still feel slight hope things get better mostly feel empty angry helplessly depressed depending time day  fucking years old much trauma person could ever see spending rest life dead cannot even fake okay convincingly enough people dumb enough care worry pain every single day life cannot go one day without flashback redflag attack panic attack body mess trying hold absolutely feel slipping want stop pretending
still feel slight hope things get better mostly feel empty angry helplessly depressed depending time day fucking years old much trauma person could ever see spending rest life dead cannot even fake okay convincingly enough people dumb enough care worry pain every single day life cannot go one day without flashback redflag attack panic attack body mess trying hold absolutely feel slipping want stop pretending
todavía sentir leve esperanza las cosas mejoran mayormente sentirse vacío enojado impotente deprimido dependiendo de la hora día puto años de edad mucho trauma persona podría ver pasar el resto de la vida muerto no puede incluso fingir convincentemente suficiente gente tonta suficiente cuidado dolor de la preocupación cada día la vida no puede ir un día sin flashback ataque de bandera roja ataque de pánico cuerpo desastre tratando de mantener absolutamente se siente resbalarse quieren dejar de fingir