The Jewelers Loupe Glass
I saw my myself when I was looking at your path
But then I realized that I can't change the past
I thought I found a diamond lying in the grass
But when I brought it to the jeweler he said it was made of glass

Gather around, young and old listen very
Closely
At all the sounds, of the crows the obituary's hosting
Here I am now, just a cold hearted kid who's left mourning
For his dear old friend who has felt her last heart beat

Beneath the feat is the ground that holds her body
Soaked in the tear drops dripping on the rotting
Corpse that she's become to me after all the
Shit that we been through it seems I've misjudged her

I wish I could just say she was so great god
But wouldn't be showing respect if I lied, would I?
Here lies flesh thats fresh with missed potential
I did all that I could to opperate on her mental
Disability she would kick bite and struggle
Never realizing we were just tryna help her
I had to watch her go while she tried to fight this bug though
I know she was irratic but her last words really stuck hold

"You gotta save me from the demons, they're tryna turn my blood cold"
Her pupils went wide and her hands dropped with no pulse
Listening to the spectograph speed up was very stressful
But now when I hear one beep, I feel numb in my vessels

I saw my myself when I was looking at your path
But then I realized that I can't change the past
I thought I found a diamond laying in the grass
But when I brought it to the jeweler he said it was made of glass

I saw my myself when I was looking at your path
But then I realized that I can't change the past
I thought I found a diamond laying in the grass
But when I brought it to the jeweler he said it was made of glass

I know this ain't about me but I gotta scrape my plate off
I tried to get this kid help bet everything I gave she played off
As my case and always having a right angle
When the people she was dealing with were using her like play dolls

I stood up for this kid, when no one else would
She repayed me with this? a box made of wood
Now he's rotting in the casket cause he couldn't drop the needle!
Can you hear me old friend?! Cause you couldn't hear me before!
I tried to get you into rehab! You wouldn't come through!
Don't it suck that life and death doesn't have an undo?
When I made gate way, that shit was for you!
But I never knew that my words would come true

And now somehow I feel guilty, like my words made you pass
Instead of lying to me now you are lying beneath the grass
And I don't know if you can hear me, but sense I won't get to ask
How the fuck do you think I felt when I heard you ODed on glass?!

I saw my myself when I was looking at your path
But then I realized that I can't change the past
I thought I found a diamond lying in the grass
But when I brought it to the jeweler he said it was made of glass