NHLANHLA JOHN BUTHELEZI
I will only reconcile if I will be given opportunity to see those people who called me informers, because on the other side it was the police and the other side the Comrades and that state was so much difficult for me to go through.  Often times, Alexandra Mtweti, was a councillor, he is the one who use to console me and be so supportive to me positively.  Even in front of the Judge when others were testifying I felt like jumping and fighting with them because they were telling blatant lies.  The only person I knew was the late Maki and Maki knew everything that I was up to.  This is why I cried so badly after Maki was killed, because I was charged for life.  The very same girl who, when other people will come to the, to our township I will be so much helpful.  I was highly affected about Maki's death, I kept telling people even in the cells at Modderbee that it was a lie that Maki was an informer, because if she was, all other Comrades from other townships would tell the police that that was not true.  I will continue and go on.
 I want to tell you that I will only reconcile when only I could be given opportunity to see those people who were painting others black and yet they were the evil ones, the traitors and the informers.  That is when I will reconcile.