sure say here looking talked need talk outso im sure people would envy life im still kinda young mid s wife daughter full time job home im loved family im respected professionally too sent wife running house crying knife throat reason cut would family ive wanted end years now wife keeps telling bad itll end it im sure itll worse stay heres story since afghanistan keeping two thoughts together challenge came home  months combat unscathed home relax drank drunk year doctors base threatened put institution sober up lied said sobering up didnt drank quietly months met girl would become wife years felt good calm sobered real got married kid wedding started getting angry angry stupidest shit always getting angry angrier become am simplest thing set off cant see straight cant think even im angry distract reddit xbox movies always work especially tablet game crashes really sets off ive counselling since got back fools quest every doctor either stereotypical joke pushes pills get military so end explaining things talk now im wits end cant think clearly see clearly except im thinking ending it thing keeping would family im afraid working anymore im positive stayed id damage wife not physically emotionally daughter would end like me angry distraught distant like said im talked down wanted somewhere could talk out im going today ill need find place method make worse anyone walking traffic would fuck whoever hit me jumping building would fuck anyone saw eating bullet would create mess want family see want gun community another statistic hanging would leave someone find me could get boat id step side tied bag rocks kind want family body bury is crazy writing actually helped calm down now next time think may walk never return thanks reading
sure say here looking talked need talk outso im sure people would envy life im still kinda young mid s wife daughter full time job homeim loved family im respected professionally too sent wife running house crying knife throat reason cut would family ive wanted end years now wife keeps telling bad itll end itim sure itll worse stay heres story since afghanistan keeping two thoughts together challenge came home months combat unscathed home relax drank drunk year doctors base threatened put institution sober up lied said sobering up didnt drank quietly months met girl would become wife years felt good calm sobered real got married kid wedding started getting angry angry stupidest shit always getting angry angrier become am simplest thing set off cant see straight cant think even im angry distract reddit xbox movies always work especially tablet game crashes really sets off ive counselling since got back fools quest every doctor either stereotypical joke pushes pills get military so end explaining things talk now im wits end cant think clearly see clearly except im thinking ending it thing keeping would family im afraid working anymore im positive stayed id damage wife not physically emotionally daughter would end like me angry distraught distant like said im talked down wanted somewhere could talk out im going today ill need find place method make worse anyone walking traffic would fuck whoever hit me jumping building would fuck anyone saw eating bullet would create mess want family see want gun community another statistic hanging would leave someone find me could get boat id step side tied bag rocks kind want family body bury is crazy writing actually helped calm down now next time think may walk never return thanks reading
Seguro decir aquí mirando hablado necesidad hablar por lo que estoy seguro de que la gente envidiaría la vida im todavía un poco joven mitad de la esposa hija trabajo a tiempo completo homeim familia amado profesionalmente respeto im envío esposa correr casa llorando cuchillo garganta razón corte familia vivir desea finales años ahora esposa sigue diciendo mal itill final seguro itill peor quedarse aquí historia ya que afganistán mantener dos pensamientos juntos desafío llegó casa meses combate hogar relajado borracho borracho año médicos base amenazada poner institución sobrio mentira dijo sobrio no bebía tranquilamente meses se reunió chica se convirtió en esposa años se sentía bien sobria real se casó boda niño comenzó a enojarse más estúpida mierda se enojó más enojado cada vez más enojado soy más simple cosa se puso en marcha derecho no se puede pensar incluso im enojado distraer reddit xbox películas siempre funciona especialmente tabletas accidentes de juego realmente se activa asesoramiento desde volver tontos búsqueda cada médico o broma estereotipo empuja píldoras conseguir militar así que termina explica las cosas hablar ahora im wits extremo no puede pensar claramente ver claramente excepto im pensar terminar con ella cosa mantener familia im miedo trabajo más