Compose
It's not like you ever asked me how I'm feeling
It's not like you ever cared about how I'm dealing
With my demons inside. I'd like to think that you tried
But when I shared
That shit to you was very unappealing

Cause all you ever cared about was how I was doing in class
Making sure my grades were good
No teachers on my ass
Just getting a pass was never good enough to you
Telling that shit to your friends was apparently very rough to you

You gave too much shit
On how it looked to the society
And gave no shit at all
On how it made me feel entirely
Man it is so tiring tryna live my live for you
When I wanna live my own life
You expect me to die for you?

Now I ain't gon' cry for you
I ain't gon' lie for you
I'm gonna let the whole world know how hard I tried for you
I wanted to make you smile
Cause I ain't seen that for a while
But I failed cause that's one thing I can't decide for you
And nothing I ever did
Has ever made you proud
So listen to this shit
It is me thinking aloud
I give up
On sacrificing myself to make you happy
Because your heaven is my hell
And that's the truth sadly
You wanted to see me do good but in your own light
But your light was my night
And your peace was my fight
I'm always wrong and your right
You can stay but here's my flight
Cause you never take my side
So "bye-bye" and have a good life

Imma make sure to never treat my kids the way you did
Oh their dreams and passion I would never forbid
I would be a better father, but who knows?
So as a reminder
Here's a song I composed
C'mon