TESTIMONY_GIVER:
  We just went at home.  I stayed a long time until I got very sick, so I went back to my children at KwaMashu.  So that's how I have managed to get this opportunity to relate my story here.  I have been suffering for a long time bringing up these children, because when my husband died all these children were still at school.  Some of them passed and some of them couldn't go ahead because I couldn't afford.  The older ones said - the other one said, "I am going to try some bursaries to help them," when he arrived at school, but then we couldn't have money for other things. On the second year he came back again, he said, "Mama, we've been dismissed from school because we can't pay for the school fees."  Another one also is still at school, but he is saying he can't go any further because he doesn't even have books.  He is going to look for an employment so that he can further his own studies.  All these are difficult things in my heart.  They really had wanted to continue their schooling, but others ended up stopping schooling and they are just at home.  They are still not yet employed. What do you survive on, Mama?  Are you working?     ---   No, I am not working.  I just survive on pension.  I get some pension.