anyone else feel like theres ticking clocksometimes feel like im walking gallows like every step take one step closer dying constantly make new plans hanging people delay process almost hear ticking background not literally like time running out terrifies me like either im scared im going hurt im angry im still trying latter never makes sense me anyone get actually angry given up like supervillain comic book anime theyre shouting why still trying give already head constant half brain tells give half shouts even think giving up nothing brings joy anymore favorite things sleeping help hanging friends temporary respite scary used rely fact always wanted family like get married kids even thought things sounds like terrible brain like ugh means wed still alive like im scared even one day im happy behind me ill always think this comes second dying though might make sense hear head sadly feel bones im stuck half wants try keep going depression like no hard get every day things interact even watch tv read books still miserable half like please stop this im terrified sound awful nothing makes sense anymore anyone else wake first thought ugh im still here thought anything makes want die like brain says well clean house dead go work eat anything im looking advice kind recognition im alone like know im alone millions people deal this id like hear specific issues answer questions might get asked ive dealing  years yes im medication th times charm right friends family know im okay hard understand im talking doctor this im trying everything nothing working im tired scared sad
anyone else feel like theres ticking clocksometimes feel like im walking gallows like every step take one step closer dying constantly make new plans hanging people delay process almost hear ticking background not literally like time running out terrifies me like either im scared im going hurt im angry im still trying latter never makes sense me anyone get actually angry given up like supervillain comic book anime theyre shouting why still trying give already head constant half brain tells give half shouts even think giving up nothing brings joy anymore favorite things sleeping help hanging friends temporary respite scary used rely fact always wanted family like get married kids even thought things sounds like terrible brain like ugh means wed still alive like im scared even one day im happy behind me ill always think this comes second dying though might make sense hear head sadly feel bones im stuck half wants try keep going depression like no hard get every day things interact even watch tv read books still miserable half like please stop this im terrified sound awful nothing makes sense anymore anyone else wake first thought ugh im still here thought anything makes want die like brain says well clean house dead go work eat anything im looking advicekind recognition im alone like knowim alone millions people deal this id like hear specific issues answer questions might get asked ive dealing yearsyes im medication th times charm right friends family know imokayhard understand im talking doctorthis im trying everything nothing working im tired scared sad
Cualquier otra persona siente como tic-tac reloj a veces se siente como im caminar horca como cada paso tomar un paso más cerca morir constantemente hacer nuevos planes colgar gente proceso de retraso casi escuchar tic-tac fondo no literalmente como el tiempo correr fuera me aterroriza como om im miedo im va a doler im enojado im todavía tratando de último nunca tiene sentido me alguien se enoja realmente renunciar como supervillano cómic anime que están gritando por qué todavía tratando de dar ya constante cabeza medio cerebro dice dar medio grito incluso pensar dar nada trae alegría más cosas favoritas dormir ayuda colgar amigos temporal respiro miedo usados confianza hecho siempre quería familia como casarse niños incluso pensó que las cosas suenan como terrible cerebro como ugh significa que aún vivir como im miedo incluso un día im feliz detrás de mí mal siempre pensar que esto viene segundo morir aunque podría hacer sentido escuchar cabeza triste sentir huesos im pegada mitad quiere tratar de seguir de depresión como ningún duro conseguir cada día las cosas interactuar incluso ver televisión leer libros todavía miserable medio como por favor dejar de este sonido aterrorizado horrible nada hace sentido más nadie más se despierta primero pensó ugh