convinced myself putting much pressure current partner incredibly selfish so way unintentionally emotionally manipulating boyfriend stay even though feelings  genuine sentiment if breaks up die cannot see move pain way much handle already not make better work stuff i feel need commit suicide unless fight sometimes underlying feeling messed way much redflag depression pain going driven point think nothing fixable cannot deal present live without partneri need suggestions answers anything hope life cannot even think suicide cannot equate relationship even stuff gets worse absolutely cannot it cannot put kind pressure partner wants leave able to already told this wish not might take decisions based thishow stop feeling equate relationship made mind committing suicide event breakup
convinced myself putting much pressure current partner incredibly selfish so way unintentionally emotionally manipulating boyfriend stay even though feelings genuine sentiment if breaks up die cannot see move pain way much handle already not make better work stuff i feel need commit suicide unless fight sometimes underlying feeling messed way much redflag depression pain going driven point think nothing fixable cannot deal present live without partneri need suggestions answers anything hope life cannot even think suicide cannot equate relationship even stuff gets worse absolutely cannot it cannot put kind pressure partner wants leave able to already told this wish not might take decisions based thishow stop feeling equate relationship made mind committing suicide event breakup
me convencí a mi mismo poniendo mucha presión socio actual increíblemente egoísta así que involuntariamente manipulando emocionalmente novio estancia aunque sentimientos genuino sentimiento si rompes morir no puede ver movimiento dolor manera mucho manejar ya no hacer mejores cosas de trabajo que necesito suicidarme a menos que la lucha a veces subyacente sentimiento desordenado manera mucho rojoflag depresión dolor va punto impulsado pensar nada fijable no puede tratar presente en vivo sin pareja necesita sugerencias respuestas nada esperanza vida ni siquiera pensar suicidio no puede equiparar relaciones incluso cosas se pone peor absolutamente no puede poner amable presión pareja quiere dejar capaz de decir este deseo no podría tomar decisiones basadas en esto cómo dejar de sentir igual relación hecho mente cometer suicidio ruptura evento