know anymoreim nineteen go college truly wonderful girlfriend world outside her though one full darkness dread loneliness fabric life slowly splitting seams started fourteen group friends entire life extremely close to started high school however started drift this absolutely atrocious excuse making new friends caused somewhat lonely early high school years started cut home things much worse mother recently married man dated years little know however extremely abusive though never hitting me witnessed beating mother younger brother several times becoming estranged mother rationalized behavior moved father fifteen things started get little better made good friends friends heavily drug movement followed happily along it also met girl became first girlfriend lost virginity to new friends caused start horribly school constantly skipping school go smoke weed nothing things ended turning sour girlfriend group essentially disowned me life started get dramatically better old friends began become close two years lived normally high school student girlfriends group friends really well school then rumor killed it rumor spread best friends girlfriend i saying cheating me true know originated not however stop best friend dissociating me slowly lost friends until days ago one friend thought would always there decided longer associate me loved friends myself would taken bullet one them see differently coupled father slowly making home life unlivable well college anymore know go here redflag seems like better option every day though currently considering it attempted twice one time resulting week long stay hospital feel like attempt inevitable though girlfriend nobody else help quell feelings tldr lost roughly half dozen extremely close  years friendship friends well disowned mother horribly neglected father causing badly college do
know anymoreim nineteen go college truly wonderful girlfriend world outside her though one full darkness dread loneliness fabric life slowly splitting seams started fourteen group friends entire life extremely close to started high school however started drift this absolutely atrocious excuse making new friends caused somewhat lonely early high school years started cut home things much worse mother recently married man dated years little know however extremely abusive though never hitting me witnessed beating mother younger brother several times becoming estranged mother rationalized behavior moved father fifteen things started get little better made good friends friends heavily drug movement followed happily along it also met girl became first girlfriend lost virginity to new friends caused start horribly school constantly skipping school go smoke weed nothing things ended turning sour girlfriend group essentially disowned me life started get dramatically better old friends began become close two years lived normally high school student girlfriends group friends really well school then rumor killed it rumor spread best friends girlfriend i saying cheating me true know originated not however stop best friend dissociating me slowly lost friends until days ago one friend thoughtwould always there decided longer associate me loved friends myself would taken bullet one them see differently coupled father slowly making home life unlivable well college anymore know go here redflag seems like better option every day though currently considering it attempted twice one time resulting week long stay hospital feel like attempt inevitable though girlfriend nobody else help quell feelings tldr lost roughly half dozen extremely close years friendship friends well disowned mother horribly neglected father causing badly college do
know oreim diecinueve ir a la universidad verdaderamente maravilloso mundo novia fuera de ella aunque una oscuridad completa terror tela soledad vida lentamente división costuras comenzó catorce grupo amigos toda la vida extremadamente cerca de la escuela secundaria sin embargo comenzó a derivar esta excusa absolutamente atroz hacer nuevos amigos causado algo solitario primeros años de la escuela comenzó a cortar las cosas casa mucho peor madre recientemente casado hombre fechado años poco saber sin embargo muy abusivo aunque nunca me golpeó presencia golpear madre hermano más joven varias veces convertirse en extraña madre comportamiento racionalizado padre quince cosas comenzaron a conseguir poco mejor hecho buenos amigos amigos fuerte movimiento de drogas seguido felizmente a lo largo de él también conoció chica se convirtió en primera novia virginidad perdido a nuevos amigos causado comenzar horriblemente escuela constantemente faltar a la escuela fumar hierba nada terminó las cosas se convirtió en sour grupo de novia esencialmente desautorizado de la vida comenzó a llegar dramáticamente mejor viejos amigos comenzaron a estar cerca dos años vividos normalmente escuela secundaria estudiantes amigos grupo amigos muy bien escuela luego rumores asesinados