fake til make it last ditch effort failed want anymoretherapy meds exercise cbt moving new hobby new friends eating properly sleeping properly can finally pretending happy convince am failed ive tried all nothing actually fixes anything i problem cant sit thinking dog fucking street artist guy more cant fucking deal alone cant sit sidelines watching people live lives im fucking using oxygen everything fucking working for gone never happen let it im going waste fucking energy seeking know ill never have ive gone gotten situation someone depends rent money id fucking check right now thought put situation someone depended me would give push need get fuck this im starting feel really give shit anymore
fake til make it last ditch effort failed want anymoretherapy meds exercise cbt moving new hobby new friends eating properly sleeping properly can finally pretending happy convince am failed ive tried all nothing actually fixes anything i problem cant sit thinking dog fucking street artist guy more cant fucking deal alone cant sit sidelines watching people live livesim fucking using oxygen everything fucking working for gone never happen let it im going waste fucking energy seeking know ill never have ive gone gotten situation someone depends rent money id fucking check right now thought put situation someone depended me would give push need get fuck this im starting feel really give shit anymore
falso hasta hacer que el último esfuerzo zanja fallida másthertherapy meds ejercicio cbt movimiento nuevo hobby nuevos amigos comer adecuadamente dormir adecuadamente puede finalmente pretender feliz convencer a fallida he probado todo realmente nada me problema no puedo sentarse pensando perro puto artista de la calle chico más cant puto trato solo no puedo sentarse sidelines ver la gente vive livesim usando oxígeno mierda todo el trabajo para ido nunca sucede dejar que im va a desperdiciar la puta energía buscando saber mal nunca ha ido ha conseguido situación alguien depende alquiler dinero id puto cheque ahora pensé poner situación alguien me dependía dar empuje necesidad conseguir mierda este im empezando sentir realmente dar mierda más