Remnants
Stabbed in the back by the most trusted individual
Leaves mental scars that time will not heal
I will never forget, and I cannot possibly forgive
Locked away in the back of my mind forever
It is like a hibernating cancer

Abandoning my name
Fleeing from an invisible force
Many years have passed
Still the daggers are caressing my skin

Breathe, feel, deny, search, find, receive

Animal behavior, these darwinistic thoughts
Certifies my human nature
Forgiving and forgetting can only be done
Through divine intervention

Abandoning my name
Fleeing from an invisible force
Many years have passed
Still the daggers are caressing my skin
Breathe, feel, deny, search, find, receive

Doors are closed, I hold the key
Will they stay like this for eternity
Searching for what I don't want
To find a hibernating cancer
Hibernating cancer

But I don't want to forget
And therefore I cannot ever forgive

Gazing at the mirror
Trying to find small remnants of my soul
Which have been left behind during childhood
The memories and the shame

All that's left is revenge all that's real is revenge

Breathe, feel, search, find, receive

Doors open by the touch of my hand
Hibernating cancer awakens

Euphoria, redemption

Stabbed in the back by the most trusted individual
It leaves mental scars that only God can heal
I will never forget, and I cannot possibly forgive
Locked away in the back of my mind forever
It is like a hibernating cancer