TESTIMONY_GIVER:
  Even when we are not in church here, we are not talking about church issues here, but I would like to say this.  When there is something within you, you know, that is your hope, something that is your hope, you know, something that you are always counting on.  What can I say?  I don't know how to put this, but you know that hope you have, when you are holding firm on that hope, that hope makes you feel stronger.  You know, even when things are tough, but when you keep hoping to that clasp, the clasp that I am holding here.  But in my case my hope is with God.  I keep hoping in my God.  You see when things happen, and when things transpire, I kneel and pray to my God.  I have never said "God, put me in this wicked earth, but now that I am here in this earth, Lord, take control of me."  You know, I believe in my God, and this is so much helpful to me, that when things happen left and right and centre I know my hope is with God.  You know, I have this hope within me that here is - that's my God who brought me here.  Or even when people can do things, events can transpire, one thing I know for sure is that my God is with me, and I worship him.  And my God will see me through, because I always mean well.  I never mean evil.  I never want to do evil or intend evil.  I always mean well, and I struggle.  I struggle because I know very well that God cannot come to me and even provide me with food, so I have to struggle even for life.