Penn State still feels impact one year after Jerry Sandusky scandal broke "I came in here as a boy and I'm leaving here as a man," Mauti said earlier this week, hat on backward as he sat on a couch at the Lasch Football Building. This is as real as it gets as far as adversity goes in your life, and I think this is a great test. It was a great test. What this football season means to Penn State as a whole is impossible to say, because it is still ongoing, with Saturday's game against Indiana and one other remaining. This is a campus with 39,192 undergraduate students, 5,487 graduate students, 14,101 full- and part-time staff members and 560,658 living alumni. How this football season - the first without its late, legendary coach, the first after the revelation of heinous crimes of a former assistant, and the first played under severe sanctions placed on the program in the aftermath - fits into the greater community is a matter of personal opinions that may differ among the 619,438 characters listed above. But there is no denying the season has had an impact across the campus, across a wide swath of people who consider themselves "Penn Staters." What each takes out of it has been, and is, up to the individual. "None of us signed up for this," Mauti said. The students On the morning of Nov. 6, 2011, Laura March and Stuart Shapiro sat on the striped couch in their apartment about five blocks from campus, and they started to digest the Sunday newspapers. Two days earlier, Jerry Sandusky, a former defensive coordinator under Hall of Fame coach Joe Paterno, had been charged with 40 counts of sex crimes against boys. March, a State College native who went to Penn State as an undergrad and was back for graduate work, knew what Sandusky, what Paterno, what the football program meant to the school, the town, the state. Shapiro, pursuing his MBA, was only then getting indoctrinated in the culture of Penn State. "We were just getting more and more anxious about what happened," Shapiro said. "And I remember, because these people were our leaders, feeling so disappointed," March said, "and like somebody needed to do something." March, an arts student, thought about the pink ribbons worn by NFL teams to promote awareness of breast cancer research. She wondered what color symbolized child-abuse prevention. A Google search revealed the answer: blue, eerily similar to Penn State's blue. The couple was off. "We're pretty over-ambitious, no matter what," Shapiro said.