theres one reason killed yet good one cw rapewhen  raped boyfriend time hed done something asked ok slept someone else upcoming th birthday something like that disgusted me want sex night no answer liked hear previously id said no got drunk night kept pushing pushing gave in felt like to history abused that family good one knew this also systematically isolated friends knew nobody else life knew gave power cried whole way through even though finish it really started feeling like raping you im rapist erase previous fifteen minutes remember correctly stop me stopped selfimage day person sex with willingly otherwise thats reason killed yet want die knowing person ever fucked me feels like hes winning especially since half decade since happened ive still able someone else feel like thats slowly becoming less less concern though nobody would want anyway life me theres nothing would attract another person recently realised spending several months without friends contacting me could literally already rotting nobody would noticed know ive done it maybe im scared pain failure
theres one reason killed yet good one cw rapewhen raped boyfriend time hed done something asked ok slept someone else upcoming th birthday something like that disgusted me want sex night no answer liked hear previously id said no got drunk night kept pushing pushing gave in felt like to history abused that family good one knew this also systematically isolated friends knew nobody else life knew gave power cried whole way through even though finish it really started feeling like raping you im rapist erase previous fifteen minutes remember correctly stop me stopped selfimage day person sex with willingly otherwise thats reason killed yet want die knowing person ever fucked me feels like hes winning especially since half decade since happened ive still able someone else feel like thats slowly becoming less less concern though nobody would want anyway life me theres nothing would attract another person recently realised spending several months without friends contacting me could literally already rotting nobody would noticed know ive done it maybe im scared pain failure
Hay una razón por la que me mataron sin embargo buena una violación cw cuando violado novio tiempo hed hizo algo ok dormir a alguien próximo cumpleaños algo como que me asqueó quiero sexo noche sin respuesta me gustó escuchar previamente id dijo que no se emborrachó noche sigue empujando empujó dio en sentida como a la historia abusado que familia bueno uno sabía esto también sistemáticamente amigos aislados sabía que nadie más vida sabía dio poder llorado a través de incluso aunque realmente comenzó a sentirse como violarte im violador borrar anterior quince minutos recordar correctamente me detuvo dejo de autoimagen día persona sexo con voluntariamente de otra manera que la razón asesinado y sin embargo querer morir sabiendo que la persona nunca me follaba se siente como si estuviera ganando especialmente desde media década desde que sucedió todavía capaz alguien más se siente como que lentamente cada vez menos preocupación aunque nadie querría de todos modos la vida me no hay nada atraería a otra persona recientemente realizado pasar varios meses sin amigos que me contactaran podría literalmente ya pudrirse nadie se daría cuenta de haber hecho i im miedo dolor fracaso