Twilight Cogitation IV
[Intro]
Don’t Be Late
Time is everything
Use it to your advantage

[Verse 1]
When we first met you was shy as a fly my darlin'
High on that wall and fallin' and callin' for me it's crazy
How you opened so quickly even though you was goin' through it
And plus I knew it was different than any of those other women
I ditched when they wasn’t provin' me any good and you did
And I'm hooked and shook from the beginnin'
I wish I knew what I was gettin' into
But now I'm into
Into you I'm fin to
Take a break from the music until I finish with you
And it wasn’t  before long I was gone and off to college
I promised I'll always be watching and looking out for my shawty
Was I wrong to give all the love I had in my heart
And risk me losin' my mental
Well I did and I still stuck with you, I miss you
But, I don’t miss you, I miss you
The girl that I knew all along before the fall in this relationship
And plus the fact that I hate to recall astonishments
A long list of bullshit, arguments, broken promises
You took me high just to let me fall in the water and drown in sorrow
Not sorry, don’t tell me your fuckin' sorry
I'm tired of it my darlin'
I'm ballin' in my mind cause'
I don’t know how to cry and if I could I would I'm tryin
[Interlude]
Girl Im trying so hard
To get over your wrongs
Cause' you did me so wrong
And it drives me crazy
Used to feel so good to call you baby
But I can't take it
I hate the way you play with me, with me, with me
Yeah

[Verse 2]
Niggas say I'm crazy for lovin' you they were right and I might just bite about 6 bitches tonight
I'm only fuckin' outta spite just to get back at your ass I'm piped
You broke the heart of an artist and this song is just the consequences
Of my many stitches and many nights I spent cryin' this shit was blindin' my vision and losin' my mind in abysses
Cause'
What you do baby this love was drivin' me crazy
But it never ceased to amaze me
Even when I left you I'm cravin'
And all the love that you claimed
Was it really fake or fugazy
I guess I'll never know maybe
Maybe I'll jus take this P80
Put it to my brain and say maybe I can't take it I-

[Chorus]
Do you ever sing about me?
[Verse 3]
Do you ever sing about me?
Do you ever sing about us?
Do you ever dream about us?
I only hope that you bleed from disobeying my trust
When you all alone in your bed, do you still wish I was there?
Cause' I still remember you said that you'd rather be with me
That you need me, wanna please me, I can't breathe when I see you in my feed
Must unfollow or I'd wallow from a bottle
I can't focus at my job
I can't focus at my work
Took a strip out of my pride
My soul hurting while at church
Yeah you used to sing for me had the voice of an angel
But it couldn’t keep your horns that were formin'  from your halo
I lay low from you
Take away from your rule
If I see your pretty face I may break all in two
On the verge of insanity
Purge of humanity
Slurrin' my words cause' it hurts when I stand to breathe
Bleed pretty please I just need to release
All the pressure from the stress of us
Medic can't examine so much wreckage from the mess of fights and steady sexy messages
I'm ready when you ready girl just tell me when you ready
Know I had to let you go but it was only temporary
And you needed it too everything is for you
Now the only fear that stings that you seeing other dudes
And I can't prove it
I ain't bout that bullshit
I wanna trust in you but these thoughts are a nuisance
I knew shit was different when you switched up and changed things
Yeah you used call me daddy missin' all those "oh baby"'s
But it slowly dissipated and it went back to the same 'T'
You know this when I say it never called you by your name see
I always put the effort I can't help but feel the rain freeze around me
Astounding
This love is astounding
Ain't it crazy how time freezes just by when I feel your presence around me
I'm pounding on these walls of this brain that surrounds me
And If we really over say it aloud please
Cause' I need to hear it
And no I don’t fear it
Just some sort of sign that would free my lyrics about you Whether with or without you, I vowed you
But now since you're gone I'll keep on singing about you
My girl
[Bridge]
Do you ever sing about me
I hope you sing about me

[Verse 4]
You know what, fuck it, no reason to mourn for you
All you ever did was love me to get me mourn for you
Then you turn around and act
Like I'mma sit here and act
Like everything is alright even when you lie to my back
Fuck you and fuck no and that’s how Im feeling in fact
I'm leaving you now and don’t ever try to come back
I don't care what I said in that voice message I left you
If I had known the truth I would've never sent that text
That first message between us
Jesus you were a genius
You made it seem aight to treat you right and give penis
And I don’t even care if you truly loved me or not
Cause' I can never forgive you for all the love that I lost
You telling me that you need me but its just scheme
To make me feel more important just so I wouldn’t leave
You played me like bitch and that’s the bitch that you are
I only ever loved you cause' you said that I could trust you
But if I had known this shit I would've ditched from the start
Fish for the shark
You put a fuckin' stick through my heart
I'm still haunted by those times you was begging me not to leave
How you know you fucked up, but you really wanted me
Then you promised so dishonest I can't believe that I believed you
Your lies were like diamonds all so crystal fuckin' see through
I need you
I love and I need you
Just some fuckin' words that you didn’t ever cling to
You said no man had ever dared to ever treat you this good
That’s cause' I'm one of a kind and you ain't never gonna find another love like mine