PRISCILLA GAMA
I really how I should say this.  I can't take decisions.  In my heart there's a lot of pain because my child had wonderful dreams. He said I'd have a car, a maid and I'll leave that aside but what I could say is that since I'm looking after his child who is five years old and I'm a sickly person with a bone disease, I will not be able to bring up, support, cloth and educate that child. So as I say, I had two boys and both of them were victims of this violence, they died during the violence and my husband is already on a pension.  We will not be able to live like other people.  I think the Commission must use its own discretion on what it will do for me and also other people who have suffered would also like to see a memorial place with the names of all our children displayed because it is a New South Africa and this New South Africa has emerged from the blood of our children.  They just should be remembered and should not have died in vain.