existing exhaustinghi there first time post something reddit im neither happy sad feeling im tired hopeless im dealing major depression since  im warrior  years stuck home several months internet place talk another people friends friends kicked chat groups think im annoying left behind cuz im toxic know always cheerful guy gang when cheerful guy cant laugh anymore becomes useless yeah throw away cuz cant laugh make laugh like before btw play video games im hardcore gamer fighting with depression valuable lesson video games thought me sometimes play game hours done quests unlock achievements feel like thats enough feel like play anymore game high rated metacritic  like continue like play another game even game library prefer play know still quests maybe watch best cg ending like continue tired think enough this feel life already battlefield fight depression protect myself government covid family make thing even worse fun perfect good enough problem want play anymore its enough
existing exhaustinghi there first time post something reddit im neither happy sad feeling im tired hopeless im dealing major depression since im warrior years stuck home several months internet place talk another people friends friends kicked chat groups think im annoying left behind cuz im toxic know always cheerful guy gang when cheerful guy cant laugh anymore becomes useless yeahthrow away cuz cant laugh make laugh like before btw play video games im hardcore gamer fighting with depression valuable lesson video games thought me sometimes play game hours done quests unlock achievements feel like thats enough feel like play anymore game high rated metacritic like continue like play another game even game library prefer play know still quests maybe watch best cg ending like continue tired think enough this feel life already battlefield fight depression protect myself government covid family make thing even worse fun perfect good enough problem want play anymore its enough
existente exhaustinghi allí primera vez post algo reddit im ni feliz triste sentimiento im cansado desesperanza Im trading major depression desde im guerrero años atascados casa varios meses Internet place charla otra gente amigos pateó grupos de chat creo que im molesto dejado detrás cuz im toxico sé siempre alegre guy gang cuando alegre guy cant reir más se vuelve inútil yesthrow lejos cuz cant reir hacer reír como antes btw jugar videojuegos im hardcore gamer lucha con depresión valiosa lección videojuegos pensé que a veces juego horas de juego hecho misiones desbloquear logros se siente como eso se siente suficiente como jugar más juego alto clasificado metacritic como continuar como jugar otro juego incluso biblioteca de juegos prefieren jugar todavía misiones tal vez ver mejor cg final como continuar cansado pensar lo suficiente esta sensación de vida ya lucha contra la depresión protegerme gobierno covid familia hacer algo peor diversión perfecto suficiente problema quiere jugar más su suficiente