i could move out , but she doesn't want me to. there i am a general of an oris army.
I constantly feel disappointed at myself why do you feel that way? what is going on?
I would like to pursue a career in something I love instead of just making money to survive. Do you like artistic things?  I enjoy painting. I started a portrait of a cat recently.  I live on a farm and there are over 20 cats on it. Who doesn't want you to move? That's nice of you.  Do you have any hobbies? I've never known anyone who was involved in stuff like that.  
I know it's hard but you should go for it! Always follow your passions! Painting is not my thing but if you enjoy that, you should go for it. I would love to live on a farm, I could move out but she doesn't want me to. My mother, i'm helping her out around the house after my dad died. I have a LARP group where I am the general of an oris army. It's a good time, in a way I suppose it is artistic, like your interests.
why are you disappointed with life ? do you have things you like to do ? i like making money , especially if it is easy . go for it if it is your dream . because she thinks i am going to move with my dad , i miss him i really like to watch media and finds ways to make cash . and you ? it sort of pays well , but as long as i can pay the bills i'm happy .
You are absolutely right there.  If its truly a passion then you should go for it.  Life is too short to be stuck in a rut. I enjoy watching art. Maybe I'll hapen across some of it! Maybe its time to launch your art career full time. I might have to live on my own without wife and child. That is, if she plans to kick me out of the house eventually. Mainly Youtube, I do some freelance work on it occasionally, and Reddit. Lots of Reddit. Me neither, sounds like fun!
I will get a part-time job to get money to travel to Europe. I do like art! Now that I think of it, you may not like Van Gogh's still life paintings because they were usually in more somber colors. That is awesome! There are so many cat-related videos on the internet! Do you have a favorite? Well she might be doing it for my own good.  There was a reason she was awarded full child custody.  BUt that was years ago, and I want to see if he's changed since then. I do have activities I do for enjoyment. My favorite is golf. Well, if you ever played doctor or astronaut or police officer when you were a child, then you have played Larps.