beat it cant end minemy husband committed redflag two years ago hell since  years married tried save finally succeeded hell marriage honestly cheated constantly emotionally abusive severe ptsd mental rapidly decline point would talk fbi getting him two children gave trying save save kids mental health process madness forgot own im widowed single mother ptsd severe depression want myself ive tried keep going going back school new job place feel like never let process it im exhausted think unfair got go first think different ways could it everyday cant love kids much put again also feel like arent getting best part meits gone love me tell im greatest mom ever dont know okay coolbut damnwhen suffering end mei feel like prisoner mind
beat it cant end minemy husband committed redflag two years ago hell since years married tried save finally succeeded hell marriage honestly cheated constantly emotionally abusive severe ptsd mental rapidly decline point would talk fbi getting him two children gave trying save save kids mental health process madness forgot own im widowed single mother ptsd severe depression want myself ive tried keep going going back school new job place feel like never let process it im exhausted think unfair got go first think different ways could it everyday cant love kids much put again also feel like arent getting best part meits gone love me tell im greatest mom ever dont knowokaycoolbut damnwhen suffering end mei feel like prisoner mind
látela no puede terminar mina mi marido cometido Redflag hace dos años el infierno desde años casados trató de salvar finalmente éxito infierno matrimonio honestamente engañado constantemente emocionalmente severo ptsd mental rápidamente punto declinar hablar FBI conseguirle dos niños le dio tratando de salvar niños proceso de salud mental locura olvidado propia im viuda madre soltera ptsd depresión severa quiero que yo mismo he tratado de seguir yendo de nuevo escuela nuevo lugar de trabajo se siente como nunca dejar que el proceso im exhausto pensar injusto ir primero pensar diferentes maneras podría no se puede amar a los niños mucho poner de nuevo también se siente como no conseguir la mejor parte me ha ido amor me dicen im mejor mamá nunca sabe bien bien pero maldita cuando el sufrimiento final me siento como prisionero mente