HATE
(verse)
Love was the color blue
Just like the ocean
It reminded me of you but with more emotion
You was my drug
You was my addiction
I fell in love with you that was my worst decision
i stay to myself and keep my feeling hidden
Cause now I love you
But you don’t love me back
I can’t go to sleep cause that’s when my demons attack
My mind
I’m losing more and more Time of finding my purpose and finding my heart
Now all the pieces lay shattered of shards of glass glass glass
I hate when you bring up the past
I hate when you never call back
I hate when my relationships never seem to last
I hate when your on my mind
Cause all it does is just waste your time
I wake put on a fake smile Then say I’m fine
I hate it
I hate it
I hate it
I’m not like these other rappers trying to fake it
I don’t fake my depression
I don’t crave for attention
I help the kids that can’t even make an expression
Some kids hate to go home
To a father that can’t even pick up the phone
To a drug addicted mother
To a problem and another
To no one ever telling you to keep it together
Searching for a role model
You never fine one
So you turn to a pill bottle
You find a gun
Still knowing your somebody’s lost son
So You put the gun to your head
You know your not crazy
But the doctor still prescribes you with meds
I hate the way we’re treated
I hate the way we get even
(verse 2)
depression is not something someone fakes for attention
its a feeling no matter how hard you try to smile you cant make an expression
see me
i grew up with a different family
my dad was always in and out a cell
my mom was doing shit i can never tell
i saw my sisters hurt but they never fell
compared to other people in the struggle
i'm blessed
i hate this society cause they only see the trouble
and i smoke cause
i'm stressed