i always have to save up to buy myself something nice . i hear you : ) i do the same i envy people who can just spend so freely i know right ? i am working on a side business so i can do that one day . you should totally get a side hustle . i should but i work and go to school . i do n't know if i can right now i understand ! what are you going to school for ? psychology . its boring lol i bet , it can help people and pay a lot in a career as well . good luck !
Perceived lack of interest or appreciation for a subject that holds significance.