thinking itmy dad suffered bipolar depression committed redflag last july moms current boyfriend coming house since day dads death since moved in clearly cheating him blame mother dads death currently broke im scrambling find job help pay school gas found take year away school appeal dismissal failed classes slept almost week really bad nightmares killing everyone love left alone wake cuts wrists remember doing today started panic attack tried find psychologist start seeing week schools health dept answer tried finding offices area closed today felt need see psychologist today find single place also insurance money pay expensive first visit chatted redflag hotline online asked find reasonably priced place area did called closed day started panicking again got car drove boyfriend called yelled get back home state drive like he saw wrist thinks purpose lying bed wondering take many sleeping pills tonight exhausted physically mentally feel like purpose importance wish alone right now
thinking itmy dad suffered bipolar depression committed redflag last july moms current boyfriend coming house since day dads death since moved in clearly cheating him blame mother dads death currently broke im scrambling find job help pay school gas found take year away school appeal dismissal failed classes slept almost week really bad nightmares killing everyone love left alone wake cuts wrists remember doing today started panic attack tried find psychologist start seeing week schools health dept answer tried finding offices area closed today felt need see psychologist today find single place also insurance money pay expensive first visit chatted redflag hotline online asked find reasonably priced place area did called closed day started panicking again got car drove boyfriend called yelled get back home state drivelike he saw wrist thinks purpose lying bed wondering take many sleeping pills tonight exhausted physically mentally feel like purpose importance wish alone right now
Pensando que mi padre sufrió depresión bipolar cometida en el último mes de julio mamás actuales novio venir casa desde el día papás muerte desde que se trasladó claramente engañar a la madre papás muerte actualmente roto encontrar trabajo ayuda pagar gas escolar encontrado quitar año escuela apelación despido clases fallidas dormir casi semana realmente pesadillas malas matar a todo el mundo amor dejado en paz cortes muñecas recordar hacer hoy comenzó ataque de pánico trató de encontrar psicólogo empezar a ver semana escuelas respuesta adecuada trató de encontrar oficinas área cerrado hoy se sintió necesita ver psicólogo hoy encontrar un solo lugar también pago de dinero caro primera visita chated redflag línea directa en línea pidió encontrar lugar razonablemente precio hizo llamado día comenzó pánico de nuevo llegó coche conducido novio llamado gritado volver a casa unidad estatal como vio muñeca piensa propósito mentira cama preguntando dormir muchas píldoras esta noche agotado físicamente sensación de importancia propósito deseo solo ahora mismo