When Hell Feels Normal
Lost in a black hole that seems to never end
I can't remember what it's like to feel
I go through the motions
Day in and day out
But all I'm left with is numbness

Tell me when can I feel again
Drowning in hopelessness
Tell me how do I find my way out
How do I escape this hell
When hell feels normal to me

I try to swim to the surface, I try to break free
I try to reach out to you, a desperate sorrow
I cry for you
I need you now, more than you know
someone save me from this hell

Tell me, when can I feel again
swimming in hopelessness
Tell me how do I find my way out
How do I escape this hell
When hell feels normal to me
Someone tell me how, how do I live this life
This life of mine
With the never-ending strife, how do I live
When all I want is to end my life

I can't go another day knowing life will be the same
Someone save me from this hell
I need you now, I hate my hell

How do I get back up there
For days I have been asleep
Inside my body, I cannot leave me
I'm only resting on my knees
I'm functioning in red
Fuck it for the life of me
I constantly feel like you always have it out for me
Listening to the wishing well
I feel safe until I face my hell

Tell me

When can I feel again
Drowning in hopelessness
I'm a victim

Im a victim of my own thoughts
A prisoner of my mind
When i can finally free myself
from this hell inside my head
I will finally feel again
I hate my hell
This hell has ruined my life
But ill pretend im just fine
Youll never notice anyways
When hell feels normal to me