AM I ever gonna die?
Uh huh yeah its LIL Derf yeah I'm LIL Derf44
Yeah every day I think I'm gonna die but I don't and I try but I don't succeed lost to many bros so now all I do is get high and try to overdose but every time I  black out see the sky and I think I'm gonna die  but I don't I'm here to be in this life for some reason I don't know why,I'm so sad Am I ever gonna die,I really want to know because all I want to see is my ho (yeah) she be calling my phone but that's over,I can't see her no more,just like my bros there gone from the overdose, I try but I can't die feels like I'm imortal but if I die I know I'll see the light