CHAIRPERSON
I am not able to reconcile this, the drive you had.  You yourself said that you did hear that he wanted to commit suicide.
	I can't reconcile that with the description you gave us of a person who was taking us to braais, go around building up some snow men and all that sort of thing.  Why would a person who was treated in that fashion, be driven to committing suicide, I can't reconcile this.