ending life within  hoursi anything live for nothing im currently  years old friend never really friend im currently jobless never able hold job  months unemployed year jobs almost money prospects bad social skills anxiety severe depression majority life dropped high school emotionally torture me people come across seem extremely rude me nowhere turn help contact either parents never girlfriend ever really opportunity get close girl believe would give meaning life every girl tried initiate contact shut down immediately ignored me something hurtful say get made fun every person know virgin jokes etc live small town k people unable move no transportationmoney opportunities town make changes life interests hobbies never found skilled anythingi get nothing joy life consistent misery see reason life continue tried best ability deal issues
ending life within hoursi anything live for nothing im currently years old friend never really friend im currently jobless never able hold job months unemployed year jobs almost money prospects bad social skills anxiety severe depression majority life dropped high school emotionally torture me people come across seem extremely rude me nowhere turn help contact either parents never girlfriend ever really opportunity get close girl believe would give meaning life every girl tried initiate contact shut down immediately ignored me something hurtful say get made fun every person know virgin jokes etc live small town k people unable move no transportationmoney opportunities town make changes life interests hobbies never found skilled anythingi get nothing joy life consistent misery see reason life continue tried best ability deal issues
terminar la vida dentro de hoursi nada vivir para nada im actualmente años viejo amigo nunca realmente amigo im actualmente sin trabajo nunca capaz de mantener los meses de trabajo desempleados años empleos casi dinero perspectivas malas habilidades sociales ansiedad depresión severa mayoría vida dejó la escuela secundaria emocional tortura me la gente me parece extremadamente grosera en ningún lugar me convierte en ayuda contacto o padres nunca novia nunca oportunidad llegar cerca chica creer daría significado vida cada chica intenta iniciar contacto inmediatamente ignorado algo hiriente decir hacerse divertido cada persona sabe bromas vírgenes etc vivir pueblo pequeño k personas incapaces de mover ningún transportedinero oportunidades ciudad hacer cambios intereses hobbies nunca se encontró nada experto alegría vida constante miseria ver razón la vida continúa probado mejor habilidad trato problemas