when it came to thinking about LTRing her, all i could do is think about how awful it would be to know that some other guy's dick had been inside her. and if she became the mother of my children? how could i knowingly let their mother be a woman who was used abused and dumped by some jackass chad? it made me sick. i know from that experience why some men become literal cucks. because their wives have been with other men and they are self aware enough to tell themselves they might as well embrace the slut part of their wives. its the only rational way to deal with the fact that their wives have fucked other men.