i am feeling a bit of trepidation about today actually . why is that , is there something scheduled today that you really are trying to avoid ? yes , my partner was being a bit rude and he can explode easy , so it 's hard . my first marriage was much like that , i hope you have a very calm day and no arguing . yes , it is hard , thankfully he does have a reason .. a mental illness and he is working on it- but it 's still hard for me . i hope you have peace now !
Past experiences with an unhealthy marriage.