aaaaand im backit good one week run suicidal help st johns wort supplements quitting coffee anxiety dropped quite bit suicidal thoughts gone week im back utterly miserable im constantly fight flight anymore deeper issues start emerge long lost feelings come surface ive pushed decades want feel way much want stop enough looked old classmates profiles advanced life many found love im stuck traumatic dream land achieved nothing age  im defective useless want die please love god put misery
aaaaand im backit good one week run suicidal help st johns wort supplements quitting coffee anxiety dropped quite bit suicidal thoughts gone week im back utterly miserable im constantly fight flight anymore deeper issues start emerge long lost feelings come surfaceive pushed decades want feel way much want stop enough looked old classmates profiles advanced life many found love im stuck traumatic dream land achieved nothing age im defective useless want die please love god put misery
aaaaand im backit bueno una semana ejecutar suicida ayuda st johns wort suplementos dejar de café ansiedad cayó un poco pensamientos suicidas ido semana atrás completamente miserable im constantemente lucha vuelo más problemas más profundos comienzan a surgir sentimientos perdidos vienen aflorar empujado décadas quieren sentir mucho deseo parar lo suficiente mirada viejos compañeros de clase perfiles vida avanzada muchos encontraron amor im atrapado traumático sueño tierra logrado nada edad im defectuosa inútil querer morir por favor amor dios poner miseria