Perfectionist
[Intro]
Ain’t shit perfect but I’m still a perfectionist
Ain’t shit perfect but I’m still a perfectionist
Yeah, this shit’s hard, shit’s hard

[Chorus]
Throwing up so much that I started bleeding, yeah
Yeah outside I’m fine but inside I’m screaming, uh
I’m inside my head tryna fight these demons
Everyday I’m on my bed seeking for a reason, yeah
I feel like the only thing I could do is hope
I ain’t sad, I’m just mad, I ain’t looking for a rope
I gotta keep on living, all I need to is cope with it
I cannot be giving, nowadays I just smoke bridges, yeah

[Verse 1]
And everyday I need more minutes (Ye, ye, ye)
He a snitch, hе a bitch, he get four stitches (Four stitchеs)
And everyday I wonder when’s the day I get riches (When’s the day?)
I ain’t surprised if I get put up on the fed hit list, yeah (Let’s go)
I’m thinking of melodies (Melodies)
I can’t go a full day without promethazine (promethazine)
I can’t go a full day without rest, uh
Grinding for them checks, most they know I’m next up cause they say I’m best (Best), of all (Of all)
Still no call (Ain’t no)
Even if a label hit me up I’m not gon’ fall (Ye, ye, ye)
I need that control, I can’t go outside without a choice (Never)
I’m never gon’ fold, I’m on demon time in my new Royce, yeah
[Refrain]
I got two digit problems
And my mind must be what caused them
Or maybe something else, something else (Yeah, yeah)
To get a reason would be awesome
But maybe that is too much to ask (Ye, ye, ye)
Had my wish crushed recently, bad
I got a lot up on my mind, I’m mad (I’m mad)
I got a lot up on my mind, I’m sad (I’m sad)

[Verse 2]
Wanna cry but won’t try cause I’m numb to all I feel, but I still feel it
Don’t wan’ die cause it’s dumb, it’ll get better I know that the time gon’ heal it
I got caught up in my feelings
All I wan’ do is deal with it
But I don’t know what to deal with
I’m trying but I can’t fix shit
I’m probably depressed but I’m too numb, so I can’t really feel it
My saviour could be checks but I’m not sure if that is even needed
My head it gon’ start to hurt, I’m pretty sure that I now got a fever
Or maybe I’m too stressed so in my chest I feel lil’ extra heated
I’m feeling ready for a payday and my mind gonna relate, I mayday, okay
Got me thinking ‘bout a nice day with a lite race with a nice brake
Talking ‘bout a night fate, I say, “Shit it gotta update”
Running from the bad but I can’t I land in my weight
No way my mistake has gone to my plate, my fate (That’s my fate)
[Refrain]
I got two digit problems
And my mind must be what caused them
Or maybe something else, something else (Yeah, yeah)
To get a reason would be awesome
But maybe that is too much to ask (Ye, ye, ye)
Had my wish crushed recently, bad
I got a lot up on my mind, I’m mad (I’m mad)
I got a lot up on my mind, I’m sad (I’m sad)

[Chorus]
Throwing up so much that I started bleeding, yeah
Yeah outside I’m fine but inside I’m screaming, uh
I’m inside my head tryna fight these demons
Everyday I’m on my bed seeking for a reason, yeah
I feel like the only thing I could do is hope
I ain’t sad, I’m just mad, I ain’t looking for a rope
I gotta keep on living, all I need to is cope with it
I cannot be giving, nowadays I just smoke bridges, yeah

[Outro]
Ain’t shit perfect but I’m still a perfectionist
Ain’t shit perfect but I’m still a perfectionist