4 Maybe 5
Yeah, Yeah
4 maybe 5 times I thought I was in love
4 maybe 5 times I've gotten way too drunk
4 maybe 5 times I've loved and disappeared
4 maybe 5 times I wish that you were here

4 maybe 5 in the morning and I just got home from the torment
My realities switchin'
Makin' a big picture just a tad bit more vivid
My habits is more nikki less women
Kinda lonesome when you think about it

Do you think about me?
*People still doubtin' me*
Money comin' in and expected but undoubtedly
Lately I'm unknowing on just how to sleep
Blame my nonchalance on why I'm move so drowsily
I'm sorry

I'm just trying to figure this shit out
Been contemplating heavy when they knocking on the front
Sorry Jasper been out for a minute
You can't talk to him but you can leave a message and he'll get back to it when he's finished with his business
I'm really bad at texting
See I'm really bad at texting
Especially with the women cuz' cuz'
4 maybe 5 times I thought I was in love
4 maybe  5 times I've gotten way too drunk
4 maybe 5 times I've loved and disappeared
4 maybe 5 times I wish that you were here

4 maybe 5 in the evening
Blowing down loosies till I'm having trouble breathing
Chain smoker with a habitual ways
Just to deal with all the stress and my emotional health
Still neglected to this day
Got me off the shits
That's why I'm balling up my fist
Call it quits
Never that though I'd think I'd like to quit
Kinda give into a dream
Live like a regular teen but people say they've never met no one talented as me

So I'm on a thin line and making music a curse
All the gifts in the world I was blessed with the words
Forming sentences penmanship got me thinkin' it's my turn
But I'm not goin' I only see it as absurd

Only sad godwhen the piano sound right
For the sad ones see me as the moon in the night
For the dark souls see me as a flicker of a light
For the heartbroken see me as another cracked chest
Cuz' it's 4 maybe 5 times I thought I was in love
Shit
4 maybe 5 times I've gotten way too drunk
4 maybe 5 times I've loved and disappeared
Every time of the time I just wish that you was here