help wantedsorry crappy title really sure posted linked askreddit post found herehttpwwwredditcomraskredditcommentsddwhats_bothering_you_right_now_what_do_you_need_to guess ill give backstory around  years ago moved home country new zealand another country really want give specifics sorry thats rules got there different country different culture language etc novelty wow cool wore fairly quickly went school started school fairly cheerfully first week school broke crying recess friends really know do got friend changed cheerful started become depressed started fake sick go school  fast forward two years believed bullied called nerd snotpicker among things almost daily though memory may warped quite ago  happened fourth grade fast forward two years come  year old emotionally unstable trust anyone anyone friend basically clung onto unstable day moved never really no friends always someone never thought friends despite them realize fast forward two years arrive  year old thought redflag written suicidal notes before taken tests seen therapists wants end all tasked huge amount school work mother micromanges life suffering headaches things like that allowed stay home school requires go school unless want spend multiple days catching up now honestly ive enough know commit redflag ive thought before ive seen two therapists before ive leave due leaving schools school go currently small around  people max much variety people result im starting doubt whether continue life ive feeling like crap lately especially school ive deal headaches stomach aches im fed it took test iq doctor suggested take antidepressants refused heard could make flat way regret decision im avid gamer usually play games get mind things thats happening less less mother takes control life lot more going university generally stressfilled life help all also help changes diet whenever sees something thinks help family leads angry due fact spending money food could save bit buying half brands does family eg father etc away another country generally things do im sure do ive tried make feel better ive basically lost motivation things days spent reading reddit nothing else get pretty good grades school generally neartop class marks yet im still told make study notes study every day mother believes getting a marks every assignment ive basically lost motivation live thing keeping going fact want disappoint people feel like im pulling people time ive skipping meals mother spend much people plus help classmates social rejects feel like fit anywhere leads internet strangely feel like fit in welp im going stop there thats one gigantic ramblerant know do seen therapist lately helped before im scared ask one mother may say you need one need help advice anything help get hellhole life hope sound selfentitled anything mother tells that quote dont bad im sure that seen people worse would love somebody gave help sorry incredibly rambleyranty
help wantedsorry crappy title really sure posted linked askreddit post found herehttpwwwredditcomraskredditcommentsddwhats_bothering_you_right_now_what_do_you_need_to guess ill give backstory around years ago moved home country new zealand another country really want give specifics sorry thats rules got there different country different culture language etc novelty wow cool wore fairly quickly went school started school fairly cheerfully first week school broke crying recess friends really know do got friend changed cheerful started become depressed started fake sick go school fast forward two years believed bullied called nerd snotpicker among things almost daily though memory may warped quite ago happened fourth grade fast forward two years come year old emotionally unstable trust anyone anyone friend basically clung onto unstable day moved never really no friends always someone never thought friends despite them realize fast forward two years arrive year old thought redflag written suicidal notes before taken tests seen therapists wants end all tasked huge amount school work mother micromanges life suffering headaches things like that allowed stay home school requires go school unless want spend multiple days catching up now honestly ive enough know commit redflag ive thought before ive seen two therapists before ive leave due leaving schools school go currently small around people max much variety people result im starting doubt whether continue life ive feeling like crap lately especially school ive deal headaches stomach aches im fed it took test iq doctor suggested take antidepressants refused heard could make flat way regret decision im avid gamer usually play games get mind things thats happening less less mother takes control life lot more going university generally stressfilled life help all also help changes diet whenever sees something thinks help family leads angry due fact spending money food could save bit buying half brands does family eg father etc away another country generally things do im sure do ive tried make feel better ive basically lost motivation things days spent reading reddit nothing else get pretty good grades school generally neartop class marks yet im still told make study notes study every day mother believes getting a marks every assignment ive basically lost motivation live thing keeping going fact want disappoint people feel like im pulling people time ive skipping meals mother spend much people plus help classmates social rejects feel like fit anywhere leads internet strangely feel like fit in welp im going stop there thats one gigantic ramblerant know do seen therapist lately helped before im scared ask one mother may say you need one need help advice anything help get hellhole life hope sound selfentitled anything mother tells that quote dont badim sure that seen people worse would love somebody gave help sorry incredibly rambleyranty
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