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wanting give upim sure talk this cant talk anyone im close struggle talking therapist thought strangers ill never meet last year november exhusband forced bed raped fist one week later kidnapped drove mountain beat me charged kidnapping da talking letting probation feel like failing everything im afraid go anywhere fear ill run someone family comes money bond lost career struggling support two children blame happened abusive marriage seen coming always confident life im pounds good shape made lot accomplishments none stuff feels good enough feel ugly worthless smart enough afraid everything everyone meet nights im trying go sleep think hanging myself want life back way cant ever get want live all
Queriendo renunciar a upim seguro hablar esto no puede hablar nadie im lucha cerrada hablar terapeuta pensó que extraños mal nunca se encuentran el año pasado noviembre exmarido forzado cama violado puño una semana más tarde secuestrado coche montaña golpearme cargo secuestro da hablar dejar que la libertad condicional se siente como fallar todo im miedo ir a cualquier lugar miedo mal correr alguien familia viene dinero enlace perder carrera lucha apoyo dos niños culpa sucedió matrimonio abusivo visto venir siempre vida segura im libras buena forma hizo muchos logros ninguno cosas se siente lo suficientemente bien sentirse feo inútil inteligente miedo todo lo que todo el mundo conoce noches im tratar de dormir pensar colgarme quiero vida de nuevo camino nunca se puede llegar a querer vivir todo