know much longer lastim  full time college student college try keep appearances act like normal happy person reality lie im constantly depressed feel lonely live home often jokingly tell mother im going kill gauge reaction tell joke im sure anymore reason think killed yet mother know sister says im pushover let everyone walk me truth sister likes take advantage character flaw constantly fucks fear repercussion acts like loves me makes sick furious feel im outside observer watching life go theres point living im going die line often think waiting die way skip waiting part go directly death pathetic life daily think least painful way kill myself  friends mother would probably care greedy sister would show pretend care hoping get shit
know much longer lastim full time college student college try keep appearances act like normal happy person reality lie im constantly depressed feel lonely live home often jokingly tell mother im going kill gauge reaction tell joke im sure anymore reason think killed yet mother know sister saysim pushover let everyone walk me truth sister likes take advantage character flaw constantly fucks fear repercussion acts like loves me makes sick furious feel im outside observer watching life go theres point living im going die line often think waiting die way skip waiting part go directly death pathetic life daily think least painful way kill myself friends mother would probably care greedy sister would show pretend care hoping get shit
Sé mucho más tiempo lastimim tiempo completo universidad estudiante tratar de mantener las apariencias actuar como normal feliz persona realidad mentira Im constantemente deprimido sentirse solo vivir en casa a menudo bromas decir madre im va a matar calibre reacción contar chiste Im seguro más razón pensar muerto sin embargo madre saber hermana saysim pushover dejar que todo el mundo me pase verdad hermana como tomar ventaja carácter falla constantemente folla miedo repercusión actos como me ama se enfermó furioso Im observador exterior ver la vida ir allá punto vida im va a morir línea a menudo pensar esperando morir manera ir parte directamente muerte patética vida diaria pensar menos dolorosa manera de matarme amigos madre probablemente cuidaría codiciosos hermana mostraría cuidado pretender conseguir mierda