story maybe itll help outwell people seem nice feel though owe people telling story well is start with important know like kids multiple ways least normal adhd insomniac extremely sympathetic dyslexic but enjoyed reading mormon genetically depressed things made stand apart crowd one way another importance later story anyway place start would elementary school quite frank sucked grew around father blew everything around things exactly go way way began develop well although time went on learned friends made tried best nonconfrontationalthe dyslexia put disadvantage english courses adhd made hard focus class work also prone panic attacks would occur would sob panic things made targeted bullying included but limited to bus would drive by people would lean window flip off cuss out walked home people followed home insult time class sufficient enough kids crowded around force panic attack laugh sobbed tried best suppress anger teachers give crap let happen right front them found dreaded crowds kids would crowd around yelling insults even often friends insulted daily put take nothing say personal were gonna act like jerks want stay cool friends cool life elementary school real friends and real mean assigned teachers friends bullied tears one day th grade snapped back insulted first time thought standing would make things better know like tv nope justified cause insulting even more every bit bullying increased volume forcing panic attacks cursing pushing around ect age  became extremely suicidal constant onslaught torment first ill attempt drown knocking unconscious banging head bathroom wall long story short cleaned blood wall repeatedly banging head reported bed sleeping hours normal me i normally slept  hours day due insomnia tried taking medication it gave extreme nightmares normal stuff like a clown knife chasing me instead im watching friends tortured raped killed front me later still effect me even though many friends beginning th grade also first grade got beat in kids even know followed home beat crap me kicked hard jaw nearly bit tongue off believe not actually worst either rest th grade basically repeat th grade terms much tortured luckily me began conquer dyslexia able begin well classes mid year th grade people shoved barbed wire fence drug across it leaving long scars picked barbed wire fence vowed better wanted prove could better person better person people made life living hell years following kept myself speaking quietly minding manners still wore shirt entered places like pools want people see long jagged scars across back getting better slowly that sake shortened attention span im going list crap dept list pushed around not close extent two times beat up followed more insulted more framed sexual harassment feel comfortable sharing internet even today middle school thought things would get better joined football thought people would respect got team hoped would gain friends team comrades arms yeah latter true gain friends im still buds today former even close true honesty sucked fast catch thrown me general one smallest kids team two years middle school football included humped head forcefully teabagged cussed out insulted blah blah blah left football less respect even suicidal happening home bad dad firm belief way control family fear surgery adenoids dad would pinch nose therefore giving nose bleed order punish me seldom made contact later years existence instead found much effective route emotionally abusing everyone talked everyone insulted us daily basis play board game twice day would lecture  hours putting early grave kills himself would fault made life home he confessed addiction inappropriate pictures your mother affectionate enough this plus things im mentioning sake length left shy sick dreading human contact people church even insulted me wanted die much constant onslaught bullying put much stress me im still dealing medical disorders  years later luckily me highschool godsend lots good kids advanced programs took despite learning disorders managing keep ahead people would insult me talking people consisted rambling people thought funny good way found good way talk people jokes puns such able find group friends could with things began turn me despite this still felt suicidal since th grade ive  attempts failing really wanted continue life constant fear hanging head things would return way elementary middle school still intense nightmares plague nights hard get up despite fact things beginning turn up looking back reason simple guilt excellent memory helps gain knowledge remember important things price remember every mistake ive made everything people put through piled on making everything chore do take burdens so something unexpected me started date someone let explain unexpected  diehard mormon boy nono date  felt cause okay for moment want kill myself this course backfired found later girl liked much using boyfriend broke week wanted someone go homecoming with played make think boyfriend girlfriend feeling heartbroken disgusting due fact broke mormon rules defeated went back suicidal i also crush since fiasco previous girl throughout this stayed alive one reason life end vain hurt people love learned mistakes helped people experienced same live friends face pain alone promised always stick them help every bump road called life want help people used anchor life know jumbled kinda written suckily moral story im yall know pain know much hurts stayed alive help people like you got suicidal too need anything cleared because know written finesse mediocre student pm me pm need help okay
story maybe itll help outwell people seem nice feel though owe people telling story well is start with important know like kids multiple ways least normal adhd insomniac extremely sympathetic dyslexic but enjoyed reading mormon genetically depressed things made stand apart crowd one way another importance later story anyway place start would elementary school quite frank sucked grew around father blew everything around things exactly go way way began develop well although time went on learned friends made tried best nonconfrontationalthe dyslexia put disadvantage english courses adhd made hard focus class work also prone panic attacks would occur would sob panic things made targeted bullying included but limited to bus would drive by people would lean window flip off cuss out walked home people followed home insult time class sufficient enough kids crowded around force panic attack laugh sobbed tried best suppress anger teachers give crap let happen right front them found dreaded crowds kids would crowd around yelling insults even often friends insulted daily put take nothing say personal were gonna act like jerks want stay cool friends cool life elementary school real friends and real mean assigned teachers friends bullied tears one day th grade snapped back insulted first time thought standing would make things better know like tv nope justified cause insulting even more every bit bullying increased volume forcing panic attacks cursing pushing around ect age became extremely suicidal constant onslaught torment first ill attempt drown knocking unconscious banging head bathroom wall long story short cleaned blood wall repeatedly banging head reported bed sleeping hours normal me i normally slept hours day due insomnia tried taking medication it gave extreme nightmares normal stuff like a clown knife chasing me instead im watching friends tortured raped killed front me later still effect me even though many friends beginning th grade also first grade got beat in kids even know followed home beat crap me kicked hard jaw nearly bit tongue off believe not actually worst either rest th grade basically repeat th grade terms much tortured luckily me began conquer dyslexia able begin well classes mid year th grade people shoved barbed wire fence drug across it leaving long scars picked barbed wire fence vowed better wanted prove could better person better person people made life living hell years following kept myself speaking quietly minding manners still wore shirt entered places like pools want people see long jagged scars across back getting better slowly that sake shortened attention span im going list crap dept list pushed around not close extent two times beat up followed more insulted more framed sexual harassment feel comfortable sharing internet even today middle school thought things would get better joined football thought people would respect got team hoped would gain friends team comrades arms yeah latter true gain friends im still buds today former even close true honesty sucked fast catch thrown me general one smallest kids team two years middle school football included humped head forcefully teabagged cussed out insultedblah blah blah left football less respect even suicidal happening home bad dad firm belief waycontrol family fear surgery adenoids dad would pinch nose therefore giving nose bleed order punish me seldom made contact later years existence instead found much effective route emotionally abusing everyone talked everyone insulted us daily basis play board game twice day would lecture hours putting early grave kills himself would fault made life home he confessed addiction inappropriate pictures your mother affectionate enough this plus things im mentioning sake length left shy sick dreading human contact people church even insulted me wanted die much constant onslaught bullying put much stress me im still dealing medical disorders years later luckily me highschool godsend lots good kids advanced programs took despite learning disorders managing keep ahead people would insult me talking people consisted rambling people thought funny good way found good way talk people jokes puns such able find group friends could with things began turn me despite this still felt suicidal since th grade ive attempts failing really wanted continue life constant fear hanging head things would return way elementary middle school still intense nightmares plague nights hard get up despite fact things beginning turn up looking back reason simple guilt excellent memory helps gain knowledge remember important things price remember every mistake ive made everything people put through piled on making everything chore do take burdens so something unexpected me started date someone let explain unexpected diehard mormon boy nono date felt cause okay for moment want kill myself this course backfired found later girl liked much using boyfriend broke week wanted someone go homecoming with played make think boyfriend girlfriend feeling heartbroken disgusting due fact broke mormon rules defeated went back suicidal i also crush since fiasco previous girl throughout this stayed alive one reason life end vain hurt people love learned mistakes helped people experienced same live friends face pain alone promised always stick them help every bump road called life want help people used anchor life know jumbled kinda written suckily moral story im yall know pain know much hurts stayed alive help people like you got suicidal too need anything cleared because know written finesse mediocre student pm me pm need help okay
historia tal vez ayudará a la gente a salir bien se siente bien, aunque debe a la gente contar la historia bien es empezar con importante saber como los niños múltiples maneras menos normal adhd insomnio extremadamente simpático disléxico pero disfrutó leer mormones genéticamente deprimidos cosas se mantienen aparte multitud de una manera otra historia posterior lugar de todos modos principio de la escuela primaria bastante franca chupado creció alrededor de padre voló todo alrededor de las cosas exactamente ir camino comenzó a desarrollarse bien, aunque pasó el tiempo amigos aprendidos hicieron lo mejor