Positivity
Today
Is going to be a great day
Better believe when I say
I'm gonna keep the bad vibes away

Today
Is gonna be a really great day
And when its over I'll write all about it in my journal that I got from Kikki K

I woke up feeling kind of average
But I've gotta let go of the baggage
And face the day
Give it all I've got to give
That's the power of thinking positive

Today
Is gonna be a wonderful day
And nothing's gonna stand in my way
There's no need to be so blasé

Today
I'm gonna keep the drama at bay
I'll put the existential crisis away
Cos there's a different part here in all this mess that I'm determined to play
Life's so short so what's the use of
Getting caught up in all the self abuse and
A sad existance is no way to live
I'll beat it by being #positive

A face mask to clear up my skin
A smoothie to cleanse me within
A bath bomb will fix it for me for me
Then I'll make a post about it on my insta story I'll
Light a candle to clear the air
Or put a quirky wash or dye through my hair
I'll do yoga or I'll go for a run
I'll smile and I'll force myself to have some fun
Even though the water's getting rough
I must not be trying hard enough
It's getting kind of hard to stay afloat

I know
It's time for an inspirational quote
(be yourself) (you only live once) (live laugh love)
Wow I feel better already

Today (today)
Today is a completely new day (new day)
Going by what my horoscope had to say (to say)
The planets are aligning and things will go my way (mercury's out of retrograde)
Goodbye (farewell)
To the girl who struggles to get out of bed (Au revoir)
The one whose motivation is dead (Adieu)
The one who can't escape the thoughts inside her head (inside her head)

I'm a very busy lady and I've overcomitted
I don't have time to deal with any of this shit and
It's really inhibitating my productivity
I need a dose of #positivity

And I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm really fine
Without a single doubt
I'm fine (she's fine)
I swear I'm fine
What's there to be sad about

So I'm 21 and I'm
Not sure what I'm doing in life
And things aren't always right at home
And sometimes I can feel so alone
And I think I could be something great
If I could stop feeling like I'm running late
To a life I've just arrived in
I've gotta break out of this coffin that I've learned to survive in

And didn't I find ground that was steady
Didn't I learn this lesson already
And I can't help but wonder
If happy was a choice wouldn't I have made it
If happy was a choice wouldn't I have made it
Today
I didn't get out of bed the whole day
Tried to sleep my worries away
Cos it was easier than listening to what my thoughts had to say

I tried
To convince myself that I would be fine
I thought sheer will could push me over the line
But I can't do it myself this time

How did I become so apprehensive
So stuck in my thoughts and so fucking defensive
I already gave all I had to give