got thrown mental care smoking weedive sick leave  months anxiety got told today wont lengthened tested positive cannabis expect go work agency monday begin looking work even know able work anxiety today feel absolutely shit want die know way out panic attack met doctor asked wanted admitted psych ward refused said might take lvm law care addicts even cannabis use negligible ish grams per month  week break buy more anxiety skyrocketed tried taking emergency medication help even took double dose it happened fell asleep hour woke feeling same could take whole pack emergency medication benzodiazepine mg pills done it want mom live it one finds me able handle fact died idea im longer getting help
got thrown mental care smoking weedive sick leave months anxiety got told today wont lengthened tested positive cannabis expect go work agency monday begin looking work even know able work anxiety today feel absolutely shit want die know way out panic attack met doctor asked wanted admitted psych ward refused said might take lvm law care addicts even cannabis use negligible ish grams per month week break buy more anxiety skyrocketed tried taking emergency medication help even took double dose it happened fell asleep hour woke feeling same could take whole pack emergency medication benzodiazepine mg pills done it want mom live it one finds me able handle fact died idea im longer getting help
se lanzó atención mental fumar mala hierba enfermedad meses de licencia ansiedad se le dijo hoy no se alargó probado positivo cannabis esperar ir agencia de trabajo lunes empezar a buscar trabajo incluso saber trabajo capaz ansiedad hoy sentir absolutamente mierda querer morir saber manera de salir ataque de pánico met doctor pidió internado internado psych sala rechazado dijo que podría tomar lvm adictos a la ley incluso cannabis consumo insignificante ish gramos por mes de descanso comprar más ansiedad se disparó intentado tomar ayuda medicamentos de emergencia ayuda incluso tomó doble dosis que sucedió se quedó dormido hora despertar la sensación igual podría tomar paquete completo medicamentos de emergencia benzodiazepina mg píldoras hecho quiere que mamá viva uno me encuentra capaz manejar hecho muerto idea im más tiempo conseguir ayuda