Dear Christina, Thank you for sharing your beautiful journey with Spenser, in such heart-felt and moving words.
I'm 35, my wife was 32.  I lost Flo less than 2 months ago due to Post-Partum Depression, when our son was 2 months old. 
I am going through very similar practical and emotional circumstances, with the funeral being just 2 weeks ago.  It is so difficult losing my other half, my best friend, my biggest support... right after the happiest time of our lives.  I still vividly remember her smile when she lay at the operating table, looking at me & our very first baby.  I recorded everything on camera, and it breaks my heart every time looking at it. or any of our tens of thousands of photos and videos together, from our travels around the world, to our inseparable daily life.
I started to write (Facebook page @prayforflo ), I want more people to know about her story, our story.
I hope one day I'll be calm enough to be able to write a publishable memoir like you did.
Thank you.