work pressure mental tormenthello all struggled suicidal thoughts throughout entire college years studied medicine germany work junior cardiologist challenging top tier university research hospital germany getting bullied colleagues mentally tormented failed many research projects get bullied heavily this  social interactions besides going work gym friends never girlfriend kind physical contact opposite sex worst part work failed projects enjoy life know many people worse precarious situations want exist hate every moment reason living family brother want feel sad die want exist hate life existence itself
work pressure mental tormenthello all struggled suicidal thoughts throughout entire college years studied medicine germany work junior cardiologist challenging top tier university research hospital germany getting bullied colleagues mentally tormented failed many research projects get bullied heavily this social interactions besides going work gym friends never girlfriend kind physical contact opposite sex worst part work failed projects enjoy life know many people worse precarious situations want exist hate every moment reason living family brother want feel sad die want exist hate life existence itself
trabajo presión mental tormentohello todos lucharon pensamientos suicidas a lo largo de la universidad años estudiados medicina alemán trabajo junior cardiólogo desafío alto nivel universidad investigación hospital alemán siendo acosado colegas atormentados mentalmente fracaso muchos proyectos de investigación son acosados fuertemente estas interacciones sociales además de ir a trabajar gimnasio amigos nunca novia amable contacto físico opuesto sexo peor parte trabajo proyectos fallidos disfrutar de la vida saben muchas personas peor situaciones precarias quieren existir odio cada momento razón vivir hermano de familia quiere sentir triste morir existen odio vida existencia sí mismo