life tried resist parents workim  parents planning long international family vacation want go depression kicking ass horrendous motion sickness gives anxiety think handle  hour flight also hard time private space usually meltdowns kinds vacations want go trip ive trying tell weeks never took seriously paid attention now first asked decided state demand stay home ive stayed home alone week long periods past before say stay home alone time decided cant use car rest life stay home leave door open security cameras pointed  tell love ive ruined parentchild relationship forever say priorities straight im school im training new job ive never done kinds rebellious things cancelled flight already apologize itll seem like im material gain already think im using money know going happen feels like cant fix it thing thats keeping going boyfriend barely im ready end all feels like concept freedom taken away me doubt theyll understand listen that ive said would kill multiple times past told shut up want die front prove im faking it
life tried resist parents workim parents planning long international family vacation want go depression kicking ass horrendous motion sickness gives anxiety think handle hour flight also hard time private space usually meltdowns kinds vacations want go trip ive trying tell weeks never took seriously paid attention now first asked decided state demand stay home ive stayed home alone week long periods past before say stay home alone time decided cant use car rest life stay home leave door open security cameras pointed tell love ive ruined parentchild relationship forever say priorities straight im school im training new job ive never done kinds rebellious things cancelled flight already apologize itll seem like im material gain already think im using money know going happen feels like cant fix it thing thats keeping going boyfriend barely im ready end all feels like concept freedom taken away me doubt theyll understand listen that ive said would kill multiple times past told shut up want die front prove im faking it
La vida intenta resistirse padres trabajoim padres planificación largas vacaciones familiares internacionales quieren ir depresión patadas culo horrible movimiento enfermedad da ansiedad pensar manejar vuelo hora también duro tiempo espacio privado generalmente derretimientos tipos vacaciones quieren ir viaje ive trying contar semanas nunca se tomó en serio atención ahora se pidió primero estado demanda estancia en casa ive quedarse en casa solo semana largos períodos pasados antes de decir quedarse en casa solo tiempo decidido no utilizar coche descanso vida estancia casa salir puertas puertas cámaras de seguridad apuntadas decirle amor ive arruinado parentchild relación para siempre decir prioridades recta im escuela im formación nuevo trabajo ive nunca hecho clases rebeldes cosas canceladas vuelo ya se disculpa parecerá como im ganancia material ya creo que im uso de dinero va a suceder se siente como no se puede arreglar cosa que mantiene novio apenas im listo final todo se siente como concepto libertad me llevó a cabo duda van a entender escuchar que ive dijo matar varias veces pasado dijo que quiere morir delante prueba im fingir