promise myselfwhat saved idea redflag without idea redflag would surely killed myself allowed keep living knowing option always sight really without could never endured life cioran really hurting loneliness age considering upbringings loneliness too makes feel hopeless perhaps social development stunted truly feel less normal person literally worthless uncared unloved really want special person life want it impossible becomes knowing pass away quite painlessly makes relaxed felt disgusting loneliness  years ago nothings changed im giving  years persists make vow right right kill myself would want dreadful life caused either shitty introverted neurotic genes stunted development both go sake family would hurt sorry not imagine death general fear missing anything id already missed believe truly matters meaningful friendships relationships people respect care for tomorrow day  wake again take stimulant medication get bed attempt schoolwork hate imagine loser study engineering sleep days   reattempt everyday become sociable positive valuable  years that persists im pulling plug  more years
promise myselfwhat saved idea redflag without idea redflag would surely killed myself allowed keep living knowing option always sight really without could never endured life cioran really hurting loneliness age considering upbringings loneliness too makes feel hopeless perhaps social development stunted truly feel less normal person literally worthless uncared unloved really want special person life want it impossible becomes knowing pass away quite painlessly makes relaxed felt disgusting loneliness years ago nothings changed im giving years persists make vow right right kill myself would want dreadful life caused either shitty introverted neurotic genes stunted development both go sake family would hurt sorry not imagine death general fear missing anything id already missed believe truly matters meaningful friendships relationships people respect care for tomorrow day wake again take stimulant medication get bed attempt schoolwork hate imagine loser study engineering sleep days reattempt everyday become sociable positive valuable years that persists im pulling plug more years
Prométeme lo que salvó la idea Redflag sin idea Redflag seguramente me mataría a mí mismo permitido seguir viviendo sabiendo opción siempre ver realmente sin podría nunca soportar vidacioran realmente daño soledad edad considerando crianzas soledad también hace sentir desesperanza tal vez desarrollo social atrofiado realmente sentir menos normal persona literalmente sin valor sin amor realmente quiero persona especial la vida quiere es imposible saber fallecer bastante sin dolor hace sentir soledad desagradable hace años nada cambió im dar años persiste hacer voto derecho matarme a mí mismo querría vida terrible causada bien introvertidos genes neuróticos atrofiado desarrollo ambos van sake familia haría daño no imagine muerte miedo general faltar cualquier cosa id ya falta creer realmente importancia amistades relaciones personas respeto cuidado para mañana despertar otra vez tomar medicamentos estimulantes intento de cama escuela odio imaginar perdedor estudio ingeniería sueño días reatentar día a día se convierte en sociable positivo años valiosos que persiste im tirar enchufe más años