In a later post, Jannes said that he had been feeling suicidal for about six months, but was too scared to actually attempt anything until he tried to strangle himself with his own hands.
最後の投稿で、ヤネスは約6か月間自殺したいと思っていたが、自分の手で自分の首を絞めようとするまで、実際には怖くてなにもできなかったと言った。