TESTIMONY_GIVER:
  My friend who was shot is present at the moment.  The other one whose son was killed by Bernard ran away, and I don't know where she is now.  The other ones whose sons also died I haven't seen them.  I don't know whether they came to the first Truth Commission or they are still coming.  I am really not certain. You almost said as to what your wish was, or your wish is with regard to your harassment and how this changed your life.  What is your expectation that you want us to be aware of?   ---   My biggest wish is that these people who harassed - let me just say it straight that the boers who were harassing and torturing us during their reign are still there.  They are still walking freely.  I wish that they could come forward and come and answer certain questions in front of the people and the community or the South Africans, and tell us whether they still want to fight and harass us, or what do they want out of us.  Because I feel that in my heart I have forgiven, but I do not know what they want from us, because even until today we are still being told about things that happened in the past, that we are people of a certain calibre that they did not want to associate with.  Now I want these people to come forward and tell us what they want out of us, and that we should go towards a road of reconciliation.  And they should stop going around and wreaking havoc amongst black people.  The costs that I incurred in trying to rebuild my house I would like to recover.