know whats wrong meso heres background started feeling suicidal fifth grade huge amount stress school it kind combination academic social issues told parents multiple occasions wanted kill myself make mad so decided bottle feelings beginning sixth grade diagnosed aspergers basically parents believe actually it throughout middle school got stressed out crying every night anymore become numb still thought redflag before never really thought would actually never selfharmed luckily still havent im end freshman year high school year lot better middle school ive mostly alright is now seemingly blue ive hit wave depression feel like im drowning lately ive lot anxiety future im scared unknown keep wanting change im willing take action dad thinks hate even though really dont im tired staying night homework thoughts redflag getting lot worse point im actually trying figure kill myself ive almost made goal die graduate high school depending happens within next years day went trip san francisco literally thing could think started see golden gate bridge much wanted jump it know need help im scared happen tell anyone im feeling hate getting surprised negative reactions people want cause anyone else worry me know do
know whats wrong meso heres background started feeling suicidal fifth grade huge amount stress school it kind combination academic social issues told parents multiple occasions wanted kill myself make mad so decided bottle feelings beginning sixth grade diagnosed aspergers basically parents believe actually it throughout middle school got stressed out crying every night anymore become numb still thought redflag before never really thought would actually never selfharmed luckily still havent im end freshman year high school year lot better middle school ive mostly alright is now seemingly blue ive hit wave depression feel like im drowning lately ive lot anxiety futureim scared unknown keep wanting change im willing take action dad thinks hate even though really dont im tired staying night homework thoughts redflag getting lot worse point im actually trying figure kill myself ive almost made goal die graduate high school depending happens within next years day went trip san francisco literally thing could think started see golden gate bridge much wanted jump it know need help im scared happen tell anyone im feeling hate getting surprised negative reactions people want cause anyone else worry me know do
¿Sabes lo que me mal meso heres fondo comenzó a sentir suicidio quinto grado enorme cantidad de estrés escuela que tipo combinación de temas sociales académicos dijo a los padres múltiples ocasiones quería matarme hacer loco tan decidido sentimientos botella inicio sexto grado diagnosticados aspergers básicamente los padres creen que en realidad durante toda la escuela secundaria se estresó llorando cada noche más todavía se entumeció todavía pensamiento rojo antes nunca realmente nunca pensé que realmente nunca se autolesionó por suerte todavía havett im final primer año de secundaria mucho mejor escuela secundaria ive mayor parte bien es ahora aparentemente azul ive hit wave depresión se siente como im ahogarse últimamente ve lote ansiedad futuro desconocido seguir queriendo cambio im dispuesto a tomar acción papá piensa odio incluso aunque realmente no estoy cansado quedarse noche deberes pensamientos rojoflag conseguir mucho peor punto im en realidad tratando de figura matarme ive casi hecho objetivo graduarse escuela secundaria dependiendo pasa dentro de los próximos años viaje san francisco literalmente cosa podría pensar comenzó ver puente puerta de oro mucho quería saltar sé que necesita ayuda im miedo