happy turkey dayso thanksgiving apparently actions canceled house im year old loser still home living rent free human garbage like incapable getting second job pay rent matter many interviews get never get job years experience food cash registers im polite quiet never stand out im stuck here younger brother full time job still lives home hes barely here blows money edm concerts hotels trips full time job dont become responsibility clean parents try refuse get yelled at gotten point try sleep im home clean them last week mom bought different things thanksgiving got home leaving work got home work left bag vegetables counter top things needed refrigerated  hours threw away theyve noticed gone realized woke hours sleep yelling living room neither anything theyre even helping food dont clean themselves never do got go explain threw food expired theyre feeding grandparents almost  theyre immune systems bad mine medical problems went school food prep know im talking about get is i dont care left out paid threw away stuff said grandma grandpa old get really sick spoiled food people already die food poisoning theyre old chances higher want die said dont touch things started ignoring me parents stopped cooking canceled dinner grandparents arent coming now seem months job supposed see begining month birthday never anything mom decided last minute  week trip new york miss grandma much im maid home stopped cleaning mom gone days see much done work brother dad literally clean all dishes sink   days counter tops kitchen living room beer bottles dishes trash couldnt take anymore cleaned it share room brother  dressers fit clothes dad refused throw away second dresser brother refuses use second dresser completely empty clothes spilling onto floor dresser uses ft pile clothes floor months doesnt organize anything literally throws clothes random drawers shoves shut everytime bring parents tell shut up literally brought problem monday got fed grabbed clothes floor started piling hall couldnt look anymore hes foot taller me reacted coming hallway throwing floor mom saw stared dad said fault complaining bitch stop crying life doesnt matter usually sleep lot depressed last  weeks ive juat sleeping maybe   hours day awake night thinking waste time life waste space am dropped school years ago boy never went back got accepted art school another state didnt go boy get staying  years fucking childhood friend behind back months without knowing things wanted life going something something suicidal shitshow god life become fucking maid wasting away fucking hellhole home boyfriend cares long seem complain life point hell get tired it dont know im spiraling out needed rant little guess
happy turkey dayso thanksgiving apparently actions canceled house im year old loser still home living rent free human garbage like incapable getting second job pay rent matter many interviews get never get job years experience food cash registers im polite quietnever stand out im stuck here younger brother full time job still lives home hes barely here blows money edm concerts hotels trips full time job dont become responsibility clean parents try refuse get yelled at gotten point try sleep im home clean them last week mom bought different things thanksgiving got home leaving work got home work left bag vegetables counter top things needed refrigerated hours threw away theyve noticed gone realized woke hours sleep yelling living room neither anything theyre even helping food dont clean themselves never do got go explain threw food expired theyre feeding grandparents almost theyre immune systems bad mine medical problems went school food prep know im talking about get is i dont care left out paid threw away stuff said grandma grandpa old get really sick spoiled food people already die food poisoning theyre old chances higher want die said dont touch things started ignoring me parents stopped cooking canceled dinner grandparents arent coming now seem months job supposed see begining month birthday never anything mom decided last minute week trip new york miss grandma much im maid home stopped cleaning mom gone days see much done work brother dad literally clean all dishes sink days counter tops kitchen living room beer bottles dishes trash couldnt take anymore cleaned it share room brother dressers fit clothes dad refused throw away second dresser brother refuses use second dresser completely empty clothes spilling onto floor dresser uses ft pile clothes floor months doesnt organize anything literally throws clothes random drawers shoves shut everytime bring parents tell shut up literally brought problem monday got fed grabbed clothes floor started piling hall couldnt look anymore hes foot taller me reacted coming hallway throwing floor mom saw stared dad said fault complaining bitch stop crying life doesnt matter usually sleep lot depressed last weeks ive juat sleeping maybe hours day awake night thinking waste time life waste space am dropped school years ago boy never went back got accepted art school another state didnt go boy get staying years fucking childhood friend behind back months without knowing things wanted life going something something suicidal shitshow god life become fucking maid wasting away fucking hellhole home boyfriend cares long seem complain life point hell get tired it dont know im spiraling out needed rant little guess
Happy pavo dayso acción de gracias aparentemente acciones canceladas casa im año perdedor todavía hogar vida alquiler gratis basura humana como incapaz conseguir segundo trabajo pago alquiler materia muchas entrevistas obtener nunca obtener trabajo años experiencia alimentos caja registradores im educate quietnever destacar im sticked aquí hermano menor tiempo completo trabajo todavía vive en casa él apenas aquí golpes dinero edm conciertos hoteles viajes tiempo completo trabajo no se convierten en responsabilidad padres limpios tratar rechazar ser gritado en punto tratar de dormir en casa limpiar la semana pasada mamá compró diferentes cosas gracias a casa salir de trabajo trabajo en casa izquierda bolsa de trabajo encimera de verduras encimera cosas necesarias refrigeradas horas tirados se han dado cuenta se han dado cuenta se han dado cuenta horas despierto sueño gritando sala de estar ni nada están ayudando a la comida no limpiar sí mismos nunca tienen ir explicar tiro comida caducado son alimentar abuelos casi son sistemas inmunes mala mina problemas médicos fueron escuela preparación alimentos saben im hablar de conseguir