Christians have no morality at all. Whatever semblance of morality you have derives from your fear of eternal hellfire in the afterlife. 

Nothing good you do is out of the kindness of your heart, but is instead something done for the benefit of attaining heaven after death.

I don't know why, but theists disgust me so much. I just find it hard to believe that some people unironically believe in the shit written in the Bible, which is no better than what Tolkien wrote in the Lord of the Rings. And I think what's even worse than people like you is the asswipes like Jordan Peterson who never want to admit that they believe in religious fairy tales but use religion for their agendas.