lets real people stop giving shit weeks if ever even care allredflag deeply personal thing ive two acquaintances kill last two years hardly ever think them want kill myself im scared to dont want pain switch flipped brain brain wants die every day strong suicidal thoughts im running gas wish brain didnt want kill much ive literally beating shit lately close fist punching face ive lost control forehead knuckles covered visible bruises want stop pain ive saved lot money funeral costs years ive distancing loved ones want reduce footprint redflag inevitable hurt family wish could make look like accident would hurt think still care people want live im trying hard live im scared
lets real people stop giving shit weeks if ever even care allredflag deeply personal thing ive two acquaintances kill last two years hardly ever think them want kill myself im scared to dont want pain switch flipped brain brain wants die every day strong suicidal thoughts im running gas wish brain didnt want kill much ive literally beating shit lately close fist punching faceive lost control forehead knuckles covered visible bruises want stop pain ive saved lot money funeral costs years ive distancing loved ones want reduce footprint redflag inevitable hurt family wish could make look like accident would hurt think still care people want live im trying hard liveim scared
Deja a la gente real dejar de dar mierda semanas si alguna vez le importa allredflag profundamente personal ive dos conocidos matar los últimos dos años casi nunca piensan que quieren matarme a mí mismo Im miedo a no querer interruptor de dolor cerebro volteado cerebro quiere morir cada día fuertes pensamientos suicidas im funcionamiento gas deseo cerebro no quería matar mucho ive literalmente golpear mierda últimamente cerca puño puñetazos faciales perder control nudillos de la frente cubiertos moretones visibles quieren detener dolor ive ahorrado mucho dinero funeral costos años ive distanciando seres queridos quieren reducir huella rojo bandera inevitable deseo de la familia podría hacer ver como accidente se lastimaría pensar cuidado la gente quiere vivir im tratando duro liveim miedo