dont want die think toill shortly summ whats going on basically rona made  depressed used straight a college student got published research top class mission work etc im probably going get expelled since im failing classes theres coming back this deadass looking end life rn find stupid  months severe depression could fuck life bad life unforgiving lol sad theres much want live too puppy want watch grow up im great relationship theres still things want semester ending  weeks cant bear thought deal shit get expelled loans go repayment oh topic finances im pretty sure ive lost job casual job hospital required work shift every  weeks havent come month ive likely already fired it losing job stupid shit like middle pandemic cant get stupid lazy this anyways looks like cant anything anymore rereading all looks like want partake fun parts life im willing put work even now fucking late parents wont forgive wasting entire semester dont help pay college cosign loans  even want cut out looks like bound together loans paid might well go hell even tho aside cosigning loans ive  independent financially lived alone since   school main reason die rn parents dont give shit shit really going hit fan find this really wouldnt mind waitress something life figured mom anxiety doesnt manage shes gonna flip kill myself loans forgiven ive checked feel trapped wish killed earlier life really nothing lose bittersweet im ready lose life ive reached point continuing life worth living shitty kill parents barely picture make life hell im really worried puppy goes since none friends going able take dont trust family take good care him im regretful right now wanted today good last day dog im sitting crying probably sense im sad rn
dont want die think toill shortly summ whats going on basically rona made depressed used straight a college student got published research top class mission work etc im probably going get expelled since im failing classes theres coming back this deadass looking end life rn find stupid months severe depression could fuck life bad life unforgiving lol sad theres much want live too puppy want watch grow up im great relationship theres still things want semester ending weeks cant bear thought deal shit get expelled loans go repayment oh topic finances im pretty sure ive lost job casual job hospital required work shift every weeks havent come month ive likely already fired it losing job stupid shit like middle pandemic cant get stupid lazy this anyways looks like cant anything anymore rereading all looks like want partake fun parts life im willing put work even now fucking late parents wont forgive wasting entire semester dont help pay college cosign loans even want cut out looks like bound together loans paid might well go hell even tho aside cosigning loans ive independent financially lived alone since school main reason die rn parents dont give shit shit really going hit fan find this really wouldnt mind waitress something life figured mom anxiety doesnt manage shes gonna flip kill myself loans forgiven ive checked feel trapped wish killed earlier life really nothing lose bittersweetim ready lose life ive reached point continuing life worth living shitty kill parents barely picture make life hellim really worried puppy goes since none friends going able take dont trust family take good care himim regretful right now wanted today good last day dog im sitting crying probably sense im sad rn
No quiero morir pensar en poco tiempo summ lo que está pasando básicamente rona hizo deprimido usado recta un estudiante universitario consiguió publicado investigación de clase superior trabajo de misión etc probablemente voy a ser expulsado ya que estoy fallando clases hay que volver este deadass aspecto final vida rn encontrar estúpidos meses depresión severa podría joder la vida mala vida sin perdonar lol triste Theres much want live too puppy want ver crecer im gran relación Theres todavía las cosas quieren semestre final semanas no puedo soportar pensamiento trato mierda obtener expulsado préstamos ir reembolso