The entire death that I had It weirds me out because I was in the motel and nothing looked like a different place or time.
They said it could been  a coma,  that I was falling into  a coma.
But I explained to them that there  was a girl and I explained to them that I was hallicauted and I was still in the motel when it occured.
That I wasn't outside of my body.
They said it could have been a nightmare.
They said you could be knocked out by it and that's why you couldn't wake up.
I was dried and nauseous.
I was swollen and I couldn't really breathe.
I just couldn't figure the puzzle out.
But I did believe that God exist.
And I started praying for now on.
And I started going to church.
.although it was all new to me.
And it didn't make clear sense.
I am still confused and blanked.
I spent my entire life being a greater person then I was before.
And things felt alot better.