Not Happy
(Hi Nico)

Can I say I’m happy, no I can not sadly, I want peace so badly, it eats me alive, off darkness my depression thrives. It’s hard for me to survive. Gotta think twice (Gotta think twice)



I live in a world where no one smiles, it’s okay ima stare at the the ground. I’ve lived my whole life with a frown. They say that it’s all in my head . Since seven years old I’ve been taking meds. Wondering why I have an addiction. I can’t stand happiness, to realistic I go off on people ballistic, livin a lie that’s fictional, tears are wеird like a satanic ritual, beating happiness in my sеlf is habitual



Can I say I’m happy, no I can't sadly, I want peace so badly, it eats me alive, off darkness my depression thrives. It’s hard for me to survive. Gotta think twice (Gotta  twice)


Living life with out reason is like living in a world with out seasons, the reason being is people like to change, fuck with your mental, then claim it was accidental, they keep trying to play you like a beat no instrumental. That’s why My souls  screams like heavy metal when I’m alone. Lost in the zone, having pointless conversations on the phone. She told me that she wanna die I told her we should both commit suicide, we only get one life and I’m done with mine

Can I say I’m happy, no I can't sadly, I want peace so badly, it eats me alive, off darkness my depression thrives. It’s hard for me to survive. Gotta think twice (Gotta  twice)