death sounds pretty good right nowive hit really low part life probably lowest ive ever been recently moved utah california huge change left behind friends ive ever lifestyle im used living mother dragged middle school year really bad since curriculum new understand works school system different nerve racking me hardly talk people due anxiety ive always strong disliking mom realize hatred basically life used religion abuse me stop acting like faggot i call faggot im parent since parent obey me she actually said that dad likes slap punch tell mom stop acting like jerk im sorry confusing mind lost right now really thing thats pushed edge is mother arranged go back utah week since spring break see friends hang them well yesterday mom left sister home alone sister complaining mother day wanting go swimming however mother would let her mom left told sister could go swimming twenty minutes chores agreed hopped pool well mom came back pick something saw us pool started screaming yelling knew sister chores getting pool huge health risk now that going take back utah see friends now destroys trying keep sister mom happy ugh know im tired upset everything death seems like easy way pain
death sounds pretty good right nowive hit really low part life probably lowest ive ever been recently moved utah california huge change left behind friends ive ever lifestyle im used living mother dragged middle school year really bad since curriculum new understand works school system different nerve racking me hardly talk people due anxiety ive always strong disliking mom realize hatred basically life used religion abuse me stop acting like faggot i call faggot im parent since parent obey me she actually said that dad likes slap punch tell mom stop acting like jerk im sorry confusing mind lost right now really thing thats pushed edge is mother arranged go back utah week since spring break see friends hang them well yesterday mom left sister home alone sister complaining mother day wanting go swimming however mother would let her mom left told sister could go swimming twenty minutes chores agreed hopped poolwell mom came back pick something saw us pool started screaming yelling knew sister chores getting pool huge health risk now that going take back utah see friends now destroys trying keep sister mom happyugh know im tired upset everything death seems like easy way pain
la muerte suena muy bien ahora mismo el golpe realmente baja parte de la vida probablemente menos que nunca se ha movido recientemente utah california enorme cambio dejado detrás amigos ive siempre estilo de vida im utilizado vivir madre arrastrado año escolar realmente malo desde el currículo nuevo entender obras sistema escolar diferente nervio parloteo mí apenas hablar personas debido ansiedad ive siempre fuerte disliking mamá realizar odio básicamente vida utilizado religión abuso me deja de actuar como maricón I call maricón im padre desde padre me obedece ella en realidad dijo que papá le gusta bofetada golpe decirle mamá dejar de actuar como idiota im lo siento confusión mente perdido ahora mismo realmente cosa que se empujó borde es madre dispuesto volver atrás utah semana desde primavera ver amigos colgar bien ayer mamá dejó hermana casa sola hermana queja madre día querer ir a nadar sin embargo madre dejó a su madre izquierda le dijo que la hermana podía ir a nadar veinte minutos chores acordados piscina bien mamá volvió recoger algo nos vio piscina comenzó gritando sabía que las tareas de la hermana conseguir piscina enorme riesgo de salud ahora que va a tomar espalda utah amigos ahora destruye tratar de mantener a la hermana mamá feliz sabe que estoy cansado molestado todo parece muerte como dolor fácil