Mental disorder? excuse needed to evade responsibility for actions or choices made! 
 For the smart A** that wants to reply to my comment, 41 years worth of my life experience has enough merit to know no excuse for bad behavior it was a choice made by the individual. you might say what do you know your not a vet of war well how about looking up the connection between war vets and childhood abuse survivors while you question me and are tempted to smart off stop and realize my life involved abuse so bad can't share though my mental state was at issue the result of how I behaved fell on my own choice to use the past for good or for bad makes a person such as myself upset to hear all the time about criminals having excuse my past was so bad, criminals made the choice, what about the choice the victims of bad events not allowing the past to hinder rather help drive the desire for perfection of being good not allow evil to take hold for lived through enough evil in the past,