ive realized matter situation people im able socialize anyoneonly two people able make talk interact regularly life happened life anymore last one lost broken way past point return six months still get panic attacks goodbye worst part maybe still someone would able make open up im scared trying cant deal another goodbye im lonely nobody matter good intentioned help me want scream help cry someone else know feel like outcast among outcasts even live for nothing im good human contact im able socialise hurts much cant deal anymore cant tried meds professional help nothing works im tired
ive realized matter situation people im able socialize anyoneonly two people able make talk interact regularly life happened life anymore last one lost broken way past point return six months still get panic attacks goodbye worst part maybe still someone would able make open up im scared trying cant deal another goodbyeim lonely nobody matter good intentioned help me want scream help cry someone else know feel like outcast among outcasts even live for nothing im good human contact im able socialise hurts much cant deal anymore cant tried meds professional help nothing works im tired
ive realized matter situation people im pode socialize anyoneSolamente dos personas capaces de hacer hablar interactuan regularmente la vida pasó la vida más última perdido roto camino pasado punto retorno seis meses todavía consigue ataques de pánico adiós peor parte tal vez todavía alguien podría hacer abierto im miedo tratando de no poder tratar otro adiósim solitario nadie importa buena intención me ayuda a querer gritar ayuda llorar alguien más sabe se siente como paria entre parias incluso vivir para nada im buen contacto humano im capaz socialise duele mucho cant trato más cant probado medicamentos profesional ayuda nada funciona im cansado