Close Grip
So here we are
Left alone
Without you here
What are we gonna do?
Now things are not so clear
My heart floods with fear
Looking up at the stars
Pondering why things are the way they are
A gust of wind blows through my hair
It makes me feel like you’re still there

It’s not fair

There are many things I’d like to say
But you aren’t here and so I’m forced to pray
To a universe that took you away
But it’s like they say nothing gold can stay
Anxiety sets in when I realize
There is no hope to change the times
Frustrated beyond belief
Our love goes nowhere. This is my grief
Sitting graveside
And I’m missing your face
Wishing I could
Take your place

Reliving it through closed eyes
What I see is fucked
A never-ending pain I run from
It’ll always catch up
Taking a loss is never easy
But losing a brother is like a hole that can’t be filled