seriously cant stand waking living shitty life anymorei guess people would call schizophrenia thats bad yeah  ive isolated geographically relationally point literally see anyone outside immediate family extreme perverted selfhatred myself every single aspect  hate it body mind  disgusting fucking skin bothers me wanna peel fucking skin experience couple moments outside flesh couple people care  messaged today literally  person replied supposed best friend straight told drugs even said anything problem  literally idea going on says im dope take care two people  one disability enough failed also useless piece shit comes them like still fucking hurts  wish programs redflag assistance want sloppy everyone see body get freaked out im tired pretending better really cant ive plenty chances ive failed every single time wish attention really do life one big fucking cringe people want nothing me it blame them fantasize quickly bullet would end noise  constant battle within head finally even realize dead honestly people always going see junked loser would rather high deal people talking shit
seriously cant stand waking living shitty life anymorei guess people would call schizophrenia thats badyeahive isolated geographically relationally point literally see anyone outside immediate family extreme perverted selfhatred myself every single aspect hate it body mind disgusting fucking skin bothers me wanna peel fucking skin experience couple moments outside flesh couple people care messaged today literally person replied supposed best friend straight told drugs even said anything problem literally idea going on says im dope take care two people one disability enough failed also useless piece shit comes them like still fucking hurts wish programs redflag assistance want sloppy everyone see body get freaked outim tired pretending better really cant ive plenty chances ive failed every single time wish attention really do life one big fucking cringe people want nothing me it blame them fantasize quickly bullet would end noise constant battle within head finally even realize dead honestly people always going see junked loser would rather high deal people talking shit
En serio, no puedo estar de pie viviendo una vida de mierda ya la gente llamaría esquizofrenia que es malo síahiva aislada geográficamente relacionalmente punto literalmente ver a alguien fuera de familia inmediata extremo pervertido yo mismo odio cada solo aspecto odio cuerpo mente asqueroso mierda piel molesta me quiere pelar mierda piel experiencia par de momentos fuera carne pareja personas cuidado mensajeado hoy literalmente persona respondió supone mejor amigo directo dijo drogas incluso dijo cualquier problema literalmente idea va a decir im dope tener cuidado dos personas una discapacidad bastante fallida también pedazo inútil viene como sigue las heridas deseo programas rojoflag asistencia quieren descuidado todo el mundo ver cuerpo se asustan fuera de mí cansado pretender mejor realmente no puede vivir un montón de posibilidades ha fallado cada vez que desea atención realmente la vida una gran mierda gente quiere nada me culpa rápidamente bala fin ruido constante batalla dentro de la cabeza finalmente incluso darse cuenta muertos honestamente la gente siempre va a ver perdedor drogado más bien alto trato personas hablar mierda