Ive Been Thinking
Think about it
I just need to mourn, I just need to mourn
I don't wanna think about this anymore, x4

Verse:
Ive been thinking a lot lately and honestly it's getting to me
And I know the solution is just to keep it moving
I feel like my life is a screening of the saddest movie
Sitting back like what am I doing, yo what am I doing

See I want you back more than you could ever think
But I can't take you back unless we talk about everything
So many questions, that I need answered
Even if they hurt like hell we can proceed after

I wanna trust you, I do, but you're evasive?
And now I'm stuck to assume, your heart is other places
And it may not be true, but you aren't giving clarity
And it ain't fair to me, it ain't fair to me

I let these people go and get my head screwed up
But that's exactly what not having the truth does
Never wanted to lose us, we just needed to communicate
And every day that passes I keep losing faith
I ended us, with hopes that we could see our flaws
Now I'm sitting by my phone waiting to see your call
Meanwhile I'm in my office as I write this
This pain is so overwhelming it's difficult to fight this

I write these songs hoping to get the message through
Cuz I said I wouldn't call or even message you
It's hard to sleep at night, I ain't even eating right
I can't stomach anything without a peace of mind

I know when I left it hurt me and it hurt you
But one of us really needed to make the first move
I pulled the trigger, thinking we would wake up
I mean I've learned a lot and there's things I would change up

Like telling you how much I miss you more often
Or put my boredom to the side and go shopping
Take you out on dates no matter what it's costing
Compliment you and make you feel like a boss chick

I hope you understand I wanted you to grow with me
And treat our relationship the way it's supposed to be
We need some change, we're adults we ain't in high school
Keep it 100, let's focus and make the right moves

Bridge:
I know you miss me cuz I miss you too
All that I do is just think about you
I know you need me cuz I need you too
I hope that we can start fixing things soon