love
it sucks. it really does. it hurts more than burning, than getting stabbed, than getting drowned. its stressful and confusing and makes you want to scream. but it's also amazing. smiling like an actual idiot thinking about them. feeling better when their there. but love is hard to find, and it's even harder to keep. good luck.
"she knew she loved him, but she didn't know if he loved her, even though he said he did"
this is common in love: denial. but it'll be fine. just find the right person, and if you don't you still have netflix and takeout.