Broken Home
[Verse 1: Rajan]
Look, broken dishes on the floor
I can hear them arguing through the door
Little brother crying and he's screaming in the background
Both of them too proud to ever back down
But this is what I'm used to
Yeah, nobody knows what I've been through
You ain't never tied my laces or walked in my shoes
Never felt my pain, never sang my blues
Imagine living in a house where you think you're the problem
Questions in your head but, nobody can solve them
Felt like my childhood was drowning in the deep end
Step momma only let me home on the weekends
For reasons that I never knew
The attempt to disown me was nothing new
So, nights like this got me feeling all alone
This is nothing but the life of a kid growing up in a broken home

[Hook: Lykkle Li]
Lonely I, I'm so alone now
Lonely I, I'm so alone now
[Verse 2: Rajan]
Look, broken dishes on the floor
I can hear them arguing through the door
Little brother crying and he's screaming in the background
Both of them too proud to ever back down
Some days I just want to leave
Cause all this is taking a toll on me mentally
Jealousy seems like a repetitive melody
How'd you go from intoxicated lovers to enemies?
Imagine living in a house where somebody hates you
Nothing better to do than just laugh and berate you
Waiting for the day that they will finally embrace you
But they do not care because they can easily replace you
I wish I could erase you, from my memory
Because the thought of you is suffocating me
I can't fucking breathe, got me feeling all alone
This is nothing but the life of a kid growing up in a broken home

[Hook: Lykke Li]
Lonely I, I'm so alone now
Lonely I, I'm so alone now

[Verse 3: Rajan]
Broken dishes on the floor, I can't take the arguments anymore
Little brother crying and he's screaming in the background
This time I won't back down
Because I feel like I'm going crazy
Looking for some help but I'm finding myself lately
Tried to take me under when you were supposed to raise me
Now all that shit you said to me really does not phase me
Funny how I've become accustomed to all the pain
I feel it in my spine and I feel it all through my brain
It's bubbling in my blood, It's running down through my veins
The thought of the retribution is slowly keeping me sane
So I will not give up, I will not succumb, I will not mess up
I am not the one, that you can fuck with
I hate being all alone, I will not be the product of a child growing up in a broken home
[Hook: Lykkle Li]
Lonely I, I'm so alone now
Lonely I, I'm so alone now