Scenery Interlude
Ain't nothing like a lil' change of scenery
Back against the wall, rather fail than fall, putting forth no energy
Ain't no telling what this future has in store for me

As I walk through the glass doors of the kingdom
Emotions taking over all over again
Clean slate, this is the beginning right after the end
Of what I thought was heaven, nothing went according to plan
Moved in a house of seven, still struggled to pay the rent

Imagine growing up freshman year in a house that's crowded
Roach problems, never fixed at this time I doubted

Any sense of happiness happening only shoutin'
Back and forth our moms never happy the bond was fallin

Meanwhile, sharing a room with three of my cousins
Not by blood but relations in which our parents discovered, each other

When they were younger considered youngins
Only one they put trust in was god when they ain't have nothing else
But themselves
Similar to my experience no help, was handed when I needed it most
Mentally lost in hell

Like cells when there bout to close
Key being entered n twisted
Almost became my position
Several bullets I missed em

(Whew)

Tossing n Turning
Searching for comfort on my pallet
Mornings I'm hurting
Waking up early way off balance

Tryna balance positive thoughts, but the dark won't let me have em
Reason this is valid it, has to be ever since we got a lil' change of scenery

Back against the wall I'd rather fail than fall, putting forth no energy
Ain't no telling what this future has in store for me