Myself
[Intro]
One step forward two steps back
I feel like my heart is under attack
I don’t wanna live I am always sad
Time is taking long I am drifting apart
I was the simple kid with special talents
I have faith now
Never think wrong
And nobody ever get me
People bully me my whole life
You almost carry the burden of me how would you live with that it so sad I don’t like talking about sensitive topics
But that who I am speaking out
Unlike the rest of the crowds
Unlike the rest of the Lies

[Hook]
My back been stabbed so many nights thе pain is numb
So sick of lies everyday is a strugglе
Yeah yeah I told myself I would make it You never saw nothing because you never believe in me Yeah
My back been stabbed so many days
My tears used to run like the river
Now I run The river with strength! (strength)
[Verse 1]
I started from nothing to something now I put it somewhere in the right path
God gave me this journey, and I am now bless
My real self Is who I am now
Yeah I can’t believe I did it In reality anything is possible chase your dreams
I fight a lot of my demons at night One is self hate, two is haters three is self doubt
For this reason it doesn’t matter about flow
It fucking matters about the words
Because this will be a memorable track to me
Everyday I struggle to see the real me
Cause certain people won’t accept me

[Verse 2]
I feel like I am suffocating at times I cry even for no reason
I can see the end my thoughts are demented
My heart is cemented
You demand me for favors
But you don’t give me a friendship Why
I got lost in a wave and now I’m gone in way too deep I fall asleep
I woke up blue and red lights
My eye cubicle was bleeding
The ground was stiff
And my body was numb

[Hook]
My back been stabbed so many nights the pain is numb
So sick of lies everyday is a struggle
Yeah yeah I told myself I would make it You never saw nothing because you never believe in me Yeah
My back been stabbed so many days
My tears used to run like the river
Now I run The river with strength! (strength)
[Verse 3]
I saw a beautiful angel I saw heaven and it was amazing
The devil suddenly disappear now I no longer shed my tears
The streets will let me go through like a sword
My elements are unique, astounding, dedicated, magical
My name is Oscar Gudino and now I complete my first path to succeeding in my future
My destiny is coming closer in fucking 2020
Lots of people never expected me to do nothing
And I show the whole world wrong (woah)
I made a wish and now it appear
You were praying for my downfall but I already climb up the stairs high
There are a lot of things I wanna talk about
Tell me God what real, and what fake
I can’t trust it from a real human being
Why does everything good have to change
I am feeling like we were just suppose to believe in You! for everything
Now I am believing in myself

[Outro]
Mystery man Hasn’t been found
Lies still fade
Mask still stay on
I can’t see nothing because I am stuck under the waterfall