Without a Body
I know it's not your fault
It's harder than I thought

I had to run away from you
I'm never coming back again
Nothing to keep me in this place
Nothing will start until it ends

A death without a body
A loss you aren't allowed to grieve
A passing that no one can see

Why won't you just go the fuck away
Haunted by the ghost of all the pain

Hidden from sight, the funeral
A final night, stuck in this hole

Reborn in flames, burned any the sun
Under the moon, first breath alone
I had to run away from you
Only so much that I can take
I can't keep circling the same drain
A permanence not a short break

There will never be enough space
Living with the echoes of the pain

To die does not require flesh
More than one way to end in death
Losses come from necessity
They don't all end in tragedy

I know that this is not your fault
It always ends worse than I thought