Seventeen and Sincere
[Verse 1]
Another day passed-by through my major jitter eyes
Tryna say goodbye to all of my past papers that I’ve wrote my cries
And I’ve slowly truly been accepting all the advice on
My thoughts that drawn my spirit to be a goner
Glad I had my notepad to record the saddest thoughts from my constant overthinking and loathing
Fuck
Looking back at it right now made my backbone to shiver
So glad that I found catharsis when I was in a crisis with my own nature
A year passed by and I still remember all the tears
Caused by my anxious fears that I deeply had
And I still remember it made me so hard to breathe in
Heart was pounding from self-loathing
Lonesome, yeah, it was clearly on my burden when some of them came inside as they found me alone in a hole
Tryna ruin an already broken soul that was helplessly standing near that fuckin' little enclosed door, oh no
Bitch you ain’t snitchin’ me
To the edge again ya’ see
Or that rope tied on that sad and gloomy melancholic tree
I’m tryna be better on my seventeen and so this mean
I'mma lean on the shits that I really believed in
[Hook]
Tryna get better
Tryna get better
Tryna get better living my shit
And I hope that
And I hope that
They won’t dragged me down in a fucking pit again
Tryna get better
Tryna get better
Tryna get better living my shit
And I hope that
And I hope that
They won’t dragged me down in a fucking pit again—

[Verse 2]
Think again
Fell again
Need a den
Like a playpen
I could then
Make amend
To ascend
From the end
And defend
My mind from descendin’ down
Tryna mend myself for not depend on drownin’
Stomach full of acid keeping me so drifted away
With life
And to make me asleep when I lay on broken bed at night
And to knock myself out when I cry on my bed sheets
But it’s alright
Now, I’ve been on my line
And tryna placed my life aligned
Helped by the kinds who had gave me their hands out for advice and, aye
Despite the distances and their busy time
Daytime was a bit off till I climb out the oblivious hole
Soul was cold
Thought of being sold to the grim
But i’d rather swim
To the shoreline
With my aching limb
And I didn’t die
Tryna sober up
And tryna live it up
Tryna fixed what I should’ve faced back then when it made a breakup and i’m
Tryna be better and save my seventeen and so this mean-
I’mma lean on the thoughts that I really believed in
[Hook]
Tryna get better
Tryna get better
Tryna get better living my shit
And I hope that
And I hope that
They won’t dragged me down in a fucking pit again
Tryna get better
Tryna get better
Tryna get better living my shit
And I hope that
And I hope that
They won’t dragged me down in a fucking pit again—

[Bridge/outro]
Hey, hey
Tryna, tryna
Tryna hold myself
Tryna stop myself
Tryna
Tryna save myself