planning end near futureim usually type make harsh decisions due emotions anything like that ive really depressed since child soon afterwards suicidal reason taken action fear hurting family entire life ive struggling life amp myself see failure cant seem improve myself im usually real optimistic lifeenjoying person maybe thats think im trying seem always put happy mask im alone give everyone much love can never myself things ive loved life cant seem enjoy anymore feel pain regret look mirror achieved done life know leaving world leave people devastated would like think make selfish choice ive watched every motivational video therapist etc every thing heardseen told ages ago nothing really helps lowers feeling just quit anyone experienced anything similar amp got better honestly know do
planning end near futureim usually type make harsh decisions due emotions anything like that ive really depressed since child soon afterwards suicidal reason taken action fear hurting family entire life ive struggling life amp myself see failure cant seem improve myselfim usually real optimistic lifeenjoying person maybe thats think im trying seem always put happy mask im alone give everyone much love can never myself things ive loved life cant seem enjoy anymore feel pain regret look mirror achieved done life know leaving world leave people devastated would like think make selfish choice ive watched every motivational video therapist etc every thing heardseen told ages ago nothing really helps lowers feeling just quit anyone experienced anything similar amp got better honestly know do
planificación final cerca de futureim normalmente tipo tomar decisiones duras debido a emociones cualquier cosa como que live realmente deprimida desde niño poco después suicida razón tomada acción miedo daño familia vida vida vida vida lucha amp mí mismo ver fracaso no parece mejorar melfim normalmente real optimista vidaenjoying persona tal vez que piensa que im intentar parecer siempre poner feliz máscara im solo dar a todos mucho amor puede nunca yo mismo cosas ive vida amada no puede parecer disfrutar más sentir dolor arrepentimiento espejo logrado vida hecho saber dejar mundo dejar gente devastada me gustaría pensar hacer elección egoísta ve a cada videoterapeuta motivacional etc cada cosa que se escucha dijo hace siglos nada realmente ayuda a bajar sensación de dejar cualquier persona experimentó algo similar amp conseguir mejor honestamente saber