title suggests planned kill last night precisely plan electrocute really require lot prep go details specific act due fear someone might attempt recreate it anyways would second suicide attempt first one year half ago stabbing neck times elegant suicide method admit looking something elegant time diagnosed dysthymia persistent depressive disorder  years ago changed therapists medications nothing helped enough feels like life postponing suicide since first attempt bright side selfharmed since hell want sometimes every bridge every speeding car every kitchen knife every rope every policeman even see way death main question people might title  go it no why know really instead went run which usually temporary mood boost goes away quite quickly tired it still want it yes yes yes stopped today friend mine birthday today want ruin even really close postponing sure when anyways thanks time hope better suicide attempt planned last night
title suggests planned kill last night precisely plan electrocute really require lot prep go details specific act due fear someone might attempt recreate it anyways would second suicide attempt first one year half ago stabbing neck times elegant suicide method admit looking something elegant time diagnosed dysthymia persistent depressive disorder years ago changed therapists medications nothing helped enough feels like life postponing suicide since first attempt bright side selfharmed since hell want sometimes every bridge every speeding car every kitchen knife every rope every policeman even see way death main question people might title go itno why know really instead went run which usually temporary mood boost goes away quite quickly tired it still want ityes yes yes stopped today friend mine birthday today want ruin even really close postponing surewhen anyways thanks time hope better suicide attempt planned last night
título sugiere asesinato planeado anoche precisamente plan electrocute realmente requieren mucho preparación ir detalles acto específico debido a que alguien podría intentar recrearlo de todos modos haría segundo intento de suicidio primero hace un año medio hace apuñalar cuello tiempos elegante método suicida admitir buscar algo elegante tiempo diagnosticado distimia persistente trastorno depresivo años atrás cambio de terapeutas medicamentos nada ayudó lo suficiente se siente como la vida postergar el suicidio desde primer intento lado brillante autolesionado ya el infierno quiere a veces cada puente cada coche a toda velocidad cuchillo de cocina cada cuerda cada policía incluso ver manera muerte pregunta principal la gente podría título go itno ¿por qué saber realmente en lugar de ir a correr que por lo general impulso de humor temporal desaparece muy rápidamente cansado todavía lo quiere sí sí se detuvo hoy amigo mi cumpleaños hoy quieren ruina incluso muy cerca postponing segurocuando de todos modos gracias esperanza mejor intento de suicidio planeado anoche