How it should be
I thought that you was loyal
I thought that you had changed
I thought the games was over
But the games jus stayed the same
And now it’s such a shame
Cause i’m takin in the pain instead of takin yo last name
But i’m no longer sad, cause to my senses i have came
And from my true self i’ll never stray away again
See the thing that had me fucked up
Was that i jus wanted to feel
Bad or good i didn’t care if it was even real
I gave you my heart, you didn’t have to steal
But of course i always get the shitty end outta the deal
I rather let you hurt me
Than nothing at all
Cause something better than nothing
The rise is worth the fall
Would i do it all over? yeah i’d do it all
And every late night, i’m up wishing you would call
When it was sunny it was sunny
But when it rained it poured
When you started actin funny
I started praying to my lord
Please don’t let him hurt me
I been through so much pain
Hurt so bad i wanna leave
Another angel you will gain
Baby i still love you
But you aren’t the one i fell for
Too good to stay true to me
So i opened up the door for you
If you wanna leave jus leave
But never come back
Anything to numb it
Weed cocaine or crack
I jus wanted an escape
Somewhere good to hide
Superman all in his cape
To cover up your lies
Deafening loud music
To cover up my cries
Until i see the day
Where all my tears have dried
Maybe by that time
You’ll see how hard i tried
I know you won’t care
But it’s nice to think you will
Realize you were never there
And how i miss you still