want find somewhere die im piece shit world fucked anyway long ventdont even know im posting wall text cant fucking tell anyone else cant weak im even able cry im postgraduate student biomedical science related degree always focused grades told started getting subject choice started hate it like turn back investing much life it think it applied wanted fuck home back high school mom suffered lot grandmother died every day would yell petty things sometimes throw shit around break stuff sometimes take it whenever said something back got worse went full mental breakdown telling hate her love give shit every day three whole years exceptions dad told shut up men like that studied ass able move uni uk back highschool fat nerd liked video games usually got beat humiliated every single day fought back broke someones nose sending guy hospital everyone said overreacted joke principal happy parents believed me happy verdict next time fuck im flying correctional facility bullying got worse everyone calling criminal now even fight back might fuck someone took beatings started skipping classes studying home night went nearby internet cafe classes play video games get high people met there regret it stuff kept killing myself closed id wander aimlessly inadvertently getting trouble occasion also time first cat died getting hit car true friend ever had got pets fine home now black furry little fucker one loved most always help get day day came uk uni good said everyone nice nice never managed fit in never got whole drinking clubbing thing really much disposable income others anyway stayed home studied played video games time relationship parents got better maybe realized left started respect wanted believe sweet lie everything ok get needy wanting always talk id want tell fuck off support home think care fucked way top worst porn addiction ever tried stop many times now cant brain used dopamine rush im  im virgin might explain sexual frustration gets me could high sex drive might never know used fat fuck phimosis fixed both im used looking decent confident girl really liked back highschool asked point rejected partly fear might make fun might end getting ridiculed well seen me second one someone met time uni furthest went full makeout session tipsy decided fess said kissing skills horrible bad idea said anymore left straight away contact afterwards thought would pathetic actually tried fapping watching porn sexual frustration gets control managed  month went one day period ended trying get phone numbers bar got rejected got shitfaced afterwards thinking decided stay couple drinks bouncer tried kick out flipped shit got fight started pushing me knocked think broke nose fucked right speed light went home wank decided drink frequent bars again recently started postgrad life bad made lot friends somehow im even popular see mask put on even admire fact im mysterious unyielding brick wall even got girls course interested me theyre interested something casual really wanna go risk crap getting out sense im surrounded people yet still fucking alone im thinking going back home join army maybe help find place die reason forgotten im stuck past barely even feel alive wish someone could beat im within inch death maybe ill find reason live never told anyone crap friends family tell reason depressed ive kept shit myself now
want find somewhere dieim piece shit world fucked anyway long ventdont even know im posting wall text cant fucking tell anyone elsecant weak im even able cry im postgraduate student biomedical science related degree always focused grades told started getting subject choice started hate it like turn back investing much life it think it applied wanted fuck home back high school mom suffered lot grandmother died every day would yell petty things sometimes throw shit around break stuff sometimes take it whenever said something back got worse went full mental breakdown telling hate her love give shit every day three whole years exceptions dad told shut up men like that studied ass able move uni uk back highschool fat nerd liked video games usually got beat humiliated every single day fought back broke someones nose sending guy hospital everyone said overreacted joke principal happy parents believed me happy verdict next time fuck im flying correctional facility bullying got worse everyone calling criminal now even fight back might fuck someone took beatings started skipping classes studying home night went nearby internet cafe classes play video games get high people met there regret it stuff kept killing myself closed id wander aimlessly inadvertently getting trouble occasion also time first cat died getting hit car true friend ever had got pets fine home now black furry little fucker one loved most always help get day day came uk uni good said everyone nice nice never managed fit in never got whole drinking clubbing thing really much disposable income others anyway stayed home studied played video games time relationship parents got better maybe realized left started respect wanted believe sweet lie everything ok get needy wanting always talk id want tell fuck off support home think care fucked way top worst porn addiction ever tried stop many times now cant brain used dopamine rush im im virgin might explain sexual frustration gets me could high sex drive might never know used fat fuck phimosis fixed both im used looking decent confident girl really liked back highschool asked point rejected partly fear might make fun might end getting ridiculed well seen me second one someone met time uni furthest went full makeout session tipsy decided fess said kissing skills horrible bad idea said anymore left straight away contact afterwards thought would pathetic actually tried fapping watching porn sexual frustration gets control managed month went one day period ended trying get phone numbers bar got rejected got shitfaced afterwards thinking decided stay couple drinks bouncer tried kick out flipped shit got fight started pushing me knocked think broke nose fucked right speed light went home wank decided drink frequent bars again recently started postgrad life bad made lot friends somehow im even popular see mask put on even admire fact im mysterious unyielding brick wall even got girls course interested me theyre interested something casual really wanna go risk crap getting out sense im surrounded people yet still fucking alone im thinking going back home join army maybe help find place die reason forgotten im stuck past barely even feel alive wish someone could beat im within inch death maybe ill find reason live never told anyone crap friends family tell reason depressed ive kept shit myself now
Quiero encontrar algún lugar dieim pedazo mierda mundo follada de todos modos largo ventdont incluso saber im publicar texto de pared no puede mierda decirle a nadie otra personacant débil im incluso capaz llorar im estudiante de posgrado biomédica ciencia grado relacionado grados siempre enfocados grados contados comenzaron a conseguir asignatura elección comenzó odio como volver atrás invertir mucha vida que piensa que se aplica quería mierda casa volver secundaria mamá sufrió mucho abuela murió cada día gritaba cosas insignificantes tirar mierda alrededor de descanso cosas a veces tomarlo cada vez que dijo algo de vuelta fue peor completo crisis mental diciendo odio su amor dar mierda cada día tres años enteros excepciones papá dijo callar a los hombres como que estudió culo capaz mover uni uk back secundaria gordo nerd le gustaban los videojuegos por lo general fueron golpeados todos los días lucharon la nariz alguien envió chico hospital todos dijeron broma exagerada principal feliz padres me creyeron feliz veredicto la próxima vez