feel trapped lb body mind flooded suicidal thoughtsi wont cant leave mom want to bad everyday wake wish body would finally give up least die natural causes terrible around you dont blame themselves want normal life every day pain suffering whats point try lose weight fail get mad self sabotage binge eating way feel good also punish sucking every minute life hurt every day wonder ill fit here there ever day worry ill break chair furniture people stare think poorly you doctor says exercise going work  days week hard enough hardly walk office car searing pain running legs back eat healthy standing cook painful legs shake like im going fall im deep addiction food feel like way death dont want wait come naturally say redflag selfish wanting someone live life depressed pain dont guilt sadness selfish one blame myself every day think ending all want misery over feel like ive ruined life even lose weight much irreversible damage point carrying on dont see it hate ive done hate myself hate body hate love food
feel trapped lb body mind flooded suicidal thoughtsi wont cant leave mom want to bad everyday wake wish body would finally give up least die natural causes terrible around you dont blame themselves want normal life every day pain suffering whats point try lose weight fail get mad self sabotage binge eating way feel good also punish sucking every minute life hurt every day wonder ill fit here there ever day worry ill break chair furniture people stare think poorly you doctor says exercise going work days week hard enough hardly walk office car searing pain running legs back eat healthy standing cook painful legs shake like im going fallim deep addiction food feel like way death dont want wait come naturally say redflag selfish wanting someone live life depressed pain dont guilt sadness selfish one blame myself every day think ending all want misery over feel like ive ruined life even lose weight much irreversible damage point carrying on dont see it hate ive done hate myself hate body hate love food
No puedo dejar a mamá querer mal despertar todos los días deseo cuerpo finalmente renunciar menos morir causas naturales terrible alrededor de ti no se culpan a sí mismos quieren vida normal cada día dolor sufrimiento qué punto tratar de perder peso falla conseguir loco auto sabotaje atracones comer manera sentir bien también castigar chupar cada minuto vida duele cada día maravilla mal encajar aquí siempre día preocupación mal romper muebles de la silla la gente piensa mal usted doctor dice ejercicio va a trabajar días semana lo suficientemente duro caminar oficina coche dolor abrasador correr piernas volver comer sano cocina permanente piernas dolorosas sacudir como im ir falim profunda adicción alimentos sentir como la muerte no quieren esperar vienen naturalmente decir bandera roja egoísta querer alguien vivir vida depresión dolor no culpa egoísta uno mismo cada día pensar que terminar todos quieren miseria sobre sentirse como vida arruinada incluso perder peso mucho daño irreversible punto de seguir adelante no ver odio he hecho odio cuerpo odio amor comida