Elwoods
[Verse 1]
Most of the time I have no idea who I am
Most of the time I’m just stumbling trying to survive
But everything gets clearer
When I look at you
Most of the time all the voices inside, they won’t quit
Most of the time I am nothing close
To my unironic self
But everything gets clearer
When I look at you

[Chorus]
And everything I've done 'til now
Is to try and be a better man
But the sadness comes creeping up beside my bed at night
And the liquor never asks what's in my head
(In my head)

[Verse 2]
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)
That was a year ago
And I still replay that shit
I never truly understood
How it could come to this
I'm not good enough, not for anyone
Especially myself
[Bridge]
(All this time I always blamed you, because if it was your fault then I wouldn't have to change
And I really don't think I’m capable of that right now
Could I find myself in the breakdown?
And if I fell from these heights, could I find myself in the breakdown?)
Eventually I'll get it right
Get a therapist and sleep at night
Until then, I'm swimming for dry land
I even went to church again, it seems some bruises God won't mend
Nothing's really going as I planned
And I know that I should let you go
But I just can't seem to, so
Maybe I can drink you off
Maybe I can drink you off my mind
I feel like blacking out
Forgetting all this stress
These empty conversations
I'm already over them
I feel like blacking out
Whose blood is on my fist?
The only thing I need to know
Is will it always be like this?

[Outro]
I feel like blacking out
(I’m not good enough, enough for anyone)
I feel like blacking out
(Especially myself)
I feel like blacking out
(I’m not good enough, enough for anyone)
I feel like blacking out
(Especially myself)
Will it always be like this?