would anything end life maybeive really hard time depressed every day constantly urge harm kill myself point im forming visualizations ideas head go it last redflag attempt march tied bag around head ive seen many therapists none really helpful except current one telling helping get better lifestyle see point continuing feel like helping really hard open anyone general also really really want kill myself point continue joy pleasure anything every day same sit home pitying thinking ways kill myself want live anymore matter never mattered anyone flashbacks stop want want die edit thinking giving everything job games everything want keep feeling like oxygen thief every day want end keep eating junk food hopes heart attack might happen soon
would anything end life maybeive really hard time depressed every day constantly urge harm kill myself point im forming visualizations ideas head go it last redflag attempt march tied bag around head ive seen many therapists none really helpful except current one telling helping get better lifestyle see point continuing feel like helping really hard open anyone general also really really want kill myself point continue joy pleasure anything every day same sit home pitying thinking ways kill myself want live anymore matter never mattered anyone flashbacks stop want want die edit thinking giving everything job games everything want keep feeling like oxygen thief every day want end keep eating junk food hopes heart attack might happen soon
Cualquier cosa terminaría la vida tal vez muy duro tiempo deprimido todos los días constantemente urgencia daño matar mi mismo punto im formación de visualizaciones ideas cabeza ir lo último Redflag intento marcha atado bolsa alrededor cabeza i ve muchos terapeutas ninguno realmente útil excepto actual uno diciendo ayudar a conseguir mejor estilo de vida ver punto continuo sentir como ayudar muy duro abrir cualquier persona general también realmente quiero matarme a mí mismo punto continuar alegría placer cualquier cosa cada día mismo sentarse en casa pensando la compasión maneras de matarme quiero vivir más materia nunca importa nadie flashbacks dejar de querer morir editar pensar dando todo trabajo juegos todo lo que quiero seguir sintiendo como ladrón de oxígeno cada día quiero terminar seguir comiendo comida basura espera que el ataque al corazón podría suceder pronto