i like to hike. i lost my arm in a car accident.
I was so scared to attend my 5 year class reunion Why is that?
I was thinking that everyone else will be so ahead in life and I am just poor and uneducated enough to show up after 5 years Yeah, after years I did realised that eventually but I was just so shy in that instance, what about you how yours went ?
Trust me,  very few people have all their stuff together 5 years after graduation.   I didn't go to mine.  I couldn't get off work to travel.  In hindsight, I wish I made a better effort to go.
and why is that then ? well i panicked at first and did not show up
You should never think that way. Failure is a part of life. I thikn lots of people are shy until they find where they belong.
Oh no! yeah that is a letdown for sure. But hey! you dont have to give the speech or address, the final farewell to all your classmates! That would make me so nervous! it was nice, i was in a organization called young friends of the arts