know anymorei end rope pain great hard time focusing school work it went counselor enough want end life tell whole story anxiety depression fighting while life actually emotionally mentally abused child finally broke free that found nice guy made feel wonderful myself fast forward almost  years broke me unresolved issues engaged  years went counselor it that felt pretty alright life going alright finally stop talking ex finding world  weeks stopped talking told wanted back loved never would leave again promised never hurt again stupid shit relationship fear another  months dating broke again promised time worst isolated world last semester college friends family talk me went back him week almost  since break hes already dating someone new loved everything best friend cant take anymore  years old suffered much tired hurting tired breaking down tired pain tired effecting everything want die
know anymorei end rope pain great hard time focusing school work it went counselor enough want end life tell whole story anxiety depression fighting while life actually emotionally mentally abused child finally broke free that found nice guy made feel wonderful myself fast forward almost years broke me unresolved issues engaged years went counselor it that felt pretty alright life going alright finally stop talking ex finding world weeks stopped talking told wanted back loved never would leave again promised never hurt again stupid shit relationship fear another months dating broke again promised time worst isolated world last semester college friends family talk me went back him week almost since break hes already dating someone new loved everything best friend cant take anymore years old suffered much tired hurting tired breaking down tired pain tired effecting everything want die
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