Disparity
[Verse 1]
This is not a beat that I feel
But I came here to keep it real
Deal with all the stress 
I’m depressed
I traveled the west to relax but it only messed with my mind
I wanna find happiness
I’m quiet I gotta speak
But I know it don’t come from an album release
But I’d rather live with no friends than to live with fake ones
That’s real
Growth over company
That’s how I feel
I’m  not a bad person
I’m just not dispersing my personality cause I gotta keep up with reality

[Verse 2]
Our feeling are getting colder
As we start to gеt older
We get morе and more tired
People are starting to get wired
I know this dude from fifth grade
His grades are starting to get vague
So he started selling crack to get paid
A couple hundred is what he made
He had his buddy for the aid
His dreams started to fade
And he had never been laid
Thinking the solutions is to raid
One day, he went to make a sale as usual
With a guy that wasn’t mutual
Chose a place where they weren’t viewable
So they did the doable
“Transaction Complete”
So he was about to get back to the streets
Dropped to his knees
Turned around
“God please let this all be a dream”
It’s the dude with his fiends
Gun pointed to his face
Then one familiar dude appeared, it’s jace
He couldn’t believe what his eyes were forced to receive
He had never seen this deceive
This is a feat he had never achieved
His disbelief reminded him of one Christmas Eve
But it was too late , 1,2,3, and boom
[Verse 3]
Alright
Let’s switch the lyricism
Peep the riddle
I’m in Nate condition
In my life I got one mission
In addition to my ambition
Is to make a transition, change
The ignition to my edition
My attrition didn’t go well
My audition had fell
I felt a spark in the heart
It was falling apart
I wanted a fresh start
I wanted a work of art
I wanted I wanted I wanted
To change our people
Can’t you see they are living in misery?
Their lives is full of mysteries
They had never received a victory
Yeah it’s 30 seconds without greed
I need some help
My mind is making me live in hell
I had fell from my past
It happened really fast
You can’t see the illness in my rhymes
Like the vine I sublime
You can’t comprehend the meaning
That’s fine, drop some wine
42 bars and I’m still going
I’m one of a kind
I can’t finish this draft cause of my mind
It can’t stop feeding me the rhymes
Like they say
Life’s a bitch and then you die
That’s why we get high
Cause you’ll never know when you’re gonna go