failed attempti tried kms night let cousin know cuz always talked wanted come get kids morning well rang police arms messed nothing family kids week ever completely childfree yrs considered away thats ideal time it ive trying hold on call social services hour ago questioning ability children police woman night condescending cow smirked whole time made report sound way worse was cousin never called police im worse position before im sat tears meds ready need see children one last time cant video call cuz family members know something stop me thinking writing letters that still get see them need hug them feel terrible leaving them hate life much ss crawling one thing cant handle kids things got bed for im good mum get every day even want lie bed waste away look get appointments kids things kept here even sometimes feel like enough im actually fighting whether it drunk night im sober feeling overwhelming im going potter round tidy up wait sign dunno sign looking for something good happen make decide stick around something bad push past tipping point read far thank you really needed tell someone feel safe knowledge going call police family members me
failed attempti tried kms night let cousin know cuz always talked wanted come get kids morningwell rang police arms messed nothing family kids week ever completely childfree yrs considered away thats ideal time it ive trying hold on call social services hour ago questioning ability children police woman night condescending cow smirked whole time made report sound way worse was cousin never called policeim worse position before im sat tears meds ready need see children one last time cant video call cuz family members know something stop me thinking writing letters that still get see them need hug them feel terrible leaving them hate life much ss crawling one thing cant handle kids things got bed for im good mum get every day even want lie bed waste away look get appointments kids things kept here even sometimes feel like enough im actually fighting whether it drunk night im sober feeling overwhelming im going potter round tidy up wait sign dunno sign looking for something good happen make decide stick around something bad push past tipping point read far thank you really needed tell someone feel safe knowledge going call police family members me
intento fallido trató kms noche dejar que el primo sabe cuz siempre habló quería venir conseguir niños mañana bien sonó policías brazos desordenado nada familia niños semana siempre completamente niños yrs considerado lejos que es el momento ideal que ive live holding on call servicios sociales hace hora interrogando capacidad niños policía mujer noche condescendiente vaca sonriente todo el tiempo hizo informe sonido mucho peor fue primo nunca llamó policía peor posición antes im sat lágrimas meds listo necesidad ver niños una última vez cant vídeo llamada cuz familiares saben algo me detengo pensando escribir cartas que todavía tienen necesidad de verlas abrazarlos sentir terrible dejándoles odio vida mucho sss sss gateing una cosa cant manejar niños cosas tienen cama para im buena mamá conseguir todos los días incluso quieren mentira basura buscar citas niños cosas se mantienen aquí incluso a veces se sienten lo suficiente im en realidad luchar si borracho noche im sobrio sentimiento abrumador im ir potter rondando espera señal dunno signo buscar algo bueno suceder hacer que se queden alrededor de algo malo empujado punto de propina leer lejos gracias usted realmente necesita decir alguien conocimiento seguro va a llamar a la policía miembros de la familia