bed feeling suicidal usual decided try browse rnihilism know sounds odd hear out realisation nothing going matter kind helped bit ability separate feelings thoughts nothing matter end mean never able feel validity happiness ok wander life enjoying die got suicidal spiral  minutes oddly proud
bed feeling suicidal usual decided try browse rnihilism know sounds odd hear out realisation nothing going matter kind helped bit ability separate feelings thoughts nothing matter end mean never able feel validity happiness ok wander life enjoying die got suicidal spiral minutes oddly proud
cama sensación suicida habitual decidido tratar de navegar rnihilismo saber sonidos extraños escuchar la realización nada va materia tipo ayudó a la habilidad poco separar los sentimientos pensamientos nada materia final significa nunca capaz de sentir la validez felicidad ok vagar la vida disfrutando de morir suicida espiral minutos extrañamente orgulloso