GIDEON JOHANNES NIEUWOUDT
I can only speculate.  I don't know what 
General Van Rensburg meant, but the way I interpreted it was that I 
never questioned an order given by a superior.  I followed it blindly 
and that is why I am in these circumstances, because I was loyal to 
my Security Branch and towards my Commanding Officer and to my 
country.  That is why I did this.