I called you
I called you drunk and let it ring twice
Couldn't bear to hear your voice
Just had to know you were still alive
I spent months waiting on the other line

I worry my best days are behind me
Locked out, you lost your key
Spent the night sitting on your front step
Back then you didn't hate me yet

They say it takes time and a safety plan
A locked liquor cabinet if things get out of hand
Hide the cleaning supplies and all of the sharps
But you can go to bed, you don't need to wait up
Just text me when you get home safe
I say, "This is the last time you'll watch me fall apart"
I'll carry all of the blame

I want better
I want better
I want better
I called you drunk last night
Just to check you were still alive
I'll always wanna set this right, set this right

Cause I called you drunk last night
I called you