Missing
Since the start, I
Knew it was going to be like this
Maybe I only loved you 'cause
I knew we wouldn't eclipse

Seeing things I've never
Changing you not saying a word
Illusions which morph you in my head even if they aren't true

If this was all a dream
I could do anything
I've held on for so long
Now what's stopping me?
Woah, what's stopping, stopping me, woah

Am I living in a dream
Or a nightmare?
A desire or a trance
I can't tell the difference

So what happens when
My eyes don't light up
When I can't get up
All because of you
This is bound to break
At some given time
But who knows
When this web will tear?

These walls were made to crumble at any time
So why am I surprised they're breaking right now?

So where did you go?
Do I want to know?
How much I was trying to resist?

Am I gonna stand
In this pouring rain
Looking for something that doesn't, doesn't doesn't exist?

©trisha (@trishasmusic)