sad truth life isnt worth itwhat life makes worth it relationships children money figured anything reason killed really belief kind failure so really found reason wanting beyond vague sense trying something completing life cycle terms lifes accoutrements seems really pointless much im starting think point life might actually kill yourself fruits life mean nothing life possibly mean redflag goal lived seems stupendously irrelevant wonder path easy difficult easier kill oneself difficult so cant tell anymore ambivalence towards redflag seems taken morbid fascination folly continue bang head wall test head strength cant perceive cant derive cant make conclusion exist ambiguity really upset bored annoyed sick stupid game reason it something could delude valuing maybe could make end
sad truth life isnt worth itwhat life makes worth it relationships children money figured anything reason killed really belief kind failure so really found reason wanting beyond vague sense trying something completing life cycle terms lifes accoutrements seems really pointless much im starting think point life might actually kill yourself fruits life mean nothing life possibly mean redflag goal lived seems stupendously irrelevant wonder path easy difficult easier kill oneself difficult so cant tell anymore ambivalence towards redflag seems taken morbid fascination folly continue bang head wall test head strength cant perceive cant derive cant make conclusion exist ambiguity really upset bored annoyed sick stupid game reason it something could delude valuing maybe could make end
triste verdad vida no vale la pena lo que la vida hace vale la pena relaciones niños dinero figura cualquier razón mató realmente creencia buen fracaso así que realmente encontró razón querer más allá de vago sentido intentar algo completar ciclo de vida términos vidas accoutrements parece realmente inútil mucho im principio pensar punto la vida podría realmente matar a ti mismo frutas vida significa nada vida posiblemente significa rojo bandera objetivo vivido parece estupendamente irrelevante maravilla camino fácil difícil fácil matarse a sí mismo difícil así que no puedo decir más ambivalencia hacia Redflag parece tomado fascinación morbosa locura continuar bang cabeza prueba pared fuerza no puedo percibir cant derivar no puede hacer conclusión existe ambigüedad realmente molesto aburrido enfermo estúpido juego razón por qué algo podría engañar valorar tal vez podría acabar