CHAIRPERSON
That night the feelings, being ... (inaudible) ... as the children will tell you later, never goes away.   It stays.   There is something we do not understand, we need to know who it was who pulled that trigger.   We know that the events of that night at known to the people who watched us.   I have said to the commission in my written statement that we were watched all the time.   We know from neighbours that the security police had access through their hedges to what was going on in our house.  We know through the police that our house was bugged.  Our telephone line was bugged.  Everything we did, as I have said, was recorded.