almost  year old trans woman live south transitioned teens mentally female long remember transitioning blessing also curse gender dysphoria something would wish worst enemy transitioning simply would label anything sexuality wise gay male never felt true even though assigned male attracted men always identified internally straight female graduated high school online tried public school would stop going bullying harassment finally transitioned felt excited happy years went dysphoria got worst became unhappy myself parents divorced  still feel somehow responsible party always problems always felt strain put family parents cannot work redflag bad vomit shake feel like every single person looks knows judging me two past notredflag ended terribly always blame it truly feel unlovable matter many surgeries hormones get feel inadequate inhuman nothing elevates sadness want die peacefully painlessly would make better transgender female lost
almost year old trans woman live south transitioned teens mentally female long remember transitioning blessing also curse gender dysphoria something would wish worst enemy transitioning simply would label anything sexuality wise gay male never felt true even though assigned male attracted men always identified internally straight female graduated high school online tried public school would stop going bullying harassment finally transitioned felt excited happy years went dysphoria got worst became unhappy myself parents divorced still feel somehow responsible party always problems always felt strain put family parents cannot work redflag bad vomit shake feel like every single person looks knows judging me two past notredflag ended terribly always blame it truly feel unlovable matter many surgeries hormones get feel inadequate inhuman nothing elevates sadness want die peacefully painlessly would make better transgender female lost
casi año mujer trans viven sur transición adolescentes mentalmente mujer largo recordar bendición transición también maldición género disforia algo desearía peor enemigo transición simplemente etiquetaría cualquier sexualidad sabio gay hombre nunca se sentía cierto a pesar de asignado masculino atraído hombres siempre identificado internamente recta femenino graduado escuela pública probado finalmente dejaría de ir acoso acoso transición se sintió emocionado años felices ido disforia peor me divorciaron todavía sentir de alguna manera parte responsable siempre los problemas se sentían tensión poner familia padres no pueden trabajar bandera roja mal vómito sacudir sentir como cada persona mira sabe juzgarme dos pasado notredflag terminó terriblemente culpa realmente se siente materia poco adorable muchas hormonas se sienten inadecuado inhumano nada eleva tristeza quieren morir pacíficamente sin dolor haría mejor mujer transgénero perdido