In note, Ariel Castro claimed he was sexually abused as a child Updated at 10:27 a.m. A Cleveland man allegedly confessed years ago in writing to taking the three women he's accused of raping and holding captive and said that he was abused as a child and raped by an uncle, CBS News senior investigative producer Pat Milton reports. According to a law enforcement source, Ariel Castro apparently contemplated committing suicide in the lengthy, handwritten note discovered in his house from which the women - Amanda Berry, 27, Gina DeJesus, 23, and Michelle Knight, 32 - escaped Monday. According to the source, Castro wrote about his whole life, saying that he was abused by his parents as a child and that he was raped by an uncle. Castro also provided details about taking each of his alleged victims, who went missing in their teens and early 20s. The note was discovered by FBI agents searching his house this week. Investigators inferred from the 2004-dated note that Castro was going to commit suicide. He asked in the note that all of his money be provided to each of his victims. Castro, 52, appeared in a Cleveland courtroom Thursday where a judge ordered him held on $8 million bond. He's been charged with four counts of kidnapping and three counts of rape. The development comes as new details of the women's harrowing ordeal were confirmed in a police report obtained Wednesday by CBS News, which corroborated information received earlier from a law enforcement source. Knight has told investigators Castro forced her to deliver a baby born to one of the other women, and he warned her if the baby were to die, he would kill her. Kidnapped girl said she forgot her Spanish in captivity How did Ariel Castro control the victims? Amanda Berry, Gina DeJesus return home to cheers Six years ago, however, when Berry had her daughter in the home, Knight and DeJesus were forced to help with the delivery. Berry told police that the girl - who was also rescued with the women earlier this week - is Castro's daughter. DeJesus told police she was raped by Castro but doesn't believe she ever became pregnant. The three women and the now-6-year-old girl were rescued from Castro's house on Monday after Berry escaped with the help of a neighbor and called 911. Berry and DeJesus returned to their homes Wednesday for the first time since Castro allegedly offered them rides and kidnapped them.