keep ruining every friendship havefor many years ive known something wrong me go depressive phases push people away think killing myself kind ruin every friendship have little week ago tried kill baker acted days talked doctor diagnosed borderline personality disorder still think killing constantly throughout day constantly think go far again know complete right place post this figured feelings would every friend pushed away one support group had lost ive resorted drinking taking pain killers im drinking numb pain have im supposed getting meds help depression going wait insurance kick in know much longer be think weeks least know every day things get harder harder friends talk acted im victim this could controlled actions said things did tried push away still make pain less feel alone want friends back
keep ruining every friendship havefor many years ive known something wrong me go depressive phases push people away think killing myself kind ruin every friendship have little week ago tried kill baker acted days talked doctor diagnosed borderline personality disorder still think killing constantly throughout day constantly think go far again know complete right place post this figured feelings would every friend pushed away one support group had lost ive resorted drinking taking pain killers im drinking numb pain have im supposed getting meds help depression going wait insurance kick in know much longer be think weeks least know every day things get harder harder friends talk actedim victim this could controlled actions said things did tried push away still make pain less feel alone want friends back
Sigue arruinando todas las amistades desde hace muchos años he conocido algo malo me van fases depresivas empujan a la gente lejos pensar matarme tipo ruina cada amistad han intentado hace una semana matar panadero actuar días hablado doctor diagnóstico borderline trastorno de la personalidad todavía pensar matar constantemente a lo largo del día constantemente pensar ir lejos otra vez saber completo lugar correcto post este pensamiento sentimientos cada amigo alejado un grupo de apoyo había perdido ive recurrido beber tomando analgésicos im beber dolor entumecido han im supuesto conseguir medicamentos ayudar a la depresión va a esperar seguro patada en saber mucho más tiempo ser pensar semanas menos saber cada día las cosas se hacen más difíciles amigos hablar actim víctima esto podría controlar acciones dicho cosas hizo tratar de empujar lejos todavía hacer dolor menos sentirse solo quieren amigos volver