MS KHONELE
I wouldn't be able to talk to them, it is their fault that now I am in this misery, now I wouldn't know what to do them - to do with them.  I wouldn't know, I would never be able to say what - I can never tell them what to do, I've just given up everything, I don't know.  I don't know anything.  I will be just - be grateful if I can just get anything, but I personally cannot do anything.