MR MBEKELA
Firstly I was not arrested in June, I was arrested after the state of emmergency was declared after Mathews Goniwe's burial in July.  The situation at the time was that all activists were psychologically unwell because what was important was that you had to understand your situation so that you could do your own self-counselling by psyching yourself.  The situation which I and others were in was that psychologically we were unwell because on the one hand you were being hunted, on the other hand you were not sleeping at home and privately you were disorganised, so I was in a situation of turmoil, to put it properly.