my 30th birthday is soon and i am actually looking forward to it ! oh awesome ! that 's crazy , because my 30th birthday is next week , lol . what makes you excited ? because i 'm dreading mine . i feel like if i convince myself i 'm looking forward to it then i have no time to dread it ! hahaha , i guess that 's true . for me it 's pretty bad . i do n't know if you 're familiar with the internet term , but on my 30th birthday , i 'm going to be a `` wizard '' lol .
The upcoming 30th birthday celebration is the cause.