posted couple years ago another account deleted posted poems stuff thought might like anyway  years ago made attempt gone wrong ended psych ward local hospital quickly enough realized actually stake showed love affection attention care kind cured while thought  yearsmeanwhile good life found want life found romantic partner loyal loving clueless romantic far expected couple years ago lol parents moved back together even helped them found new friends enjoy like everything pretty much literally hundreds times better was life improved every aspectuntil recentlyi recently started would call minor anger issues throwing qualified tantrums age pretty ashamed me feel like thisi also started alimentation problems again barely eating anymore appetite to drink lot however ever did tired work tired family yet love done anything wrongrecently caught contemplating suicide more way began many years ago try distracting playing online video games getting call someone myself always one main triggers past feel like here purpose meaningful thought was need help again restarted contemplating suicide lately  years last visit psych ward
posted couple years ago another account deleted posted poems stuff thought might like anyway years ago made attempt gone wrong ended psych ward local hospital quickly enough realized actually stake showed love affection attention care kind cured while thought yearsmeanwhile good life found want life found romantic partner loyal loving clueless romantic far expected couple years ago lol parents moved back together even helped them found new friends enjoy like everything pretty much literally hundreds times better was life improved every aspectuntil recentlyi recently started would call minor anger issues throwing qualified tantrums age pretty ashamed me feel like thisi also started alimentation problems again barely eating anymore appetite to drink lot however ever did tired work tired family yet love done anything wrongrecently caught contemplating suicide more way began many years ago try distracting playing online video games getting call someone myself always one main triggers past feel like here purpose meaningful thought was need help again restarted contemplating suicide lately years last visit psych ward
Publicado hace un par de años otra cuenta borrados poemas publicados cosas pensamiento podría como de todos modos hace años hizo intento ido mal terminó psych Ward hospital local rápidamente se dio cuenta de hecho estaca mostró amor cariño atención cuidado tipo curado mientras que pensamiento añosmeanwel good life encontrado vida vida encontrado pareja romántica leal amor sin pistas romántico muy esperado hace dos años lol padres se mudaron juntos incluso les ayudó a encontrar nuevos amigos disfrutar como todo casi literalmente cientos de veces mejor fue la vida mejor todos los aspectoshasta hace pocoi comenzó recientemente llamaría menores problemas de ira lanzando rabietas calificadas edad bastante avergonzado me siento como estoi también comenzó problemas de alimentación de nuevo apenas comer más apetito para beber mucho sin embargo alguna vez cansado trabajo cansado familia pero el amor hizo algo mal recientemente capturado contemplando suicidio más manera comenzó hace muchos años tratar de distraer juegos de vídeo en línea conseguir llamar a alguien siempre uno de los principales disparadores pasado sentir como aquí propósito pensamiento significativo era necesidad de ayuda reiniciado contemplando suicidio últimamente años última visita psych Ward