Facts
I lost my father bout a week before my tape was done. I have some questions for you God but all i ask is one. Why did you take his life away when im his only son. My sisters need a father figure im the only one. Walk across the stage and tell lil tay tay that im there beside her. Dem got all the world around her Ken got all the world inside her. Look at my woman like shes special so i dont deny her. And in the name of Jesus Christ ill be the soul provider. My family needs me on the daily even when i struggle. I ask them for so much advice, more than i ask my mother. Cause shit is getting crazy, through all the lights and thunder. Im tryna stay above water i keep going under. Last year they put my cousin down for B&E. Same year they took my sister that was Lee the G. They say big Nutty coming home so let's just say he free. They hit his mans with 30 years and gave him no release. RIP to Sleepy Bill we gotta keep the peace. Won't catch me on a scene that ain't got shit to do with me. I talk to God from day to day like I ain't losing sleep. One day I wanna see my daddy in them Golden sheets. I tell DV to hold his head and watch for all the snakes. I live today cause see tomorrow I don't know what waits. They say they love me when they see me turn around and hate. I hope it make it to the top and that's without debate

Pressures in my mind tell me quit, while im still breathing. One day they on you quick, behind the walls they scheming. I never traded on my brothers less I had a reason. This our year this our world and this is our season

Too many times I wanted blessings had to wait my turn. Sometimes you live and then forget but gotta live and learn. I know my father watching from outside them Pearly Gates. Wonder if he can see the tears running through my face. Such a disgrace as I remember all the early days. A big family all together we one in the same. It's funny how a second waiting could cause it to change. To see my loved ones in the box I'd give up anything. Don't know what made me so heartless I used to pray for peace. And now I lay up in my bed wishing I could sleep. Them demons running cross my head I swear they torture me. I feel like dying but my spirit will not let me leave. Suicidal thoughts of giving up like I ain't did enough. Wanna fuck the world cause life's a bitch and she not getting cuffed. Take me to the palace with my blessings fully loaded up. Forgive me for my sins Lord I know that I've been fucking up. Losing all my faith it's getting crazy it's amazing me. My life is slowly changing its erasing I'm impatient please. Lift me out these out these chains I know they waiting to embrace a G. And G don't stand for gangsta let's just say I'm living gracefullly. The ways I used to think ain't even real I feel like standing still. Fuck it imma keep on grinding hard until I sell a mil. Do this for my mama christa Nelson and my daddy kill. Lotta niggas crazy bout this rapping shit I do for real. If you have some beef with me go head with that I strive for peace. The light is always green to destination ain't no stopping me. Just before this records done and over lemme lay a fact. RIP my daddy Killa Blak til he can say it back!