hey thing keeping alive possibility study abroadi fucking feel guilty raped fingering count rape saying count rape sitting crying making finish could leave count rape still feel like thats fault fault fault went dorm stayed even though didnt want to thought id help get francisco made everything much worse hate making decision hate saying nothing nothing hate look hate feel hate body soul heart im ugly twisted little thing thats limping around hurt cant get fact theres nobody else blame cant blame him stupid didnt know doing cant blame world fuck world even define that cant blame francisco even wasnt that bad least told truth sometimes terrible gross disgusting rest world im waste space contribute nothing take everything dont give anything return parents barely call mom never say love her ask ask ask dad things never give anything back literally definition excess waste nothing important act like deserve important voice head thats disillusioned positive fuck think is
hey thing keeping alive possibility study abroadi fucking feel guilty raped fingering count rape saying count rape sitting crying making finish could leave count rape still feel like thats fault fault fault went dorm stayed even though didnt want to thought id help get francisco made everything much worse hate making decision hate saying nothing nothing hate look hate feelhate body soul heart im ugly twisted little thing thats limping around hurt cant get fact theres nobody else blame cant blame him stupid didnt know doing cant blame world fuck world even define that cant blame francisco even wasnt that bad least told truth sometimes terrible gross disgusting rest worldim waste space contribute nothing take everything dont give anything return parents barely call mom never say love her ask ask ask dad things never give anything back literally definition excess waste nothing important act like deserve important voice head thats disillusioned positive fuck think is
Hey thing mantener viva la posibilidad de estudio en el extranjero mierda se siente culpable violación dedo cuenta violación diciendo cuenta violación estar llorando terminar podría dejar cuenta violación todavía sentir como eso culpa culpa culpa fue dormitorio se quedó a pesar de no querer pensar id ayuda conseguir francisco hizo todo mucho peor odio tomar decisión odio decir nada odio mirada odio alma cuerpo corazón im fea retorcido pequeña cosa que cojeando alrededor dolor no puede llegar hecho no hay nadie más culpa no puede culpar a él estúpido no sabía hacer no puede culpar mundo mierda mundo incluso definir que no se puede culpar francisco ni siquiera no era que mal menos decir verdad a veces terrible horrible descanso asqueroso mundoim espacio basura contribuir nada tomar todo no dar nada volver padres apenas llamar mamá nunca decir amor ella preguntar pedir a papá cosas nunca dar nada de vuelta literalmente definición exceso desperdicio nada importante acto como merecer importante voz cabeza que desilusión positiva mierda pensar es