MRS GCABASHE
17B/11      "every day since 9 May 1987.  My soul is not at peace as I am still unaware to date of the full circumstances surrounding my husband's murder and why he was murdered.  I trust and pray that the Commission will unveil this tragic episode of my life in full for the sake of my family and the community, of whom Zazi Khuzwayo was a strong pillar.  On the 14th June 1986, during the height of political violence and the state of emergency my husband and I were woken up at about 3am by outrageous knocks and kicks on our house doors and windows.  I woke up and opened the door to a heavily-armed contingent of SAP and SADF members, one of whom pointed a gun at me, asking me where Zazi was and demanding to be taken to him.  I led them to the bedroom, where they woke him up at gunpoint.  The rest of them frantically raided and searched every patch of space in the house.  During the search one officer said to me, 'You must move fast, you fat bitch'.  I was engulfed by fear and felt tramped on.  My anger at this cruel treatment has not subsided.  On the following morning at about 11am, while going about our usual business, a heavily-armed contingent of SAP and SADF officers ... (inaudible) ... our complex.  Others were on the roof and in all the passages.  My husband paged me to come to his office and I found him besieged at gunpoint.  He was whisked away into a police