wake feeling sickly morning constant feeling emotional breakdown go hide bedroom minutes cry cannot cry feel emotionally constipated children around want see crying know going me honestly never felt like before distract feel heartbeat increase scared panic attack bath night though heart attach drowned children find next morning could relax got out thoughts time sometimes thoughts children murdered assaulted soon fall sleep oh sleep able sleep long time feel soo alone today cannot call family friends even say them explain understand really hurting today hurting
wake feeling sickly morning constant feeling emotional breakdown go hide bedroom minutes cry cannot cry feel emotionally constipated children around want see crying know going me honestly never felt like before distract feel heartbeat increase scared panic attack bath night though heart attach drowned children find next morning could relax got out thoughts time sometimes thoughts children murdered assaulted soon fall sleep oh sleep able sleep long time feel soo alone today cannot call family friends even say them explain understand really hurting today hurting
despierta sintiéndose enfermo por la mañana constante sensación emocional colapso ir escondite dormitorio minutos llanto no puede llorar sentirse emocionalmente estreñidos niños alrededor quieren ver llorar saber ir honestamente nunca se sintió como antes distraer el latido del corazón aumentar miedo ataque de pánico baño noche aunque el corazón se ata niños ahogados encontrar a la mañana siguiente podría relajarse salió pensamientos tiempo a veces pensamientos niños asesinados pronto caer sueño oh sueño capaz de dormir mucho tiempo sentir soo solo hoy no puede llamar amigos de la familia incluso decir que explicar entender realmente dolor hoy dolor