COL LOOTS
Mr Chair, it might be the case, but I cannot give you an honest answer to that. If you could allow me just to tell you that above and beyond my duty as unit commander of Unit B, I also had other above and beyond duties.  Like the total administration of the security emergency regulations for Northern Transvaal and also for KwaNdebele, and that brought about tremendous emotional, spiritual and physical tension on me, and I think in that atmosphere of physical and psychological tension, things that have happened 10 years ago got vaguer and vaguer in my memory. It is not that I do not want to help you, but certain things just faded. I do not have clarity about them any more.