planning killing tonightim leaving place put final thoughts ive enjoyed little life im  soon turning  periods life look back fondly on im currently attending college find miserable degree hate father insists get spent high school years either alone working helping mother grandfather dont regret helping mother regret everything else mother alcoholic shes better past living complete nightmare  sisters one never close too another dont speak anymore went away college made clear never returning here dont blame her resent leaving younger brother alone deal mother everything else bullied badly school never received help im surprised didnt kill back then thinking wish had better me theres light end tunnel im going take fathers heart diabetes medication tonight hope never wake up thank read this
planning killing tonightim leaving place put final thoughts ive enjoyed little life im soon turning periods life look back fondly on im currently attending college find miserable degree hate father insists get spent high school years either alone working helping mother grandfather dont regret helping mother regret everything else mother alcoholic shes better past living complete nightmare sisters one never close too another dont speak anymore went away college made clear never returning here dont blame her resent leaving younger brother alone deal mother everything else bullied badly school never received help im surprised didnt kill back then thinking wish had better me theres light end tunnel im going take fathers heart diabetes medication tonight hope never wake up thank read this
planning killing thisdightim left place put final thoughts ive disfruté little life im now time time life mir back on im actualmente asistir a la universidad encontrar miserable grado odio padre insiste en pasar años de escuela secundaria ya sea solo trabajando ayudando a madre abuelo no se arrepienta ayudando a madre todo lo demás madre alcoholica ella es mejor más que vivir completa pesadilla hermanas uno nunca cerca demasiado otro no hablar más ido universidad dejó claro nunca volver aquí no la culpa de su resentimiento dejar hermano menor solo trata madre todo lo demás maltratado escuela nunca recibió ayuda im sorprendido no mató en ese entonces pensar deseo había mejor allí luz final túnel im va a tomar padres medicamentos para la diabetes corazón esta noche esperanza nunca despertar gracias leer esto