im tired feeling painive depressed since  now  ive always thought would kill eventually never thought would wanna live past  recently gf  years broke dont think deal pain longer felt reason smile feel good dont know future people whatever process getting pain discomfort top everything else dont wanna pain unbearable cant sleep cant eat ive headaches last  days want end thing thats stoping me family dont wanna cause pain cause know would probably destroy mother push edge feels like im fighting wanna makes feel much harder anything dont know do
im tired feeling painive depressed since now ive always thought would kill eventually never thought would wanna live past recently gf years broke dont think deal pain longer felt reason smile feel good dont know future people whatever process getting pain discomfort top everything else dont wanna pain unbearable cant sleep cant eat ive headaches last days want end thing thats stoping me family dont wanna cause pain cause know would probably destroy mother push edge feels like im fighting wanna makes feel much harder anything dont know do
Estoy cansado sentir dolor deprimido ya que ahora siempre pensé que mataría con el tiempo nunca pensé que querría vivir pasado hace poco gf años rotos no creo trato dolor más tiempo sentir la razón sonrisa sentir bien no conocer a la gente futura proceso conseguir dolor malestar superior todo lo demás no quiero dolor insoportable no puedo dormir no puedo comer dolores de cabeza los últimos días quiero terminar lo que me detiene la familia no quiero causar dolor causa saber probablemente destruir la madre empuje borde se siente como mi lucha quiere hacer sentir mucho más difícil cualquier cosa no sé hacer