dont know works need helpim fourteen years old severely depressed since started puberty age  diagnosed ptsd severe depression anxiety last year teacher noticed crying nonstop days class couple months put zoloft made suicidal within next two weeks august im week half away starting freshman year dont know ill even make year let tell bit myself never met father dont even know mother knows is mother life god knows long wasis addict spoken year grandmother keeps contact her grandparents custody me live along brother aunt uncle three cousins dog own grandmother extremely abusive sick human being constantly belittles physically abuses me shes disgusting narcissist never anything well enough eyes never acts proud cares me scar stomach shes thrown car keys raging type shes done would typing hours groomed age   year old grandma find victim shames day constantly brings calls whore say doesnt expect anything again friends sixth grade lost every friend had people consider friends bully relentlessly mock weight personality mental illness hard make friends feel hopeless whenever talk people always get blatantly ignored im annoying im nice person really am similar personality sense humor kids age get anxious sometimes questioning sexuality gender identity years grandmother found multiple times verbally harassed sexual identity bisexual boyfriend hes friend person get along with means lot dont want hurt way hes sweet cares lot suicidal lately ive self harmed point draw much blood almost pass out dont know much take anymore feel hopeless nothing helped therapy pills healthy coping mechanisms want kill myself know im young dont see future cant survive next  years house hurts bad cry every single day dont know feel lost supposed now
dont know works need helpim fourteen years old severely depressed since started puberty age diagnosed ptsd severe depression anxiety last year teacher noticed crying nonstop days class couple months put zoloft made suicidal within next two weeks august im week half away starting freshman year dont know ill even make year let tell bit myself never met father dont even know mother knows is mother life god knows long wasis addict spoken year grandmother keeps contact her grandparents custody me live along brother aunt uncle three cousins dog own grandmother extremely abusive sick human being constantly belittles physically abuses me shes disgusting narcissist never anything well enough eyes never acts proud cares me scar stomachshes thrown car keys raging type shes done would typing hours groomed age year old grandma find victim shames day constantly brings calls whore say doesnt expect anything again friends sixth grade lost every friend had people consider friends bully relentlessly mock weight personality mental illness hard make friends feel hopeless whenever talk people always get blatantly ignored im annoying im nice person really am similar personality sense humor kids age get anxious sometimes questioning sexuality gender identity years grandmother found multiple times verbally harassed sexual identity bisexual boyfriend hes friend person get along with means lot dont want hurt way hes sweet cares lot suicidal lately ive self harmed point draw much blood almost pass out dont know much take anymore feel hopeless nothing helped therapy pills healthy coping mechanisms want kill myself knowim young dont see future cant survive next years house hurts bad cry every single day dont know feel lost supposed now
No sé trabajos necesitan ayudaim catorce años de edad severamente deprimida desde que comenzó la pubertad edad diagnosticada ptsd depresión severa ansiedad año pasado profesor notó llanto sin parar días clase par meses puso zoloft hecho suicida dentro de dos semanas august im semana media distancia comenzando primer año no sé mal incluso año dejar saber poco nunca me conocí padre ni siquiera sé madre sabe es madre vida dios sabe largo wasis adicto año abuela mantiene contacto con sus abuelos custodia me vive a lo largo hermano tío tres primos perro propia abuela extremadamente abusivo enfermo ser humano constantemente me menosprecia físicamente abusos me es repugnante narcisista nunca nada bien lo suficientemente bien ojos nunca actúa orgulloso se preocupa cicatrices estómago shes lanzado llaves coche raging tipo ellas hecho me escribir horas acicalado edad abuela edad edad viejo encontrar víctimas vergüenzas día constantemente trae llamadas puta dicen no esperar nada de nuevo amigos sexto grado perdió cada amigo tenía la gente considerar amigos abusar implacablemente peso personalidad enfermedad mental duro hacer amigos