Serenade
Getting sick of this shitty weather
If time could heal, why the fuck aren’t I better
People always pretend that they’ll change
I don’t have time, put a bullet in my brain
Yeah

Feeling sick, Toxic shit
It’s fucking brick, I’m over it
Throw a fit, You’re a bitch, I might quit

Everybody knows I don’t want to go home
Everybody knows I don’t want to be here all alone
But I don’t want to see you anymore, anymore

The rivers running dry
I can see it fall, every tear from your eyes
But you smile, such pretty lies
Don’t say you’re fine, don’t say you’re alright

I’m not alright, I’m in plain sight
I’m staring in a darker light
So sleep deprived
Won’t you close my eyes
Won’t you tell me lies
She will never change, don’t listen to a word she says
It was always fake, baby won't you leave my head
People never change that’s just the way it is
People never change, yeah you’ll never change
Girl, won’t you sing me a serenade?
I’ll pull the pin and I’ll hold the grenade
Count to ten but by five
I’ll feel alive
Alive again

Wouldn’t, you save me from this pain
The doctors they put so much shit in my veins
Just to keep me alive
But all I really need is your smile
And your eyes
And the lights and...

But you lied right through your teeth
Now these thoughts torture me
I sit on top of this tree
The light from my phone won’t keep me awake for long