know suicidal feelings probably result trauma modern life capitalism sucks definitely parent making feel like deserve existence definitely case aware solve anything feel unable heal feel like cannot move on feel like tired cannot go on young living own want dad tell loves pushed away want play xbox want hang him want help pay doctor help figure going inside mind mom abused bad want go running him cannot ruined relationship cannot fix it afraid fix it want ex hold pushed away too want never hurt important friends life late want become better singing cannot bring disciplined enough practice want workout feel like it want good job always fucking boss present thinks mediocre want okay feel ready okay used absence caos feel like trying get better trap feel like mothers abuse started moment decided conceive killing would actually rebelling maybe fact still here suffering without justice me exactly wants cannot stop feeling much pain soul tired cannot go on cannot this want out cannot fixed
know suicidal feelings probably result trauma modern life capitalism sucks definitely parent making feel like deserve existence definitely case aware solve anything feel unable heal feel like cannot move on feel like tired cannot go on young living own want dad tell loves pushed away want play xboxwant hang him want help pay doctor help figure going inside mind mom abused bad want go running him cannot ruined relationship cannot fix it afraid fix it want ex hold pushed away too want never hurt important friends life late want become better singing cannot bring disciplined enough practice want workout feel like it want good job always fucking boss present thinks mediocre want okay feel ready okay used absence caos feel like trying get better trap feel like mothers abuse started moment decided conceive killing would actually rebelling maybe fact still here suffering without justice me exactly wants cannot stop feeling much pain soul tired cannot go on cannot this want out cannot fixed
saber sentimientos suicidas probablemente resultado trauma vida moderna capitalismo apesta definitivamente padres haciendo sentir como merecer existencia definitivamente caso consciente resolver cualquier sensación incapaz sanar sentir como no se puede mover en la sensación de cansancio no puede ir joven vivir propia querer papá decir amores alejados querer jugar xboxwant colgar él quiere ayuda pagar médico ayuda figura ir dentro mente mamá abusado mal querer correr él no puede arruinar la relación no puede solucionar miedo repararlo quiere ex mantener alejado también querer nunca lastimar amigos importantes vida tarde querer convertirse en mejor canto no puede traer disciplina suficiente práctica quieren entrenamiento se siente como quiere buen trabajo siempre puto jefe presente piensa mediocre quiere bien sentirse listo bien usado ausencia caos se siente como tratar de conseguir mejor trampa sentir como madres abuso comenzó momento decidido concebir asesinato en realidad rebelarse tal vez hecho todavía aquí sufrimiento sin justicia me quiere exactamente no puede dejar de sentir mucho dolor alma cansado no puede seguir adelante no puede esto querer fuera no puede arreglar