Emotional Manchester City fan filmed in tears during defeat to Swansea insists: 'I wasn't crying, I was just tired' I put my head down and when I looked up there was a camera in my face and I knew what it would have looked like. I just thought 'oh no'. I can't really remember it, I'd finished work the night before at eight, not gone to bed until midnight and had to be up at 4am. I think it was a combination of the beer and being tired and it all just went bang. I knew they (United) were winning 2-0 and when Swansea scored I was devastated. I know there's a long way to go now but at the time I just couldn't see past those 90 minutes and it all got on top of me. It was sheer frustration. I've been watching City for 21 years and we've always been second best. I thought this was our year and it just went wrong and at the time I just thought our chance had gone. Millington admits he has been stunned by the reaction to his tears. He said: "I had a load of abuse on the coach on the way back. They were singing the Oasis song, Stop Crying Your Heart Out which was quite funny. I've not been on the internet but I've been told a lot of it is quite nasty. Someone has put my phone number on Facebook and my phone has not stopped ringing with people I don't know phoning and abusing me. Some of it is a bit out of order to be honest. I'd just say to people that you don't know what is going on in others' lives. And they slowed it down to make it look much worse than it was. There was a tear in my eye but I wasn't crying. And it's still in our hands. If we beat United we'll be alright. I hope we do because if we don't, I don't think I'll ever live this down.