never posted something like beforethis going sound like jumbled mess goes cant stop crying dont know why one things think youd grow get used feeling never do feel like im pushing husband away anything try fix makes worse knows problems tell im broken dont know fix it ive like long remember started cutting again days feel numb helps feel something know hes struggling knowing that feel like burden hes constantly trying make happy cost happiness doesnt help makes feel like financial strain doesnt deserve that hes good deserves better me get angry get angry selfish different try mold something need like dance doesnt selfishly force something doesnt like make happy got fight last night started crying know fault hate knowing hurt him dont friends course family ive always bad example daughter know love me feel like every decision make isnt right one feel alone also know im not head since started writing this feel better needed vent
never posted something like beforethis going sound like jumbled mess goes cant stop crying dont know why one things think youd grow get used feeling never do feel like im pushing husband away anything try fix makes worse knows problems tell im broken dont know fix it ive like long remember started cutting again days feel numb helps feel something know hes struggling knowing that feel like burden hes constantly trying make happy cost happiness doesnt help makes feel like financial strain doesnt deserve that hes good deserves better me get angry get angry selfish different try mold something need like dance doesnt selfishly force something doesnt like make happy got fight last night started crying know fault hate knowing hurt him dont friends course family ive always bad example daughter know love me feel like every decision make isnt right one feel alone also know im not head since started writing this feel better needed vent
Nunca publicado algo como antes de que este sonido como desorden desordenado va no puede dejar de llorar no sé por qué una cosa piensa que usted crecer se utiliza sensación nunca se siente como im empujar marido lejos cualquier cosa intentar arreglar peor sabe los problemas decir im roto no sé solucionarlo ive como largo recordar comenzó cortar de nuevo días se siente entumecido ayuda sentir algo sabe que está luchando saber que se siente como carga que está constantemente tratando de hacer feliz coste felicidad no ayuda hace sentir que la tensión financiera no merece que él sea bueno merece mejor me enfado egoísta diferente intentar molde algo necesita como danza no fuerza egoísta algo no hace feliz pelea anoche comenzó llorar saber culpa odio saber hacerle daño familia ive siempre mal ejemplo hija saber amor me siento como cada decisión hacer no es correcto uno se siente solo también sé im no cabeza desde que comenzó a escribir esta sensación de ventilación mejor necesitado