everything getting down im loss for everythingthe first thing probably explain is im  probably somewhat pertinent struggle recall period time greater  weeks everything ranging stuff sucks im really sick this want die thoughts even redflag attempts tldr is im love girl reciprocate it cant finish anything start hobby education hate feeling like constant stream failure toward father greatest man ever met matter much want success make proud always fuck things up always ive avoiding contact last  months this hate fact im overweight really try lose weight struggle back second point never seem finish anything start hate way get jealous smallest things really see point around anymore im burned upon friends family even people even met like government whore subsidising education which ive broken again im even sure im posting ive erased rewritten post several times now know im trying say anymore last day haze me recall vague parts day theyre usually worst things like cutting fact ive taken smoking even though find disgusting mind mess
everything getting down im loss for everythingthe first thing probably explain is im probably somewhat pertinent struggle recall period time greater weeks everything ranging stuff sucks im really sickthis want die thoughts even redflag attempts tldr is im love girl reciprocate it cant finish anything start hobby education hate feeling like constant stream failure toward father greatest man ever met matter much want success make proud always fuck things up always ive avoiding contact last months this hate fact im overweight really try lose weight struggle back second point never seem finish anything start hate way get jealous smallest things really see point around anymore im burned upon friends family even people even met like government whore subsidising education which ive broken again im even sure im posting ive erased rewritten post several times now know im trying say anymore last day haze me recall vague parts day theyre usually worst things like cutting fact ive taken smoking even though find disgusting mind mess
Todo conseguir abajo im pérdida para todo lo que la primera cosa probablemente explicar es im probablemente algo pertinente lucha recordar período mayor semanas todo rango cosas chupa Im realmente enfermoesto quiere morir pensamientos incluso Redflag intentos tldr es im amor chica corresponder él no puede terminar nada comenzar hobby educación odio sentir como constante flujo fracaso hacia padre mayor hombre nunca conocido materia mucho deseo éxito hacer orgulloso siempre mierda cosas siempre ive evitar contacto los últimos meses este hecho odio im sobrepeso realmente tratar de perder peso lucha atrás segundo punto nunca parece terminar nada empezar odio manera conseguir celos más pequeñas cosas ver punto alrededor más im sobre amigos familia incluso la gente incluso conocido como gobierno puta subsidiando educación que ive roto otra vez im incluso seguro im publicación ive borrado rewrite post varias veces ahora sé que estoy tratando de decir más el último día haze me recordar vagas partes día son generalmente peores cosas como cortar hecho ive toma fumar aunque encontrar desagradable desorden mental