THEMBISILE MAJEBE
First of all the people who were with me were the task force members who were waiting for my orders.  I gave one of them an order and then he defied the order and as a person who had issued the order I was supposed to attack because as I was issuing an order he was not standing still, he was on the way approaching us.  I did not have a chance to take the gun because the other comrade was also afraid and I wouldn't have time to go and get the firearm from my comrade, he could have shot me first.   What I thought of immediately at the time was to attack him.