Suicide Thoughts
(Chorus)

What if I died
Commit me a suicide
Put a bullet between my eyes
Suicide letters are piling up
Do I really wana kill myself?? (YEP)
I’m feelin like, what am I really here for?
I’m only causin pain
And I feel like, what do I got to live for?
My life’s down the drain
Now I gotta commit me a suicide
Put a bullet between my eyes
Suicide letters are piling up
Do I really wana kill myself?? (YEP)
I’m feelin like, what am I really here for?
I’m only causein pain
And I feel like, what do I got to live for?
My life’s down the drain

[Verse]
I feel like grabbing the sharpest knife so I can slit my wrist
In the middle of the kitchen floor with a note balled in my fist
Tellin you don’t even give me a funeral nigga I’m knowin I’ll never be missed
That’s the whole reason for me to be killin myself cuz I no longer want to persist
Sometimes, I just want to grab the 9mm, put the heater to my brain and blast away
The misery and agony fast today
How much longer til a mothafucka pass away
Cast myself into another realm of peace
Living amongst the deceased
Gotta free my mind; release
Making the troublesome times in my life just cease
Leave, my body mangled and lacerated
No need for an autopsy to see my nerves was agitated
Meditated ahead of time
Thinkin of another way to go
Decapitation or suffocation, defenestration
Hangin myself from a long drop
Overdosing on medication until my heart stop
Immolation or penetration of venomous toxin
Power line will shock and
Stop contraction in my ventricle chamber
I purposely put my life into danger
Sincerely a stranger

{Chorus}
What if I died
Commit me a suicide
Put a bullet between my eyes
Suicide letters are piling up
Do I really wana kill myself?? (YEP)
I’m feelin like, what am I really here for?
I’m only causin pain
And I feel like, what do I got to live for?
My life’s down the drain
Now I gotta commit me a suicide
Put a bullet between my eyes
Suicide letters are piling up
Do I really wana kill myself?? (YEP)
I’m feelin like, what am I really here for?
I’m only causein pain
And I feel like, what do I got to live for?
My life’s down the drain
[Verse 2]

Man I feel like soakin my body, throwin a stereo right off in the tub
Grab a cup and overdose in the club
Full of booze, Ima cruise to the rail road tracks and wait
For another train to come and end my fate
While I relax and debate
Good thing I made up my mind ahead of time cuz nigga now it’s too late. (Jea)
Let me get a bigger plastic bag and pull it over down to my neck
Let me get the keys to the car, doin 100 my pedal to the medal
Im bout to wreck. Bet
Takin them pills, I fall asleep deeper
Cuz I really wana meet the grim reaper
Covered in Blood, I’m bout to get weaker
Losing my life, I feel it get steeper
Or maybe I could be steadily carving myself
Starving myself to death
Over abusing myself and exposing myself to meth
Give me the guillotine, bet I can do it myself, ain't no reason for me to be livin
My mental, emotional, physical statuses give me a reason for me to want to give in
Reliving
The previous status of my depression
Really my devious premonition got me stressin
Guessin, that I wana get the Wesson
So I can end all this oppression
In succession
Im tryina take my final exit and give me self deliverance
No longer want to live with this belligerence
{Chorus}
What if I died
Commit me a suicide
Put a bullet between my eyes
Suicide letters are piling up
Do I really wana kill myself?? (YEP)
I’m feelin like, what am I really here for?
I’m only causin pain
And I feel like, what do I got to live for?
My life’s down the drain
Now I gotta commit me a suicide
Put a bullet between my eyes
Suicide letters are piling up
Do I really wana kill myself?? (YEP)
I’m feelin like, what am I really here for?
I’m only causein pain
And I feel like, what do I got to live for?
My life’s down the drain

{wispers}
Suicide….. What If I Died…. Suicide….. I Wana Die…. Suicide…… I Wana Die…… Suicide…