Chemical Emotions
I remember thinking to myself
So this is what my life is now
A prison cell, A numbing dose
Of anti-revelations

And I can't feel anything
And all that I can hear
Are the thoughts in my head
They're burning all around me
So don't ask me what I think
I'm terrified, what I might say

I'd say
It's hard to tell my pulse from
These chemical emotions
It's hard to fell your warmth
It's hard to fell your warmth
When my whole world is frozen

The long, days, never seems to end
Am I asleep, awake, a prisoner
That just pretends, and now
All my friends will never understand me
So don't ask me what I think and tell me, how ?
You know my pain
It's hard to tell my pulse from
These chemical emotions
It's hard to fell your warmth
It's hard to fell your warmth
When my whole world is frozen

Paralyzed
From the outside in
I've been terrorized 
Sitting here waiting

My eyes are wide open
I look, but cannot see
What's in front of me
I'm freezing from the inside out
Show me the light, and give me
My emotions, and pulses
My whole world, in doses

I remember thinking to myself
So this is what my life is now

It's hard to tell my pulse from
These chemical emotions
It's hard to fell your warmth
It's hard to fell your warmth
When my whole world is frozen
CHEMICAL EMOTIONS AND PULSES
MY WHOLE WORLD IN DOSES