my mom left me over night with some of her friends when i was 8 years old . i cried myself to sleep . it was n't until later in life i realized she could have been possibly cheating on my dad . oh my gosh , that 's such a heavy thing to think about . did you ask her or confront her ? yes , but she denies it . well , i hope they 've figured it out together during this time . they stayed together 39 years and then my dad passed .
The potential infidelity of the mother and being abandoned as a child triggered the feeling of sadness.