Pretend
[Chorus]
Let me disappear into my mind again
Have a little trouble tryna be my own friend
Pull the veil back to see what's real and what’s dreamt
Tell me what's real, I don't wanna pretend
Was it over way before it even began
Broken hearts need a little time to mend
I don’t wanna dwell on shit that could have been
Tell me what's real, I don't wanna pretend

[Verse 1]
Sand my horns till you meet my skin
ADHD, just another freak kid
Give him Ritalin just to try and fit in
You should pay attention baby or you'll miss it
Think the worst has passed like it was a bad drеam
I've been dressin' bummy but been feelin' so clean
Hoodiе with a beanie and some faded black jeans
Upper and a downer talking weed and caffeine

[Chorus]
Let me disappear into my mind again
Have a little trouble tryna be my own friend
Pull the veil back to see what's real and what’s dreamt
Tell me what’s real, I don't wanna pretend
Was it over way before it even began
Broken hearts need a little time to mend
I don’t wanna dwell on shit that could have been
Tell me what's real, I don't wanna pretend
[Verse 2]
3 AM, projecting thoughts on the walls
Getting high to feel like I don't need nobody at all
Or no money at all
Imagination roams free and silently fills the halls
Illuminating cracks and crevices, the big and the small
Along with clouds inside my brain as dark as night when it falls
A lovely feeling, of course
Identify another flaw and break it off at the source
Find another headspace like unlocking a door

[Chorus]
Let me disappear into my mind again
Have a little trouble tryna be my own friend
Pull the veil back to see what’s real and what's dreamt
Tell me what's real, I don't wanna pretend
Was it over way before it even began
Broken hearts need a little time to mend
I don't wanna dwell on shit that could have been
Tell me what's real, I don't wanna pretend