want kill myselfi want kill myself want something really fucking stupid like drive car tree trip flight stairs something take away suffering everyday life want die want something big happen something serious make everybody else reset way think me adhd making life hell moment especially trouble emotional regulation tearing girlfriend apart cant remember shit enthusiasm happens less remember said shit feel harder becomes snap it wish could restart life blank slate connections ties live pace mental burdens holding back envy meander life happily whereas overthink every single decision make deal constant thoughts ideas swirling around head every single second day matter decision make ill think wrong one cannot content life moment nothing try best despite experienced fair deal trauma life whats price happy
want kill myselfi want kill myself want something really fucking stupid like drive car tree trip flight stairs something take away suffering everyday life want die want something big happen something serious make everybody else reset way think me adhd making life hell moment especially trouble emotional regulation tearing girlfriend apart cant remember shit enthusiasm happens less remember said shit feel harder becomes snap it wish could restart life blank slate connections ties live pace mental burdens holding back envy meander life happily whereas overthink every single decision make deal constant thoughts ideas swirling around head every single second day matter decision make ill think wrong one cannot content life moment nothing try best despite experienced fair deal trauma life whats price happy
Quiero matar a mí mismo quiero matarme a mí mismo quiero algo realmente jodidamente estúpido como conducir coche árbol viaje vuelo escaleras algo quitar sufrimiento vida cotidiana quiero morir quiero algo grande pasar algo serio hacer que todos los demás se reinicien de la manera pensar me adhd hacer la vida infierno momento especialmente problemas regulación emocional desgarrar novia aparte no recuerdo mierda entusiasmo sucede menos recordar dijo mierda se siente más difícil se convierte en snap deseo podría reiniciar vida en blanco conexiones de pizarra lazos ritmo vivo cargas mentales contención de la envidia meander vida feliz mientras que sobrepensar cada una de las decisiones hacer trato pensamientos constantes ideas girando alrededor de la cabeza cada segundo día decisión materia mal pensar mal uno no puede contenta vida momento nada intentar mejor a pesar de experiencia justa acuerdo trauma vida qué precio feliz