TESTIMONY_GIVER:
  I have a wish.  I would like the Truth Commission to get those people who attacked my house, to get those perpetrators and bring them forward and ask them why they did what they did.  Even at Ndwedwe the police did not put so much effort in even showing me that they were concerned about this matter.  There are so many things that happened, transpired in our area at Ndwedwe, but the police did not take so much effort to work in them.  And also we had a home before, it's true.  You see, if you come from another house which is much better, and you go to a worse house you can't help but keep thinking of the loss you've gone through.  And still the worst thing is we don't know the reason why we had to be attacked and end up leaving that better house for where we are now.  If there could be a way, because even where we are now it's a three-roomed house, and the only reason why we managed to build this three-roomed house it's because of the relatives who helped so much with the expenses.  Even the kids, I do encounter problems with them, because they will ask, "Mum, buy us this.  Mum, get us this," but I cannot afford that.  Even when I go to town they will ask me, "Why did you take so long in town?"  It's difficult for the children to let me go my way, or probably take time in town and get back.  They cannot get over that.