I Love You
Good morning/It's good to see you all again
I’ve been gone for a minute it's time to pick up a pen
Get scribbling and jotting/been fixing and plotting
But let me spit some game about stopping

See I've been on a break for awhile/didn’t know what I wanted
Put myself behind these bars arrested without a warrant
But music should be exciting why the hell is it boring
Put my whole damn life in these lyrics and no restoring

Feels like there's no reciprocity/right now it's how it gotta be
Cuz I don't have the tools or the room to get shit popping
No CP3/no fight when I rock it
Feels like an obligation despite the comments

I don't like people feeling so pissed but
One time I got asked why this music exists but
It's the bridge over my troubled waters
I guess I'd rather be hurt with the truth than having nodders

Yes men invested into the songs
But how the hell can I learn if I do no wrong
How do I get to the gold if all I know is the bronze
But these are all an excuse that I always choose
I went college very far away
But all the people that I've met are the reason that I want to stay
I’ll be honest I don’t know if I am here for me
I might be going through the motions just to get this degree

That I don't even know if I’m gonna use
But I'll be damned if my people don't keep me amused
Langer's mother said I’m staying in my comfort zone
So it's time to give this rap shit another go/yo

I am airing this out like a Drew Brees offense
So my future text messages don't feel obnoxious
Friends I haven't talked to in years helping my problems
You know who you are and I thank you for your offerings

I worry often about the money
Cuz some days I wanna chase my dreams life lovely
In a big house four kids with my hunny
The chances of that are a little more than nothing

With a broadcast degree I'd be happy to get it
Maybe move back to Winona back to work with Mr. Glidden
We'd be having some fun with T-Lark and B-Riley
That's where you'd see me shining

I'd like to have an impact on my community
Acknowledgments in the town's eulogy
I wouldn't mind having to call Winona my home
It's only cuz it's all that I know/comfort zone
If I do I'd explore the education route
Live a life watching kids' understandings sprout
That music spotlight I would have to abandon
Restrict myself and not put my creations out

I don't know if I'm capable of intelligence
Job interviews/shit I can't even sell it then
Memories and heartbreaks I embellish them
Was starting for seven years now I'm getting benched

Came to CoMO thought I'd figure it out
But what I wonder is if people are sick of me now
My relationship I'm struggling for days taking it off
Thought about it every day wanted to break it off

Just to leave her in the dust/leave her all alone
Would be another four years without a house of our own
Not like she'd come and visit me every day in Rollingstone
So we've grown to become the men and women we are

Hannah baby if I gotta love you from afar
I would walk 500 miles just so you could start
Your day with a hug and some loving that you don't have now
Be the main man coming from the background that's how

I want it to be/I see you're working hard
Put that money on the table next to your art
Insecurities written in our cards
Every drop of paint is coming straight from your heart
Incompetence some days is what I feel
Everything I do is not ideal
Tired of keeping my emotions concealed
Tired of blowing through the yield trying to be healed

God tell me what to do cuz I don't know talk to
Even if I see your front doors that I refuse to walk through
So I'll have to be okay if you don't call me back
I did the one thing that I thought I'd never do and make my momma sad

I turned away from the church in a day
Fallen into roles I never thought I would play
My mother crying disappointment at the kitchen table
But now those tears motivating me to getting stable

I told you momma I would make you proud
When we were driving under that crosswalk in Columbia town
The last time you ever drove me to school
Let go and let God is what you told me to do

I promise that I'm gonna do wrong/I'm gonna
Contradict what I wanna do like Kermit the Frog
But the tea? I pour it. You can rip my core til I'm
A big eye sore through it all I'm soaring

Keep on the light for it/Defeat the time warp and
The king finds chosen in the crowd/My moment
Find the right wording and speak my mind open
Spot the fight folded and the fans uproaring

But until I get there/we will have some fun with it
Dumb shitting til the point where we're all the one winning
Thank you for listening I hope you heard it all
Without further ado, I bring you the Waterfalls