keep thinking itim f bad life all got roof head food plate financial support parents emotional support friends still get overwhelming sense dread depression come goes exhausting waves moment im great situation jobless since working temp job ended trying find something new now hate unemployed along pretty rocky relationship mum its house getting shitty takes stress im unemployed treats like im even fucking human first ever boyfriend ended relationship month ago together two years one when good perfect bad horrific relationships controlling asshole return honestly think fucked up first week happy rid every day gets harder harder apparently great got new girl already nearly hurt badly first heard that every day gets harder gets worse night emotional support friends actually close close friends used go ex support support network feel like nothing try talking friends really help even though try feel better chatting im feeling ive stopped bothering tried talking ex beginning december dismissed attempts cries help nongenuine im sorry hear that sounds bad going brag amazing doing im loser im attractive smart intelligent want end dead end job dead end job constantly praying true happiness thats see ive ever seen myself rest shit atm pieces pushing edge fantasize jumping bridge unhealthy amount thats way id able it methods would pussy of know jumping would kill injure me cant believe even think something like that hard because im sure alot people relate this everyone life look happy im bubbly loud girl always jokes everything i always joke dying death killing habit point dark humour sue me one takes seriously know unless ive tried talk one would suspect thoughts know im looking posting this guess want meaningful conversation someone relates also wants someone talk to
keep thinking itim f bad life all got roof head food plate financial support parents emotional support friends still get overwhelming sense dread depression come goes exhausting waves moment im great situation jobless since working temp job ended trying find something new now hate unemployed along pretty rocky relationship mum its house getting shitty takes stress im unemployed treats like im even fucking human first ever boyfriend ended relationship month ago together two years one when good perfect bad horrific relationships controlling asshole return honestly think fucked up first week happy rid every day gets harder harder apparently great got new girl already nearly hurt badly first heard that every day gets harder gets worse night emotional support friends actually close close friends used go ex support support network feel like nothing try talking friends really help even though try feel better chatting im feeling ive stopped bothering tried talking ex beginning december dismissed attempts cries help nongenuine im sorry hear that sounds bad going brag amazing doing im loser im attractive smart intelligent want end dead end job dead end job constantly praying true happiness thats see ive ever seen myself rest shit atm pieces pushing edge fantasize jumping bridge unhealthy amount thats way id ableit methods would pussy of know jumping would kill injure me cant believe even think something like that hard because im sure alot people relate this everyone life look happy im bubbly loud girl always jokes everything i always joke dying death killing habit pointdark humour sue me one takes seriously know unless ive tried talk one would suspectthoughts knowim looking posting this guess want meaningful conversation someone relates also wants someone talk to
Sigue pensando itim f mala vida todos tienen techo cabeza plato de comida apoyo financiero padres apoyo emocional amigos todavía conseguir abrumador sentido miedo depresión viene olas agotadores momento im gran situación empleo desde trabajo trabajo trabajo terminó tratando de encontrar algo nuevo ahora odio desempleados a lo largo de relación bastante rocoso mamá su casa conseguir mierda toma estrés im desempleados trata como im incluso jodido primero humano novio terminó relación hace dos años juntos dos años uno cuando bueno perfecto malo horrible relaciones controlando culo volver honestamente pensar jodido hasta primera semana feliz libra cada día más difícil aparentemente grande consiguió nueva chica ya casi duele mucho primero oído que cada día se pone peor noche apoyo emocional amigos en realidad cerca amigos usados ex apoyo red de apoyo se siente como nada tratar de hablar amigos realmente ayuda incluso aunque tratar de sentirse mejor chatear im sentimiento i ve dejar de molestar trató de hablar ex principio diciembre intentos despedidos gritos ayuda nongenuine im lamento escuchar que suena mal va brag increíble haciendo im perdedor