MS TANTSI
In July 1985 I was working for the Ellerines Furniture shop here in De Aar.  I knocked off at five o'clock and I used a taxi to go home.  When I arrived at home on that day, there were many policemen in the township.  When I got there -  there were my sisters children from Cradock who were staying with me.
When I arrived at home at that time I asked my mother and my sister where are the children, because I didn't see them in the house.  They said they were just outside and I said they must come in, because there are many policemen outside.  I had a baby of six months at that time.  
When we went out -  because we heard some noises outside, in my house at the back there is a fence there.  When we went out to call for children, they came through the gate and at that time,  Mr Potgieter together with another policeman, which I don't remember now, but he was a policeman from Phillipstown.  
There was a pain in my eye at that time and it was the time that I was shot with bird shot and people they were stopping the van, because they wanted to police to come and see that they have shot someone.  They did not want to stop.  I heard that after I  - I was discharged from the hospital.  
People went to call Mr Dave Beukes, who was the owner of the shop in the second street from where I was staying.  When they called him, he came with his car and took me to the hospital.   In hospital, I was not aware that my mother, Ida Tantsi, and my sister, my mother was seventy-two years old at that time.  My sister  -  my younger sister - they were shot at that day.  I was not aware of that.  I was dizzy at that time and my eye was so painful.
I had my doctor,  Dr Mulller who was our family doctor at home.  He came - they phone him and he came.  When he arrived there, he took us to the X-ray and he found that the bullet is inside my eye and he could not do anything at that time.  He had to transfer me to Kimberley.
The police came and they wanted to find the people who were shot.  Potgieter was also there.  I didn't know what happened after that, but I was taken to the ward and my doctor made an appointment that morning.  I went to Kimberley.  The ambulance man did not care - he just left me there in the door.  I had to find my way to go inside -  but just because I was at least I am educated,  I managed to go inside and find relevant people.
And I was taken to the specialist there in Kimberley.  They saw that they couldn't do anything for my eye, because the bullet destroyed my eye as the X-rays reports revealed.  There was a doctor from Kimberley -  the specialist, who said that I have to decide whether I want my eye to be taken out or not.  It was so painful and my left side was turning blue at that time and after two days -  after a day, they took me to the X-ray and they took out my eye.  
I stayed in Kimberley for a week -  for two weeks.  After two weeks I came back home.  They told me that my mother and my sister were taken to prison and they were arrested while I was in Kimberley.  They were charged for throwing stones.
Unfortunately Mr Zepe, the police who arrested my mother is dead today and he wrote in the statement that my mother threw stones and my mother was not even there at that time.  Because at that time we were shot, we were coming out of our home.  
I went to my doctor when coming from Kimberley and I went to the police by myself to open a case against this person who shot me.  When I arrived there, they arrested me.  I spent the night in the in prison.  They didn't care about me and they -  Mr Zepe arrested me.  I went to the police station for the first time and they said I must go and make a statement. 
They took me to the investigators and Mr Zepe took my statement.  When I said that I want to go home, they said that I can't go home.  And he told me that they have to arrest me.  I asked why, because I am the person who was shot.
He didn't want to listen, he just said he had to arrest me.  And I was feeling pain at that time.  My eye was painful and my took me to - the arrested me and the following day I appeared in front of the Magistrate.  
The Magistrate asked whether I am guilty or not and I said I am not guilty, because I was just coming from work and I was just calling children to come home and the Magistrate gave me a date to appear in court.  I did not have a lawyer at that time.  I tried to find a lawyer, but I couldn't.  I appeared in court three times.  
In November the Magistrate saw that we were innocent.  At that time we were appearing in court, it was my mother, my sister and myself and they decided in November that we were not guilty.  They sent us home.  
Someone came to me to advise me that I should go to Cape Town to find lawyers for Human Rights and this person gave me the telephone number.   This lawyer was Makulani from Cape Town.  He -  this person gave me telephone from Mr Bosalik.  Mr Bosalik said he will come in January, because that time it was the time of the holiday.
In January Mr Bosalik - in January or February - Mr Bosalik came to us to take statements -  statement from my mother, my sister and myself.
I think it was the time when the shop of Mr Pony was burnt down.  I was included in this case, because the police heard that I am opening a case against them, because they shot me.  
In Mr Bosalik - I was trying to lay charges against the police, because they shot us and they arrested us and they then found that we are not guilty.  Mr Pony's shop was burnt down here in the township, here in Nonswagasi township.  At that  time I was back in job.
One other morning I saw the police, the police came to take me.  Smith - they then - Smith came and said that I was charged and I asked what I was charged with and they didn't tell me.  They just took me to the van - to the police station.  When we got there, there were many children who were there and then they said that they were charging me for burning the - the shop, Mr Pony's shop.  And then I told them I was in my job at that time - I was at work.  I couldn't leave the job - the work and go to the township and burn the shop, but they didn't want to listen to me.  They arrested me.
I stayed in prison for thirty days.  After thirty days we appeared in court.  We were given a date - Mr Bosalik was there - came to take my statement for the claim.  And my case continued that I was - I was arrested for burning Mr Pony's shop.  And this case continued and we went to court.  
My original manager, Mr Koekemoer - who is - who is not at work at this time - he is a pensioner - he went to the police and he took my attendance registers to the - to the police.  He wanted to know why they arrested me, because I was in my work at that time at that Saturday.  And secondly, Beauty - he said that Beauty didn't even know what was happening at that time, because he was at work and he did not know what was happening in the township.
Mr Joubert -  my manager -  had  to go to court to explain I was at work at that day.  Fortunately, because of all that, I was found innocent.  And my case continued - the one I laid against Mr Potgieter and we received a day that we should go to Kimberley Supreme Court.  And it was found that Mr Potgieter is guilty, because he shot me, although he said that we were part of the people who were fighting and throwing stones.  My mother was also shot.  She was seventy-one years old at that time.  She was shot here in the shoulder and my sister and my child was shot in the back.
Mr Potgieter was charged R20 000-00 to pay me and he paid that money.  At this time I was in prison for the charges of burning Mr Pony's shop, this policemen called Visagie and Msutu and they were assaulting me saying that I am going to be - I am going to lose my job. 
 And I can understand that, because they wanted my brother who was a teacher - who was a teacher, they wanted to arrest my brother.  Because they used to come to our house to search for my brother and I told - we used to tell them that my brother was not staying there at the time.  
We were, the police were harassing us, because they used to come at night searching for my brother - searching all over the house for my brother.  
And this  - this was not good for my mother, because since she was old, she couldn't even sleep at night, because of the police.  My younger sister was shot in the head.  Even today he's receiving treatment in the Day Hospital.  I am just sorry she's not here today.
In my work this eye affected me very badly.  It affected my work and I used to have painful headaches and I used to go to the hospital every time.  
As a result of that in 1994, the doctor said I have to stay at home and not go to work.  The doctor said last year in 1995 he wanted to take me to the specialist in Kimberley and I did go to the specialist and I went to Doctor Meneer.  Dr Meneer transferred me to the psychiatrist, Dr Koen, and Dr Koen said that I must stop working, stay at home, and I am not working at the present moment.  I am staying at home and I am continuing with my treatment with Dr Van Aswegen.  This is painful to me, because I lost certain part of my life which was important to me.  Thank you.