hopefully last true confession understand reasoning false hope camp  redflags almost caused almost death father amount friendships fucked me emptiness human contact lack confidence self esteem fucked fucked everything loved got people certain shit life helped best could happy never be hard imagine past decade game survival living every broken heart every thing hurt me deserve shit get anyone deserves live sure hell aint me anyone close personally knows reads this im sorry im self isolating want leave plain want die hate living aint right me want happy want die want girlfriend love cant happy left me nothing dont give false hope understand reasoning explanations this feel like  different people need escape cycle goodnight new zealanders
hopefully last true confession understand reasoning false hope camp redflags almost caused almost death father amount friendships fucked me emptiness human contact lack confidence self esteem fucked fucked everything loved got people certain shit life helped best could happy never be hard imagine past decade game survival living every broken heart every thing hurt me deserve shit get anyone deserves live sure hell aint me anyone close personally knows reads this im sorry im self isolating want leave plain want die hate living aint right me want happy want die want girlfriend love cant happy left me nothing dont give false hope understand reasoning explanations this feel like different people need escape cycle goodnight new zealanders
Espero que la última verdadera confesión entender razonamiento falsa esperanza campamento banderas rojas casi causado casi muerte padre cantidad amistades follada vacío contacto humano falta de confianza autoestima follada todo lo amado tener gente cierta mierda vida ayudada mejor podría feliz nunca ser difícil imaginar la supervivencia juego vida última década cada corazón roto cada cosa me duele merece mierda conseguir que alguien se merece vivir seguro infierno aint yo alguien cercano personalmente sabe leer este im yo aislamiento querer dejar simple quiero morir odio vivir aint derecho me quiero feliz quiero querer morir novia amor no puedo feliz me deja nada no dar falsas esperanzas entender explicaciones razonamiento esta sensación como diferentes personas necesitan escapar ciclo buenas noches nuevos fanáticos