Nosebleeds
I'm fuckin' bleeding
From the punches to my face and
All the shit inside
Do you notice me?
Or have joked too much, just for you to know
That everything in life is a joke
What if I did wrong?
Would you finally notice that I exist?
You don't have feelings anyway
I've lost myself too
Through all the people I tried to fit into
They go away, no one ever stays

Are you real?
Do you see the blood in me, baby?
Everyone is fake
Do you see the pain? You don't

I can't see
She was trying to help me
I hate to speak
I deserve to bleed nosеbleeds