need helpso laying bed agreeing initial posts reasons people want kill themselves cant help think would like go it lately many thoughts ending life dont like life headed know things fix it opinion itd like plugging flat tire see point living life weekends speak trading life money something want  years ultimately die take short cut end avoid dissapointment look forward go downhill slope going life thing holding back parents love them love me relationship father nearly nonexistant argue exchange words thats it mother extreemly close one holding back really want keep typing stop here long story short sick life want end it edit im going try get sleep thanks
need helpso laying bed agreeing initial posts reasons people want kill themselves cant help think would like go it lately many thoughts ending life dont like life headed know things fix it opinion itd like plugging flat tire see point living life weekends speak trading life money something want years ultimately die take short cut end avoid dissapointment look forward go downhill slope going life thing holding back parents love them love me relationship father nearly nonexistant argue exchange words thats it mother extreemly close one holding back really want keep typing stop here long story short sick life want end it edit im going try get sleep thanks
necesidad de ayuda para poner la cama de acuerdo posts iniciales razones por las que la gente quiere matarse a sí mismos no puede ayudar pensar que le gustaría ir últimamente muchos pensamientos que terminan la vida no como la vida cabeza sabe las cosas arreglarlo opinión que era como enchufarse neumático plano ver punto vida fin de semana hablar comercio vida dinero algo quiere años finalmente morir take short short short end evitar mirar hacia adelante pendiente cuesta abajo ir vida cosa que retiene amor padres ellos amor mi relación padre casi no existe argumenta intercambio de palabras que es madre extremadamente cerca uno conteniendo atrás realmente quiero seguir escribiendo parada aquí larga historia corta vida enferma quiero terminar edit im va a tratar de conseguir sueño gracias