Idle
These idle hands of mine
Reaching out
Palms up
I ride in place
I'm off the chain
Who knows where I'll go?
The girl knit me a sweater
She said get better
She said "I love you but not when you're like this…"
Left my hands to idle
Now I fantasize of rope
And how it would feel

To sway
Uncontrollably
And how it would feel
To let my last minute pass
Like a second chance
And let a slow breeze
Guide my idle hands
This dying mind of mine
Whacked out
Fogged up
I wipe the pane
I'm staring straight
Into a black hole
Finger on the lever
I'm a go-getter
Say "I love you all, but fuck this…"
Time for me to idle
In the ether alone
Is this how it feels?

To sway
Uncontrollably
And now I can feel
Like a wind chime
Crying for the first time
A slow breeze guiding idle hands
I let a slow breeze guide my idle hands