graduated college years ago worst time life became depressed first day growing up leaving friends taking harder courses because special ed since elementary therapist involuntarily sent hospital days i could never trust anyone even myself again thanks her change majors take extra year kept failing classes graduated pay student loans full time job used work  part time jobs due pandemic left  feel like ruined life going college wasting parents money taking courses want take like italian wanted learn japanese make happy feel like failed myself could gone technical school learned trade even gone community college friends chose traditional university route like sister except phd good paying job director childrens museum meanwhile cannot even get unemployment living moms sometimes wish dead feeling way since any thoughts feel like college ruined me m
graduated college years ago worst time life became depressed first day growing up leaving friends taking harder courses because special ed since elementary therapist involuntarily sent hospital days i could never trust anyone even myself again thanks her change majors take extra year kept failing classes graduated pay student loans full time job used work part time jobs due pandemic left feel like ruined life going college wasting parents money taking courses want take like italian wanted learn japanese make happy feel like failed myself could gone technical school learned trade even gone community college friends chose traditional university route like sister except phd good paying job director childrens museum meanwhile cannot even get unemployment living moms sometimes wish dead feeling way since any thoughts feel like college ruined me m
graduada universidad hace años peor tiempo la vida se deprimió primer día creciendo dejando amigos tomando cursos más duros porque ed especial desde primaria terapeuta involuntariamente envió días de hospital nunca podría confiar en nadie incluso yo mismo otra vez gracias a su cambio mayores tomar año extra se mantuvo fracaso clases graduado pagar préstamos estudiantiles tiempo completo trabajo utilizado trabajo a tiempo parcial trabajo debido a pandemia izquierda se siente como vida arruinada vida va padres dinero tomar cursos quieren tomar como italiano quiere aprender japonés hacer feliz sentir como fracasado yo mismo podría ir escuela técnica aprendido comercio incluso fuera universidad amigos han elegido tradicional ruta universitaria como hermana excepto phd buen pago trabajo director niños museo mientras tanto no puede incluso conseguir desempleo mamás vivas a veces desean sentimiento muerto manera ya que cualquier pensamiento se siente como universidad me arruinó m