know whats happening anymorei means suffer life friends im somewhat attractive family loves me everyone tells potential whatever want life  minutes ago sat chair middle room knife throat sat  minutes applying taking pressure thought want anymore want life even deserve it im one sees terrible person am ability spend months getting close girl totally love me crush like never mattered never anyway ive done least   times why could started get nerves anyway ive made mom cry times count sit straight face parents try tell feel care feel theyll get soon enough enough though still knife rests bed know next time happens ill want stop applying pressure maybe make art blood die maybe someone help
know whats happening anymorei means suffer life friends im somewhat attractive family loves me everyone tells potential whatever want life minutes ago sat chair middle room knife throat sat minutes applying taking pressure thought want anymore want life even deserve it im one sees terrible person am ability spend months getting close girl totally love me crush like never mattered never anyway ive done least times why could started get nerves anyway ive made mom cry times count sit straight face parents try tell feel care feel theyll get soon enough enough though still knife rests bed know next time happens ill want stop applying pressure maybe make art blood die maybe someone help
saber lo que está pasando morei significa sufrir la vida amigos im algo atractiva familia me ama todo el mundo cuenta potencial lo que quiera vida hace minutos silla sentada sala media cuchillo garganta sentado minutos aplicando la presión pensamiento querer más querer la vida incluso merecer Im uno ve persona terrible soy capacidad pasar meses poniéndose cerca chica totalmente amor me aplasta como nunca importa nunca de todos modos ive hecho menos veces por qué podría empezar a tener nervios de todos modos ive hizo mamá llorar veces contar sentarse cara recta padres tratar de decir sentir cuidado se sentirán lo suficientemente pronto aunque todavía cuchillo descansa cama saber la próxima vez que sucede mal quiero dejar de aplicar presión tal vez hacer arte sangre morir tal vez alguien ayuda