hangin alone rock bottom years sure still existjust pulled trigger skull first time safety figured id survive really hoped miracle would happen safety failed died  real friends thought finally abandoned me reason ive also fantasizing playing russian roulette every day die even see insane ive also several lucid dreams public redflag voices head trying convince kill myslef daily years now fucking lonely exhausted going nowhere someone talk me incredibly sick myself people desert me world general wanna talk someone else shitty postion guess gonna lie feel supremely lonely hopeless right now thanks
hangin alone rock bottom years sure still existjust pulled trigger skull first time safety figured id survive really hoped miracle would happen safety failed died real friends thought finally abandoned me reason ive also fantasizing playing russian roulette every day die even see insane ive also several lucid dreams public redflag voices head trying convince kill myslef daily years now fucking lonely exhausted going nowhere someone talk me incredibly sick myself people desert me world general wanna talk someone else shitty postion guess gonna lie feel supremely lonely hopeless right now thanks
Hangin solo rock años de fondo seguro que todavía existen sólo apretó el gatillo cráneo primera vez que la seguridad id sobrevivir realmente esperado milagro ocurrir seguridad fallida muertos amigos verdaderos pensados finalmente me abandonó razón ive también fantaseando jugar ruleta rusa cada día morir incluso ver loco ive también varios sueños lúcidos público bandera voces cabeza tratando de convencer matar a myslef años diarios ahora jodidamente solo agotado ir a ninguna parte alguien me habla increíblemente enfermo yo mismo la gente me desierto mundo general quiere hablar a alguien mierda postion conjetura va a mentir muy sola desesperada ahora mismo gracias