best could would cry feel bad never talk fully heal recognizes depression real thing downplays severe it tried speaking sister instead problems flat said know depressed atheist made frustrated got left room similar instances brother mom saying could depressed since middle class familyidk point post is kind put thoughts seeing paranoid actually discovering something ps grateful though least send therapy get meds panic attack crying questioning family support
know really tired car family hours hermit human completely social energy emotionally tired guess allowed snap dissociation mode actually feel something set stubbed toe real bad know really stupid way set off parents started laughing dad offered advice said joking right genuinely know mom said call really condensing way went room starting hyperventilating felt tense head lost control calmed continued crying sat silence trying build walls back up mom came said wrong saidmentally illi cope humor started laying america depressed life kept repeating ill even though two anti depressants go therapy regularly started thinking lot actually comfort makes feel small feeling feel every time confront is always says nobody perfect best could would cry feel bad never talk fully heal recognizes depression real thing downplays severeit tried speaking sister instead problems flat said know depressed atheist made frustrated got left room similar instances brother mom saying could depressed since middle class familyidk point post is kind put thoughts seeing paranoid actually discovering something ps grateful though least send therapy get meds panic attack crying questioning family support
sabes realmente cansado coche horas familia ermitaño humano completamente energía social emocional cansado adivinar permitió snap modo disociación realmente sentir algo set tabbed toe muy mal saber muy estúpido manera de iniciar los padres comenzaron risa papá ofreció consejo dijo bromas derecho genuinamente saber mamá dijo llamada realmente condensando manera fue espacio comenzar hiperventilación sensación tensa cabeza perdido control calmado continuo llanto silencio sentado tratando de construir paredes de nuevo mamá vino dijo mal sayualmente illi hacer frente humor comenzó a hacer américa depresión vida se repetía mal a pesar de dos antidepresivos ir terapia con regularidad comenzó a pensar mucho realmente comodidad hace sentir sensación pequeña sentir cada vez enfrentamiento es siempre dice nadie perfecto mejor podría llorar sentir mal hablar nunca sanar completamente reconoce depresión real downplays thing downplays stripeit speaking sister flat say know deprimido ateo frustrado consiguió habitación izquierda instancias similares hermano mamá diciendo podría deprimirse ya clase media familiaidk point post es amable poner pensamientos ver paranoico realmente descubrir algo ps agradecen aunque menos enviar terapia conseguir medicamentos ataque pánico llorar apoyo familiar