i used to be miserable when no one would hit me up and i 'd spend the weekend solo at my parents ' house ... now i turn off my phone just to keep from getting distracted that sounds sad . what are you getting distracted from ? stacking my dough sky high .... too many alcoholic friends and tinder chicks texting me haha well , that sounds admirable . focusing on making money so you can be independent .
Loneliness and lack of meaningful connections.