PHILDA NOMVULA ROXISO
After the case had been postponed nothing happened.  I said to my husband we should go to Siwisa.  We went to Siwisa, but to cut this short, after I came back from Siwisa I do not know what happened.  I fell ill.  I got very nervous that night and I went to bed.  As I was sleeping I heard a voice asking me why I had gone to an attorney, because Maria never went to an attorney, Mary never went to an attorney even though she saw her son being harassed and ill-treated.  I woke up from my sleep.  I started praying, asking the Lord for forgiveness.  I was not supposed to have gone to a legal representative.
 During the times when I was surrounded by enemies, my Lord was always with me on, at my side.  He spoke then and even now he was speaking.  I asked for forgiveness for having gone to an attorney.  I got up after having prayed.  I said to my husband we should leave everything to rest, because so much had been revealed to me.  I did not know whether the Lord had taken my child for a reason that he had seen in me.  The Lord is always with me, in all situations.  I asked the Lord to heal my wound and His will be done and I surrender like Mary.