August Lovesick
[Intro]
Okay yo
If you don't where the fuck this sample is from, you need to go fucking educate yourself
It's JJ Shadow A.K.A August Lovesick, bitch

AK-47, say no more
Dumb motherfucker

Carpe Diem, it means to seize the day, gather ye' rosebuds while ye' may

[Verse 1]
I'm searching for moments
I'm looking for the truth and I'm scared to notice that
I'm running from my omens
Chasing all of my dreams as my heart's floating but
I wish I had something more
You're searching through your memories to find a cure
But everybody's mission is feeling unsure
It's a blessing if we pass, we ask what for?
All my memories blocked up I'm second guessing
Counting blessings like they stars tryna keep it steady
My heart is heavy like it's being pressed by deadly weapons and
My fucking mind's always screaming cause I can hear you
What does it all mean? I feel we're all so focused on the wrong things
What if everything I'm doing is a lost dream
But I been falling from the sky for a long time
But I'm not a fucking Angel I just float by
How could you be so sure
Everything that I'm expressing feeling fucking polar
But imma be like Blackadder imma fucking go forth
Cause when that time comes you know that I love more

[Chorus]
And when the stars align, we all come together
At least in my dreams, we can live forever
I wanna go back to that time before
Where we still saw each other and our love was pure
I used to say I want my legacy to be strong
But I don't think I really wanna live too long
Everyday I wake up I become a ghost
But I'll find myself in the end I hope

Everyday I pray for the love of you
Everyday I pray that I'll find the truth

[Verse 2]
I'm breaking through my ceiling
Probably as a result of the shit I'm concealing but
My homies think I'm a villain, they in the kitchen
Getting higher than the Empire State Building
But this is not fun and I am not young
I pray I never ever wanna reach for that gun
I hope my mama stops tryna look for her son
Cause I'm 5 nights late for dinner and on the run
Well fuck it I'm tryna get away, I hope you understand
But when I come back, I will be a better man
I won't settle for less
I'm tryna keep my mind steady just from all this stress
Cause when I look into the mirror all I see is mist
If I don't make it back, I'll be living in the sky where my angels at
And I hope you stay happy when I go cause as each day shows
I think I'm getting close to home within my foreverlands

[Bridge]
JJ Shadow, nah he don't give a shit
JJ Shadow, all he wanna do is quit
JJ Shadow, might come for your head
JJ Shadow, nah he don't give a fuck
JJ Shadow and it's fuck a (redacted) bitch
I've been tryna' figure out if I even exist
I've been tryna' figure out if I even exist


[Verse 3]
I'm flying through the sky
Hoping I find myself as I soar by but I know
Everything will be alright, I hope
Everything is alright

[Chorus]
And when the stars align, we all come together
At least in my dreams, we can live forever
I wanna go back to that time before
Where we still saw each other and our love was pure
I used to say I want my legacy to be strong
But I don't think I really wanna live too long
Everyday I wake up I become a ghost
But I'll find myself in the end I know
Everyday I pray for the love of you
Everyday I pray that I'll find the truth

[Outro]
Yeah, the rhymes will heal 'cause I believe in music
In times of need they don't believe the music
The beat plus the melody's the recipe
Your vibe still brings out the best in me
The rhymes will heal 'cause you believed in music
In times of fear you never leave the music
The beat plus the melody's the recipe
Hip-hop world wide we got to live in peace, like that
Live in peace, like that
Live in peace, like that
Rest In Peace