cant anymore hurts much hate muchi want die badly im pathetic im fat ugly covered scars around awful example human being friends real life anymore since left school theyve barely talked me frustrate anger parents lately used yell occasionally pretty much every day brother used look me im disappointment done schoolwork long entire th grade year rotting room used smart too straight top school barely anything fuck ive done many horrible things people around me im disgusting excuse human being theres point all want live anymore hate everything life wish could start someone completely different hurts alive physically mentally emotionally im meds year therapist quit june new one til october even know im posting here actually knew me agree much waste space am just cant anymore hate much always have remember hating age  fat one earliest memories called piggy cousin god just do  years life full mental illness burden people around me parents crushed would killed long time ago theyre angry time now know would better never existed wish dead everything hurts
cant anymore hurts much hate muchi want die badly im pathetic im fat ugly covered scars around awful example human being friends real life anymore since left school theyve barely talked me frustrate anger parents lately used yell occasionally pretty much every day brother used look meim disappointment done schoolwork long entire th grade year rotting room used smart too straight top school barely anything fuck ive done many horrible things people around meim disgusting excuse human being theres point all want live anymore hate everything life wish could start someone completely different hurts alive physically mentally emotionally im meds year therapist quit june new one til october even know im posting here actually knew me agree much waste space am just cant anymore hate much always have remember hating age fat one earliest memories called piggy cousin god just do years life full mental illness burden people around me parents crushed would killed long time ago theyre angry time now know would better never existed wish dead everything hurts
Ya no me duele mucho odio mucho quiero morir gravemente im patético im gordo feo cubierto cicatrices alrededor horrible ejemplo ser humano amigos vida real ya desde la escuela izquierda apenas me han hablado frustrar ira padres últimamente utilizan gritar ocasionalmente casi todos los días hermano utilizado mirada meim decepción hecho trabajo escolar durante todo el curso curso cuarto podrido utilizado inteligente demasiado recta escuela superior apenas cualquier mierda hecho muchas cosas horribles gente alrededor meim repugnante excusa seres humanos hay punto todos quieren vivir más odio todo deseo de la vida podría comenzar alguien completamente diferente daño vivo físicamente emocionalmente emocionalmente año terapeuta dejar junio nuevo uno hasta octubre incluso saber im posting aquí en realidad sabía que estoy de acuerdo mucho espacio de desperdicio soy no puedo más odio mucho siempre han recordado odio edad gordo uno primeros recuerdos llamado primo cerdo dios sólo hacer años vida completa enfermedad mental carga personas alrededor de mí padres aplastados matarían hace mucho tiempo que sé que nunca existirían deseo muertos todo duele