On My Knees
Figuring it out
And tell you how it feels
Like it would make it better
Somehow I'll not feel weak
You said that I'll be just fine
You felt the same
And now you're alright
But if you did know
Exactly how I feel
You wouldn't say a word
That you just did
Picking myself up in front of you
I'm tired of acting I'm all cool

It felt like no one could hear
When I called out your name
And I get on my knees and pray
So, you wake up and choose to stay
Would you care if I disappear?
Or do you still think it's a game?
I wonder if you curse my name
Like choosing me was a mistake
Feeling your impatience
Every time I speak
You treat me like you're better
And I'm just a kid
Well aware it's for the best
I know you'll leave me like the rest
And I can't blame you
For something I just wish
Maybe it's my fault
For wanting more than this
I wish I wasn't so terrified
Of everything we ever had

It felt like no one could hear
When I called out your name
And I get on my knees and pray
So, you wake up and choose to stay
Would you care if I disappear?
Or do you still think it's a game?
I wonder if you curse my name
Like choosing me was a mistake