daily thoughts redflageveryday redflag seems like best option end pain years therapy helped understand hurt resolved pain im  years old job pays well  years almost one month sober suffer ptsd adhd depressive disorder behavioral addictions constantly need approval others order maintain self esteem battle internal fits rage triggered mistakes made work fabricated memories neglectful spiteful mother distant older brother meaningful friendships life ive never meaningful relationship woman almost every sexual encounter rare onestand usually paid escort habit expensive sexual outlet mainly masturbating porn and suffer erectile dysfunction physical nature assume years chronic masturbation damaged me way man age live id soon end life recently major surgery surgeon wrote prescriptions hydrocodonetylenol pain killer muscle relaxer barely used them  hydrocodone tablets dozen muscle relaxants daily thoughts taking once think would let sleep wake up
daily thoughts redflageveryday redflag seems like best option end pain years therapy helped understand hurt resolved painim years old job pays well years almost one month sober suffer ptsd adhd depressive disorder behavioral addictions constantly need approval others order maintain self esteem battle internal fits rage triggered mistakes made work fabricated memories neglectful spiteful mother distant older brother meaningful friendships life ive never meaningful relationship woman almost every sexual encounter rare onestand usually paid escort habit expensive sexual outlet mainly masturbating porn and suffer erectile dysfunction physical nature assume years chronic masturbation damaged me way man age live id soon end life recently major surgery surgeon wrote prescriptions hydrocodonetylenol pain killer muscle relaxer barely used them hydrocodone tablets dozen muscle relaxants daily thoughts taking once think would let sleep wake up
pensamientos diarios redflagday redflag parece como mejor opción final dolor años terapia ayudó a entender dolor resuelto años de trabajo paga bien años casi un mes sobria sufrir ptsd adhd trastorno depresivo trastornos conductuales constantemente necesidad de aprobación otros orden mantener auto estima batalla interna ataques rabia desencadenada errores hecho trabajo memorias fabricadas negligente madre distante hermano mayor amistades significativas vida vida ive nunca significativa mujer casi todos los encuentros sexuales raro onestand pagad escort hábito caro salida sexual principalmente masturbarse porno y sufrir disfunción eréctil naturaleza física asumir años masturbación crónica me dañó manera hombre edad vivir pronto fin de la vida recientemente cirugía mayor cirujano escribió recetas hydrocodonotylenol dolor asesino relajante muscular apenas utilizado ellos hidrocodona tabletas docena relajantes musculares pensamientos diarios que una vez pensarían dejaría dormir despertar