make life feel interestingfun enough stick around fori depressed teen usual angst bullshit got like people even though im depressed sense word nothing really excites me go hikes alone middle night without cellphone cold snowing outside stuff like go sailing rubber boat storm spice things even really feel alive im sitting computer college fantasize killing alot think probably ive always fantasy anything supernatural im mature enough realize something like never going happen going boring routine rest life like summers work replace college feels pointless dull
make life feel interestingfun enough stick around fori depressed teen usual angst bullshit got like people even though im depressed sense word nothing really excites me go hikes alone middle night without cellphone cold snowing outside stuff like go sailing rubber boat storm spice things even really feel alive im sitting computer college fantasize killing alot think probably ive always fantasy anything supernatural im mature enough realize something like never going happen going boring routine rest life like summers work replace college feels pointless dull
hacer que la vida se sienta interesante divertido bastante quedarse por el fori depresión adolescente habitual angustia mierda consiguió como la gente a pesar de im deprimido sentido palabra nada realmente me excita ir caminatas solas noche media sin teléfono celular frío nevando fuera cosas como ir vela barco goma tormenta especias cosas incluso realmente se sienten vivos im sentado ordenador universidad fantasear matar alot pensar probablemente ive siempre fantasía algo sobrenatural im madura lo suficiente darse cuenta de algo como nunca va a pasar aburrido rutina resto vida como veranos trabajo sustituir universidad se siente aburrido sin sentido