This Is Not A Dream
Aah

I'm always fucking up
Reminding me of your broken spine
If this is what it feels like
Then I'm a danger to your life

And I..

The reason you can't trust
The future while you [?]
Keep checking every step
I give you sleepless nights
When I'm at home and I'm awake
You're twisted around my arm
And you keep me on my pace
You're the reason I'm awake

There's a reason I can't stay
There's a reason I can't stay
Let me count up all the times that you've always said
To go and find a new way to fix your broken back
Another bourbon and a purpose on your shoulders again
For me the to push off all the kids
And a family instead

In the middle of an apartment
I've departed on antoher long trip
And it's barely even started
We have a future planned out someday
This is not a dream, it's a nightmare running scared

No this is not a dream, it's a nightmare running scared
No this is not a dream, it's a nightmare
Without trust
No this is not a dream, it's a nightmare running scared
Without us
No this is not a dream, it's a nightmare

In the middle of an apartment
I've departed on antoher long trip
And it's barely even started
We have a future planned out someday
This is not a dream

In the middle of an apartment
I've departed on antoher long trip
And it's  barely even started
We have a future planned out someday
This is not a dream, it's a nightmare running scared
It's a nightmare running scared
I'm in a nightmare running scared
In a nightmare running scared
I'm running scared