never thought getting drunk would save lifeim alcoholic never wanted admit that true tonight unthinkable happened past months ive really feeling bit bit much ask lately really getting me ive feeling ashamed kind person ive feeling worthless well genuinely want live anymore decided id kill week came extreme plan that honestly wouldve worked promised tonight would night long got drunk getting drunk motivated anymore i first time long time decided live decided live am moment decided live scared scared would happen pets really one reasons im alive know ill feel im sober tonight hit quite hard harder expected to fingers crossed ill decide ditch plans redflag sober doubt it worth shot hope least oh boy im going regret getting drunk later least im alive regret though enough self pity tonight good night everyone stay strong never know may happen change mind
never thought getting drunk would save lifeim alcoholic never wanted admit that true tonight unthinkable happened past months ive really feeling bit bit much ask lately really getting me ive feeling ashamed kind person ive feeling worthless well genuinely want live anymore decided id kill week came extreme plan that honestly wouldve worked promised tonight would night long got drunk getting drunk motivatedanymorei first time long time decided live decided live am moment decided live scared scared would happen pets really one reasons im alive know ill feel im sober tonight hit quite hard harder expected to fingers crossed ill decide ditch plans redflag sober doubt it worth shot hopeleastoh boy im going regret getting drunk later least im alive regret though enough self pity tonight good night everyone stay strong never know may happen change mind
Nunca pensé que emborracharse salvaría a lifeim alcoholic nunca quiso admitir que la verdad esta noche impensable sucedió los últimos meses de vida realmente sentir un poco mucho pedir últimamente realmente conseguirme vida sentir vergüenza buena persona viva sentir inútil bien genuinamente querer vivir más decidido id kill semana vino plan extremo que honestamente habría trabajado prometido esta noche se emborracharon por mucho tiempo emborracharse motivóanymorei primero tiempo largo tiempo decidí vivir decidí vivir decidí vivir el momento decidí vivir asustado pasaría mascotas realmente una razón i vivo sé mal sentir im sobria esta noche golpe duro más difícil espera de dedos cruzados mal decidir zanja planes sobria duda vale la pena tiro esperanza chico voy a arrepentirme emborracharse más tarde me arrepiento aunque suficiente autocompasión esta noche buena noche todo el mundo permanecer fuerte nunca sabe puede pasar cambiar de mente