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 As Hailey Glassman takes to the airwaves to tell her side of the ridiculous mess that has become Jon and Kate Gosselin’s lives, the former nanny and lover of Jon revealed another bombshell – that she is afraid of Jon having suicidal thoughts or tendencies if he and Hailey break up! Stephanie Santoro spoke exclusively to RadarOnline.com about her relationship with the father of eight and said she is afraid of what he might do to himself if he and the woman he has called the love of his life break up. 
 
 VIDEO: Tearful Hailey Glassman Continues To Open Up, John Responds 
 
 “He said he was going to kill himself,” Stephanie told RadarOnline.com. After Jon and Hailey broke up Stephanie said that he called her and revealed his dark and disturbing thoughts to her. He said “He was going to end it all the he couldn’t handle it anymore.” 
 
 PHOTOS: Jon And Hailey Kissing 
 
 Hailey was tearful on The Insider as she said she believes Jon emotionally abuses her and she feels she has put “her entire life on hold” for Jon, and that she feels she can no longer deal with the constant whispering, pointing fingers and accusations of being a home wrecker from the public. 
 
 PHOTOS: Jon And Hailey Take A Carriage Ride In NYC 
 
 Jon professed his love of Hailey to Stephanie Santoro, who told RadarOnline.com that the depressed father told her “All he wanted to do was be with Hailey,” but that the pressure of his life was getting to be too much for him. “He couldn’t handle it anymore, this was all too much for him,” Stephanie said about Jon. 
 
 VIDEO: Hailey Glassman Claims Jon Gosselin Emotionally Abuses Her 
 
 Stephanie said that she would hope that Jon is not at the same point of despair now, but that it is a fear of hers. Maybe Sunday’s meeting with Rabbie Schmuley will help Jon change his ways. Of course, maybe doing that in private would be better. 
 
 VIDEO: Jon Gosselin Says No Way To Octo Mom 
 
 PHOTOS: Jon Picks Up The Twins 
 
 EXCLUSIVE PHOTOS: The Gosselin Dogs - Jon And The Kids Miss Them ||||| Jon Gosselin reacts to Kate Gosselin's teary TV special: Kate 'slipped' up in TLC interview 
 
 Soul Brother/FilmMagic Jon Gosselin wasn't going to let his estranged wife Kate get the last word in. 
 
 Kate Gosselin isn't getting the last word. 
 
 During the reality TV mom's heart-to-heart interview with "Today" anchor Natalie Morales on Monday night's TLC special, Kate addressed the end of her 10-year marriage, saying, "Whatever happened, it happened so quickly … I remember thinking, 'We're not going to recover from this.'" 
 
 While Kate shed tears recounting her troubled marriage, estranged husband Jon Gosselin didn't have much sympathy Tuesday in a medley of Twitter postings. 
 
 "Kate even slipped last night and admitted we split up a year ago!" the octodad tweeted. "Though she claims she 'didn't remember' who called it quits. Hey at least she said 'didn't remember' instead of lieing. [sic]" 
 
 Jon, who is currently seeking spiritual guidance from Rabbi Shumley Boteach, also addressed his 22-year-old girlfriend, Hailey Glassman. 
 
 "I stand behind Hailey because she is the only person who has spoken the brutal truth about (yes this whole mess of a trainwreck) as it is described," Jon tweeted. "She has gotten the brunt of EVERYONE's anger and disappointment." 
 
 During Jon's public discussion at the West Side Jewish Center Sunday, the father of eight said he and Hailey had "decided to calm things down until the divorce, just until the divorce." 
 
 "I don't want to ruin things with Hailey like I did with Kate," he said. "We just need to slow things down. I don't want another failure in my relationships."
– Jon Gosselin and Hailey Glassman stirred up more heart-wrenching (retching?) drama last night, and this time they maybe—just maybe!—broke up on national television. “I don't want to do this on national TV—this is serious,” Hailey said during an extremely awkward interview yesterday, shortly before Jon got angry and stormed out (watch his exit at Entertainment Tonight). The other best moment: When Hailey admits "It's hard, because when I do try to leave, he cries." The couple was still sneaking around together as recently as Saturday, sources tell the New York Post. Jon also responded to soon-to-be-ex-wife Kate’s latest interview, tweeting yesterday that “Kate even slipped last night and admitted we split up a year ago,” the New York Daily News reports. He added, “I stand behind Hailey because she is the only person who has spoken the brutal truth about this whole mess of a trainwreck.”