botherit seems like one night im great next night things utter shit cant keep fulfilling relationship anyone friends lovers you maybe can appreciate friends people care me regardless feel love world put love it im growing estranged people like theyre black hole emotions screaming feelings sucking mine never letting go consuming efforts nonefforts makes feel bother acting happy laidback motivated get return shallow people see it people care respect seeing right thinly veiled act something me maybe im intense person anyone wanting know gtgtmeltlt gets scared away maybe im much roller coaster one moment this next moment that fucking know know reason theres real point anymore something based personality am born as cant change single fucking thing it supposed change gtgtmeltlt and even could trust me thats lead great places would change to much add family understand me parents think theyre whats best me really theyre bad me wanting everything want saying whats best me therapy went far meds fine still feeling hopeless defeated unexplainable depression real realization im person people enjoy around nothing did born as oh mention theyre throwing academic support putting alternative programs want confront agony face face school trapped halfassed hybrid semischool ive thinking final solution months now something keeps holding back im tired throwing life moral tolerance waning every day much longer restraint all day please im begging you help me tldr whats point living personality sucks im constantly aware it
botherit seems like one night im great next night things utter shit cant keep fulfilling relationship anyone friends lovers you maybe can appreciate friends people care me regardless feel love world put love itim growing estranged people like theyre black hole emotions screaming feelings sucking mine never letting go consuming efforts nonefforts makes feel bother acting happy laidback motivated get return shallow people see it people care respect seeing right thinly veiled act something me maybe im intense personanyone wanting know gtgtmeltlt gets scared away maybe im much roller coaster one moment this next moment that fucking know know reason theres real point anymore something based personality am born as cant change single fucking thing it supposed change gtgtmeltlt and even could trust me thats lead great places would change to much add family understand me parents think theyre whats best me really theyre bad me wanting everything want saying whats best me therapy went far meds fine still feeling hopeless defeated unexplainable depression real realization im person people enjoy around nothing did born as oh mention theyre throwing academic support putting alternative programs want confront agony face face school trapped halfassed hybrid semischool ive thinking final solution months now something keeps holding back im tired throwing life moral tolerance waning every day much longer restraint all day please im begging you help me tldr whats point living personality sucks im constantly aware it
Momentánea parece como una noche im gran noche siguiente cosas mierda mierda no puede seguir cumpliendo relación cualquiera amigos amantes que tal vez se puede apreciar amigos la gente me cuida a pesar de sentir amor mundo poner amor itim crecimiento personas separadas como son negro agujero emociones gritando sentimientos chupar la mía nunca dejar ir los esfuerzos de consumo no esfuerzo hace sentir la molestia de actuar feliz relajado motivado conseguir volver gente superficial ver que la gente se preocupa respeto ver derecho poco velado acto algo tal vez im persona intensa cualquiera que quiera saber gtgtmelt se asusta lejos