Epiphany
[Hook]
Wasn't raised religious
But I wish that I was
Havin' nothing to believe in
It's been killin' my buzz
Yeah I
Cut my hair
Close blinds
Play hallelujah like two dozen times
And
Yesterday I
Tried to pray
But I didn't know what to say
[Verse]
I had an epiphany
Still tryna get rid of the old me
I can't drown but I start to sink
Everything around me is going blank
Can't breath an' I start to fade
I've taken my life
An' I've thrown it away
Most of the people around me
Has ended up fake
I'm starting to realize that most of y'all snakes
I'm close to the edge I hope I don't break
I'm losing myself when I make a mistake
I'm doin' my best being stuck in these chains
Let go of the things that I've overcame
I've been at the bottom
I know how to think
I'm praying to God while I'm writing these things
I show you my feelings then I run away
Haven't been out my room for a couple of days
I'm stuck in my head in a couple of ways
Do I wanna live or am I tired of pain?
I dream of the happiness I could've gained
I manifest things that got in my way
I'm tired of stress that builds in my brain
I think an epiphany was the best thing
I've been tryna dream like MLK
Can't show my feelings in any way
My emotions are dead
They start to decay
Not feelin' a thing I smoke it away
I battle myself I'm feelin' betrayed
I've been pessimistic not finding my lane
I run from myself when it's starting to rain
I pick myself up when I've fallen again
I'm talking to God hope I make amends
[Hook]
Wasn't raised religious
But I wish that I was
Havin' nothing to believe in
It's been killin' my buzz
Yeah I
Cut my hair
Close blinds
Play hallelujah like two dozen times
And
Yesterday I
Tried to pray
But I didn't know what to say