CORNELIUS JOHANNES LOTTERING
At that stage I received the order that I should make the statement in that particular way to exonerate those other people.  It was the security police's objective to charge us, the five of us, as a group jointly for this incident such as for instance that happened in the case of Clive Derby-Lewis, he was also convicted.  It was that kind of thing which I was supposed to prevent by making this statement and that is why I actually sucked these long stories out of my thumb.  But for instance this reference to cold feet, when I received the order, it was basically the idiom that was being used to say that I should actually prepare myself in that way that they will not accept me getting cold feet at a crucial point.  It was half truth and half lies, I actually concocted the whole story like that.