feel deserve live anymoreive done something awful cant deal it wrote letter institution doctor saw realize misguided wrong karen move completely understand situation doctor definitely negative reaction it bad place wrote listened wrong people think deserve live really feel im awful person general keep making mistakes ive hurt people ive let money destroy relationships im going hurt people feel coming back things ive done want better try guilt shame eating alive making everyday struggle want worry everyone life cant tell therapist asks im committed killing myself feel cant even talk suicidal thoughts getting day consists trying work job day im worried guilt shame make cant work anymore night talk friends try watch mindless television drink wine know terrible things come one day know move forward
feel deserve live anymoreive done something awful cant deal it wrote letter institution doctor saw realize misguided wrong karen move completely understand situation doctor definitely negative reaction it bad place wrote listened wrong people think deserve live really feel im awful person general keep making mistakes ive hurt people ive let money destroy relationships im going hurt people feel coming back things ive done want better try guilt shame eating alive making everyday struggle want worry everyone life cant tell therapist asks im committed killing myself feel cant even talk suicidal thoughts getting day consists trying work job day im worried guilt shame make cant work anymore night talk friends try watch mindless television drink wine know terrible things come one day know move forward
Se siente merecer vivir más allá hecho algo terrible no puede tratar que escribió carta institución médico vio darse cuenta equivocado mal karen movimiento completamente entender situación doctor definitivamente reacción negativa lugar escrito mal personas creen que merece vivir realmente se siente horrible persona general seguir cometiendo errores ive hiriendo personas ive dejar dinero destruir relaciones im van lastimar personas sentir volver cosas ive hecho querer mejor tratar de culpa vergüenza comer vivo haciendo lucha diaria quieren preocuparse todos la vida no se lo puede decir terapeuta pregunta im comprometido matarse me siento incluso hablar pensamientos suicidas conseguir día consiste en intentar trabajo día im preocupado culpa vergüenza hacer trabajo más noche hablar amigos tratar de ver la televisión sin mente beber vino saber cosas terribles venir un día saber mover adelante