nothing nothingmy husband last night drinking three months  years problem drinking excuses maxing card card spending every dime including change penny jar getting deposits back beer store  always last night worst right weeks ive worked overtime shifts am pmmidnight pay bills literally sleep  nonconsecutive hours night im teacher work since rd medical leave aka hungover two days running drinking every day since fast next  weeks actually ok ive done weeks before also necessary food hes skinny cant skip meals im fucking fatass probably partly man wanted useless horrible drunk friends homes families hes alienated everyone  longer speak anyone family one nightmarish drunken episode another friends become drunk  first cope keep every drop spend evenings hiding booze him hiding cards hiding keys drinks head bobs around stumbles breaks things  denies hes drunk never gone university never left shithole town married best farmer shut fucking mouth hate life hate every day wake up hate already ive cut arms open never deep enough hung privately enough ive overdosed barfed up thing keeping alive knowing take proper care dog
nothing nothingmy husband last night drinking three months years problem drinking excuses maxing card card spending every dime including change penny jar getting deposits back beer store always last night worst right weeks ive worked overtime shifts am pmmidnight pay bills literally sleep nonconsecutive hours night im teacher work since rd medical leave aka hungover two days running drinking every day since fast next weeks actually ok ive done weeks before also necessary food hes skinny cant skip meals im fucking fatass probably partly man wanted useless horrible drunk friends homes families hes alienated everyone longer speak anyone family one nightmarish drunken episode another friends become drunk first cope keep every drop spend evenings hiding booze him hiding cards hiding keys drinks head bobs around stumbles breaks things denies hes drunk never gone university never left shithole town married best farmer shut fucking mouth hate life hate every day wake up hate already ive cut arms open never deep enough hung privately enough ive overdosed barfed up thing keeping alive knowing take proper care dog
nada nada mi marido anoche beber tres meses años problema beber excusas maximización tarjeta de gasto cada centavo incluyendo cambio penique tarro conseguir depósitos volver cerveza tienda siempre anoche peor derecho semanas ive trabajo horas extras turnos am pmnight pagar facturas literalmente dormir horas no consecutivas noche im trabajo profesor desde rd médico dejar aka resaca dos días corriendo beber todos los días desde rápido las próximas semanas en realidad bien hecho semanas antes también necesario comida hes flaco cant saltar comidas im puto gordo probablemente en parte el hombre quería inútiles horribles amigos borrachos casas familias familias hesaised todo el mundo habla más largo cualquier familia una noche marisco borracho episodio otro amigos se emborrachan primero hacer frente mantener cada gota pasar la noche ocultando tarjetas ocultando llaves bebidas bobs head bobs alrededor de tropiezos rompe cosas niega que él borracho nunca ido universidad nunca dejó mierda ciudad casado mejor agricultor puta boca odio vida odio cada día despertar odio ya ive corte brazos abiertos nunca lo suficientemente profundo colgados en privado ive borrachos borrachos mantener vivo sabiendo tomar cuidado perro adecuado