SMA Nasty C Cover
Verse 1 [LetshohlaJr]
At first
I felt scared to try and write to this beat
Nasty set the bar so high I never think I would reach
Everybody starts to discredit the words that I speak
Like I don't know what I be doing every time when I spit
I'm gonna tell my message now, I'm gonna tell my story
Trace said I should get the money, it's mandatory
Its funny how they be second guessing when I was down
But when Im getting up all this niggas be acting like they know me

My music send me away, I'd rather die for you
Cause everybody I see is fake, they finna lie to you
There's nothing that is beating in my chest, I gave my heart to you
And everybody who be listening, you know I ride for you
You heard the dark tape, that was one of my saddest stories
When I was writing that i was in hell, the world below me
But then you pulled me up, with all the grace that God has showed me
This is a letter to everybody who said they know me

Do you know the pain Im feeling every night?
Do you know Im sad when i be saying that Im alright?
Do you know Im actually at my lowest point
When I be posting up on twitter then you tend to think Im taking flight?
Do you know the demons Im fighting they never rest
Im in a constant fight, Im always tranna be the best
This people noticed that I got skill so they gotta pay respect up on my craft so Im never go settle for less
My music send me away, they broke my heart in two
They say "Junior, you always got this wicked pain inside of you"
"The dark tape is very sad dawg, whatever got to you?"
"Im glad you got to tell your story man that shit was killing you"
"Despite the pain and all the tears, everybody feeling you"
"Its just a matter of time, and people gon be seeing you"
I always write about the pain and find a way to smile for you
This for my Gemini, and all the time I think of you

Dont tell me I need a reason I wanna celebrate the roses
I got the hottest bars but I turn out to be coldest
Im always tranna be the best, this people never notice
This is only a cover song but Im acting like I own this
I wanna give you something this real, Im underrated
Take a bottle to numb the pain, Im really feeling faded, shit
It just a matter of time, all i gotta do is marry bars and settle in rhyme

Look, Im a dead spirit, every night I battle demons
I always cry myself to sleep and try and bury feelings
You know depression is real, that's why you listening
This for all my sisters with the scars that keep on deepening
This for all the brothers who hide it ashamed to talk about it
But every single night its the struggle they tranna fight it
I take those feelings put them on paper and tranna write it
So when you listening you not alone, I hope you got it
My music send me away, I really die inside
I live inside the music so understand that music is where I hide
I also live inside the music so music is where i hide
Im not a humble person but i find a way to swallow pride
I hope you can relate what Im writing is very true
Cause every time I write a song I always tend to think of you
The only way Im gonna make it here is when I talk to you
I said it before, when you listening know I ride for you

I sleep a lot better knowing my music changing lives
Was thinking of quiting Im never thinking otherwise
Im tired of being the darkness when I can also just be the light
Im tranna think ahead Im tranna plan my own demise
My music send me away, they broke my heart in too
Cause every single time when Im dying I tend to think of you
You always pulling me up dwag you always know just what to to
This for my Gemini, and every time I think of you

My music send me away, I need the peace though
They say Im too G like a Gucci sign I really deep bro
Im tranna make it out the mud, Im tranna live my dream bro
Im tired of living in regrets, Im tranna be a hero
Mohale o tsoha maroleng and the dust is what it is yoh!
They say the dust is what is it yoh
Im tranna make it out the mud Im tranna live my dream bro
Its just a matter of time
All I gotta do is marry bars and settle in rhyme
Outro [LetshohlaJr]
Haha, yeah bra. I always wanted to do som' like this one
You know, som you can just listen to and say
Well this guy is talking to me, he's really talking bout me
And I really appreciate that you listening and I really hope i got to touch your heart you know
Im Junior!