I Am
I want to feel something again
Even if it has to be pain
I want a purpose in my life
I want to certainly know what is up

I am numb
I am dumb
I am sad
I am fucked

I am not alright
I am not alright

Let me rust
I am scum
Turned to dust
And burnt out

I am not alright
I am not alright
I can't believe I have to say this one more time

What tore us apart is not really that bad
I noticed that something could be coming back

I'm sad and I can't cry
What does this mean this time around?
I don't know if you're right
But I will trust your heart

I'm sad and I can't cry
What does this mean this time around?
I don't know if you're right
But I will trust your heart

I'm used to the beating
You play and I am the drum
I'm used to the bleeding
I be the veins, you be the knife

I'm sad and I can't cry
What does this mean this time around?
I don't know if you're right
But I will trust your heart

I'm sad and I can't cry
What does this mean this time around?
I don't know if you're right
But I will trust your heart
The indifference and the apathy
Are starting to settle down
Inside my head this a tragedy
Only you can make this work fine

I can't focus, I can't write
This situation is confusing as fuck
Are you coming or is this a goodbye?
Are you coming or is this a goodbye?