older tried lot still failed go onso im late s male going motions settling affairs ive already decided method purchased need tested everything date shortly approaching tried number things deal feelings years hundreds hours volunteer work medication therapy a long time ago got sober exercisingeating healthy relationships etc nothing worked dont really want die feel limping along long im tired want sleep miss home place safety comfort known long time felt way throughout life brought head  year relationship my fault laid work also kind fault really nothing keep here social network were older shit deal with messaged friend last night asking it heard back tried contact redflag helpline made feel worse guess im looking for well anything guess im looking others thing it feel tried decades failed failed everything highly unlikely going getting better point death feels way out way feel broken alone anymore tried much go there
older tried lot still failed go onsoim late s male going motions settling affairs ive already decided method purchased need tested everything date shortly approaching tried number things deal feelings years hundreds hours volunteer work medication therapy a long time ago got sober exercisingeating healthy relationships etc nothing worked dont really want die feel limping along longim tired want sleep miss home place safety comfort known long time felt way throughout life brought head year relationship my fault laid work also kind fault really nothing keep here social network were older shit deal with messaged friend last night asking it heard back tried contact redflag helpline made feel worse guess im looking for well anything guess im looking others thing it feel tried decades failed failed everything highly unlikely going getting better point death feels way out way feel broken alone anymore tried much go there
mayor lote intentado todavía falló ir onsoim tarde masculino va movimientos arreglo de asuntos ive ya decidido método adquirido necesidad probado todo fecha pronto acercarse tratado número cosas trato sentimientos años cientos horas voluntariado trabajo medicamentos terapia hace mucho tiempo se puso sobrio ejercicio comer relaciones saludables etc nada funcionó realmente no quiero morir sentirse cojeando junto longim cansado querer dormir señorita casa lugar seguridad comodidad conocido largo tiempo se sintió manera durante la vida trajo cabeza año relación mi culpa puesto trabajo también buena culpa realmente nada mantener aquí red social eran viejo mierda trato con amigo mensajeado anoche pidiendo se escuchó volver contacto tratado redflag helpline hizo sentir peor conjetura im buscar bien cualquier cosa adivinar im buscar otras décadas falló todo muy poco probable ir mejor punto la muerte se siente manera se siente roto solo más tratado mucho ir allí