really hope okay im submitting thisive never subreddit before know right thing read posts get feel things go here im kinda gonna that read guidelines right im totally cool those goes im killing tonight makes tonight around th night killed myself counting first urge mean not like birth still guess  nights pretty good tonights different thats im writing this thats also right thing read posts first tonight minutes need write know somebody read it im gonna get details ive got mood behavior issues surprise ive em pretty control past five years so break arm patting back tonight hours ago something happened almost set back came close ive come long time doc told called dissociative episode short version sometimes kind dunno crack brain something lose control violent loseyourtemper way sense control words choices say mean things hurtful things things true like said ive good five years tonight almost lost it ive screaming inside head ever since yeah ive got support system kinda dumb luck tonight im own ive sorta got redflag watch im imminent danger anything like that cant stop thinking it want try sleep know im gonna able control thoughts thats im writing helps focus helps stay calm im weirdo cant write unless know somebodys gonna read it tried writing myself earlier see could trick calmer state work yeah guess im unburdening you whoevers reading this im okay seriously im scared tonight anything im really upset disappointed myself selfloathing strong tonight yeah anybody wants reply this id appreciate it need it crisis feel obligated anything since anonymous gets guess anybody wants hear happened specifically suppose could try talking it know would help sort feelings would give excuse wallow em sure basically im saying right thank letting use space focus minute helped little think course im done typing means im starting think ugly thoughts again stinks moment helped feel little better thank much reading
really hope okayim submitting thisive never subreddit before know right thing read posts get feel things go here im kinda gonna that read guidelines rightim totally cool those goes im killing tonight makes tonight around th night killed myself counting first urge mean not like birth still guess nights pretty good tonights different thats im writing this thats also right thing read posts first tonight minutes need write know somebody read it im gonna get details ive got mood behavior issues surpriseive em pretty control past five years so break arm patting back tonight hours ago something happened almost set back came close ive come long time doc told called dissociative episode short version sometimes kind dunno crack brain something lose control violent loseyourtemper way sense control words choices say mean things hurtful things things true like said ive good five years tonight almost lost it ive screaming inside head ever sinceyeahive got support system kinda dumb luck tonight im own ive sorta got redflag watch im imminent danger anything like that cant stop thinking it want try sleep know im gonna able control thoughts thats im writing helps focus helps stay calm im weirdo cant write unless know somebodys gonna read it tried writing myself earlier see could trick calmer state workyeah guess im unburdening you whoevers reading thisim okayseriously im scared tonight anythingim really upset disappointed myself selfloathing strong tonightyeah anybody wants reply this id appreciate it need it crisis feel obligated anything since anonymous gets guess anybody wants hear happened specifically suppose could try talking it know would help sort feelings would give excuse wallow em sure basically im saying right thank letting use space focus minute helped little think course im done typing means im starting think ugly thoughts again stinks moment helped feel little better thank much reading
Realmente espero que está bien presentar esto nunca subredit antes de saber lo correcto leer posts sentir cosas van aquí im un poco va a leer directrices rightim totalmente fresco que va im matar esta noche hace que esta noche alrededor de la noche me mató contar primero impulso significa no como nacimiento todavía adivinar noches bastante bueno esta noche diferente eso es im escribir esto también lo correcto leer posts primero esta noche minutos necesidad de escribir saber que alguien lo leerá im va a obtener detalles ive tiene comportamiento problemas de comportamiento sorpresa em control bastante pasados cinco años así que romper el brazo Patting back esta noche hace horas algo sucedió casi retrocede vino cerca viene largo tiempo doc dijo llamado episodio disociativo versión corta a veces tipo dunno crack cerebro algo perder control violento perder tu temperamento manera sentido control palabras elecciones decir significa cosas hirientes cosas verdaderas como dijo ive bueno cinco años esta noche casi perdió ive gritar dentro de la cabeza siempre desde sí tiene sistema de apoyo algo tonto suerte esta noche im own styve styve get redflag watch im inminente peligro cualquier cosa como que no puede dejar de pensar que quiere intentar dormir saber im va a poder controlar pensamientos que la escritura ayuda a enfocarse