Sublime
Feelings of regret that I shouldn't have
Timeless photos that don't reflect
These truths you hold dear about yourself
Thinking bad when I should not be thinking so much
Blinding illusions bound to break my heart

Eighteen years, such a beautiful birthday you had
I wish you all the best and I won't share this to you
Cause you must not worry about my laments

But there's still two persons left
To fuck up with my distress
I care about you with even more intensity
Than I dislike myself
I know you don't wanna hear this
And I know I shouldn't say
But I need to take it out of my system

I always find a way to fuck it up
And I fuck it up
I always fuck it up
And even if I don't
I fuck myself up
So all that's left is laugh
Thesе truths that I get to doubt
I know the differеnce, I screw it up
Yet Franklin can't get me closer
Not even magic can do a difference
Not even Robert can rob a smile
So all that's left is hope
The seeds will grow
But with that joke
They will rot in dirt

And I felt so high
For a moment I closed my eyes
And I'm tired of my laments
Why don't I get enough
From being just friends?

For a second I felt
Sublime
Sublime

These truths that I hold self-evident
And yet still I choose to ignore them

The seeds will be replanted
The tulips will grow larger
This tree will breed gold apples
And I will wait for it
Cause I do nothing better
And I know
That I fuck me up
In my mind
There's always something wrong
But this time
For a second I felt
Sublime
Sublime

Wrong, I couldn't be more wrong
So dig a tunnel for all the gold
That's bound to come from hope
And for a moment I'll feel
Sublime
Sublime

I'm tired of my laments
I'm tired of unplayed games
I'm tired of holding gates
And I know
These truths that I hold self-evident
I still choose to ignore them

I still choose to blame myself
I still choose to lose the game
But to know where I'm in the plane
To know how high I could fly
Holding on, holding on
Goodbyes
Goodbyes
So slowly pull the rope
Get me back to planet Earth
The sky felt good for a while
But I left reality behind

For a second I felt
Sublime
Sublime