even fail testing methodi saline kcl powder not made medication made research syringes learned kcl iv painful prepared pain real put bit kcl powder saline loaded like ml ml syringe tried find vein arm difficult check got vein one hand needed pull slightly draw blood took like  mins pressed felt rush saline coming system panicked managed put ml pulled out even real get test pain monyh ago halfassedly tried bleed using syringe tube putting vein blood filled like half small cup stopped someone end me want go hospital beg put anesthesia die lonely fuck scared life parents already hate place say know so cant even pass parttime job interview fuck good at
even fail testing methodi saline kcl powder not made medication made research syringes learned kcl iv painful prepared pain real put bit kcl powder saline loaded like ml ml syringe tried find vein arm difficult check got vein one hand needed pull slightly draw blood took like mins pressed felt rush saline coming system panicked managed put ml pulled out even real get test pain monyh ago halfassedly tried bleed using syringe tube putting vein blood filled like half small cup stopped someone end me want go hospital beg put anesthesia die lonely fuck scared life parents already hate place say know so cant even pass parttime job interview fuck good at
incluso fracaso pruebas methodi solución salina kcl polvo no hecho medicación hecha jeringas de investigación aprendido kcl iv dolor doloroso preparado dolor real bit kcl polvo salino cargado como ml ml jeringa tratado encontrar brazo venoso difícil chequeo consiguió vena una mano necesaria tirón ligeramente sangre tomó como minutos presionado sentida prisa salino que viene sistema controlado controló poner ml incluso real obtener dolor de prueba monyh hace medio asanamente intentado sangrar usando jeringa tubo poner vena sangre llena como media taza parada alguien final me quiero ir hospital mendigue poner anestesia morir solitario mierda vida miedo padres ya decir saber así no puede incluso pasar medio tiempo entrevista de trabajo follada buena en