HAPPY AUBREY MNGOMEZULU
Yes, that's basically what I'm saying.  No one made this decision for me, I saw the way things were happening in the area and I decided that rather than running away it's better to die if it's your turn to die.  As I've already mentioned that I was attacked by a bomb and I was asleep in the house.  My mother wasn't safe, everything near wasn't safe in that township.