She is addicted to finding validation from others on the web. If it wasn’t apparent before, it’s definitely fucking obvious now. The problem is that it only bring her temporary joy - she gets consumed with an idea for a while (apartments, countless room renovations, her “shop”, now surgery and being a champion for endo...) and then chucks it away once she’s bored and over it, just like she’s done with the people in her life. If only she spent some time looking inward and working towards loving and accepting herself as much as she craves the attention and approval of strangers online but alas