lost knowing doim  male france english mother language sorry bad english lack caps im fucking tired feel like attention whore post tehre people much issues lifes deserve attention even know im really depressive im making things life normal cant speak anyone want relatives firends thraet like im sick im know feel lost suicidal thoughts since maybe  months happen im alone worse thing i got close friends famiuly loves me im traumatised rapemurderinsert terrible thing here also good grades premire s  term anyone familiar french system feel like deserve them im always quiet class never really participate work lot home firends work really hard maybe  fear future high school want send prpa think ill fail im hardworking like physics chemistry people think im fucking genius cant think brain learn really fast somehow im good want work scientist ill probably find anything im idiot hiding behind good grades tpe basically school project starting october groups  hand paper end march oral exam friday worked  guys class close friends really friend they nice guys tho whatever work close friends another class work them choosed subject  months realized one us like sibject whatever changed bit time goes less less motivated firends and everyone class became motivated oral exam fucking week shit past december feel like abandonned feel way too parents really close education care lot eason lazy autistic videogame player didnnt told them really upset find happenned exam also counts end school grade baccalaurat know this moment need work presentation simply im shitposting reddit procastinating avoid duty girlfirend dick watch disgusting porn every evening awful one things give pleasure im disgusted myself defend womens rights time watch bondage shit tumblr awful feel even supposely close friends close me one birthday month ago invited party maybe  guys group friends me know could go explain im hypocritical shit hiding good grades avoid stuff ill stop im really disgusted posting this im wasting time awfully formatted rant needed
lost knowing doim male france english mother language sorry bad english lack caps im fucking tired feel like attention whore post tehre people much issues lifes deserve attention even know im really depressive im making things life normal cant speak anyone want relatives firends thraet like im sick im know feel lost suicidal thoughts since maybe months happen im alone worse thingi got close friends famiuly loves meim traumatised rapemurderinsert terrible thing here also good grades premire s term anyone familiar french system feel like deserve them im always quiet class never really participate work lot home firends work really hard maybe fear future high school want send prpa think ill fail im hardworking like physics chemistry people think im fucking genius cant think brain learn really fast somehow im good want work scientist ill probably find anything im idiot hiding behind good grades tpe basically school project starting october groups hand paper end march oral exam friday worked guys class close friends really friend they nice guys tho whatever work close friends another class work them choosed subject months realized one us like sibject whatever changed bit time goes less less motivated firends and everyone class became motivated oral exam fucking week shit past december feel like abandonned feel way too parents really close education care lot eason lazy autistic videogame player didnnt told them really upset find happenned exam also counts endschool grade baccalaurat know this moment need work presentation simply im shitposting reddit procastinating avoid duty girlfirend dick watch disgusting porn every evening awful one things give pleasure im disgusted myself defend womens rights time watch bondage shit tumblr awful feel even supposely close friends close me one birthday month ago invited party maybe guys group friends me know could go explain im hypocritical shit hiding good grades avoid stuff ill stop im really disgusted posting this im wasting time awfully formatted rant needed
perdido saber doim macho france inglés lengua materna lamenta mal Inglés falta gorras im puto cansado sentir como la atención puta post tehre gente muchos temas vidas merecen atención incluso saber im realmente depresivo im hacer cosas vida normal no puede hablar nadie quiere parientes fends thraet como im enfermo im saber se siente perdido pensamientos suicidas ya que tal vez los meses suceden solo im peor thingi tengo amigos cercanos famiuly ama meim traumatizado violaciónaseinsertar terrible cosa aquí también buenas notas premire s término cualquier familiar sistema francés se siente como merecer im siempre clase tranquila nunca participar mucho trabajo casa fuegos trabajo realmente duro tal vez miedo futuro secundaria quieren