im ready goi  year old ugly short fat black guy adhd possibly ocd well hates much silently crying bed im typing this biggest secret ive vaguely told one person either  dont remember telling biggest regretwhen  years old sexual abused someone  years older me would things like sucks toes tell suck would misty think even licked asshole briefly another time pulled pants put dick mouth hate much wish could go back time wish could much hanging head never move past it ive ever kissed sex one person ive never serious girlfriend im broken person high school tried compensate people saying thought gay behind back lying saying fucked different girls never done anything hate much that would also tell people mental illnesses like bipolar borderline ive told many lies attention hate that every friend ive grown moved forward lives way great things lives im broken hate much dont think ever find someone would love me told friend abused im sure took seriously regretted telling told joking soon feel vulnerable regret told anything feel like abuse would livable never told another person wish could turn back clock became person fat ugly social inadequate lonely feel like live head day imagining better life myself days ago bought gun im ready end all
im ready goi year old ugly short fat black guy adhd possibly ocd well hates much silently crying bed im typing this biggest secret ive vaguely told one person either dont remember telling biggest regretwhen years old sexual abused someone years older me would things like sucks toes tell suck would misty think even licked asshole briefly another time pulled pants put dick mouth hate much wish could go back time wish could much hanging head never move past it ive ever kissed sex one person ive never serious girlfriend im broken person high school tried compensate people saying thought gay behind back lying saying fucked different girls never done anything hate much that would also tell people mental illnesses like bipolar borderline ive told many lies attention hate that every friend ive grown moved forward lives way great things lives im broken hate much dont think ever find someone would love me told friend abused im sure took seriously regretted telling told joking soon feel vulnerable regret told anything feel like abuse would livable never told another person wish could turn back clock became person fat ugly social inadequate lonely feel like live head day imagining better life myself days ago bought gunim ready end all
i listo goi año viejo feo corto gordo negro chico adhd posiblemente odd bien odia mucho silenciosamente llorando cama im escribiendo este mayor secreto i ve vagamente le dijo a una persona o bien no recuerdo contar el mayor arrepentimientocuando años de edad abuso sexual alguien años más viejo me gustaría cosas como chupa los dedos de los pies decir chupar pensaría incluso lamido culo brevemente otra vez tiró pantalones poner pene odio boca mucho deseo podría ir atrás tiempo deseo podría mucho colgar cabeza nunca se mueve más allá de él ive siempre besó sexo una persona ive nunca novia serio