Rest in peace
[Freestyle]
If I could go back, I would do it differently
Me and all my niggas eatin miccy ds
Posted on the corner like a referee
If I could go back, I would do it differently
Try’na make it out the sauna but it’s several feet
Deep, thinkin’ bout my momma who was missin’ me
We were losing hope
We just couldn’t cope
Hangin’ on by a rope had me swimmin’ double stroke
In these deep waters, I was strugglin’ to float
Me and momma believe in karma we knew it’d change
We knew our time would come, for now we have to run
From these demons the devil confiscated our sun
Confiscated her son
I was really lost
Man Veli died
I kinda died inside
Things got really dark
I kinda lost my spark
I used to pray to God
I used to ask him things
Why did I deserve to see my nigga on the curb
Take his last breath
I wish he was only hurt
That he’d talk again
See his momma walk again
See his nephew grow
See him play the park again
All this pressure the depression stunted my growth
I feel better, but there’s things I will always hold
I have regrets, life long strong regrets
Like what’d be next, if my nigga moved to the left
And it was me, lying down there right on the street
Would he be okay, would he see a sweet 16
Watch his sister get married, go university
Am I the reason my brother is dead it bothers me
So when you ask me if I’m okay watch your tone with me
You don’t know what I’m feelin’
I’ll be grievin’ my entire life it’s never leavin’
I’ll be wishin’ my entire life I’ll always miss him
And I’mma always wish that I did so many things different
But I’m try’na come to terms with it
I’m try’na accept the mistakes that were made
I’m try’na accept the path I was gave
I’m try’na accept the past I made
I’m try’na accept the past I was gave

I’m try’na accept the things that I can’t change
I’m learnin’
Teacher in my face saying that I made my bed
It's not true I dropped where I lay my head
I never chose to be on that estate
Wrong place wrong timing God made us pay
And he’s got his reasons, that I’ll never know
But I need to have faith I need to let it go
I can’t cry for my entire life I need to grow
I need to accept the things that I can’t change, I’m learnin’