Othello Tell All
Writing from a simpler place.
So people can see my simple face.
Not lost in the picture frames of fame.
Or masked used to maintain my game,
Lost in switching lanes to finer things,
Than what the present tragedies and blessings bring.
So to show where I stand within my bane,
How the story of Othello captivates my name.
With impartiality, I bare my actualities,
Like it was still spouting honestly from my veins.

Growing from a boy's tragedy.
Where love was pad locked away from me,
For reasons A-Z.
Some were them and some were me.
So when I found a beautiful soul,
To finally, share loves melody,
I did so from the heart of who I be.
But like Christian theology,
The world has its own journey for all our geologies.
Enter more tragedies, the man in me,
Crumbled into more depravity,
The most logical insanity.
Now she can't stand a g,
Now she needs to leave me, please.
Don't leave me here lonely,
Your all I got since I lost my mama and my homies.
I love you everything I know to be true to touch the infinite.
Don't leave me here lonely.
But all I want for her, truly,
Is for her to be happy, even if that's without me.
I let her leave, when everything inside of me,
Wants to trap her and never ever let her go.
Weeks of sadness consuming my very epitome,
Till I hear she fuckin with one of my homies,
No it can't be, I can't have so little meaning,
She said she loved me and love don't leave in an instant,
Don't tell me I mean nothing, my feelings are worth nothing,
Don't let it be true, that hes worth more loving.
Pain creeps like inertia, turns to anger louder,
Can't believe I didn't see homies creep,
Like serpents through my septum to take my loved ones.
Fuck that bastard, I don't care about the legitimate answers.
Jealousy becomes a factor, and hatred becomes its benefactor,
Like cancer, it spreads to consume this brown bastard.
If I can't have her, then this world can't,
Grab the gat, fuck a plan, I'll turn it on me after man.
Riding dirty in my mamas van,
Drove up to where she stayed with her fam,
Sat outside and let my conscious roll through my eyes.
Suicide, I got suicide on my mind,
Swear to god, it'll take away all the pain,
I just want the numbness back again.

So these days, I yearn for change,
In hope that she could come back to me,
And that she would wish the same.
But shes dead and loves gone away,
I'm stuck wishing I could end the pain,
The only one I want, won't come back to me,
The only one I want, I will never feel her soul with me.