Evidently you DO care else you wouldn't have replied. It's that little voice inside you that keeps telling you "you're no good". You've heard it constantly since you were a small child. It keeps you from entertaining different opinions and compels you to lash out against anyone who suggests you might be wrong. You have a fixed perspective and are unable to change or admit that there might be other perspectives. You can only feel secure in a monolithic environment, suggesting a career as a public employee, most likely a unionized position.