know how whenmy life fallen shit abusive stepmother controls life father took father sister moved thousands miles away me could live mommy best fried im love him nothing done there lives friend friend hates me nothing brings joy day anymore playing saxophone listening favorite bands even giggle innocent  year old girl bring smile face anymore small insight list reasons self hatred so ive decided best choice death relieve world one awful soul leave oxygen people actually things lives just best option me ive struggled depression years going therapy taking meds everyday nothing works im hopeless ill pop pills many pills thats taking effect ill slash gash wrist cant fail ill written close friends specific note know much mean me ill truly free ill completed seems be escape thanks reading lt if typos please accept dearest apologies im ipod exactly easy write tears swelled eyes
know how whenmy life fallen shit abusive stepmother controls life father took father sister moved thousands miles away me could live mommy best fried im love him nothing done there lives friend friend hates me nothing brings joy day anymore playing saxophone listening favorite bands even giggle innocent year old girl bring smile face anymore small insight list reasons self hatred so ive decided best choice death relieve world one awful soul leave oxygen people actually things lives just best option meive struggled depression years going therapy taking meds everyday nothing works im hopeless ill pop pills many pills thats taking effect ill slash gash wrist cant fail ill written close friends specific note know much mean me ill truly free ill completed seems be escape thanks reading lt if typos please accept dearest apologies im ipod exactly easy write tears swelled eyes
saber cómo cuando mi vida cayó mierda abusadora madrastra controla la vida padre llevó padre hermana se trasladó a miles de kilómetros de distancia yo podría vivir mamá mejor frito im amor nada hecho allí vidas amigo me odia nada trae alegría día más tocando saxofón escuchar bandas favoritas incluso risa inocente año niña traer sonrisa cara más pequeña lista de ideas razones auto odio tan ive decidido mejor elección muerte aliviar mundo un alma horrible dejar oxígeno personas en realidad las cosas viven mejor opción meive luchado depresión años va terapia tomar medicamentos diario nada funciona im desesperanza mal píldoras pop muchas píldoras que toman efecto mal slash slash muñeca no puede fallar mal escrito amigos cercanos nota específica saber mucho significa me mal realmente libre mal completado parece escapar gracias lectura lt si errores por favor aceptar disculpas más queridas im ipod exactamente fácil escribir lágrimas ojos hinchados