Blackpilled
Blackpilled is absolutely Disillusioned. (NOT HOPELESS!)
All illusions delusions denials and preconceptions have been removed through careful observation and logic, so that you can see the truth of a given situation, without blinds, rose coloured glasses, or bias of ANY kind. This can appear bleak or even horrific depending on the current state of your environment, and the previous level of delusion you were experiencing. However it is only AFTER we acknowledge the Blackpills that we can truly appreciate all the genuine Whitepills life has for us.
"Redpills" see through some of the lies, but not the deeper levels of programming such as certain generally accepted "historical accounts" or "scientific theories".
Scratch a Redpill, it's a Blackpill underneath. Blackpilled