MATSILISO PAULINA MONAGENG
I asked him what was happening.  They told me that he is dead.  I asked what happened.  I heard that there was a meeting in one of the churches on 9th Avenue.  There was a meeting there in that church.  He was with Benny Kalagala.  He was shot there and he died. I asked myself what am I going to do now.  There was another lady who was pregnant at the time, his girlfriend was three months pregnant at the time.  I asked himself I kept on wondering,  I was so hurt.  At least at the time I was working.  It was so painful, especially when I think about this child.  We didn't have other children.  He was the only child.  We went there.  Before his funeral it was very difficult because the boers were harassing us every day.  Before he died, the police used to come, it was like they were looking
ALEXANDRA HEARING TRC/GAUTENG
3 MONAGENG
for a very big giant.  I used to wake up midnight, watch TV or listen to the radio.  One day I saw these boers looking through the window.  I was not staying with my child because he was not staying at home.  He was not staying at home.  He used to come and go.  After that, that was in 1987, in 1987 I suffered from high blood pressure. I was taking treatment in the local clinic of Alexandra.  I used to attend there regularly.  Last year everything got worse, I couldn't work, I was staying at home, I had this grandchild of mine that I was staying with.  I couldn't do anything for my grandchild because I was no longer working, because I was sick.