Hair Dye
My hair dye is fading out
It's not pink anymore
It's now bleached and brown

And I'm losing my sense of self
And I'm afraid of who I'll turn into
If you're not around

'Cause you remind me that I'm worth something
And as weird as this may sound you gave me some self esteem
And now loving myself is a possibility
And I'm scared I don't mean as much to you as you mean to me

I'm changing in all the wrong ways
But I know I would hate to just stay the same
If everyone matures with age
Won't we all just grow up and grow out of this phase?

I don't want to grow up but I need to mature
And I never want things to be like they were
I'm still pretty idiotic pretty insecure
But I always want to be a better person than I was last year