dont know doive screaming crying help past  years im  yes people theyll think phase now not wish stupid fucking edgy angsty phase that ive felt way since middle school junior highschool now first time asked parents help asked go therapist feeling depressed nothing asked least  times after still help second time ran dad crying told wanted kill myself told loved me told me dont feel way told fine happy good life still got help third time told mom need see therapist need help told right feel way good life loving parents this gave asking help them went school counselor told overwhelmed life wanted everything stop told made sense felt way easy classes workload wasnt heavy tried explain wasnt school everything didnt listen told one friends sad depressed feel told get emo phase screaming help ive tried fucking hard get help know need one listens dont many friends im introverted awkward like many people go one friend tried really friend although dont even really talk anymore feel alone hopeless im ready end it dont know else tried hard find help honestly believe things dont get better within  years im gone sooner im sorry wasting time post needed get everything out im fucking hopeless point
dont know doive screaming crying help past years im yes people theyll think phase now not wish stupid fucking edgy angsty phase that ive felt way since middle school junior highschool now first time asked parents help asked go therapist feeling depressed nothing asked least times after still help second time ran dad crying told wanted kill myself told loved me told me dont feel way told fine happy good life still got help third time told mom need see therapist need help told right feel way good life loving parents this gave asking help them went school counselor told overwhelmed life wanted everything stop told made sense felt way easy classes workload wasnt heavy tried explain wasnt school everything didnt listen told one friends sad depressed feel told get emo phase screaming help ive tried fucking hard get help know need one listens dont many friends im introverted awkward like many people go one friend tried really friend although dont even really talk anymore feel alone hopelessim ready end it dont know else tried hard find help honestly believe things dont get better within years im gone sooner im sorry wasting time post needed get everything out im fucking hopeless point
No sé doive lloriqueando ayuda años pasados im sí personas pensarán fase ahora no deseo estúpida puta fase angustiada me dijo me dijo que no me sentía bien le dijo bien feliz vida buena todavía consiguió ayuda tercera vez le dijo mamá necesita ver terapeuta necesidad de ayuda le dijo derecho buena vida cariñoso padres este dio pedir ayuda fueron consejero escolar dijo vida abrumada quería todo lo hecho sentido se sintió manera fácil clases carga de trabajo no se trató mucho explicar era la escuela todo no me escuchó le dijo a un amigo triste deprimido se siente contaron conseguir emo fase gritar ayuda ive intentó jodidamente duro conseguir ayuda saber necesidad uno escucha no muchos amigos im introvertido torpe como mucha gente va un amigo intentó realmente amigo aunque ni siquiera hablar más se siente solo desesperado listo final él no sabe más trató duro encontrar ayuda honestamente cosas no se van mejor dentro de años im im