ROKAYA SALOJEE
No I don't because after I got engaged he got detained for 100 days, I think it was just two days after my engagement.  I knew what I married.  And I also know he used to tell me what you don't know you can't talk so it's better, we both can't be unemployed.  So at least if I am unemployed then you are there.  He always used to say pack my bag and keep it ready.  After he was banned we used to have a lot of arguments because I feel he was banned and he used to leave the country to go and take people over the border.  I mean people used to come to my house and then I knew they were going to the border.  I used to get scared if they come knocking at the door and my husband is not there.  But like I say, I was prepared I knew what I married.  He also told me he said if I go to jail then you must make a life for yourself, and if you want to leave the country, if you want to take an exit then you should do that if it's your wish to do that.  I didn't answer him but I knew at that time I had a family, I haven't got a father but I do have a mother, and she always used to tell me you must never leave the country because I will never see you again, with the result I never left the country until 1979 because I knew I could come back.