Grezald
A word you use for when your mad, sad and confused at the same time. As if, there was no explanation for what emotion your processing. You would use this word if perhaps someone did something to make you sad and mad, but it was unreasonable which caused you confusion. It may also be a word as mad but also guilty of the fact that you are these emotions.
When the disabled person cut in line, I was Grezald. I've been waiting in this line for hours, but there disabled so I feel guilty and I feel bad for them, but i'm still mad that they cut, I would have let them as long as they asked. Now i'm just frustrated. There disabled, I shouldn't be getting this mad.