first time contemplating ending thingsive battling depression since teens never really taken idea taking life never reached point close now recent break made spiral state despair could never imagine possible feelings worthlessness ive spent nearly decade fighting came back one moment constant feeling hopelessness pain cant take anymore one person thought would spend rest life with deleted though meant nothing ruined me try put brave face remind eventually get move work nothing helps days ago came mind would better dead ever since think about even dreamt successfully killing myself brings comfort knowing option available
first time contemplating ending thingsive battling depression since teens never really taken idea taking life never reached point close now recent break made spiral state despair could never imagine possible feelings worthlessness ive spent nearly decade fighting came back one moment constant feeling hopelessness pain cant take anymore one person thought would spend rest life with deleted though meant nothing ruined me try put brave face remind eventually get move work nothing helps days ago came mind would better dead ever since think about even dreamt successfully killing myself brings comfort knowing option available
la primera vez que se contempla el final de la depresión lucha contra las cosas ya que los adolescentes nunca realmente tomaron la idea de tomar la vida nunca llegó a punto cerca ahora reciente ruptura hecho espiral estado desesperación nunca podría imaginar posibles sentimientos inutilidad ive pasado casi década lucha volvió un momento constante sentimiento de desesperanza dolor no puede tomar más una persona pensó que pasaría la vida de descanso con borrado aunque significaba nada me arruinaron tratar de poner cara valiente recordar finalmente conseguir movimiento trabajo nada ayuda hace días vino mente mejor muerto desde que pensar en incluso soñado suicidarse con éxito trae comodidad saber opción disponible