nothing like hit random crying spells thoughts suicide excuse communal areas house extended family mocks behavior suck man want try anymore want die defeated man disease ruined me  skipped everything fear cannot keep friends anymore believe ever right mindset children struggling handle school cope drugs alcohol half person used be absolute loser disappointment want disappear sure much longer point five years cannot even work nerve kill selfgod help tell disappointment family
nothing like hit random crying spells thoughts suicide excuse communal areas house extended family mocks behavior suck man want try anymore want die defeated man disease ruined me skipped everything fear cannot keep friends anymore believe ever right mindset children struggling handle school cope drugs alcohol half person used be absolute loser disappointment want disappear sure much longer point five years cannot even work nerve kill selfgod help tell disappointment family
nada como golpe al azar llanto hechizos pensamientos suicidio excusa zonas comunes casa familia extendida burlas comportamiento chupar hombre quiere tratar más quiero morir derrotado hombre enfermedad me arruinó todo miedo no puede mantener amigos más creer siempre derecho mentalidad niños lucha contra la escuela manejar drogas alcohol mitad persona utilizado ser perdedor absoluto decepción quieren desaparecer seguro mucho más largo punto cinco años no puede incluso trabajar nervio matar autodios ayuda a decirle decepción familia