sometimes get sad know do last night spent several hours crying intermittently episodes like since teen  years old exhausting feel emotion least numb guess much cry finally done feel lost life point need make decisions live direction take career do even want career partner developed feelings someone wants casual fwb type involvement gone along many options making feel bad want think deserve more angry allowing taken advantage emotionally unavailable man knew exactly getting into part foolishly thought would change mind point want kind relationship want so feel need end move on made casual involvements like that quit drinking alcohol  days ago completely sober positive change feeling everything without buffer therapy since age  so suppose learned things made positive changes done nothing change fact capacity feeling deep profound sadness seems bottom maybe actually kind gift sure maybe life really sad maybe life actually sad
sometimes get sad know do last night spent several hours crying intermittently episodes like since teen years old exhausting feel emotion least numb guess much cry finally done feel lost life point need make decisions live direction take career do even want career partner developed feelings someone wants casual fwb type involvement gone along many options making feel bad want think deserve more angry allowing taken advantage emotionally unavailable man knew exactly getting into part foolishly thought would change mind point want kind relationship want so feel need end move on made casual involvements like that quit drinking alcohol days ago completely sober positive change feeling everything without buffer therapy since age so suppose learned things made positive changes done nothing change fact capacity feeling deep profound sadness seems bottom maybe actually kind gift sure maybe life really sad maybe life actually sad
A veces llegar triste saber hacer anoche pasar varias horas llorando episodios intermitentemente como desde adolescente años de edad agotadora sentir emoción menos entumecimiento adivinar mucho llanto finalmente hecho sentir perdido punto de la vida necesidad tomar decisiones dirección en vivo tomar carrera incluso querer pareja carrera desarrollado sentimientos alguien quiere casual fwb tipo implicación ido a lo largo de muchas opciones haciendo sentirse mal querer pensar merecer más que se aprovecha emocionalmente no disponible hombre sabía exactamente entrar en parte tontamente pensamiento cambiaría punto de la mente querer buena relación querer así que sentir fin necesidad de pasar a cabo envolvimientos casuales como que dejó de beber alcohol días atrás cambio positivo completamente sobrio sentir todo sin terapia de amortiguación desde edad así que suponga cosas aprendidas cambios positivos hecho nada cambio hecho hecho capacidad sentir profunda tristeza parece fondo tal vez realmente amable regalo seguro tal vez vida realmente triste tal vez vida realmente triste