修学旅行が終わって4日目。
アイツは私を置いて一人で学校に行ってしまった。
そんなにドラグナーストーリーの新作が楽しみなの?私を忘れるくらいに......?
アイツとは、もう、ずっと幼馴染。
う~んと、お母さんからは2歳の時にアイツが隣に引っ越して来たって言ってたわね。その時から......かな?
有夢は大のRPGゲーム好き。長年の付き合いの私を置いてくぐらいに。
だから、私は少なくとも恋愛対象としての興味はないんじゃないかな?
と。
もし、これに気づかなかったら「なんでもしてもらう権利」でもねだろうかな。
そして......一緒にデートでも......。
あ、ちなみに前に置いてかれて、さらに通話アプリに気づかなかった時はエナジードリンクを買わせた。200円の。
あ、すぐに返信してきた。やっぱ200円のエナジードリンクは効いたのかしらね......?
アイツは金欠でもないのに、お金にドケチだから。自分が必要だと思ったこと以外に基本、お金、使わないのよね。
でも私が誕生日の時は学生にはキツイような、かなり高価な物を貰った。アイツのことだし、私にプレゼントのこと、で、とやかく言われるのが嫌だったからとかかな?
とりあえず、私はすぐさまこう送り返す。
罰として、有夢のお弁当のおかず、一個貰うからねっ!
ま、こんなもんでいいかな。アイツ、おかず奪われるのも嫌いだけどね。
......あー、そういえばなんで、いつから有夢のこと、好きになったんだっけ......?
小6のある日、窓ガラスが割れて、降ってきたガラスの破片から、私を庇ってくれた時......からだっけ?
ううん、違う。もっと前だっかなぁ......?
そんなこと考えながら歩いてたら、もうすぐ学校に着くじゃん。
...............アレ?
「あのぉ......ここで一体なにが......?」
話かけたおじさんが答えてくれる。
「ん、あぁ、なんでもね、そこのマンションから花瓶が落ちてきてさ。それが......その......男の子が.........ね、多分あそこの高校の生徒さんだと思うんだけど......あ、制服からして君もそう...だね。うん。その男の子が花瓶の下にいてさ。」
あれ? あれ、あれ?
何か、何か今まで感じたことのないような嫌な予感がする。胸が締め付けられるような。
そ、そういえば、今日、アイツ、私より早くでてるよね?家を。10分くらい?
それに、アイツ、あのおかずについて返信してきた?
おかず一個取るなんて言ったら、必ず、なにかしら文句言われるのに......?
い......嫌だなぁ......私ったら。こんなこと考えるなんて......。
そう、花瓶があったった男子生徒、それがアイツじゃないって確認すればいいんだわ。
私は人ごみをかき分けて、現場を目にした。
地面に落ちてるのは私が去年の誕生日にあげたストラップがついてるサブバック_______。
そして............私の大好きな人が、血塗れで倒れている。
あ、今、救急車から人が降りてきて脈はかってる......。
っ......そうよ。花瓶があったからって絶対に死ぬわけじゃ______________
脈ヲ、確認シタ、人ハ、首ヲ、ヨコニ、フッタ。
「あ......ゆ.........む.........?」
思わず、変な声が出る。でも私はそんなことに気づかない。
周りの人だかりを押しのけ、有夢の元へ。
頭から血が。
叫ぶ、私は。
「あゆ......む......あゆ...む......お願い、ねぇ、返事してよっ! 返事してっっ! お願いだからっ!ねぇっ! ねぇっ! ねぇ......。ねぇ? あゆむ? あゆむ? 起きてあゆむ、あゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむあゆむっ.........................................................
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ぁぁぁぁぁぁああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁああああああぁぁぁぁあああああぁぁぁぁぁぁああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁ    ぁ     ぁ    ぁ    あ........................................................................」
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あれからどのくらいたっただろうか? 私の大好きだった人が死んで。
今日は久々に学校に行く。毎日毎日、泣いて泣いて泣き明かして。
後悔してることは沢山あるの。
あの日、私も10分早く出ればよかった。
もっと優しくすればよかった。
告白、修学旅行中にしとけばよかった。
いや、もっと早くに。
好きだよって、大好きなんだっよって、伝えて......おけば.........っ......よかったっ......!!
うん......だめ。もう周りに心配かけられない。悲しいのは私だけじゃないんだ。
おじさんだって、おばさんだって、アイツの弟の叶君だって。
お母さんだって、お父さんだって、妹の、桜だって。
アイツの親友の翔、クラスのみんなだって。
でも、でも、最後にこれだけは......。
私は例の通話アプリを開き、アイツにとの個別チャット、おかずの件の下に、こう書き込む。
ずっと、ずっと、大好きでした。今までありがとう。大好き。
......と。送信ボタンを押す。
もう、送る相手はいないけど。アイツが見てくれる。そんな気がするから。
ただね。これが歩きスマホだったのがいけなかった。
でも、私はアイツのことと、目の前のスマホで頭がいっぱいで。
キィィィィィィィイイイイッッ!!
これが、私がこの世界で、一番最後に聞いた音。
Four days after our school trip.
He left me behind and went to school alone.
Were you looking forward to the new update of Dragonar Story that much?...
He was a childhood friend that I have known for a long time now.
Was it when I was 2 years old that my mom told me about them moving in to the neighborhood.
Only dreaming about RPG games, not even interested in relations.h.i.+ps, not to mention the one at a long time ago.
Therefore, I know he's not interested in romance or anything about that subject... surely...
But then.
I wonder if he noticed my message about [Right to do whatever you want] .
And then.... on a date... together....
Well, I didn't mind as long as you pay me back by treat me to some drink. I didn't notice the message he sent. The drink was 200 yen by the way.
Oh, I just noticed it... I guess the 200 yen energy drink finally started to kick in...?
Well. he was not short on cash, yet he was quite the cheapskate. Apart from what is necessary, he didn't really spend on anything else.
But then, when it was my birthday, I got a really expensive studs as a present.
have to reply soon.
< as="" a="" punishment,="" i="" should="" be="" treated="" to="" a="" deluxe="" lunch="" box!="">>
I wonder if this is alright, It feels like I'm only in for the food...
Ah, Somehow I started to daydreaming about it... That's something I'd like to probably.
It was around 6 at that time, a window was suddenly shattered, and then pieces of broken gla.s.ses started to fell, but then someone seems to have been involved...
No that's not it, maybe it was even before that?
If you pa.s.s through this road you will arrive at school soon.
...............are?
[Ano......What has happened here...?] 
An old man speak out to answer my question.
[Ah... no... there... you see... it seems a vase was dropped from the apartment over there... and there... that... boy... seems to be someone that goes to that school over there...he is wearing the same uniform as other students going to that school] 
are? are? are?
I have a really bad feeling about this, it seems that this feeling is starting to tighten my chest.
Come to think of it, it seems today I have went out a little bit faster than the usual, should have been 10 minutes earlier?
Beside... he was still able to reply about that food comment right?
Even if you say that you should take one side dish, you won't surely
No... I don't want this... for something like this to happen...
Yes... the person who was. .h.i.t by a vase... It was not yet confirmed that it's a guy...
Scared... I slowly went into the crowd...
That...There was something on the ground... Isn't that something that I gave on my birthday before....
And.... that person... the person I like...Lying on a pool of blood...
People came down from the ambulance to check if there is still a pulse...
Ahaha... right... there is no way someone would just die with a vase right?...
Pulse, check, person, head, laid down, looks.
[A......Yu.........Mu.........?] 
Unexpectedly I let out a strange voice, but I didn't notice it.
Pus.h.i.+ng people around, to make a way and confirming that this is just a dream.
Blood from the head.
About to scream.
[Ayu..mu... hey... ayumu!....please reply!!!! ayumu!!! Can't you hear me!! Say something!!! ayumu!!! noooo!!! ayumu!!! ne...!? ne...!? please wake up!? ayumu? Ayumu!ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayumu ayu muayumuayumuayumuayumuayumuayumuayumuuu ... ... .. .. ... ... ... ...
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How long has it been since that time... When a person whom I loved died...
I haven't went to school for quite some time now... Just cryingnow... Just crying from day to day... I don't even feel like eating anything...
There were so many things to regret.
I should have come 10 minutes earlier.
I should have been a little more gentle on him.
I should have just confessed my feelings while we were still on that school trip.
Or maybe even earlier than that.
Told him that I love him...I really loved him...I should have just...at that time... wouldn't it be much better?
Un... must stop... I should have not worry about him anymore... It's not only me who was sad.
Even uncle, aunt, his little brother and father.
Even my mom, dad, and little sister Sakura.
Even his best friend, and everyone from the cla.s.s.
Demo... Demo... This will just be the last...
I opened an app in my smartphone, wrote a message to his phone, as a reply after that time when we were bantering about food.
< i="" have="" always="" loved="" you="" since="" forever.="" thank="" you="" for="" everything.="" i="" love="" you.="">>
.....and then. I pressed the send b.u.t.ton....
mou... It's not like someone will receive it when I send it. I wonder if he will see it. Because I feel like he will.
But you know... It was impossible for him to be walking with a smartphone...
However thinking about him, I still keep looking over my smartphone.
Screeeeeeeeechhh!!!!!!
That was the last thing I heard in this world.
Levelmaker
Levelmaker ーレベル上げしながら異世界生活ー
https://www.novelupdates.com/series/levelmaker/
Action Adventure Fantasy Gender Bender Romance Slice of Life
Accelerated Growth Adventurers Age Regression Alchemy Androgynous Characters Appearance Changes Artifact Crafting Beautiful Female Lead Blacksmith Charismatic Protagonist Charming Protagonist Child Protagonist Childhood Friends Cooking Crafting Cunning Protagonist Cute Protagonist Dungeons Fantasy Creatures Fast Learner Female Protagonist Game Elements God-human Relationship God Protagonist Godly Powers Gods Grinding Hard-Working Protagonist Heroes Kind Love Interests Level System Lovers Reunited Magic Formations Magical Technology Male Protagonist Male to Female Multiple Reincarnated Individuals Overpowered Protagonist Poor to Rich Quirky Characters Reincarnated in Another World Reincarnation S*xual Abuse Shoujo-Ai Subplot Skill Assimilation Skill Books Skill Creation Strong to Stronger Sudden Wealth Sword And Magic Transported to Another World Weak to Strong Younger Love Interests
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