tomorrow medepression something  years everyday like many people fight get bed even get up everyone around tears down never receive compliments goes right negative always everything wrong last weekend thought monday would day killed told wanted one last good weekend saw boyfriend went dinner got hotel argued whole time wanted couple good memories went nothing happy nothing day happy yesterday fell unconscious heard man saying  stay me asking what name is could hear wanted let go let go unconsciousness peaceful everything black like blind see anyone anything hear falling falling want feeling time want wake up side note redflag attempt yesterday medical problems sometimes get weak past wherever am really know point post is wanna die want head misery cant anything right barely hold job afford make ends meet everyone talks one tries boost point anymore therapist even told regressing know help anymore im lost
tomorrow medepression something years everyday like many people fight get bed even get up everyone around tears down never receive compliments goes right negative always everything wrong last weekend thought monday would day killed told wanted one last good weekend saw boyfriend went dinner got hotel argued whole time wanted couple good memories went nothing happy nothing day happy yesterday fell unconscious heard man saying stay me asking what name is could hear wanted let go let go unconsciousness peaceful everything black like blind see anyone anything hear falling falling want feeling time want wake up side note redflag attempt yesterday medical problems sometimes get weak past wherever am really know point post is wanna die want head misery cant anything right barely hold job afford make ends meet everyone talks one tries boost point anymore therapist even told regressing know help anymore im lost
mañana medepresión algo años todos los días como mucha gente lucha conseguir cama incluso levantarse todos alrededor de lágrimas abajo nunca recibir cumplidos va bien negativo siempre todo mal el fin de semana pasado pensamiento lunes día asesinado contada quería una última buena fin de semana vio novio fue cena hotel argumentado todo tiempo quería pareja buenos recuerdos fue nada feliz nada feliz ayer cayó inconsciente hombre oído decir me quedo preguntando qué nombre es podría oír quería dejar ir inconsciencia paz todo negro como ciego ver a alguien cualquier cosa oír caerse quiero sentir el tiempo quiero despertar lado nota rojo intento ayer problemas médicos a veces se debilitan pasado donde soy realmente sé punto post es querer morir miseria cabeza cant cualquier derecho apenas mantener trabajo pagar fin a todos habla uno intenta impulsar punto más terapeuta incluso dijo retroceder saber ayuda más im perdido