Oh Boy 3AM
I had to change her picture from my lock screen
To keep me from thinking of how we are and how we've been
And no one's understood me quite like her
It's so damn clean
We've made it through it all
But that remains to be seen

She's running off chasing that movie scene
Trying to paint that perfect picture that she sees in her dreams
But something keeps her here
And I hope it ain't me
I just pray if I’m around long enough to see

If one things clear it's that the silence is killing me
And sitting in that chair was something but couldn't completely save me
Lying awake in bed all night till the birds begin to sing
Writing another sad ass song about every little thing

So what does it mean
(If one things clear its that the silence is killing me)
What does it mean
She's running off chasing that movie scene
Trying to paint that perfect picture that she sees in her dreams
But something keeps her here
And I know it ain't me
I just pray if I’m around long enough to see

Tell me what she's thinking
I need to know
If her love for me is something she can show
And is it like before where by the end we've grown
Or should we cut our losses and let it go