De:caying
I continue this spiral with no self-control
Impulse driven, creating my own internal blackhole
I am torn apart by my own indecision
Limbs melting away, my soul escaping it's prison
Decomposing, becoming one with the earth
I was born just to fall back into the dirt
Fuck
Decaying, forsaken, doomed to this grave that i’m digging
Birthed into death, consumed by dread
Deprived of all happiness

I just want this misery to end
This grief will be my home and I built it brick by brick
I guess this is just how it is
I guess this is just how it is
Birthed into misery and cursed with discontent
Fallen in love with the nothingness
Trapped in a cycle of endless death
Still all too human
Still all too human