rut nowsorry long post know say to read way fucking saint love you ive struggled self harm dont want say depression ive never diagnosed since high school im almost  graduated went college dropped out working full time dropped college better dealing anxiety going tomissing classes stress homework top work quit job february issues manager top hearing take people clock early not telling letting continue work got part time job month half came across job opportunity thought would amazing working cruise ship fast forward  weeks job middle may im relapsing self harm worst suicidal thoughts ive probably ever due working  hours week getting average  hours sleep night quit knew good me spent money get back home im home drink week straight try keep everything bay warned roommate hand hide gun someplace find it get job beginning june driving doordash little better point found hid gun car which using this im alright still move mattress case come august get letter mail saying license suspended unpaid speeding ticket money pay off goes job fast forward today im starting new job next week ive already training two weeks ive relapsing self harming again bills piling up roommate trying best help taking every penny hes got im thousands dollars debt day feel worse worse knowing im going get this know gun is know ive neglecting pets know need professional advice probably form medication money prescriptions even see doctor know anymore
rut nowsorry long post know say to read way fucking saint love you ive struggled self harm dont want say depression ive never diagnosed since high school im almost graduated went college dropped out working full time dropped college better dealing anxiety going tomissing classes stress homework top work quit job february issues manager top hearing take people clock early not telling letting continue work got part time job month half came across job opportunity thought would amazing working cruise ship fast forward weeks job middle may im relapsing self harm worst suicidal thoughts ive probably ever due working hours week getting average hours sleep night quit knew good me spent money get back home im home drink week straight try keep everything bay warned roommate hand hide gun someplace find it get job beginning june driving doordash little better point found hid gun car which using this im alright still move mattress case come august get letter mail saying license suspended unpaid speeding ticket money pay off goes job fast forward today im starting new job next week ive already training two weeks ive relapsing self harming again bills piling up roommate trying best help taking every penny hes got im thousands dollars debt day feel worse worse knowing im going get this know gun isknow ive neglecting pets know need professional advice probably form medication money prescriptions even see doctor know anymore
rut nowlorry long post saber leer de la manera maldito santo amor que ive luchado autolesión no quiero decir depresión ive nunca diagnosticado desde secundaria im casi graduado fue la universidad dejó de trabajar a tiempo completo abandonado universidad mejor tratar ansiedad va a perder clases estrés deberes trabajo superior dejar de trabajo febrero problemas gerente superior audiencia tomar la gente reloj temprano no decir dejar continuar el trabajo consiguió trabajo a tiempo parcial mes la mitad llegó a través de oportunidad de trabajo pensado podría increíble crucero de trabajo semanas adelante rápido trabajo medio puede ser recidivante auto daño peores pensamientos suicidas