happines disqussion myself introduce myself im  year old guy currently enlisted army almost major successes life growing pretty normal kid friends fun hang parks everything normal kid would do started growing get glasses due vision best didnt really care forst become small inconvenience really big deal though anyway dont really know happenned  year old puberty hit like train got totally messed up looking like old man young kid time time started getting fat didnt notice first enough make want work out teenage life tried multiple sports gyms avail leaving pretty much empty handed quit started lose interest myself everyone kept telling keep working everything fine alas wasnt didnt care myself dirty didnt clean myself got fatter uglier didnt friends anyone really talk to really wasnt myself didnt thing someone worthy happines since couldnt find happines anything tried dissosicated life turned  finished school got university got first car money worked for thought freedom blessing find something everyone experiences though really happines achieve mediocre goal didnt feel happy still dont multiple redflag attemps afraid even that continued living without energy anything arrive today still cant find happines im ugly never find love think waste oxygen cant put anything working out cleaning anything cant find happines im antisocial coward cant focus something actually it happines doesnt seem reachable im unable happy
happines disqussion myself introduce myself im year old guy currently enlisted army almost major successes life growing pretty normal kid friends fun hang parks everything normal kid would do started growing get glasses due vision best didnt really care forst become small inconvenience really big deal though anyway dont really know happenned year old puberty hit like train got totally messed up looking like old manyoung kid time time started getting fat didnt notice first enough make want work out teenage life tried multiple sports gyms avail leaving pretty much empty handed quit started lose interest myself everyone kept telling keep working everything fine alas wasnt didnt care myself dirty didnt clean myself got fatter uglier didnt friends anyone really talk to really wasnt myself didnt thing someone worthy happines since couldnt find happines anything tried dissosicated life turned finished school got university got first car money worked for thought freedom blessing find something everyone experiences though really happines achieve mediocre goal didnt feel happy still dont multiple redflag attemps afraid even that continued living without energy anything arrive today still cant find happines im ugly never find love think waste oxygen cant put anything working out cleaning anything cant find happines im antisocial coward cant focus something actually it happines doesnt seem reachable im unable happy
Happines disqussion me presento a mí mismo chico de primer año actualmente alistado ejército casi grandes éxitos vida creciendo bastante normal niños amigos diversión colgar parques todo lo normal niño haría empezar a crecer gafas de luz mejor no se preocuparon por forst convertirse en pequeños inconvenientes realmente gran cosa aunque de todos modos no sé realmente suceder año viejo pubertad golpe como tren consiguió totalmente jodido como viejo hombrejoven niño tiempo comenzó a engordar no se dio cuenta primero lo suficiente hacer querer trabajar la vida adolescente intentó múltiples gimnasios deportivos aprovechar dejando bastante vacío dejó de lado comenzó a perder interés yo mismo todo el mundo seguía diciendo seguir trabajando todo bien