143話 登校日の朝
朝。
この時期で唯一、少しだけ涼しいと感じられる時間。
寝起きであったけど、妙に身体が軽く感じられた俺はベッドからサッと起き上がる。
きっと緊張と興奮、不安で意識が冴えているのだろうか。
カーテンを勢いよく開け、外で活発に鳴き続ける
「みんみん、みん、ね......」
地中から出て一週間しか生きられない
今日は登校日。
俺はいつもより早く目を覚ました。
「行ってくるね、姉」
「本当に大丈夫? 私がついてくわよ」
「いや、いいって。姉が来ちゃうと余計に目立つだろうし。それに
「そう......」
少しだけ心配そうな姉に、俺は大丈夫だと笑顔で答える。
「じゃあ」
玄関のドアに手をかけ、出発しようとする。
「太郎」
後ろから、姉の俺を呼びとめる声。
「ん?」
振り返り見ると、姉はふわりと
「いってらっしゃい。私の大事な弟」
美しく、高貴で、棘のある、しかし情熱的な愛を伝えてくれた姉に、俺は笑い返す。
堂々とした姉の姿を目に焼き付ける。
おかげで俺は胸を張って家を出れた。
「おはよ、待たせた?」
お泊まり会から一日が経った今日。
親友達はいつもと変わない様子で、俺のマンション前まで迎えに来てくれていた。
には、どこか冷たさを帯びた印象を与えやすいけど、俺だとわかれば、薄日が差したかのような微笑を見せてくれる。
「おう、俺は今来たところだ」
長身痩躯なあいつがそうすると、男の俺でも様になっているなと自然に思ってしまった。
「おはよー、大丈夫だよ。やっぱり今日も暑いね」
はスマホをいじっていたけど、俺が来たと知るとすぐにポケットへと仕舞った。そして、やぁと片手を上げて迎えてくれる。気さくな仕草で、サラッと清流の如く涼やかな笑みをこぼす。
相変わらずの好青年っぷりに、同じ人種だと思えなくなる事もしばしばだ。
というか、何だろう。
心なしか、二人のイケメン指数が上がっているように思えた。
「別にだな......」
「あははっ、訊太郎のナイト気取りな鬼畜メガネも悪くないと思うよ?」
「あれ? ボクにそんな事を言っていいのかな? 訊太郎が来る前に、変な男子が寄ってきたらぶっ飛ばすとか、物騒で過保護すぎる発言をしてたのは誰かな~」
「なっ、夕輝! それは言うなよ!」
「あははー」
二人は本当にいつも通りのペースで絡み合っている。
緊張している俺の気持ちを、和らげようとしてくれているのかもしれない。
この後は必ず......学校のみんなの反応や、茜ちゃんとの対話が控えている。
彼女からの返事で、今日話せる事になってはいる。
ゲームで実は既に面識があったとか、性転換の事とか......ウン
男子生徒用か、女子生徒用の制服を着るのか、最後まで迷った。
当初はもちろん男子用一択だった俺だけど、姉の助言が入り、結果的に変更した。
『太郎の見た目で、男子生徒用の制服なんか着ていたら余計に目立つし不自然だわ。その奇異の視線に、耐えられるの?』と、問われ今はこちらを着ている状況だ。
ワイシャツに赤のリボンを付け、青白と濃紺、薄灰のチェック柄スカート。そして夏用の白ハイソックス。
「ど、どうかな......やっぱ変だよな......」
改めて女子生徒用の制服具合を親友たちに尋ねてみる。
うーん......スカートがやはりスースーするというか、気になる。なんとなく、スカートの両端を指で
「い、いや......いいんじゃないか」
「うん、別に普通だよ。大丈夫」
夕輝はニコニコしているけど、どこか表情が硬い。
二人なりに変な反応をしないように気をつかってくれているのだろうな。
女装なんてこの上なく、恥ずかしい。
けれど、性転化病に関しては学校側から発表してくれるそうなので、みんなが納得してくれた後で男子生徒用の制服に着替えれば良い、という訳でズボンやブレザー、ベルトなど男子用の制服も持って来てある。本来の体育着入れである袋に、たたんで詰め込んであるのだ。
ちょっとかさばって重いけど、これは譲れないアイテムだ。
が手を伸ばしてくるが、これは俺のアイデンティティだ。
こんな所まで甘えるわけにはいかない。
「大丈夫だ」
そう断りを入れると、今度は夕輝から待ったがかかった。
、無理はよくないよ。今日も暑いし......その、体力とかも以前より落ちてるんでしょ? 今日は色々、精神的にも負担がかかると思うし、少しでも余裕を持って行こうよ」
「後でバテられて、お前が倒れでもしたらこっちが迷惑だしな。訊太郎を担ぐのは俺か夕輝の役目だ。ほら、貸せよ」
親友たちがいい奴過ぎる。
俺は素直に、ありがたく二人の提案を受け入れた。
不安を和らげて、背中を押してくれる姉と親友たち。
ちょっと身体が少女になってしまって、ちょっと学校に行って、ちょっとクラスメイトとかに驚かれるぐらい、なんて事はない。余裕だ。
そう思っていた時期が、俺にもありました......。
「え......あの銀髪の子、うちの生徒?」
「うっわぁ......可愛すぎない?」
ヒソヒソとした会話が、ちょっとだけ聞こえる。
「イケメン達に守られてる、お姫さま?」
「高校生にしては、幼すぎない? 子供だよね」
登校中の道で、同校の生徒達と会うのは覚悟していた。
でも、実際に道行く生徒の反応を目の当たりにすると、とても疲れた。
でもやっぱり現実は違う。
不思議がる視線、驚愕の顔、こちらを凝視する生徒たち。
それらは確かな熱を持っていて、俺の精神と平静をガリガリと削っていく。
どこかで見た事あるような顔、今まで同じ空間で学校生活を送って来た、他人のようで他人でない存在。今後、自分が関わり続ける可能性がある人たちに見られるのが、こんなにもプレッシャーになるとは思ってもみなかった。中には実際に、知り合いである生徒たちもチラホラ見受けられる。
、右足と右手が同時に前に出てるよ。大丈夫?」
自然に歩くってどうやるんだっけ。
うん、さっそく心が折れそうだ......。
145 143 Stories School Day Morning
Morning.
The only time I can feel a little cooler at this time of year.
I was asleep, but strangely my body felt light, and I get out of bed sassy.
Must you be nervous, excited, anxious and conscious?
Open the curtain vigorously and clear your ears for a while to the sound of the cicada (mistletoe) that keeps ringing vigorously outside.
"Min Min, Min, Min..."
The cicadas, who can only live a week out of the earth, are energetic as if they were trying to sing their best at this moment.
Today is school day.
I woke up earlier than usual.
"You're coming, sister."
"Are you sure you're okay? I'll follow you."
"No, that's fine. It would be extra noticeable if my sister came. Besides, Yuki and Yuki will go to school together."
"Yes..."
I smile and answer to my sister, who seems just a little worried, that I'm okay.
"Bye."
Put your hands on the front door and try to leave.
"Taro."
From behind, my sister's voice calls me out.
"Hmm?"
Looking back, my sister had a fluffy, rosy smile.
"Come on in. My dear brother."
I laugh back at my sister for conveying her beautiful, noble, thorny, but passionate love.
Burn the figure of a magnificent sister into your eyes.
Thanks to you, I was able to leave the house with my chest up.
"Oh dear, have you kept me waiting?
Today, a day has passed since your stay.
My best friends were picking me up in front of my apartment, looking the same as usual.
My sharp eyes glow behind my glasses. It's easy to give someone else (a human) the impression of being somewhere cold, but if you know it's me, it makes you smile as if a thin day had come.
"Oh, I just got here."
When he did that, he naturally thought I was the same as the man.
"Oh, no, I'm fine. I knew it would be hot today."
Yuki was messing with her phone, but as soon as she found out I was here, she went to her pocket. And hey, he greets me with one hand up. With a casual trick, it spills a cool grin like a sassy fresh stream.
It's often the same good young people who don't think they're of the same race.
Or what would it be?
No heart or it seemed like the two handsome indices were going up.
"Nothing..."
"Haha, I don't think Shintaro's nighty livestock glasses are bad either, do you?
"Is that it? Can I say that to you? Before Shintaro arrived, I wonder who made the overprotective remark about the noise, such as busting a strange boy when he dropped by."
"Become, Evening Fai! Don't say that!
"haha."
The two are really intertwined at the same pace as usual.
Maybe he's trying to ease my nervousness.
Always after this...... everyone at school reacts and refrains from having a dialogue with Si.
In reply to her, we can talk today.
In fact, there was already some face-to-face knowledge in the game, about the sex change... Un sue (co) I'm not going to touch the white. Before you look like this, you'll never be good at wanting a lot from the start. They have someone they like, so they can go back to their friends first... they ended up awkwardly, and I want to make sure they didn't end up having a closing ceremony.
Whether to wear uniforms for boys or girls was lost to the end.
It was a choice for boys initially, of course, me, but my sister's advice went in and I changed it as a result.
"Taro's appearance makes him look unnecessarily conspicuous and unnatural when he's wearing a uniform for boys. Can you stand that strange gaze? 'And when asked, I'm wearing this one now.
White shirt with red ribbon, blue and dark blue, light ash checked skirt. And white high socks for summer.
"I don't know... it's weird..."
Ask your best friends again how the uniform is for girls students.
Hmmm...... I'm curious if your skirt still sucks. Somehow, I snap both ends of my skirt with my fingers.
"Yes, no... wouldn't that be nice"
"Yeah, it's nothing normal. It's okay."
Yuehui is nicotine, but her expression is hard somewhere.
I guess you're taking care not to react weirdly to both of us.
There's no such thing as women's clothing, it's embarrassing.
However, they will announce about sexually transmitted diseases from the school side, so they also bring uniforms for boys, such as trousers, blazers, belts, etc., because they should change into uniforms for boys after everyone has convinced them. It is packed once in a bag, which is the original gymnastics outfit.
It's a little bulky and heavy, but this is an item I can't give away.
Unexpectedly, the night (or so) reaches out, but this is my identity.
You can't be so sweet here.
"It's okay."
When I said no, it took me a while to wait from Evening Fai.
"Shintaro, it's not a good idea. It's still hot today... you know, you're losing more strength than you used to, right? I think it's going to be a lot, a lot of mental burdens today, and I'm going to give you a little extra time."
"If I get butted later and you fall, this one's annoying. It is up to me or Evening Fai to take charge of Shintaro. Here, lend me that."
My best friends are too good a guy.
I honestly, thank you for accepting our proposal.
My sister and best friends relieve my anxiety and push my back.
My body is a little bit of a girl, and I go to school a little bit, and I'm a little surprised by my classmates and stuff, and nothing like that. I can afford it.
The time I thought so was right for me too......
"Uh... that silver-haired kid, our student?
"Wow... not too cute?
I can hear a hissy conversation, just a little bit.
"Protected by the handsome, princess?
"For a high school student, aren't you too young? You're a child."
On the way to school, I was prepared to meet with the students at the school.
But when I saw the reaction of the students actually going on the road, I was very tired.
But reality is different after all.
Strange gaze, stunned faces, students staring at this one.
They have a definite fever and they galloping away my spirit and tranquillity.
Face like I've seen somewhere, I've lived my school life in the same space before, like someone else and not someone else. I never thought it would be so much pressure to be seen by those I might remain involved with in the future. In fact, some of the students I know can also be seen chilling.
"Shintaro, your right foot and right hand are out front at the same time. Are you okay?"
How do you walk naturally?
Yeah, I think I just broke my heart......
I Became a Beautiful Girl, but I’m still an MMO Junkie
美少女になったけど、ネトゲ廃人やってます。
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Adventure Comedy Fantasy Gender Bender Mystery Psychological Shoujo Ai
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