Rather Dead Than Happy
Cut it all away
One piece at a time
Give it all away
Your feelings and your body

Leave nothing but the bone
Leave nothing of yourself
Leave nothing for the worms
Leave nothing for yourself

Wake
For once think of yourself
Hate
Is all I create

My only kindness here
Is to crush all hope
This is from me to you
My sincerest gift

As the rain falls
From your eyes
And I pretend
I'm not broken
Cut your stitches open
Let yourself bleed again
Is this what you want?
Is it just the only thing
Keeping your shell warm
Lighting fire in your heart
Does cold let you breath
As anguish calms your mind

Stay here
Be still
I should
Be gone

My only kindness here
Is to crush all hope