want stillim supposed happy got great life   job working myself supportive wife cats parents still good health theirs nice house amp mercedes etc ever it thoughts putting gun mouth pulling trigger frequent today crying non stop hours ive sober since new years used pothead trying better man bullshit guess even everything supposed make us happy  evil thoughts still creep like poisonous gas makes us feel like cant escape feeling utter loneliness remains sometimes wish dead see wife could free shit
want stillim supposed happy got great life job working myself supportive wife cats parents still good health theirs nice house amp mercedes etc ever it thoughts putting gun mouth pulling trigger frequent today crying non stop hours ive sober since new years used pothead trying better man bullshit guess even everything supposed make us happy evil thoughts still creep like poisonous gas makes us feel like cant escape feeling utter loneliness remains sometimes wish dead see wife could free shit
want stillim supuesto feliz consiguió gran trabajo de la vida trabajo yo apoyo esposa gatos padres todavía buena salud su casa agradable amplificadores mercedes etc siempre pensamientos poniendo pistola boca apretar gatillo frecuente hoy llorando sin parar horas de vida sobria ya que los nuevos años utilizados pothead intentar mejor hombre mierda adivinar incluso todo supuesto nos hacen felices malos pensamientos todavía se arrastran como gas venenoso nos hace sentir como no se puede escapar sentir total soledad sigue siendo a veces deseo muerto ver esposa podría liberar mierda