Flight of Fantasy
Nothings changing idk why I expect it to
You only doing what you doing because I'm letting you
Spare me the bullshit please look I'm begging you
Lost ya damn mind and I still went on a quest for you
Say you nothing like my last nigga but that's something my ex would do
At work in the back having unprotected sex with you
Yeah I liked it freaky and unprofessional
Clock out, head to the crib, round 2 on the sectional
When I'm mad I should stay like that then
False sense of peace after I'm climaxing
Only at ease right after you break my back in
Flight of fantasy feels like I'm jet lagging

Why punish me for being sensitive
Wish I could murder your ego with no witnesses
Intuition is one of my relentless gift
Empathic chick
You want me to be this evil bitch

But I wanna stay this way
I don't wanna change for the worse
All because of pain but yeah it hurts
No point in this
What purpose does it serve
When ignorance is bliss
And wisdom strikes a nerve
Mmmm..

Blessings manifested
Learned my lesson and correct it
But after erections and affection
I'm feeling well rested and protected too
Want loyalty so strong nothings progressing through

So loyal we ain't gotta do protective use
So loyal I ain't ever gotta question you
So spontaneous we get it popping in the dressing room
Mindful that what I do could be affecting you
But instead I swear you trippin fool
I be dropping jewels I'm just not who you'd rather listen to
Wish boost my crown the way you do with sex
Say I'm the best you ever had
Most supportive between my legs
Moaning in my ear while kissing on my neck
You say it's good, super wet
But won't listen when I vent
I get pissed all upset
Say some shit I'm gone regret
I swear I'm done confiding
I've been hella stressed
Argument loud and one sided
Lacking respect
Don't want attention if it isn't undivided
And indirect
Talk to me like you know how
With intellect
And don't come at me foul
Less you want ya ego checked
Just tryna stay at peace
I don't need no stress
Why punish me for being sensitive
Wish I could murder your ego with no witnesses
Intuition is just one of my relentless gift
Empathic and shit
You want me to be this evil bitch

But I wanna stay this way
I don't wanna change for the worse
All because of pain but yeah it hurts
No point in this?
What purpose does it serve?
Ignorance is bliss
And wisdom strikes nerves

You always complaining, I just listen
You often put me down then claim to be venting
I guess I'm just post to sit here and take it
You disrespect me to my face, I'm feeling complacent
Should I keep fighting or walk since nothing's changing
I love yo dumb ass and sometimes I hate to say it
My heart done been through so much it's nothing to play with
It’s been years and all you say is to have patients
I don't get why you don't get it
I'm becoming way unforgiving
Say I don't look at you like I did in the beginning
But the truth hurts too much even you said I'm too committed
Made me feel like I should've been gettin with other niggas
And I thought about it
One just hit my messages
Yeah
Said he missed me with emphasis
You say that too but sounded like he really meant the shit
Wanna get back at you
But  I would never get with him
Said he was scared to shoot his shot cuz he knew he would miss again
He's right because I could never hurt you
But you got the nerve to having me running round in circles
Jumping through loops and over hurdles though
Journal full of purple prose, and you distracting my internal growth
Still going, I'm just emerging slow
Mama say she know I'm good but it's still concerning though
You act like you'd prefer to go
Knowledge is pain but I still deserve to know
Your actions make it obvious
Love is blinding and hindering to common sense
Gave you everything I had, that's all I've got to give
End of story period but ain't no plot to twist