MR LAX
You've already told us that you knew you had to tell the truth here, even the last time.  What I'm trying to understand is, what didn't you understand about your motive?  You say your lawyer didn't put it clearly to you, he didn't tell you clearly what you were supposed to say, but we asked you questions and it wasn't a matter of not understanding our questions, you deliberately lied about your motive, isn't that so?