Bothersome
I'm trapped in consequences
And things that are out of my control
My mind's a mistake and it's making me
Think I shouldn't be awake
In this state, in this way I feel
I'll never get to sleep. It's been a week
And nothing seems to do much for my shaking

I need an escape
There's nothing that I hate more than being a pain
I can't relate
I'm really ashamed of how many times I've taken the blame

I'm going numb from every cold shoulder
You threw at me tonight
I don't want to fight, but you push me further
Than I'd like and in spite
Of every night this happens to me I think
That I'll be alright
What's one more night? You fucking lied
And ruined my whole life
I need an escape
There's nothing that I hate more than being a pain
I can't relate
I'm really ashamed of how many times I've taken the blame
I need an escape
There's nothing that I hate more than feeling insane
I can't relate
I'm really ashamed of how many times I've taken the blame