New Collab
[Verse 1: Exodu$]

I'm anti-social, unapproachable, suicide is always optional
Every time I start to rap, I always get always emotional
Dealing with devils daily, they don't wanna see my happy tho
Here we go, with the same bullshit it's always on repeat
Acting like they care, with their #RIP, can't you see that's bullshit tweets
When you die, they wonder why? But it's to late, blood stains on the sheets
My soul is tainted, by the darkness will i ever be complete?
My eyes are open but i'm feeling dead and asleep, dead and deceased
My perception of what i thought was real, has always been deceived
I can't believe, what i put myself through just to get mislead
But what did i really fucking think? I'm sitting here popping these pills as i drink
These ghost of my past always haunting me, an i'm on the brink
Drowning in my own self-hatred, becoming faded as I sink
This monster inside of me I have created, will I ever be free?
I'm dropping to my knees, lord can you help me please?
I got no reply, I put the gun right to my head, finger on the trigger then i squeezed

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