mindsight
the ability, imagined or otherwise, to see inside your mind. the act of reflection on the organ of reflection. To see inside one self, inside one's thinking, to observe one's thinking.
In forty-five-year-later-hindsight/mindsight I think now of the movement that was and is my thinking, those flashing electric synaping synapses that fired and flew and swarmed in my six-year-old brain as I hunched in silence, the world of one square foot of front yard revealing itself to me.