If I Had
[Verse 1]
If I had a reason to live
If I had a reason to give
If I had a reason to be
If I had a reason to feel
If I had a reason to strive
If I had a reason to smile
If I had a reason to try
If I had a reason for life
That's what I'd do, that's what I'm seein'
Just some old sh*t, for a human bein'
No other way than just go, leavin'
No other way than just stop breathin'
Tell me, tell me why you taught me lovin'
I will clearly end up in a coffin
You just don't want ma heart, just stop it
Stand in front of the door of life, just knock it

[Bridge]
I don't want ya
You're a dumbass
You don't know what you did to me
I don't wanna cry 'bout nothin'
Still endin' up in a coffin
Now, I wish I went back, 'cause:
[Chorus]
If I had
One life
One time
One light, (If I had)
One to love
One to trust, yeah, (if I had)
One friend
'Till the end
To be meant, (If I had)
No sadness
No badness
But ascent (If I had)

[Outro]
If I had
If I had