I felt deeply conflicted in my heart: If I agreed to the conditions set out by Li Yang and Wang Jun to return to religion, my family would be able to live harmoniously; if I didn’t follow God’s last incarnation who has come among men to save mankind, that would be a betrayal of God, and I would lose my chance at salvation.
Nilihisi mgongano mkubwa moyoni mwangu: Ikiwa ningekubali masharti yaliyowekwa na Li Yang na Wang Jun kurudi kwenye dini, familia yangu ingeweza kuishi kwa upatano; kama singefuata mwili wa mwisho wa Mungu ambaye amekuja miongoni mwa wanadamu kuwaokoa wanadamu, huo ungekuwa usaliti kwa Mungu, na ningepoteza nafasi yangu ya wokovu.