Ive Been
I've been needing distance from a friend, and
He paints me insecure, and
His words can do some work
I've been overwhelmed I can't pretend
To be so self assured
The job's always deferred
Go back it's gettin' worse

I've been quoting books I've never read
Like I'm some intellect
Yeah sounds smart must be correct
I've been still too long they're up ahead
I feel the same today as I felt yеsterday

It's all silly now, looking back again
I let my doubts, crush my whole campaign
Whеn I became somewhat self aware
I felt the shame, sank into my chair, and began the whole repair

I just made a friend, I packed a lunch, I saw the birds outside
I made up a trend, I dodged a punch, I felt the warmth inside