ADV PRIOR
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"Before I was doing it for the army, for the freedom of the people.  The very planning and the act of placing the bomb distanced me.  It was mechanical.  It was like the bomb did it and I only pulled the pin.  At the time it was quite practical, something to carry out.  Afterwards I realised the enormity of the whole thing.  The humanness of the suffering came to me.  If they had been soldiers, it would have been a legitimate target.  Civilians were not a legitimate target.  Because they were women, I felt it all the more.  I felt I was stooping to the same level as the enemy.  I was worried all the time.  I was irritable and upset."