JAN JOHANNES NEL
Firstly they took away my only bosom friend, I have never again managed to make another real friend like that.  I have never entered into a personal relationship with a friend again.
	I suffered terrible nightmares after the incident, I still fear the dark today.  It changed me greatly, I have a very bad temper, I become angry very quickly, I don't trust anybody, and even today in my marriage, it happens from time to time that I think back to what happened on the 20th of March 1993, and I become excessively morbid and quiet and even today still I feel greatly embittered towards those who took Johan away from me.