VELI RAPHAEL NTOMBELA
What I could say as a mother who has given birth to a son, who has experienced suffering, I know that I'll never ever be able to forget, and I don't know how I can ever accept that, because I'm suffering now, I'm working for other women because I want to make ends meet so that I'm able to educate his children.  As I'm here, I don't know what is happening to them because we are supposed to pay there school fees and I do not have the money to pay their school fees or to let them further their education, so it's very difficult on my part and I thought that I thought that my son as the breadwinner was the one who was going to maintain me for the rest of my life.  I never ever had any problem because he maintained the whole family as well as his children.  I could say he was the sole breadwinner and ever since he died I'm suffering and my suffering cannot even be described or equated to any.