Slip
Collecting my thoughts
Sitting in the dark
On this cold bathroom floor
I wish you were here
I want to let go of
All of this fear
But the only comfort I feel
Is loneliness
I'm sorry I haven’t talked to you in a while
Everything's been crazy
Everything was placed together perfectly
And then fell apart
And reopened the scars
That were finally beginning to disappear
But thank you for the message
Your voice is something I really needed to hear today
I'm grateful
But I’m afraid
I'm alone
But that's okay
Because I'm not actually alone
I know I am loved
And supported
I just get so depressed
And bored with everything that's going on
Around me
Surround me with compassion, please
I'm falling to my knees
Again
I'm feeling empty and sad
But I never knew
All of the amazing things I had
Until I let them slip away