Truth In My Lies
(Verse 1): Jay Twisted
House phone, the phone line cut off way between in mine
Ain't gettin no calls, conserve electricity, the bills too damn high
Walking the sidewalk of life and death, it's a thin line
But achievement is a lie, failure only corresponds to your mind
What's the reason for the world we live on? Wonder why
Times getting harder and I only feel like I'm wasting space
Taking it up, it's like I'm new shoes without no lace
My preference is out of time, I must be out of my mind
If humans is my race, I must be a disgrace to my own kind
Call it saving grace, retitle it saving what's mine
I've come too far to hear these spoiled brats whine
They too busy getting breastfed, with the meth heads
Who don't want to get out of bed
There's a reason I can't sleep, too much to think about
Would've cried tears to paint myself another route
But when the truth and the lies look the same
What is there really to doubt?

(Chorus): Jay Twisted
Tired of being judged like a hit and miss
Hell, I've been more deep writing a diss
I've seen demons in my sleep too many times
More than sometimes I've heard them rhyme
I wish my eyes defied the rise
So you can see the truth inside my lies (x2)
(Verse 2): Jay Twisted
Cellphone, robbed, departed, and eventually parted
Six boys approach you which one you gonna hit first
Just give in, before you dish in what you get for worth
Could've lost way more than 5 bucks and a pizza slice
But I understand the cause, my life was on the line
They weren't that nice, hell, I just need advice
On how to lead this life, on how to put down this mic
How do I put it down when it isn't visible to anyone around?
But now, it seems like my career is in the lost and found
Ain't nothing to say really, I just can't wait till it gets better
Cuz I've survived so far, no matter what the weather
Living in the meanest city, with the greatest example
New York, this the real thing, no halfway samples
Too far in this to stop now, so I won't stop
Not that I can't, but I won't, cuz it's something Jordan won't condone
Michael wouldn't approve, something Makaveli wouldn't choose
And I'm happy I've been able to paint y'all my muse
Listen up...
I've been part of a small picture and they photoshopped me out
I've been at the biggest peak and they all pushed me down
I've come around played with the flu, but it took me around
My back been on the line, but I'm just okay now
The proof is in the pudding
The truth is in the lies
I just hope when I really need it, the time won't fly
(Chorus): Jay Twisted
Tired of being judged like a hit and miss
Hell, I've been more deep writing a diss
I've seen demons in my sleep too many times
More than sometimes I've heard them rhyme
I wish my eyes defied the rise
So you can see the truth inside my lies (x2)