Out To Lunch
My head
Is all over the place
It's not getting better

I can't
Seem to make a change
I'll be like this forever

Twenty three
Whole years I
Feel retarded all the time

Any longer
I'm confined
I'm gonna lose my goddamn mind

Staring at the words again
I can't make sense of anything
All I see is static in my brain
Need a way to end the pain
I'd give the whole world to be
A normal boy eventually
Instead I'm rotting to the core
I can't take it anymore

Breakdowns
From anxiety
I hate being alone

Wasting all
My energy
Staring at my phone

Can't focus
For two minutes
Even if I try

Yet another day goes by
And I'm still here but I wanna die

Staring at the words again
I can't make sense of anything
All I see is static in my brain
Need a way to end the pain

I'd give the whole world to be
A normal boy eventually
Instead I'm rotting to the core
I can't take it anymore