MNCEDI MAGUGA
Before I did that I must tell you about what hurts me the most.  Before I went into exile my friend Nonkilesile Bovane, she asked if we could meet in Stutterheim.  She assured me and said that I could leave with her car.  Well, I said to her that I would go to Port Elizabeth to talk with my family and tell them what was happening.  She then gave me permission to use her car to go to Port Elizabeth.  I then said that it was not wise for me to use this car, because people already knew it, especially the Government.  She then begged me to use it.  I said, yes, but I knew I was not going to use it.  I got to Port Elizabeth.  I was there just for the weekend.  On the Monday I heard that there is a lady that had been shot in Ndakana.  I did not know who it was.  I thought that I should quickly go back.  Fortunately, there is a youth that I had taken to BPC churches, because the Sandile people would beat this, these youths up.  They would beat them up and put them in bath tubs.
 Sandile was sent by Brigadier Gqozo.  I met this youth in town ... they advised me not to go back home, because Mpondo Sandile has been cursing.