suffered depression since teen years past absolutely isolated abused drugs alcohol complete  live pretty happy sober unmedicated healthy lifestyle year lot going recently felt getting various things feel super overwhelmed cannot stop crying found turning alcohol wanting shut quickly caught decided speak openly family feeling sister told big deal uncle told top explained hurtful fiance told right week frustrated angry too feel awful even tried reach feel numb pretty resentful also feel kind stupid  tried reach family shut  wish said anything
suffered depression since teen years past absolutely isolated abused drugs alcohol complete live pretty happy sober unmedicated healthy lifestyle year lot going recently felt getting various things feel super overwhelmed cannot stop crying found turning alcohol wanting shut quickly caught decided speak openly family feeling sister told big deal uncle told top explained hurtful fiance told right week frustrated angry too feel awful even tried reach feel numb pretty resentful also feel kind stupid tried reach family shut wish said anything
Sufrió depresión desde adolescentes años pasados absolutamente aislado abuso de drogas alcohol completa vivir bastante feliz sobria no medicado saludable estilo de vida año lote va recientemente sentir varias cosas sentirse super abrumado no puede dejar de llorar encontrado convertir el alcohol querer cerrar rápidamente capturado decidió hablar abiertamente familia sentimiento hermana dijo gran cosa tío dijo a top explicó prometido doloroso dijo semana correcta frustrado enojado también se siente horrible incluso tratado de llegar se siente entumecido bastante resentido también se siente amable estúpido tratado llegar familia cerrado deseo dijo algo