im alive attempt happy itif one thing could right could least fucking killing myself im pain physical emotional feeling worse attempt physical pain id attempted already im literally fucking crying die pathetic know is mention feelings impending doom anxiety upcoming events wish someone would shoot me wish god wouldve killed asked kid wish balls back first attempt 
im alive attempt happy itif one thing could right could least fucking killing myself im pain physical emotional feeling worse attempt physical pain id attempted already im literally fucking crying die pathetic know is mention feelings impending doom anxiety upcoming events wish someone would shoot me wish god wouldve killed asked kid wish balls back first attempt
Si una cosa podría estar bien podría menos jodidamente matarme a mí mismo dolor físico sentimiento emocional peor intento de dolor físico id intentado ya im literalmente puto llorar morir patético saber es mencionar sentimientos inminentes ansiedad fatal próximos eventos desearía que alguien me disparara deseo dios hubiera matado le preguntó deseo bolas niño de nuevo primer intento