L.A.
I thought she was the one but I wasn't sure
I was young, and immature
Looking back I see a blur
It's weird cuz I'm still friends with her
Feelings change, only with you they're still like how they were
Yet, the time wasn't right then like it isn't now
Last time I seen you, we were in caps and gowns
I know It's been a while since I've seen you smile
I can see it standing out in a  million people crowd
And you prolly never felt the same, but I can convince you
I treat you right and do anything you into
I don't even gotta kiss you
Basically says it all except to miss you
I fall in love with you every time I see you
I just want to touch your hand and feel you
And free the real you
You're always warm and your skin is so smooth
I make my move just by bumping into you
Your brown eyes that reflect that Dodger blue
And that cute look you have on whenever they lose
You're mad but you act like you don't give a shit
But we both know the truth like the tattoo on your wrist
I just want a hug
Let me know that we can coexist
I put my hands around your hips
As I stare at your lips
You put your arms around my shoulders like time just stopped for a moment as we get older, as we get older, as we got older
I look forward to it everyday
I feel like crap when it doesn't happen, my whole day has gone to waste
I need my daily fix of your smile and laughing
Your loving personality that makes you so attractive
Everything about you that's so distractive
Made it easier for me to get you pancakes
Every morning, to bring you a lil extra satisfaction
Cuz if there's one thing about my girl is that she should always be happy
Always be happy, always be happy


But the only time I see you now
Is in my mind, in my dreams and in memories
I still remember our late night texts when we talk about sex
You told me you weren't about to give it up yet
Yea you weren't urgent to not be a virgin
But I just wanted you to be my girlfriend
Remember you told me about being my nurse and always taking care of me when I'm hurting
Take off my shirt and let you wash the dirt off
I say those moments are heartwarming
I say fuck that, I'm tired of flirting
Lets just go to my room and close the curtains
Billion girls in the world and you're the most important
Be real with you, I'm not what it seems
I'm insecure, don't want to be mature-prem
I start thinking until I start over thinking
Hey I wanna tell you something
She told me I got something to tell you too
Her face was beaming like whatever she was about to say would come out screaming
She leaned in and told me she had a secret
She got a boyfriend
Um wait what? Can you repeat that?
Tell me I didn't just hear that
My heart sank as she was going on about this guy
And how she's been talking to him the whole entire time
I had to stand there and take it
Pretend to pay attention to the conversation
When all I thought about was holding it together
Cuz in a perfect world, it would've been me and you forever
Me and you forever, me and you forever
Me and you later, me and you never
I felt her slip from my hands then I asked her
Who's the lucky man? I need an answer
I tried to walk away as fast as I can
I gotta go I got class
Wait wasn't there something you wanna tell me? Oh yea nice ass
Just kidding, not really
Um you know what I forgot
Playing you  dumb like you're a cop
Don't worry it was probably nothing
But hey at least you got a brand new boyfriend
Don't forget to name your kid after me
Remember that you promised me
I wonder if we were ever meant to be
And I wonder if being happy will  happen to me
The timing is the worst, all I can do is miss her
Maybe she can hook me up with her sister

I stayed true to my promise to you
I wrote a song and was honest to you