TESTIMONY_GIVER:
  Even now, we're still hoping that he's alive, but at the same time our minds tell us that he might not be alive.  There's nothing that is heard about him, because all the exiles who had left this country during the organization's time, they all started coming back - all those who had disappeared.  We wanted to believe that, but we're beginning to lose hope that maybe he is no longer alive, but even that we've got no evidence for until we have been able to establish as to what happened, we don't know what happened.  We want to know what happened - what eventually happened to him.  How did he disappear, where did he go to.  If he's alive, we want to know what kind of life he's living, where he is, how he is living.  We need him.  We miss him.  We also realise that if he's alive he must be having a terrible life, thinking and missing us.  If he's dead we would want to know when did he die, who killed him, by who, when and how.