depressed several years ago thought ok seems come backlong story short fucked youth scarred pretty badly got shit together thought right track this  years ago however lately past  months so feeling horrible back point suicidal thoughts cannot talk people problems matter hard try tried several psychiatrists etc hate job get recognition anything do hours exhausting see change future applied several jobs reply qualified finance wise stuff going shitter well surprise costs makes savings like bucket hole it last  euros moment luckily girlfriend but stupid know wrong dick towards her means well frustrations get irritated work her relationship tense weird thoughts dumping click anymore crying im alone thought leave sooner later nobody friends only drinking buddies family non existing due problemsissues first sentence feel lonely lot even though like alone really know going post apologies possible mistakes english first language sort weird back phase killing scare calms sort way knowing could end miserybe peace one little act
depressed several years ago thought ok seems come backlong story short fucked youth scarred pretty badly got shit together thought right track this years ago however lately past months so feeling horrible back point suicidal thoughts cannot talk people problems matter hard try tried several psychiatrists etc hate job get recognition anything do hours exhausting see change future applied several jobs reply qualified finance wise stuff going shitter well surprise costs makes savings like bucket hole it last euros moment luckily girlfriend but stupid know wrong dick towards her means well frustrations get irritated work her relationship tense weird thoughts dumping click anymore crying im alone thought leave sooner later nobody friends only drinking buddies family non existing due problemsissues first sentence feel lonely lot even though like alone really know going post apologies possible mistakes english first language sort weird back phase killing scare calms sort way knowing could end miserybe peace one little act
Deprimido hace varios años pensó ok parece volver atrás historia corta follada joven cicatrizado bastante mal consiguió mierda juntos pensamiento correcto este año hace años sin embargo últimamente meses pasados tan sentirse horrible back point pensamientos suicidas no pueden hablar de la gente problemas importa duro intentar probado varios psiquiatras etc odio trabajo conseguir reconocimiento cualquier cosa do horas agotador ver cambio futuro aplicar varios empleos respuesta finanzas calificados sabias cosas va mierda bien sorpresa costes hace ahorros como cubo agujero lo último euro momento afortunadamente novia pero estúpido saber mal polla hacia ella significa bien frustraciones conseguir irritado trabajo su relación tenso pensamientos extraños vertido clic más llanto solo pensamiento dejar más tarde nadie amigos sólo amigos beber familia no existentes problemas debidos problemas problemas primera frase se sienten solitarios a pesar de que como solo realmente saben ir post disculpas posibles errores Inglés tipo extraño fase posterior matar calmas clase saber podría terminar miseriabe paz un pequeño acto