Eva Rausing died with crack pipe in her hand I heard her exhale and then she did not move at all. I saw her alive for a few seconds. I went to her and grabbed her hands and tried to pull her up. I remember shouting 'Eva, Eva, Eva.' I turned her toward me and I saw that her eyes had dimmed. She stopped breathing before I reached her. I knew she was dead, I was absolutely certain she was dead. I sat with her for a period of time then covered her up with a blanket and duvet. I could not look at her, I could not cope with her dying and do not feel able to cope with the reality of her death. With the benefit of hindsight I think I did not act rationally. Police made the discovery of her decomposing body at the the six-storey, 50-room mansion in Cadogan Place on July 9 after stopping her husband on suspicion of driving under the influence of drugs in his Bristol Coupe in Wandsworth, South London. Her body, sprinkled with deodorising powder, was on second floor of the mansion which only the couple had been allowed to enter since 2008. Rausing admitted failing to prevent her lawful and decent burial and was sentenced in August to 10 months imprisonment suspended for two years with a drug treatment programme. The couple, who have four children, met in rehab and struggled with the crack cocaine addiction throughout their 21 year relationship, Rausing, 49, who inherited the £4.5bn Tetra Pak fortune, revealed that they had spiralled back into drug addiction after breaking a period of total abstinence by celebrating the Millennium with a glass of champagne. They spent their last years as co-dependant recluses too ashamed to face the world, he admitted, and later told psychiatrists: "I know it is sad and selfish, but I just didn't want her to leave." He had found her dead in the bedroom but had "no recollection" of what happened next and believes he suffered a breakdown. Mrs Rausing had returned from rehab in California and was last seen on April 29 and had texted a worker on May 5 about collecting some suitcases. Test on her pacemaker show an abnormal rhythm on the morning of May 7, when it is believed she died.