suicidal half life thinking finally giving inthis going poorly formatted rant apologize advance im  turning  may mo friends lucky get house week depression gets bad often cant get bed im three years behind school currently hospital program includes delegated time school work im brink getting kicked im struggling attend program really last chance help im comes school cant handle school help fucking hospital setting own im fucked also idea fuck get relationship even able people cheating creeps couldnt handle screwed like that words im miserable lonely asshole nothing look back to friends never sort meaningful relationship fallen behind school really want give up ive miserable long really doesnt seem possible ever happy even managed get life together pass high school unlike kids dont know want future ive known long remember wanted enlist military thanks mental illnesses isnt possible hell point living prospects fucked even succeed never asked shit genuinely wish didnt exist life sick fucking joke
suicidal half life thinking finally giving inthis going poorly formatted rant apologize advance im turning may mo friends lucky get house week depression gets bad often cant get bedim three years behind school currently hospital program includes delegated time school work im brink getting kicked im struggling attend program really last chance help im comes school cant handle school help fucking hospital setting ownim fucked also idea fuck get relationship even able people cheating creeps couldnt handle screwed like that words im miserable lonely asshole nothing look back to friends never sort meaningful relationship fallen behind school really want give up ive miserable long really doesnt seem possible ever happy even managed get life together pass high school unlike kids dont know want futureive known long remember wanted enlist military thanks mental illnesses isnt possible hell point living prospects fucked even succeed never asked shit genuinely wish didnt exist life sick fucking joke
suicida media vida pensando finalmente dando en este ir mal formateado rant disculpas avance im convertir puede mo amigos suerte conseguir casa semana depresión se pone mal a menudo cant conseguir bedim tres años detrás de la escuela actualmente programa hospital incluye delegado tiempo trabajo escolar im baj siendo pateado im lucha asista programa realmente última oportunidad ayuda im comes escuela cant manejar escuela ayuda mierda hospital ajuste ownim follada también idea mierda conseguir relación incluso personas capaces engañar escalofríos no podría manejar jodido como esas palabras im miserable solitario imbécil nada mirar atrás a amigos nunca ordenar relación significativa caído detrás de la escuela realmente quiere renunciar a ive miserable largo realmente no parece posible siempre feliz incluso manejado conseguir vida juntos pasar secundaria a diferencia de los niños no saben quieren futuro conocido largo recordar quería alistarse militar gracias enfermedades mentales no es posible infierno punto vida perspectivas follada incluso éxito mierda genuina deseo no existe vida enfermo broma