Beatin My Drum
What have I become?
I'm not havin' no fun
Still I beat my drum

Nothin makes a smile
It's been a fuckin' while
Since I felt like a child

Never feelin' good
Never doin' what I should
Wait now I'm feelin' good

Play from your fuckin' heart
It's not that fuckin' hard
Once you fuckin' start

You mean the words you say
To yourself day after day
Inside your words you'll stay

You feel all that is real
Always makin' deals
To believe in what you feel
So keep it to yourself
Cause everybody else
Only keep you from yourself

Most of you are dead
Without the privilege of rest
Tortured by the very best