You were an inspiration , a no - nonsense person with a big heart . This has been the hardest loss to take because I 'd promised to see you ... but for some reason , it was n't in the cards . I have to believe that it was for a reason : so I did n't have to see you but in my mind 's eye . You always said that I was a good writer , but today , I ca n't find the words .

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Why is the narrator so heart broken ?
Du var en inspirationskälla, en no - nonsens person med ett stort hjärta. Detta har varit den svåraste förlusten att ta eftersom jag hade lovat att se dig ... men av någon anledning, det var inte i korten. Jag måste tro att det var av en anledning: så jag behövde inte se dig utan i mitt sinne öga. Du har alltid sagt att jag var en bra författare, men idag kan jag inte hitta orden. Generera en fråga om ovanstående sammanhang.
You were a source of inspiration, a no-nonsensical person with a big heart. This has been the hardest loss to take because I had promised to see you...but for some reason, it wasn't in the cards. I must think it was for a reason: so I didn't have to see you but in my mind eye. You always said I was a good writer, but today I can't find the words. Generate a question about the above context.
Varför är berättaren så hjärtekrossad?
Why is the narrator so heartbroken?