think go onfirst sorry english im fluent im  diagnosed ocd always shy child friends growing up knowing science history observing actual world society getting lonely feeling belong world since remember hated myself always thinking worthless unwanted anyone first girl could get life s smashed feelings suffered lot this reinforcing i wish dead feelings ive always had last year diagnosed ocd months thinking depression instead took daily medications ocd finally forgot girl year  years suffering her all obsessive passionlove her im getting symptoms depression aside ones ive already had im sorry really hard keep thoughs tell right always though wish dead sometimes kill myself ive never courage myself side job im college was studying electrical engineering quited like almost everything simply cannot think anything future single career yeah ocd probably depression loneliness selfhatred almost friends disdain mankind hope future career dismay anything ive enjoyed courage end alone know anymore cannot stand pain
think go onfirst sorry english im fluent im diagnosed ocd always shy child friends growing up knowing science history observing actual world society getting lonely feeling belong world since remember hated myself always thinking worthless unwanted anyone first girl could get life s smashed feelings suffered lot this reinforcing i wish dead feelings ive always had last year diagnosed ocd months thinking depression instead took daily medications ocd finally forgot girl year years suffering her all obsessive passionlove her im getting symptoms depression aside ones ive already had im sorry really hard keep thoughs tell right always though wish dead sometimes kill myself ive never courage myself side job im college was studying electrical engineering quited like almost everything simply cannot think anything future single careeryeahocd probably depression loneliness selfhatred almost friends disdain mankind hope future career dismay anything ive enjoyed courage end alone know anymore cannot stand pain
pensar ir en primer lugar lo siento inglés im fluido im diagnóstico ocd siempre tímido niños amigos creciendo saber historia de la ciencia observar sociedad real mundo tener sentimiento solitario pertenece mundo ya recordar siempre pensar no vale nada no deseado nadie primera niña podría conseguir vida s sentimientos destrozados sufrió mucho este refuerzo deseo sentimientos muertos siempre había diagnosticado el año pasado meses de ocd pensar depresión en lugar de tomar medicamentos diarios ocd finalmente olvidar años de niña sufrir su pasión obsesiva amor su im conseguir síntomas depresión a un lado unos ive ya tenía im lo siento muy duro mantener aunque dicen derecho siempre aunque deseo muerto a veces matarme yo mismo nunca coraje trabajo secundario im universidad estaba estudiando ingeniería eléctrica bastante como casi todo simplemente no puede pensar nada futuro carrera individualyeahocd probablemente depresión soledad odio casi amigos humanidad esperanza futuro carrera discapacitado cualquier vida disfrutar valor final solo saber ya no soportar dolor