95 State of Mind
[Intro]
(Phone Recording): "I'm like, to the point where God said..."Let Me do it." and I've learned how to say...I've turned it over to the Lord. I don't argue with you, I don't fuss with you. Anything you may say about me, or to me; I don't let it bother me. Because I know who's child I am."

[First Verse]
What’s my identity? The tears they didn't see? Never cry in front of the people. Say it make you weak?  Suck it up, and you can be a real nigga. Bottle feelings to the ceilings. Now whose fingers on the triggas? Figures. Depression is real. Doctors say just pop a pill. So many dark thoughts, man these people think I’m insane. Don’t think anything that's outside of me can solve this here pain

[Chorus]
Yea
You think you want it from the outside. Never know just what it feel like on the inside. Man you really think this easy? That’s a flat lie. You never even really know what living life like us is. But he give me what I need to live, to give, to keep givin’ knowledge to the kids. Yeah.  They say you do it cuz you chosen.  Yeah. They say you do it cuz you chosen

Yeeh! Ohdie, Ohdie, Ohdie, Oh

(Phone Recording): "I know what it is that I want to do with my life...and it's to serve the LORD."

I'ma talk to my friend Nate real quick. He passed away. You know what? Its ok. I'ma just do it like this...

[Second Verse]
Yo! What’s up Nate? I know it’s kinda late. But, I hope you escaped the pain that I know was kinda driving you insane. But sometimes, I kinda wish you were back down, cuz I rap now. I know you’d be like "Dom you should say this." and We would reminisce about things we did. And the things we wanted to do that we couldn't do, because you're gone and I gotta live. Sincerely signed the person that you never got to physically  see me become. Your brother, - Kid

[Chorus]
You think you want it from the outside. Never know just what we feelin on the inside. Man you really think this easy? That’s a flat lie. You never even really know what living life like us is. But he give me what I need to live, to give, to keep givin’ knowledge to the kids. Yeah. They say you do it cuz you chosen. Yeah. They say you do it cuz you chosen
Yeeh! Ohdie, Ohdie, Ohdie, Oh

(Phone Recording): "There was a reason for everything that I went through."

Nate, Danny, Marissa, Rico, and Art. This is for y'all man...and this is from the heart. Yeeh!

(Phone Recording): "Amen." "But, the Lord saw fit... For me... To not let me go through that... for no reason... There was a reason for everything I went through."

...Kid Zi, Kid Zi, Kid Zi, Kid Zi, Kid Zi. Back to the music right?
Look. Aye!

[Third Verse]
Nate & Marissa. There's Danny, Rico, and then there's Art. The day I heard that I lost you, knives twisted up in my heart. Drinkin like I'm an alchi'. I'm numb, but man I'm still sober. They told me you slowin' down. I tell em I'm gettin' older. Dark depressions, party sessions, nights that would never end. Constantly fakin' ok. I'm living these lies again. Thought the pain would never leave, the crying it wouldn't cease. Tryna beat the system, not gettin murdered by The Police. Steadily standing still. We takin pills to feel better. They tell me "You want some peace? You better build up your cheddar." Government cheese? Please. That money ain't even yours. Before you got your two weeks, Uncle Sam came by your door. -Kid!

[Outro]
(Phone Recording): "The Lord was right there."

Kid... That's me... Yeeh!

Kid Zi, Kid Zi, Kid Zi, Kid Zi, Kid Zi, Kid Zi, Kid Zi ooooooooon. Yeeh!
Ohdie, Ohdie, Ohdie, Oh

(Phone Recording): "He was right there... and I see where I was, compared to where I am." "Amen." "I thank the LORD every single day...cuz I could have been out here in these streets... doin God knows what." "Amen." "But the Lord saw fit for me..."

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