Newcastle United midfielder Yohan Cabaye says he found his failed move to Arsenal difficult to swallow However, speaking on his return to the France squad, he said: "Was my failed transfer to Arsenal difficult to swallow? At first, yes. I quickly forget about it and go back to work. Some Newcastle fans booed him on his return to the Newcastle side but he said: "The fans' state of mind was due to what the club wanted to let them know. As I didn't talk and I won't give any explanation about what happened, they chose their side. That is part of a career, but I bear no grudge against no one. I accept it, it is in the past. Cabaye says only Kinnear can reveal the truth behind the situation. He said: "The only person who can explain what happened is Joe Kinnear. If he is honest, he will tell it. Otherwise it will not get out of my mouth.