TESTIMONY_GIVER:
  Well, whilst in exile I was not at all active involved with any ANC activities, although the ANC cared for me well with an allowance that they gave to me and my two sons, and dedicate my life that through the media, where the pen is mightier than the sword, after I've seen what I was up against in the McNally and Harms Commission, determined to expose the truth about this country's horrible past, the small bit that I can contribute towards it.  In person I've gained nothing.  I've lost all I had.  I am 51 years old, I haven't got a house, a car.  Not I think that I deserve one, I am just saying.  I didn't end up with golden handshakes of R1,2 million and R2 million, and luxuries.  But until the day I die my soul won't rest until the truth about the past of the apartheid era is not out to the world, and the other beloved ones who lost beloved ones in this horrible era of absurdheid - until that's out.