i can no longer stand christmas , because once when i was thirteen i had been told i would be getting a playstation . christmas came and i never got it . oh man ! i 'm so sorry ! is there any part of the season you can still enjoy ? not christmas no , new years is still decent for me . everytime i think of christmas my mind just goes red . do your parents feel terrible about that ? ( not that you want them to .... i just imagine they 'd be pretty devastated to know that 's why a holiday was ruined for you . ) on the other hand -- i love new years ! i have never told them about how i feel about that christmas day .
Unresolved negative emotions from a past Christmas day experience.