She Said
I've been shedding tears for the past few months
I'm always locked in my room
Wishing I knew how to get out
All I'm good for is doubting myself
I need 2 bands
I got money in my bank account
You say I'm never gonna make it
But You'll never amount to this
They ask me "What are you doing?"
I come back with "I'm chasing pure bliss"
She said that I'm an ignorant fuck
Wait what?
Where did that come from?

I mean you were all up on me & shit
You told me to take another hit & relax
Just let the shit bump

When I went to go and leave
She said "Where are you going?"
I said "I'm leaving, Cause you don't want me"
Your hate for me is all that I can see
You're making me lose my mind
Don't think that I'm so ignorant & blind
Cause that's what she said
Please just get the fuck out of my head
Lyin' awake in my bed
& I can't seem to shake these thoughts
Why?, why?
Why me?

Crazy to think that I'm finally taking off now
Wish that I knew exactly how
Gotta memorize this formula I'm cooking up
If I don't make it
Just know that it takes so much dedication to actually win
I'm scared of possible failure
But now everyone says
That I could be their savior
I've made some changes throughout my life
But this one was a major change for better or worse
Sometimes I might lose sight of my vision
But it's 2020
So it's time to layout everything I envision