Something .....
Have you ever had that moment when you wonder ..."Is it all worth it?"
After all the liquor, weed, friends and happiness disperses
You're nothing but alone
Lying on your back, staring at ceiling, grasping your phone
Hoping to get that ONE text or call where someone says "I love you"

Three simple words to clear the rain
Fight the pain,1
While your hanging from the walls by your fingertips
And they become the strain of sunshine that brightens your day.....

I contemplate ....

On everything that's surrounding me
When even the light from my lamp propels me
My thoughts slowly get overwhelming

I feel sick ....
It's not just life, everything's a BITCH