want leave tonightnot bothering throwaway dont know anyone would care found this im  years old friends family ive felt like dying long remember point pushing cowardice bc hotlines say gets better eventually never me good job year attempt took me jobless couple months havent drive really try find anything sleep much body let me wish anything left keep really dont im constantly physical emotional pain ive many therapists psychiatrists nothing make better want go whatever next maybe finally go maybe reincarnation real ill happier tomorrow
want leave tonightnot bothering throwaway dont know anyone would care found this im years old friends familyive felt like dying long remember point pushing cowardice bc hotlines say gets better eventually never me good job year attempt took me jobless couple months havent drive really try find anything sleep much body let me wish anything left keep really dont im constantly physical emotional pain ive many therapists psychiatrists nothing make better want go whatever next maybe finally go maybe reincarnation real ill happier tomorrow
Quiero salir esta noche no molestando tirar no sé a nadie le importa encontrar este im años viejos amigos familiares se sentía como morir mucho tiempo recordar punto empujando cobardía BC líneas directas dicen mejora finalmente nunca me buen trabajo año intento me llevó sin trabajo par de meses no han podido conducir realmente tratar de encontrar nada dormir mucho cuerpo me gustaría que nada queda mantener realmente dont im constantemente dolor emocional ive muchos terapeutas psiquiatras nada hacer mejor querer ir lo que sea después tal vez finalmente ir reencarnación realmente mal más feliz mañana