Falling Apart
Everything is falling apart, and it all started with a broken heart, tryna make some art, and it would be hard, maybe ill go far, or ill just fall

Yeah feels like I hit the wall,  gotta get high so I don't fall, maybe its my time, maybe I should say goodbye, I can't tell, if I'm alright

Like I wanna cry but I can't, won't be considered a man
I wanna die but I can't, I guess I have way to much friends

Everyday is just driving me insane, everyday is just feeling the same
Everyday wanna put a gun to my brain I don't wanna leave my bed hope is hanging from a tread like

And I lie to myself and say that I'm happy, but really on the inside like I've been feeling crappy, I'm feeling real empty and my heart is filled with envy, sometimes my thoughts can be really deadly

Told my self I would never hurt others, my life is fucked disappointing my mother, I guess I say I'm fine just to cover the fact that I will suffer

All alone in the end I am loosing all my friends everybody fucking left, hope is hanging from a thread, really wanna let go of this shitty life that I'm living and I wanna leave commit suicide

But i can't people will think that I'm weak, when I'm dead hope is hanging from a fucking thread, have so many questions why did people leave when I'm dead please don't think I'm weak

Cuz I really tried my best
Dead of the night just spark a cigarette
I'm just trying to get rid
Of the voices that say it'll b fine when I'm dead
Everything is falling apart, and it all started with a broken heart, tryna make some art, and it would be hard, maybe ill go far, or ill just fall

Yeah feels like I hit the wall,  gotta get high so I don't fall, maybe its my time, maybe I should say goodbye, i can't tell, if I'm alright