Nylon
The demons laugh beside me
I laugh too because it’s nothing
They'll be back when I'm happy
So my smiles expire Sunday
And if this pen stops writing
Would ever love me ?
How do I you take this question?
Cause if your heart is with me
Then your trust is in my possession
And should I ever lose it , I'll just be another lesson
But this world a repetition
So will I reach a heaven?
Depression's the best killer
Now all my shirts bloody
And cries are running rivers
Hence my shoes so fucken mudy
My places are still sunken , will you ever visit?
And I hate my fucking life , if I'm ruthlessly honest
My wet dreams getting flooded
So I drink what will drown me  and I'm hoping I don't vomit
My insides twist and gutted
Whatever pride you swallow
I hope the butterflies you can stomach.
With all this hell fighting will I win a heaven
And I bought another halo
I'm tryna be somebody's angel