i have trouble feeling emotion. sometimes i wish i didn t have to wake up in the morning.
Very much so, as well as a means of coping with anxiety by avoiding certain situations that trigger it. It can also be a reaction to a chronic condition such as depersonalization disorder. It is definitely a coping mechanism.
I think I travel a lot to to keep my mind occupied, I'm a bit of a nomad. Yeah, you don't get into a rut when you're always moving. I'm actually in Japan at the moment. I look forward to the day when I travel...knowing I have new experiences ahead of me. Yeah I hear you, that's why I had to take this journey. I had many mornings at home that I had trouble getting started. That's why I have been travelling, it makes every day memorable...like I'm going to see Mt. Fuji today! Japan is pretty peaceful, I hope someday soon you can come here and get a break from what you're dealing with.
I'll have to try that because I just can't get in touch with my emotions doing regular things. That sounds like fun. But what about mornings? Are they hard for you too? I hope travelling will help me deal with mornings better than i currently deal with them. It's tough. I don't even remember when I started having trouble waking up in the morning. That's awesome! I've always wanted to see Mt. Fuji. I would love that. I'm sure it would help me.
that must be stressful , i have to be alone sometimes because of my anxiety . ll , i feel like i would be uncomfortable there because i've been having social anxiety . yeah , spontaneity really lights me up . i tend to freeze up in social settings . . . so do i . i've trouble getting up in the morning sometimes . agree . beautiful . seeing it in person there's no replacement for that . i sure hope so ! maybe soon .
Where do you go the most? wow my friend at work was born in japan , she married a u.s. solder then moved here I also enjoy traveling! I hate those mornings..and sometimes at night when you're falling asleep. No good! Oh wow, that has to be a bucket list item for sure. Where do you suppose you would like to take a break at?
I understand.  Sometimes that can make you feel ashamed or restless, too. Oh that's fortunate, I've heard it's quite easy to get around in Japan because of all the English signs. I think the wards are called cities in English, which is weird. I feel ya. Hopefully you'll plan destinations that make the traveling easier, so it's less stressful. Where would you like to go? Do you think you'll have trouble getting up early when you find a new job? Back to regular wake times and all? I have never been to Japan, but it sounds like a great idea. Go for it! Thank you! I appreciate that. I really hope my vacation lends me enough time to see it all!