im tiredfirst off know im writing this might im struggling hope im pretty sure humans fucked share powerful feelings others matter course someone sad combination empathy willingness broadcast misery people feeling sad trying fix problem time im sorry taking advantage place deserve better im redditor years puppet account exists im left alone ive never anything useful add conversation despite many attempts nothing witty nothing popular nothing needed heard anyone rest online presence same used surf forums looking offer insight know thinking im clever enough im smart enough everyone else stubborn were real problems honest online life important real life later father died im  mom senile soon family history signs already showing older brother going eat death thats comparatively ok think hell die happy im pedophile gay one bi regular nonexistent sex life not taboo one existent say pedophile pederast boy socalled age attraction lives across street me ill never lay much hand him id sooner die sooner die none understand that sort thing go therapist with anyone suggests it theyll one attend funeral know care ive done nothing deserve better anyway guys age attraction other friends straight afraid admit otherwise thing practical sense bi gay friend bi guy attracted me gay guy married ive put enough shit im going tempt break fidelity always fancied kind cute girl whos ever willing sex ive unwilling sex with matter appearance see combined fact cant even find guy yes not ripped wants fuck ass not anal guess really ugly expectations high wanted cute guy girl weigh much half again find sad cant get girl would keep cock erect nevermind eventually children me see extended family dead brother sterile kids pathetic family line end guess time anyway hearing going used love music much would make spine shiver hair stand end could move tears ive three bad ear infections past three years still understand people room background noise everything subtle music gone still listen sometimes makes cry touches place thats longer there feel empty along lines goingtoshit body pretty badly infected toe infected inflamed year now suspect ill gangrene soon medical insurance since flunked college feet bare shower past year keep secret family theyd try get doctor wed lose much money valued hearing much one toes lost that fuck toes ive acne since age  cant get go away gave trying last week same go figure yeah tried towel thing bad it job stopped wanting one six months ago cost money right now brother couple friends bar friends fun without me ive come realization im good anything nothing offer anyone oh sure died would missed thats people become used presence terms actually offer theyll poorer die people really knew was wrong me theyd keep away people forced love religion would remain thats love get enough now hope future dead feel ostracized day cannot keep living world would should rather dead emotional strings attached im tired many ways now old become someone world would rather keep starting tomorrow im going lay floor room bed need lower ground closer spirits im going stop eating stop talking people protest theyll panic fully anticipate ill feeding tube said done even though wish go lengths keep alive ive never wanted die want kill myself cant slash wrists blow brains out im tired im tired live im going stop trying im going lie body gives like mind want get up mean through wish whatever lacked get way sorry burden all deserve better better posts better people ill check back know why  edit im going get sleep almost fell asleep moment ago check replies wake up deserve it  edit  im awake again
im tiredfirst off know im writing this might im struggling hope im pretty sure humans fucked share powerful feelings others matter course someone sad combination empathy willingness broadcast misery people feeling sad trying fix problem time im sorry taking advantage place deserve better im redditor years puppet account exists im left alone ive never anything useful add conversation despite many attempts nothing witty nothing popular nothing needed heard anyone rest online presence same used surf forums looking offer insight know thinking im clever enough im smart enough everyone else stubborn were real problems honest online life important real life later father died im mom senile soon family history signs already showing older brother going eat death thats comparatively ok think hell die happyim pedophilegay one bi regular nonexistent sex life not taboo one existent say pedophile pederast boy socalled age attraction lives across street me ill never lay much hand himid sooner die sooner die none understand that sort thing go therapist with anyone suggests it theyll one attend funeral know care ive done nothing deserve better anyway guys age attraction other friends straight afraid admit otherwise thing practical sense bi gay friend bi guy attracted me gay guy married ive put enough shit im going tempt break fidelity always fancied kind cute girl whos ever willing sex ive unwilling sex with matter appearance see combined fact cant even find guy yes not ripped wants fuck ass not anal guess really ugly expectations high wanted cute guy girl weigh much half again find sad cant get girl would keep cock erect nevermind eventually children me see extended family dead brother sterile kids pathetic family line end guess time anyway hearing going used love music much would make spine shiver hair stand end could move tears ive three bad ear infections past three years still understand people room background noise everything subtle music gone still listen sometimes makes cry touches place thats longer there feel empty along lines goingtoshit body pretty badly infected toe infected inflamed year now suspect ill gangrene soon medical insurance since flunked college feet bare shower past year keep secret family theyd try get doctor wed lose much money valued hearing much one toes lost that fuck toes ive acne since age cant get go away gave trying last week same go figure yeah tried towel thing bad it job stopped wanting one six months ago cost money right now brother couple friends bar friends fun without me ive come realization im good anything nothing offer anyone oh sure died would missed thats people become used presence terms actually offer theyll poorer die people really knew was wrong me theyd keep away people forced love religion would remain thats love get enough now hope future dead feel ostracized day cannot keep living world would should rather dead emotional strings attached im tired many ways now old become someone world would rather keep starting tomorrow im going lay floor room bed need lower ground closer spirits im going stop eating stop talking people protest theyll panic fully anticipate ill feeding tube said done even though wish go lengths keep alive ive never wanted die want kill myself cant slash wrists blow brains out im tired im tired live im going stop trying im going lie body gives like mind want get up mean through wish whatever lacked get way sorry burden all deserve better better posts better people ill check back know why edit im going get sleep almost fell asleep moment ago check replies wake up deserve it edit im awake again
Estoy cansado primero sé que estoy escribiendo esto podría estar luchando esperanza estoy bastante seguro humanos follada compartir sentimientos poderosos otros importa curso alguien triste combinación empatía voluntad transmisión miseria personas sintiéndose triste intentar arreglar problema tiempo im siento tomar ventaja lugar merecer mejor im redditor años cuenta de títeres existe i me queda solo ive nunca nada útil añadir conversación a pesar de muchos intentos nada ingenioso nada popular nada necesitaba escuchar a alguien descansar presencia en línea mismo uso foros de surf buscando información saber pensar im inteligente bastante todos los demás terco fueron problemas reales honesto vida en línea importante vida real más tarde padre murió im mamá senile pronto historia familiar signos ya mostrando hermano mayor va a comer la muerte que está comparativamente bien pensar infierno dieim pedophilegay bi vida sexual inexistente bi no tabú uno existente decir pedophile chico pederast así llamado edad atracción vive a través de la calle me enfermo nunca poner mucha mano élid antes morir antes de morir nadie entender esa clase de cosa ir terapeuta con nadie sugiere que van a asistir a funeral sabe cuidado ive hacer nada merece mejor