Memories
[Verse 1: DJMAXamillionaire]

Made a lot of friends but I lost them right back
My true homies became closer
But I was spending to much time going laps on tracks
Both on my feet and in my raps
My phone was always buzzing but now it's gone silent
I still got the ring on but no one ever tries it
That's some true shit that's some real shit
I asked you to the dance not marry me
And maybe I'm lying cuz my only goal was to get laid
You know if it turned into more
A couple days ago would be our six month anniversary
Girl why do I still think about you
But your not the only one
I think about the others
But I've fallen flat on my face trying to get these bitches
Enchanted, spell bound by these witches
I wish I could use stitches to cover up my past
But alas it's blowing open like the wind through my window
And now I'm moving on and got time reminisce
But really that's time to remember all things I missed
Stupid groupies sending me pics of their boobs
Do you like the left or the right, how am I too choose?
Just getting distracted cuz all I want is you
But I'm stuck behind the fence, just waving
Words were once said but you are no longer saying
I got pictures on my phone I'm too ashamed to look at
But I can't delete em cuz they're all that I have left
Gods fallen angels continue to tempt me
I wonder if I've already fallen into hell
Judging by my relationships that's where he sent me
And don't think I'm fronting
Man I do live comfortably
But what's the point of living nice if you're all alone?
Man I'm all alone, all my friends are in their zone
Poke him in the face and there's no response
Man i filled my cup to the top
But it was with H20
Another lie I lived
Woke up on the floor feeling really stiff
Gotta clear mind
Feet are pounding on pavement
People think I'm the best and I don't correct their statements
Hours go by and I don't say a word
They're racing through my mind but never manifest
I have issues with trust that I'm too scared to test
They always want something and it's rarely for the best
Well for me that is
But how do I know?
If I don't know what I want in the first place
I'm after the end goal not the chase
And I don't care if I come first, second or last place
If I succeed it's all up to me
I'm competing against myself
I'm my own mortal enemy
And my own savior

[Outro: DJMAXamillionaire]

What's the meaning of life?
Is there something more
Or is it just the struggle against good and evil
Is this war
Is it the number 42
Or is the answer
Simply you?