hope liehey all ive suffering depression almost  years now past weeks taken turn worst though almost friends drifted away life become complete shit even low standards yesterday got back exam results terrible id banking results least give life semblance hope reason live told would definitely kill day talk redflag hotline decided hang another day today appointment psychiatrist one talk besides her past  times visited fine felt better least suicidal visits times today however aggressive irritated stance towards me kept forcing say things clearly uncomfortable with plus claimed lying  time told couldnt perfectly recall specific details due addled state mind time didnt seem listen realised every time slight bit hope always turns wrong friends used confide ignore tell problems try hang them thought results could make it didnt work out thought maybe psychiatrist could help me didnt work well fuck it kill end week edit talked mother im fine now think
hope liehey all ive suffering depression almost years now past weeks taken turn worst though almost friends drifted away life become complete shit even low standards yesterday got back exam results terrible id banking results least give life semblance hope reason live told would definitely kill day talk redflag hotline decided hang another day today appointment psychiatrist one talk besides her past times visited fine felt better least suicidal visits times today however aggressive irritated stance towards me kept forcing say things clearly uncomfortable with plus claimed lying time told couldnt perfectly recall specific details due addled state mind time didnt seem listen realised every time slight bit hope always turns wrong friends used confide ignore tell problems try hang them thought results could make it didnt work out thought maybe psychiatrist could help me didnt work well fuck it kill end week edit talked mother im fine now think
esperanza liehey todos live sufriente depresión casi años ahora semanas pasadas se convirtió en peor aunque casi amigos a la deriva la vida se convirtió en completa mierda incluso bajos estándares ayer consiguió resultados de examen resultados terribles id banca menos dar vida se parece esperanza razón se le dijo definitivamente matar día hablar redflag línea directa decidió colgar otro día hoy psiquiatra cita una charla además de su visita pasada bien se sintió mejor menos suicida visitas veces hoy sin embargo agresiva postura irritada hacia mí siguió forzando decir cosas claramente incómodo con más afirma mentira tiempo dicho perfectamente no podía recordar detalles específicos debido a addled estado mente tiempo no parecía escuchar realizado cada vez poco esperanza siempre se convierte en mal amigos utilizados confidencia ignorar decirle problemas tratar de colgarlos pensamiento resultados podría hacer que no funcionara pensó que tal vez psiquiatra podría ayudarme a trabajar bien mierda matar fin semana edición hablado madre im multa ahora pensar