want hereive never depressed whole life family longer talk ive deleted social media except reddit live boyfriend fuck felt wanted felt loved like two years makes feel like shit express frustrations invalidates feelings calls crazy says people usually say you me im telling you me summer told kill one occasion went vegas actually purposefully sliced leg open badly night vegas massacre happened too bad concert right uncle died year go january father ever was feels like father figure look died cant see point more even loaded gun including silencer wake anyone loudly everyone work id feel awful ive got everything ready problem im pussy want live want hurt want find im going burn forever hell even though think exists like happened exist ive already lived full lifetime pain cant get break even decided id bathroom bit easier clean up even though know itll get everywhere pretty much least could run shower get lot it one loves me one cares family friends children pets im burden everyone knows me want wish could stop bitch pull trigger
want hereive never depressed whole life family longer talk ive deleted social media except reddit live boyfriend fuck felt wanted felt loved like two years makes feel like shit express frustrations invalidates feelings calls crazy says people usually say you me im telling you me summer told kill one occasion went vegas actually purposefully sliced leg open badly night vegas massacre happened too bad concert right uncle died year go january father ever was feels like father figure look died cant see point more even loaded gun including silencer wake anyone loudly everyone work id feel awful ive got everything ready problem im pussy want live want hurt want find im going burn forever hell even though think exists like happened exist ive already lived full lifetime pain cant get break even decided id bathroom bit easier clean up even though know itll get everywhere pretty much least could run shower get lotit one loves me one cares family friends children pets im burden everyone knows me want wish could stop bitch pull trigger
Querer hereive nunca deprimido toda la vida familia más tiempo hablar ive borrados redes sociales excepto reddit vivo novio mierda se sentía querido se sentía amado como dos años hace sentir como mierda frustraciones expresas invalida los sentimientos llamadas locas dice la gente suele decir que me im me dijo verano dijo matar una ocasión fue vegas en realidad a propósito cortado pierna abierto mal noche masacre vegas sucedió demasiado mal concierto derecho tío murió año ir enero padre siempre fue se siente como padre figura se murió no puedo ver punto más incluso pistola cargada incluyendo silenciador despertar a alguien ruidosamente todo el mundo id se siente horrible ive tiene todo listo problema im coño quiere vivir quiero daño quiero encontrar im ir quemado para siempre infierno incluso aunque creo que existe como sucedió existe ive ya vivió vida completa dolor no puede conseguir ruptura incluso decidido baño ID poco más fácil limpieza incluso aunque sé que va a todas partes bastante menos podría correr ducha conseguir lotit uno me ama uno se preocupa familia amigos niños mascotas carga todo el mundo sabe que quiere deseo podría dejar de perra jalar gatillo