Disparate Desperate
My pondering's proving prophetic
Maybe it's been too long
Your demeanour's a little pathetic
You're chasing a conclusion that's long foregone

But don't take me to the hospital
There's nothing there to help me
All their drugs are temporary

I'm horror struck with fear
I'll be withdrawn for days
I'm as incisive and derisive as they come
Declining every year
With my self loathing ways
But they're as hollow and alone as I am numb

Don't listen to the cries from the distance
They envy the way you grind
I promise, I bet, there's a life for you yet
But it won't all be easy to find
But don't take me to the hospital
There's nothing there to help me
All their drugs are temporary

I'm horror struck with fear
I'll be withdrawn for days
I'm as incisive and derisive as they come
Declining every year
With my self loathing ways
But they're as hollow and alone as I am numb

So, where to begin?
You missed so much
Where have you been?

I'm just a disparate problem
I'm not right, to be clear
I'm still as desperate as ever

But don't take me to the hospital
There's nothing there to help me
All their drugs are temporary

I'm horror struck with fear
I'll be withdrawn for days
I'm as incisive and derisive as they come
Declining every year
With my self loathing ways
But they're as hollow and alone as I am numb