Tomb Raider
I watched you so carefully take this to the altar
This dread caught in your throat from things he did or died trying
Pale skin pulled back so tight, formaldehyde inside
Hardly the face you knew and i didn't

I watched you grasp for my absent hand and falter
That goodbye would have been my first introduction
The things he asked of you and others never again
All of these things you knew but she didn't

Vatican views forced down the throats of mourners turned spectators
And a specter hangs above it all. weak stomachs flood into the hall
His mom has no tears left to cry; she's given them to all the others
I feel more eyes on me than him, cause here i'm a stranger among brothers
One of his four most intimate moments; there's only one he didn't receive
Some of us know your side of the story
And looking at you i know you don't believe a word that Our Father is saying
So what the fuck is the point in praying for him to ascend?
Cause when it comes down to it, there's no way he's going to heaven

And the priest goes on and on