Renegade
I've been trippin' all day
Woke up ash tray's all grey
People think I've lost way
Truth is that I feel great

Life with no rules to violate
Guess I just love taking high stakes
They question my mental state
'Cuz I make them feel like a hostage

Got friends telling me that I'm all over the beat
Writing lyrics everywhere, I got them all on my sheets
I keep on going, never stopping, not accepting defeat
I got a loud voice they all know that I can't be discrete
Jumping back and forth, artist and a student I mean
2 lives, 2 names, yeah I'm living the dream
Working hard everyday for the fame that's my greed
Got nothing to lose so I think on my feet

I am a renegade
Adamant by nature since 2nd grade
And I love myself for that so I don't care about all your hate
Been a while I been feeling great
But I'm still working on my rage
Got a friend who's like a therapist she cares when I'm offstage
Yeah I been turning my pages
I been out traveling places
Now when I turn around I can't even count all of my changes
Been winnin so many races
Still hungry I need more stages
Don't think I'm from the streets, ask your girl if I'm on her playlist
Yeah

I've been out working while you've been sleeping
I still fight back even if I'm bleeding
I hardly sleep at night still I've been dreaming
I'll do everything to get what I'm seeing
Losing myself but there's no time for grieving
Part of the process that's how I've been living
Lose this to get that, this life's so deceiving
Fame is all that I've been seeking

I've been trippin' all day
Woke up ash tray's all grey
People think I've lost way
Truth is that I feel great
I wanna see rivals afraid
Knowing that they can't match my pace
Knowing that they can't match my grace
'Cuz I can do this all day

Ripping their ego, my drug, put a straw on that
Crushing them down just to ask where their backup at
Fear in their eyes still they tell me I won't last that
So I go tell them you listen here

Punk ass bitch!
I'm in the leagues now but you ain't accepting it
You call me an artist you wanna compare me with
You're just a dreamer who ain't even working it
Crying that you can't do it you're just a pessimist

You keep on asking me who do I represent
I am the people who're striving for achievements
I've been out killing you rappers that's evident
Get the fuck out of here this stage's my residence

I'm like the lone wolf, I hunt on my own
You're like a sheep, you can't think any different
You're not that worthy, you can't feel my zone
Last time I checked you weren't even that relevant

You ain't my level bitch I got a code
I fight my fate while you hide in your basement
My mouth's a grenade, I make words explode
Your mouth's just empty, you ain't got no argument

I'll be the last one standing
Everyone knows that I'm looking for something yeah
I'll be the storm incoming
When you see me you know you gotta be running yeah
I'll be the one controlling
I wanna be the one who's gonna pull all the strings yeah
I'll be myself when rapping
If I ain't myself on the mic then there's no point of all this yeah
I've been trippin' all day
Woke up ash tray's all grey
Man I wish I could say
That you were at my level, but

I deserve that chip on my shoulder
I deserve the greed that I have
I deserve attention over my work
Before my body turns into ash
I deserve the plaques in my closet
Helped me from turning into dust
I wish I could say I'm living sober but
This ego is a hell of a drug