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Born into this world I had no silver spoon, my brand new flesh was a life unscarred
I wanted nothing more than to be like you
The admiration of the time, savior in my mind
You could walk through walls (with that attitude)
You could do no wrong ( like your subtle grace)
It’s no longer there (you’ve fallen away)!
Confrontations of rage and frustration have eaten the soul you once possessed the light has lost its luster for now black is your heart
Your tears mean nothing, your pain is justified
You’re fucking hollow: a corpse looking for demise
Use your so called vice, does it help you to decide?
A fake for all to see: your true identity

Destroyed my way of life, humiliate this trust
Rotting in the ground I can no longer ask why
Exploited all these thoughts, this innocence is gone, purified through violence
I wish you were never born
But now you’re dead: you’re fucking maggot food
This claim denied, I’ve become more, more than you
Life, this pain brings me to life
I feel that pain tonight, the pain that taught me the truth
Relived for ever each time I close my eyes