Heartbroken
The feeling you get when all your hope is gone. Everything you lived for is crushed. Your heart feels like a weight pulling you down. You force yourself to smile, even though on the inside you can't stop crying. And every morning you wake up thinking about what you did wrong, what you did to deserve it. The only person in your life that you thought you could trust, the person you would take a bullet for tore your heart into two pieces. It can never be healed, no matter how much time goes by. 
When you sit there, staring at the wall thinking about the times you had together. The amazing stories you told eachother, the love and compassion you shared. Then reality hits; Never again will you feel that same way. 
I closed my eyes hoping he would feel the same way about me, only to find out he liked my best friend. I felt like never opening my eyes again, but I did, I was Heartbroken and I will never heal. 