Stomach Knots  Alcohol
[Verse 1]
I can barely recognize myself
Without the bags under my eyes
A bottle to kill the hunger pains
And wanting to die
But still i go back
Back to that place
The pills, the powder, liquid
Never wanting to sleep

[Pre-Chorus 1]
To be sober was a suicide
A risk not willing to take
And misery
My only company
It seemed the only friend I could keep

[Chorus]
Tiptoeing across the rubble
Where a home used to be
I stutter thru the words that are to hard to find
Live a life so long in static
Til self destruction becomes a habit
Refuse to waste away
[Verse 2]
I've spent too many days it seems
Locked behind these walls
Hoping one day i could escape
Stomach knots and alcohol
And drowning in my dreams
A constant reminder if what I'm trying to forget

[Pre-Chorus 2]
It's harder to open your heart to the world
When you've been stepped on and hurt
It's a burning wire
But we'll set the bridge on fire
All you can hope for is to reach the other side

[Chorus]
Tiptoeing across the rubble
Where a home used to be
Stutter thru the words that are too hard to find
Live a life so long in static
Self destruction becomes a habit
Refuse to waste away!