Your concerns are legit.  Hillary is not your candidate.  But neither is Trump.
Did you read the story I linked to carefully? It is disturbing to say the least.  

I see in Trump a psychopath who will say anything to get elected.   I feel so creeped out by this election, and wish that the Republican nominee was someone not-a-rapist.   I am not a fan of Rubio, but he is sane & not a sex offender.  Have you thought about the libertarian candidate?

I feel sorry for rational, moral Republicans out there (and they are legion).
The party has truly let them down.