struggling hold togetherim  m literally feel like complete failure life got degree currently unemployed living parents suffering depression  years now feel like complete joke never girlfriend struggling see point anything also feel like weak person sick everything lot friends seem making progress life still stuck nothing made numerous changes life multiple times always end miserable matter what got job even depressed unemployed moved different country still miserable zero motivation absolutely hate working withfor people generally pessimistic view humanity despise  people cant help this every time try optimistic millions things prove otherwise kid myself abuse alcoholdrugs point blacking  times week really care stopping really see point happens end getting boreddepressed sober least hammered forget much failure hours also pretty sure suffering serious mental illness lot people said think mentally unwell need help behavior completely erratic time especially drunk found idealizing redflag recently often think easy would make problems disappear pretty sure doomed miserable anyways point going on reason followed family good people care lot need help
struggling hold togetherim m literally feel like complete failure life got degree currently unemployed living parents suffering depression years now feel like complete joke never girlfriend struggling see point anything also feel like weak person sick everything lot friends seem making progress life still stuck nothing made numerous changes life multiple times always end miserable matter what got job even depressed unemployed moved different country still miserable zero motivation absolutely hate working withfor people generally pessimistic view humanity despise people cant help this every time try optimistic millions things prove otherwise kid myself abuse alcoholdrugs point blacking times week really care stopping really see point happens end getting boreddepressed sober least hammered forget much failure hours also pretty sure suffering serious mental illness lot people said think mentally unwell need help behavior completely erratic time especially drunk found idealizing redflag recently often think easy would make problems disappear pretty sure doomed miserable anyways point going on reason followed family good people care lot need help
la lucha se mantiene unida m literalmente siento como completo fracaso vida consiguió grado actualmente desempleados padres vivos que sufren depresión años ahora siento como completa broma nunca novia lucha ver punto algo también se siente como persona débil enfermo todo lo mucho amigos parecen hacer progreso vida todavía atascado nada hecho numerosos cambios vida múltiples veces siempre terminan miserable materia lo que consiguió trabajo incluso deprimido desempleo se trasladó diferente país todavía miserable cero motivación absolutamente odio trabajar para la gente generalmente pesimista vista humanidad gente no puede ayudar cada vez tratar optimista millones de cosas probar de otra manera niño abuso alcohol drogas punto negro tiempos semana realmente cuidado detener realmente ver punto sucede terminar aburrirse sobrio menos martillado olvidar mucho fracaso horas también bastante seguro sufrimiento grave enfermedad mental mucha gente dice que piensa mentalmente mal necesidad ayuda comportamiento completamente errrático especialmente borracho encontrado idealismo rojo a menudo pensar fácil haría que los problemas desaparecer bastante seguro condenado miserable de todos modos punto va en razón siguió familia buena gente cuidado mucho necesidad de ayuda