im really hungry emotions brought death death looks like butterflies rainbows mewhat really want really need right power power ignored preferably something flashy could destroy world it know im never going get something like that much imagination know humans lot power themselves looks small expectations human pretty easily lot quite criminal but newsworthy things human always make someone ignore force conscience thats stopping me no ive lost long time ago maybe never that frankly care im afraid consequences right now constant feeling anxiety makes constantly want puke cant even sleep it feel like mind mine think stay relatively rational going drift away feel like one day truly lose sense value thinking give insanity thats burst feel like ill wake monster become numb consequences actions go rampage get killed process even now im getting excited giddy prospect that hold back kinda painful hold real back harshly though ill endure now know exactly im excited something like that able cry long time ive barely felt emotion long time want able cry want able cry guilt something ive done want feel emotions someone recommended watching sad movies great im used tropes look boring me someone else recommended video games once cut it like gore whatever disgusting apparently really want control emotions others blood matter personal taste guess anyways wanted write somewhere ill go sleep look wake hopefully itll help endure little bit longer really really love life guess im terrified prospect forgetting that right sub this im depressed like many you im insane well whatever
im really hungry emotions brought death death looks like butterflies rainbows mewhat really want really need right power power ignored preferably something flashy could destroy world it know im never going get something like that much imagination know humans lot power themselves looks small expectations human pretty easily lot quite criminal but newsworthy things human always make someone ignore force conscience thats stopping meno ive lost long time ago maybe never that frankly care im afraid consequences right now constant feeling anxiety makes constantly want puke cant even sleep it feel like mind mine think stay relatively rational going drift away feel like one day truly lose sense value thinking give insanity thats burst feel like ill wake monster become numb consequences actions go rampage get killed process even now im getting excited giddy prospect that hold back kinda painful hold real back harshly though ill endure now know exactly im excited something like that able cry long time ive barely felt emotion long time want able cry want able cry guilt something ive done want feel emotions someone recommended watching sad movies great im used tropes look boring me someone else recommended video games once cut it like gore whatever disgusting apparently really want control emotions others blood matter personal taste guess anyways wanted write somewhere ill go sleep look wake hopefully itll help endure little bit longer really really love life guess im terrified prospect forgetting that right sub thisim depressed like many you im insanewellwhatever
Im emociones realmente hambrientas trajeron la muerte la muerte parece mariposas arco iris meloqué realmente quiero realmente necesidad derecho poder ignorado preferiblemente algo llamativo podría destruir el mundo sé que nunca voy a conseguir algo como que mucha imaginación saber humanos mucho poder sí mismos parece pequeñas expectativas humanos bastante fácilmente bastante criminal pero noticias cosas dignas de ser humano siempre hacer que alguien ignore la fuerza conciencia que detiene meno ive perdido hace mucho tiempo tal vez nunca que francamente cuidado im consecuencias miedo en este momento constante sensación de ansiedad hace constantemente querer vómito no puede incluso dormir se siente como la mente mi pensamiento se mantiene relativamente racional va a la deriva se siente como un día realmente perder sentido valor pensar dar locura que estalla sensación como mal despertar monstruo se entumece consecuencias acciones ir rampaje se mata proceso incluso ahora im conseguir excitado mareado perspectiva que retienen un poco doloroso duro real back duro aunque mal pade ahora saben exactamente im excitado algo como que capaz llorar mucho tiempo live apenas sentido emoción tiempo quiere llorar capaz llorar culpa algo ive hecho querer sentir emociones alguien recomienda ver películas tristes grande