know do alone right now feel depressed also embarrassed posting here think something irreparably wrong me think seen much scary shit  much trauma think anyone ever love me friends live different states again alone want kill myself alone rest life worry people rejecting me feel pain watching parents die suffer silence keep burdening friends understood taken care of ill gone peace finally convinced something wrong
know do alone right now feel depressed also embarrassed posting here think something irreparably wrong me think seen much scary shit much trauma think anyone ever love me friends live different states again alone want kill myself alone rest life worry people rejecting me feel pain watching parents die suffer silence keep burdening friends understood taken care of ill gone peace finally convinced something wrong
Sé que hacer solo ahora mismo se siente deprimido también avergonzado publicar aquí creo que algo irreparablemente mal yo creo que visto mucho miedo mierda mucho trauma pensar que alguien me ama amigos vivir diferentes estados otra vez solo quiero matarme a mí mismo descanso vida preocupación la gente me rechaza sentir dolor ver los padres mueren silencio seguir cargando amigos entendidos cuidado de mal ido paz finalmente convencido de algo malo