Afraid of My Shadow
My shadow is my friend in the end
But he scares me sometimes so where should I begin? A lonely dark night just walking down the road the friendly street lights makes everything glow. I really wanna know why this city is so pretty but shows no pity to the idiots who tripping

A distinct voice tried to tell me something one day. That you will never be right and you won’t be ok. I wonder what is his name? Is me? Like insane? Does he torture his brain? Playing these mind games. I turn around in fright in the sight of a noise it was my imagination playing me like a toy

Still trying to figure out what I got scared for it was a lit street but the lights were ignored only focused on the dark it relates to my life. The positive things flew out my brain that night. Having heavy ass anxiety and wanting to die made this day ten times worst I’m not gonna lie wondering if I stopped breathing who all was gone cry wondering at my funeral who was all gone lie

When this shit is on my mind I can’t define how it feels I got the heart of a lion but the mind of the killed every time I think something is right inside my brain I maintain rearranged and I end up slain still can’t figure out how to beat this game this is hardest difficulty and it hits like a train. Yes my mind is insane yes I’m sick of my brain can’t wait to kill my shadow instead of living in pain