feeling incrediblydepressedalonemiserablemy fiance moved across country him week later got cancer fighting that terrible genetic disease caused its called nf tumors body anyways k miles away home friends except few doesnt even matter destryoing fiance neediness lonliness cant work lost clothes shoes move many reasons ready die want die going die point anyways serve pain terrible pain worst want die trying hard live brain keeps telling die want wake fiance ask help ive asked enough whats point even writing problems much explain also see therpaist via phone cant see anymore due insurence reasons falling apart cant hold together anymore physically sick emotional sick hate look hideous ugly fat want exist
feeling incrediblydepressedalonemiserablemy fiance moved across countryhim week later got cancer fighting that terrible genetic disease caused its called nf tumors body anywaysk miles away home friends except few doesnt even matter destryoing fiance neediness lonliness cant work lost clothes shoes move many reasons ready die want die going die point anyways serve pain terrible pain worst want die trying hard live brain keeps telling die want wake fiance ask help ive asked enough whats point even writing problems much explain also see therpaist via phone cant see anymore due insurence reasons falling apart cant hold together anymore physically sick emotional sick hate lookhideous ugly fat want exist
Sentirse increíblemente deprimido solomi prometido se mudó a través del país la semana después tuvo cáncer luchando contra esa terrible enfermedad genética causada por su llamado cuerpo de tumores de todos modos a kilómetros de distancia amigos de casa excepto pocos ni siquiera importa destriyoing novia necesidad soledad trabajo perdido ropa zapatos mover muchas razones listos morir quieren morir punto de muerte de todos modos servir dolor terrible dolor peor querer morir tratando duro vivo cerebro sigue diciendo morir quiere despertar novio pedir ayuda ive lo suficiente punto incluso escribir problemas mucho explicar también ver therpaist a través del teléfono no puede ver más debido a la inseguridad razones no pueden mantenerse juntos más físicamente enfermo emocional enfermo odio feo lookhide