Apathy
[Chorus]
I don’t wanna be here
Losing me each year
When the leaves turn red hues
And her eyes just green spheres
I just want to
See you smile from each ear
I blow smoke out the sunroof
Burn red from green hue as she steers

[Verse 1]
I’m numb to the sense
Through paper and pen
I scribble a likeness
Of me in me head
My vision dulls
This gravity pulls
With time I erode
But I fill mine
By stringing rhymes
I spill my mind
Into each song I compose
I know how it goes
Recede into my vices
Lose mind like Van Gogh
Eyes bloom in green like that iris
Though these Starry nights go
Dreams of you still stain my eyelids
I digress, I suppose
At least I can say I’m trying
[Chorus]
I don’t wanna be here
Losing me each year
When the leaves turn red hues
And her eyes just green spheres
I just want to see you smile from each ear
I blow smoke out the sunroof
Burn red from green hue as she steers

[Verse 2]
Like days that she come through
Versus the days it’s just me here
Incline me to succumb to
A version of myself she feared
Three days the sun come up no sleep
Sunrise the color of codeine
Night drains slowly
Girl don’t hold me
Accountable
Hold me closely
I spend too much time transposing
Concepts around my head floating
To all these lyrics when lonely
These pictures stuck in my head
Words illustrate like Adobe
In the context I embed
Place this philosophy roaming
I admit mosts left unsaid
This harmony is my coping
With waking up in my bed
[Chorus]
I don’t wanna be here
Losing me each year
When the leaves turn red hues
And her eyes just green spheres
I just want to
See you smile from each ear
I blow smoke out the sunroof
Burn red from green hue as she steers

[Verse 3]
I’m numb to the sense
Through paper and pen
I scribble a likeness
Of me in me head
My vision dulls
This gravity pulls
With time I erode
But I fill mine
By stringing rhymes
I spill my mind
Into each song I compose
I know how it goes
Recede into my vices
Lose mind like Van Gogh
Eyes bloom in green like that iris
Though these Starry nights go
Dreams of you still stain my eyelids
I digress, I suppose
At least I can say I’m trying