Despresso
When you're feeling very down, but because of societal terms and gender expectations you fear saying you're depressed since you don't even know what it really means.

Can also be used for that one strong cup of coffee that gets you moving despite being depressed at the time
Yo dude, you okay?

Yeah, I just need my daily Despresso to get moving

Alright, hang in there, if you need to talk, I'm here.

SMS1: wanna hang out
SMS2: no sorry i'm in Despsresso mode
SMS1: aw, what happened

SMS2: memories hit me