left today taking everything stay alivei toxic one sided relationship  til now time gaslighted constantly walking eggshells dealing severe anxiety ive past decade told wanted marry me wanted kids etc right told wasnt working sex makes feel even used know people say isnt good enough reason feel suicidal everyone goes this ive crying drinking day  nobody awake im afraid sleep dream wake feeling anxious throw up
left today taking everything stay alivei toxic one sided relationship til now time gaslighted constantly walking eggshells dealing severe anxiety ive past decade told wanted marry me wanted kids etc right told wasnt working sex makes feel even used know people say isnt good enough reason feel suicidal everyone goes this ive crying drinking day nobody awake im afraid sleep dream wake feeling anxious throw up
se fue hoy tomando todo mantenerse vivo tóxico una relación de lado hasta ahora gaslighted constantemente caminar cáscaras de huevo que trata ansiedad severa última década dijo que quería casarse conmigo quería niños etc derecho dicho no era trabajo sexo hace sentir incluso se utiliza saber la gente no es lo suficientemente bueno sentir suicida todo el mundo va este ive llorando beber día nadie despierto im miedo sueño despertar sensación ansioso vomitar