father told didnt balls kill myselflast year diagnosed bipolar got committed mental institutions various times suicidal ideation  attempt october flew tijuana bought phenobarbital flew mexico city always one favorite cities wanted see one last time died miserable raining didnt get spark first visited finally wrote letter aunt father turned phone scared drinking phenobarbital put aside went sleep woken mexican police around am im quite sure found me know dad called police san francisco maybe coordinated embassy airbnb dont really know family buy ticket escorted way onto plane able go meds good since yesterday dad confronted  gone missing he hides money place think forgot things get pretty heated tells didnt even balls kill myself one hurt time ill prove wrong
father told didnt balls kill myselflast year diagnosed bipolar got committed mental institutions various times suicidal ideation attempt october flew tijuana bought phenobarbital flew mexico city always one favorite cities wanted see one last time died miserable raining didnt get spark first visited finally wrote letter aunt father turned phone scared drinking phenobarbital put aside went sleep woken mexican police around am im quite sure found me know dad called police san francisco maybe coordinated embassy airbnb dont really know family buy ticket escorted way onto plane able go meds good since yesterday dad confronted gone missing he hides money place think forgot things get pretty heated tells didnt even balls kill myself one hurt time ill prove wrong
padre le dijo bolas me mata a mí mismo el año pasado diagnosticado bipolar se comprometió instituciones mentales varias veces intento de ideación suicida octubre voló tijuana compró fenobarbital volar ciudad de México siempre una ciudad favorita quería ver una última vez murió miserable lluvia no recibió chispa primera visita finalmente escribió carta tía padre se convirtió teléfono miedo beber fenobarbital puso a un lado dormir se despertó policía mexicana alrededor estoy seguro de que me encontró saber papá llamado policía san francisco tal vez coordinado embajada airbnb realmente no sé familiar comprar boleto escoltado manera en avión capaz de ir medicamentos bien ya que ayer papá enfrentado desaparecido escondió dinero lugar creo que se olvidó de las cosas se calienta bastante les dice incluso bolas me mata una herida mal probar mal