life constant embarrassmenteverywhere people laugh me im fucking joke everyone enjoy everything try do end embarrassing myself literally everything try fail fail fail make joke myself like fucking curse something literally took walk outside  minutes ago somehow managed make brother father laugh scared bug come home father yells scared every day things everyone laughs suffer darkness unknown everyone im ugly dumb stupid loser good nothing good nothing theres use anyone telling me oh say good this good that know bullshit wouldve killed  didnt shitty dream comic book artist ive matured know pointless everything is even become comic book artist what doubt anyone care knowing life ill find way embarrass again im used point expect it body pathetic worthless done shit except let down im limited pathetic useless body idea anymore tbh even know kill myself many things happened many damn things idk bear pain live boring lonely embarrassing life end here clue whats next im going wait get college made good decision redflag looking hot rn
life constant embarrassmenteverywhere people laugh me im fucking joke everyone enjoy everything try do end embarrassing myself literally everything try fail fail fail make joke myself like fucking curse something literally took walk outside minutes ago somehow managed make brother father laugh scared bug come home father yells scared every day things everyone laughs suffer darkness unknown everyone im ugly dumb stupid loser good nothing good nothing theres use anyone telling me oh say good this goodthat know bullshit wouldve killed didnt shitty dream comic book artist ive matured know pointless everything is even become comic book artist what doubt anyone care knowing life ill find way embarrass again im used point expect it body pathetic worthless done shit except let down im limited pathetic useless body idea anymore tbh even know kill myself many things happened many damn things idk bear pain live boring lonely embarrassing life end here clue whats next im goingwait get college made good decision redflag looking hot rn
La vida constante vergüenza cada lugar la gente me ríe im broma todo el mundo disfrutar todo tratar de avergonzarme, literalmente todo intento fracaso fracaso falla hacer broma yo mismo como maldición mierda algo literalmente salió a la calle hace minutos de alguna manera manejado hacer hermano padre risa miedo bicho venir casa padre grita asustado cada día cosas todos risas sufrir oscuridad desconocido todo el mundo im feo tonto estúpido perdedor bueno nada bueno nada uso nadie me dice oh decir bueno que sabe mierda hubiera matado no mierda sueño cómic artista have madurado saber todo es incluso llegar a ser artista cómico que duda de que a nadie le importa conocer la vida mal encontrar vergüenza otra vez im punto utilizado esperar que el cuerpo patético inútil mierda hecho excepto defraudar im limitada patético cuerpo inútil idea más tbh incluso saber matarme muchas cosas pasaron muchas malditas cosas idk oso dolor vivir aburrido solitario embarazoso final aquí pista lo que sigue im va a esperar conseguir universidad hizo buena decisión redflag mirada caliente rn