TESTIMONY_GIVER:
  I think we should we all answer that question, because I think we have each - we have each experienced this very particular ways, and I can't say that we've had the same experience of living with my father's murder.   I would like to say on behalf of my grandmother, Jane, who we visited this week before coming to the hearings and told her what we would be doing here.   She lost her son, her only child, and a son that she adored.   She has never recovered from his death.    She spent years trying to find out who killed her son, and she was frustrated and felt very alone and very abandoned in that search in the end.  She got cancer, from which she has recovered, which is a sign of her extraordinary strength, but I think she feels very bitter and very angry and very alone in her loss.  And in the lack of any attempt to help her get satisfaction by finding a killer.   And I think she is still very depressed and I think it would be wonderful if the truth commission could do something for her.   Knowing my grandmother as I do, she may not take kindly to it at first, but I think she will really appreciate it.  