im surviving day life want pain endim  living pakistan parents one brother past months mixed emotions ive realized place fool like here used hang friends drink party rarely see them basically make everyone uncomfortable around me social skills disaster im major business administration ive real contacts used act like ive everything figured out bitter reality know shit want die father dies cant take responsibility family im socially isolated uptill ive passed exams using unfair means learned anything parents think ill achieve something im failure suicidal thoughts mind  dreadful parents today blast occured city watching tv wishing blast site died them want sleep never wake up sometimes im afraid myself sorry bad vocabulary
im surviving day life want pain endim living pakistan parents one brother past months mixed emotions ive realized place fool like here used hang friends drink party rarely see them basically make everyone uncomfortable around me social skills disasterim major business administration ive real contacts used act like ive everything figured out bitter reality know shit want die father dies cant take responsibility family im socially isolated uptill ive passed exams using unfair means learned anything parents think ill achieve something im failure suicidal thoughts mind dreadful parents today blast occured city watching tv wishing blast site died them want sleep never wake up sometimes im afraid myself sorry bad vocabulary
I sobrevivir día la vida quiere dolor endim vivir pakistan padres un hermano los últimos meses emociones mixtas i realized lugar tonto como aquí utilizado colgar amigos bebida fiesta rara vez ver básicamente hacer que todos los incómodos a mi alrededor habilidades sociales desastreim mayor administración de negocios i ve verdaderos contactos utilizados actuar como ive todo lo que se descubrió amarga realidad saber mierda quieren morir padre muere no puede asumir responsabilidad familia im socialmente aislado hasta que se pasa exámenes con medios injustos aprendidos nada los padres piensan mal lograr algo im fracaso pensamientos suicidas mente terrible padres hoy explosión ocurrió ciudad ver televisión deseando explosión sitio muerto quieren dormir nunca despertar a veces im miedo yo mismo mal vocabulario