Sunflower  Gun
[Intro]
I'm cold, I’m cold as ice
What's left more
To jeopardize

I can't even stand
I’m hypnotized
No control on my thoughts
They're not synchronized

[Verse 1]
I feel like I'm corona
People making distance from me
They just wanna
Stay away and get away from me

I'm so high on you
Watch I'm floating away
I'm so overdosed
I can't even look straight
Waiiitttt, wtf wtf is fate?
What you make out of life
Is served on your plate
What I think is food
Always turns into bait

Too late too late
To Spit the facts
No point of meowing
In front of dead rats

Everything is poisoned
Like soup of bats
Pandemic in my life
Can't even hold your hand

Mannnn!
Wherе the fuck am I supposed to stand
Every fuckin placе is occupied on this land
No one wants you here
Unless you’re a fucking brand
Everyone wants you
Once you’re having grands

I ain't a holy cow
So I’m about to beef with god
Everyone is backstabbing
In the name of Squad
I'm giving you a nice cut
With my sword
So, All you can do is piss
When you squat

Stop!!

[Chorus]
I'm cold, I'm cold as ice
What’s left more
To jeopardize

I can't even stand
I'm hypnotized
No control on my thoughts
They're not synchronized

[Verse 2]
Shit wtf have I got myself into
I don't know myself when I am not with you
Nothing makes sense when things don't start with you
Am I going mad? This question is just for you

Yesss obviously you're going mad
Only thing you can do is be depressed
Your wrist isn't bleeding so far, Oh I'm so glad
I just love you so much, no I haven't got mad
I had so much with me, now look what I have
Loads of memories and I have nothing left
It Doesn't matter if you're depressed, sad or mad
In reality no one would actually care
Why? Why would anyone actually care?
They have their own life and drama to bare

Here I'm the bit*h but
Karma has bit me back
The bite is so deep
I'm bleeding black
There's nothing as compatibility
Everything is your credibility
You gain it if you really want to
You won't if you yourself don't want to

I don't wanna open the wounds
Cuz they already open
The only person that can heal them
Is you, or else no one

Sit back relax I ain't trying to impress
I'm tryna express my stress
Cuz I do it the best
Except I don't wanna accept the facts
Fuck why am I spitting the facts?
My car is slowing down, I'm runnin out of gas
Depression is now from Minimum to max
I'm melting down I ain't even made out of wax
I'm repaying for no reason like the nation's tax

I'm just another human, I make mistakes, I'm not the best
I have a fat belly and no fuckin eight or six packs
The only weight I'm lifting is my thoughts racks
The one that I have lost, I just want it back
I just have one purpose, and you know it well

I'm standing alone damn I just want her back
Arms are wide open waiting for you to come back
Even if you say, that you ain't coming back
I won't move forward neither I'm stepping back
I'm so stubborn for those whom I want back
Call this waste, but I call this Love fam

I have a Sunflower and a gun in my hand
Sunflower for you and then a bullet in my head