Clarity
[Hook]
Is it the sun?
Is it the skies?
Look at me fly, look at me fly
Is it the clouds?
Is it the days?
I can't decide, could be a sign

[Verse 1]
I'm coming to learn I'm not defined by situations, we are just defined by how we deal with 'em
Changed myself, so I could be with him
Cuz I can't chain myself if I'mma be given
All of this
Thoughts emit revolver in the noggin as a small shot at a perfect way of solving this, I'd never do it tho
I let songs express for me what I swallowed in, I am the culprit
No don't wanna be awake but I don't wanna go to sleep, I don't wanna be away but if I stay I'm growing weak, I don't wanna feel astray and I don't wanna smoke no weed but I gotta treat it in my brain before the whole can grow too deep
I don't sleep, I just rest from the numbing
In my own social life, the fact is I'm stunting
I enrolled into this fight, I didn't know what was coming for me
I soar at the sky, but every time I look up I'm falling
[Hook]
Is it the sun?
Is it the skies?
Look at me fly, look at me fly
Is it the clouds?
Is it the days?
I can't decide, could be a sign

[Verse 2]
I been feeling so amazing, wait, I'm dealing with a maze and too many imaginations, gotta say that it's all good
Peeling off the faces then I'm drifting off in days that I should really pay attention, should I mention how my thoughts move
Damned and I'm thoughtful
Can't focus on my school now cuz
I'm crazy and lost you
I just focus on my new sound
In this route I'm in, feel like I'm in a spider net and I don't know where the router is
Brain blow loud as shit, rain boast sour shit, it's why I eye at the sun when I stay home, how to live, how to live?
That's what I been trynna figure out, cuz I know what it's like to survive a life I can actually live without
Now I'm searching for a purpose and I think I found the niche, but I need to make my legacy something that I'm proud to give

[Hook]
Is it the sun?
Is it the skies?
Look at me fly, look at me fly
Is it the clouds?
Is it the days?
I can't decide, could be a sign
[Verse 3]
I'm making peace with death, is this maturity or depression?
Think it's a bit of both and I'm unsure of where I'm blessed on
I got a little hope, convinced myself that I'm the next up
Fake it till you make it, the lies put weight from my chest up
I'm not depressed tho, and if I am, I'm in denial
I'm such a mess tho, I call for chances then I dial
If life hits me then at least I let it get to me in style
By all means bottle, that's why I look for clarity in a vial
Head spinning like a vinyl I be idle with the pain
It's hard to be an idol when the trial's in your brain
Hard to see it final if you idolize the pain
It's why I keep my gifts present and go hide the lies away
I just wanna live with myself and the decisions I've chosen
Now I do trust myself near others, just not with my emotions
Lack of sleep and compulsions makes me think if my soul damned
Or maybe I blame everything on that when I should own them

[Hook]
Is it the sun?
Is it the skies?
Look at me fly, look at me fly
Is it the clouds?
Is it the days?
I can't decide, could be a sign