want die cant mom diesim going kill know hate reality live knowing potential im even average average nothing special nothing im really good school made feel worse even put effort hard work rewarded end fell college terrible gpa ive worked many different jobs sucked them ive unemployed corona hit living savings ive know fear failing finding suck something else ive move different state move back parents isolate friends could speak mental health im alone parents take personally explain feel mom guilty dying makes feel worse understand though dont want hurt them nothing going  years old single  years little experience feeling like missed s feeling alone want feel anymore want hurt cry want leave reality reset
want die cant mom diesim going kill know hate reality live knowing potential im even average average nothing special nothing im really good school made feel worse even put effort hard work rewarded end fell college terrible gpa ive worked many different jobs sucked them ive unemployed corona hit living savings ive know fear failing finding suck something else ive move different state move back parents isolate friends could speak mental health im alone parents take personally explain feel mom guilty dying makes feel worse understand though dont want hurt them nothing going years old single years little experience feeling like missed s feeling alone want feel anymore want hurt cry want leave reality reset
Quiero morir mamá diesim voy matar saber odio realidad vivo saber potencial im promedio nada especial nada im realmente buena escuela hecho sentir peor incluso poner esfuerzo duro trabajo recompensado final caída universidad terrible gpa ive trabajado muchos trabajos diferentes chupados iv paro corona golpe vida ahorro iv saber miedo fracaso encontrar chupar algo ive movie diferente estado volver padres aislados amigos podrían hablar salud mental im solos padres tomar personalmente explicar sentir mamá culpable morir hace sentir peor entender aunque no quiero lastimarlos nada va años años solo poca experiencia sentir como falta s sentimiento solo quiero sentir más dolor llorar quiero dejar realidad reset