im sorry bad lifethats family wants say ones wanted know something me next paragraph it sorry new bible im okay days really need unburden u wanna read fucking shit go last paragraph today heard aunt tell life difficult since mother always worried taking care hair food home etc truth mother always said bad children regretful me much daughter devil let hug because like touch leave house while see friends came home fighting me hated father left me chased around places watched hidden house list long suffered bullying lgbt woman black suffered homophobia even without family confirmation suffered abuse whole week inside home beaten mother times went principal badmouth eye me manipulated everyones mind would always wrong one list really huge addition neglect medical help never denied going doctor whenever felt something said exaggerating today chance develop uterine cancer due negligence happy situation country happy peoples ignorance happy loss important person entire life grandma happened month ago tried redflag age  seeing best friend leave me humiliated school beaten place grandma almost died ending hospital end more ended picking knife birthday alone  going kill myself stopping promise made moment i try continue forgive kill future everything fine received many threats mother child abandonment threats even though wanna make happy today heard aunt saying feel happy mom bad dad im even old enough suicidal currently  years old today cannot see many reasons live want grandma want peace now think right life bad suicidal younger wanna phrase no one say much hurt u know sometimes need see things common child pass through wanna be selfish idk knowing everyone bad make feel worse like everyone worse handle better current age diagnosed depression anxiety almost did almost ptsd cant see whole life really something bad im selfish wanting worse really bad seriously need know could say im okay without ridiculed really sorry fucking mess put here alive rough sometimes
im sorry bad lifethats family wants say ones wanted know something me next paragraph it sorry new bible im okay days really need unburden u wanna read fucking shit go last paragraph today heard aunt tell life difficult since mother always worried taking care hair food home etc truth mother always said bad children regretful me much daughter devil let hug because like touch leave house while see friends came home fighting me hated father left me chased around places watched hidden house list long suffered bullying lgbt woman black suffered homophobia even without family confirmation suffered abuse whole week inside home beaten mother times went principal badmouth eye me manipulated everyones mind would always wrong one list really huge addition neglect medical help never denied going doctor whenever felt something said exaggerating today chance develop uterine cancer due negligence happy situation country happy peoples ignorance happy loss important person entire life grandma happened month ago tried redflag age seeing best friend leave me humiliated school beaten place grandma almost died ending hospital end more ended picking knife birthday alone going kill myself stopping promise made moment i try continue forgive kill future everything fine received many threats mother child abandonment threats even though wanna make happy today heard aunt saying feel happymom bad dadim even old enough suicidal currently years old today cannot see many reasons live want grandma want peace now think right life bad suicidal younger wanna phrase no one say much hurt u know sometimes need see things common child pass through wanna be selfish idk knowing everyone bad make feel worse like everyone worse handle better current age diagnosed depression anxiety almost did almost ptsd cant see whole life really something bad im selfish wanting worse really bad seriously need know could say im okay without ridiculedreally sorryfucking mess put here alive rough sometimes
Lo siento mala vida que la familia quiere decir que los que querían saber algo de mí el próximo párrafo lo siento nueva biblia