State of Decay
I'm a day away from a shotgun in my mouth
But lucky for you, a girl I knew showed a flower too
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And I'm shootin petals
I'ma speak softly, cuz even when I yell
No one ever listens, no one ever listens even when I yell
Even when I'm screamin I love you
A bit overwhelmed by the beauty
Even though we talk, never really knew me
Woulda killed everything and loved you truly
Instead I sеttle down with a little bit of cruelty
And trеat it like a sickness
Falling star wishes, dead goldfishes
Man I miss this, make-shift family
The day that you left, lost my sanity
So I'ma be a few cards short of a deck
Crazy as heck
Dying you bet
But my self satisfaction comes in a fraction
I'm a good person so what the fuck happened
Screamin and the yellin
Fightin and the fit
Papa bear's missin
The huggin and the kissin
Say you wanna live, but you don't need permssion
So now I spend my days, erasin and forgettin
Cuz I don't know what to do
Cuz I'm so in hate with you
But this is how we do, this is how we do
State of decay
And I don't know what to do
Cuz I'm so in hate with you
But this is how we do, this is how we do
State of decay
And I feel a lil bit misplaced
You put love on a new face
So now I kiss with a bitter taste
Bite my tongue and run from everything
As I fumble through the madness
Drunk and out of practice
We used to be the baddest
But now I wake up and everything is the saddest
You silence comes in so many different ways
And every word that you don't speak
Keeps me up and thinking for days
You lost me some where we were never suppose to be
And I know we can't get back to a day without a panic attack
And who wants to live a life like that
And I don't know what to do
Cuz I'm so in hate with you
But this is how we do, this is how we do
State of decay
And I don't know what to do
Cuz I'm so in hate with you
But this is how we do, this is how we do
State of decay

And you can keep all the happiness
Never fit me right
Never been the type
And everytime I smile there's nothing left to write
But you knew that
That's why you never came back
You're not a fool to my system
Every one I've written means I can't forget them
It may not look like I'm dead but believe me I'm gone
You messed up my head and I wrote this song
It may not look like I'm dead but believe me I'm gone
You messed up my head and all I wrote this song
And I don't know what to do
Cuz I'm so in hate with you
But this is how we do, this is how we do
State of decay
And I don't know what to do
Cuz I'm so in hate with you
But this is how we do, this is how we do
State of decay
And I don't know what to do
Cuz I'm so in hate with you
But this is how we do, this is how we do
State of decay