felt suicidal since  years old emotionally abusive parents absentee father mother lived grandmother emotionally abusive one met wife rd year highschool started dating senior year awkward first real girlfriend outside long distance ones also end well changed people throuout  years together mostly good growing empathy ability communicate one thing grow self esteem see objectively particularly ugly anything skills nothing really added self worth wife primary source confidence last week found involved someone via internet destroyed even though cut contact saying lot right things stay together major anchor world feel like really meant me told never thought would make far right feet dragging guess venting work go here good moments wife since still feel like life drained me know plenty worse plenty people would wayward spouse show remorse feel selfish honestly everything feels selfish feel like deserve nothing death broken infidelity
felt suicidal since years old emotionally abusive parents absentee father mother lived grandmother emotionally abusive one met wife rd year highschool started dating senior year awkward first real girlfriend outside long distance ones also end well changed people throuout years together mostly good growing empathy ability communicate one thing grow self esteem see objectively particularly ugly anything skills nothing really added self worth wife primary source confidence last week found involved someone via internet destroyed even though cut contact saying lot right things stay together major anchor world feel like really meant me told never thought would make far right feet dragging guess venting work go here good moments wife since still feel like life drained me know plenty worse plenty people would wayward spouse show remorse feel selfish honestly everything feels selfish feel like deserve nothing death broken infidelity
Sentirse suicida desde años emocionalmente abusivo padres ausente padre madre vivió abuela emocionalmente abusivo uno conoció esposa rd año de secundaria comenzó a salir el último año torpe primera novia real fuera de larga distancia también terminan bien cambiados personas throuout años juntos mayormente buena creciente capacidad de empatía comunicarse una cosa crecer autoestima ver objetivamente particularmente feo nada habilidades nada realmente añadido autoestima esposa fuente principal confianza la semana pasada se encontró involucrado alguien a través de Internet destruido a pesar de cortar contacto diciendo mucho cosas correctas permanecer juntos mundo ancla se siente como realmente significado me dijo nunca pensar haría muy derecho pies arrastrando adivinar trabajo ir aquí buenos momentos esposa ya que todavía me siento como la vida me drena saber mucho peor mucha gente se extraviaría cónyuge mostrar remordimiento se siente egoísta honestamente todo se siente egoísta como merece nada muerte infidelidad roto