I am willing to bet you have no acceptance of the supernatural at all.   I do not mean as is portrayed by popular fiction but the true supernatural.   Like I said, I believe you are a perfect example of what Jesus was talking about at the end of the Lazarus and the rich man parable when he said in Luke 16:31 "If they do not listen to Moses and the Prophets, they will not be convinced even if someone rises from the dead".       Back to me talking,  I tell you truthfully that there have been many that have risen from the dead and have not been believed.