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comes wavessome days feel great really look forward whats next me days feel like get hit wave something pure depression suicidal thoughts started around years ago havent gone day didnt think killing myself usually deal days think fuck it lose since suicidal thoughts come also something prevents it death anxiety dont know happens die freaks out limited time here whats next would say im spiritual really happens im sorryim getting topic tried drowning twice couldnt it drive along cliff consider yanking wheel taking down thoughts come whats gonna happen die andy curl ball let thoughts take brain hate thoughts prevent kill myself days call blessing days curse maybe primal thing thats keeping alive maybe brain sends thoughts make sure dont kill myself dont know do cant take anyone want know someone thoughts deal it usually work play video games read watch movie keep mind time googled anything people dealing death anxiety werent helpfulthank taking time read this really appreciate it
viene olassome days feel great really look forward whats next me days feel like get hit wave algo pura depresión pensamientos suicidas comenzaron hace años no he ido día no pensé que matarme por lo general trato días pensar mierda perder ya que pensamientos suicidas vienen también algo previene muerte ansiedad no sé si sucede morir freaks out tiempo limitado aquí lo que sigue diría im spiritual realmente sucede im lamentim conseguir tema intentado ahogarse dos veces no podría conducir a lo largo de acantilado considerar rueda de yanking tomar pensamientos vienen lo que va a pasar die andy rice bola dejar que los pensamientos tomar cerebro odio pensamientos evitar matarme días llamar bendición días maldición tal vez cosa prima que mantiene vivo tal vez cerebro envía pensamientos asegurarse de no matarme no sé nadie quiere saber que alguien piensa hacer que suele funcionar juego video juegos leer ver película mantener la mente googleado cualquier cosa que la gente trata de muerte ansiedad no fue útil gracias a tomar tiempo leer esto realmente apreciarlo