going long post complaining please read time willing helpright  week final exams barely studied cannot help panic keep imagining worst case scenarios failingi last year school year basically determines future people say country grades determines college go year living hell get even worsei spend day isolated room procastinate i behind studying year think behind cannot handle fursturation procastinate even makes situation worse reached point never imagined would condition  week finalsi really started hate self develop impostor syndrome feel like good friends they could simply sit study one feels immense resistance fursturation also stopped believing god became secretly atheist envy religous friends something believe makes strong nothing one understand going i cannot help think like  year nonending headache backneck pain scoliosis redflag makes worse worst thing parents expects get high grades would study engineering matter time find much piece shit get immensely disappointedthey high hopes one siblings good school year fucked lifei watched alot self help stuff work anymore i lost motivation help lowest point life
going long post complaining please read time willing helpright week final exams barely studied cannot help panic keep imagining worst case scenarios failingi last year school year basically determines future people say country grades determines college go year living hell get even worsei spend day isolated room procastinatei behind studying year think behind cannot handle fursturation procastinate even makes situation worse reached point never imagined would condition week finalsi really started hate self develop impostor syndrome feel like good friends they could simply sit study one feels immense resistance fursturation also stopped believing god became secretly atheist envy religous friends something believe makes strong nothing one understand going i cannot help think like year nonending headache backneck pain scoliosis redflag makes worse worst thing parents expects get high grades would study engineering matter time find much piece shit get immensely disappointedthey high hopes one siblings good school year fucked lifei watched alot self help stuff workanymore i lost motivation help lowest point life
going long post quejarse por favor lea tiempo dispuesto helpright semana exámenes finales apenas estudiados no puede ayudar pánico seguir imaginando peores escenarios de casos fallándose el año pasado año escolar básicamente determina futuras personas dicen país calificaciones determina universidad ir año vivir infierno conseguir incluso peori pasar día aislado habitación procastinatei detrás de estudio año pensar detrás no puede manejar furstura procastinate incluso hace situación peor punto alcanzado nunca imaginado condición semana finalsi realmente comenzó odio autodesarrollo síndrome de impostor sentirse como buenos amigos que simplemente podrían sentarse estudio uno siente inmensa resistencia fursturation también dejó de creer que dios se convirtió en secreto ateo envidia amigos religiosos algo creen hace fuerte nada uno entiende ir no puedo ayudar a pensar como año dolor de cabeza sin fin dolor de espalda escoliosis rojoflag hace peor peor cosa los padres esperan obtener calificaciones altas estudiaría materia tiempo encontrar mucho pedazo mierda conseguir inmensamente decepcionado altos espera que un hermano buen año escolar follado vidai vio mucho autoayuda cosas trabajoanymore perdí motivación ayudar más bajo punto de la vida vida