I couldn't post the word retarded without it coming up in asterisks. Here the word is allowed. What a difference a day makes. 
     It was an attempt to allude to what word was meant when it would only show in truncated form. In any case I did not use it in a pejorative sense to denigrate a minority or disabled population.
     Correction: it is still automatically censored by Civil Comments. Whatever.
As far as being an apostate., I have already posted that I find derive inspiration from the documents of Vatican II and Pope Francis. This kiknd of ugly name-calling should go the way of the auto-da-fe and the Inquisition. You are proof positive that there are and were many damaged people with twisted ideas in the Church who have no idea what it means to love your neighbor, much less familiarity with the NT Epistles where St. John writes, "He who says he loves God and hates his brother is a liar. God bless you, brother.