Suicide thinking.
You Pretended that I was something
Tell the day you told me that I was nothing
You pretend that I didn't feel
So, you took it as a small ass deal
You said you "didn't have love for me"
Said, "I don't like you in my company"
I tried to make it real
But you made it like a mother fuckin' deal
I said "all you do is fuck with me
Mix my emotions with your simpithy
Pretend we were a one couple yeah you see
But now all you do is just cuttin' me
Freaking out about all stupid things
Like road trippin' with my family
Sayin' that I was stupid and crazy
Cut myself because of you, you see?
Thought you were my love you see
But all you do is hate on me
Sayin' I am too lazy
So what now were like enemies?
Asked if I should kill myself
Cause he asked how I deal with myself
Said I was just fine in my head
But heart it's really hurtin'
-Phillps out
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