im kind retardedim kind contemplating redflag like know sounds retarded straight bat genuinely feel fucking shit like cant anything help myself cant even get try im gonna sounds even retarded say friends family think friends care family seems distant me know sound stupid selfish hell cant fucking help it things built one another dont know help do really want drop school im failing everything cant bring type work generally cant bring anything mope around complain myself never actually talk anyone shit like ill sound unbelievably retarded dumb person ive hinted ex whos one closest friends lives way finland im uk sometimes really feel family doesnt care know im probably wrong know probably care dont show yet way talk act sisters theyre pride happiness joy obvious feel like im fucking left know shouldnt compare sisters hard parents brought saying shit like you act like elder sisters look elder sisters wouldnt something like this cant help feel fucking inferior them theyre smart pretty im retarded im smart knowledgable anything im even good anything either sister also attempted redflag one point parents realised hard putting much pressure theyre treating like princess isnt bad thing return treat lot worse comparison theyve learned grown parents experience almost losing one daughters theyre applying growth sister though sister doesnt even live city anymore university im stuck taking parents shit sister still lives me gets treated exceptionally hell even tried talking parents neither give two fucking shits mean might give shit dont see plus theres still much fucking gap sister know redflag probably bit far fetched im even bad situation thought redflag fucking tempting cant help think every fucking day friends im somewhat convinced care cant help feel like im bringing know people go rough spots friends time group internet friends one point ended dating one week broke deactivated account day told wouldnt communicate him left group chat group friends bc obviously wanting leave did asked someone chat could come back ex kept making scared tense fucking existence pops up didnt anything except talk fucking day hes already making fucking victim didnt jack shit also ex different one one lives finland know fact sound fucking retarded nothing particularly bad occurred know im abused pretty okay life best redflag keeps clouding mind nothing helping it family wont try help either side wants talk it dont want talk friends either ill feel bad burdening like dont want feel im guilt tripping well fucking know killing wont solve anything could easily solve talking problematics reason another im stopping everything peaceful right dont want fuck up situation redflag dumbest thing least helpful thing could possibly do know everytime chance arises always want fucking take but now heart isnt completely set redflag thing ive contemplating long hate it hate alive right now dont anything things carry maybe things get better idk ill probably ditch internet group friends bc lovely irl friends well closest friend whos online really hope things dont escalate point actually acting thoughts because now redflag recurring thought really hope things get better also everyone else subreddit hope things get better well although think things may get better theres always chance especially havent lived entire life yet could meet someone find something really love whatevers going on really hope things get better lt
im kind retardedim kind contemplating redflag like know sounds retarded straight bat genuinely feel fucking shit like cant anything help myself cant even get try im gonna sounds even retarded say friends family think friends care family seems distant me know sound stupid selfish hell cant fucking help it things built one another dont know help do really want drop schoolim failing everything cant bring type work generally cant bring anything mope around complain myself never actually talk anyone shit like ill sound unbelievably retarded dumb person ive hinted ex whos one closest friends lives way finland im uk sometimes really feel family doesnt care knowim probably wrong know probably care dont show yet way talk act sisters theyre pride happiness joy obvious feel like im fucking left know shouldnt compare sisters hard parents brought saying shit like you act like elder sisters look elder sisters wouldnt something like this cant help feel fucking inferior them theyre smartpretty im retarded im smart knowledgable anything im even good anything either sister also attempted redflag one point parents realised hard putting much pressure theyre treating like princess isnt bad thing return treat lot worse comparison theyve learned grown parents experience almost losing one daughters theyre applying growth sister though sister doesnt even live city anymore university im stuck taking parents shit sister still lives me gets treated exceptionally hell even tried talking parents neither give two fucking shits mean might give shit dont see plus theres still much fucking gap sister know redflag probably bit far fetched im even bad situation thought redflag fucking tempting cant help think every fucking day friends im somewhat convinced care cant help feel like im bringing know people go rough spots friends time group internet friends one point ended dating one week broke deactivated account day told wouldnt communicate him left group chat group friends bc obviously wanting leave did asked someone chat could come back ex kept making scared tense fucking existence pops up didnt anything except talk fucking day hes already making fucking victim didnt jack shit also ex different one one lives finland know fact sound fucking retarded nothing particularly bad occurred know im abused pretty okay life best redflag keeps clouding mind nothing helping it family wont try help either side wants talk it dont want talk friends either ill feel bad burdening like dont want feel im guilt tripping well fucking know killing wont solve anything could easily solve talking problematics reason another im stopping everything peaceful right dont want fuck up situation redflag dumbest thing least helpful thing could possibly do know everytime chance arises always want fucking take but now heart isnt completely set redflag thing ive contemplating long hate it hate alive right now dont anything things carry maybe things get better idk ill probably ditch internet group friends bc lovely irl friends well closest friend whos online really hope things dont escalate point actually acting thoughts because now redflag recurring thought really hope things get better also everyone else subreddit hope things get better well although think things may get better theres always chance especially havent lived entire life yet could meet someone find something really love whatevers going on really hope things get better lt
I gentileza retardadim clase contemplando bandera roja como saber sonidos retrasado bate recto genuinamente sentir mierda como no puedo nada me ayuda ni siquiera tratar voy a tratar sonidos incluso retrasado decir amigos familia piensa amigos cuidado familia parece distante me sé sonido estúpido egoísta infierno no puedo mierda ayudar cosas construido uno al otro no sé ayuda realmente quiero dejar la escuela falla todo no puedo traer trabajo tipo generalmente no puedo traer nada mope alrededor quejarme a mí mismo nunca realmente hablar a nadie mierda como mal suena increíblemente retrasado tonto persona ive insinued ex whichs one closed friends lives way finland im uk a veces realmente siento familia no le importa lo que probablemente no sabe mal probablemente no le importa mostrar todavía manera hablar acto hermanas son orgullo felicidad obvia sentir como im mierda izquierda sabe no debería comparar hermanas duro padres traídos diciendo mierda como si actuaras como hermanas mayores mirar hermanas mayores no podría ayudar a sentirse peor ellos son inteligentes im retardados