heyits really bad know even say right now want tell friends redflag haunting mind want deal consequences telling them want attention guess want talk rambling strangers choose read cant find way out want anymore redflag sounds comforting hate people would think selfish think selfish want live life choose cant handle cant this feel people would call selfish selfish too want live dab life entertainment contribute bad good die feel people would cry pretend knew me use death means attention others sickens me sudden people would care act close understood want it makes sense me hate sick am know normal know normal is expected get professional help cant leave bedroom daysweeks lay hours cant get energy even go urinate painful going bathroom hours even days end pathetic give utis shower change clothes brush hair nothing whenever shower small victory me what nothing good comes it end bed again wish clinically diagnosed major depression hell digging deeper hole cant fix anything want end things me redflag sounds soothing suicidal thoughts seem friend lately cant handle this
heyits really bad know even say right now want tell friends redflag haunting mind want deal consequences telling them want attention guess want talk rambling strangers choose read cant find way out want anymoreredflag sounds comforting hate people would think selfish think selfish want live life choose cant handle cant this feel people would call selfish selfish too want live dab life entertainment contribute bad good die feel people would cry pretend knew me use death means attention others sickens me sudden people would care act close understood want it makes sense me hate sickam know normal know normal is expected get professional help cant leave bedroom daysweeks lay hours cant get energy even go urinate painful going bathroom hours even days end pathetic give utis shower change clothes brush hair nothing whenever shower small victory me what nothing good comes it end bed again wish clinically diagnosed major depression hell digging deeper hole cant fix anything want end things me redflag sounds soothing suicidal thoughts seem friend lately cant handle this
heyits realmente malo saber incluso decir ahora mismo quiere decirle a los amigos Redflag mente embrujada quiero tratar consecuencias que les dicen que quieren atención adivinar quieren hablar divagar extraños elegir leer no encontrar manera de querer más más yaflag sonidos reconfortante odio la gente pensaría egoísta pensamiento egoísta querer vivir vida elegir cant manija cant esta sensación la gente llamaría egoísta egoísta también querer vivir vida entretenimiento contribuir mal morir buena gente lloraría saber usar la muerte significa atención otros enfermo me súbito le importa actuar cerca entiende deseo tiene sentido me odio enfermo saber normal saber normal se espera obtener ayuda profesional cant dejar el dormitorio díassemanas laicos horas no puedo conseguir energía incluso ir orinar doloroso ir baño horas incluso días fin patético dar utis ducha cambio ropa cepillo pelo nada cuando ducha pequeña victoria me viene fin cama otra vez deseo clínicamente diagnosticado mayor depresión infierno cavar agujero más profundo no puede arreglar nada fin cosas me rojo sonidos calmantes pensamientos suicidas parece amigo últimamente no puede manejar esto