In My Head
I’ve been having thoughts in my head from the past and they are tearing me apart when i die I don’t wanna die alone but if I do hopefully it will be at Home I’ve always had a crazy Life ever since I was five my visions been a blur the voices in
My head gets worst I’m only 13 but I’m sitting in bed with bad things In my head I’ve never been a good child that’s because my life is wild And my brain is tired my momma said to be Nice to others even tho some of them are fuckers I think about god to not fall apart But I still sit in bed with bad thoughts and a broken heart I close my eyes and I see Something in the distance then suddenly I’m falling from the ski and it my last day bc I’m about to die then someone takes  all by myself lonely as hell feeling like I’m trapped in a well and no one hears me yell get me out of this pit get me out of this shit this a verse for the lonely when you’re hurt mission homies poppin  perks cause your lonely on earth and you just feel like a piece of dirt it’s the worst when you immerse into solitude because you shadow is the only one who follows you and the mirror is the only one who talks to you when I feel alone I get scared of the demons below But let’s move on because that was Long ago I’ve never lived the best life and that’s for sure a fact and not evan a lie I’ve even been threatened with a knife every time I get happy I realize that I’m in state of difficulty that needs to be resolved and I feel like my heart was just broken and dissolved... all I wanna do is make my parents proud im not afraid to say it out loud im gonna make them proud of me so one day all of you will see when I’m on the top and all the bitches will have already flopped I don’t care what people think when they hate on me I won’t let my heart sink I’ll just give them a wink everyone wants to bring me down but I’m rising fast from the ground I ain’t playing around no matter what I will always be judged but I don’t care because I know that I’m loved you know I’m in my hype zone and if you talk shit I will destroy your bone and you will have no help because you are alone you bitches aren’t the shit you bitches aren’t the shit if you think you are then I’ll put you to sit call me a loser but fuck it I’m obviously winning I’ll take your bitch out and give her some clout now she Fallin for me you disrespect me and I beat your ass down you really a clown by 15 I’ll be a millionaire and the cash won’t fit in my pockets and I’ll be flying higher then all rockets I’ll be poppin checks and driving a Lamborghini and I’ll be driving freely i got the fame you bitches are lame it’s always the same just stay in your lane you got no fame no one knows your name i got the fame you bitches are lame it’s always the same just stay in your lane you got no fame no one knows your name and there’s No one to blame if your a bitch and snitch then I’ll kick your ass I’ll tell you in advance If you start a problem I’ll slap the shit out of you I don’t follow your bitch on IG but she follow me cause I got the clout and there is no doubt, she slides in my dm’s and hits me I’m getting her heart for free she’s going to go for me so just let her be