financial guilt wearing downmy family poor celebrate christmas year fault student loans moving expenses medical bills  im basically one big walking debt machine even know bother living make everything worse even mom finally fed me claims im reason depression spent today sitting home dad rest family splintered side continent agreed pretend everything fine fine  cant stop thinking life would better everyone around dead feel haunted thought im starting genuinely think truth
financial guilt wearing downmy family poor celebrate christmas year fault student loans moving expenses medical bills im basically one big walking debt machine even know bother living make everything worse even mom finally fed me claims im reason depression spent today sitting home dad rest family splintered side continent agreed pretend everything fine fine cant stop thinking life would better everyone around dead feel haunted thought im starting genuinely think truth
culpa financiera que lleva mi familia pobre celebrar Navidad año culpa estudiantes préstamos mudanza gastos gastos médicos im básicamente una gran máquina de la deuda caminar incluso saber molestarse en vivir hacer todo peor incluso mamá finalmente me alimentaba reclamos im razón la depresión pasó hoy sentado en casa papá descanso familia astillado lado continente acordado finjo todo bien no puedo dejar de pensar que la vida sería mejor todos alrededor muertos se sienten embrujados pensamiento im empezando genuinamente pensar verdad