So much this do not be her emotional dumping ground it sounds mean but in the end it's the only way to heal. If you keep ripping that scab off it's going to get infected and scar. Find a woman like her but not used up. Plenty of fish in the sea mate sorry for your loss though fucking not fun competed with shitskins that go into puberty at age 10. I had kids in my elementary school with light mustaches no joke. They're not human they're demons and woman has always been susceptible to them.