N9GHTMARES
"rest in peace sister, you never knew this hell, I love ya"

I ain’t got time, to play with this bitches
I ain’t got time,   to waste for my father weackness
I don't have time      i gotta go back to business
I ain't got time      i gotta focus on realness
I ain't got time   i gotta take care of my sister
I don't have time    i have to pray for my sisters (pray pray pray)
I got no time    i gotta fight with the monsters (ay)
I ain't got time   because i broke all my watches

Ayo, ayo
I don’t want to be cold, don’t wanna  be who i was again
About this i ain’t used to talk, i don’t wanna be my man
He just left my once before i was seven
What’s your expectations now? (what's your esp
I’ll never lose any tears again

Stop lieng

(ok, ah)
I understood that sometimes love can kill 
But we need hate ,to explain how it feels
I gotta pay the price, i gotta pay the bill
I’ll never do it twice, cause now i need some chill
No more struggle or pain, no more phone calls
It’s time to press pause to take a break from all
Thinking about mama, shutting down her soul
 the pills on the couch were the reason of the downfall
Still don’t understand why are you even married with him
He came back home like——  he was the victim
Maybe his doctor’s wage is the reasons you agreed, (maybe)
Didn’t you know that he fathered other two kids?
Coming back home 5 in the night ye (two kids)
Drunk of my anger,a storm was yet to come
Told to my dad, get out of the bad (get out)
Tell me the true, is it real what i’v been told?
Now i wanna heard you, say “it was all my bad” (it's your bad)
You both stop laing ,  you want see me in  rehab ?
Going out of my mind now and i’m felling numb
Only though matter it’s how, will cristi grow up
They told me the devil is in the ditails
Only thing they pay attention to is when you fail
Falling into depression, locked in a jail
Every time i woke up i felt sick and frail
2 o 3 years with this pain in my chest
23 years suffering belongs to the past
Coming to my parents house feeling like a Guest
But I wait to long to talk about this text
And it goes fast (hey), and I feel that blast (yes)
I got my lil sis who amma take care (ah)
Eyes up in the sky in a straight stare
Our big sis passed away, tell me the reason why of that
(tell me the reason...)
(Beatris)
Tell me the reason why - of that 
This things happens when - it’s dark out
Nightmares stays    in your mind, don’t be blind (don'y be blind)
You gotta gerrup
You gotta stayyy   uppp
I don’t wanna see you give up
Don’t  give up
Everything will be great
Everything will be great
Promise me you’r not goin away
Cause I need you to stay…