Falling
[Intro]
I feel like I'm falling again
Drowning my heart in pain
I feel like I'm falling
Drowning my heart

[Verse 1]
I feel like I'm falling again, drowning in all my sorrows, and then
I wish, I wish, I wish I never fucking felt like I'm dead and buried again
Suffocate in my pillow, hoping to never ever survive the pain
We all have regrets and traumas that will never let us truly heal, yeah
But sipping on tequila might just heal ya if you've ever dealt with and felt the pain that I feel
And I'm painting a scene in my head with these taunting thoughts 'cause I ain't no Man of Steel
I feel like I'm all alone in a house full of mirrors, I'm drowning in a pool of tears
I feel like I'm on my own, fighting off all these demons, and all of my fucking fears

[Chorus]
I feel like I'm falling again
Drowning my heart in pain
Thoughts driving me insane
It's testing my patience
I feel like I'm falling
Scarring my heart with pain
Thoughts keeping me less sane
It's testing my patience
[Verse 2]
I wish I could just go back to when I wasn't feeling numb
I wish I could be more than what I have become
I wish I could kill myself, but also be immortal
Got a combat mindset, but take me through that portal
Back to when I didn't feel depressed all the time
Back to when I didn't feel like everything I do is a crime
Back to when I didn't hate myself, when I didn't wanna die
'Cause all I do now is just break down and cry
I've always tried to put everybody first, so why do I feel this way?
This pain is a prison, I've already written a suicidal essay
But every single day I tell myself, "Everything's gonna be okay"
But every single fucking day I get closer to the grave
I've been betrayed and let down by my own fucking thoughts, the ones I wanna eliminate
The things that they make me do will never lead me to Heaven's gate
I feel like I'm all alone inside my mind, I'm falling in deeper and deeper again
I feel like I'm on my own, all I need is a friend, or is this the end?

[Chorus]
I feel like I'm falling again
Drowning my heart in pain
Thoughts driving me insane
It's testing my patience
I feel like I'm falling
Scarring my heart with pain
Thoughts keeping me less sane
It's testing my patience