But I'm wondering why you allow yourself to get pigeonholed as Hispanic. Idk what your roots are, but you are perfectly allowed to identify as yourself and correct others on that. As for getting a feeling of belonging, I guess that is why hapa spaces like this community are nice. At least we can say we all belong here. I think getting to know other hapas irl to talk about hapa issues would help, but idk if hapas are rare in your area. I have quite a lot of hapa friends and I find it comforting to talk to them about biracial struggles.