lost sure proceedi m nearly shot three times past month nearly front friends long story involves complicated family social life recently suffered concussion friend hit head day receiving hit lost control emotions real fake amazing gf willing anything help also love desire thats lived  years never go away love close friend well call x x close friend knows feelings recently admitted feeling afraid rejection pain never dated think anything good would happen relationship would constricting love gf dearly loves dream girl day admitting everything burned me said want anything me x whenever gets scared family help neither friends were closely knitted want hurt social circle have told gf everything happened forgiven feel worth love hate x shit pulls through hate able count family hate suicidal since age  long story just sure place next foot death seeming sweet oblivion final note x said shed help issues instantly burnt afterwards gf long distance
lost sure proceedi m nearly shot three times past month nearly front friends long story involves complicated family social life recently suffered concussion friend hit head day receiving hit lost control emotions real fake amazing gf willing anything help also love desire thats lived years never go away love close friend well call x x close friend knows feelings recently admitted feeling afraid rejection pain never dated think anything good would happen relationship would constricting love gf dearly loves dream girl day admitting everything burned me said want anything me x whenever gets scared family help neither friends were closely knitted want hurt social circle have told gf everything happened forgiven feel worth love hate x shit pulls through hate able count family hate suicidal since age long story just sure place next foot death seeming sweet oblivion final note x said shed help issues instantly burnt afterwards gf long distance
perdido seguro procedi m casi tiro tres veces el mes pasado amigos casi frente larga historia implica complicado familia vida social recientemente sufrió conmoción amigo golpeó cabeza día recibir golpe perdido control emociones real falso increíble gf querer cualquier cosa ayuda también amor deseo que vivió años nunca se van amor amigo cercano bien llamada x x amigo cercano sabe sentimientos recientemente admitido sentir miedo rechazo dolor nunca datado pensar que algo bueno pasaría relación constreñir amor gf ama querida chica día admitir todo me quemó dijo quiero nada me x cada vez que se asusta familia ayuda ni amigos estaban estrechamente de punto quieren daño círculo social han dicho gf todo pasó perdonado sentir vale el amor odio x mierda tira a través de odio capaz contar familia odio suicida desde la larga historia seguro lugar siguiente pie muerte parece dulce olvido nota final x dijo derramado problemas de ayuda instantáneamente quemado después gf larga distancia