Reflection
They say you can’t appreciate the sunshine without the pain
Well this shit is driving me insane
‘Cause why you gotta hurt like this?
Why all of the good motherfuckers gotta go through shit?
But I get it though
It’s just a test
Taking all that I have and trying me for my best
And tryna get me to neglect
The fact that God has his hand on me
Tryna get me in disbelief
Tryna stand on me
But if he did it before, he’ll do it
I believe in his word, cause it’s true and
Nothing can move me
My faith is heavyweight
I’m moving at a steady pace
I already ate
Man I’ve been there and done that
But here I am
Lightly afflicted, but I’m still going in
The clock is ticking
The devil think he got me, but that nigga, he’ll never win
Nah
On to the next
My complexion got me feeling like I wasn’t for the best
The progression of success is an understatement
I bust my ass on the grind just to make a statement
But
What am I saying?
Nothing is free
It’s always a price to pay
So I’ma do me
As the song cry and my soul weep
Understand God ain’t put me here to be weak
I know He got me but this shit a challenge
Battle after battle man I’m running out of mileage
Niggas still hating?
Stop it man that shit is childish
I got my own set of shit I’m tryna get up out of
I disobeyed god now I’m tryna figure out if
The trust is the same
I’m the blame
Let my ego take the reigns
Now I’m sitting wallowed deep in my shame
What can I say?
Trail and error, right?
I lost sight
It hit different when yo feelings flight
I just might
Go numb to the world
Nothing matters but my kids and my girl...
I’m just tryna make a win before I curl
Manipulate the system and make a win for this world
But the ending never ends fair
I blow the smoke in the air
As the glory resonates in my ear
Believe me when I spit
This shit is sincere
Now let me say my farewells before I disappear