The impact of suicide prevention on experienced Irish clinicians
Background Emerging research coming from the person centred and psychodynamic traditions in the past 15 years has examined the traumatic dimension of suicidal behaviour on clinicians. However, there is limited empirical literature on the impact of suicidality on Irish psychotherapists. In Ireland, it is estimated that 500 citizens die by suicide each year, while approximately 11,000 accident and emergency admissions are the consequence of suicide attempts. Aim This elicits the question, how does suicide prevention impact Irish mental health professionals who work solely with these vulnerable populations? Method In this article, the process of interpretative phenomenological analysis (IPA) was applied to the narratives of seven experienced therapists. Findings The Irish Poet W.B. Yeats coined the famous refrain 'All changed, changed utterly, a terrible beauty is born' in his poem 'Easter 1916' (as cited in Martin, This quote aptly encapsulates the reality of seven experienced Irish psychotherapists who work exclusively in the field of suicide prevention. Three salient superordinate themes emerged: (1) Overworking; (2) All changed, changed utterly/identity disruption; (3) A terrible beauty is born/A spiritual practice. Discussion Clinicians were 'changed, changed utterly' with identity disruption evident in their self, bodies, intimate relationships and professional identity. 'A terrible beauty was born' was demonstrated in the overarching theme of the restorative nature of client engagement in the life of the therapist. This was particularly evident in humanistic practitioners, who were acutely aware of their own sublimation of melancholia. Conclusion Most striking across all seven transcripts was the mix of the corrosive nature of suicide prevention on the self of the therapist, combined with unparalleled opportunities for personal growth and spiritual reformulation. Language: en