i 've had a stressful time lately . i 'm trying to get to a more peaceful place , but it sure is hard . you should take a vacation ! that always helps me clear my mind . no , that 's out of the question . i 'm behind on bills ... so i 'm trying to catch up during what is the most expensive time of year for me ... it 's rough . oh man , that is rough . i 'm really sorry to hear that . hang in there !
Financial constraints and inability to afford a vacation.