Never
[VERSE 1]
I cannot truly get mad at them, it is to be expected
If I were in their shoes id do the same to be respected
But some people truly mad at me
And they just wanna blast through me
Say that shit is blasphemy
But if we thinking rationally
Why don’t you practice chastity
You preach with no sagacity
You got some fucking audacity
I heard god loves his children
And I am no exception
Regardless of my sex, orientation, or damn even profession
Wasting time with this aggression
Why don’t you instead get some bitches
My sale pitch is that i’m pissed with all this prejudice that just keeps growing
Thought when I’m older it’ll get better Nah
This shit is just annoying, never changing
Mind is reverting back to old ways
With anger brewing to the brim, I want to shoot y’all in y’all faces
[Chorus]
"I’m never feeling lonely" is that fucking bullshit you said
I’m looking in the mirror hope I shoot you in the head
Rip your tongue out
Break your bones
My anger acidic
Waiting for the days it goes away
I feel again. x2

School is isolating and social cues are confusing
I fuse the wants of the peers together and still, I just keep losing
I talk better with adults than bitches at my own age
At lunch, I hang out alone, what a shame it is to be
And this place is like a game a fail pass
Try again today
If i last, this year in the end i will be ok
But the past shows the dangers are coming my way
And amass the crowd we fall right back down and all my mistakes are in front of glass
The audience claps and I realize in the end my stance is stiff
I act like a dick to cover-up
And save my ass from laughter, I told her I liked her to save myself from that disaster
Because secrets are secrets I hope to god she don’t know i have them
Don’t retrieve em or address them
There’s a rumor all-around simply about me being gay
It don’t go too deep so i just laugh that shit away
And seriously this secret make me seem like im a fraudulent motherfucker who is bad at hiding, lying
[Chorus]
"I’m never feeling lonely" is that fucking bullshit you said
I’m looking in the mirror hope I shoot you in the head
Rip your tongue out
Break your bones
My anger acidic
Waiting for the days it goes away
I feel again. x2

[OUTRO]
I’m never feeling lonely i just got used to it
Been that type of way since second grade so it’s hammered in my head
I did have a few friends who tolerated me
It took two years but eventually, they went away
Never seen again
And that ain’t their fault, I wish them the best
Y al final estoy solo y triste sin ti
¿Qué me pasa?
¿Por qué no puedo ser normal?
Intento seguir adelante pero me siento mal