know doive got things want life idea gonna work out probably wont apply college thats terrifying might get might like wherever go expensive fuck idea might like career well might work out case much waiting meantime sister might dropping college soon want find is maybe kill myself seems appealing think it ive thinking years maybe ill never get better maybe ill wreck forever want that kill myself therell stress anxiety self loathing pain hiding things family friends blissful silence cant decide want want hurt family already see way out cant live house sister might move back home know do every night cut never enough
know doive got things want life idea gonna work out probably wont apply college thats terrifying might get might like wherever go expensive fuck idea might like career well might work out case much waiting meantime sister might dropping college soon want find is maybe kill myself seems appealing think it ive thinking years maybe ill never get better maybe ill wreck forever want that kill myself therell stress anxiety self loathing pain hiding things family friends blissful silence cant decide want want hurt family already see way out cant live house sister might move back home know do every night cut never enough
know doive got things want life idea va a funcionar probablemente no aplicar la universidad que terrorífico podría conseguir como donde quiera que ir caro mierda idea podría como carrera bien podría funcionar caso mucho espera mientras tanto hermana podría dejar la universidad pronto quiere encontrar es tal vez me parece atractivo pensar que ive pensar años tal vez mal nunca mejorar tal vez mal naufragio para siempre querer que me maten therell estrés ansiedad auto odio dolor ocultar cosas familia amigos dichoso silencio no puede decidir querer querer daño familia ya ver salida no puede vivir casa hermana podría mudarse a casa saber hacer cada corte de noche nunca lo suficiente