TESTIMONY_GIVER:
  I still do have some fears.  I still do have some anger.  As a result thereof I don't go to certain funerals because I am scared.  I have got so much empathy.  Whenever something happens I just burst into tears because of the things that I have seen in the past.  These things haven't hardened me, but they have made me very sensitive.  I get panic attacks and I am always scared.  I don't know whether I could attribute this to old age, but I have a lot of empathy ever since these things started happening.  I do not want to see a bad thing happening.  Even when I see the Truth Commission hearings appearing on TV I don't watch because of the empathy that I have now.