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It was during 1972, I got a message that my son is in hospital, at Natalspruit Hospital.  It was in the evening.  I tried to look for a car and I couldn't find it and then early in the morning at about seven o'clock I happened to be at Natalspruit.  When I arrived at seven o'clock they opened for me and I entered the hospital.  As I was walking around the ward looking around my son yelled at me and he said Dad I am here.  I went to him and I asked him why are you here.  He said I was pushed before a moving train by a white man at Springs.  I was standing on the platform and he pushed me and I fall and I ask as you are
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sitting there, lying there what has happened and he told me they have operated on me because my intestine intermingled.  And I asked him how are you feeling at the moment.  He said I am feeling well but it is very painful.  And I asked him why did this white man push you before a moving train.  And he said I found this man pouring water over some women and I asked him why are you pouring water over these women and when are they going to get dry when you do that.  And he said he was asking the white man.  And the white man insulted him and then my child also insulted the white man.  He said he insulted him in his language therefore he heard what he said.  After insulting him I left the place and I went to Durban.  When I came back from Durban while standing on the platform I didn't see this man and he pushed me over the railway line.  Why did he hate you so much, what did you exactly say to him.  And he said to me I didn't insult him in such a way that he will throw me in front of the train.  However, when I get well I will have to come back and ask him as to why he threw me over the lines.  And I asked him whether he could eat.  He said he couldn't eat.  What I would like you to do is that you go and tell them at home that I am well although it is painful.  And then I left the hospital and went back home.  When I came back the next morning it was the same time, at seven o'clock in the morning and I found that they told me that he has just died and they have taken him to the mortuary and I asked them if they could allow me to see them.  They said that is okay, they will take me to where he is.  When I arrived at the place I was so afraid as they pulling out the bodies who have already died and I told them no they mustn't show me, I had better go home to tell them.  Then I came back the
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next day to identify him.  And that is how we finish.
While I was at home I heard that they want to see me at Germiston and I asked who wanted to see me in Germiston and they said that is the railway services people.  When I arrived at their offices the white man in the office told me that do you know your son, they asked me whether I know my son very well and he asked me what was his name and I told him the name.  And he asked whether he was mentally ill and I told him no my son wasn't mentally ill.  And he said to me that one white man came to me to report that your child has insulted him and he reported the case.  And I asked him did he insult him, he said yes and I said to him my son does not insult people and he said to me he did insult this white man.  And I said to him I don't know much about that but I don't think that is a case.  This white man said since you are saying your son is not mentally ill now that you are facing this funeral expenses we will call you back to talk about it, then you can go back home now we will call you later.  And then I went back to try and bury my son.  As I was preparing to bury my son, trying to find some funds, we managed to bury the child.  After the funeral when we got back to the grave we found that the police had overturned the tombstone, they have shot it and it was just lying down scattered and when we asked we were told that this was done by the police.  And we asked why are they killing him for the second time because they have already killed him.  I was asking them because I didn't know that he was involved in politics and they said to me that he is fighting against the government and I asked him how is he fighting against the government.  They said he is a politician and I said to them since I have incurred so many expenses why didn't he come to
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me and say I have an altercation with your son because if he killed him by accident he should have come to me and said since I killed him by accident I would like to help you with funeral expenses.  Maybe like he will come and explain to me exactly as to what happened, saying that he didn't intend to kill my child and then they said to me I must forget about that and I just forget about it.  What worries me much is that they didn't even call me to court.  They didn't even allow me to identify who killed my son.  This is the person I wanted to see because if he was cross with me or with my child he should have come before and explained as to what has happened, what wrong has my son done.  Even the railway they should have come and bring my child before a hearing or  take him to court where he will be sentenced.  Because at the present moment I don't have my child and I didn't have a case on the matter and this white man who called me at Germiston he didn't call me again and I don't know exactly what had happened.  I would like to know exactly as to what had happened to my son.