selfish wanting end lifebeen feeling suicidal got around purely people would get upset understand get called selfish loads things wanting end life understand people thinking selfish ending seems like option sometimes go things go nobody else understands dont even see good future people bring like gonna change things dont see happening sometimes get right edge attempting end realise fuck calm myself ive never believed thought id never get far im still daily things keep putting im scared ill get far ill end killing without hesitation lacking support right 
selfish wanting end lifebeen feeling suicidal got around purely people would get upset understand get called selfish loads things wanting end life understand people thinking selfish ending seems like option sometimes go things go nobody else understands dont even see good future people bring like gonna change things dont see happening sometimes get right edge attempting end realise fuck calm myselfive never believed thought id never get far im still daily things keep putting im scared ill get far ill end killing without hesitation lacking support right
egoísta querer acabar con la vida ser en sentimiento de suicidio consiguió alrededor puramente la gente se molesta entender se llaman cargas egoístas cosas querer terminar la vida entender la gente pensar final egoísta parece como opción a veces ir las cosas van nadie más entiende ni siquiera ver buen futuro la gente trae como va a cambiar las cosas no ver que suceden a veces se ponen a la derecha intentar final se dan cuenta calma melfive nunca se creyó pensamiento id nunca llegar lejos todavía las cosas siguen poniendo Im miedo mal llegar mal extremo matar sin dudar falta de apoyo derecho