TESTIMONY_GIVER:
  Well, I'll tell you a little story.  I'll tell you a quick one.  I know you've got a long day.  The worst side of this for me was I have - at the time I have a daughter and two sons, and my daughter used to go across the road to Panda Inn, just across the road from the Parade Hotel, because Mommy was working 24 hours a day.  And they used to have their little sessions across the road, 14, 15, 16 years old at Panda Inn.  And I told them 10 o'clock on Saturdays was their night out.  10 o'clock to come across to the hotel, show their faces through the door, and I knew they were safe, put them in a taxi and send them home.  Every Saturday was their night out.  And this is the most horrific thing.  They were late that Saturday night, thank God, because my daughter and six other girls whose mother's worked there would have walked through the door at 10 o'clock in the evening.  So I might have lost her, plus the girlfriends.  And, you know, although it didn't happen, when you close your eyes and you visualise this whole bomb effect, I visualise my child walking through the front door, and that scares me more.  It's just a memory, but I can't lose it because it was so horrific.  If they weren't held back for some reason I think we would have lost six teenage girls coming through the front door, and this to me is horrific.  I used to sit up screaming at 3 o'clock in the morning, and my mother running through, bless her heart at 84 years old, and say, "I can't go on like this much longer.  You're going to give me a heart attack.  I can't keep running through and helping you.  I can't."  And this happened for months.  I still close my eyes and I hear it and see it.  And that's me.  What about the other people?  They're the ones who sustained all the injuries, so they have to live with those.  How do they do it?  How do these people survive with the injuries and the mental - and mental sometimes is worse than physical, and they've got both.  And this is the question I ask.