Nuance
[Intro]
I don’t wanna go to heaven
They say we’ll never live forever
I feel like I’ve been losing battles
So why am I still even here?

[Chorus]
I don’t wanna see the world, the rest of y’all in fact
I’m just sick and tired of living, man I feel like I moved back
From the times that I was being me and everything with that
They just took a hundred eighty and now I’m just being sad
Now I wake up everyday just wishing I was dead
Looking back I think that I would rather runaway instead
Like the time when I got angry and I missed her “welcome back”
I was busy being stupid, I was living in my head

[Verse 1]
I don’t know what to tell ya
Dark thoughts they live here
Feeling like I could never open up
I hit that coffin with the nail
So tell me if you’ve been here
Tell me if you failed
To be everything that you ever wanted
It’s “take me” or it’s jail
Going down but I can’t control
All illusions now, no breaking codes
Not going back, not down that road
But it’s all I have in this weary soul
I poured my heart into this page
And I let it bleed till it’s safe to say
That it ain’t no joy without no pain
And it ain’t gon’ shine without no rain
[Pre-Chorus 1]
I don’t wanna say goodbye
Nah I don’t wan’ relive that night
I wish that I could take back all the things that I have said
But right now I’m missing everything, you’re everything I miss

[Chorus]
I don’t wanna see the world, the rest of y’all in fact
I’m just sick and tired of living, man I feel like I moved back
From the times that I was being me and everything with that
They just took a hundred eighty and now I’m just being sad
Now I wake up everyday just wishing I was dead
Looking back I think that I would rather runaway instead
Like the time when I got angry and I missed her “welcome back”
I was busy being stupid, I was living in my head

[Verse 2]
And when the world comes crashing down like dominoes and it rains
These memories don’t seem to leave, somebody take me away
Stop telling me this time would ease, these lines are shaded in grey
These enemies they live in me, don’t wanna hear what they say
‘Cause I’ve been thinking, reminiscing of the days I had before
Another day, another dawn, but she the baddest of em’ all
And now it’s fading but I’m waiting by the phone like Marion
You’re only one I had, it’s such a shame I lost it all, damn
[Pre-Chorus 2]
I don’t wanna die alone
No I don’t wanna come back home
I wish that I could take back all the things that I have said
But right now I’m missing everything, you’re everything I miss

[Chorus]
I don’t wanna see the world, the rest of y’all in fact
I’m just sick and tired of living, man I feel like I moved back
From the times that I was being me and everything with that
They just took a hundred eighty and now I’m just being sad
Now I wake up everyday just wishing I was dead
Looking back I think that I would rather runaway instead
Like the time when I got angry and I missed her “welcome back”
I was busy being stupid, I was living in my head

[Outro]
You know
I just feel like things are just not working out between us anymore
I think that maybe it's better if we both went our separate ways
I just... I just can't keep doing this every time something comes up
And I don't know, I mean, I still love you but just not like I used to
Luke? Are you there?