Soul Searching
[Intro]
Broke Boi, what's poppin?
Yeah

[Chorus]
I've been soul searching, looking for a purpose
I've been feeling worthless, so I chase an earning
Chasing fucking dragons, you can weigh it on the scale
Got me right, got me cocky, tell that girl to come and tell
I've been soul searching, looking for a purpose
I've been feeling worthless, so I chase an earning
I pray to God, he come and find, he come and tell
I've been lost for forty, in the desert, give me manna, save me from this hell

[Verse]
I've been battling some demons, everyday they come and greet me
Ringing on my bell, wanna die, God come and save me
I've been going backwards like Jesus turning wine to water
She be coming forward, gotta ask her daddy where his daughter
Keep a smile on my face even when it's bad, lately
I've been waking up, feeling like my life is shitty (Uh)
And my girl been telling me, life be getting harder (Uh)
All that trauma hold you back, making life so harder (Uh)
It's the hardest to acknowledge all the pain and scars
Talking be too hard, so I'm making art, painted scars
How I cope with my emotions, shit's fucking rated R
Couple suicide attempts, couple issues but I made it far
I've been finding peace, keeping distance from these people
That don't bring no balance in my life, what I need is equal, uh
Not no bullshit, I be motivating, working, can you see it though
I'll be good without you, let's get real though
I was nineteen when I wrote this song about a girl
That left me, told me lies, just to never answer back
Broken heart got me motivated instead of crying, curl
Never thought I'd break 100 streams but I did that
My life is changing every day, numbers getting bigger, better
People rocking with me, think I found my place and purpose
I don't wanna leave cause we just getting started
We scratching fucking surface
[Chorus]
I've been soul searching, looking for a purpose
I've been feeling worthless, so I chase an earning
Chasing fucking dragons, you can weigh it on the scale
Got me right, got me cocky, tell that girl to come and tell
I've been soul searching, looking for a purpose
I've been feeling worthless, so I chase an earning
I pray to God, he come and find, he come and tell
I've been lost for forty, in the desert, give me manna, save me from this hell
I've been soul searching, looking for a purpose
I've been feeling worthless, so I chase an earning
Chasing fucking dragons, you can weigh it on the scale
Got me right, got me cocky, tell that girl to come and tell
I've been soul searching, looking for a purpose
I've been feeling worthless, so I chase an earning
I pray to God, he come and find, he come and tell
I've been lost for forty, in the desert, give me manna, save me from this hell