CAPT MENTZ
Mr Chairman, it is easy when it is said to you go and do a certain gruesome deed, but if I 
may use the expression, at the stage, at 99th stage, at the last minute when it is to happen, it is too late, you 
are at a point of no return, you function like a machine and when the deed has been done you start to think 
about what actually happened and as I say I did not physically vomit, but I was extremely nauseous in the 
kombi and my nerves were shattered.
	It is easy to say we are going to do this, but when you get there and while it is happening, while 
the deed is taking place or after it has happened the full impact of what you had done, strikes you and at 
that stage I thought I could deal with it, but I mean if I had to go out and do something like that at this 
stage, I wouldn't be able to.