The Day after Tomorrow
The day after tomorrow maybe ill awake from this nightmare
So i can look you dead in the eyes and get my fuckin sights clear
Im right here, but right now, i might snap under the pressure
Now it keeps burning inside my head like my brains for DR. Lector
And the day after tomorrow maybe ill see things different
So animalistic passion could coexist with vague indifference
And they could hold hands and smile but still theres something missing
Like the loophole that im lost in its in the head, defective trippin
And the day after tomorrow maybe ill breakthrough the confusion
Cathartic delusions sink in the darkened seclusion
And im lucid and im losing to these selfish sequences
That seem to excavate the surface to reveal our deepest weaknesses
Then the day after tomorrow maybe ill write the greatest composition
That i ever wrote in my life but only with the right prescription
And the speed sets in dyslexic when the clover rips
So i can get down off this cross build a bridge and get over it

So while i walk through the city with a sickness in my stomach
And i look upon the infrastructure and hope for the heavens plummet
I see the little people stumble and shudder against the wind
Where the breeze blows colder then lokis shoulder to odin
And im frozen and im fractured, a fragment without the fractal
And the fantasy that i had found fictionalized in this likwid capsule
And for a second im secure in all the situations stagnate
That ll saturate the shapes until i see you in the static
Its madness its magic, its rabid, its tragic
Its that hand outstretched when you can't afford to grab it
Watch the knuckles gleam white with all the tension and the anguish
So he sits and smokes ciggarettes thinking of where the blame sits
Its painful, i know this, i know cuz you inspired me
But deep down the inspiration had turned why does it tire me
I tired of tryin, tired of cryin , sick from lyin to myself
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............. i need help

The day after tomorrow maybe i'll finally move forward
And i can clear the stress and repress these feelings i had for her
Its a horrible thought but its the only outcome i can forsee
That doesnt involve the mental strain equal to that of a divorcee
But the day after tomorrow i'll have to start being selfish
For my health i'll have to stop...stop being so selfless
Stop the relentless aquarian curse that keeps on haunting me
Like when i'd look into your eyes and was convinced you really wanted me
And then the day after tomorrow will we still be the same people
Like spike im hearing angels as the stained glass cracks cathedral
And its evil and i need this but i feel like im falling
But i just wanna numb the pain on shady lane my lady's calling
So the day after tomorrow maybe i'll wake up
Maybe take a look in the mirror and see what im really made off
Maybe truth is stranger than fiction, and compassion merely anger
Maybe oneday i can look you in the eyes again and not feel like a stranger

Shallow breathing while im sleepin' but its creepin' into conscious
And im awkward and im achy but i dont know how to stop this
And its constant and its killing me its filling me with regrets
Spilling out across the page but the worst hasnt even come yet
It manifested itself in the darkest depths of the dungeon
Where i lock it all away until the point of combustion
Countin' sheep in crosshairs while the stars crossed our path
On the balcony i anxiously awaited our own stars collapse
Relax, grin, relapse, react to the broken silence
Reactivate that part of you that had walked a thousand miles
Reinstate your insurcurities formed of violence and abandonment
So when the shit hits the fan maybe you'd know just how to handle it
So that when the day after tomorrow comes the sorrow runs with it
And that emptiness inside reflects a borrowed chrome finish
Maybe the day that you finally you realize what you really meant to me
Will be the day i can spell jimmy c...e...m...e...n...t
...which if youre familiar with linquistics and syntax
Means it's something that'll probably never happen...