Absence
In the dark and the dirt i wake up
The wet grass under me, freezing me to the bones
The headlights of my car blinding me
The voices in my head, endlessly screaming my name

Can't remember what happened tonight
I wonder what’s that smell that's invading the air
I'm feeling so tired but goddamn where am i
Stop yelling please tell me
What do you want from me

I’m running to my car i must get out from here
Turning back to the place where all of this began
They guide me through the lights, looking like thousand ghosts
The door is opening and then i remember

Black blood red light splashing the walls
I never felt that strong before
You poor insects will not hurt me
I'm now your king so bend the knee
They told me you wanted me dead
But i'm the artist of your end
My paintbrush cut the strings of life
Now say again who is the weak
You must kill
Everyone
Every single person thinks that you are no one
A piece of shit that have no place on earth
They want you dead, they want you dead

I'm not the man they think i am
Through suffering i'm strangled by despair
Someone stop this suffocation
I'm terrified to know how all of this will end

Drunken by violence i can't stop my own hands
Is it the wine that's flowing between them
So exhausted to swim against the flow
I’m feeling drowning in a fucking red sea

In a fucking red sea

You must kill
Everyone
Every single person thinks that you are no one
A piece of shit that have no place on earth
They want you dead, they want you dead

Million spiders scratch the bones
Swarm to cover it of black
Every mouth opens slowly
You’re a fucking monster
Get out of my head
I don't want to hear you
Who could handle this
I am just so human
I shall fall asleep
Get some rest forever
Blood bath for coffin
In silence i’ll find peace

Finally the light
I can hear myself
Deliverance feels so good
I think i'll be fine
In this eternity
Floating in the ether
Wrapped in the warmth
Shining as a new star
I go through the void
So far away