i make pottery. i am a recovering alcoholic.
Yes, she ended up with liver disease and died I am lost for words on this, I am sorry. I know alcohol does affect the body. For sure the brain, heart liver and more. Are you ok? 
Yes, I am ok, but her death was just a shock to the family. That is what? No problem, I really wish that she had taken the route that you did. Things would probably be different now. I can understand the difficulty it it. I tried pottery when I was in college. It was really a challenge for me. That's an interesting take on dealing with anger and frustration. Does it work? I just may take you up on that advice. I really need to find something that will relax me.
That' Sorry, I accidentally hit enter. That is so Horrible. I've been sober now for several years, but it still has affected my body. It's hard. I still struggle sometimes. I think one big help is having a hobby. Mine is pottery making. It took me forever to get the hang of it. But the best thing is, if you are angry or frustrated, you can just smash it down and start over. It does for me. Helped me through some hard times. I know you're dealing with a loss, maybe it could help you. If you didn't want to go anywhere, you can get a cheap little pottery wheel online, and see if you like it.
hence the fact that she survived . i am sorry for the confusion . i am very confused as well . thank you . that means a lot . i'm glad you never had to deal with that . i tried pottery once . . . broke it before i even started it works a treat , trust ! honestly , you may need to talk to a physician to see if medicine might be the solution .
That is very true. Well I am glad she is OK. Thanks for sharing about it. It What is more important than what happened is that you are right in your assessment. She is awesome and I am thankful for her. The first thing I made in pottery class was supposed to be a mini cactus pot. I use it as an ashtray now lol Yes! It sure does! oh. Meditating works. Unless you fall asleep and have a nightmare.
That's really unfortunate. Its even more unfortunate that if she doesn't stop the alcohol is capable of damaging all the organs in her body It is the process of purifying the blood of someone whose kidneys are not working normally. I feel guilty and angry because I wasn't there for her when she needed me. It's crazy because it requires lots of practice and refinement. Yes, although it's not all negative. It helps me maintain boundaries and see situations very clearly. Have you ever read the children's book Firewing? I think it could help you.