trying something newhey everyone name callum im  live england know safe share kind information internet really care less ive diagnosed autism social anxiety severe depression im currently four different types medication make feel numb ive lived life thats privileged  comfortable life really supportive mum two adorable doggies ive counselling depression anxiety always temporary fix problems feel incredibly superficial makes uncomfortable seeking help them title suggests im trying something new  dad left mum im still contact him still see every then still shocked core ever experienced anything like before still adjusting secondary school life getting bullied lot life really strange me got seriously depressed im nihilist always been always be find world live absolutely disgusting  everything big corporations personal gain adverts blaring tv huge boards make spend money irrelevant junk need someone sensory processing disorder courtesy autism barely leave room without subjected kind sensory battering ram world care people makes sick thats kind world want live in cant even leave room thought around people terrifies me sit desk watching youtube videos gaming thats like spend time nearly year ago yay happy anniversary broke girl loved heart relationship harmful mental health right thing  hadnt would worse state  tore apart same im overweight secondary school walked four miles every day two miles in two miles back meaning good shape kind ate wanted  lot since used eating coping mechanism depression started college kept eating much  since walking anymore burning off like that im fat cut myself often need to im addicted anything helps like said world series overbearing stimuli  like whirlpool pain cutting gives like anchor me steadies me relieves me contribute this nothing failed gcses teachers get access arrangements place waste year life retaking them im computing course wanted teacher like me even gotten onto second year im waste time waste space ive contemplated redflag many times thinking ending life become perfectly normal occurrence me im incredibly lonely  since broke her void life makes develop crushes girls far easily try something crushes laugh me think killing every day one day think ill it soon im pathetic terrified actually act now one day soon enough though read far im grateful incredibly grateful maybe needed vent maybe im actually looking help know thank reading seem like anyone cares anymore fact someone listening would help please read entire spiel let know sort advice all even hug please guess sums entire thing please
trying something newhey everyone name callum im live england know safe share kind information internet really care less ive diagnosed autism social anxiety severe depression im currently four different types medication make feel numbive lived life thats privileged comfortable life really supportive mum two adorable doggies ive counselling depression anxiety always temporary fix problems feel incredibly superficial makes uncomfortable seeking help them title suggests im trying something new dad left mum im still contact him still see every then still shocked core ever experienced anything like before still adjusting secondary school life getting bullied lot life really strange me got seriously depressed im nihilist always been always be find world live absolutely disgusting everything big corporations personal gain adverts blaring tv huge boards make spend money irrelevant junk need someone sensory processing disorder courtesy autism barely leave room without subjected kind sensory battering ram world care people makes sick thats kind world want live in cant even leave room thought around people terrifies me sit desk watching youtube videos gaming thats like spend time nearly year ago yay happy anniversary broke girl loved heart relationship harmful mental health right thing hadnt would worse state tore apart same im overweight secondary school walked four miles every day two miles in two miles back meaning good shape kind ate wanted lot since used eating coping mechanism depression started college kept eating much since walking anymore burning off like that im fat cut myself often need to im addicted anything helps like said world series overbearing stimuli like whirlpool pain cutting gives like anchor me steadies me relieves me contribute this nothing failed gcses teachers get access arrangements place waste year life retaking them im computing course wanted teacher like me even gotten onto second year im waste time waste space ive contemplated redflag many times thinking ending life become perfectly normal occurrence me im incredibly lonely since broke her void life makes develop crushes girls far easily try something crushes laugh me think killing every day one day think ill it soon im pathetic terrified actually act now one day soon enough though read far im grateful incredibly grateful maybe needed vent maybe im actually looking help know thank reading seem like anyone cares anymore fact someone listening would help please read entire spiel let know sort advice all even hug please guess sums entire thing please
intentar algo nuevohey todo el mundo nombre callum im live Inglaterra saber seguro compartir información amable internet realmente cuidado menos ive diagnosticada autismo ansiedad social depresión severa im actualmente cuatro tipos diferentes medicamentos hacer sentir vida adormecida que es privilegiada vida cómoda realmente apoyo mamá dos adorables perritos ive asesoramiento depresión ansiedad siempre temporal solucionar problemas se siente increíblemente superficial hace incómodo la búsqueda de ayuda título sugiere Im intentar algo nuevo papá dejó mamá im todavía ponerse en contacto con él todavía ver cada momento aún conmocionado núcleo nunca experimentado algo como antes todavía ajuste la vida secundaria conseguir bullied lot vida realmente extraño me quedé seriamente deprimida