first generation parents stayed together religious reasons lot emotional physical abuse typical think lot first gen suffer like this adult trouble emotionally stable feel helpless feelings depression takes over know cannot change past difficulties making adult friends limited allowed friends over parents fought family even family connection limited dad always angry came room yelling useless was realize idk people people think weird tiered hard time human crave emotional connection it used think everything religiously embedded me always doubting god exist life pointless hard stay positive idk life anything doctorly failure parents foreign parents wanting kids doctors started therapy  sessions right away wanted put antidepressants tried it worst idk call it started taking anti depressants like life die sleepy time stopped want anti depressants need something idk what desperate late night vent thanks reading needed venting source
first generation parents stayed together religious reasons lot emotional physical abuse typical think lot first gen suffer like this adult trouble emotionally stable feel helpless feelings depression takes over know cannot change past difficulties making adult friends limited allowed friends over parents fought family even family connection limited dad always angry came room yelling useless was realize idk people people think weird tiered hard time human crave emotional connection it used think everything religiously embedded me always doubting god exist life pointless hard stay positive idk life anything doctorly failure parents foreign parents wanting kids doctors started therapy sessions right away wanted put antidepressants tried it worst idk call it started taking anti depressants like life die sleepy time stopped want anti depressants need something idk what desperate late night vent thanks reading needed venting source
Los padres de primera generación se mantuvieron juntos razones religiosas mucho abuso físico emocional típico pensar mucho primer gen sufren como este problema adulto emocionalmente estable sentir sentimientos indefensos la depresión toma el control no puede cambiar dificultades pasadas hacer amigos adultos limitado permitido amigos sobre padres lucharon familia incluso familia conexión limitada papá siempre enojado vino habitación gritando inútil era darse cuenta de idk gente piensa raro escalonado difícil tiempo humano ansia conexión emocional que utilizaba pensar todo religiosamente me incrustó siempre existir dios vida sin sentido dura estancia positiva vida Idk nada médico fracaso padres extranjeros padres que quieren niños médicos comenzaron sesiones de terapia de inmediato quería poner antidepresivos lo peor Idk llamada comenzó a tomar antidepresivos como la vida morir sueño tiempo dejado de querer antidepresivos necesidad de algo Idk lo desesperado ventilación nocturna gracias lectura necesita fuente de ventilación