hate living whats newive depressed long time    years mainly stemming couple points im smart struggled  heres thing cant even type damn post cant even find energy that studying lectures recorded im not keep letting fall farther farther behind like complete moron piece shit right want die think want even went bought tank helium could gas myself sit huge pussy even want type anymore want end life ampxb typed couple days ago bit settled still think im going end life probably end month campus night way makes ruckus next day want keep living life anymore matter life always struggle might well get done waiting around suffer more end month keep trying therapy keep trying catch school work already know end month take life ampxb think best option ill make one post around th oct
hate living whats newive depressed long time years mainly stemming couple points im smart struggled heres thing cant even type damn post cant even find energy that studying lectures recorded im not keep letting fall farther farther behind like complete moron piece shit right want die think want even went bought tank helium could gas myself sit huge pussy even want type anymore want end life ampxb typed couple days ago bit settled still think im going end life probably end month campus night way makes ruckus next day want keep living life anymore matter life always struggle might well get done waiting around suffer more end month keep trying therapy keep trying catch school work already know end month take life ampxb think best option ill make one post around th oct
odio vivir lo que newive deprimido mucho tiempo años principalmente pares puntos de retención im inteligente lucha aquí cosa no puede incluso tipo maldito post no puede incluso encontrar energía que estudiar conferencias grabadas no seguir dejando caer más atrás como completa mierda pedazo de idiota derecho quiere morir pensar querer incluso fue comprado tanque helio podría gas yo mismo sentarse enorme coño incluso querer tipo más quiere fin vida ampxb mecanografiado hace un par de días poco estable todavía pensar im ir final vida probablemente fin mes campus manera hace ruckus al día siguiente quiere seguir viviendo la vida ya materia siempre lucha bien hacer esperar alrededor sufrir más fin mes seguir tratando de terapia seguir tratando de atrapar trabajo escolar ya saben fin mes tomar vida ampxb pensar mejor opción mal hacer un post alrededor del oct