Prayers , for you young man. I have been in recovery for many years from drug abuse. It is a never ending battle. My mind is my worst enemy.  Through out my recovery I found my selfworth and my self respect. Never give up on yourself and remain steadfast on your new outlook on a drug free life.   I enjoy watching Deadliest Catch and look forward to the day you are back on there with a re energized mind body and soul.