feeling extremely extremely ready today sitting floor sobbing redflag flashback yesterday friends left me already terrifying abandonment trauma top it made spiral today called childhood best friend close  years now basically said told fault want move back city access better people better friendsthen reached second best friend known around  years even lived one point asked could come crisis think alone right now response girlfriend went tubing tired told brother suicidal weeks ago really needed support told hes busy working give  years buy house even bills right now still lives apartment foster care could easily request less hours since voluntarily picks upevery single friend interacted knows redflag majorly depressed three know suicidallmao everyone says kill reach talk someone do get blown offlike talk nobody actually cares people scoff act like must someone no literally nobody parents brother family friends give shit literally cats thing keeping everyone always tells reach someone suicidal reach people want deal you
feeling extremely extremely ready today sitting floor sobbing redflag flashback yesterday friends left me already terrifying abandonment trauma top it made spiral today called childhood best friend close years now basically said told fault want move back city access better people better friendsthen reached second best friend known around years even lived one point asked could come crisis think alone right now response girlfriend went tubing tired told brother suicidal weeks ago really needed support told hes busy working give years buy house even bills right now still lives apartment foster care could easily request less hours since voluntarily picks upevery single friend interacted knows redflag majorly depressed three know suicidallmao everyone says kill reach talk someone do get blown offlike talk nobody actually cares people scoff act like must someone no literally nobody parents brother family friends give shit literally cats thing keeping everyone always tells reach someone suicidal reach people want deal you
la sensación extremadamente extremadamente listo hoy sentado piso sollozando rojo flag flashback ayer los amigos me dejaron ya terrorífico abandono trauma top hizo espiral hoy llamado infancia mejor amigo cerca años ahora básicamente dicho falta quiere mudarse de nuevo ciudad acceso mejor gente mejor amigosentonces llegado segundo mejor amigo conocido alrededor de años incluso vivido un punto preguntado podría venir crisis pensar solo ahora respuesta novia fue tubo cansado hermano suicida semanas atrás muy necesitado apoyo dijo que está ocupado trabajando da años comprar casa incluso facturas en este momento todavía vive apartamento de acogida fácilmente podría solicitar menos horas ya que recoge voluntariamente cada amigo interactuado sabe rojoflag mayormente deprimido tres suicidas saben lmmao todo el mundo dice matar llegar hablar alguien se deja volar como hablar nadie realmente le importa la gente scoff actuar como alguien no literalmente nadie padres hermano amigos familia dar mierda literalmente gatos cosa mantener a todo el mundo le dice llegar a alguien suicida llegar a la gente quiere trato usted