im weak worldi finished last day junior year feel lost diagnosed depression overcome eating disorder sometimes use problems make excuses hate it ive tried kill twice hospitalized once reason attempted frequently greatest goal life become vet dream school cornell seems laughable grades gone badly know  math final might seem like end world some seeing grade broke me junior year important year school wasted wallowing self pity know get rejected never forgive myself im frustrated want achieve goals badly time feel like motivation everything seems meaningless feel mediocre inadequate compared amazing kids grade used think fairly smart  act capable everything crumbling around know do spend time ignoring friends care sleeping locked away room exercised month feel disgusting might attempt soon im scared fail parents find bloody messy ill spend whole summer hospital think could go second time sorry post place need get thoughts out
im weak worldi finished last day junior year feel lost diagnosed depression overcome eating disorder sometimes use problems make excuses hate it ive tried kill twice hospitalized once reason attempted frequently greatest goal life become vet dream school cornell seems laughable grades gone badly know math final might seem like end world some seeing grade broke me junior year important year school wasted wallowing self pity know get rejected never forgive myself im frustrated want achieve goals badly time feel like motivation everything seems meaningless feel mediocre inadequate compared amazing kids grade used think fairly smart act capable everything crumbling around know do spend time ignoring friends care sleeping locked away room exercised month feel disgusting might attempt soon im scared fail parents find bloody messy ill spend whole summer hospital think could go second time sorry post place need get thoughts out
Im worldi débil terminó el último día junior año se siente perdido diagnóstico depresión superar trastorno de alimentación a veces usar problemas hacer excusas odio ive intentado matar dos veces hospitalizado una razón intentada con frecuencia mayor meta vida se convierte en veterinario sueño escuela cornell parece risa grados ido mal saber matemáticas final podría parecer como fin mundo algunos ver grado me rompió junior año importante escuela desperdicios autocompasión saber ser rechazado nunca me frustrado querer alcanzar metas mal tiempo sentir como motivación todo parece sin sentido sentirse mediocre inadecuada comparación increíble niños grado utilizado pensar acto bastante inteligente capaz todo que se desmorona alrededor saber pasar tiempo ignorando amigos cuidado dormir cerrado habitación ejercicio mes sentir repugnante pronto intento de fracaso padres encontrar sangriento desorden mal pasar todo el verano hospital pensar podría ir segunda vez lo siento post lugar necesidad tener pensamientos fuera