im starting feel donei really energy write everything out consistently losing since teenager somewhat serious plans end teen im  severely depressed since july  prompted seek help ineffective romantic social life speak of im wasting time college used think would never commit redflag day wears more feel like im reaching sort threshold im still deeply uncomfortable redflag find thinking increasingly want miserable want gay want unsuccessful lonely loser keep thinking maybe one day happy things look bleak now im disappointed way life turned out would ask start enjoying life feel hopeless suggestions welcome anyway disclaimer im currently danger others
im starting feel donei really energy write everything out consistently losing since teenager somewhat serious plans end teenim severely depressed since july prompted seek help ineffective romantic social life speak of im wasting time college used think would never commit redflag day wears more feel like im reaching sort thresholdim still deeply uncomfortable redflag find thinking increasingly want miserable want gay want unsuccessful lonely loser keep thinking maybe one day happy things look bleak now im disappointed way life turned out would ask start enjoying life feel hopeless suggestions welcome anyway disclaimerim currently danger others
Estoy empezando a sentir dodei realmente energía escribir todo constantemente perder desde adolescente planes algo serios final teenim severamente deprimida desde julio impulsado buscar ayuda ineficaz vida social romántica hablar de la pérdida de tiempo universidad utilizado pensar nunca cometer desgastes día de bandera roja más se siente como im llegar a tipo Umbralim todavía profundamente incómodo Redflag encontrar pensar cada vez más querer miserables quieren gay sin éxito perdedor solitario seguir pensando tal vez un día las cosas felices se ven sombríos ahora im decepcionado manera en que la vida resultó pedir empezar a disfrutar de la vida se sienten sugerencias desesperadas bienvenida de todos modos descargo de responsabilidad actual peligro otros