Fuck off, I don't blame shitskins for my failures. I just don't want to see them in my neighborhood; nor do I want them in my country helping Jew rats to turn my homogenous nation state into a cosmopolitan shithole, where Jew-rats, and their shenanigans go unnoticed because of all the other vermin around. 
Is that really so hard for you to grasp?

To answer your question, I'm technically not even a failure since I had no goals to begin with. I'm just depressed, nihilistic, lazy, and addicted to jacking off, shitposting, and listening to music. I don't see any path in life that will make me happy, so I do nothing but the bare minimum work required to pay my rent, and keep my status quo going.

I think I must have a chemical imbalance or something preventing me from ever being happy, and if that's the case why even try.