take meds harm others harm myself deep feel like am nasty person narcissist compassionmonday tried hang could bear situation anymore wanted easy way avoid harming people also avoid harmed peoplewhen got chair hang reason could kill myself bit mess could get back chair easily legs shaking much like longer control lower body really thought going die really mind case  well bad get back chair time  managed get back chair took hell lot muscle strength anywayit deterred trying till today feel miserable nasty need another way end things maybe faster way despicable person
take meds harm others harm myself deep feel like am nasty person narcissist compassionmonday tried hang could bear situation anymore wanted easy way avoid harming people also avoid harmed peoplewhen got chair hang reason could kill myself bit mess could get back chair easily legs shaking much like longer control lower body really thought going die really mind case well bad get back chair time managed get back chair took hell lot muscle strength anywayit deterred trying till today feel miserable nasty need another way end things maybe faster way despicable person
tomar medicamentos dañar a los demás me daño profundo sentir como soy desagradable persona narcisista compasión el lunes tratado de colgar podría soportar la situación más querido manera fácil evitar dañar a la gente también evitar personas dañadas cuando consiguió silla colgar razón podría matarme poco desorden podría conseguir back silla fácilmente piernas temblando mucho como más largo control inferior cuerpo realmente pensé que va a morir realmente mente caso bien mal conseguir back silla tiempo manejado conseguir back silla tomó mucho músculo fuerza de todos modos disuadió tratando hasta hoy sentirse miserable desagradable necesidad otra manera de terminar las cosas tal vez más rápido manera despreciable persona