diei want die cant seem kill myself decade ive struggled depression fought again exhausted tired climbing hill never get reach peak sliding back down terrible person need change better motivation so broke boyfriend five years let coworker move me let fall love let get heart broken let used used others let anger hatred bubble everything have lost best friends im going lose job everyone hates there loser im  im alone broke depressed bitter cant drive rely friends family everything cause problems could ever hope solve never made single persons life better it once suicidal years often thought almost comforting point never wanted die right now im fuckup comes redflag too cant commit access gun im chickenshit take pills try hanging myself work then failed life much would feel like failed death too want die tonight never known wanted clearly this yet feel trapped cowardice always maker nightmares would ever think would different right know point die
diei want die cant seem kill myself decade ive struggled depression fought again exhausted tired climbing hill never get reach peak sliding back down terrible person need change better motivation so broke boyfriend five years let coworker move me let fall love let get heart broken let used used others let anger hatred bubble everything have lost best friends im going lose job everyone hates there loser im im alone broke depressed bitter cant drive rely friends family everything cause problems could ever hope solve never made single persons life better it once suicidal years often thought almost comforting point never wanted die right now im fuckup comes redflag too cant commit access gun im chickenshit take pills try hanging myself work then failed life much would feel like failed death too want die tonight never known wanted clearly this yet feel trapped cowardice always maker nightmares would ever think would different right know point die
diei want die cant seem kill myself década ive forced depresión luchada de nuevo agotado cansado escalada colina nunca llegar pico deslizarse hacia abajo terrible persona necesita cambiar mejor motivación así que novio roto cinco años dejar coworker moverme dejar caer amor dejar conseguir corazón roto dejar usar otros dejó ira odio burbuja todo han perdido mejores amigos im voy perder trabajo todo el mundo odia perdedor im solo se rompió deprimido cant drive confianza amigos familia todo causa problemas podría siempre esperar resolver nunca hizo vida mejor personas solteras una vez años suicidas a menudo pensé casi punto reconfortante nunca quería morir ahora mismo im mierda viene Redflag también no puede cometer acceso pistola im gallina tomar píldoras tratar de colgarme trabajo entonces fallida vida mucho se sentiría como fallida muerte también quiero morir esta noche nunca se conoce quería claramente esto todavía se siente cobardía siempre pesadillas fabricante pensaría diferente derecho saber punto morir