TWO LEAF CLOVER
Fuck fake friends they gonna leave you in the end

Shut up little bitch say you love me you pretend

You left me in the mud now i'm laying on the sand

You see me rising up now your holding out your hand

Never gave me love before so now you've lost your chance

I tried to give you everything but now i just don't feel the same

Can't express myself all this horror built up in my brain

Tell me that you're sorry but i know you just can't relate

(ok)

Just sitting in my room alone its about 4 o' clock

Mind is full of blue thoughts feeling like time stopped
Eyes rolled back lids shut like death knocked

Wake up the the next day blue sky why god

They say that you're always listening

But my lives the only one you're missing

I'm on my knees i'm not praying i'm begging

I don't even know whats keeping me living

Maybe its the pills that i needa be popping

Or maybe its the plant that keeps me coughing

Popped so much but my heart ain't stopping
UNFORTUNATELY

(unfortunately XD i'm not dead xd)

Sorry if i'm sad extortionately

Ill break this up into pieces of me

Fortunately this songs almost over
And ill be glad when my heart feels colder

Slip an x and go back to October

Almost time and i'm far from sober

And my lives way too far from being over

Always unlucky like a two leaf clover