think people around ideaim always surrounded people work i work fairly big retailer none idea whats going head getting harder hide it  friends momment getting better anything getting worse way feel good drugs thats time feel anything close happyness remember quite happy before seem truly happy im surround people like friends either hanging someones house them longer getting point yet again want end it failed attempt  weeks ago decided try and carry on trying survive working social skills getting new friends almost impossible know go meet either im constantly alone room feel lonely want guts properly time one live like this every day torture
think people around ideaim always surrounded people work i work fairly big retailer none idea whats going head getting harder hide it friends momment getting better anything getting worse way feel good drugs thats time feel anything close happyness remember quite happy before seem truly happy im surround people like friends either hanging someones house them longer getting point yet again want end it failedattempt weeks ago decided try and carry on trying survive working social skills getting new friends almost impossible know go meet either im constantly alone room feel lonely want guts properly time one live like this every day torture
Creo que la gente alrededor ideaim siempre rodeado gente trabajo trabajo bastante grande minorista ninguna idea lo que va cabeza cada vez más difícil ocultarlo amigos momment cada vez mejor cualquier cosa cada vez peor sentir buenas drogas que es tiempo sentir algo cerca felicidad recordar bastante feliz antes de parecer verdaderamente feliz im rodear a la gente como amigos o colgar a alguien casa ellos más tiempo conseguir punto una vez más quieren terminar fallidainttent hace semanas decidió intentar y seguir tratando de sobrevivir habilidades sociales de trabajo conseguir nuevos amigos casi imposible saber ir conocer o estar constantemente sola habitación se siente solo querer agallas adecuadamente tiempo uno vive como esto cada día tortura