trans woman suffers bpd adhd severe redflag feel like cannot go on suicidal since teenage attempted suicide twice last resort starting hrt made significantly less miserable since still ugly progress seems stopped  years hope anymore think would ever able look mirror want throw upi hate adhd bpd mental illnesses ruined life mention gender dysphoria makes cry every day sometimes look mirror days keep sanityi cannot accept look like rest life cannot accept nobody knows woman rather predatory straight man day father said transitioning able easier access women rape them rape victim raped everyday age  coach later classmates high school fucking unfair internalized fear around women feel like occupying space wrong there always afraid go since beaten severely twice past always sexually physically verbally harassed out lost almost friends transmisogyny sure always alone people want date fetishizers see exotic creature man woman never able find sb see like thatnothing change always pain wisest thing end things courage times attempted chickened out sure again cannot endure hell anymore either feel suffocated place world girls like want out
trans woman suffers bpd adhd severe redflag feel like cannot go on suicidal since teenage attempted suicide twice last resort starting hrt made significantly less miserable since still ugly progress seems stopped years hope anymore think would ever able look mirror want throw upi hate adhd bpd mental illnesses ruined life mention gender dysphoria makes cry every day sometimes look mirror days keep sanityi cannot accept look like rest life cannot accept nobody knows woman rather predatory straight man day father said transitioning able easier access women rape them rape victim raped everyday age coach later classmates high school fucking unfair internalized fear around women feel like occupying space wrong there always afraid go since beaten severely twice past always sexually physically verbally harassed out lost almost friends transmisogyny sure always alone people want date fetishizers see exotic creature man woman never able find sb see like thatnothing change always pain wisest thing end things courage times attempted chickened out sure again cannot endure hell anymore either feel suffocated place world girls like want out
mujer trans sufre bpd adhd severo bandera roja se siente como no puede ir en suicida ya adolescente intento de suicidio dos veces último recurso inicio hrt hecho significativamente menos miserable ya que todavía feo progreso parece detenido años esperanza más pensamiento más podría mirar espejo desea vove upi odio adhd bpd enfermedades mentales arruina la vida menciona disforia de género hace llorar cada día a veces mirar espejo días mantener sanityi no puede aceptar aspecto descanso vida no puede aceptar nadie sabe mujer más bien depredadora hombre derecho día padre dijo transición capaz acceso más fácil mujeres violación violación víctima violación coche más tarde compañeros de clase escuela secundaria mierda interiorizado miedo alrededor de las mujeres se siente como ocupar el espacio mal siempre miedo ir desde golpeado duramente dos veces pasado siempre sexualmente verbalmente acosado perdido casi amigos transmisogyny seguro siempre solo la gente quiere fecha fetichistas ver criatura exótica hombre mujer nunca capaz encontrar sb ver como que nada cambio siempre dolor sabio cosa final cosas valiente intentos de coraje seguro no puede soportar infierno más lugar sofocado chicas como querer salir