You
Why, oh why, did I have to fall in love with you?
Why, did I have to be such a fool, i'm bruised
Should've realized, love was gonna fuck up my life good
Now I stay up till five, all night, hoping to find someone new

And this ain't the first time that I don't feel alive
This ain't the first time that I feel dead inside
This ain't the first I feel so self deprived
This ain't the first time I feel so paralyzed

Because of you, because of you

Time after time, you made me feel like shit and that's a fact, no lies
You were my queen, for you, I would die every time
Your words they hurt, poison my soul to death and I burn in this world
I feel all this pain, God sent you to me as a curse

And this ain't the first time that I don't feel alive
This ain't the first time that I feel dead inside
This ain't the first I feel so self deprived
This ain't the first time I feel so paralyzed
Because of you, because of you

And this is the last time that I will ever cry
This is the last time that I will lose my mind
This is the first I said what's on my mind
This is the first time I'm leaving you behind

So fuck you, fuck you