MR JANSEN
with this, all this nonsense - humiliation, embarrassment, and a helplessness of a pathetic, "I am sorry for what I've done," and I can do nothing else to them.  What else can I offer them?  A pathetic nothing, so in all honesty I don't expect the Mxenge family to forgive me, because I don't know how I ever in my life would be able to forgive a man like Dirk Coetzee if he's done to me what I've done to them.  But I will hope that this will be the beginning of a new era in my life.  I can just turn my back on it and walk on.