never thought trying play college sport would ruin lifein high school optimistic going played sports clubs generally fun lot really bright future not athletics all decision ruined mentally less two years later dropped quit job second acl tear look back wonder wtf life didnt quit first one id still mental health likely wouldnt retorn it lack motivation do anything ive lost muscle body lay bed parents force get up ive already gained quite bit weight legs feel like shit used hopes dreams reason theyre gone dont care them want knee fixed lack motivation discipline exercise dont want kill myself dying anything like sleep could go that
never thought trying play college sport would ruin lifein high school optimistic going played sports clubs generally fun lot really bright future not athletics all decision ruined mentally less two years later dropped quit job second acl tear look back wonder wtf life didnt quit first one id still mental health likely wouldnt retorn it lack motivation do anything ive lost muscle body lay bed parents force get up ive already gained quite bit weight legs feel like shit used hopes dreams reason theyre gone dont care them want knee fixed lack motivation discipline exercise dont want kill myself dying anything like sleep could go that
Nunca pensé que intentar jugar deporte universitario arruinaría la vida en la escuela secundaria optimista va a jugar clubes deportivos generalmente diversión mucho realmente brillante futuro no atletismo toda decisión arruinado mentalmente menos dos años más tarde caído dejar el trabajo segundo acl lágrima mirar atrás maravilla wtf vida no dejó primero un id todavía salud mental probablemente no volvería a responderle falta motivación hacer cualquier cosa ive perdido cuerpo muscular yace la fuerza padres se levantan ive ya ganado bastante peso piernas se sienten como mierda usados esperanzas sueños razón se fueron no les importa quieren rodilla fija falta motivación disciplina ejercicio no quiero matarme morir cualquier cosa como el sueño podría ir que