hold forman im done honestly keep telling its okay going okay fucking lie honestly really is tell its okay get abused ansd get screamed useless man know lame post much really anywhere else none friends really get im going blame them everytime tell im okay remember person fell love gave  years life cheated multiple people tossed aside like rag obnoxious cunt who literally takes relationship advice b shit fucking not cunt went b friend exs said dubs says whether break up fucking class act dude cheated ditched for literalyl im begging patient me god damn it loved much knew anxiety ripping us apart knew patient things could get better wanted sex needed most cant even look people fucking eye speak them cant even speak people barely even online know say anymore ive lost myself past  years hell gotten worse worse worse keep getting worse worse get it done deserve brutal emotional abuse cheating im really bad person think am always way god dammit it past  posts comments know everyones patience wearing ridiculously thin im sorry really know else say beyond that ive forced stop posting much want annoy burden people since last post tried strangling death cord bathroom almost passed thought what embarrassing way die thought alone made throw wire neck told family rednessrashwhateveryoudcall weather getting shit excuse know dunno man really fucking want death im pussy it really want build fucking it cant get sight ex lanky moronic fuck head cant get faces everyone yelled fucking head words feel genuinely empty used tossed aside god dammit would parent fucking manipulate much have even brought world man toy abuse fun got older told need grow up figure way never got guidance got fucking screaming im anxious hell shaking even type shit feel like im panic attack know even matter anxiety attacks feel alone like seriously fucking what gives shit pertains alone problem come fucking woe me abuse seriously even know expect know im one help myself want end life theres lot good im lmao fantasize dying lay shower yes lay fucking shower like hour hour half think ways could easily one moment gone forever next know relief happiness brings me god idea blankness nothing holy fuck thinking time sense relief wish someone hated enough shoot head stab death problem make enemies want harm physically make enemies want harm mentally im already fucked god dammit please someone tell understand feels like false understanding like actually getting like past  years since began feeling suicidal started attempting never felt right never felt genuinely happy kind carefree happy hear people talk about never felt that ive felt extremely strong love another person many people ex friends family lay much them ive never felt happy keep searching cant figure out feel lost beaten down parent abused growing im  much done yeah got giant fight day trying tell bedtime took lock door made feel less human im child always be power life all many people power me flipped fucking lid screamed them called cunt told get fuck away me screamed go fuck off many times cant even remember many fought  minutes afterward felt better even confronted first time life abuse even make feel better moving forward point unleashed sadness anger avail all thought confronting everything would first step betterment able put fucking garbage behind me wasnt step whats already inmotion early march sent love letter box gifts ex birthday broke obviously thatd fucking creepy wasnt got box broke things and far told cheated someone else already read love letter told this sweet thanks know love letters quite outdated know guess im hopeless romantic put heart wrote laid everything got equivalent cool know weird thing bring up just moment realized used  years nudes gifts compliments fun little toy reinforced months fighting afterward ended cutting ties wanted keep letter reminder everything went sour realize nothing used like naive twat used cry threatened throwing away note felt like given part person never told made cry threats hope does god damn im rambling on know none matters ill likely get  responses like last  posts the former one  comment said see guess post got removed allowed something know none really care things ive through god  places throw open place therapist thats fucking sad me know death set stone die us will feel like another aspect death set stone truly fully believe die redflag even die within next months way next years decades almost like know inside heart feel like guarantee future way fucking relief lifts spirit even think it way finally even cowards way out would even want brave theres nothing end this push pretense everyone trying hurt pride calling pussy loss pride mean shit im ground really really look forward death god do want die soon
hold forman im done honestly keep telling its okay going okay fucking lie honestly really is tell its okay get abused ansd get screamed useless man know lame post much really anywhere else none friends really get im going blame them everytime tell imokay remember person fell love gave years life cheated multiple people tossed aside like rag obnoxious cunt who literally takes relationship advice b shit fucking not cunt went b friend exs said dubs says whether break up fucking class act dude cheated ditched for literalyl im begging patient me god damn it loved much knew anxiety ripping us apart knew patient things could get better wanted sex needed most cant even look people fucking eye speak them cant even speak people barely even online know say anymore ive lost myself past years hell gotten worse worse worse keep getting worse worse get it done deserve brutal emotional abuse cheating im really bad person think am always way god dammit it past posts comments know everyones patience wearing ridiculously thin im sorry really know else say beyond that ive forced stop posting much want annoy burden people since last post tried strangling death cord bathroom almost passed thought what embarrassing way die thought alone made throw wire neck told family rednessrashwhateveryoudcall weather getting shit excuse know dunno man really fucking want deathim pussy it really want buildfucking it cant get sight ex lanky moronic fuck head cant get faces everyone yelled fucking head words feel genuinely empty used tossed aside god dammitwould parent fucking manipulate much have even brought world man toy abuse fun got older told need grow up figure way never got guidance got fucking screaming im anxious hell shaking even type shit feel like im panic attack know even matter anxiety attacks feel alone like seriously fucking what gives shit pertains alone problem come fucking woe me abuse seriously even know expect know im one help myself want end life theres lot good im lmao fantasize dying lay shower yes lay fucking shower like hour hour half think ways could easily one moment gone forever next know relief happiness brings me god idea blankness nothing holy fuck thinking time sense relief wish someone hated enough shoot head stab death problem make enemies want harm physically make enemies want harm mentally im already fucked god dammit please someone tell understand feels like false understanding like actually getting like past years since began feeling suicidal started attempting never felt right never felt genuinely happy kind carefree happy hear people talk about never felt that ive felt extremely strong love another person many peopleex friends family lay much them ive never felt happy keep searching cant figure out feel lost beaten down parent abused growing im much doneyeah got giant fight day trying tell bedtime took lock door made feel less human im child always be power life all many people power me flipped fucking lid screamed them called cunt told get fuck away me screamed go fuck off many times cant even remember many fought minutes afterward felt better even confronted first time life abuse even make feel better moving forward point unleashed sadness anger avail all thought confronting everything would first step betterment able put fucking garbage behind me wasnt step whats already inmotion early march sent love letter box gifts ex birthday broke obviously thatd fucking creepy wasnt got box broke things and far told cheated someone else already read love letter told this sweet thanks knowlove letters quite outdated know guess im hopeless romantic put heart wrote laid everything got equivalent cool know weird thing bring up just moment realized used years nudes gifts compliments fun little toy reinforced months fighting afterward ended cutting ties wanted keep letter reminder everything went sour realize nothing used like naive twat used cry threatened throwing away note felt like given part person never told made cry threats hope does god damn im rambling on know none matters ill likely get responses like last posts the former one comment said see guess post got removed allowed something know none really care things ive through god places throw open place therapist thats fucking sad me know death set stone die us will feel like another aspect death set stone truly fully believe die redflag even die within next months way next years decades almost like know inside heart feel like guarantee future way fucking relief lifts spirit even think it way finally even cowards way out would even want brave theres nothing end this push pretense everyone trying hurt pride calling pussy loss pride mean shit im ground really really look forward death god do want die soon
Hold Forman Im hecho honestamente seguir diciendo su bien va bien mierda mentira honestamente realmente es decir su bien consigue abusado ansd consigue gritado inútil hombre sabe muy cojo post mucho en cualquier otro lugar ningún amigo realmente obtener im va culpar cada vez decir imokay recordar persona cayó amor dio años la vida engañó a varias personas tiradas a un lado como trapo odioso coño que literalmente toma consejos relaciones b mierda mierda no coño fue b amigos exs dijo dubs dice si romper puto acto clase tío engañado desechado por literalil im implorar paciente me Dios maldición le encantaba mucho la ansiedad que nos destrozaba sabía pacientes cosas podrían conseguir mejor deseado sexo necesario más cant incluso mirar gente maldito ojo hablar ellos no puede incluso hablar gente apenas en línea saber decir más he perdido a mí mismo pasado años peor peor peor peor peor seguir haciéndolo merece brutal abuso emocional trampa im realmente mala persona creo que soy siempre manera dios maldición lo comentarios sabe todos los pacientes usar ridículamente delgado