Spiraling
I'm spinning I'm spiraling again
I'm sinking I'm drowning in my head

I can't seem to find a place in time
Where my thoughts weren't controlling
Overthinking the wrong things to change my mind

Why do we always miss the ones
That hurt us the most?
Regression at its finest

And I won't let you
Hold me down to the past

If down is the only direction ill go
Then I will go it alone
My love is a burden I keep hurting you
I've seen it all before

You should just keep your distance from me
'cause I can't bare to hurt you again
I clench my fist and I close my eyes
The separation of you and me
I tear my skin from yours

You no longer have a place in me anymore

We accept the love that we think we deserve
And lately I feel like I don't deserve anything
It becomes overwhelming
Smothering me trying to help
Free your body from me
Find your peace and find yourself

I'm so tired of feeling this way

I'm so tired of causing you pain

Poison drips from every pore
My body rejects your antidote

Solitude is where you'll find me
Its where I've been hiding;
A quiet place for me to be alone

Watch me as I tear my skin from yours

If down is the only direction ill go
Then I will go it alone
My love is a burden I keep hurting you
I've seen it all before
You should just keep your distance from me
'cause I can't bare to hurt you again
I clench my fist and I close my eyes
The separation of you and me