hiim like almost i socially ostracized pretty much whole life middle school important thing start social notredflag went school home without making friendships love notredflag happened high school college mid teens feeling socially behind everyone else around sense teens friends social circles love notredflag etc college already socially retarded could seen me yeah whenever group odd creepy autistic guy guy work life came college workfield different story people mostly s kids longer place interact people similar age interests you really hard time waking up sleeping going trough another day feel like would wake endure hell existence would overlife seems social net start building since childhood accumulate key experiences right time friends true friends first kiss first teenage sexual relation etci experienced crucial milestones feel dead inside also multiple botched eye surgeries left one eyes conjunctiva permanently red people feel even uncomfortable near thanks oddly red eye never part world torments every single waking moment
hiim like almost i socially ostracized pretty much whole life middle school important thing start social notredflag went school home without making friendships love notredflag happened high school college mid teens feeling socially behind everyone else around sense teens friends social circles love notredflag etc college already socially retarded could seen meyeahwhenever group odd creepy autistic guy guy work life came college workfield different story people mostly s kids longer place interact people similar age interests you really hard time waking up sleeping going trough another day feel like would wake endure hell existence would overlife seems social net start building since childhood accumulate key experiences right time friends true friends first kiss first teenage sexual relation etci experienced crucial milestones feel dead inside also multiple botched eye surgeries left one eyes conjunctiva permanently red people feel even uncomfortable near thanks oddly red eye never part world torments every single waking moment
hiim como casi me socialmente ostracized casi toda la vida escuela media importante cosa comenzar social notredflag fue escuela casa sin hacer amistades amor notredflag sucedió escuela secundaria mediados de los adolescentes sentirse socialmente detrás de todos los demás alrededor sentido adolescentes amigos círculos sociales amor notredflag etc universidad ya socialmente retrasado podría ver meyeahcuando cada grupo extraño extraño tío autista trabajo vida vino universidad campo de trabajo diferente historia gente s niños lugar más largo interact personas intereses similares edad te cuesta mucho despertar dormir a través de otro día se siente como se despertaría soportar el infierno existencia parece social neto comenzar a construir desde la infancia acumular experiencias clave tiempo amigos amigos verdaderos primero beso primer adolescente relación sexual etc experiencia hitos cruciales se sienten muertos dentro también múltiples cirugías ojo dañado izquierda un ojo conjuntiva permanentemente rojo la gente se siente incluso incómodo cerca gracias extrañamente ojo rojo nunca parte tormentos mundo cada momento de vigilia único