Chelsea striker Fernando Torres admits he 'didn't care about winning or losing' last season I became more mature, I came to know myself better and became conscious of the fact that it depends on me. I learnt to be more self-critical, to understand everyone better and to accept the situation. I learnt that if we won it didn't matter that I hadn't played. When I retire the only thing that concerns me is that no one can say that I was a bad team-mate or disrespectful or self-important. Asked if he was still glad that he moved to England in 2007, Torres said: "Definitely. Not just because of the professional experience but the personal one too. I owe Liverpool a huge amount. Liverpool is a fundamental part of my life. They don't remember me that way, but time will change that. I could not have chosen a better place to go. The other day when the news broke about Hillsborough, I felt emotional. I have experienced that, I know what the people have been through, I have seen them cry. I've lived that, I made it mine. My son is a Liverpool fan.