sick living deniali think first time really became aware depression  so kind snowballed point let control life resulted failure neglected even basic achievements  everyone says always chance turn things around think time give up used keep motivated small goals family things become increasingly strained years become hard think worth them especially thoughts would endanger others used dream committing redflag way would inconvenience others minimally all even then afraid act it recently ive thinking easy would end life least ruin something stupid driving point staring concrete  lanes snapped would much risk others hurt want continue pretending things okay get point consider impact actions make told therapist thoughts redflag possibly harming others since thought intrusive thoughts now unable trust people point even mention bothering passing although family love other always felt barrier up even supposed closest kept distance try gets glossed over always told say feel uncomfortable truths since pandemic getting pretty bad options treatment limited honest much desire continue getting treatment anyways feel like never get point pros outweighs cons world die remains used compost better wasting resources mention organs donated used people actually deserve chance
sick living deniali think first time really became aware depression so kind snowballed point let control life resulted failure neglected even basic achievements everyone says always chance turn things around think time give up used keep motivated small goals family things become increasingly strained years become hard think worth them especially thoughts would endanger others used dream committing redflag way would inconvenience others minimally all even then afraid act it recently ive thinking easy would end life least ruin something stupid driving point staring concrete lanes snapped would much risk others hurt want continue pretending things okay get point consider impact actions make told therapist thoughts redflag possibly harming others since thought intrusive thoughts now unable trust people point even mention bothering passing although family love other always felt barrier up even supposed closest kept distance try gets glossed over always told say feel uncomfortable truths since pandemic getting pretty bad options treatment limited honest much desire continue getting treatment anyways feel like never get point pros outweighs cons world die remains used compost better wasting resources mention organs donated used people actually deserve chance
Enfermo vida negacióni pensar por primera vez realmente llegó a ser consciente depresión tan amable punto bola de nieve dejar controlar la vida resultado fracaso descuidado incluso logros básicos todo el mundo dice siempre azar volver las cosas alrededor de tiempo dejar de utilizar mantener motivado pequeños objetivos las cosas familiares se vuelven cada vez más tensas años se vuelven difíciles pensar que vale la pena, especialmente los pensamientos que pondrían en peligro otros sueños usados cometer forma de bandera roja molestaría a otros mínimamente todos entonces acto miedo ive it recientemente pensamiento fácil terminar la vida menos arruinar algo estúpido punto de conducción mirando carriles de hormigón rotos correría el riesgo de que otros heridos quieren seguir fingiendo cosas