sure happened hopelessguys severely hurt ive really hurt religious people past uhm today literally contemplated cutting wrists razor hand didnt work wanted going resort means thought people mind spiraled thought parents thought people allah real afterlife everyone world wicked people since time people mentally tortured ive lost low self esteem anyone wants friend shows interest shut out ive hospital worse part mother father suffer came back mind yesterday went hospital chest pains stressed memories went doctor said irregular heartbeat took cab home cab driver making small talk asked said pakistan gave religious greetings anecdotes connecting family told iman diminishing didnt know god real not told story told went hospital much chest pains told thought past said ish going school taking honor classes schools religious boy guy would slowly criticize people didnt say salam properly anything became obsessed me would follow around school no one really living me barely saw parents worked night shifts brothers different country going college uncle developing early stages cancer later died next door neighbor parents attention went went state shock anyway guy acquaintance would tell everyone loved wanted valentine became valentine telling ten times no desperate made lie stating didnt want waste expensive chocolates roses friend time told go went went home felt uncomfortable told everyone next day going him said no said please love you allah wants us together well go hell yesterday obviously afraid tell anyone said ok said whatever ill break week well still friends way one gets hurt drama try break him told didnt see relationship broke someone starts wailing crying telling hes going kill sister mean him everything like wth shy person really gullible didnt know redflag watch didnt think redflag loved life didnt understand point redflag lying obviously next years would torment lies religious manipulation would compare many girls wanted meet guy friend actually liked got ready manipulative bf came door showing ugliest face making sure felt bad made feel unrelgious poor friend waiting hrs left forgot distracted boy telling going kill didnt run away marry him guy friend relationship went shreds hate stupid reasons never got tell day thinks bailed him anytime school state test would show door pretend dad phone call explain didnt make it sister came door told mother  daughter whore begging brother sex ugly bitch see school tear fucking head apart beat shit her kept telling religious girl friend would hang guy pretend know father drug dealer arrested heroin  deported afghanistan told mother call mother harass house mother called told wanted marry son mother tears saying no dad point crying day hes religious are guy kept saying werent siblings family harassed saying ugly bitch wanting marry him said father would hire hit man kill bc religion like wtf went pakistan way get away come back best friend starts flirting him introduces sisters boyfriend flirts him takes posts facebook tells wont leave alone say loves her told went hospital bc collapsed namaz told didnt like prancing around ex toxic distructive like oh know hes entertaining sisters love hes funny attended funeral uncle point didnt care would leave alone would say omg wasnt crazy yesterday room would compare her talk sentences close married someone else still flirt never recieved apology saw years later gave disgusting look working shitty retail job step me saw speak boss putting away hangers took phone laughed made sure saw texting someone dated wall street worker years later called pretty cab driver called beautiful dont believe it  old five years thirty girl never gave apology never checked career daughter husband youtube channel gives religious dawah tells people always eat halal cover yourself cab driver said report them im afraid late im disgusted myself cant make eye contact anyone today really wanted kill myself disturbed feel cheated thought islam taught good good come back you bad people get punished im discouraged feel like tortured soul earth question afterlife used ambitious know im like whatever life over maybe kill ill show people end misery
sure happened hopelessguys severely hurt ive really hurt religious people past uhm today literally contemplated cutting wrists razor hand didnt work wanted going resort means thought people mind spiraled thought parents thought people allah real afterlife everyone world wicked people since time people mentally tortured ive lost low self esteem anyone wants friend shows interest shut out ive hospital worse part mother father suffer came back mind yesterday went hospital chest pains stressed memories went doctor said irregular heartbeat took cab home cab driver making small talk asked said pakistan gave religious greetings anecdotes connecting family told iman diminishing didnt know god real not told story told went hospital much chest pains told thought past said ish going school taking honor classes schools religious boy guy would slowly criticize people didnt say salam properly anything became obsessed me would follow around school no one really living me barely saw parents worked night shifts brothers different country going college uncle developing early stages cancer later died next door neighbor parents attention went wentstate shock anyway guy acquaintance would tell everyone loved wanted valentine became valentine telling ten times no desperate made lie stating didnt want waste expensive chocolates roses friend time told go went went home felt uncomfortable told everyone next day going him said no said please love you allah wants us together well go hell yesterday obviously afraid tell anyone said ok said whatever ill break week well still friends way one gets hurt drama try break him told didnt see relationship broke someone starts wailing crying telling hes going kill sister mean him everything like wth shy person really gullible didnt know redflag watch didnt think redflag loved life didnt understand point redflag lying obviously next years would torment lies religious manipulation would compare many girls wanted meet guy friend actually liked got ready manipulative bf came door showing ugliest face making sure felt bad made feel unrelgious poor friend waiting hrs left forgot distracted boy telling going kill didnt run away marry him guy friend relationship went shreds hate stupid reasons never got tell day thinks bailed him anytime school state test would show door pretend dad phone call explain didnt make it sister came door told mother daughter whore begging brother sex ugly bitch see school tear fucking head apart beat shit her kept telling religious girl friend would hang guy pretend know father drug dealer arrested heroin deported afghanistan told mother call mother harass house mother called told wanted marry son mother tears saying no dad point crying day hes religious are guy kept saying werent siblings family harassed saying ugly bitch wanting marry him said father would hire hit man kill bc religion like wtf went pakistan way get away come back best friend starts flirting him introduces sisters boyfriend flirts him takes posts facebook tells wont leave alone say loves her told went hospital bc collapsed namaz told didnt like prancing around ex toxic distructive likeoh know hes entertaining sisters love hes funny attended funeral uncle point didnt care would leave alone would say omg wasnt crazy yesterday room would compare her talk sentences close married someone else still flirt never recieved apology saw years later gave disgusting look working shitty retail job step me saw speak boss putting away hangers took phone laughed made sure saw texting someone dated wall street worker years later called pretty cab driver called beautiful dont believe it old five years thirty girl never gave apology never checked career daughter husband youtube channel gives religious dawah tells people always eat halal cover yourself cab driver said report them im afraid late im disgusted myself cant make eye contact anyone today really wanted kill myself disturbed feel cheated thought islam taught good good come back you bad people get punished im discouraged feel like tortured soul earth question afterlife used ambitious know im like whatever life over maybe kill ill show people end misery
Seguro sucedió chicos desesperados severamente heridos ive gente religiosa realmente herido pasado uhm hoy literalmente contemplaba cortar muñecas navaja mano no trabajo quería ir resort medios pensamiento gente mente espiral pensamiento padres pensar gente allah real vida después de todos mundo malvados desde tiempo gente tortura mental ive perdió baja autoestima alguien quiere mostrar interés ve ve hospital peor parte madre padre sufrimiento volvió a la mente ayer fue hospital dolores de pecho estrés recuerdos ido doctor dijo latidos irregulares se llevó taxi taxi taxi conductor hacer pequeña charla preguntó dijo pakistan dio saludos religiosos anécdotas conectando familia le dijo a Iman menguante no sabía dios real no contó historia contó fue hospital muchos dolores de pecho dijo pensamiento pasado dijo ish ir escuela tomando clases de honor escuelas chico religioso poco a poco criticar la gente no dijo salam correctamente nada me obsesionó seguir alrededor de la escuela nadie realmente me vi apenas los padres trabajaron noche turnos hermanos diferente país va cáncer