Nerve
There are snakes in your hair
There’s blood on your fangs
I pretend you’re not there
It makes me feel different things
I am frozen where i stand
And yet my mind runs wild
I am sinking on dry land
Slowly turning into a child

And so it goes the end is near
I lose a leg i lose an ear
You lose control forget to steer
You lose your soul you gain a fear
I drank too much i drank too much
You fucking coward, pop the clutch
It goes it goes they know too much
You fucked it up, you popped the clutch
Oh my oh my oh my oh my
How scattered brained and weary eyed
My sunken brain, my sinking ship
I’ve struck a nerve, i sank my ship
And so it goes
The end is here
It’s a fucked up world
So i belong right here
I flew too close
To what i thought was the sun
But my wings burnt off
And i became no one
I did it for you
I did it for her
Anyone but me
Everyone on earth
Everyone but me because i’ve fallen again, this time is worse
I’m feeling it and i can tell you it hurts
I am a strong person but i am not immune to this earth
I am a strong person but everyone gets burnt
When they fly too close to the sun

So now i’ve lost my motor functions
Im not gonna lie and say it doesn’t hurt
I won’t ever be the same
I fell in love on the day
I passed away
Man oh man oh man i wish i stayed

I miss you heavy tonight
Not sure what i was thinking by drinking this much
I must not have been thinking
I do that too much
Do you remember when we grew wings last fall and tried to kiss the sun?
I don’t
But i remember the pain i felt when my wings burned up and i ended up kissing the ground
That wasn’t fun
Anyways
I think i’ll sleep here in the garden and hope i wake up
I miss you terribly, like i miss the sun
My wings have burnt off, my time has run up
I hope i’m still here when you see the sun
But until then
Please please please do not leave