bad place right nowive strong intrusive thoughts addition anxiety panic depression want live like this im afraid losing control suicidal thoughts escape horrible feel every day chronic physical impairments make even harder continue want die want change im afraid getting killed stuck inside head time one friend constantly rely her try talk get things chest i believe bottling things really started mental issues seems help slightly im alone feel terrible mind races cant find peace im afraid leave bed afraid stay it dying seems answer me want to therapy meds much anything all world waiting get better
bad place right nowive strong intrusive thoughts addition anxiety panic depression want live like this im afraid losing control suicidal thoughts escape horrible feel every day chronic physical impairments make even harder continue want die want change im afraid getting killed stuck inside head time one friend constantly rely her try talk get things chest i believe bottling things really started mental issues seems help slightly im alone feel terrible mind races cant find peace im afraid leave bed afraid stay it dying seems answer me want to therapy meds much anything all world waiting get better
mal lugar ahora mismo fuerte pensamientos intrusivos adición ansiedad pánico depresión quieren vivir como este im miedo perder el control pensamientos suicidas escapar horrible sentir cada día insuficiencias físicas crónicas hacer aún más difícil querer morir quiero cambio im miedo morir atrapado en la cabeza tiempo un amigo constantemente confiar en ella tratar de hablar conseguir cosas pecho creo embotellar las cosas realmente comenzó problemas mentales parece ayudar un poco me siento terrible mente carreras no puedo encontrar la paz im miedo dejar la cama miedo quedarse morir me parece respuesta quiero terapia medicamentos mucho todo el mundo espera conseguir mejor