It is not "my" Church. I did not create it.God did.  I simply belong to it and adhere to her teachings on faith and morals as Divinely given by God. It makes perfect sense that if there is a God who is all Love and merciful and just that He would want us to know Him and Love Him and worship Him and serve Him in Truth and not as we "think" He is. He does not expect us to grope for Him blindly, yet we have free will so that we can choose to accept His Divine Revelation to humanity as it has been given, or we can reject it and choose to look elsewhere.  I choose to accept Him and His Church and follow Our Lord Jesus through it.