MR DREYER
Mr Badenhorst, I want you to understand this very well.   Some of the previous witnesses are saying to you, the same as pain is a subjective experience, if you come and tell me you've got a back pain, there's no instrument that I could use to determine whether you really have a back pain and I have to accept your word for that, is that correct, and in the same sense I cannot look into your heart to see what your political or religious convictions are, is that correct?   I accept what you are telling me and therefore I have no reason not to believe that you are telling the truth if you say that in 1993, as a 20 year old man you were under the conviction that the communistic system was a threat to your people, I have no problem with that, I cannot deny that.   I can also not deny that you were influenced by speeches of the AWB leaders and other right organisations.   It was accepted that Terreblanche is a
very charismatic speaker and that he could incite people.   Now I return to what you've said concerning that night.   You said that night at the scene you said that the adrenaline was flowing, is that correct, at the road block itself?