took bunch sleep aid heres hoping dont wake upi guess long time coming nothing life makes sense life absolutely shitty day born ive fight battles one face living nightmare people arent meant alive want yeet longer find purpose drive so eyes open awful life really is born worst luck ever dont understand raped molested jobless almost  years dumped homeless exabused parent disowned family abused narcissistic ex coerced sex man ghosted lover told cant job medical marijuana card im looking possible homelessness future inability move roommate supposed move boulder colorado next year havent able find work trying doesnt seem helping all im lose lose situation feel meds working im tired brain keeps shuddering like flickering read type text theres pressure behind eyes think im getting headache dont understand universe thinks one person endure this note really dont want god comments leave god this dont believe dont put here thanks reading this maybe wont forgotten afterall
took bunch sleep aid heres hoping dont wake upi guess long time coming nothing life makes sense life absolutely shitty day born ive fight battles one face living nightmare people arent meant alive want yeet longer find purpose drive so eyes open awful life really is born worst luck ever dont understand raped molested jobless almost years dumped homeless exabused parent disowned family abused narcissistic ex coerced sex man ghosted lover told cant job medical marijuana card im looking possible homelessness future inability move roommate supposed move boulder colorado next year havent able find work trying doesnt seem helping all im lose lose situationfeel meds working im tired brain keeps shuddering like flickering read type text theres pressure behind eyes think im getting headache dont understand universe thinks one person endure this note really dont want god comments leave god this dont believe dont put here thanks reading this maybe wont forgotten afterall
Un montón de ayuda para dormir aquí con la esperanza de no despertar upi mucho tiempo que viene nada vida tiene sentido vida absolutamente día de mierda nacido lucha ive batallas una cara pesadilla la gente no significa vida querer yet más tiempo encontrar propósito conducir así ojos abrir vida horrible realmente nace peor suerte nunca no entender violado abusado sin empleo casi años dejados sin hogar padres despojados familia abusado narcisista ex coaccionado sexo hombre fantasma amante le dijo a Cant trabajo medicina marihuana tarjeta im buscando posible sin hogar futuro incapacidad movimiento compañero supuesto movimiento boulder colorado el próximo año no han podido encontrar trabajo tratando de tratar no parece ayudar a todos perder situación meds trabajo im cansado cerebro sigue temblando como parpadeo texto tipo lectura thres presión detrás de los ojos piensa im tener dolor de cabeza no entender universo piensa que una persona soportar esta nota realmente no quiere Dios comentarios dejar a dios este no creo no poner aquí gracias leer esto tal vez no se olvidará después de todo