MR PHOSA
I'm sorry, I know that I gave the impression that it seems strange.  I mean if you say you wanted to stop your thoughts whilst you go asleep, what does that mean?  You could fall asleep, then you'd stop thinking.  You see Mr Nieuwoudt, it might sound like a joke - the whole idea is that your story sounds exactly what we think it is, it sounds false to us.
	In other words, we are saying that you had a substance - if you did use a substance, it was a substance that was known to you to be dangerous and you did not get it from your doctor, you go it from some special person.  Do you disagree with that?