feel lostim lost stuck anxious cant move anything lost friend fucked upim barely talking friends almost year ago still cry it motivation negatives need pick major college clue start interests abilities show social anxiety fucking sucks worry much worry becoming adulthow many things keep track of keep job manage money raise kids right reason im right dog completely attached cant leave her means much me im scared future idea im going do want world barely scraping lifejust waiting next paycheck wish could stop time sit think figure everything apologize messy is monologue thats source anxiety think now keeping night sometimes think quiet would nicejust real peaceful nothing worry about
feel lostim lost stuck anxious cant move anything lost friend fucked upim barely talking friends almost year ago still cry it motivation negatives need pick major college clue start interests abilities show social anxiety fucking sucks worry much worry becoming adulthow many things keep track of keep job manage money raise kids right reason im right dog completely attached cant leave her means much meim scared future idea im going do want world barely scraping lifejust waiting next paycheck wish could stop time sit think figure everything apologize messy is monologue thats source anxiety think now keeping night sometimes think quiet would nicejust real peaceful nothing worry about
se siente perdido perdido atrapado ansioso no puede mover nada perdido amigo jodido upim apenas hablando amigos hace casi un año todavía llorar motivación negativos necesidad de elegir importante universidad pista iniciar intereses habilidades mostrar ansiedad social mierda mierda preocuparse mucho preocuparse convertirse en adultocómo muchas cosas mantener un registro de mantener el trabajo gestión dinero criar niños razón correcta im derecho perro completamente unido no puede dejar mucho meim miedo futuro idea im va a querer mundo apenas raspando la vida sólo esperar el próximo deseo de cheque de pago podría dejar de tiempo sentarse pensar figura todo disculpa desorden es monólogo que la ansiedad fuente pensar ahora mantener la noche a veces pensar tranquilo sería agradable sólo paz real nada preocuparse