alonewe hug goodbye airport make way boyfriend waiting upstairs get cab going home break open bags spill presents unto mum boyfriend ill stumble house lay bags one side drop fall bed ill pull covers tight around back mind pretend hug think tomorrow ill need get clean house somehow wonder ill enough strength get cook lunch family takes brunch tell stories trip ill turn tv silence kills me resent people wish alone wish go back empty house time wish someone say welcome home wish google talk home im sick become vulnerable broken body broken spirit loneliness eats even wish could smash everything around me pick shard glass rip skin open let out let every thing inside me pains watch pain flows veins want walk balcony sit rail feel sway wind till find courage let go fall freedom feel wind knocked lungs become empty empty empty darkness inside soul wish skull crack open pavement maybe everyone understand much darkness lives inside brain want breathe in gas slowly seeps away life feel falling asleep last time demons lay me well never wake again demons nip heels make way hell run beside me longer weight shoulders pulling many directions alone tonight wish could last time
alonewe hug goodbye airport make way boyfriend waiting upstairs get cab going home break open bags spill presents unto mum boyfriend ill stumble house lay bags one side drop fall bed ill pull covers tight around back mind pretendhug think tomorrow ill need get clean house somehow wonder ill enough strength get cook lunch family takes brunch tell stories trip ill turn tv silence kills me resent people wish alone wish go back empty house time wish someone say welcome home wish google talk homeim sick become vulnerable broken body broken spirit loneliness eats even wish could smash everything around me pick shard glass rip skin open let out let every thing inside me pains watch pain flows veins want walk balcony sit rail feel sway wind till find courage let go fall freedom feel wind knocked lungs become empty empty empty darkness inside soul wish skull crack open pavement maybe everyone understand much darkness lives inside brain want breathe in gas slowly seeps away life feel falling asleep last time demons lay me well never wake again demons nip heels make way hell run beside me longer weight shoulders pulling many directions alone tonight wish could last time
solo nos abrazamos adiós aeropuerto hacer camino novio esperando arriba conseguir taxi ir a casa romper abierto bolsas derramar regalos a mamá novio mal tropezar casa poner bolsas un lado caída caer cama mal tirar cubre apretado alrededor de atrás mente fingehug pensar mañana mal necesidad conseguir casa limpia de alguna manera maravillarse bastante fuerza conseguir cocina almuerzo familia toma brunch contar historias viaje mal turno televisión silencio mata resentir personas solo deseo volver casa vacía tiempo deseo alguien decir bienvenida casa deseo google hablar homeim enfermo convertirse en vulnerable cuerpo roto espíritu soledad come incluso deseo podría romper todo a mi alrededor recoger vidrio duro rasgar la piel abierta dejar salir cada cosa dentro de mí dolores ver dolor flujos venas quieren caminar balcón sentarse barandilla sentir viento balance hasta encontrar coraje dejar caer libertad sentir viento golpe pulmones convertirse en vacío vacío vacío oscuridad dentro alma deseo cráneo crack abierto pavimento tal vez todo el mundo entender mucha oscuridad vidas dentro del cerebro quiere respirar gas lentamente ver a distancia la vida se siente dormido la última vez demonios me ponen bien nunca despiertas demonios tacones hacer camino infierno correr más largo peso hombros tirando muchas direcciones sola esta noche deseo podría última vez