mind talking everything bad literally everything even relationship gfevery slight bit work perfect boom mind head try make feel bad everything completely worthless moment hope nothingin last weeks got far even feelings overwhelmed turned sides gf busy felt ignored even something dowhile work do sit here knowing end relationship regret losing team position game server highest achievement almost  years know useless canceled study means future work distanced almost friendsall head mind hates wants see suffer alonei sitting things never done like trying cut arms blades scissor hittingpunching head hope goes awayif something would wrong anesthesia last week would finally sleep peaceampxbits first time really doubt survive till next therapy meeting without serious harm mind killing
mind talking everything bad literally everything even relationship gfevery slight bit work perfect boom mind head try make feel bad everything completely worthless moment hope nothingin last weeks got far even feelings overwhelmed turned sides gf busy felt ignored even something dowhile work do sit here knowing end relationship regret losing team position game server highest achievement almost years know useless canceled study means future work distanced almost friendsall head mind hates wants see suffer alonei sitting things never done like trying cut arms blades scissor hittingpunching head hope goes awayif something would wrong anesthesia last week would finally sleep peaceampxbits first time really doubt survive till next therapy meeting without serious harm mind killing
mente hablar todo malo literalmente todo incluso relación gfevery poco trabajo perfecto boom mente cabeza tratar de hacer sentir mal todo completamente inútil momento esperanza nada en las últimas semanas llegó lejos incluso sentimientos abrumados lados gf ocupado se sintió ignorado incluso algo mientras que el trabajo se sienta aquí saber final relación lamentar perder equipo posición juego servidor mayor logro casi años saber inútil estudio cancelado significa futuro trabajo distanciado casi amigostodos los mente cabeza odio quiere ver sufrir solosi sentado cosas nunca se hacen como tratar de cortar armas cuchillas tijeras o golpear cabeza esperanza desaparece si algo mal anestesia la semana pasada finalmente dormiría pazampxbits primera vez duda realmente sobrevivir hasta la próxima reunión de terapia sin graves daños mente matar