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I don't particularly want to get into that analogy between the elderly women or grannies in a hotel if you'd got there but you were glad to be part of the struggle as you put it, you were glad to kill people on instructions from your commanders, is that correct?  You weren't questioning your orders, you simply carried out your orders without question.  There was no room for you as the commander of that unit to turn away or to turn back if you saw for example, that they weren't security policemen, they were people other than the expected target?