want friends family sadearlier today decided wanted take life planned take full bottle xanax lying around old norcos drink handle whiskey slowly see could keep eyes open wrote letter telling certain people loved fault im sorry ive become unhappy person ive become selfish lack sense selfcontrol huge burden ones ive loved want keep them want worry put aside time comfort give someone talk to know ive disappointed hurt times cant bare person anymore hard knowing family close friends might blame want okay this want badly let know fault best want remember friend brother son always happygolucky used humor coping mechanism tried best good person right thing wanted make people happy help around me want remember part me want sad dwell could done something wrong fault im sorry reddit know post lost thousands posts people deserving help figured someone might read one day hope would understand mean sorry again
want friends family sadearlier today decided wanted take life planned take full bottle xanax lying around old norcos drink handle whiskey slowly see could keep eyes open wrote letter telling certain people loved fault imsorryive become unhappy person ive become selfish lack sense selfcontrol huge burden ones ive loved want keep them want worry put aside time comfort give someone talk to know ive disappointed hurt times cant bare person anymore hard knowing family close friends might blame wantokay this want badly let know fault best want remember friend brother son always happygolucky used humor coping mechanism tried best good person right thing wanted make people happy help around me want remember part me want sad dwell could done something wrong fault im sorry reddit know post lost thousands posts people deserving help figured someone might read one day hope would understand mean sorry again
Quiero amigos familia triste más temprano hoy decidió querer tomar la vida planeada tomar botella llena xanax yace alrededor de viejo norcos beber manija whisky lentamente ver podría mantener los ojos abiertos carta escrita diciendo a ciertas personas amada culpa indolente convertirse en infeliz persona ive ser egoísta falta de sentido autocontrol enorme carga los que viven amados quieren mantenerlos preocuparse poner a un lado tiempo comodidad dar a alguien hablar saber ive decepcionado dolor tiempos no puedo desnuda persona más difícil saber familia amigos cercanos podría culpar wearokay este deseo mal dejar saber culpa mejor querer recordar amigo hermano hijo siempre happygolucky uso humor mecanismo de afrontamiento intentó mejor buena persona correcto quería hacer gente feliz ayuda a mi alrededor quiero recordar parte quiero triste morado podría hacer algo mal im lament reddit saber post miles de personas que merecen ayuda pensó que alguien podría leer un día esperanza entender significa perdón otra vez