know stay honest people want helpi know start this im  year old male depressed since teenager past couple months ive considering redflag option im feel strong enough able change life im jobless skilless job  years pretty bad anxiety people driving interact people afraid drive know people love life feel like unable love someone cannot even love myself thing stopping killing chance failure redflag given sure method would likely it ive never selfharmed done drugs almost never drank alcohol want even pain problems life october hospitalized suicidal thoughts  days lied feelings could leave still suicidal thoughts beginning december hospitalized broke therapists office suggested hospitalized  days thing happened lied feelings want anymore hospital suggested try ect electroconvulsive therapy depression seems like big step trying medicines that right im prozac abilify ive tried medicines besides prozac know keep honest others trying help me know hurts long run ran fucks give
know stay honest people want helpi know start this im year old male depressed since teenager past couple months ive considering redflag option im feel strong enough able change life im jobless skilless job years pretty bad anxiety people driving interact people afraid drive know people love life feel like unable love someone cannot even love myself thing stopping killing chance failure redflag given sure method would likely it ive never selfharmed done drugs almost never drank alcohol want even pain problems life october hospitalized suicidal thoughts days lied feelings could leave still suicidal thoughts beginning december hospitalized broke therapists office suggested hospitalized days thing happened lied feelings want anymore hospital suggested try ect electroconvulsive therapy depression seems like big step trying medicines that right im prozac abilify ive tried medicines besides prozac know keep honest others trying help me know hurts long run ran fucks give
sé que la gente honesta quiere ayuda saber comenzar este hombre im año de edad deprimido desde adolescente pasado un par de meses iv considerando la opción de bandera roja im sentir lo suficientemente capaz cambiar la vida im habilidades desocupadas trabajo años bastante mala ansiedad personas conducir interactúe personas miedo conducir saber personas amor vida se siente como incapaz amar a alguien no puede incluso amar a mí mismo dejar de matar azar fracaso rojo flag dado seguro método sería ive nunca autolesionado drogas hechas casi nunca beber alcohol quieren incluso problemas de dolor vida october pensamientos suicidas hospitalizados días sentimientos mentirosos podrían dejar pensamientos suicidas a partir de diciembre hospitalizados rupturas terapeutas oficina sugirió días hospitalizados cosa pasó sentimientos mentirosos quieren más hospital sugerido tratar de ect terapia electroconvulsiva depresión parece como un gran paso tratando medicamentos que derecho im prozac abilify ive probado medicamentos además de prozac saber mantener honestos otros tratando de ayudarme a saber heridas largas corridas follan dar