know anymorehonestly really know write this ive never spoken emotions guess wanted tell someone feel im m ive felt like killing now feel like im letting everyone meet family accomplished things mom dad high ranking military brother got prestigious nasa scholarship im shit school fail half classes take thing feel like deserve feel do born good family lot friends reason kill people around me feel like killed family friends would disappointed want people remember like that wish could sacrifice save someone give life someone needs it ive looked organ donation  know ill last long know ill point sorry long confusing writing mind thanks
know anymorehonestly really know write this ive never spoken emotions guess wanted tell someone feel im m ive felt like killing now feel like im letting everyone meet family accomplished things mom dad high ranking military brother got prestigious nasa scholarshipim shit school fail half classes take thing feel like deserve feel do born good family lot friends reason kill people around me feel like killed family friends would disappointed want people remember like that wish could sacrifice save someone give life someone needs it ive looked organ donation know ill last long know ill point sorry long confusing writing mind thanks
Sabes más honestamente realmente sabes escribir este ive nunca emociones habladas adivinar quería decirle a alguien sentir im mi vida sentía como matar ahora sentir como dejar que todos conocer familia logró cosas mamá papá alto rango militar hermano consiguió prestigioso nasa becaim mierda escuela fracaso medias clases tomar la cosa se siente como merecer sentir nato buena familia lotes amigos razón matar a la gente a mi alrededor se siente como muertos amigos familiares decepcionados quieren que la gente recuerde como ese deseo podría sacrificar salvar a alguien dar vida alguien lo necesita ive mirado donación de órganos sabe mal último largo saber mal punto lo siento mucho confuso escribir mente gracias