So long
[Chorus]
You’ve been pushing & pulling me backwards
Trying to get a reaction
This whole thing has been a disaster
So why do I keep hanging on
I’ve been controlling my feelings
So why does it feel like I’m sinking
I don’t know what I’ve been thinking
For so long
For so long

[Verse 1]
In a time of love and no hate
I just wanna feel something
And at night I pray
To feel a change in motion
I can’t find a single reason why
But I’ll try
To make it right

[Pre-Chorus]
Swear that this has happened every time
And this crime can go on no longer
[Chorus]
You’ve been pushing & pulling me backwards
Trying to get a reaction
This whole thing has been a disaster
So why do I keep hanging on
I’ve been controlling my feelings
So why does it feel like I’m sinking
I don’t know what I’ve been thinking
For so long
For so long

[Verse-2]
I've been living in my head for a little bit
All these little voices when you talk, I don't hear a thing
You say It's normal to be feeling like this
But it hurts to resist
And I can’t stop the wave that’s coming on now
And I want you to know that’s it’s real
So sit down and don’t cry
I’m not done trying

[Chorus]
You’ve been pushing & pulling me backwards
Trying to get a reaction
This whole thing has been a disaster
So why do I keep hanging on
I’ve been controlling my feelings
So why does it feel like I’m sinking
I don’t know what I’ve been thinking
For so long
For so long
[Bridge]
I’m trying, trying
But the words are weighing me down
And I don’t wanna say it
But I don’t wanna back down
It’s clear that you sense it
And the tensions getting hard
So I’m gonna let it go let it flow

[Chorus]
You’ve been pushing & pulling me backwards
Trying to get a reaction
This whole thing has been a disaster
So why do I keep hanging on
I’ve been controlling my feelings
So why does it feel like I’m sinking
I don’t know what I’ve been thinking
For so long
For so long

[Outro]
Oh, oh, oh for so long
(Let it go, let it flow)
So long