tired struggling mental health always seems like searching help receiving it nothing world makes want live anymore really want kill myself angry forced born emotionally neglected sexually abused child still living trauma extremely hard forced live person abused  desperately searching therapists work trauma insurance helping pay it cannot afford pay ot pocket get help need heal shit happened know end life would rather die million times forced live evil worldthe thought going sleep never waking life blessing unlike other life misery
tired struggling mental health always seems like searching help receiving it nothing world makes want live anymore really want kill myself angry forced born emotionally neglected sexually abused child still living trauma extremely hard forced live person abused desperately searching therapists work trauma insurance helping pay it cannot afford pay ot pocket get help need heal shit happened know end life would rather die million times forced live evil worldthe thought going sleep never waking life blessing unlike other life misery
cansado luchando salud mental siempre parece como buscar ayuda recibiendo nada que el mundo hace querer vivir más realmente quiero matarme a mí mismo enojado forzado nacido emocionalmente descuidado sexualmente abusado niño todavía viviendo trauma extremadamente duro forzado persona viva abusado desesperadamente terapeutas trabajo trauma seguro ayudando a pagar no puede pagar o bolsillo obtener ayuda necesidad sanar mierda pasó saber fin de la vida preferiría morir millones de veces forzado vivir mal mundo el pensamiento de dormir nunca despertar vida bendición a diferencia de otra vida miseria