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lack jealousya weeks ago decided starve death lasted week turns starving much much painful slitting wrists gunshot head anyways said robbed whatever drove people due father died mother two clicks short psycho maybe one click short anyways years intensive zazen know missing ive never jealous anyone im lived entire life without jealousy suppressed every day practice zazen becomes slightly clearer exactly wrong meim sure sounds people imagine living whole life without jealousy people everyone know likes me sure puts absolutely horrendous position without jealousy hard want like someone like someone hard like kind music kind music jealousy people large extent base entire identities on ive never that remember exactly supposed start mid twenties life seems like lost cause
falta de celos hace semanas decidió muerte de hambre duraba semana se convierte en hambre mucho dolor de las muñecas corte cabeza de bala de todos modos dijo robado lo que llevó a la gente debido padre murió madre dos clics corto psico tal vez un clic corto de todos modos años intensivo zazen sabe faltar ive nunca celoso nadie im vivió toda la vida sin celos suprimido cada día práctica zazen se vuelve un poco más claro exactamente mal meim seguro sonidos la gente imagina vivir toda la vida sin celos gente todos saben me pone absolutamente horrible posición sin celos duro querer como alguien como alguien duro como buena música tipo música celos gente en gran medida basa identidades enteras en ive nunca recordar exactamente supuesto comienzo a mediados de veinte años la vida parece como causa perdida