big dealim considering redflag absolute failure life failed academically failed socially failed everything theres nothing life worth salvaging think family lot would put through blocks it committing it harm really depressed little get it mother one im worried most weak mentally able get it time religion think thatd give strength hope least ive considered writing redflag note asked forgiveness im do im religious person asking forgiveness helps mother deal it id definitely it brother sister would depressed little see getting it strong dad would angry rightfully so think hed hard time getting it ive thought lot losing happy experiences that way see it better someone happy fulfilled life gets experience things instead know people experiencing things bad someone gets it me noose made place want go it think long enough im afraid ill botch it theres also shotgun house use itll really hard get access it since dad hidden key ever since first attempt im terrified family blame everything anything end getting frustrated angry whole thing entirely fault im entirely blame want blame hate me guess thats do
big dealim considering redflag absolute failure life failed academically failed socially failed everything theres nothing life worth salvaging think family lot would put through blocks it committing it harm really depressed little get it mother one im worried most weak mentally able get it time religion think thatd give strength hope least ive considered writing redflag note asked forgiveness im do im religious person asking forgiveness helps mother deal it id definitely it brother sister would depressed little see getting it strong dad would angry rightfully so think hed hard time getting it ive thought lot losing happy experiences that way see it better someone happy fulfilled life gets experience things instead know people experiencing things bad someone gets it me noose made place want goit think long enough im afraid ill botch it theres also shotgun house use itll really hard get access it since dad hidden key ever since first attempt im terrified family blame everything anything end getting frustrated angry whole thing entirely fault im entirely blame want blame hate me guess thats do
big dealim considerando redflag fracaso absoluto vida fallida académicamente fracaso socialmente fracaso todo lo que no hay vida que valga la pena salvar pensar familia mucho poner a través de bloqueos cometerlo daño muy deprimido poco lo consigue madre uno im preocupado más débil mentalmente capaz conseguir tiempo religión pensar que da fuerza esperanza menos ive considera escribir redflag nota pidió perdón im im persona religiosa pidiendo perdón ayuda madre trato id definitivamente él hermano hermana se deprimió poco ver conseguir fuerte papá se enfadaría legítimamente así que pensar hed hed hard tit conseguir it ive pensamiento mucho perder experiencias felices esa manera ver mejor alguien feliz vida cumplida consigue experiencia cosas en lugar de saber que la gente que experimenta cosas malas alguien me hace noose lugar quiero goit pensar lo suficiente im miedo mal botch it theres también escopeta casa usará muy duro conseguir acceso desde papá clave oculta siempre desde primer intento im familia aterrorizada culpa todo lo que termina frustrado toda culpa im culpa completamente culpa