THEMBINKOSI HENGE
I never felt proud of it, Sir, if I felt proud of it, I would have never come to this Commission to come and tell the people what happened and - that don't make me someone good or someone big, to injure or kill, but the fact that orders were given to me and at that time I believed that was correct, but now things have normalised, I have to come to terms that we are in a new dispensation, we have to take this country and put it forward as a united front, or as a united nation, despite the colour, white or black.  We have to put our past behind.  So that didn't make me proud.  And if that was the case, I could have been arrested long before that time, because I could have sat wherever I'm sitting and boasted about it.  I never did that.