list problems shall delete later  depressed atleast  years epicly  self harming  years sh free  months  self harmed massive knives d  extreme poverty  know whether ill able sleep roof bed next week  health anxiety  thought  different types cancers  hard living knowing or thinking  cancers  brain stomachcolon skin  also thought appendicitis  cant eat reason sometimes take long eat well  realise im eating food stop  get full easily hungry easily  excluding family girlfriend one cares  pretty sure friends wanted die one point  people talk talk much consider friend im close all consider friend though  ive friends guy  years best friends even  also picky eater  im extremely extremely underweight short  kglbs  eat unhealthily time bc im hungry fun  physically verbally abused parents tutor since kid anymore  hearing loud voices even theyre positive makes scared probably sort ptsd  suicidal since  atleast  sadly attempted redflag  days ago im okay  dysfunctional family  apparently look ugly people say look pretty idk  im tired time  seen sooossososo much gore murder terrorism redflag animal abuse torture porn rape child murder abuse etc  unfortunatelyyy seen child porn clearweb  felt guilty reporting scared  ive seen  times since then  dark web accident im idiot intentionally catching  pedosgroomers  still remember look ish year old girls eyes following orders looking could see really felt devoid hope  im completely desensitised things point  apparently look solemn extremely serious dead empty eyes  people think im psychopath understand im really care lot certain people im loving cant open people  ive cut people with blades scissors made self harm guise its joke  regret forced self harm multiple times one guy rest remorse deserve  life skills street smarts  motivation schoolwork anything  privacy room phone parents trust me decent person would many bad stuff drugs sexual stuff yk  im allowed step outside give permission  freedom basically technology thats really  overthinking doubting doubting doubts aaaaaa  wish normal  ive watched guy die front felt nothing still care actually amazed seeing unfold  see flashes violence randomly see someone holding knife normal stuff get away else could stab  im scared hold knife near people might stab intentionally unintentionally  brain extremely manipulative also reason attempted redflag  im manipulative  close killing certain person never attempted thankfully  im incapable lot things  recently learned cross streets stuff able walk school parents want suffer  parents literally suffering much want someone end suffering right now feel pain torture physically mentally someone end it  cant cook anything myself im spoiled guess  severely dehydrated thats think ones gonna read anyway im happy though awesome im looking forward married girlfriend future wife d love much like making happy wanna make cookies go louvre loaddss more sooo despite problems im happy
list problems shall delete later depressed atleast years epicly self harming years sh free months self harmed massive knivesd extreme poverty know whether ill able sleep roof bed next week health anxiety thought different types cancers hard living knowing or thinking cancers brain stomachcolon skin also thought appendicitis cant eat reason sometimes take long eat well realise im eating food stop get full easily hungry easily excluding family girlfriend one cares pretty sure friends wanted die one point people talk talk much consider friendim close all consider friend though ive friends guy years best friends even also picky eater im extremely extremely underweight short kglbs eat unhealthily time bc im hungry fun physically verbally abused parents tutor since kid anymore hearing loud voices even theyre positive makes scared probably sort ptsd suicidal since atleast sadly attempted redflag days ago im okay dysfunctional family apparently look ugly people say lookpretty idk im tired time seen sooossososo much gore murder terrorism redflag animal abuse torture porn rape child murder abuse etc unfortunatelyyy seen child porn clearweb felt guilty reporting scared ive seen times since then dark web accident im idiot intentionally catching pedosgroomers still remember look ish year old girls eyes following orders looking could see really felt devoid hopeim completely desensitised things point apparently look solemn extremely serious dead empty eyes people think im psychopath understand im really care lot certain people im loving cant open people ive cut people with blades scissors made self harm guise its joke regret forced self harm multiple times one guy rest remorse deserve life skills street smarts motivation schoolwork anything privacy room phone parents trust me decent person would many bad stuff drugs sexual stuff yk im allowed step outside give permission freedom basically technology thats really overthinking doubting doubting doubts aaaaaa wish normal ive watched guy die front felt nothing still care actually amazed seeing unfold see flashes violence randomly see someone holding knife normal stuff get away else could stab im scared hold knife near people might stab intentionally unintentionally brain extremely manipulative also reason attempted redflag im manipulative close killing certain person never attempted thankfully im incapable lot things recently learned cross streets stuff able walk school parents want suffer parents literally suffering much want someone end suffering right now feel pain torture physically mentally someone end it cant cook anything myself im spoiled guess severely dehydrated thats think ones gonna read anyway im happy though awesome im looking forward married girlfriend future wife d love much like making happy wanna make cookies go louvre loaddss more sooo despite problems im happy
Los problemas de la lista deben eliminar más tarde deprimido al menos años épicamente autolesivos años sh meses libres autolesión masiva cuchillos extrema pobreza saber si mal capaz dormir techo cama la próxima semana salud ansiedad pensamiento diferentes tipos de cánceres duro vivir saber o pensar cánceres cerebro estómagocolon piel también pensó apendicitis no puede comer razón a veces tomar mucho tiempo comer bien se dan cuenta i comer parar fácilmente hambre fácilmente exclusión familia novia uno se preocupa bastante seguro amigos querían morir un punto personas hablar hablar hablar mucho considerar amigos cerca todos considerar amigo aunque los amigos vivos chico años mejores amigos incluso también exigente comedor im extremadamente bajo peso corto kglbs comer mal tiempo bc im hambre diversión físicamente abusado padres tutor ya que el niño más escuchar voces fuertes incluso son positivos hace miedo probablemente tipo ptsd suicida ya que al menos tristemente intentado rojoflag días atrás im bien familia disfuncional aparentemente mirar feos personas dicen mirada