struggling push thoughts awaymy last attempt around  years ago ive handled daily suicidal thoughts pretty well since then usually resilience push away nonsense aspergers make friends easily ones ended pushing away removing  days ago even guilty remove entire group due negativity since im back self harming strength cope thoughts think im safe usually im make attempt get serene almost bliss like feeling wash ive found answer yet thats usually things go bad even know im typing out think need tell someone know someone read something know tried fill void wife kids working makes feel worse things supposed matter right like makes even shittier person dont second thought maybe im safe thought ive already started rationalising gonna get computer think thats way stay safe right now
struggling push thoughts awaymy last attempt around years ago ive handled daily suicidal thoughts pretty well since then usually resilience push away nonsense aspergers make friends easily ones ended pushing away removing days ago even guilty remove entire group due negativity since im back self harming strength cope thoughts think im safe usually im make attempt get serene almost bliss like feeling wash ive found answer yet thats usually things go bad even know im typing out think need tell someone know someone read something know tried fill void wife kids working makes feel worse things supposed matter right like makes even shittier person dont second thought maybeim safe thought ive already started rationalising gonna get computer think thats way stay safe right now
lucha ahuyentar pensamientos mi último intento hace años ive manejado pensamientos suicidas diarios bastante bien desde entonces por lo general la resiliencia empuja lejos sin sentido aspergers hacer amigos fácilmente uno terminó empujando lejos removiendo días atrás incluso culpable eliminar grupo entero debido negatividad ya que im espalda auto daño fuerza hacer frente a los pensamientos pensar in seguro generalmente hago intento conseguir sereno casi bienaventuranza como sensación de lavado ive respuesta encontrado sin embargo eso generalmente las cosas van mal incluso sé que yo me tipeo pensar que alguien sabe que alguien sabe que alguien sabe que alguien ha tratado de llenar vacío esposa hijos trabajar hace sentir cosas peores supuesto materia derecho como hace persona mierda no segundo pensamiento tal vez es seguro pensamiento ive ya comenzó a racionalizar va a tener computadora pensar que manera de mantenerse a salvo ahora mismo