whys hardlast night got drunk wrote redflag note laid diaries filled every suicidal depressive thought past year tried hang myself ive anti depressants week theyve taken away fear killing myself would chicken breakdown time sat trying trying hour cant cry anymore theres drop go one methods cuts carotid arteries hurts maybe im cutting carotid arteries enough one worst pains ive ever felt head throbbing front brain almost feels like two knives inserted eyes kept trying falling unconscious whatsoever one point started stopwatch phone see long attempts were one  seconds hurt much tried adjusting using cut airwaves made choke cough last attempt time it instead sang along song playing itunes head distracting pain longest attempt hurt much kayne song came on fucking dying kanye lmao gave up put everything away went bathroom going bed noticed eyes completely bloodshot burst capillaries face theyre still  hours later whys hard die know people successfully it
whys hardlast night got drunk wrote redflag note laid diaries filled every suicidal depressive thought past year tried hang myself ive anti depressants week theyve taken away fear killing myself would chicken breakdown time sat trying trying hour cant cry anymore theres drop go one methods cuts carotid arteries hurts maybe im cutting carotid arteries enough one worst pains ive ever felt head throbbing front brain almost feels like two knives inserted eyes kept trying falling unconscious whatsoever one point started stopwatch phone see long attempts were one seconds hurt much tried adjusting using cut airwaves made choke cough last attempt time it instead sang along song playing itunes head distracting pain longest attempt hurt much kayne song came on fucking dying kanye lmao gave up put everything away went bathroom going bed noticed eyes completely bloodshot burst capillaries facetheyre still hours later whys hard die know people successfullyit
¿Por qué la última noche se emborrachó escribió Redflag nota pone los diarios llenos de cada pensamiento depresivo suicida el año pasado intentó colgarme a mí mismo ive antidepresivos semana que han quitado el miedo matarme pollo rotura tiempo sentado tratando de tratar de intentar hora no puede llorar más allí gota go uno métodos corta las arterias carótidas dolor tal vez im cortar arterias carótidas suficiente un peor dolor ive sentido cabeza palpitante frente cerebro casi se siente como dos cuchillos insertado ojos siguió tratando de caer inconsciente cualquier punto comenzó cronómetro teléfono ver largos intentos fueron un segundo duele mucho esfuerzo ajustar usando corta ondas de aire hizo toser último intento la vez que cantó a lo largo de la canción itunes cabeza distrayente dolor más largo intento dolor mucho kayne canción vino en la muerte Kanye Lymao dejó todo fuera fuera de la cama fuera de la cama ojos observados explosión capilares caraellos todavía son horas más tarde por qué dura morir saben que la gente con éxito