down maybe relateive down dark imagine waking paralyzing fear sure im may dreaming didnt know afraid felt like everything afraid turn head raise arm paralyzed id sit bed scared negative thoughts racing head would go days weeks months id look outside window trees appeared fake almost plastic nothing beautiful one single happy thought could penetrate concrete wall encased brain fight every second trying keep head water driving work daydreaming crashing listening family voices unrecognizable ghosts taunt me keep going one morning wake feel it crack concrete restriction mind lessened ever slightly thought one simple thought maybe chance hope hold onto thought dear life one thought keeping going weeks go day new ray light somehow someway managing pierce thick fog clouds mind one happy thought fog breaks im driving happening feels though shock waves ripping body breathed first time dont know else scream cannot contain emotions coming trapped ride wave long lasts long hit another slope cycle repeats itself im stuck idk many fights left me
down maybe relateive down dark imagine waking paralyzing fear sure im may dreaming didnt know afraid felt like everything afraid turn head raise arm paralyzed id sit bed scared negative thoughts racing head would go days weeks months id look outside window trees appeared fake almost plastic nothing beautiful one single happy thought could penetrate concrete wall encased brain fight every second trying keep head water driving work daydreaming crashing listening family voices unrecognizable ghosts taunt me keep going one morning wake feel it crack concrete restriction mind lessened ever slightly thought one simple thought maybe chance hope hold onto thought dear life one thought keeping going weeks go day new ray light somehow someway managing pierce thick fog clouds mind one happy thought fog breaks im driving happening feels though shock waves ripping body breathed first time dont know else scream cannot contain emotions coming trapped ride wave long lasts long hit another slope cycle repeats itself im stuck idk many fights left me
Abajo tal vez relativo abajo oscuro imaginar despertar paralizante miedo seguro im puede soñar no sabía miedo se sentía como todo miedo giro cabeza levantar brazo paralizado id cama miedo pensamientos negativos carreras cabeza ir días semanas meses id mirada fuera ventana árboles apareció falso casi plástico nada hermoso un solo pensamiento feliz podría penetrar concreto pared encapuchado cerebro lucha cada segundo intentar mantener la cabeza agua conducir día soñando estrellándose escuchando voces familiares fantasmas irreconocibles burlarse de mí seguir una mañana despertar sentir crack concreto restricción mente disminuido nunca levemente pensamiento un simple pensamiento tal vez oportunidad esperanza mantener en pensamiento querida vida uno pensó seguir adelante semanas ir día nuevo rayo luz de alguna manera manejo pierce gruesa niebla nubes mente un feliz pensamiento niebla rompe im conducir sucediendo se siente aunque ondas de choque romper cuerpo respirado primera vez no sé más gritar no puede contener emociones que vienen atrapadas paseo onda largo dura largo golpe otro ciclo de pendiente repite im pegada idk muchas peleas me dejó muchas peleas izquierdas