/pol/ has turned you into something you can control. No longer will you have uncontrollable rage, suspenseful guilt or fear, and a lacking in moderation or joy. To control once's self without the manipulation of others is peak self control. See how others laugh because someone else made them laugh, not because you wanted to laugh or thought it was funny. Notice how people get mad because other people make them mad, not because you decided it made you mad rationally or because you made yourself get mad. The power of emotion makes you feel cold until you truly want to react, and it makes you seem out of the norm. You will be called heartless, soulless, but realize it takes both heart and soul to become heartless and soulless. Fuck these faggots and their 3 seconds of pleasure, and unconventional self control.