melancholicim sad depressed depth reason know feel this hard alive every day becoming deeply monotonous everyday wake wait night arrive sleep again feeling negativity started arise lately well feel like existence cause negativity around anyone whos happy around feel negative talking me emotions mostly gone numb feel completely empty wishing get enough courageous end myself fear attempt fails stuck body forever saddest part envy happiness around now makes frustrated see others happy might sounding like sadist wish bad anyone looking feel highly envious feel like ever one may suggest interests me whatever find interesting nothing drives me nothing all dull sad melancholic time never knew would happen me happening ive carry every day convince day pass too till keep fooling myself sometimes feels like feelings happiness joy pretended everyone life feels like mass lie told there understand happening blank empty
melancholicim sad depressed depth reason know feel this hard alive every day becoming deeply monotonous everyday wake wait night arrive sleep again feeling negativity started arise lately well feel like existence cause negativity around anyone whos happy around feel negative talking me emotions mostly gone numb feel completely empty wishing get enough courageous end myself fear attempt fails stuck body forever saddest part envy happiness around now makes frustrated see others happy might sounding like sadist wish bad anyone looking feel highly envious feel like ever one may suggest interests me whatever find interesting nothing drives me nothing all dull sad melancholic time never knew would happen me happening ive carry every day convince day pass too till keep fooling myself sometimes feels like feelings happiness joy pretended everyone life feels like mass lie told there understand happening blank empty
Melancholicim triste deprimido profundidad razón saber sentir este duro vivo cada día llegar profundamente monótono vela todos los días esperar noche llegar sueño de nuevo sentir negatividad comenzó a surgir últimamente bien sentir como la existencia causa negatividad alrededor de cualquiera que se siente feliz hablar negativo mí emociones entumecimiento sentirse completamente vacío deseos conseguir suficiente valiente final yo mismo miedo intento falla cuerpo atascado para siempre parte más triste envidia felicidad alrededor ahora hace frustrado ver a otros felices podría sonar como sádico deseo malo cualquier persona se siente muy envidioso sentir como siempre se puede sugerir intereses lo que me encuentre interesante nada me conduce nada aburrido triste melancólico tiempo nunca supe que pasaría me sucede live llevar todos los días convencer pase hasta seguir engañando a mí mismo a veces se siente como sentimientos felicidad alegría fingida todos la vida se siente como masa mentira dicho allí entender que sucede vacío vacío