Days
Day 24
23
22
21
20 something
Ive been counting days   since the time
You been up in mind
That a ton
How can I pursue the happy with this weight when I run

With this weight that I hold
With these hands that We got
And we not letting go
And I'm not  letting go

And I'm wasting your time
And my heart it's still hers
It'll never be mine
And she'll never be mine
And we knew we were broken
You were  the piece I was missing
And That’s why we're working
Yeah we been texting but we haven't spoken
Our love like a dream but I guess we've awoken
I guess we woke up
My pops he just planted his seed in the dark
So   I  never grew up
Yeah it be tough
Just like my skin
I don’t use lotion
Soft niggas don’t win
Like some niggas don’t win
Cause they never "grow up"
But Peter was picking and you were the one
Shooting my shot then I act like we done
Like you know that you'll miss her
So why you still pointing your gun
Why you still pointing your aim
Why you still giving a shit
While you been thinking  of her
All of these niggas ahead
So no she does not think the same
And she don’t feel the same
So I guess you move on
I can't let go
Cause I know she's my weakness
And I can't defeat it
We pass and repeat it
I'm sure I don’t em
So why are my feelings strong
Why is this feeling so long?
Why are we saying goodbye
Is it the pain that feel wrong
Is it the feeling that  we've just been wasting our time
Love don’t exist
I know that for sure
We use it to pass time when we just feel board
And love always wins
And we always lose
We picking for partners
But we never chose
And we never keep
So we always weep
So ill stay in  bed and start counting these sheep
No I never sleep
While karma been giving me brain cause she under the sheets