i logged in too facebook , i do not very often and felt a bit sad that i do n't talk to anyone anymore . it is good to maintain that contact with people yes but i am just not the same peron anymore . i just do n't feel like having people around . i had my time of friends and fun and i just prefer to be alone now . that is ok sometimes but getting out is important for you too i get out : ) i have pets and a mom and i go for walks and run errands . people are hard to trust and i just do n't care to be close to most anyone anymore . it takes awhile to build trust .
Feeling disillusioned about relationships and struggling to trust others.