Scars
I get pulled aside at parties
When they see what I've done
They ask me why I did it
They say was it for fun
But they will never know
Unless they're inside my mind
But lately, I'm not doing fine

Oh, it's hard to stay alive
I look pretty on the outside
But I'm dying on the inside
Oh, I can't tell it again
So I pull on my jumper
And I just pretend

You don't know what it's like
To be trapped inside your own mind
And the only thing that you have left
Are the voices screaming inside your head
So don't ask me why
'Cause you wouldn't understand
Even if you tried
They tell me they've been worried
'Cause they've seen my skin
But don't point out my scars
Just ask me how I've been
I don't know what to do
With all these people talking
'Bout me and all my problems
It's not nice to ask around

Oh, I see people starring
At my thighs and my arms
Whenever they are passing
And oh, I wish I never did it
But I can't stop now
And I can't reverse it

Please leave me alone don't call or text
I'll throw away my phone I can't do it no more
I'll go by myself banging on heavens door
So let me be inside my room
And let me sleep 'till I am no more