JOHN ITHUMALENG DUBE
I did not refuse that I could have done that, but as I said the situation that I was in was not conducive for me.  It was difficult logistically as well for me to have done that.  I had a person I was reporting to, my senior, and I was involved in these underground activities and at the same time I am commanding people here.  So all these things brought together brought difficulties to me to have acted in the manner that you think.