never lived year life without getting feeling multiple times feel disgusted people looking me thinking me talking me thinking know ideas know absolutely nothing hate fact people see me feel embarrassed disgusted everything myself literally humiliating someone takes pictures conversation me hate moments show emotion front someone else hate pressured so smiling hugging speaking anything seen things supposed makes feel like degrading myselfi know wtf feeling is comes often know call completely hate everything hate human hate body voice personality things like trapped head one even knows exist everything pure horrible something nobody knows about try hard look act way good clean represents always fail put hours working hair clothes look dirty like put effort inthere something horrible carries awful vibe rotting filth like cursed moment born need make money get plastic surgery move away everyone ever known start new life hopefully escaped filthy creature need change everything get rid feeling hurts fucking much understand feel way angry deal one gets want moment peace idk normal depression come every social moment feeling like sinned
never lived year life without getting feeling multiple times feel disgusted people looking me thinking me talking me thinking know ideas know absolutely nothing hate fact people see me feel embarrassed disgusted everything myself literally humiliating someone takes pictures conversation me hate moments show emotion front someone else hate pressured so smiling hugging speaking anything seen things supposed makes feel like degrading myselfi know wtf feeling is comes often know call completely hate everything hate human hate body voice personality things like trapped head one even knows exist everything pure horrible something nobody knows about try hard look act way good clean represents always fail put hours working hair clothes look dirty like put effort inthere something horrible carries awful vibe rotting filth like cursed moment born need make money get plastic surgery move away everyone ever known start new life hopefully escaped filthy creature need change everything get rid feeling hurts fucking much understand feel way angry deal one gets want moment peace idk normal depression come every social moment feeling like sinned
Nunca viví la vida del año sin sentir muchas veces la gente asqueada mirándome pensando en mí pensando saber ideas absolutamente nada odio hecho la gente me ve avergonzarse todo yo literalmente humillar a alguien toma fotos conversación yo odio momentos mostrar emoción frente alguien otro odio presionado tan sonriente abrazar hablar cualquier cosa vista cosas supuestas hace sentir como degradante yo mismo sé wtf sentimiento es viene a menudo sabe llamar completamente odio todo odio humano odio cuerpo voz personalidad cosas como la cabeza atrapada uno incluso sabe existir todo puro horrible algo nadie sabe intentar duro look act manera buena limpio representa siempre falla poner horas trabajar ropa de cabello se ve sucio como poner esfuerzo allí algo horrible lleva horrible vibra podrida suciedad como maldito momento nacer necesidad hacer dinero conseguir cirugía plástica quitar todo el mundo nunca conocido comenzar nueva vida esperanza escapar criatura sucia necesidad cambio todo deshacerse sensación dolor mierda entender sentir manera enojado acuerdo uno consigue querer momento paz idd normal depresión venir cada momento social sentimiento como pecado