hey posting throwaway account obvious reasons also english first languagebut graduated last year school feel really hopeless like idk schools out really know personality want do school faking am class clown etc get accepted make friends went pretty rough break first girlfriend year ago break able perform bed girls performance redflag ultimately led wanting anything girls tried viagra etc work time could get redflag become worsenow alone room hopeless wishing could sleep forever like motivation anything end drinking andor smoking weed watch youtubenetflix job like something do soon leave feel really whack hoping someone could give encouragement support insecure depressed
hey posting throwaway account obvious reasons also english first languagebut graduated last year school feel really hopeless like idk schools out really know personality want do school faking am class clown etc get accepted make friends went pretty rough break first girlfriend year ago break able perform bed girls performance redflag ultimately led wanting anything girls tried viagra etc work time could get redflag become worsenow alone room hopeless wishing could sleep forever like motivation anything end drinking andor smoking weed watch youtubenetflix job like something do soon leave feel really whack hoping someone could give encouragement support insecure depressed
ey publicando cuenta de despedida razones obvias también inglés primer idioma pero se graduó el año pasado la escuela se siente realmente desesperante como idk escuelas fuera realmente saber personalidad quiere hacer escuela simulando clase payaso etc se aceptan hacer amigos fue bastante duro descanso primera novia año hace break capaz realizar cama chicas rendimiento redflag en última instancia llevó a desear cualquier cosa chicas probado viagra etc tiempo de trabajo podría conseguir redflag peorahora sola habitación desesperada deseando poder dormir para siempre como motivación cualquier cosa fin de beber y o fumar hierba ver youtubenetflix trabajo como algo pronto salir sentir realmente loco esperando que alguien podría dar apoyo de estímulo insegura depresión