feel bit lost bit hopeless bit like im issuing something m yearning feeling like dull ache mental physical like wish someone like gf maybe  maybe lockdown getting  im social like meeting new people like new possibilities relationships guess problemo is fucking hate lol  im saying sound edgy body dysmorphia disorder bunch stuff weighs constantly feel ugly time  feel sick stressed walking past mirrors  obsess scrutinise time  sometimes dont even know look like people tell different friends theyre lying make feel good im lucky friends think forget also see look like know lying weird like wouldnt consider ugly literal sense features unattractive like round fat face ears stick  tried eating made feel ill arms twigs lol almost like capacity decent theres something holding back cheeks arent thin completely ruins face unfortunately starving didnt really affect face good idea general im gonna come terms ill never look gaunt attractive dont look like boys age defined jaws masculine angular faces ya boy here well hes stuck moon shoulders feel self conscious point debilitating like regular teenage low self esteem genuine deep rooted self hatred feel like im worth nothing one ever love someone ever theyd leave wouldnt good enough stress im sat close people keep head down back bent cover mouth laugh literally run b public place tk avoid seen cringe internally sometimes social situations remember everyone see me feel like constant idiot talking people must judging okay melodrama  sorry wanted dump thoughts cahms therapy ended it anxiety bdd apparently apply get help that parents dont believe issue theres point say theyre dont trust actually need bit help dont understand extent much feel crushed time lol really hard trying get stuff feeling ugliness time id never talk girl would feel stupid girl would want talk girl would want lol sounds like simpy oh girls dont like omg life terrible genuine concern actually alone forever welcome thought really  im usually like keep account anonymous dont really care im pretty good hiding feel lots people look merely strength wear smile carry 
feel bit lost bit hopeless bit like im issuing something m yearning feeling like dull ache mental physical like wish someone like gf maybe maybe lockdown getting im social like meeting new people like new possibilities relationships guess problemo is fucking hate lol im saying sound edgy body dysmorphia disorder bunch stuff weighs constantly feel ugly time feel sick stressed walking past mirrors obsess scrutinise time sometimes dont even know look like people tell different friends theyre lying make feel good im lucky friends think forget also see look like know lying weird like wouldnt consider ugly literal sense features unattractive like round fat face ears stick tried eating made feel ill arms twigs lol almost like capacity decent theres something holding back cheeks arent thin completely ruins face unfortunately starving didnt really affect face good idea generalim gonna come terms ill never look gaunt attractive dont look like boys age defined jaws masculine angular faces ya boy here well hes stuck moon shoulders feel self conscious point debilitating like regular teenage low self esteem genuine deep rooted self hatred feel like im worth nothing one ever love someone ever theyd leave wouldnt good enough stress im sat close people keep head down back bent cover mouth laugh literally run b public place tk avoid seen cringe internally sometimes social situations remember everyone see me feel like constant idiot talking people must judging okay melodrama sorry wanted dump thoughts cahms therapy ended it anxiety bdd apparently apply get help that parents dont believe issue theres point say theyre dont trust actually need bit help dont understand extent much feel crushed time lol really hard trying get stuff feeling ugliness time id never talk girl would feel stupid girl would want talk girl would want lol sounds like simpy oh girls dont like omg life terrible genuine concern actually alone forever welcome thought reallyim usually like keep account anonymous dont really careim pretty good hiding feel lots people look merely strength wear smile carry
Se siente un poco perdido un poco desesperado un poco como im emisión de algo m anhelo sensación de dolor apagado físico como deseo alguien como gf tal vez lockdown conseguir im social como conocer a gente nueva como nuevas posibilidades relaciones adivinar problemo es puto odio lol im decir sonido nervioso cuerpo dismorfia trastorno montón cosas pesa constantemente se siente feo tiempo se siente estresado caminar espejos obsessa escrutiniar tiempo a veces ni siquiera saben como la gente le dicen a diferentes amigos que están mintiendo hacer sentir bien im amigos afortunados pensar olvidar también ver como saben mentira raro como no considerar feo sentido literal características poco atractivas como redondo grasa orejas palo tratado de comer hizo sentir mal brazos ramitas lol casi como capacidad decente teres algo conteniendo espalda mejillas no son delgadas ruinas cara desafortunadamente hambre realmente no afectar cara buena idea generalim va a venir términos mal nunca mirar gaunt atractivo dont mirada chicos edad definida mandíbulas angulares rostros ya chico aquí