Convolution
(Happy Brain Project)
I guess it goes two ways, new day still not sober/
Here's to startin over again/
I'm just pokin through the blinds, I wonder why everyday/
Lord I feel it all the time why my eyes in the shade/

Yeah I see the slope I been slidin slow/
In love with my surroundings but not myself/
Fallin like a drop I watch the pendulum swing/
Karma come around fore you know it put you back in a seat/

Nothin feel new to me/
Lookin for the proof I don't see shit/
Everything's good I said everything's good/
But I really don't mean it/

And still I wait and waste my time on you/
I hate that I rely on you/
My patience never know what I should do/
But I'm still doin something/
Don't conceal what I feel no more/
Took a red pill now I write my soul down/
Know it's real boutta sink my ship/
Cold king goin outta control now/

I overthink I don't listen/
Why are you takin this so serious/
We ain't even talked for a couple months/
I don't know why you actin like this some big shit/

I'm givin up on the things I used to pray/
45 minutes and I feel everything/

I'm a real motherfucker why no bitches got love for me/
I'm a real motherfucker, said I'm a real motherfucker/

Guess it all stops on the flip psych waitin for somethin I keep edge/
Know it's all gone on that flip side, can't stop you runnin through my head ahh/
Distraction, circle back for that shit, I don't wanna relationship just feeding a bad habit/
I can't go back when I want it so bad, it's like everything a drug fuck I think I'm an addict/

Wasted no patience, sittin in the 310 wishin I had someone to lay with/
Can't deal with myself but I'm tryna make it/
Swear to god imma sit in the back and sip stash til I crash or I bank in/
Can't get much worse than what I'm thinkin/
I mean it's all puttin face on perception/
Shit if I call it like I see it that's a blessin/
Shit if I call and then you miss I leave a message/
Like where the fuck have you been girl I miss ya/
I been missin some parts in my system/
And it's gettin easy to see I'm so simple/

The way that I've been livin loops/
Shittin on my confidence since I was still in school/
Everyday I'm farther from where I was and I'm tryna keep my head up/
But it's hard to see a bright side when you focus on the devil/