im dirty feel really dirty everything body dirty shower im still dirty brush teeth mouth dirty teeth feel like fall hair feels disgusting feel like roots hair like dirty dark basement legs many bruises face looks like soemthing wrong feel weak feel thankful shitty things life right becasue least use excuse im hurting much didnt would nothing blame fucked thank universe keep giving fucked shit allah dont believe elhamdulillah u gave fucked life hope put hell asap suffering reason wont feel like something wrong lately read pyschology website  sensitivity genetic im gonna blame mom kids even tho fucked head makes fucked kids like mom cant therapist feel disgusted today arm touched mine wanted throw anyway dont know take care thank never teaching thanks never emotionally available making ashamed every part body elhamdulillah blame mom anyway dad biggest asshole ive ever seen selfish ass person ever dont deserve family dont deserve single thing still give fucking patriarchy whatever stayed stupid small town never moved istanbul never meet mom bc u married lived city  generations ur stupid backwards head still even tho live north america sometimes u outside house sit living room talk convince shit yes  ppl sit discuss convince man let us live lives way want congrats fucking dictator controlling  adults  kids lives hate you hate erdogan hate allah three head could would kill feel happy fuck u fuck mom especially fuck u making watch little sister slowly getting fucked say fault fault u made kids everyone knew u cant take care of stop raw fucking throwing babies around hate u also feel bad bc know end really fault whatever fuck society guess like fuck u sex  years  months ago didnt want born
im dirty feel really dirty everything body dirty shower im still dirty brush teeth mouth dirty teeth feel like fall hair feels disgusting feel like roots hair like dirty dark basement legs many bruises face looks like soemthing wrong feel weak feel thankful shitty things life right becasue least use excuse im hurting much didnt would nothing blame fucked thank universe keep giving fucked shit allah dont believe elhamdulillah u gave fucked life hope put hell asap suffering reason wont feel like something wrong lately read pyschology website sensitivity genetic im gonna blame mom kids even tho fucked head makes fucked kids like mom cant therapist feel disgusted today arm touched mine wanted throw anyway dont know take care thank never teaching thanks never emotionally available making ashamed every part body elhamdulillah blame momanyway dad biggest asshole ive ever seen selfish ass person ever dont deserve family dont deserve single thing still give fucking patriarchy whatever stayed stupid small town never moved istanbul never meet mom bc u married lived city generations ur stupid backwards head still even tho live north america sometimes u outside house sit living room talk convince shityes ppl sit discuss convince man let us live lives way want congrats fucking dictator controlling adults kids lives hate you hate erdogan hate allah three head could would kill feel happy fuck u fuck mom especially fuck u making watch little sister slowly getting fucked say fault fault u made kids everyone knew u cant take care of stop raw fucking throwing babies around hate u also feel bad bc know end really fault whatever fuck society guess like fuck u sex years months ago didnt want born
Im sucio sentir realmente sucio todo cuerpo ducha sucia im todavía sucio cepillar dientes dientes sucios sentir como caída pelo se siente desagradable sentir como raíces pelo como sucio oscuro sótano piernas muchas heridas cara parece soemthing mal sentir débil sentir cosas de mierda agradecimiento vida derecho becasue menos uso excusa im highing much didnet nada culparía follada gracias universo seguir dando mierda mierda allah dont dar mierda vida puta esperanza poner infierno tanap sufrimiento razón no se siente como algo mal últimamente leer pyschology sitio web sensibilidad genética im va a culpar a mamá niños incluso tho follada cabeza hace cabritos follada como mamá cant terapeuta se siente disgustado hoy brazo tocó el mío tiro deseado de todos modos no sé tener cuidado nunca enseñar gracias gracias emocionalmente disponible avergonzarse cada parte cuerpo elhamdulillah culpa mamanyway papá más grande pendejo ha visto nunca egoísta culo persona nunca merece familia nunca merecer una sola cosa todavía dar jodido patriarcado lo que se quedó pequeña ciudad nunca se movió istanbul nunca conocer mamá bc u casa viví generaciones u estúpido cabeza hacia atrás todavía tho vivís norte a veces u