FERDINAND BARNARD
Mr Chairperson, I did not know that I was going to be specifically tasked for the killing and I was careless.  I was working for the security department for the State, I told her that.  She is not a vindictive person, I probably made her that way because of my actions.
	She wouldn't have testified in that way, if I continued or continued our relationship as it was, but something happened to me that made me berserk, the drugs and all the pressure, the job and the involvement with prostitutes and other women, that made her turn at the end of the day.
	At that stage I did not foresee it at all.  She was actually my confidante.  I shared everything with her, and she worshipped the ground I walked on.