holei feel like one hear me feel disgusting im trying find ways hurting right wrongs hate skin am apart inferior race earthblack ugly acne made want kill myself even more body disgusting avoid mirrors gay worthless added stress ruining life hate natural feelings sick wrong born cursed feel alone untouchable jealous normal good looking people see couples walk get sad dont deserve shitty card god hates everything am wouldnt give switch make normal instant still here im scared kill fear messing up dont want make mom sad depressed wish older brother athlete married christian kid moms favorite hes everything family wanted follow by killing would give family gratification knowing faggot like got deserved eternity hell heard hateful shit life know kind deserves end im tired waiting im sorry long post  anybody reading this crying out nothing im changing sexuality im going fucking conversion camp done world worthless makes sick want somebody sometimes somebody cares awake im tired feeling like sack meat dragging across floor day deserve fate murderers rapists fucking hate this
holei feel like one hear me feel disgusting im trying find ways hurting right wrongs hate skin am apart inferior race earthblack ugly acne made want kill myself even more body disgusting avoid mirrors gay worthless added stress ruining life hate natural feelings sick wrong born cursed feel alone untouchable jealous normal good looking people see couples walk get sad dont deserve shitty card god hates everything am wouldnt give switch make normal instant still here im scared kill fear messing up dont want make mom sad depressed wish older brother athlete married christian kid moms favorite hes everything family wanted follow by killing would give family gratification knowing faggot like got deserved eternity hell heard hateful shit life know kind deserves end im tired waiting im sorry long post anybody reading this crying out nothing im changing sexuality im going fucking conversion camp done world worthless makes sick want somebody sometimes somebody cares awake im tired feeling like sack meat dragging across floor day deserve fate murderers rapists fucking hate this
holei siento como si uno me oyese sentir desagradable Im tratando de encontrar maneras de lastimar males correctos odio piel soy aparte raza inferior tierra negro feo acné hecho querer matarme aún más cuerpo desagradable evitar espejos gay inútil añadido estrés arruinar vida odio natural sentimientos mal nacido mal mal mal se siente solo intocable celoso normal gente mirada buena ver parejas caminar triste no merece tarjeta de mierda dios odia todo soy no daría cambio hacer normal instante todavía aquí im miedo matar miedo desordenarse no quiero hacer mamá triste deprimido deseo hermano mayor atleta casado cristiano hijo mamás favoritos hes todo lo que la familia quería seguir por matar le daría satisfacción familiar saber faggot como merecido eternidad infierno oído odio mierda vida sabe la especie merece terminar estoy cansado esperar im lo siento largo post nadie leer esto llorar nada im cambiar sexualidad im va mundo inútil enferma quiere alguien a veces alguien se preocupa despierta im cansado sentir como saco carne arrastrando a través del suelo asesinos destino mierda odio