im exhausted sufferingthis isnt first post here ive attempts ive posted them obviously didnt work out im tired physically even mentally im tired dealing bullshit ive many things come year ive overcome nearly them theres one havent dont think ever will made best friend january actually best spoke day gave sweetest message birthday super supportive friend always happy help person trusted ended telling everything didnt go well february told attempt failed super supportive said could always vent her said could same did around june began talk less felt fault spoke it said everything fine august second attempt didnt tell mid september didnt drastic reaction since knew okay sent message also told going try get better did started eating sleeping working better october th went shit reasons wont get into night sent long goodbye message almost way remember guess basically telling nothing fault failed again point enough told th couldnt handle anymore become much take herself said wanted become friendly faces rather besties shes trying slowly separate while hurt anything ever heard life havent spoken since im still hurting it understand fully justified reason respect it thats havent pushed talk me hard hearing best friend doesnt wanna friends you especially hard since birthday two days super excited celebrate her says might able get close future now knowing her make feel better miss ton best friend special me one thing kept going time thing ever looked forwards to want die even more nobody lean on lost important person life want tell ever wants talk again can know shell leave read never respond hurt more blocked insta story heard people said got toxic friendship feel hates dont understand why want friend really really do shes kindest soul want tell wont vent anymore burden feel so would think im desperate push away wish dead wouldnt deal this dont think handle much more cant swallow pills knife super dull way jumping window second story thats low guaranteed death dont know anymore thanks reading end ill stop wasting time
im exhausted sufferingthis isnt first post here ive attempts ive posted them obviously didnt work out im tired physically even mentally im tired dealing bullshit ive many things come year ive overcome nearly them theres one havent dont think ever will made best friend january actually best spoke day gave sweetest message birthday super supportive friend always happy help person trusted ended telling everything didnt go well february told attempt failed super supportive said could always vent her said could same did around june began talk less felt fault spoke it said everything fine august second attempt didnt tell mid september didnt drastic reaction since knew okay sent message also told going try get better did started eating sleeping working better october th went shit reasons wont get into night sent long goodbye message almost way remember guess basically telling nothing fault failed again point enough told th couldnt handle anymore become much take herself said wanted become friendly faces rather besties shes trying slowly separate while hurt anything ever heard life havent spoken since im still hurting it understand fully justified reason respect it thats havent pushed talk me hard hearing best friend doesnt wanna friends you especially hard since birthday two days super excited celebrate her says might able get close future now knowing her make feel better miss ton best friend special me one thing kept going time thing ever looked forwards to want die even more nobody lean on lost important person life want tell ever wants talk again can know shell leave read never respond hurt more blocked insta story heard people said got toxic friendship feel hates dont understand why want friend really really do shes kindest soul want tell wont vent anymore burden feel so would think im desperate push away wish dead wouldnt deal this dont think handle much more cant swallow pills knife super dull way jumping window second story thats low guaranteed death dont know anymore thanks reading end ill stop wasting time
El sufrimiento exhausto de este primer post aquí, los intentos de ive, obviamente, no funcionó físicamente, incluso mentalmente.