LAURENS MBATHA
Sir, my approach actually was this is a very serious nature - matter and if it is something that it should be done - I've actually even raised it with Smiles, it should be in a much more dignified manner.  The apology to go over to them, hence I even said to Smiles when we spoke about the matter: "It is very difficult at that stage, it is a very regrettable thing, it's a very sad feeling" and we would like actually when it is done, it should be done actually with the most atmospheric respect that it deserves.
	And at that stage would be when the correct decision came because I always had that belief and hope in my mind, it was not the fact that I'm trying to run away from there.  I've shared the pain, I've shared the feeling because loss is not something that you can just easily take light, particularly being a parent with an aspirant child who might have assumed a role in the family and it happened that out of my action, that his life was actually shortened at that time.  
	So the idea was not because of I'm running away from it, yes it is true Sir, I didn't go there.  I even said to Smiles, if it is done, it should not be done in drips and drabs as if he's hiding to go there, it should be done in a manner that when one goes over, when the truth is revealed about the process, that it will be in a much more dignified manner, thank you Sir.