Reflectin
[Verse 1]
Remain unaware and able
Staring in the face of what had made you
Run away, fate won't change like these days do
I blame you, still feel as wrong when I'm hateful
Searching for sunshine through grey clouds and rainfall
Listening to slow songs, most long to be faithful
Can't make you, one of the same mum's little angel
I'm grateful, lessons she gave keeping me stable
Even though the steps that I take ain't always best, I'm blessed
Knowing you'll rest once I deal with my mess
Guess I'm able, there's more than these thoughts I'd accept
Even though I feel a force when I'm caught in my depth
There's a part of me that taunts while he's calling for death
Nevertheless I walk with an "S" on my chest
Fell victim to my ways only so much I regret
Been inflicted by the pain I paint the trace that I've left
On my pages I've laughed with the brightest of [?]
A place that I vent, away from the stress of the ends
Or is it simply a mind-state we choose to ingest
At best, let us elevate and prove and invest
For these future generations doomed to walk in our step
[Verse 2]
Part of me ain't trying to change while I'm trying to change for the better
I know that we the same it makes sense if we work together
These words are worthless if I don't purposely swerve the weather
Whether or not it hurts me it's worth more to endeavour than never knowing I wrote this with purpose in every letter
Forever flowing I'm hoping this boat I'm rowing don't let up
Fluorescent poet I wrote these words to be quoted
For each and every line that brings you hope I beg you note it
This is my seed of thought and the lessons I learned through growing
Precious to those who don't know the direction that they're going
Follow the sun at all cost remain afloat in this ocean
Don't give in, was once told that laugh is made for living
Too much time slipping off this liquor I've been sipping
Most of my nights were sat in lyrics overridden
Or lying wide awake gazing at stars and only wishing
Stuck inside of myself I tell the tales of what I'm missing
I find the problem is within ourselves we felt to listen
Some did prevail while others fell towards the distance
A balance of life lies upon the scales of a system
A balance of life lies upon the scales of a system