WINDOW
I didn't expect it
When it came
A text message
Under your name
It wasn’t aggressive
But it set my heart aflame
Were my feelings
Just a make-believe game?
Cause you played pretend
For so damn long
Your facade
Was so damn strong
Why'd you think I'd expect it babe?
’Cause I didn't expect it babe
The photos of us on my bedroom wall
I never thought a paragraph would be our downfall
But I guess that's all
And I've never fеlt more small
My heart is a glass window
And you're a loosе ball
Did it pain you to do it?
Or was it something you relished
You always said that you were freaky
But I didn't know breaking hearts was your fetish

I'm on the balcony of my barbie mansion
Holding back my tears because the mention
Of your name in my mind
I think of you all the time
Incessantly, it's killing me
Remember our walks when the trees began to blossom
Men all in my DMs but I don’t want them
Was I to blame?
Was I blind?
Should I leave it all behind?
The jealousy, it’s killing me

So how's it going?
On your end?
I know you got a new girl
It stings and that’s what you intended
And I know she isn't moaning, yeah
Cause you sure as hell weren't satisfying in bed
Boy, you're so delusional
All those demons in your head
I’m sure she'll tear your hollow heart apart this weekend
You're probably in your basement playing Fortnite
All alone cause you didn't really need me
I thought I was your duo
How's life with your new hoe?
You didn't think I cared?
Well, bitch, now you know
Playing Marco Polo in my indoor pool
Or when we were passing notes while we were in school
Was the time all wasted?
This love that was sacred
Then you had to make it all complicated
Midnight star gazing up on my rooftop
You said you'd always love me, when did that stop?
All the kisses that I've tasted, all the men that I've dated
You're the only one who has left me devastated

But why should I cry over the guy
Who promised me the world but
Gave me everything but that
Took all of my heartache
And put it all back into rotation
I thought I got over that
All of my problems you've made worse
Bruised like a baseball bat to the face
Pink Lamborghini lifestyle I put on pause
So many sacrifices for a goddamn meaningless cause
Window, shattered window
I let you see through me
But you used it maliciously
Used it to ensure I'd never be
(Happy)
But it won't be the last of me
(Happy)
Pearls may be fragile but that has never stopped me
(Happy)
Pearls may be fragile but that has never stopped me