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feat_summary: {"name": "Chapters 25-30", "url": "https://web.archive.org/web/20201219151046/https://www.cliffsnotes.com/literature/t/tess-of-the-durbervilles/summary-and-analysis/phase-the-fourth-the-consequence-chapters-2530", "summary": "Angel has turned a new corner in his life, feeling that he belongs on the dairy as a farmer and that Tess is the right choice as a wife. Angel leaves the dairy to visit his family and to tell his parents about Tess. Angel's brothers, Felix and Cuthbert, disapprove of Angel marrying Tess but do little to discourage him. His parents had intended Angel to marry Miss Mercy Chant, a real \"lady\" and local teacher. Angel is against the union and proposes to his parents that Tess Durbeyfield would be a much better choice. Angel and his father debate the merits of Mercy and Tess as suitable wives for a farmer. Angel's wishes win out with his father's concern expressed by his question, \"Is she of a family such as you would care to marry into -- a lady, in short?\" His parents warn Angel not to rush into a hasty marriage with an unknown woman, but his descriptions of her are enough. Reverend Clare relates a story of a convert, one Alec d'Urberville, who has become a lay minister and street preacher. Angel returns to the dairy and asks Tess to marry him. Tess says that she cannot. Angel persists, not being too aggressive in his tactics to convince Tess, but she insists, \"I am not good enough -- not worthy enough.\" Alone, Tess wonders why her past has not caught up to her at Talbothays, and she feels both \"positive pleasure and positive pain\" as she wrestles with her feelings for Angel and the past that is bound to catch up to her. She resolves to give in to Angel's proposal: \"I shall give way -- I shall say yes -- I shall let myself marry him -- I cannot help it.\" Tess rethinks her position, even suggesting that any of the other milkmaids would be worthy wives for Angel. Angel refuses Tess' suggestions, and when Mr. Crick needs a volunteer to drive the milk, now late for delivery, straight to the train station in Egdon Heath, Angel volunteers, and Tess goes along for the ride. It is during this ride, in a downpour of rain, that Angel learns that Tess comes from the d'Urberville family. He suggests that she adopt the \"d'Urberville\" spelling, and he quells her fears about his hating \"old families.\" Relieved, Tess accepts Angel's marriage proposal if \"it is sure to make you happy to have me as your wife and you feel that you wish to marry me, very, very much . . . .\" Then Tess kisses Angel, and he discovers \"what an impassioned woman's kisses were like upon the lips of one whom she loved with all her heart and soul, as Tess loved him.\" Tess insists that she write her mother in Marlott, and Angel then remembers that day four years earlier, during the May Dance, that he had seen Tess but had not danced with her.", "analysis": "In these chapters, Hardy gives the readers a fine set of juxtaposed characters to consider: Tess versus Mercy; Angel and Reverend Clare versus Angel's brothers Felix and Cuthbert; and Angel versus Alec. The characters are developed as sets of opposites that cause the reader to consider both sides of the argument. These two sides are not a contrast between right or wrong, good or bad, but rather, they are a way to demonstrate that positions have two distinct sides, each with its own viewpoint. Mercy Chant is \"accomplished,\" educated, able to provide a good home for Angel as a wife. Tess is presented clearly as a better choice as a farmer's wife. Of course, should Angel have chosen the life of a minister, Mercy Chant may have been a better choice. Also interesting is the division between Angel and his brothers. Felix Clare is a parish minister described by Hardy as \"all Church,\" while Cuthbert, dean of a college, seems to be \"all College.\" Angel is then seen by his older brothers as \"growing in social ineptness,\" and Angel sees his brothers as \"growing  mental limitations.\" Each sees the other not as opposite, but as flawed in ways that can divide families. Cuthbert is \"the more liberal minded,\" though \"he had not much heart.\" Likewise, Felix is \"less self-sacrificing and disinterested.\" Thus both men are not like Angel in many respects when \"either saw the difference between local truth and universal truth; that what the inner world said in their clerical and academic hearing was quite a different thing from what the outer world was thinking.\" Felix asks Angel if he is \"somehow losing intellectual grasp.\" Angel responds, \"f it comes to intellectual grasp, I think you, as a contented dogmatist, had better leave mine alone, and inquire what has become of yours.\" Thus, Angel feels that \"despite his own heterodoxy, he was nearer to his father on the human side than was either of his brethren.\" Angel's father, Reverend Clare is a \"Pauliad\" or Paulist; that is, his religious attitudes are like those of the biblical Paul, meaning that he believes that conversion is not an intellectual occurrence but an emotional one. Hardy describes Reverend Clare as \"sincere.\" He is an evangelical believer and minister, even suffering beatings and berating to convert sinners to join the church. Thus Reverend Clare and Angel are very similar in their practical religious beliefs. Angel's brothers, on the other hand, are more inclined to use their religious beliefs for their own ends and are even vain in their \"fashionable\" ways. In the consideration of religion, Angel continues to be a contrast to Alec. Angel has a better concept of religion, and he practices what he preaches. Alec, on the other hand, experiences a sudden conversion from his harmful ways; he has abused Reverend Clare when approached on the subject of his Christianity. Reverend Clare is proud to have won a new convert, no matter the consequence. Angel is aghast at his father for taking too many risks, whether they be physical or mental from strangers: \"I wish he would not wear himself out now he is getting old, and would leave such pigs to their wallowing.\" Angel admires his father's work, even though it has cost him in the past, \"though the younger could not accept his parent's narrow dogma he revered his practice, and recognized the hero under the pietist.\" The reintroduction of Alec in the story is important for two reasons: First, it indicates that Alec will play a part in later events. Up to this point, although we may have suspected Alec's reappearance, it was possible that his part in Tess' ruin had already been played and that it would simply be the results of the past action that color future events. Now we know that that is not the case. Alec d'Urberville's part in Tess' life is not, unfortunately for Tess, over. Second, Angel's comment that he wishes his father would \"leave such pigs to their wallowing\" indicates both Alec's past nature and the sincerity of his present conversion. Although no one in the novel presently questions Alec's conversion, the reader should. Glossary apostrophizing addressing words to a person or thing, whether absent or present, generally in an exclamatory digression in a speech or literary writing. Dapes inemptae \"unpurchased banquet\" ; refers to the dairyman's self-sufficiency in producing food. black-puddings dark sausages made with meat and seasoned blood. delirium tremens violent delirium resulting chiefly from excessive drinking of alcoholic liquor and characterized by sweating, trembling, anxiety, and frightening hallucinations. flummery meaningless flattery or silly talk. Calvinistic doctrine reference to the teachings of John Calvin , Swiss Protestant theologian, who emphasized salvation through God's grace. pernicious causing great injury, destruction, or ruin; fatal; deadly;  wicked; evil. \"as Hamlet puts it\" from Hamlet 2.2.351. \"from St. Luke\" refers to Luke 12:20. \"Being reviled we bless...\" 1 Corinthians 4:12-13. Tractarian derived from the Oxford Movement, which favored a return to early Catholic doctrines in the Church of England. pantheistic relating to pantheism, the doctrine that God is not a personality, but that all laws, forces, manifestations, etc. of the universe are God; the belief that God and the universe are one and the same. \"Sigh gratis\" act or feel without expecting reward; from Hamlet . carking  worrying or being worried or anxious. self-immolation suicide, usually by burning oneself in a public place; deliberate self-sacrifice. phlegmatic hard to rouse to action; sluggish; dull; apathetic; calm; cool; stolid. Centurions the commanding officers of an ancient Roman century. Caroline date the seventeenth century, during the reign of Charles I  or Charles II ."}
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  Clare, restless, went out into the dusk when evening drew on, she who
  had won him having retired to her chamber.
  
  The night was as sultry as the day.  There was no coolness after dark
  unless on the grass.  Roads, garden-paths, the house-fronts, the
  barton-walls were warm as hearths, and reflected the noontime
  temperature into the noctambulist's face.
  
  He sat on the east gate of the dairy-yard, and knew not what to think
  of himself.  Feeling had indeed smothered judgement that day.
  
  Since the sudden embrace, three hours before, the twain had kept
  apart.  She seemed stilled, almost alarmed, at what had occurred,
  while the novelty, unpremeditation, mastery of circumstance
  disquieted him--palpitating, contemplative being that he was.  He
  could hardly realize their true relations to each other as yet, and
  what their mutual bearing should be before third parties
  thenceforward.
  
  Angel had come as pupil to this dairy in the idea that his temporary
  existence here was to be the merest episode in his life, soon passed
  through and early forgotten; he had come as to a place from which
  as from a screened alcove he could calmly view the absorbing world
  without, and, apostrophizing it with Walt Whitman--
  
  
    Crowds of men and women attired in the usual costumes,
    How curious you are to me!--
  
  
  resolve upon a plan for plunging into that world anew.  But behold,
  the absorbing scene had been imported hither.  What had been the
  engrossing world had dissolved into an uninteresting outer dumb-show;
  while here, in this apparently dim and unimpassioned place, novelty
  had volcanically started up, as it had never, for him, started up
  elsewhere.
  
  Every window of the house being open, Clare could hear across the
  yard each trivial sound of the retiring household.  The dairy-house,
  so humble, so insignificant, so purely to him a place of constrained
  sojourn that he had never hitherto deemed it of sufficient importance
  to be reconnoitred as an object of any quality whatever in the
  landscape; what was it now?  The aged and lichened brick gables
  breathed forth "Stay!"  The windows smiled, the door coaxed and
  beckoned, the creeper blushed confederacy.  A personality within
  it was so far-reaching in her influence as to spread into and make
  the bricks, mortar, and whole overhanging sky throb with a burning
  sensibility.  Whose was this mighty personality? A milkmaid's.
  
  It was amazing, indeed, to find how great a matter the life of the
  obscure dairy had become to him.  And though new love was to be held
  partly responsible for this, it was not solely so.  Many besides
  Angel have learnt that the magnitude of lives is not as to their
  external displacements, but as to their subjective experiences.  The
  impressionable peasant leads a larger, fuller, more dramatic life
  than the pachydermatous king.  Looking at it thus, he found that life
  was to be seen of the same magnitude here as elsewhere.
  
  Despite his heterodoxy, faults, and weaknesses, Clare was a man with
  a conscience.  Tess was no insignificant creature to toy with and
  dismiss; but a woman living her precious life--a life which, to
  herself who endured or enjoyed it, possessed as great a dimension
  as the life of the mightiest to himself.  Upon her sensations
  the whole world depended to Tess; through her existence all her
  fellow-creatures existed, to her.  The universe itself only came into
  being for Tess on the particular day in the particular year in which
  she was born.
  
  This consciousness upon which he had intruded was the single
  opportunity of existence ever vouchsafed to Tess by an unsympathetic
  First Cause--her all; her every and only chance.  How then should he
  look upon her as of less consequence than himself; as a pretty trifle
  to caress and grow weary of; and not deal in the greatest seriousness
  with the affection which he knew that he had awakened in her--so
  fervid and so impressionable as she was under her reserve--in order
  that it might not agonize and wreck her?
  
  To encounter her daily in the accustomed manner would be to develop
  what had begun.  Living in such close relations, to meet meant to
  fall into endearment; flesh and blood could not resist it; and,
  having arrived at no conclusion as to the issue of such a tendency,
  he decided to hold aloof for the present from occupations in which
  they would be mutually engaged.  As yet the harm done was small.
  
  But it was not easy to carry out the resolution never to approach
  her.  He was driven towards her by every heave of his pulse.
  
  He thought he would go and see his friends.  It might be possible
  to sound them upon this.  In less than five months his term here
  would have ended, and after a few additional months spent upon other
  farms he would be fully equipped in agricultural knowledge and in
  a position to start on his own account.  Would not a farmer want a
  wife, and should a farmer's wife be a drawing-room wax-figure, or a
  woman who understood farming?  Notwithstanding the pleasing answer
  returned to him by the silence, he resolved to go his journey.
  
  One morning when they sat down to breakfast at Talbothays Dairy some
  maid observed that she had not seen anything of Mr Clare that day.
  
  "O no," said Dairyman Crick.  "Mr Clare has gone hwome to Emminster
  to spend a few days wi' his kinsfolk."
  
  For four impassioned ones around that table the sunshine of the
  morning went out at a stroke, and the birds muffled their song.
  But neither girl by word or gesture revealed her blankness.  "He's
  getting on towards the end of his time wi' me," added the dairyman,
  with a phlegm which unconsciously was brutal; "and so I suppose he
  is beginning to see about his plans elsewhere."
  
  "How much longer is he to bide here?" asked Izz Huett, the only
  one of the gloom-stricken bevy who could trust her voice with the
  question.
  
  The others waited for the dairyman's answer as if their lives hung
  upon it; Retty, with parted lips, gazing on the tablecloth, Marian
  with heat added to her redness, Tess throbbing and looking out at
  the meads.
  
  "Well, I can't mind the exact day without looking at my
  memorandum-book," replied Crick, with the same intolerable unconcern.
  "And even that may be altered a bit.  He'll bide to get a little
  practice in the calving out at the straw-yard, for certain.  He'll
  hang on till the end of the year I should say."
  
  Four months or so of torturing ecstasy in his society--of "pleasure
  girdled about with pain".  After that the blackness of unutterable
  night.
  
  
  At this moment of the morning Angel Clare was riding along a narrow
  lane ten miles distant from the breakfasters, in the direction of
  his father's Vicarage at Emminster, carrying, as well as he could,
  a little basket which contained some black-puddings and a bottle of
  mead, sent by Mrs Crick, with her kind respects, to his parents.  The
  white lane stretched before him, and his eyes were upon it; but they
  were staring into next year, and not at the lane.  He loved her;
  ought he to marry her?  Dared he to marry her?  What would his mother
  and his brothers say?  What would he himself say a couple of years
  after the event?  That would depend upon whether the germs of staunch
  comradeship underlay the temporary emotion, or whether it were a
  sensuous joy in her form only, with no substratum of everlastingness.
  
  His father's hill-surrounded little town, the Tudor church-tower of
  red stone, the clump of trees near the Vicarage, came at last into
  view beneath him, and he rode down towards the well-known gate.
  Casting a glance in the direction of the church before entering his
  home, he beheld standing by the vestry-door a group of girls, of
  ages between twelve and sixteen, apparently awaiting the arrival of
  some other one, who in a moment became visible; a figure somewhat
  older than the school-girls, wearing a broad-brimmed hat and
  highly-starched cambric morning-gown, with a couple of books in her
  hand.
  
  Clare knew her well.  He could not be sure that she observed him; he
  hoped she did not, so as to render it unnecessary that he should go
  and speak to her, blameless creature that she was.  An overpowering
  reluctance to greet her made him decide that she had not seen him.
  The young lady was Miss Mercy Chant, the only daughter of his
  father's neighbour and friend, whom it was his parents' quiet hope
  that he might wed some day.  She was great at Antinomianism and
  Bible-classes, and was plainly going to hold a class now.  Clare's
  mind flew to the impassioned, summer-steeped heathens in the Var
  Vale, their rosy faces court-patched with cow-droppings; and to one
  the most impassioned of them all.
  
  It was on the impulse of the moment that he had resolved to trot
  over to Emminster, and hence had not written to apprise his mother
  and father, aiming, however, to arrive about the breakfast hour,
  before they should have gone out to their parish duties.  He was
  a little late, and they had already sat down to the morning meal.
  The group at the table jumped up to welcome him as soon as he
  entered.  They were his father and mother, his brother the Reverend
  Felix--curate at a town in the adjoining county, home for the inside
  of a fortnight--and his other brother, the Reverend Cuthbert, the
  classical scholar, and Fellow and Dean of his College, down from
  Cambridge for the long vacation.  His mother appeared in a cap and
  silver spectacles, and his father looked what in fact he was--an
  earnest, God-fearing man, somewhat gaunt, in years about sixty-five,
  his pale face lined with thought and purpose.  Over their heads hung
  the picture of Angel's sister, the eldest of the family, sixteen
  years his senior, who had married a missionary and gone out to
  Africa.
  
  Old Mr Clare was a clergyman of a type which, within the last twenty
  years, has well nigh dropped out of contemporary life.  A spiritual
  descendant in the direct line from Wycliff, Huss, Luther, Calvin; an
  Evangelical of the Evangelicals, a Conversionist, a man of Apostolic
  simplicity in life and thought, he had in his raw youth made up his
  mind once for all in the deeper questions of existence, and admitted
  no further reasoning on them thenceforward.  He was regarded even by
  those of his own date and school of thinking as extreme; while, on
  the other hand, those totally opposed to him were unwillingly won
  to admiration for his thoroughness, and for the remarkable power he
  showed in dismissing all question as to principles in his energy for
  applying them.  He loved Paul of Tarsus, liked St John, hated St
  James as much as he dared, and regarded with mixed feelings Timothy,
  Titus, and Philemon.  The New Testament was less a Christiad then a
  Pauliad to his intelligence--less an argument than an intoxication.
  His creed of determinism was such that it almost amounted to a
  vice, and quite amounted, on its negative side, to a renunciative
  philosophy which had cousinship with that of Schopenhauer and
  Leopardi.  He despised the Canons and Rubric, swore by the Articles,
  and deemed himself consistent through the whole category--which in a
  way he might have been.  One thing he certainly was--sincere.
  
  To the aesthetic, sensuous, pagan pleasure in natural life and lush
  womanhood which his son Angel had lately been experiencing in Var
  Vale, his temper would have been antipathetic in a high degree, had
  he either by inquiry or imagination been able to apprehend it.  Once
  upon a time Angel had been so unlucky as to say to his father, in
  a moment of irritation, that it might have resulted far better for
  mankind if Greece had been the source of the religion of modern
  civilization, and not Palestine; and his father's grief was of that
  blank description which could not realize that there might lurk a
  thousandth part of a truth, much less a half truth or a whole truth,
  in such a proposition.  He had simply preached austerely at Angel for
  some time after.  But the kindness of his heart was such that he
  never resented anything for long, and welcomed his son to-day with a
  smile which was as candidly sweet as a child's.
  
  Angel sat down, and the place felt like home; yet he did not so much
  as formerly feel himself one of the family gathered there.  Every
  time that he returned hither he was conscious of this divergence,
  and since he had last shared in the Vicarage life it had grown even
  more distinctly foreign to his own than usual.  Its transcendental
  aspirations--still unconsciously based on the geocentric view of
  things, a zenithal paradise, a nadiral hell--were as foreign to his
  own as if they had been the dreams of people on another planet.
  Latterly he had seen only Life, felt only the great passionate pulse
  of existence, unwarped, uncontorted, untrammelled by those creeds
  which futilely attempt to check what wisdom would be content to
  regulate.
  
  On their part they saw a great difference in him, a growing
  divergence from the Angel Clare of former times.  It was chiefly a
  difference in his manner that they noticed just now, particularly
  his brothers.  He was getting to behave like a farmer; he flung his
  legs about; the muscles of his face had grown more expressive; his
  eyes looked as much information as his tongue spoke, and more.  The
  manner of the scholar had nearly disappeared; still more the manner
  of the drawing-room young man.  A prig would have said that he had
  lost culture, and a prude that he had become coarse.  Such was the
  contagion of domiciliary fellowship with the Talbothays nymphs and
  swains.
  
  After breakfast he walked with his two brothers, non-evangelical,
  well-educated, hall-marked young men, correct to their remotest
  fibre, such unimpeachable models as are turned out yearly by
  the lathe of a systematic tuition.  They were both somewhat
  short-sighted, and when it was the custom to wear a single eyeglass
  and string they wore a single eyeglass and string; when it was the
  custom to wear a double glass they wore a double glass; when it was
  the custom to wear spectacles they wore spectacles straightway, all
  without reference to the particular variety of defect in their own
  vision.  When Wordsworth was enthroned they carried pocket copies;
  and when Shelley was belittled they allowed him to grow dusty on
  their shelves.  When Correggio's Holy Families were admired, they
  admired Correggio's Holy Families; when he was decried in favour
  of Velasquez, they sedulously followed suit without any personal
  objection.
  
  If these two noticed Angel's growing social ineptness, he noticed
  their growing mental limitations.  Felix seemed to him all Church;
  Cuthbert all College.  His Diocesan Synod and Visitations were the
  mainsprings of the world to the one; Cambridge to the other.  Each
  brother candidly recognized that there were a few unimportant score
  of millions of outsiders in civilized society, persons who were
  neither University men nor churchmen; but they were to be tolerated
  rather than reckoned with and respected.
  
  They were both dutiful and attentive sons, and were regular in their
  visits to their parents.  Felix, though an offshoot from a far more
  recent point in the devolution of theology than his father, was less
  self-sacrificing and disinterested.  More tolerant than his father of
  a contradictory opinion, in its aspect as a danger to its holder, he
  was less ready than his father to pardon it as a slight to his own
  teaching.  Cuthbert was, upon the whole, the more liberal-minded,
  though, with greater subtlety, he had not so much heart.
  
  As they walked along the hillside Angel's former feeling revived
  in him--that whatever their advantages by comparison with himself,
  neither saw or set forth life as it really was lived.  Perhaps, as
  with many men, their opportunities of observation were not so good
  as their opportunities of expression.  Neither had an adequate
  conception of the complicated forces at work outside the smooth and
  gentle current in which they and their associates floated.  Neither
  saw the difference between local truth and universal truth; that what
  the inner world said in their clerical and academic hearing was quite
  a different thing from what the outer world was thinking.
  
  "I suppose it is farming or nothing for you now, my dear fellow,"
  Felix was saying, among other things, to his youngest brother, as
  he looked through his spectacles at the distant fields with sad
  austerity.  "And, therefore, we must make the best of it.  But I do
  entreat you to endeavour to keep as much as possible in touch with
  moral ideals.  Farming, of course, means roughing it externally; but
  high thinking may go with plain living, nevertheless."
  
  "Of course it may," said Angel.  "Was it not proved nineteen hundred
  years ago--if I may trespass upon your domain a little?  Why should
  you think, Felix, that I am likely to drop my high thinking and my
  moral ideals?"
  
  "Well, I fancied, from the tone of your letters and our
  conversation--it may be fancy only--that you were somehow losing
  intellectual grasp.  Hasn't it struck you, Cuthbert?"
  
  "Now, Felix," said Angel drily, "we are very good friends, you
  know; each of us treading our allotted circles; but if it comes to
  intellectual grasp, I think you, as a contented dogmatist, had
  better leave mine alone, and inquire what has become of yours."
  
  They returned down the hill to dinner, which was fixed at any time at
  which their father's and mother's morning work in the parish usually
  concluded.  Convenience as regarded afternoon callers was the last
  thing to enter into the consideration of unselfish Mr and Mrs Clare;
  though the three sons were sufficiently in unison on this matter to
  wish that their parents would conform a little to modern notions.
  
  The walk had made them hungry, Angel in particular, who was now
  an outdoor man, accustomed to the profuse _dapes inemptae_ of the
  dairyman's somewhat coarsely-laden table.  But neither of the old
  people had arrived, and it was not till the sons were almost tired of
  waiting that their parents entered.  The self-denying pair had been
  occupied in coaxing the appetites of some of their sick parishioners,
  whom they, somewhat inconsistently, tried to keep imprisoned in the
  flesh, their own appetites being quite forgotten.
  
  The family sat down to table, and a frugal meal of cold viands
  was deposited before them.  Angel looked round for Mrs Crick's
  black-puddings, which he had directed to be nicely grilled as they
  did them at the dairy, and of which he wished his father and mother
  to appreciate the marvellous herbal savours as highly as he did
  himself.
  
  "Ah! you are looking for the black-puddings, my dear boy," observed
  Clare's mother.  "But I am sure you will not mind doing without them
  as I am sure your father and I shall not, when you know the reason.
  I suggested to him that we should take Mrs Crick's kind present to
  the children of the man who can earn nothing just now because of his
  attacks of delirium tremens; and he agreed that it would be a great
  pleasure to them; so we did."
  
  "Of course," said Angel cheerfully, looking round for the mead.
  
  "I found the mead so extremely alcoholic," continued his mother,
  "that it was quite unfit for use as a beverage, but as valuable
  as rum or brandy in an emergency; so I have put it in my
  medicine-closet."
  
  "We never drink spirits at this table, on principle," added his
  father.
  
  "But what shall I tell the dairyman's wife?" said Angel.
  
  "The truth, of course," said his father.
  
  "I rather wanted to say we enjoyed the mead and the black-puddings
  very much.  She is a kind, jolly sort of body, and is sure to ask me
  directly I return."
  
  "You cannot, if we did not," Mr Clare answered lucidly.
  
  "Ah--no; though that mead was a drop of pretty tipple."
  
  "A what?" said Cuthbert and Felix both.
  
  "Oh--'tis an expression they use down at Talbothays," replied Angel,
  blushing.  He felt that his parents were right in their practice if
  wrong in their want of sentiment, and said no more.
  
  
  
  
  It was not till the evening, after family prayers, that Angel found
  opportunity of broaching to his father one or two subjects near his
  heart.  He had strung himself up to the purpose while kneeling behind
  his brothers on the carpet, studying the little nails in the heels of
  their walking boots.  When the service was over they went out of the
  room with their mother, and Mr Clare and himself were left alone.
  
  The young man first discussed with the elder his plans for the
  attainment of his position as a farmer on an extensive scale--either
  in England or in the Colonies.  His father then told him that, as he
  had not been put to the expense of sending Angel up to Cambridge, he
  had felt it his duty to set by a sum of money every year towards the
  purchase or lease of land for him some day, that he might not feel
  himself unduly slighted.
  
  "As far as worldly wealth goes," continued his father, "you will no
  doubt stand far superior to your brothers in a few years."
  
  This considerateness on old Mr Clare's part led Angel onward to the
  other and dearer subject.  He observed to his father that he was
  then six-and-twenty, and that when he should start in the farming
  business he would require eyes in the back of his head to see to all
  matters--some one would be necessary to superintend the domestic
  labours of his establishment whilst he was afield.  Would it not be
  well, therefore, for him to marry?
  
  His father seemed to think this idea not unreasonable; and then Angel
  put the question--
  
  "What kind of wife do you think would be best for me as a thrifty
  hard-working farmer?"
  
  "A truly Christian woman, who will be a help and a comfort to you in
  your goings-out and your comings-in.  Beyond that, it really matters
  little.  Such an one can be found; indeed, my earnest-minded friend
  and neighbour, Dr Chant--"
  
  "But ought she not primarily to be able to milk cows, churn good
  butter, make immense cheeses; know how to sit hens and turkeys and
  rear chickens, to direct a field of labourers in an emergency, and
  estimate the value of sheep and calves?"
  
  "Yes; a farmer's wife; yes, certainly.  It would be desirable."  Mr
  Clare, the elder, had plainly never thought of these points before.
  "I was going to add," he said, "that for a pure and saintly woman you
  will not find one more to your true advantage, and certainly not more
  to your mother's mind and my own, than your friend Mercy, whom you
  used to show a certain interest in.  It is true that my neighbour
  Chant's daughter had lately caught up the fashion of the younger
  clergy round about us for decorating the Communion-table--altar, as I
  was shocked to hear her call it one day--with flowers and other stuff
  on festival occasions.  But her father, who is quite as opposed to
  such flummery as I, says that can be cured.  It is a mere girlish
  outbreak which, I am sure, will not be permanent."
  
  "Yes, yes; Mercy is good and devout, I know.  But, father, don't you
  think that a young woman equally pure and virtuous as Miss Chant,
  but one who, in place of that lady's ecclesiastical accomplishments,
  understands the duties of farm life as well as a farmer himself,
  would suit me infinitely better?"
  
  His father persisted in his conviction that a knowledge of a farmer's
  wife's duties came second to a Pauline view of humanity; and the
  impulsive Angel, wishing to honour his father's feelings and to
  advance the cause of his heart at the same time, grew specious.
  He said that fate or Providence had thrown in his way a woman who
  possessed every qualification to be the helpmate of an agriculturist,
  and was decidedly of a serious turn of mind.  He would not say
  whether or not she had attached herself to the sound Low Church
  School of his father; but she would probably be open to conviction
  on that point; she was a regular church-goer of simple faith;
  honest-hearted, receptive, intelligent, graceful to a degree, chaste
  as a vestal, and, in personal appearance, exceptionally beautiful.
  
  "Is she of a family such as you would care to marry into--a lady, in
  short?" asked his startled mother, who had come softly into the study
  during the conversation.
  
  "She is not what in common parlance is called a lady," said Angel,
  unflinchingly, "for she is a cottager's daughter, as I am proud to
  say.  But she IS a lady, nevertheless--in feeling and nature."
  
  "Mercy Chant is of a very good family."
  
  "Pooh!--what's the advantage of that, mother?" said Angel quickly.
  "How is family to avail the wife of a man who has to rough it as I
  have, and shall have to do?"
  
  "Mercy is accomplished.  And accomplishments have their charm,"
  returned his mother, looking at him through her silver spectacles.
  
  "As to external accomplishments, what will be the use of them in the
  life I am going to lead?--while as to her reading, I can take that
  in hand.  She'll be apt pupil enough, as you would say if you knew
  her. She's brim full of poetry--actualized poetry, if I may use the
  expression.  She LIVES what paper-poets only write...  And she is an
  unimpeachable Christian, I am sure; perhaps of the very tribe, genus,
  and species you desire to propagate."
  
  "O Angel, you are mocking!"
  
  "Mother, I beg pardon.  But as she really does attend Church almost
  every Sunday morning, and is a good Christian girl, I am sure you
  will tolerate any social shortcomings for the sake of that quality,
  and feel that I may do worse than choose her."  Angel waxed quite
  earnest on that rather automatic orthodoxy in his beloved Tess which
  (never dreaming that it might stand him in such good stead) he had
  been prone to slight when observing it practised by her and the other
  milkmaids, because of its obvious unreality amid beliefs essentially
  naturalistic.
  
  In their sad doubts as to whether their son had himself any right
  whatever to the title he claimed for the unknown young woman, Mr and
  Mrs Clare began to feel it as an advantage not to be overlooked that
  she at least was sound in her views; especially as the conjunction of
  the pair must have arisen by an act of Providence; for Angel never
  would have made orthodoxy a condition of his choice.  They said
  finally that it was better not to act in a hurry, but that they would
  not object to see her.
  
  Angel therefore refrained from declaring more particulars now.
  He felt that, single-minded and self-sacrificing as his parents
  were, there yet existed certain latent prejudices of theirs, as
  middle-class people, which it would require some tact to overcome.
  For though legally at liberty to do as he chose, and though their
  daughter-in-law's qualifications could make no practical difference
  to their lives, in the probability of her living far away from them,
  he wished for affection's sake not to wound their sentiment in the
  most important decision of his life.
  
  He observed his own inconsistencies in dwelling upon accidents in
  Tess's life as if they were vital features.  It was for herself that
  he loved Tess; her soul, her heart, her substance--not for her skill
  in the dairy, her aptness as his scholar, and certainly not for
  her simple formal faith-professions.  Her unsophisticated open-air
  existence required no varnish of conventionality to make it palatable
  to him.  He held that education had as yet but little affected the
  beats of emotion and impulse on which domestic happiness depends.  It
  was probable that, in the lapse of ages, improved systems of moral
  and intellectual training would appreciably, perhaps considerably,
  elevate the involuntary and even the unconscious instincts of human
  nature; but up to the present day, culture, as far as he could see,
  might be said to have affected only the mental epiderm of those
  lives which had been brought under its influence.  This belief was
  confirmed by his experience of women, which, having latterly been
  extended from the cultivated middle-class into the rural community,
  had taught him how much less was the intrinsic difference between the
  good and wise woman of one social stratum and the good and wise woman
  of another social stratum, than between the good and bad, the wise
  and the foolish, of the same stratum or class.
  
  It was the morning of his departure.  His brothers had already left
  the Vicarage to proceed on a walking tour in the north, whence one
  was to return to his college, and the other to his curacy.  Angel
  might have accompanied them, but preferred to rejoin his sweetheart
  at Talbothays.  He would have been an awkward member of the
  party; for, though the most appreciative humanist, the most ideal
  religionist, even the best-versed Christologist of the three, there
  was alienation in the standing consciousness that his squareness
  would not fit the round hole that had been prepared for him.  To
  neither Felix nor Cuthbert had he ventured to mention Tess.
  
  His mother made him sandwiches, and his father accompanied him,
  on his own mare, a little way along the road.  Having fairly well
  advanced his own affairs, Angel listened in a willing silence, as
  they jogged on together through the shady lanes, to his father's
  account of his parish difficulties, and the coldness of brother
  clergymen whom he loved, because of his strict interpretations of
  the New Testament by the light of what they deemed a pernicious
  Calvinistic doctrine.
  
  "Pernicious!" said Mr Clare, with genial scorn; and he proceeded to
  recount experiences which would show the absurdity of that idea.
  He told of wondrous conversions of evil livers of which he had been
  the instrument, not only amongst the poor, but amongst the rich and
  well-to-do; and he also candidly admitted many failures.
  
  As an instance of the latter, he mentioned the case of a young
  upstart squire named d'Urberville, living some forty miles off, in
  the neighbourhood of Trantridge.
  
  "Not one of the ancient d'Urbervilles of Kingsbere and other places?"
  asked his son.  "That curiously historic worn-out family with its
  ghostly legend of the coach-and-four?"
  
  "O no.  The original d'Urbervilles decayed and disappeared sixty
  or eighty years ago--at least, I believe so.  This seems to be a
  new family which had taken the name; for the credit of the former
  knightly line I hope they are spurious, I'm sure.  But it is odd
  to hear you express interest in old families.  I thought you set less
  store by them even than I."
  
  "You misapprehend me, father; you often do," said Angel with a
  little impatience.  "Politically I am sceptical as to the virtue of
  their being old.  Some of the wise even among themselves 'exclaim
  against their own succession,' as Hamlet puts it; but lyrically,
  dramatically, and even historically, I am tenderly attached to them."
  
  This distinction, though by no means a subtle one, was yet too
  subtle for Mr Clare the elder, and he went on with the story he had
  been about to relate; which was that after the death of the senior
  so-called d'Urberville, the young man developed the most culpable
  passions, though he had a blind mother, whose condition should have
  made him know better.  A knowledge of his career having come to
  the ears of Mr Clare, when he was in that part of the country
  preaching missionary sermons, he boldly took occasion to speak to
  the delinquent on his spiritual state.  Though he was a stranger,
  occupying another's pulpit, he had felt this to be his duty, and
  took for his text the words from St Luke: "Thou fool, this night thy
  soul shall be required of thee!"  The young man much resented this
  directness of attack, and in the war of words which followed when
  they met he did not scruple publicly to insult Mr Clare, without
  respect for his gray hairs.
  
  Angel flushed with distress.
  
  "Dear father," he said sadly, "I wish you would not expose yourself
  to such gratuitous pain from scoundrels!"
  
  "Pain?" said his father, his rugged face shining in the ardour of
  self-abnegation.  "The only pain to me was pain on his account, poor,
  foolish young man.  Do you suppose his incensed words could give
  me any pain, or even his blows?  'Being reviled we bless; being
  persecuted we suffer it; being defamed we entreat; we are made as the
  filth of the world, and as the offscouring of all things unto this
  day.'  Those ancient and noble words to the Corinthians are strictly
  true at this present hour."
  
  "Not blows, father?  He did not proceed to blows?"
  
  "No, he did not.  Though I have borne blows from men in a mad state
  of intoxication."
  
  "No!"
  
  "A dozen times, my boy.  What then?  I have saved them from the guilt
  of murdering their own flesh and blood thereby; and they have lived
  to thank me, and praise God."
  
  "May this young man do the same!" said Angel fervently.  "But I fear
  otherwise, from what you say."
  
  "We'll hope, nevertheless," said Mr Clare.  "And I continue to pray
  for him, though on this side of the grave we shall probably never
  meet again.  But, after all, one of those poor words of mine may
  spring up in his heart as a good seed some day."
  
  Now, as always, Clare's father was sanguine as a child; and though
  the younger could not accept his parent's narrow dogma, he revered
  his practice and recognized the hero under the pietist.  Perhaps he
  revered his father's practice even more now than ever, seeing that,
  in the question of making Tessy his wife, his father had not once
  thought of inquiring whether she were well provided or penniless.
  The same unworldliness was what had necessitated Angel's getting
  a living as a farmer, and would probably keep his brothers in the
  position of poor parsons for the term of their activities; yet Angel
  admired it none the less.  Indeed, despite his own heterodoxy, Angel
  often felt that he was nearer to his father on the human side than
  was either of his brethren.
  
  
  
  
  An up-hill and down-hill ride of twenty-odd miles through a garish
  mid-day atmosphere brought him in the afternoon to a detached knoll
  a mile or two west of Talbothays, whence he again looked into that
  green trough of sappiness and humidity, the valley of the Var or
  Froom.  Immediately he began to descend from the upland to the fat
  alluvial soil below, the atmosphere grew heavier; the languid perfume
  of the summer fruits, the mists, the hay, the flowers, formed therein
  a vast pool of odour which at this hour seemed to make the animals,
  the very bees and butterflies drowsy. Clare was now so familiar with
  the spot that he knew the individual cows by their names when, a long
  distance off, he saw them dotted about the meads.  It was with a
  sense of luxury that he recognized his power of viewing life here
  from its inner side, in a way that had been quite foreign to him in
  his student-days; and, much as he loved his parents, he could not
  help being aware that to come here, as now, after an experience of
  home-life, affected him like throwing off splints and bandages; even
  the one customary curb on the humours of English rural societies
  being absent in this place, Talbothays having no resident landlord.
  
  Not a human being was out of doors at the dairy.  The denizens were
  all enjoying the usual afternoon nap of an hour or so which the
  exceedingly early hours kept in summer-time rendered a necessity.
  At the door the wood-hooped pails, sodden and bleached by infinite
  scrubbings, hung like hats on a stand upon the forked and peeled limb
  of an oak fixed there for that purpose; all of them ready and dry
  for the evening milking.  Angel entered, and went through the silent
  passages of the house to the back quarters, where he listened for a
  moment.  Sustained snores came from the cart-house, where some of
  the men were lying down; the grunt and squeal of sweltering pigs
  arose from the still further distance.  The large-leaved rhubarb and
  cabbage plants slept too, their broad limp surfaces hanging in the
  sun like half-closed umbrellas.
  
  He unbridled and fed his horse, and as he re-entered the house the
  clock struck three.  Three was the afternoon skimming-hour; and, with
  the stroke, Clare heard the creaking of the floor-boards above, and
  then the touch of a descending foot on the stairs.  It was Tess's,
  who in another moment came down before his eyes.
  
  She had not heard him enter, and hardly realized his presence there.
  She was yawning, and he saw the red interior of her mouth as if it
  had been a snake's.  She had stretched one arm so high above her
  coiled-up cable of hair that he could see its satin delicacy above
  the sunburn; her face was flushed with sleep, and her eyelids hung
  heavy over their pupils.  The brim-fulness of her nature breathed
  from her.  It was a moment when a woman's soul is more incarnate than
  at any other time; when the most spiritual beauty bespeaks itself
  flesh; and sex takes the outside place in the presentation.
  
  Then those eyes flashed brightly through their filmy heaviness,
  before the remainder of her face was well awake.  With an oddly
  compounded look of gladness, shyness, and surprise, she exclaimed--"O
  Mr Clare!  How you frightened me--I--"
  
  There had not at first been time for her to think of the changed
  relations which his declaration had introduced; but the full sense of
  the matter rose up in her face when she encountered Clare's tender
  look as he stepped forward to the bottom stair.
  
  "Dear, darling Tessy!" he whispered, putting his arm round her, and
  his face to her flushed cheek.  "Don't, for Heaven's sake, Mister me
  any more.  I have hastened back so soon because of you!"
  
  Tess's excitable heart beat against his by way of reply; and there
  they stood upon the red-brick floor of the entry, the sun slanting in
  by the window upon his back, as he held her tightly to his breast;
  upon her inclining face, upon the blue veins of her temple, upon her
  naked arm, and her neck, and into the depths of her hair.  Having
  been lying down in her clothes she was warm as a sunned cat.  At
  first she would not look straight up at him, but her eyes soon
  lifted, and his plumbed the deepness of the ever-varying pupils, with
  their radiating fibrils of blue, and black, and gray, and violet,
  while she regarded him as Eve at her second waking might have
  regarded Adam.
  
  "I've got to go a-skimming," she pleaded, "and I have on'y old Deb to
  help me to-day.  Mrs Crick is gone to market with Mr Crick, and Retty
  is not well, and the others are gone out somewhere, and won't be home
  till milking."
  
  As they retreated to the milk-house Deborah Fyander appeared on the
  stairs.
  
  "I have come back, Deborah," said Mr Clare, upwards.  "So I can help
  Tess with the skimming; and, as you are very tired, I am sure, you
  needn't come down till milking-time."
  
  Possibly the Talbothays milk was not very thoroughly skimmed that
  afternoon.  Tess was in a dream wherein familiar objects appeared
  as having light and shade and position, but no particular outline.
  Every time she held the skimmer under the pump to cool it for the
  work her hand trembled, the ardour of his affection being so palpable
  that she seemed to flinch under it like a plant in too burning a sun.
  
  Then he pressed her again to his side, and when she had done running
  her forefinger round the leads to cut off the cream-edge, he cleaned
  it in nature's way; for the unconstrained manners of Talbothays dairy
  came convenient now.
  
  "I may as well say it now as later, dearest," he resumed gently.  "I
  wish to ask you something of a very practical nature, which I have
  been thinking of ever since that day last week in the meads.  I shall
  soon want to marry, and, being a farmer, you see I shall require for
  my wife a woman who knows all about the management of farms.  Will
  you be that woman, Tessy?"
  
  He put it that way that she might not think he had yielded to an
  impulse of which his head would disapprove.
  
  She turned quite careworn.  She had bowed to the inevitable result of
  proximity, the necessity of loving him; but she had not calculated
  upon this sudden corollary, which, indeed, Clare had put before her
  without quite meaning himself to do it so soon.  With pain that was
  like the bitterness of dissolution she murmured the words of her
  indispensable and sworn answer as an honourable woman.
  
  "O Mr Clare--I cannot be your wife--I cannot be!"
  
  The sound of her own decision seemed to break Tess's very heart, and
  she bowed her face in her grief.
  
  "But, Tess!" he said, amazed at her reply, and holding her still more
  greedily close.  "Do you say no?  Surely you love me?"
  
  "O yes, yes!  And I would rather be yours than anybody's in the
  world," returned the sweet and honest voice of the distressed girl.
  "But I CANNOT marry you!"
  
  "Tess," he said, holding her at arm's length, "you are engaged to
  marry some one else!"
  
  "No, no!"
  
  "Then why do you refuse me?"
  
  "I don't want to marry!  I have not thought of doing it.  I cannot!
  I only want to love you."
  
  "But why?"
  
  Driven to subterfuge, she stammered--
  
  "Your father is a parson, and your mother wouldn' like you to marry
  such as me.  She will want you to marry a lady."
  
  "Nonsense--I have spoken to them both.  That was partly why I went
  home."
  
  "I feel I cannot--never, never!" she echoed.
  
  "Is it too sudden to be asked thus, my Pretty?"
  
  "Yes--I did not expect it."
  
  "If you will let it pass, please, Tessy, I will give you time," he
  said.  "It was very abrupt to come home and speak to you all at once.
  I'll not allude to it again for a while."
  
  She again took up the shining skimmer, held it beneath the pump, and
  began anew.  But she could not, as at other times, hit the exact
  under-surface of the cream with the delicate dexterity required, try
  as she might; sometimes she was cutting down into the milk, sometimes
  in the air.  She could hardly see, her eyes having filled with two
  blurring tears drawn forth by a grief which, to this her best friend
  and dear advocate, she could never explain.
  
  "I can't skim--I can't!" she said, turning away from him.
  
  Not to agitate and hinder her longer, the considerate Clare began
  talking in a more general way:
  
  You quite misapprehend my parents.  They are the most simple-mannered
  people alive, and quite unambitious.  They are two of the few
  remaining Evangelical school.  Tessy, are you an Evangelical?"
  
  "I don't know."
  
  "You go to church very regularly, and our parson here is not very
  High, they tell me."
  
  Tess's ideas on the views of the parish clergyman, whom she heard
  every week, seemed to be rather more vague than Clare's, who had
  never heard him at all.
  
  "I wish I could fix my mind on what I hear there more firmly than I
  do," she remarked as a safe generality.  "It is often a great sorrow
  to me."
  
  She spoke so unaffectedly that Angel was sure in his heart that his
  father could not object to her on religious grounds, even though she
  did not know whether her principles were High, Low or Broad.  He
  himself knew that, in reality, the confused beliefs which she held,
  apparently imbibed in childhood, were, if anything, Tractarian as to
  phraseology, and Pantheistic as to essence.  Confused or otherwise,
  to disturb them was his last desire:
  
  
        Leave thou thy sister, when she prays,
           Her early Heaven, her happy views;
           Nor thou with shadow'd hint confuse
        A life that leads melodious days.
  
  
  He had occasionally thought the counsel less honest than musical; but
  he gladly conformed to it now.
  
  He spoke further of the incidents of his visit, of his father's mode
  of life, of his zeal for his principles; she grew serener, and the
  undulations disappeared from her skimming; as she finished one lead
  after another he followed her, and drew the plugs for letting down
  the milk.
  
  "I fancied you looked a little downcast when you came in," she
  ventured to observe, anxious to keep away from the subject of
  herself.
  
  "Yes--well, my father had been talking a good deal to me of his
  troubles and difficulties, and the subject always tends to depress
  me.  He is so zealous that he gets many snubs and buffetings from
  people of a different way of thinking from himself, and I don't
  like to hear of such humiliations to a man of his age, the more
  particularly as I don't think earnestness does any good when carried
  so far.  He has been telling me of a very unpleasant scene in
  which he took part quite recently.  He went as the deputy of some
  missionary society to preach in the neighbourhood of Trantridge, a
  place forty miles from here, and made it his business to expostulate
  with a lax young cynic he met with somewhere about there--son of some
  landowner up that way--and who has a mother afflicted with blindness.
  My father addressed himself to the gentleman point-blank, and there
  was quite a disturbance.  It was very foolish of my father, I
  must say, to intrude his conversation upon a stranger when the
  probabilities were so obvious that it would be useless.  But whatever
  he thinks to be his duty, that he'll do, in season or out of season;
  and, of course, he makes many enemies, not only among the absolutely
  vicious, but among the easy-going, who hate being bothered.  He says
  he glories in what happened, and that good may be done indirectly;
  but I wish he would not wear himself out now he is getting old, and
  would leave such pigs to their wallowing."
  
  Tess's look had grown hard and worn, and her ripe mouth tragical; but
  she no longer showed any tremulousness.  Clare's revived thoughts of
  his father prevented his noticing her particularly; and so they went
  on down the white row of liquid rectangles till they had finished
  and drained them off, when the other maids returned, and took their
  pails, and Deb came to scald out the leads for the new milk.  As
  Tess withdrew to go afield to the cows he said to her softly--
  
  "And my question, Tessy?"
  
  "O no--no!" replied she with grave hopelessness, as one who had
  heard anew the turmoil of her own past in the allusion to Alec
  d'Urberville. "It CAN'T be!"
  
  She went out towards the mead, joining the other milkmaids with
  a bound, as if trying to make the open air drive away her sad
  constraint.  All the girls drew onward to the spot where the cows
  were grazing in the farther mead, the bevy advancing with the bold
  grace of wild animals--the reckless, unchastened motion of women
  accustomed to unlimited space--in which they abandoned themselves to
  the air as a swimmer to the wave.  It seemed natural enough to him
  now that Tess was again in sight to choose a mate from unconstrained
  Nature, and not from the abodes of Art.
  
  
  
  
  Her refusal, though unexpected, did not permanently daunt Clare.
  His experience of women was great enough for him to be aware that
  the negative often meant nothing more than the preface to the
  affirmative; and it was little enough for him not to know that in
  the manner of the present negative there lay a great exception to
  the dallyings of coyness.  That she had already permitted him to
  make love to her he read as an additional assurance, not fully
  trowing that in the fields and pastures to "sigh gratis" is by no
  means deemed waste; love-making being here more often accepted
  inconsiderately and for its own sweet sake than in the carking,
  anxious homes of the ambitious, where a girl's craving for an
  establishment paralyzes her healthy thought of a passion as an end.
  
  "Tess, why did you say 'no' in such a positive way?" he asked her in
  the course of a few days.
  
  She started.
  
  "Don't ask me.  I told you why--partly.  I am not good enough--not
  worthy enough."
  
  "How?  Not fine lady enough?"
  
  "Yes--something like that," murmured she.  "Your friends would scorn
  me."
  
  "Indeed, you mistake them--my father and mother.  As for my brothers,
  I don't care--"  He clasped his fingers behind her back to keep her
  from slipping away.  "Now--you did not mean it, sweet?--I am sure you
  did not!  You have made me so restless that I cannot read, or play,
  or do anything.  I am in no hurry, Tess, but I want to know--to hear
  from your own warm lips--that you will some day be mine--any time you
  may choose; but some day?"
  
  She could only shake her head and look away from him.
  
  Clare regarded her attentively, conned the characters of her face as
  if they had been hieroglyphics.  The denial seemed real.
  
  "Then I ought not to hold you in this way--ought I?  I have no
  right to you--no right to seek out where you are, or walk with you!
  Honestly, Tess, do you love any other man?"
  
  "How can you ask?" she said, with continued self-suppression.
  
  "I almost know that you do not.  But then, why do you repulse me?"
  
  "I don't repulse you.  I like you to--tell me you love me; and you
  may always tell me so as you go about with me--and never offend me."
  
  "But you will not accept me as a husband?"
  
  "Ah--that's different--it is for your good, indeed, my dearest!
  O, believe me, it is only for your sake!  I don't like to give
  myself the great happiness o' promising to be yours in that
  way--because--because I am SURE I ought not to do it."
  
  "But you will make me happy!"
  
  "Ah--you think so, but you don't know!"
  
  At such times as this, apprehending the grounds of her refusal to be
  her modest sense of incompetence in matters social and polite, he
  would say that she was wonderfully well-informed and versatile--which
  was certainly true, her natural quickness and her admiration for him
  having led her to pick up his vocabulary, his accent, and fragments
  of his knowledge, to a surprising extent.  After these tender
  contests and her victory she would go away by herself under the
  remotest cow, if at milking-time, or into the sedge or into her room,
  if at a leisure interval, and mourn silently, not a minute after an
  apparently phlegmatic negative.
  
  The struggle was so fearful; her own heart was so strongly on the
  side of his--two ardent hearts against one poor little conscience--
  that she tried to fortify her resolution by every means in her power.
  She had come to Talbothays with a made-up mind.  On no account could
  she agree to a step which might afterwards cause bitter rueing to her
  husband for his blindness in wedding her.  And she held that what her
  conscience had decided for her when her mind was unbiassed ought not
  to be overruled now.
  
  "Why don't somebody tell him all about me?" she said.  "It was only
  forty miles off--why hasn't it reached here?  Somebody must know!"
  
  Yet nobody seemed to know; nobody told him.
  
  For two or three days no more was said.  She guessed from the sad
  countenances of her chamber companions that they regarded her not
  only as the favourite, but as the chosen; but they could see for
  themselves that she did not put herself in his way.
  
  Tess had never before known a time in which the thread of her life
  was so distinctly twisted of two strands, positive pleasure and
  positive pain.  At the next cheese-making the pair were again left
  alone together.  The dairyman himself had been lending a hand; but
  Mr Crick, as well as his wife, seemed latterly to have acquired a
  suspicion of mutual interest between these two; though they walked
  so circumspectly that suspicion was but of the faintest. Anyhow, the
  dairyman left them to themselves.
  
  They were breaking up the masses of curd before putting them into
  the vats.  The operation resembled the act of crumbling bread on a
  large scale; and amid the immaculate whiteness of the curds Tess
  Durbeyfield's hands showed themselves of the pinkness of the rose.
  Angel, who was filling the vats with his handful, suddenly ceased,
  and laid his hands flat upon hers.  Her sleeves were rolled far above
  the elbow, and bending lower he kissed the inside vein of her soft
  arm.
  
  Although the early September weather was sultry, her arm, from
  her dabbling in the curds, was as cold and damp to his mouth as a
  new-gathered mushroom, and tasted of the whey.  But she was such
  a sheaf of susceptibilities that her pulse was accelerated by the
  touch, her blood driven to her finder-ends, and the cool arms
  flushed hot.  Then, as though her heart had said, "Is coyness longer
  necessary? Truth is truth between man and woman, as between man and
  man," she lifted her eyes and they beamed devotedly into his, as her
  lip rose in a tender half-smile.
  
  "Do you know why I did that, Tess?" he said.
  
  "Because you love me very much!"
  
  "Yes, and as a preliminary to a new entreaty."
  
  "Not AGAIN!"
  
  She looked a sudden fear that her resistance might break down under
  her own desire.
  
  "O, Tessy!" he went on, "I CANNOT think why you are so tantalizing.
  Why do you disappoint me so?  You seem almost like a coquette, upon
  my life you do--a coquette of the first urban water!  They blow
  hot and blow cold, just as you do, and it is the very last sort of
  thing to expect to find in a retreat like Talbothays. ...  And yet,
  dearest," he quickly added, observing now the remark had cut her, "I
  know you to be the most honest, spotless creature that ever lived.
  So how can I suppose you a flirt?  Tess, why don't you like the idea
  of being my wife, if you love me as you seem to do?"
  
  "I have never said I don't like the idea, and I never could say it;
  because--it isn't true!"
  
  The stress now getting beyond endurance, her lip quivered, and she
  was obliged to go away.  Clare was so pained and perplexed that he
  ran after and caught her in the passage.
  
  "Tell me, tell me!" he said, passionately clasping her, in
  forgetfulness of his curdy hands: "do tell me that you won't belong
  to anybody but me!"
  
  "I will, I will tell you!" she exclaimed.  "And I will give you a
  complete answer, if you will let me go now. I will tell you my
  experiences--all about myself--all!"
  
  "Your experiences, dear; yes, certainly; any number."  He expressed
  assent in loving satire, looking into her face.  "My Tess, no doubt,
  almost as many experiences as that wild convolvulus out there on the
  garden hedge, that opened itself this morning for the first time.
  Tell me anything, but don't use that wretched expression any more
  about not being worthy of me."
  
  "I will try--not!  And I'll give you my reasons to-morrow--next
  week."
  
  "Say on Sunday?"
  
  "Yes, on Sunday."
  
  At last she got away, and did not stop in her retreat till she was in
  the thicket of pollard willows at the lower side of the barton, where
  she could be quite unseen.  Here Tess flung herself down upon the
  rustling undergrowth of spear-grass, as upon a bed, and remained
  crouching in palpitating misery broken by momentary shoots of joy,
  which her fears about the ending could not altogether suppress.
  
  In reality, she was drifting into acquiescence.  Every see-saw of her
  breath, every wave of her blood, every pulse singing in her ears, was
  a voice that joined with nature in revolt against her scrupulousness.
  Reckless, inconsiderate acceptance of him; to close with him at the
  altar, revealing nothing, and chancing discovery; to snatch ripe
  pleasure before the iron teeth of pain could have time to shut upon
  her: that was what love counselled; and in almost a terror of ecstasy
  Tess divined that, despite her many months of lonely self-chastisement,
  wrestlings, communings, schemes to lead a future of austere
  isolation, love's counsel would prevail.
  
  The afternoon advanced, and still she remained among the willows.
  She heard the rattle of taking down the pails from the forked stands;
  the "waow-waow!" which accompanied the getting together of the cows.
  But she did not go to the milking.  They would see her agitation;
  and the dairyman, thinking the cause to be love alone, would
  good-naturedly tease her; and that harassment could not be borne.
  
  Her lover must have guessed her overwrought state, and invented some
  excuse for her non-appearance, for no inquiries were made or calls
  given.  At half-past six the sun settled down upon the levels with
  the aspect of a great forge in the heavens; and presently a monstrous
  pumpkin-like moon arose on the other hand.  The pollard willows,
  tortured out of their natural shape by incessant choppings, became
  spiny-haired monsters as they stood up against it.  She went in and
  upstairs without a light.
  
  It was now Wednesday.  Thursday came, and Angel looked thoughtfully
  at her from a distance, but intruded in no way upon her.  The indoor
  milkmaids, Marian and the rest, seemed to guess that something
  definite was afoot, for they did not force any remarks upon her in
  the bedchamber.  Friday passed; Saturday.  To-morrow was the day.
  
  "I shall give way--I shall say yes--I shall let myself marry
  him--I cannot help it!" she jealously panted, with her hot face to
  the pillow that night, on hearing one of the other girls sigh his
  name in her sleep.  "I can't bear to let anybody have him but me!
  Yet it is a wrong to him, and may kill him when he knows!  O my
  heart--O--O--O!"
  
  
  
  
  "Now, who mid ye think I've heard news o' this morning?" said
  Dairyman Crick, as he sat down to breakfast next day, with a riddling
  gaze round upon the munching men and maids. "Now, just who mid ye
  think?"
  
  One guessed, and another guessed.  Mrs Crick did not guess, because
  she knew already.
  
  "Well," said the dairyman, "'tis that slack-twisted 'hore's-bird of a
  feller, Jack Dollop.  He's lately got married to a widow-woman."
  
  "Not Jack Dollop?  A villain--to think o' that!" said a milker.
  
  The name entered quickly into Tess Durbeyfield's consciousness, for
  it was the name of the lover who had wronged his sweetheart, and had
  afterwards been so roughly used by the young woman's mother in the
  butter-churn.
  
  "And had he married the valiant matron's daughter, as he promised?"
  asked Angel Clare absently, as he turned over the newspaper he was
  reading at the little table to which he was always banished by Mrs
  Crick, in her sense of his gentility.
  
  "Not he, sir.  Never meant to," replied the dairyman. "As I say, 'tis
  a widow-woman, and she had money, it seems--fifty poun' a year or so;
  and that was all he was after.  They were married in a great hurry;
  and then she told him that by marrying she had lost her fifty poun'
  a year.  Just fancy the state o' my gentleman's mind at that news!
  Never such a cat-and-dog life as they've been leading ever since!
  Serves him well beright.  But onluckily the poor woman gets the worst
  o't."
  
  "Well, the silly body should have told en sooner that the ghost of
  her first man would trouble him," said Mrs Crick.
  
  "Ay, ay," responded the dairyman indecisively.  "Still, you can see
  exactly how 'twas.  She wanted a home, and didn't like to run the
  risk of losing him.  Don't ye think that was something like it,
  maidens?"
  
  He glanced towards the row of girls.
  
  "She ought to ha' told him just before they went to church, when he
  could hardly have backed out," exclaimed Marian.
  
  "Yes, she ought," agreed Izz.
  
  "She must have seen what he was after, and should ha' refused him,"
  cried Retty spasmodically.
  
  "And what do you say, my dear?" asked the dairyman of Tess.
  
  "I think she ought--to have told him the true state of things--or
  else refused him--I don't know," replied Tess, the bread-and-butter
  choking her.
  
  "Be cust if I'd have done either o't," said Beck Knibbs, a married
  helper from one of the cottages.  "All's fair in love and war.  I'd
  ha' married en just as she did, and if he'd said two words to me
  about not telling him beforehand anything whatsomdever about my first
  chap that I hadn't chose to tell, I'd ha' knocked him down wi' the
  rolling-pin--a scram little feller like he!  Any woman could do it."
  
  The laughter which followed this sally was supplemented only by a
  sorry smile, for form's sake, from Tess.  What was comedy to them was
  tragedy to her; and she could hardly bear their mirth.  She soon rose
  from table, and, with an impression that Clare would soon follow her,
  went along a little wriggling path, now stepping to one side of the
  irrigating channels, and now to the other, till she stood by the main
  stream of the Var.  Men had been cutting the water-weeds higher up
  the river, and masses of them were floating past her--moving islands
  of green crow-foot, whereon she might almost have ridden; long locks
  of which weed had lodged against the piles driven to keep the cows
  from crossing.
  
  Yes, there was the pain of it.  This question of a woman telling her
  story--the heaviest of crosses to herself--seemed but amusement to
  others.  It was as if people should laugh at martyrdom.
  
  "Tessy!" came from behind her, and Clare sprang across the gully,
  alighting beside her feet.  "My wife--soon!"
  
  "No, no; I cannot.  For your sake, O Mr Clare; for your sake, I say
  no!"
  
  "Tess!"
  
  "Still I say no!" she repeated.
  
  Not expecting this, he had put his arm lightly round her waist the
  moment after speaking, beneath her hanging tail of hair.  (The
  younger dairymaids, including Tess, breakfasted with their hair loose
  on Sunday mornings before building it up extra high for attending
  church, a style they could not adopt when milking with their heads
  against the cows.)  If she had said "Yes" instead of "No" he
  would have kissed her; it had evidently been his intention; but
  her determined negative deterred his scrupulous heart.  Their
  condition of domiciliary comradeship put her, as the woman, to such
  disadvantage by its enforced intercourse, that he felt it unfair to
  her to exercise any pressure of blandishment which he might have
  honestly employed had she been better able to avoid him.  He released
  her momentarily-imprisoned waist, and withheld the kiss.
  
  It all turned on that release.  What had given her strength to refuse
  him this time was solely the tale of the widow told by the dairyman;
  and that would have been overcome in another moment.  But Angel said
  no more; his face was perplexed; he went away.
  
  Day after day they met--somewhat less constantly than before; and
  thus two or three weeks went by.  The end of September drew near, and
  she could see in his eye that he might ask her again.
  
  His plan of procedure was different now--as though he had made up
  his mind that her negatives were, after all, only coyness and youth
  startled by the novelty of the proposal.  The fitful evasiveness of
  her manner when the subject was under discussion countenanced the
  idea.  So he played a more coaxing game; and while never going beyond
  words, or attempting the renewal of caresses, he did his utmost
  orally.
  
  In this way Clare persistently wooed her in undertones like that of
  the purling milk--at the cow's side, at skimmings, at butter-makings,
  at cheese-makings, among broody poultry, and among farrowing pigs--as
  no milkmaid was ever wooed before by such a man.
  
  Tess knew that she must break down.  Neither a religious sense of a
  certain moral validity in the previous union nor a conscientious wish
  for candour could hold out against it much longer.  She loved him so
  passionately, and he was so godlike in her eyes; and being, though
  untrained, instinctively refined, her nature cried for his tutelary
  guidance.  And thus, though Tess kept repeating to herself, "I can
  never be his wife," the words were vain.  A proof of her weakness lay
  in the very utterance of what calm strength would not have taken the
  trouble to formulate.  Every sound of his voice beginning on the old
  subject stirred her with a terrifying bliss, and she coveted the
  recantation she feared.
  
  His manner was--what man's is not?--so much that of one who would
  love and cherish and defend her under any conditions, changes,
  charges, or revelations, that her gloom lessened as she basked in it.
  The season meanwhile was drawing onward to the equinox, and though
  it was still fine, the days were much shorter.  The dairy had again
  worked by morning candlelight for a long time; and a fresh renewal
  of Clare's pleading occurred one morning between three and four.
  
  She had run up in her bedgown to his door to call him as usual;
  then had gone back to dress and call the others; and in ten minutes
  was walking to the head of the stairs with the candle in her
  hand.  At the same moment he came down his steps from above in his
  shirt-sleeves and put his arm across the stairway.
  
  "Now, Miss Flirt, before you go down," he said peremptorily. "It is a
  fortnight since I spoke, and this won't do any longer.  You MUST tell
  me what you mean, or I shall have to leave this house.  My door was
  ajar just now, and I saw you.  For your own safety I must go.  You
  don't know.  Well?  Is it to be yes at last?"
  
  "I am only just up, Mr Clare, and it is too early to take me to
  task!" she pouted.  "You need not call me Flirt.  'Tis cruel and
  untrue.  Wait till by and by.  Please wait till by and by!  I will
  really think seriously about it between now and then.  Let me go
  downstairs!"
  
  She looked a little like what he said she was as, holding the candle
  sideways, she tried to smile away the seriousness of her words.
  
  "Call me Angel, then, and not Mr Clare."
  
  "Angel."
  
  "Angel dearest--why not?"
  
  "'Twould mean that I agree, wouldn't it?"
  
  "It would only mean that you love me, even if you cannot marry me;
  and you were so good as to own that long ago."
  
  "Very well, then, 'Angel dearest', if I MUST," she murmured, looking
  at her candle, a roguish curl coming upon her mouth, notwithstanding
  her suspense.
  
  Clare had resolved never to kiss her until he had obtained her
  promise; but somehow, as Tess stood there in her prettily tucked-up
  milking gown, her hair carelessly heaped upon her head till there
  should be leisure to arrange it when skimming and milking were done,
  he broke his resolve, and brought his lips to her cheek for one
  moment.  She passed downstairs very quickly, never looking back at
  him or saying another word.  The other maids were already down,
  and the subject was not pursued.  Except Marian, they all looked
  wistfully and suspiciously at the pair, in the sad yellow rays which
  the morning candles emitted in contrast with the first cold signals
  of the dawn without.
  
  When skimming was done--which, as the milk diminished with the
  approach of autumn, was a lessening process day by day--Retty and
  the rest went out.  The lovers followed them.
  
  "Our tremulous lives are so different from theirs, are they not?" he
  musingly observed to her, as he regarded the three figures tripping
  before him through the frigid pallor of opening day.
  
  "Not so very different, I think," she said.
  
  "Why do you think that?"
  
  "There are very few women's lives that are not--tremulous," Tess
  replied, pausing over the new word as if it impressed her.  "There's
  more in those three than you think."
  
  "What is in them?"
  
  "Almost either of 'em," she began, "would make--perhaps would
  make--a properer wife than I.  And perhaps they love you as well
  as I--almost."
  
  "O, Tessy!"
  
  There were signs that it was an exquisite relief to her to hear the
  impatient exclamation, though she had resolved so intrepidly to let
  generosity make one bid against herself.  That was now done, and she
  had not the power to attempt self-immolation a second time then.
  They were joined by a milker from one of the cottages, and no more
  was said on that which concerned them so deeply.  But Tess knew that
  this day would decide it.
  
  In the afternoon several of the dairyman's household and assistants
  went down to the meads as usual, a long way from the dairy, where
  many of the cows were milked without being driven home.  The
  supply was getting less as the animals advanced in calf, and the
  supernumerary milkers of the lush green season had been dismissed.
  
  The work progressed leisurely.  Each pailful was poured into tall
  cans that stood in a large spring-waggon which had been brought
  upon the scene; and when they were milked, the cows trailed away.
  Dairyman Crick, who was there with the rest, his wrapper gleaming
  miraculously white against a leaden evening sky, suddenly looked
  at his heavy watch.
  
  "Why, 'tis later than I thought," he said.  "Begad!  We shan't be
  soon enough with this milk at the station, if we don't mind.  There's
  no time to-day to take it home and mix it with the bulk afore sending
  off.  It must go to station straight from here.  Who'll drive it
  across?"
  
  Mr Clare volunteered to do so, though it was none of his business,
  asking Tess to accompany him.  The evening, though sunless, had
  been warm and muggy for the season, and Tess had come out with
  her milking-hood only, naked-armed and jacketless; certainly not
  dressed for a drive.  She therefore replied by glancing over her
  scant habiliments; but Clare gently urged her.  She assented by
  relinquishing her pail and stool to the dairyman to take home, and
  mounted the spring-waggon beside Clare.
  
  
  
  
  In the diminishing daylight they went along the level roadway through
  the meads, which stretched away into gray miles, and were backed in
  the extreme edge of distance by the swarthy and abrupt slopes of
  Egdon Heath.  On its summit stood clumps and stretches of fir-trees,
  whose notched tips appeared like battlemented towers crowning
  black-fronted castles of enchantment.
  
  They were so absorbed in the sense of being close to each other that
  they did not begin talking for a long while, the silence being broken
  only by the clucking of the milk in the tall cans behind them.
  The lane they followed was so solitary that the hazel nuts had
  remained on the boughs till they slipped from their shells, and the
  blackberries hung in heavy clusters.  Every now and then Angel would
  fling the lash of his whip round one of these, pluck it off, and give
  it to his companion.
  
  The dull sky soon began to tell its meaning by sending down
  herald-drops of rain, and the stagnant air of the day changed into
  a fitful breeze which played about their faces.  The quick-silvery
  glaze on the rivers and pools vanished; from broad mirrors of light
  they changed to lustreless sheets of lead, with a surface like a
  rasp.  But that spectacle did not affect her preoccupation.  Her
  countenance, a natural carnation slightly embrowned by the season,
  had deepened its tinge with the beating of the rain-drops; and her
  hair, which the pressure of the cows' flanks had, as usual, caused to
  tumble down from its fastenings and stray beyond the curtain of her
  calico bonnet, was made clammy by the moisture, till it hardly was
  better than seaweed.
  
  "I ought not to have come, I suppose," she murmured, looking at the
  sky.
  
  "I am sorry for the rain," said he.  "But how glad I am to have you
  here!"
  
  Remote Egdon disappeared by degree behind the liquid gauze.  The
  evening grew darker, and the roads being crossed by gates, it was
  not safe to drive faster than at a walking pace.  The air was rather
  chill.
  
  "I am so afraid you will get cold, with nothing upon your arms and
  shoulders," he said.  "Creep close to me, and perhaps the drizzle
  won't hurt you much.  I should be sorrier still if I did not think
  that the rain might be helping me."
  
  She imperceptibly crept closer, and he wrapped round them both a
  large piece of sail-cloth, which was sometimes used to keep the sun
  off the milk-cans.  Tess held it from slipping off him as well as
  herself, Clare's hands being occupied.
  
  "Now we are all right again.  Ah--no we are not!  It runs down into
  my neck a little, and it must still more into yours.  That's better.
  Your arms are like wet marble, Tess.  Wipe them in the cloth.  Now,
  if you stay quiet, you will not get another drop.  Well, dear--about
  that question of mine--that long-standing question?"
  
  The only reply that he could hear for a little while was the smack of
  the horse's hoofs on the moistening road, and the cluck of the milk
  in the cans behind them.
  
  "Do you remember what you said?"
  
  "I do," she replied.
  
  "Before we get home, mind."
  
  "I'll try."
  
  He said no more then.  As they drove on, the fragment of an old manor
  house of Caroline date rose against the sky, and was in due course
  passed and left behind.
  
  "That," he observed, to entertain her, "is an interesting old
  place--one of the several seats which belonged to an ancient Norman
  family formerly of great influence in this county, the d'Urbervilles.
  I never pass one of their residences without thinking of them.  There
  is something very sad in the extinction of a family of renown, even
  if it was fierce, domineering, feudal renown."
  
  "Yes," said Tess.
  
  They crept along towards a point in the expanse of shade just at hand
  at which a feeble light was beginning to assert its presence, a spot
  where, by day, a fitful white streak of steam at intervals upon the
  dark green background denoted intermittent moments of contact between
  their secluded world and modern life.  Modern life stretched out its
  steam feeler to this point three or four times a day, touched the
  native existences, and quickly withdrew its feeler again, as if what
  it touched had been uncongenial.
  
  They reached the feeble light, which came from the smoky lamp of a
  little railway station; a poor enough terrestrial star, yet in one
  sense of more importance to Talbothays Dairy and mankind than the
  celestial ones to which it stood in such humiliating contrast.  The
  cans of new milk were unladen in the rain, Tess getting a little
  shelter from a neighbouring holly tree.
  
  Then there was the hissing of a train, which drew up almost silently
  upon the wet rails, and the milk was rapidly swung can by can into
  the truck.  The light of the engine flashed for a second upon Tess
  Durbeyfield's figure, motionless under the great holly tree.  No
  object could have looked more foreign to the gleaming cranks and
  wheels than this unsophisticated girl, with the round bare arms, the
  rainy face and hair, the suspended attitude of a friendly leopard at
  pause, the print gown of no date or fashion, and the cotton bonnet
  drooping on her brow.
  
  She mounted again beside her lover, with a mute obedience
  characteristic of impassioned natures at times, and when they had
  wrapped themselves up over head and ears in the sailcloth again, they
  plunged back into the now thick night.  Tess was so receptive that
  the few minutes of contact with the whirl of material progress
  lingered in her thought.
  
  "Londoners will drink it at their breakfasts to-morrow, won't they?"
  she asked.  "Strange people that we have never seen."
  
  "Yes--I suppose they will.  Though not as we send it.  When its
  strength has been lowered, so that it may not get up into their
  heads."
  
  "Noble men and noble women, ambassadors and centurions, ladies and
  tradeswomen, and babies who have never seen a cow."
  
  "Well, yes; perhaps; particularly centurions."
  
  "Who don't know anything of us, and where it comes from; or think how
  we two drove miles across the moor to-night in the rain that it might
  reach 'em in time?"
  
  "We did not drive entirely on account of these precious Londoners; we
  drove a little on our own--on account of that anxious matter which
  you will, I am sure, set at rest, dear Tess.  Now, permit me to put
  it in this way.  You belong to me already, you know; your heart, I
  mean. Does it not?"
  
  "You know as well as I.  O yes--yes!"
  
  "Then, if your heart does, why not your hand?"
  
  "My only reason was on account of you--on account of a question.  I
  have something to tell you--"
  
  "But suppose it to be entirely for my happiness, and my worldly
  convenience also?"
  
  "O yes; if it is for your happiness and worldly convenience.  But my
  life before I came here--I want--"
  
  "Well, it is for my convenience as well as my happiness.  If I have a
  very large farm, either English or colonial, you will be invaluable
  as a wife to me; better than a woman out of the largest mansion in
  the country.  So please--please, dear Tessy, disabuse your mind of
  the feeling that you will stand in my way."
  
  "But my history.  I want you to know it--you must let me tell
  you--you will not like me so well!"
  
  "Tell it if you wish to, dearest.  This precious history then.  Yes,
  I was born at so and so, Anno Domini--"
  
  "I was born at Marlott," she said, catching at his words as a help,
  lightly as they were spoken.  "And I grew up there. And I was in the
  Sixth Standard when I left school, and they said I had great aptness,
  and should make a good teacher, so it was settled that I should
  be one.  But there was trouble in my family; father was not very
  industrious, and he drank a little."
  
  "Yes, yes.  Poor child!  Nothing new."  He pressed her more closely
  to his side.
  
  "And then--there is something very unusual about it--about me.  I--I
  was--"
  
  Tess's breath quickened.
  
  "Yes, dearest.  Never mind."
  
  "I--I--am not a Durbeyfield, but a d'Urberville--a descendant of the
  same family as those that owned the old house we passed.  And--we are
  all gone to nothing!"
  
  "A d'Urberville!--Indeed!  And is that all the trouble, dear Tess?"
  
  "Yes," she answered faintly.
  
  "Well--why should I love you less after knowing this?"
  
  "I was told by the dairyman that you hated old families."
  
  He laughed.
  
  "Well, it is true, in one sense.  I do hate the aristocratic
  principle of blood before everything, and do think that as reasoners
  the only pedigrees we ought to respect are those spiritual ones of
  the wise and virtuous, without regard to corporal paternity.  But
  I am extremely interested in this news--you can have no idea how
  interested I am!  Are you not interested yourself in being one of
  that well-known line?"
  
  "No.  I have thought it sad--especially since coming here, and
  knowing that many of the hills and fields I see once belonged to
  my father's people.  But other hills and field belonged to Retty's
  people, and perhaps others to Marian's, so that I don't value it
  particularly."
  
  "Yes--it is surprising how many of the present tillers of the soil
  were once owners of it, and I sometimes wonder that a certain school
  of politicians don't make capital of the circumstance; but they don't
  seem to know it...  I wonder that I did not see the resemblance of
  your name to d'Urberville, and trace the manifest corruption.  And
  this was the carking secret!"
  
  She had not told.  At the last moment her courage had failed her;
  she feared his blame for not telling him sooner; and her instinct
  of self-preservation was stronger than her candour.
  
  "Of course," continued the unwitting Clare, "I should have been glad
  to know you to be descended exclusively from the long-suffering,
  dumb, unrecorded rank and file of the English nation, and not from
  the self-seeking few who made themselves powerful at the expense of
  the rest.  But I am corrupted away from that by my affection for you,
  Tess (he laughed as he spoke), and made selfish likewise.  For your
  own sake I rejoice in your descent.  Society is hopelessly snobbish,
  and this fact of your extraction may make an appreciable difference
  to its acceptance of you as my wife, after I have made you the
  well-read woman that I mean to make you.  My mother too, poor soul,
  will think so much better of you on account of it.  Tess, you must
  spell your name correctly--d'Urberville--from this very day."
  
  "I like the other way rather best."
  
  "But you MUST, dearest!  Good heavens, why dozens of mushroom
  millionaires would jump at such a possession!  By the bye, there's
  one of that kidney who has taken the name--where have I heard of
  him?--Up in the neighbourhood of The Chase, I think.  Why, he is the
  very man who had that rumpus with my father I told you of.  What an
  odd coincidence!"
  
  "Angel, I think I would rather not take the name!  It is unlucky,
  perhaps!"
  
  She was agitated.
  
  "Now then, Mistress Teresa d'Urberville, I have you.  Take my name,
  and so you will escape yours!  The secret is out, so why should you
  any longer refuse me?"
  
  "If it is SURE to make you happy to have me as your wife, and you
  feel that you do wish to marry me, VERY, VERY much--"
  
  "I do, dearest, of course!"
  
  "I mean, that it is only your wanting me very much, and being hardly
  able to keep alive without me, whatever my offences, that would make
  me feel I ought to say I will."
  
  "You will--you do say it, I know!  You will be mine for ever and
  ever."
  
  He clasped her close and kissed her.
  
  "Yes!"
  
  She had no sooner said it than she burst into a dry hard sobbing, so
  violent that it seemed to rend her.  Tess was not a hysterical girl
  by any means, and he was surprised.
  
  "Why do you cry, dearest?"
  
  "I can't tell--quite!--I am so glad to think--of being yours, and
  making you happy!"
  
  "But this does not seem very much like gladness, my Tessy!"
  
  "I mean--I cry because I have broken down in my vow!  I said I would
  die unmarried!"
  
  "But, if you love me you would like me to be your husband?"
  
  "Yes, yes, yes!  But O, I sometimes wish I had never been born!"
  
  "Now, my dear Tess, if I did not know that you are very much excited,
  and very inexperienced, I should say that remark was not very
  complimentary.  How came you to wish that if you care for me?  Do you
  care for me?  I wish you would prove it in some way."
  
  "How can I prove it more than I have done?" she cried, in a
  distraction of tenderness.  "Will this prove it more?"
  
  She clasped his neck, and for the first time Clare learnt what an
  impassioned woman's kisses were like upon the lips of one whom she
  loved with all her heart and soul, as Tess loved him.
  
  "There--now do you believe?" she asked, flushed, and wiping her eyes.
  
  "Yes. I never really doubted--never, never!"
  
  So they drove on through the gloom, forming one bundle inside the
  sail-cloth, the horse going as he would, and the rain driving against
  them.  She had consented.  She might as well have agreed at first.
  The "appetite for joy" which pervades all creation, that tremendous
  force which sways humanity to its purpose, as the tide sways the
  helpless weed, was not to be controlled by vague lucubrations over
  the social rubric.
  
  "I must write to my mother," she said.  "You don't mind my doing
  that?"
  
  "Of course not, dear child.  You are a child to me, Tess, not to know
  how very proper it is to write to your mother at such a time, and how
  wrong it would be in me to object.  Where does she live?"
  
  "At the same place--Marlott.  On the further side of Blackmoor Vale."
  
  "Ah, then I HAVE seen you before this summer--"
  
  "Yes; at that dance on the green; but you would not dance with me.
  O, I hope that is of no ill-omen for us now!"
  
  
  
feat_summary_name: Chapters 25-30
target: Angel has turned a new corner in his life, feeling that he belongs on the dairy as a farmer and that Tess is the right choice as a wife. Angel leaves the dairy to visit his family and to tell his parents about Tess. Angel's brothers, Felix and Cuthbert, disapprove of Angel marrying Tess but do little to discourage him. His parents had intended Angel to marry Miss Mercy Chant, a real "lady" and local teacher. Angel is against the union and proposes to his parents that Tess Durbeyfield would be a much better choice. Angel and his father debate the merits of Mercy and Tess as suitable wives for a farmer. Angel's wishes win out with his father's concern expressed by his question, "Is she of a family such as you would care to marry into -- a lady, in short?" His parents warn Angel not to rush into a hasty marriage with an unknown woman, but his descriptions of her are enough. Reverend Clare relates a story of a convert, one Alec d'Urberville, who has become a lay minister and street preacher. Angel returns to the dairy and asks Tess to marry him. Tess says that she cannot. Angel persists, not being too aggressive in his tactics to convince Tess, but she insists, "I am not good enough -- not worthy enough." Alone, Tess wonders why her past has not caught up to her at Talbothays, and she feels both "positive pleasure and positive pain" as she wrestles with her feelings for Angel and the past that is bound to catch up to her. She resolves to give in to Angel's proposal: "I shall give way -- I shall say yes -- I shall let myself marry him -- I cannot help it." Tess rethinks her position, even suggesting that any of the other milkmaids would be worthy wives for Angel. Angel refuses Tess' suggestions, and when Mr. Crick needs a volunteer to drive the milk, now late for delivery, straight to the train station in Egdon Heath, Angel volunteers, and Tess goes along for the ride. It is during this ride, in a downpour of rain, that Angel learns that Tess comes from the d'Urberville family. He suggests that she adopt the "d'Urberville" spelling, and he quells her fears about his hating "old families." Relieved, Tess accepts Angel's marriage proposal if "it is sure to make you happy to have me as your wife and you feel that you wish to marry me, very, very much . . . ." Then Tess kisses Angel, and he discovers "what an impassioned woman's kisses were like upon the lips of one whom she loved with all her heart and soul, as Tess loved him." Tess insists that she write her mother in Marlott, and Angel then remembers that day four years earlier, during the May Dance, that he had seen Tess but had not danced with her.
feat_summary_analysis: In these chapters, Hardy gives the readers a fine set of juxtaposed characters to consider: Tess versus Mercy; Angel and Reverend Clare versus Angel's brothers Felix and Cuthbert; and Angel versus Alec. The characters are developed as sets of opposites that cause the reader to consider both sides of the argument. These two sides are not a contrast between right or wrong, good or bad, but rather, they are a way to demonstrate that positions have two distinct sides, each with its own viewpoint. Mercy Chant is "accomplished," educated, able to provide a good home for Angel as a wife. Tess is presented clearly as a better choice as a farmer's wife. Of course, should Angel have chosen the life of a minister, Mercy Chant may have been a better choice. Also interesting is the division between Angel and his brothers. Felix Clare is a parish minister described by Hardy as "all Church," while Cuthbert, dean of a college, seems to be "all College." Angel is then seen by his older brothers as "growing in social ineptness," and Angel sees his brothers as "growing  mental limitations." Each sees the other not as opposite, but as flawed in ways that can divide families. Cuthbert is "the more liberal minded," though "he had not much heart." Likewise, Felix is "less self-sacrificing and disinterested." Thus both men are not like Angel in many respects when "either saw the difference between local truth and universal truth; that what the inner world said in their clerical and academic hearing was quite a different thing from what the outer world was thinking." Felix asks Angel if he is "somehow losing intellectual grasp." Angel responds, "f it comes to intellectual grasp, I think you, as a contented dogmatist, had better leave mine alone, and inquire what has become of yours." Thus, Angel feels that "despite his own heterodoxy, he was nearer to his father on the human side than was either of his brethren." Angel's father, Reverend Clare is a "Pauliad" or Paulist; that is, his religious attitudes are like those of the biblical Paul, meaning that he believes that conversion is not an intellectual occurrence but an emotional one. Hardy describes Reverend Clare as "sincere." He is an evangelical believer and minister, even suffering beatings and berating to convert sinners to join the church. Thus Reverend Clare and Angel are very similar in their practical religious beliefs. Angel's brothers, on the other hand, are more inclined to use their religious beliefs for their own ends and are even vain in their "fashionable" ways. In the consideration of religion, Angel continues to be a contrast to Alec. Angel has a better concept of religion, and he practices what he preaches. Alec, on the other hand, experiences a sudden conversion from his harmful ways; he has abused Reverend Clare when approached on the subject of his Christianity. Reverend Clare is proud to have won a new convert, no matter the consequence. Angel is aghast at his father for taking too many risks, whether they be physical or mental from strangers: "I wish he would not wear himself out now he is getting old, and would leave such pigs to their wallowing." Angel admires his father's work, even though it has cost him in the past, "though the younger could not accept his parent's narrow dogma he revered his practice, and recognized the hero under the pietist." The reintroduction of Alec in the story is important for two reasons: First, it indicates that Alec will play a part in later events. Up to this point, although we may have suspected Alec's reappearance, it was possible that his part in Tess' ruin had already been played and that it would simply be the results of the past action that color future events. Now we know that that is not the case. Alec d'Urberville's part in Tess' life is not, unfortunately for Tess, over. Second, Angel's comment that he wishes his father would "leave such pigs to their wallowing" indicates both Alec's past nature and the sincerity of his present conversion. Although no one in the novel presently questions Alec's conversion, the reader should. Glossary apostrophizing addressing words to a person or thing, whether absent or present, generally in an exclamatory digression in a speech or literary writing. Dapes inemptae "unpurchased banquet" ; refers to the dairyman's self-sufficiency in producing food. black-puddings dark sausages made with meat and seasoned blood. delirium tremens violent delirium resulting chiefly from excessive drinking of alcoholic liquor and characterized by sweating, trembling, anxiety, and frightening hallucinations. flummery meaningless flattery or silly talk. Calvinistic doctrine reference to the teachings of John Calvin , Swiss Protestant theologian, who emphasized salvation through God's grace. pernicious causing great injury, destruction, or ruin; fatal; deadly;  wicked; evil. "as Hamlet puts it" from Hamlet 2.2.351. "from St. Luke" refers to Luke 12:20. "Being reviled we bless..." 1 Corinthians 4:12-13. Tractarian derived from the Oxford Movement, which favored a return to early Catholic doctrines in the Church of England. pantheistic relating to pantheism, the doctrine that God is not a personality, but that all laws, forces, manifestations, etc. of the universe are God; the belief that God and the universe are one and the same. "Sigh gratis" act or feel without expecting reward; from Hamlet . carking  worrying or being worried or anxious. self-immolation suicide, usually by burning oneself in a public place; deliberate self-sacrifice. phlegmatic hard to rouse to action; sluggish; dull; apathetic; calm; cool; stolid. Centurions the commanding officers of an ancient Roman century. Caroline date the seventeenth century, during the reign of Charles I  or Charles II .