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You see that is a very difficult question toanswer, more especially if you find yourself in my situation whereyou only realise now who did this kind of thing.   You see itmust also be dealt with at two levels, I must deal with it attwo levels.   The first level will be at a family level, I'llhave to deal with it at a family level first and try to seek consensuswithin my family members as to what their feelings will be.  Yes, they claim I was a target, but in their action they knewthey were not only targeting at me, they knew they were killingme and my entire family.  That's why I'm saying I still have toconsult at that level.  The second level will be at an organisationallevel, I am a member of the Provincial Executive Committee ofthe ANC and surely at that level I've got to share some of theseexperiences with my colleagues.   Having said that I am awareof the position of the ANC inasfar as the whole question of Nationalreconciliation is concerned and I am fully in support of whatthe ANC says about National reconciliation.   I also agree thatreconciliation cannot be given until there is full disclosure,we can only be given amnesty once we have disclosed everythingand they we will be able to achieve, to achieve reconciliation.  In my own mind, in my own mind I don't think the process ofamnesty, as we are sitting today, will work until we get a fullcommitment from the perpetrators.   You see, to say I'm sorryI won't do it again is not enough.   We are sitting with a problemwhere the victims are the ones who seem to be expected to sayI am sorry all the time.   I'm saying here
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that it's high time that the perpetrators also, not only in wordsbut in deeds, they must be able to go all out and convince theircommunities that yes, we acted in this way and we acted wrongly.  It's not enough to say to me I am sorry Tibedi, but to me Ithink the process will be assisted a great deal if they can goout and say to their own communities whom they were trying toprotect, as they are claiming, they must go and say to them wedid it in the name of apartheid, we are sorry we apologise andwe want you to follow us in this example.   Then the process,the process will then be easy, the process of reconciliation willthen  be easy, but that's my view.   So I'm sorry I don't havea yes or no answer to your question.