i do n't really have much direction in my life right now , i 'm just trying to keep my head above water because i do n't really have any other option . oh no that is terrible . is there anyone near you that could be of help ? maybe a family member or someone that can lend a hand or ear ? i 'm so sorry to hear this . i 've asked pretty much everyone in my family for help , and it seems the answer from all of them is that they ca n't afford it financially right now . i know it means swallowing some pride , but if it 's financial help you need , perhaps you could go the route of gofundme ? or maybe government services ? i know it might be embarrassing to some people , but sometimes your back is against the wall you have nothing to lose . yeah , i 've applied for government assistance , but have n't received an answer . i think i will try gofundme soon .
Financial instability and uncertainty about securing necessary assistance.