Prelude Of Light
[Intro]
But this world is cruel
You could know if you were picked on too
Oh you think you're cool you can light a blunt and skip school?
Well the way music is now it's too true
You got a lot of fans and a girl that loves you
Fuck it I meant lust dude
Cause love isn't found in the bottom of your nuts fool
Cause that's truth
You sign some chick's breast get her number on your hand
Meanwhile I'm the dude with the pen who writes lyrics on the back of my hand like a tattoo
Cause that's cool
Cruel be the world for it's ignorance
But it's bliss, so we should all give into it
Call me crazy but the money isn't worth it
But that's a double negative
Saying that worth isn't worth shit
So for now
I keep blabbering on
Since my view on this music seems to just tag along
If it's all about the features and connects for respect
Then I got none; yet
But really
It's what I'm after
Pause
I do want the clothes and the cars
But not at the expense of my heart and soul
So for now I'll let the dice roll
Snakes eyes complemented by the snakes mind
That the devil buys everything in this globe
But I preach no (Know)
[Verse]
I'm back at it and finally back rapping
I rehashed the flow
Rehabbed on relapsing
Enough passing
So stop asking
I said I didn't quit and I'm back to wreak havoc
It's been a year since I took another spin
So hopefully I still got fans to let it spin
And if not
Fuck it I'll get 'em back
I'm sorry if I didn't drop enough dope tracks
"Letting Go" was cool but lacked depth
Got a lot of plays
But still it lacked flesh
And I think my boy Jay said it best
You gotta make sense in order to cents
And what he said I could never second guess
He was right
I gotta separate it from the rest
So I took another try at this shit
Got a grip
Let it rip
And I came up with this
"Change of Heart" was missing a sick banger
So I packed up my bags moved on and stopped rhyming
I left the world just chilling on a cliff hanger
But I'm back
So we goin' rock climbing
Finding
This life is like diamonds
Tough and just
But a gift stays shining
So stop prying
Just be patient
A lesson that I learned from mistakes I'm making
So decided I would take a little time off
But time off turned to time gone and time lost
My mind was in a coma I couldn't rhyme once
I kept pressing instead of letting my mind's clock
Tick
So the pen finally made a drip
Ink bled through and we started writing the script
And my heart stopped
Just to get in sync with my minds clock
Got into a rhythm so my mind's clock toked (talked)
And I know that my last one flopped
But my goals stay the same I'mma make it to the top
Doesn't matter if I stop breathing
It's occupy rap and I'm never fuckin' leaving
So welcome to the legend I rule
This beat would serve to be the missing link Hyrule
And I do
Feel a bit of pressure when I write a verse
But it makes me write harder so I make it work
And since I stopped caring what ya'll think
I can see what it takes to make it without think
Fuck it I meant thought
I'm lost in these bars
My mind's a jail cell
And Alcatraz strong
And this shit there's no escaping it
So fuck it I'm embracing it
I feel so free
But I know I'm gonna pay for this
It's hard enough to live for right now
So what's next
But first send one text
My mind's saying no
But my heart's saying go
I don't know which way to roll
But I gotta keep it real
Let her know how I feel
Rejection may hurt
But all wounds can heal
So I known this girl since sixteen
Who ever would of thought she'd be on a sixteen
Funny how the time changes
By this time last year I thought I'd be famous
But now I'm just be happy to be doing it
Making what I wanna make
Without the critics booing this
Using this
Beat as a comeback
So I could comeback
Twice as bad
Herpes
A real comeback
So I stopped rushing what I was working on
Sabbatical allowed me to see what I was just working wrong
Enough dumb tracks with sixteens
So I started writing shit to say what I mean
All it took was a light to spark
And I rapped to my map
X marks the spot
So cheers to the year for making me conscious
And raise your glass high to the sky and watch him
By him I mean God
The dude who won't stop
To bring the best out of everyone's loss
Depressed and hung out to dry with no help
All the sleepless nights when I dreamt of wealth
Stopped showing up
I shifted my views
Money comes second to my fans and that's true
And to the haters that think that I'm wyling
Stop crying
Just listen to the violins
Cause it's all love now where I'm at
So fuck everyone that can't respect that
I'm done tryna be the man I can't be
So aye (A) let it be (B) and just try to see (C)
I don't wanna die
But I do wanna fly
Chill on cloud nine
Find me in the sky
Love is what's embracing me
So love is what relates to me
This life there's no escaping it
Welcome to my awakening...