note planim going put thoughts here sections be  work  escorting sexuality  drug alcohol addiction  family  attention  want  plan work work software engineer well would able hold job  months without company getting tired me im good do bosses love output open source projects contributions even first programming job startup  cto shocked first day repeat shock every job companies get tired reputation coming work straight nightclubs drunk drugged up tired needing snort coke work stay awake productive escorting sexuality said above cant hold permanent work one nice thing going im young pretty good looking girl look age look  men love that get little girl daddy want fuck little hot teenage daughter sex boring me like girls went long period knowing im straight lesbian bisexual think like men sense daddy real birth dad course want daddy  older guy looks me loves me helps get early twenties gives advice suppose people call having daddy issues escorting go really wrong sometimes clients beat shit hookers happened once thankfully got tied dark room beaten whipped positive side getting beat escorting builds character makes really really strong take ton abuse people but head drug alcohol addiction debatable whether im coke addict desperately need it want use it thanks hooker get lots easy free access cocaine use  times week alcohol destory me used teetotal innocent quiet shy teen im alcoholic confident loud partygirl arrest record drunk disorderly drunk disorderly drunk disorderly love vodka need vodka two bottles fridge right im going start pouring finish letter im quiet night been  nights row now drink sleep family hate reasons go into shit hardest bit write ive typing nonstop  minutes im unsure say hesitating mum want anymore know doesnt even says loves me never shows appreciation anybody anything dad worked hard provide sister because mum worked decades lazy bitch first memory dad took party workplace threw children shy one scared talk anyone eventually dragged car shouted me fucking disappointment obviously yet outgoing loud confident child everyone would prefer wish got divorce instead constant arguing theyve since born desperate move away home take arguing anymore people argue public still upsets me attention makes happy used to awkward kid teenager fucking love center dance floor one stage naked girl one guys talk clubs pubs gangbang last night escorting contact first person get naked fuck put clothes back on walking around nude men look wank wanted  attention wanted fuck girl though what want secure job better flat my current place tiny studio suck dick afford things alcohol withdrawal symptoms  hours sober family the plan obviously redflag note plan redflag question when is anything want first redflag plan long remember first genuine redflag plan two years ago going travel south east asia spend savings fun fucking hookers haha ive become one twist die get executed  instead ran away another place nothing like said attention section enjoy makes happy maybe seek out reading story earlier  httplongformorgstorieslittlegirllost  go read it good  story girl ran away los angeles seek fame got fame became one biggest porn stars era shot head am another thing read earlier  httpwwwnytimescommagazinehereiswhathappenswhenyoucastlindsaylohaninyourmoviehtml  lindsay lohan still gets acting gigs despite crazy bitch it cant i could run away la hollywood whatever id go trying would homeless enough savings last year work out end all finally end all would relief stress problems suicidal voice head thats taunted whole life  ironic get feel relief id dead
note planim going put thoughts here sections be work escorting sexuality drug alcohol addiction family attention want plan work work software engineer well would able hold job months without company getting tired me im good do bosses love output open source projects contributions even first programming job startup cto shocked first day repeat shock every job companies get tired reputation coming work straight nightclubs drunk drugged up tired needing snort coke work stay awake productive escorting sexuality said above cant hold permanent work one nice thing going im young pretty good looking girl look age look men love that get little girl daddy want fuck little hot teenage daughter sex boring me like girls went long period knowing im straight lesbian bisexual think like men sense daddy real birth dad course want daddy older guy looks me loves me helps get early twenties gives advice suppose people call having daddy issues escorting go really wrong sometimes clients beat shit hookers happened once thankfully got tied dark room beaten whipped positive side getting beat escorting builds character makes really really strong take ton abuse people but head drug alcohol addiction debatable whether im coke addict desperately need it want use it thanks hooker get lots easy free access cocaine use times week alcohol destory me used teetotal innocent quiet shy teenim alcoholic confident loud partygirl arrest record drunk disorderly drunk disorderly drunk disorderly love vodka need vodka two bottles fridge right im going start pouring finish letter im quiet night been nights row now drink sleep family hate reasons go into shit hardest bit write ive typing nonstop minutes im unsure say hesitating mum want anymore know doesnt even says loves me never shows appreciation anybody anything dad worked hard provide sister because mum worked decades lazy bitch first memory dad took party workplace threw children shy one scared talk anyone eventually dragged car shouted me fucking disappointment obviously yet outgoing loud confident child everyone would prefer wish got divorce instead constant arguing theyve since born desperate move away home take arguing anymore people argue public still upsets me attention makes happy used to awkward kid teenager fucking love center dance floor one stage naked girl one guys talk clubs pubs gangbang last night escorting contact first person get naked fuck put clothes back on walking around nude men look wank wanted attention wanted fuck girl though what want secure job better flat my current place tiny studio suck dick afford things alcohol withdrawal symptoms hours sober family the plan obviously redflag note plan redflag question when is anything want first redflag plan long remember first genuine redflag plan two years ago going travel south east asia spend savings fun fucking hookers haha ive become one twist die get executed instead ran away another place nothing like said attention section enjoy makes happy maybe seek out reading story earlier httplongformorgstorieslittlegirllost go read it good story girl ran away los angeles seek fame got fame became one biggest porn stars era shot head am another thing read earlier httpwwwnytimescommagazinehereiswhathappenswhenyoucastlindsaylohaninyourmoviehtml lindsay lohan still gets acting gigs despite crazy bitch it cant i could run away la hollywood whatever id go trying would homeless enough savings last year work out end all finally end all would relief stress problems suicidal voice head thats taunted whole life ironic get feel relief id dead
nota planim va a poner pensamientos aquí secciones ser trabajo escoltar sexualidad droga adicción al alcohol atención familiar quiero trabajo plan trabajo ingeniero de software bien podría mantener meses de trabajo sin compañía me cansan im bueno hacer jefes amor salida de código abierto proyectos contribuciones incluso primer trabajo de programación startup cto shock primer día repetir shock cada trabajo empresas conseguir reputación cansado venir trabajo recta clubes nocturnos borrachos cansados necesidad de snort trabajo coca permanecer despierto productiva escolta sexualidad dicho arriba no puede mantener un trabajo permanente una cosa agradable va im joven bastante buena mirada chica mirada edad hombres amor que conseguir niña papá quieren follar poco caliente adolescente hija sexo aburrido como las niñas fueron largo período saber im recta