Faded
[Intro]
Yeah
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Verse 1]
I remember at a time when I was at peace with myself, myself
Now I'm knocking myself right off the shelf, shelf
Skid marks tattooed on the surface
Aroma of rubber got me wanting to purchase
Lying on my homies' couch lighting up the papers
Fake news so we lighting up the papers
Stack a pair of cups, spill the soda on the ice
Take a gulp, I don't even think twice
Cash in, cash out
Find a couple girls who would be willing to do it for the pearls
They stay for a few, had to kick them out
'Cause you would prolly hear them from the clouds
Tell my homies later, thirty minute drive
I'm not yet sober but I made it home alive
Stumble into the hall, behind me I shut the door
Head upstairs to my bedroom door
Don't even take off my clothes, I just fall right on the carpet floor
Wake up, little voice in my head telling me to wake up
[Bridge]
I don't even care anymore, I'ma just lay here
Please don't knock on my door, I don't wanna hear it
Spill all my change on the floor, look back at past years
My ghosts tryna kick down the door
To fly me around here
I'm not getting up
Ice all in my cup
Notebooks piling up
'Cause my issues won't shut up

[Chorus]
I've been crying, I've been lying
I've been trying, I've been complying
I've been crying, I've been lying
I've been trying, I've been complying
(Why won't you go, why won't you go?)

[Verse 2]
Wake up, head throbbing, pop some
If somebody wanna test, pop em
Eat a couple meals, head to the booth
Feels good to get out my room
Didn't think I would get up, but here I am making all these bucks
Not everything is going as expected
Things have been unbalanced, trusting in my talent
Sometimes I just say stuff just because
I don't really like to hold my bluff
Only you can tell when I blush, I really hate how you give me a rush
I really wish wasn't human, I wish I wasn't real
I wish I could escape, but I can't and that's that, yeah
And that's that, yeah
[Chorus]
I've been crying, I've been lying
I've been trying, I've been complying
I've been crying, I've been lying
I've been crying

[Outro]
What more do you want from me? (What do you want from me?)
What more do you want from me, yeah
What more do you want from me, yeah, yeah, yeah
What more do you want from me, yeah, yeah
Ayy
(I'm bout tired of y'all, man!)
(Laughs)