malegria
A mix of bitterness, loss and hope when a crush doesn't seem to be working out.

Spanish slang, originally from a Manu Chao song by the same name. A combination of the words "mal", meaning bad, and "alegria", meaning happiness.
"What happened?"

"We made out last night totally sober and today she did even say hi when I walked by her. "

Fuck man. malegria.