it is hard to be alone sometimes , this past weekend i feel like i went through every emotion . i know how you feel . what helped me was getting a bicycle and get out in the sun for some exercise . i like to go outside sometimes but i try to keep my mind busy so i do n't get more upset . i have a partner .. kind of .. but he is away getting help and everyday i just do n't know everyday how it will go or how long it will take . it 's hard ! i feel you . well it sounds like you keep yourself busy with a hobby at least . work is my hobby ! lol and business . good hobby right now : )
Lack of meaningful social connections and relationships.