im going die anyway nowim terrible putting shit thats head words feel like get feel across im options firstly im  live uk currently go college cant help angry feeling like this great family others would see good life look alot posts rsw find someone going see anyone anything helpful say see people abused things like that pain must seem like nothing comparison grades college terrible exams coming up im extremely unprepared enjoy many things anymore soon leave college parents expect get job new job since one parttime really stresses out im shy mere thought meet impress new people scares me im homosexual not openly means come see burden part me spend days worrying next often stay late night unable sleep cry thinking inevitable reality failure  even im crying write this would want live fail struggle could easily swallow many pills possible sit bath cut cant keep eyes open pain seems much easier take living broken life watch family friends die death seems much peaceful route im likely take life sorry huge block text
im going die anyway nowim terrible putting shit thats head words feel like get feel across im options firstly im live uk currently go college cant help angry feeling like this great family others would see good life look alot posts rsw find someone going see anyone anything helpful say see people abused things like that pain must seem like nothing comparison grades college terrible exams coming up im extremely unprepared enjoy many things anymore soon leave college parents expect get job new job since one parttime really stresses outim shy mere thought meet impress new people scares me im homosexual not openly means come see burden partme spend days worrying next often stay late night unable sleep cry thinking inevitable reality failure even im crying write this would want live fail struggle could easily swallow many pills possible sit bath cut cant keep eyes open pain seems much easier take living broken life watch family friends die death seems much peaceful route im likely take life sorry huge block text
Im va a morir de todos modos nowim terrible poner mierda que las palabras de la cabeza se siente como conseguir sentir a través de opciones im im live uk actualmente ir universidad no puede ayudar enojado sentir como esta gran familia otros verían buena vida mirada alot posts rsw encontrar a alguien va a ver a alguien algo útil decir ver personas abusado cosas como ese dolor debe parecer como nada comparación grados universidad exámenes terribles venir im extremadamente desprevenido disfrutar de muchas cosas más pronto dejar la universidad padres esperan conseguir trabajo nuevo puesto que una parte de tiempo realmente estreses fuera de mí tímido mero pensamiento reunirse impresionar nuevas personas me asusta im homosexual no abiertamente significa venir carga pasar días preocupantes siguiente estancia tarde noche no puede llorar pensando inevitable realidad fracaso incluso llanto escribir esto querría vivir fallida lucha podría tragar fácilmente muchas píldoras posible sentarse baño corte no puede mantener los ojos abiertos dolor parece mucho más fácil tomar vida roto amigos muerte parece muy pacífica ruta im