An Explanation
Why should I ever have to explain myself or my body or anything?
I know what I am
I know how it is
I just
I just can't take the look on your face
After I've said it, you said everything
Without even speaking, you said everything

I know what I am
I know how it is
I just thought it would be different at the end
It's not the end
It’s not the end
But I can't help it, it feels like it is
You said everything
You said everything

I guess I'm not upset, just disappointed that I expected anything
Less from you
‘Cause now I know that means
That I don't evеn see myself all that accurately
And my broken sеnse of self is further fragmenting
I think I know the answer, but I don't know the steps
And I don't know the order
I just know that I don't want to stay
I don't want to stay

I don't know if I can keep up
I don't know if I can keep up with this

Just hold my hand the whole way through this