MR MBAQA
Honestly speaking,  I cannot say - I cannot say how I feel.  I don't know, I cannot say how I feel, I know I feel something but I cannot say how I feel, I cannot tell you how I feel.  But maybe I can just say to you I feel bad, but I don't know honestly  is that the way I really feel.  I don't know - I don't have a better word to describe- I can't describe how I feel really, I can't.