slowly surrendering thought never completely happy even know writing this watching football match italy uk everyone cheering teams victory felt lost touch like everything slowing around me could feel anything seeing everyone happy made feel much pain thought never reach anything like made feel scared terribly devastated wanted express feelings someone life anyone could really understand lot empathetic faces smile one really knows feels feel tears eyes breath caught throat thought ending non stop mind know ever it want hurt anybody making others happy continue suffer inside sorry badly written mind fog right now much feel need say little actually say feel defeated giving up
slowly surrendering thought never completely happy even know writing this watching football match italy uk everyone cheering teams victory felt lost touch like everything slowing around me could feel anything seeing everyone happy made feel much pain thought never reach anything like made feel scared terribly devastated wanted express feelings someone life anyone could really understand lot empathetic faces smile one really knows feels feel tears eyes breath caught throat thought ending non stop mind know ever it want hurt anybody making others happy continue suffer inside sorry badly written mind fog right now much feel need say little actually say feel defeated giving up
Rendirse lentamente pensamiento nunca completamente feliz incluso saber escribir este partido de fútbol ver italy uk todo el mundo animando equipos victoria se sintió perdido tacto como todo ralentizar a mi alrededor podía sentir cualquier cosa ver a todos feliz hecho sentir mucho dolor pensamiento nunca llegar a nada como hecho sentir miedo terriblemente devastado deseo expresar sentimientos alguien vida cualquiera podría realmente entender mucho rostros empáticos sonrisa uno realmente sabe se siente lagrimas ojos aliento garganta atrapado pensamiento final no stop mente saber siempre quiere lastimar a alguien hacer feliz seguir sufriendo dentro lo siento mal escrito niebla ahora mismo mucha necesidad decir poco decir realmente se siente derrotado renunciar