MR NGCOBO
I sometimes ask myself whether it truly me who killed people in this manner, and the truth comes back to me.  I do not know what I can do to convince those people I killed their children that I am really sorry for what I did.  I do not expect them to forgive me if their hearts do not say so, but I am really sorry.  In Zulu we say there is always a light at the end of the tunnel, and I see the light now because the violence has subsided, although I was touched at what happened in Shobashobane after I was arrested.  What made this incident to touch me is because many woman and old people were killed there.  People in Shobashobane know very well that I was not fighting them or their woman, I was fighting their children.  Nobody can say Shobashobane that I attacked them when I did not get their children.  I am very sorry for what I did to these people.
	I would also like the Commission to give me a chance to say sorry to the Majesty the King of the Zulus, for killing his father's people in this manner.  I also say sorry to the President of my political party because this is not what he wanted me to do.  I was forced to do these things because of how I looked at things at that time, something that is far different from how I see things now.  
	I also ask the president of the country, President Mandela, to pardon me for what I did to his country.  I have realised that these two prominent people are working together to build our country, and there is no need for us in the grass roots to fight each other on political reasons.
	I therefore ask the people I killed their children to forgive me, and I would like to say to the surviving people who were present when my loving mother was killed that I forgive them because I think they do not know what they were doing.  I also blame some of the mothers in Izingolweni area that things became so bad in the area because of their doings.  They let their children to be involved in politics and kill people.  I do not blame all the mothers, no, but those who could not tell their children that what they were doing was bad, because they were afraid that their kids would kill them.