th birthday feeling suicidalhey guys turning  tomorrow feel horrible ive struggling depression  years  recently started taking meds  instead helping feel better think feel worse used social outgoing  year everything going downhill treat family closest friends like shit cant help ignoring saying things dont want hurts hurts them barely survive school tired time lay bed day feel alone fuck time ive never one true love think noone talk share pain with school group friends hang pass time cant relate talk want something tomorrow birthday instead thinking throwing party good time  thinking wasting time  worthless insignificant am fail life univerity want die brothers best friend killed   remember pain went dont know againi feel like everyone know feeling awful trying help keep rejecting even tho need support feel horrible that want everything ok much ask
th birthday feeling suicidalhey guys turning tomorrow feel horrible ive struggling depression years recently started taking meds instead helping feel better think feel worse used social outgoing year everything going downhill treat family closest friends like shit cant help ignoring saying things dont want hurts hurts them barely survive school tired time lay bed day feel alone fuck time ive never one true love think noone talk share pain with school group friends hang pass time cant relate talk want something tomorrow birthday instead thinking throwing party good time thinking wasting time worthless insignificant am fail life univerity want die brothers best friend killed remember pain went dont know againi feel like everyone know feeling awful trying help keep rejecting even tho need support feel horrible that want everything ok much ask
th cumpleaños sentimiento suicidahey chicos girando mañana se siente horrible vida lucha depresión años recientemente comenzó a tomar medicamentos en lugar de ayudar a sentirse mejor pensar peor uso social año saliente todo va cuesta abajo tratar amigos familiares más cercanos como mierda no puede ayudar a ignorar decir cosas no quieren dolor duele apenas sobrevivir escuela tiempo cansado cama día sentirse solo mierda tiempo vivir nunca un verdadero amor pensar nadie hablar compartir dolor con grupo escuela amigos pasar tiempo no se relaciona hablar quieren algo mañana cumpleaños en lugar de pensar tirar un buen tiempo pensar perder el tiempo inútil insignificante a falta la vida university quieren morir hermanos mejor amigo muerto recordar dolor fue no sé otra vez siento como todo el mundo se siente horrible tratando ayuda seguir rechazando incluso tho necesita apoyo se siente horrible que quiere todo ok mucho pedir