sick lonelinessi time low past months always dealt depression anxiety since   really shitty people life including moms abusive boyfriend showed awful things put knives neck mother barely functioning alcoholic abuse refuses seek help father wants little more later functioning alcoholic step mother able deal thanks help girlfriend time broke  months ago came crashing down felt lost person could trust issues person judge it together  years moved within week new guy likes tell terrible yet super good looking that makes feel awful weeks broke up step mother gave choice move fathers live grandparents friends playing board games they knew gave permission came storming house drunk screaming forgetting turn porch light every light door on sick constant mental abuse received treated younger sibling packed things moved night ever since life downward spiral looking forward college thanks know do feel alone helpless whenever try talk someone psych who barely get see work feel judged them want deal anymore sorry jumbled mess needed say this
sick lonelinessi time low past months always dealt depression anxiety since really shitty people life including moms abusive boyfriend showed awful things put knives neck mother barely functioning alcoholic abuse refuses seek help father wants little more later functioning alcoholic step mother able deal thanks help girlfriend time broke months ago came crashing down felt lost person could trust issues person judge it together years moved within week new guy likes tell terrible yet super good looking that makes feel awful weeks broke up step mother gave choice move fathers live grandparents friends playing board games they knew gave permission came storming house drunk screaming forgetting turn porch light every light door on sick constant mental abuse received treated younger sibling packed things moved night ever since life downward spiral looking forward college thanks know do feel alone helpless whenever try talk someone psych who barely get see work feel judged them want deal anymore sorry jumbled mess needed say this
enfermo soledadi tiempo bajo meses pasados siempre trató depresión ansiedad ya que realmente mierda gente vida incluyendo mamás abusivo novio mostró cosas horribles poner cuchillos cuello madre apenas funcionamiento alcoholismo abuso se niega buscar ayuda padre quiere poco más tarde funcionamiento alcoholico paso madre capaz trato gracias ayuda novia tiempo rompió meses hace vino destrozo sintió persona perdida podría confiar problemas persona juzgar juntos años movidos dentro de semana nuevo chico le gusta decir terrible pero super bien look que hace sentir horrible semanas roto paso madre dio elección mover padres vivos abuelos amigos jugar juegos de mesa que sabían dio permiso vino tormenta casa borracho gritando olvidar vuelta luz porche cada puerta de luz en enfermo constante abuso mental recibido tratados jóvenes hermanos paquete cosas movidas noche desde vida espiral mirando hacia adelante universidad gracias saber sentirse solo cuando intenta hablar alguien psych que apenas consigue ver trabajo se sienten juzgados quieren trato más lo siento desordenado desastre necesario decir esto