anyone relate wth wrong meits year lost ability enjoy anything literally every kind fun activity became actually painful cant listen music cant draw cant read cant play video games etc without starting hate getting reminded terrible things happened past emotional reaction always severe must kind ptsdi even know hell im dbt eat healthy exercise take care responsibilities things obviously help life still unbearably painful start therapy september idk survive then told family friends one seems care much treat tiny bit better im guessing even understand im going through depression anxiety pretty much whole life even difficult accept everyone thought lazy weird thing im going much worse cant express words quality lifenot single minute could relax torture people keep telling im disciplined hardworking could never im doingbut literally nothing else do could stare wall change most amount fun possibly have sometimes get bored get back something useful instead
anyone relate wth wrong meits year lost ability enjoy anything literally every kind fun activity became actually painful cant listen music cant draw cant read cant play video games etc without starting hate getting reminded terrible things happened past emotional reaction always severe must kind ptsdi even know hellim dbt eat healthy exercise take care responsibilities things obviously help life still unbearably painful start therapy september idk survive then told family friends one seems care much treat tiny bit better im guessing even understand im going through depression anxiety pretty much whole life even difficult accept everyone thought lazy weird thing im going much worse cant express words quality lifenot single minute could relax torture people keep telling im disciplined hardworking could neverim doingbut literally nothing else do could stare wall change most amount fun possibly have sometimes get bored get back something useful instead
cualquier persona se relaciona con mal meits año capacidad perdida disfrutar de cualquier cosa literalmente cada clase actividad divertida se convirtió en realidad doloroso cant escuchar música cant draw not leer cant jugar videojuegos etc sin empezar odio conseguir recordar cosas terribles pasó más allá reacción emocional siempre grave debe tipo ptsdi incluso saber hellim dbt comer ejercicio saludable tener responsabilidades cuidado cosas obviamente ayudar a la vida todavía insoportable doloroso inicio terapia septiembre idk sobrevivir entonces le dijo a amigos de la familia uno parece cuidado mucho tratar muy poco mejor i adivinar incluso entender im ir a través de la depresión ansiedad bastante toda la vida incluso difícil aceptar todo el mundo pensaba perezoso cosa extraña im ir mucho peor no puede expresar palabras calidad vida ni un solo minuto podría relajarse tortura la gente sigue diciendo im disciplinado trabajo duro podría nunca hacer pero literalmente nada otra cosa podría mirar a la pared cambiar la mayor cantidad de diversión posiblemente tener aburrirse volver algo útil en su lugar