Song for jude st. francis
Parts of me fall off, just sew em back
Punch me in the face im blue and black
Crumpled dollars bill unwanted time
Take a lot of benzos, ill be fine

I’ll show you what I got
But it’s not going to last
But i tell you how im feeling
I hope you survive the blast

There’s shadow people, rapists and a car
That i crashed when i can't take anymore
I’ve tried so many times to unalive
But something out there wants me to survive

Maybe it just wants to see me rot
Maybe it wants me to get a job
Maybe it wants  me to be alone

Maybe i should try before my
All my roommates come home
They put me on risperidone so i
Wouldn't see the people i had in my mind
Maybe this time they’ll stop talking to me
And I can sleep again and dream a happy dream