need little supporthi im new here looked briefly rules best follow them please let know say something wrong suicidal ideation since  decade now side effect depression im used it ive learned lot coping skills really good controlling days ive actually really well lately exactly crossed mind months couple weeks ago friend mine brother committed redflag brutal whole family talked offered condolences kept distance today heard another aquaintence whose boyfriend committed weekend close either again offer condolences stay bay honestly though im really hard time coping ive always quick trigger comes hearing someone else it surprised handled first one well did one making things difficult feeloff like little dissociative apathetic usual im afraid whats going underneath emotions bubble way surface want tell anyone know everyone understandbly high alert copycats around here know fall high concern list many loved ones guess needed get chest somewhere judge worry me understand mean say things feel guilty like im making tragedies even really mine also know perfectly valid someone history struggling right now guess need reassurance im alone here
need little supporthi im new here looked briefly rules best follow them please let know say something wrong suicidal ideation since decade now side effect depressionim used it ive learned lot coping skills really good controlling days ive actually really well lately exactly crossed mind months couple weeks ago friend mine brother committed redflag brutal whole family talked offered condolences kept distance today heard another aquaintence whose boyfriend committed weekend close either again offer condolences stay bay honestly though im really hard time coping ive always quick trigger comes hearing someone else it surprised handled first one well did one making things difficult feeloff like little dissociative apathetic usual im afraid whats going underneath emotions bubble way surface want tell anyone know everyone understandbly high alert copycats around here know fall high concern list many loved ones guess needed get chest somewhere judge worry me understand mean say things feel guilty like im making tragedies even really mine also know perfectly valid someone history struggling right now guess need reassurance im alone here
Necesito poco apoyo im nuevo aquí miró brevemente reglas mejor seguirlos por favor dejar saber decir algo mal idea suicida desde década ahora efecto secundario depresim utilizado ive lot habilidades de afrontamiento muy buen control días ive en realidad muy bien últimamente exactamente cruzó la mente meses hace un par de semanas amigo mi hermano cometido bandera roja brutal toda la familia habló ofreció condolencias mantenido distancia hoy escuchó otra familiaridad cuyo novio comprometido fin de semana cerca o bien otra vez ofrecer condolencias mantener la bahía honestamente aunque im realmente difícil tiempo hacer frente a ive siempre gatillo rápido viene escuchar a alguien más que se sorprendió maneja primero uno bien hizo uno haciendo las cosas difíciles se siente como poco disociativo apático habitual im miedo lo que está pasando debajo de emociones burbuja manera superficie quiere decirle a cualquiera saber todo el mundo entiende muy alta alerta copycats alrededor de aquí saber caída lista de alta preocupación muchos seres queridos adivinar necesidad conseguir pecho en algún lugar juez preocuparse entender significa decir cosas se sienten culpables como im hacer tragedias incluso muy mío saber perfectamente historia luchar justo ahora supongo que necesita seguridad im solo aquí