maybe soon maybe next week end it im stucknow months almost everyday kind thoughts end all one wants me soon worthless masters degree real friends family job probably never have real working skills  years self learning studying software engineering recently got interested hacking one wants hire me even making coffee well could economy stuff every week made pact self win lottery kill self never done it graduation closer closer options getting fewer seems anything offer anyone job people true know shit im social able anything weeks get depressed something always im visiting student health center sent away always saying time room public health center says go student center you responsibility thanks lot fuck them feel really leave city even country find something worth living would again job money place go im really stuck here whats point keep living one cares wants care make much sense since im hysterical crying slept much recently
maybe soon maybe next week end it im stucknow months almost everyday kind thoughts end all one wants me soon worthless masters degree real friends family job probably never have real working skills years self learning studying software engineering recently got interested hacking one wants hire me even making coffee well could economy stuff every week made pact self win lottery kill self never done it graduation closer closer options getting fewer seems anything offer anyone job people true know shit im social able anything weeks get depressed something always im visiting student health center sent away always saying time room public health center says go student center you responsibility thanks lot fuck them feel really leave city even country find something worth living would again job money place goim really stuck here whats point keep living one cares wants care make much sense since imhysterical crying slept much recently
Tal vez pronto la próxima semana terminar im stacknow meses casi todos los días pensamientos amables fin todo lo que uno me quiere pronto sin valor título amigos reales trabajo familiar probablemente nunca tener habilidades reales años de trabajo estudio de software ingeniería recientemente se interesó hacking uno quiere contratarme incluso hacer café bien podría economía cosas cada semana hecho pacto auto ganar lotería matar uno mismo nunca lo hizo graduación más cerca opciones más cerca conseguir menos parece que cualquier cosa ofrecer a alguien trabajo gente verdadero saber mierda social capaz cualquier cosa semanas se deprimen algo siempre im visitando centro de salud estudiantil enviado siempre decir tiempo sala de salud pública centro dice ir centro de estudiantes responsabilidades gracias a la mierda se sienten realmente salir de la ciudad incluso país encontrar algo que vale la vida volver a trabajar dinero lugar goim realmente atascado aquí lo que el punto de mantener la vida uno cuidado quiere tener mucho sentido ya que el llanto imhistérico dormía mucho recientemente