'Girl in the red coat' on how Schindler's List scarred her for years Instead, she watched it at the age of 11, and was left "horrified" by the brutal scenes, which included Ralph Fiennes" SS Officer Amon Goeth shooting women and children at random from his window. She told The Times that she did not understand much of the film, but was "sure that I didn't want to watch [it] ever again in my life." Oliwia also reveald that she had been "ashamed" of being in the film, and kept her role in it a secret. Having "really regretted" watching the film at such a young age, she finally tried again when she turned 18. This time, she realised that Spielberg had been right. "I had been part of something I could be proud of," she said. I had to grow up into the film. Now 23, she has continued acting as a hobby but hopes to pursue a career in publishing instead. She is in the third year of a library science degree and works part-time in a Cracow bookshop.