MR DERBY-LEWIS
I was still trying - let me explain, Mr Chairman, I was really in a state of shock, as a result of the occurrence, because as I explained, it was not something which one does lightly.  And as a result of that, I was totally demobilised at that stage - I was totally demotivated.  I was in the situation where I sort of was standing back and waiting for something to happen and I didn't know what.