Save Me
[Hook] I'm spending my days in mental decay
I've stood on the cliff, I've stood in the way
I'm praying that I catch me 'fore I make a mistake
I've said a grace to save my people while you saving for face

[Verse] I gotta focus on my music better
I feel relief when I still write my letters
But honestly it's like a different type of zone, when I be in my phone
I know my raps have gotten monotone
But it's indicative of how this voice feels all alonе

Perpetuating the ritual of my fathеr's habits
Precipitating bravado until it's time for action
I spent that time in the Canyons and when I came back
It didn't look the same cuz we knew where the heat was at

Am I not good enough if I am not fully emcompassed?
If I stopped rapping for a dime, would anybody notice?
I feel I found my calling, while screaming, and falling
Now I just wanna make the most of every waking moment
I'm single again, I hate it that way, I know I love her, just don't have what it takes
I've only trained myself to carry weights of the world, or carry faith
But either way, when you love me it's an unfamiliar place
I'm saying

[Hook] I'm spending my days in mental decay
I've stood on the cliff, I've stood in the way
I'm praying that I catch me 'fore I make a mistake
I've said a grace to save my people while you saving for face

[Verse] And I can see why she ain't fucking with me
I understand why business feeling iffy
I think I get why my money been going missing
I know my momma still miss me. I never break my promises
But I don't promise shit. I'm losing my grip

I wanna travel, the world has all this shit to unravel
And I don't mind if it's alone because the truth is that the lonely shit
Will put me all up in my zone and shit
I barely notice when they calling on my phone and shit

I treat it like it's fun and games until it starts to hit me
I doubt I'd call it all success if no one really hears me
Full of sympathy, lacking the space for empathy, triggered by life's complexities, hoping to one day feel free

I'm over the moon, I've reached for the stars, it's stuck in my head, it's near to my heart
I knew this was my moment to take off from the start, so best believe I'm gon' keep swinging 'til it's out of the park
Soul bright, skin dark
[Hook] I'm spending my days in mental decay
I've stood on the cliff, I've stood in the way
I'm praying that I catch me 'fore I make a mistake
I've said a grace to save my people while you saving for face