Misunderstood
My dad doing life in a max prison
My mom overdosed and died from addiction
My brother lost his life in car collision
Seeing my grandma in that grave got me in my feelings
Most the people that I love are no longer living
So forgive me if you feel like I been acting distant
Its some friends I ain't spoke to in a minute
Just know its love but my anxiety be fucking tripping
I wanna chill but my mind make me think I'm ill
And I'll never tell a soul about the pain I feel
I used to prescription pills just to sit still
Aderal had me skipping all kind of meals
Trying to stay focused but I can't think straight
All of this lack of sleep got me losing weight
Weed got me paranoid I don't feel safe
Trust issues got me thinking everybody fake
They talk behind my back but quiet in my face
My family come around and don't know what to say
Feel like the love in my heart turning into hate
Its like I'm trapped in my brain and I can't escape
Thought the million views would make me feel good
Made it out the hood and moved to Hollywood
Thought my blood would be proud I made it out the mud
But all it did was make me feel misunderstood
Misunderstood
Misunderstood
Why my family make me feel misunderstood misunderstood
Why my friends make me feel misunderstood misunderstood
Why this world make me feel misunderstood misunderstood
I feel misunderstood