get allno one cares me one wants life friends families time see me ex want speak all absolutely hates me keep losing family family involve anything ive depressed least decade now im  third life ive depressed everyone keep telling gets better meds helped stabilize horrible meltdowns anymore anyone life im ghost people tell kill myself none care invite anywhere hate me cruel knew much suffering inbmy head would understand need this ill better months thoughts come backbit go away cant family like would want raise family me would anyone ever love me im garbage piece shit wish pulled trigger chance would never worry again im here alone one know one really cares want fucking world
get allno one cares me one wants life friends families time see me ex want speak all absolutely hates me keep losing family family involve anything ive depressed least decade now im third life ive depressed everyone keep telling gets better meds helped stabilize horrible meltdowns anymore anyone lifeim ghost people tell kill myself none care invite anywhere hate me cruel knew much suffering inbmy head would understand need this ill better months thoughts come backbit go away cant family like would want raise family me would anyone ever love me im garbage piece shit wish pulled trigger chance would never worry again im here alone one know one really cares want fucking world
get allnadie importame one wants life friends families time see me ex want speak all absolutamente odies me sigue perdiendo familia familiar involucrée cualquier cosa ive deprimido menos década ahora im tercera vida ive deprimido todo el mundo sigue diciendo consigue mejores medicamentos ayudó a estabilizar horribles derretimientos más cualquier persona vidaim fantasma la gente me dice matar a mí mismo no importa invitarme a ningún lugar odio cruel sabía mucho sufrimiento inbmy cabeza entendería necesita este mal mejor meses pensamientos volver a la vida bit lejos familia cant como quisiera criar familia me si alguien alguna vez me ama im basura pedazo mierda deseo tirón gatillo oportunidad nunca volvería a preocuparse im aquí solo uno sabe uno realmente se preocupa quiere maldito mundo