18
[Intro]
18, 18

[Verse 1]
It's been 4 years since I met this boy
And I would’ve given everything
I read too far into him
I wrote two albums about him

And I lied to my friends cause I said we kissed
And even now I still feel the sting
I wrote two albums about him
And I'm still writing about him

[Pre-Chorus 1]
And I can't believe that I’m still here
And I can't believe that I'm still like this
Now it's been so long
And I wish i knew I was wrong

[Chorus]
And now I'm 18 and I'm still doing this
Can you believe it?
Can you believe it?
Now I'm 18 and I'm still doing this
Can you believe it?
[Verse 2]
It’s been 1 year since this other boy
And I would still give him evеrything
I think I’ve learned from thе past
But I like the way he plays the game

But I thought that I was over it
But then he called me cute
And he said he likes the way I think
And then his face turned pink

[Pre-Chorus 2]
But truthfully, honestly
I don't think I can even say anything
‘Cause I don’t even think he likes boys
I don't even think he likes boys

[Chorus]
And now I'm 18 and I'm still doing this
Can you believe it?
Can you believe it?
Now I’m 18 and I'm still doing this
Can you believe it?

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18, 18
[Verse 3]
Hmm (18, 18)

And I still enter the bathroom
With my eyes shut tight
‘Cause I hate my fucking body
And I wish I wasn't somebody

Who tries his best and still fails
Who starves himself and still gains weight
And I wish I didn't want that
But I guess that I've been taught that

Big boys don't feel things
And pretty boys eat nothing
And I can't believe I fell for it
And I can't believe I still hate myself

And I've acted like I'm fine before
And I've told them that I've hurt before
And still nobody wants me
Still nobody wants me

But big boys don't feel things
And pretty boys eat nothing
And I can't believe I fell for it
And I can't believe I still fucking hate myself