cannot even decide start low self esteem personality know am never feel like worth enough feel burden everyone encounter feel like people avoid hang pity mei fell friends pushover cannot set proper boundaries let walk point get hurt lose ability deal burn bridges around toxic energy ever againmy job sucks broke underpaid cannot make plans future covered debt cannot see way unless find better job upgradelearn new skills know toi met amazing guy seems really me good job nice flat well put together felt chemistry attraction years terrified knowing age nowhere near life terrified thought starting seriously date know lot give him feel like would burden embarrassment hate it cannot even take care take care partnerif needeveryone life would much easier exist hate me wish dead
cannot even decide start low self esteem personality know am never feel like worth enough feel burden everyone encounter feel like people avoid hang pity mei fell friends pushover cannot set proper boundaries let walk point get hurt lose ability deal burn bridges around toxic energy ever againmy job sucks broke underpaid cannot make plans future covered debt cannot see way unless find better job upgradelearn new skills know toi met amazing guy seems really me good job nice flat well put together felt chemistry attraction years terrified knowing age nowhere near life terrified thought starting seriously date know lot give him feel like would burden embarrassment hate it cannot even take care take care partnerif needeveryone life would much easier exist hate me wish dead
no puede incluso decidir empezar baja autoestima personalidad saber que nunca me siento lo suficientemente digno sentir carga todo el mundo encuentro sentir como la gente evita colgar lástima mei caída amigos pushover no puede establecer límites adecuados dejar pie punto de daño perder habilidad trato quema puentes alrededor de energía tóxica nunca más mi trabajo chupa roto mal pagado no puede hacer planes futuro deuda cubierta no puede ver manera a menos que encontrar mejor mejora de empleo aprender nuevas habilidades saber toi me encontré chico increíble parece realmente buen trabajo buen piso bien juntado sentido química atracción años aterrorizado conocer edad en ningún lugar cerca de la vida aterrorizado pensamiento comenzar seriamente fecha saber mucho darle sentir como carga vergüenza odio incluso no tener cuidado pareja si necesita todo el mundo vida mucho más fácil existir odio deseo muerto