came floodingmy life never meant like this based hopes family infidelity arrest drugs life crashed wife wanted divorce  years later two years since divorce ive settled misery let addiction continue control me cant keep steady job health insurance even though meds therapy essential tonight come back me wedding honeymoon birth children holy shit painful see fucked threw away job wife family none instead ive move back abusive parents house maybe get job despite shitty work history background check ill never important part again god id wife half life time proposing divorce stayathome dad  years miss exwife bad miss seeing girls every day instead occasional weekends repeat never meant life like this future looks blank empty especially tears stream face juice wrld whispers ear ruined everything ever looking forward to way life ever clear complete ive continued living dont want hurt daughters become mature wont able hide really them theyll know im piece shit junkie fucked everything up beyond that im sure much longer keep living miserable pointless lonely life call redflag selfish way end suffering flip around too isnt selfish demand stay alive youd sad dead fuck life
came floodingmy life never meant like this based hopes family infidelity arrest drugs life crashed wife wanted divorce years later two years since divorce ive settled misery let addiction continue control me cant keep steady job health insurance even though meds therapy essential tonight come back me wedding honeymoon birth children holy shit painful see fucked threw away job wife family none instead ive move back abusive parents house maybe get job despite shitty work history background check ill never important part againgod id wife half life time proposing divorce stayathome dad years miss exwife bad miss seeing girls every day instead occasional weekends repeat never meant life like this future looks blank empty especially tears stream face juice wrld whispers ear ruined everything ever looking forward to way life ever clear complete ive continued living dont want hurt daughters become mature wont able hide really them theyll knowim piece shit junkie fucked everything up beyond that im sure much longer keep living miserable pointless lonely life call redflag selfish way end suffering flip around too isnt selfish demand stay alive youd sad dead fuck life
vino inundando mi vida nunca significó como esta base esperanzas familia infidelidad arresto drogas vida se estrelló esposa quería divorcio años más tarde dos años desde divorcio ive settled miseria dejar la adicción continuar control me no puedo mantener seguro de salud trabajo estable terapia esencial esta noche volver me boda luna de miel nacimientos hijos santo mierda doloroso ver jodido tirarse lejos trabajo esposa familia ninguno en lugar de vivir volver abusivo padres casa tal vez volver a trabajar a pesar de mierda trabajo historia antecedentes cheque mal nunca importante parte otra parte dios id esposa media vida tiempo proponer divorcio estanciaathome papá años señorita mujer mala falta ver chicas todos los días en lugar ocasional fines de semana repetir nunca significó vida como este futuro parece vacío especialmente lágrimas chorro de agua chorro susurra oído arruinado todo siempre mirando hacia adelante manera de vida siempre claro completo ive continuo vida no quiero lastimado hijas llegar a ser maduro no capaz de ocultar realmente ellos ellos saben pieza mierda droga follado todo más allá de que im seguro mucho más tiempo mantener la vida miserable sin sentido solitario llamar Redflag egoísta manera de terminar el sufrimiento voltear alrededor es no demanda egoísta permanecer vivo triste muerto mierda