lived five attempts far debating sixthim total waste space saps life everyone around me hallucinate experience delusions horrific anxiety focus issues almost never leave house live pathetic existence ssidisability drain family theyd never tell that certainly exhausting deal with friends cant help me ever want say oh positive great guy im  ive one relationship odds schizophrenic male getting married onset something like  last looked oh theres someone everyone keep chin up real world know thats true nobody wants  year old schizophrenic crazy baggage cant work useful skills world unimaginably cruel im getting sick again like thought alive right would much prefer cold grip oblivion maybe im failure redflag too maybe thats cant get one stick id rather die get tossed onto street mother dies brother job funds keep afloat id bankrupt him disability pay shit reason im grateful medicaid life medication literal torture id rather return again im running reasons live again
lived five attempts far debating sixthim total waste space saps life everyone around me hallucinate experience delusions horrific anxiety focus issues almost never leave house live pathetic existence ssidisability drain family theyd never tell that certainly exhausting deal with friends cant help me ever want sayoh positive great guy im ive one relationship odds schizophrenic male getting married onset something like last looked oh theres someone everyone keep chin up real world know thats true nobody wants year old schizophrenic crazy baggage cant work useful skills world unimaginably cruel im getting sick again like thought alive right would much prefer cold grip oblivion maybe im failure redflag too maybe thats cant get one stick id rather die get tossed onto street mother dies brother job funds keep afloat id bankrupt him disability pay shit reason im grateful medicaid life medication literal torture id rather return again im running reasons live again
vida cinco intentos lejos debate sexto total espacio residuos savias vida todo el mundo alrededor de mí alucinar experiencia delirios ansiedad horrorosa foco problemas casi nunca salir de casa vida patética existencia essidiabilidad drenaje familia nunca dirían que ciertamente agotador trato con amigos no puede ayudarme nunca quiero sayoh positivo gran chico im ive una relación probabilidades hombre esquizofrénico inicio de matrimonio algo como último aspecto oh teres alguien todo el mundo mantiene la barbilla hasta mundo real saber que es verdad nadie quiere año viejo esquizofrénico loco equipaje no puede trabajar útiles habilidades mundo inimaginable cruel im enfermarse otra vez como pensamiento vivo derecho mucho preferiría frío agarre olvido tal vez fracaso rojoflag también tal vez que no puede conseguir un palo id lugar morir se lanzan a la calle madre muere hermano trabajo fondos mantener a float id quiebra él incapacidad paga mierda razón im agradecido medicad vida medicamentos literal tortura id más bien volver otra vez