really want end itlately past months everything bit struggle me ive lost friends family relationships cant get funk last year almost ended life whiteknuckling rail prevent jumping front train things got better tried time time put feelings dread behind move life awhile worked come crashing around again father alcoholic abusive manipulator too gets plastered blames us making depressed point has drink hell work fit rage threaten kick whoever decides stand bullshit threatens leave mother instantly makes switch defending sister side cant anymore jobi love job many people work retail say honestly can lately stress home life impacting work boss taking notice disappointed performance nothing utmost respect boss knowing im letting another impact life honestly thing keeping knowing go im going really ruin best friends day hes supportive gave nudge right direction getting better hes one needed help most cant betray trust going behind back ending frankly cant keep dealing depression anymore im sorry wrong place post this needed vent seemed best outlet also im sorry whatever mistakes made format wise im using phone
really want end itlately past months everything bit struggle me ive lost friends family relationships cant get funk last year almost ended life whiteknuckling rail prevent jumping front train things got better tried time time put feelings dread behind move life awhile worked come crashing around again father alcoholic abusive manipulator too gets plastered blames us making depressed point has drink hell work fit rage threaten kick whoever decides stand bullshit threatens leave mother instantly makes switch defending sister side cant anymore jobi love job many people work retail say honestly can lately stress home life impacting work boss taking notice disappointed performance nothing utmost respect boss knowing im letting another impact life honestly thing keeping knowing go im going really ruin best friends day hes supportive gave nudge right direction getting better hes one needed help most cant betray trust going behind back ending frankly cant keep dealing depression anymore im sorry wrong place post this needed vent seemed best outlet also im sorry whatever mistakes made format wise im using phone
Realmente quiero terminar en los últimos meses todo lo poco lucha me ive amigos perdidos relaciones familiares no puede conseguir funk el año pasado casi terminó la vida whiteknuckling rail evitar saltar tren delantero cosas mejor probado tiempo tiempo poner sentimientos miedo detrás movimiento vida un rato trabajado venir estrellarse de nuevo padre alcohólico abusivo manipulador también nos echa culpas haciendo punto deprimido ha beber infierno trabajo fit rabia amenaza patada quien decide estar mierda amenaza dejar madre instantáneamente cambia defender hermana lado cant màs trabajo del amor muchas personas trabajan al por menor dicen honestamente puede últimamente estrés casa vida impacto trabajo jefe tomando nota rendimiento decepcionado rendimiento nada respeto máximo jefe saber im dejar otro impacto vida honestamente seguir sabiendo ir im ir realmente arruinar mejores amigos día que apoya dio nudde dirección correcta conseguir mejor hes uno necesitado ayuda mayoría no puede traicionar confianza ir detrás final francamente no puede seguir tratando depresión más im lamento lugar equivocado post esta ventana necesaria parecía mejor salida también im siento cualquier error hecho formato sabio im usar teléfono