feeling suicidali accidentally killed pet budgie happened right front traumatic still haunts me kicking died pain fault scene still haunts day sometimes dream it cried  days row also started skipping classes afterwards exams basically failing college also social anxiety pretty much friends spend time alone pretty sad boring ive going depression shit nearly two months now entire family also pretty much hates treats like shit still living big failure one really cares me life pretty lonely boring friends life future feel tired feel like done life wanna rest ive thinking drinking pills around house even effect weak theyll probably cause kidneys fail
feeling suicidali accidentally killed pet budgie happened right front traumatic still haunts me kicking died pain fault scene still haunts day sometimes dream it cried days row also started skipping classes afterwards exams basically failing college also social anxiety pretty much friends spend time alone pretty sad boring ive going depression shit nearly two months now entire family also pretty much hates treats like shit still living big failure one really cares me life pretty lonely boring friends life future feel tired feel like done life wanna rest ive thinking drinking pills around house even effect weak theyll probably cause kidneys fail
Sentirse suicida accidentalmente asesinado pet Budgie sucedió frente derecho traumático todavía me persigue pateando muerto dolor escena de la culpa todavía encanta día a veces sueño llora días fila también comenzó saltarse clases después de exámenes básicamente fracaso universidad también ansiedad social bastante amigos pasan tiempo a solas bastante triste aburrido ive going depresión mierda casi dos meses ahora familia entera también bastante odia trata como mierda todavía viviendo gran fracaso uno realmente me importa vida bastante solitario aburrido amigos vida futuro sentirse cansado sentir como hecho la vida quiere descansar vida pensar beber píldoras alrededor de casa incluso efecto débil probablemente causará que los riñones falle