aging ruined mei completely unblossomed im  average child became stunning yr  thought everyone naturally nice naive really feel loss identity anybody knew tell shocked badly look now im typical hot girl thats going grow ugly s everyone looks better im really lost know living others opinions thats ive unconsciously idk nothing else worth besides looks gone overheard mum saying older sister prettier aging better im going kill myself ive talked school counsellor absolutely refuse go talk stranger problems again everyone look eye stare blotchy acne covered skin people thought cared using me cant even trust family im going kill probably kitchen knife ive learnt sharpen it found pulse neck probably artery flowing blood might stab backyard sound make less likely heard ill exercise cold weather bit effective going bathroom want stench there ive never felt form love never received truly family treated like trophy feeds look bad hate everyone much including myself online long text messages idc met anyone real life id revolted
aging ruined mei completely unblossomed im average child became stunning yr thought everyone naturally nice naive really feel loss identity anybody knew tell shocked badly look now im typical hot girl thats going grow ugly s everyone looks better im really lost know living others opinions thats ive unconsciously idk nothing else worth besides looks gone overheard mum saying older sister prettier aging better im going kill myself ive talked school counsellor absolutely refuse go talk stranger problems again everyone look eye stare blotchy acne covered skin people thought cared using me cant even trust family im going kill probably kitchen knife ive learnt sharpen it found pulse neck probably artery flowing blood might stab backyard sound make less likely heard ill exercise cold weather bit effective going bathroom want stench there ive never felt form love never received truly family treated like trophy feeds look bad hate everyone much including myself online long text messages idc met anyone real life id revolted
Envejecimiento arruinado mei completamente unblossomed im niño promedio se convirtió en impresionante yyr pensamiento todos naturalmente agradable ingenuo realmente sentir pérdida identidad nadie sabía decir mal mirada ahora im típica chica caliente que va a crecer feo s todo el mundo se ve mejor im realmente perdido saber vivir otras opiniones que live inconscientemente idd nada más vale además miradas ido oído mamá diciendo hermana mayor más bonita envejecimiento mejor im me voy a matar ive hablado consejero escolar absolutamente rechazar hablar extraños problemas de nuevo todos mirar mirada mirada mirada mirada mirada manchado acné cubierto piel gente pensó que se preocupaba utilizando yo no puedo confiar familia im va matar probablemente cuchillo de cocina i aprendí afilar encontró pulso cuello probablemente arteria flujo de sangre podría apuñalar patio trasero sonido hacer menos probable oído mal ejercicio frío clima poco eficaz ir a cuarto de baño quieren hedor allí ive nunca se sintió forma de amor nunca se recibió verdaderamente familia se ve mal odio todos incluyendo a mí mismo en línea mensajes de texto largos idc se reunió con cualquier persona real id revuelta