Emotions
I guess that I am an emotional person
Trynna understand how my emotions are working
Sometimes it is like in circus
Some call it the devilish circle
I needed a chance I look ahead and never stop searching
When I left my girl is like my heart was really hurting
I thought the devil had me
So I cleaned all what I been working, my hearts still broken
My veins are still pocking, god bless I am still focus
Now
Tell me how a nigga who never been
In english speaking countries
Wish a new life
Time is ticking and this won't happen overnight
And now this sickness got people tripping on their minds
Every time I smoke am getting faded
Plus I feel guilty at the same time so am praying at night
Ask for forgiveness and hope that am living right
My mums a christian and she thought me how to fight
For our lives
The angels in china sang with my mother
When I was dead for 2 nights
The doctors told her your son ain't coming back
They couldn't even see where the problems really at
What do I know about Jesus
He resurrected at the third day
After been killed through that whole pain
I been in heaven with Jesus
While the fam goes trough that whole pain
Thinking they'll never see me woken
And he told me that I don't ask enough
Trust me, he is the only one who truly love
He is perfect, we ain't perfect
Thats my we keep on cursing
At the 3 day he sent me back to this earth and
Everybody in the room just start rejoicing
Lifted hands
All through the worship
Ever since I ain't been the same
When ever I break the rules I feel his pain
Guilty I am to blame
I put my pride down and pick the bible up
God is so Faithfull he ain't gotta rush
Go ahead and tell your neighbour
He is proud of us uh
Is like am starting a mission
Its been a few years I ain't kissing, hugging or licking
Im never chasing them bitches
All that I care is bout riches
See the girl in my pictures, and hope I don't Love
Cus she is pretty ambitious, and she just got it all
She even come from my city, the place where I was born
They really tried to deport us
My dad knew that they'll come
Jumped from the window the fist floor began to run
This life can break y'all and leave nothing at all
Make sure you answer all your calls
Yeah
I ended my degree and decided to chase my dreams
People gonna leave ama make without a team
Just think about it
It ain't easy doing all this shit alone
Am constantly at home wake and go to work, acting like am a nerd
Cus they don't wanna see you shine
I mean come from the dirt
Mistreating me but I keep it calm
If not they treat you like you pork
I learned this from the best but till now
My life been a mess
I wanna go to New York just breath into the chest
The girl that am liking now, she wanna travel all around
Ive got respect for you, I can't look at u down
I wanna change for you, this type of girl hold u down
Wheres my money running to
Too often they promised they gon help me
But they just bluffing, cheap talking so I keep working yeah
In the dark, the its always gon be a light in it
Ones I was born everybody knew
MHW made for the winning until my life finish
No matter where I am
Soy el capitan soy soy el capitan
My life's just a movie
Y acaba de comenzar acaba de comenzar, acaba de comenzar

Yeah Nightmares