nothing helps staying alive inviting abusei love brothers love friends dont want hurt them mother doesnt love ive lost family speaking fathers abuse ive sexually assaulted times want count including really violent rape never stop affecting me dont think im capable relationship sex point also know twentytwo stay alive happen again ive put year long waiting list therapy ptsd say discharge flashbacks one event already am suppose im supposed lie two years ago diagnosed life changing condition put drugs degrade emotional health cognitive functioning stop taking them might well die anyway dont want live dont want hurt anyone dont want burden people love know things likely get easier cant ask help anymore know wont solve anything ill feel guilty opening up dont remember like fight suicidal plans time ive tried everything
nothing helps staying alive inviting abusei love brothers love friends dont want hurt them mother doesnt love ive lost family speaking fathers abuse ive sexually assaulted times want count including really violent rape never stop affecting me dont think im capable relationship sex point also know twentytwo stay alive happen again ive put year long waiting list therapy ptsd say discharge flashbacks one event already am suppose im supposed lie two years ago diagnosed life changing condition put drugs degrade emotional health cognitive functioning stop taking them might well die anyway dont want live dont want hurt anyone dont want burden people love know things likely get easier cant ask help anymore know wont solve anything ill feel guilty opening up dont remember like fight suicidal plans time ive tried everything
nada ayuda a mantenerse vivo invitando a los abusadores amor hermanos amor amigos no quieren lastimarlos madre no ama vivo familia hablando padres abuso ive sexualmente agredido momentos quieren contar incluyendo realmente violación violenta nunca dejar de afectarme no creo que im capaz relación sexo punto también saber veintidós permanecer vivo pasar de nuevo ive put año largo lista de espera terapia ptsd decir descarga flashbacks un evento ya estoy supuesto im supuesto mentira hace dos años diagnóstico condición cambio de vida poner drogas degradar salud emocional funcionamiento cognitivo dejar de tomarlos podría morir de todos modos no quiero vivir no quiero lastimar a nadie carga personas amor saber las cosas probablemente no se puede pedir ayuda más fácil saber no resolver cualquier mal sentirse culpable apertura no recuerdo como lucha planes suicidas tiempo ha probado todo