Lets Talk
[VERSE 1]
It’s been a while
Walked in your shoes
It’s been a mile
Locked in these blues
I’m finna smile but I can’t
Got nothing to lose
Your man can’t understand
The choices you choose
Forced to move this course proves difficult
Trying so hard but I’m stuck like ellipticals
Doctor give me a physical cause I don’t feel right
Getting way to drunk like your uncle on Christmas night
It’s traditional, how’s that for a visual?
You’re all in my head like my hair no literal
Cut me open and see what’s inside like a dinner roll
Your boys crazy just look at his inner soul
I can barely speak it’s like I’m filling twitters role
Constantly using people like a give and go
Take a swig of jack and then I hit the road
Sick of this earth always thinking of a distant globe
Oh
What am I going to do, who am I going to be
Thoughts always going to you, more than they going to we
Emotions changing faster than the tides of the flowing seas
And like the breeze I’ve been blowing trees
Talking man to man with the older me
Trying to make him a colder T(ea) like a summer drink
So he don’t feel like garbage, like he’s under sinks
Men lie, women lie, numbers don’t, but the numbers stink

[VERSE 2]
My efforts are more disappointing than July’s Frank Ocean
I feel like we’re divided I can almost see the quotient in front of my eyes
Hundreds of lies have been told, bundled and sold to the foolish
I’m a fool for love and she’s a lover of fools who knew this
Encounter would be like any other she’s experienced
And through it all I still remained delirious
Fearing she was the one and I didn’t want to see the end fuck your period
And even though I keep saying that you seem disgusting
Not a night goes by that I’m not dreaming of it
Because you’re like a movie that I’ve seen a dozen times
Where I remember every single scene and every punchline
And I can’t get through half of it anymore I’m stuck on the front 9
But still convince myself to watch it, it should be just fine
The consequences of wasted time are fair and expected like a just fine
Preparing my message to give to you
I think we both need some change like a missing tooth
But it’s so hard to make sense of it all while I’m missing you
I like to think that we both felt the pain when we were ripped in two
But I’m still suffering like my heart was dipped in glue
And now I struggle to see resolution like a distant view
All that I want is restitution no more hidden blues
Your best illusion was your emotions when I was kissing you
Confessions of an adolescent ready to accept the truth