i don t know why my sister in law dislikes me. i'ven t had to work a day in my life.
that is true , reading is a hobby of mine to escape reality botox is my escape which i really am in need of right now
How is botox an escape? I define an escape as a break from reality. I'm still unsure how botox does that. I understand why you do it but still my point. That must be nice. I've been working since I was 16. I wouldn't if I didn't have to. But I like money and expenive things so set myself up to not have to depend on anyone. So if you don't work, How do you prevent that from happening? Must be nice. I am self made. ;)
It makes me feel younger looking than my family members, like my mean sister-in-law who doesn't like me. Yes, that's a valid perspective. I don't really need an escape because I have never had to work a day in my life. If I had to, I would! Working since age 16 sounds like a LOT. Maybe this is why my sister-in-law doesn't like me, because I don't work? I never want to be dependent on anyone - ever! It would be like prison. Fortunately, my great great great great grandmother left money that has supported all of us. I actually envy you. Maybe I can try my hand at this working thing, and it will take my mind off my sister-in-law.
am really feeling bad and don't know how to get out of it oh , i see what you are saying . yes that's a valid perspective yeah i wouldn't be younger again . too much hassle ! true . however , i prefer being independent and just read books . i want my own life and live it . . . not sure how to escape . wonderful talent ! do you like to read , too ?
its none psycho active , it just contains all the healing properties , but thank you Can't stay young forever! I'm working now. Enjoy your own time and also be responsible to your juniors. I wish I could be more like you. I have a solution for that, but I wouldn't advocate you doing it. I think you have some unique qualities to you!
its give dream movement,this can result in mental illnes Well, for me it helps me achieve a mentally clear and emotionally calm state! It would seem even more like nothing if I was on vacation. Have you ever heard of Nothing Records? That makes sense.  You do what makes you happy and feel like your life is worth living. I am not really sure but if you don't occupy your mind it could potentially damage your health. What do you do when you live paycheck to paycheck?  How can you save?