Black  White Pt. 2
“I was once a sweet kid
But there are no photos of me smilin”
My mother told me over the phone when I was baring my soul
About the vague feeling in my life that I had been sodomized
And I feel so fucking gross, why'd they not find blood in my clothes?
How’d they not see how I was? Scared and avoidant of being touched

You went in and out of admitting
Terrible things you had done to me
And to think of all the terrible things
I would do if I could get my hands on to you, I would do if I only knew
Where you sleep and where you dream
Where you’re hiding from me
I would run to the ends of world
To givе you the pain I think you deservе

I would have been a sweeter kid if someone was there to fuck me everyday of my life
And were you nice? Did you kiss my lips? Did you hope that I’d keep them tight? And were you kind? Did you tuck me into bed? Did you hope that I’d keep it in my head?
Was I good? Did I fulfill all your dreams? Was I just what you needed ?

And I would tear you limb from limb just for the crime of hurtin' kids
But when I’d see the pain in your eyes I’d feel nothin