Im Fine
I'm learning that you won’t find piece in distractions
The scars will fade with time, but the marks you made are everlasting
I never mourned your passing, but then again I never thought you were dead
I still feel you close, a part of you still resides in my head
And I tried to drown you out but, I almost lost my breathe
Im tired, I tried to fight you, I tried to run and hide, but
Your presence is a constant
And I know you won’t be satisfied until I’m out of options
Then what does that mean for you?
Cause if I die then you die too, and erasing you, well
Anytime I've gotten close I lose a part of myself
Cause that's what you are
I don’t know why we hate each other
Do you fear happiness the way I fear you?
Or do you find joy in pain
Whatever your games, they’re draining
But wether for others around me or for myself I’m stuck in this lie that I created
Cause 10 times out of 9
If asked how I am as if to deny youth satisfaction I’m quick to reply
Don’t worry about me
I'm Fine