May God bless you; the Spirit enlighten you, and the compassion of the intelligent Christ lead you.
You were never as "good" as you were strong. Your real "greatness" was in your quest.  Maybe that is the "learning moment" of this time.  But...what is the benefit of a "learning moment" if we do not learn? Regardless, the world needs you; the world wants to admire and respect you.
May the real "image and likeness" of God - the God of many faces, large hands and wide open arms - be your guide.