three months ssri medication nervous breakdown friends help memy girlfriend drinking party best friends asleep im crying eyes out fucking pathetic much want somebody give little bit affection never asked help before feel fucking rejected come help me told party soon asked help told shed drinking call different friend fuck everything tonight im honestly embarrassed call redflag hotline call anyone else thought done suicidal thoughts depression  never knew would come back like this im overwhelmed negative emotions hate jealousy anger selfloathing fuckeverythinginthisentireplanet know do guys deal emotional breakdown think im losing it
three months ssri medication nervous breakdown friends help memy girlfriend drinking party best friends asleep im crying eyes out fucking pathetic much want somebody give little bit affection never asked help before feel fucking rejected come help me told party soon asked help told shed drinking call different friend fuck everything tonight im honestly embarrassed call redflag hotline call anyone else thought done suicidal thoughts depression never knew would come back like this im overwhelmed negative emotions hate jealousy anger selfloathing fuckeverythinginthisentireplanet know do guys deal emotional breakdown think im losing it
tres meses ssri medicación crisis nerviosa amigos ayudan memi novia beber fiesta mejores amigos dormidos im llanto ojos fuera mierda patético mucho deseo alguien dar un poco de afecto nunca pidió ayuda antes de sentirse jodidamente rechazado venir ayuda me dijo fiesta pronto me pidió ayuda le dijo cobertizo bebida llamada diferente amigo follar todo esta noche soy honestamente avergonzado llamar redflag línea telefónica llamar a nadie más pensado pensamientos suicidas depresión nunca se supo volver como este im abrumado emociones negativas odio celos rabia odio follar todo en este enteroplanet saber chicos trato emocional crisis pensar que estoy perdiendo