so facing time prison like  years know family behind back already mentioned times mother go ill probably end killing pretty neutral it even though know cares me burden worrying put extra money commissary travel time amp everything else feel like ending things would put everything rest little easier know sad grieve honestly know get passed given years think physically mentally survive prison  years currently thought court dates come closer afraid might actually put situation guess venting never scared life facing prison thinking ending it
so facing time prison like years know family behind back already mentioned times mother go ill probably end killing pretty neutral it even though know cares me burden worrying put extra money commissary travel time amp everything else feel like ending things would put everything rest little easier know sad grieve honestly know get passed given years think physically mentally survive prison years currently thought court dates come closer afraid might actually put situation guess venting never scared life facing prison thinking ending it
Así que enfrentar el tiempo prisión como años saber familia detrás de la espalda ya mencionados veces madre enfermar probablemente terminar matando bastante neutral a pesar de saber me preocupa carga preocuparse poner dinero extra economico viaje tiempo amp todo lo demás sentir como terminar las cosas poner todo en reposo poco más fácil saber triste pena saber honestamente pasar años pensar físicamente sobreviven prisión años actualmente pensados fechas de la corte se acercan miedo en realidad podría poner situación conjeturas desahogar nunca miedo vida cara prisión pensar terminar