1st Years
[Verse 1]
Year one, crawling 'round, man, everything bright
I'm curious about it all, woah, what is this light
Year two, almost walking, looking at the outside
Life is so beautiful, anything could be mine
Year three, on my feet, Mom and Dad are stressed
Moving out to Murrieta where we have way less
Year four, heat strokes, and my momma almost died
I'm crying 'bout my nightmares in the hot dark night
Year five, I'm alive but I can barely keep it up
There's no one around to even wave or say "What's up?"
Year six, Dad was fired, and our money is gone
They're yelling and fighting, everything is going wrong
Year seven, it's eleven and I'm screaming for help
But no one can hear, why are we still in this hell
Year eight now we're out to move back to San Diego
With my family and friends, a new beginning, here we go, like shit

[Verse 2]
Year nine, now I'm fine, new friends, new street
We're the happiest now, and we're always stress free
Year ten, having birthdays with the best of my friends
Grades up, family good, I could never be a mess
Year eleven, got depression, suicide on my mind
Sitting alone, what ever happened to being kind?
Year twelve, ring the bell, man, guess who's back
Things are a little better but my heart is still cracked
Thirteen, it's a dream, God finally called
I wonder what it would be like if I were not around at all
At school I'm in my prime, at home, I wanna die
My parents falling apart and my dad is always crying
I wish I could help, but for now I'll just wait
When everything falls apart again, that'll be the day
When everything falls apart again, that'll be the day