feeling overwhelmed would appreciate little helphello throwaway account young close eighteen years old trouble coping mental instability outside sources stress hallucinate badlyto point fullblown panic attacks force day school around people nauseating terrifying know need sort help family afford sort treatment last time went parents concern mental health believe me ive episodes mild hallucinations previously theyve never prolonged severe people usually talk responding calls messages person trust seen told believe anymoreabout anything im feeling lost alone would appreciate advice feel free ask questions answer best can thank time konvers sparrow edit because forgot mention things  struggled depression selfharm thoughts redflag gone away hallucinations started again feel though options deserve im going through think killing often now moment seems like better alternative anything else right now
feeling overwhelmed would appreciate little helphello throwaway account young close eighteen years old trouble coping mental instability outside sources stress hallucinate badlyto point fullblown panic attacks force day school around people nauseating terrifying know need sort help family afford sort treatment last time went parents concern mental health believe me ive episodes mild hallucinations previously theyve never prolonged severe people usually talk responding calls messages person trust seen told believe anymoreabout anything im feeling lost alone would appreciate advice feel free ask questions answer best can thank time konvers sparrow edit because forgot mention things struggled depression selfharm thoughts redflag gone away hallucinations started again feel though options deserve im going through think killing often now moment seems like better alternative anything else right now
sentimiento abrumado apreciaría poco helphello cuenta de desecho joven cerrar dieciocho años de edad problemas hacer frente a la inestabilidad mental fuera de las fuentes de estrés alucinar mal para señalar ataques de pánico completo fuerza día escuela alrededor de la gente náusea terrorífico saber clase ayuda familia coste tratamiento clase la última vez fue padres preocupación salud mental creo que iv episodios leves alucinaciones antes nunca han prolongado personas graves por lo general hablar de responder llamadas mensajes persona confianza visto dijo creer más sobre cualquier cosa im sentimiento perdido solo apreciaría consejos se siente libre hacer preguntas respuesta mejor puede agradecer tiempo konvers gorrow editar porque se olvidó de mencionar cosas lucha depresión pensamientos autolesión desaparecer alucinaciones comenzó de nuevo sentir aunque las opciones merecen im ir a través de pensar matar a menudo momento parece mejor alternativa cualquier otra cosa en este momento