Life of Nam
Laughing,
Laughing like a 6 year old should
Not knowing others may not see my boyhood
My boyhood in to adulthood..
Not what you think of the youth, of the young.
The young
The perception of the young is that they do what they please and want
They cant see or hear any taunts
Then just brush it aside, jump, skip then stride.

But life as a 6 year old for me changed
When they told my mother that I may  not survive, her mind became estranged
Even at this age I was told my mind was mature
But even a young mature mind can still feel impure when he sees his mother crying
and this Young Setback has the possibility of him dying.
It's a Young Setback, at the time no one sees a way to bounce back. We're in jeopardy now. We’re in jeopardy now

Lying on the peculiar sheets of the hospital bed while screaming off your head
Kicking your doctor while she's just trying to help you
But as a doctor with the operation approaching she will still pursue.
Now everybody just needs me to pursue on with my life so I can one day stand at the alter and hear I now pronounce you man and wife.
Now this may not be classified as a dramatic social issue
But it is sometimes a topic that has everybody grabbing for the tissues
This kills men and children under the age of 40 consistently
Help, I'm in aid. For me, no one sees things happen differently.
It's around the corner now it's a forgone conclusion
We're at that fucking point now
Please God, they're shouting please disallow
Last breath
Its all around the corner now. It's all around the corner here.
It's around the corner now it's a forgone conclusion
The corner has no barrier to make it uncomfortable to see
I think we can all agree
That the last breath is around the corner now for me.

But this other phase can be interpreted in so many ways
Whether it's the phase for the family or the phase that gets the child to raise. Again
Thankfully mine was the latter. The miracle boy they were calling me.
Recover rest now our little angel
You made it out alive
There's no longer any need to revive

I stared at my mother as soon I woke.
The apple of my eye, as always my hair she would stroke
She cried, I cried we went through this haul together
As much as the specialists helped, I owe my life to her forever.
*Mother Wispering Interlude* “Recover, recover recover recover your soul. Recover recover recover”

The woman I would die for kept me going
Because I knew she just wanted to see me keep growing
Recover rest now our little angel
You made it out alive
There's no longer any need to revive
Recover, Recover, Recover now

Now a long time has passed.
I never stated out loud due to aggravation.
But in my own mind I always prayed that every child would have the same opportunities as I had, to see their elation. Shouldn’t be just in my own mind.
That's why progressively as the years have gone by, while others were requesting watches and new phones for their birthday
I took the cards out of dads wallet and donated because in the future I don't want to see little kids sprayed over an ash tray. Not in my own mind
This is not an egotistical approach to say how much of a good guy I am
But in my own mind if we all have the same proposition that I have, a child will be able to see the future, goddamn. Not in my own mind
You see in my own mind, innocent people don't deserve to suffer. Innocent people targeted by a disease should be granted a chance to stop the buffer. To stop the awful images that arises in your head.
Not misread, I hope. It shouldn't just be in my own mind.

I've been blessed with diseases, the big one the Tumour.
That's correct I did say blessed because I overcame something that great. While my mind is still sore, I know no longer to go through another ordeal another encore.
Back then with this thing growing out my head
To now expecting a seizure to occur at any moment in time
Of course my mothers eyes they basically bled
But her baby boy is always gonna be there
Her baby boy is here to get her a mansion because elsewhere
There are people helping others just like we all need to hope. People are looking forward
Forward to the future. To my future wife, whoever that may be, to my family.
I will remain as healthy as possible and carefree.