URIAL ABRAHAMSE
It's too late, but I did say to you I'm not - I'm happy in my life, I've got a nice fulfilling job where I am making a big difference to the lives of ordinary South Africans.  I'm happy with my relationship with my wife, I've got two beautiful children, we live in a nice house.  In that sense I am happy with my life.  I am not happy with the way in which my life had to undergo such a drastic change and with that, my character also had to change, that's what I'm not happy with and that's what I'm saying to you.