long history mental illness suicidal thoughts that interests diagnosed bipolar ii disorder first hospitalised diagnosed borderline personality disorder traits top upon second hospitalisation also tried and obviously failed attempt twice today different though today learnt new way make attempt looking one everyday week year since mind racing things need funeral afterdeath arrangements keep hitting block what happens fail again anyone tried failed attempt knows end feeling like loser even little worse before case even hangover uni work submit times easy hide fact would made attempts life way seem like case scared found forced hospital third time row looking advice get away it know rules thought could vent here done good job isolating everyone reaching nuisance sick therapy please ask is share perhaps start swan song
long history mental illness suicidal thoughts that interests diagnosed bipolar ii disorder first hospitalised diagnosed borderline personality disorder traits top upon second hospitalisation also tried and obviously failed attempt twice today different though today learnt new way make attempt looking one everyday week year since mind racing things need funeral afterdeath arrangements keep hitting block what happens fail again anyone tried failed attempt knows end feeling like loser even little worse before case even hangover uni work submit times easy hide fact would made attempts life way seem like case scared found forced hospital third time row looking advice get away it know rules thought could vent here done good job isolating everyone reaching nuisance sick therapy please ask is share perhaps start swan song
larga historia enfermedad mental pensamientos suicidas que los intereses diagnosticados trastorno bipolar ii primero hospitalizado diagnóstico borderline rasgos de trastorno de la personalidad superior segundo hospitalización también intentado y obviamente fallido intento dos veces hoy diferente aunque hoy aprendido nueva manera hacer intento buscar una semana diaria año desde la mente carreras cosas necesitan funeral después de arreglos de muerte seguir golpeando bloqueo lo que sucede falla de nuevo nadie intentó intento fallido sabe final sentirse perdedor incluso poco peor antes de caso incluso resaca uni trabajo presentar tiempos fácil ocultar hecho hecho hacer intentos de vida manera parece como caso asustado encontrado hospital forzado tercera fila buscando consejos salir de él saber reglas pensamiento podría ventilar aquí hecho buen trabajo aislar a todos llegar molestias terapia enferma por favor preguntar es compartir tal vez empezar canción de cisne