NEO POTSANE
I tell to you that I was trained, I was military trained but not like - I mean a position like - any commander will be doing a false thing to take a person like me who had not been in touch with military situation for that long and put me into combat because he will be doing a false thing and in that respect you know I was deployed because they knew I had training and I could use some of the tactics which I've been taught.  But that does not mean that I could not be scared.