struggling suicidal thoughts days worse likely common theme people similar situation always reluctant even vent little anyone real life online feel problems thoughts less importance think others going much worse me mostly keep quiet feel whether negative positivehowever today guess finally decided vent little even get responses reactions maybe make feel better regardless go everything makes feel anxious depressed hopeless etc ill keep brief sake anyone reading mention one lost mother  years ago everything me whatever good trait if any died home last moments think anything painful face facteven though supposed venting want whoever sees know sorry know are sorry cannot help whatever going through sorry going physical mental pain hope get gain strength keep living able happy feel loved ill first say love youthank reading  hello
struggling suicidal thoughts days worse likely common theme people similar situation always reluctant even vent little anyone real life online feel problems thoughts less importance think others going much worse me mostly keep quiet feel whether negative positivehowever today guess finally decided vent little even get responses reactions maybe make feel better regardless go everything makes feel anxious depressed hopeless etc ill keep brief sake anyone reading mention one lost mother years ago everything me whatever good trait if any died home last moments think anything painful face facteven though supposed venting want whoever sees know sorry know are sorry cannot help whatever going through sorry going physical mental pain hope get gain strength keep living able happy feel loved ill first say love youthank reading hello
lucha pensamientos suicidas días peor probable gente tema común situación similar siempre reacio incluso ventilar poco nadie vida real en línea sentir problemas pensamientos menos importancia pensar que otros van mucho peor yo mayormente mantener silencio sentir si negativo positivo sin embargo hoy adivinar finalmente decidió ventilación poco incluso obtener reacciones reacciones tal vez hacer sentir mejor independientemente de ir todo hace sentirse ansioso deprimido desesperado etc mal mantener breve sake cualquiera que lea mencionar una madre perdida hace años todo lo que yo cualquier buen rasgo si cualquier muerto en casa último momento pensar cualquier hecho cara dolorosa incluso aunque supuesto ventilación quieren quien ve lo siento saber lo siento no puede ayudar cualquier cosa pasando por lo siento ir físico dolor mental esperanza obtener fuerza seguir viviendo capaz feliz sentir amado mal primero decir amor youthank leer hola