whats wrong wanting permanent solution temporary problemin case temporary ive struggling suicidal thoughts five years already loving parents im attending medical school according standards ive hit lottery life well ill completely honest tell feel like drew short end stick everyday feel like failure feel miserable surrounded people dislike tired living perpetual state anxiety panic cramming head hundreds pages information weekly basis probably life do something enjoy people even understand depression makes unable enjoy things used enjoy then take time school drop medical school altogether already tried taking time away academia worst two years life believe me drop medical school default neet lots money wouldve dropped already parents need grow old stable jobs need become successful member society make proud pay back bullshit theyve went raise me time wish could switch brain stop worry  things time im solidified mass depression anxiety panic regret stress
whats wrong wanting permanent solution temporary problemin case temporary ive struggling suicidal thoughts five years already loving parents im attending medical school according standards ive hit lottery life well ill completely honest tell feel like drew short end stick everyday feel like failure feel miserable surrounded people dislike tired living perpetual state anxiety panic cramming head hundreds pages information weekly basis probably life do something enjoy people even understand depression makes unable enjoy things used enjoy then take time school drop medical school altogether already tried taking time away academia worst two years life believe me drop medical school default neet lots money wouldve dropped already parents need grow old stable jobs need become successful member society make proud pay back bullshit theyve went raise me time wish could switch brain stop worry things time im solidified mass depression anxiety panic regret stress
Lo que está mal es querer solución permanente problema temporal en caso de vida temporal lucha pensamientos suicidas cinco años ya amorosos padres im asistir a la escuela de medicina de acuerdo estándares ive hit vida lotería bien mal completamente honesto decir sentir como drawn short end stick todos los días sentir como fracaso sentirse miserable personas no les gusta cansado vivir perpetua estado ansiedad pánico pánico cabeza cientos de páginas información base semanal probablemente la vida hacer algo disfrutar de la gente incluso la depresión hace que no disfrutar de las cosas usadas disfrutar y luego tomar tiempo escuela escuela de medicina abandono en conjunto ya tratado de quitar tiempo academia peor dos años de vida creer que me abandono escuela de medicina por defecto lotes de dinero se han caído ya los padres necesitan crecer viejos puestos de trabajo estables necesidad convertirse en éxito sociedad miembro hacer orgulloso pagar mierda que han ido aumento de tiempo deseo podría cambiar cerebro dejar de preocuparse cosas tiempo im solidificado depresión masiva ansiedad pánico arrepentimiento estrés