pretty much got fired todaywell title says it training server today since cant carry trays well fell front entire restaurant yet another thing cant do really know im here wanted die awhile cant find balls actually it gave yet another chance ended failing embarrassing always really know get past yet another failure done nothing let everyone down im burden husband pay constant therapy appointments medication money living credit cards cant even fend myself go back school next month idea im going get it cant even wait fucking tables pay rent done myself keep wondering guts fucking end already coping mechanism sleep taking sleeping pills sleep next full days tried taking knife wrist cant cut deep enough plus method usually work wish parents house right fathers shotgun know im here maybe want exclaim everyone im done know else do
pretty much got fired todaywell title says it training server today since cant carry trays well fell front entire restaurant yet another thing cant do really know im here wanted die awhile cant find balls actually it gave yet another chance ended failing embarrassing always really know get past yet another failure done nothing let everyone down im burden husband pay constant therapy appointments medication money living credit cards cant even fend myself go back school next month idea im going get it cant even wait fucking tables pay rent done myself keep wondering guts fucking end already coping mechanism sleep taking sleeping pills sleep next full days tried taking knife wrist cant cut deep enough plus method usually work wish parents house right fathers shotgun know im here maybe want exclaim everyone im done know else do
casi me despidieron hoy bien título dice que el servidor de entrenamiento hoy como cant llevar bandejas bien cayó frente restaurante entero todavía otra cosa no puedo saber realmente aquí quería morir un rato no puedo encontrar bolas en realidad dio otra oportunidad terminó fracaso embarazoso siempre realmente saber pasar otro fracaso hecho nada dejar a todos abajo im carga marido pagar constantes citas de terapia medicamentos dinero vivir tarjetas de crédito ni siquiera valerme volver a la escuela el próximo mes idea I va a conseguir incluso esperar putas mesas pagar alquiler hecho me sigue preguntando agallas mierda final ya hacer frente mecanismo dormir dormir píldoras dormir los próximos días enteros intentado tomar cuchillo muñeca no puede cortar lo suficientemente profundo más método por lo general el trabajo desea padres casa derecho padres escopeta saber Im aquí tal vez quiere exclamar a todos Im hecho saber más