NOMAKULA EVELYN ZWENI
In 1978 the boers told me that I must go anywhere.  I was not under house arrest.  They will come in everyday just to check me up.  One day I took a jacket, I took my shoes, put them into a bag, I simply left,  I left.  Then I came now - when - when I was told that Mandela is back.
If I hadn't left, I would have died, I left my small child, nobody knew  what happened to that child, children - children were buried in black refuse bags.  Even now our children's graves, but I don't know.  It will never be 20 years and the child is still alive, I don't know if my child is still alive.
Yes I know, I agree we must have reconciliation, now because if you don't - if you don't take the pass out of - out of a wound, that would will never heal.  We understand that this pass has to be taken out of this heal - this wound for it to heal.   I am grateful that yes this reconciliation must happen.  But there is one thing I will never forgive and that's apartheid, apartheid I don't even want to see it anywhere I go.