attempted suicide third grade why sick parents arguing sick one weird kid school nobody talks too sick seeing family poverty trying raise family course still love parents hate watching struggle needs is split hated seeing single parent cry handed  bill christmas tears eyes barely able keep straight i however beyond belief grateful getting  never owned much money beforenow comes self insecurities self doubt depressionredflag lovetrust issues spend hours day wondering ugly kid life would much easier dead i know killing look something do insecurities wondering skinny like people seen physical appearance eat enough self doubt good enough burden parents ever suicidal ideation held together want see pain circles around head eventually driving madness causes break tears know love hard time trusting people causing push awayif hard talk feelings peoplereach get help getting understand going inside mind life maybe id different point state mind rant post thoughtslife
attempted suicide third grade why sick parents arguing sick one weird kid school nobody talks too sick seeing family poverty trying raise family course still love parents hate watching struggle needs is split hated seeing single parent cry handed bill christmas tears eyes barely able keep straight i however beyond belief grateful getting never owned much money beforenow comes self insecurities self doubt depressionredflag lovetrust issues spend hours day wondering ugly kid life would much easier deadi know killing look something do insecurities wondering skinny like people seen physical appearance eat enough self doubt good enough burden parents ever suicidal ideation held togetherwant see pain circles around head eventually driving madness causes break tears know love hard time trusting people causing push awayif hard talk feelings peoplereach get help getting understand going inside mind lifemaybe id different point state mind rant post thoughtslife
intento de suicidio tercer grado por qué los padres enfermos argumentan enfermo un niño extraño escuela nadie habla demasiado enfermo ver familia pobreza tratando de elevar el curso familiar todavía amor padres odio ver lucha necesidades es dividido odio ver padre soltero llorado mano factura Navidad lágrimas ojos apenas capaz mantener derecho i sin embargo más allá de la creencia agradecido nunca tener mucho dinero antes de que ahora viene auto inseguridades duda sí mismo depresiones rojoflag amor confianza problemas pasar horas preguntar fea vida de niño mucho más fácil saber matar mirar algo hacer inseguridades preguntándose flacas como la gente vista apariencia física comer suficiente duda de sí mismo suficiente carga padres siempre idea suicida mantenidos juntos quieren ver dolor círculos alrededor de la cabeza conducir locura causas romper lágrimas saber amor difícil confiar en la gente que causa alejar si la gente habla sentimientos duros obtener ayuda para entender ir dentro de la mente vida tal vez id diferente estado mente rant pensamientos vida