Nothing Special
Deep dive, it's surrounding me
I need to move up, I find it so hard to breathe
I find comfort in the little things
It's too late to call you and tell you what I'm feeling, right, now
But I'm alright

Ash in my lungs tonight, I’m all alone
Gold rings shine from the light, expired cologne
I’ve learned, to take my time
How can I settle on somebody out of their mind?

I feel like I’m running backwards, just to get what I’ve been after, I feel like nothing really matters
Anymore

I took a pill, now I'm feeling nothing in my mental
Can't keep a job anymore I feel like Nothing Special
I crashed my car and I'm stuck inside a shitty rental
All the in-betweens and I've been caught up in the middle
Of it all, the rise and fall of everything

And I'm sorry, I'm overdramatic
Stupid fuckin habit, yeah
City lights, bass bumping, can we run up the check?
Empty tank, empty bank, got gold drip on my neck
I feel wavy, I feel reckless, I’ve been going crazy
Living in the coupe and feeling good but only as of lately

I’ve been on vitamins, they got me feeling right
Pop another b12, shit gets me energized
My visions getting stupid, stay with the reddish eyes
All my dreams' been lucid, but I’ve been locked outside

The parking lot is pretty in this town, there's black holes covering the ceiling now
I'll exhale to get the feelings out, Just feel the buzz that radiates you now

My sweatshirt smells like weed and peaches, and I'm
Coughing now and having trouble breathing, life is
A fuckin mystery but send it, let it out
All the things that I will wanna say just won't come out my mouth, wow
Rollin' up, From the pages in my journal, now I'm
Sparking up to feel myself in Dirty Myrtle

I can't keep a job, shit dude I'm nothing special
Deteriorate, interior my mental
Bruises they hurt, but they feel detrimental
I only ever wanted some closure

Runnin' through my paranoia won't you love me baby?
I've been feelin' lonely I know I've been missing lately
Hit my phone, pull a Carly won't you Call me Maybe?
I've been in hysteria so won't you come and save me?
You swear that you're in love but you don't even know me yet
Used to know myself but now I down a Percocet
97, sparking up another cigarette, hate feeling like I’m a mess, I’ll crash my car just to feel dead