Dear Old Jakob
[Verse 1]
Jake I've been trying to
Get a hold of you
It's been 4 years now
What had happened to you
I'm just here reminiscing
This is all I can do
Your family and friends
Had always loved you
After that time you got your heart shattered
I was devastated
That we lost you, where are you dude
I can't find your good soul
It's been ripped apart in two
You've always been this Gentleman
I miss the romantic side, you were true
I'm going all crazy
Letting my anger out
Fucking pissed off to see you go
I just wanna shout
Why is it always the good guys
Who die out without a doubt
My emotions and feelings
Rushing in my systems, it how I've felt
Expressing how truе you were to me
And now you vanishеd like dust
Where's the trust
I just, wanna bleed out on the floor
And watch my own blood gush
I'm watching myself inside this mirror
With a bullet shot wound that touched
Having an head rush
[Hook]
Just wanted to see you grow
Buried in the ground cold
Looking for your gravestone
But I don't see your label
What happened to your soul
Got taken away, no
But dear old Jakob
I'd wish you could call me back bro
All I wanted was to hear your voice
Looks like I have no other choice
Every time you see me inside this video
Now I'm here just holding this one rose
But dear old Jakob
I'd wish you could call me back bro

[Verse 2]
I feel like I'm just filling up
All of your voicemails
Keep thinking you'll hear them
But they are growing stale
How long its been sitting there
I'm about to fail
I'm drowning in my emotions
They are about to set sail
You've gotten too sick
Heart was severely damaged, you look pail
Might as well dump your bucket
Of supplies, just watch it hail
Take a fucking hike
And never come back
You got lost on your own trail
You had a good inspiration
Turned into my idol
Now you passed away
That caused me to be suicidal
I'm just trying to fight my own battles
Alone, Keeping myself up in my survival
Still passionate with my music
Hoping people see my pain go viral
Took a long time for me to grow up
No longer a child
Digging your grave up
Making a big pile
Thinking your still alive and well
But I'm really just in denial
This is getting wild
Fuck you bitch
I'm my own rival
Just let me die bro
[Hook]
Just wanted to see you grow
Buried in the ground cold
Looking for your gravestone
But I don't see your label
What happened to your soul
Got taken away, no
But dear old Jakob
I'd wish you could call me back bro
All I wanted was to hear your voice
Looks like I've got no choice
Every time you see me inside this video
Now I'm here just holding this one rose
But dear old Jakob
I'd wish you could call me back bro

[Outro]
I just feel like I'm nothing without you
Please! Why did you had to go
I can't pull myself together
You were the one who kept me sane
I miss you!
Bro just come back into my life
That's all I've asked for
*crying*