pray wake upim  year old guy college come middle class family dads father abusive alcoholic thus father abused much older brother time fathers child gotten little better used spank sister kids reason sister completely shut someone yells us changed gotten better yell get angry never lays finger either us however always expect to even though point life know cares would never that anger saw ingrained since child hate it mothers mother alcoholic well terrible childhood never physically abused mentally broken down exgirlfriend emotionally abusive manipulative combination mother live constantly thought everyone always passiveaggressive hate me often feel like capable loved hate much believe anyone could hate me nothing makes happy anymore job video games movies lost motivation couple friends tell care me quite frankly feel like would better without me feel like issues weigh realize much better would without me nothing live anymore nothing makes happy reason alive feel guilty leave  friends sister hate life feel like everyone hates mad time everytime go sleep when trouble sleeping pray wake up hopefully pop tire car flips over don know hell read far thanks guess all
pray wake upim year old guy college come middle class family dads father abusive alcoholic thus father abused much older brother time fathers child gotten little better used spank sister kids reason sister completely shut someone yells us changed gotten better yell get angry never lays finger either us however always expect to even though point life know cares would never that anger saw ingrained since child hate it mothers mother alcoholic well terrible childhood never physically abused mentally broken down exgirlfriend emotionally abusive manipulative combination mother live constantly thought everyone always passiveaggressive hate me often feel like capable loved hate much believe anyone could hate me nothing makes happy anymore job video games movies lost motivation couple friends tell care me quite frankly feel like would better without me feel like issues weigh realize much better would without me nothing live anymore nothing makes happy reason alive feel guilty leave friends sister hate life feel like everyone hates mad time everytime go sleep when trouble sleeping pray wake up hopefully pop tire car flips overdon know hell read far thanks guess all
Reza despierta upim año viejo chico universidad venir clase media padres familia padre abuso alcoholico así padre abuso mucho hermano mayor tiempo padre hijo niño se puso poco mejor uso nalgada hijos razón hermana completamente cerrado alguien grita nos cambia mejor gritar mejor se enfada nunca pone dedo o nos sin embargo siempre esperamos a pesar de que la vida sabe que los cuidados nunca que ira visto arraigado ya niño odio madre madre alcoholico bien terrible infancia nunca físicamente maltratado mentalmente roto exnovia emocional abusivo manipulación combinación madre vivir constantemente pensamiento todo el mundo siempre pasivo agresivo odio a menudo se siente como capaz amado odio mucho creer que nadie podría odiarme nada hace feliz más trabajo videojuegos películas pérdida motivación pareja amigos decir cuidado me francamente me siento como si fuera mejor sin mí los problemas pesar se dan cuenta mucho mejor sin mí nada vivir más nada hace feliz razón viva sentirse culpable dejar amigos hermana odio la vida se siente como todo odio loco tiempo cada vez que duerme