My Demented Dimension
Its cold and I can't remember much
The moments zip by as I lose touch
Inside I bleed against my shadow
I tried to kill it long ago
The warm salty past gathers around
My visual receptors as they are
I feel it slide into something else
But it slides too far

Its late and I forget the piece
The hours tick by and I feast
Outside in the falling rain
I tried to stop the latent pain
The present moment gathers around
And chokes us mostly as we are
I taste its sting as someone else
But it stings too hard

Too often I quickly fall apart
And sometimes I break my own heart
Without some truth it hurts to live
Blessed with it it helps to give
The ocean of memory grows on
A giant breathing divinity
I see it become something else
But it changes all too quickly
Its dark and I remember you
Sometimes I don't know what to do
Outside in the dead of night
I always avoid my worst fright
Yesterday's ghost says "hello"
And he nods with a smile
I tell myself he's not there
Though he's been here for a while

In my demented dimension
In my demented dimension, yeah
In my demented dimension
In my demented dimension, yeah
In my demented dimension
In my demented dimension, yeah
In my demented dimension
In my demented dimension, yeah