scaredi grew child prodigy always getting perfect grades singing locally preprofessionally every parents dream im older stakes higher cant cope pressure im crumbling want make parents happy cant even give im shitty person core days like today barely eat everything feels terrible even foods give sliver happiness taste like mush sometimes bang head wall hoping switch click ill person want be ive always people pleaser ive always done wanted do im want anymore even know me is im good anything used good at special traits made me gone im failure mom dad always say theyll support matter what know theyve given pushing theyre scared ill break ive gained severe anxiety almost depression amount pressure parents placed me never like wanted will knew good did wanted something could proud of wanted compliments humblebrags facebook newest achievements love much want happy theyve always loved me ive taken granted dynasty child prodigy over know anymore terrifying push stay alive everyday comitted redflag could never forgive parents could never cause emotional pain im strong enough keep afloat mean im sinking though every day battle within sleep day pretend everything fine fine want fine feel stuck hope fading wanna happy without worrying eventual tsunami sadness comes it im scared myself do
scaredi grew child prodigy always getting perfect grades singing locally preprofessionally every parents dream im older stakes higher cant cope pressure im crumbling want make parents happy cant even give im shitty person core days like today barely eat everything feels terrible even foods give sliver happiness taste like mush sometimes bang head wall hoping switch click ill person want be ive always people pleaser ive always done wanted do im want anymore even know me is im good anything used good at special traits made me gone im failure mom dad always say theyll support matter what know theyve given pushing theyre scared ill break ive gained severe anxiety almost depression amount pressure parents placed me never like wanted will knew good did wanted something could proud of wanted compliments humblebrags facebook newest achievements love much want happy theyve always loved me ive taken granted dynasty child prodigy over know anymore terrifying push stay alive everyday comitted redflag could never forgive parents could never cause emotional pain im strong enough keep afloat mean im sinking though every day battle within sleep day pretend everything fine fine want fine feel stuck hope fading wanna happy without worrying eventual tsunami sadness comes it im scared myself do
Scarei creció niño prodigio siempre conseguir notas perfectas cantando localmente preprofesionalmente cada padres sueñan más viejo estacas más alto cant hacer frente a la presión im desmoronarse deseo hacer padres felices no puede incluso dar im mierda persona núcleo días como hoy apenas comer todo se siente terrible incluso alimentos dar sabor a la felicidad sliver como mush a veces golpear pared de la cabeza con la esperanza de cambiar clic enfermo persona quiere ser live siempre personas pleaser ive siempre hecho quería hacer im quiero más incluso sé que soy bueno cualquier cosa se utiliza bien en rasgos especiales me hizo ir im fracaso