Empty II
[Verse 1: Juzo]
Every day feels like a burden
What’s the point of living if there isn’t any purpose
Secluded in my room feeling dead inside my gloom
Guess this place might as well just be my tomb
Haven’t eaten for days
All I do is sleep, look at porn, and play games
I wish that I could change but I’ve lost all motivation
Time is so precious yet I always go and waste it
I hate this fiend within my blood
Living in the dark staying hidden from the sun
The air within my space smells so foul it suffocates me
I got all this mess that keeps on growing on the daily
Oh lord forgive me I’m a sinner
Embrace me from this winter, I can feel my soul wither
My thoughts are so deranged I no longer see hope
Wanna die and just be free, I’m sick and tired of being low

[Interlude: Juzo & Crystal]
Lost in my despondency
I can’t hear if you talk to me
Might never wake if I fall asleep
When will this pain ever end cause I’m slowly breaking
I know that I’m searching for my purpose in this world
But I don’t know where it is
Going nowhere, going nowhere at this rate
I’m running on empty
Oh I’m empty
[Verse 2: Juzo]
Enduring through these aches
Walking in the rain tryna drown out all the pain
Got my music on blast through my earphones
Hoping that the melodies will comfort me whenever I’m alone
Gonna get a drink down at the gas station
So I can cope with all the stress that I’ve been weighed with
Praying to the heavens as I cry
I know I might be breathing but I still don’t feel alive
My health is rotting, staying up until six in the morning
You can see my grief with all the black that I’m donning
Everything around me seems so colorless
Running to my fantasies so I can leave here once again
Pretending that I’m fine when I’m really not
Momma checking on me, she on suicide watch
It don’t matter how much money or attention I got
Cause it don’t cure the sorrows that are killing my heart