reaching point needs endwhats up names san im  bipolar ive fighting depression  years started early parents divorce dad molested me shit kids dealing with currently work  hours day job thats guaranteed make worse live shed property mom step dad thought maybe someone would like hear story maybe could help someone else im currently sitting bed thinking went wrong eaten  days appetite even cant afford food anyway want phone girlfriend broke told hang myself mean person ever thought actually loved tells go hang yourself lets see life get here started working  parents bothered me accident theyve never done anything show otherwise started street fighting earn extra cash feed get clothes not pay step dad rent spends money booze abusive alcoholic forced drop high school final year refused support me kicked unfortunately afford live pay schooling moved sister found complete narcissist bipolar thing mom ever gave us developed extreamly bad drug addiction killed me sister never found same kicked get along well boyfriend absolutely hated me moved real dad whos also alcoholic abusive round sack shit stayed bit till got drunk swung unfortunately abused left walked km friends house get phone mom see stay night get sleep says yes stay night discuss staying temporarily till get job get two feet got job everything going great place got promotion met girl dreams owner company sold new owner like me got rid me lost apartment lost everything came crashing down spiraled drugs alcoholism girlfriend broke me slept mt childhoods dog house nowhere else go became bartender  thats country without matric that eventually molecular mixolagy fancy bar making pretty good cash went away owner bar closed bar left couple months later meet girl broke me pretty much whatever lead better life forces move mom bro stayed  months first time years happy again like truely happy mom kicks us out move place stayed bit till afford live anymore begged mom let stay shed agreed long pay rent work survive till meet guy work now made sound like dream job want field choice programming salary great hey work hard ill get promotion withing  months looking replace manager department im working in say cool easy  job field love jump full force clock  hours time week get paid for subtract huge amounts money salary due short time dont ever take work managers make hell people working them hate going work hate getting situation stuck place life  escape everyone ive ever loved destroyed me everyone whos supposed love claims love hurt thrown dirt rot ive all constant bullying school molested ive ive survived this know guys going im sure strong enough get it try reaching someone unfortunately im strong enough tried reaching one would listen thank reading story people reddit
reaching point needs endwhats up names san im bipolar ive fighting depression years started early parents divorce dad molested me shit kids dealing with currently work hours day job thats guaranteed make worse live shed property mom step dad thought maybe someone would like hear story maybe could help someone else im currently sitting bed thinking went wrong eaten days appetite even cant afford food anyway want phone girlfriend broke told hang myself mean person ever thought actually loved tells go hang yourself lets see life get here started working parents bothered me accident theyve never done anything show otherwise started street fighting earn extra cash feed get clothes not pay step dad rent spends money booze abusive alcoholic forced drop high school final year refused support me kicked unfortunately afford live pay schooling moved sister found complete narcissist bipolar thing mom ever gave us developed extreamly bad drug addiction killed me sister never found same kicked get along well boyfriend absolutely hated me moved real dad whos also alcoholic abusive round sack shit stayed bit till got drunk swung unfortunately abused left walked km friends house get phone mom see stay night get sleep says yes stay night discuss staying temporarily till get job get two feet got job everything going great place got promotion met girl dreams owner company sold new owner like me got rid me lost apartment lost everything came crashing down spiraled drugs alcoholism girlfriend broke me slept mt childhoods dog house nowhere else go became bartender thats country without matric that eventually molecular mixolagy fancy bar making pretty good cash went away owner bar closed bar left couple months later meet girl broke me pretty much whatever lead better life forces move mom bro stayed months first time years happy again like truely happy mom kicks us out move place stayed bit till afford live anymore begged mom let stay shed agreed long pay rent work survive till meet guy work now made sound like dream job want field choice programming salary greathey work hard ill get promotion withing months looking replace manager department im working in say cool easy job field love jump full force clock hours time week get paid for subtract huge amounts money salary due short time dont ever take work managers make hell people working them hate going work hate getting situation stuck place life escape everyone ive ever loved destroyed me everyone whos supposed love claims love hurt thrown dirt rotive all constant bullying school molested ive ive survived this know guys going im sure strong enough get it try reaching someone unfortunately im strong enough tried reaching one would listen thank reading story people reddit
hasta el punto de llegar a las necesidades endwhats arriba nombres san im bipolar ive lucha contra la depresión años comenzaron padres tempranos divorcio papá abusó de mí mierda niños que se ocupan de la actualidad horas de trabajo día trabajo que se garantiza hacer