new hand."

"And then you will be able to do things again, like me?"

"Yes, sweetheart, just like you."

"Are you sad, Mike?"

Am I sad? What I feel goes beyond sad. I have the weight of the world on my shoulders, and I have no idea what happens next in my life. Getting philosophical with a six-year-old is useless, so I just say, "Yes, I feel sad sometimes, but having you visit me makes me feel better." And Susan does make me feel better. She makes me focus on something else.

"I'm glad, Mike. I have to go now. Mommy is taking us to the zoo. Billy gets to ride in a special chair because of his leg."

"Have fun at the zoo," I yell as she runs across the lawn and into"Yeah, it does help. Thanks, Dad."

"Good. That's good. I see what you mean about the creep factor."

"Yeah, let's change the subject."

oOo

I love my parents but having them visiting me every day is getting old quickly.

"Your mother and I are worried about you, Mike. Do you remember when you were a little boy, and I gave you The Operation game for your birthday?"

"I do. I loved that game."

"And do you remember what I said when you told me you wanted to be a doctor?"

"Um...sorry, no. I don't remember."

"I told you that there is nothing you cannot achieve if you have the will and work hard to achieve your goals. You are in the fight of your life, son. It will take great determination and a hell of a lot