literally zero friends family really care alive deadim going lot right now tried level best escape situation failed used work restaurant lockdown able earn enough pay food bills rent lost job covid right im hopeless sorry poor english tried learning new employble skills finished full stack web developer course udemy angela yu basic entry level laptop help build beautiful websites e commerce store webapps downloaded course torrent money buy legally finishing course created account fiverr hope paid work get gigs right know do think myself redflag becomes attractive option want die really cant afford live like stray dog im coward cant afford hang ceiling fan want end suffering know
literally zero friends family really care alive deadim going lot right now tried level best escape situation failed used work restaurant lockdown able earn enough pay food bills rent lost job covidrightim hopeless sorrypoor englishtried learning new employble skills finished full stack web developer course udemy angela yu basic entry level laptop help build beautiful websites e commerce store webapps downloaded course torrent money buy legally finishing course created account fiverr hope paid work get gigs right know do think myself redflag becomes attractive option want die really cant afford live like stray dog im coward cant afford hang ceiling fan want end suffering know
literalmente cero amigos familia realmente cuidado vivo deadim going lot ahora tratado nivel mejor situación de escape fallido trabajo usado cierre de restaurante capaz de ganar suficiente pago facturas de alimentos alquiler perdido trabajo covidrightim desesperanza pobres Inglés tried aprendizaje nuevas habilidades empleados terminado pila completa desarrollador web curso udemy angela yu básico nivel de entrada portátil ayuda a construir hermosos sitios web e comercio tienda webapps descargado curso torrent dinero comprar legalmente curso creado cuenta cincorrr esperanza trabajo pagado conseguir conciertos derecho saber creo que me redflag se convierte en opción atractiva quiero morir realmente no puede permitirse el lujo de vivir como perro callejero im cobarde no puede permitirse colgar ventilador de techo quieren terminar sufrimiento saber