My mom's family makes me feel like I am not one of them, ppl from my dad's side make me feel the same way. Despite being half asian, asian ppl don't count me as one of them. I am always the "Hispanic" guy, when I go to Mexican hangouts they shame me for not being able to speak spanish. None of my parents are hispanic, I just look hispanic. I don't even like hispanics. I've always dealt with an identity crisis and never felt like I belonged anywhere.