hi lti brain damage makes want die used really good writer went school it got close published couple times horrible combination alcoholism anorexia concussions really fucked up mri year ago told brain much away skull supposed age meaning shrinkingwhich p typical ppl eating disorders substance abuse problems happened quickly casei fact auditory even visual hallucinations occasionally chalked the fear call lolanyway quit drinking alone coldturkey lmaoi recommend xd eating pretty normally year last concussion still cannot focus well enough read write much anything every time try now ends crying cannot thinki trying fill hole passion writing used go volunteer work stuff even quit job went back school pursuit whole new career change fact feel completely useless comes one thing care just myself care peoplei know sounds stupid feel like burnt already even thirty afraid going get worse get older already totally incapable remembering parked car without writing lmfao cannot get anywhere without gps even though lived city years next going start forgetting peoplei know scared make doctors appointment think would rather die go senile time forty lmfao all know want fucking brain back basically one thing body regenerate lol never same think ever really able write again pretty sure even post probably makes sensei going kill right now anything found really hard lately motivate back swing things feel like know feel like former reason living gonei guess live life physical way now extra set hands organization cook exercise cannot person anymore deeply deeply upsets meif courage would kill right feel like anymore anyway all 
hi lti brain damage makes want die used really good writer went school it got close published couple times horrible combination alcoholism anorexia concussions really fucked up mri year ago told brain much away skull supposed age meaning shrinkingwhich p typical ppl eating disorders substance abuse problems happened quickly casei fact auditory even visual hallucinations occasionally chalked the fear call lolanyway quit drinking alone coldturkey lmaoi recommend xd eating pretty normally year last concussion still cannot focus well enough read write much anything every time try now ends crying cannot thinki trying fill hole passion writing used go volunteer work stuff even quit job went back school pursuit whole new career change fact feel completely useless comes one thing care just myself care peoplei know sounds stupid feel like burnt already even thirty afraid going get worse get older already totally incapable remembering parked car without writing lmfao cannot get anywhere without gps even though lived city years next going start forgetting peoplei know scared make doctors appointment think would rather die go senile time forty lmfao all know want fucking brain back basically one thing body regenerate lol never same think ever really able write again pretty sure even post probably makes sensei going kill right now anything found really hard lately motivate back swing things feel like know feel like former reason living gonei guess live life physical way now extra set hands organization cook exercise cannot person anymore deeply deeply upsets meif courage would kill right feel like anymore anyway all
hi lti daño cerebral hace querer morir usado muy buen escritor fue a la escuela