If tv isn't plugged in you can be sure it won't broeadcast or receive a signal.  My faith does not ask me to reject proven science, rationality is a part of our being and as such a 'gift' as you might think of it.   A fetus can not think nor feel in early development, it simply a fact.  

Christians turn many people away from a healthy spiritual life by making irrational claims.   The entire creation story is an allegory not fact.  

 The myth is that either of us could begin to fully understand the mind or heart of a limitless God.

Your sense of a God that rejects all but those who walk your own narrow path is very different than my own belief system.