720 its time For One to know that your not Alone or ignored
I'm sure we have broken and gone out in my head like 13 times first feeling to bold to just fall on my knees and be like hey look at me

The sea...

Mind feeling upset that if one of you is super happy the other feels like he has to compete? Mmm...

Or has me as their own mmm ahh Idk Idk how do you two know my past so well leaving me more overwhelmed and just thinking that I can have you both is ahh

I want it but I can't I had the chance to get the king and Master one time. But instead I stared at the Diablo in my hand while the two spoke I could tell Master was already competing. So I was like fuck this I don't want to make them hate

Each other even though in my head is was actually a hot idea. But I knew if my suppisesively lover or the one Love I want could not stand for it like damn she fucking someone in front of me

Fuck why am I not enough? That you have to look for someone that maybe I fail to have or make you feel...

Back at that time was when I realize that drugs vanity and feeling good from Diablo was all I had...And that's when I realize the king also felt uncomfortable with the idea of who I supposedly loved

Even though my glances would dart back and forth at the two I already knew who was going to win if I where to do that...bahaha

How sad but I rather not think of my happiness and lust in replace of their anger and sadness for the results they were seeking

Cause at that point I realized that LOVE is not lust or obedience or even lies...Jordan
I can see how you feel I can imagine myself with you but I cannot see myself letting you down. Cause come on I'm nobody and this is my Curse to sacrifice my feelings so I can see both of you smile...

And me not succeeding is truly cool

Cause suicide is the fucking movement and suicide is what I will always be chosing and this....is amazing...