Bottle It Up
(f-f-f-fractus)

So I’ll bottle it up
It don’t matter right
Am I sleeping or up
Is this afterlife
I can’t help freezing trust
I’ve been up all night
Tryna work out my bluffs
Holding onto pride

Something bout the things you said
Gottem ringing back and forth inside my head
I think I might be better off dead now
I’m tryna forget but my doubts been spreading

To the depths of my mind
Everybody now just assuming I’m fine
Talking right through me so I’m fronting with pride
I don’t even care that’s another fucking lie
I’m falling apart while I’m trying to
So I’ll bottle it up
It don’t matter right
Am I sleeping or up
Is this afterlife
I can’t help freezing trust
I’ve been up all night
Tryna work out my bluffs
Holding onto pride

So I’ll bottle it up
It don’t matter right
Am I sleeping or up
Is this afterlife
I can’t help freezing trust
I’ve been up all night
Tryna work out my bluffs
Holding onto pride

I’m falling apart
Tryna work all of this out
Seems I can’t help myself
One way trip straight to hell
This ain’t good for my health
But I’m coping with medicine
Right on my shelf
Cuz I just
Eh
Cuz I just been wasting time
When I should be living my life
Why do I feel I’ve been running in circles
I can’t open up sorry that I’m not verbal
Self loves still an issue I’ve been tryna hurdle
And I don’t wanna be provocative
But I’m happy I don’t breathe your oxygen anymore
I’m happy I don’t breathe your oxygen anymore (I’m happy I don’t breathe your oxygen)
Cuz I’ve lost myself but not like this before (not like this before)

I’m happy I don’t breathe your oxygen anymore (I’m happy I don’t breathe your oxygen)
Cuz I’ve lost myself but not like this

So I’ll bottle it up
It don’t matter right
Am I sleeping or up
Is this afterlife
I can’t help freezing trust
I’ve been up all night
Tryna work out my bluffs
Holding onto pride

So I’ll bottle it up
It don’t matter right
Am I sleeping or up
Is this afterlife
I can’t help freezing trust
I’ve been up all night
Tryna work out my bluffs
Holding onto pride