got medical condition birth defect almost untreatable live one functioning kidney however kidney getting worse years severe redflag depression see future myself living occupy someone boredom loneliness today life span cut  years average kidney could overload taking load one kidney keep mind high blood pressure redflag kidneys itself eventually could kill myself struggle make friends slowly surely trying reunite old friends tampered decided push away thought would help me instead left massive debt loneliness sure get job probably pay back parents spent bit million birth practically save me take care true friend someone love deeply enough supply happy life not sure would like enjoy life knowing end near person loves attention idea love general would love wife kids one day horrified thought would happen left anyways thanks reading another rant good daynight take care dying away
got medical condition birth defect almost untreatable live one functioning kidney however kidney getting worse years severe redflag depression see future myself living occupy someone boredom loneliness today life span cut years average kidney could overload taking load one kidney keep mind high blood pressure redflag kidneys itself eventually could kill myself struggle make friends slowly surely trying reunite old friends tampered decided push away thought would help me instead left massive debt loneliness sure get job probably pay back parents spent bit million birth practically save me take care true friend someone love deeply enough supply happy life not sure would like enjoy life knowing end near person loves attention idea love general would love wife kids one day horrified thought would happen left anyways thanks reading another rant good daynight take care dying away
afección médica defecto congénito casi intratable vivir un riñón funcional sin embargo riñón empeorar años severos eufórico depresión ver futuro yo mismo vivir ocupar alguien aburrimiento soledad hoy vida duración corte años promedio riñón podría sobrecargarse tomando carga un riñón mantener la mente alta presión arterial redflag riñones sí mismo con el tiempo podría matar a mí mismo lucha hacer amigos lentamente seguro tratar de reunirse viejos amigos manipulados decidió abandonar pensamiento me ayuda en lugar de dejar masiva deuda soledad seguro conseguir trabajo probablemente pagar de nuevo padres gastados poco millón de nacimiento prácticamente salvarme tener cuidado verdadero amigo alguien amor suficiente oferta feliz vida no seguro como disfrutar de la vida saber final persona ama atención idea amor general amar hijos esposa un día pensamiento horrorizado pasaría izquierda de todos modos gracias lectura de otro mal día noche tomar cuidado morir lejos