CHAIRPERSON
Would you like to have a short break?
MS NARKEDIEN
No, it's okay.  The first two years after my release I tried to be normal again and the more I struggled to be normal, the more disturbed I became.  I had to accept that I was damaged.  A part of my soul was eaten away as if by maggots, horrible as it sounds, and it will never get back again.
Sorry, this was the worst part of my life.  I think I'll be okay later on.