ma couple weeks ago latest attempt end life years mental health stabilizing getting better every year year pandemic relapsing depression girlfriend breaking with new redflagful job led dark rabbit hole gotten control finally tried taking life again found parents hanging tree unconscious losing last bit oxygen taken hospital literally time got tested treated injuries held safety week life back normal buti want try againlast time note prepared do bought new rope stare rope tens minutes something else distracts mei want die badly know anymorei enough money insurance counseling medications know direction go towards also none friends serious enough people imit feels like pressure chest death get rid ofi sick typical it selfish people miss you arguments since obvious point give fuck that know bad think that really bad right nowi feel lost guys might actually try end life again failed attempt want try again
ma couple weeks ago latest attempt end life years mental health stabilizing getting better every year year pandemic relapsing depression girlfriend breaking with new redflagful job led dark rabbit hole gotten control finally tried taking life again found parents hanging tree unconscious losing last bit oxygen taken hospital literally time got tested treated injuries held safety week life back normal buti want try againlast time note prepared do bought new rope stare rope tens minutes something else distracts mei want die badly know anymorei enough money insurance counseling medications know direction go towards also none friends serious enough people imit feels like pressure chest death get rid ofi sick typical it selfish people miss you arguments since obvious point give fuck that know bad think that really bad right nowi feel lost guys might actually try end life again failed attempt want try again
ma pareja semanas hace último intento fin de la vida años la salud mental estabilización mejora cada año pandemia recaída depresión novia romper con nuevo trabajo rojo flagful led agujero conejo oscuro consiguió el control finalmente intentó tomar la vida de nuevo encontró padres colgando árbol inconsciente perder último poco de oxígeno tomado hospital literalmente tiempo se sometió a pruebas lesiones mantenidas seguridad semana vida de vuelta normal pero quiero intentar otra vez la última vez que la nota preparada comprar nueva cuerda mirada cuerda decenas minutos algo más distrae mei quiero morir mal saber más ya suficiente dinero seguro consejería medicamentos saber dirección ir hacia también nadie amigos lo suficientemente grave gente imit se siente como presión pecho muerte deshacerse dei enfermo típico gente egoísta te echa de menos argumentos ya que punto obvio dar mierda que saben mal pensar que realmente mal ahora me siento chicos perdidos podría intentar terminar la vida otra vez intento fallido querer intentarlo de nuevo