im close itim close ending it feel like control life honestly decent life cant stop constant depression overall sadness diagnosed ocd well makes everything much worse know close breaking point right now seriously it ive kind halfattempted before kind started take pills stopped phone call friend idea happened honestly saved life im end though cant stop this want get final rest death im afraid death even slightly say everyones afraid death want bad wish id die sleep something know theres something within wants to thats im posting this side wants winning something change tonight last night alive teenager spoken parents this seems childish always seem want someone help people try talk go therapy close cant talk whats really causing pain cant talk people it almost seems better one talks it nights like close ive never felt way before im close ending it plan would via overdose im fucking close even know im posting this since im convinced tonight night even know im looking comes responses even think anyone respond guess im sharing story maybe end someone know hurts know thousands people feel way though wish something actually reliable help this nothing seems help though want die want go away im sorry long post know read even want people respond with im looking for least want someone know die thank reading
im close itim close ending it feel like control life honestly decent life cant stop constant depression overall sadness diagnosed ocd well makes everything much worse know close breaking point right now seriously it ive kind halfattempted before kind started take pills stopped phone call friend idea happened honestly saved life im end though cant stop this want get final rest death im afraid death even slightly say everyones afraid death want bad wish id die sleep something know theres something within wants to thats im posting this side wants winning something change tonight last night alive teenager spoken parents this seems childish always seem want someone help people try talk go therapy close cant talk whats really causing pain cant talk people it almost seems better one talks it nights like close ive never felt way before im close ending it plan would via overdose im fucking close even know im posting this since im convinced tonight night even know im looking comes responses even think anyone respond guess im sharing story maybe end someone know hurts know thousands people feel way though wish something actually reliable help this nothing seems help though want die want go away im sorry long post know read even want people respond with im looking for least want someone know die thank reading
Im close itim close finding se siente como control vida honestamente decente vida no puede detener constante depresión general tristeza diagnosticada ocd bien hace que todo mucho peor saber cerca punto de ruptura en este momento en serio es live tipo mediointentado antes de que el tipo comenzó a tomar pastillas parada llamada telefónica amigo idea sucedió honestamente salvó la vida im final aunque no puede detener este deseo conseguir el descanso final muerte