In Closing
I won't let this go
Your voice, it haunts me
I can't find the reasons why
I should stay, my darling

Will you let me go?

If I'm not alive, when you leave
The world will not come down
If I take it all down with me
Will you even hear the sound?

To hurt my family
To hear them cry, it kills me
Just to see your eyes
To prove you're there, will you be?

If I'm not alive, when you leave
The world will not come down
If I take it all down with me
Will you even hear the sound?
I can't help but feel, the relief
Of ending all this now
So how does it feel to finally
See us die?

I have been holding onto memories of you to stay afloat
So now I'm writing you into the longest part of my last note
I hope this message won't fall on deaf ears like everything I wrote
All of those little things have gone away but I still love you

Do you remember all our inside jokes and stupid clichés?
I can't forget about all of the time we wasted in my room
The fact that someone else is holding you makes me fade away
Oh God, if you're up there, what have I done? Will I see you soon?