How I Feel
This however is mine

This is how i feel
This is how i deal
With all the pain from the past yes i feel them still
Put a pen to the pad and watch the pages fill
I turn them into Mp3s and now you know the deal
A lot of people out for me
A lot of people doubting me
There's a lot of faith in me
Why this much faith in me?
Why y'all out for me?
Why y'all doubting me?
I know that in the end all these people want the best for me or so they claim
Bro I'm still the same
I constantly evolve but i don't ever change
You know your self worth and to these people mehn you changed
Brandon boy you tripping you don't even know you changed
So many snakes around me I think i need some antidote
I see the phone ring and i don't ever pick up tho
I just want to be alone and find a place to bare my soul
I just want to be alone and find a place to bare my soul
During the early stages of making this project i was at a really dark point in my life where i felt like my whole world was crumbling right before my eyes and i felt powerless to stop it
I was betrayed by people who i held dear to me
I almost quit school, i almost quit music, in fact i almost quit life
But in all that God got me
He's got you too

I listen to the holy ghost daily and what He's telling me
He's telling me that greatness is the only thing that's left me
I'm on the path now and everybody knows the best for me
You didn't used to hit me back so why you texting me huh?
Heading to the top i need no elevators
I'm on a mission you can't sway me I'm a terminator
To switch up on the Gospel of Jesus that gave me life
To all y'all thinking I'd pull a Remy boy I'd rather die (woah)
10 whole years I've been into this
I don't got no backup plan I'm so into this
I don't got no choice but to put my soul into this
I'm coming with the bars and the vocals and the melodies you hearing me
There's a tear in my eye
With the songs that i release I'm telling all the doubts bye
My Jesus walked on water so I'mon walk on the sky
My Jesus walked on water so I'mon walk on the sky so watcha saying huh?

He'll never leave me i believe
It'll get better I am free
Nothing less
Till infinity and beyond