A S H L E Y
I don’t wanna die this way baby
We been living out in an unmarked grave
Gotta glass of josé cause it pours when it rains
I’m on that 64 but nobody wanna play
Back when I was young I was alone all day
I don’t got a plan my ambition got erased
And I didn’t go to college so I hope I get a raise
Cuz I really want it all, I’m tryna get a taste

Where does your mind take you when you close your eyes?
I’ve been here forever tryna make my way inside
It’s getting so damn hard to find the words that’ll make you stay
I sit here and watch the cars and I contemplate jumpin in their way

Outta my face, outta my brain I think I’ll stay down
Credit good wanna cop me an estate now
Yearning for the road cuz I feel the need to stay out
I couldn’t be alone but that’s just my only way now
All up in my dome yet I cannot find my way out
I’ll be home alone, temp is cold dozed off on the couch
Blunt in ashytray, hands getting ashy, fuckin on an emotionally unstable bitch named Ashely...
I think her name was Ashley...

Where does your mind take you when you close your eyes?
I’ve been here forever tryna make my way inside
It’s getting so damn hard to find the words that’ll make you stay
I sit here and watch the cars and I contemplate jumpin in their way

No you can’t feel me, though you’re right near me
Dozed off in the Benz, give a fuck bout who is steering
Nightmarish visions, be your superstition
Pokin holes in voodoo dolls, my revenge is nearing
And if I could man you know I’d get a grip
My grandma had warned me that I’d end up just like this
And it’s not making sense so I sit here making fists
Bash them against the walls cause I swear they’re closing in
I’d give it all if I knew what it took to give
Compare myself to others that just not a way to live
Roaches in your kitchen, bitch you cannot pay the rent
I can see through innocence cuz no ones heaven sent
Deciphering through dividends you never know what this money meant
Clear the direct deposit cuz you know that shit is good as spent
Don’t act broken-hearted when she straight up just ain’t answering
She said she’ll be damned if she falls into my hands again