cant make hell every day might seriously end todayevery day beyond hell every day lower deepest level hell never able get memories head someone put heart into never even got kiss fought for treated worse hitler treated jew history world lived it remember every day years end ive deeply deeply suicidal years ever since then ruined entire life one fills gap every time someone could fill comes life like recognize happened me god takes away me women like come way tell give time ive given seven years nothing fills gap going blow head off logical conclusion cant get rid memories im done waking hear hate betrayal towards me wish happened never happened wish wouldve worked out wish never committed loyal faithful three qualities mocked replacement im going die nothing fills gap nothing changes never understand like tortured long tell understand someone like come life soon way was person motivated anyone im going dead tonight im sick hearing lies im sick hearing peoples opinions  ampxb im sick hearing peoples opinions know level suffering endured throughout entirety life timeline hundredfold worse yours want hear it want hear say kill yourself done living im done dead alive earth im done expected find happiness impossible find im done told understand me im done told understand pain im done everything want die right now every day right now want die just dont get how much suffered wish could bring everyone else around me realize magnitude heavy wake traumatic memories every day feel like im stabbed more god gave cancer top ruining life blesses people destroyed entire soul wish everyone felt pain
cant make hell every day might seriously end todayevery day beyond hell every day lower deepest level hell never able get memories head someone put heart into never even got kiss fought for treated worse hitler treated jew history world lived it remember every day years end ive deeply deeply suicidal years ever since then ruined entire life one fills gap every time someone could fill comes life like recognize happened me god takes away me women like come way tell give time ive given seven years nothing fills gap going blow head off logical conclusion cant get rid memories im done waking hear hate betrayal towards me wish happened never happened wish wouldve worked out wish never committed loyal faithful three qualities mocked replacement im going die nothing fills gap nothing changes never understand like tortured long tell understand someone like come life soon way was person motivated anyone im going dead tonightim sick hearing lies im sick hearing peoples opinions ampxb im sick hearing peoples opinions know level suffering endured throughout entirety life timeline hundredfold worse yours want hear it want hear say kill yourself done living im done dead alive earth im done expected find happiness impossible find im done told understand me im done told understand pain im done everything want die right now every day right now want die just dont get how much suffered wish could bring everyone else around me realize magnitude heavy wake traumatic memories every day feel like im stabbed more god gave cancer top ruining life blesses people destroyed entire soul wish everyone felt pain
No puedo hacer el infierno cada día podría terminar seriamente hoy cada día más allá del infierno cada día más bajo nivel más profundo infierno nunca puede conseguir recuerdos cabeza alguien puso corazón en nunca llegó beso luchado por tratado peor Hitler tratada historia judía mundo vivió recordar todos los días años fin live profundamente profundamente suicida años desde entonces arruinado vida entera uno llena espacio cada vez que alguien podría llenar viene vida como reconocer me dio dios me quita mujeres como ven way contar dar tiempo da da siete años nada llena espacio va a soplar cabeza fuera conclusión lógica no puedo deshacerse recuerdos im hacer despertar escuchar odio traición hacia mí deseo sucedido nunca pasó deseo habría trabajado deseo nunca fiel fiel fiel tres cualidades burlado reemplazo im va a morir nada llena hueco nada cambia nunca entiende como torturar largo decir entender alguien como venir vida pronto fue persona motivado alguien im va muerto esta nocheim enfermo escuchar mentiras im enfermo gente opiniones ampxb