desperate anything help mei used hopeful shell myself feel hollowness inside body disgustingly strong disconnect world tried make feel urges less spending time mother grandmother apathetic everything relationships slipping away concept future think belong planet ive therapy long depressive episodes keep getting severe want keep going pain feel like losing myself anxious depressive fearful become anything useful taken care me want hurt id lying act like burden dead weight keeps able live want wish family could better daughter me sorry them want better willing try anything pay everyone back burdens created know keep though
desperate anything help mei used hopeful shell myself feel hollowness inside body disgustingly strong disconnect world tried make feel urges less spending time mother grandmother apathetic everything relationships slipping away concept future think belong planetive therapy long depressive episodes keep getting severe want keep going pain feel like losing myself anxious depressive fearful become anything useful taken care me want hurt id lying act like burden dead weight keeps able live want wish family could better daughter me sorry them want better willing try anything pay everyone back burdens created know keep though
desesperado cualquier cosa ayuda mei utilizado esperanza cáscara yo mismo siento la vacuidad dentro del cuerpo asqueroso fuerte mundo desconexión tratado hacer sentir impulsos menos pasar tiempo madre abuela apático todo las relaciones se escapan concepto futuro creo que pertenecen terapia planetaria episodios depresivos largos seguir consiguiendo deseo severo seguir dolor sentir como perderme ansioso miedo depresivo convertirse en algo útil cuidado me quieren daño id mentira acto como carga peso muerto mantiene capaz vivir deseo familia podría mejor hija me lo siento quieren mejor dispuesto tratar de pagar a todo el mundo cargas creadas saber mantener