JEFFERY T BENZIEN
Mr Jacobs,the method employed by me is something that I have to live with and no matter how I try to interpret what I did, I still find it deplorable.  I find it exceptionally difficult, sitting here in front of the news to everybody, I concede that no matter how bad I feel about it, what was done to you and your colleagues, must have been worse.	Believe me, I am not gloating or trying to prove that I am somebody who I am not.