whats point going onive utterly depressed  years im sick all go on  years seem getting better fact seems get worse get wrong days im content even happy shit certainly ways it cluster fuck atoms bacteria trying survive free concept brain makes decisions even consciously know made it humans designed keep going eating sleeping mating ego  personality merely brains collective memories decisions see carry on ive spoke doctors psychologists family friends nothing changes hesitation leaving family behind although longer go easier decision redflag becoming existence pain  mr meeksees doubt makes much sense im sure understand life suck balls
whats point going onive utterly depressed years im sick all go on years seem getting better fact seems get worse get wrong days im content even happy shit certainly ways it cluster fuck atoms bacteria trying survive free concept brain makes decisions even consciously know made it humans designed keep going eating sleeping mating ego personality merely brains collective memories decisions see carry on ive spoke doctors psychologists family friends nothing changes hesitation leaving family behind although longer go easier decision redflag becoming existence pain mr meeksees doubt makes much sense im sure understand life suck balls
¿Cuál es el punto de ir onive totalmente deprimido años Im enfermo todos los años parecen cada vez mejor hecho parece peor conseguir días equivocados im contenido incluso feliz mierda ciertamente maneras de clúster mierda átomos bacterias tratando de sobrevivir concepto libre cerebro hace decisiones incluso conscientemente lo hizo humanos diseñado seguir comiendo apareamiento dormir ego personalidad meramente cerebro memorias colectivas decisiones ver llevar en ive habla médicos psicólogos amigos familiares nada cambia vacilación dejar familia atrás, aunque más tiempo ir más fácil decisión rojo bandera convertirse en la existencia dolor Sr meeksees duda tiene mucho sentido im seguro entender vida chupar bolas