confront mom trigger warning depression self harm originally posted radvice need answers asap okay ill try make short possible basically life going downhill friends left me cant keep single relationship anyone im beginning feel burned school first time grades quality assignments slowly dropping context ive self harming since  im  now ive clean  months barely resist urge anymore cant even think whats stopping me lied psychiatrists therapists telling ive never suicidal thoughts hurt anyway also havent therapy  months person close best friend knew self harming beginning parents dont even know know struggle anxiety depression dont know self harm ive expressing interest going inpatient recently only friend said thinks would good me ill tell relationship mom context shes emotional im closed off gets upset lot time dont like touching hugging kissing me used fight lot going school think little better im homeschooled today good day lot fun hanging sister mom im room feel horrible feel crashing down really want go downstairs hug mom cry tell everything convince put outpatient im scared ive never felt like wanting tell probably wont ever feel like do
confront mom trigger warning depression self harm originally posted radvice need answers asap okay ill try make short possible basically life going downhill friends left me cant keep single relationship anyone im beginning feel burned school first time grades quality assignments slowly dropping context ive self harming since im now ive clean months barely resist urge anymore cant even think whats stopping me lied psychiatrists therapists telling ive never suicidal thoughts hurt anyway also havent therapy months person close best friend knew self harming beginning parents dont even know know struggle anxiety depression dont know self harm ive expressing interest going inpatient recently only friend said thinks would good me ill tell relationship mom context shes emotional im closed off gets upset lot time dont like touching hugging kissing me used fight lot going school think little better im homeschooled today good day lot fun hanging sister momim room feel horrible feel crashing down really want go downstairs hug mom cry tell everything convince put outpatient im scared ive never felt like wanting tell probably wont ever feel like do
cara madre desencadenar advertencia depresión autolesión originalmente publicado radvice necesidad respuestas lo antes posible mal intento hacer posible básicamente la vida va cuesta abajo amigos me dejó no puedo mantener una relación individual nadie me siento quemado escuela primera vez grados tareas de calidad lentamente caída contexto ive autolesión desde im ahora ive limpio meses apenas resistir impulso ya no puedo siquiera pensar lo que me detiene psiquiatras mentirosos terapeutas diciendo ive nunca pensamientos suicidas dolor de todos modos también havent terapia meses persona mejor amigo sabía a sí mismo daño principio padres ni siquiera saben lucha ansiedad depresión no sé autolesión expresar interés va paciente recientemente sólo amigo dijo piensa que me mal me dicen relación mal contexto mamá ella emocional im cerrado consigue molesto mucho tiempo no me gusta tocar abrazos besos me utiliza lucha mucho ir escuela pensar poco mejor im escuela hoy buen día diversión colgar hermana habitación momim horrible sensación estrellarse realmente quiero ir abajo abrazo mamá grito decir todo convencer poner ambulatorio im miedo ive nunca se sintió como querer decir probablemente nunca se siente como querer decir