Thank you for sharing your story. I lost my husband suddenly at a young age (not as young as you). He was here one day and gone the next. It is not just the person you love that you lose. It is your whole life as you knew it and your future as you had planned it. I have been a widow for 11 years and yes, you do adjust to a new life. Cristina, give yourself lots of time. Three years is no time at all. Bless you and thank you for sharing.