everything feels fine fine enoughits first post reddit hopefully im right english native language ive struggled depression whole life irregular way im constantly switching feeling super fine feeling depressed suicidal long period time  months year so last depressive episode occured winter lot going life dropped classes lost boyfriend live dads toxic environment lot handle take it  months since ive started considering healed fine again im meds anymore im lot stuff seing lot friends travelling started working freelance artist living again city deeply love passionate again even crush someone seems interested am im super active getting stuff done everything can honestly first time good episode feels great im pretty optimistic positive general yet feel fine enough still constant suicidal thoughts im unhappy im happy either feels great feel like theres point reason wanting end all feel like  grateful  feel like good enough motivation keep going often find thinking accident matter mind ill glad act thoughts im rational actually logical reason so keep wondering ideas actually go away someday feel like im missing survival instinct somehow anybody relate feeling could share experience recovering depression go away content situation 
everything feels fine fineenoughits first post reddithopefully im right english native language ive struggled depression whole life irregular way im constantly switching feeling super fine feeling depressed suicidal long period time months year so last depressive episode occured winter lot going life dropped classes lost boyfriend live dads toxic environment lot handle take it months since ive started considering healed fine again im meds anymore im lot stuff seing lot friends travelling started working freelance artist living again city deeply love passionate again even crush someone seems interested am im super active getting stuff done everything can honestly first time good episode feels greatim pretty optimistic positive general yet feel fine enough still constant suicidal thoughts im unhappy im happy either feels great feel like theres point reason wanting end all feel like grateful feel like good enough motivation keep going often find thinking accident matter mind ill glad act thoughts im rational actually logical reason so keep wondering ideas actually go away someday feel like im missing survival instinct somehow anybody relate feeling could share experience recovering depression go away content situation
Todo se siente bien fineenoughits first post reddithopely im right english native language ive forced depression life intool life irregular way im constantemente cambiarme sintiéndose súper bien deprimido suicida periodo largo período meses año así que el último episodio depresivo ocurrió invierno lote va vida caída clases perdido novio vivo papás ambiente tóxico lote manija tomar meses desde que ive comenzó a considerar sanado bien de nuevo im meds más im lote seing lote amigos viajando comenzaron a trabajar artista independiente vivir de nuevo ciudad profundamente amor apasionado otra vez incluso aplastar alguien parece interesado im super activo conseguir cosas hecho todo puede honestamente primera vez buen episodio se siente bigim bastante optimista general pero sentirse bien todavía constante pensamientos suicidas im infeliz