i lived by myself during my twenties but did n't like it at all . the house was always empty . my friend and i were out at the bars one night , doing the usual young people thing . they had been acting off a little all night , and when i asked if they were okay , they told me everything was fine . i knew this was n't true since i had known this person for years , but the night came to a close and we got a cab home . well , i 'm glad it worked out well in the end . i on the other hand did n't have friends waiting for me home and felt kind of empty . i 'm sorry you felt that way . is it any better now ?
Lack of close personal connections and meaningful relationships.