DR MAGWAZA
19B/18 and stay there.  We stayed there the whole day and we eventually realised that they had buried them and we had to go back.  We never saw their graveyard where they had been buried.  We were never even given their death certificate.  That was the only last time I talked about this issue.  I couldn't talk about this at KwaMashu.  They used to say we are bad people, we are UDF women.  We couldn't talk about this, but I really didn't know anything about UDF.  I don't know anything UDF, but for us black people it's always been difficult.  Even if you were ignorant of what was happening, life was still difficult, and we couldn't deny our children and we had to go back and live with our enemies, who didn't like us.  That's where I got a lot of harassment.  My property is still on the farm but there is no way I can go and fetch my property.  I have been sleeping at different people's homes.  I don't even have clothes to wear, because my clothes were all over - scattered all over.  Even the places I don't have to stay at the moment.  That's what worries me, that if there's anything I can go to and pray for him, I don't have a place to pray.