im absolutely terrified kill myselfi dont want die dont want live depressing lonely life used kind joke killing way cope everything honestly never really considered it iv always said would kill ever hit  never girlfriend l  things gotten worse right next days time decide go it first time looked methods imagined would like shit terrified me literally started tearing shaking whats options live always horrible life filled people telling oh dont worry itll get better keep trying attempt hang going described horrible experience risk surviving like come on kind crap that
im absolutely terrified kill myselfi dont want die dont want live depressing lonely life used kind joke killing way cope everything honestly never really considered it iv always said would kill ever hit never girlfriend l things gotten worse right next days time decide go it first time looked methods imagined would like shit terrified me literally started tearing shaking whats options live always horrible life filled people telling oh dont worry itll get better keep trying attempt hang going described horrible experience risk surviving like come on kind crapthat
No quiero morir no quiero vivir deprimente vida solitaria usada buena broma matar manera hacer frente a todo honestamente nunca realmente lo considero iv siempre dijo que mataría nunca golpear nunca novia l las cosas empeoran bien los próximos días el tiempo decidir ir por primera vez me parecía métodos imaginados como mierda me aterrorizaba literalmente comenzó a sacudir lo que las opciones vivir siempre horrible vida llena de gente diciendo oh no te preocupes va a ser mejor seguir tratando de intentar colgar va descrito horrible experiencia riesgo sobrevivir como vamos en clase mierda que