TESTIMONY_GIVER:
  Well, after the incident I did receive a little bit of treatment.  I was put onto Prozac, which is a medication to try and basically calm your nerves.  I did see psychologists, I went to doctors, but I felt that none of that really helped, because what I needed to do was I needed to get a grip of the situation and I needed to accept what had happened.  It was no use getting someone to try and talk me around the situation.  I needed to face the situation and say, "Well, it's happened.  There's nothing I can do.  I am just going to have to accept that it happened and get over it."  But you must realise that, although a person can forgive other people what had happened a person will never forget.  I was 15 at the time, I was very young.  I was still moving into my teenage years, I was still learning to become a young adult, and after something like that happens you just - about what, five, six, seven, eight years, you just seem to mature overnight.  You've got to handle a situation which only you can face.  There's no one else that's going to help you face that situation.  It's not like my mum here has died, or my sister has died, where I can actually console with the whole family, and we can get - as a family work together  how we're all going to, you know, work around that.  It's you yourself.  You have stared death in the face.  You cannot just say, "Well, it's happened, and I'm going to forget about it, and let's just be happy."  Because you do try.  You try to do that.  You try and forgive and forget, and luckily I'm a christian, so I have been able to have one counsellor, and I think that counsellor is the only counsel I do need, because if I've got this far I am sure that I don't have to worry about anything coming up because the worst is behind me.  And the biggest thing is that I've accepted what has happened, and I've got on with my life.  I haven't let it - you know, I haven't let it hold me back, or I haven't let it dampen my life in any way.