The Pain
Yeah

Okay

Tell you story of a woman born back in the 60s
She lived happily with her father, mother and her siblings
Father loved her cos’ she gat qualities -it made her distinct
Apple of his eyes- she became priority in all his doings
Her house was home till family and friends came in with wrong advices
I don’t blame peer pressure but Papa made a few wrong choices
Brought a new bitch to the family
And it ruined our jolly, happy
A house once full laughing turned to the plot for scenes of arguing
Momma crying, bitch be barking, father thinking and me be hurting
All his mistakes got us suffering from a pain he didn’t foresee
And now he’s lonely- feeling sorry
Thinking alcohol is problem solving
Consequence came in, kidney be failing
After a few more surgeries

Chorus;
I lost my pops, sadly
To accident of choices
I lost my pops, sadly
To accident of choices

Seeing momma weeping nearly broke me into pieces
Tryna keep my heads high
Tryna follow my dreams
Where I got me today got me pay through my nose
Circumstances around me got my eye on gold
All the suffering and pain turned to story of old
Now I gat me a life and family of my own
Yeah
I know these rhymes could sound so nice
But deep inside I feel so sad
To lose one’s dad and lose one’s man
To peer group influence, it happened twice
My man was lovely
He loved his family
He made some choices that came back firing

Chorus;

I lost my man, sadly
To accident of choices
I lost my man, sadly
To accident of choices
Momma told me you got to learn from history
Don’t let this repeat, don’t ever risk it
What kinda you man wanna be, define it
Good or bad don’t you ever mix it
Be vigilant to conquer hypocrisy
Friends do it doesn’t amaze me
I’ve been through shit since I was a baby
I’m telling you now that you’re aging
It’s best not to trust anyone that’s living
They creep in the night and stab you- now you’re bleeding
The hurt and pain is so much- it’s killing
Only you can love you better- believe me
Your friend loves you but he can’t let you to win him
You is all you’ve gat left- be learning
It’s best not to trust anyone that’s living
That’s how it goes in this world we live in
Blood relatives ain’t even your family

I rap this in clarity
Victimized heavily
By the society
I found myself living
Selfish mentality
Thought you was family
So much uncertainty
No one was loving me
Life has been teaching me
Lessons was hard on me
So mama be telling me
Daily preparing me
For the kind of world I found myself living in
I gat to live it better than the previous me
One thing that hurts in the story I’ve been telling is nothing but
Chorus;

I lost my man, sadly
To the accident of choices
I lost my man, sadly
To the accident of choices


Chasing bags chasing dollars
I don’t wanna be a John Doe
Wanna make momma proud
I don’t wanna be unknown
Living right,  I don’t do reckless
Learning from the past I know
Don’t wanna end up breathless
Like these  niggas I’ve known