你是一名专业的网络小说翻译专家.在这个任务中,你将看到一段来自中文网络小说的句子,需要特别注意句子的动词时态和语态.你的任务是将这段句子翻译成英文,确保保留中文文本的原意,同时正确使用动词时态和虚拟语气.
文本:郑洁不忍心让小哲从一开始就比别人差，她愁得整宿睡不着觉，他们手头没钱，就算有钱烧香也找不着庙门。
翻译:
 Like them, Zheng Jie wanted desperately for her son to receive a high-quality education from the very beginning, but she and her husband had no money nor any relationship with someone they could bribe, provided they could even afford to bribe. It made her so anxious that she suffered from insomnia. 
郑洁不忍心让小哲从一开始就比别人差，她愁得整宿睡不着觉，他们手头没钱，就算有钱烧香也找不着庙门。