Tired Of It All
The thrill is going away
Nothing going my way
Dopamine has gone today
Don’t wanna face the day today
Don’t feel the same
I know life is a game
I don’t know who to blame
Look at what became of my name

And I don’t know what to do anymore
Don’t wanna die but let me drown in the shore
All I know is im laying on the ground floor
Don’t know why I feel this way or what im in for
I feel like life is over fucken rated
I still don’t know why I was created
If this is my turn in life I’m not related
19 years of life and death I await it
Honestly just wanna let a bullet in my brain
It’s better than just letting me go more insane
Because like everyone else man I’m tired of this pain
I wish it was just something I could, explain
Just don’t feel the same anymore
Just don’t wanna feel this pain anymore
I just don’t feel the same
I hate going through this pain
Someone help me before I blow my brains
I know I’m the only one to blame
For this pain