want die cant ask helpwow hard im  years old guess saw everything going another waybut all wake every day thought shooting myself ive made poor decisions life live daily one im  sure bipolar lead path want diagnosed mentally ill well cant end life easily humanly would like ive never hurt anyone never will yet continue hurt myself paper all work entertainment industry earning  figures year bipolar lead road promiscuity result stds fear hiv not tested fear kills me either way feel never live normal life work drink go sleep hate job feel like it confidence ask help least current low lasted awhile used get manic create art ideas passion passion gone feel like empty vessel find asking whats point die eventually worst part would making mother sad incredible mom sacrificed much cry thinking would  literally thing keeping alive im rambling had drinks know anymore im sick depression know
want die cant ask helpwow hard im years old guess saw everything going another waybut all wake every day thought shooting myself ive made poor decisions life live daily one im sure bipolar lead path want diagnosed mentally illwell cant end life easily humanly would like ive never hurt anyone never will yet continue hurt myself paper all work entertainment industry earning figures year bipolar lead road promiscuity result stds fear hiv not tested fear kills me either way feel never live normal life work drink go sleep hate job feel like it confidence ask help least current low lasted awhile used get manic create art ideas passion passion gone feel like empty vessel find asking whats point die eventually worst part would making mother sad incredible mom sacrificed much cry thinking would literally thing keeping alive im rambling had drinks know anymore im sick depression know
Quiero morir no puedo pedir ayudawow duro im años de edad conjetura vio todo va de otra manera pero todos despertar cada día pensamiento dispararme ive hecho malas decisiones vida diaria uno im seguro bipolar camino de plomo querer diagnosticado mentalmente mal no puedo terminar la vida fácilmente humanamente quisiera vivir nunca lastimar a nadie nunca continuaré hiriéndome papel todo trabajo industria del entretenimiento ganar cifras año bipolar plomo promiscuidad resultado stds miedo hiv no probado miedo me mata de cualquier manera sentir nunca vivir vida normal trabajo bebida ir sueño odio trabajo sentir como confianza pedir ayuda menos actual baja dura un tiempo utilizado conseguir manía crea ideas de arte pasión pasión ido sentir como barco vacío encontrar preguntas qué punto morir eventualmente peor parte haría madre triste increíble mamá sacrificado mucho llanto pensar literalmente cosa mantener vivo im embriaguez tenía bebidas saber más im enfermo depresión saber