NHLANHLA JOHN BUTHELEZI
What I will say is that I was so much assaulted, harassed and I was going through sufferings and people would point fingers at me saying I am a traitor, an informer, calling me a sell-out.  Even to date, I still feel bad about that and they make me even want to kill those people.  I underwent such a tragedy, you do not understand.  On the other side were Comrades, on the other hand there were police.  You can imagine what I was going through.