2 A.M.
Been two years that I’ve been alone
New friends I made are fake as silicone
I passed right by you recently
And you act as if you didn't know

Didn’t take you long to get over me
Someone else trying to reach your ovaries
Taking drugs just to numb the pain
And now my brain cells miss the sober me

Emotions running deep
People around me looking shallow
See life within my eyes
See death inside my shadow

And I don’t want him coming after me
Too afraid to face reality
Replacing the old with the new
Like there ain’t space inside these galaxies

Trying to get into the attic
But my actions'll send me to the basement
Tell these hoes that I’ve got asthma
So theres no need for me to chase ‘em
But sluts can fix a broken heart
It’s like they’re handing out replacements
My self esteem’s been dropping lately
And it finally cracked the pavement
Oh Lord, Oh man I just can’t take it
These emotions I’ve been building up
Stacking 'em till I’m breaking down
With no one else around or there to pick me up

Got a list full of contacts
But I only talk to five
Give a fuck about religion
Still thank god that I’m alive

[Chorus: MannyCalifornia]

Drowning in emotions recently and
Spend my weekends getting faded
Haven’t had a wink of sleep but man
That’s on a daily basis
Drowning in emotions recently and
Spend my weekends getting faded
Haven’t had a wink of sleep but man
That’s on a daily basis

[Verse 2: MannyCalifornia]

Used to want to kill myself now I’m scared to die
Gambling with my life, that’s a pair of dice
Thinking I’m just a couple pills away from paradise
They say it’s in the sky but shit I’m scared of heights
I’m too young to have to worry about this everyday
City I’m from makes it worse so I’m very afraid
This shit is just ridiculous non-gang related victims
Gettin put inside a body bag and carried away
At least half of them are innocent
But people out here killing em
With villainous intent
Without a moral or a principle

Wish that I could stop the violence
Still all I hear is sirens
The only thing I could possibly think of to
Do is sit back and close my eye lids

Cause I’ve seen a lot of things
And I’ve dodged a lot of bullets
And yeah I’m from Salinas
I shouldn’t need to bang to prove it

Man it’s crazy, The society I live in
Someone else is getting shot and you
Brush it off 'till you’re the victim?
Oh god, Oh god, can someone save me
Tired of being in this city
If I blow up, Get rich enough I’ll leave
Taking everybody with me Oh man, Oh man
Now I’m getting my hopes up but
Hopefully there’s no limit
Cause the journey never ends where the road does
[Chorus: MannyCalifornia]

Drowning in emotions recently and
Spend my weekends getting faded
Haven’t had a wink of sleep but man
That’s on a daily basis
Drowning in emotions recently and
Spend my weekends getting faded
Haven’t had a wink of sleep but man
That’s on a daily basis