i had the other day i got some serious news about my one of my best friends with a brain tumor or brain something so it was really interesting like i i felt something in my body like some weird kind of like a thing in my body and then i kind of recognized it as sadness and i just stayed with that weird sensation and like tears came up so i do feel sadness you know but not very often um and i i think i can still have some fear sometimes probably yeah but its not very often