My dear friend Danno, I am fortunate to hear from you once again.  Yes, what a disappointment this entire commission affair has been and I can imagine how much moreso it is for survivors.  Perhaps  it finalizes for us all what some (you included) have said all along - that the commission never had what it needed to succeed.  So now we can be done with the idea that the Church can ever be a true partner (let along a leader) in the fight against abuse.  Only individuals are, in spite of the institution's internal pathology that renders it impotent.  This is not a true living as Christ wishes us to.   I was unaware of your financial difficulties, but please feel no shame in using a fully legal and appropriate action when one finds themselves in dire straights.  Perhaps, and hopefully, it will somewhat lighten the heavy burden you carry.  Be at peace with it, and I will include that in my prayers for you that have never stopped.  I am honored that you call me your friend.