dont knowi dont even feel like belong here im constant balance slightly numb daydreaming redflag ive done everything fucking feel something past months ive cut many fucking times finally stopped weeks ago bled much thought hit vein although sometimes wish had wouldnt deal fucking noise around me bullshit many ideas many people think know all canmt tune anymore feel like everything coming end im  shouldnt fucking go this sounds selfish feel it wish didnt aware everything falling apart around me wish didnt people age shaming putting acting bullshit thats going on im tired nothings getting better im drunk mind right now im trying make things coherent forgive this fuck pointless want drink cant move
dont knowi dont even feel like belong here im constant balance slightly numb daydreaming redflag ive done everything fucking feel something past months ive cut many fucking times finally stopped weeks ago bled much thought hit vein although sometimes wish had wouldnt deal fucking noise around me bullshit many ideas many people think know all canmt tune anymore feel like everything coming endim shouldnt fucking go this sounds selfish feel it wish didnt aware everything falling apart around me wish didnt people age shaming putting acting bullshit thats going on im tired nothings getting better im drunk mind right now im trying make things coherent forgive this fuck pointless want drink cant move
No sé ni siquiera me siento como si perteneciera aquí im equilibrio constante un poco adormecido día soñando rojo flag ive hecho todo mierda sentir algo meses pasados ive corte muchas putas veces finalmente paró hace semanas sangró mucho pensamiento hit vene aunque a veces deseo no habría trato puto ruido alrededor de mí mierda muchas ideas mucha gente piensa que saben todo canmt sintonizar más sentir como todo venir endim no debe ir mierda este sonido egoísta se siente que desea no se dio cuenta de todo desbaratar alrededor de mí deseo no la gente edad avergonzarse de poner actuación mierda que está pasando nada está mejor estoy borracho mente en este momento estoy tratando de hacer las cosas coherentes perdón esta mierda sin sentido deseo bebida no puede moverse