Note to self
Its been riding my concocius 
Ill be honest 
All these demons and monster 
Been holding me hostage
Its been sickening 
Im naucios 
On the verge

On the erge
To vomit 
I was a comet 
But can't comit 
To the comments

 so to behave 
 take of the grain
 and burn it down
 till none remains

 on my mind all day
 in my mind engraved
 all the time i waste
In the clouds pouring down 
Like the rain at night so i wait 
Love is a drug
From the heart not the brain
I can't trust so refrain
Thinking back to my days
Like rex in new orleans  
Nothing was the same
Due to time itll change 
For the better or the worst 
But remains like a stain
So a spot itll claim
Ask me whats my name 
And to that i will say
That my name means the law
The the law is my way
Like the sun in the corner
Thinking back to third 3rd grade

Changing slowly
Understood
From the old me
I cannot lie
I can't feel
You calling
Didn't know then
But know when
Like a calling

They got me twisted 
Up down left right 
Pitch black day light 
Yungswae eaws gnuy
Go and let them taint you
Nothing thatll save you
On the ground wrong path
On the tracks train food

He got kicked out 
They shame you
Won't look at 
The same you
Double glass 
One sided 
Two people 
Not the same view
Hanging with same crew
All the way through grade school
Jotting down the same news
Note to self