Nightmare
(Verse 1)

Brought up by the same roots
But me and my siblings weren't raised under the same roof
Im so fucking broken
(Argh)
I said im so fucking broken
Overdosen smokin on that real herb life
And do I really wanna know how fast this game goes
And go through efforts just to step up on your toes
Yes I know that I gotta get hated
People judge me by my past
So I gotta get hated
And if its consequences from the lord then I guess I related
But im tired of waitin so im makin a deal with satin
And wether that, that just cost me my soul
Maybe a million dollars will fix me up as a whole
But im already dead so put me in that hole
6ft deep im gone
(Argh)
(Chorus) X2
If you see me on the track take a step back now
Trying to survive but everydays a black out
Feeling like im empty feeling like im lost
Does anybody know the cost to be the boss

(Verse 2)

Aslong as my little sister smiles
I said aslong as she smiles
Then I guess ill stay awhile
But if you knew all the facts he wouldn't do me like that
Nobody knew me like that
Now here I am crying on the floor cos im feelin
Like I dont got the strength to carry on anymore
I got the people's support
But im not the people's champ
Will I live my dream or will I just collapse
Will I stay of the drugs or will I just relapse
I got to prosper to the top no time for a victory dance
Should I kill myself?
Down on my kneees
Lord please help me find myself
Heres a message to satin
Whatever you're offering fate tha rapper is takin
But im trapped in a nightmare
Pentogram neck so everybody stare
Thats why I write in the back with this shotty
Shootin bars is involved so I guess ill catch a body
(Chorus) X2

If you see me on the track take a step back now
Trying to survive but everydays a black out
Feeling like im empty feeling like im lost
Does anybody know the cost to be the boss

(verse 3)

Is it possible to move on from this shit I got to much at stake
Devil in my ear tryna tell me everythings great
But its not
I can't controll myself
Ready to do whatever it takes to supply the fam with wealth
And that fucks with me
Dammit I ain't scared
Raised a Christian so tell the devil im right here
Its time to stand up and fight
But no ones standing with me so im fighting alone tonight