Why is This Happening to Me?
You're so broken, but I can't look away
Try to make it the rest of the day
Then you'll fall in your bed
Try your best to forget

Who can I ask for direction?
Why is this happening to me?

(People don't go where they wanna be seen
There's only a few years left for me
Before I become one with the galactic sea
And my spirit can finally find some peace
I wear a stone mask to hide how I feel
The face you see here isnt real
A little two faced problem is all I am
They didn't tell me so because I already ran.)

You're so broken, but I can't look away
Try to make it the rest of the day

Then you'll fall in your bed
Try your best to forget
Make it up as you go
No one ever has to know
Why is this happening to me?

(I'm so scared, and I'm not sure why
The devil on my shoulder keeps me occupied
With terrible thoughts and bad intent
And making me wish that I was dead
I got strong opinions, but they don't make sense
And I'm working on learning to fight with it
As my hand's gripped to the steering wheel
The world moving beneath is all I feel
And you're all shook up about what I said
Keep it on your mind until you reach Connecticut
I never meant to do you any harm
But it's who I am, and I'm good at leaving scars
What's this? a backup plan?
In case it doesnt work out and you move to maryland
Always hard to find living underground
At some point we'll meet up and give it another shot
What's that? you never know
What you're gonna say or do
And never know where you're gonna go
You're never gonna go where you need to be
And you're never gonna go
Cuz you can't outrun me. )