Carmines The Day After Life of Purpose Pt. I
[Verse 1]
I spent my day at the mall
Buying my way through
Our brand new nightmare dawn
I saw strangers' faces
Wondering what they thought
But I couldn't erase the feeling
I got that I'm to blame
For thinking everything would be okay
Yeah, the universe wouldn't let it end this way
Yeah, 'cause I just wanna watch the game

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm wide awake and it's morning
And I'm paralyzed
I had a moment of peace
And then I opened my eyes
It wasn't just a bad dream late last night
Yeah, that was real life

[Verse 2]
Aaron, would you pick me up?
I got my jacket on
I'll be waiting for you out front
I know it's killing you
It's killing all of us
We'll go to Carmine Lonardo's
And chase it with a sub
'Cause this is not the time to lose our minds
Yeah, Arty says we'll all be fine
But it really feels real this time
[Pre-Chorus]
I wanna know what I'm made of
We made a mistake
Will I stand up and fight
Or just sit and wait?
I ended last night at 7-11
I swear I've woken up a different person

[Chorus]
Is it too soon for us to think about something nice?
Are we still going to that show tonight?
Are you worried about what's gonna happen
If we get high and overanalyze?
Yeah, if we get high and overanalyze?
Oh man, it's a valid question
'Cause I don't wanna go there tonight

[Bridge]
It's all coming into focus
I'm gonna live a life of purpose
I can hear it all in stereo chorus
I'm gonna live a life of purpose
I'm done sitting waiting for it
I'm gonna live a life of purpose
No more feeling weak and hopeless
I'm gonna live a life of purpose
[Outro]
Yeah, I'm gonna miss so bad
All the fun times that we could have had
I swear that version of me is dead
I'm a brand new man