cant help sorry vent makes sense im ruminatingi cant help myself cant convince want get better just always hopeless nothings going get better living never me know people enjoy it something wired wrong birth  develop properly now like this fixed inflexible maladaptive way perceivereact world personality disorders pretty bad prognosis avoidant personality disorder least tends life ive read asked psychiatrist pds passing said actually relatively treatable half get better w treatment something along lines though talking bpd nice hear guess but ha really help hearing way offhanded way psychiatristsnurses talk patients pd behind backs mention multiple lectures weve theyve pretty pessimistic it sat there kept mouth shut thinking well yeah guess knew fucked even this hate it cant kill myself keep telling to logical thing do end it end it cant it humans die easy overdoses especially think im neurotic actually formulate plan method foolproof course main issue know theres lot hope technically all bad could lot worse could still enjoy shit cant talk it comes it cant talk trying feel better either every moment im dead want be me coward shirks away idea im brink really something
cant help sorry vent makes sense im ruminatingi cant help myself cant convince want get better just always hopeless nothings going get better living never me know people enjoy it something wired wrong birth develop properly now like this fixed inflexible maladaptive way perceivereact world personality disorders pretty bad prognosis avoidant personality disorder least tends life ive read asked psychiatrist pds passing said actually relatively treatable half get better w treatment something along lines though talking bpd nice hear guessbut ha really help hearing way offhanded way psychiatristsnurses talk patients pd behind backs mention multiple lectures weve theyve pretty pessimistic it sat there kept mouth shut thinkingwellyeah guess knew fucked even this hate it cant kill myself keep telling to logical thing do end it end it cant it humans die easy overdoses especially think im neurotic actually formulate plan method foolproof course main issue know theres lot hope technically all bad could lot worse could still enjoy shit cant talk it comes it cant talk trying feel bettereither every moment im dead want be me coward shirks away ideaim brink really something
No puedo ayudar a que lo siento vent tiene sentido im ruminationi no puedo ayudar a mí mismo no puedo convencerme de querer conseguir mejor nada sin esperanza nada va a conseguir mejor vida nunca sé que la gente disfruta algo cableado mal nacimiento desarrollar correctamente ahora como este inflexible inflexible mala adaptación manera perceptivo real mundo personalidad trastornos bastante mal pronóstico evitante personalidad menos tiende vida pds que pasan pregunta psiquiatras dicen en realidad relativamente tratable medio conseguir mejor w tratamiento algo a lo largo de líneas aunque hablar bpd agradable escuchar conjeturas pero ha realmente ayudar a escuchar manera extraña manera psiquiatrasnurses hablar pacientes pd detrás de la espalda mencionar múltiples conferencias que hemos bastante pesimista se sentó allí mantenido la boca cerrada pensamientowellyeah conjetura sabía jodido incluso este odio no puede matarme seguir diciendo a lo lógico fin fin fin de que no puede ser los humanos mueren sobredosis fáciles especialmente creo que im neurótico realmente formular plan método tonto curso principal cuestión sabe que hay mucha esperanza técnicamente todo malo podría mucho peor podría disfrutar mierda no hablar viene él no puede hablar tratando de sentirse mejor incluso cada momento quiero ser cobarde shirks lejos ideaim