Letting You go
as i close my eyes and take a deep breath, i am beginning to realize how painful it is here without you. but i don't even need you. i know you're bad for me, but i keep thinking of you, i keep wanting you, and i keep missing the taste of your lips.

i feel like i can't breathe

i feel like i am suffocating

i feel like this was all a mistake

but i do not regret one moment of it, though. i will always remember those nights. i will always remember your touch. it's just unhealthy for me right now. you couldn't tell, but i was falling in love with you. it's okay, i didn't want you to see. i'm better off when it's just me.

i just want to shatter the mirror in front of me. your name is still there, written in green. your name is taunting me, staring back at me. i remember the day you signed my mirror vividly. i cleaned that mirror today. i couldn't handle the painful memories of you reflecting onto me. not again.

i'm letting you go now.

i can't hold onto you any longer.

i'm letting you go now.

i think this will make me stronger.

as i close my eyes and take a deep breath,
i feel relieved.

i feel refreshed.

i'm moving on now.

i need some rest.

i've let you go now.

thank you for showing me who i really am.

part of you will remain with me.

but i am me again.

i had to let you go...