BHEKISISA ALEX KHUMALO
I know that there are a lot of people that I actually hurt and that I let them part with their fathers, others, their mothers and others with their sisters and brothers.  I cannot be able to apologise individually to these people but what I actually ask for is that they forgive me.  All that I did I did because I was trying to make my political party be successful.  	If it was during this time, if it was now I wouldn't have done that but in that particular time I had the belief or I had beliefs that in my doing that it will help me at the end, not knowing that I was killing myself.  I know that my apology will not raise those people who died, those that I killed and those that died because of me.  However I plead that they accept me as a part of a society that is alive and I'm looking forward and I am prepared to start a new life.  That life that I was supposed to lead in which my family raised me accordingly.