day goes break tears point  worst lost job aunt stepfather anxiously awaiting results chest xray nerves shot redflaged struggling pay bills keep car road still trying figure going afford new tires need missing payment credit card living  away maxed last months starting think everything would better lung cancer gone stop worrying money happiness burden familymy wife talked going on kept lot her sees crying best ignore me sure resents useless waste space gone able find someone actually happy with guilt freei just know guess needed say it expecting advice help wanted get ramblings head feels like alone
day goes break tears point worst lost job aunt stepfather anxiously awaiting resultschest xray nerves shot redflaged struggling pay bills keep car road still trying figure going afford new tires need missing payment credit card living away maxed last months starting think everything would better lung cancer gone stop worrying money happiness burden familymy wife talked going on kept lot her sees crying best ignore me sure resents useless waste space gone able find someone actually happy with guilt freei just know guess needed say it expecting advice help wanted get ramblings head feels like alone
día se va a romper lágrimas punto peor trabajo perdido tía padrastro esperando ansiosamente resultadoschest xray nervios tiro rojo lucha facturas de pago mantener coche carretera todavía tratando figura va a pagar nuevos neumáticos necesidad falta pago tarjeta de crédito vivir lejos maximizado los últimos meses a partir de pensar todo mejor cáncer de pulmón ido dejar de preocuparse dinero carga felicidad familia mi esposa habló seguir adelante lote ella ve llorar mejor ignorarme seguro se resiente inútil espacio perdido capaz encontrar alguien en realidad feliz con culpa freei sólo sé que es necesario decir que esperando consejo quería conseguir divagar cabeza se siente como solo