Birthday 30
Well I'm done with my twenties
And I'm hurling down an unknown set of stairs
Floating down this trail
But now I know I'm worthy or so told me Yogi Bear
This year has left me soft and unprepared

I think I lived someone else's dream
I got it check marked
Didn't make a scene
An outer source for self esteem
Can't blow off steam, this year wasn't what it seemed

Dared to try
A well gone dry

Turtles chasing sunlight
Houses you will never get to own
You're on your own

Stubborn babies won't stop
Making stuff as long as life allows it
Say it loud and honest
A 30 yеar old wonderkid
Wildly wondering what I did right or wrong
I'm not sure

I do know that I'm lucky
Nothing's hеre to stop me yet
Don't bet on regret

Left to dry
Too drenched to try

Turtles chasing sunlight
Houses you will never get to own
You're on your own

Stubborn babies won't stop
Making stuff as long as life allows it
Say it loud and honest

You're gonna feel around this age
Until you pass
So you better get a grasp
For a greater sense of self

So take a sec
Breath and dissect