TESTIMONY_GIVER:
  It affected me very bad and I always have had a - and what I always think about is that I don't know if the kids are having food or being well taken care of, because after my father's death his brothers took the children with them to Ulundi and me and my sister we are now working, trying to help, to send to Ulundi.  Because if we were together with the kids it was going to be much better.  We were going to see if they didn't have something to eat or if they had, but now we are here, they are there.  Because another reason I sent my brother there is because I was scared they wanted to kill him - Tedius. He is still at school.  He is at Mazubumbani High School.  He is doing standard 10.