im getting every day redflag seems pretty appealing compared going  timesthats life expectancy im  basically relationships outside family family loves much enough me feel guilty greedy read peoples posts lost love life got abused traumatized money etc meanwhile real problem im scared social interaction last week talked girl found attractive gave number texted day stopped responding rejection crushed me people tell im young whole future ahead me feel young friends years younger meaningful romantic relationships cant get girl talk  hours im immediate danger killing myself think every day think shooting back throat hopefully destroy brain stem think hand could jerk maybe turn living shell brain dead tormenting family even worse successful killing outright think avoid building guillotine severing head body entirely would likely kill me think future want weekend think this im still far away acting it ive drifting direction long long time need change course may well end up
im getting every day redflag seems pretty appealing compared going timesthats life expectancyim basically relationships outside family family loves much enough me feelguilty greedy read peoples posts lost love life got abused traumatized money etc meanwhile real problem im scared social interaction last week talked girl found attractive gave number texted day stopped responding rejection crushed me people tell im young whole future ahead me feel young friends years younger meaningful romantic relationships cant get girl talk hoursim immediate danger killing myself think every day think shooting back throat hopefully destroy brain stem think hand could jerk maybe turn living shell brain dead tormenting family even worse successful killing outright think avoid building guillotine severing head body entirely would likely kill me think future want weekend think this im still far away acting it ive drifting direction long long time need change course may well end up
Im conseguir cada día Redflag parece bastante atractivo comparado tiempos en marchaque esperanza de vidaim básicamente relaciones fuera de familia familia ama bastante me siento culpable codicioso leer mensajes gente perdido amor vida fue abusado dinero traumatizado etc mientras tanto problema real im miedo interacción social conversación chica encontrado atractivo dio número mensaje de texto día dejó de responder rechazo me aplastó gente decir im joven todo el futuro me siento jóvenes amigos años más joven significativas relaciones románticas no pueden conseguir chica hablar horasim peligro inmediato matarme creo que cada día pensar tiro detrás garganta esperanza destruir cerebro vástago pensar mano podría idiota tal vez convertir vida cáscara cerebro muerto atormentar familia incluso peor éxito matar directamente pensar evitar construir guillotina cortar cuerpo cabeza completamente me mataría pensar futuro querer fin de semana pensar este im todavía lejos actuar ive drifting dirección largo tiempo necesita cambiar curso bien puede terminar para arriba