i feel positive about my money making abilities no matter what happens in the next few months . that 's great ! do you have a traditional job or do you work for yourself ? i do both : ) it 's been a pretty terrible summer , and for me to feel this good now is a miracle but i know i can work my butt off i know it 's hard when you 're not sure if you can make enough money . was there a change that made you feel better about it ? i went through a lot of trauma , i am getting older , i guess that is propelling me too hurry up and get it together as time moves on no matter what . i just want to be at my goals already and it takes only one thing .. hard work : )
Overcoming past trauma and a sense of urgency to achieve goals before time runs out.