BE HERE NOW
[Verse 1]
This, or that
I been tryna get my mind back on its track
Bliss from not being present, thinking weighing heavy on my soul
Had to burn some bridges 'cuz they never paid the toll
I been inside, I been reclused like a mole
Reminisce desire, I got ember from that coal
Got fucked over, but I never ever fold
Consequences on my mind, I'm feelin' kinda cold
All of these things, plus more, weigh all the time
My peace of mind is really really hard to fuckin' find
Cop enough bricks to build houses for my tribe
Tryna calm down, now I'm tryna catch the vibe
Do you know how it feels to be sittin' in rooms?
And not be aware, because you're stuck in a tomb?
ADHD, you feel destined to doom?
Self-medication, don't you ever assume

[Bridge]
Situations, medications, smoke up, swallow up xan
Split vacations, tolerate it, I know that you ran
Contemplating, follow hatred, I don't understand
Exonerate my knowledge, make it hard to feel okay
Situations, medications, smoke up, swallow up xan
Split vacations, tolerate it, I know that you ran
Contemplating, follow hatred, I don't understand
Exonerate my knowledge, make it hard to feel okay
[Verse 2]
My real life got a grip on me, baby
My fake life got a grip on me, baby
I've tried to kill me 'cuz I know I can't wait
But I'm so lucky that I made it out that phase
I'm so lucky that I get to chase this money
I'm so lucky that I get to chase my dreams
I'm so lucky but I don't remember that
I'm so lucky but I forget to realize

[Verse 3]
My homie told me be here, now, if you wanna be okay
Maybe you should look around, appreciate
Surroundings, like sun on the water, almost melting it like foundries
Or the spots that we smokin' and all the shit we found, see
Check yourself, my brother, you'll see that you still are breathin'
You gotta tell yourself that you're trippin' and you can reason
And maybe in a few seasons, you won't be seizin'
I don't really know, bro, I don't how to preach
Lately, I been noticin' you get cold feet
If you don't take a chance, you might end up on the street
And honestly, bruh I really think you need to hear this
I don't wanna see you live your life in fuckin' fear, it's
Not okay, meditate
Got the blade, to my face
Need the pain, to go away
Medicate, or feel the rays
Who's to blame? I don't know
But I just need to find my home
Got myself, and got my phone
Got my gas, and got my tabs
I got my glass, I got a hole
I need the xan, to fill the void
But fuck that shit, 'cuz I know that I'm worth it
Be here, now, 'cuz it's so picture perfect