Christians are just stronger than pagans, simple as that. if pagans were the stronger people then why did they lose, and keep losing, and getting obliterated by Christians. 

>my european ancestors 

what a joke, you have more in common genetically with modern Europeans than ancient dumbfucks. for generations your family lived on a farm worshipping Christ, and this was the norm for over 1000 years, i am not sure that pagans have even existed for as long as Christianity. 

but if being pagan helps you have more white children then i dont care, but it always looks like pagans are the bigger degenerates