Close Friends
Song: Close friends👀, Jake Dempsey

How you think you slick when you hopping dick to dick yeah you stupid fucking bitch// yeah you think I wouldn’t know but in your face it showed all the lies that you told thought that you were into me but I guess some feelings grow you were never there for me but I guess that’s how shit goes// why am I still thinking bout you I just gotta move on chase and pursue the dream that I’ve been living prefer to be lifted I know y’all don’t get me but I hope you understand this cause when someone leaves you in a minute it’s almost like they vanished memories trapped in my head I’m just trying to keep it moving but when I even think about you I just fucking lose it finger on the trigger thinking should I even do this...
“Bang 💥”

Damn Damn his finger on the trigger and I told him don’t do it bang goes the gun and I’m feeling so clueless I thought he was a soldier but soldiers don’t do this// He’s lying on the floor with the gun wound on his chest expecting the worse but he’s hoping for the best flashbacks are flowing through his head thinking fuck is this it am I dead// The ambulance arrives he’s barely lifeless just a squint in his eyes thinking why’d the fuck I do this I don’t wanna die yet regret in his head hoping to make it through his colors fading and his skins turning blue man what I wouldn’t do to trade places with you// Doctors rush in and tell me to wait outside I’m hoping for the best I don’t wanna see you die// Times ticking and I’m asking god why was this my fault I’m feeling crushed inside I watched you pull the trigger I just wish I could rewind just to go back in time

The doctor comes out and there’s sweat all on my face I’m feeling nervous and my heart starts to race I could tell it’s bad news and I feel like ima break he says they did all that they could and he still didn’t make it he was one of the strongest I knew so I really couldn’t embrace it he picked me up when I was down so I could never replace him

Driving home on the freeway and I can’t help but cry you were my best friend and I just lost you tonight you told me chase my dreams and now I know why you wanna see me winning but I can’t if you ain't by my side// I’m feeling lost and I’m feeling confused all the things in my head got me mentally abused and depressions killing me not to mention losing you// I can’t do it no more I just can’t take it not having you here just feels so vacant rope around my throat step off the chair I go I’m at lost for hope I can’t do this no more not having you here just ain’t the same as before and when I die please meet me at the heavens door because I’m done I can’t take this no more 😵

Man close friends yeah what can I say always on their grind yeah trying to get paid closest bond I knew man they chilled every day why did God do this why’d he take them away until they meet again at the heaven gates...