Felt
Was it the selfishness
That led you to this point
Or was it my lack of emotion that
Brought an end to us

I can’t show what I felt
But It hurts to have to sleep
Alone inside my hell
You’re touch will be missed
And that feeling of your kiss
Was imbedded on me
How could I just watch you leave

I know I know
I’ve said this before
I love you more than you’ll ever know
Lost and fading
Are the memories you couldn’t keep
That’s why you ceased to love me

No solace left in my kiss
And my touch had lost meaning
I couldn’t define what you mean
And I know you said I shouldn’t fear the thought of me losing you
But with every attempt I made to keep you near
You seemed to push that away
Our memories are now just photos of love once felt
And I just can't bare to see it that way
I just can’t seem to look at myself the same

Knowing that I could’ve done
So many things differently
So that maybe you would have stayed
I’m so sorry I was to selfish
To look at things your way

I gave up on myself and s aid no one could love me
If I have no home for them or you to reside
This vacant space inside my chest made you believe
That maybe my words were true

I’ll long for your love all my days

I’ll carry the weight of your heart with me
And hope for a way to reverse this pain
Inside my chest
I still hope for the best
Maybe someday I’ll change and I’ll take the blame
I know I know
I’ve said this before
I love you more than you’ll ever know
Lost and Fading
Is the kiss that was
Embedded in my skin
That’s why we cease to remember bliss
I never knew that love
Could feel so numb
But I will sit here and wait
I’ll wait for your return