helloim unsure type really word this honestly think need somewhere get out im oif veteran believe ptsd though believe depression began early age recently panic attacks severe thought stroke  heart attack finally went local va hospital prescribed antianxiety medicine appointment psychologist told may ptsd unsure feel right diagnosing me gave support groups go to though really like speaking tour really telling anyone ive served things ask ive suicidal thoughts service rarely severe feel isolated everyone including wife children often times feel like im ghost house wife constantly phone children wanting  needing her go bouts depression first time years ive thought pulling trigger ive spoken wife concerns nothing seems help see big deal little real friends point im reaching strangers internet want pity its going work out talk blah blah blah know want know since ive felt heavy really sucks
helloim unsure type really word this honestly think need somewhere get out im oif veteran believe ptsd though believe depression began early age recently panic attacks severe thought stroke heart attack finally went local va hospital prescribed antianxiety medicine appointment psychologist told may ptsd unsure feel right diagnosing me gave support groups go to though really like speaking tour really telling anyone ive served things ask ive suicidal thoughts service rarely severe feel isolated everyone including wife children often times feel like im ghost house wife constantly phone children wanting needing her go bouts depression first time years ive thought pulling trigger ive spoken wife concerns nothing seems help see big deal little real friends point im reaching strangers internet want pity its going work out talkblahblahblah know want know since ive felt heavy really sucks
Helloim insegura tipo realmente palabra esta honestamente pensar necesidad en algún lugar salir im oif veterano creer ptsd aunque creo que la depresión comenzó edad temprana ataques de pánico grave pensamiento infarto ataque finalmente fue local va hospital prescrito antiansiedad medicina cita psicólogo dijo que puede ptsd insegura sentir derecho diagnóstico me dio grupos de apoyo ir a aunque realmente como hablar gira realmente decir a alguien cosas que se sirven a uve ive pensamientos suicida servicio raramente se sienten aislados todos incluyendo hijos de esposa a menudo se sienten como im fantasma casa esposa constantemente teléfono niños que quieren necesitar su ir peleas depresión primera vez años ive pensamiento tirar gatillo ive hablada esposa preocupaciones nada parece ayuda ver gran cosa poco real amigos punto im llegar a extraños internet quieren compasión su ir a trabajar talkblahblahblahblah sabe querer saber ya que ive se sentía pesado realmente chupa