​i dont like who i used to be
[Chorus]
I don't like who I used to be
Buried him down six feet deep
I don't like who I used to be
Letting down everyone close to me

I don't like who I used to be
Buried him down six feet deep
I don't like who I used to be
Letting down everyone close to me

[Verse]
Last year was a tidal wave
I spent the summer wishing I was in a different place
Lost between his death and coming of age
I'm not ready to grow up, I'm not ready to face the world

And all the hate that grows inside of it
There's no empty space for me to fit
Am I supposed to work for forty years, retire, then die?
Cause that's not what I'm wanting for my life
And I don't like to be alone
But I push everyone away and end up on my own
I promise that I'm trying to be better
And to prove it I wrote you this letter

[Chorus]
I don't like who I used to be
Buried him down six feet deep
I don't like who I used to be
Letting down everyone close to me

I don't like who I used to be
Buried him down six feet deep
I don't like who I used to be
Letting down everyone close to me