f u c ki fucking hate myself theres point life fuck everyone fucking cares me didnt exist could die would break stupid fucking hearts cant fucking that also im afraid death parents brainwashed stupid fucking religion im secretly afraid gonna go hell miserable everyday feel like making difference world fact probably making world shittier place want gash arms want punch mirror fuck person reflection want use fucking shards cut deep skin cut vein arteries rip bleed out could drive really fast slam car brick wall fucking hate everything want punch something fucking hate alive fucking wish never born fuck didnt mom abort me didnt mom abort me didnt mom me didnt mom abort me w h n b r e stupid fucking religion thats why fuck fucking religion could non existent without it fuckin hate everything myself fucking hate myself
f u c ki fucking hate myself theres point life fuck everyone fucking cares me didnt exist could die would break stupid fucking hearts cant fucking that alsoim afraid death parents brainwashed stupid fucking religion im secretly afraid gonna go hell miserable everyday feel like making difference world fact probably making world shittier place want gash arms want punch mirror fuck person reflection want use fucking shards cut deep skin cut vein arteries rip bleed out could drive really fast slam car brick wall fucking hate everything want punch something fucking hate alive fucking wish never born fuck didnt mom abort me didnt mom abort me didnt mom me didnt mom abort me w h n b r e stupid fucking religion thats why fuck fucking religion could non existent without it fuckin hate everything myself fucking hate myself
f u c ki maldito odio a mí mismo theres punto vida mierda todo el mundo mierda me importa no existe podría morir romper estúpido puto corazón no puede follar que también miedo muerte padres lavado cerebro estúpido mierda religión im secretamente miedo va a ir al infierno miserable todos los días sentir como hacer diferencia realidad mundo probablemente haciendo mundo mierda lugar quieren agujeros brazos quieren espejo de sangre mierda reflejo de la persona quieren usar mierda fragmentos cortados piel profunda corte vena arterias rasgar podría conducir muy rápido golpe coche ladrillo pared odio todo quieren golpe algo mierda odio vivo mierda nunca nacer mierda mamá abort me no me abortó mamá me no mamá aborta w h n b r e estúpida religión eso es por mierda religión podría no existir sin que mierda odio todo yo mismo mierda odio a mí mismo