Diamonds
[Intro]

She wants to know about me
She wants to know about me
Little little
Little old me
She wants to know about me
Little old me

[Verse 1]

She wants to know about me
The more you know the more you'll doubt me
What more do you want I'm pensive rowdy
Unhinged apt to binge happiest when its cloudy
As long as its warm i like cold sunny days too
Balancing acts and points that go straight through
So when you break my heart i won't save you
When i let you down you'll know ill hate to
Scared of heights but I'm chilling off the edge
Jumped off the ledge smoking roped around my chest
No need for speaking proper cause times dying
I like the pressure hot and shirts thats Hawaiian
Mama taught me to be stingy with anything I'm buying
So if i wasn't skeptical of being with you id be lying
I only speak the truth at least I been trying
If i dig my self a hole i start to the mining
Never seen a situation i couldn't beat
Like to go a lot of places i shouldn't be
He wouldn't act like that no i wouldn't think
Hes always bouncing around so i shouldn't blink
Told me to beware when he gets in these moods
Jazz chords and grooves morph into the blues
Harmony has melody you can't pick and choose
When your mind moves a million miles you wish to cruise
Emotional to say the least throws fits about the news
At least he cares but for him there is no refuge
Want to know more i could never hope to refuse
Every intrigue thickens as much as it dilutes
Searching for that fact that rips his world in two
He wants to be proved wrong this a different dude
When you're gone for a day he's busy missing you
Cause you're the diamond that shines in the ineptitude
[HOOK]

These days diamonds are so fake
Covered in blood and sulfates
Just to make it so the shine don't fade
But we'll forever be young we don't age

Times dripping like sand in a dial
My minds whips like water in the nile
Maybe were the same I'm in denial
Being delusional for you is worthwhile

[Refrain]

I don't even know
Why i take the time to do this to myself
I don't even know
When i see bright lights i just lose myself

All i dream of is diamonds dancing
Kaleidoscope shapes background lanterns
Livid sequences transparent phantoms
These thoughts that pin me like a panther

[Verse 2]
Who did you become tell me what changed
How'd you wander in to such a claim
All these lies and rumors do is suck and maim
Steal happiness from life are you not entertained
The  bedrooms starting to look like the colliseum
Now pain seizes my days thats scars per diem
He's a pleasure but now you wouldn't want to meet him
Now joys are left to rest except when he's dreaming
How you gonna sail far away when time is fleeting
Beat the clock back in place to before time defeated
Want to change one thing but still histories repeated
The force of life makes every unbalance again even
You don't live right sipping dirty sprite like heathens
Holed walls hangover withdrawals in the evening
When do you even sleep last time you've eaten
Had mcdonalds three nights ago after the regis
All i want is liquor, weed maybe pills and lean
Up front all i need is the pain to be stunned from me
Id take a tazer to the face just to feel the sting
How could i have known the hurt losing you would bring
Rubbed dirt on the scar from when you severed from me
I never knew in how many forms the devil could be
Our memories were a road away you leveled the street
Tol never again meet our intersection to stay incomplete

[HOOK]
These days diamonds are so fake
Covered in blood and sulfates
Just to make it so the shine don't fade
But we'll forever be young we don't age

Times dripping like sand in a dial
My minds whips like water in the nile
Maybe were the same I'm in denial
Being delusional for you is worthwhile

[Refrain]

I don't even know
Why i take the time to do this to myself
I don't even know
When i see bright lights i just lose myself

All i dream of is diamonds dancing
Kaleidoscope shapes background lanterns
Livid sequences transparent phantoms
These thoughts that pin me like a panther

[Outro]

All i see is your face everywhere i go
But now i feel nothing  except my blood rushing
Rushing through
She thought my antics were just for show
Now she knows I'm not bluffing i am done loving her
Ill still look every place my diamond could be
To show her with my eyes what she's done to me
When she stole my soul
She broke my will
Traumatized my mind and now I can't feel