sudden bursts suicidal thoughtsfor days getting intense suicidal thoughts day mostly alone home enjoy solitude anime  tv series playing overwatch seem enjoy night hard fall asleep cos mistakes made get filled head sometimes sleep  days straight amd sleep rd day exhaustion asked father want visit psychiatrist said bad habits  sleep fine third day sick cant let go doc sleep problems open thoughts want kill self people medications  coa side effects  would gladly side effects mental condition head keep hearing voice die cant keep going like failed subjects college able get job  depend father money going give things friends next birthday  august leaving world
sudden bursts suicidal thoughtsfor days getting intense suicidal thoughts day mostly alone home enjoy solitude anime tv series playing overwatch seem enjoy night hard fall asleep cos mistakes made get filled head sometimes sleep days straight amd sleep rd day exhaustion asked father want visit psychiatrist said bad habits sleep fine third day sick cant let go doc sleep problems open thoughts want kill self people medications coa side effects would gladly side effectsmental condition head keep hearing voice die cant keep going like failed subjects college able get job depend father money going give things friends next birthday august leaving world
súbitos estallidos pensamientos suicidas durante días conseguir intensos pensamientos suicidas día mayormente solo casa disfrutar soledad anime series de televisión jugando overwatch parecen disfrutar noche dura caída dormido porque errores se llenan la cabeza a veces días de sueño derecho amd sueño rd día agotamiento preguntado padre quiere visitar psiquiatra dijo malos hábitos dormir bien tercer día enfermo no puede dejar ir doc sueño problemas pensamientos abiertos quieren matar a la gente automedicamentos coa efectos secundarios con gusto efectos secundarios cabeza mantener la audición voz morir no puede seguir yendo como sujetos fallidos universidad capaz de conseguir trabajo depende padre dinero va a dar cosas amigos próximo cumpleaños agosto dejando mundo