alone foreign countrylast week went first holiday overseas croatia remember happy year once thought chance ive met two friends online one poland one croatia since work live remotely really friends two always past  years even isolated last time hang friend march year went back old town grew saw old friends really excited meet spend time finally ive waited past  years booked flight poland talking friend said could meet week stay stay place paid changed mind want meet me booked flight croatia soon land poland talking friend zagreb said shed like meet hang weekends spend weeknights together landing zagreb catching taxi studies waited till finished unfortunately there happened next two nights planned meet would wait rain her every time show argument ended blocking ive sitting zagreb apartment last week ive barely left motivation im scared im scared city live away society ive gotten used member society keeping cant bring go town see sites relying show around really whole reason came spend time two friends ended blocking me fault would get angry situation take anger think every right block never talk again hurts came far spent much money meeting friends even give chance meet ive suicidal past   years ive never really wanted go it always wished would involved accident sit foreign country alone one two people always past  years left really want end all want anymore one really care im gone tried tell blocked fault guess believe would something like that im tired done wanted spend time friend
alone foreign countrylast week went first holiday overseas croatia remember happy year once thought chance ive met two friends online one poland one croatia since work live remotely really friends two always past years even isolated last time hang friend march year went back old town grew saw old friends really excited meet spend time finally ive waited past years booked flight poland talking friend said could meet week stay stay place paid changed mindwant meet me booked flight croatia soon land poland talking friend zagreb said shed like meet hang weekends spend weeknights together landing zagreb catching taxi studies waited till finished unfortunately there happened next two nights planned meet would wait rain her every time show argument ended blocking ive sitting zagreb apartment last week ive barely left motivation im scared im scared city live away society ive gotten used member society keeping cant bring gotown see sites relying show around really whole reason came spend time two friends ended blocking me fault would get angry situation take anger think every right block never talk again hurts came far spent much money meeting friends even give chance meet ive suicidal past years ive never really wanted go it always wished would involved accident sit foreign country alone one two people always past years left really want end all want anymore one really care im gone tried tell blocked fault guess believe would something like that im tired done wanted spend time friend
solo país extranjero la semana pasada fue primera vacaciones en el extranjero croatia recuerdo feliz año una vez pensé suerte vive conocer dos amigos en línea una Polonia una croatia puesto que el trabajo viven remotamente realmente amigos dos siempre pasados años incluso aislado última hora colgar amigo marcha año volver viejo ciudad creció vio viejos amigos realmente emocionados reunirse pasar tiempo finalmente esperamos pasado años reservado vuelo Polonia amigo que habla dijo que podría reunirse semana estancia estancia pagada cambio de mentewant me encuentro vuelo reservado croatia pronto tierra Polonia hablando amigo zagreb dijo cobertizo como reunión colgar fines de semana pasar semana juntos aterrizaje zagreb coger estudios de taxi espera hasta terminado desafortunadamente sucedió lo siguiente dos noches previsto reunión esperaría lluvia cada vez show argumento terminó bloqueo vida sentado zagreb apartamento la semana pasada ive apenas izquierda motivación im miedo im ciudad asustada vivir sociedad ive consiguió uso miembro sociedad mantener no puede traer gotown