might try againthis alt btw name ben yall know fucker named ben hope read cause im much pussy directly adress friends yalls names used make sure know much bitch been tried killing february reciently thought feel like unreasonable try make worse feels although know life shit is ive anxiety whole life point rarely slept well lights on shared room younger brother year ago parents finally decided im big boy ive depressed three dont know started  didnt deserve it may mom think do mom tells anxiety makes pussy  month like means dont anxiety tells dad know cares therapy waste money dont need it would change mind told happened february would break heart might still get mad telling sooner wish parents got divorced parents like eachother wont lie think lacking love dont match knoledge married cause came along divorce would create finance problem dont think parents would able handle though dad firefighter csm army mom nurse doesnt work often whaterver fucking reason puts lot stress dad get high rank hes one highest batallion position work extra hours low pay job wrecks him also cabbed lyft dont think money get away cause comes back pissed everytime want divorce happen cause root cause many parents arguements thats far im going cause triggers me realized finance shit dumb cause fine im keeping cause backround two years ago hockey first practice back dislocating shoulder minor dislocate week back made sure everyone going easy end little shit named andy made sure hit extra hard shoulder although wrong shoulder worst pain ever experienced later night puked twice unconsiousness next summer laccrosse great met best friend davin two awesome coaches church camp great memories went best friend cabin  mutuals friends dumb  year old boy shit fun second last day one brings stickbug bouncing side side decide would funny bounce side side like stickbug people fucking like riding shit kinda annoyed expected it jake runs rubs balls face school starts someone must brought stickbug thing started gay ben thing didnt hear while different gay ben thing friends bus made gay jokes got called gay didnt really care heard bus became annoying told stop wouldnt jakes gay ben thing spread getting called fag strangers dont care people say special time cause actually bi havent came yet preety much close friend davin made sure wouldnt mad cause told annoying kids wouldnt stop bothering made question knew then last years hockey fun went resort got called rice honky jew there fun times tried kill self february straw broke camels back davin hanging someone didnt like something memory repressed took handfull ibprofen went bed made sure tell davin everything fault feel bad even thinking it luckily enough woke practice next day davin didnt know told teamate friend aiden took pills got fight said atleast didnt try take pills mad punched couple times made later mad me hockey ended already looking forward lacrosse year school team got cancelled didnt feel comfortable playing high rank team quarantine xbox reciently got ukulele time davin fell bit played aj people met xbox went school frankie peyton mean aj started become like them stayed them mostly cause first super nice depression anxiety way mind aj starting get nicer now got mean constantly telling shut stuff like that lack real human interaction time low still cause whole quarantine shit first thought redflag simply alone couple weeks ask davin party invite things still wierd convinced him started feel good back him playing alot older brothers brothers friends liked them haden ashton dicks tho dont shit anymore im still suicidal thanks frankie peyton id happy try playing blake aj cameron landen right anxiety doesnt let sleep lights cant cause well bright so im staying night day im working plan davin friends im really exited thats basically repost day adding events spent two hours want get feelings now read fuck frankie fuck andy someone know irl finds idc know tell want idgaf anymore  chance im dead school starts
might try againthis alt btw name ben yall know fucker named ben hope read cause im much pussy directly adress friends yalls names used make sure know much bitch been tried killing february reciently thought feel like unreasonable try make worse feels although know life shit is ive anxiety whole life point rarely slept well lights on shared room younger brother year ago parents finally decided imbig boy ive depressed three dont know started didnt deserve it may mom think do mom tells anxiety makes pussy month like means dont anxiety tells dad know cares therapy waste money dont need it would change mind told happened february would break heart might still get mad telling sooner wish parents got divorced parents like eachother wont lie think lacking love dont match knoledge married cause came along divorce would create finance problem dont think parents would able handle though dad firefighter csm army mom nurse doesnt work often whaterver fucking reason puts lot stress dad get high rank hes one highest batallion position work extra hours low pay job wrecks him also cabbed lyft dont think money get away cause comes back pissed everytime want divorce happen cause root cause many parents arguements thats far im going cause triggers me realized finance shit dumb cause fine im keeping cause backround two years ago hockey first practice back dislocating shoulder minor dislocate week back made sure everyone going easy end little shit named andy made sure hit extra hard shoulder although wrong shoulder worst pain ever experienced later night puked twice unconsiousness next summer laccrosse great met best friend davin two awesome coaches church camp great memories went best friend cabin mutuals friends dumb year old boy shit fun second last day one brings stickbug bouncing side side decide would funny bounce side side like stickbug people fucking like riding shit kinda annoyed expected it jake runs rubs balls face school starts someone must brought stickbug thing started gay ben thing didnt hear while different gay ben thing friends bus made gay jokes got called gay didnt really care heard bus became annoying told stop wouldnt jakes gay ben thing spread getting called fag strangers dont care people say special time cause actually bi havent came yet preety much close friend davin made sure wouldnt mad cause told annoying kids wouldnt stop bothering made question knew then last years hockey fun went resort got called rice honky jew there fun times tried kill self february straw broke camels back davin hanging someone didnt like something memory repressed took handfull ibprofen went bed made sure tell davin everything fault feel bad even thinking it luckily enough woke practice next day davin didnt know told teamate friend aiden took pills got fight said atleast didnt try take pills mad punched couple times made later mad me hockey ended already looking forward lacrosse year school team got cancelled didnt feel comfortable playing high rank team quarantine xbox reciently got ukulele time davin fell bit played aj people met xbox went school frankie peyton mean aj started become like them stayed them mostly cause first super nice depression anxiety way mind aj starting get nicer now got mean constantly telling shut stuff like that lack real human interaction time low still cause whole quarantine shit first thought redflag simply alone couple weeks ask davin party invite things still wierd convinced him started feel good back him playing alot older brothers brothers friends liked them haden ashton dicks tho dont shit anymore im still suicidal thanks frankie peyton id happy try playing blake aj cameron landen right anxiety doesnt let sleep lights cant cause well bright so im staying night day im working plan davin friends im really exited thats basically repost day adding events spent two hours want get feelings now read fuck frankie fuck andy someone know irl finds idc knowtell want idgaf anymore chance im dead school starts
Puede intentar de nuevo este alt btw nombre ben yall saber hijo de puta llamado ben esperanza leer causa im mucho coño directamente dirección amigos nombres de yalls utilizados asegurarse de saber mucho perra se ha intentado matar february recien pensado se siente como poco razonable intentar peor se siente aunque saber la vida mierda es ansiedad ive punto de vida entero raramente dormía bien luces en habitación compartida hermano menor hace año padres finalmente decidieron niño imbig ive deprimido tres no saben comenzó no lo merecían puede mamá piensa mamá le dice ansiedad hace coño mes como medios no ansiedad le dice papá le importa terapia desperdicio dinero no necesita cambiaría mente dijo que sucedió february romper el corazón todavía se enoja diciendo antes los padres tienen padres divorciados padres como cada uno no mentirá pensar falta de amor no coinciden Knoledge casado causa vino a lo largo de divorcio crear problemas financieros no creo que los padres podrían manejar aunque papá bombero csm ejército mamá enfermera no trabaja a menudo qué puta razón pone mucho estrés papá consigue alto rango