words bite assi  depressed last  years diagnosed  pediatric doctor last year started see therapistpsychaitrist always thought would live depression functional maybe low energy constant melancholy know functional part am work  days week apartment share boyfriend two beautiful wonderful cats whole life car pay bills without help anyone else last two three years pretty rough terrible breakup father passed away unexpectedly almost homeless different times finally got stable job last august many life issues before except fucking hate job really worst aspect life driven constant manic depressive state im miserable anything sleep go work fucking hate life nothing tried worked medicine exercise even self medicating booze weed work least long always said would never hurt kill permanent im fundamentally indecisive person ive never close before cant afford quit look something else hardly motivation energy apply something else job market hard here know else go talk to im never taken seriously sorry long post really need someone talk way vent
words bite assi depressed last years diagnosed pediatric doctor last year started see therapistpsychaitrist always thought would live depression functionalmaybe low energy constant melancholy know functional part am work days week apartment share boyfriend two beautiful wonderful cats whole life car pay bills without help anyone else last two three years pretty rough terrible breakup father passed away unexpectedly almost homeless different times finally got stable job last august many life issues before except fucking hate job really worst aspect life driven constant manic depressive state im miserable anything sleep go work fucking hate life nothing tried worked medicine exercise even self medicating booze weed work least long always said would never hurt kill permanentim fundamentally indecisive person ive never close before cant afford quit look something else hardly motivation energy apply something else job market hard here know else go talk to im never taken seriously sorry long post really need someone talk way vent
palabras mordedura assi deprimido los últimos años diagnosticados pediatra doctor el año pasado comenzó ver terapeuta psychaitrist siempre pensó que viviría depresión funcional tal vez baja energía constante saber funcional parte am trabajo días semana apartamento compartir novio dos hermosos maravillosos gatos toda la vida coche pagar facturas sin ayuda nadie durante dos tres años bastante duro terrible ruptura padre falleció inesperadamente casi sin hogar diferentes tiempos finalmente consiguió trabajo estable último agosto muchos problemas de vida antes excepto mierda odio trabajo realmente peor aspecto vida impulsada constante manía estado depresivo in miserable cualquier cosa sueño ir trabajo mierda odio vida nada probado trabajo medicina ejercicio incluso auto medicar alcohol maleza trabajo menos tiempo siempre dicho nunca haría daño matar permanentim fundamentalmente indeciso persona viva nunca cerca antes no puede permitirse dejar de mirar otra cosa difícilmente motivación energía aplicar algo otro mercado de trabajo duro aquí saber otra hablar con im nunca se tomó en serio largo post realmente necesita alguien hablar vía ventilación