getting closeer time years later one wife three kids disabled  plus years loveless marriage kids really much tried give could riddled health issues lost house almost died blood clots sure wished would of much explain enough energy care bother afraid end trying tell wife going kill seem think serious afraid use gun want mess vegetable building courage hoping either get sign life get better kidding year goes gets worse doctors taking away pain meds chronic pain slowly surely way young going much sister killed mom handle gone killed dad gave loss pile shit within  years died one one younger brother disowned me guess family give end would much easier kids older get less shown really much gotten little easier get final push done all tried reach family seems like take seriously cry help sound projected hear one day end
getting closeer time years later one wife three kids disabled plus years loveless marriage kids really much tried give could riddled health issues lost house almost died blood clots sure wished would of much explain enough energy care bother afraid end trying tell wife going kill seem think serious afraid use gun want mess vegetable building courage hoping either get sign life get better kidding year goes gets worse doctors taking away pain meds chronic pain slowly surely way young going much sister killed mom handle gone killed dad gave loss pile shit within years died one one younger brother disowned me guess family give end would much easier kids older get less shown really much gotten little easier get final push done all tried reach family seems like take seriously cry help sound projected hear one day end
llegar más cerca de tiempo años más tarde una esposa tres hijos discapacitados más años sin amor hijos sin pareja realmente mucho tratado dar podría acertijo problemas de salud casa perdido casi muertos coágulos de sangre seguro deseo de mucho explicar suficiente cuidado de la energía molestia miedo final tratar de decirle esposa va a matar parece pensar seriamente miedo uso arma quieren desastre crecimiento vegetal coraje esperanza o conseguir la vida de signos va mejor broma años va se pone peor médicos quitar dolor meds dolor crónico lentamente seguro manera joven va mucho hermana asesinada madre mango muerto papá dio pérdida pila mierda en años murió uno un hermano menor me desautorizó pensar familia dar fin mucho más fácil niños mayores se muestran mucho menos poco más fácil conseguir empuje final hecho todo tratado llegar a la familia parece como tomar en serio llorar ayuda sonido proyectado escuchar un día final