almost didso last   years felt really shitty feel like started parents upbringing mom blackwhite really seem understand much situation grew strict house el salvador s contradicting always says if get bs class stuff fine somedays exact opposite says need push live good house good car dad hand essentially man child emotionally jokes expensethings actually enjoy life constant pest occasionally hitting good reason  distinct memories  playing ps living room hit good reason another standing sister clocked stomach dad mother also kind couple really never gotten married grandma dads side always made mother feel like shit made fun el salvador etc mom resents dadhis family heavily dad never really stuck mom always brushed aside joke came point dads sister threatened kill mother kitchen knife pregnant sister late s reason mom decided stay dad empty promises naive mom wanted divorce sister born economic issues dads job we still cant bottom middle class top smack dab middle rolled around  brought family really never happened mom dad always fight stupid shitalways bring families childhood petty shit eventually  started playing guitar kind escape always hated drew doodles notebookswould regularly check make sure plenty overbearing things like they still almost  started playing guitar looked really coolwanted play like guys classic rock radiowanted hobby could free first couple years playing dad would always make fun ability jokes like why cant play like van halen stupid shit like that still day even though feel like guitar thing actually good maybe so crippling self esteem issues idk still have burning desire play band likeminded individuals never really got freshman year high school name cooper basically soul mate nonromantic way started hanging making music together shit felt right everything felt ok once actually sounded really good together one day told gonna move utah i live oregon first thought joking serious left end school year brother man trusted like family member family thing hurt leaving felt like lost brother part myself felt like lost bit musicianshiphumanity thing makes feel like actual human being eventually depression got even worse solid week cried sleep still feel like year later gotten worse parents gotten difficult live with feel alone playing made feel like actual human being gone played people tbh love receive parents genuine feels fake love feel genuine close friends gf people make feel like actual human without cooper feel like missing key component humanity read entire thing guess trying say wish self esteem issues anger issues parents depression mood swings crippling depression would disappear wish parents never got married wish live hell days really hard pretty fucking close taking entire bottle advils went bed waking up thing stopped thought seeing cooper again thank reading
almost didso last years felt really shitty feel like started parents upbringing mom blackwhite really seem understand much situation grew strict house el salvador s contradicting always says if get bs class stuff fine somedays exact opposite says need push live good house good car dad hand essentially man child emotionally jokes expensethings actually enjoy life constant pest occasionally hitting good reason distinct memories playing ps living room hit good reason another standing sister clocked stomach dad mother also kind couple really never gotten married grandma dads side always made mother feel like shit made fun el salvador etc mom resents dadhis family heavily dad never really stuck mom always brushed aside joke came point dads sister threatened kill mother kitchen knife pregnant sister late s reason mom decided stay dad empty promises naive mom wanted divorce sister born economic issues dads job we still cant bottom middle class top smack dab middle rolled around brought family really never happened mom dad always fight stupid shitalways bring families childhood petty shit eventually started playing guitar kind escape always hated drew doodles notebookswould regularly check make sure plenty overbearing things like they still almost started playing guitar looked really coolwanted play like guys classic rock radiowanted hobby could free first couple years playing dad would always make fun ability jokes like why cant play like van halen stupid shit like that still day even though feel like guitar thing actually good maybe so crippling self esteem issues idk still have burning desire play band likeminded individuals never really got freshman year high school name cooper basically soul mate nonromantic way started hanging making music together shit felt right everything felt ok once actually sounded really good together one day told gonna move utah i live oregon first thought joking serious left end school year brother man trusted like family member family thing hurt leaving felt like lost brother part myself felt like lost bit musicianshiphumanity thing makes feel like actual human being eventually depression got even worse solid week cried sleep still feel like year later gotten worse parents gotten difficult live with feel alone playing made feel like actual human being gone played people tbh love receive parents genuine feels fake love feelgenuine close friendsgf people make feel like actual human without cooper feel like missing key component humanity read entire thing guess trying say wish self esteem issues anger issues parents depression mood swings crippling depression would disappear wish parents never got married wish livehell days really hard pretty fucking close taking entire bottle advils went bed waking up thing stopped thought seeing cooper again thank reading
Casi lo hice los últimos años se sentían realmente de mierda se sentían como padres iniciados crianza mamá blackwhite realmente parece entender mucha situación creció