Captivity
I wake up day after day only to spend it in darkness. In a faceless existence where I cannot be free of shame or guilt. Cannot show my true face. In a place where its not my life, it's somebody else's game. Pain always striking at my brightest hour, making it my darkest (making it my darkest). I am in captivity. I want to be free like freedom is my name. But your telling me I'll never be free. I want to fly away to the other side of the world, where they don't know me. Your saying that freedom isn't for mе, but I will make it for me. It's a long way from home. And I know I am alonе in this feeling of captivity. Can't the pain let me free? Let me out of this cage I have? I want to be free from this pain I have in my veins.  You want me to be in captivity but I am fighting for whats right. Fighting for freedom (oh freedom). I want to be free as a bird with no cage. I want to float above the clouds with no chains. Your deciding (deciding) whats to be (be). Your deciding (deciding) for me (me). You want me to be serving and I want to be free but I can't get away. You keep me on a leash and that hurts, I'll never get out this way. I am like a tool in someone's game I have no outlet, no means of escape