Lose me
She don't wanna love me she wanna use me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They ain't gonna love me until they lose me
Might just od because im popping on xannys and popping on percys
Feel like im worthless, i remember when i thought that bitch was perfect



That was back when i was ?? mean?????
Now these drugs are controlling me
I had ?? in my veins like I.V
My ex was poison just like some ivy...
So now i've got hate in my heart and hella anxiety
She wrote me off like a diary !!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't believe that she would lie to me...


She TOLD ME THAT SHE WAS AALONE EVERY NIGHTT
And she needed someone by her side
Who she could hold
Thought i could fill the role
Thought she could fill this hole, but now the drugs are back in control !!!!!!!!
Substance abuse is my ????
All of this pain circling around in my soul
Cannot be controlled
Cannot be controlled
So i'll be smoking and leaning
I feel like my life has no meaning...
She had a man and she was cheating
So yes, im popping these pills for a reason.....

Now when i see her i freeze up like she is medusa
Damn why am i such a loser?????
Spending my days behind a computer
They say i got a new girl but that's just a rumour
And if i did, i push her away because my loves a tumour
Cancerous !
I got a question can you answer this???

"why am i here"
Suicidal thoughts in my brain
Need more than novacane to numb the pain
So i mix xanax with cocaine, and reel it straight to the brain
No, it's not healthy but neither am i
If it's 2025 and i'm still alive, i'll be amazed
Feel like i am a disgrace to my whole family......
Don't know why they don't disown me
Take 30 milligrams and now i'm floating.........

But there is always a come down....
I think about her from sunrise to sundown,,,
Sunrise to sundown
Sunrise to sundown..

Thinking about her