my best friend just told me her husband surprised her for their anniversary and is taking her on a cruise . i am happy for her but i have n't been on a vacation for 5 years so it was painful to hear too . you will have your day i hope so . most vacations i have planned we ended up cancelling because we did n't have the money . i 'm trying to not dwell on it and find what i 'm thankful for but its hard to let go of that feeling . i can understand that
The lack of financial means to afford vacations and celebrate special occasions.