Sour Grief III
[Verse I]
The start of a new day
Is the end of the last, last, last
Will I start where I left of
And forget where I pasted
Me and a friend of mine had just landed
Still branded from what we had handed ourselves
Told stay out of the paths of evil but we are evil ourselves
Just tryna' get a taste of whatever
Young,wild and free of whatever
Should have called it a night at midnight
But flashing lights
Gave thirst a new flame to fight
Cause we, hype for things that the night brings
And motivated to give it all for the sight see
When my relevance to my society resonates
When YP is likely to stunt see
For my, lost love, think I'm stuck
I'm, digging it deep but lost time
But, love is good and love is kind
But love maybe I'll never find
For my (uh) moments I bleed deep
This sour grief
Still thinking it won't flavor my speech
Just to find the value in one's self
I'm trying but I'm thinking of killing my own self
So I, note reality and cap my dreams
And make a list of what I need to achieve
When all you need is love and trust
They say all of the fame will suck
With the absence of said above
So I thought of finding a lover
But I never trust her
Or maybe the love she wanted
I wasn't after
So when I take a bottle of Vodka to the brain it's insane
But spill it all as I sang
[Bridge]
I don't know what to call it
No, I don't understand
Feeling like the end of the road
Is where I stand
Will I have the balls to pull the trigger
Tell her I miss her
Or there is more to life than what I figured
Cause I don't know what to call it
No, I don't understand
Feeling like the end of the road
Is where I stand
Will I have the balls to pull the trigger
Tell her I miss her
Or there is more to life than what I figured

[Chorus]
Grief, my sour grief
You can't understand my sour grief
You don't even know
My sour grief
You can't understand my sour grief
You don't even know
My sour grief
You can't understand my sour grief
You don't even know
My sour grief
You can't understand my sour grief
Got to let it go
Go, go, go, go, go
Got to let it go
Go, go, go, go, go
Grief, my sour grief
You can't understand my sour grief
You don't even know, (understand my grief)
Cause you can't understand my sour grief

[Verse II]
Listen, (uh-uh-uh-uh)
(uh-uh-uh-uh yeah, alright)
The end of the road
Is like a high-rise to me
The death of an imposter
Or birth of an mc
Some mornings I fly
And nights I have dreams
That could make Martin Luther roll out his grave see
I've been drinking
Thinking, finding motive in different women
I'm tryna' find my purpose but losing my sense of living
I'm weakening my mind for moments I find joy in
And trying to find my purpose but I'm broken
Cause I don't understand the reason for life
Or reason for hype
Who holds the definition of wisdom
And freedom inside
Like my parents should take out money
Just to help me learn to earn it
And have a boss killing me
Telling me that I'm worthless
So I fall over and look at the sky
In mind, hoping to find Jesus
Cause this road is harder to climb
Sometimes I wonder if he's there
And if the sky will open
Or religion has become a reason just to part our oceans
Like race wasn't already
Or money we're making
Or these likes on social media killing the generation
Like we even give a fuck who's gon' be running the nation
Like Satan's holding my chains
And telling me I should face it so I know
Uh
[Bridge]
I don't want to know this truth
I don't want to chase this life forever
So I should take my life and accept the pleasure
That I don't know, fuck
I don't want to know this truth
I don't want to chase this life forever
So I should take my life and accept the pleasure 
That you don't know

[Chorus]
My sour grief
You can't understand my sour grief
You don't even know
My sour grief
You can't understand my sour grief
You don't even know
My sour grief
You can't understand my sour grief
You don't even know
My sour grief
You can't understand my sour grief

But I know
I know
I can't chase this life forever
So I should take my life and accept the pleasure
That I don't know
I don't want to know this truth
I can't chase this life forever
So I should take my life and accept the pleasure