Life Is Meaningless
(Verse 1) - Vic Vega
I'm always sad - Always been haunted by the past
Thinking about the good things that I will never have
Post Traumatic Stress? My eyes begin to flash
Contemplating sick memories, it's hurting me so bad - yeah!

(Verse 2) - Vic Vega
My conscience screaming, I'm always haunted by my inner demons
I'm always acting crazy within these evil lurks that's speaking
Running from my sickness, considered myself a "Runaway"
Tryna fight my fears, would I even live to see a brighter day
A lighter day - I can't beliеve the wickednеss I'm facing
It's total devastation why on earth I'm acting Satan
My life is hell on earth because my life ain't what it's worth
How people treating me unfairly, I'm feeling hurt
Harsh decisions in my life, it's like I'm going against the grain
From the memories in the past, everyday I'm feeling pain
I wonder why I depressed, tryna cope with all the stress
Inside my Mindstate, my whole life's a fucking mess
Contemplating suicide in my head, I want the pain away
I'm tired of this shit, I just want to let it fade away
Collecting all my fears it's like my heads about to struck
It's like a hit towards my gut because my life's a fucking uppercut
(Verse 3) - Vic Vega
Lord forgive me for my sins, cause I'm not feeling the same
Because I've never meant to hurt you, all I'm feeling is pain
Nobody in this world don't even care about my struggles
They only care about me when I'm gone, my mind is puzzled
Times changed and I'm just tryna maintain
I think my time is running out, I think I'm dying in vein
I just wanna tell you Lord that I'm experiencing hurt
Because I've tried to change my ways but none of it worked
Now my heart's feeling numb and my eyes are turning red
I can't hold back these tears, I'm having doubts in my head, aye
So am I living in this world for a purpose?
I keep questioning God about my life, is it worth it?
I hate this place and I'm always alone
Because I'm always shedding tears and I've never had a happy home
Inside my mind, I'm always fighting a war
Because I've never known pain like this before
Take a look into my eyes and tell me what you really see
My mind is feeling numb and I couldn't go to sleep
And still I fantasize slitting both of my wrists
Cause some people act like I do not exist
I'm struggling with life and I can not even stand it
I've lost so many friends and I'm going schizophrenic
So many people wouldn't understand
About the struggles in my life and what I go through to become a man
Cause Dear Lord, I just wanna know what life's about?
Yeah, I just wanna know what life's about?
Yeah, I just wanna know what life's about?
Cause my life feels different when the curtains and the lights are out