I Dont Know Anymore
[Intro: DJD34TH]
I don't know anymore

[Verse: DJD34TH]
My friends' are all druggies
Acting like a bunch thugs, see
But, I think they're crazy
But, I think I'm the next Shady
I'll never get with Bhad Bhabie, I should've realized that
I should've realized that asking out a girl shouldn't have been done in a rap
Now, I'm wack
I'm a rat

Ratted out a white kid for saying the N-Word
Acting like he's innocent, but I know what I heard
It's berserk
Love is absurd
I blurted out a lot of bizarre shit, but the crazy part is I still write my own verses
I think I'm worthless
Lost my purpose
Now, I'm nervous
What you read, and see, are just on the surface
Inside of me is no insanity
Inside of me is nothing but tragedy
But, I don't got a fucked up mentality

I'm weak, less than ninety pounds
It astounds me that I can suck and be good at the same time
Even if I barely rhyme in my lifetime, i'm still haven't hit my prime
I'm in love with a dime, but I haven't changed
Me and my dad are estranged
I don't want to see him again
Now, I'm surrounded by gunmen

They're closing in on me, no escape for me
I'll never get any pussy, don't want it to begin with
I just want a girlfriend, sorry that I dissed
I was pissed at life, at the world
Fuck it, I got what I deserved, ignored
I've been burnt before
Inside of my head is a war
I don't know which side I'm fighting for
Everyone I know tells me that she's a whore, but I barely know her
Fuck this, I ain't a rapper
I never will be, I got no swagger
Each time I step up to the mic, it's a disaster
I hear nothing but their laughter
I ain't no gangsta, I ain't even a master
This is written out of frustration, out of anger
I didn't want to wait til later
Had to say it now, couldn't wait
Bhad Bhabie, I could never hate
Your music is great
I'm a degenerate, got no chance
There will never be any sort of romance

[Outro:DJD34TH]
I know now