set everything second attempt took everything downhi previously tried back november jumping  stories surviving fell tree brain damage thus lot trouble using left side body trouble walking lift left arm right shoulder more doctors say permanent damage left arm may never drink becoming alcoholic since brain much control alcohol before know im lucky damage could much worse still feel like fucked life girlfriend supportive me clearly loves me appreciate much real question is much take decides cant handle anymore ends relationship really think ill attempt redflag succeed time fear set note kitchen phone beside stove emit carbon monoxide indefinitely pilot light go reason maybe antidepressants anyways wanted let everybody know story im still here
set everything second attempt took everything downhi previously tried back november jumping stories surviving fell tree brain damage thus lot trouble using left side body trouble walking lift left arm right shoulder more doctors say permanent damage left arm may never drink becoming alcoholic since brain much control alcohol before knowim lucky damage could much worse still feel like fucked life girlfriend supportive me clearly loves me appreciate much real question is much take decides cant handle anymore ends relationship really think ill attempt redflag succeed time fear set note kitchen phone beside stove emit carbon monoxide indefinitely pilot light go reason maybe antidepressants anyways wanted let everybody know story im still here
establecer todo segundo intento tomó todo downhi previamente intentado volver noviembre saltos historias sobreviviendo caída árbol cerebro daño por lo tanto mucho problema con el lado izquierdo cuerpo problemas caminar ascensor brazo izquierdo hombro derecho más médicos dicen daño permanente brazo izquierdo nunca beber llegar a ser alcohólico ya cerebro mucho control alcohol antes knowim suerte daño podría mucho peor todavía sentir como follada vida novia que me apoya claramente me ama apreciar mucho real pregunta es mucho toma decide cant manejar más fines relación realmente pensar mal intento Redflag éxito tiempo nota de miedo teléfono de la cocina junto a la estufa emitir monóxido de carbono indefinidamente piloto luz ir razón tal vez antidepresivos de todos modos quería que todos sepan historia im todavía aquí