hate myselfcurrently home drunk ive wanted kill since around maybe  years old im  now thoughts seem come waves tried exercising eating healthy seeing doctor social none works keep coming back wanting die worst part feel like could fixed getting relationship know make things worse im lonely crave attention get wish could exceedingly happy like people see almost exhausting me  year die
hate myselfcurrently home drunk ive wanted kill since around maybe years old im now thoughts seem come waves tried exercising eating healthy seeing doctor social none works keep coming back wanting die worst part feel like could fixed getting relationship know make things worse im lonely crave attention get wish could exceedingly happy like people see almost exhausting me year die
me odio a mí mismo actualmente en casa borracho ive quería matar ya que alrededor de tal vez años de edad Im ahora los pensamientos parecen venir olas trató de hacer ejercicio saludable ver médico social ninguno funciona sigue volviendo queriendo morir peor parte se siente como podría fijo conseguir relaciones saber hacer las cosas peor im solitario deseo atención conseguir deseo podría extremadamente feliz como la gente me ve casi agotador año morir