 years depersonalizationderealisation depression suicidal thoughts gotten better hate know ever like again become robot cannot even talk look family members eyes friends understand dpdr side hurts opened two people friends one said thought bad asked imagining going decide future now going college month pick job all antidepressants working gotten fat cannot even care reason live would family pain grateful family loves even though love eachother even deserve love hate past mistakes believe ever deserve love happiness sometimes think death easy way think maybe living suffering would better punishment me idk life hard slept day today even energy socialize anymore never really forced cannot even that think old friends think rude like even true one even takes seriously anyway joke group think stupid laugh nod gets awkward never say actually want to whatever though really want live happy life forgive know impossible relief
years depersonalizationderealisation depression suicidal thoughts gotten better hate know ever like again become robot cannot even talk look family members eyes friends understand dpdr side hurts opened two people friends one said thought bad asked imagining going decide future now going college month pick job all antidepressants working gotten fat cannot even care reason live would family pain grateful family loves even though love eachother even deserve love hate past mistakes believe ever deserve love happiness sometimes think death easy way think maybe living suffering would better punishment me idk life hard slept day today even energy socialize anymore never really forced cannot even that think old friends think rude like even true one even takes seriously anyway joke group think stupid laugh nod gets awkward never say actually want to whatever though really want live happy life forgive know impossible relief
años despersonalizaciónderealización depresión pensamientos suicidas mejoró odio saber siempre como de nuevo convertirse en robot ni siquiera hablar mirar miembros de la familia ojos amigos entender lado dpdr heridas abrió dos personas amigos uno dijo pensamiento mal preguntado imaginar ir a decidir futuro ahora ir universidad mes recoger trabajo todos los antidepresivos trabajando engordar ni siquiera importa razón vivir familia dolor agradecido familia ama incluso aunque el amor uno a otro incluso merece amor odio pasado errores creer siempre merece amor felicidad a veces pensar la muerte manera fácil pensar que tal vez vivir el sufrimiento mejor castigo me dura vida duro dormir día hoy incluso energía socializar ya nunca realmente forzado no puede incluso pensar viejos amigos pensar grosero como incluso verdadero incluso toma en serio broma grupo pensar risa estúpido nod se vuelve incómodo nunca decir realmente querer lo que realmente quiero vivir feliz vida perdonar saber alivio imposible