Nightmares
It's going downhill from here
Watch the money fade and your fans disappear
Couple months ago, you was man of the year
Now you're just staring in the mirror
Praying for some tears, cuz you've been lacking emotion
Hid from the fear, now you're back in the open
Not long ago you was laughing and hopin'
Now your fucking back's to the ropes man
Act like you know this
You know that your heart only takes so
Much and it's tough walking round with this halo
Cuz they only take that fucking kindness for weakness
But the fact that you are out your mind ain't a secret
Beef is, coming round the corner nigga peep it
You know that these niggas wanna get you and they reaching
Even, if I gotta take em out alone, I'll be waiting with a gun beside my sneakers
Nah nigga fuck this, nigga I ain't tripping off no substance
But a nigga struggling so I'm puffin
Blunts like it's nothing
Hurts to see my mothers soul suffering
I would give my heart to see her jumping
All to see her up and, walking like she used to
But that diagnoses hit us harder than the truth do
Told me I could only let it hurt me if I choose to
Told her that I love her, mama I can't lose you
Mama I can't lose...you
I relate to anyone that's struggling
I relate to any mother fucker out there hustlin'
I remember nights that I could barely go to sleep
Cuz my stomach wouldn't stop from fucking grumbling
So I put the muscle in, now I'm living comfortably
Tryna show the world to everybody showing love to me
Anyone that fuck with me, I'mma hold you down
From the very fucking bottom till the day I hold the crown
Now my mama's feeling proud, I been living off this rap shit
First paid show had a nigga doing backflips
God said he chose me to prove that you could start
From a non-believer to a dreamer to a shooting star
So I'm proving that you are, every bit of what you do
Every valley, every peak, every digit, every move
Every minute you ain't grinding is a minute that you lose
So you get up out this rubble and you get up in your groove
Motha fucka you ain't...through